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[Greek: Epea Aptera]
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UNSPOKEN SERMONS
BY GEORGE MACDONALD
SERIES I, II, III IN ONE VOLUME
Comfort ye, comfort ye my people
Comfort, comfort my people.
CONTENTS
UNSPOKEN SERMONS SERIES ONE
THE CHILD IN THE MIDST THE CONSUMING FIRE THE HIGHER FAITH IT SHALL NOT BE FORGIVEN THE NEW NAME THE HEART WITH THE TREASURE THE TEMPTATION IN THE WILDERNESS THE ELOI THE HANDS OF THE FATHER LOVE THY NEIGHBOUR LOVE THINE ENEMY THE GOD OF THE LIVING
UNSPOKEN SERMONS SERIES TWO
THE WAY THE HARDNESS OF THE WAY THE CAUSE OF SPIRITUAL STUPIDITY THE WORD OF JESUS ON PRAYER MAN'S DIFFICULTY CONCERNING PRAYER THE LAST FARTHING ABBA, FATHER! LIFE THE FEAR OF GOD THE VOICE OF JOB SELF-DENIAL THE TRUTH IN JESUS
UNSPOKEN SERMONS SERIES THREE
THE CREATION IN CHRIST THE KNOWING OF THE SON THE MIRRORS OF THE LORD THE TRUTH FREEDOM KINGSHIP JUSTICE LIGHT THE DISPLEASURE OF JESUS RIGHTEOUSNESS THE FINAL UNMASKING THE INHERITANCE
UNSPOKEN SERMONS FIRST SERIES
These Ears of Corn. gathered and rubbed in my hands upon broken Sabbaths, I offer first to my Wife, and then to my other Friends.
These Ears of Corn. gathered and rubbed in my hands on broken Sabbaths, I offer first to my Wife, and then to my other Friends.
THE CHILD IN THE MIDST.
And he came to Capernaum: and, being in the house, he asked them, What was it that ye disputed among yourselves by the way? But they held their peace: for by the way they had disputed among themselves who should be the greatest. And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all. And he took a child, and set him in the midst of them: and when he had taken him in his arms, he said unto them, Whosoever shall receive one of such children in my name, receiveth me; and whosoever shall receive me, receiveth not me, but him that sent me.——MARK ix. 33-37.
He arrived in Capernaum, and while he was in the house, he asked them, "What were you discussing on the way?" But they kept quiet because they had been arguing about who among them was the greatest. He sat down, called the twelve, and said to them, "If anyone wants to be first, they must be last of all and a servant to everyone." Then he took a child and placed him among them. When he had embraced the child, he said to them, "Whoever receives one of these children in my name receives me; and whoever receives me, doesn't just receive me but also the one who sent me."——MARK ix. 33-37.
Of this passage in the life of our Lord, the account given by St Mark is the more complete. But it may be enriched and its lesson rendered yet more evident from the record of St Matthew.
Of this moment in the life of our Lord, St. Mark's account is more detailed. However, it can be enhanced and its lesson made even clearer by St. Matthew's account.
"Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. Whosoever shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven. And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me. But whoso shall offend one of these little ones that believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea."
"Truly I say to you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Whoever humbles themselves like this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. And whoever welcomes one such little child in my name welcomes me. But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea."
These passages record a lesson our Lord gave his disciples against ambition, against emulation. It is not for the sake of setting forth this lesson that I write about these words of our Lord, but for the sake of a truth, a revelation about God, in which his great argument reaches its height.
These passages document a lesson our Lord taught his disciples about ambition and rivalry. I'm not writing about these words of our Lord just to highlight this lesson, but to reveal a truth about God, where his main argument reaches its peak.
He took a little child—possibly a child of Peter; for St Mark says that the incident fell at Capernaum, and "in the house,"—a child therefore with some of the characteristics of Peter, whose very faults were those of a childish nature. We might expect the child of such a father to possess the childlike countenance and bearing essential to the conveyance of the lesson which I now desire to set forth as contained in the passage.
He took a small child—maybe a child of Peter; because St. Mark says that this happened in Capernaum, “in the house”—so it was a child that shared some traits with Peter, whose flaws were quite childish. We would expect a child of such a father to have the innocent look and demeanor necessary to express the lesson I want to highlight from this passage.
For it must be confessed that there are children who are not childlike. One of the saddest and not least common sights in the world is the face of a child whose mind is so brimful of worldly wisdom that the human childishness has vanished from it, as well as the divine childlikeness. For the childlike is the divine, and the very word "marshals me the way that I was going." But I must delay my ascent to the final argument in order to remove a possible difficulty, which, in turning us towards one of the grandest truths, turns us away from the truth which the Lord had in view here.
For it has to be admitted that some children are not innocent. One of the saddest and most common sights in the world is the face of a child whose mind is so full of worldly knowledge that childhood naivety has disappeared, along with the divine innocence. Because the childlike represents the divine; the very word "guides me on my path." But I need to pause my ascent to the final argument to address a potential issue, which, while leading us toward one of the greatest truths, distracts us from the truth that the Lord had in mind here.
The difficulty is this: Is it like the Son of man to pick out the beautiful child, and leave the common child unnoticed? What thank would he have in that? Do not even the publicans as much as that? And do not our hearts revolt against the thought of it? Shall the mother's heart cleave closest to the deformed of her little ones? and shall "Christ as we believe him" choose according to the sight of the eye? Would he turn away from the child born in sin and taught iniquity, on whose pinched face hunger and courage and love of praise have combined to stamp the cunning of avaricious age, and take to his arms the child of honest parents, such as Peter and his wife, who could not help looking more good than the other? That were not he who came to seek and to save that which was lost. Let the man who loves his brother say which, in his highest moments of love to God, which, when he is nearest to that ideal humanity whereby a man shall be a hiding-place from the wind, he would clasp to his bosom of refuge. Would it not be the evil-faced child, because he needed it most? Yes; in God's name, yes. For is not that the divine way? Who that has read of the lost sheep, or the found prodigal, even if he had no spirit bearing witness with his spirit, will dare to say that it is not the divine way? Often, no doubt, it will appear otherwise, for the childlike child is easier to save than the other, and may come first. But the rejoicing in heaven is greatest over the sheep that has wandered the farthest—perhaps was born on the wild hill-side, and not in the fold at all. For such a prodigal, the elder brother in heaven prays thus—"Lord, think about my poor brother more than about me, for I know thee, and am at rest in thee. I am with thee always."
The problem is this: Is it like the Son of man to choose the beautiful child and overlook the ordinary one? What good would that do him? Don’t even tax collectors do that much? And don’t our hearts resist the thought of it? Would a mother's heart cling most to the deformed of her little ones, and should "Christ as we understand him" choose based on appearances? Would he turn away from the child born into sin and raised in wrongdoing, whose thin face reflects the hunger, courage, and desire for approval that mark the ruthless world, and instead embrace the child of decent parents, like Peter and his wife, who naturally seem more virtuous than the other? That’s not the one who came to seek and save what was lost. Let the person who loves their brother answer, in their highest moments of love for God, when they feel closest to that ideal humanity where a man is a refuge from the storm, whom they would hold close. Wouldn't it be the troubled child, because they need it the most? Yes, in God's name, yes. For isn’t that the divine way? Who, after reading about the lost sheep or the returned prodigal, would dare say it’s not the divine way, even if they feel no inner confirmation? Often, it may seem otherwise, since the innocent child might be easier to save and might come first. But the greatest joy in heaven is for the sheep that has strayed the farthest—perhaps was born on a rugged hillside and not in the fold at all. For such a wayward one, the elder brother in heaven prays—"Lord, think of my poor brother more than of me, for I know you, and I find peace in you. I am with you always."
Why, then, do I think it necessary to say that this child was probably Peter's child, and certainly a child that looked childlike because it was childlike? No amount of evil can be the child. No amount of evil, not to say in the face, but in the habits, or even in the heart of the child, can make it cease to be a child, can annihilate the divine idea of childhood which moved in the heart of God when he made that child after his own image. It is the essential of which God speaks, the real by which he judges, the undying of which he is the God.
Why do I feel the need to say that this child was probably Peter's child, and definitely a child that looked innocent because it was innocent? No amount of evil can be the child. No amount of evil, not just in appearance, but in the child's behaviors or even in their heart, can make them stop being a child. It can't destroy the divine idea of childhood that God had when He created that child in His own image. It represents the essence of what God speaks about, the truth by which He judges, the everlasting nature of which He is the God.
Heartily I grant this. And if the object of our Lord in taking the child in his arms had been to teach love to our neighbour, love to humanity, the ugliest child he could have found, would, perhaps, have served his purpose best. The man who receives any, and more plainly he who receives the repulsive child, because he is the offspring of God, because he is his own brother born, must receive the Father in thus receiving the child. Whosoever gives a cup of cold water to a little one, refreshes the heart of the Father. To do as God does, is to receive God; to do a service to one of his children is to receive the Father. Hence, any human being, especially if wretched and woe-begone and outcast, would do as well as a child for the purpose of setting forth this love of God to the human being. Therefore something more is probably intended here. The lesson will be found to lie not in the humanity, but in the childhood of the child.
I wholeheartedly agree with this. If our Lord's purpose in holding the child was to teach us to love our neighbor and humanity, then perhaps the ugliest child he could find would serve his purpose best. A person who welcomes any child, especially one who is unattractive, does so because they are a creation of God; they are a brother or sister born of the same Father. By receiving the child, they also receive the Father. Anyone who gives a cup of cold water to a little one refreshes the heart of the Father. To act as God does is to welcome God; to serve one of His children is to welcome the Father. Therefore, any human being, particularly the most miserable, downtrodden, and outcast, would illustrate this love of God just as well as a child could. This suggests that there is likely a deeper meaning here. The lesson lies not in the humanity of the child, but in the childhood of the child.
Again, if the disciples could have seen that the essential childhood was meant, and not a blurred and half-obliterated childhood, the most selfish child might have done as well, but could have done no better than the one we have supposed in whom the true childhood is more evident. But when the child was employed as a manifestation, utterance, and sign of the truth that lay in his childhood, in order that the eyes as well as the ears should be channels to the heart, it was essential— not that the child should be beautiful but—that the child should be childlike; that those qualities which wake in our hearts, at sight, the love peculiarly belonging to childhood, which is, indeed, but the perception of the childhood, should at least glimmer out upon the face of the chosen type. Would such an unchildlike child as we see sometimes, now in a great house, clothed in purple and lace, now in a squalid close, clothed in dirt and rags, have been fit for our Lord's purpose, when he had to say that his listeners must become like this child? when the lesson he had to present to them was that of the divine nature of the child, that of childlikeness? Would there not have been a contrast between the child and our Lord's words, ludicrous except for its horror, especially seeing he set forth the individuality of the child by saying, "this little child," "one of such children," and "these little ones that believe in me?" Even the feelings of pity and of love that would arise in a good heart upon further contemplation of such a child, would have turned it quite away from the lesson our Lord intended to give.
Again, if the disciples could have understood that the essential childhood was intended, and not a faded and partially obscured version of childhood, the most selfish child might have done as well, but could not have done better than the one we envisioned in whom the true childhood is more apparent. But when the child was used as a representation, expression, and sign of the truth that existed in his childhood, so that both eyes and ears could serve as gateways to the heart, it was crucial—not that the child should be beautiful but that the child should be childlike; that those qualities which stir our hearts, at a glance, the love uniquely characteristic of childhood, which is, in fact, just the perception of childhood, should at least shine through the face of the chosen type. Would such an unchildlike child, as we sometimes see, now in a grand house, dressed in purple and lace, and now in a rundown alley, dressed in dirt and rags, have been suitable for our Lord's purpose when he stated that his listeners must become like this child? When the lesson he wanted to convey was about the divine nature of the child, that of childlikeness? Would there not have been a contrast between the child and our Lord's words, absurd except for its horror, particularly since he highlighted the individuality of the child by saying, "this little child," "one of such children," and "these little ones that believe in me?" Even the feelings of pity and love that would arise in a compassionate heart upon further reflection of such a child would have distracted from the lesson our Lord intended to communicate.
That this lesson did lie, not in the humanity, but in the childhood of the child, let me now show more fully. The disciples had been disputing who should be the greatest, and the Lord wanted to show them that such a dispute had nothing whatever to do with the way things went in his kingdom. Therefore, as a specimen of his subjects, he took a child and set him before them. It was not, it could not be, in virtue of his humanity, it was in virtue of his childhood that this child was thus presented as representing a subject of the kingdom. It was not to show the scope but the nature of the kingdom. He told them they could not enter into the kingdom save by becoming little children—by humbling themselves. For the idea of ruling was excluded where childlikeness was the one essential quality. It was to be no more who should rule, but who should serve; no more who should look down upon his fellows from the conquered heights of authority—even of sacred authority, but who should look up honouring humanity, and ministering unto it, so that humanity itself might at length be persuaded of its own honour as a temple of the living God. It was to impress this lesson upon them that he showed them the child. Therefore, I repeat, the lesson lay in the childhood of the child.
That this lesson was found not in humanity, but in the child's innocence, let me clarify further. The disciples had been arguing over who would be the greatest, and the Lord wanted to show them that such debates had nothing to do with how things operate in his kingdom. So, as an example of his followers, he brought a child and placed him in front of them. It wasn't because of the child's humanity, but because of his innocent nature that this child was presented as a representative of the kingdom's subjects. It was meant to illustrate not the breadth, but the essence of the kingdom. He told them they could not enter the kingdom unless they became like little children—by humbling themselves. The concept of ruling was completely out of place where childlikeness was the most important quality. It was no longer about who would govern, but about who would serve; no longer about looking down on others from the heights of authority—even sacred authority—but about looking up to honor humanity and serving it, so that humanity itself might eventually recognize its own dignity as a temple of the living God. He showed them the child to drive this lesson home. Therefore, I emphasize, the lesson was in the childhood of the child.
But I now approach my especial object; for this lesson led to the enunciation of a yet higher truth, upon which it was founded, and from which indeed it sprung. Nothing is required of man that is not first in God. It is because God is perfect that we are required to be perfect. And it is for the revelation of God to all the human souls, that they may be saved by knowing him, and so becoming like him, that this child is thus chosen and set before them in the gospel. He who, in giving the cup of water or the embrace, comes into contact with the essential childhood of the child—that is, embraces the childish humanity of it, (not he who embraces it out of love to humanity, or even love to God as the Father of it)—is partaker of the meaning, that is, the blessing, of this passage. It is the recognition of the childhood as divine that will show the disciple how vain the strife after relative place or honour in the great kingdom.
But I'm now getting to my main point; this lesson revealed a deeper truth that it was based on and from which it originated. Nothing is asked of us that isn't first found in God. It's because God is perfect that we're expected to be perfect. And it is to reveal God to all human beings, so they can be saved by knowing Him and becoming like Him, that this child is chosen and presented to them in the gospel. Those who, by giving a cup of water or a hug, connect with the essential childhood of the child—that is, embrace the childish humanity of it (not those who do so out of love for humanity, or even love for God as the Father of it)—share in the meaning, or the blessing, of this message. Recognizing childhood as divine will help the disciple realize how pointless the struggle for status or honor in the great kingdom is.
For it is In my name. This means as representing me; and, therefore, as being like me. Our Lord could not commission any one to be received in his name who could not more or less represent him; for there would be untruth and unreason. Moreover, he had just been telling the disciples that they must become like this child; and now, when he tells them to receive such a little child in his name, it must surely imply something in common between them all—something in which the child and Jesus meet—something in which the child and the disciples meet. What else can that be than the spiritual childhood? In my name does not mean because I will it. An arbitrary utterance of the will of our Lord would certainly find ten thousand to obey it, even to suffering, for one that will be able to receive such a vital truth of his character as is contained in the words; but it is not obedience alone that our Lord will have, but obedience to the truth, that is, to the Light of the World, truth beheld and known. In my name, if we take all we can find in it, the full meaning which alone will harmonize and make the passage a whole, involves a revelation from resemblance, from fitness to represent and so reveal. He who receives a child, then, in the name of Jesus, does so, perceiving wherein Jesus and the child are one, what is common to them. He must not only see the ideal child in the child he receives—that reality of loveliness which constitutes true childhood, but must perceive that the child is like Jesus, or rather, that the Lord is like the child, and may be embraced, yea, is embraced, by every heart childlike enough to embrace a child for the sake of his childness. I do not therefore say that none but those who are thus conscious in the act partake of the blessing. But a special sense, a lofty knowledge of blessedness, belongs to the act of embracing a child as the visible likeness of the Lord himself. For the blessedness is the perceiving of the truth—the blessing is the truth itself—the God-known truth, that the Lord has the heart of a child. The man who perceives this knows in himself that he is blessed—blessed because that is true.
For it is In my name. This means as representing me; and, therefore, as being like me. Our Lord could not send anyone to be received in his name who could not represent him in some way, because that would be dishonest and illogical. Moreover, he had just told the disciples that they must become like this child; and now, when he tells them to welcome such a little child in his name, it must clearly imply something they all share—something that connects both the child and Jesus as well as the child and the disciples. What could that be other than spiritual childhood? In my name does not mean because I will it. An arbitrary command from our Lord would definitely lead a countless number to obey it, even to the point of suffering, compared to those who would be able to grasp such a crucial truth about his character as is found in those words; but our Lord desires not just obedience, but obedience to the truth, which is the Light of the World, a truth that is seen and understood. In my name, if we explore all its meanings, the full significance that will bring harmony and completeness to the passage involves a revelation from similarity, from the ability to represent and reveal. So, when someone receives a child in the name of Jesus, they do so by recognizing how Jesus and the child are alike, what they have in common. They must not only see the ideal child in the child they welcome—that essence of beauty that defines true childhood—but must also realize that the child resembles Jesus, or rather, that the Lord resembles the child, and can be welcomed, indeed, is welcomed, by every heart that is childlike enough to embrace a child for their innocence. I don’t mean to say that only those who are aware of this in the act receive the blessing. However, a special sense, a profound understanding of blessedness, comes with the act of welcoming a child as the visible reflection of the Lord himself. For blessedness is the recognition of the truth—the blessing is the truth itself—the God-revealed truth, that the Lord has the heart of a child. The person who recognizes this knows within themselves that they are blessed—blessed because that is true.
But the argument as to the meaning of our Lord's words, in my name, is incomplete, until we follow our Lord's enunciation to its second and higher stage: "He that receiveth me, receiveth him that sent me." It will be allowed that the connection between the first and second link of the chain will probably be the same as the connection between the second and third. I do not say it is necessarily so; for I aim at no logical certainty. I aim at showing, rather than at proving, to my reader, by means of my sequences, the idea to which I am approaching. For if, once he beholds it, he cannot receive it, if it does not shew itself to him to be true, there would not only be little use in convincing him by logic, but I allow that he can easily suggest other possible connections in the chain, though, I assert, none so symmetrical. What, then, is the connection between the second and third? How is it that he who receives the Son receives the Father? Because the Son is as the Father; and he whose heart can perceive the essential in Christ, has the essence of the Father—that is, sees and holds to it by that recognition, and is one therewith by recognition and worship. What, then, next, is the connection between the first and second? I think the same. "He that sees the essential in this child, the pure childhood, sees that which is the essence of me," grace and truth—in a word, childlikeness. It follows not that the former is perfect as the latter, but it is the same in kind, and therefore, manifest in the child, reveals that which is in Jesus.
But the discussion about what our Lord meant by the words, in my name, isn't finished until we follow His statement to its next and deeper level: "Whoever receives me receives the one who sent me." It's reasonable to think that the link between the first and second parts of this chain is probably the same as the link between the second and third. I'm not saying it has to be that way; I don't seek absolute logical certainty. Instead, I want to illustrate, rather than prove, to my reader the idea I'm getting at through the sequences I present. Because if, once he sees it, he can't accept it, if it doesn’t appear true to him, then convincing him with logic would be of little use. I also acknowledge that he could easily propose other possible connections in the chain, though I assert that none would be as harmonious. So, what's the connection between the second and third? How is it that whoever receives the Son receives the Father? Because the Son is like the Father; and someone who can recognize the essential divinity in Christ possesses the essence of the Father—that is, they see and hold onto that truth through recognition and worship. What, then, is the connection between the first and second? I believe it's the same. "Whoever sees the essential in this child, the pure childhood, sees what is the essence of me," grace and truth—in other words, childlikeness. It doesn't mean the former is as perfect as the latter, but they are the same in kind, and therefore, what is manifest in the child reveals what is in Jesus.
Then to receive a child in the name of Jesus is to receive Jesus; to receive Jesus is to receive God; therefore to receive the child is to receive God himself.
Then to welcome a child in the name of Jesus is to welcome Jesus; to welcome Jesus is to welcome God; therefore, to embrace the child is to embrace God himself.
That such is the feeling of the words, and that such was the feeling in the heart of our Lord when he spoke them, I may show from another golden thread that may be traced through the shining web of his golden words.
That this is the feeling of the words, and that this was the feeling in the heart of our Lord when he spoke them, I can demonstrate by another golden thread that can be found throughout the shining web of his golden words.
What is the kingdom of Christ? A rule of love, of truth—a rule of service. The king is the chief servant in it. "The kings of the earth have dominion: it shall not be so among you." "The Son of Man came to minister." "My Father worketh hitherto, and I work." The great Workman is the great King, labouring for his own. So he that would be greatest among them, and come nearest to the King himself, must be the servant of all. It is like king like subject in the kingdom of heaven. No rule of force, as of one kind over another kind. It is the rule of kind, of nature, of deepest nature—of God. If, then, to enter into this kingdom, we must become children, the spirit of children must be its pervading spirit throughout, from lowly subject to lowliest king. The lesson added by St Luke to the presentation of the child is: "For he that is least among you all, the same shall be great." And St Matthew says: "Whosoever shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven." Hence the sign that passes between king and subject. The subject kneels in homage to the kings of the earth: the heavenly king takes his subject in his arms. This is the sign of the kingdom between them. This is the all-pervading relation of the kingdom.
What is the kingdom of Christ? It’s a realm of love and truth—a realm of service. The king is the main servant here. "The kings of the earth have power; it won't be like that among you." "The Son of Man came to serve." "My Father is working until now, and I am working." The great worker is the great King, working for his own. So, whoever wants to be the greatest among them and be closest to the King himself must be the servant of all. It’s like the saying, like king like subject in the kingdom of heaven. There’s no rule of force, like one kind dominating another. It’s the rule of kind, of nature, of the deepest essence—of God. Therefore, if to enter this kingdom, we must become like children, the spirit of children must be its guiding spirit throughout, from the humblest subject to the lowest king. The lesson added by St. Luke during the presentation of the child is: "For he who is the least among you all is the same as the greatest." And St. Matthew says: "Whoever humbles himself like this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven." Hence the sign that exists between king and subject. The subject kneels in respect to earthly kings; the heavenly king embraces his subjects. This is the sign of the kingdom between them. This embodies the all-encompassing relationship of the kingdom.
To give one glance backward, then:
To take a quick look back, then:
To receive the child because God receives it, or for its humanity, is one thing; to receive it because it is like God, or for its childhood, is another. The former will do little to destroy ambition. Alone it might argue only a wider scope to it, because it admits all men to the arena of the strife. But the latter strikes at the very root of emulation. As soon as even service is done for the honour and not for the service-sake, the doer is that moment outside the kingdom. But when we receive the child in the name of Christ, the very childhood that we receive to our arms is humanity. We love its humanity in its childhood, for childhood is the deepest heart of humanity—its divine heart; and so in the name of the child we receive all humanity. Therefore, although the lesson is not about humanity, but about childhood, it returns upon our race, and we receive our race with wider arms and deeper heart. There is, then, no other lesson lost by receiving this; no heartlessness shown in insisting that the child was a lovable—a childlike child.
To welcome the child because God welcomes it, or for its humanity, is one thing; to welcome it because it reflects God, or for its childhood, is another. The first approach does little to diminish ambition. By itself, it might even broaden ambition, since it allows everyone into the competition. But the second approach directly targets the root of competition. As soon as service is performed for recognition rather than for the sake of serving, the person doing it steps outside the kingdom. However, when we welcome the child in the name of Christ, the very childhood we embrace represents humanity. We cherish its humanity during childhood, as childhood is the essence of humanity—its divine core; and so in welcoming the child, we accept all of humanity. Therefore, even though the lesson focuses on childhood rather than humanity, it circles back to our entire race, and we embrace people with broader arms and a deeper heart. Thus, no other lesson is lost by embracing this one; there's no lack of compassion in emphasizing that the child was lovable—a truly childlike child.
If there is in heaven a picture of that wonderful teaching, doubtless we shall see represented in it a dim childhood shining from the faces of all that group of disciples of which the centre is the Son of God with a child in his arms. The childhood, dim in the faces of the men, must be shining trustfully clear in the face of the child. But in the face of the Lord himself, the childhood will be triumphant—all his wisdom, all his truth upholding that radiant serenity of faith in his father. Verily, O Lord, this childhood is life. Verily, O Lord, when thy tenderness shall have made the world great, then, children like thee, will all men smile in the face of the great God.
If there's a picture of that amazing teaching in heaven, we can imagine it showing a gentle childhood shining on the faces of all the disciples, with the Son of God at the center holding a child in his arms. The childhood, faint on the men’s faces, must be shining clearly with trust on the child's face. But in the Lord's own face, childhood will be victorious—his wisdom and truth supporting that radiant peace of faith in his father. Truly, O Lord, this childhood is life. Truly, O Lord, when your kindness has made the world great, then, children like you, will all people smile in the presence of the great God.
But to advance now to the highest point of this teaching of our Lord: "He that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me." To receive a child in the name of God is to receive God himself. How to receive him? As alone he can be received,—by knowing him as he is. To know him is to have him in us. And that we may know him, let us now receive this revelation of him, in the words of our Lord himself. Here is the argument of highest import founded upon the teaching of our master in the utterance before us.
But let's move on to the main point of our Lord's teaching: "Whoever accepts me accepts the one who sent me." To welcome a child in God's name is to welcome God himself. How should we do this? Only as he can be received—by knowing him as he truly is. To know him is to have him within us. And so that we may know him, let's receive this revelation of him in the words of our Lord himself. This is the essential argument based on the teachings of our master in the statement before us.
God is represented in Jesus, for that God is like Jesus: Jesus is represented in the child, for that Jesus is like the child. Therefore God is represented in the child, for that he is like the child. God is child-like. In the true vision of this fact lies the receiving of God in the child.
God is shown through Jesus because God is like Jesus; Jesus is shown through the child because Jesus is like the child. So God is shown through the child because He is like the child. God is child-like. Understanding this truth allows us to receive God in the child.
Having reached this point, I have nothing more to do with the argument; for if the Lord meant this—that is, if this be a truth, he that is able to receive it will receive it: he that hath ears to hear it will hear it. For our Lord's arguments are for the presentation of the truth, and the truth carries its own conviction to him who is able to receive it.
Having reached this point, I have nothing more to add to the argument; if the Lord intended this—that is, if this is true, the person who can accept it will accept it: whoever has ears to hear will hear it. Our Lord's arguments are meant to present the truth, and the truth proves itself to those who are willing to accept it.
But the word of one who has seen this truth may help the dawn of a like perception in those who keep their faces turned towards the east and its aurora; for men may have eyes, and, seeing dimly, want to see more. Therefore let us brood a little over the idea itself, and see whether it will not come forth so as to commend itself to that spirit, which, one with the human spirit where it dwells, searches the deep things of God. For, although the true heart may at first be shocked at the truth, as Peter was shocked when he said, "That be far from thee, Lord," yet will it, after a season, receive it and rejoice in it.
But the insight of someone who has discovered this truth might inspire a similar realization in those who look toward the east and its dawn; because people may have eyes, and although their vision is unclear, they desire clarity. So let's reflect on the idea itself and see if it reveals itself in a way that resonates with that spirit, which, aligned with the human spirit where it resides, explores the profound aspects of God. For, although a true heart may initially be taken aback by the truth, like Peter was when he said, "That be far from thee, Lord," over time, it will accept it and find joy in it.
Let me then ask, do you believe in the Incarnation? And if you do, let me ask further, Was Jesus ever less divine than God? I answer for you, Never. He was lower, but never less divine. Was he not a child then? You answer, "Yes, but not like other children." I ask, "Did he not look like other children?" If he looked like them and was not like them, the whole was a deception, a masquerade at best. I say he was a child, whatever more he might be. God is man, and infinitely more. Our Lord became flesh, but did not become man. He took on him the form of man: he was man already. And he was, is, and ever shall be divinely childlike. He could never have been a child if he would ever have ceased to be a child, for in him the transient found nothing. Childhood belongs to the divine nature. Obedience, then, is as divine as Will, Service as divine as Rule. How? Because they are one in their nature; they are both a doing of the truth. The love in them is the same. The Fatherhood and the Sonship are one, save that the Fatherhood looks down lovingly, and the Sonship looks up lovingly. Love is all. And God is all in all. He is ever seeking to get down to us—to be the divine man to us. And we are ever saying, "That be far from thee, Lord!" We are careful, in our unbelief, over the divine dignity, of which he is too grand to think. Better pleasing to God, it needs little daring to say, is the audacity of Job, who, rushing into his presence, and flinging the door of his presence-chamber to the wall, like a troubled, it may be angry, but yet faithful child, calls aloud in the ear of him whose perfect Fatherhood he has yet to learn: "Am I a sea or a whale, that thou settest a watch over me?"
Let me ask you, do you believe in the Incarnation? And if you do, let me ask this further: Was Jesus ever less divine than God? I’ll answer for you—never. He was lower, but never less divine. Was he not a child then? You say, "Yes, but not like other children." I ask, "Did he not look like other children?" If he looked like them and wasn’t like them, then it was all a deception, a masquerade at best. I say he was a child, no matter what else he was. God is man, and infinitely more. Our Lord became flesh, but did not become man. He took on the form of man; he was already man. And he was, is, and always will be divinely childlike. He could never have been a child if he could ever cease to be one, for in him the transient found nothing. Childhood belongs to the divine nature. Obedience, then, is as divine as Will, and Service is as divine as Rule. How? Because they are one in their nature; they both reflect the truth. The love in them is the same. Fatherhood and Sonship are one, except Fatherhood looks down lovingly while Sonship looks up lovingly. Love is everything. And God is everything in everything. He is always trying to reach out to us—to be the divine man to us. And we keep saying, "That’s too much for you, Lord!" In our disbelief, we’re careful about the divine dignity, which he is too grand to even consider. It seems that what pleases God more is the boldness of Job, who, rushing into his presence and flinging open the door to his throne room like a troubled, maybe angry, but still faithful child, shouts loudly in the ear of the one whose perfect Fatherhood he’s yet to learn: "Am I a sea or a whale, that you set a watch over me?"
Let us dare, then, to climb the height of divine truth to which this utterance of our Lord would lead us.
Let’s be bold and reach for the heights of divine truth that our Lord's words guide us toward.
Does it not lead us up hither: that the devotion of God to his creatures is perfect? that he does not think about himself but about them? that he wants nothing for himself, but finds his blessedness in the outgoing of blessedness.
Doesn’t this lead us here: that God’s devotion to his creations is perfect? That he doesn’t think of himself but of them? That he wants nothing for himself, but finds his happiness in sharing his blessings?
Ah! it is a terrible—shall it be a lonely glory this? We will draw
near with our human response, our abandonment of self in the faith of
Jesus. He gives himself to us—shall not we give ourselves to him?
Shall we not give ourselves to each other whom he loves?
Ah! Is it a terrible—will it be a lonely glory? We will approach
with our human response, our letting go of self in the faith of
Jesus. He gives himself to us—shouldn’t we give ourselves to him?
Shouldn’t we give ourselves to each other whom he loves?
For when is the child the ideal child in our eyes and to our hearts? Is it not when with gentle hand he takes his father by the beard, and turns that father's face up to his brothers and sisters to kiss? when even the lovely selfishness of love-seeking has vanished, and the heart is absorbed in loving?
For when is the child the perfect child in our eyes and in our hearts? Is it not when he gently takes his father's beard and lifts his father's face for his brothers and sisters to kiss? When even the beautiful selfishness of seeking love has disappeared, and the heart is completely focused on giving love?
In this, then, is God like the child: that he is simply and altogether our friend, our father—our more than friend, father, and mother—our infinite love-perfect God. Grand and strong beyond all that human imagination can conceive of poet-thinking and kingly action, he is delicate beyond all that human tenderness can conceive of husband or wife, homely beyond all that human heart can conceive of father or mother. He has not two thoughts about us. With him all is simplicity of purpose and meaning and effort and end—namely, that we should be as he is, think the same thoughts, mean the same things, possess the same blessedness. It is so plain that any one may see it, every one ought to see it, every one shall see it. It must be so. He is utterly true and good to us, nor shall anything withstand his will.
In this way, God is like a child: He is simply and completely our friend, our father—more than a friend, father, and mother—our infinite, perfect love. Grand and strong beyond anything human imagination can think of in poetry or royal action, He is also gentle beyond what anyone can imagine a husband or wife to be, and familiar beyond what any heart can picture a father or mother to be. He has only one thought about us. For Him, everything is simple in purpose, meaning, effort, and goal—namely, that we should be as He is, think the same thoughts, mean the same things, and share the same blessedness. It is so clear that anyone can see it; everyone should see it, and everyone will see it. It must be so. He is completely true and good to us, and nothing will stand against His will.
How terribly, then, have the theologians misrepresented God in the measures of the low and showy, not the lofty and simple humanities! Nearly all of them represent him as a great King on a grand throne, thinking how grand he is, and making it the business of his being and the end of his universe to keep up his glory, wielding the bolts of a Jupiter against them that take his name in vain. They would not allow this, but follow out what they say, and it comes much to this. Brothers, have you found our king? There he is, kissing little children and saying they are like God. There he is at table with the head of a fisherman lying on his bosom, and somewhat heavy at heart that even he, the beloved disciple, cannot yet understand him well. The simplest peasant who loves his children and his sheep were—no, not a truer, for the other is false, but—a true type of our God beside that monstrosity of a monarch.
How terribly have the theologians misrepresented God in the trivial and flashy, rather than in the profound and straightforward aspects of humanity! Nearly all of them depict Him as a great King on a grand throne, focused on His own majesty and making it the purpose of His existence and the entire universe to maintain His glory, wielding the lightning bolts of a deity against those who misuse His name. They would not admit this, but if they followed through on what they say, it would come down to this. Brothers, have you found our King? There He is, hugging little children and saying they are like God. There He is at a table with the head of a fisherman resting on His chest, somewhat saddened that even he, the beloved disciple, still cannot fully comprehend Him. The simplest peasant who loves his children and his sheep is—not a truer representation, for the other is false, but—a true reflection of our God compared to that monstrous monarch.
The God who is ever uttering himself in the changeful profusions of nature; who takes millions of years to form a soul that shall understand him and be blessed; who never needs to be, and never is, in haste; who welcomes the simplest thought of truth or beauty as the return for seed he has sown upon the old fallows of eternity, who rejoices in the response of a faltering moment to the age-long cry of his wisdom in the streets; the God of music, of painting, of building, the Lord of Hosts, the God of mountains and oceans; whose laws go forth from one unseen point of wisdom, and thither return without an atom of loss; the God of history working in time unto christianity; this God is the God of little children, and he alone can be perfectly, abandonedly simple and devoted. The deepest, purest love of a woman has its well-spring in him. Our longing desires can no more exhaust the fulness of the treasures of the Godhead, than our imagination can touch their measure. Of him not a thought, not a joy, not a hope of one of his creatures can pass unseen; and while one of them remains unsatisfied, he is not Lord over all.
The God who constantly reveals Himself in the ever-changing beauty of nature; who takes millions of years to create a soul that can understand Him and find joy; who never rushes and is never in a hurry; who appreciates even the simplest thought of truth or beauty as a return on the seeds He has planted in the eternal past; who delights in the fleeting response to the timeless call of His wisdom echoing in the streets; the God of music, of art, of architecture, the Lord of Hosts, the God of mountains and oceans; whose laws emanate from one unseen source of wisdom and return without losing a single bit; the God of history, working through time towards Christianity; this God is the God of little children, and He alone can be perfectly, utterly simple and devoted. The deepest, purest love of a woman originates from Him. Our deepest desires can no more exhaust the abundance of the treasures of the divine than our imagination can measure them. Not a single thought, joy, or hope of any of His creations goes unnoticed; and as long as one of them remains unfulfilled, He is not the Lord of all.
Therefore, with angels and with archangels, with the spirits of the just made perfect, with the little children of the kingdom, yea, with the Lord himself, and for all them that know him not, we praise and magnify and laud his name in itself, saying Our Father. We do not draw back for that we are unworthy, nor even for that we are hard-hearted and care not for the good. For it is his childlikeness that makes him our God and Father. The perfection of his relation to us swallows up all our imperfections, all our defects, all our evils; for our childhood is born of his fatherhood. That man is perfect in faith who can come to God in the utter dearth of his feelings and his desires, without a glow or an aspiration, with the weight of low thoughts, failures, neglects, and wandering forgetfulness, and say to him, "Thou art my refuge, because thou art my home."
Therefore, with angels and archangels, with the spirits of those who have been made perfect, with the little children of the kingdom, yes, with the Lord himself, and for everyone who doesn’t know him, we praise, honor, and glorify his name, saying Our Father. We don’t hold back because we feel unworthy, nor even because we’re hard-hearted and indifferent to what is good. It is his childlike nature that makes him our God and Father. The perfection of his relationship with us overcomes all our imperfections, all our flaws, all our wrongdoings; for our childhood comes from his fatherhood. A person is perfect in faith who can approach God in complete emptiness of feelings and desires, without any warmth or hope, burdened by negative thoughts, failures, neglect, and wandering forgetfulness, and say to him, "You are my refuge, because you are my home."
Such a faith will not lead to presumption. The man who can pray such a prayer will know better than another, that God is not mocked; that he is not a man that he should repent; that tears and entreaties will not work on him to the breach of one of his laws; that for God to give a man because he asked for it that which was not in harmony with his laws of truth and right, would be to damn him—to cast him into the outer darkness. And he knows that out of that prison the childlike, imperturbable God will let no man come till he has paid the uttermost farthing.
Such faith won’t lead to arrogance. The person who can pray that prayer understands better than anyone that God can’t be mocked; He isn’t human, so He doesn’t change His mind. Tears and pleas won’t make Him break any of His laws. For God to give someone something that goes against His laws of truth and righteousness just because they asked for it would be harmful—like condemning them to darkness. And he knows that from that prison, the simple, unwavering God won’t let anyone leave until they’ve paid every last cent.
And if he should forget this, the God to whom he belongs does not forget it, does not forget him. Life is no series of chances with a few providences sprinkled between to keep up a justly failing belief, but one providence of God; and the man shall not live long before life itself shall remind him, it may be in agony of soul, of that which he has forgotten. When he prays for comfort, the answer may come in dismay and terror and the turning aside of the Father's countenance; for love itself will, for love's sake, turn the countenance away from that which is not lovely; and he will have to read, written upon the dark wall of his imprisoned conscience, the words, awful and glorious, Our God is a consuming fire.
And if he forgets this, the God he belongs to doesn’t forget it, doesn’t forget him. Life isn’t just a series of random events sprinkled with a few divine interventions to support a failing belief, but one divine plan from God; and it won’t be long before life itself reminds him, possibly in deep anguish, of what he has overlooked. When he seeks comfort in prayer, the response might come as shock and fear, and the withdrawal of the Father’s gaze; because love, for the sake of love, will turn away from what isn’t beautiful. He’ll have to read, written on the dark wall of his trapped conscience, the words, both terrifying and glorious, Our God is a consuming fire.
THE CONSUMING FIRE.
Our God is a consuming fire.—HEBREWS xii. 29
Our God is a consuming fire.—HEBREWS 12:29
Nothing is inexorable but love. Love which will yield to prayer is imperfect and poor. Nor is it then the love that yields, but its alloy. For if at the voice of entreaty love conquers displeasure, it is love asserting itself, not love yielding its claims. It is not love that grants a boon unwillingly; still less is it love that answers a prayer to the wrong and hurt of him who prays. Love is one, and love is changeless.
Nothing is inevitable except love. Love that can be swayed by prayer is flawed and lacking. It's not the true love that gives in; it's a diluted version of it. If love overcomes displeasure at the sound of a plea, it's love affirming itself, not giving up its rights. It's not love that reluctantly grants a favor; even less is it love that responds to a request that harms the person making the plea. Love is singular and unchanging.
For love loves unto purity. Love has ever in view the absolute loveliness of that which it beholds. Where loveliness is incomplete, and love cannot love its fill of loving, it spends itself to make more lovely, that it may love more; it strives for perfection, even that itself may be perfected—not in itself, but in the object. As it was love that first created humanity, so even human love, in proportion to its divinity, will go on creating the beautiful for its own outpouring. There is nothing eternal but that which loves and can be loved, and love is ever climbing towards the consummation when such shall be the universe, imperishable, divine.
For love seeks purity. Love always aims for the ultimate beauty of what it sees. Where beauty is lacking, and love can't fully express itself, it works to create more beauty so it can love more; it strives for perfection, not for itself, but for the thing it loves. Just as love was the force that first brought humanity into existence, human love, in proportion to its divine nature, will continue to create beauty as it gives of itself. Nothing is eternal except what loves and can be loved, and love is always striving toward the moment when the universe will be everlasting and divine.
Therefore all that is not beautiful in the beloved, all that comes between and is not of love's kind, must be destroyed.
Therefore, everything that isn't beautiful in the beloved, everything that gets in the way and isn't related to love, must be removed.
And our God is a consuming fire.
And our God is a blazing fire.
If this be hard to understand, it is as the simple, absolute truth is hard to understand. It may be centuries of ages before a man comes to see a truth—ages of strife, of effort, of aspiration. But when once he does see it, it is so plain that he wonders he could have lived without seeing it. That he did not understand it sooner was simply and only that he did not see it. To see a truth, to know what it is, to understand it, and to love it, are all one. There is many a motion towards it, many a misery for want of it, many a cry of the conscience against the neglect of it, many a dim longing for it as an unknown need before at length the eyes come awake, and the darkness of the dreamful night yields to the light of the sun of truth. But once beheld it is for ever. To see one divine fact is to stand face to face with essential eternal life.
If this is hard to grasp, it's like how difficult it is to understand simple, absolute truth. It might take someone centuries to recognize a truth—centuries of struggle, effort, and aspiration. But once they do see it, it becomes so obvious that they wonder how they ever lived without it. The reason they didn't get it sooner was simply because they didn't see it. To see a truth, to know it, to understand it, and to love it, are all the same thing. There are many movements towards it, many sufferings from lacking it, many cries of conscience against ignoring it, and many vague yearnings for it as an unknown need until finally the eyes open, and the darkness of a dreamlike night gives way to the brightness of the sun of truth. But once seen, it lasts forever. To grasp one divine fact is to face essential eternal life.
For this vision of truth God has been working for ages of ages. For this simple condition, this apex of life, upon which a man wonders like a child that he cannot make other men see as he sees, the whole labour of God's science, history, poetry—from the time when the earth gathered itself into a lonely drop of fire from the red rim of the driving sun-wheel to the time when Alexander John Scott worshipped him from its face—was evolving truth upon truth in lovely vision, in torturing law, never lying, never repenting; and for this will the patience of God labour while there is yet a human soul whose eyes have not been opened, whose child-heart has not yet been born in him. For this one condition of humanity, this simple beholding, has all the outthinking of God flowed in forms innumerable and changeful from the foundation of the world; and for this, too, has the divine destruction been going forth; that his life might be our life, that in us, too, might dwell that same consuming fire which is essential love.
For this vision of truth, God has been working for ages. For this simple condition, this pinnacle of life, where a person wonders like a child why others can't see things the way he does, the entire effort of God's knowledge, history, and poetry—from the moment the earth formed a solitary drop of fire from the glowing edge of the sun to the time when Alexander John Scott worshipped Him—was creating truth upon truth in beautiful vision, in painful law, never deceiving, never regretting; and for this, God’s patience will endure as long as there is still a human soul whose eyes have not been opened, whose childlike heart has not yet been awakened. For this single aspect of humanity, this simple perception, has been the channel through which all of God's thoughts have flowed in countless and ever-changing forms since the world began; and for this reason, divine destruction has also taken place, so that His life might become our life, that within us might also dwell that same consuming fire which is essential love.
Let us look at the utterance of the apostle which is crowned with this lovely terror: "Our God is a consuming fire."
Let’s consider the statement from the apostle, which is filled with this beautiful fear: "Our God is a consuming fire."
"Wherefore, we receiving a kingdom which cannot be moved, let us have grace, whereby we may serve God acceptably with reverence and godly fear, for our God is a consuming fire."—We have received a kingdom that cannot be moved—whose nature is immovable: let us have grace to serve the Consuming Fire, our God, with divine fear; not with the fear that cringes and craves, but with the bowing down of all thoughts, all delights, all loves before him who is the life of them all, and will have them all pure. The kingdom he has given us cannot be moved, because it has nothing weak in it: it is of the eternal world, the world of being, of truth. We, therefore, must worship him with a fear pure as the kingdom is unshakeable. He will shake heaven and earth, that only the unshakeable may remain, (verse 27): he is a consuming fire, that only that which cannot be consumed may stand forth eternal. It is the nature of God, so terribly pure that it destroys all that is not pure as fire, which demands like purity in our worship. He will have purity. It is not that the fire will burn us if we do not worship thus; but that the fire will burn us until we worship thus; yea, will go on burning within us after all that is foreign to it has yielded to its force, no longer with pain and consuming, but as the highest consciousness of life, the presence of God. When evil, which alone is consumable, shall have passed away in his fire from the dwellers in the immovable kingdom, the nature of man shall look the nature of God in the face, and his fear shall then be pure; for an eternal, that is a holy fear, must spring from a knowledge of the nature, not from a sense of the power. But that which cannot be consumed must be one within itself, a simple existence; therefore in such a soul the fear towards God will be one with the homeliest love. Yea, the fear of God will cause a man to flee, not from him, but from himself; not from him, but to him, the Father of himself, in terror lest he should do Him wrong or his neighbour wrong. And the first words which follow for the setting forth of that grace whereby we may serve God acceptably are these—"Let brotherly love continue." To love our brother is to worship the Consuming Fire.
"Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be grateful and serve God in a way that is pleasing, with reverence and awe, because our God is a consuming fire."—We have been given a kingdom that is unshakeable—its essence is solid: let us be gracious in serving the Consuming Fire, our God, with deep respect; not with the kind of fear that is timid and needy, but with the humility of all our thoughts, joys, and loves surrendered to Him, who is the source of them all and desires them to be pure. The kingdom He has given us cannot be shaken, since it is entirely robust: it belongs to the eternal realm, the world of existence and truth. Thus, we must worship Him with fear as genuine as the kingdom is steadfast. He will shake both heaven and earth so that only what remains unshakeable will endure, (verse 27): He is a consuming fire, which ensures that only what cannot be consumed will stand forever. God's nature is so incredibly pure that it annihilates everything impure like fire, which demands the same purity in our worship. He requires purity. It’s not that the fire will harm us if we don’t worship in this way; rather, the fire will refine us until we worship like this; indeed, it will keep burning within us after everything foreign to it has been transformed, no longer in pain and destruction, but as the highest awareness of life, the presence of God. When evil, which is the only thing that can be consumed, has been eliminated by His fire from the inhabitants of the unshakeable kingdom, humanity will meet God's true nature, and its fear of Him will become pure; for a holy fear, which is eternal, must arise from understanding His essence, not from merely recognizing His power. But what cannot be consumed must be unified within itself, a simple existence; thus, in such a soul, the fear of God will blend seamlessly with the most sincere love. Indeed, the fear of God will make a person flee, not from Him, but from their own shortcomings; not away from Him, but towards Him, the Father of their true self, in deep concern of offending Him or harming their neighbor. And the very next words that express the grace by which we may serve God acceptably are—"Let brotherly love continue." Loving our neighbor is how we worship the Consuming Fire.
The symbol of the consuming fire would seem to have been suggested to the writer by the fire that burned on the mountain of the old law. That fire was part of the revelation of God there made to the Israelites. Nor was it the first instance of such a revelation. The symbol of God's presence, before which Moses had to put off his shoes, and to which it was not safe for him to draw near, was a fire that did not consume the bush in which it burned. Both revelations were of terror. But the same symbol employed by a writer of the New Testament should mean more, not than it meant before, but than it was before employed to express; for it could not have been employed to express more than it was possible for them to perceive. What else than terror could a nation of slaves, into whose very souls the rust of their chains had eaten, in whose memory lingered the smoke of the flesh-pots of Egypt, who, rather than not eat of the food they liked best, would have gone back to the house of their bondage—what else could such a nation see in that fire than terror and destruction? How should they think of purification by fire? They had yet no such condition of mind as could generate such a thought. And if they had had the thought, the notion of the suffering involved would soon have overwhelmed the notion of purification. Nor would such a nation have listened to any teaching that was not supported by terror. Fear was that for which they were fit. They had no worship for any being of whom they had not to be afraid.
The symbol of the consuming fire likely came from the fire that burned on the mountain of the old law. That fire was part of God's revelation to the Israelites. It wasn't the first time such a revelation occurred. The symbol of God's presence, which made Moses take off his shoes, and to which he couldn't safely approach, was a fire that did not consume the bush in which it burned. Both revelations were terrifying. However, when a New Testament writer uses the same symbol, it should mean something more—not more than it meant before, but more than it was originally used to express; because it couldn't have been used to express more than they could grasp at the time. What else could a nation of slaves, whose very souls were tarnished by their chains, and whose memories held onto the smoke of Egypt's flesh-pots, see in that fire other than terror and destruction? How could they think of purification by fire? They didn't have a mindset that could conjure such a thought. And even if they did, the suffering involved would quickly overshadow any notion of purification. Also, that nation wouldn't listen to any teaching that wasn't backed by fear. They were suited to fear. They had no devotion for any being of whom they weren't afraid.
Was then this show upon Mount Sinai a device to move obedience, such as bad nurses employ with children? a hint of vague and false horror? Was it not a true revelation of God?
Was this display on Mount Sinai just a trick to enforce obedience, like what bad caregivers use with kids? A suggestion of vague and false fear? Was it not a genuine revelation of God?
If it was not a true revelation, it was none at all, and the story is either false, or the whole display was a political trick of Moses. Those who can read the mind of Moses will not easily believe the latter, and those who understand the scope of the pretended revelation, will see no reason for supposing the former. That which would be politic, were it a deception, is not therefore excluded from the possibility of another source. Some people believe so little in a cosmos or ordered world, that the very argument of fitness is a reason for unbelief.
If it wasn’t a genuine revelation, then it wasn’t one at all, and the story is either false or the whole thing was just a political stunt by Moses. Those who can understand Moses’s thinking won’t easily buy the latter, and those who grasp the full scope of the supposed revelation will see no reason to consider the former. What might be clever, if it were a deception, doesn’t rule out the possibility of another source. Some people doubt so much in a cosmos or an orderly world that the very argument of suitability makes them disbelieve.
At all events, if God showed them these things, God showed them what was true. It was a revelation of himself. He will not put on a mask. He puts on a face. He will not speak out of flaming fire if that flaming fire is alien to him, if there is nothing in him for that flaming fire to reveal. Be his children ever so brutish, he will not terrify them with a lie.
At any rate, if God revealed these things to them, He revealed what was true. It was a revelation of Himself. He won’t hide behind a facade; He shows His true self. He won’t speak from raging fire unless that fire is part of Him, unless there’s something in Him for that fire to uncover. No matter how rough His children might be, He won’t scare them with a falsehood.
It was a revelation, but a partial one; a true symbol, not a final vision.
It was a revelation, but only a partial one; a genuine symbol, not the complete vision.
No revelation can be other than partial. If for true revelation a man must be told all the truth, then farewell to revelation; yea, farewell to the sonship. For what revelation, other than a partial, can the highest spiritual condition receive of the infinite God? But it is not therefore untrue because it is partial. Relatively to a lower condition of the receiver, a more partial revelation might be truer than that would be which constituted a fuller revelation to one in a higher condition; for the former might reveal much to him, the latter might reveal nothing. Only, whatever it might reveal, if its nature were such as to preclude development and growth, thus chaining the man to its incompleteness, it would be but a false revelation fighting against all the divine laws of human existence. The true revelation rouses the desire to know more by the truth of its incompleteness.
No revelation can ever be complete. If a person must be told every single truth for it to be a true revelation, then goodbye to revelation and to the idea of being a true child of God. What kind of revelation, except for a partial one, can the highest spiritual state receive from the infinite God? But just because it’s partial doesn’t mean it’s untrue. In relation to a lower state of understanding, a more limited revelation might actually be more accurate than a fuller one given to someone in a higher state; the former might reveal a lot to him, while the latter might reveal nothing. However, whatever it reveals, if it prevents development and growth, keeping a person trapped in its incompleteness, it would be a false revelation that goes against all the divine laws of human existence. A true revelation inspires a desire to learn more because of the truth found in its incompleteness.
Here was a nation at its lowest: could it receive anything but a partial revelation, a revelation of fear? How should the Hebrews be other than terrified at that which was opposed to all they knew of themselves, beings judging it good to honour a golden calf? Such as they were, they did well to be afraid. They were in a better condition, acknowledging if only a terror above them, flaming on that unknown mountain height, than stooping to worship the idol below them. Fear is nobler than sensuality. Fear is better than no God, better than a god made with hands. In that fear lay deep hidden the sense of the infinite. The worship of fear is true, although very low; and though not acceptable to God in itself, for only the worship of spirit and of truth is acceptable to him, yet even in his sight it is precious. For he regards men not as they are merely, but as they shall be; not as they shall be merely, but as they are now growing, or capable of growing, towards that image after which he made them that they might grow to it. Therefore a thousand stages, each in itself all but valueless, are of inestimable worth as the necessary and connected gradations of an infinite progress. A condition which of declension would indicate a devil, may of growth indicate a saint. So far then the revelation, not being final any more than complete, and calling forth the best of which they were now capable, so making future and higher revelation possible, may have been a true one.
Here was a nation at its lowest point: could it receive anything other than a partial revelation, one filled with fear? How could the Hebrews not be terrified by something completely contrary to everything they understood about themselves, like people choosing to worship a golden calf? Given their situation, it was reasonable for them to be afraid. They were in a better state, acknowledging at least a terror above them, blazing on that unknown mountaintop, than bowing down to worship the idol beneath them. Fear is nobler than indulgence. Fear is better than having no God, better than a god made by human hands. Within that fear lies a deep sense of the infinite. Worshiping out of fear is genuine, even if it is a low form of worship; and while it may not be pleasing to God by itself, since only the worship of spirit and truth is acceptable to him, it is still valuable in his eyes. He sees people not just as they are, but as they will become; not solely as they will be, but as they are currently growing, or capable of growing, toward the image for which he created them to evolve into. Therefore, a thousand stages, each almost worthless by itself, are incredibly valuable as the essential and interconnected steps of an infinite journey. A condition that shows decline might indicate a devil, but a condition of growth might indicate a saint. So far, then, the revelation, being neither final nor complete, and drawing forth the best they were currently capable of, thus making future and higher revelations possible, could have been a true one.
But we shall find that this very revelation of fire is itself, in a higher sense, true to the mind of the rejoicing saint as to the mind of the trembling sinner. For the former sees farther into the meaning of the fire, and knows better what it will do to him. It is a symbol which needed not to be superseded, only unfolded. While men take part with their sins, while they feel as if, separated from their sins, they would be no longer themselves, how can they understand that the lightning word is a Saviour—that word which pierces to the dividing between the man and the evil, which will slay the sin and give life to the sinner? Can it be any comfort to them to be told that God loves them so that he will burn them clean. Can the cleansing of the fire appear to them anything beyond what it must always, more or less, be—a process of torture? They do not want to be clean, and they cannot bear to be tortured. Can they then do other, or can we desire that they should do other, than fear God, even with the fear of the wicked, until they learn to love him with the love of the holy. To them Mount Sinai is crowned with the signs of vengeance. And is not God ready to do unto them even as they fear, though with another feeling and a different end from any which they are capable of supposing? He is against sin: in so far as, and while, they and sin are one, he is against them—against their desires, their aims, their fears, and their hopes; and thus he is altogether and always for them. That thunder and lightning and tempest, that blackness torn with the sound of a trumpet, that visible horror billowed with the voice of words, was all but a faint image to the senses of the slaves of what God thinks and feels against vileness and selfishness, of the unrest of unassuageable repulsion with which he regards such conditions; that so the stupid people, fearing somewhat to do as they would, might leave a little room for that grace to grow in them, which would at length make them see that evil, and not fire, is the fearful thing; yea, so transform them that they would gladly rush up into the trumpet-blast of Sinai to escape the flutes around the golden calf. Could they have understood this, they would have needed no Mount Sinai. It was a true, and of necessity a partial revelation— partial in order to be true.
But we'll see that this very revelation of fire is, in a deeper sense, just as true for the joyful saint as it is for the fearful sinner. The saint sees further into the meaning of the fire and understands better what it will do to him. It is a symbol that doesn’t need to be replaced, only uncovered. As long as people identify with their sins, feeling that without them they wouldn’t be themselves, how can they grasp that the enlightening word is a Savior—that word which separates the person from the evil, which will kill the sin and give life to the sinner? Can it be comforting for them to hear that God loves them enough to burn them clean? Can they view the cleansing by fire as anything other than what it will always, to some extent, be—a process of torture? They don’t want to be clean, and they can’t stand being tortured. So can they do anything else, or can we expect them to do anything else, than to fear God, even with the fear of the wicked, until they learn to love him with the love of the holy? To them, Mount Sinai is marked by signs of punishment. And isn't God prepared to act towards them as they fear, even though with a different feeling and purpose than they could ever imagine? He is against sin; as long as they and sin are one, He is against them—against their desires, their goals, their fears, and their hopes; and therefore, He is always and completely for them. That thunder, lightning, and storm, that darkness cut by the sound of a trumpet, that visible horror mixed with words, was only a faint image of what God thinks and feels toward vile and selfish behavior, of the deep repulsion He has for such conditions; so that these ignorant people, fearing to act as they wish, might leave some space for that grace to grow within them, which would ultimately lead them to see that evil, and not fire, is the truly frightening thing; yes, to transform them so that they would eagerly rush into the trumpet blast of Sinai to escape the flutes around the golden calf. If they could have understood this, they would not have needed Mount Sinai. It was a true revelation, necessarily partial—partial in order to be true.
Even Moses, the man of God, was not ready to receive the revelation in store; not ready, although from love to his people he prayed that God would even blot him out of his book of life. If this means that he offered to give himself as a sacrifice instead of them, it would show reason enough why he could not be glorified with the vision of the Redeemer. For so he would think to appease God, not seeing that God was as tender as himself, not seeing that God is the Reconciler, the Redeemer, not seeing that the sacrifice of the heart is the atonement for which alone he cares. He would be blotted out, that their names might be kept in. Certainly when God told him that he that had sinned should suffer for it, Moses could not see that this was the kindest thing that God could do. But I doubt if that was what Moses meant. It seems rather the utterance of a divine despair:—he would not survive the children of his people. He did not care for a love that would save him alone, and send to the dust those thousands of calf-worshipping brothers and sisters. But in either case, how much could Moses have understood, if he had seen the face instead of the back of that form that passed the clift of the rock amidst the thunderous vapours of Sinai? Had that form turned and that face looked upon him, the face of him who was more man than any man; the face through which the divine emotion would, in the ages to come, manifest itself to the eyes of men, bowed, it might well be, at such a moment, in anticipation of the crown with which the children of the people for whom Moses pleaded with his life, would one day crown him; the face of him who was bearing and was yet to bear their griefs and carry their sorrows, who is now bearing our griefs and carrying our sorrows; the face of the Son of God, who, instead of accepting the sacrifice of one of his creatures to satisfy his justice or support his dignity, gave himself utterly unto them, and therein to the Father by doing his lovely will; who suffered unto the death, not that men might not suffer, but that their suffering might be like his, and lead them up to his perfection; if that face, I say, had turned and looked upon Moses, would Moses have lived? Would he not have died, not of splendour, not of sorrow, (terror was not there,) but of the actual sight of the incomprehensible? If infinite mystery had not slain him, would he not have gone about dazed, doing nothing, having no more any business that he could do in the world, seeing God was to him altogether unknown? For thus a full revelation would not only be no revelation, but the destruction of all revelation.
Even Moses, the man of God, wasn’t prepared to receive the revelation that was coming; not ready, even though out of love for his people he asked God to erase him from the book of life. If this means he was willing to sacrifice himself for them, it shows why he couldn’t be honored with the vision of the Redeemer. He’d think this would make God happy, not realizing that God was as compassionate as he was, not understanding that God is the Reconciler, the Redeemer, and that the sacrifice of the heart is the only atonement he cares about. He would be erased so their names could be saved. Certainly, when God told him that the one who sinned would bear the consequences, Moses couldn’t see that this was the kindest thing God could do. But I doubt that was what Moses intended. It seems more like he spoke out of a deep despair: he couldn’t imagine living without the children of his people. He didn’t want a love that would save him alone while condemning thousands of his brothers and sisters who worshiped the calf. But in any case, how much could Moses have understood if he had seen the face instead of the back of the form that passed through the cleft in the rock amid the thunderous clouds of Sinai? Had that form turned, and the face of him who was more human than any man looked upon him; the face through which divine emotion would, in the ages to come, reveal itself to humanity, perhaps bowed at that moment in anticipation of the crown that the children of the people for whom Moses pleaded with his life would one day give him; the face of him who was carrying their griefs and sorrows, who is now carrying our griefs and sorrows; the face of the Son of God, who, instead of accepting the sacrifice of one of his creatures to satisfy his justice or uphold his dignity, gave himself completely to them, and therefore to the Father by doing his loving will; who suffered to the point of death, not so that people wouldn’t suffer, but so their suffering could be like his, leading them toward his perfection; if that face, I say, had turned and looked at Moses, would Moses have survived? Wouldn’t he have perished, not from greatness, not from sorrow (terror wasn’t present), but from the actual sight of the incomprehensible? If the infinite mystery hadn’t defeated him, wouldn’t he have wandered around dazed, doing nothing, having no purpose left in the world, seeing that God was completely unknown to him? Because a full revelation would not just be a revelation, but would destroy all revelation.
"May it not then hurt to say that God is Love, all love, and nothing other than love? It is not enough to answer that such is the truth, even granted that it is. Upon your own showing, too much revelation may hurt by dazzling and blinding."
"Is it really harmful to say that God is Love, all love, and nothing but love? Simply answering that this is the truth isn’t enough, even if it is. According to what you’ve shown, too much revelation can hurt by dazzling and blinding."
There is a great difference between a mystery of God that no man understands, and a mystery of God laid hold of, let it be but by one single man. The latter is already a revelation; and, passing through that man's mind, will be so presented, it may be so feebly presented, that it will not hurt his fellows. Let God conceal as he will: (although I believe he is ever destroying concealment, ever giving all that he can, all that men can receive at his hands, that he does not want to conceal anything, but to reveal everything,) the light which any man has received is not to be put under a bushel; it is for him and his fellows. In sowing the seed he will not withhold his hand because there are thorns and stony places and waysides. He will think that in some cases even a bird of the air may carry the matter, that the good seed may be too much for the thorns, that that which withers away upon the stony place may yet leave there, by its own decay, a deeper soil for the next seed to root itself in. Besides, they only can receive the doctrine who have ears to hear. If the selfish man could believe it, he would misinterpret it; but he cannot believe it. It is not possible that he should. But the loving soul, oppressed by wrong teaching, or partial truth claiming to be the whole, will hear, understand, rejoice.
There’s a big difference between a mystery of God that no one understands and a mystery of God that even a single person grasps. The latter is already a revelation; and as it passes through that person's mind, it might be shared in a way that is so weak that it won't harm others. Let God hide things as He wishes: (though I believe He is always breaking down barriers, ever giving all that He can and all that people can accept, that He doesn’t want to hide anything but to reveal everything,) the light that any person receives shouldn’t be covered up; it’s meant for them and their community. When planting the seed, they won’t hold back just because there are thorns, rocky ground, and paths. They might think that sometimes even a bird in the air can carry the message, that the good seed can overcome the thorns, and that what dries up in rocky places might still leave richer soil for the next seed to take root. Furthermore, only those who have ears to hear can accept the teaching. If a selfish person could understand it, they would twist it, but they can't truly believe it. It’s simply not possible for them. However, a loving soul, weighed down by incorrect teachings or partial truths pretending to be complete, will hear, understand, and find joy.
For, when we say that God is Love, do we teach men that their fear of him is groundless? No. As much as they fear will come upon them, possibly far more. But there is something beyond their fear,—a divine fate which they cannot withstand, because it works along with the human individuality which the divine individuality has created in them. The wrath will consume what they call themselves; so that the selves God made shall appear, coming out with tenfold consciousness of being, and bringing with them all that made the blessedness of the life the men tried to lead without God. They will know that now first are they fully themselves. The avaricious, weary, selfish, suspicious old man shall have passed away. The young, ever young self, will remain. That which they thought themselves shall have vanished: that which they felt themselves, though they misjudged their own feelings, shall remain— remain glorified in repentant hope. For that which cannot be shaken shall remain. That which is immortal in God shall remain in man. The death that is in them shall be consumed.
For when we say that God is Love, do we teach people that their fear of Him is irrational? No. The fear they have will indeed come upon them, possibly even more than they expect. However, there is something beyond their fear—a divine fate they can't resist, because it aligns with the human individuality that the divine has instilled in them. The wrath will destroy what they think of as themselves, so that the selves God created will emerge, coming forth with a heightened awareness of being, bringing along everything that contributed to the joy of the life they attempted to live without God. They will realize that at last, they are fully themselves. The greedy, weary, selfish, suspicious old version of themselves will have disappeared. The youthful, ever-young self will remain. What they thought they were will have vanished; what they felt they were, even if they misinterpreted their own feelings, will remain—glorified in hopeful repentance. For that which cannot be shaken will endure. That which is immortal in God will endure in humanity. The death within them will be consumed.
It is the law of Nature—that is, the law of God—that all that is destructible shall be destroyed. When that which is immortal buries itself in the destructible—when it receives all the messages from without, through the surrounding region of decadence, and none from within, from the eternal doors—it cannot, though immortal still, know its own immortality. The destructible must be burned out of it, or begin to be burned out of it, before it can partake of eternal life. When that is all burnt away and gone, then it has eternal life. Or rather, when the fire of eternal life has possessed a man, then the destructible is gone utterly, and he is pure. Many a man's work must be burned, that by that very burning he may be saved—"so as by fire." Away in smoke go the lordships, the Rabbi-hoods of the world, and the man who acquiesces in the burning is saved by the fire; for it has destroyed the destructible, which is the vantage point of the deathly, which would destroy both body and soul in hell. If still he cling to that which can be burned, the burning goes on deeper and deeper into his bosom, till it reaches the roots of the falsehood that enslaves him—possibly by looking like the truth.
It’s the law of Nature—that is, the law of God—that everything that can be destroyed will ultimately be destroyed. When something immortal hides itself among what can decay—when it absorbs all the outside influences from a deteriorating world and none from within, from the eternal source—it can’t, despite being immortal, recognize its own immortality. The destructible must be burned away, or at least start to be burned away, before it can partake in eternal life. Once everything destructible has been completely burned away, then it possesses eternal life. Or rather, when the fire of eternal life takes hold of a person, then everything destructible is entirely gone, and that person is pure. A lot of a man's work has to be burned so that he can be saved through that very burning—“so as by fire.” Away in smoke go the titles and positions of the world, and the person who accepts the burning is saved by the fire; it has destroyed the destructible, which is the point of view of the deadly, that would ruin both body and soul in hell. If he still holds on to what can be burned, the burning goes deeper and deeper into him, until it reaches the roots of the falsehood that traps him—possibly because it appears to be the truth.
The man who loves God, and is not yet pure, courts the burning of God. Nor is it always torture. The fire shows itself sometimes only as light—still it will be fire of purifying. The consuming fire is just the original, the active form of Purity,—that which makes pure, that which is indeed Love, the creative energy of God. Without purity there can be as no creation so no persistence. That which is not pure is corruptible, and corruption cannot inherit incorruption.
The person who loves God but isn’t fully pure invites the burning of God. It's not always painful. Sometimes the fire appears merely as light—yet it will still be a purifying fire. The consuming fire is simply the original, active form of Purity—what makes us pure, what is truly Love, the creative energy of God. Without purity, there can be no creation or lasting existence. What isn’t pure is subject to decay, and decay cannot inherit what is incorruptible.
The man whose deeds are evil, fears the burning. But the burning will not come the less that he fears it or denies it. Escape is hopeless. For Love is inexorable. Our God is a consuming fire. He shall not come out till he has paid the uttermost farthing.
The man who does evil deeds fears the fire. But the fire won’t be any less real just because he fears it or denies it. There’s no chance of escape. Love is relentless. Our God is a consuming fire. He won’t leave until everything has been paid in full.
If the man resists the burning of God, the consuming fire of Love, a terrible doom awaits him, and its day will come. He shall be cast into the outer darkness who hates the fire of God. What sick dismay shall then seize upon him! For let a man think and care ever so little about God, he does not therefore exist without God. God is here with him, upholding, warming, delighting, teaching him—making life a good thing to him. God gives him himself, though he knows it not. But when God withdraws from a man as far as that can be without the man's ceasing to be; when the man feels himself abandoned, hanging in a ceaseless vertigo of existence upon the verge of the gulf of his being, without support, without refuge, without aim, without end—for the soul has no weapons wherewith to destroy herself—with no inbreathing of joy, with nothing to make life good;—then will he listen in agony for the faintest sound of life from the closed door; then, if the moan of suffering humanity ever reaches the ear of the outcast of darkness, he will be ready to rush into the very heart of the Consuming Fire to know life once more, to change this terror of sick negation, of unspeakable death, for that region of painful hope. Imagination cannot mislead us into too much horror of being without God—that one living death. Is not this
If a man resists the burning presence of God, the all-consuming fire of Love, a terrible fate awaits him, and that day will come. He will be cast into the outer darkness if he hates the fire of God. What dreadful despair will then seize him! For even if a man thinks about God very little, he cannot exist without God. God is right there with him, supporting, warming, delighting, and teaching him—making life a good thing for him. God gives him Himself, even if he doesn’t realize it. But when God withdraws from a man as much as possible without the man ceasing to exist; when the man feels abandoned, hanging in a constant vertigo of existence on the edge of his being, without support, refuge, aim, or end—for the soul has no means to destroy itself—with no inbreathing of joy, with nothing to make life worthwhile; then he will listen in agony for the faintest sound of life from the closed door; then, if the moan of suffering humanity ever reaches the ears of the outcast of darkness, he will be ready to rush into the very heart of the Consuming Fire to know life once more, to trade this terror of sick negation, of unspeakable death, for that region of painful hope. Imagination cannot mislead us into too much horror of being without God—that one living death. Isn’t this
to be worse than worst Of those that lawless and incertain thoughts Imagine howling?
to be worse than the worst Of those that lawless and uncertain thoughts Imagine howling?
But with this divine difference: that the outer darkness is but the most dreadful form of the consuming fire—the fire without light—the darkness visible, the black flame. God hath withdrawn himself, but not lost his hold. His face is turned away, but his hand is laid upon him still. His heart has ceased to beat into the man's heart, but he keeps him alive by his fire. And that fire will go searching and burning on in him, as in the highest saint who is not yet pure as he is pure.
But with this divine difference: the outer darkness is just the most terrifying version of the consuming fire—the fire without light—the visible darkness, the black flame. God has stepped back, but he hasn’t completely let go. His face is turned away, but his hand is still on him. His heart no longer beats in sync with the man's heart, but he keeps him alive with his fire. And that fire will continue to search and burn within him, just like it does in the highest saint who isn’t pure yet.
But at length, O God, wilt thou not cast Death and Hell into the lake of Fire—even into thine own consuming self? Death shall then die everlastingly,
But finally, Oh God, will you not throw Death and Hell into the lake of Fire—even into your own consuming self? Death will then die forever,
And Hell itself will pass away,
And leave her dolorous mansions to the peering day.
And even Hell will fade away,
And let its sorrowful halls be seen by the light of day.
Then indeed wilt thou be all in all. For then our poor brothers and sisters, every one—O God, we trust in thee, the Consuming Fire—shall have been burnt clean and brought home. For if their moans, myriads of ages away, would turn heaven for us into hell—shall a man be more merciful than God? Shall, of all his glories, his mercy alone not be infinite? Shall a brother love a brother more than The Father loves a son?—more than The Brother Christ loves his brother? Would he not die yet again to save one brother more?
Then you will truly be everything. Because then our suffering brothers and sisters, every single one—O God, we trust in you, the Consuming Fire—will have been cleansed and welcomed home. For if their cries, from countless ages ago, could turn heaven into hell for us—can a man be more merciful than God? Of all His glories, is His mercy alone not infinite? Can a brother love a brother more than The Father loves a son?—more than Christ loves His brother? Would He not die again to save just one more brother?
As for us, now will we come to thee, our Consuming Fire. And thou wilt not burn us more than we can bear. But thou wilt burn us. And although thou seem to slay us, yet will we trust in thee even for that which thou hast not spoken, if by any means at length we may attain unto the blessedness of those who have not seen and yet have believed.
As for us, we now come to you, our Consuming Fire. And you won’t burn us more than we can handle. But you will burn us. And even though you seem to slay us, we will still trust in you, even for what you haven’t said, hoping that in the end we may reach the happiness of those who have not seen and yet have believed.
THE HIGHER FAITH.
Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.—JOHN xx. 29.
Jesus said to him, Thomas, you believe because you have seen me; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.—JOHN xx. 29.
The aspiring child is often checked by the dull disciple who has learned his lessons so imperfectly that he has never got beyond his school-books. Full of fragmentary rules, he has perceived the principle of none of them. The child draws near to him with some outburst of unusual feeling, some scintillation of a lively hope, some wide-reaching imagination that draws into the circle of religious theory the world of nature, and the yet wider world of humanity, for to the child the doings of the Father fill the spaces; he has not yet learned to divide between God and nature, between Providence and grace, between love and benevolence;—the child comes, I say, with his heart full, and the answer he receives from the dull disciple is—"God has said nothing about that in his word, therefore we have no right to believe anything about it. It is better not to speculate on such matters. However desirable it may seem to us, we have nothing to do with it. It is not revealed." For such a man is incapable of suspecting, that what has remained hidden from him may have been revealed to the babe. With the authority, therefore, of years and ignorance, he forbids the child, for he believes in no revelation but the Bible, and in the word of that alone. For him all revelation has ceased with and been buried in the Bible, to be with difficulty exhumed, and, with much questioning of the decayed form, re-united into a rigid skeleton of metaphysical and legal contrivance for letting the love of God have its way unchecked by the other perfections of his being.
The eager child is often dampened by the uninspired student who has learned his lessons so poorly that he has never moved beyond his textbooks. Filled with scattered rules, he has grasped the principle of none of them. The child approaches him with bursts of unusual feelings, sparks of lively hope, and expansive imagination that connects the world of nature with the even broader world of humanity. To the child, the actions of the Father fill the voids; he hasn't learned to separate God from nature, Providence from grace, love from benevolence. The child comes, I say, with his heart full, and the response he gets from the uninspired student is—"God hasn't said anything about that in His word, so we have no right to believe anything about it. It's better not to speculate on such things. No matter how desirable it may seem to us, we have nothing to do with it. It’s not revealed." Such a person cannot even imagine that what remains hidden from him may have been revealed to the innocent. With the authority of age and ignorance, he discourages the child because he believes in no revelation but the Bible, and only in that word. For him, all revelation ended and was buried in the Bible, to be unearthed only with great difficulty, and through much questioning of the decayed form, reassembled into a rigid framework of metaphysical and legal constructs that let the love of God operate unchecked by the other aspects of His being.
But to the man who would live throughout the whole divine form of his being, not confining himself to one broken corner of his kingdom, and leaving the rest to the demons that haunt such deserts, a thousand questions will arise to which the Bible does not even allude. Has he indeed nothing to do with such? Do they lie beyond the sphere of his responsibility? "Leave them," says the dull disciple. "I cannot," returns the man. "Not only does that degree of peace of mind without which action is impossible, depend upon the answers to these questions, but my conduct itself must correspond to these answers." "Leave them at least till God chooses to explain, if he ever will." "No. Questions imply answers. He has put the questions in my heart; he holds the answers in his. I will seek them from him. I will wait, but not till I have knocked. I will be patient, but not till I have asked. I will seek until I find. He has something for me. My prayer shall go up unto the God of my life."
But for the person who wants to experience the full depth of their existence, not limiting themselves to just a small part of their life while leaving the rest to the troubling thoughts that fill such empty spaces, countless questions will emerge that the Bible doesn't even mention. Do they really have nothing to do with him? Are they outside of his responsibility? "Just ignore them," says the uninterested follower. "I can't," replies the person. "Not only does my peace of mind, which is essential for taking action, depend on finding answers to these questions, but my behavior must align with those answers." "At least wait until God decides to clarify things, if he ever does." "No. Questions come with answers. He has placed these questions in my heart; he holds the answers in his hands. I will seek them from him. I will wait, but not until I've knocked. I will be patient, but not until I've asked. I will search until I find. He has something to give me. My prayer will rise up to the God of my life."
Sad, indeed, would the whole matter be, if the Bible had told us everything God meant us to believe. But herein is the Bible itself greatly wronged. It nowhere lays claim to be regarded as the Word, the Way, the Truth. The Bible leads us to Jesus, the inexhaustible, the ever unfolding Revelation of God. It is Christ "in whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge," not the Bible, save as leading to him. And why are we told that these treasures are hid in him who is the Revelation of God? Is it that we should despair of finding them and cease to seek them? Are they not hid in him that they may be revealed to us in due time—that is, when we are in need of them? Is not their hiding in him the mediatorial step towards their unfolding in us? Is he not the Truth?—the Truth to men? Is he not the High Priest of his brethren, to answer all the troubled questionings that arise in their dim humanity? For it is his heart which
Sad, indeed, would the whole situation be if the Bible had told us everything God wanted us to believe. But the Bible is greatly misunderstood in this regard. It never claims to be the Word, the Way, the Truth. Instead, the Bible points us to Jesus, who is the endless and ever-unfolding Revelation of God. It is Christ "in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge," not the Bible itself, except as it guides us to him. And why are we told that these treasures are hidden in him, who is the Revelation of God? Is it meant to make us lose hope in finding them and stop looking? Are they not hidden in him so that they can be revealed to us in due time—that is, when we need them? Isn’t their hiding in him a necessary step toward their being disclosed to us? Is he not the Truth?—the Truth for humanity? Is he not the High Priest among his brothers, ready to answer all the troubled questions that arise in our unsure human experience? For it is his heart which
Contains of good, wise, just, the perfect shape.
Contains good, wisdom, justice, and perfection.
Didymus answers, "No doubt, what we know not now, we shall know hereafter." Certainly there may be things which the mere passing into another stage of existence will illuminate; but the questions that come here, must be inquired into here, and if not answered here, then there too until they be answered. There is more hid in Christ than we shall ever learn, here or there either; but they that begin first to inquire will soonest be gladdened with revelation; and with them he will be best pleased, for the slowness of his disciples troubled him of old. To say that we must wait for the other world, to know the mind of him who came to this world to give himself to us, seems to me the foolishness of a worldly and lazy spirit. The Son of God is the Teacher of men, giving to them of his Spirit—that Spirit which manifests the deep things of God, being to a man the mind of Christ. The great heresy of the Church of the present day is unbelief in this Spirit. The mass of the Church does not believe that the Spirit has a revelation for every man individually—a revelation as different from the revelation of the Bible, as the food in the moment of passing into living brain and nerve differs from the bread and meat. If we were once filled with the mind of Christ, we should know that the Bible had done its work, was fulfilled, and had for us passed away, that thereby the Word of our God might abide for ever. The one use of the Bible is to make us look at Jesus, that through him we might know his Father and our Father, his God and our God. Till we thus know Him, let us hold the Bible dear as the moon of our darkness, by which we travel towards the east; not dear as the sun whence her light cometh, and towards which we haste, that, walking in the sun himself, we may no more need the mirror that reflected his absent brightness.
Didymus replies, "No doubt, what we don’t understand now, we will understand later." It's true that some things will be clearer to us after we transition to another stage of existence; however, the questions we face here must be explored here, and if they aren't answered now, we'll continue to seek answers there too. There’s more hidden in Christ than we will ever fully comprehend, whether here or there; but those who start asking questions will soon experience joy through revelations, and those who do will please Him the most, for the slow understanding of His disciples has always troubled Him. To claim that we must wait for the next life to understand the intentions of the one who came to this world to offer Himself to us seems to reflect a lazy and earthly mindset. The Son of God is the Teacher of humanity, imparting His Spirit to us—that Spirit which reveals the profound truths of God, embodying the mind of Christ for a person. The major issue with today’s Church is a lack of belief in this Spirit. Most of the Church doesn’t believe that the Spirit offers unique revelations for each individual—a revelation that’s fundamentally different from what we find in the Bible, much like the food that transforms into living thoughts and sensations is different from bread and meat. Once we are filled with the mind of Christ, we would realize that the Bible has fulfilled its purpose and, for us, has been transcended, allowing the Word of our God to endure forever. The sole purpose of the Bible is to direct our focus toward Jesus so that through Him, we might come to know His Father and our Father, His God and our God. Until we achieve this understanding, let’s cherish the Bible as the moon guiding us through our darkness, leading us toward the east—not as the sun, the source of its light, toward which we hurry, so that, as we walk in the sun itself, we may no longer require the reflection of His distant brightness.
But this doctrine of the Spirit is not my end now, although, were it not true, all our religion would be vain, that of St Paul and that of Socrates. What I want to say and show, if I may, is, that a man will please God better by believing some things that are not told him, than by confining his faith to those things that are expressly said—said to arouse in us the truth-seeing faculty, the spiritual desire, the prayer for the good things which God will give to them that ask him.
But this idea about the Spirit isn’t my main point right now. However, if it weren't true, our faith—both St. Paul's and Socrates'—would be pointless. What I really want to express and demonstrate, if I can, is that a person can please God more by believing in certain things that aren’t explicitly stated than by limiting their faith to only what is clearly mentioned. These teachings are meant to awaken our ability to see the truth, spark our spiritual yearning, and inspire us to pray for the good things that God will provide for those who ask Him.
"But is not this dangerous doctrine? Will not a man be taught thus to believe the things he likes best, even to pray for that which he likes best? And will he not grow arrogant in his confidence?"
"But isn’t this a dangerous idea? Won’t a person be encouraged to believe only what they like best, even to pray for what they prefer? And won’t this make them arrogant in their confidence?"
If it be true that the Spirit strives with our spirit; if it be true that God teaches men, we may safely leave those dreaded results to him. If the man is of the Lord's company, he is safer with him than with those who would secure their safety by hanging on the outskirts and daring nothing. If he is not taught of God in that which he hopes for, God will let him know it. He will receive, something else than he prays for. If he can pray to God for anything not good, the answer will come in the flames of that consuming fire. These will soon bring him to some of his spiritual senses. But it will be far better for him to be thus sharply tutored, than to go on a snail's pace in the journey of the spiritual life. And for arrogance, I have seen nothing breed it faster or in more offensive forms than the worship of the letter.
If it’s true that the Spirit works with our spirit; if it’s true that God teaches people, we can confidently leave those scary outcomes to Him. If a person is part of the Lord’s group, he is safer with Him than with those who try to ensure their safety by staying on the sidelines and not taking risks. If he isn’t guided by God in what he hopes for, God will make that clear to him. He will receive something different from what he prayed for. If he can ask God for something that isn’t good, the answer will come in the form of that consuming fire. This will quickly bring him to some of his spiritual senses. But it’s far better for him to be taught this way than to crawl along slowly in his spiritual journey. And when it comes to arrogance, I’ve seen nothing create it faster or in more unpleasant ways than the worship of the written word.
And to whom shall a man, whom the blessed God has made, look for what he likes best, but to that blessed God? If we have been indeed enabled to see that God is our Father, as the Lord taught us, let us advance from that truth to understand that he is far more than father—that his nearness to us is beyond the embodiment of the highest idea of father; that the fatherhood of God is but a step towards the Godhood for them that can receive it. What a man likes best may be God's will, may be the voice of the Spirit striving with his spirit, not against it; and if, as I have said, it be not so—if the thing he asks is not according to his will—there is that consuming fire. The danger lies, not in asking from God what is not good, nor even in hoping to receive it from him, but in not asking him, in not having him of our council. Nor will the fact that we dare not inquire his will, preserve us from the necessity of acting in some such matter as we call unrevealed, and where shall we find ourselves then? Nor, once more, for such a disposition of mind is it likely that the book itself will contain much of a revelation.
And to whom should a person, whom the blessed God has created, look for what they desire most, but to that blessed God? If we have truly been able to see that God is our Father, as the Lord taught us, let’s move from that truth to understand that He is so much more than just a father—that His closeness to us goes beyond the highest idea of fatherhood; that God's fatherhood is just a step towards fully understanding His divinity for those who can accept it. What a person wants most may be God's will, may be the Spirit's voice working with their spirit, not against it; and if, as I mentioned, that isn’t the case—if what they ask for isn’t in line with His will—then there is that consuming fire. The real danger lies not in asking God for something that isn’t good, nor even in hoping to receive it from Him, but in not asking Him at all, in not involving Him in our decisions. Not daring to seek His will won’t save us from having to act on matters we consider unknown, and where will we find ourselves then? And once again, such a mindset is unlikely to lead to much revelation within the book itself.
The whole matter may safely be left to God.
The entire situation can be confidently entrusted to God.
But I doubt if a man can ask anything from God that is bad. Surely one who has begun to pray to him is child enough to know the bad from the good when it has come so near him, and dares not pray for that. If you refer me to David praying such fearful prayers against his enemies, I answer, you must read them by your knowledge of the man himself and his history. Remember that this is he who, with the burning heart of an eastern, yet, when his greatest enemy was given into his hands, instead of taking the vengeance of an eastern, contented himself with cutting off the skirt of his garment. It was justice and right that he craved in his soul, although his prayers took a wild form of words. God heard him, and gave him what contented him. In a good man at least, "revenge is," as Lord Bacon says, "a kind of wild justice," and is easily satisfied. The hearts desire upon such a one's enemies is best met and granted when the hate is changed into love and compassion.
But I doubt that a person can ask anything from God that is bad. Surely, someone who has started to pray to Him is innocent enough to recognize the difference between good and bad when it’s so close to them, and wouldn’t dare to pray for that. If you point to David praying those intense prayers against his enemies, I would say that you need to understand them in light of who he was and what he experienced. Remember that he was someone who, with the passionate heart of an Easterner, didn't take immediate revenge when given the chance to confront his greatest enemy; instead, he chose to cut off a piece of his garment. Deep down, he sought justice and righteousness, even if his prayers expressed in intense language. God heard him and gave him what brought him peace. In a good person, at least, "revenge is," as Lord Bacon says, "a kind of wild justice," and can be easily fulfilled. The true desire of someone like him towards their enemies is best fulfilled when that hatred transforms into love and compassion.
But it is about hopes rather than prayers that I wish to write.
But I want to write about hopes instead of prayers.
What should I think of my child, if I found that he limited his faith in me and hope from me to the few promises he had heard me utter! The faith that limits itself to the promises of God, seems to me to partake of the paltry character of such a faith in my child—good enough for a Pagan, but for a Christian a miserable and wretched faith. Those who rest in such a faith would feel yet more comfortable if they had God's bond instead of his word, which they regard not as the outcome of his character, but as a pledge of his honour. They try to believe in the truth of his word, but the truth of his Being, they understand not. In his oath they persuade themselves that they put confidence: in himself they do not believe, for they know him not. Therefore it is little wonder that they distrust those swellings of the heart which are his drawings of the man towards him, as sun and moon heave the ocean mass heavenward. Brother, sister, if such is your faith, you will not, must not stop there. You must come out of this bondage of the law to which you give the name of grace, for there is little that is gracious in it. You will yet know the dignity of your high calling, and the love of God that passeth knowledge. He is not afraid of your presumptuous approach to him. It is you who are afraid to come near him. He is not watching over his dignity. It is you who fear to be sent away as the disciples would have sent away the little children. It is you who think so much about your souls and are so afraid of losing your life, that you dare not draw near to the Life of life, lest it should consume you.
What should I think of my child if I discovered that he limited his faith in me and my promises to just a few things he heard me say? Faith that restricts itself to God's promises seems to reflect the smallness of such faith in my child—good enough for a non-believer, but miserable and pitiful for a Christian. Those who rely on this type of faith would feel more comfortable if they had a contract from God instead of just his word, viewing it not as a reflection of his character, but as a guarantee of his honor. They try to believe in the truth of what he says, but they don’t understand the truth of who he is. They convince themselves they trust his promises, yet they don’t believe in him because they don’t truly know him. So, it’s no surprise that they are skeptical of those deep feelings that draw us towards him, much like the sun and moon lift the ocean’s waves. Brother, sister, if this is your faith, you cannot and must not stay there. You need to break free from this bondage of the law that you call grace, for there’s little grace in it. You will come to understand the greatness of your high calling and the love of God that surpasses all understanding. He isn’t afraid of your boldness in approaching him; it’s you who hesitate to get close. He’s not concerned about his dignity; you are the one who fears being turned away like the disciples tried to send away the little children. You focus so much on your soul and are so afraid of losing your life that you hesitate to approach the Source of life, worried it might overwhelm you.
Our God, we will trust thee. Shall we not find thee equal to our faith? One day, we shall laugh ourselves to scorn that we looked for so little from thee; for thy giving will not be limited by our hoping.
Our God, we will trust you. Won't we find you worthy of our faith? One day, we will look back and laugh at how little we expected from you; your generosity will far exceed our hopes.
O thou of little faith! "in everything,"—I am quoting your own Bible; nay, more, I am quoting a divine soul that knew his master Christ, and in his strength opposed apostles, not to say christians, to their faces, because they could not believe more than a little in God; could believe only for themselves and not for their fellows; could believe for the few of the chosen nation, for whom they had God's ancient word, but could not believe for the multitude of the nations, for the millions of hearts that God had made to search after him and find him;—"In everything," says St Paul, "In everything, by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto God." For this everything, nothing is too small. That it should trouble us is enough. There is some principle involved in it worth the notice even of God himself, for did he not make us so that the thing does trouble us? And surely for this everything, nothing can be too great. When the Son of man cometh and findeth too much faith on the earth—may God in his mercy slay us. Meantime, we will hope and trust.
O you of little faith! "In everything,"—I'm quoting your own Bible; in fact, I'm quoting a divine soul that knew his master Christ, and in his strength confronted apostles, not to mention Christians, to their faces because they could only believe a little in God; they could believe only for themselves and not for others; they could believe for the few of the chosen nation, for whom they had God's ancient word, but could not believe for the multitude of the nations, for the millions of hearts that God created to seek after him and find him;—"In everything," says St Paul, "In everything, by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto God." For this everything, nothing is too small. The fact that it troubles us is enough. There's some principle involved that's worth God's notice, for didn't he make us so that this thing does trouble us? And surely for this everything, nothing can be too great. When the Son of Man comes and finds too much faith on the earth—may God in his mercy slay us. In the meantime, we will hope and trust.
Do you count it a great faith to believe what God has said? It seems to me, I repeat, a little faith, and, if alone, worthy of reproach. To believe what he has not said is faith indeed, and blessed. For that comes of believing in HIM. Can you not believe in God himself? Or, confess,—do you not find it so hard to believe what he has said, that even that is almost more than you can do? If I ask you why, will not the true answer be—"Because we are not quite sure that he did say it"? If you believed in God you would find it easy to believe the word. You would not even need to inquire whether he had said it: you would know that he meant it.
Do you think it's a great act of faith to believe what God has said? It seems to me, I repeat, that it shows a lack of faith, and, if that’s all there is, it's something to be criticized. To believe what he hasn't said is true faith and truly blessed. That stems from believing in HIM. Can you not believe in God himself? Or, honestly, do you find it so difficult to believe what he has said that even that feels like a struggle? If I ask you why, wouldn't the honest answer be—"Because we aren't completely sure that he actually said it"? If you truly believed in God, you would find it easy to trust his word. You wouldn't even need to check whether he had said it: you would know that he meant it.
Let us then dare something. Let us not always be unbelieving children. Let us keep in mind that the Lord, not forbidding those who insist on seeing before they will believe, blesses those who have not seen and yet have believed—those who trust in him more than that—who believe without the sight of the eyes, without the hearing of the ears. They are blessed to whom a wonder is not a fable, to whom a mystery is not a mockery, to whom a glory is not an unreality—who are content to ask, "Is it like Him?" It is a dull-hearted, unchildlike people that will be always putting God in mind of his promises. Those promises are good to reveal what God is; if they think them good as binding God, let them have it so for the hardness of their hearts. They prefer the Word to the Spirit: it is theirs.
Let’s be bold and try something new. Let’s not always be cynical and doubtful. Remember that the Lord, while allowing those who need proof to see before they believe, blesses those who have not seen yet still believe—those who trust Him even more—who have faith without needing to see or hear. They are blessed who don’t see wonders as mere stories, who don’t view mysteries as jokes, who don’t think glory is a fantasy—who are okay with asking, "Is this how He is?" It’s a dull and immature mindset that constantly reminds God of His promises. Those promises are valuable for revealing God’s nature; if they think of them as binding God, then let them hold onto that belief because of their hardened hearts. They prefer the written word over the Spirit: that’s theirs.
Even such will leave us—some of them will, if not all—to the "uncovenanted mercies of God." We desire no less; we hope for no better. Those are the mercies beyond our height, beyond our depth, beyond our reach. We know in whom we have believed, and we look for that which it hath not entered into the heart of man to conceive. Shall God's thoughts be surpassed by man's thoughts? God's giving by man's asking? God's creation by man's imagination? No. Let us climb to the height of our Alpine desires; let us leave them behind us and ascend the spear-pointed Himmalays of our aspirations; still shall we find the depth of God's sapphire above us; still shall we find the heavens higher than the earth, and his thoughts and his ways higher than our thoughts and our ways.
Even so, some of us will be left—some will, if not all—to the "uncovenanted mercies of God." We want nothing less; we hope for nothing better. Those are the mercies beyond our understanding, beyond our depth, beyond our reach. We know who we have believed in, and we expect what has never entered anyone's heart to imagine. Can human thoughts surpass God's thoughts? Can what God gives be outdone by what man asks for? Can human imagination outdo God's creation? No. Let us strive for the height of our greatest desires; let us leave them behind and ascend the towering heights of our aspirations; yet we will still find God's immense grace above us; we will still find the heavens higher than the earth, and His thoughts and ways higher than our thoughts and ways.
Ah Lord! be thou in all our being; as not in the Sundays of our time alone, so not in the chambers of our hearts alone. We dare not think that thou canst not, carest not; that some things are not for thy beholding, some questions not to be asked of thee. For are we not all thine—utterly thine? That which a man speaks not to his fellow, we speak to thee. Our very passions we hold up to thee, and say, "Behold, Lord! Think about us; for thus thou hast made us." We would not escape from our history by fleeing into the wilderness, by hiding our heads in the sands of forgetfulness, or the repentance that comes of pain, or the lethargy of hopelessness. We take it, as our very life, in our hand, and flee with it unto thee. Triumphant is the answer which thou boldest for every doubt. It may be we could not understand it yet, even if thou didst speak it "with most miraculous organ." But thou shalt at least find faith in the earth, O Lord, if thou comest to look for it now—the faith of ignorant but hoping children, who know that they do not know, and believe that thou knowest.
Ah Lord! be in every part of our lives; not just on Sundays, and not just in our hearts. We can’t believe that you don’t care, or that some things aren’t worth your attention, or that some questions shouldn’t be asked of you. Are we not all yours—completely yours? The things we can’t say to others, we say to you. We lay our very passions before you and say, "Look, Lord! Think of us; for this is how you created us." We don’t want to escape our past by running off into the wilderness, hiding from the pain of our memories, or falling into the numbness of despair. We take our history, our very essence, in our hands and bring it to you. You hold the answer to every doubt. It may be that we can’t fully grasp it even if you communicated it beautifully. But you will at least find faith on this earth, O Lord, if you come looking for it now—the faith of innocent but hopeful children, who understand their ignorance and believe that you understand everything.
And for our brothers and sisters, who cleave to what they call thy word, thinking to please thee so, they are in thy holy safe hands, who hast taught us that whosoever shall speak a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him; though unto him that blasphemes against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven_.
And for our brothers and sisters who hold on to what they call your word, thinking that will please you, they are in your holy, safe hands. You have taught us that anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven; but for those who blaspheme against the Holy Spirit, they will not be forgiven.
IT SHALL NOT BE FORGIVEN.
_And whosoever shall speak a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but unto him that blasphemeth against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven.—LUKE xi. 18.
_And anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven; but anyone who insults the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven.—LUKE xi. 18._
Whatever belonging to the region of thought and feeling is uttered in words, is of necessity uttered imperfectly. For thought and feeling are infinite, and human speech, although far-reaching in scope, and marvellous in delicacy, can embody them after all but approximately and suggestively. Spirit and Truth are like the Lady Una and the Red Cross Knight; Speech like the dwarf that lags behind with the lady's "bag of needments."
Whatever relates to the realm of thought and emotion, when expressed in words, is inevitably imperfect. Thought and feeling are limitless, and while human language is extensive and impressively nuanced, it can only represent them in a rough and suggestive way. Spirit and Truth are like Lady Una and the Red Cross Knight; Speech is like the little person who falls behind, carrying the lady's "bag of necessities."
Our Lord had no design of constructing a system of truth in intellectual forms. The truth of the moment in its relation to him, The Truth, was what he spoke. He spoke out of a region of realities which he knew could only be suggested—not represented—in the forms of intellect and speech. With vivid flashes of life and truth his words invade our darkness, rousing us with sharp stings of light to will our awaking, to arise from the dead and cry for the light which he can give, not in the lightning of words only, but in indwelling presence and power.
Our Lord didn’t intend to create a system of truth in intellectual terms. The truth of the moment in relation to him, The Truth, was what he communicated. He spoke from a realm of realities that he knew could only be hinted at—not fully represented—in the forms of intellect and language. With striking bursts of life and truth, his words penetrate our darkness, provoking us with sharp sparks of light to seek our awakening, to rise from the dead and ask for the light he can provide, not just in the brilliance of words but in his inner presence and power.
How, then, must the truth fare with those who, having neither glow nor insight, will build intellectual systems upon the words of our Lord, or of his disciples? A little child would better understand Plato than they St Paul. The meaning in those great hearts who knew our Lord is too great to enter theirs. The sense they find in the words must be a sense small enough to pass through their narrow doors. And if mere words, without the interpreting sympathy, may mean, as they may, almost anything the receiver will or can attribute to them, how shall the man, bent at best on the salvation of his own soul, understand, for instance, the meaning of that apostle who was ready to encounter banishment itself from the presence of Christ, that the beloved brethren of his nation might enter in? To men who are not simple, simple words are the most inexplicable of riddles.
How, then, will the truth hold up for those who, lacking both passion and understanding, try to create intellectual frameworks based on the words of our Lord or his disciples? A small child would grasp Plato better than they would understand St. Paul. The depth of meaning in the hearts of those who knew our Lord is far too profound for them to comprehend. The interpretation they derive from the words must be trivial enough to fit through their narrow perspectives. And if mere words, without the empathetic understanding, can mean almost anything that the listener chooses or is able to extract from them, how can someone, primarily focused on saving their own soul, possibly grasp the meaning of the apostle who was willing to face exile from Christ to ensure that the beloved members of his nation could enter? For those who lack simplicity, straightforward words become the most puzzling of enigmas.
If we are bound to search after what our Lord means—and he speaks that we may understand—we are at least equally bound to refuse any interpretation which seems to us unlike him, unworthy of him. He himself says, "Why do ye not of your own selves judge what is right?" In thus refusing, it may happen that, from ignorance or misunderstanding, we refuse the verbal form of its true interpretation, but we cannot thus refuse the spirit and the truth of it, for those we could not have seen without being in the condition to recognize them as the mind of Christ. Some misapprehension, I say, some obliquity, or some slavish adherence to old prejudices, may thus cause us to refuse the true interpretation, but we are none the less bound to refuse and wait for more light. To accept that as the will of our Lord which to us is inconsistent with what we have learned to worship in him already, is to introduce discord into that harmony whose end is to unite our hearts, and make them whole.
If we’re obligated to seek out what our Lord intends—and he communicates so we can understand—it’s equally necessary for us to reject any interpretation that feels uncharacteristic or unworthy of him. He himself asks, "Why don’t you judge for yourselves what is right?" By refusing, we might inadvertently dismiss the exact wording of its true meaning due to ignorance or misunderstanding, but we can’t disregard its spirit and truth, because those can only be recognized when we’re open to acknowledging them as the mind of Christ. Some confusion, a misperception, or a stubborn attachment to outdated biases might lead us to reject the true interpretation, but we are still required to refuse and seek greater clarity. Accepting anything as our Lord’s will that conflicts with what we have learned to revere in him introduces disharmony into that unity meant to bring our hearts together and make them whole.
"Is it for us," says the objector who, by some sleight of will, believes in the word apart from the meaning for which it stands, "to judge of the character of our Lord?" I answer, "This very thing he requires of us." He requires of us that we should do him no injustice. He would come and dwell with us, if we would but open our chambers to receive him. How shall we receive him if, avoiding judgment, we hold this or that daub of authority or tradition hanging upon our walls to be the real likeness of our Lord? Is it not possible at least that, judging unrighteous judgment by such while we flatter ourselves that we are refusing to judge, we may close our doors against the Master himself as an impostor, not finding him like the picture that hangs in our oratory. And if we do not judge—humbly and lovingly—who is to judge for us? Better to refuse even the truth for a time, than, by accepting into our intellectual creed that which our heart cannot receive, not seeing its real form, to introduce hesitation into our prayers, a jar into our praises, and a misery into our love. If it be the truth, we shall one day see it another thing than it appears now, and love it because we see it lovely; for all truth is lovely. "Not to the unregenerate mind." But at least, I answer, to the mind which can love that Man, Christ Jesus; and that part of us which loves him let us follow, and in its judgements let us trust; hoping, beyond all things else, for its growth and enlightenment by the Lord, who is that Spirit. Better, I say again, to refuse the right form, than, by accepting it in misapprehension of what it really is, to refuse the spirit, the truth that dwells therein. Which of these, I pray, is liker to the sin against the Holy Ghost? To mistake the meaning of the Son of man may well fill a man with sadness. But to care so little for him as to receive as his what the noblest part of our nature rejects as low and poor, or selfish and wrong, that surely is more like the sin against the Holy Ghost that can never be forgiven; for it is a sin against the truth itself, not the embodiment of it in him.
"Is it for us," says the objector who, by some trick of will, believes in the word apart from the meaning it represents, "to judge the character of our Lord?" I respond, "This is exactly what he asks of us." He asks that we do him no injustice. He would come and live with us if we would just open our hearts to welcome him. How can we receive him if, avoiding judgment, we cling to this or that bit of authority or tradition on our walls as the true image of our Lord? Is it not possible that, by judging unjustly based on those while convincing ourselves that we're choosing not to judge, we may close our doors to the Master himself, viewing him as a fraud because he doesn't match the image that hangs in our space? And if we do not judge—humbly and lovingly—who will judge for us? It's better to temporarily reject even the truth than to accept something into our beliefs that our heart cannot embrace, not recognizing its true form, leading to uncertainty in our prayers, discord in our praises, and pain in our love. If it is true, one day we will see it as something different from how it appears now, and love it because we recognize its beauty; for all truth is beautiful. "Not to the unregenerate mind." But at least, I say, to the mind that can love that Man, Christ Jesus; and that part of us which loves him, let us follow, and in its judgments let us trust; hoping, above all else, for its growth and enlightenment by the Lord, who is that Spirit. I say again, it's better to reject the wrong form than to accept it in misunderstanding of what it really is, thus rejecting the spirit, the truth that resides within it. Which of these, I ask, is more like the sin against the Holy Ghost? To misunderstand the meaning of the Son of Man can certainly bring sadness. But to care so little for him as to accept what the finest part of our nature rejects as inferior, selfish, or wrong, that surely resembles the unforgivable sin against the Holy Ghost; for it is a sin against the truth itself, not the expression of it in him.
Words for their full meaning depend upon their source, the person who speaks them. An utterance may even seem commonplace, till you are told that thus spoke one whom you know to be always thinking, always feeling, always acting. Recognizing the mind whence the words proceed, you know the scale by which they are to be understood. So the words of God cannot mean just the same as the words of man. "Can we not, then, understand them?" Yes, we can understand them—we can understand them more than the words of men. Whatever a good word means, as used by a good man, it means just infinitely more as used by God. And the feeling or thought expressed by that word takes higher and higher forms in us as we become capable of understanding him,—that is, as we become like him.
Words get their true meaning from who speaks them. An expression might seem ordinary until you learn it came from someone known for always thinking, feeling, and acting deeply. Once you recognize the mind behind the words, you understand how to interpret them. Similarly, the words of God can't simply mean the same as those of humans. "Can we understand them?" Yes, we can understand them—actually, we can understand them more than human words. Whatever a good word conveys when used by a good person carries so much more weight when used by God. The emotions or thoughts expressed by that word elevate within us as we grow in our ability to understand Him—that is, as we become more like Him.
I am far less anxious to show what the sin against the Holy Ghost means, than to show what the nonforgiveness means; though I think we may arrive at some understanding of both. I cannot admit for a moment that there is anything in the Bible too mysterious to be looked into; for the Bible is a revelation, an unveiling. True, into many things uttered there I can see only a little way. But that little way is the way of life; for the depth of their mystery is God. And even setting aside the duty of the matter, and seeking for justification as if the duty were doubtful, it is reason enough for inquiring into such passages as this before me, that they are often torture to human minds, chiefly those of holy women and children. I knew a child who believed she had committed the sin against the Holy Ghost, because she had, in her toilette, made an improper use of a pin. Dare not to rebuke me for adducing the diseased fancy of a child in a weighty matter of theology. "Despise not one of these little ones." Would the theologians were as near the truth in such matters as the children. Diseased fancy! The child knew, and was conscious that she knew, that she was doing wrong because she had been forbidden. There was rational ground for her fear. How would Jesus have received the confession of the darling? He would not have told her she was silly, and "never to mind." Child as she was, might he not have said to her, "I do not condemn thee: go and sin no more"?
I'm much more eager to explain what nonforgiveness means than to clarify what the sin against the Holy Ghost means; although I believe we can understand both. I can't accept for even a second that there's anything in the Bible too mysterious to explore; the Bible is a revelation, an unveiling. Sure, there are many things in it that I only grasp partially. But that partial understanding is the way of life, for the depth of these mysteries lies in God. Even setting aside the obligation to explore this topic, justifying it as if the obligation were uncertain is reason enough to look into passages like this one, especially since they often torment human minds, particularly those of pious women and children. I knew a child who believed she had committed the sin against the Holy Ghost because she misused a pin while getting ready. Don’t scold me for mentioning a child's confused thoughts in a serious theological discussion. "Do not despise any of these little ones." I wish theologians were as close to the truth in these matters as children are. Diseased fancy! The child knew, and was aware that she knew, she was doing wrong because she had been told not to. There was a rational basis for her fear. How would Jesus have responded to her confession? He wouldn’t have said she was silly and to "just forget it." Even as a child, couldn’t he have told her, "I do not condemn you: go and sin no more"?
To reach the first position necessary for the final attainment of our end, I will inquire what the divine forgiveness means. And in order to arrive at this naturally, I will begin by asking what the human forgiveness means; for, if there be any meaning in the Incarnation, it is through the Human that we must climb up to the Divine.
To understand the first step essential for achieving our goal, I will explore the meaning of divine forgiveness. To do this naturally, I will start by asking what human forgiveness means; because if there is any significance in the Incarnation, it's through the Human that we must ascend to the Divine.
I do not know that it is of much use to go back to the Greek or the English word for any primary idea of the act—the one meaning a sending away, the other, a giving away. It will be enough if we look at the feelings associated with the exercise of what is called forgiveness.
I don't think it's very helpful to go back to the Greek or the English word for any basic idea of the act—the first meaning a sending away, the second, a giving away. It will be sufficient if we examine the feelings linked to what is referred to as forgiveness.
A man will say: "I forgive, but I cannot forget. Let the fellow never come in my sight again." To what does such a forgiveness reach? To the remission or sending away of the penalties which the wronged believes he can claim from the wrong-doer.
A man will say: "I forgive, but I can't forget. I never want to see that guy again." What does this kind of forgiveness really mean? It means letting go of the punishments that the person who was wronged thinks they can impose on the person who did wrong.
But there is no sending away of the wrong itself from between them.
But the wrongdoing itself cannot be removed from between them.
Again, a man will say: "He has done a very mean action, but he has the worst of it himself in that he is capable of doing so. I despise him too much to desire revenge. I will take no notice of it. I forgive him. I don't care."
Again, a man might say: "He did something really low, but he suffers the most because he’s capable of that. I look down on him too much to want revenge. I won’t acknowledge it. I forgive him. I don’t care."
Here, again, there is no sending away of the wrong from between them— no remission of the sin.
Here, once again, there’s no getting rid of the wrong between them—no remission of the sin.
A third will say: "I suppose I must forgive him; for if I do not forgive him, God will not forgive me."
A third person will say: "I guess I have to forgive him; because if I don't forgive him, God won't forgive me."
This man is a little nearer the truth, inasmuch as a ground of sympathy, though only that of common sin, is recognized as between the offender and himself.
This man is a little closer to the truth, as he acknowledges a basis of sympathy, even if it's just the shared experience of sin, between himself and the offender.
One more will say: "He has wronged me grievously. It is a dreadful thing to me, and more dreadful still to him, that he should have done it. He has hurt me, but he has nearly killed himself. He shall have no more injury from it that I can save him. I cannot feel the same towards him yet; but I will try to make him acknowledge the wrong he has done me, and so put it away from him. Then, perhaps, I shall be able to feel towards him as I used to feel. For this end I will show him all the kindness I can, not forcing it upon him, but seizing every fit opportunity; not, I hope, from a wish to make myself great through bounty to him, but because I love him so much that I want to love him more in reconciling him to his true self. I would destroy this evil deed that has come between us. I send it away. And I would have him destroy it from between us too, by abjuring it utterly."
One more person might say: "He has really hurt me. It's a terrible thing for me, and even worse for him, that he did it. He has caused me pain, but he's almost destroyed himself in the process. I won't let him suffer any further because of it if I can help it. I still can't feel the same way about him, but I will try to help him see the harm he has caused me, and in doing so, help him let it go. Maybe then I can feel about him like I once did. To achieve this, I'll show him as much kindness as I can, without pushing it on him, but taking every suitable chance; not because I want to feel superior by being generous to him, but because I care for him so much that I want to love him more by helping him reconnect with his true self. I want to get rid of this hurt that has come between us. I want to send it away. And I want him to let it go, too, by completely rejecting it."
Which comes nearest to the divine idea of forgiveness? nearest, though with the gulf between, wherewith the heavens are higher than the earth?
Which comes closest to the true idea of forgiveness? Closest, even though there's a gap, just like the heavens are higher than the earth?
For the Divine creates the Human, has the creative power in excess of the Human. It is the Divine forgiveness that, originating itself, creates our forgiveness, and therefore can do so much more. It can take up all our wrongs, small and great, with their righteous attendance of griefs and sorrows, and carry them away from between our God and us.
For the Divine creates the Human and has more creative power than the Human. It is the Divine forgiveness that, coming from itself, brings about our forgiveness, and therefore can do so much more. It can take on all our wrongs, big and small, along with their rightful burdens of grief and sorrow, and remove them from the space between us and God.
Christ is God's Forgiveness.
Christ is God's forgiveness.
Before we approach a little nearer to this great sight, let us consider the human forgiveness in a more definite embodiment—as between a father and a son. For although God is so much more to us, and comes so much nearer to us than a father can be or come, yet the fatherhood is the last height of the human stair whence our understandings can see him afar off, and where our hearts can first know that he is nigh, even in them.
Before we get a bit closer to this amazing sight, let's think about human forgiveness in a clearer form—specifically, between a father and a son. Even though God means so much more to us and is closer to us than any father could ever be, fatherhood represents the highest point of our human experience from which we can see Him from a distance and where our hearts can first realize that He is close, even within us.
There are various kinds and degrees of wrongdoing, which need varying kinds and degrees of forgiveness. An outburst of anger in a child, for instance, scarcely wants forgiveness. The wrong in it may be so small, that the parent has only to influence the child for self-restraint, and the rousing of the will against the wrong. The father will not feel that such a fault has built up any wall between him and his child. But suppose that he discovered in him a habit of sly cruelty towards his younger brothers, or the animals of the house, how differently would he feel! Could his forgiveness be the same as in the former case? Would not the different evil require a different form of forgiveness? I mean, would not the forgiveness have to take the form of that kind of punishment fittest for restraining, in the hope of finally rooting out, the wickedness? Could there be true love in any other kind of forgiveness than this? A passing-by of the offence might spring from a poor human kindness, but never from divine love. It would not be remission. Forgiveness can never be indifference. Forgiveness is love towards the unlovely.
There are different types and levels of wrongdoing that require different types and levels of forgiveness. For example, a child’s outburst of anger hardly needs forgiveness. The wrongdoing may be so minor that the parent just needs to guide the child toward self-control and encourage their will against the wrong. The father won’t feel that such a fault has created any distance between him and his child. But if he were to find a habit of sneaky cruelty towards his younger siblings or the family pets, he would feel very differently! Could his forgiveness be the same as in the previous case? Wouldn’t this different wrongdoing call for a different form of forgiveness? I mean, wouldn’t the forgiveness need to take the form of the kind of punishment that’s most effective for restraining, with the hope of ultimately eliminating the wickedness? Could there be genuine love in any kind of forgiveness other than this? Overlooking the offense might come from a shallow kindness, but it would never come from divine love. It wouldn’t be remission. Forgiveness can never be indifference. Forgiveness is love directed toward the unlovely.
Let us look a little closer at the way a father might feel, and express his feelings. One child, the moment the fault was committed, the father would clasp to his bosom, knowing that very love in its own natural manifestation would destroy the fault in him, and that, the next moment, he would be weeping. The father's hatred of the sin would burst forth in his pitiful tenderness towards the child who was so wretched as to have done the sin, and so destroy it. The fault of such a child would then cause no interruption of the interchange of sweet affections. The child is forgiven at once. But the treatment of another upon the same principle would be altogether different. If he had been guilty of baseness, meanness, selfishness, deceit, self-gratulation in the evil brought upon others, the father might say to himself: "I cannot forgive him. This is beyond forgiveness." He might say so, and keep saying so, while all the time he was striving to let forgiveness find its way that it might lift him from the gulf into which he had fallen. His love might grow yet greater because of the wandering and loss of his son. For love is divine, and then most divine when it loves according to needs and not according to merits. But the forgiveness would be but in the process of making, as it were, or of drawing nigh to the sinner. Not till his opening heart received the divine flood of destroying affection, and his own affection burst forth to meet it and sweep the evil away, could it be said to be finished, to have arrived, could the son be said to be forgiven.
Let’s take a closer look at how a father might feel and express those feelings. When one child makes a mistake, the father would immediately hold him close, knowing that his love, in its purest form, could erase that fault, and soon enough, he would be in tears. The father's anger toward the wrongdoing would transform into a deep tenderness for the child who is unfortunate enough to have committed the sin, thereby overcoming it. The child's mistake wouldn’t disrupt their loving connection; the child would be forgiven right away. However, if another child were guilty of wrongdoing—like being selfish, deceitful, or taking pleasure in causing harm to others—the father might think to himself, “I can't forgive him. This is too much to forgive.” He might keep repeating that thought while trying to let forgiveness in, hoping it could pull him out of the darkness he felt. His love could become even stronger because of the wandering and loss of his child. Divine love is most extraordinary when it responds to needs rather than merits. But forgiveness would be a work in progress, drawing near to the sinner. Only when the father’s heart opened to receive an overwhelming wave of love and the child's love emerged to meet it, washing away the wrongdoing, could it be truly said that forgiveness had occurred.
God is forgiving us every day—sending from between him and us our sins and their fogs and darkness. Witness the shining of his sun and the falling of his rain, the filling of their hearts with food and gladness, that he loves them that love him not. When some sin that we have committed has clouded all our horizon, and hidden him from our eyes, he, forgiving us, ere we are, and that we may be, forgiven, sweeps away a path for this his forgiveness to reach our hearts, that it may by causing our repentance destroy the wrong, and make us able even to forgive ourselves. For some are too proud to forgive themselves, till the forgiveness of God has had its way with them, has drowned their pride in the tears of repentance, and made their heart come again like the heart of a little child.
God forgives us every day—removing the sins and their fog and darkness that stand between us. Look at the shining sun and the falling rain, filling our hearts with food and joy, showing that he loves those who don’t love him. When our sins cloud our view and hide him from our sight, he forgives us before we even realize it, creating a way for that forgiveness to reach our hearts, leading us to repentance that wipes away the wrong and helps us forgive ourselves. Some people are too proud to forgive themselves until God’s forgiveness washes over them, drowning their pride in tears of repentance and allowing their hearts to become pure again, like those of little children.
But, looking upon forgiveness, then, as the perfecting of a work ever going on, as the contact of God's heart and ours, in spite and in destruction of the intervening wrong, we may say that God's love is ever in front of his forgiveness. God's love is the prime mover, ever seeking to perfect his forgiveness, which latter needs the human condition for its consummation. The love is perfect, working out the forgiveness. God loves where he cannot yet forgive—where forgiveness in the full sense is as yet simply impossible, because no contact of hearts is possible, because that which lies between has not even begun to yield to the besom of his holy destruction.
But if we see forgiveness as an ongoing process, as the connection between God's heart and ours despite the wrongs that stand in the way, we can say that God's love always leads the way to his forgiveness. God's love is the main force, always trying to improve his forgiveness, which needs our humanity to truly be complete. The love is perfect, working towards forgiveness. God loves even where he can't forgive yet—where true forgiveness is simply impossible because there's no connection between hearts, and what lies in between hasn’t even started to give way to his holy cleansing.
Some things, then, between the Father and his children, as between a father and his child, may comparatively, and in a sense, be made light of—I do not mean made light of in themselves: away they must go— inasmuch as, evils or sins though they be, they yet leave room for the dwelling of God's Spirit in the heart, forgiving and cleansing away the evil. When a man's evil is thus fading out of him, and he is growing better and better, that is the forgiveness coming into him more and more. Perfect in God's will, it is having its perfect work in the mind of the man. When the man hath, with his whole nature, cast away his sin, there is no room for forgiveness any more, for God dwells in him, and he in God. With the voice of Nathan, "Thou art the man," the forgiveness of God laid hold of David, the heart of the king was humbled to the dust; and when he thus awoke from the moral lethargy that had fallen upon him, he found that he was still with God. "When I awake," he said, "I am still with thee."
Some things, then, between the Father and His children, just like between a father and his child, can be downplayed in a way—I don’t mean that they're insignificant; they still need to be addressed. Even though they may be wrongs or sins, they allow for God's Spirit to reside in the heart, forgiving and removing the wrong. As a person's wrongs diminish and they improve, that’s the experience of forgiveness becoming more and more real inside them. Being aligned with God's will, it fulfills its purpose in the person's mind. When someone has fully let go of their sin, there’s no longer a need for forgiveness because God lives in them, and they live in God. With Nathan's words, “You are the man,” God’s forgiveness touched David, and the king’s heart was humbled completely; when he finally came out of the moral complacency that had overcome him, he realized he was still in communion with God. “When I awake,” he said, “I am still with you.”
But there are two sins, not of individual deed, but of spiritual condition, which cannot be forgiven; that is, as it seems to me, which cannot be excused, passed by, made little of by the tenderness even of God, inasmuch as they will allow no forgiveness to come into the soul, they will permit no good influence to go on working alongside of them; they shut God out altogether. Therefore the man guilty of these can never receive into himself the holy renewing saving influences of God's forgiveness. God is outside of him in every sense, save that which springs from his creating relation to him, by which, thanks be to God, he yet keeps a hold of him, although against the will of the man who will not be forgiven. The one of these sins is against man; the other against God.
But there are two sins, not just actions, but a state of the soul, that cannot be forgiven; that is, at least in my view, cannot be excused, overlooked, or trivialized even by God's compassion, because they block any forgiveness from entering the soul and prevent any positive influence from coexisting with them; they completely shut God out. As a result, a person guilty of these sins can never accept the holy, renewing, saving power of God's forgiveness. God is entirely outside of them, except for the connection that comes from His role as Creator, which, thankfully, still keeps Him linked to them, even against the will of the person who refuses to be forgiven. One of these sins is against others; the other is against God.
The former is unforgivingness to our neighbour; the shutting of him out from our mercies, from our love—so from the universe, as far as we are a portion of it—the murdering therefore of our neighbour. It may be an infinitely less evil to murder a man than to refuse to forgive him. The former may be the act of a moment of passion: the latter is the heart's choice. It is spiritual murder, the worst, to hate, to brood over the feeling that excludes, that, in our microcosm, kills the image, the idea of the hated. We listen to the voice of our own hurt pride or hurt affection (only the latter without the suggestion of the former, thinketh no evil) to the injury of the evil-doer. In as far as we can, we quench the relations of life between us; we close up the passages of possible return. This is to shut out God, the Life, the One. For how are we to receive the forgiving presence while we shut out our brother from our portion of the universal forgiveness, the final restoration, thus refusing to let God be All in all? If God appeared to us, how could he say, "I forgive you," while we remained unforgiving to our neighbour? Suppose it possible that he should say so, his forgiveness would be no good to us while we were uncured of our unforgivingness. It would not touch us. It would not come near us. Nay, it would hurt us, for we should think ourselves safe and well, while the horror of disease was eating the heart out of us. Tenfold the forgiveness lies in the words, "If ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your heavenly Father forgive your trespasses." Those words are kindness indeed. God holds the unforgiving man with his hand, but turns his face away from him. If, in his desire to see the face of his Father, he turns his own towards his brother, then the face of God turns round and seeks his, for then the man may look upon God and not die. With our forgiveness to our neighbour, in flows the Consciousness of God's forgiveness to us; or even with the effort, we become capable of believing that God can forgive us. No man who will not forgive his neighbour, can believe that God is willing, yea, wanting to forgive him, can believe that the dove of God's peace is hovering over a chaotic heart, fain to alight, but finding no rest for the sole of its foot. For God to say to such a man, "I cannot forgive you," is love as well as necessity. If God said, "I forgive you," to a man who hated his brother, and if (as is impossible) that voice of forgiveness should reach the man, what would it mean to him? How would the man interpret it? Would it not mean to him, "You may go on hating. I do not mind it. You have had great provocation, and are justified in your hate"? No doubt God takes what wrong there is, and what provocation there is, into the account; but the more provocation, the more excuse that can be urged for the hate, the more reason, if possible, that the hater should be delivered from the hell of his hate, that God's child should be made the loving child that he meant him to be. The man would think, not that God loved the sinner, but that he forgave the sin, which God never does. Every sin meets with its due fate—inexorable expulsion from the paradise of God's Humanity. He loves the sinner so much that he cannot forgive him in any other way than by banishing from his bosom the demon that possesses him, by lifting him out of that mire of his iniquity.
The former is being unforgiving toward our neighbor; it's shutting him out from our kindness, from our love—so from the universe, as much as we are a part of it—essentially murdering our neighbor. It may be a far lesser evil to physically kill someone than to refuse to forgive them. The former can be an act of a moment of rage; the latter is a choice made by the heart. It's spiritual murder, the worst kind, to hate and to dwell on that feeling which excludes and, in our small world, kills the image, the idea of the one we hate. We listen to the voice of our wounded pride or hurt feelings (only the latter, without the former, thinks no evil) at the expense of the wrongdoer. As much as we can, we extinguish the connections in life between us; we close off the paths of possible reconciliation. This is shutting out God, the Life, the One. Because how can we receive the forgiving presence when we reject our brother from our share of universal forgiveness, the ultimate restoration, thus refusing to let God be everything? If God were to appear to us, how could He say, "I forgive you," while we remain unyielding to our neighbor? Even if He could say that, His forgiveness would mean nothing to us while we were still unhealed from our unforgivingness. It wouldn’t affect us. It would not come close to us. In fact, it would harm us, because we would believe ourselves to be safe and sound while the horror of a disease was consuming our hearts. The emphasis on forgiveness lies in the words, "If you forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your heavenly Father forgive your trespasses." Those words are indeed compassionate. God holds the unforgiving person in His hand but turns His face away from them. If, in their desire to see the face of their Father, they turn towards their brother, then God's face turns around and seeks theirs, for then the person may look upon God and not perish. With our forgiveness towards our neighbor, the consciousness of God’s forgiveness flows in towards us; or even with the effort, we become able to believe that God can forgive us. No one who won’t forgive their neighbor can truly believe that God is willing, even wanting to forgive them, or believe that the dove of God’s peace is hovering over a chaotic heart, eager to land but finding no resting place. For God to say to such a person, "I cannot forgive you," is both love and necessity. If God said, "I forgive you," to someone who hated their brother, and if (as is impossible) that voice of forgiveness were to reach them, what would it mean? How would that person interpret it? Wouldn’t it just mean to them, "You can continue to hate. I don’t mind. You have every reason to be angry and are justified in your hatred"? No doubt God considers the wrong and provocation involved, but the more provocation, the more excuses that can be made for the hate, the more urgent it is that the hater should be freed from the hell of their hate, that God’s child should become the loving being He intended them to be. The person would think, not that God loved the sinner, but that He forgave the sin, which God never does. Every sin meets its just outcome—inexorable separation from the paradise of God's Humanity. He loves the sinner so much that He cannot forgive them in any other way than by driving out the demon who possesses them, by lifting them out of the muck of their wrongdoing.
No one, however, supposes for a moment that a man who has once refused to forgive his brother, shall therefore be condemned to endless unforgiveness and unforgivingness. What is meant is, that while a man continues in such a mood, God cannot be with him as his friend; not that he will not be his friend, but the friendship being all on one side—that of God—must take forms such as the man will not be able to recognize as friendship. Forgiveness, as I have said, is not love merely, but love conveyed as love to the erring, so establishing peace towards God, and forgiveness towards our neighbour.
No one believes for a second that a person who has once refused to forgive their brother will be stuck in endless unforgiveness. What it means is that while someone is in that mindset, God can't be there as their friend; it's not that God won't be their friend, but since the friendship is entirely one-sided—on God's part—it will take forms that the person won't recognize as friendship. Forgiveness, as I've said, isn't just love, but love expressed as love to those who have wronged us, establishing peace with God and forgiveness towards our neighbor.
To return then to our immediate text: Is the refusal of forgiveness contained in it a condemnation to irrecoverable impenitence? Strange righteousness would be the decree, that because a man has done wrong— let us say has done wrong so often and so much that he is wrong—he shall for ever remain wrong! Do not tell me the condemnation is only negative—a leaving of the man to the consequences of his own will, or at most a withdrawing from him of the Spirit which he has despised. God will not take shelter behind such a jugglery of logic or metaphysics. He is neither schoolman nor theologian, but our Father in heaven. He knows that that in him would be the same unforgivingness for which he refuses to forgive man. The only tenable ground for supporting such a doctrine is, that God cannot do more; that Satan has overcome; and that Jesus, amongst his own brothers and sisters in the image of God, has been less strong than the adversary, the destroyer. What then shall I say of such a doctrine of devils as that, even if a man did repent, God would not or could not forgive him?
To get back to our main topic: Does the refusal to forgive in this context mean a person is forever stuck in their wrongdoing? It's a strange idea that someone could be condemned to remain wrong just because they've messed up repeatedly. Don’t tell me that the condemnation is just a passive thing—leaving the person to deal with the consequences of their choices, or maybe just withdrawing the Spirit that they've ignored. God isn’t hiding behind some complicated logic or philosophy. He isn’t just a scholar or theologian; He’s our Father in heaven. He understands that any unforgivingness in Him would be the same as what He refuses to show us. The only reasonable way to support such a belief is to say that God can't do anything else; that evil has triumphed; and that Jesus has been weaker than the enemy among His own brothers and sisters made in God's image. So, what should I say about such a devilish idea that even if someone repents, God wouldn’t or couldn’t forgive them?
Let us look at "the unpardonable sin," as this mystery is commonly called, and see what we can find to understand about it.
Let’s examine "the unpardonable sin," as this mystery is often referred to, and see what we can uncover to understand it.
All sin is unpardonable. There is no compromise to be made with it. We shall not come out except clean, except having paid the uttermost farthing. But the special unpardonableness of those sins, the one of which I have spoken and that which we are now considering, lies in their shutting out God from his genial, his especially spiritual, influences upon the man. Possibly in the case of the former sin, I may have said this too strongly; possibly the love of God may have some part even in the man who will not forgive his brother, although, if he continues unforgiving, that part must decrease and die away; possibly resentment against our brother, might yet for a time leave room for some divine influences by its side, although either the one or the other must speedily yield; but the man who denies truth, who consciously resists duty, who says there is no truth, or that the truth he sees is not true, who says that which is good is of Satan, or that which is bad is of God, supposing him to know that it is good or is bad, denies the Spirit, shuts out the Spirit, and therefore cannot be forgiven. For without the Spirit no forgiveness can enter the man to cast out the satan. Without the Spirit to witness with his spirit, no man could know himself forgiven, even if God appeared to him and said so. The full forgiveness is, as I have said, when a man feels that God is forgiving him; and this cannot be while he opposes himself to the very essence of God's will.
All sin is unforgivable. There’s no room for compromise. We will only be free if we are completely clean and have paid every last penny. However, the particular unforgiveness of the sins I mentioned—both the one I've discussed and the one we’re looking at now—comes from how they block God’s warm and spiritual influence in a person’s life. Maybe I’ve expressed the former sin too strongly; perhaps God’s love still plays a role in someone who refuses to forgive their brother. Yet, as long as they remain unforgiving, that connection will dwindle and eventually fade. It’s possible that resentment toward our brother could allow for some divine influence for a while, but eventually, one must give way to the other. But the person who denies the truth, who consciously resists their duties, who claims that there is no truth or that their perception of the truth is false, who says that what is good is from Satan or that what is bad is from God—assuming they know good from bad—denies the Spirit, excludes the Spirit, and therefore cannot be forgiven. Because without the Spirit, forgiveness cannot enter a person to cast out evil. Without the Spirit affirming their spirit, no one can truly know they are forgiven, even if God appeared to them and said it outright. True forgiveness, as I mentioned, is when a person feels that God is forgiving them; and this cannot happen while they oppose the very essence of God’s will.
As far as we can see, the men of whom this was spoken were men who resisted the truth with some amount of perception that it was the truth; men neither led astray by passion, nor altogether blinded by their abounding prejudice; men who were not excited to condemn one form of truth by the love which they bore to another form of it; but men so set, from selfishness and love of influence, against one whom they saw to be a good man, that they denied the goodness of what they knew to be good, in order to put down the man whom they knew to be good, because He had spoken against them, and was ruining their influence and authority with the people by declaring them to be no better than they knew themselves to be. Is not this to be Satan? to be in hell? to be corruption? to be that which is damned? Was not this their condition unpardonable? How, through all this mass of falsehood, could the pardon of God reach the essential humanity within it? Crying as it was for God's forgiveness, these men had almost separated their humanity from themselves, had taken their part with the powers of darkness. Forgiveness while they were such was an impossibility. No. Out of that they must come, else there was no word of God for them. But the very word that told them of the unpardonable state in which they were, was just the one form the voice of mercy could take in calling on them to repent. They must hear and be afraid. I dare not, cannot think that they refused the truth, knowing all that it was; but I think they refused the truth, knowing that it was true—not carried away, as I have said, by wild passion, but by cold self-love, and envy, and avarice, and ambition; not merely doing wrong knowingly, but setting their whole natures knowingly against the light. Of this nature must the sin against the Holy Ghost surely be. "This is the condemnation," (not the sins that men have committed, but the condition of mind in which they choose to remain,) "that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil." In this sin against the Holy Ghost, I see no single act alone, although it must find expression in many acts, but a wilful condition of mind,
As far as we can tell, the men being talked about were individuals who resisted the truth even though they recognized it as truth; they weren't led astray by intense emotions, nor completely blinded by their strong biases. They didn’t feel driven to condemn one form of truth out of love for another, but were so set against someone they perceived to be a good man, motivated by selfishness and a desire for power, that they denied the goodness they knew to be true in order to undermine him—someone who pointed out their flaws and threatened their influence over the people by revealing that they were no better than they understood themselves to be. Is this not what it means to be like Satan? To be in hell? To be corrupt? To be that which is damned? Wasn’t their condition unforgivable? How could God’s forgiveness penetrate through all this falsehood to reach the essential humanity within them? Even as they cried out for God’s forgiveness, they almost separated their humanity from themselves and aligned with the forces of darkness. Forgiveness was impossible while they remained in that state. No. They had to come out of that; otherwise, there was no word from God that could help them. But the very message that revealed their unforgivable condition was precisely how the voice of mercy called them to repent. They needed to listen and be afraid. I can’t believe that they outright rejected the truth, fully aware of what it was; rather, I think they rejected the truth, knowing it was true—not swayed by wild passion, but by cold self-love, envy, greed, and ambition—actively opposing the light with their entire being. This must be true of the sin against the Holy Spirit. "This is the condemnation" (not the actions that people have taken, but the mindset they choose to remain in): "that light has come into the world, and people loved darkness instead of light, because their actions were evil." In this sin against the Holy Spirit, I see not just a single act, though it manifests in many actions, but a deliberate mindset.
As far removed from God and light of heaven,
As from the centre thrice to the utmost pole.
As far away from God and the light of heaven,
As from the center three times to the farthest pole.
For this there could be no such excuse made as that even a little light might work beside it; for there light could find no entrance and no room; light was just what such a mind was set against, almost because it was what it was. The condition was utterly bad.
For this, there could be no excuse that even a little light could coexist with it; here, light had no way in and no space to exist; light was exactly what such a mind rejected, almost simply because it was what it was. The situation was completely hopeless.
But can a man really fall into such a condition of spiritual depravity?
But can a person really reach such a state of spiritual decay?
That is my chief difficulty. But I think it may be. And wiser people than I, have thought so. I have difficulty in believing it, I say; yet I think it must be so. But I do not believe that it is a fixed, a final condition. I do not see why it should be such any more than that of the man who does not forgive his neighbour. If you say it is a worse offence, I say, Is it too bad for the forgiveness of God?
That’s my main issue. But I think it might be true. And wiser people than I have believed that. I struggle to believe it, I admit; yet I feel it has to be true. But I don’t believe it’s a permanent or final state. I don’t understand why it should be that way any more than the situation of someone who doesn’t forgive their neighbor. If you argue it’s a worse offense, I ask, is it too bad to be forgiven by God?
But is God able to do anything more with the man? Or how is the man ever to get out of this condition? If the Spirit of God is shut out from his heart, how is he to become better?
But can God do anything more with the man? Or how can the man ever escape this situation? If the Spirit of God is kept out of his heart, how can he improve?
The Spirit of God is the Spirit whose influence is known by its witnessing with our spirit. But may there not be other powers and means of the Spirit preparatory to this its highest office with man? God who has made us can never be far from any man who draws the breath of life—nay, must be in him; not necessarily in his heart, as we say, but still in him. May not then one day some terrible convulsion from the centre of his being, some fearful earthquake from the hidden gulfs of his nature, shake such a man so that through all the deafness of his death, the voice of the Spirit may be faintly heard, the still small voice that comes after the tempest and the earthquake? May there not be a fire that even such can feel? Who shall set bounds to the consuming of the fire of our God, and the purifying that dwells therein?
The Spirit of God is the Spirit whose presence we recognize by how it connects with our spirit. But could there be other forces and ways the Spirit prepares us for this ultimate role in our lives? God, who created us, can never be far from anyone who breathes life—indeed, He must be within us; not necessarily in our hearts, as we usually say, but still present within us. Could it be that one day, a powerful upheaval from deep within a person, a shocking disruption from the hidden depths of their being, might stir them to the point where, despite the numbness of their existence, they can faintly hear the Spirit's voice, the gentle whisper that follows the storm and the quake? Could there be a fire that even they can sense? Who can define the limits of the fire of our God and the purification that comes from it?
The only argument that I can think of, which would with me have weight against this conclusion, is, that the revulsion of feeling in any one who had thus sinned against the truth, when once brought to acknowledge his sin, would be so terrible that life would never more be endurable, and the kindest thing God could do would be to put such a man out of being, because it had been a better thing for him never to have been born. But he who could make such a man repent, could make him so sorrowful and lowly, and so glad that he had repented, that he would wish to live ever that he might ever repent and ever worship the glory he now beheld. When a man gives up self, his past sins will no longer oppress him. It is enough for the good of life that God lives, that the All-perfect exists, and that we can behold him.
The only argument I can think of that might convince me otherwise is that the emotional turmoil for someone who has sinned against the truth, once they acknowledge their sin, would be so overwhelming that life would become unbearable. In that case, the kindest thing God could do would be to take that person out of existence, as it would have been better for them never to have been born. However, the one who can make that person repent can also bring them to a place of deep sorrow and humility, making them so grateful for their repentance that they would want to live forever just to keep repenting and worshiping the glory they now see. When a person lets go of themselves, their past sins won't weigh them down anymore. It’s enough for the goodness of life that God exists, that the All-perfect is real, and that we can witness Him.
"Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do," said the Divine, making excuse for his murderers, not after it was all over, but at the very moment when he was dying by their hands. Then Jesus had forgiven them already. His prayer the Father must have heard, for he and the Son are one. When the Father succeeded in answering his prayer, then his forgiveness in the hearts of the murderers broke out in sorrow, repentance, and faith. Here was a sin dreadful enough surely— but easy for our Lord to forgive. All that excuse for the misled populace! Lord Christ be thanked for that! That was like thee! But must we believe that Judas, who repented even to agony, who repented so that his high-prized life, self, soul, became worthless in his eyes and met with no mercy at his own hand,—must we believe that he could find no mercy in such a God? I think, when Judas fled from his hanged and fallen body, he fled to the tender help of Jesus, and found it—I say not how. He was in a more hopeful condition now than during any moment of his past life, for he had never repented before. But I believe that Jesus loved Judas even when he was kissing him with the traitor's kiss; and I believe that he was his Saviour still. And if any man remind me of his words, "It had been good for that man if he had not been born," I had not forgotten them, though I know that I now offer nothing beyond a conjectural explanation of them when I say: Judas had got none of the good of the world into which he had been born. He had not inherited the earth. He had lived an evil life, out of harmony with the world and its God. Its love had been lost upon him. He had been brought to the very Son of God, and had lived with him as his own familiar friend; and he had not loved him more, but less than himself. Therefore it had been all useless. "It had been good for that man if he had not been born;" for it was all to try over again, in some other way—inferior perhaps, in some other world, in a lower school. He had to be sent down the scale of creation which is ever ascending towards its Maker. But I will not, cannot believe, O my Lord, that thou wouldst not forgive thy enemy, even when he repented, and did thee right. Nor will I believe that thy holy death was powerless to save thy foe—that it could not reach to Judas. Have we not heard of those, thine own, taught of thee, who could easily forgive their betrayers in thy name? And if thou forgivest, will not thy forgiveness find its way at last in redemption and purification?
"Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they’re doing," said the Divine, making excuses for his murderers, not after it was all over, but right at the moment he was dying at their hands. So Jesus had already forgiven them. The Father must have heard his prayer, because he and the Son are one. When the Father answered his prayer, his forgiveness stirred sorrow, repentance, and faith in the hearts of the murderers. This was surely a terrible sin—but easy for our Lord to forgive. What an excuse for the misled crowd! Thank you, Lord Christ, for that! That was just like you! But must we believe that Judas, who repented in agony, who saw his once-valuable life, self, and soul as worthless and found no mercy in his own eyes—must we believe that he couldn’t find any mercy in such a God? I think that when Judas fled from his hanged and fallen body, he ran to the gentle help of Jesus and found it—I won’t say how. He was in a more hopeful state now than at any moment in his past, because he had never truly repented before. But I believe Jesus loved Judas even when he was betraying him with a kiss; and I believe he was still his Savior. And if anyone reminds me of his words, "It would have been better for that man if he had never been born," I haven't forgotten them, though I know I'm just offering a speculative explanation when I say: Judas had not received any of the good from the world he was born into. He hadn’t inherited the earth. He had lived a sinful life, out of sync with the world and its God. Its love had not reached him. He had been brought to the very Son of God and lived with him as a close friend; yet he loved him less than he loved himself. So it was all for nothing. "It would have been better for that man if he had never been born," because it was all about trying again another time—perhaps inferior—somewhere else, in a lower place. He had to be sent down in the scale of creation, which is always rising toward its Maker. But I will not, cannot believe, O my Lord, that you wouldn’t forgive your enemy, even when he repented and made things right. Nor will I believe that your holy death was unable to save your foe—that it couldn’t reach Judas. Haven’t we heard of those, your own, taught by you, who could easily forgive their betrayers in your name? And if you forgive, won’t your forgiveness ultimately lead to redemption and purification?
Look for a moment at the clause preceding my text: "He that denieth me before men shall be denied before the angels of God." What does it mean? Does it mean—"Ah! you are mine, but not of my sort. You denied me. Away to the outer darkness"? Not so. "It shall be forgiven to him that speaketh against the Son of man;" for He may be but the truth revealed without him. Only he must have shame before the universe of the loving God, and may need the fire that burneth and consumeth not.
Look for a moment at the clause preceding my text: "Anyone who denies me before others will be denied before the angels of God." What does it mean? Does it mean—"Ah! you belong to me, but not really. You denied me. Go away to the outer darkness"? Not at all. "It will be forgiven to anyone who speaks against the Son of Man;" because He might just be the truth revealed without Him. They just need to feel ashamed before the universe of the loving God and may require the fire that burns but doesn’t consume.
But for him that speaketh against the Spirit of Truth, against the Son of God revealed within him, he is beyond the teaching of that Spirit now. For how shall he be forgiven? The forgiveness would touch him no more than a wall of stone. Let him know what it is to be without the God he hath denied. Away with him to the Outer Darkness! Perhaps that will make him repent.
But for anyone who speaks against the Spirit of Truth, against the Son of God revealed within them, they are beyond the teaching of that Spirit now. How can they be forgiven? Forgiveness would affect them no more than a wall of stone. Let them understand what it's like to be without the God they have denied. Away with them to the Outer Darkness! Perhaps that will make them repent.
My friends, I offer this as only a contribution towards the understanding of our Lord's words. But if we ask him, he will lead us into all truth. And let us not be afraid to think, for he will not take it ill.
My friends, I present this merely as a contribution to understanding our Lord's words. But if we ask Him, He will guide us into all truth. And let's not be afraid to think, because He won't be upset by it.
But what I have said must be at least a part of the truth.
But what I've said has to be at least part of the truth.
No amount of discovery in his words can tell us more than we have discovered, more than we have seen and known to be true. For all the help the best of his disciples can give us is only to discover, to see for ourselves. And beyond all our discoveries in his words and being, there lie depths within depths of truth that we cannot understand, and yet shall be ever going on to understand. Yea, even now sometimes we seem to have dim glimpses into regions from which we receive no word to bring away.
No amount of discovery in his words can tell us more than we have discovered, more than we have seen and known to be true. The most helpful of his followers can only help us discover and see for ourselves. And beyond all our discoveries in his words and existence, there are layers of truth that we can’t fully grasp, yet we will continue to seek understanding. Even now, we sometimes get faint glimpses into areas where we can’t bring back any words.
The fact that some things have become to us so much more simple than they were, and that great truths have come out of what once looked common, is ground enough for hope that such will go on to be our experience through the ages to come. Our advance from our former ignorance can measure but a small portion of the distance that lies, and must ever lie, between our childishness and his manhood, between our love and his love, between our dimness and his mighty vision. To him ere long may we all come, all children, still children, more children than ever, to receive from his hand the white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it.
The fact that some things have become so much simpler for us than they used to be, and that great truths have emerged from what once seemed ordinary, gives us plenty of reason to hope that this will continue to be our experience in the future. Our progress from our previous ignorance represents only a small part of the distance that will always exist between our childishness and his maturity, between our love and his love, between our limited understanding and his grand vision. Soon, may we all come to him, all children, still children, more childlike than ever, to receive from his hand the white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it.
THE NEW NAME.
To him that overcometh, I will give a white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it.— REV. ii. 17.
To the one who triumphs, I will give a white stone, and on the stone will be a new name written that no one knows except the one who receives it.— REV. ii. 17.
Whether the Book of the Revelation be written by the same man who wrote the Gospel according to St John or not, there is, at least, one element common to the two—the mysticism.
Whether the Book of Revelation was written by the same person who wrote the Gospel of John or not, there is at least one shared element between the two—the mysticism.
I use the word mysticism as representing a certain mode of embodying truth, common, in various degrees, to almost all, if not all, the writers of the New Testament. The attempt to define it thoroughly would require an essay. I will hazard but one suggestion towards it: A mystical mind is one which, having perceived that the highest expression of which the truth admits, lies in the symbolism of nature and the human customs that result from human necessities, prosecutes thought about truth so embodied by dealing with the symbols themselves after logical forms. This is the highest mode of conveying the deepest truth; and the Lord himself often employed it, as, for instance, in the whole passage ending with the words, "If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is the darkness!"
I use the term mysticism to describe a way of understanding truth that is found, to varying extents, in almost all, if not all, of the writers of the New Testament. Fully defining it would take an essay. I’ll offer just one thought on it: A mystical mind is one that recognizes that the truest expression of truth is found in the symbols of nature and the human customs shaped by our needs. It engages with the truth represented by these symbols in logical ways. This is the highest way to convey the deepest truth; the Lord himself often used this approach, as seen in the passage that ends with, "If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is the darkness!"
The mysticism in the Gospel of St John is of the simplest, and, therefore, noblest nature. No dweller in this planet can imagine a method of embodying truth that shall be purer, loftier, truer to the truth embodied. There may be higher modes in other worlds, or there may not—I cannot tell; but of all our modes these forms are best illustrations of the highest. Apparently the mysticism of St John's own nature enabled him to remember and report with sufficient accuracy the words of our Lord, always, it seems to me, of a recognizably different kind from those of any of the writers of the New Testament—chiefly, perhaps, in the simplicity of their poetical mysticism.
The mysticism in the Gospel of St. John is incredibly simple and, therefore, noble. No one on this planet can imagine a way to express truth that is purer, higher, or more faithful to the truth itself. There may be higher ways in other worlds, or there may not—I can't say; but of all the ways we have, these forms are the best examples of the highest. It seems that St. John's own mystical nature allowed him to remember and accurately report the words of our Lord, which always feel to me distinctly different from those of any other New Testament writers—mainly, perhaps, due to their simplicity and poetic mysticism.
But the mysticism in the Book of the Revelation is more complicated, more gorgeous, less poetic, and occasionally, I think, perhaps arbitrary, or approaching the arbitrary; reminding one, in a word, of the mysticism of Swedenborg. Putting aside both historical and literary criticism, in neither of which with regard to the authorship of these two books have I a right even to an opinion, I would venture to suggest that possibly their difference in tone is just what one might expect when the historian of a mystical teacher and the recorder of his mystical sayings, proceeds to embody his own thoughts, feelings, and inspirations; that is, when the revelation flows no longer from the lips of the Master, but through the disciple's own heart, soul, and brain. For surely not the most idolatrous of our Bible-worshipping brothers and sisters will venture to assert that the Spirit of God could speak as freely by the lips of the wind-swayed, reed-like, rebukable Peter, or of the Thomas who could believe his own eyes, but neither the word of his brethren, nor the nature of his Master, as by the lips of Him who was blind and deaf to everything but the will of him that sent him.
But the mysticism in the Book of Revelation is more complex, more elaborate, less poetic, and at times, maybe a bit random or close to being random; reminding one, in a way, of the mysticism of Swedenborg. Putting aside both historical and literary criticism, in which I have no right to an opinion regarding the authorship of these two books, I might suggest that their difference in tone is just what you might expect when the historian of a mystical teacher and the recorder of his mystical sayings starts to express his own thoughts, feelings, and inspirations; that is, when the revelation no longer comes from the lips of the Master, but instead flows through the disciple's own heart, soul, and mind. For surely not even the most devout of our Bible-worshipping friends will claim that the Spirit of God could speak as freely through the unstable, easily swayed Peter, or through Thomas who could believe his own eyes, but not the words of his brothers or the nature of his Master, as through Him who was blind and deaf to everything but the will of the one who sent him.
Truth is truth, whether from the lips of Jesus or Balaam. But, in its deepest sense, the truth is a condition of heart, soul, mind, and strength towards God and towards our fellow—not an utterance, not even a right form of words; and therefore such truth coming forth in words is, in a sense, the person that speaks. And many of the utterances of truth in the Revelation, commonly called of St John, are not merely lofty in form, but carry with them the conviction that the writer was no mere "trumpet of a prophecy," but spoke that he did know, and testified that he had seen.
Truth is truth, whether it comes from Jesus or Balaam. But at its core, the truth is about our heart, soul, mind, and strength directed towards God and towards others—not just a phrase or a correct way of speaking; thus, the truth expressed in words reflects the speaker's essence. Many of the expressions of truth in the Revelation, commonly known as St. John’s, aren’t just grand in style; they also convey the sense that the writer was more than just a "trumpet of prophecy," but shared what he truly knew and testified to what he had witnessed.
In this passage about the gift of the white stone, I think we find the essence of religion.
In this passage about the gift of the white stone, I believe we discover the core of religion.
What the notion in the mind of the writer with regard to the white stone was, is, I think, of comparatively little moment. I take the stone to belong more to the arbitrary and fanciful than to the true mystical imagery, although for the bringing out of the mystical thought in which it is concerned, it is of high and honourable dignity. For fancy itself will subserve the true imagination of the mystic, and so be glorified. I doubt if the writer himself associated any essential meaning with it. Certainly I will not allow that he had such a poor notion in it as that of a voting pebble—white, because the man who receives it is accepted or chosen. The word is used likewise for a precious stone set as a jewel. And the writer thought of it mystically, a mode far more likely to involve a reference to nature than to a political custom. What his mystic meaning may be, must be taken differently by different minds. I think he sees in its whiteness purity, and in its substance indestructibility. But I care chiefly to regard the stone as the vehicle of the name,—as the form whereby the name is represented as passing from God to the man, and what is involved in this communication is what I wish to show. If my reader will not acknowledge my representation as St John's meaning, I yet hope so to set it forth that he shall see the representation to be true in itself, and then I shall willingly leave the interpretation to its fate.
What the writer thinks about the white stone isn’t really that important. I believe the stone is more about imagination and fantasy than true mystical imagery, although it serves a significant purpose in conveying the mystical idea it represents. Fantasy can support the true imagination of a mystic and can be elevated because of it. I’m not sure the writer even connected any real meaning to it. I certainly don’t believe he thought of it as a simple voting stone—white because it symbolizes that the person who receives it is accepted or chosen. The term is also used for a precious gem set as jewelry. The writer imagined it in a mystical sense, which is more likely to relate to nature than to a political practice. The mystical meaning it holds will be interpreted differently by each individual. I think he views its whiteness as purity and its substance as indestructible. But I mainly want to see the stone as a way to convey the name—as the form through which the name is transferred from God to man, and what this communication entails is what I aim to explain. If my reader doesn’t accept my interpretation as St. John’s meaning, I still hope to present it in such a way that he recognizes the representation as true in itself, and then I’ll gladly leave the interpretation to whatever happens next.
I say, in brief, the giving of the white stone with the new name is the communication of what God thinks about the man to the man. It is the divine judgment, the solemn holy doom of the righteous man, the "Come, thou blessed," spoken to the individual.
I believe, in short, that the giving of the white stone with the new name represents what God thinks about a person. It is the divine judgment, the serious and sacred declaration for the righteous, the "Come, you blessed one," directed to the individual.
In order to see this, we must first understand what is the idea of a name,—that is, what is the perfect notion of a name. For, seeing the mystical energy of a holy mind here speaks of God as giving something, we must understand that the essential thing, and not any of its accidents or imitations, is intended.
In order to understand this, we first need to grasp the concept of a name—that is, what a name truly means at its core. Since the mystical energy of a holy mind here refers to God as someone who gives something, we must recognize that the fundamental essence, and not any of its surface traits or copies, is what is being conveyed.
A name of the ordinary kind in this world, has nothing essential in it. It is but a label by which one man and a scrap of his external history may be known from another man and a scrap of his history. The only names which have significance are those which the popular judgment or prejudice or humour bestows, either for ridicule or honour, upon a few out of the many. Each of these is founded upon some external characteristic of the man, upon some predominant peculiarity of temper, some excellence or the reverse of character, or something which he does or has done well or ill enough, or at least, singularly enough, to render him, in the eyes of the people, worthy of such distinction from other men. As far as they go, these are real names, for, in some poor measure, they express individuality.
A regular name in this world doesn't carry any real significance. It’s just a tag that helps distinguish one person and a bit of their background from another person and their background. The only names that matter are the ones that public opinion, bias, or humor assign, whether for mockery or praise, to a select few out of many. Each of these carries a meaning based on some external trait of the person, a dominant personality quirk, a positive or negative quality of character, or something they’ve done well or poorly enough, or at least uniquely enough, to make them stand out in the eyes of others. To some extent, these are true names, because they express individuality in a limited way.
The true name is one which expresses the character, the nature, the being, the meaning of the person who bears it. It is the man's own symbol,—his soul's picture, in a word,—the sign which belongs to him and to no one else. Who can give a man this, his own name? God alone. For no one but God sees what the man is, or even, seeing what he is, could express in a name-word the sum and harmony of what he sees. To whom is this name given? To him that overcometh. When is it given? When he has overcome. Does God then not know what a man is going to become? As surely as he sees the oak which he put there lying in the heart of the acorn. Why then does he wait till the man has become by overcoming ere he settles what his name shall be? He does not wait; he knows his name from the first. But as—although repentance comes because God pardons—yet the man becomes aware of the pardon only in the repentance; so it is only when the man has become his name that God gives him the stone with the name upon it, for then first can he understand what his name signifies. It is the blossom, the perfection, the completion, that determines the name; and God foresees that from the first, because he made it so; but the tree of the soul, before its blossom comes, cannot understand what blossom it is to bear, and could not know what the word meant, which, in representing its own unarrived completeness, named itself. Such a name cannot be given until the man is the name.
The true name is one that reflects the character, nature, being, and meaning of the person who has it. It is the person's unique symbol—essentially, a picture of their soul—something that belongs only to them. Who can give a person this unique name? Only God. Because no one but God truly understands what the person is, or could express in a name the totality and harmony of what they see. Who receives this name? The one who overcomes. When is it given? After they have succeeded. Does God not know what a person will become? Just as He can see the oak tree that lies within the acorn. So why does He wait until a person has achieved success before determining their name? He doesn't wait; He knows their name from the very beginning. But just as repentance occurs because God forgives, a person only realizes they have been forgiven through the act of repentance; similarly, it is only when a person embodies their name that God gives them the stone with that name inscribed, because only then can they understand what their name truly means. It is the flower, the perfection, the completion, that defines the name; and God knows this from the start because He created it that way. However, the tree of the soul, before its flower blooms, cannot comprehend what flower it will produce and wouldn't know the meaning of the name that signifies its potential. Such a name cannot be given until the person truly *is* the name.
God's name for a man must then be the expression in a mystical word—a word of that language which all who have overcome understand—of his own idea of the man, that being whom he had in his thought when he began to make the child, and whom he kept in his thought through the long process of creation that went to realize the idea. To tell the name is to seal the success—to say, "In thee also I am well pleased."
God's name for a man should be the expression in a mystical word—a word in the language that all who have triumphed understand—representing his own vision of the man, the one he envisioned when he started to create the child, and whom he kept in mind throughout the long process of creation that brought that vision to life. To reveal the name is to confirm the achievement—to say, "In you also, I am well pleased."
But we are still in the region of symbol. For supposing that such a form were actually observed between God and him that overcometh, it would be no less a symbol—only an acted one. We must therefore look deeper still for the fulness of its meaning. Up to this point little has been said to justify our expectations of discovery in the text. Let us, I say, look deeper. We shall not look long before we find that the mystic symbol has for its centre of significance the fact of the personal individual relation of every man to his God. That every man has affairs, and those his first affairs, with God, stands to the reason of every man who associates any meaning or feeling with the words, Maker, Father, God. Were we but children of a day, with the understanding that some one had given us that one holiday, there would be something to be thought, to be felt, to be done, because we knew it. For then our nature would be according to our fate, and we could worship and die. But it would be only the praise of the dead, not the praise of the living, for death would be the deepest, the lasting, the overcoming. We should have come out of nothingness, not out of God. He could only be our Maker, not our Father, our Origin. But now we know that God cannot be the God of the dead—must be the God of the living; inasmuch as to know that we died, would freeze the heart of worship, and we could not say Our God, or feel him worthy of such worth-ship as we could render. To him who offers unto this God of the living his own self of sacrifice, to him that overcometh, him who has brought his individual life back to its source, who knows that he is one of God's children, this one of the Father's making, he giveth the white stone. To him who climbs on the stair of all his God-born efforts and God-given victories up to the height of his being—that of looking face to face upon his ideal self in the bosom of the Father—God's him, realized in him through the Father's love in the Elder Brother's devotion—to him God gives the new name written.
But we are still in the realm of symbols. If we were to actually see a form of connection between God and the one who overcomes, it would still just be a symbol—albeit a performed one. Therefore, we need to dig even deeper for its full meaning. So far, not much has been said to justify our hopes for discovery in the text. Let’s, I say, look further. It won’t take long before we find that the mystical symbol centers around the personal relationship that every person has with their God. Every individual has matters, and these are their primary matters, concerning God—it’s obvious to anyone who attaches any meaning or feeling to the words, Maker, Father, God. If we were merely children of a day, understanding that someone had given us a single holiday, there would be something to think, feel, and do because we would know it. In that case, our nature would align with our fate, allowing us to worship and then die. However, it would only be the praise of the dead, not the living, because death would be the deepest, the most enduring, the ultimate. We would have emerged from nothingness, not from God. He could only be our Maker, not our Father or our Origin. But now we know that God can't be the God of the dead—He must be the God of the living; because to acknowledge our death would extinguish the spirit of worship, and we couldn't call Him Our God, nor feel He deserves our admiration. To the one who offers himself as a sacrifice to this God of the living, to the one who overcomes, who has returned his individual life to its source, who knows he is one of God's children, this one created by the Father, He gives the white stone. To the one who ascends the stairs of all his God-given efforts and victories up to the peak of his being—that of gazing face-to-face upon his ideal self in the heart of the Father—God's him, realized in him through the Father's love and the Elder Brother's devotion—God gives the new name written.
But I leave this, because that which follows embraces and intensifies this individuality of relation in a fuller development of the truth. For the name is one "which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it." Not only then has each man his individual relation to God, but each man has his peculiar relation to God. He is to God a peculiar being, made after his own fashion, and that of no one else; for when he is perfected he shall receive the new name which no one else can understand. Hence he can worship God as no man else can worship him,— can understand God as no man else can understand him. This or that man may understand God more, may understand God better than he, but no other man can understand God as he understands him. God give me grace to be humble before thee, my brother, that I drag not my simulacrum of thee before the judgment-seat of the unjust judge, but look up to thyself for what revelation of God thou and no one else canst give. As the fir-tree lifts up itself with a far different need from the need of the palm-tree, so does each man stand before God, and lift up a different humanity to the common Father. And for each God has a different response. With every man he has a secret—the secret of the new name. In every man there is a loneliness, an inner chamber of peculiar life into which God only can enter. I say not it is the innermost chamber—but a chamber into which no brother, nay, no sister can come.
But I set this aside because what comes next embraces and deepens this individuality of connection in a fuller development of the truth. For the name is one "which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it." So, not only does each person have their unique relation to God, but each person has their specific connection to God. They are to God a unique being, created in their own way, unlike anyone else; for when they are fulfilled, they will receive the new name that no one else can comprehend. Thus, they can worship God in a way that no one else can, and can understand God in a way that no one else can. This or that person may grasp God more or understand Him better than they do, but no one can grasp God the way they do. God grant me the grace to be humble before you, my brother, so that I do not bring my distorted view of you before the judgment of the unjust judge, but instead look to you for the unique revelation of God that only you can provide. Just as the fir tree reaches up with a different need than that of the palm tree, so does each person stand before God and offer a different humanity to the common Father. And for each, God has a different response. With every person, He holds a secret—the secret of the new name. Within each person, there exists a loneliness, an inner chamber of unique life that only God can enter. I won't say it is the innermost chamber—but a chamber into which no brother, not even a sister, can enter.
From this it follows that there is a chamber also—(O God, humble and accept my speech)—a chamber in God himself, into which none can enter but the one, the individual, the peculiar man,—out of which chamber that man has to bring revelation and strength for his brethren. This is that for which he was made—to reveal the secret things of the Father.
From this, it follows that there is also a chamber—(Oh God, please humble yourself and accept my words)—a chamber within God himself, which no one can enter except for that one person, the unique individual. From this chamber, that person must bring forth revelation and strength for their brethren. This is what he was created for—to reveal the hidden things of the Father.
By his creation, then, each man is isolated with God; each, in respect of his peculiar making, can say, "my God;" each can come to him alone, and speak with him face to face, as a man speaketh with his friend. There is no massing of men with God. When he speaks of gathered men, it is as a spiritual body, not a mass. For in a body every smallest portion is individual, and therefore capable of forming a part of the body.
By his creation, every person is alone with God; each, because of their unique creation, can say, "my God;" each can approach Him individually and have a direct conversation, just like a person talks to a friend. There’s no massing of people with God. When He refers to gathered individuals, it’s as a spiritual body, not a mass. In a body, even the tiniest part is individual and, for that reason, can contribute to the whole.
See, now, what a significance the symbolism of our text assumes. Each of us is a distinct flower or tree in the spiritual garden of God,— precious, each for his own sake, in the eyes of him who is even now making us,—each of us watered and shone upon and filled with life, for the sake of his flower, his completed being, which will blossom out of him at last to the glory and pleasure of the great gardener. For each has within him a secret of the Divinity; each is growing towards the revelation of that secret to himself, and so to the full reception, according to his measure, of the divine. Every moment that he is true to his true self, some new shine of the white stone breaks on his inward eye, some fresh channel is opened upward for the coming glory of the flower, the conscious offering of his whole being in beauty to the Maker. Each man, then, is in God's sight worth. Life and action, thought and intent, are sacred. And what an end lies before us! To have a consciousness of our own ideal being flashed into us from the thought of God! Surely for this may well give way all our paltry self-consciousnesses, our self-admirations and self-worships! Surely to know what he thinks about us will pale out of our souls all our thoughts about ourselves! and we may well hold them loosely now, and be ready to let them go. Towards this result St Paul had already drawn near, when he who had begun the race with a bitter cry for deliverance from the body of his death, was able to say that he judged his own self no longer.
Look now at how significant the symbolism of our text is. Each of us is a unique flower or tree in God's spiritual garden—precious in our own right, in the eyes of the one who is currently shaping us—each of us nourished, illuminated, and filled with life, for the sake of his flower, his completed being, which will ultimately bloom from him to the glory and delight of the great gardener. Within each person lies a secret of the Divine; each is evolving towards the revelation of that secret to themselves, and thus to the full acceptance, as much as they are capable of, of the divine. Every time they stay true to their authentic self, a new glimmer of truth manifests in their inner vision, and a fresh path opens upward for the impending glory of the flower, the conscious offering of their entire being in beauty to the Creator. Therefore, each person holds worth in God's eyes. Life and action, thought and intention, are sacred. And what a future awaits us! To have a sense of our ideal being awakened in us by the thought of God! Surely, all our trivial self-awareness, our self-admiration and self-worship should fade in comparison! Knowing what he thinks of us will certainly overshadow all our self-centered thoughts! We can hold those loosely now and be ready to let them go. St. Paul was nearing this realization when he, who had started the journey with a desperate plea for liberation from the burden of his flesh, was able to declare that he no longer judged himself.
"But is there not the worst of all dangers involved in such teaching— the danger of spiritual pride?" If there be, are we to refuse the spirit for fear of the pride? Or is there any other deliverance from pride except the spirit? Pride springs from supposed success in the high aim: with attainment itself comes humility. But here there is no room for ambition. Ambition is the desire to be above one's neighbour; and here there is no possibility of comparison with one's neighbour: no one knows what the white stone contains except the man who receives it. Here is room for endless aspiration towards the unseen ideal; none for ambition. Ambition would only be higher than others; aspiration would be high. Relative worth is not only unknown—to the children of the kingdom it is unknowable. Each esteems the other better than himself. How shall the rose, the glowing heart of the summer heats, rejoice against the snowdrop risen with hanging head from the white bosom of the snow? Both are God's thoughts; both are dear to him; both are needful to the completeness of his earth and the revelation of himself. "God has cared to make me for himself," says the victor with the white stone, "and has called me that which I like best; for my own name must be what I would have it, seeing it is myself. What matter whether I be called a grass of the field, or an eagle of the air? a stone to build into his temple, or a Boanerges to wield his thunder? I am his; his idea, his making; perfect in my kind, yea, perfect in his sight; full of him, revealing him, alone with him. Let him call me what he will. The name shall be precious as my life. I seek no more."
"But isn't there the greatest danger in such teaching—the danger of spiritual pride?" If there is, should we reject the spirit out of fear of pride? Or is there any other way to escape pride except through the spirit? Pride comes from a sense of success in a lofty goal: true achievement brings humility. But here, there’s no space for ambition. Ambition is the desire to be superior to others; and in this context, there’s no chance for comparison with others: only the person who receives the white stone knows what it signifies. Here, there’s room for endless striving towards an unseen ideal, but none for ambition. Ambition would only seek to be higher than others; aspiration simply aims high. Relative worth is not only unknown—it is unknowable to the children of the kingdom. Each one considers the other better than themselves. How can the rose, the vibrant heart of summer, boast against the snowdrop, which rises with its head bowed from the white blanket of snow? Both are God's creations; both are precious to Him; both are essential for the wholeness of His earth and the revelation of Himself. "God has chosen to create me for Himself," says the victor with the white stone, "and has named me what I cherish most; my true name must reflect who I am. Does it matter if I am called a blade of grass or an eagle in the sky? A stone to build His temple or a Boanerges to unleash His thunder? I am His; His vision, His creation; perfect in my essence, yes, perfect in His eyes; filled with Him, revealing Him, alone with Him. Let Him name me whatever He wishes. That name will be as precious as my life. I seek nothing more."
Gone then will be all anxiety as to what his neighbour may think about him. It is enough that God thinks about him. To be something to God—is not that praise enough? To be a thing that God cares for and would have complete for himself, because it is worth caring for—is not that life enough?
Gone then will be all anxiety about what his neighbor might think of him. It’s enough that God thinks about him. To mean something to God—isn’t that praise enough? To be something that God cares for and wants to have complete for Himself, because it’s worth caring for—isn’t that enough of a life?
Neither will he thus be isolated from his fellows. For that we say of one, we say of all. It is as one that the man has claims amongst his fellows. Each will feel the sacredness and awe of his neighbour's dark and silent speech with his God. Each will regard the other as a prophet, and look to him for what the Lord hath spoken. Each, as a high priest returning from his Holy of Holies, will bring from his communion some glad tidings, some gospel of truth, which, when spoken, his neighbours shall receive and understand. Each will behold in the other a marvel of revelation, a present son or daughter of the Most High, come forth from him to reveal him afresh. In God each will draw nigh to each.
Neither will he be isolated from his peers. What we say about one, we say about all. It is as one that the man has claims among his peers. Each will feel the sacredness and awe of their neighbor's dark and silent conversation with God. Each will see the other as a prophet and look to him for what the Lord has spoken. Each, as a high priest returning from the Holy of Holies, will bring glad tidings, some gospel of truth, which, when spoken, their neighbors will receive and understand. Each will see in the other a marvel of revelation, a present son or daughter of the Most High, coming forth to reveal Him anew. In God, each will draw near to each.
Yes, there will be danger—danger as everywhere; but he giveth more grace. And if the man who has striven up the heights should yet fall from them into the deeps, is there not that fire of God, the consuming fire, which burneth and destroyeth not?
Yes, there will be danger—danger just like anywhere else; but He gives more grace. And if the person who has struggled to reach the heights should still fall from them into the depths, isn't there that fire of God, the consuming fire, which burns but does not destroy?
To no one who has not already had some speech with God, or who has not at least felt some aspiration towards the fount of his being, can all this appear other than foolishness. So be it.
To anyone who hasn't already talked to God or at least felt some longing for the source of their existence, all of this must seem like nonsense. That's fine.
But, Lord, help them and us, and make our being grow into thy likeness. If through ages of strife and ages of growth, yet let us at last see thy face, and receive the white stone from thy hand. That thus we may grow, give us day by day our daily bread. Fill us with the words that proceed out of thy mouth. Help us to lay up treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt.
But, Lord, help them and us, and help our existence become more like you. If through ages of struggle and times of growth, let us finally see your face and receive the white stone from your hand. To grow this way, give us our daily bread each day. Fill us with the words that come from your mouth. Help us to store up treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys.
THE HEART WITH THE TREASURE.
Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal. But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal. For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.—MATT. vi. 19, 20, 21.
Don’t collect treasures for yourselves on earth, where moths and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. Instead, collect treasures for yourselves in heaven, where neither moths nor rust destroy, and where thieves do not break in or steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.—MATT. vi. 19, 20, 21.
To understand the words of our Lord is the business of life. For it is the main road to the understanding of The Word himself. And to receive him is to receive the Father, and so to have Life in ourselves. And Life, the higher, the deeper, the simpler, the original, is the business of life.
To understand the words of our Lord is the purpose of life. Because it’s the main way to comprehend The Word himself. Receiving him means receiving the Father, and in turn, having Life within us. And Life, the higher, deeper, simpler, original essence, is what life is all about.
The Word is that by which we live, namely, Jesus himself; and his words represent, in part, in shadow, in suggestion, himself. Any utterance worthy of being called a truth, is human food: how much more The Word, presenting no abstract laws of our being, but the vital relation of soul and body, heart and will, strength and rejoicing, beauty and light, to Him who first gave birth to them all! The Son came forth to be, before our eyes and in our hearts, that which he had made us for, that we might behold the truth in him, and cry out for the living God, who, in the highest sense of all is The Truth, not as understood, but as understanding, living, and being, doing and creating the truth. "I am the truth," said our Lord; and by those who are in some measure like him in being the truth, the Word can be understood. Let us try to understand him.
The Word is what gives us life, which is Jesus himself; his words reflect, in part, through shadows and suggestions, who he is. Any statement that can truly be called a truth is essential for human nourishment: how much more so is The Word, which doesn't just present abstract principles about our existence but shows the vital connection between soul and body, heart and will, strength and joy, beauty and light, to the one who first created all of them! The Son came to be, right before our eyes and in our hearts, what he intended for us, so we could see the truth in him and yearn for the living God, who, in the ultimate sense, is The Truth—not just as it is understood but as it is experienced, lived, and manifested, creating and embodying truth. "I am the truth," our Lord said; and those who reflect some aspect of him in being the truth can grasp the Word. Let's attempt to understand him.
Sometimes, no doubt, the Saviour would have spoken after a different fashion of speech, if he had come to Englishmen, instead of to Jews. But the lessons he gave would have been the same; for even when questioned about a matter for its passing import, his reply contained the enunciation of the great human principle which lay in it, and that lies changeless in every variation of changeful circumstance. With the light of added ages of Christian experience, it ought to be easier for us to understand his words than it was for those who heard him.
Sometimes, no doubt, the Savior would have spoken in a different way if he had come to English people instead of Jews. But the lessons he taught would have been the same; for even when asked about something that seemed important at the moment, his response included the statement of the big human principle behind it, which remains constant regardless of changing circumstances. With the knowledge gained from centuries of Christian experience, it should be easier for us to understand his words than it was for those who heard him.
What, I ask now, is here the power of his word For: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also? The meaning of the reason thus added is not obvious upon its surface. It has to be sought for because of its depth at once and its simplicity. But it is so complete, so imaginatively comprehensive, so immediately operative on the conscience through its poetic suggestiveness, that when it is once understood, there is nothing more to be said, but everything to be done.
What, I ask now, is the power of his words For: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also? The meaning behind this phrase isn’t immediately clear. It requires deeper thought due to its complexity and simplicity at the same time. However, it is so thorough, so evocative, and so directly impactful on the conscience through its poetic quality that once it’s understood, there’s nothing more to explain, only actions to take.
"Why not lay up for ourselves treasures upon earth?"
"Why not store up treasures for ourselves here on earth?"
"Because there the moth and rust and the thief come."
"Because there, moths and rust, and thieves come."
"And so we should lose those treasures!"
"And so we should lose those treasures!"
"Yes; by the moth and the rust and the thief."
"Yes; by the moth, the rust, and the thief."
"Does the Lord then mean that the reason for not laying up such treasures is their transitory and corruptible nature?"
"Does the Lord mean that the reason for not storing up such treasures is their temporary and corruptible nature?"
"No. He adds a For: 'For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.'"
"No. He adds a For: 'For where your treasure is, there your heart will be too.'"
"Of course the heart will be where the treasure is; but what has that to do with the argument?"
"Of course the heart is where the treasure is; but what does that have to do with the argument?"
This: that what is with the treasure must fare as the treasure; that the heart which haunts the treasure-house where the moth and rust corrupt, will be exposed to the same ravages as the treasure, will itself be rusted and moth-eaten.
This: whatever is connected to the treasure will be treated like the treasure; the heart that lingers in the treasure-house where moths and rust destroy will face the same damage as the treasure, and will itself become rusty and moth-eaten.
Many a man, many a woman, fair and flourishing to see, is going about with a rusty moth-eaten heart within that form of strength or beauty.
Many men and women, who look fair and thriving on the outside, are walking around with a worn-out, moth-eaten heart hidden beneath that exterior of strength or beauty.
"But this is only a figure."
"But this is just a figure."
True. But is the reality intended, less or more than the figure? Does not the rust and the moth mean more than disease? And does not the heart mean more than the heart? Does it not mean a deeper heart, the heart of your own self, not of your body? of the self that suffers, not pain, but misery? of the self whose end is not comfort, or enjoyment, but blessedness, yea, ecstasy? a heart which is the inmost chamber wherein springs the divine fountain of your being? a heart which God regards, though you may never have known its existence, not even when its writhings under the gnawing of the moth and the slow fire of the rust have communicated a dull pain to that outer heart which sends the blood to its appointed course through your body? If God sees that heart corroded with the rust of cares, riddled into caverns and films by the worms of ambition and greed, then your heart is as God sees it, for God sees things as they are. And one day you will be compelled to see, nay, to feel your heart as God sees it; and to know that the cankered thing which you have within you, a prey to the vilest of diseases, is indeed the centre of your being, your very heart.
True. But is the reality intended, less or more than the number? Doesn’t the rust and the moth mean more than just disease? And doesn’t the heart represent more than the heart itself? Doesn’t it symbolize a deeper essence, the heart of your true self, not just your body? The self that suffers not from pain, but from misery? The self whose goal is not comfort or enjoyment, but blessedness, even ecstasy? A heart which is the innermost space where the divine source of your being flows? A heart that God notices, even if you’ve never acknowledged its existence, not even when its torment from the moth’s gnawing and the slow burn of rust have created a dull ache in that outer heart which circulates blood through your body? If God sees that heart corroded by the rust of worries, hollowed out by the pests of ambition and greed, then your heart is as God perceives it, for God sees things as they truly are. And one day, you will be forced to see, no, to feel your heart as God sees it; to understand that the damaged thing you carry inside, a victim of the worst diseases, is indeed the center of your being, your very heart.
Nor does the lesson apply to those only who worship Mammon, who give their lives, their best energies to the accumulation of wealth: it applies to those equally who in any way worship the transitory; who seek the praise of men more than the praise of God; who would make a show in the world by wealth, by taste, by intellect, by power, by art, by genius of any kind, and so would gather golden opinions to be treasured in a storehouse of earth.
Nor does the lesson apply only to those who worship money, who dedicate their lives and best efforts to accumulating wealth: it also applies to those who, in any way, worship the fleeting; who seek the approval of people more than the approval of God; who want to make a display in the world through wealth, taste, intellect, power, art, or any kind of talent, and in doing so, gather flattering opinions to be stored away on earth.
Nor to such only, but surely to those as well whose pleasures are of a more evidently transitory nature still, such as the pleasures of the senses in every direction—whether lawfully or unlawfully indulged, if the joy of being is centred in them—do these words bear terrible warning. For the hurt lies not in this—that these pleasures are false like the deceptions of magic, for such they are not: pleasures they are; nor yet in this—that they pass away, and leave a fierce disappointment behind: that is only so much the better; but the hurt lies in this—that the immortal, the infinite, created in the image of the everlasting God, is housed with the fading and the corrupting, and clings to them as its good—clings to them till it is infected and interpenetrated with their proper diseases, which assume in it a form more terrible in proportion to the superiority of its kind, that which is mere decay in the one becoming moral vileness in the other, that which fits the one for the dunghill casting the other into the outer darkness; creeps, that it may share with them, into a burrow in the earth, where its budded wings wither and damp and drop away from its shoulders, instead of haunting the open plains and the high-uplifted table-lands, spreading abroad its young pinions to the sun and the air, and strengthening them in further and further flights, till at last they should become strong to bear the God-born into the presence of its Father in Heaven. Therein lies the hurt.
Nor just for these reasons, but definitely for those whose pleasures are more obviously fleeting, like sensory pleasures in every direction—whether indulged lawfully or unlawfully, if the joy of existence revolves around them—these words carry a grave warning. The issue isn’t that these pleasures are illusions like magic tricks, because they are not: they are indeed pleasures. Nor is it a problem that they fade away, leaving behind a sharp sense of disappointment: that’s actually better. The real problem is that the immortal, infinite part of us, created in the image of the everlasting God, is trapped with what is fleeting and corrupt, and it clings to them as if they were good—holding onto them until it becomes infected and intertwined with their inherent flaws. This flaw magnifies in us, where what is mere decay in one form turns into moral corruption in another, fitting one for the garbage heap while casting the other into darkness. It crawls, seeking to share in their fate, into a burrow in the earth, where its budding wings wither, dampen, and fall away instead of soaring over open plains and high plateaus, stretching its young wings towards the sun and air, growing stronger in further flights until they can finally lift the God-born into the presence of their Father in Heaven. That’s where the hurt lies.
He whose heart is sound because it haunts the treasure-house of heaven may be tempted of the devil, but will be first led up of the Spirit into the wilderness.
He whose heart is pure because it resonates with the treasure of heaven may be tempted by the devil, but will first be led by the Spirit into the wilderness.
THE TEMPTATION IN THE WILDERNESS.
Then was Jesus led up of the Spirit into the wilderness, to be tempted of the devil. And when he had fasted forty days and forty nights, he was afterward an hungered. And when the tempter came to him, he said, if thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread. But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God. Then the devil taketh him up into the holy city, and setteth him on a pinnacle of the temple, and saith unto him, If thou be the Son of God, cast thyself down; for it is written, He shall give his angels charge concerning thee, and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone. Jesus said unto him, It is written again, thou shall not tempt the Lord thy God. Again, the devil taketh him up into an exceeding high mountain, and showeth him all the kingdoms of the world, and the glory of them: and saith unto him, All these things will I give thee, if thou wilt fall down and worship me. Then saith Jesus unto him, Get thee hence, Satan; for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve. Then the devil leaveth him; and, behold, angels came and ministered unto him.—MATT. iv. 1-11.
Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. After fasting for forty days and forty nights, he was very hungry. The tempter came to him and said, "If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread." But he answered, "It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God." Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. He said, "If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down; for it is written, He will command his angels concerning you, and they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone." Jesus answered him, "It is also written, Do not put the Lord your God to the test." Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory. He said to him, "All this I will give you if you will fall down and worship me." Then Jesus said to him, "Away from me, Satan! For it is written, Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only." Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended to him.—MATT. iv. 1-11.
This narrative must have one of two origins. Either it is an invention, such as many tales told of our Lord in the earlier periods of Christianity; or it came from our Lord himself, for, according to the story, except the wild beasts, of earthly presence there was none at his Temptation.
This story must have one of two origins. It could be a made-up tale, like many stories about our Lord from the early days of Christianity; or it could have come directly from our Lord himself, since, according to the account, aside from the wild beasts, there was no one else present during his Temptation.
As to the former of the two origins: The story bears upon it no sign of human invention. The man who could see such things as are here embodied, dared not invent such an embodiment for them. To one in doubt about the matter it will be helpful, I think, to compare this story with the best of those for which one or other of the apocryphal gospels is our only authority—say the grand account of the Descent into Hell in the Gospel according to Nicodemus.
As for the first of the two origins: The story shows no signs of human invention. The person who could perceive the things represented here wouldn’t have dared to create such a representation. For anyone unsure about this, I believe it would be useful to compare this story with the best ones where we only have the apocryphal gospels as our source—like the magnificent account of the Descent into Hell in the Gospel according to Nicodemus.
If it have not this origin, there is but the other that it can have—
Our Lord himself. To this I will return presently.
If it doesn't have this origin, then it can only have the other one—
Our Lord himself. I will come back to this shortly.
And now, let us approach the subject from another side.
And now, let’s look at the topic from a different angle.
With this in view, I ask you to think how much God must know of which we know nothing. Think what an abyss of truth was our Lord, out of whose divine darkness, through that revealing countenance, that uplifting voice, those hands whose tenderness has made us great, broke all holy radiations of human significance. Think of his understanding, imagination, heart, in which lay the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. Must he not have known, felt, imagined, rejoiced in things that would not be told in human words, could not be understood by human hearts? Was he not always bringing forth out of the light inaccessible? Was not his very human form a veil hung over the face of the truth that, even in part by dimming the effulgence of the glory, it might reveal? What could be conveyed must be thus conveyed: an infinite More must lie behind. And even of those things that might be partially revealed to men, could he talk to his Father and talk to his disciples in altogether the same forms, in altogether the same words? Would what he said to God on the mountain-tops, in the dim twilight or the gray dawn, never be such that his disciples could have understood it no more than the people, when the voice of God spoke to him from heaven, could distinguish that voice from the inarticulate thunderings of the element?
With this in mind, I invite you to consider how much God must know that we cannot grasp. Reflect on the depth of truth embodied by our Lord, from whose divine darkness emerged that revealing face, that uplifting voice, and those hands whose kindness has elevated us, radiating all holy meanings of humanity. Think about his understanding, imagination, and heart, in which the treasures of wisdom and knowledge reside. Must he not have known, felt, imagined, and rejoiced in things that could not be expressed in human language or understood by human hearts? Was he not constantly bringing forth from the inaccessible light? Was not his very human form a veil over the truth that, even while dimming the brilliance of the glory, aimed to reveal it? What could be shared had to be limited this way: an infinite depth must exist behind it. And of the things that might be partially disclosed to people, could he speak with his Father and communicate with his disciples in exactly the same ways and using the same words? Would what he conveyed to God on the mountain tops, in the fading twilight or the gray dawn, ever be something his disciples could understand, any more than the people could interpret the voice of God when it spoke to him from heaven, distinguishing it from the indistinct rumblings of nature?
There is no attempt made to convey to us even the substance of the battle of those forty days. Such a conflict of spirit as for forty days absorbed all the human necessities of The Man in the cares of the Godhead could not be rendered into forms intelligible to us, or rather, could not be in itself intelligible to us, and therefore could not take any form of which we could lay hold. It is not till the end of those forty days that the divine event begins to dawn out from the sacred depths of the eternal thought, becomes human enough to be made to appear, admits of utterance, becomes capable of being spoken in human forms to the ears of men, though yet only in a dark saying, which he that hath ears to hear may hear, and he that hath a heart to understand may understand. For the mystery is not left behind, nor can the speech be yet clear unto men.
There’s no effort made to show us even the essence of the battle from those forty days. A struggle of spirit that consumed all of The Man's human needs in the concerns of the divine during those forty days couldn’t be expressed in ways we understand, or rather, it couldn’t even be comprehensible to us, and therefore couldn’t take on any form we could grasp. It’s only at the end of those forty days that the divine event starts to emerge from the deepness of eternal thought, becoming human enough to be visible, allowing for expression, and able to be communicated in human language to the ears of people, albeit still in a vague way, which those who have ears to hear can perceive, and those who have a heart to understand can grasp. The mystery isn’t left behind, nor can the message be fully clear to people yet.
At the same moment when the approaching event comes within human ken, may from afar be dimly descried by the God-upheld intelligence, the same humanity seizes on the Master, and he is an hungered. The first sign that he has come back to us, that the strife is approaching its human result, is his hunger. On what a sea of endless life do we float, are our poor necessities sustained—not the poorest of them dissociated from the divine! Emerging from the storms of the ocean of divine thought and feeling into the shallower waters that lave the human shore, bearing with him the treasures won in the strife, our Lord is straightway an hungered; and from this moment the temptation is human, and can be in some measure understood by us.
At the same moment the upcoming event becomes visible to us, it can also be faintly seen by the divine intelligence. At that moment, humanity reaches out to the Master, who feels hunger. His hunger is our first sign that he has returned to us, indicating that the struggle is nearing its human outcome. We float on an endless sea of life, sustained by our basic needs—which are never completely separate from the divine! Emerging from the storms of divine thought and emotion into the calmer waters of the human shore, carrying with him the treasures gained from the struggle, our Lord immediately feels hunger; and from this point on, the temptation he faces is a human one that we can somewhat grasp.
But could it even then have been conveyed to the human mind in merely intellectual forms? Or, granting that it might, could it be so conveyed to those who were only beginning to have the vaguest, most error-mingled and confused notions about our Lord and what he came to do? No. The inward experiences of our Lord, such as could be conveyed to them at all, could be conveyed to them only in a parable. For far plainer things than these, our Lord chose this form. The form of the parable is the first in which truth will admit of being embodied. Nor is this all: it is likewise the fullest; and to the parable will the teacher of the truth ever return. Is he who asserts that the passage contains a simple narrative of actual events, prepared to believe, as the story, so interpreted, indubitably gives us to understand, that a visible demon came to our Lord and, himself the prince of worldly wisdom, thought, by quoting Scripture after the manner of the priests, to persuade a good man to tempt God; thought, by the promise of power, to prevail upon him to cast aside every claim he had upon the human race, in falling down and worshipping one whom he knew to be the adversary of Truth, of Humanity, of God? How could Satan be so foolish? or, if Satan might be so foolish, wherein could such temptation so presented have tempted our Lord? and wherein would a victory over such be a victory for the race?
But could it have been expressed to the human mind in just intellectual terms? Or, even if it could, could it be communicated to those who were just starting to have the faintest, most confused and mixed-up ideas about our Lord and what he came to do? No. The inner experiences of our Lord, in a way that could be shared, could only be shared through a parable. For much clearer ideas than these, our Lord chose this form. The parable is the first way in which truth can be expressed. And that's not all: it's also the most complete; and the teacher of truth will always return to the parable. Is anyone who claims that the passage contains a straightforward account of real events willing to believe, as the story clearly suggests, that a visible demon approached our Lord and, as the prince of worldly wisdom, thought that by quoting Scripture like the priests, he could convince a good man to test God? Did he think that by promising power, he could get him to abandon every responsibility he had towards humanity by bowing down and worshiping someone he knew was the enemy of Truth, Humanity, and God? How could Satan be so foolish? Or, if Satan could be that foolish, how could such a temptation ever have been tempting to our Lord? And how would a victory over such a temptation be a victory for humanity?
Told as a parable, it is as full of meaning as it would be bare if received as a narrative.
Told as a parable, it is as full of meaning as it would be empty if received as a story.
Our Lord spake then this parable unto them, and so conveyed more of the truth with regard to his temptation in the wilderness, than could have been conveyed by any other form in which the truth he wanted to give them might have been embodied. Still I do not think it follows that we have it exactly as he told it to his disciples. A man will hear but what he can hear, will see but what he can see, and, telling the story again, can tell but what he laid hold of, what he seemed to himself to understand. His effort to reproduce the impression made upon his mind will, as well as the impression itself, be liable to numberless altering, modifying, even, in a measure, discomposing influences. But it does not, therefore, follow that the reproduction is false. The mighty hosts of life-bearing worlds, requiring for the freedom of their courses, and the glory of their changes, such awful abysses of space, dwindle in the human eye to seeds of light sown upon a blue plain. How faint in the ears of man is the voice of their sphere-born thunder of adoration! Yet are they lovely indeed, uttering speech and teaching knowledge. So this story may not be just as the Lord told it, and yet may contain in its mirror as much of the truth as we are able to receive, and as will afford us sufficient scope for a life's discovery. The modifying influences of the human channels may be essential to God's revealing mode. It is only by seeing them first from afar that we learn the laws of the heavens.
Our Lord then told them this parable, conveying more of the truth about his temptation in the wilderness than could be expressed in any other way. However, I don’t think it means we have it exactly as he shared it with his disciples. A person will hear only what they can understand, see only what they can perceive, and when retelling the story, they can only share what they grasped and what made sense to them. Their attempt to recreate the impact on their mind, as well as the impact itself, will be subject to countless influences that could alter, modify, or even somewhat distort it. But that doesn’t mean the retelling is untrue. The vast multitude of life-giving worlds, needing the vastness of space for their movement and the beauty of their transformations, shrink in the human eye to mere points of light scattered on a blue surface. How faint is the sound of their cosmic thunder in human ears! Yet they are indeed beautiful, expressing ideas and imparting knowledge. So, this story may not be exactly as the Lord originally shared it, but it may still reflect as much of the truth as we can understand, providing us enough room for a lifetime of exploration. The influences of human interpretation could be essential to how God reveals truths. It's only by observing them from a distance that we learn the laws of the universe.
And now arises the question upon the right answer to which depends the whole elucidation of the story: How could the Son of God be tempted?
And now the question comes up on which the entire explanation of the story depends: How could the Son of God be tempted?
If any one say that he was not moved by those temptations, he must be told that then they were no temptations to him, and he was not tempted; nor was his victory of more significance than that of the man who, tempted to bear false witness against his neighbour, abstains from robbing him of his goods. For human need, struggle, and hope, it bears no meaning; and we must reject the whole as a fantastic folly of crude invention; a mere stage-show; a lie for the poor sake of the fancied truth; a doing of evil that good might come; and, with how many fragments soever of truth its mud may be filled, not in any way to be received as a divine message.
If anyone claims that they weren't affected by those temptations, they need to understand that they weren't actually temptations for them, and they weren't tempted at all; nor does their victory mean anything more than that of a person who, tempted to lie about their neighbor, chooses not to steal from them. For human need, struggle, and hope, it holds no value; we must dismiss the whole idea as a ridiculous invention; a mere performance; a lie for the sake of a supposed truth; doing wrong so that good might come of it; and, no matter how many bits of truth it contains, it shouldn't be taken as a divine message in any way.
But asserting that these were real temptations if the story is to be received at all, am I not involving myself in a greater difficulty still? For how could the Son of God be tempted with evil—with that which must to him appear in its true colours of discord, its true shapes of deformity? Or how could he then be the Son of his Father who cannot be tempted with evil?
But if I say these were real temptations, isn't that creating an even bigger problem? How could the Son of God be tempted by evil—by something that must, to Him, look clearly like chaos, like true ugliness? And how could He be the Son of His Father, who cannot be tempted by evil?
In the answer to this lies the centre, the essential germ of the whole interpretation: He was not tempted with Evil but with Good; with inferior forms of good, that is, pressing in upon him, while the higher forms of good held themselves aloof, biding their time, that is, God's time. I do not believe that the Son of God could be tempted with evil, but I do believe that he could be tempted with good—to yield to which temptation would have been evil in him—ruin to the universe. But does not all evil come from good?
In the answer to this lies the center, the essential core of the whole interpretation: He was not tempted with Evil but with Good; with lesser forms of good, that is, pressing in on him, while the higher forms of good kept their distance, waiting for the right moment, that is, God's moment. I don't believe that the Son of God could be tempted by evil, but I do believe that he could be tempted by good—giving in to that temptation would have been evil in him—ruin for the universe. But doesn’t all evil come from good?
Yes; but it has come from it. It is no longer good. A good corrupted is no longer a good. Such could not tempt our Lord. Revenge may originate in a sense of justice, but it is revenge not justice; an evil thing, for it would be fearfully unjust. Evil is evil whatever it may have come from. The Lord could not have felt tempted to take vengeance upon his enemies, but he might have felt tempted to destroy the wicked from the face of the earth—to destroy them from the face of the earth, I say, not to destroy them for ever. To that I do not think he could have felt tempted.
Yes; but it has come from it. It's no longer good. A good thing that's been corrupted is no longer good. That couldn't tempt our Lord. Revenge might start from a sense of justice, but it's still revenge, not justice; an evil thing, because it would be incredibly unjust. Evil is evil no matter where it comes from. The Lord wouldn't have felt tempted to take vengeance on his enemies, but he might have felt tempted to wipe the wicked off the face of the earth—to wipe them off the face of the earth, I mean, not to destroy them forever. I don't think he could have felt tempted by that.
But we shall find illustration enough of what I mean in the matter itself. Let us look at the individual temptations represented in the parable.
But we'll find plenty of examples of what I'm talking about in the situation itself. Let's examine the individual temptations shown in the parable.
The informing idea which led to St Matthew's arrangement seems to me superior to that showing itself in St Luke's. In the two accounts, the closes, while each is profoundly significant, are remarkably different.
The main idea behind St Matthew's arrangement seems to me better than the one in St Luke's. In the two accounts, the conclusions, while both very important, are strikingly different.
Now let us follow St Matthew's record.
Now let's look at St. Matthew's account.
And we shall see how the devil tempted him to evil, but not with evil.
And we will see how the devil tempted him to do wrong, but not with wrongdoing.
First, He was hungry, and the devil said, Make bread of this stone.
First, He was hungry, and the devil said, Turn this stone into bread.
The Lord had been fasting for forty days—a fast impossible except during intense mental absorption. Let no one think to glorify this fast by calling it miraculous. Wonderful such fasts are on record on the part of holy men; and inasmuch as the Lord was more of a man than his brethren, insomuch might he be farther withdrawn in the depths of his spiritual humanity from the outer region of his physical nature. So much the slower would be the goings on of that nature; and fasting in his case might thus be extended beyond the utmost limits of similar fasts in others. This, I believe, was all—and this all infinite in its relations. This is the grandest, simplest, and most significant, and, therefore, the divinest way of regarding his fast. Hence, at the end of the forty days, it was not hunger alone that made food tempting to him, but that exhaustion of the whole system, wasting itself all the time it was forgotten, which, reacting on the mind when the mind was already worn out with its own tension, must have deadened it so, that (speaking after the experience of his brethren, which alone will explain his,) it could for the time see or feel nothing of the spiritual, and could only believe in the unfelt, the unseen. What a temptation was here! There is no sin in wishing to eat; no sin in procuring food honestly that one may eat. But it rises even into an awful duty, when a man knows that to eat will restore the lost vision of the eternal; will, operating on the brain, and thence on the mind, render the man capable of hope as well as of faith, of gladness as well as of confidence, of praise as well as of patience. Why then should he not eat? Why should he not put forth the power that was in him that he might eat? Because such power was his, not to take care of himself, but to work the work of him that sent him. Such power was his not even to honour his Father save as his Father chose to be honoured, who is far more honoured in the ordinary way of common wonders, than in the extraordinary way of miracles. Because it was God's business to take care of him, his to do what the Father told him to do. To make that stone bread would be to take the care out of the Father's hands, and turn the divinest thing in the universe into the merest commonplace of self-preservation.
The Lord had been fasting for forty days—a fast that’s only possible through deep mental focus. Let’s not pretend this fast was miraculous. Extraordinary fasts are documented from holy figures; and since the Lord was more human than his peers, he might have been even more deeply immersed in his spiritual humanity, distancing himself from his physical self. This means the processes of his physical body would be much slower; fasting for him could stretch beyond what others experienced. This, I believe, was everything—and this everything holds infinite connections. This is the simplest, grandest, and most meaningful way to view his fast, and thus, at the end of those forty days, it wasn’t just hunger that made food appealing to him, but the total exhaustion of his body, which wasted away all the while it was ignored. This exhaustion would have impacted his mind, which was already strained from its own intensity, making it numb to spiritual matters and only able to believe in the unseen and unfelt. What a temptation this was! There’s no sin in wanting to eat; no sin in seeking food honestly to sustain oneself. But it becomes a serious duty when a person knows that eating will restore their vision of the eternal; it will, through its effect on the brain and thus on the mind, enable hope alongside faith, joy alongside confidence, and praise alongside patience. So why shouldn’t he eat? Why shouldn’t he use the power within him to do so? Because that power was not just for his own care but to fulfill the mission of the one who sent him. That power was not even meant for honoring his Father except in the way his Father desired to be honored, who is honored far more through ordinary wonders than through extraordinary miracles. It was God's responsibility to take care of him; his responsibility was to follow his Father’s commands. Turning that stone into bread would be taking care out of the Father’s hands, reducing the most divine thing in existence to a mere act of self-preservation.
And in nothing was he to be beyond his brethren, save in faith. No refuge for him, any more than for them, save in the love and care of the Father. Other refuge, let it be miraculous power or what you will, would be but hell to him. God is refuge. God is life. "Was he not to eat when it came in his way? And did not the bread come in his way, when his power met that which could be changed into it?"
And in nothing was he to be better than his brothers, except for his faith. He had no refuge, just like them, except in the love and care of the Father. Any other refuge, whether it was miraculous power or anything else, would have been torment for him. God is refuge. God is life. "Was he not supposed to eat when food was available to him? And didn’t the bread come his way when his power met what could be turned into it?"
Regard that word changed. The whole matter lies in that. Changed from what? From what God had made it. Changed into what? Into what he did not make it. Why changed? Because the Son was hungry, and the Father would not feed him with food convenient for him! The Father did not give him a stone when he asked for bread. It was Satan that brought the stone and told him to provide for himself. The Father said, That is a stone. The Son would not say, That is a loaf. No one creative fiat shall contradict another. The Father and the Son are of one mind. The Lord could hunger, could starve, but would not change into another thing what his Father had made one thing. [Footnote: There was no such change in the feeding of the multitudes. The fish and the bread were fish and bread before. I think this is significant as regards the true nature of a miracle, and its relation to the ordinary ways of God. There was in these miracles, and I think in all, only a hastening of appearances; the doing of that in a day, which may ordinarily take a thousand years, for with God time is not what it is with us. He makes it. And the hastening of a process does not interfere in the least with cause and effect in the process, nor does it render the process one whit more miraculous. In deed, the wonder of the growing corn is to me greater than the wonder of feeding the thousands. It is easier to understand the creative power going forth at once—immediately—than through the countless, the lovely, the seemingly forsaken wonders of the corn-field. To the merely scientific man all this is pure nonsense, or at best belongs to the region of the fancy. The time will come, I think, when he will see that there is more in it, namely, a higher reason, a loftier science, how incorrectly soever herein indicated.]
Consider the word changed. That's the core of the issue. Changed from what? From what God had created. Changed into what? Into something He did not create. Why change? Because the Son was hungry, and the Father wouldn’t give him food that was suitable for him! The Father didn’t give him a stone when he asked for bread. It was Satan who brought the stone and told him to take care of himself. The Father said, "That is a stone." The Son wouldn’t say, "That is a loaf." No act of creation fiat will contradict another. The Father and the Son are united in purpose. The Lord could feel hunger, could starve, but He wouldn’t change into something else what His Father had made as a specific thing. [Footnote: There was no such change in feeding the multitudes. The fish and the bread were fish and bread beforehand. I think this is significant concerning the true nature of a miracle and its relationship to the ordinary ways of God. In these miracles, and I believe in all, there was only a speed-up of appearances; accomplishing in a day what ordinarily might take a thousand years, for with God, time is not as it is with us. He creates it. And speeding up a process does not interfere with cause and effect in the process, nor does it make the process any more miraculous. Indeed, the wonder of growing corn is, to me, greater than the wonder of feeding the thousands. It's easier to grasp the creative power acting all at once—immediately—than through the countless, beautiful, seemingly overlooked wonders of the cornfield. To the strictly scientific person, all this is complete nonsense, or at best belongs to the realm of fantasy. I think a time will come when they will realize there’s more to it—a higher reasoning, a deeper understanding, however incorrectly indicated here.]
If we regard the answer he gave the devil, we shall see the root of the matter at once: "Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God." Yea even by the word which made that stone that stone. Everything is all right. It is life indeed for him to leave that a stone, which the Father had made a stone. It would be death to him to alter one word that He had spoken.
If we look at the answer he gave to the devil, we can instantly see the essence of the matter: "Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God." Yes, even by the word that created that stone. Everything is just fine. It truly is life for him to keep that a stone, which the Father made a stone. It would be death for him to change even one word that He spoke.
"Man shall not live by bread alone." There are other ways of living besides that which comes by bread. A man will live by the word of God, by what God says to him, by what God means between Him and him, by the truths of being which the Father alone can reveal to his child, by the communion of love between them. Without the bread he will die, as men say; but he will not find that he dies. He will only find that the tent which hid the stars from him is gone, and that he can see the heavens; or rather, the earthly house will melt away from around him, and he will find that he has a palace-home about him, another and loftier word of God clothing upon him. So the man lives by the word of God even in refusing the bread which God does not give him, for, instead of dying because he does not eat, he rises into a higher life even of the same kind.
"People should not live by bread alone." There are other ways to live beyond just what comes from bread. A person will thrive on the word of God, on what God conveys to them, on the meaning between them and Him, on the truths of existence that only the Father can reveal to His child, through the bond of love they share. Without bread, people say he will perish; yet he won’t actually experience death. He will simply discover that the tent obscuring the stars has vanished, and he can now see the sky; or rather, the earthly shelter will fade away, and he will realize he has a magnificent home around him, another and grander expression of God’s word enveloping him. Thus, the man lives by the word of God even while rejecting the bread that God has not provided, for instead of dying due to a lack of food, he ascends to a higher form of life of the same nature.
For I have been speaking of the consciousness of existence, and not of that higher spiritual life on which all other life depends. That of course can for no one moment exist save from the heart of God. When a man tries to live by bread and not by the word that comes out of that heart of God, he may think he lives, but he begins to die or is dead. Our Lord says, "I can do without the life that comes of bread: without the life that comes of the word of my Father, I die indeed." Therefore he does not think twice about the matter. That God's will be done is all his care. That done, all will be right, and all right with him, whether he thinks about himself or not. For the Father does not forget the child who is so busy trusting in him, that he cares not even to pray for himself.
For I've been talking about the awareness of existence, not that higher spiritual life that all other life relies on. That can only exist for even a moment if it comes from the heart of God. When someone tries to live on bread alone and ignores the word that comes from God's heart, they might think they're alive, but they start to fade away or are already dead. Our Lord says, "I can live without the life from bread, but without the life that comes from my Father's word, I'm truly dead." So he doesn’t hesitate about it. His only concern is that God's will is done. Once that’s taken care of, everything will be okay, and he’ll be fine whether he thinks about himself or not. Because the Father doesn’t forget the child who is so focused on trusting Him that they don’t even bother to pray for themselves.
In the higher aspect of this first temptation, arising from the fact that a man cannot feel the things he believes except under certain conditions of physical well-being dependent upon food, the answer is the same: A man does not live by his feelings any more than by bread, but by the Truth, that is, the Word, the Will, the uttered Being of God.
In the deeper meaning of this first temptation, stemming from the idea that a person can only truly feel the things they believe under specific conditions of physical health that rely on food, the answer remains the same: A person doesn’t live by their feelings any more than by bread, but by the Truth, which is the Word, the Will, the expressed Being of God.
I am even ashamed to yield here to the necessity of writing what is but as milk for babes, when I would gladly utter, if I might, only that which would be as bread for men and women. What I must say is this: that, by the Word of God, I do not understand The Bible. The Bible is a Word of God, the chief of his written words, because it tells us of The Word, the Christ; but everything God has done and given man to know is a word of his, a will of his; and inasmuch as it is a will of his, it is a necessity to man, without which he cannot live: the reception of it is man's life. For inasmuch as God's utterances are a whole, every smallest is essential: he speaks no foolishness—there are with him no vain repetitions. But by the word of the God and not Maker only, who is God just because he speaks to men, I must understand, in the deepest sense, every revelation of Himself in the heart and consciousness of man, so that the man knows that God is there, nay, rather, that he is here. Even Christ himself is not The Word of God in the deepest sense to a man, until he is this Revelation of God to the man,—until the Spirit that is the meaning in the Word has come to him,—until the speech is not a sound as of thunder, but the voice of words; for a word is more than an utterance— it is a sound to be understood. No word, I say, is fully a Word of God until it is a Word to man, until the man therein recognizes God. This is that for which the word is spoken. The words of God are as the sands and the stars,—they cannot be numbered; but the end of all and each is this—to reveal God. Nor, moreover, can the man know that any one of them is the word of God, save as it comes thus to him, is a revelation of God in him. It is to him that it may be in him; but till it is in him he cannot know that it was to him. God must be God in man before man can know that he is God, or that he has received aright, and for that for which it was spoken, any one of his words. [Footnote: No doubt the humble spirit will receive the testimony of every one whom he reveres, and look in the direction indicated for a word from the Father; but till he thus receives it in his heart, he cannot know what the word spoken of is.]
I'm almost embarrassed to give in to the need to write what's really just simple stuff for beginners when I would prefer to express, if I could, only what would nourish adults. What I need to say is this: by the Word of God, I don't mean The Bible. The Bible is a Word of God, the most significant of his written words, because it tells us about The Word, Christ; but everything God has done and given us to understand is a word from Him, a part of His will; and since it is part of His will, it is essential for us to live: accepting it is our life. Since God's words are a complete unit, even the smallest part is essential: He speaks no nonsense—there are no empty repetitions with Him. However, by the word of the God who is not just a Creator, but who is God because He speaks to us, I must understand, in the deepest sense, every revelation of Himself in our hearts and minds, so that we know God is present—indeed, that He is here. Even Christ himself isn't The Word of God in the deepest sense for a person until He is this Revelation of God to that person—until the Spirit, which conveys the meaning of the Word, has come to him—until the message isn't just a thunderous sound but a voice with meaning; because a word is more than just a sound—it must be understood. No word, I say, is fully a Word of God until it is a Word to a person, until that person recognizes God within it. This is why the word is spoken. God's words are like the sands and the stars—they can't be counted; but the purpose of all of them is to reveal God. Moreover, a person can only know that any of them is a word of God if it comes to him as a revelation of God within him. It is to him that it can be in him; but until it is in him, he can't know that it was to him. God must be God in man before man can recognize that He is God or that he has received correctly and for the purpose it was intended any of His words. [Footnote: Surely, a humble spirit will accept the testimony of anyone they respect and look in the direction mentioned for a word from the Father; but until they receive it in their heart, they cannot know what the spoken word means.]
If, by any will of God—that is, any truth in him—we live, we live by it tenfold when that will has become a word to us. When we receive it, his will becomes our will, and so we live by God. But the word of God once understood, a man must live by the faith of what God is, and not by his own feelings even in regard to God. It is the Truth itself, that which God is, known by what goeth out of his mouth, that man lives by. And when he can no longer feel the truth, he shall not therefore die. He lives because God is true; and he is able to know that he lives because he knows, having once understood the word, that God is truth. He believes in the God of former vision, lives by that word therefore, when all is dark and there is no vision.
If, by any will of God—that is, by any truth in Him—we live, we thrive even more when that will becomes a word to us. When we embrace it, His will becomes our will, and that’s how we live by God. But once we understand the word of God, a person must live by faith in who God is, not by their own feelings, even when it comes to God. It is the Truth itself, what God is, known through what comes out of His mouth, that a person lives by. And when they can no longer feel the truth, they won’t die because of it. They live because God is true; and they can know they are alive because they understand, having once grasped the word, that God is truth. They believe in the God of past visions and live by that word even when everything is dark and there is no vision.
We now come to the second attempt of the Enemy. "Then if God is to be so trusted, try him. Fain would I see the result. Shew thyself his darling. Here is the word itself for it: He shall give his angels charge concerning thee; not a stone shall hurt thee. Take him at his word. Throw thyself down, and strike the conviction into me that thou art the Son of God. For thou knowest thou dost not look like what thou sayest thou art."
We now come to the second attempt of the Enemy. "So if God is so trustworthy, go ahead and test Him. I’d love to see what happens. Show everyone that you’re His favorite. Here’s the very word for it: He will give His angels charge over you; no stone will harm you. Take Him at His word. Jump down and convince me that you really are the Son of God. Because you know you don’t look like what you claim to be."
Again, with a written word, in return, the Lord meets him. And he does not quote the scripture for logical purposes—to confute Satan intellectually, but as giving even Satan the reason of his conduct. Satan quotes Scripture as a verbal authority; our Lord meets him with a Scripture by the truth in which he regulates his conduct.
Again, with a written word, in return, the Lord meets him. And he does not quote the scripture for logical purposes—to outsmart Satan intellectually, but as a way to explain his actions, even to Satan. Satan quotes Scripture as a mere verbal authority; our Lord responds with a Scripture that reflects the truth guiding his behavior.
If we examine it, we shall find that this answer contains the same principle as the former, namely this, that to the Son of God the will of God is Life. It was a temptation to shew the powers of the world that he was the Son of God; that to him the elements were subject; that he was above the laws of Nature, because he was the Eternal Son; and thus stop the raging of the heathen, and the vain imaginations of the people. It would be but to shew them the truth. But he was the Son of God: what was his Father's will? Such was not the divine way of convincing the world of sin, of righteousness, of judgment. If the Father told him to cast himself down, that moment the pinnacle pointed naked to the sky. If the devil threw him down, let God send his angels; or, if better, allow him to be dashed to pieces in the valley below. But never will he forestall the divine will. The Father shall order what comes next. The Son will obey. In the path of his work he will turn aside for no stone. There let the angels bear him in their hands if need be. But he will not choose the path because there is a stone in it. He will not choose at all. He will go where the Spirit leads him.
If we take a closer look, we’ll see that this answer holds the same principle as the previous one: for the Son of God, the will of God is Life. It was a temptation to demonstrate to the powers of the world that he was the Son of God; that the elements were under his control; that he was above the laws of Nature because he was the Eternal Son; and thereby silence the fury of the nations and the empty thoughts of the people. It would simply reveal the truth to them. But he was the Son of God: what did his Father's will require? This was not the divine way to convince the world of sin, righteousness, and judgment. If the Father told him to throw himself down, the moment he would face the sky from the pinnacle. If the devil pushed him down, let God send his angels; or, better yet, allow him to be shattered in the valley below. But he will never preempt the divine will. The Father will decide what happens next. The Son will follow. On the path of his mission, he won't divert for any obstacle. Let the angels catch him if necessary. But he won't choose his path based on the presence of a stone in it. He won't choose at all. He will go where the Spirit leads him.
I think this will throw some light upon the words of our Lord, "If ye have faith and doubt not, if ye shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done." Good people, amongst them John Bunyan, have been tempted to tempt the Lord their God upon the strength of this saying, just as Satan sought to tempt our Lord on the strength of the passage he quoted from the Psalms. Happily for such, the assurance to which they would give the name of faith generally fails them in time. Faith is that which, knowing the Lord's will, goes and does it; or, not knowing it, stands and waits, content in ignorance as in knowledge, because God wills; neither pressing into the hidden future, nor careless of the knowledge which opens the path of action. It is its noblest exercise to act with uncertainty of the result, when the duty itself is certain, or even when a course seems with strong probability to be duty. [Footnote: In the latter case a man may be mistaken, and his work will be burned, but by that very fire he will be saved. Nothing saves a man more than the burning of his work, except the doing of work that can stand the fire.] But to put God to the question in any other way than by saying, What wilt thou have me to do? is an attempt to compel God to declare himself, or to hasten his work. This probably was the sin of Judas. It is presumption of a kind similar to the making of a stone into bread. It is, as it were, either a forcing of God to act where he has created no need for action, or the making of a case wherein he shall seem to have forfeited his word if he does not act. The man is therein dissociating himself from God so far that, instead of acting by the divine will from within, he acts in God's face, as it were, to see what he will do. Man's first business is, "What does God want me to do?" not "What will God do if I do so and so?" To tempt a parent after the flesh in such a manner would be impertinence: to tempt God so is the same vice in its highest form—a natural result of that condition of mind which is worse than all the so-called cardinal sins, namely, spiritual pride, which attributes the tenderness and love of God not to man's being and man's need, but to some distinguishing excellence in the individual himself, which causes the Father to love him better than his fellows, and so pass by his faults with a smile. Not thus did the Son of God regard his relation to his Father. The faith which will remove mountains is that confidence in God which comes from seeking nothing but his will. A man who was thus faithful would die of hunger sooner than say to the stone, Be bread; would meet the scoffs of the unbelieving without reply and with apparent defeat, sooner than say to the mountain, Be thou cast into the sea, even if he knew that it would be torn from its foundations at the word, except he knew first that God would have it so.
I think this sheds light on the words of our Lord, "If you have faith and don’t doubt, if you say to this mountain, 'Be removed and thrown into the sea,' it will be done." Good people, including John Bunyan, have been tempted to test the Lord their God based on this statement, just like Satan tried to tempt our Lord by quoting from the Psalms. Fortunately, the certainty they would call faith usually fails them in time. Faith is knowing the Lord’s will, acting on it; or, if uncertain, waiting patiently, content in ignorance as well as in knowledge, because it’s God’s will; neither pushing into the unknown future nor ignoring the knowledge that guides action. Its highest expression is to act with uncertainty of the outcome when the duty itself is clear, or even when something seems very likely to be the right thing to do. [Footnote: In that case, a person might be wrong, and their work will be burned, but through that very fire, they will be saved. Nothing saves a person more than the burning of their work, except for doing work that can withstand the flames.] But questioning God in any way other than by asking, "What do you want me to do?" is an attempt to force God to reveal himself or speed up his work. This could likely have been Judas's sin. It’s a presumption similar to turning a stone into bread. It’s, in a sense, a way of pressuring God to act when there is no need for action, or creating a scenario where it seems he would break his promise if he doesn’t act. In doing so, a person distances themselves from God, acting in defiance as if to see how He will respond. A person's main focus should be, "What does God want me to do?" not "What will God do if I act a certain way?" To challenge a parent this way would be rude; to tempt God is the same flaw in its most extreme form—a natural result of a mindset that is worse than all the so-called cardinal sins—spiritual pride, which sees God's tenderness and love not as a response to human need, but attributed to some special quality in the individual that makes the Father favor them over others, allowing him to overlook their faults. The Son of God did not view His relationship with His Father this way. The faith that can move mountains is the trust in God that arises from seeking only His will. A faithful person would rather starve than tell a stone, Be bread; they would endure the scorn of unbelievers without a word and with a veneer of defeat, rather than tell the mountain, Be thrown into the sea, even if they knew it would be uprooted at their command, unless they first knew that God wanted it that way.
And thus I am naturally brought to consider more fully how this should be a real temptation to the Son of Man. It would be good to confound his adversaries; to force conviction upon them that he was the God-supported messenger he declared himself. Why should he have Adversaries a moment longer to interfere between him and the willing hearts which would believe if they could? The answer to all this was plain to our Lord, and is plain to us now: It was not the way of the Father's will. It would not fall in with that gradual development of life and history by which the Father works, and which must be the way to breed free, God-loving wills. It would be violent, theatrical, therefore poor in nature and in result,—not God-like in any way. Everything in God's doing comes harmoniously with and from all the rest. Son of Man, his history shall be a man's history, shall be The Man's history. Shall that begin with an exception? Yet it might well be a temptation to Him who longed to do all he could for men. He was the Son of God: why should not the sons of God know it?
And so, I naturally find myself thinking more deeply about how this should really be a temptation for the Son of Man. It would be great to silence his opponents; to force them to realize that he was the messenger from God he claimed to be. Why should he have adversaries for even a moment, standing in the way of the willing hearts that would believe if they could? The answer to all this was clear to our Lord, and it’s clear to us now: It wasn’t the Father’s will. It wouldn’t align with the gradual unfolding of life and history through which the Father works, which is necessary to cultivate free, God-loving wills. It would be forceful, dramatic, and therefore lacking in substance and outcome—not God-like at all. Everything in God’s actions comes together harmoniously with everything else. The Son of Man’s story will be a human story, will be the story of humanity. Should that begin with an exception? Yet it could definitely be a temptation for Him who wanted to do everything possible for people. He was the Son of God; why shouldn’t the sons of God know this?
But as this temptation in the wilderness was an epitome and type of the temptations to come, against which for forty days he had been making himself strong, revolving truth beyond our reach, in whose light every commonest duty was awful and divine, a vision fit almost to oppress a God in his humiliation, so we shall understand the whole better if we look at his life in relation to it. As he refused to make stones bread, so throughout that life he never wrought a miracle to help himself; as he refused to cast himself from the temple to convince Satan or glory visibly in his Sonship, so he steadily refused to give the sign which the human Satans demanded, notwithstanding the offer of conviction which they held forth to bribe him to the grant. How easy it seems to have confounded them, and strengthened his followers! But such conviction would stand in the way of a better conviction in his disciples, and would do his adversaries only harm. For neither could not in any true sense be convinced by such a show: it could but prove his power. It might prove so far the presence of a God; but would it prove that God? Would it bring him nearer to them, who could not see him in the face of his Son? To say Thou art God, without knowing what the Thou means—of what use is it? God is a name only, except we know God. Our Lord did not care to be so acknowledged.
But just as this temptation in the wilderness was a preview and representation of the temptations to come, against which he had been preparing himself for forty days, contemplating truths beyond our understanding, in whose light even the simplest duty felt both terrifying and divine—almost enough to burden a God in his lowly state—so we will grasp the whole picture better if we consider his life in that context. Just as he refused to turn stones into bread, he never performed a miracle for his own benefit throughout that life; and just as he declined to throw himself from the temple to prove himself to Satan or publicly display his Sonship, he consistently turned down the signs that the human Satans demanded, despite the promise of conviction they dangled to tempt him. It seems easy to have silenced them and strengthened his followers! But such conviction would have obstructed a deeper understanding in his disciples and would only harm his adversaries. For neither could truly be convinced by such a spectacle: it could only demonstrate his power. It might suggest the presence of a God, but would it confirm that God? Would it draw him closer to those who could not recognize him in the face of his Son? To say Thou art God, without truly understanding what Thou means—what good is that? God is merely a title unless we know God. Our Lord didn't seek such recognition.
On the same principle, the very miracles which from their character did partially reveal his character to those who already had faith in him, he would not do where unbelief predominated. He often avoided cities and crowds, and declined mighty works because of unbelief. Except for the loving help they gave the distressed, revealing him to their hearts as the Redeemer from evil, I doubt if he would have wrought a single miracle. I do not think he cared much about them. Certainly, as regarded the onlookers, he did not expect much to result from those mighty deeds. A mere marvel is practically soon forgotten, and long before it is forgotten, many minds have begun to doubt the senses, their own even, which communicated it. Inward sight alone can convince of truth; signs and wonders never. No number of signs can do more than convey a probability that he who shews them knows that of which he speaks. They cannot convey the truth. But the vision of the truth itself, in the knowledge of itself, a something altogether beyond the region of signs and wonders, is the power of God, is salvation. This vision was in the Lord's face and form to the pure in heart who were able to see God; but not in his signs and wonders to those who sought after such. Yet it is easy to see how the temptation might for a moment work upon a mind that longed to enter upon its labours with the credentials of its truth. How the true heart longs to be received by its brethren—to be known in its truth! But no. The truth must show itself in God's time, in and by the labour. The kingdom must come in God's holy human way. Not by a stroke of grandeur, but by years of love, yea, by centuries of seeming bafflement, by aeons of labour, must he grow into the hearts of the sons and daughters of his Father in heaven. The Lord himself will be bound by the changeless laws which are the harmony of the Fathers being and utterance. He will be, not seem. He will be, and thereby, not therefore, seem. Yet, once more, even on him, the idea of asserting the truth in holy power such as he could have put forth, must have dawned in grandeur. The thought was good: to have yielded to it would have been the loss of the world; nay, far worse—ill inconceivable to the human mind—the God of obedience had fallen from his throne, and—all is blackness.
On the same principle, the very miracles that partially revealed his character to those who already believed in him weren’t performed where skepticism was dominant. He often steered clear of cities and crowds and refrained from great works because of disbelief. Besides the loving help given to those in distress, which revealed him as the Redeemer from evil, I doubt he would have performed a single miracle. I don't think he cared much about them. For the spectators, he certainly didn’t expect much to come from those mighty acts. A mere spectacle is quickly forgotten, and even before it fades, many people start to doubt their own senses that conveyed it. Only inner vision can affirm the truth; signs and wonders cannot. No amount of signs can do more than suggest that the one showing them knows what he’s talking about. They can’t convey the truth. But the vision of the truth itself, in its own knowledge, is something entirely beyond signs and wonders, is the power of God, is salvation. This vision was evident in the Lord’s face and form to the pure in heart who were able to see God; but it was absent in his signs and wonders to those who sought only those. Yet it’s understandable how the temptation might briefly affect someone eager to begin their work with proof of its truth. How the true heart yearns to be acknowledged by its peers – to be recognized for its truth! But no. The truth must reveal itself in God’s timing, through the labor. The kingdom must arrive in God’s holy human way. Not through a grand display, but through years of love, indeed, through centuries of seeming setbacks, through eons of work, he must grow into the hearts of the sons and daughters of his Father in heaven. The Lord himself will be bound by the unchanging laws that are the harmony of the Father’s being and expression. He will be, not merely seem. He will be, and thus, not just seem. Yet, once again, even for him, the idea of asserting the truth with the holy power he could have displayed must have tempted him in grandeur. The thought was good: to have given in to it would have meant the loss of the world; nay, far worse—an unimaginable wrong for the human mind—the God of obedience would have fallen from his throne, and all would be darkness.
But let us not forget that the whole is a faint parable—faint I mean in relation to the grandeur of the reality, as the ring and the shoes are poor types (yet how dear!) of the absolute love of the Father to his prodigal children.
But let's not forget that the whole story is a weak parable—weak in comparison to the greatness of reality, just as the ring and the shoes are inadequate symbols (yet how precious!) of the Father’s unconditional love for his wayward children.
We shall now look at the third temptation. The first was to help himself in his need; the second, perhaps, to assert the Father; the third to deliver his brethren.
We will now examine the third temptation. The first was to meet his own needs; the second, possibly, to assert the Father's authority; the third was to save his brothers.
To deliver them, that is, after the fashion of men—from the outside still. Indeed, the whole Temptation may be regarded as the contest of the seen and the unseen, of the outer and inner, of the likely and the true, of the show and the reality. And as in the others, the evil in this last lay in that it was a temptation to save his brethren, instead of doing the Will of his Father.
To deliver them, that is, in a way that looks good on the surface. In fact, the whole Temptation can be seen as a struggle between what we see and what we don't, between the external and the internal, between what's likely and what's true, between appearance and reality. And like in the other temptations, the problem here was that it was a temptation to save his people instead of fulfilling his Father's will.
Could it be other than a temptation to think that he might, if he would, lay a righteous grasp upon the reins of government, leap into the chariot of power, and ride forth conquering and to conquer? Glad visions arose before him of the prisoner breaking jubilant from the cell of injustice; of the widow lifting up the bowed head before the devouring Pharisee; of weeping children bursting into shouts at the sound of the wheels of the chariot before which oppression and wrong shrunk and withered, behind which sprung the fir-tree instead of the thorn, and the myrtle instead of the brier. What glowing visions of holy vengeance, what rosy dreams of human blessedness—and all from his hand—would crowd such a brain as his!—not like the castles-in-the-air of the aspiring youth, for he builds at random, because he knows that he cannot realize; but consistent and harmonious as well as grand, because he knew them within his reach. Could he not mould the people at his will? Could he not, transfigured in his snowy garments, call aloud in the streets of Jerusalem, "Behold your King?" And the fierce warriors of his nation would start at the sound; the ploughshare would be beaten into the sword, and the pruning-hook into the spear; and the nation, rushing to his call, learn war yet again indeed,—a grand, holy war—a crusade—no; we should not have had that word; but a war against the tyrants of the race—the best, as they called themselves— who trod upon their brethren, and would not suffer them even to look to the heavens.—Ah! but when were his garments white as snow? When, through them, glorifying them as it passed, did the light stream from his glorified body? Not when he looked to such a conquest; but when, on a mount like this, he "spake of the decease that he should accomplish at Jerusalem"! Why should this be "the sad end of the war"? "Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve." Not even thine own visions of love and truth, O Saviour of the world, shall be thy guides to thy goal, but the will of thy Father in heaven.
Could it be anything other than a temptation to think that he could, if he wanted to, take hold of the reins of government, jump into the chariot of power, and ride out to conquer? Bright visions appeared to him of the prisoner joyfully breaking free from the cell of injustice; of the widow raising her head high before the greedy Pharisee; of crying children bursting into cheers at the sound of the chariot wheels that made oppression and wrong shrink and fade away, replaced by fir trees instead of thorns, and myrtles instead of briars. What powerful visions of holy vengeance, what hopeful dreams of human happiness—and all from his hand—would fill a mind like his!—not like the fanciful dreams of youth, which are built randomly because they know they can’t be realized; but consistent, harmonious, and grand, because he believed they were within his reach. Could he not shape the people to his will? Could he not, clothed in his pure garments, call out in the streets of Jerusalem, "Behold your King?" And the fierce warriors of his nation would react to the sound; the plowshare would be turned into a sword, and the pruning hook into a spear; and the nation, responding to his call, would learn the ways of war once again—a grand, holy war—a crusade—no; we should not have used that word; but a war against the tyrants of the people—the best, as they liked to call themselves—who trampled on their brethren and wouldn’t even let them look up to heaven.—Ah! but when were his garments as white as snow? When, through them, did light stream from his glorified body? Not when he aimed for such a conquest; but when, on a mount like this, he "spoke of the departure that he would accomplish at Jerusalem!" Why should this be "the sad end of the war"? "You shall worship the Lord your God, and him only shall you serve." Not even your own visions of love and truth, O Savior of the world, shall guide you to your goal, but the will of your Father in heaven.
But how would he, thus conquering, be a servant of Satan? Wherein would this be a falling-down and a worshipping of him (that is, an acknowledging of the worth of him) who was the lord of misrule and its pain?
But how would he, by conquering like this, be serving Satan? How would this be a downfall and a worship of him (meaning, an acknowledgment of his worth) who was the lord of chaos and its suffering?
I will not inquire whether such an enterprise could be accomplished without the worship of Satan,—whether men could be managed for such an end without more or less of the trickery practised by every ambitious leader, every self-serving conqueror—without double-dealing, tact, flattery, finesse. I will not inquire into this, because, on the most distant supposition of our Lord being the leader of his country's armies, these things drop out of sight as impossibilities. If these were necessary, such a career for him refuses to be for a moment imagined. But I will ask whether to know better and do not so well, is not a serving of Satan;—whether to lead men on in the name of God as towards the best when the end is not the best, is not a serving of Satan;—whether to flatter their pride by making them conquerors of the enemies of their nation instead of their own evils, is not a serving of Satan;—in a word, whether, to desert the mission of God, who knew that men could not be set free in that way, and sent him to be a man, a true man, the one man, among them, that his life might become their life, and that so they might be as free in prison or on the cross, as upon a hill-side or on a throne,—whether, so deserting the truth, to give men over to the lie of believing other than spirit and truth to be the worship of the Father, other than love the fulfilling of the law, other than the offering of their best selves the service of God, other than obedient harmony with the primal love and truth and law, freedom,— whether, to desert God thus, and give men over thus, would not have been to fall down and worship the devil. Not all the sovereignty of God, as the theologians call it, delegated to the Son, and administered by the wisdom of the Spirit that was given to him without measure, could have wrought the kingdom of heaven in one corner of our earth. Nothing but the obedience of the Son, the obedience unto the death, the absolute doing of the will of God because it was the truth, could redeem the prisoner, the widow, the orphan. But it would redeem them by redeeming the conquest-ridden conqueror too, the stripe-giving jailer, the unjust judge, the devouring Pharisee himself with the insatiable moth-eaten heart. The earth should be free because Love was stronger than Death. Therefore should fierceness and wrong and hypocrisy and God-service play out their weary play. He would not pluck the spreading branches of the tree; he would lay the axe to its root. It would take time; but the tree would be dead at last—dead, and cast into the lake of fire. It would take time; but his Father had time enough and to spare. It would take courage and strength and self-denial and endurance; but his Father could give him all. It would cost pain of body and mind, yea, agony and torture; but those he was ready to take on himself. It would cost him the vision of many sad and, to all but him, hopeless sights; he must see tears without wiping them, hear sighs without changing them into laughter, see the dead lie, and let them lie; see Rachel weeping for her children and refusing to be comforted; he must look on his brothers and sisters crying as children over their broken toys, and must not mend them; he must go on to the grave, and they not know that thus he was setting all things right for them. His work must be one with and completing God's Creation and God's History. The disappointment and sorrow and fear he could, he would bear. The will of God should be done. Man should be free,—not merely man as he thinks of himself, but man as God thinks of him. The divine idea shall be set free in the divine bosom; the man on earth shall see his angel face to face. He shall grow into the likeness of the divine thought, free not in his own fancy, but in absolute divine fact of being, as in God's idea. The great and beautiful and perfect will of God must be done.
I won't ask whether this project could be done without worshipping Satan—whether people could be controlled for such a purpose without some of the trickery used by every ambitious leader and self-serving conqueror—without deceit, tactics, flattery, or finesse. I won't question this because, even in the most distant scenario of our Lord leading his country's armies, these actions seem impossible. If they were necessary, the idea of him pursuing such a path can't even be imagined for a moment. But I will ask whether knowing better and not acting on it isn't a form of serving Satan; whether leading people in God's name toward what's supposed to be best, when the outcome isn't truly the best, is a form of serving Satan; whether flattering their pride by making them conquerors over national enemies instead of their own issues isn't a form of serving Satan; in short, whether abandoning God's mission—who understood that people couldn't be freed in that manner and sent him to be a true human among them so that his life could become theirs, allowing them to be as free in prison or on the cross as on a hillside or a throne—whether abandoning the truth to let people believe that anything other than spirit and truth is worship of the Father, anything other than love fulfills the law, anything other than offering their best selves serves God, anything other than obedient harmony with love and truth and law is freedom—whether doing this would not have been to bow down and worship the devil. Not all the sovereignty of God, as theologians refer to it, delegated to the Son and managed by the Spirit's unlimited wisdom, could have established the kingdom of heaven in one corner of our world. Only the obedience of the Son, his obedience unto death, his absolute doing of God's will because it is the truth, could redeem the prisoner, the widow, and the orphan. But this redemption would extend to the conqueror, the harsh jailer, the unjust judge, and the insatiable Pharisee with his moth-eaten heart. The earth would be free because Love is stronger than Death. Therefore, fierceness, wrongdoing, hypocrisy, and false service to God will play out their tired roles. He wouldn’t prune the tree’s branches; he would cut the root. It would take time, but ultimately, the tree would die—dead and cast into the lake of fire. It would take time; but his Father had plenty. It would require courage, strength, self-denial, and endurance, but his Father would provide them all. It would cost him physical and mental pain, even agony and torture; yet he was ready to bear that himself. It would mean witnessing many sorrowful and seemingly hopeless sights; he would see tears without wiping them away, hear sighs without turning them to laughter, see the dead lying still and leave them be; witness Rachel weeping for her children and refusing to be comforted; he would watch his brothers and sisters crying like children over their broken toys without fixing them; he would move towards the grave, and they wouldn’t know he was setting everything right for them. His work would align with and complete God's Creation and God's History. He would bear the disappointment, sorrow, and fear. God's will must be done. Humanity should be free—not just as they perceive themselves, but as God sees them. The divine idea will be liberated in the divine embrace; people on earth will see their angel face to face. They will grow into the likeness of the divine thought, free not in their imagination, but in the absolute divine truth of existence as envisioned by God. The great, beautiful, and perfect will of God must be achieved.
"Get thee hence, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve."
"Get out of here, Satan: for it is written, You shall worship the Lord your God, and Him only shall you serve."
It was when Peter would have withstood him as he set his face steadfastly to meet this death at Jerusalem, that he gave him the same kind of answer that he now gave to Satan, calling him Satan too.
It was when Peter was about to oppose him as he set his face firmly to face this death in Jerusalem, that he replied to him with the same kind of response that he now gave to Satan, calling him Satan as well.
"Then the devil leaveth him, and behold angels came and ministered unto him."
"Then the devil left him, and look, angels came and took care of him."
So saith St Matthew. They brought him the food he had waited for, walking in the strength of the word. He would have died if it had not come now.
So says St. Matthew. They brought him the food he had been waiting for, walking in the power of the word. He would have died if it hadn’t arrived now.
"And when the devil had ended all the temptation, he departed from him for a season."
"And when the devil had finished all the temptation, he left him for a while."
So saith St Luke.
So says St Luke.
Then Satan ventured once more. When?
Then Satan tried again. When?
Was it then, when at the last moment, in the agony of the last faint, the Lord cried out, "Why hast thou forsaken me?" when, having done the great work, having laid it aside clean and pure as the linen cloth that was ready now to infold him, another cloud than that on the mount overshadowed his soul, and out of it came a voiceless persuasion that, after all was done, God did not care for his work or for him?
Was it then, at the last moment, in the pain of the final moments, that the Lord shouted, "Why have you abandoned me?" When he had completed the great work, laid it aside clean and pure like the linen cloth that was ready to wrap around him, another shadow, different from that on the mountain, overshadowed his soul, and from it came a silent feeling that, after everything was done, God didn’t care about his work or about him?
Even in those words the adversary was foiled—and for ever. For when he seemed to be forsaken, his cry was still, "My God! my God!"
Even in those words, the enemy was defeated—and for good. Because when he appeared to be abandoned, his cry remained, "My God! my God!"
THE ELOI.
"My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?"—ST MATTHEW xxvii. 46.
"My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?"—ST MATTHEW xxvii. 46.
I do not know that I should dare to approach this, of all utterances into which human breath has ever been moulded, most awful in import, did I not feel that, containing both germ and blossom of the final devotion, it contains therefore the deepest practical lesson the human heart has to learn. The Lord, the Revealer, hides nothing that can be revealed, and will not warn away the foot that treads in naked humility even upon the ground of that terrible conflict between him and Evil, when the smoke of the battle that was fought not only with garments rolled in blood but with burning and fuel of fire, rose up between him and his Father, and for the one terrible moment ere he broke the bonds of life, and walked weary and triumphant into his arms, hid God from the eyes of his Son. He will give us even to meditate the one thought that slew him at last, when he could bear no more, and fled to the Father to know that he loved him, and was well-pleased with him. For Satan had come at length yet again, to urge him with his last temptation; to tell him that although he had done his part, God had forgotten his; that although he had lived by the word of his mouth, that mouth had no word more to speak to him; that although he had refused to tempt him, God had left him to be tempted more than he could bear; that although he had worshipped none other, for that worship God did not care. The Lord hides not his sacred sufferings, for truth is light, and would be light in the minds of men. The Holy Child, the Son of the Father, has nothing to conceal, but all the Godhead to reveal. Let us then put off our shoes, and draw near, and bow the head, and kiss those feet that bear for ever the scars of our victory. In those feet we clasp the safety of our suffering, our sinning brotherhood.
I’m not sure if I should dare to approach this, one of the most profound statements ever made by human breath, but I feel that it holds both the seed and the blossom of ultimate devotion, and therefore the deepest lesson the human heart needs to learn. The Lord, the Revealer, hides nothing that can be revealed and does not discourage those who humbly tread on the ground of that terrible conflict between Him and Evil, when the smoke of the battle, fought not just in blood, but with fire and fury, rose up between Him and His Father. In the one terrifying moment before He broke the bonds of life and, weary but triumphant, walked into His Father's arms, God was hidden from His Son's eyes. He allows us to contemplate the very thought that ultimately brought His suffering to an end, when He could bear no more and fled to the Father to confirm that He was loved and well-pleased. For Satan had returned one last time to tempt Him, suggesting that even though He had done His part, God had forgotten His. Although He had lived by God’s word, that word seemed silent now; even though He had refused to be tempted, God had left Him to face temptations beyond His strength; and though He had worshipped no one else, that worship meant nothing to God. The Lord does not conceal His sacred sufferings because truth is light and aims to illuminate the minds of men. The Holy Child, the Son of the Father, has nothing to hide, but everything of God to reveal. So let us take off our shoes, come closer, bow our heads, and kiss those feet that forever bear the scars of our victory. In those feet, we find the safety of our suffering, our sinning brotherhood.
It is with the holiest fear that we should approach the terrible fact of the sufferings of our Lord. Let no one think that those were less because he was more. The more delicate the nature, the more alive to all that is lovely and true, lawful and right, the more does it feel the antagonism of pain, the inroad of death upon life; the more dreadful is that breach of the harmony of things whose sound is torture. He felt more than man could feel, because he had a larger feeling. He was even therefore worn out sooner than another man would have been. These sufferings were awful indeed when they began to invade the region about the will; when the struggle to keep consciously trusting in God began to sink in darkness; when the Will of The Man put forth its last determined effort in that cry after the vanishing vision of the Father: My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? Never had it been so with him before. Never before had he been unable to see God beside him. Yet never was God nearer him than now. For never was Jesus more divine. He could not see, could not feel him near; and yet it is "My God" that he cries.
It is with a profound sense of reverence that we should confront the harsh reality of our Lord’s suffering. No one should believe that his pain was any less significant because he was more than others. The more sensitive the nature, the more attuned it is to everything beautiful and true, just and right; the more it experiences the clash of pain, the encroachment of death on life. The disruption of the harmony of existence is even more agonizing. He felt more intensely than any human could because his capacity for feeling was greater. This also meant he became exhausted more quickly than anyone else would have. His suffering was truly horrific when it started to invade his will; when the fight to consciously trust in God began to fade into darkness; when the will of the Man made one last determined effort in that cry after the fading presence of the Father: My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? He had never experienced anything like this before. He had never been unable to see God by his side. Yet, never was God closer to him than in this moment. Because never was Jesus more divine. He could not see, could not feel God’s presence; and yet he calls out "My God."
Thus the Will of Jesus, in the very moment when his faith seems about to yield, is finally triumphant. It has no feeling now to support it, no beatific vision to absorb it. It stands naked in his soul and tortured, as he stood naked and scourged before Pilate. Pure and simple and surrounded by fire, it declares for God. The sacrifice ascends in the cry, My God. The cry comes not out of happiness, out of peace, out of hope. Not even out of suffering comes that cry. It was a cry in desolation, but it came out of Faith. It is the last voice of Truth, speaking when it can but cry. The divine horror of that moment is unfathomable by human soul. It was blackness of darkness. And yet he would believe. Yet he would hold fast. God was his God yet. My God— and in the cry came forth the Victory, and all was over soon. Of the peace that followed that cry, the peace of a perfect soul, large as the universe, pure as light, ardent as life, victorious for God and his brethren, he himself alone can ever know the breadth and length, and depth and height.
Thus, the will of Jesus, at the very moment when his faith seems ready to break, ultimately prevails. It has no feeling to support it now, no divine vision to absorb it. It stands bare in his soul, tormented, just as he stood exposed and beaten before Pilate. Pure and simple, surrounded by fire, it chooses God. The sacrifice rises in the cry, My God. This cry does not come from happiness, peace, or hope. It doesn’t even arise from suffering. It was a cry in desolation, but it came from Faith. It is the final voice of Truth, speaking when it can only cry. The divine horror of that moment is beyond human understanding. It was total darkness. And yet he chose to believe. He held on. God was still his God. My God—and in that cry came forth the Victory, and everything was resolved quickly. Of the peace that followed that cry, the peace of a perfect soul, vast as the universe, pure as light, passionate as life, victorious for God and his brothers, he alone can ever grasp the breadth and length, and depth and height.
Without this last trial of all, the temptations of our Master had not been so full as the human cup could hold; there would have been one region through which we had to pass wherein we might call aloud upon our Captain-Brother, and there would be no voice or hearing: he had avoided the fatal spot! The temptations of the desert came to the young, strong man with his road before him and the presence of his God around him; nay, gathered their very force from the exuberance of his conscious faith. "Dare and do, for God is with thee," said the devil. "I know it, and therefore I will wait," returned the king of his brothers. And now, after three years of divine action, when his course is run, when the old age of finished work is come, when the whole frame is tortured until the regnant brain falls whirling down the blue gulf of fainting, and the giving up of the ghost is at hand, when the friends have forsaken him and fled, comes the voice of the enemy again at his ear: "Despair and die, for God is not with thee. All is in vain. Death, not Life, is thy refuge. Make haste to Hades, where thy torture will be over. Thou hast deceived thyself. He never was with thee. He was the God of Abraham. Abraham is dead. Whom makest thou thyself?" "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?" the Master cries. For God was his God still, although he had forsaken him—forsaken his vision that his faith might glow out triumphant; forsaken himself? no; come nearer to him than ever; come nearer, even as—but with a yet deeper, more awful pregnancy of import—even as the Lord himself withdrew from the bodily eyes of his friends, that he might dwell in their profoundest being.
Without this final trial, the temptations faced by our Master wouldn't have been as intense as humans can endure; there would have been one area we had to navigate where we could call out to our Captain-Brother, and there would have been no response: he stayed clear of that dangerous place! The temptations in the desert came to the young, strong man with a path ahead and God's presence surrounding him; in fact, they drew their strength from his overflowing faith. “Go ahead and do it, for God is with you,” said the devil. “I know that, and so I will wait,” replied the king among his brothers. And now, after three years of divine action, as his journey comes to an end, as the twilight of completed work sets in, as his entire being is in torment and his weary mind begins to spiral into darkness, and the moment of death is near, when his friends have abandoned him and fled, the enemy's voice once more whispers in his ear: “Despair and die, for God is not with you. Everything is pointless. Death, not life, is your escape. Hurry to Hades, where your suffering will cease. You’ve been fooling yourself. He was the God of Abraham. Abraham is dead. Who do you think you are?” “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” the Master cries out. For God was still his God, even though he felt abandoned—abandoned in his vision so that his faith could shine triumphantly; abandoned himself? No; even closer to him than ever; coming nearer, even as—but with a deeper, more terrifying significance—even as the Lord himself withdrew from the physical sight of his friends, so that he could dwell within their innermost being.
I do not think it was our Lord's deepest trial when in the garden he prayed that the cup might pass from him, and prayed yet again that the will of the Father might be done. For that will was then present with him. He was living and acting in that will. But now the foreseen horror has come. He is drinking the dread cup, and the Will has vanished from his eyes. Were that Will visible in his suffering, his will could bow with tearful gladness under the shelter of its grandeur. But now his will is left alone to drink the cup of The Will in torture. In the sickness of this agony, the Will of Jesus arises perfect at last; and of itself, unsupported now, declares—a naked consciousness of misery hung in the waste darkness of the universe—declares for God, in defiance of pain, of death, of apathy, of self, of negation, of the blackness within and around it; calls aloud upon the vanished God.
I don't think our Lord faced his greatest challenge when he prayed in the garden for the cup to pass from him and again asked for the Father's will to be done. That will was right there with him. He was living out that will. But now the foreseen horror has arrived. He is facing the dreadful cup, and the Will has disappeared from his sight. If that Will were visible in his suffering, his will could bow with tearful joy under the weight of its greatness. But now his will is left alone to endure the cup of The Will in agony. In the midst of this torment, the Will of Jesus finally rises perfect; and by itself, now unsupported, it expresses—a raw awareness of suffering hanging in the empty darkness of the universe—declares for God, defying pain, death, indifference, self, nothingness, and the darkness within and around it; calling out for the God who is no longer there.
This is the Faith of the Son of God. God withdrew, as it were, that the perfect Will of the Son might arise and go forth to find the Will of the Father.
This is the Faith of the Son of God. God stepped back so that the perfect Will of the Son could emerge and seek out the Will of the Father.
Is it possible that even then he thought of the lost sheep who could not believe that God was their Father; and for them, too, in all their loss and blindness and unlove, cried, saying the word they might say, knowing for them that God means Father and more, and knowing now, as he had never known till now, what a fearful thing it is to be without God and without hope? I dare not answer the question I put.
Is it possible that even then he thought of the lost sheep who couldn’t believe that God was their Father; and for them, too, in all their loss and blindness and lack of love, cried out, saying the word they might say, knowing for them that God means Father and more, and understanding now, as he had never understood until now, what a terrifying thing it is to be without God and without hope? I don’t dare answer the question I’ve asked.
But wherein or what can this Alpine apex of faith have to do with the creatures who call themselves Christians, creeping about in the valleys, hardly knowing that there are mountains above them, save that they take offence at and stumble over the pebbles washed across their path by the glacier streams? I will tell you. We are and remain such creeping Christians, because we look at ourselves and not at Christ; because we gaze at the marks of our own soiled feet, and the trail of our own defiled garments, instead of up at the snows of purity, whither the soul of Christ clomb. Each, putting his foot in the footprint of the Master, and so defacing it, turns to examine how far his neighbour's footprint corresponds with that which he still calls the Master's, although it is but his own. Or, having committed a petty fault, I mean a fault such as only a petty creature could commit, we mourn over the defilement to ourselves, and the shame of it before our friends, children, or servants, instead of hastening to make the due confession and amends to our fellow, and then, forgetting our paltry self with its well-earned disgrace, lift up our eyes to the glory which alone will quicken the true man in us, and kill the peddling creature we so wrongly call our self. The true self is that which can look Jesus in the face, and say My Lord.
But what does this high point of faith in the Alps have to do with the people who call themselves Christians, wandering in the valleys, hardly aware that mountains towering above them exist, except that they get upset and trip over the stones washed across their path by glacial streams? I’ll tell you. We stay as these wandering Christians because we focus on ourselves instead of Christ; because we notice the marks of our dirty feet and the trail of our stained clothes instead of looking up at the pure snows where Christ’s soul has risen. Each of us steps into the Master’s footprints, and in doing so, we distort them. Then we look to see how much our neighbor’s footprint matches the one we still call the Master’s, even though it’s just our own. Or, after committing a minor mistake, which is something only a small-minded person would do, we lament our own shame and the disgrace before our friends, children, or servants, instead of quickly making the necessary apology and restitution to our fellow human, and then, forgetting our insignificant self and its deserved shame, lift our eyes to the glory that will truly revive the genuine person within us and bury the petty being that we mistakenly identify as our self. The true self is the one that can look Jesus in the eye and say My Lord.
When the inward sun is shining, and the wind of thought, blowing where it lists amid the flowers and leaves of fancy and imagination, rouses glad forms and feelings, it is easy to look upwards, and say My God. It is easy when the frosts of external failure have braced the mental nerves to healthy endurance and fresh effort after labour, it is easy then to turn to God and trust in him, in whom all honest exertion gives an ability as well as a right to trust. It is easy in pain, so long as it does not pass certain undefinable bounds, to hope in God for deliverance, or pray for strength to endure. But what is to be done when all feeling is gone? when a man does not know whether he believes or not, whether he loves or not? when art, poetry, religion are nothing to him, so swallowed up is he in pain, or mental depression, or disappointment, or temptation, or he knows not what? It seems to him then that God does not care for him, and certainly he does not care for God. If he is still humble, he thinks that he is so bad that God cannot care for him. And he then believes for the time that God loves us only because and when and while we love him; instead of believing that God loves us always because he is our God, and that we live only by his love. Or he does not believe in a God at all, which is better.
When the inner sun is shining, and the breeze of thought drifts wherever it wants among the flowers and leaves of imagination, awakening joyful shapes and emotions, it's easy to look up and say My God. It’s simple when the chills of external failure have strengthened the mind for healthy endurance and renewed effort after work; it's easy to turn to God and trust in Him, in whom all sincere effort brings both the ability and the right to trust. It's easy in pain, as long as it doesn't cross certain unidentifiable limits, to hope in God for rescue, or to pray for the strength to cope. But what can one do when all feeling is gone? When a person doesn’t know whether he believes or not, whether he loves or not? When art, poetry, and religion mean nothing to him, as he is completely consumed by pain, mental depression, disappointment, temptation, or something else entirely? It seems to him that God doesn’t care about him, and certainly he doesn’t care about God. If he is still humble, he thinks he is so bad that God cannot care about him. And for a time, he believes that God loves us only when we love Him; instead of believing that God loves us always because He is our God, and that we exist solely by His love. Or he might not believe in God at all, which is perhaps better.
So long as we have nothing to say to God, nothing to do with him, save in the sunshine of the mind when we feel him near us, we are poor creatures, willed upon, not willing; reeds, flowering reeds, it may be, and pleasant to behold, but only reeds blown about of the wind; not bad, but poor creatures.
As long as we have nothing to say to God, nothing to do with Him, except in moments of clarity when we feel His presence, we are just poor beings, acted upon instead of acting; we might be like flowering reeds, beautiful to look at, but only reeds swayed by the wind; not bad, but still just poor creatures.
And how in such a condition do we generally act? Do we not sit mourning over the loss of our feelings? or worse, make frantic efforts to rouse them? or, ten times worse, relapse into a state of temporary atheism, and yield to the pressing temptation? or, being heartless, consent to remain careless, conscious of evil thoughts and low feelings alone, but too lazy, too content to rouse ourselves against them? We know we must get rid of them some day, but meantime—never mind; we do not feel them bad, we do not feel anything else good; we are asleep and we know it, and we cannot be troubled to wake. No impulse comes to arouse us, and so we remain as we are.
And how do we usually act in such a situation? Don’t we sit around grieving over the loss of our feelings? Or worse, we desperately try to revive them? Or, even worse than that, we slip into a temporary state of disbelief and give in to the overwhelming temptation? Or, feeling numb, we choose to stay indifferent, aware of our dark thoughts and low feelings, but too lazy and too comfortable to fight against them? We know we’ll have to deal with them eventually, but for now—whatever; we don’t feel them as bad, and we don’t feel anything good either; we’re just asleep and aware of it, and we can’t be bothered to wake up. No motivation comes to stir us, and so we stay just as we are.
God does not, by the instant gift of his Spirit, make us always feel right, desire good, love purity, aspire after him and his will. Therefore either he will not, or he cannot. If he will not, it must be because it would not be well to do so. If he cannot, then he would not if he could; else a better condition than God's is conceivable to the mind of God—a condition in which he could save the creatures whom he has made, better than he can save them. The truth is this: He wants to make us in his own image, choosing the good, refusing the evil. How should he effect this if he were always moving us from within, as he does at divine intervals, towards the beauty of holiness? God gives us room to be; does not oppress us with his will; "stands away from us," that we may act from ourselves, that we may exercise the pure will for good. Do not, therefore, imagine me to mean that we can do anything of ourselves without God. If we choose the right at last, it is all God's doing, and only the more his that it is ours, only in a far more marvellous way his than if he had kept us filled with all holy impulses precluding the need of choice. For up to this very point, for this very point, he has been educating us, leading us, pushing us, driving us, enticing us, that we may choose him and his will, and so be tenfold more his children, of his own best making, in the freedom of the will found our own first in its loving sacrifice to him, for which in his grand fatherhood he has been thus working from the foundations of the earth, than we could be in the most ecstatic worship flowing from the divinest impulse, without this willing sacrifice. For God made our individuality as well as, and a greater marvel than, our dependence; made our apartness from himself, that freedom should bind us divinely dearer to himself, with a new and inscrutable marvel of love; for the Godhead is still at the root, is the making root of our individuality, and the freer the man, the stronger the bond that binds him to him who made his freedom. He made our wills, and is striving to make them free; for only in the perfection of our individuality and the freedom of our wills call we be altogether his children. This is full of mystery, but can we not see enough in it to make us very glad and very peaceful?
God doesn’t always make us feel right, desire good, love purity, or aspire after him and his will through the instant gift of his Spirit. So either he won’t, or he can’t. If he won’t, it must be because it wouldn’t be good to do so. If he can’t, then he wouldn’t if he could; otherwise, a better situation than God’s is conceivable to the mind of God—a situation in which he could save the beings he created better than he can save them now. The truth is this: He wants to shape us in his own image, choosing the good, refusing the evil. How can he accomplish this if he were always prompting us from within, as he does at divine moments, towards the beauty of holiness? God gives us space to be; he doesn’t overpower us with his will; he "stands back from us," allowing us to act on our own, so we can exercise our pure will for good. So, don’t think I’m saying we can do anything by ourselves without God. If we end up choosing the right path, it’s all God’s doing, and it’s even more his because it’s ours, in a far more amazing way than if he had kept us filled with all holy impulses, removing the need for choice. Up to this very moment, he has been educating us, guiding us, pushing us, enticing us, so that we may choose him and his will, and thus be ten times more his children, created by him in the freedom of will, found first in its loving surrender to him. In his vast fatherhood, he has been working towards this since the foundations of the earth, more so than we could ever be in the most ecstatic worship flowing from the highest impulse, without this willing sacrifice. For God created our individuality, which is an even greater wonder than our dependence; he made our apartness from himself, so that freedom would bind us divinely closer to him, creating a new and unfathomable marvel of love. The divine essence is still the foundation, the creating force of our individuality, and the freer a person is, the stronger the bond that connects them to the one who made their freedom. He shaped our wills and is striving to make them free; only through the perfection of our individuality and the freedom of our wills can we truly be his children. This is filled with mystery, but can we not see enough in it to make us very glad and very peaceful?
Not in any other act than one which, in spite of impulse or of weakness, declares for the Truth, for God, does the will spring into absolute freedom, into true life.
Not in any act other than one that, despite impulse or weakness, chooses the Truth and God, does the will achieve absolute freedom and true life.
See, then, what lies within our reach every time that we are thus lapt in the folds of night. The highest condition of the human will is in sight, is attainable. I say not the highest condition of the Human Being; that surely lies in the Beatific Vision, in the sight of God. But the highest condition of the Human Will, as distinct, not as separated from God, is when, not seeing God, not seeming to itself to grasp him at all, it yet holds him fast. It cannot continue in this condition, for, not finding, not seeing God, the man would die; but the will thus asserting itself, the man has passed from death into life, and the vision is nigh at hand. Then first, thus free, in thus asserting its freedom, is the individual will one with the Will of God; the child is finally restored to the father; the childhood and the fatherhood meet in one; the brotherhood of the race arises from the dust; and the prayer of our Lord is answered, "I in them and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one." Let us then arise in God-born strength every time that we feel the darkness closing, or Become aware that it has closed around us, and say, "I am of the Light and not of the Darkness."
See what we can grasp every time we find ourselves wrapped in the night’s embrace. The highest state of the human will is visible and achievable. I’m not talking about the highest state of being, which is certainly found in the Beatific Vision, in the presence of God. But the highest state of the human will, which is distinct yet connected to God, occurs when, despite not seeing God or feeling any grasp of Him, it still holds on tightly to Him. This state can’t last, because without finding or seeing God, a person would perish; yet with the will asserting itself, the individual has moved from death to life, and the vision is close at hand. In this way, free and affirming its freedom, the individual will becomes one with the Will of God; the child is finally reunited with the father; childhood and fatherhood converge; and the brotherhood of humanity rises from the ground; the prayer of our Lord is fulfilled, "I in them and you in me, that they may be made perfect in one." So let’s rise in God-given strength whenever we feel the darkness closing in or realize it has surrounded us, and declare, "I am of the Light and not of the Darkness."
Troubled soul, thou art not bound to feel, but thou art bound to arise. God loves thee whether thou feelest or not. Thou canst not love when thou wilt, but thou art bound to fight the hatred in thee to the last. Try not to feel good when thou art not good, but cry to Him who is good. He changes not because thou changest. Nay, he has an especial tenderness of love towards thee for that thou art in the dark and hast no light, and his heart is glad when thou dost arise and say, "I will go to my Father." For he sees thee through all the gloom through which thou canst not see him. Will thou his will. Say to him: "My God, I am very dull and low and hard; but thou art wise and high and tender, and thou art my God. I am thy child. Forsake me not." Then fold the arms of thy faith, and wait in quietness until light goes up in thy darkness. Fold the arms of thy Faith I say, but not of thy Action: bethink thee of something that thou oughtest to do, and go and do it, if it be but the sweeping of a room, or the preparing of a meal, or a visit to a friend. Heed not thy feelings: Do thy work.
Troubled soul, you are not obligated to feel, but you are obligated to rise. God loves you whether you feel it or not. You can’t love on command, but you must fight the hatred within you to the end. Don’t try to feel good when you’re not; instead, cry out to Him who is good. He doesn’t change because you do. In fact, He feels a special tenderness for you because you’re in the dark and have no light, and His heart rejoices when you rise up and say, "I will go to my Father." For He sees you through all the gloom that you can’t see past. Want His will. Tell Him: "My God, I feel very dull, low, and hard; but You are wise, high, and tender, and You are my God. I am Your child. Don’t forsake me." Then, fold the arms of your faith and wait quietly until light rises in your darkness. I say to fold the arms of your Faith, but not of your Action: think of something you should do, and go do it, even if it’s just sweeping a room, preparing a meal, or visiting a friend. Don’t focus on your feelings: Do your work.
As God lives by his own will, and we live in him, so has he given to us power to will in ourselves. How much better should we not fare if, finding that we are standing with our heads bowed away from the good, finding that we have no feeble inclination to seek the source of our life, we should yet will upwards toward God, rousing that essence of life in us, which he has given us from his own heart, to call again upon him who is our Life, who can fill the emptiest heart, rouse the deadest conscience, quicken the dullest feeling, and strengthen the feeblest will!
As God exists by His own will, and we exist in Him, He has also given us the ability to choose for ourselves. How much better would we be off if, realizing that we’re bowing our heads away from what’s good, and noticing that we have no weak desire to seek the source of our life, we would still choose to reach out towards God? By doing so, we would awaken that essence of life within us, which He has given from His own heart, to call once again on Him who is our Life, who can fill the emptiest heart, awaken the dullest conscience, energize the faintest feeling, and empower the weakest will!
Then, if ever the time should come, as perhaps it must come to each of us, when all consciousness of well-being shall have vanished, when the earth shall be but a sterile promontory, and the heavens a dull and pestilent congregation of vapours, when man nor woman shall delight us more, nay, when God himself shall be but a name, and Jesus an old story, then, even then, when a Death far worse than "that phantom of grisly bone" is griping at our hearts, and having slain love, hope, faith, forces existence upon us only in agony, then, even then, we shall be able to cry out with our Lord, "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?" Nor shall we die then, I think, without being able to take up his last words as well, and say, "Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit."
Then, if the time ever comes, as it probably must for all of us, when all sense of well-being has disappeared, and the earth becomes just a barren wasteland, and the sky a dull and sickening mix of clouds, when neither man nor woman brings us joy anymore, and when God is just a name, and Jesus is an old tale, then, even then, when a Death much worse than "that phantom of grisly bone" grips our hearts, and having killed love, hope, and faith, makes us endure life only in pain, then, even then, we will be able to cry out with our Lord, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" I don't think we will die then without being able to take up his last words too, and say, "Father, into your hands I commend my spirit."
THE HANDS OF THE FATHER.
"Father, into thy hand I commend my spirit."—St Luke xxiii. 46.
"Father, I entrust my spirit into your hands."—St Luke xxiii. 46.
Neither St Matthew nor St Mark tells us of any words uttered by our Lord after the Eloi. They both, along with St Luke, tell us of a cry with a loud voice, and the giving up of the ghost; between which cry and the giving up, St Luke records the words, "Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit." St Luke says nothing of the Eloi prayer of desolation. St John records neither the Eloi, nor the Father into thy hands, nor the loud cry. He tells us only that after Jesus had received the vinegar, he said, "It is finished," and bowed his head, and gave up the ghost.
Neither St. Matthew nor St. Mark tells us any words spoken by our Lord after the Eloi. They both, along with St. Luke, mention a loud cry and the giving up of the spirit; between that cry and the giving up, St. Luke notes the words, "Father, into Your hands I commend my spirit." St. Luke doesn’t mention the Eloi prayer of desolation. St. John records neither the Eloi, nor the Father into Your hands, nor the loud cry. He simply states that after Jesus received the vinegar, he said, "It is finished," bowed his head, and gave up the spirit.
Will the Lord ever tell us why he cried so? Was it the cry of relief at the touch of death? Was it the cry of victory? Was it the cry of gladness that he had endured to the end? Or did the Father look out upon him in answer to his My God, and the blessedness of it make him cry aloud because he could not smile? Was such his condition now that the greatest gladness of the universe could express itself only in a loud cry? Or was it but the last wrench of pain ere the final repose began? It may have been all in one. But never surely in all books, in all words of thinking men, can there be so much expressed as lay unarticulated in that cry of the Son of God. Now had he made his Father Lord no longer in the might of making and loving alone, but Lord in right of devotion and deed of love. Now should inward sonship and the spirit of glad sacrifice be born in the hearts of men; for the divine obedience was perfected by suffering. He had been amongst his brethren what he would have his brethren be. He had done for them what he would have them do for God and for each other. God was henceforth inside and beneath them, as well as around and above them, suffering with them and for them, giving them all he had, his very life-being, his essence of existence, what best he loved, what best he was. He had been among them, their God-brother. And the mighty story ends with a cry.
Will the Lord ever tell us why He cried so? Was it a cry of relief at the touch of death? A cry of victory? A cry of joy for having endured to the end? Or did the Father look out at Him in response to His My God, and the beauty of it made Him cry out because He couldn't smile? Was His state such that the greatest joy in the universe could express itself only in a loud cry? Or was it just the last pang of pain before the final rest began? It could have been all of that at once. But surely, in all literature and all the words of thoughtful people, nothing can convey as much as what lay unspoken in that cry of the Son of God. Now He had made His Father Lord not just through the power of creation and love alone, but Lord by devotion and acts of love. Now true sonship and the spirit of joyful sacrifice should be born in the hearts of people; for divine obedience was completed through suffering. He had been among His brothers what He wanted His brothers to be. He had done for them what He wanted them to do for God and for each other. God was now within and beneath them, as well as around and above them, suffering with them and for them, giving them all He had—His very life, His essence, what He loved most, what He truly was. He had been among them, their God-brother. And the powerful story ends with a cry.
Then the cry meant, It is finished; the cry meant, Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit. Every highest human act is just a giving back to God of that which he first gave to us. "Thou God hast given me: here again is thy gift. I send my spirit home." Every act of worship is a holding up to God of what God hath made us. "Here, Lord, look what I have got: feel with me in what thou hast made me, in this thy own bounty, my being. I am thy child, and know not how to thank thee save by uplifting the heave-offering of the overflowing of thy life, and calling aloud, 'It is thine: it is mine. I am thine, and therefore I am mine.'" The vast operations of the spiritual as of the physical world, are simply a turning again to the source.
Then the cry meant, It is finished; the cry meant, Father, into your hands I commend my spirit. Every greatest human act is simply giving back to God what He first gave to us. “You, God, have given me: here again is your gift. I send my spirit home.” Every act of worship is holding up to God what God has made us. “Here, Lord, look what I have: feel with me in what you have made me, in this your own bounty, my existence. I am your child and don’t know how to thank you except by lifting up the offering of the overflowing of your life and calling out, 'It is yours: it is mine. I am yours, and therefore I am mine.'” The vast workings of the spiritual as well as the physical world are simply a return to the source.
The last act of our Lord in thus commending his spirit at the close of his life, was only a summing up of what he had been doing all his life. He had been offering this sacrifice, the sacrifice of himself, all the years, and in thus sacrificing he had lived the divine life. Every morning when he went out ere it was day, every evening when he lingered on the night-lapt mountain after his friends were gone, he was offering himself to his Father in the communion of loving words, of high thoughts, of speechless feelings; and, between, he turned to do the same thing in deed, namely, in loving word, in helping thought, in healing action towards his fellows; for the way to worship God while the daylight lasts is to work; the service of God, the only "divine service," is the helping of our fellows.
The last act of our Lord in commending his spirit at the end of his life was just a summary of what he had been doing throughout his life. He had been making this sacrifice, the sacrifice of himself, all those years, and in doing so, he had lived a divine life. Every morning when he went out before dawn, and every evening when he stayed on the mountain long after his friends had left, he was offering himself to his Father through loving words, deep thoughts, and unspoken feelings. In between, he also acted on this by showing love in his words, helping with his thoughts, and healing through his actions toward others; because the way to worship God while there is still daylight is to work. The service of God, the only true "divine service," is helping our fellow human beings.
I do not seek to point out this commending of our spirits to the Father as a duty: that is to turn the highest privilege we possess into a burden grievous to be borne. But I want to shew that it is the simplest blessedest thing in the human world.
I don't want to present our act of trusting ourselves to the Father as an obligation; that would make our greatest gift a heavy burden. Instead, I want to show that it's the simplest and most wonderful thing in the human experience.
For the Human Being may say thus with himself: "Am I going to sleep—to lose consciousness—to be helpless for a time—thoughtless—dead? Or, more awful consideration, in the dreams that may come may I not be weak of will and scant of conscience?—Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit. I give myself back to thee. Take me, soothe me, refresh me, 'make me over again.' Am I going out into the business and turmoil of the day, where so many temptations may come to do less honourably, less faithfully, less kindly, less diligently than the Ideal Man would have me do?—Father, into thy hands. Am I going to do a good deed? Then, of all times,—Father, into thy hands; lest the enemy should have me now. Am I going to do a hard duty, from which I would gladly be turned aside,—to refuse a friend's request, to urge a neighbour's conscience?—Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit. Am I in pain? Is illness coming upon me to shut out the glad visions of a healthy brain, and bring me such as are troubled and untrue?—Take my spirit, Lord, and see, as thou art wont, that it has no more to bear than it can bear. Am I going to die? Thou knowest, if only from the cry of thy Son, how terrible that is; and if it comes not to me in so terrible a shape as that in which it came to him, think how poor to bear I am beside him. I do not know what the struggle means; for, of the thousands who pass through it every day, not one enlightens his neighbour left behind; but shall I not long with agony for one breath of thy air, and not receive it? shall I not be torn asunder with dying?—I will question no more: Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit. For it is thy business, not mine. Thou wilt know every shade of my suffering; thou wilt care for me with thy perfect fatherhood; for that makes my sonship, and inwraps and infolds it. As a child I could bear great pain when my father was leaning over me, or had his arm about me: how much nearer my soul cannot thy hands come!—yea, with a comfort, father of me, that I have never yet even imagined; for how shall my imagination overtake thy swift heart? I care not for the pain, so long as my spirit is strong, and into thy hands I commend that spirit. If thy love, which is better than life, receive it, then surely thy tenderness will make it great."
For a person might think to themselves: "Am I about to fall asleep—to lose awareness—to be vulnerable for a while—thoughtless—dead? Or, even worse, in the dreams that might come, will I not be weak-willed and lacking in conscience?—Father, I entrust my spirit to you. I give myself back to you. Take me, comfort me, renew me, 'transform me.' Am I stepping out into the chaos of the day, where so many temptations may lead me to act less honorably, less faithfully, less kindly, less diligently than the Ideal Person would have me do?—Father, I entrust my spirit to you. Am I about to do something good? Then, above all times,—Father, I entrust my spirit to you; lest the enemy seize me now. Am I about to carry out a tough responsibility, from which I would gladly back away—to deny a friend's request, to encourage a neighbor's conscience?—Father, I entrust my spirit to you. Am I in pain? Is illness coming to cloud my joyful thoughts and bring me distressing and false ones?—Take my spirit, Lord, and see, as you usually do, that it bears no more than it can handle. Am I facing death? You know how terrifying that is, even from the cry of your Son; and if it doesn't come to me in such a horrific way as it did for him, think how much less strong I am compared to him. I don’t understand what the struggle signifies; for of the thousands who go through it every day, none enlighten those left behind; but will I not long for just one breath of your air and not receive it? Will I not be torn apart by dying?—I will not question anymore: Father, I entrust my spirit to you. For this is your concern, not mine. You know every detail of my suffering; you will care for me with your perfect fatherhood; for that is what makes me your child, wrapping and enveloping me in it. As a child, I could endure great pain when my father was there, leaning over me, or had his arm around me: how much closer your hands can be to my soul!—yes, with a comfort, my Father, that I have never even imagined; for how can my imagination keep up with your swift heart? I don't mind the pain, as long as my spirit is strong, and into your hands I entrust that spirit. If your love, which is greater than life, receives it, then surely your tenderness will make it strong."
Thus may the Human Being say with himself.
Thus can a person say to themselves.
Think, brothers, think, sisters, we walk in the air of an eternal fatherhood. Every uplifting of the heart is a looking up to The Father. Graciousness and truth are around, above, beneath us, yea, in us. When we are least worthy, then, most tempted, hardest, unkindest, let us yet commend our spirits into his hands. Whither else dare we send them? How the earthly father would love a child who would creep into his room with angry, troubled face, and sit down at his feet, saying when asked what he wanted: "I feel so naughty, papa, and I want to get good"! Would he say to his child: "How dare you! Go away, and be good, and then come to me?" And shall we dare to think God would send us away if we came thus, and would not be pleased that we came, even if we were angry as Jonah? Would we not let all the tenderness of our nature flow forth upon such a child? And shall we dare to think that if we being evil know how to give good gifts to our children, God will not give us his own spirit when we come to ask him? Will not some heavenly dew descend cool upon the hot anger? some genial rain-drop on the dry selfishness? some glance of sunlight on the cloudy hopelessness? Bread, at least, will be given, and not a stone; water, at least, will be sure, and not vinegar mingled with gall.
Think, brothers, think, sisters, we are living in the presence of an eternal parenthood. Every uplift of our hearts is a reaching out to The Father. Kindness and truth surround us, above us, below us, and yes, within us. Even when we feel least deserving, most tempted, toughest, or unkind, let us still place our spirits in His hands. Where else would we send them? How would an earthly father feel about a child who sneaks into his room with an angry, troubled expression, sitting at his feet and saying when asked what they wanted: "I feel so bad, Dad, and I want to be good!" Would he respond: "How dare you! Go away, be good first, and then come back to me?" And can we seriously think God would send us away if we approached Him like that? Would He not be glad we came, even if we were angry like Jonah? Wouldn't we let all the compassion in our hearts flow toward such a child? And can we believe that if we, being flawed, know how to give good gifts to our children, God would not give us His own spirit when we ask? Won't some heavenly dew cool our hot anger? Some gentle raindrop nourish our dry selfishness? Some ray of sunlight shine on our cloudy hopelessness? We will definitely receive bread, not a stone; we will surely receive water, not vinegar mixed with gall.
Nor is there anything we can ask for ourselves that we may not ask for another. We may commend any brother, any sister, to the common fatherhood. And there will be moments when, filled with that spirit which is the Lord, nothing will ease our hearts of their love but the commending of all men, all our brothers, all our sisters, to the one Father. Nor shall we ever know that repose in the Father's hands, that rest of the Holy Sepulchre, which the Lord knew when the agony of death was over, when the storm of the world died away behind his retiring spirit, and he entered the regions where there is only life, and therefore all that is not music is silence, (for all noise comes of the conflict of Life and Death)—we shall never be able, I say, to rest in the bosom of the Father, till the fatherhood is fully revealed to us in the love of the brothers. For he cannot be our father save as he is their father; and if we do not see him and feel him as their father, we cannot know him as ours. Never shall we know him aright until we rejoice and exult for our race that he is the Father. He that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen? To rest, I say, at last, even in those hands into which the Lord commended his spirit, we must have learned already to love our neighbour as ourselves.
Nor is there anything we can ask for ourselves that we can’t also ask for someone else. We can commend any brother or sister to the common father. And there will be times when, filled with the spirit of the Lord, nothing will relieve our hearts of their love except commending all people—our brothers and sisters—to the one Father. We will never experience that peace in the Father’s hands, that rest of the Holy Sepulchre, which the Lord knew when the agony of death was over, when the storm of the world faded away behind his departing spirit, and he entered the realm where there is only life, and therefore where everything that isn't music is silence (because all noise comes from the conflict of Life and Death). We will never be able, I say, to rest in the embrace of the Father until fatherhood is fully revealed to us in the love of our brothers and sisters. He cannot be our father unless he is their father; and if we do not see him and feel him as their father, we cannot know him as our own. We will never truly know him until we rejoice in the fact that he is the Father for our entire race. He who does not love his brother whom he has seen, how can he love God whom he has not seen? To finally rest, I say, in those hands into which the Lord commended his spirit, we must have already learned to love our neighbor as ourselves.
LOVE THY NEIGHBOUR
Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself.—ST MATTHEW xxii. 39.
You shall love your neighbor as yourself.—ST MATTHEW xxii. 39.
The original here quoted by our Lord is to be found in the words of God to Moses, (Leviticus xix. 18:) "Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people, but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself: I am the Lord" Our Lord never thought of being original. The older the saying the better, if it utters the truth he wants to utter. In him it becomes fact: The Word was made flesh. And so, in the wondrous meeting of extremes, the words he spoke were no more words, but spirit and life.
The original quote from our Lord is found in God's words to Moses, (Leviticus xix. 18): "You shall not take vengeance or bear a grudge against the people of your own kind, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself: I am the Lord." Our Lord never aimed to be original. The older the saying, the better, if it expresses the truth He wants to convey. In Him, it becomes a reality: The Word was made flesh. And so, in the amazing blend of opposites, the words He spoke were no longer just words, but spirit and life.
The same words are twice quoted by St Paul, and once by St James, always in a similar mode: Love they represent as the fulfilling of the law.
The same words are quoted twice by St. Paul and once by St. James, always in a similar way: They see love as the fulfillment of the law.
Is the converse true then? Is the fulfilling of the law love? The apostle Paul says: "Love worketh no ill to his neighbour, therefore love is the fulfilling of the law." Does it follow that working no ill is love? Love will fulfil the law: will the law fulfil love? No, verily. If a man keeps the law, I know he is a lover of his neighbour. But he is not a lover because he keeps the law: he keeps the law because he is a lover. No heart will be content with the law for love. The law cannot fulfil love.
Is the opposite true then? Does fulfilling the law mean love? The apostle Paul says, "Love doesn’t do anything harmful to its neighbor, so love is the fulfillment of the law." Does that mean that not doing harm is love? Love will fulfill the law: will the law fulfill love? No, it definitely won't. If someone follows the law, I know they care for their neighbor. But they don’t care because they follow the law; they follow the law because they care. No one will be satisfied with the law out of love. The law cannot fulfill love.
"But, at least, the law will be able to fulfil itself, though it reaches not to love."
"But at least the law will be able to enforce itself, even though it doesn't touch on love."
I do not believe it. I am certain that it is impossible to keep the law towards one's neighbour except one loves him. The law itself is infinite, reaching to such delicacies of action, that the man who tries most will be the man most aware of defeat. We are not made for law, but for love. Love is law, because it is infinitely more than law. It is of an altogether higher region than law—is, in fact, the creator of law. Had it not been for love, not one of the shall-nots of the law would have been uttered. True, once uttered, they shew themselves in the form of justice, yea, even in the inferior and worldly forms of prudence and self-preservation; but it was love that spoke them first. Were there no love in us, what sense of justice could we have? Would not each be filled with the sense of his own wants, and be for ever tearing to himself? I do not say it is conscious love that breeds justice, but I do say that without love in our nature justice would never be born. For I do not call that justice which consists only in a sense of our own rights. True, there are poor and withered forms of love which are immeasurably below justice now; but even now they are of speechless worth, for they will grow into that which will supersede, because it will necessitate, justice.
I can't believe it. I'm sure it's impossible to follow the law towards others unless you love them. The law itself is endless, covering such intricate details of behavior that the person who tries the hardest will be the one most aware of their failures. We’re not made for the law, but for love. Love is the law because it’s so much greater than law. It exists in a totally higher realm than law—it is, in fact, the source of law. If it weren't for love, none of the shall-nots of the law would have ever been spoken. True, once they are spoken, they appear as justice, even in simpler and more worldly forms like caution and self-preservation; but love was the first to voice them. Without love within us, how could we have any sense of justice? Wouldn’t everyone just focus on their own needs and constantly try to take for themselves? I'm not saying that it’s conscious love that creates justice, but I do believe that without love in our nature, justice would never come into existence. I don’t consider justice to be just a feeling of our own rights. Yes, there are weak and stunted forms of love that fall far short of justice now; but even they have immeasurable value because they will eventually develop into something that will surpass, because it will require, justice.
Of what use then is the law? To lead us to Christ, the Truth,—to waken in our minds a sense of what our deepest nature, the presence, namely, of God in us, requires of us,—to let us know, in part by failure, that the purest effort of will of which we are capable cannot lift us up even to the abstaining from wrong to our neighbour. What man, for instance, who loves not his neighbour and yet wishes to keep the law, will dare be confident that never by word, look, tone, gesture, silence, will he bear false witness against that neighbour? What man can judge his neighbour aright save him whose love makes him refuse to judge him? Therefore are we told to love, and not judge. It is the sole justice of which we are capable, and that perfected will comprise all justice. Nay more, to refuse our neighbour love, is to do him the greatest wrong. But of this afterwards. In order to fulfil the commonest law, I repeat, we must rise into a loftier region altogether, a region that is above law, because it is spirit and life and makes the law: in order to keep the law towards our neighbour, we must love our neighbour. We are not made for law, but for grace—or for faith, to use another word so much misused. We are made on too large a scale altogether to have any pure relation to mere justice, if indeed we can say there is such a thing. It is but an abstract idea which, in reality, will not be abstracted. The law comes to make us long for the needful grace,—that is, for the divine condition, in which love is all, for God is Love.
What’s the point of the law then? It’s to guide us to Christ, the Truth—to awaken in us a sense of what our true nature, specifically the presence of God within us, requires from us—to show us, often through our failures, that our best efforts can’t even get us to stop wronging our neighbor. Who among us, for example, doesn’t love their neighbor yet still wants to follow the law, can confidently say they will never, through words, looks, tone, gestures, or silence, bear false witness against that neighbor? Who can fairly judge their neighbor except for the one whose love prevents them from judging at all? That’s why we are told to love, not judge. It’s the only kind of justice we can truly offer, and that perfected will represents all justice. Furthermore, to withhold love from our neighbor is the greatest injustice we can commit. But more on that later. To fulfill even the simplest law, I repeat, we need to rise to a completely higher level, a level that transcends law, because it embodies spirit and life and establishes the law: to adhere to the law regarding our neighbor, we must love our neighbor. We weren’t created for law, but for grace—or for faith, to use another often misused term. We are too expansive in our design to have any pure relation to mere justice, assuming we can even say such a thing exists. It’s just an abstract concept that, in truth, cannot be abstracted. The law comes to make us yearn for the essential grace—that is, for the divine state where love reigns supreme, for God is Love.
Though the fulfilling of the law is the practical form love will take, and the neglect of it is the conviction of lovelessness; though it is the mode in which a man's will must begin at once to be love to his neighbour, yet, that our Lord meant by the love of our neighbour; not the fulfilling of the law towards him, but that condition of being which results in the fulfilling of the law and more, is sufficiently clear from his story of the good Samaritan. "Who is my neighbour?" said the lawyer. And the Lord taught him that every one to whom he could be or for whom he could do anything was his neighbour, therefore, that each of the race, as he comes within the touch of one tentacle of our nature, is our neighbour. Which of the inhibitions of the law is illustrated in the tale? Not one. The love that is more than law, and renders its breach impossible, lives in the endless story, coming out in active kindness, that is, the recognition of kin, of kind, of nighness, of neighbourhood; yea, in tenderness and loving-kindness— the Samaritan-heart akin to the Jew-heart, the Samaritan hands neighbours to the Jewish wounds.
Though fulfilling the law is how love expresses itself in practice, neglecting it shows a lack of love. Even though a person’s will must start by loving their neighbor, it’s clear from the story of the good Samaritan that our Lord meant love for our neighbor goes beyond just following the law. When the lawyer asked, "Who is my neighbor?", the Lord taught him that anyone he could help or interact with is his neighbor. Therefore, every person, when they touch any part of our being, is our neighbor. Which of the law’s restrictions is highlighted in the story? Not a single one. The love that transcends the law, making its violation impossible, is reflected in the ongoing narrative, expressed through active kindness—recognizing kinship, connection, and proximity. It shows in compassion and loving-kindness—the Samaritan heart is connected to the Jewish heart, and the Samaritan hands reach out to heal the Jewish wounds.
Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.
You should love your neighbor as yourself.
So direct and complete is this parable of our Lord, that one becomes almost ashamed of further talk about it. Suppose a man of the company had put the same question to our Lord that we have been considering, had said, "But I may keep the law and yet not love my neighbour," would he not have returned: "Keep thou the law thus, not in the letter, but in the spirit, that is, in the truth of action, and thou wilt soon find, O Jew, that thou lovest thy Samaritan"? And yet, when thoughts and questions arise in our minds, he desires that we should follow them. He will not check us with a word of heavenly wisdom scornfully uttered. He knows that not even his words will apply to every question of the willing soul; and we know that his spirit will reply. When we want to know more, that more will be there for us. Not every man, for instance, finds his neighbour in need of help, and he would gladly hasten the slow results of opportunity by true thinking. Thus would we be ready for further teaching from that Spirit who is the Lord.
So straightforward and complete is this parable of our Lord that it almost feels unnecessary to talk about it further. Imagine if someone in the group had asked our Lord the same question we've been considering, saying, "But I can follow the law and still not love my neighbor." Wouldn’t He have replied, "Follow the law not just in the letter, but in the spirit—in the truth of your actions—and you will soon realize, O Jew, that you love your Samaritan"? Yet, when thoughts and questions come up in our minds, He wants us to explore them. He won’t dismiss us with a scornful word of divine wisdom. He understands that not even His words can answer every question from those who truly seek. We know that His spirit will respond. When we seek to know more, that knowledge will be there for us. Not everyone finds their neighbor in need of help, and they would gladly speed up the slow results of opportunity through genuine thought. This is how we prepare ourselves for further lessons from that Spirit who is the Lord.
"But how," says a man, who is willing to recognize the universal neighbourhead, but finds himself unable to fulfil the bare law towards the woman even whom he loves best,—"How am I then to rise into that higher region, that empyrean of love?" And, beginning straightway to try to love his neighbour, he finds that the empyrean of which he spoke is no more to be reached in itself than the law was to be reached in itself. As he cannot keep the law without first rising into the love of his neighbour, so he cannot love his neighbour without first rising higher still. The whole system of the universe works upon this law—the driving of things upward towards the centre. The man who will love his neighbour can do so by no immediately operative exercise of the will. It is the man fulfilled of God from whom he came and by whom he is, who alone can as himself love his neighbour who came from God too and is by God too. The mystery of individuality and consequent relation is deep as the beginnings of humanity, and the questions thence arising can be solved only by him who has, practically, at least, solved the holy necessities resulting from his origin. In God alone can man meet man. In him alone the converging lines of existence touch and cross not. When the mind of Christ, the life of the Head, courses through that atom which the man is of the slowly revivifying body, when he is alive too, then the love of the brothers is there as conscious life. From Christ through the neighbours comes the life that makes him a part of the body.
"But how," says a man who wants to acknowledge his fellow human beings but struggles to follow even the basic principles toward the woman he loves most—"How am I supposed to reach that higher level, that ultimate plane of love?" As he starts trying to love his neighbor, he realizes that the ideal he mentioned is just as unattainable as the law he couldn't fulfill on its own. He can't follow the law without first elevating himself into the love for his neighbor, and he can't love his neighbor without rising even higher. The entire universe operates on this principle—pushing everything upward toward a central point. A man can’t love his neighbor simply through an immediate act of will. It is only through the presence of God within him, the source of his being, that he can genuinely love his neighbor, who also comes from God and exists through Him. The mystery of individuality and our interconnectedness runs deep, reaching back to the origins of humanity, and the resulting questions can only be resolved by the one who has, at least in practice, addressed the vital needs stemming from his own existence. Only in God can one truly connect with another person. In Him alone do the paths of existence converge without crossing over. When the mind of Christ, the essence of the Head, flows through the individual who is part of the slowly revitalizing body, and when that person is alive too, then brotherly love becomes a conscious reality. Through Christ, and extending to our neighbors, comes the life that integrates him into the body.
It is possible to love our neighbour as ourselves. Our Lord never spoke hyperbolically, although, indeed, that is the supposition on which many unconsciously interpret his words, in order to be able to persuade themselves that they believe them. We may see that it is possible before we attain to it; for our perceptions of truth are always in advance of our condition. True, no man can see it perfectly until he is it; but we must see it, that we may be it. A man who knows that he does not yet love his neighbour as himself may believe in such a condition, may even see that there is no other goal of human perfection, nothing else to which the universe is speeding, propelled by the Father's will. Let him labour on, and not faint at the thought that God's day is a thousand years: his millennium is likewise one day—yea, this day, for we have him, The Love, in us, working even now the far end.
It is possible to love our neighbor as ourselves. Our Lord never spoke exaggeratively, even though many people unknowingly interpret his words that way to convince themselves they believe them. We can see that this love is achievable even before we fully reach it because our understanding of truth always comes before our reality. It's true that no one can fully grasp it until they embody it, but we need to recognize it so we can become it. Someone who knows they don't yet love their neighbor as themselves can still believe that such a state exists and even see that it is the ultimate aim of human perfection, the only direction the universe is moving toward, guided by the Father's will. They should keep striving and not lose heart even when reminded that God's day is a thousand years; their millennium is also just one day—yes, this day—because we have him, The Love, within us, actively working towards that ultimate goal.
But while it is true that only when a man loves God with all his heart, will he love his neighbour as himself, yet there are mingled processes in the attainment of this final result. Let us try to aid such operation of truth by looking farther. Let us suppose that the man who believes our Lord both meant what he said, and knew the truth of the matter, proceeds to endeavour obedience in this of loving his neighbour as himself. He begins to think about his neighbours generally, and he tries to feel love towards them. He finds at once that they begin to classify themselves. With some he feels no difficulty, for he loves them already, not indeed because they are, but because they have, by friendly qualities, by showing themselves lovable, that is loving, already, moved his feelings as the wind moves the waters, that is without any self-generated action on his part. And he feels that this is nothing much to the point; though, of course, he would be farther from the desired end if he had none such to love, and farther still if he loved none such. He recalls the words of our Lord, "If ye love them which love you, what reward have ye?" and his mind fixes upon—let us say—one of a second class, and he tries to love him. The man is no enemy—we have not come to that class of neighbours yet—but he is dull, uninteresting—in a negative way, he thinks, unlovable. What is he to do with him? With all his effort, he finds the goal as far off as ever.
But while it’s true that a man will only love his neighbor as himself when he loves God with all his heart, there are mixed processes in achieving this final goal. Let’s help clarify the truth by looking deeper. Let’s say that the man who believes our Lord meant what he said and knew the truth of the matter tries to be obedient in loving his neighbor as himself. He starts to think about his neighbors in general and attempts to feel love for them. He quickly realizes that they begin to categorize themselves. With some, he feels no trouble because he already loves them, not necessarily because of who they are, but because their friendly qualities and lovable traits have naturally moved his feelings, like the wind moves the waters, without any effort on his part. He understands that this isn’t the point, though he would be much further from the desired goal if he didn’t have anyone like that to love, and even further if he loved no one like that at all. He remembers the words of our Lord, “If you love those who love you, what reward do you have?” and he focuses on—let’s say—one from a second tier, and he tries to love him. This man is no enemy—we haven’t reached that category of neighbors yet—but he’s dull and uninteresting—in a negative way, he thinks, unlovable. What is he supposed to do with him? Despite all his effort, he finds the goal just as far away as ever.
Naturally, in his failure, the question arises, "Is it my duty to love him who is unlovable?"
Naturally, with his failure, the question comes up, "Is it my responsibility to love someone who is unlovable?"
Certainly not, if he is unlovable. But that is a begging of the question.
Certainly not, if he is unlovable. But that's a different issue.
Thereupon the man falls back on the primary foundation of things, and asks—
Thereupon the man relies on the basic foundation of things, and asks—
"How, then, is the man to be loved by me? Why should I love my neighbour as myself?"
"Then how am I supposed to love this man? Why should I love my neighbor as I love myself?"
We must not answer "Because the Lord says so." It is because the Lord says so that the man is inquiring after some help to obey. No man can love his neighbour merely because the Lord says so. The Lord says so because it is right and necessary and natural, and the man wants to feel it thus right and necessary and natural. Although the Lord would be pleased with any man for doing a thing because he said it, he would show his pleasure by making the man more and more dissatisfied until he knew why the Lord had said it. He would make him see that he could not in the deepest sense—in the way the Lord loves—obey any command until he saw the reasonableness of it. Observe I do not say the man ought to put off obeying the command until he see its reasonableness: that is another thing quite, and does not lie in the scope of my present supposition. It is a beautiful thing to obey the rightful source of a command: it is a more beautiful thing to worship the radiant source of our light, and it is for the sake of obedient vision that our Lord commands us. For then our heart meets his: we see God.
We shouldn’t just say “Because the Lord says so.” The man is asking for help to obey because the Lord says so. No one can love their neighbor just because the Lord says they should. The Lord says so because it’s right, necessary, and natural, and the man wants to feel that it is indeed right, necessary, and natural. While the Lord might appreciate someone doing something just because He said to, He would keep them feeling increasingly unsatisfied until they understood why He said it. He would help them realize that they can't truly obey any command—at the deepest level, like the way the Lord loves—until they see the reasoning behind it. I’m not suggesting that the man should delay obeying until he understands its reasoning; that's a different topic altogether and isn't part of my current point. It's a beautiful thing to obey the true source of a command; worshiping the brilliant source of our light is even more beautiful, and it’s for the sake of clear vision that our Lord commands us. That’s when our heart aligns with His: we see God.
Let me represent in the form of a conversation what might pass in the man's mind on the opposing sides of the question.—"Why should I love my neighbour?"
Let me show what could be going through the man's mind in a conversation about the issue. — "Why should I care about my neighbor?"
"He is the same as I, and therefore I ought to love him."
"He is just like me, so I should love him."
"Why? I am I. He is he."
"Why? I am me. He is him."
"He has the same thoughts, feelings, hopes, sorrows, joys, as I."
"He has the same thoughts, feelings, hopes, sorrows, and joys as I do."
"Yes; but why should I love him for that? He must mind his, I can only do with mine."
"Yeah, but why should I love him for that? He should take care of his own; I can only handle my own."
"He has the same consciousness as I have. As things look to me, so things look to him."
"He has the same awareness as I do. The way things appear to me is how they appear to him."
"Yes; but I cannot get into his consciousness, nor he into mine. I feel myself, I do not feel him. My life flows through my veins, not through his. The world shines into my consciousness, and I am not conscious of his consciousness. I wish I could love him, but I do not see why. I am an individual; he is an individual. My self must be closer to me than he can be. Two bodies keep me apart from his self. I am isolated with myself."
"Yes, but I can't access his thoughts, nor can he access mine. I feel my own existence, but not his. My life runs through my veins, not his. The world lights up my awareness, and I'm not aware of his awareness. I wish I could love him, but I don't understand why. I am my own person; he is his own person. My sense of self has to be closer to me than he can ever be. Two bodies separate me from his self. I'm alone with myself."
Now, here lies the mistake at last. While the thinker supposes a duality in himself which does not exist, he falsely judges the individuality a separation. On the contrary, it is the sole possibility and very bond of love. Otherness is the essential ground of affection. But in spiritual things, such a unity is pre-supposed in the very contemplation of them by the spirit of man, that wherever anything does not exist that ought to be there, the space it ought to occupy, even if but a blank, assumes the appearance of a separating gulf. The negative looks a positive. Where a man does not love, the not-loving must seem rational. For no one loves because he sees why, but because he loves. No human reason can be given for the highest necessity of divinely created existence. For reasons are always from above downwards. A man must just feel this necessity, and then questioning is over. It justifies itself. But he who has not felt has it not to argue about. He has but its phantom, which he created himself in a vain effort to understand, and which he supposes to be it. Love cannot be argued about in its absence, for there is no reflex, no symbol of it near enough to the fact of it, to admit of just treatment by the algebra of the reason or imagination. Indeed, the very talking about it raises a mist between the mind and the vision of it. But let a man once love, and all those difficulties which appeared opposed to love, will just be so many arguments for loving.
Now, here's the mistake at last. While the thinker believes in a duality within himself that doesn’t actually exist, he mistakenly views individuality as a separation. On the contrary, it is the only possibility and the true bond of love. Otherness is the essential foundation of affection. However, in spiritual matters, such unity is assumed in the very contemplation of them by the human spirit, so that wherever something is missing that should be present, the void it should fill, even if just an emptiness, appears as a separating gap. The negative takes on a positive form. Where a person does not love, not loving must seem rational. For no one loves because they understand why; they love simply because they do. No human reasoning can explain the ultimate necessity of divinely created existence. Reasons always come from above downwards. A person must simply feel this necessity, and then questioning ends. It justifies itself. But someone who hasn’t felt it has nothing to debate. They only have its phantom, which they created in a futile attempt to understand, and which they assume to be it. Love cannot be argued about in its absence, as there is no reflection, no symbol of it close enough to the reality of it to allow proper treatment by the equations of reason or imagination. In fact, simply discussing it raises a fog between the mind and the vision of it. But once a person loves, all those difficulties that seemed to oppose love will turn into reasons for loving.
Let a man once find another who has fallen among thieves; let him be a neighbour to him, pouring oil and wine into his wounds, and binding them up, and setting him on his own beast, and paying for him at the inn; let him do all this merely from a sense of duty; let him even, in the pride of his fancied, and the ignorance of his true calling, bate no jot of his Jewish superiority; let him condescend to the very baseness of his own lowest nature; yet such will be the virtue of obeying an eternal truth even to his poor measure, of putting in actuality what he has not even seen in theory, of doing the truth even without believing it, that even if the truth does not after the deed give the faintest glimmer as truth in the man, he will yet be ages nearer the truth than before, for he will go on his way loving that Samaritan neighbour a little more than his Jewish dignity will justify. Nor will he question the reasonableness of so doing, although he may not care to spend any logic upon its support. How much more if he be a man who would love his neighbour if he could, will the higher condition unsought have been found in the action! For man is a whole; and so soon as he unites himself by obedient action, the truth that is in him makes itself known to him, shining from the new whole. For his action is his response to his maker's design, his individual part in the creation of himself, his yielding to the All in all, to the tides of whose harmonious cosmoplastic life all his being thenceforward lies open for interpenetration and assimilation. When will once begins to aspire, it will soon find that action must precede feeling, that the man may know the foundation itself of feeling.
Let a person find someone who has fallen among thieves; let them be a neighbor, pouring oil and wine into their wounds, binding them up, placing them on their own animal, and covering their expenses at the inn; let them do all this out of a sense of duty; let them even, in the pride of their perceived superiority and the ignorance of their true calling, not think any less of their own status; let them stoop to the very lowliness of their own nature; yet the act of obeying an eternal truth, even to their limited understanding, of putting into practice what they haven't even fully grasped in theory, of acting on the truth even without believing it, will bring them much closer to the truth than before, because they will walk away loving that Samaritan neighbor a little more than their pride would typically allow. They won't question the reasonableness of this, even if they don't bother to use logic to back it up. How much more profound will the experience be for someone who genuinely wants to love their neighbor? In their actions, they will discover a higher state of being! For a person is a complete whole; as soon as they unite themselves through obedient action, the truth within them becomes apparent, shining through the new whole. Their actions become their response to their maker's plan, their individual part in creating themselves, their submission to the All in all, to the forces of whose harmonious life their entire being will subsequently be open for connection and integration. Once one begins to aspire, they will soon realize that action must precede feeling, so that they may understand the very foundation of their feelings.
With those who recognize no authority as the ground of tentative action, a doubt, a suspicion of truth ought to be ground enough for putting it to the test.
With those who don't acknowledge any authority as the basis for temporary action, a doubt or suspicion about the truth should be enough reason to put it to the test.
The whole system of divine education as regards the relation of man and man, has for its end that a man should love his neighbour as himself. It is not a lesson that he can learn by itself, or a duty the obligation of which can be shown by argument, any more than the difference between right and wrong can be defined in other terms than their own. "But that difference," it may be objected, "manifests itself of itself to every mind: it is self-evident; whereas the loving of one's neighbour is not seen to be a primary truth; so far from it, that far the greater number of those who hope for an eternity of blessedness through him who taught it, do not really believe it to be a truth; believe, on the contrary, that the paramount obligation is to take care of one's self at much risk of forgetting one's neighbour."
The entire system of divine education regarding the relationship between people aims for individuals to love their neighbors as themselves. It's not a lesson that can be learned in isolation or a duty that can be justified through argument, just like the distinction between right and wrong can't be explained in other terms but its own. "But that distinction," someone might argue, "is obvious to everyone: it’s self-evident; whereas loving your neighbor is not recognized as a fundamental truth. In fact, many of those who hope for eternal happiness through the one who taught it don’t really see it as a truth; instead, they believe that the main obligation is to prioritize oneself, often at the cost of forgetting about others."
But the human race generally has got as far as the recognition of right and wrong; and therefore most men are born capable of making the distinction. The race has not yet lived long enough for its latest offspring to be born with the perception of the truth of love to the neighbour. It is to be seen by the present individual only after a long reception of and submission to the education of life. And once seen, it is believed.
But humanity has generally reached the point of recognizing right from wrong; therefore, most people are born able to make that distinction. The human race hasn’t existed long enough for its newest members to be born with an understanding of the truth of loving one’s neighbor. This understanding is only revealed to individuals after a long process of experiencing and embracing life’s lessons. Once it is recognized, it is accepted.
The whole constitution of human society exists for the express end, I say, of teaching the two truths by which man lives, Love to God and Love to Man. I will say nothing more of the mysteries of the parental relation, because they belong to the teaching of the former truth, than that we come into the world as we do, to look up to the love over us, and see in it a symbol, poor and weak, yet the best we can have or receive of the divine love. [Footnote: It might be expressed after a deeper and truer fashion by saying that, God making human affairs after his own thoughts, they are therefore such as to be the best teachers of love to him and love to our neighbour. This is an immeasurably nobler and truer manner of regarding them than as a scheme or plan invented by the divine intellect.] And thousands more would find it easy to love God if they had not such miserable types of him in the self-seeking, impulse-driven, purposeless, faithless beings who are all they have for father and mother, and to whom their children are no dearer than her litter is to the unthinking dam. What I want to speak of now, with regard to the second great commandment, is the relation of brotherhood and sisterhood. Why does my brother come of the same father and mother? Why do I behold the helplessness and confidence of his infancy? Why is the infant laid on the knee of the child? Why do we grow up with the same nurture? Why do we behold the wonder of the sunset and the mystery of the growing moon together? Why do we share one bed, join in the same games, and attempt the same exploits? Why do we quarrel, vow revenge and silence and endless enmity, and, unable to resist the brotherhood within us, wind arm in arm and forget all within the hour? Is it not that Love may grow lord of all between him and me? Is it not that I may feel towards him what there are no words or forms of words to express— a love namely, in which the divine self rushes forth in utter self-forgetfulness to live in the contemplation of the brother—a love that is stronger than death,—glad and proud and satisfied? But if love stop there, what will be the result? Ruin to itself; loss of the brotherhood. He who loves not his brother for deeper reasons than those of a common parentage will cease to love him at all. The love that enlarges not its borders, that is not ever spreading and including, and deepening, will contract, shrivel, decay, die. I have had the sons of my mother that I may learn the universal brotherhood. For there is a bond between me and the most wretched liar that ever died for the murder he would not even confess, closer infinitely than that which springs only from having one father and mother. That we are the sons and the daughters of God born from his heart, the outcoming offspring of his love, is a bond closer than all other bonds in one. No man ever loved his own child aright who did not love him for his humanity, for his divinity, to the utter forgetting of his origin from himself. The son of my mother is indeed my brother by this greater and closer bond as well; but if I recognize that bond between him and me at all, I recognize it for my race. True, and thank God! the greater excludes not the less; it makes all the weaker bonds stronger and truer, nor forbids that where all are brothers, some should be those of our bosom. Still my brother according to the flesh is my first neighbour, that we may be very nigh to each other, whether we will or no, while our hearts are tender, and so may learn brotherhood. For our love to each other is but the throbbing of the heart of the great brotherhood, and could come only from the eternal Father, not from our parents. Then my second neighbour appears, and who is he? Whom I come in contact with soever. He with whom I have any transactions, any human dealings whatever. Not the man only with whom I dine; not the friend only with whom I share my thoughts; not the man only whom my compassion would lift from some slough; but the man who makes my clothes; the man who prints my book; the man who drives me in his cab; the man who begs from me in the street, to whom, it may be, for brotherhood's sake, I must not give; yea, even the man who condescends to me. With all and each there is a chance of doing the part of a neighbour, if in no other way yet by speaking truly, acting justly, and thinking kindly. Even these deeds will help to that love which is born of righteousness. All true action clears the springs of right feeling, and lets their waters rise and flow. A man must not choose his neighbour; he must take the neighbour that God sends him. In him, whoever he be, lies, hidden or revealed, a beautiful brother. The neighbour is just the man who is next to you at the moment, the man with whom any business has brought you in contact.
The entire structure of human society exists for the specific purpose of teaching the two truths by which people live: love for God and love for others. I won’t delve into the complexities of the parental relationship; those are part of understanding the first truth. All I will say is that we enter this world to look up at the love surrounding us, and in that love, we see a symbol—albeit imperfect and weak—of the divine love we can receive. [Footnote: It could be said in a deeper and more accurate way that since God creates human affairs according to His thoughts, they are designed to be the best guides for love for Him and love for our neighbors. This perspective is far nobler and more truthful than seeing it merely as a scheme constructed by divine intellect.] Many more would find it easy to love God if they didn’t have such terrible examples of Him in the selfish, impulsive, aimless, and faithless beings who are often their only parents, who treat their children as little more than a burden. What I want to discuss now, regarding the second great commandment, is the bond of brotherhood and sisterhood. Why does my brother share the same parents as I do? Why do I witness his vulnerability and trust in infancy? Why is the baby nestled in the lap of the child? Why do we grow up under the same nurturing? Why do we marvel at sunsets and the mysterious growing moon together? Why do we share a bed, play the same games, and attempt the same adventures? Why do we argue, vow revenge, and harbor lasting grudges, only to find ourselves arm in arm shortly after, forgetting all? Isn’t it to allow love to dominate our relationship? Isn’t it so I can feel a connection to him that words cannot fully express—a love where the divine self rushes forth in total selflessness to revel in the presence of my brother—a love stronger than death—joyful, proud, and fulfilling? But if that love remains stagnant, what happens? It leads to its own downfall; it destroys the sense of brotherhood. A person who loves their brother merely because of shared parentage will eventually stop loving him entirely. Love that does not expand its boundaries, that is not continually growing, deepening, and including, will shrink, wither, decay, and die. I have my mother’s children to teach me about universal brotherhood. There exists a bond between me and the most notorious liar who ever faced execution for a crime he didn’t even confess to, that is infinitely stronger than merely having the same parents. The fact that we are all sons and daughters of God, born from His heart, arising from His love, is a deeper bond than any other. No one truly loves their own child who does not cherish them for their humanity, for their divinity, completely forgetting that they came from themselves. The son of my mother is indeed my brother through this profound connection as well; but if I recognize that bond between us, I recognize it as part of my entire humanity. Indeed, thank God! The greater bond does not exclude the lesser; it strengthens and enriches all those weaker ties, nor does it prevent the fact that in a world of brothers, some are truly our close ones. Still, my biological brother is my first neighbor, one with whom I must be close, whether we like it or not, while our hearts are open, and thus we can learn about brotherhood. Our love for each other is merely the pulsing heart of the greater brotherhood, which comes only from the eternal Father, not from our parents. Then my second neighbor comes into view, and who is that? It is anyone I happen to interact with. It includes anyone with whom I have any dealings at all. Not just the man I dine with; not just the friend I share my thoughts with; not just the individual I want to help out of hardship; but also the man who makes my clothes; the man who prints my book; the cab driver taking me anywhere; even the person begging on the street whom I might not help for the sake of brotherhood; yes, even the person who looks down on me. With each person, there is an opportunity to be a neighbor, even if that only means speaking truthfully, acting justly, and thinking kindly. Even these actions will contribute to the love rooted in righteousness. All genuine actions clear the sources of true feelings and allow them to rise and flow. A person does not get to choose their neighbor; they must accept the neighbor God provides. In whoever that may be, hidden or revealed, lies a beautiful brother. The neighbor is simply the person next to you at that moment, the one whom any circumstance has brought into your life.
Thus will love spread and spread in wider and stronger pulses till the whole human race will be to the man sacredly lovely. Drink-debased, vice-defeatured, pride-puffed, wealth-bollen, vanity-smeared, they will yet be brothers, yet be sisters, yet be God-born neighbours. Any rough-hewn semblance of humanity will at length be enough to move the man to reverence and affection. It is harder for some to learn thus than for others. There are whose first impulse is ever to repel and not to receive. But learn they may, and learn they must. Even these may grow in this grace until a countenance unknown will awake in them a yearning of affection rising to pain, because there is for it no expression, and they can only give the man to God and be still.
Thus will love expand and grow in wider and stronger waves until the entire human race becomes sacredly beautiful to each person. Even if they are damaged by alcohol, marred by vice, inflated with pride, burdened by wealth, or smeared with vanity, they will still be brothers, still be sisters, still be neighbors created by God. Any rough semblance of humanity will eventually be enough to inspire reverence and affection. Some people find it harder to learn this than others. There are those whose first instinct is always to push away instead of to embrace. But they can learn, and they must learn. Even these individuals can grow in this grace until an unfamiliar face ignites in them a longing for affection that becomes painful because there is no way to express it, and they can only offer the person to God and remain silent.
And now will come in all the arguments out of which the man tried in vain before to build a stair up to the sunny heights of love. "Ah brother! thou hast a soul like mine," he will say. "Out of thine eyes thou lookest, and sights and sounds and odours visit thy soul as mine, with wonder and tender comforting. Thou too lovest the faces of thy neighbours. Thou art oppressed with thy sorrows, uplifted with thy joys. Perhaps thou knowest not so well as I, that a region of gladness surrounds all thy grief, of light all thy darkness, of peace all thy tumult. Oh, my brother! I will love thee. I cannot come very near thee: I will love thee the more. It may be thou dost not love thy neighbour; it may be thou thinkest only how to get from him, how to gain by him. How lonely then must thou be! how shut up in thy poverty-stricken room, with the bare walls of thy selfishness, and the hard couch of thy unsatisfaction! I will love thee the more. Thou shalt not be alone with thyself. Thou art not me; thou art another life—a second self; therefore I can, may, and will love thee."
And now all the arguments the man had tried unsuccessfully before to build a path to the bright heights of love will come rushing in. "Ah brother! You have a soul like mine," he will say. "From your eyes, you gaze upon the world, and sights, sounds, and scents touch your soul as they do mine, with wonder and gentle comfort. You too love the faces of those around you. You feel weighed down by your sorrows and lifted by your joys. Maybe you don't realize as well as I do that a realm of happiness surrounds all your grief, of light all your darkness, of peace all your chaos. Oh, my brother! I will love you. I can't get too close to you; I will love you even more. Perhaps you don't love your neighbor; maybe you only think about what you can take from him, how you can benefit. How lonely that must be! How trapped you must feel in your poverty-stricken room, with the bare walls of your selfishness and the uncomfortable couch of your dissatisfaction! I will love you more for it. You won't be alone with yourself. You're not me; you’re another life—a second self; so I can, may, and will love you."
When once to a man the human face is the human face divine, and the hand of his neighbour is the hand of a brother, then will he understand what St Paul meant when he said, "I could wish that myself were accursed from Christ for my brethren." But he will no longer understand those who, so far from feeling the love of their neighbour an essential of their being, expect to be set free from its law in the world to come. There, at least, for the glory of God, they may limit its expansive tendencies to the narrow circle of their heaven. On its battlements of safety, they will regard hell from afar, and say to each other, "Hark! Listen to their moans. But do not weep, for they are our neighbours no more." St Paul would be wretched before the throne of God, if he thought there was one man beyond the pale of his mercy, and that as much for God's glory as for the man's sake. And what shall we say of the man Christ Jesus? Who, that loves his brother, would not, upheld by the love of Christ, and with a dim hope that in the far-off time there might be some help for him, arise from the company of the blessed, and walk down into the dismal regions of despair, to sit with the last, the only unredeemed, the Judas of his race, and be himself more blessed in the pains of hell, than in the glories of heaven? Who, in the midst of the golden harps and the white wings, knowing that one of his kind, one miserable brother in the old-world-time when men were taught to love their neighbour as themselves, was howling unheeded far below in the vaults of the creation, who, I say, would not feel that he must arise, that he had no choice, that, awful as it was, he must gird his loins, and go down into the smoke and the darkness and the fire, travelling the weary and fearful road into the far country to find his brother?—who, I mean, that had the mind of Christ, that had the love of the Father?
When a person sees the human face as a divine reflection and recognizes their neighbor's hand as that of a brother, they'll grasp what St. Paul meant when he said, "I could wish that myself were accursed from Christ for my brethren." But they will no longer understand those who, rather than feeling that love for their neighbor is essential to their existence, expect to escape its demands in the afterlife. There, at least, for the glory of God, they may restrict its far-reaching nature to the small circle of their paradise. From their safe walls, they'll look at hell from a distance and say to one another, "Hey! Listen to their cries. But don’t cry, because they are no longer our neighbors." St. Paul would be miserable before God's throne if he thought there was even one person outside of his mercy, and that was as much for God's glory as it was for that person's sake. And what can we say about the man Christ Jesus? Who, loving his brother, would not, driven by Christ’s love and with a faint hope that someday there could be some help for him, rise from among the blessed and venture into the dark depths of despair, to sit with the last, the only unredeemed—the Judas of his people—and find himself more blessed in the agonies of hell than in the joys of heaven? Who, amid the golden harps and white wings, knowing that one of his kind, one wretched brother from a time long ago when people were taught to love their neighbor as themselves, was howling unheard far below in the depths of creation, wouldn’t feel the urgent need to rise, knowing he had no choice, that, as dreadful as it was, he must prepare himself and go down into the smoke, the darkness, and the fire, traveling the weary and fearful path into a distant land to find his brother?—who, I mean, would do this if they had the mind of Christ, if they had the love of the Father?
But it is a wild question. God is, and shall be, All in all. Father of our brothers and sisters! thou wilt not be less glorious than we, taught of Christ, are able to think thee. When thou goest into the wilderness to seek, thou wilt not come home until thou hast found. It is because we hope not for them in thee, not knowing thee, not knowing thy love, that we are so hard and so heartless to the brothers and sisters whom thou hast given us.
But it's a tough question. God is, and will always be, everything. Father of our siblings! You won't be any less glorious than we, who learn from Christ, believe you to be. When you venture into the wilderness to seek, you won't return until you've found. It's because we don't hope for them in you, not knowing you, not knowing your love, that we are so harsh and so heartless to the siblings you've given us.
One word more: This love of our neighbour is the only door out of the dungeon of self, where we mope and mow, striking sparks, and rubbing phosphorescences out of the walls, and blowing our own breath in our own nostrils, instead of issuing to the fair sunlight of God, the sweet winds of the universe. The man thinks his consciousness is himself; whereas his life consisteth in the inbreathing of God, and the consciousness of the universe of truth. To have himself, to know himself, to enjoy himself, he calls life; whereas, if he would forget himself, tenfold would be his life in God and his neighbours. The region of man's life is a spiritual region. God, his friends, his neighbours, his brothers all, is the wide world in which alone his spirit can find room. Himself is his dungeon. If he feels it not now, he will yet feel it one day—feel it as a living soul would feel being prisoned in a dead body, wrapped in sevenfold cerements, and buried in a stone-ribbed vault within the last ripple of the sound of the chanting people in the church above. His life is not in knowing that he lives, but in loving all forms of life. He is made for the All, for God, who is the All, is his life. And the essential joy of his life lies abroad in the liberty of the All. His delights, like those of the Ideal Wisdom, are with the sons of men. His health is in the body of which the Son of Man is the head. The whole region of life is open to him—nay, he must live in it or perish.
One more thing: Loving our neighbor is the only way out of the prison of self, where we sulk and scratch, trying to ignite sparks and rubbing the glow off the walls, while only breathing our own air, instead of stepping into God’s bright sunlight and the gentle breezes of the universe. People think their awareness is who they are; however, their true life comes from the breath of God and the awareness of the vast truth of the universe. They call life the experience of having, knowing, and enjoying themselves, while if they could forget themselves, their life in God and in connection with others would multiply tenfold. The realm of human existence is a spiritual one. God, friends, neighbors, and brothers make up the wide world where their spirit can truly thrive. Their self is their prison. If they don't realize it now, they will feel it one day—feel it like a living soul trapped in a dead body, wrapped tightly and buried in a stone-cold vault, only faintly hearing the voices of the people singing in the church above. Their life isn't about being aware that they exist, but in loving all forms of life. They are made for the Whole; God, who is the Whole, is their life. The true joy of their existence lies in the freedom of the Whole. Their joys, just like those of True Wisdom, are with humanity. Their health is found in the body of which the Son of Man is the head. The entire sphere of life is open to them—truly, they must live in it or they will not survive.
Nor thus shall a man lose the consciousness of well-being. Far deeper and more complete, God and his neighbour will flash it back upon him— pure as life. No more will he agonize "with sick assay" to generate it in the light of his own decadence. For he shall know the glory of his own being in the light of God and of his brother.
Nor will a person lose the awareness of well-being this way. Much deeper and more complete, God and his neighbor will reflect it back to him—pure as life. He will no longer struggle "with sick effort" to create it amidst his own decline. For he will recognize the glory of his own existence in the presence of God and his brother.
But he may have begun to love his neighbour, with the hope of ere long loving him as himself, and notwithstanding start back affrighted at yet another word of our Lord, seeming to be another law yet harder than the first, although in truth it is not another, for without obedience to it the former cannot be attained unto. He has not yet learned to love his neighbour as himself whose heart sinks within him at the word, I say unto you, Love your enemies.
But he might have started to love his neighbor, hoping to eventually love him as he loves himself, yet he still recoils in fear at another saying of our Lord, which seems like yet another law even tougher than the first. However, it's not really a different law because you can't achieve the first one without obeying this one. He hasn’t learned to love his neighbor as himself if his heart sinks at the phrase, I say unto you, Love your enemies.
LOVE THINE ENEMY.
Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy; but I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven; for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.—St Matthew v. 43-48.
You have heard it said, "Love your neighbor and hate your enemy." But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat and persecute you, so that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the just and the unjust. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Don’t even tax collectors do the same? And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Don’t even pagans do that? Therefore, be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect.—St Matthew v. 43-48.
Is not this at length too much to expect? Will a man ever love his enemies? He may come to do good to them that hate him; but when will he pray for them that despitefully use him and persecute him? When? When he is the child of his Father in heaven. Then shall he love his neighbour as himself, even if that neighbour be his enemy. In the passage in Leviticus (xix. 18,) already referred to as quoted by our Lord and his apostles, we find the neighbour and the enemy are one. "Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people, but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself: I am the Lord."
Isn't this finally too much to ask? Will a person ever truly love their enemies? They might do good for those who hate them, but when will they pray for those who mistreat and persecute them? When? When they become a child of their Father in heaven. Then they will love their neighbor as themselves, even if that neighbor is their enemy. In the verse from Leviticus (xix. 18) that has already been mentioned, as quoted by our Lord and his apostles, we see that the neighbor and the enemy are the same. "You shall not seek revenge or bear a grudge against the children of your people, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself: I am the Lord."
Look at the glorious way in which Jesus interprets the scripture that went before him. "I am the Lord,"—"That ye may be perfect, as your Father in heaven is perfect."
Look at the amazing way Jesus interprets the scripture that came before him. "I am the Lord,"—"So that you may be perfect, just like your Father in heaven is perfect."
Is it then reasonable to love our enemies? God does; therefore it must be the highest reason. But is it reasonable to expect that man should become capable of doing so? Yes; on one ground: that the divine energy is at work in man, to render at length man's doing divine as his nature is. For this our Lord prayed when he said: "That they all may be one, as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us." Nothing could be less likely to human judgment: our Lord knows that one day it will come.
Is it reasonable to love our enemies? God does, so it must be the highest reason. But is it realistic to think that humans can do this? Yes, for one reason: that divine energy is active in people, slowly making their actions divine, just as their nature is. This is what our Lord prayed for when he said: "That they all may be one, as you, Father, are in me, and I in you, that they also may be one in us." Nothing seems less plausible by human standards, but our Lord knows that one day it will happen.
Why should we love our enemies? The deepest reason for this we cannot put in words, for it lies in the absolute reality of their being, where our enemies are of one nature with us, even of the divine nature. Into this we cannot see, save as into a dark abyss. But we can adumbrate something of the form of this deepest reason, if we let the thoughts of our heart move upon the face of the dim profound.
Why should we love our enemies? The deepest reason for this is hard to express in words because it exists in the fundamental reality of their being, where our enemies share the same nature as us, even a divine nature. We can’t fully grasp this, except as if looking into a dark void. However, we can glimpse some aspects of this fundamental reason if we allow our heartfelt thoughts to reflect upon the surface of this deep mystery.
"Are our enemies men like ourselves?" let me begin by asking. "Yes." "Upon what ground? The ground of their enmity? The ground of the wrong they do us?" "No." "In virtue of cruelty, heartlessness, injustice, disrespect, misrepresentation?" "Certainly not. Humanum est errare is a truism; but it possesses, like most truisms, a latent germ of worthy truth. The very word errare is a sign that there is a way so truly the human that, for a man to leave it, is to wander. If it be human to wander, yet the wandering is not humanity. The very words humane and humanity denote some shadow of that loving-kindness which, when perfected after the divine fashion, shall include even our enemies. We do not call the offering of human sacrifices, the torturing of captives, cannibalism—humanity. Not because they do such deeds are they men. Their humanity must be deeper than those. It is in virtue of the divine essence which is in them, that pure essential humanity, that we call our enemies men and women. It is this humanity that we are to love—a something, I say, deeper altogether than and independent of the region of hate. It is the humanity that originates the claim of neighbourhead; the neighbourhood only determines the occasion of its exercise." "Is this humanity in every one of our enemies?" "Else there were nothing to love." "Is it there in very deed?—Then we must love it, come between us and it what may."
"Are our enemies just like us?" let me start by asking. "Yes." "On what basis? Because of their hostility? Because of the harm they cause us?" "No." "Is it because of their cruelty, heartlessness, injustice, disrespect, misrepresentation?" "Definitely not. Humanum est errare is a true statement; but it has, like most truths, a hidden kernel of valuable insight. The very word errare indicates that there is a path so distinctly human that when a person strays from it, they wander. While it might be human to wander, that wandering is not what defines our humanity. The terms humane and humanity suggest some trace of that kindness which, when perfected in a divine manner, will even embrace our enemies. We do not refer to acts like human sacrifice, torturing captives, or cannibalism as humanity. They are not men because they perform such acts. Their humanity must go deeper than that. It is because of the divine essence within them, that purest form of humanity, that we consider our enemies to be men and women. This is the humanity we are meant to love — something I say is much deeper and separate from the realm of hate. It is this humanity that establishes the claim of neighborliness; the neighborhood simply defines when it is put into practice." "Is this humanity present in each of our enemies?" "Otherwise, there would be nothing to love." "Is it truly there? — Then we must love it, no matter what stands between us and it."
But how can we love a man or a woman who is cruel and unjust to us?— who sears with contempt, or cuts off with wrong every tendril we would put forth to embrace?—who is mean, unlovely, carping, uncertain, self-righteous, self-seeking, and self-admiring?—who can even sneer, the most inhuman of human faults, far worse in its essence than mere murder?
But how can we love someone who is cruel and unfair to us?—who burns us with disdain, or harshly rejects every attempt we make to connect?—who is petty, unappealing, critical, unpredictable, self-righteous, self-serving, and vain?—who can even scoff, the most inhumane of human traits, far worse in its nature than simple murder?
These things cannot be loved. The best man hates them most; the worst man cannot love them. But are these the man? Does a woman bear that form in virtue of these? Lies there not within the man and the woman a divine element of brotherhood, of sisterhood, a something lovely and lovable,—slowly fading, it may be,—dying away under the fierce heat of vile passions, or the yet more fearful cold of sepulchral selfishness—but there? Shall that divine something, which, once awakened to be its own holy self in the man, will loathe these unlovely things tenfold more than we loathe them now—shall this divine thing have no recognition from us? It is the very presence of this fading humanity that makes it possible for us to hate. If it were an animal only, and not a man or a woman that did us hurt, we should not hate: we should only kill. We hate the man just because we are prevented from loving him. We push over the verge of the creation—we damn—just because we cannot embrace. For to embrace is the necessity of our deepest being. That foiled, we hate. Instead of admonishing ourselves that there is our enchained brother, that there lies our enchanted, disfigured, scarce recognizable sister, captive of the devil, to break, how much sooner, from their bonds, that we love them!—we recoil into the hate which would fix them there; and the dearly lovable reality of them we sacrifice to the outer falsehood of Satan's incantations, thus leaving them to perish. Nay, we murder them to get rid of them, we hate them. Yet within the most obnoxious to our hate, lies that which, could it but show itself as it is, and as it will show itself one day, would compel from our hearts a devotion of love. It is not the unfriendly, the unlovely, that we are told to love, but the brother, the sister, who is unkind, who is unlovely. Shall we leave our brother to his desolate fate? Shall we not rather say, "With my love at least shalt thou be compassed about, for thou hast not thy own lovingness to infold thee; love shall come as near thee as it may; and when thine comes forth to meet mine, we shall be one in the indwelling God"?
These things can't be loved. The best person hates them the most; the worst person can’t love them. But are these things what define a person? Does a woman take that shape because of these? Isn’t there a divine aspect of brotherhood and sisterhood within both men and women, something beautiful and lovable—though it may be slowly fading—dying away under the intense heat of vile passions or the even more terrifying chill of cold selfishness—but still there? Will that divine spark, which, once awakened to its true self in a person, will despise these unlovely things ten times more than we despise them now—will this divine essence go unrecognized by us? It’s the very existence of this fading humanity that allows us to hate. If it were just an animal, and not a man or a woman that harmed us, we wouldn’t feel hate; we’d just kill it. We hate the person precisely because we can't love them. We push them out of our humanity—we condemn—simply because we can't embrace them. For embracing is the necessity of our deepest being. When that's thwarted, we hate. Instead of reminding ourselves that there’s our bound brother, that there’s our enchanted, disfigured, barely recognizable sister, caught by evil, waiting to break free from their chains, we recoil into the hate that would keep them there; and we sacrifice their genuinely lovable reality to the outer falsehood of evil’s spells, leaving them to perish. In fact, we destroy them to escape from their influence; we hate them. Yet within the most repugnant to our hate lies that which, if it could only reveal itself as it is, and as it will one day, would draw from our hearts a love so deep. It isn’t the unfriendly, the unlovely, that we’re urged to love, but our brother, our sister, who is unkind and unlovely. Shall we abandon our brother to his lonely fate? Shouldn’t we instead say, "With my love at least you shall be surrounded, for you don’t have your own love to keep you warm; love will come as close to you as it can; and when yours comes forth to meet mine, we shall be one in the presence of God"?
Let no one say I have been speaking in a figure merely. That I have been so speaking I know. But many things which we see most vividly and certainly are more truly expressed by using a right figure, than by attempting to give them a clear outline of logical expression. My figure means a truth.
Let no one say I've just been using a metaphor. I'm aware that I have. But many things that we perceive most clearly and definitely are better expressed through the right metaphor than by trying to outline them logically. My metaphor conveys a truth.
If any one say, "Do not make such vague distinctions. There is the person. Can you deny that that person is unlovely? How then can you love him?" I answer, "That person, with the evil thing cast out of him, will be yet more the person, for he will be his real self. The thing that now makes you dislike him is separable from him, is therefore not he, makes himself so much less himself, for it is working death in him. Now he is in danger of ceasing to be a person at all. When he is clothed and in his right mind, he will be a person indeed. You could not then go on hating him. Begin to love him now, and help him into the loveliness which is his. Do not hate him although you can. The personalty, I say, though clouded, besmeared, defiled with the wrong, lies deeper than the wrong, and indeed, so far as the wrong has reached it, is by the wrong injured, yea, so far, it may be, destroyed."
If someone says, "Stop making such vague distinctions. That’s a person. Can you deny that person is unlovable? How can you love him then?" I respond, "That person, once the negative aspects are removed, will truly be the person, as he will be his authentic self. The reason you currently dislike him is separate from him; it’s not who he is, and it diminishes him, as it’s leading to his destruction. Right now, he’s at risk of not being a person at all. When he’s restored and has clarity, he will truly be a person. You could not continue to hate him then. Start loving him now, and assist him in discovering the inherent beauty within him. Don’t hate him even though you can. I believe that the essence of a person, though clouded, stained, and marred by wrongdoing, lies deeper than the wrongdoing itself, and in fact, to the extent the wrongdoing has affected him, it has only harmed, perhaps even destroyed, what’s truly there."
But those who will not acknowledge the claim of love, may yet acknowledge the claim of justice. There are who would shrink with horror from the idea of doing injustice to those, from the idea of loving whom they would shrink with equal horror. But if it is impossible, as I believe, without love to be just, much more cannot justice co-exist with hate. The pure eye for the true vision of another's claims can only go with the loving heart. The man who hates can hardly be delicate in doing justice, say to his neighbour's love, to his neighbour's predilections and peculiarities. It is hard enough to be just to our friends; and how shall our enemies fare with us? For justice demands that we shall think rightly of our neighbour as certainly as that we shall neither steal his goods nor bear false witness against him. Man is not made for justice from his fellow, but for love, which is greater than justice, and by including supersedes justice. Mere justice is an impossibility, a fiction of analysis. It does not exist between man and man, save relatively to human law. Justice to be justice must be much more than justice. Love is the law of our condition, without which we can no more render justice than a man can keep a straight line walking in the dark. The eye is not single, and the body is not full of light. No man who is even indifferent to his brother can recognize the claims which his humanity has upon him. Nay, the very indifference itself is an injustice.
But those who refuse to acknowledge the claim of love might still recognize the claim of justice. There are some who would recoil in horror at the thought of doing injustice to others, just as they would be equally horrified at the idea of loving those very same people. However, if it’s true, as I believe, that you can't be just without love, then justice certainly can't coexist with hate. A clear understanding of another's needs can only come from a loving heart. A person who hates can hardly be sensitive when doing what's right, especially regarding their neighbor's love, preferences, and quirks. It's already tough enough to be fair to our friends; how can we expect to treat our enemies? Justice demands that we think well of our neighbors just as much as it requires us not to steal from them or lie about them. People aren’t made to be just to one another but for love, which is greater than justice and, by encompassing it, surpasses it. Mere justice is impossible; it's a theoretical construct. It doesn’t truly exist between people except in relation to human law. For justice to be genuine, it has to be much more than just justice. Love is the foundation of our existence; without it, we can’t deliver justice any more than a person can walk a straight line in the dark. The eye is not clear, and the body lacks light. No one who is indifferent to their fellow human can recognize the claims that their humanity places upon them. In fact, that very indifference is itself an injustice.
I have taken for granted that the fault lies with the enemy so considered, for upon the primary rocks would I build my foundation. But the question must be put to each man by himself, "Is my neighbour indeed my enemy, or am I my neighbour's enemy, and so take him to be mine?—awful thought! Or, if he be mine, am not I his? Am I not refusing to acknowledge the child of the kingdom within his bosom, so killing the child of the kingdom within my own?" Let us claim for ourselves no more indulgence than we give to him. Such honesty will end in severity at home and clemency abroad. For we are accountable for the ill in ourselves, and have to kill it; for the good in our neighbour, and have to cherish it. He only, in the name and power of God, can kill the bad in him; we can cherish the good in him by being good to it across all the evil fog that comes between our love and his good.
I have assumed that the fault lies with the enemy as defined, because I would build my foundation on these primary rocks. But every person must ask themselves, "Is my neighbor really my enemy, or am I my neighbor's enemy, thinking he’s mine?—what a disturbing thought! And if he is my enemy, am I not also his? Am I not ignoring the goodness within him, which also hurts the goodness inside me?" Let’s not expect more compassion for ourselves than we offer him. Such honesty will lead to stricter standards at home and kindness to others. We are responsible for the bad within us, and we must confront it; we are responsible for the good in our neighbor, and we must nurture it. Only he, with God’s guidance and strength, can confront the bad within him; we can nurture the good in him by being good to it, despite the negativity that stands between our love and his goodness.
Nor ought it to be forgotten that this fog is often the result of misapprehension and mistake, giving rise to all kinds of indignations, resentments, and regrets. Scarce anything about us is just as it seems, but at the core there is truth enough to dispel all falsehood and reveal life as unspeakably divine. O brother, sister, across this weary fog, dim-lighted by the faint torches of our truth-seeking, I call to the divine in thee, which is mine, not to rebuke thee, not to rouse thee, not to say "Why hatest thou me?" but to say "I love thee; in God's name I love thee." And I will wait until the true self looks out of thine eyes, and knows the true self in me.
Nor should we forget that this fog is often caused by misunderstanding and mistakes, leading to all kinds of anger, resentment, and regret. Almost nothing about us is exactly as it seems, but deep down there is enough truth to clear away all lies and show life as incredibly divine. O brother, sister, across this weary fog, dimly lit by the faint lights of our truth-seeking, I reach out to the divine in you, which is also in me, not to criticize you, not to provoke you, not to ask "Why do you hate me?" but to say "I love you; in God's name, I love you." And I will wait until your true self shines through your eyes and recognizes the true self in me.
But in the working of the Divine Love upon the race, my enemy is doomed to cease to be my enemy, and to become my friend. One flash of truth towards me would destroy my enmity at once; one hearty confession of wrong, and our enmity passes away; from each comes forth the brother who was inside the enemy all the time. For this The Truth is at work. In the faith of this, let us love the enemy now, accepting God's work in reversion, as it were; let us believe as seeing his yet invisible triumph, clasping and holding fast our brother, in defiance of the changeful wiles of the wicked enchantment which would persuade our eyes and hearts that he is not our brother, but some horrible thing, hateful and hating.
But in the way Divine Love operates on humanity, my enemy is destined to stop being my enemy and become my friend. One moment of truth directed at me would instantly end my hostility; a genuine admission of wrongdoing, and our animosity fades away; from each of us emerges the brother who was deep inside the enemy all along. This is what The Truth is working toward. In this belief, let’s love our enemy now, embracing God’s transforming work, so to speak; let’s trust that we can see his yet-unseen victory, holding on to our brother despite the deceptive tricks of malice that try to convince us our enemy is not our brother, but something monstrous, hateful, and hateful in return.
But again I must ask, What if we are in the wrong and do the wrong, and hate because we have injured? What then? Why, then, let us cry to God as from the throat of hell; struggle, as under the weight of a spiritual incubus; cry, as knowing the vile disease that cleaveth fast unto us; cry, as possessed of an evil spirit; cry, as one buried alive, from the sepulchre of our evil consciousness, that He would take pity upon us the chief of sinners, the most wretched and vile of men, and send some help to lift us from the fearful pit and the miry clay. Nothing will help but the Spirit proceeding from the Father and the Son, the spirit of the Father and the Brother casting out and revealing. It will be with tearing and foaming, with a terrible cry and a lying as one dead, that such a demon will go out. But what a vision will then arise in the depths of the purified soul!
But again I must ask, what if we are wrong and do wrong, and hate because we’ve been hurt? What then? Well, then, let’s cry out to God as if we’re in hell; struggle as if we’re under the weight of a spiritual burden; scream, knowing the terrible sickness that clings to us; shout, as if we’re possessed by an evil spirit; cry out as if we’re buried alive, trapped by our own evil awareness, asking Him to have mercy on us, the worst of sinners, the most miserable and despicable of people, and send some help to lift us from the dreadful pit and the muddy clay. Nothing will help but the Spirit that comes from the Father and the Son, the spirit of the Father and the Brother that casts out and reveals. It will be with pain and turmoil, with a terrible scream and lying like one dead, that such a demon will be expelled. But what a vision will then emerge in the depths of the cleansed soul!
"Be ye therefore perfect, even as your father which is in heaven is perfect." "Love your enemies, and ye shall be the children of the highest." It is the divine glory to forgive.
"Therefore, be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect." "Love your enemies, and you will be children of the Most High." It is divine glory to forgive.
Yet a time will come when the Unchangeable will cease to forgive; when it will no more belong to his perfection to love his enemies; when he will look calmly, and have his children look calmly too, upon the ascending smoke of the everlasting torments of our strong brothers, our beautiful sisters! Nay, alas! the brothers are weak now; the sisters are ugly now!
Yet a time will come when the Unchangeable will no longer forgive; when it will no longer be part of his perfection to love his enemies; when he will look calmly, and have his children look calmly too, at the rising smoke of the eternal suffering of our strong brothers, our beautiful sisters! Sadly, the brothers are weak now; the sisters are ugly now!
O brother, believe it not. "O Christ!" the redeemed would cry, "where art thou, our strong Jesus? Come, our grand brother. See the suffering brothers down below! See the tormented sisters! Come, Lord of Life! Monarch of Suffering! Redeem them. For us, we will go down into the burning, and see whether we cannot at least carry through the howling flames a drop of water to cool their tongues."
O brother, don’t believe it. "O Christ!" the redeemed would shout, "where are you, our mighty Jesus? Come, our great brother. Look at the suffering brothers down below! Look at the tormented sisters! Come, Lord of Life! Ruler of Suffering! Save them. As for us, we will go down into the fire and see if we can at least bring a drop of water through the raging flames to cool their tongues."
Believe it not, my brother, lest it quench forgiveness in thee, and thou be not forgiven, but go down with those thy brothers to the torment; whence, if God were not better than that phantom thou callest God, thou shouldst never come out; but whence assuredly thou shalt come out when thou hast paid the uttermost farthing; when thou hast learned of God in hell what thou didst refuse to learn of him upon the gentle-toned earth; what the sunshine and the rain could not teach thee, nor the sweet compunctions of the seasons, nor the stately visitings of the morn and the eventide, nor the human face divine, nor the word that was nigh thee in thy heart and in thy mouth—the story of Him who was mighty to save, because he was perfect in love.
Believe it or not, my brother, don't let it stop you from forgiving, or else you won't be forgiven, and you'll end up in torment with your brothers. If God were as cruel as that false image of Him you hold, you would never escape. But you will come out once you've paid every last bit. You’ll learn from God in hell what you refused to learn from Him on this gentle earth—what sunshine and rain couldn't teach you, nor the sweet regrets of the seasons, nor the grand arrivals of morning and evening, nor the divine human face, nor the truth that was close to you in your heart and on your lips—the story of Him who was powerful enough to save because He was perfect in love.
O Father, thou art All-in-all, perfect beyond the longing of thy children, and we are all and altogether thine. Thou wilt make us pure and loving and free. We shall stand fearless in thy presence, because perfect in thy love. Then shall thy children be of good cheer, infinite in the love of each other, and eternal in thy love. Lord Jesus, let the heart of a child be given to us, that so we may arise from the grave of our dead selves and die no more, but see face to face the God of the Living.
O Father, you are everything, perfect beyond what your children desire, and we are completely yours. You will make us pure, loving, and free. We will stand fearless in your presence because we are perfect in your love. Then your children will be joyful, filled with love for each other, and eternal in your love. Lord Jesus, grant us a child’s heart, so we may rise from the grave of our old selves and die no more, but see face to face the God of the Living.
THE GOD OF THE LIVING.
He is not a God of the dead, but of the living: for all live unto him.—ST LUKE xx. 38.
He is not a God of the dead, but of the living, because everyone lives for Him.—ST LUKE xx. 38.
It is a recurring cause of perplexity in our Lord's teaching, that he is too simple for us; that while we are questioning with ourselves about the design of Solomon's earring upon some gold-plated door of the temple, he is speaking about the foundations of Mount Zion, yea, of the earth itself, upon which it stands. If the reader of the Gospel supposes that our Lord was here using a verbal argument with the Sadducees, namely, "I am the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob; therefore they are," he will be astonished that no Sadducee was found with courage enough to reply: "All that God meant was to introduce himself to Moses as the same God who had aided and protected his fathers while they were alive, saying, I am he that was the God of thy fathers. They found me faithful. Thou, therefore, listen to me, and thou too shalt find me faithful unto the death."
It’s a constant source of confusion in our Lord's teachings that he is too straightforward for us; while we are caught up in questioning the meaning of Solomon's earring on some gold-plated temple door, he is addressing the foundations of Mount Zion, indeed, of the earth itself that it rests upon. If the reader of the Gospel thinks that our Lord was making a verbal argument with the Sadducees, specifically, "I am the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob; therefore they are," he will be surprised that no Sadducee had the courage to respond: "All that God meant was to introduce himself to Moses as the same God who had helped and protected his ancestors while they were alive, saying, I am the God of your fathers. They found me faithful. So listen to me, and you too shall find me faithful until the end."
But no such reply suggested itself even to the Sadducees of that day, for their eastern nature could see argument beyond logic. Shall God call himself the God of the dead, of those who were alive once, but whom he either could not or would not keep alive? Is that the Godhood, and its relation to those who worship it? The changeless God of an ever-born and ever-perishing torrent of life; of which each atom cries with burning heart, My God! and straightway passes into the Godless cold! "Trust in me, for I took care of your fathers once upon a time, though they are gone now. Worship and obey me, for I will be good to you for threescore years and ten, or thereabouts; and after that, when you are not, and the world goes on all the same without you, I will call myself your God still." God changes not. Once God he is always God. If he has once said to a man, "I am thy God, and that man has died the death of the Sadducee's creed," then we have a right to say that God is the God of the dead.
But no such reply came to mind even for the Sadducees of that time, because their eastern mindset could see arguments that went beyond logic. Can God really call himself the God of the dead, of those who were alive once but whom he either couldn’t or wouldn’t keep alive? Is that what being God is about, and what it means for those who worship him? The unchanging God of an endless stream of life, where each tiny piece cries out with a burning heart, My God! and immediately disappears into the cold void! "Trust in me, because I took care of your ancestors once, even though they’re gone now. Worship and obey me, and I’ll be good to you for about seventy years, or so; and after that, when you’re no longer here and the world keeps going, I’ll still call myself your God." God doesn’t change. Once God, always God. If he has once told a person, "I am your God," and that person has died according to the Sadducee’s belief, then we can rightly say that God is the God of the dead.
"And wherefore should he not be so far the God of the dead, if during the time allotted to them here, he was the faithful God of the living?" What Godlike relation can the ever-living, life-giving, changeless God hold to creatures who partake not of his life, who have death at the very core of their being, are not worth their Maker's keeping alive? To let his creatures die would be to change, to abjure his Godhood, to cease to be that which he had made himself. If they are not worth keeping alive, then his creating is a poor thing, and he is not so great, nor so divine as even the poor thoughts of those his dying creatures have been able to imagine him. But our Lord says, "All live unto him." With Him death is not. Thy life sees our life, O Lord. All of whom all can be said, are present to thee. Thou thinkest about us, eternally more than we think about thee. The little life that burns within the body of this death, glows unquenchable in thy true-seeing eyes. If thou didst forget us for a moment then indeed death would be. But unto thee we live. The beloved pass from our sight, but they pass not from thine. This that we call death, is but a form in the eyes of men. It looks something final, an awful cessation, an utter change. It seems not probable that there is anything beyond. But if God could see us before we were, and make us after his ideal, that we shall have passed from the eyes of our friends can be no argument that he beholds us no longer. "All live unto Him." Let the change be ever so great, ever so imposing; let the unseen life be ever so vague to our conception, it is not against reason to hope that God could see Abraham, after his Isaac had ceased to see him; saw Isaac after Jacob ceased to see him; saw Jacob after some of the Sadducees had begun to doubt whether there ever had been a Jacob at all. He remembers them; that is, he carries them in his mind: he of whom God thinks, lives. He takes to himself the name of Their God. The Living One cannot name himself after the dead; when the very Godhead lies in the giving of life. Therefore they must be alive. If he speaks of them, remembers his own loving thoughts of them, would he not have kept them alive if he could; and if he could not, how could he create them? Can it be an easier thing to call into life than to keep alive?
"And why shouldn't He be the God of the dead, if during their time here, He was the faithful God of the living?" What kind of divine relationship can the ever-living, life-giving, unchanging God have with beings who do not share in His life, who have death at the very center of their existence, and are not worth His effort to keep alive? Allowing His creations to die would mean changing, denying His divinity, and ceasing to be what He has made Himself. If they aren't worth preserving, then His act of creation is insignificant, and He is neither great nor divine, not even in comparison to the feeble thoughts that His dying creations have conceived of Him. But our Lord says, "All live unto Him." In His view, death does not exist. Your life sees our life, O Lord. Those of whom all can be said are present to You. You think about us far more than we think about You. The small spark of life that burns within the body of this death shines unquenchably in Your all-seeing eyes. If You were to forget us for even a moment, then indeed, there would be death. But to You, we live. The beloved may vanish from our sight, but they do not disappear from Yours. What we call death is just a form in the eyes of humanity. It appears to be final, a terrible end, a complete transformation. It seems unlikely that anything lies beyond. But if God could see us before we existed and created us in His ideal, then our passing from the sight of our friends cannot mean that He no longer sees us. "All live unto Him." Let the change be as vast and impressive as it may; let the unseen life be as unclear as we can imagine; it is not unreasonable to believe that God saw Abraham after his Isaac could no longer see him; saw Isaac after Jacob lost sight of him; saw Jacob even after some of the Sadducees began to doubt whether Jacob ever existed at all. He remembers them; that is, He holds them in His mind: those of whom God thinks live. He takes the name of Their God. The Living One cannot refer to Himself in relation to the dead when the essence of divinity lies in granting life. Therefore, they must be alive. If He speaks of them, remembers His own loving thoughts of them, would He not have kept them alive if He could? And if He couldn't, how could He create them in the first place? Is it easier to call something into existence than to keep it alive?
"But if they live to God, they are aware of God. And if they are aware of God, they are conscious of their own being: Whence then the necessity of a resurrection?"
"But if they live for God, they are aware of God. And if they are aware of God, they are conscious of their own existence: So what is the need for a resurrection?"
For their relation to others of God's children in mutual revelation; and for fresh revelation of God to all.—But let us inquire what is meant by the resurrection of the body. "With what body do they come?"
For their connection to other children of God in mutual revelation; and for new revelations of God to everyone.—But let’s explore what is meant by the resurrection of the body. "What kind of body will they have when they come?"
Surely we are not required to believe that the same body is raised again. That is against science, common sense, Scripture. St Paul represents the matter quite otherwise. One feels ashamed of arguing such a puerile point. Who could wish his material body which has indeed died over and over again since he was born, never remaining for one hour composed of the same matter, its endless activity depending upon its endless change, to be fixed as his changeless possession, such as it may then be, at the moment of death, and secured to him in worthless identity for the ages to come? A man's material body will be to his consciousness at death no more than the old garment he throws aside at night, intending to put on a new and a better in the morning. To desire to keep the old body seems to me to argue a degree of sensual materialism excusable only in those pagans who in their Elysian fields could hope to possess only such a thin, fleeting, dreamy, and altogether funebrial existence, that they might well long for the thicker, more tangible bodily being in which they had experienced the pleasures of a tumultuous life on the upper world. As well might a Christian desire that the hair which has been shorn from him through all his past life should be restored to his risen and glorified head.
Surely we don’t have to believe that the same body is brought back to life. That goes against science, common sense, and Scripture. St. Paul has a different perspective on this matter. It feels silly to even debate such a childish idea. Who would want their physical body, which has actually died many times since they were born—never remaining the same for even one hour, its constant activity relying on its constant change—to be fixed as their unchanging possession, as it might be at the moment of death, and tied to them in meaningless identity for all eternity? A person’s physical body will mean no more to their consciousness at death than the old clothing they take off at night, planning to put on something new and better in the morning. Wanting to cling to the old body seems to me to reflect a level of materialism that is only understandable in those pagans who hoped to find only such a thin, fleeting, dreamy, and entirely funeral existence in their Elysian fields that they would long for the denser, more tangible bodily existence where they had enjoyed the thrills of a chaotic life on earth. It would be just as absurd for a Christian to wish for the hair that has been cut from them throughout their life to be restored to their resurrected and glorified head.
Yet not the less is the doctrine of the Resurrection gladdening as the sound of the silver trumpet of its visions, needful as the very breath of life to our longing souls. Let us know what it means, and we shall see that it is thus precious.
Yet the doctrine of the Resurrection is just as uplifting as the sound of a silver trumpet echoing its promises, essential as the breath of life to our yearning souls. If we understand what it means, we will see how valuable it truly is.
Let us first ask what is the use of this body of ours. It is the means of Revelation to us, the camera in which God's eternal shows are set forth. It is by the body that we come into contact with Nature, with our fellow-men, with all their revelations of God to us. It is through the body that we receive all the lessons of passion, of suffering, of love, of beauty, of science. It is through the body that we are both trained outwards from ourselves, and driven inwards into our deepest selves to find God. There is glory and might in this vital evanescence, this slow glacier-like flow of clothing and revealing matter, this ever uptossed rainbow of tangible humanity. It is no less of God's making than the spirit that is clothed therein.
Let’s start by asking what the purpose of our bodies is. They are the means through which we receive revelation, the camera that displays God’s eternal wonders. It is through our bodies that we connect with nature, with other people, and with all the ways God reveals Himself to us. We learn all the lessons of passion, suffering, love, beauty, and science through our bodies. Our bodies train us to reach out beyond ourselves and also push us inward to discover our deepest selves and find God. There is greatness and power in this vital transformation, in this slow, glacier-like unfolding of physical matter, this ever-changing spectrum of tangible humanity. It is just as much God's creation as the spirit that resides within it.
We cannot yet have learned all that we are meant to learn through the body. How much of the teaching even of this world can the most diligent and most favoured man have exhausted before he is called to leave it! Is all that remains to be lost? Who that has loved this earth can but believe that the spiritual body of which St Paul speaks will be a yet higher channel of such revelation? The meek who have found that their Lord spake true, and have indeed inherited the earth, who have seen that all matter is radiant of spiritual meaning, who would not cast a sigh after the loss of mere animal pleasure, would, I think, be the least willing to be without a body, to be unclothed without being again clothed upon. Who, after centuries of glory in heaven, would not rejoice to behold once more that patient-headed child of winter and spring, the meek snowdrop? In whom, amidst the golden choirs, would not the vision of an old sunset wake such a song as the ancient dwellers of the earth would with gently flattened palm hush their throbbing harps to hear?
We still have so much to learn through our bodies. How much can even the most hardworking and fortunate person fully experience before they're called to leave this world? Is everything left to be lost? Those who have loved this earth can’t help but believe that the spiritual body St. Paul talks about will be an even greater means of revelation. The humble, who have discovered that their Lord spoke the truth and have truly inherited the earth, who see that all matter is filled with spiritual meaning, would likely be the least eager to be without a body, to be unclothed without being clothed again. Who, after centuries of glory in heaven, would not be thrilled to see again that patient-headed child of winter and spring, the gentle snowdrop? Among the golden choirs, who wouldn't be stirred by the memory of an old sunset, a sight that would make the ancient dwellers of the earth hush their throbbing harps to listen?
All this revelation, however, would render only a body necessary, not this body. The fulness of the word Resurrection would be ill met if this were all. We need not only a body to convey revelation to us, but a body to reveal us to others. The thoughts, feelings, imaginations which arise in us, must have their garments of revelation whereby shall be made manifest the unseen world within us to our brothers and sisters around us; else is each left in human loneliness. Now, if this be one of the uses my body served on earth before, the new body must be like the old. Nay, it must be the same body, glorified as we are glorified, with all that was distinctive of each from his fellows more visible than ever before. The accidental, the nonessential, the unrevealing, the incomplete will have vanished. That which made the body what it was in the eyes of those who loved us will be tenfold there. Will not this be the resurrection of the body? of the same body though not of the same dead matter? Every eye shall see the beloved, every heart will cry, "My own again!—more mine because more himself than ever I beheld him!" For do we not say on earth, "He is not himself to-day," or "She looks her own self;" "She is more like herself than I have seen her for long"? And is not this when the heart is glad and the face is radiant? For we carry a better likeness of our friends in our hearts than their countenances, save at precious seasons, manifest to us.
All this revelation, however, would only make a body necessary, not this body. The full meaning of the word Resurrection wouldn't be satisfied if this were all there is. We need not only a body to convey revelation to us, but a body to reveal ourselves to others. The thoughts, feelings, and imaginations that arise in us must have their expressions of revelation so that the unseen world within us can be made visible to our brothers and sisters around us; otherwise, each person will remain in human loneliness. Now, if this is one of the purposes my body served on earth before, the new body must be like the old. No, it must be the same body, glorified just as we are glorified, with all the unique traits of each person more apparent than ever before. The accidental, the nonessential, the unrevealing, and the incomplete will have disappeared. That which made the body what it was in the eyes of those who loved us will be ten times more present. Will this not be the resurrection of the body? The same body, though not the same dead matter? Every eye will see the beloved, and every heart will cry, "My own again!—more mine because he is more himself than I have ever seen him!" For don't we say on earth, "He is not himself today," or "She looks like her true self;" "She is more like herself than I have seen her in a long time"? And isn't this when the heart is happy and the face is radiant? Because we carry a better resemblance of our friends in our hearts than in their faces, except during special moments when they truly show themselves to us.
Who will dare to call anything less than this a resurrection? Oh, how the letter killeth! There are who can believe that the dirt of their bodies will rise the same as it went down to the friendly grave, who yet doubt if they will know their friends when they rise again. And they call that believing in the resurrection!
Who would dare to call anything less than this a resurrection? Oh, how the letter kills! There are people who believe that the dust of their bodies will rise just as it went down into the welcoming grave, yet they doubt whether they will recognize their friends when they rise again. And they call that believing in the resurrection!
What! shall a man love his neighbour as himself, and must he be content not to know him in heaven? Better be content to lose our consciousness, and know ourselves no longer. What! shall God be the God of the families of the earth, and shall the love that he has thus created towards father and mother, brother and sister, wife and child, go moaning and longing to all eternity; or worse, far worse, die out of our bosoms? Shall God be God, and shall this be the end?
What! Are we supposed to love our neighbor as ourselves and be okay with not knowing them in heaven? It’s better to just lose our awareness and not know ourselves anymore. What! Is God really the God of all the families on earth, and will the love He created for our parents, siblings, spouses, and children just go on suffering and yearning forever? Or even worse, die out from our hearts? Can God be God, and is this really the conclusion?
Ah, my friends! what will resurrection or life be to me, how shall I continue to love God as I have learned to love him through you, if I find he cares so little for this human heart of mine, as to take from me the gracious visitings of your faces and forms? True, I might have a gaze at Jesus, now and then; but he would not be so good as I had thought him. And how should I see him if I could not see you? God will not take you, has not taken you from me to bury you out of my sight in the abyss of his own unfathomable being, where I cannot follow and find you, myself lost in the same awful gulf. No, our God is an unveiling, a revealing God. He will raise you from the dead, that I may behold you; that that which vanished from the earth may again stand forth, looking out of the same eyes of eternal love and truth, holding out the same mighty hand of brotherhood, the same delicate and gentle, yet strong hand of sisterhood, to me, this me that knew you and loved you in the days gone by. I shall not care that the matter of the forms I loved a thousand years ago has returned to mingle with the sacred goings on of God's science, upon that far-off world wheeling its nursery of growing loves and wisdoms through space; I shall not care that the muscle which now sends the ichor through your veins is not formed of the very particles which once sent the blood to the pondering brain, the flashing eye, or the nervous right arm; I shall not care, I say, so long as it is yourselves that are before me, beloved; so long as through these forms I know that I look on my own, on my loving souls of the ancient time; so long as my spirits have got garments of revealing after their own old lovely fashion, garments to reveal themselves to me. The new shall then be dear as the old, and for the same reason, that it reveals the old love. And in the changes which, thank God, must take place when the mortal puts on immortality, shall we not feel that the nobler our friends are, the more they are themselves; that the more the idea of each is carried out in the perfection of beauty, the more like they are to what we thought them in our most exalted moods, to that which we saw in them in the rarest moments of profoundest communion, to that which we beheld through the veil of all their imperfections when we loved them the truest?
Ah, my friends! What will resurrection or life mean to me? How will I continue to love God as I’ve learned to love Him through you, if I discover that He cares so little for this human heart of mine, to the point of taking away the precious moments of seeing your faces and forms? Sure, I might catch a glimpse of Jesus now and then, but He wouldn't be as good as I thought He was. And how could I see Him if I couldn't see you? God isn't going to take you away, hasn’t taken you from me to bury you out of my sight in the depths of His own unfathomable being, where I can't follow and find you, lost myself in that same awful chasm. No, our God is one who reveals Himself. He will raise you from the dead so that I may see you again; that which vanished from the earth will stand forth, looking out of the same eyes filled with eternal love and truth, extending the same powerful hand of brotherhood, the same gentle yet strong hand of sisterhood to me, this me who knew and loved you in the days gone by. I won’t mind that the essence of the forms I loved a thousand years ago has returned to blend with the sacred processes of God’s science on that distant world spinning its nursery of growing loves and wisdoms through space; I won’t mind that the muscles now sending the life force through your veins are not made of the very particles that once drove blood to the thoughtful brain, the sparkling eye, or the responsive right arm; I won’t care, I say, as long as it’s truly you before me, beloved; as long as through these forms I know I’m gazing at my own, at my loving souls from long ago; as long as my spirits are wearing garments that reveal them in their old beautiful way, garments to unveil themselves to me. The new will then be just as precious as the old, and for the same reason, that it reveals the old love. And in the transformations that, thank God, must happen when the mortal puts on immortality, won’t we feel that the nobler our friends are, the more they are themselves; that the more their essence shines in the perfection of beauty, the more they resemble what we envisioned in our most exalted moments, what we saw in them in those rare instances of deepest connection, what we perceived through the veil of all their flaws when we loved them most truly?
Lord, evermore give us this Resurrection, like thine own in the body of thy Transfiguration. Let us see and hear, and know, and be seen, and heard, and known, as thou seest, hearest, and knowest. Give us glorified bodies through which to reveal the glorified thoughts which shall then inhabit us, when not only shalt thou reveal God, but each of us shall reveal thee.
Lord, always grant us this Resurrection, like yours in the glory of your Transfiguration. Let us see, hear, know, and be seen, heard, and known, just as you see, hear, and know. Give us glorified bodies to express the glorified thoughts that will be within us, when not only will you reveal God, but each of us will reveal you.
And for this, Lord Jesus, come thou, the child, the obedient God, that we may be one with thee, and with every man and woman whom thou hast made, in the Father.
And for this, Lord Jesus, come, the child, the obedient God, so that we may be one with you and with every man and woman you have made, in the Father.
END OF FIRST SERIES
UNSPOKEN SERMONS SERIES TWO
THESE ALSO AFTER EIGHTEEN YEARS TO MY WIFE
CORAGGIO, BORDIGHERA
January 1885
January 1885
THE WAY.
'If thou wouldest be perfect.'—ST. MATTHEW xix 21.
'If you want to be perfect.'—ST. MATTHEW xix 21.
For reasons many and profound, amongst the least because of the fragmentary nature of the records, he who would read them without the candle of the Lord—that is, the light of truth in his inward parts— must not merely fall into a thousand errors—a thing for such a one of less moment—but must fail utterly of perceiving and understanding the life therein struggling to reveal itself—the life, that is, of the Son of Man, the thought, the feeling, the intent of the Lord himself, that by which he lived, that which is himself, that which he poured out for us. Yet the one thing he has to do with is this life of Jesus, his inner nature and being, manifested through his outer life, according to the power of sight in the spiritual eye that looks thereupon.
For many deep reasons, not least due to the incomplete nature of the records, anyone who attempts to read them without the guidance of the Lord—that is, the light of truth within themselves—will not only make a thousand mistakes, which is a minor concern for them, but will completely miss the chance to perceive and understand the life that is trying to reveal itself within those records. This life, which belongs to the Son of Man, encompasses the thoughts, feelings, and intentions of the Lord himself—the essence of who he was, what he shared for us. Ultimately, what one must engage with is the life of Jesus, his inner self and essence, which is shown through his outer existence, based on the clarity of the spiritual insight that perceives it.
In contemplating the incident revealing that life of which I would now endeavour to unfold the truth, my readers who do not study the Greek Testament must use the revised version. Had I not known and rejoiced in it long before the revision appeared, I should have owed the revisers endless gratitude, if for nothing more than the genuine reading of St. Matthew's report of the story of the youth who came to our Lord. Whoever does not welcome the change must fail to see its preciousness.
In thinking about the incident that shows the life I now aim to reveal, my readers who do not study the Greek Testament need to use the revised version. If I hadn’t known and appreciated it long before the revision came out, I would owe the revisers endless gratitude, if only for the authentic account of St. Matthew's version of the story about the young man who approached our Lord. Anyone who doesn’t embrace the change must be missing its value.
Reading then from the revised version, we find in St. Matthew the commencement of the conversation between Jesus and the young man very different from that given in the Gospels of St. Mark and St. Luke. There is not for that the smallest necessity for rejecting either account; they blend perfectly, and it is to me a joy unspeakable to have both. Put together they give a completed conversation. Here it is as I read it; let my fellow students look to the differing, far from opposing, reports, and see how naturally they combine.
Reading from the updated version, we see that in St. Matthew, the beginning of the conversation between Jesus and the young man is quite different from what we find in the Gospels of St. Mark and St. Luke. There's no need to dismiss either account; they fit together perfectly, and I find it incredibly fulfilling to have both. Together, they provide a full conversation. Here’s how I read it; I encourage my fellow students to examine the differing, yet complementary, accounts and notice how seamlessly they come together.
'Good Master,' said the kneeling youth, and is interrupted by the
Master:—
'Good Master,' said the kneeling young man, and he is interrupted by the
Master:—
'Why callest thou me good?' he returns. 'None is good save one, even
God.'
'Why do you call me good?' he replies. 'No one is good except for one, that is
God.'
Daring no reply to this, the youth leaves it, and betakes himself to his object in addressing the Lord.
Daring not to respond to this, the young man leaves it and turns his attention to addressing the Lord.
'What good thing shall I do,' he says, 'that I may have eternal life?'
'What good thing should I do,' he asks, 'to get eternal life?'
But again the Lord takes hold of the word good:—
But again, the Lord grabs hold of the word good:—
'Why askest thou me concerning that which is good?' he rejoins. 'One there is who is good.—But if thou wouldest enter into life, keep the commandments.'
'Why are you asking me about what is good?' he replies. 'There's only one who is good. But if you want to enter life, keep the commandments.'
'Which?'
'Which one?'
'Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Honour thy father and thy mother; and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.'
'You shall not kill, you shall not commit adultery, you shall not steal, you shall not bear false witness, honor your father and your mother; and you shall love your neighbor as yourself.'
'All these things have I observed: what lack I yet?'
'I've noticed all these things: what am I still missing?'
'If thou wouldest be perfect, go, sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.'
'If you want to be perfect, go, sell what you have, and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.'
Let us regard the story.
Let's consider the story.
As Jesus went out of a house (see St. Mark x. 10 and 17), the young man came running to him, and kneeling down in the way, addressed him as 'Good Master.'
As Jesus was leaving a house (see St. Mark x. 10 and 17), a young man came running up to him, and kneeling down in front of him, he called him 'Good Teacher.'
The words with which the Lord interrupts his address reveal the whole attitude of the Lord's being. At that moment, at every and each moment, just as much as when in the garden of Gethsemane, or encountering any of those hours which men call crises of life, his whole thought, his whole delight, was in the thought, in the will, in the being of his Father. The joy of the Lord's life, that which made it life to him, was the Father; of him he was always thinking, to him he was always turning. I suppose most men have some thought of pleasure or satisfaction or strength to which they turn when action pauses, life becomes for a moment still, and the wheel sleeps on its own swiftness: with Jesus it needed no pause of action, no rush of renewed consciousness, to send him home; his thought was ever and always his Father. To its home in the heart of the Father his heart ever turned. That was his treasure-house, the jewel of his mind, the mystery of his gladness, claiming all degrees and shades of delight, from peace and calmest content to ecstasy. His life was hid in God. No vain show could enter at his eyes; every truth and grandeur of life passed before him as it was; neither ambition nor disappointment could distort them to his eternal childlike gaze; he beheld and loved them from the bosom of the Father. It was not for himself he came to the world—not to establish his own power over the doings, his own influence over the hearts of men: he came that they might know the Father who was his joy, his life. The sons of men were his Father's children like himself: that the Father should have them all in his bosom was the one thought of his heart: that should be his doing for his Father, cost him what it might! He came to do his will, and on the earth was the same he had been from the beginning, the eternal first. He was not interested in himself, but in his Father and his Father's children. He did not care to hear himself called good. It was not of consequence to him. He was there to let men see the goodness of the Father in whom he gloried. For that he entered the weary dream of the world, in which the glory was so dulled and clouded. 'You call me good! You should know my Father!'
The words with which the Lord interrupts his speech show his entire mindset. In every moment, just like in the garden of Gethsemane or during any of life's crisis moments, his whole focus, his entire joy, was in his Father’s thoughts, will, and being. The joy of the Lord's life, what made it meaningful to him, was the Father; he was always thinking about him, always turning to him. I think most people have something that brings them pleasure, satisfaction, or strength to which they turn when action pauses, when life momentarily stands still, and everything quiets down: for Jesus, there was no need for a pause in action, no rush of awareness to send him back home; his thoughts were always on his Father. His heart continually reached out to the Father’s heart. That was his treasure, the jewel of his mind, the mystery of his joy, encompassing all kinds of delight, from peace and calm contentment to ecstasy. His life was hidden in God. No empty spectacle could distract him; every truth and grandeur of life appeared before him just as it was; neither ambition nor disappointment could distort his childlike gaze; he cherished and embraced them from the heart of the Father. He didn’t come into the world for his own sake—not to establish his own power or influence over others’ hearts: he came so that they could know the Father who was his joy and his life. The children of men were also his Father’s children; the thought that the Father should embrace them all was what filled his heart: that would be his gift to his Father, no matter the cost! He came to do his will, and on earth, he remained the same as he had been from the beginning, the eternal first. He was not focused on himself but on his Father and his Father’s children. He didn’t care to hear himself called good. It didn’t matter to him. He was there to reveal the goodness of the Father, in whom he found glory. That’s why he entered the weary dream of the world, where glory was so dimmed and clouded. 'You call me good! You should know my Father!'
For the Lord's greatness consisted in his Father being greater than he: who calls into being is greater than who is called. The Father was always the Father, the Son always the Son; yet the Son is not of himself, but by the Father; he does not live by his own power, like the Father. If there were no Father, there would be no Son. All that is the Lord's is the Father's, and all that is the Father's he has given to the Son. The Lord's goodness is of the Father's goodness; because the Father is good the Son is good. When the word good enters the ears of the Son, his heart lifts it at once to his Father, the Father of all. His words contain no denial of goodness in himself: in his grand self-regard he was not the original of his goodness, neither did he care for his own goodness, except to be good: it was to him a matter of course. But for his Father's goodness, he would spend life, suffering, labour, death, to make that known! His other children must learn to give him his due, and love him as did the primal Son! The Father was all in all to the Son, and the Son no more thought of his own goodness than an honest man thinks of his honesty. When the good man sees goodness, he thinks of his own evil: Jesus had no evil to think of, but neither does he think of his goodness; he delights in his Father's. 'Why callest thou me good? None is good save one, even God.'
For the Lord's greatness comes from the fact that his Father is greater than he is: the one who creates is greater than the one who is created. The Father has always been the Father, and the Son has always been the Son; yet the Son is not independent but exists because of the Father; he doesn’t have power on his own like the Father does. If there were no Father, there would be no Son. Everything that belongs to the Lord belongs to the Father, and everything the Father has, he has given to the Son. The Lord's goodness comes from the Father's goodness; because the Father is good, the Son is good. When the word good reaches the Son's ears, his heart immediately lifts it to his Father, the Father of all. His words do not deny any goodness in himself: in his grand self-awareness, he wasn’t the source of his goodness, nor did he focus on his own goodness, other than to be good: it was simply part of who he was. But for his Father's goodness, he would endure life, suffering, labor, and death to make that known! His other children must learn to honor him and love him as the original Son did! The Father meant everything to the Son, and the Son thought about his own goodness no more than an honest person thinks about their honesty. When a good man sees goodness, he reflects on his own faults: Jesus had no faults to think of, but he also doesn't focus on his goodness; he delights in his Father's. 'Why do you call me good? No one is good except one, that is God.'
Checked thus, the youth turns to the question which, working in his heart, had brought him running, and made him kneel: what good thing shall he do that he may have eternal life? It is unnecessary to inquire precisely what he meant by eternal life. Whatever shape the thing took to him, that shape represented a something he needed and had not got—a something which, it was clear to him, could be gained only in some path of good. But he thought to gain a thing by a doing, when the very thing desired was a being: he would have that as a possession which must possess him.
Checked this way, the young man turns to the question that, weighing on his heart, had brought him running and made him kneel: what good thing should he do to have eternal life? It’s unnecessary to ask exactly what he meant by eternal life. Whatever form it took for him, that form represented something he needed but didn’t have—a something that, he clearly understood, could only be achieved through some act of goodness. However, he thought he could obtain something through doing, when what he truly desired was a being: he wanted to own that which must own him.
The Lord cared neither for isolated truth nor for orphaned deed. It was truth in the inward parts, it was the good heart, the mother of good deeds, he cherished. It was the live, active, knowing, breathing good he came to further. He cared for no speculation in morals or religion. It was good men he cared about, not notions of good things, or even good actions, save as the outcome of life, save as the bodies in which the primary live actions of love and will in the soul took shape and came forth. Could he by one word have set at rest all the questionings of philosophy as to the supreme good and the absolute truth, I venture to say that word he would not have uttered. But he would die to make men good and true. His whole heart would respond to the cry of sad publican or despairing pharisee, 'How am I to be good?'
The Lord didn't care about isolated truths or disconnected actions. He valued the truth within the heart, the good intentions that lead to good deeds. It was the living, active, aware goodness he wanted to promote. He wasn't interested in moral or religious theories. His focus was on good people, not just abstract ideas of goodness or even good actions, except as they resulted from life, as the expressions through which love and will come alive in the soul. If he could have silenced all philosophical debates about the ultimate good and absolute truth with a single word, I believe he wouldn’t have said it. Instead, he would sacrifice himself to make people good and truthful. His entire heart would respond to the plea of a sorrowful tax collector or a desperate Pharisee, "How can I be good?"
When the Lord says, 'Why askest thou me concerning that which is good?' we must not put emphasis on the me, as if the Lord refused the question, as he had declined the epithet: he was the proper person to ask, only the question was not the right one: the good thing was a small matter; the good Being was all in all. [Footnote: As it stands, it is difficult to read the passage without putting emphasis on the me, which spoils the sense. I think it would better be, 'Why dost thou ask me concerning &c.?'] 'Why ask me about the good thing? There is one living good, in whom the good thing, and all good, is alive and ever operant. Ask me not about the good thing, but the good person, the good being—the origin of all good'—who, because he is, can make good. He is the one live good, ready with his life to communicate living good, the power of being, and so doing good, for he makes good itself to exist. It is not with this good thing and that good thing we have to do, but with that power whence comes our power even to speak the word good. We have to do with him to whom no one can look without the need of being good waking up in his heart; to think about him is to begin to be good. To do a good thing is to do a good thing; to know God is to be good. It is not to make us do all things right he cares, but to make us hunger and thirst after a righteousness possessing which we shall never need to think of what is or is not good, but shall refuse the evil and choose the good by a motion of the will which is at once necessity and choice. You see again he refers him immediately as before to his Father.
When the Lord says, 'Why are you asking me about what is good?' we shouldn't emphasize the me, as if the Lord is rejecting the question; he's the right person to ask, but the question itself isn't the right one. The good thing is a minor issue; the good Being is everything. [Footnote: As it stands, it's hard to read the passage without emphasizing the me, which distorts the meaning. I think it would be better phrased as, 'Why do you ask me about this?'] 'Why are you asking me about the good thing? There is one living good, in whom the good thing, and all good, is alive and constantly at work. Don’t ask me about the good thing; ask about the good person, the good Being—the source of all good'—who, because he exists, can create goodness. He is the one living good, ready to share life that brings living goodness, the power of being, and in doing so, creates goodness itself. It’s not about this good thing or that good thing, but about that power from which our ability to even say the word good comes. We are dealing with him who makes everyone aware of the need to be good just by looking at him; thinking about him is the start of becoming good. Doing a good thing is simply doing a good thing; knowing God means being good. He cares not just that we do everything right, but that we crave righteousness, so that once we have it, we won’t even need to think about what is or isn't good. Instead, we’ll instinctively reject the evil and choose the good through a will that is both necessary and a choice. You see, he again points him back to his Father.
But I am anxious my reader should not mistake. Observe, the question in the young man's mind is not about the doing or not doing of something he knows to be right; had such been the case, the Lord would have permitted no question at all; the one thing he insists upon is the doing of the thing we know we ought to do. In the instance present, the youth looking out for some unknown good thing to do, he sends him back to the doing of what he knows, and that in answer to his question concerning the way to eternal life.
But I'm worried my reader might get it wrong. Notice, the question in the young man's mind isn't about whether to do something he knows is right; if that were the case, the Lord wouldn't have allowed any doubt at all. What he emphasizes is the doing of what we know we should do. In this situation, the young man is searching for some unknown good action to take, and he is directed back to doing what he already knows, in response to his question about the path to eternal life.
A man must have something to do in the matter, and may well ask such a question of any teacher! The Lord does not for a moment turn away from it, and only declines the form of it to help the youth to what he really needs. He has, in truth, already more than hinted where the answer lies, namely, in God himself, but that the youth is not yet capable of receiving; he must begin with him farther back: 'If thou wouldest enter into life, keep the commandments;'—for verily, if the commandments have nothing to do with entering into life, why were they ever given to men? This is his task—he must keep the commandments.
A man needs to have something to do about this, and it’s totally reasonable to ask any teacher that question! The Lord doesn’t ignore it for a second and only changes how it’s asked to guide the young person to what he really needs. In reality, He has already suggested where the answer lies, which is in God Himself, but the young person isn’t ready to accept that yet; he needs to start from a different point: 'If you want to enter into life, keep the commandments;'—because honestly, if the commandments have nothing to do with entering into life, why were they ever given to people? This is his mission—he must keep the commandments.
Then the road to eternal life is the keeping of the commandments! Had the Lord not said so, what man of common moral sense would ever dare say otherwise? What else can be the way into life but the doing of what the Lord of life tells the creatures he has made, and whom he would have live for ever, that they must do? It is the beginning of the way. If a man had kept all those commandments, yet would he not therefore have in him the life eternal; nevertheless, without keeping of the commandments there is no entering into life; the keeping of them is the path to the gate of life; it is not life, but it is the way—so much of the way to it. Nay, the keeping of the commandments, consciously or unconsciously, has closest and essential relation to eternal life.
Then the path to eternal life is following the commandments! If the Lord had not said so, what person with common sense would dare claim otherwise? What else could lead to life except doing what the Lord of life instructs the beings He created, who He wants to live forever? This is the start of the journey. If someone kept all those commandments, they would not automatically have eternal life; however, without keeping the commandments, there is no way to enter life. Following them is the route to the gateway of life; it isn't life itself, but it is part of the journey toward it. In fact, keeping the commandments, whether we're aware of it or not, is closely and fundamentally connected to eternal life.
The Lord says nothing about the first table of the law: why does he not tell this youth as he did the lawyer, that to love God is everything?
The Lord doesn’t mention the first table of the law: why doesn’t He tell this young man, like He did with the lawyer, that loving God is all that matters?
He had given him a glimpse of the essence of his own life, had pointed the youth to the heart of all—for him to think of afterwards: he was not ready for it yet. He wanted eternal life: to love God with all our heart, and soul, and strength, and mind, is to know God, and to know him is eternal life; that is the end of the whole saving matter; it is no human beginning, it is the grand end and eternal beginning of all things; but the youth was not capable of it. To begin with that would be as sensible as to say to one asking how to reach the top of some mountain, 'Just set your foot on that shining snow-clad peak, high there in the blue, and you will at once be where you wish to go.' 'Love God with all your heart, and eternal life is yours:'—it would have been to mock him. Why, he could not yet see or believe that that was eternal life! He was not yet capable of looking upon life even from afar! How many Christians are? How many know that they are not? How many care that they are not? The Lord answers his question directly, tells him what to do—a thing he can do—to enter into life: he must keep the commandments!—and when he asks, 'Which?' specifies only those that have to do with his neighbour, ending with the highest and most difficult of them.
He had shown him a glimpse of the core of his own life, had directed the young man to the heart of everything—for him to ponder later: he just wasn't ready for it yet. He wanted eternal life: to love God with all our heart, soul, strength, and mind, is to know God, and knowing him is eternal life; that’s the essence of the whole salvation process; it's not a human start, it’s the grand conclusion and eternal beginning of everything; but the young man couldn’t handle it. To start with that idea would be as logical as telling someone who wants to climb a mountain, 'Just step onto that shining snow-covered peak, high up there in the blue, and you’ll immediately be where you want to go.' 'Love God with all your heart, and eternal life is yours:'—it would have been cruel to say that. He couldn’t even see or believe that this was eternal life! He wasn’t even close to looking at life from a distance! How many Christians are? How many realize that they aren’t? How many care that they aren’t? The Lord directly answers his question, tells him what to do—a thing he can actually do—to enter into life: he must keep the commandments!—and when he asks, 'Which?' specifies only those that relate to his neighbor, finishing with the highest and hardest of them.
'But no man can perfectly keep a single commandment of the second table any more than of the first.'
'But no one can perfectly follow a single commandment from the second table any more than from the first.'
Surely not—else why should they have been given? But is there no meaning in the word keep, or observe, except it be qualified by perfectly? Is there no keeping but a perfect keeping?
Surely not—otherwise, why would they have been given? But is there no meaning in the word keep or observe unless it's qualified by perfectly? Is there no keeping that's not a perfect keeping?
'None that God cares for.'
'None that God cares about.'
There I think you utterly wrong. That no keeping but a perfect one will satisfy God, I hold with all my heart and strength; but that there is none else he cares for, is one of the lies of the enemy. What father is not pleased with the first tottering attempt of his little one to walk? What father would be satisfied with anything but the manly step of the full-grown son?
There I think you are completely mistaken. I believe with all my heart and strength that only a perfect one will satisfy God; but the idea that He doesn't care for anything else is one of the enemy's lies. What father isn't happy with his little one's first shaky attempt to walk? What father would be satisfied with anything other than the confident stride of his grown son?
When the Lord has definitely mentioned the commandments he means, the youth returns at once that he has observed those from his youth up: are we to take his word for it? The Lord at least takes his word for it: he looked on him and loved him. Was the Lord deceived in him? Did he tell an untruth? or did the Master believe he had kept the commandments perfectly? There must be a keeping of the commandments, which, although anything but perfect, is yet acceptable to the heart of him from whom nothing is hid. In that way the youth had kept the commandments. He had for years been putting forth something of his life-energy to keep them. Nor, however he had failed of perfection, had he missed the end for which they were given him to keep. For the immediate end of the commandments never was that men should succeed in obeying them, but that, finding they could not do that which yet must be done, finding the more they tried the more was required of them, they should be driven to the source of life and law—of their life and his law—to seek from him such reinforcement of life as should make the fulfilment of the law as possible, yea, as natural, as necessary. This result had been wrought in the youth. His observance had given him no satisfaction; he was not at rest; but he desired eternal life—of which there was no word in the law: the keeping of the law had served to develop a hunger which no law or its keeping could fill. Must not the imperfection of his keeping of the commandments, even in the lower sense in which he read them, have helped to reveal how far they were beyond any keeping of his, how their implicit demands rose into the infinitude of God's perfection?
When the Lord clearly stated the commandments he meant, the young man quickly claimed that he had followed them since he was a kid: should we just believe him? The Lord at least believed him: he looked at him and loved him. Was the Lord mistaken about him? Did he lie? Or did the Master think he had perfectly kept the commandments? There has to be a way to keep the commandments that, while far from perfect, is still acceptable to the heart of the one who knows everything. In that sense, the young man had kept the commandments. For years, he had been putting in effort to follow them. Yet, even though he hadn’t reached perfection, he hadn't missed the purpose for which they were given. The primary goal of the commandments was never for people to succeed in obeying them, but rather for them to realize they couldn't do what needed to be done, and that the more they tried, the more was expected of them. This should drive them to the source of life and law—of their life and his law—to seek from him the strength they needed to fulfill the law in a way that felt natural and necessary. This experience had occurred in the young man. His adherence to the commandments brought him no satisfaction; he felt restless; yet he longed for eternal life—something not mentioned in the law. Following the law had only created a deep yearning that no law or obedience could satisfy. Didn’t the shortcomings in how he followed the commandments, even in the simpler way he understood them, help him realize how far beyond his ability they were, and how their inherent demands reached into the infinite perfection of God?
Having kept the commandments, the youth needed and was ready for a further lesson: the Lord would not leave him where he was; he had come to seek and to save. He saw him in sore need of perfection—the thing the commonplace Christian thinks he can best do without—the thing the elect hungers after with an eternal hunger. Perfection, the perfection of the Father, is eternal life. 'If thou wouldest be perfect,' said the Lord. What an honour for the youth to be by him supposed desirous of perfection! And what an enormous demand does he, upon the supposition, make of him! To gain the perfection he desired, the one thing lacking was, that he should sell all that he had, give it to the poor, and follow the Lord! Could this be all that lay between him and entering into life? God only knows what the victory of such an obedience might at once have wrought in him! Much, much more would be necessary before perfection was reached, but certainly the next step, to sell and follow, would have been the step into life: had he taken it, in the very act would have been born in him that whose essence and vitality is eternal life, needing but process to develop it into the glorious consciousness of oneness with The Life.
Having kept the commandments, the young man needed and was ready for another lesson: the Lord wouldn’t leave him where he was; He had come to seek and save. He saw him in great need of perfection—the thing the average Christian thinks they can do without—the thing the chosen ones crave with an eternal hunger. Perfection, the perfection of the Father, is eternal life. "If you want to be perfect," said the Lord. What an honor for the young man to be considered by Him as wanting perfection! And what a huge demand does He make of him, based on that assumption! To achieve the perfection he desired, the one thing he lacked was to sell all he had, give it to the poor, and follow the Lord! Could this really be all that stood between him and entering into life? Only God knows what the victory of such obedience might have accomplished in him! A lot more would be needed before perfection was reached, but surely the next step—selling and following—would have been the step into life: if he had taken it, in that very act something would have been birthed in him, the essence and vitality of eternal life, needing only time to develop into the glorious awareness of oneness with The Life.
There was nothing like this in the law: was it not hard?—Hard to let earth go, and take heaven instead? for eternal life, to let dead things drop? to turn his hack on Mammon, and follow Jesus? lose his rich friends, and he of the Master's household? Let him say it was hard who does not know the Lord, who has never thirsted after righteousness, never longed for the life eternal!
There was nothing like this in the law: was it not difficult?—Difficult to give up earthly things and choose heaven instead? For eternal life, to let go of what is dead? To turn his back on wealth and follow Jesus? To lose his wealthy friends while being a part of the Master's household? Let anyone who doesn't know the Lord, who has never desired righteousness, or longed for eternal life, say it's hard!
The youth had got on so far, was so pleasing in the eyes of the Master, that he would show him the highest favour he could; he would take him to be with him—to walk with him, and rest with him, and go from him only to do for him what he did for his Father in heaven—to plead with men, he a mediator between God and men. He would set him free at once, a child of the kingdom, an heir of the life eternal.
The young man had made such progress and was so impressive to the Master that he wanted to give him the greatest favor possible; he would take him to be with him—to walk with him, relax with him, and only leave him to do for him what he did for his Father in heaven—to advocate for people, being a mediator between God and humanity. He would set him free immediately, as a child of the kingdom, an heir to eternal life.
I do not suppose that the youth was one whom ordinary people would call a lover of money; I do not believe he was covetous, or desired even the large increase of his possessions; I imagine he was just like most good men of property: he valued his possessions—looked on them as a good. I suspect that in the case of another, he would have regarded such possession almost as a merit, a desert; would value a man more who had means, value a man less who had none—like most of my readers. They have not a notion how entirely they will one day have to alter their judgment, or have it altered for them, in this respect: well for them if they alter it for themselves!
I don’t think the young man was someone that regular people would call greedy; I don’t believe he was money-hungry or wanted to significantly increase his wealth. I think he was just like most decent property owners: he appreciated his belongings and saw them as a good thing. I suspect that in the case of someone else, he would have viewed such ownership as a virtue or deserving quality; he would value a man more who had means, and value a man less who had none—just like most of my readers. They have no idea how completely their perspectives will need to change one day, or how it will be changed for them. It would be better for them if they change it themselves!
From this false way of thinking, and all the folly and unreality that accompany it, the Lord would deliver the young man. As the thing was, he was a slave; for a man is in bondage to what ever he cannot part with that is less than himself. He could have taken his possessions from him by an exercise of his own will, but there would have been little good in that; he wished to do it by the exercise of the young man's will: that would be a victory indeed for both! So would he enter into freedom and life, delivered from the bondage of mammon by the lovely will of the Lord in him, one with his own. By the putting forth of the divine energy in him, he would escape the corruption that is in the world through lust—that is, the desire or pleasure of having.
From this misguided way of thinking, along with all the foolishness and unreality that come with it, the Lord would rescue the young man. The truth was, he was trapped; a person is a slave to whatever they can't let go of that is less important than themselves. He could have taken his possessions away through an act of his own will, but that wouldn’t have been very helpful; he wanted to do it through the young man's will instead: that would truly be a victory for both! This way, he would find freedom and life, freed from the grip of money by the beautiful will of the Lord within him, aligned with his own. By channeling the divine strength in him, he would break free from the corruption in the world caused by desire—that is, the craving or pleasure of having.
The young man would not.
The young man refused.
Was the Lord then premature in his demand on the youth? Was he not ready for it? Was it meant for a test, and not as an actual word of deliverance? Did he show the child a next step on the stair too high for him to set his foot upon? I do not believe it. He gave him the very next lesson in the divine education for which he was ready. It was possible for him to respond, to give birth, by obedience, to the redeemed and redeeming will, and so be free. It was time the demand should be made upon him. Do you say, 'But he would not respond, he would not obey!'? Then it was time, I answer, that he should refuse, that he should know what manner of spirit he was of, and meet the confusions of soul, the sad searchings of heart that must follow. A time comes to every man when he must obey, or make such refusal—and know it.
Was the Lord then too early in his demand on the young man? Was he not ready for it? Was it meant to be a test, rather than a genuine offer of salvation? Did he show the kid the next step on the staircase that was too high for him to reach? I don’t believe that. He provided him the very next lesson in the divine education he was prepared for. He could respond, by obeying, to bring forth the redeemed and redeeming will, and thus gain freedom. It was time for that demand to be made on him. Do you say, 'But he wouldn’t respond, he wouldn’t obey!'? Then I say, it was time for him to refuse, for him to understand what kind of spirit he had, and to confront the confusion in his soul, the painful searching of the heart that must come after. There comes a time for every person when they must obey, or refuse—and know it.
Shall I then be supposed to mean that the refusal of the young man was of necessity final? that he was therefore lost? that because he declined to enter into life the door of life was closed against him? Verily, I have not so learned Christ. And that the lesson was not lost, I see in this, that he went away sorrowful. Was such sorrow, in the mind of an earnest youth, likely to grow less or to grow more? Was all he had gone through in the way of obedience to be of no good to him? Could the nature of one who had kept the commandments be so slight that, after having sought and talked with Jesus, held communion with him who is the Life, he would care less about eternal life than before? Many, alas! have looked upon his face, yet have never seen him, and have turned back; some have kept company with him for years, and denied him; but their weakness is not the measure of the patience or the resources of God. Perhaps this youth was never one of the Lord's so long as he was on the earth, but perhaps when he saw that the Master himself cared nothing for the wealth he had told him to cast away, that, instead of ascending the throne of his fathers, he let the people do with him what they would, and left the world the poor man he had lived in it, by its meanest door, perhaps then he became one of those who sold all they had, and came and laid the money at the apostles' feet. In the meantime he had that in his soul which made it heavy: by the gravity of his riches the world held him, and would not let him rise. He counted his weight his strength, and it was his weakness. Moneyless in God's upper air he would have had power indeed. Money is the power of this world—power for defeat and failure to him who holds it—a weakness to be overcome ere a man can be strong; yet many decent people fancy it a power of the world to come! It is indeed a little power, as food and drink, as bodily strength, as the winds and the waves are powers; but it is no mighty thing for the redemption of men; yea, to the redemption of those who have it, it is the saddest obstruction. To make this youth capable of eternal life, clearly—and the more clearly that he went away sorrowful—the first thing was to make a poor man of him! He would doubtless have gladly devoted his wealth to the service of the Master, yea, and gone with him, as a rich man, to spend it for him. But part with it to free him for his service—that he could not—yet!
Should I then be understood to mean that the young man's refusal was necessarily final? That he was therefore lost? That because he refused to embrace life, the door to life was closed to him? Truly, I have not learned Christ that way. And to show that the lesson was not lost, I see in his sorrow as he left. Was such sorrow, in the mind of a sincere young man, likely to lessen or to grow? Was everything he had done in obedience going to be worthless? Could someone who had kept the commandments be so shallow that, after seeking and speaking with Jesus, communing with him who is the Life, he would care less about eternal life than he did before? Many, unfortunately, have looked upon his face but never truly seen him, and have turned away; some have been close to him for years and then denied him; but their weakness does not reflect the patience or resources of God. Perhaps this young man was never one of the Lord's while he was on earth, but perhaps when he noticed that the Master had no regard for the wealth he was told to abandon, that instead of claiming the throne of his ancestors, he allowed the people to treat him however they wished, and left the world a poor man while entering it through the humblest door, maybe then he became one of those who sold everything they had and laid the money at the apostles' feet. In the meantime, he carried something heavy in his soul: his riches weighed him down, and the world wouldn’t let him rise. He thought his weight was his strength, but it was actually his weakness. Without money in God's realm, he would have had true power. Money is the power of this world—power that leads to defeat and failure for those who possess it—a weakness to be overcome before a person can be strong; yet many respectable people think it is a power for the world to come! It is indeed a small power, like food and drink, bodily strength, or the winds and the waves; but it is not a great force for the redemption of people; in fact, for those who have it, it is the saddest obstacle. To make this young man capable of eternal life—especially since he left sorrowfully—the first thing needed was to make him poor! He would surely have gladly used his wealth to serve the Master, even joining him as a rich man to spend it for him. But parting with it to free himself for that service—he couldn’t do that—yet!
And how now would he go on with his keeping of the commandments? Would he not begin to see more plainly his shortcomings, the larger scope of their requirements? Might he not feel the keeping of them more imperative than ever, yet impossible without something he had not? The commandments can never be kept while there is a strife to keep them: the man is overwhelmed in the weight of their broken pieces. It needs a clean heart to have pure hands, all the power of a live soul to keep the law—a power of life, not of struggle; the strength of love, not the effort of duty.
And how would he continue to follow the commandments now? Wouldn’t he start to see his flaws more clearly and understand their broader implications? Might he not feel that following them is more urgent than ever, yet impossible without something he doesn’t have? The commandments can never be followed if there’s conflict in trying to keep them: a person is crushed by the burden of their failures. It takes a pure heart to have clean hands, all the energy of a living soul to follow the law—an energy of life, not of struggle; the power of love, not the obligation of duty.
One day the truth of his conduct must dawn upon him with absolute clearness. Bitter must be the discovery. He had refused the life eternal! had turned his back upon The Life! In deepest humility and shame, yet with the profound consolation of repentance, he would return to the Master and bemoan his unteachableness. There are who, like St. Paul, can say, 'I did wrong, but I did it in ignorance; my heart was not right, and I did not know it:' the remorse of such must be very different from that of one who, brought to the point of being capable of embracing the truth, turned from it and refused to be set free. To him the time will come, God only knows its hour, when he will see the nature of his deed, with the knowledge that he was dimly seeing it so even when he did it: the alternative had been put before him. And all those months, or days, or hours, or moments, he might have been following the Master, hearing the words he spoke, through the windows of his eyes looking into the very gulfs of Godhead!
One day, he will fully realize the truth about his actions. The discovery will be painful. He had rejected eternal life! He had turned away from The Life! In deep humility and shame, yet comforted by his remorse, he will return to the Master and lament his stubbornness. There are those, like St. Paul, who can say, 'I did wrong, but I didn’t know better; my heart wasn’t right, and I didn’t realize it:' the regret of such individuals must feel very different from that of someone who, having the chance to embrace the truth, chose to turn away and refused to be freed. For him, the moment will come—God alone knows when—when he will understand the nature of his actions, realizing that he had a vague sense of it even while he was doing it: the choice had been presented to him. And all those months, days, hours, or moments, he could have been following the Master, hearing his words, and through the windows of his eyes, looking into the very depths of God!
The sum of the matter in regard to the youth is this:—He had begun early to climb the eternal stair. He had kept the commandments, and by every keeping had climbed. But because he was well to do—a phrase of unconscious irony—he felt well to be—quite, but for that lack of eternal life! His possessions gave him a standing in the world—a position of consequence—of value in his eyes. He knew himself looked up to; he liked to be looked up to; he looked up to himself because of his means, forgetting that means are but tools, and poor tools too. To part with his wealth would be to sink to the level of his inferiors! Why should he not keep it? why not use it in the service of the Master? What wisdom could there be in throwing away such a grand advantage? He could devote it, but he could not cast it from him! He could devote it, but he could not devote himself! He could not make himself naked as a little child and let his Father take him! To him it was not the word of wisdom the 'Good Master' spoke. How could precious money be a hindrance to entering into life! How could a rich man believe he would be of more value without his money? that the casting of it away would make him one of God's Anakim? that the battle of God could be better fought without its impediment? that his work refused as an obstruction the aid of wealth? But the Master had repudiated money that he might do the will of his Father; and the disciple must be as his master. Had he done as the Master told him, he would soon have come to understand. Obedience is the opener of eyes.
The bottom line about the young man is this: he started climbing the never-ending staircase early on. He followed the commandments, and every time he did, he took another step up. But because he was doing well financially—a term that carries an ironic twist—he felt good about himself—completely, except for that missing eternal life! His wealth gave him social status—a position of importance—something valuable in his eyes. He knew people looked up to him; he enjoyed being admired; he held himself in high regard because of his money, forgetting that money is just a tool, and not always a good one. If he gave up his riches, he'd be on the same level as those he considered beneath him! Why shouldn't he keep it? Why not use it to serve the Master? What sense would it make to throw away such a great advantage? He could dedicate it, but he couldn't let it go! He could dedicate it, but he couldn't fully commit himself! He couldn't strip away his status like a little child and trust his Father to take care of him! To him, the words of wisdom from the 'Good Master' made no sense. How could valuable money block his path to life? How could a wealthy man think he’d be better off without his money? That giving it away would somehow make him one of God's giants? That the work of God would be better waged without the burden of money? That his efforts would reject the help of wealth? But the Master had turned away from money to do his Father's will; and the disciple must follow his master. If he had obeyed the Master’s instructions, he would have quickly come to understand. Obedience opens the eyes.
There is this danger to every good youth in keeping the commandments, that he will probably think of himself more highly than he ought to think. He may be correct enough as to the facts, and in his deductions, and consequent self-regard, be anything but fair. He may think himself a fine fellow, when he is but an ordinarily reasonable youth, trying to do but the first thing necessary to the name or honour of a man. Doubtless such a youth is exceptional among youths; but the number of fools not yet acknowledging the first condition of manhood nowise alters the fact that he who has begun to recognize duty, and acknowledge the facts of his being, is but a tottering child on the path of life. He is on the path; he is as wise as at the time he can be; the Father's arms are stretched out to receive him; but he is not therefore a wonderful being; not therefore a model of wisdom; not at all the admirable creature his largely remaining folly would, in his worst moments, that is when he feels best, persuade him to think himself; he is just one of God's poor creatures. What share this besetting sin of the good young man may have had in the miserable failure of this one, we need not inquire; but it may well be that he thought the Master under-valued his work as well as his wealth, and was less than fair to him.
There’s a danger for every good young person in following the commandments: they might start to think too highly of themselves. They could be right about the facts, and in their conclusions and self-image, they might not be fair at all. They might see themselves as amazing when they're just an average young person, trying to do the bare minimum required to be considered honorable. Sure, such a young person is exceptional, but that doesn’t change the truth that anyone who begins to understand their responsibilities and acknowledges their existence is still just a wobbly kid on the journey of life. They’re on the path; they’re as wise as they can be at that moment; the Father's arms are open to welcome them. But that doesn’t mean they’re extraordinary; it doesn’t make them a model of wisdom; it certainly doesn’t turn them into the admirable being their lingering foolishness might lead them to believe, especially during their best moments. They’re just one of God’s struggling creations. We don’t need to explore what role this persistent flaw in the good young man played in this individual’s unfortunate failure, but it’s possible he thought the Master didn’t appreciate his efforts or his wealth and was unfair to him.
To return to the summing up of the matter:—
To get back to summarizing the issue:—
The youth, climbing the stair of eternal life, had come to a landing-place where not a step more was visible. On the cloud-swathed platform he stands looking in vain for further ascent. What he thought with himself he wanted, I cannot tell: his idea of eternal life I do not know; I can hardly think it was but the poor idea of living for ever, all that commonplace minds grasp at for eternal life—its mere concomitant shadow, in itself not worth thinking about, not for a moment to be disputed, and taken for granted by all devout Jews: when a man has eternal life, that is, when he is one with God, what should he do but live for ever? without oneness with God, the continuance of existence would be to me the all but unsurpassable curse—the unsurpassable itself being, a God other than the God I see in Jesus; but whatever his idea, it must have held in it, though perhaps only in solution, all such notions as he had concerning God and man and a common righteousness. While thus he stands, then, alone and helpless, behold the form of the Son of Man! It is God himself come to meet the climbing youth, to take him by the hand, and lead him up his own stair, the only stair by which ascent can be made. He shows him the first step of it through the mist. His feet are heavy; they have golden shoes. To go up that stair he must throw aside his shoes. He must walk bare-footed into life eternal. Rather than so, rather than stride free-limbed up the everlasting stair to the bosom of the Father, he will keep his precious shoes! It is better to drag them about on the earth, than part with them for a world where they are useless!
The young man, climbing the stairway to eternal life, reached a landing where no further steps were visible. On the cloud-covered platform, he stood looking in vain for a way to go higher. I can’t say what he thought he wanted; I don’t know his vision of eternal life. I can barely imagine it was just the common idea of living forever, a simple concept that many envision for eternal life—its mere accompanying shadow, not worth considering, beyond dispute, and accepted by all devout Jews: when someone has eternal life, meaning they are one with God, what else is there to do but live forever? Without that connection to God, the continuation of existence would feel like an almost unspeakable curse—the truly unbearable thing being a God different from the one I see in Jesus; but whatever his idea was, it must have contained, perhaps only in a vague form, all his thoughts about God, humanity, and shared righteousness. So there he stands, alone and helpless, when suddenly, behold the Son of Man! It is God himself come to meet the young climber, to take him by the hand and guide him up his own stair, the only way to ascend. He shows him the first step through the mist. His feet feel heavy; they are wearing golden shoes. To climb that stair, he must take off his shoes. He must walk barefoot into eternal life. Yet instead, rather than walk freely up the everlasting stair to the embrace of the Father, he clings to his precious shoes! It seems better to drag them around on the earth than to part with them for a world where they serve no purpose!
But how miserable his precious things, his golden vessels, his embroidered garments, his stately house, must have seemed when he went back to them from the face of the Lord! Surely it cannot have been long before in shame and misery he cast all from him, even as Judas cast from him the thirty pieces of silver, in the agony of every one who wakes to the fact that he has preferred money to the Master! For, although never can man be saved without being freed from his possessions, it is yet only hard, not impossible, for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.
But how miserable his cherished belongings must have seemed—his golden vessels, his embroidered clothes, his grand house—when he returned to them after being in the presence of the Lord! It surely didn’t take long before he, filled with shame and misery, let go of everything, just like Judas did with the thirty pieces of silver, in the agony of realizing that he had chosen money over the Master! For, while no one can be saved without letting go of their possessions, it is only hard, not impossible, for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.
THE HARDNESS OF THE WAY.
"Children, how hard is it!"—St. Mark x. 24.
"Kids, how tough is it!"—St. Mark x. 24.
I suspect there is scarcely a young man rich and thoughtful who is not ready to feel our Lord's treatment of this young man hard. He is apt to ask, "Why should it be difficult for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of heaven?" He is ready to look upon the natural fact as an arbitrary decree, arising, shall I say? from some prejudice in the divine mind, or at least from some objection to the joys of well-being, as regarded from the creatures' side. Why should the rich fare differently from other people in respect of the world to come? They do not perceive that the law is they shall fare like other people, whereas they want to fare as rich people. A condition of things in which it would be easy for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of heaven is to me inconceivable. There is no kingdom of this world into which a rich man may not easily enter—in which, if he be but rich enough, he may not be the first: a kingdom into which it would be easy for a rich man to enter could be no kingdom of heaven. The rich man does not by any necessity of things belong to the kingdom of Satan, but into that kingdom he is especially welcome, whereas into the kingdom of heaven he will be just as welcome as another man.
I think there’s hardly a young, rich, and thoughtful guy who doesn’t find our Lord's treatment of this young man tough to accept. He might wonder, "Why is it hard for a rich person to get into the kingdom of heaven?" He tends to see this natural situation as an arbitrary rule, possibly coming from some bias in the divine mind, or at least from some disapproval of the joys of well-being, from the perspective of us creatures. Why should wealthy people be treated differently than everyone else when it comes to the afterlife? They don’t realize that the law is that they will be treated like everyone else, even though they prefer to be treated like rich people. To me, it’s unimaginable that it would be easy for a rich person to enter the kingdom of heaven. There’s no earthly kingdom that a rich person can’t easily access—if they have enough money, they can be the top dog. A kingdom where it would be easy for a rich person to enter couldn’t possibly be the kingdom of heaven. A rich person doesn’t necessarily belong to the kingdom of Satan, but they are especially welcomed there, while in the kingdom of heaven, they will be welcomed just like anyone else.
I suspect also that many a rich man turns from the record of this incident with the resentful feeling that there lies in it a claim upon his whole having; while there are many, and those by no means only of the rich, who cannot believe the Lord really meant to take the poor fellow's money from him. To the man born to riches they seem not merely a natural, but an essential condition of well-being; and the man who has made his money, feels it his by the labour of his soul, the travail of the day, and the care of the night. Each feels a right to have and to hold the things he possesses; and if there is a necessity for his entering into the kingdom of heaven, it is hard indeed that right and necessity should confront each other, and constitute all but a bare impossibility! Why should he not 'make the best of both worlds'? He would compromise, if he might; he would serve Mammon a little, and God much. He would not have such a 'best of both worlds' as comes of putting the lower in utter subservience to the higher—of casting away the treasure of this world and taking the treasure of heaven instead. He would gain as little as may be of heaven—but something, with the loss of as little as possible of the world. That which he desires of heaven is not its best; that which he would not yield of the world is its most worthless.
I also think that many wealthy people react to this incident with resentment, feeling that it demands everything they have. Meanwhile, there are many people, not just the wealthy, who can't believe that the Lord really intended to take the money from that poor guy. For someone born into wealth, riches don't just seem natural; they seem essential for a good life. And for someone who has earned their money, they view it as a result of their hard work, the struggles of the day, and the concerns of the night. Each person believes they have the right to own and keep what they have; and if they must enter the kingdom of heaven, it's incredibly tough that their right and this necessity oppose each other, making it feel almost impossible! Why shouldn't they be able to "make the best of both worlds"? They would compromise if they could; they'd serve Mammon a bit and God a lot. They wouldn't want some "best of both worlds" that means completely subservient to the higher—giving up earthly treasures to gain heavenly ones instead. They want to gain as little of heaven as possible—just enough, while losing as little as possible of the world. What they wish for in heaven isn't its greatest treasure; what they're unwilling to give up from the world is its least valuable part.
I can well imagine an honest youth, educated in Christian forms, thus reasoning with himself:—'Is the story of general relation? Is this demand made upon me? If I make up my mind to be a Christian, shall I be required to part with all I possess? It must have been comparatively easy in those times to give up the kind of things they had! If I had been he, I am sure I should have done it—at the demand of the Saviour in person. Things are very different now! Wealth did not then imply the same social relations as now! I should be giving up so much more! Neither do I love money as he was in danger of doing: in all times the Jews have been Mammon-worshippers! I try to do good with my money! Besides, am I not a Christian already? Why should the same thing be required of me as of a young Jew? If every one who, like me, has a conscience about money, and cares to use it well, had to give up all, the power would at once be in the hands of the irreligious; they would have no opposition, and the world would go to the devil! We read often in the Bible of rich men, but never of any other who was desired to part with all that he had! When Ananias was struck dead, it was not because he did not give up all his money, but because he pretended to have done so. St. Peter expressly says, 'While it remained was it not thine own? and after it was sold, was it not in thine own power?' How would the Lord have been buried but for the rich Joseph? Besides, the Lord said, "If thou wouldst be perfect, go, sell that thou hast." I cannot be perfect; it is hopeless; and he does not expect it.'—It would be more honest if he said, 'I do not want to be perfect; I am content to be saved.' Such as he do not care for being perfect as their Father in heaven is perfect, but for being what they call saved. They little think that without perfection there is no salvation—that perfection is salvation: they are one.—'And again,' he adds, in conclusion triumphant, 'the text says, "How hard is it for them that trust in riches to enter into the kingdom of God!" I do not trust in my riches. I know that they can do nothing to save me!'
I can easily picture an honest young person, raised in a Christian environment, thinking to themselves:—'Is this story relevant to everyone? Is this demand directed at me? If I decide to be a Christian, will I have to give up everything I own? It must have been easier back then to let go of what they had! If I had been in their shoes, I believe I would have done it—at the request of the Savior himself. Things are so different now! Having wealth doesn’t mean the same social connections today as it did back then! I'd be giving up so much more! I also don't love money the way he was at risk of doing: people have always accused Jews of worshipping wealth! I try to use my money for good! Plus, am I not already a Christian? Why should I have to do what a young Jew was asked to do? If everyone like me, who feels guilty about money and wants to use it well, had to give up everything, the irreligious would take over; they wouldn't face any resistance, and society would fall apart! The Bible often mentions rich people, but never anyone else who was asked to give up all that they owned! When Ananias was struck down, it wasn’t because he didn't give away all his money, but because he pretended to do so. St. Peter specifically says, 'While it remained, was it not your own? And after it was sold, was it not in your power?' How would the Lord have been buried without the wealthy Joseph? Also, the Lord said, 'If you want to be perfect, go, sell what you have.' I can't be perfect; it's impossible; and he doesn’t expect that.'—It would be more honest if he said, 'I don't want to be perfect; I'm okay with being saved.' People like him aren't concerned with being perfect like their Father in heaven is, but with being what they call saved. They don't realize that without perfection, there's no salvation—that perfection is salvation: they are one and the same.—'And again,' he concludes triumphantly, 'the passage says, "How hard is it for those who trust in riches to enter the kingdom of God!" I don't trust in my riches. I know they can't save me!'
I will suppose myself in immediate communication with such a youth. I should care little to set forth anything called truth, except in siege for surrender to the law of liberty. If I cannot persuade, I would be silent. Nor would I labour to instruct the keenest intellect; I would rather learn for myself. To persuade the heart, the will, the action, is alone worth the full energy of a man. His strength is first for his own, then for his neighbour's manhood. He must first pluck out the beam out of his own eye, then the mote out of his brother's—if indeed the mote in his brother's be more than the projection of the beam in his own. To make a man happy as a lark, might be to do him grievous wrong: to make a man wake, rise, look up, turn, is worth the life and death of the Son of the Eternal.
I imagine I'm in direct conversation with a young person. I wouldn't care much to present anything called truth, unless it’s to give in to the law of freedom. If I can’t convince, I’d prefer to stay quiet. I wouldn’t strive to teach even the sharpest mind; I’d rather learn for myself. Convincing the heart, the will, and taking action is the only thing worth all of a person’s energy. His strength is first for himself, and then for his neighbor’s dignity. He must first remove the beam from his own eye, and then the speck from his brother’s—if the speck in his brother's eye is more than just a reflection of the beam in his own. To make a person as happy as can be might actually do them serious harm: getting a person to wake up, rise, look up, and change is worth the life and death of the Son of the Eternal.
I say then to the youth:—
I say to the young people:—
'Have you kept—have you been keeping the commandments?'
'Have you kept—have you been following the commandments?'
'I will not dare to say that,' I suppose him to answer. 'I ought to know better than that youth how much is implied in the keeping of the commandments!'
'I won't say that,' I imagine he would reply. 'I should know better than that young guy how much is involved in following the commandments!'
'But,' I ask insisting, 'does your answer imply that, counting the Lord a hard master, you have taken the less pains to do as he would have you? or that, bending your energies to the absolute perfection he requires, you have the more perceived the impossibility of fulfilling the law? Can you have failed to note that it is the youth who has been for years observing the commandments on whom the further, and to you startling, command is laid, to part with all that he has? Surely not! Are you then one on whom, because of correspondent condition, the same command could be laid? Have you, in any sense like that in which the youth answered the question, kept the commandments? Have you, unsatisfied with the result of what keeping you have given them, and filled with desire to be perfect, gone kneeling to the Master to learn more of the way to eternal life? or are you so well satisfied with what you are, that you have never sought eternal life, never hungered and thirsted after the righteousness of God, the perfection of your being? If this latter be your condition, then be comforted; the Master does not require of you to sell what you have and give to the poor. You follow him! You go with him to preach good tidings!—you who care not for righteousness! You are not one whose company is desirable to the Master. Be comforted, I say: he does not want you; he will not ask you to open your purse for him; you may give or withhold; it is nothing to him. What! is he to be obliged to one outside his kingdom—to the untrue, the ignoble, for money? Bring him a true heart, an obedient hand: he has given his life-blood for that; but your money—he neither needs it nor cares for it.'
'But,' I ask insistently, 'does your answer suggest that, considering the Lord a strict master, you have lessened your efforts to do as He wants you to? Or that, focusing your energy on the absolute perfection He demands, you have become more aware of the impossibility of fulfilling the law? Could you have missed the fact that it is the young person who has been following the commandments for years upon whom the further, and perhaps shocking, command is given to give up everything he has? Surely not! Are you then someone on whom, due to a similar situation, the same command could be placed? Have you, in any way similar to how the young man responded, kept the commandments? Have you, dissatisfied with how you’ve kept them, and filled with a desire to be perfect, gone to the Master to learn more about the path to eternal life? Or are you so content with who you are that you’ve never sought eternal life, never hungered or thirsted for the righteousness of God, or the perfection of your being? If the latter describes your situation, then take comfort; the Master does not require you to sell what you have and give to the poor. You follow Him! You accompany Him to share good news!—you who do not care about righteousness! You are not someone the Master desires to be with. Take comfort, I say: He does not want you; He will not ask you to open your wallet for Him; you may give or keep it to yourself; it means nothing to Him. What? Is He to be indebted to someone outside His kingdom—to the false, the unworthy, for money? Bring Him a genuine heart, an obedient hand: He has sacrificed His life for that; but your money—He neither needs it nor cares for it.'
'Pray, do not deal harshly with me. I confess I have not been what I ought, but I want to repent, and would fain enter into life. Do not think, because I am not prepared, without the certainty that it is required of me, to cast from me all I have that I have no regard for higher things.'
'Please, don't treat me harshly. I admit I haven't been what I should be, but I want to change, and I really want to embrace life. Don’t assume that just because I’m not ready to give up everything I have without knowing for sure it's necessary, I don’t care about more important things.'
'Once more, then, go and keep the commandments. It is not come to your money yet. The commandments are enough for you. You are not yet a child in the kingdom. You do not care for the arms of your father; you value only the shelter of his roof. As to your money, let the commandments direct you how to use it. It is in you but pitiable presumption to wonder whether it is required of you to sell all that you have. When in keeping the commandments you have found the great reward of loving righteousness—the further reward of discovering that, with all the energy you can put forth, you are but an unprofitable servant; when you have come to know that the law can be kept only by such as need no law; when you have come to feel that you would rather pass out of being than live on such a poor, miserable, selfish life as alone you can call yours; when you are aware of a something beyond all that your mind can think, yet not beyond what your heart can desire—a something that is not yours, seems as if it never could be yours, which yet your life is worthless without; when you have come therefore to the Master with the cry, "What shall I do that I may inherit eternal life?" it may be he will then say to you, "Sell all that you have and give to the poor, and come follow me." If he do, then will you be of men most honourable if you obey—of men most pitiable if you refuse. Till then you would be no comfort to him, no pleasure to his friends. For the young man to have sold all and followed him would have been to accept God's patent of peerage: to you it is not offered. Were one of the disobedient, in the hope of the honour, to part with every straw he possessed, he would but be sent back to keep the commandments in the new and easier circumstances of his poverty.
'Once again, then, go and keep the commandments. You haven't reached the point of dealing with your money yet. The commandments are enough for you. You’re not yet a child in the kingdom. You don’t care about your father’s strength; you only appreciate the safety of his home. As for your money, let the commandments guide you on how to use it. It’s foolish pride to question whether you need to sell everything you have. When you’ve found the great reward of loving righteousness by keeping the commandments—realizing that despite all your effort, you’re just an unprofitable servant; when you understand that the law can only be kept by those who need no law; when you feel you’d rather not exist than lead such a poor, miserable, selfish life that you alone possess; when you become aware of something beyond what your mind can grasp but still within what your heart longs for—a something that isn’t yours, that seems like it never could be yours, yet your life is worthless without it; when you come to the Master asking, "What must I do to inherit eternal life?" he may reply, "Sell all that you have and give to the poor, and come follow me." If he does, you will be among the most honorable of men if you obey—and among the most pitiable if you refuse. Until then, you would bring him no comfort and be no joy to his friends. For the young man to sell everything and follow him would have been to accept God's noble title: to you, it’s not offered. If one of the disobedient, hoping for that honor, were to give up every possession, he would simply be sent back to keep the commandments under the new and easier circumstances of his poverty.'
'Does this comfort you? Then alas for you! A thousand times alas! Your relief is to know that the Lord has no need of you—does not require you to part with your money, does not offer you himself instead! You do not indeed sell him for thirty pieces of silver, but you are glad not to buy him with all that you have! Wherein do you differ from the youth of the story? In this, that he was invited to do more, to do everything, to partake of the divine nature; you have not had it in your power to refuse; you are not fit to be invited. Such as you can never enter the kingdom. You would not even know you were in heaven if you were in it; you would not see it around you if you sat on the very footstool of the throne.'
'Does this make you feel better? Then, oh no for you! A thousand times, oh no! Your comfort is knowing that the Lord doesn’t need you—He doesn't ask you to give up your money or offer you Himself instead! You don’t actually sell Him for thirty pieces of silver, but you're relieved that you don't have to buy Him with everything you have! How are you any different from the young man in the story? He was invited to do more, to do everything, to share in the divine nature; you haven’t even had the choice to refuse; you're not worthy of the invitation. People like you can never enter the kingdom. You wouldn’t even realize you were in heaven if you were there; you wouldn't see it around you if you were sitting on the very footstool of the throne.'
'But I do not trust in my riches; I trust in the merits of my Lord and Saviour. I trust in his finished work, I trust in the sacrifice he has offered.'
'But I don’t trust in my wealth; I trust in the merits of my Lord and Savior. I trust in his completed work; I trust in the sacrifice he made.'
'Yes; yes!—you will trust in anything but the Man himself who tells you it is hard to be saved! Not all the merits of God and his Christ can give you eternal life; only God and his Christ can; and they cannot, would not if they could, without your keeping the commandments. The knowledge of the living God is eternal life. What have you to do with his merits? You have to know his being, himself. And as to trusting in your riches—who ever imagined he could have eternal life by his riches? No man with half a conscience, half a head, and no heart at all, could suppose that any man trusting in his riches to get him in, could enter the kingdom. That would be too absurd. The money-confident Jew might hope that, as his riches were a sign of the favour of God, that favour would not fail him at the last; or their possession might so enlarge his self-satisfaction that he could not entertain the idea of being lost; but trust in his riches!—no. It is the last refuge of the riches-lover, the riches-worshipper, the man to whom their possession is essential for his peace, to say he does not trust in them to take him into life. Doubtless the man who thinks of nothing so much, trusts in them in a very fearful sense; but hundreds who do so will yet say, "I do not trust in my riches; I trust in—" this or that stock-phrase.'
'Yes; yes!—you will believe anything except the person who tells you it’s hard to be saved! Not all the merits of God and His Christ can give you eternal life; only God and His Christ can; and they can’t, and wouldn’t even if they could, without your following the commandments. Knowing the living God is eternal life. What do you have to do with His merits? You need to know His existence, Him. And about trusting in your wealth—who ever thought they could achieve eternal life through their riches? No one with even a little conscience, some common sense, and no heart at all could imagine that anyone relying on their wealth to gain entrance could actually enter the kingdom. That would be too ridiculous. The wealthy Jew might believe that since his riches are a sign of God’s favor, that favor wouldn’t fail him in the end; or their possession might make him so self-satisfied that he couldn’t even think of being lost; but trusting in his wealth!—no. That’s the last refuge of a wealth-lover, a wealth-worshipper, someone who needs their possessions for peace, to claim they don’t rely on them to gain life. Surely, the person who thinks about nothing else is trusting them in a very real way; but hundreds who do will still say, "I don’t trust in my wealth; I trust in—" this or that cliché.'
'You forget yourself; you are criticizing the Lord's own words: he said, "How hard is it for them that trust in riches to enter into the kingdom of heaven!"'
'You’re not thinking straight; you’re criticizing the Lord's own words: he said, "How hard is it for those who trust in riches to enter into the kingdom of heaven!"'
'I do not forget myself; to this I have been leading you:—our Lord, I believe, never said those words. The reading of both the Sinaitic and the Vatican manuscript, the oldest two we have, that preferred, I am glad to see, by both Westcott and Tischendorf, though not by Tregelles or the Revisers, is, "Children, how hard is it to enter into the kingdom of God!" These words I take to be those of the Lord. Some copyist, with the mind at least of a rich man, dissatisfied with the Lord's way of regarding money, and like yourself anxious to compromize, must forsooth affix his marginal gloss—to the effect that it is not the possessing of riches, but the trusting in them, that makes it difficult to enter into the kingdom! Difficult? Why, it is eternally impossible for the man who trusts in his riches to enter into the kingdom! it is for the man who has riches it is difficult. Is the Lord supposed to teach that for a man who trusts in his riches it is possible to enter the kingdom? that, though impossible with men, this is possible with God? God take the Mammon-worshipper into his glory! No! the Lord never said it. The annotation of Mr. Facingbothways crept into the text, and stands in the English version. Our Lord was not in the habit of explaining away his hard words. He let them stand in all the glory of the burning fire wherewith they would purge us. Where their simplicity finds corresponding simplicity, they are understood. The twofold heart must mistake. It is hard for a rich man, just because he is a rich man, to enter into the kingdom of heaven.'
'I don't forget myself; this is what I've been leading you to: I believe our Lord never said those words. The readings from both the Sinaitic and the Vatican manuscripts, the oldest we have, which I’m glad to see are favored by both Westcott and Tischendorf, although not by Tregelles or the Revisers, are, "Children, how hard is it to enter the kingdom of God!" I take these words to be those of the Lord. Some copyist, likely with the mindset of a rich person, unhappy with the Lord's view on money, and like you wanting to compromise, must have added his marginal note to suggest that it’s not having riches but trusting in them that makes it tough to enter the kingdom! Tough? It's eternally impossible for someone who trusts in their riches to enter the kingdom! It’s difficult for the person who has riches. Are we to believe the Lord teaches that for a person who trusts in their riches it’s possible to enter the kingdom? That, although it's impossible for men, it’s possible for God? God take the Mammon-worshipper into His glory! No! The Lord never said that. Mr. Facingbothways' annotation snuck into the text and appears in the English version. Our Lord didn't usually soften his hard words. He let them remain with all the power of the burning fire that would purify us. Where their simplicity meets with corresponding simplicity, they are understood. The double-minded heart must misunderstand. It is hard for a rich person, simply because they are rich, to enter the kingdom of heaven.'
Some, no doubt, comfort themselves with the thought that, if it be so hard, the fact will be taken into account: it is but another shape of the fancy that the rich man must be differently treated from his fellows; that as he has had his good things here, so he must have them there too. Certain as life they will have absolute justice, that is, fairness, but what will that avail, if they enter not into the kingdom? It is life they must have; there is no enduring of existence without life. They think they can do without eternal life, if only they may live for ever! Those who know what eternal life means count it the one terror to have to live on without it.
Some people surely comfort themselves with the idea that if things are that tough, it will be taken into consideration: it’s just another version of the belief that the rich should be treated differently from everyone else; that since they’ve enjoyed their good times here, they should get to enjoy them there too. They are certain they'll receive absolute justice, which means fairness, but what good is that if they can’t enter the kingdom? They need life; there’s no way to endure existence without life. They think they can manage without eternal life, as long as they can live forever! Those who truly understand what eternal life means see it as the greatest horror to have to continue living without it.
Take then the Lord's words thus: 'Children, how hard is it to enter into the kingdom of God!' It is quite like his way of putting things. Calling them first to reflect on the original difficulty for every man of entering into the kingdom of God, he reasserts in yet stronger phrase the difficulty of the rich man: 'It is easier for a camel to go through a needle's eye, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.' It always was, always will be, hard to enter into the kingdom of heaven. It is hard even to believe that one must be born from above—must pass into a new and unknown consciousness. The law-faithful Jew, the ceremonial Christian, shrinks from the self-annihilation, the Life of grace and truth, the upper air of heavenly delight, the all-embracing love that fills the law full and sets it aside. They cannot accept a condition of being as in itself eternal life. And hard to believe in, this life, this kingdom of God, this simplicity of absolute existence, is hard to enter. How hard? As hard as the Master of salvation could find words to express the hardness: 'If any man cometh unto me, and hateth not …. his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.' And the rich man must find it harder than another to hate his own life. There is so much associated with it to swell out the self of his consciousness, that the difficulty of casting it from him as the mere ugly shadow of the self God made, is vastly increased.
Take the Lord's words like this: 'Children, how hard is it to enter the kingdom of God!' This really captures His style. He first asks them to think about the original challenge everyone faces in entering the kingdom of God, then emphasizes even more strongly how difficult it is for a rich man: 'It’s easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.' It has always been, and will always be, hard to enter the kingdom of heaven. It's tough even to believe that you need to be born again—transitioning into a new and unfamiliar awareness. The law-abiding Jew, the ritualistic Christian, recoils from the self-denial, the life of grace and truth, the uplifting joy of heaven, and the all-encompassing love that fulfills and transcends the law. They can't accept a state of being that is in itself eternal life. And to believe in this life, this kingdom of God, this simplicity of pure existence, is tough to grasp. How tough? As tough as the Master of salvation could express: 'If anyone comes to me and doesn’t hate his own life, he cannot be my disciple.' And for the rich man, it must be even harder to dislike his own life. There's so much tied to it that inflates his self-awareness, making it even more challenging to discard it as just the undesirable shadow of the self that God created.
None can know how difficult it is to enter into the kingdom of heaven, but those who have tried—tried hard, and have not ceased to try. I care not to be told that one may pass at once into all possible sweetness of assurance; it is not assurance I desire, but the thing itself; not the certainty of eternal life, but eternal life. I care not what other preachers may say, while I know that in St. Paul the spirit and the flesh were in frequent strife. They only, I repeat, know how hard it is to enter into life, who are in conflict every day, are growing to have this conflict every hour—nay, begin to see that no moment is life, without the presence that maketh strong. Let any tell me of peace and content, yea, joy unspeakable as the instant result of the new birth; I deny no such statement, refuse no such testimony; all I care to say is, that, if by salvation they mean less than absolute oneness with God, I count it no salvation, neither would be content with it if it included every joy in the heaven of their best imagining. If they are not righteous even as he is righteous, they are not saved, whatever be their gladness or their content; they are but on the way to be saved. If they do not love their neighbour—not as themselves: that is a phrase ill to understand, and not of Christ, but—as Christ loves him, I cannot count them entered into life, though life may have begun to enter into them. Those whose idea of life is simply an eternal one, best know how hard it is to enter into life. The Lord said, 'Children how hard is it to enter into the kingdom!' the disciples little knew what was required of them!
None can know how hard it is to enter the kingdom of heaven, except for those who have tried really hard and haven’t given up. I’m not interested in hearing that someone can instantly feel completely assured; it’s not assurance I want, but the actual experience itself; not just the certainty of eternal life, but eternal life itself. I don’t care what other preachers say, because I know that St. Paul often struggled between the spirit and the flesh. Only those who face this struggle every day, and even more so every hour—who begin to realize that no moment in life is complete without that strength—truly understand how difficult it is to enter into life. If anyone tells me about peace and contentment, even unspeakable joy as an immediate result of being reborn, I don’t deny it or reject that testimony; I just want to say that if by salvation they mean anything less than being completely united with God, then I don’t consider it salvation, and I wouldn’t be satisfied with it even if it brought every joy they can imagine in heaven. If they are not as righteous as He is righteous, they are not saved, no matter how happy or content they feel; they are merely on the path to salvation. If they do not love their neighbor—not just as themselves, which is a vague phrase and not from Christ—but as Christ loves him, I cannot consider them to have entered into life, even if life may have started to enter into them. Those whose understanding of life is simply eternal best know how hard it is to enter into life. The Lord said, 'Children, how hard it is to enter into the kingdom!' The disciples had little idea of what was required of them!
Demands unknown before are continually being made upon the Christian: it is the ever fresh rousing and calling, asking and sending of the Spirit that worketh in the children of obedience. When he thinks he has attained, then is he in danger; when he finds the mountain he has so long been climbing show suddenly a distant peak, radiant in eternal whiteness, and all but lost in heavenly places, a peak whose glory-crowned apex it seems as if no human foot could ever reach—then is there hope for him; proof there is then that he has been climbing, for he beholds the yet unclimbed; he sees what he could not see before; if he knows little of what he is, he knows something of what he is not. He learns ever afresh that he is not in the world as Jesus was in the world; but the very wind that breathes courage as he climbs is the hope that one day he shall be like him, seeing him as he is.
Demands that were unknown before are constantly being placed on the Christian: it is the ongoing, fresh awakening and calling, asking and sending of the Spirit that works in the children of obedience. When he thinks he has achieved something, he is then at risk; when he sees the mountain he has been climbing suddenly reveal a distant peak, shining in eternal whiteness and almost lost in heavenly places, a peak whose glorious summit seems unreachable by any human foot—then there is hope for him; proof that he has been making progress, for he sees the path that is still ahead of him; he perceives what he couldn’t see before; if he understands little about what he is, he understands something about what he is not. He learns over and over that he is not in the world as Jesus was in the world; but the very wind that inspires courage as he ascends is the hope that one day he will be like him, seeing him as he truly is.
Possessions are Things, and Things in general, save as affording matter of conquest and means of spiritual annexation, are very ready to prove inimical to the better life. The man who for consciousness of well-being depends upon anything but life, the life essential, is a slave; he hangs on what is less than himself. He is not perfect who, deprived of every thing, would not sit down calmly content, aware of a well-being untouched; for none the less would he be possessor of all things, the child of the Eternal. Things are given us, this body first of things, that through them we may be trained both to independence and true possession of them. We must possess them; they must not possess us. Their use is to mediate—as shapes and manifestations in lower kind of the things that are unseen, that is, in themselves unseeable, the things that belong, not to the world of speech, but the world of silence, not to the world of showing, but the world of being, the world that cannot be shaken, and must remain. These things unseen take form in the things of time and space—not that they may exist, for they exist in and from eternal Godhead, but that their being may be known to those in training for the eternal; these things unseen the sons and daughters of God must possess. But instead of reaching out after them, they grasp at their forms, reward the things seen as the things to be possessed, fall in love with the bodies instead of the souls of them. There are good people who can hardly believe that, if the young man had consented to give up his wealth, the Lord would not then have told him to keep it; they too seem to think the treasure in heaven insufficient as a substitute. They cannot believe he would have been better off without his wealth. 'Is not wealth power?' they ask. It is indeed power, and so is a wolf hid in the robe; it is power, but as of a brute machine, of which the owner ill knows the handles and cranks, valves and governor. The multitude of those who read the tale are of the same mind as the youth himself—in his worst moment, as he turned and went—with one vast difference, that they are not sorrowful.
Possessions are things, and things in general, except as they represent a way to conquer and connect spiritually, can easily become a barrier to a better life. A person who relies on anything other than the essential life for their sense of well-being is a slave; they depend on something less than themselves. A person isn’t truly whole if they wouldn’t feel content without any thing, because they would still possess everything, as a child of the Eternal. Things are given to us, starting with this body, so that we can learn both independence and true ownership of them. We need to possess them; they must not possess us. Their purpose is to serve as a bridge—representations and expressions of the unseen, which are beyond sight, existing not in the world of words but in the world of silence, not in the world of appearance, but in the world of essence, the unshakeable reality that must endure. These unseen realities take shape in the temporal and spatial things—not for their own existence, as they come from the eternal Divine, but so that their truth may be realized by those preparing for eternity; these unseen realities must be possessed by the children of God. Yet instead of seeking them out, people clutch at their forms, valuing the visible things as the true possessions, falling in love with the physical bodies instead of their souls. There are good people who can’t believe that if the young man had agreed to give up his wealth, the Lord wouldn’t have then told him to keep it; they also seem to feel that the treasure in heaven is not enough as a replacement. They can’t accept that he would have been better off without his wealth. "Isn’t wealth power?" they ask. It is indeed power, just like a wolf hiding in a robe; it is power, but more like a brute machine, of which the owner hardly knows how to operate the controls. The many who read the story feel the same way as the young man did in his worst moment, as he turned and walked away—with one major difference: they are not sorrowful.
Things can never be really possessed by the man who cannot do without them—who would not be absolutely, divinely content in the consciousness that the cause of his being is within it—and with him. I would not be misunderstood: no man can have the consciousness of God with him and not be content; I mean that no man who has not the Father so as to be eternally content in him alone, can possess a sunset or a field of grass or a mine of gold or the love of a fellow-creature according to its nature—as God would have him possess it—in the eternal way of inheriting, having, and holding. He who has God, has all things, after the fashion in which he who made them has them. To man, woman, and child, I say—if you are not content, it is because God is not with you as you need him, not with you as he would be with you, as you must have him; for you need him as your body never needed food or air, need him as your soul never hungered after joy, or peace, or pleasure.
Things can never truly belong to someone who can't live without them—who wouldn't be completely fulfilled in the understanding that the reason for their existence lies within themselves—and with them. I don’t want to be misunderstood: no one can truly feel the presence of God and not be content; I mean that no one who doesn’t have the Father, in a way that allows them to be eternally satisfied in Him alone, can own a sunset, a field of grass, a mine of gold, or the love of another person as it was meant to be possessed—by God’s standard—in the everlasting sense of inheriting, having, and holding. Whoever has God has everything, in the same way the Creator has what He made. To every man, woman, and child, I say—if you are not content, it's because God isn’t with you in the way you need Him to be, not with you in the way He desires to be, in the way you must have Him; because you need Him as your body needs food or air, as your soul hungers for joy, peace, or pleasure.
It is imperative on us to get rid of the tyranny of things. See how imperative: let the young man cling with every fibre to his wealth, what God can do he will do; his child shall not be left in the hell of possession! Comes the angel of death!—and where are the things that haunted the poor soul with such manifold hindrance and obstruction! The world, and all that is in the world, drops and slips, from his feet, from his hands, carrying with it his body, his eyes, his ears, every pouch, every coffer, that could delude him with the fancy of possession.
It’s essential for us to break free from the tyranny of things. Consider how crucial this is: let the young man hold tightly to his wealth with every fiber of his being; whatever God can do, He will do; his child won’t be trapped in the hell of possessions! When the angel of death comes—where are the things that tormented the poor soul with so many obstacles and burdens? The world and everything in it falls away from his feet, from his hands, taking with it his body, his eyes, his ears, every pocket, every chest that could fool him into thinking he truly possessed anything.
'Is the man so freed from the dominion of things? does Death so serve him—so ransom him? Why then hasten the hour? Shall not the youth abide the stroke of Time's clock—await the Inevitable on its path to free him?'
'Is the man really free from the control of things? Does Death really serve him—really set him free? Then why rush the hour? Shouldn't the young person endure the tick of Time's clock—wait for the Inevitable on its journey to liberate him?'
Not so!—for then first, I presume, does the man of things become aware of their tyranny. When a man begins to abstain, then first he recognizes the strength of his passion; it may be, when a man has not a thing left, he will begin to know what a necessity he had made of things; and if then he begin to contend with them, to cast out of his soul what Death has torn from his hands, then first will he know the full passion of possession, the slavery of prizing the worthless part of the precious.
Not at all!—because that's when a person first becomes aware of the control that things have over them. When someone starts to hold back, that's when they truly realize how strong their desires are; perhaps when someone has nothing left, they finally see how dependent they've become on material things. And if they start to fight against this, trying to let go of what Death has taken from them, that's when they will fully understand the deep emotion tied to ownership, the bondage of valuing the insignificant over the truly valuable.
'Wherein then lies the service of Death? He takes the sting, but leaves the poison!'
'So what’s the point of Death’s service? He takes away the pain, but leaves the poison!'
In this: it is not the fetters that gall, but the fetters that soothe, which eat into the soul. When the fetters of gold are gone, on which the man delighted to gaze, though they held him fast to his dungeon-wall, buried from air and sunshine, then first will he feel them in the soreness of their lack, in the weary indifference with which he looks on earth and sea, on space and stars. When the truth begins to dawn upon him that those fetters were a horror and a disgrace, then will the good of saving death appear, and the man begin to understand that having never was, never could be well-being; that it is not by possessing we live, but by life we possess. In this way is the loss of the things he thought he had, a motioning, hardly towards, yet in favour of deliverance. It may seem to the man the first of his slavery when it is in truth the beginning of his freedom. Never soul was set free without being made to feel its slavery; nothing but itself can enslave a soul, nothing without itself free it.
In this: it’s not the chains that hurt, but the chains that comfort, which gnaw at the soul. When the golden chains are gone, which the man loved to look at, even though they kept him stuck to his dungeon wall, cut off from air and sunshine, that’s when he will first feel the pain of their absence, in the tired indifference with which he views the earth and sea, the space and stars. When the truth starts to hit him that those chains were a nightmare and shame, then the benefits of a liberating death will become clear, and he will begin to realize that having never truly meant well-being; that it’s not by possessing that we live, but by life that we possess. In this way, the loss of the things he thought he owned is a sign, barely towards, yet leaning towards freedom. It may seem like the start of his slavery, but in reality, it’s the beginning of his freedom. No soul has ever been freed without feeling its bondage; nothing but itself can trap a soul, and nothing outside itself can free it.
When the drunkard, free of his body, but retaining his desire unable to indulge it, has time at length to think, in the lack of the means of destroying thought, surely there dawns for him then at last a fearful hope!—not until, by the power of God and his own obedient effort, he is raised into such a condition that, be the temptation what it might, he would not yield for an immortality of unrequited drunkenness—all its delights and not one of its penalties—is he saved.
When the drunkard, liberated from his physical state but still holding onto his unfulfilled desires, finally has time to reflect—without the means to escape these thoughts—he begins to feel a terrifying glimmer of hope! It’s only when, through the grace of God and his own dedicated efforts, he reaches a point where, no matter how strong the temptation, he would refuse a lifetime of endless drunkenness, relishing all its pleasures without facing any consequences, that he finds salvation.
Thus death may give a new opportunity—with some hope for the multitude counting themselves Christians, who are possessed by things as by a legion of devils; who stand well in their church; whose lives are regarded as stainless; who are kind, friendly, give largely, believe in the redemption of Jesus, talk of the world and the church; yet whose care all the time is to heap up, to make much into more, to add house to house and field to field, burying themselves deeper and deeper in the ash-heap of Things.
Thus, death might provide a new chance—for the many who consider themselves Christians, but are consumed by things like a swarm of demons; who are respected in their church; whose lives are seen as flawless; who are kind, friendly, generous, believe in Jesus' redemption, and discuss worldly matters and the church; yet whose main focus all the time is to accumulate, to turn little into more, to add property to property and land to land, burying themselves deeper and deeper in the heap of Things.
But it is not the rich man only who is under the dominion of things; they too are slaves who, having no money, are unhappy from the lack of it. The man who is ever digging his grave is little better than he who already lies mouldering in it. The money the one has, the money the other would have, is in each the cause of an eternal stupidity. To the one as to the other comes the word, 'How is it that ye do not understand?'
But it's not just the rich man who is controlled by possessions; those who don’t have money are also trapped, suffering from its absence. The person who is constantly working to earn a living is hardly better off than the one who is already in the ground. The money one has and the money the other wishes for become the source of endless stupidity for both. To each of them comes the question, 'How is it that you do not understand?'
THE CAUSE OF SPIRITUAL STUPIDITY.
'How is it that ye do not understand?'—ST. MARK viii. 21.
'How is it that you do not understand?'—ST. MARK viii. 21.
After feeding the four thousand with seven loaves and a few small fishes, on the east side of the Sea of Galilee, Jesus, having crossed the lake, was met on the other side by certain Pharisees, whose attitude towards him was such that he betook himself again to the boat, and recrossed the lake. On the way the disciples bethought them that they had in the boat but a single loaf: probably while the Lord was occupied with the Pharisees, one of them had gone and bought it, little thinking they were about to start again so soon. Jesus, still occupied with the antagonism of the leaders of the people, and desirous of destroying their influence on his disciples, began to warn them against them. In so doing he made use of a figure they had heard him use before—that of leaven as representing a hidden but potent and pervading energy: the kingdom of heaven, he had told them, was like leaven hid in meal, gradually leavening the whole of it. He now tells them to beware of the leaven of the Pharisees. The disciples, whose minds were occupied with their lack of provisions, the moment they heard the word leaven, thought of bread, concluded it must be because of its absence that he spoke of leaven, and imagined perhaps a warning against some danger of defilement from Pharisaical cookery: 'It is because we have taken no bread!' A leaven like that of the Pharisees was even then at work in their hearts; for the sign the Pharisees sought in the mockery of unbelief, they had had a few hours before, and had already, in respect of all that made it of value, forgotten.
After feeding four thousand people with seven loaves and a few small fish on the east side of the Sea of Galilee, Jesus crossed the lake and was met on the other side by some Pharisees, who were hostile towards him. Because of this, he got back into the boat and crossed the lake again. On the way, the disciples realized they had only one loaf with them. While Jesus was dealing with the Pharisees, one of them had likely gone and bought it, not expecting to leave again so soon. Still focused on the opposition from the leaders, Jesus wanted to warn his disciples about them. He used a metaphor they had heard him use before—leaven, which represents a hidden but powerful influence. He had told them that the kingdom of heaven was like leaven hidden in dough, gradually causing the whole batch to rise. Now, he instructed them to beware of the leaven of the Pharisees. The disciples, concerned about their lack of food, immediately thought of bread when they heard the word leaven. They assumed he was talking about it because they didn't have enough bread and worried there might be some defilement from the Pharisees’ cooking: "It's because we have no bread!" But even then, a leaven similar to that of the Pharisees was already working in their hearts; they had received the sign the Pharisees sought with their skepticism a few hours before and had already forgotten its true significance.
It is to the man who is trying to live, to the man who is obedient to the word of the Master, that the word of the Master unfolds itself. When we understand the outside of things, we think we have them: the Lord puts his things in subdefined, suggestive shapes, yielding no satisfactory meaning to the mere intellect, but unfolding themselves to the conscience and heart, to the man himself, in the process of life-effort. According as the new creation, that of reality, advances in him, the man becomes able to understand the words, the symbols, the parables of the Lord. For life, that is, action, is alone the human condition into which the light of the Living can penetrate; life alone can assimilate life, can change food into growth. See how the disciples here fooled themselves!
It’s the person who’s trying to truly live, who follows the Master’s teachings, that the Master’s words reveal themselves to. When we grasp the surface of things, we think we understand them: the Lord presents His messages in undefined, suggestive forms that offer no clear meaning to just our intellect, but reveal themselves to our conscience and heart, to us, throughout our efforts in life. As the new creation, which represents reality, develops within him, the person becomes capable of understanding the Lord’s words, symbols, and parables. Because only through action can the light of the Living reach us; only life can take in life, transforming food into growth. Look at how the disciples here deceived themselves!
See how the Lord calls them to their senses. He does not tell them in so many words where they are wrong; he attacks instead the cause in themselves which led to their mistake—a matter always of infinitely more consequence than any mistake itself: the one is a live mistake, an untruth in the soul, the other a mere dead blunder born of it. The word-connection therefore between their blunder and our Lord's exhortation, is not to be found; the logic of what the Lord said, is not on the surface. Often he speaks not to the words but to the thought; here he speaks not even to the thought, but to the whole mode of thinking, to the thought-matrix, the inward condition of the men.
See how the Lord nudges them to realize their mistakes. He doesn’t just point out where they went wrong; instead, he addresses the deep-seated issues within themselves that led to the error—something far more important than the mistake itself: one is a living mistake, a falsehood in the soul, while the other is just a dead blunder that came from it. Therefore, there isn’t a direct connection between their blunder and what the Lord is saying; the logic behind his words isn’t obvious. Often he speaks not to the words but to the ideas; here, he’s addressing not even the ideas, but their entire way of thinking, the underlying mindset, the inner state of the individuals.
He addresses himself to rouse in them a sense of their lack of confidence in God, which was the cause of their blunder as to his meaning. He reminds them of the two miracles with the loaves, and the quantity of fragments left beyond the need. From one of these miracles they had just come; it was not a day behind them; yet here they were doubting already! He makes them go over the particulars of the miracles—hardly to refresh their memories-they were tenacious enough of the marvel, but to make their hearts dwell on them; for they had already forgotten or had failed to see their central revelation—the eternal fact of God's love and care and compassion. They knew the number of the men each time, the number of the loaves each time, the number of the baskets of fragments they had each time taken up, but they forgot the Love that had so broken the bread that its remnants twenty times outweighed its loaves.
He confronts them to awaken their awareness of their lack of faith in God, which led to their misunderstanding of his message. He reminds them of the two miracles with the loaves and how many leftovers were left over. They had just experienced one of these miracles; it hadn’t even been a full day since. Yet here they were, already doubting! He makes them recount the details of the miracles—not to refresh their memories; they remembered the wonder well enough—but to encourage them to reflect on them, since they had already forgotten or failed to grasp the main message—the enduring truth of God's love, care, and compassion. They could remember how many men were fed each time, how many loaves were used, and how many baskets of leftovers they collected, but they overlooked the Love that had multiplied the bread so significantly that the leftovers far exceeded the original loaves.
Having thus questioned them like children, and listened as to the answers of children, he turns the light of their thoughts upon themselves, and, with an argument to the man which overleaps all the links of its own absolute logic, demands, 'How is it that ye do not understand?' Then they did understand, and knew that he did not speak to them of the leaven of bread, but of the teaching of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees. He who trusts can understand; he whose mind is set at ease can discover a reason.
Having questioned them like kids and listened to their answers like a teacher would, he reflects their thoughts back at them and, with a point that skips over all the logic, asks, 'Why don’t you get it?' Then they got it and realized he wasn’t talking about the yeast in bread, but about the teachings of the Pharisees and Sadducees. Those who trust can understand; those whose minds are calm can find a reason.
How otherwise than by rebuking and quelling their anxiety, could those words have made them see what then they saw? What connection was there between 'How many baskets took ye up?' and 'How is it that ye do not understand?' What had the miracles to do with their discovering that when he spoke of leaven, it was not of the leaven of bread? If not of the leaven of bread, how did the reference to those miracles of bread make them recognize the fact?
How else, besides correcting and calming their anxiety, could those words have led them to see what they saw? What was the link between 'How many baskets did you collect?' and 'Why don’t you understand?' What did the miracles have to do with them realizing that when he mentioned leaven, he wasn't talking about bread leaven? If it wasn't about bread leaven, how did the mention of those bread miracles help them understand?
The lesson he would have had them learn from the miracle, the natural lesson, the only lesson worthy of the miracle, was, that God cared for his children, and could, did, and would provide for their necessities. This lesson they had not learned. No doubt the power of the miracle was some proof of his mission, but the love of it proved it better, for it made it worth proving: it was a throb of the Father's heart. The ground of the Master's upbraiding is not that they did not understand him, but that they did not trust God; that, after all they had seen, they yet troubled themselves about bread. Because we easily imagine ourselves in want, we imagine God ready to forsake us. The miracles of Jesus were the ordinary works of his Father, wrought small and swift that we might take them in. The lesson of them was that help is always within God's reach when his children want it—their design, to show what God is—not that Jesus was God, but that his Father was God—that is, was what he was, for no other kind of God could be, or be worth believing in, no other notion of God be worth having. The mission undertaken by the Son, was not to show himself as having all power in heaven and earth, but to reveal his Father, to show him to men such as he is, that men may know him, and knowing, trust him. It were a small boon indeed that God should forgive men, and not give himself. It would be but to give them back themselves; and less than God just as he is will not comfort men for the essential sorrow of their existence. Only God the gift can turn that sorrow into essential joy: Jesus came to give them God, who is eternal life.
The lesson he wanted them to take away from the miracle, the natural lesson, the only lesson truly deserving of the miracle, was that God cares for his children and can, does, and will provide for their needs. They hadn’t learned this lesson. While the power of the miracle might prove his mission, the love behind it proved it even better, as it made it worth proving; it was a reflection of the Father's heart. The reason the Master rebuked them wasn't that they didn’t understand him, but that they didn’t trust God; despite everything they had seen, they still worried about bread. We easily imagine ourselves in need, thinking God is ready to abandon us. The miracles of Jesus were the usual works of his Father, performed simply and quickly so we could grasp them. The lesson was that help is always within God's reach when his children need it—the purpose was to show what God is—not that Jesus was God, but that his Father was God—that is, he was what he was, because no other kind of God could exist or be worth believing in, and no other idea of God is worth having. The mission taken on by the Son was not to demonstrate that he had all power in heaven and earth, but to reveal his Father, to show him to people as he is, so they can know him, and by knowing, trust him. It would be a small favor if God simply forgave people but didn’t give himself. It would mean just returning them to themselves; and less than God as he is will not comfort people for the fundamental sorrow of their existence. Only God, the gift, can turn that sorrow into essential joy: Jesus came to give them God, who is eternal life.
Those miracles of feeding gave the same lesson to their eyes, their hands, their mouths, that his words gave to their ears when he said, 'seek not ye what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, neither be ye of doubtful mind; for your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things;' 'Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you.' So little had they learned it yet, that they remembered the loaves but forgot the Father—as men in their theology forget the very [Greek: Theou logos]. Thus forgetting, they were troubled about provision for the day, and the moment leaven was mentioned, thought of bread. What else could he mean? The connection was plain! The Lord reminds them of the miracle, which had they believed after its true value, they would not have been so occupied as to miss what he meant. It had set forth to them the truth of God's heart towards them; revealed the loving care without which he would not be God. Had they learned this lesson, they would not have needed the reminder; for their hearts would not have been so filled with discomfort as to cause them mistake his word. Had they but said with themselves that, though they had but one loaf, they had him who makes all the loaves, they would never have made the foolish blunder they did.
Those miraculous feedings taught their eyes, hands, and mouths the same lesson that his words taught their ears when he said, 'Don’t worry about what you will eat or drink; your Father knows what you need.' 'Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and everything else will be given to you.' They had learned so little from this that they remembered the bread but forgot about the Father—just like how people forget about the very essence of God in their beliefs. Because they forgot, they worried about their daily needs, and the moment leaven was mentioned, they thought of bread. What else could he possibly mean? The connection was obvious! The Lord reminded them of the miracle, which, had they truly understood its value, would not have distracted them from grasping his message. It demonstrated God’s true heart toward them and revealed the loving care that defines who he is. If they had learned this lesson, they wouldn’t have needed a reminder, as their hearts wouldn’t have been so filled with anxiety that they misinterpreted his words. If they had just thought to themselves that, even if they had only one loaf, they had the one who creates all loaves, they would never have made the silly mistake they did.
The answer then to the Lord's reproach, 'How is it that ye do not understand?' is plainly this: their minds were so full of care about the day's bread, that they could not think with simplicity about anything else; the mere mention of leaven threw them floundering afresh in the bog of their unbelief. When the Lord reminded them of what their eyes had seen, so of what he was and what God was, and of the foolishness of their care—the moment their fear was taught to look up, that moment they began to see what the former words of the Lord must have meant: their minds grew clear enough to receive and reflect in a measure their intent.
The answer to the Lord's question, 'Why don't you understand?' is simple: they were so worried about having enough to eat that they couldn’t think about anything else clearly; just hearing the word 'yeast' sent them spiraling back into doubt. When the Lord reminded them of what they had witnessed—the miracles he performed, who he was, and who God was—the foolishness of their worries became clear. As soon as they were encouraged to look up in faith, they began to understand what the Lord's earlier words really meant: their minds cleared enough to grasp and reflect on his intent.
The care of the disciples was care for the day, not for the morrow; the word morrow must stand for any and every point of the future. The next hour, the next moment, is as much beyond our grasp and as much in God's care, as that a hundred years away. Care for the next minute is just as foolish as care for the morrow, or for a day in the next thousand years—in neither can we do anything, in both God is doing everything. Those claims only of the morrow which have to be prepared to-day are of the duty of to-day; the moment which coincides with work to be done, is the moment to be minded; the next is nowhere till God has made it.
The disciples focused on the present day, not worrying about tomorrow; the word tomorrow represents any part of the future. The next hour or moment is just as out of our control and fully in God's hands as something a hundred years away. Worrying about the next minute is just as pointless as worrying about tomorrow or a day in the next thousand years—there's nothing we can do about either, and God is handling everything. The only concerns about tomorrow that need to be addressed today are those that are part of today's responsibilities; the moment that corresponds with work needing to be done is the moment we should pay attention to; the next moment doesn't exist until God creates it.
Their lack of bread seems to have come from no neglect, but from the immediacy of the Lord's re-embarkation; at the same time had there been a want of foresight, that was not the kind of thing the Lord cared to reprove; it was not this and that fault he had come to set right, but the primary evil of life without God, the root of all evils, from hatred to discourtesy. Certain minor virtues also, prudence amongst the rest, would thus at length be almost, if not altogether, superseded. If a man forget a thing, God will see to that: man is not lord of his memory or his intellect. But man is lord of his will, his action; and is then verily to blame when, remembering a duty, he does not do it, but puts it off, and so forgets it. If a man lay himself out to do the immediate duty of the moment, wonderfully little forethought, I suspect, will be found needful. That forethought only is right which has to determine duty, and pass into action. To the foundation of yesterday's work well done, the work of the morrow will be sure to fit. Work done is of more consequence for the future than the foresight of an archangel.
Their lack of bread doesn’t seem to be from neglect, but from the urgency of the Lord's return; at the same time, if there was a lack of foresight, it wasn’t the kind of thing the Lord wanted to criticize. He didn’t come to fix every little fault but to address the main issue of living without God, which is the root of all evils, from hatred to rudeness. Some minor virtues, like prudence, might eventually be nearly, if not entirely, replaced. If a person forgets something, God will take care of that; people don’t control their memory or intellect. But people do control their will and actions, and they are truly at fault when they remember a duty but don’t do it, postponing it until they forget. If a person focuses on doing the immediate duty at hand, I suspect that very little planning will be necessary. The only foresight that is appropriate is the kind that helps identify duties and leads to action. The solid groundwork of yesterday’s efforts will ensure that tomorrow’s work fits well. Completed work matters more for the future than the foresight of an archangel.
With the disciples as with the rich youth, it was Things that prevented the Lord from being understood. Because of possession the young man had not a suspicion of the grandeur of the call with which Jesus honoured him. He thought he was hardly dealt with to be offered a patent of Heaven's nobility—he was so very rich! Things filled his heart; things blocked up his windows; things barricaded his door, so that the very God could not enter. His soul was not empty, swept, and garnished, but crowded with meanest idols, among which his spirit crept about upon its knees, wasting on them the gazes that belonged to his fellows and his Master. The disciples were a little further on than he; they had left all and followed the Lord; but neither had they yet got rid of Things. The paltry solitariness of a loaf was enough to hide the Lord from them, to make them unable to understand him. Why, having forgotten, could they not trust? Surely if he had told them that for his sake they must go all day without food, they would not have minded! But they lost sight of God, and were as if either he did not see, or did not care for them.
With the disciples and the rich young man, it was Things that kept the Lord from being understood. Because of his possessions, the young man couldn't realize the greatness of the invitation Jesus offered him. He felt like he was being treated unfairly for receiving a chance at Heaven's nobility—he was so very wealthy! Things filled his heart; they blocked his vision; they barricaded his door, so that God couldn't even enter. His soul wasn't empty, cleaned, and ready for something greater, but packed with worthless idols, among which his spirit crawled on its knees, wasting his attention that should've been reserved for his peers and his Master. The disciples were a bit ahead of him; they had left everything behind to follow the Lord, but they still hadn't gotten rid of Things. The meager isolation of just a loaf of bread was enough to hide the Lord from them, making them unable to understand him. Why, having forgotten, could they not trust? Surely if he had told them that for his sake they needed to go the whole day without food, they wouldn't have minded! But they lost sight of God and felt as if he either didn't see them or didn't care about them.
In the former case it was the possession of wealth, in the latter the not having more than a loaf, that rendered incapable of receiving the word of the Lord: the evil principle was precisely the same. If it be Things that slay you, what matter whether things you have, or things you have not? The youth, not trusting in God, the source of his riches, cannot brook the word of his Son, offering him better riches, more direct from the heart of the Father. The disciples, forgetting who is lord of the harvests of the earth, cannot understand his word, because filled with the fear of a day's hunger. He did not trust in God as having given; they did not trust in God as ready to give. We are like them when, in any trouble, we do not trust him. It is hard on God, when his children will not let him give; when they carry themselves so that he must withhold his hand, lest he harm them. To take no care that they acknowledge whence their help comes, would be to leave them worshippers of idols, trusters in that which is not.
In the first case, it was having wealth, while in the second, it was just not having more than a loaf, that made them unable to accept the word of the Lord: the harmful mindset was exactly the same. If it’s things that bring you down, does it matter whether you have things or don’t have them? The young man, who doesn’t trust in God, the source of his wealth, can’t accept the word of His Son, who offers him greater riches, directly from the heart of the Father. The disciples, forgetting who is in control of the earth's harvests, can’t understand His words because they’re overwhelmed by the fear of not having enough to eat for the day. He didn’t trust in God as the giver; they didn’t trust in God as the one ready to give. We’re like them when, in any trouble, we fail to trust Him. It’s tough on God when His children won’t accept what He wants to give; when they act in such a way that He has to hold back His blessings to avoid hurting them. If they don’t care to recognize where their help comes from, it would leave them as worshippers of idols, putting their trust in what isn’t real.
Distrust is atheism, and the barrier to all growth. Lord, we do not understand thee, because we do not trust thy Father—whole-hearted to us, as never yet was mother to her first-born! Full of care, as if he had none, we think this and that escapes his notice, for this and that he does not think! While we who are evil would die to give our children bread to eat, we are not certain the only Good will give us anything of what we desire! The things of thy world so crowd our hearts, that there is no room in them for the things of thy heart, which would raise ours above all fear, and make us merry children in our Father's house! Surely many a whisper of the watching Spirit we let slip through brooding over a need not yet come to us! To-morrow makes to-day's whole head sick, its whole heart faint. When we should be still, sleeping or dreaming, we are fretting about an hour that lies a half sun's-journey away! Not so doest thou, Lord! thou doest the work of thy Father! Wert thou such as we, then should we have good cause to be troubled! But thou knowest it is difficult, things pressing upon every sense, to believe that the informing power of them is in the unseen; that out of it they come; that, where we can descry no hand directing, a will, nearer than any hand, is moving them from within, causing them to fulfil his word! Help us to obey, to resist, to trust.
Distrust is like atheism and a barrier to all growth. Lord, we don’t understand you because we don’t trust your Father—who is completely devoted to us, like a mother to her first child! He cares for us as if he has no worries at all, yet we think this and that goes unnoticed, because this and that aren’t in his thoughts! While we, who are flawed, would sacrifice anything to give our children bread to eat, we aren’t sure the one Good will give us anything we desire! The things of this world fill our hearts so much that there’s no space for what’s in your heart, which would lift us above all fear and make us happy children in our Father’s house! Surely we let many whispers from the watching Spirit slip away because we brood over needs that haven’t even arrived yet! Tomorrow makes today’s worries overwhelming, making our hearts feel weak. While we should be still, sleeping or dreaming, we're stressing about an hour that’s a half-sun journey away! Not so with you, Lord! You do the work of your Father! If you were like us, we would have real reasons to worry! But you know it’s hard, things pressuring every sense, to believe that their source is in the unseen; that they come from it; and that where we can’t see a guiding hand, there is a will, closer than any hand, moving them from within, making them fulfill his word! Help us to obey, resist, and trust.
The care that is filling your mind at this moment, or but waiting till you lay the book aside to leap upon you—that need which is no need, is a demon sucking at the spring of your life.
The worry that's occupying your mind right now, or that will hit you once you put the book down—that desire that feels urgent but really isn't, is a demon draining the energy from your life.
'No; mine is a reasonable care—an unavoidable care, indeed!'
'No; my care is reasonable—truly unavoidable!'
'Is it something you have to do this very moment?'
'Is it something you need to do right now?'
'No.'
'No.'
'Then you are allowing it to usurp the place of something that is required of you this moment!'
'Then you are letting it take the place of something that you need to do right now!'
'There is nothing required of me at this moment.'
'There's nothing expected of me right now.'
'Nay, but there is—the greatest thing that can be required of man.'
'Nay, but there is—the most important thing that can be asked of a person.'
'Pray, what is it?'
'What is it?'
'Trust in the living God. His will is your life.'
'Trust in the living God. His will is your life.'
'He may not will I should have what I need!'
'He might not want me to have what I need!'
'Then you only think you need it. Is it a good thing?'
'Then you only think you need it. Is that a good thing?'
'Yes, it is a good thing.'
'Yes, that's a good thing.'
'Then why doubt you shall have it?'
'Then why do you doubt you'll get it?'
'Because God may choose to have me go without it.'
'Because God might decide to have me do without it.'
'Why should he?'
'Why would he?'
'I cannot tell.'
"I can't say."
'Must it not be in order to give you something instead?'
'Doesn't it have to be to give you something instead?'
'I want nothing instead.'
'I want nothing else.'
'I thought I was talking to a Christian!'
'I thought I was talking to a Christian!'
'I can consent to be called nothing else.'
'I can agree to be called nothing else.'
'Do you not, then, know that, when God denies anything a child of his values, it is to give him something he values?'
'Don't you know that when God takes something away from a child of His that they value, it’s to give them something they value?'
'But if I do not want it?'
'But what if I don't want it?'
'You are none the less miserable just because you do not have it. Instead of his great possessions the young man was to have the company of Jesus, and treasure in heaven. When God refused to deliver a certain man from a sore evil, concerning which he three times besought him, unaccustomed to be denied, he gave him instead his own graciousness, consoled him in person for his pain.'
'You are no less miserable just because you don’t have it. Instead of his wealth, the young man was meant to have the companionship of Jesus and treasures in heaven. When God chose not to free a certain man from a severe affliction, which he begged for three times, unaccustomed to being denied, He instead gave him His own grace, personally comforting him for his suffering.'
'Ah, but that was St. Paul!'
'Ah, but that was St. Paul!'
'True; what of that?'
'True; what does that matter?'
'He was one by himself!'
'He was all alone!'
'God deals with all his children after his own father-nature. No scripture is of private interpretation even for a St. Paul. It sets forth God's way with man. If thou art not willing that God should have his way with thee, then, in the name of God, be miserable—till thy misery drive thee to the arms of the Father.'
'God treats all His children according to His own nature as a Father. No scripture is meant for personal interpretation, even for someone like St. Paul. It shows how God interacts with humanity. If you are unwilling to let God lead your life, then, in God's name, be unhappy—until your unhappiness pushes you into the arms of the Father.'
'I do trust him in spiritual matters.'
'I trust him in spiritual matters.'
'Everything is an affair of the spirit. If God has a way, then that is the only way. Every little thing in which you would have your own way, has a mission for your redemption; and he will treat you as a naughty child until you take your Father's way for yours.'
'Everything is a matter of the spirit. If God has a path, then that's the only path. Every little thing where you want to do things your way has a purpose for your redemption; and He will treat you like a rebellious child until you choose your Father's path as your own.'
There will be this difference, however, between the rich that loves his riches and the poor that hates his poverty—that, when they die, the heart of the one will be still crowded with things and their pleasures, while the heart of the other will be relieved of their lack; the one has had his good things, the other his evil things. But the rich man who held his things lightly, nor let them nestle in his heart; who was a channel and no cistern; who was ever and always forsaking his money—starts, in the new world, side by side with the man who accepted, not hated, his poverty. Each will say, 'I am free!'
There will be a difference, though, between the rich person who loves their wealth and the poor person who hates their poverty—when they die, the rich person's heart will still be filled with possessions and pleasures, while the poor person's heart will be free from that emptiness; one has enjoyed their good things, while the other has suffered from their bad things. But the rich person who didn't cling to their belongings, who didn’t let them settle in their heart; who was a conduit rather than a reservoir; who was always willing to let go of their money—will start in the new world alongside the person who accepted, not resented, their poverty. Each will say, 'I am free!'
For the only air of the soul, in which it can breathe and live, is the present God and the spirits of the just: that is our heaven, our home, our all-right place. Cleansed of greed, jealousy, vanity, pride, possession, all the thousand forms of the evil self, we shall be God's children on the hills and in the fields of that heaven, not one desiring to be before another, any more than to cast that other out; for ambition and hatred will then be seen to be one and the same spirit.—'What thou hast, I have; what thou desirest, I will; I give to myself ten times in giving once to thee. My want that thou mightst have, would be rich possession.' But let me be practical; for thou art ready to be miserable over trifles, and dost not believe God good enough to care for thy care: I would reason with thee to help thee rid of thy troubles, for they hide from thee the thoughts of thy God.
For the only air of the soul, where it can breathe and thrive, is the present God and the spirits of the righteous: that's our heaven, our home, our perfect place. Free from greed, jealousy, vanity, pride, and possession, and all the countless forms of the evil self, we will be God's children in the hills and fields of that heaven, with no one wanting to be ahead of another or to push anyone out; for ambition and hatred will be recognized as the same spirit.—'What you have, I have; what you desire, I will; I give to myself ten times just by giving once to you. My wish that you might have would be true wealth.' But let me be practical; because you seem ready to be unhappy over small things, and you don’t believe God cares enough about your concerns: I want to reason with you to help you free yourself from your troubles, as they hide the thoughts of your God from you.
The things readiest to be done, those which lie not at the door but on the very table of a man's mind, are not merely in general the most neglected, but even by the thoughtful man, the oftenest let alone, the oftenest postponed. The Lord of life demanding high virtue of us, can it be that he does not care for the first principles of justice? May a man become strong in righteousness without learning to speak the truth to his neighbour? Shall a man climb the last flight of the stair who has never set foot on the lowest step? Truth is one, and he who does the truth in the small thing is of the truth; he who will do it only in a great thing, who postpones the small thing near him to the great thing farther from him, is not of the truth. Let me suggest some possible parallels between ourselves and the disciples maundering over their one loaf—with the Bread of Life at their side in the boat. We too dull our understandings with trifles, fill the heavenly spaces with phantoms, waste the heavenly time with hurry. To those who possess their souls in patience come the heavenly visions. When I trouble myself over a trifle, even a trifle confessed—the loss of some little article, say—spurring my memory, and hunting the house, not from immediate need, but from dislike of loss; when a book has been borrowed of me and not returned, and I have forgotten the borrower, and fret over the missing volume, while there are thousands on my shelves from which the moments thus lost might gather treasure holding relation with neither moth, nor rust, nor thief; am I not like the disciples? Am I not a fool whenever loss troubles me more than recovery would gladden? God would have me wise, and smile at the trifle. Is it not time I lost a few things when I care for them so unreasonably? This losing of things is of the mercy of God; it comes to teach us to let them go. Or have I forgotten a thought that came to me, which seemed of the truth, and a revealment to my heart? I wanted to keep it, to have it, to use it by and by, and it is gone! I keep trying and trying to call it back, feeling a poor man till that thought be recovered—to be far more lost, perhaps, in a note-book, into which I shall never look again to find it! I forget that it is live things God cares about—live truths, not things set down in a book, or in a memory, or embalmed in the joy of knowledge, but things lifting up the heart, things active in an active will. True, my lost thought might have so worked; but had I faith in God, the maker of thought and memory, I should know that, if the thought was a truth, and so alone worth anything, it must come again; for it is in God—so, like the dead, not beyond my reach: kept for me, I shall have it again.
The things that are easiest to do, those that aren't just at the door but right on the table of our minds, are usually the most overlooked, even by thoughtful people. They often get ignored or postponed. If the Lord of life asks us for high virtue, could it be that He doesn't care about the basic principles of justice? Can someone really be strong in righteousness without learning to be truthful with their neighbor? How can anyone reach the top of the stairs if they’ve never taken a step on the lowest one? Truth is singular, and those who practice truth in small matters are truly embodying it; those who focus only on the big things and delay the small matters close to them are not truly embracing the truth. Let’s draw some parallels between ourselves and the disciples, who were worried about having only one loaf while the Bread of Life was right there with them in the boat. We, too, dull our understanding with petty concerns, fill spiritual spaces with illusions, and waste heavenly time rushing around. Those who are patient and possess their souls can see heavenly visions. When I stress over something trivial, even acknowledging it—like losing a small item—I end up hunting around the house, not out of urgent need but due to my aversion to loss. If someone has borrowed a book and hasn't returned it, and I've forgotten who it was, I waste time fretting about that missing book while I have thousands of others on my shelves where I could find valuable insights, untouched by moths, rust, or thieves. Am I not like the disciples? Don’t I act foolishly whenever the worry of loss upsets me more than the joy of recovering it would? God wants me to be wise and to smile at the trivial. Maybe I should lose a few things if I care for them so irrationally. This loss is part of God's mercy; it teaches us to let go. Or have I forgotten a thought that seemed true and meaningful? I wanted to hold onto it for later, and now it's gone! I keep trying to remember it, feeling poor until I recover that thought—only to potentially find it again in a notebook I'll never revisit! I forget that God cares about living truths—those that lift our spirits and act within an active will—not just things jotted down in a book, held in memory, or preserved in the joy of knowledge. Yes, my lost thought might have had that power, but if I truly had faith in God, the creator of thought and memory, I would realize that if it was a true thought, and therefore truly valuable, it will return. For it is with God—like the living, it is not beyond my reach; it’s kept for me, and I will have it again.
'These are foolish illustrations—not worth writing!'
'These are pointless illustrations—not worth the effort to write!'
If such things are not, then the mention of them is foolish. If they are, then he is foolish who would treat them as if they were not. I choose them for their smallness, and appeal especially to all who keep house concerning the size of trouble that suffices to hide word and face of God.
If these things don't exist, then talking about them is silly. If they do exist, then it's foolish to act like they don't. I pick them because they're small, and I especially reach out to everyone who manages a home about the level of trouble that’s enough to cover up God's word and presence.
With every haunting trouble then, great or small, the loss of thousands or the lack of a shilling, go to God, and appeal to him, the God of your life, to deliver you, his child, from that which is unlike him, therefore does not belong to you, but is antagonistic to your nature. If your trouble is such that you cannot appeal to him, the more need you should appeal to him! Where one cannot go to God, there is something specially wrong. If you let thought for the morrow, or the next year, or the next month, distress you; if you let the chatter of what is called the public, peering purblind into the sanctuary of motive, annoy you; if you seek or greatly heed the judgment of men, capable or incapable, you set open your windows to the mosquitoes of care, to drown with their buzzing the voice of the Eternal!
With every troubling issue, big or small, whether it's the loss of thousands or just a single penny, turn to God and ask Him, the God of your life, to free you, His child, from anything that isn't like Him and doesn't belong to you, but rather opposes your true nature. If your problem is so overwhelming that you feel you can't reach out to Him, that’s even more reason to do so! When you can't approach God, something is definitely wrong. If you let worries about tomorrow, next year, or next month get to you; if you let the gossip of the so-called public, blindly judging the motives of others, bother you; if you seek or pay too much attention to other people's opinions, whether they’re capable or not, you’re inviting in the annoying buzz of worry, drowning out the voice of the Eternal!
If you tell me that but for care, the needful work of the world would be ill done—'What work,' I ask, 'can that be, which will be better done by the greedy or anxious than by the free, fearless soul? Can care be a better inspirer of labour than the sending of God? If the work is not his work, then, indeed, care may well help it, for its success is loss. But is he worthy the name of man who, for the fear of starvation, will do better work than for the joy that his labour is not in vain in the Lord? I know as well as you that you are not likely to get rich that way; but neither will you block up the gate of the kingdom of heaven against yourself.
If you tell me that without care, the important work of the world would be poorly done—'What work,' I ask, 'could possibly be done better by someone greedy or anxious than by a free, fearless person? Can worry really inspire better work than a calling from God? If the work isn’t truly his, then sure, worry might help, but its success would just mean loss. But is someone really deserving of being called a person if they do better work simply out of fear of starving, rather than from the joy of knowing their efforts aren’t in vain in the eyes of the Lord? I know just as well as you do that you probably won't get rich this way; but at least you won’t shut yourself out of the kingdom of heaven.
Ambition in every shape has to do with Things, with outward advantages for the satisfaction of self-worship; it is that form of pride, foul shadow of Satan, which usurps the place of aspiration. The sole ambition that is of God is the ambition to rise above oneself; all other is of the devil. Yet is it nursed and cherished in many a soul that thinks itself devout, filling it with petty cares and disappointments, that swarm like bats in its air, and shut out the glory of God. The love of the praise of men, the desire of fame, the pride that takes offence, the puffing-up of knowledge, these and every other form of Protean self-worship—we must get rid of them all. We must be free. The man whom another enslaves may be free as God; to him who is a slave in himself, God will not enter in; he will not sup with him, for he cannot be his friend. He will sit by the humblest hearth where the daily food is prepared; he will not eat in a lumber-room, let the lumber be thrones and crowns. Will not, did I say? Cannot, I say. Men full of things would not once partake with God, were he by them all the day.
Ambition, in all its forms, revolves around things, focusing on external advantages to satisfy vanity; it's a type of pride, the dark shadow of Satan, that takes the place of true aspiration. The only ambition that comes from God is the desire to rise above oneself; everything else is from the devil. Yet, this ambition is nurtured and cherished in many who believe themselves to be devout, filling them with trivial anxieties and disappointments that swarm like bats in the air, blocking out God's glory. The craving for praise from others, the yearning for fame, the pride that gets offended, the arrogance of knowledge—these and all other forms of shifting self-worship must be discarded. We need to be free. A person may be enslaved by another yet be as free as God; for one who is a slave within themselves, God will not dwell; He will not share a meal with him, for He cannot be his friend. He will sit by the simplest table where daily meals are prepared; He will not dine in a storage room, no matter if the junk includes thrones and crowns. Will not, did I say? Cannot, I say. People filled with possessions wouldn't even think to share with God if He were by them all day.
Nor will God force any door to enter in. He may send a tempest about the house; the wind of his admonishment may burst doors and windows, yea, shake the house to its foundations; but not then, not so, will he enter. The door must be opened by the willing hand, ere the foot of Love will cross the threshold. He watches to see the door move from within. Every tempest is but an assault in the siege of love. The terror of God is but the other side of his love; it is love outside the house, that would be inside—love that knows the house is no house, only a place, until it enter—no home, but a tent, until the Eternal dwell there. Things must be cast out to make room for their souls— the eternal truths which in things find shape and show.
Nor will God force any door to enter. He may send a storm around the house; the wind of His warnings may burst doors and windows, even shake the house to its foundations; but not then, not like that, will He enter. The door must be opened by a willing hand before the foot of Love will cross the threshold. He waits to see the door move from within. Every storm is just an attack in the siege of love. The fear of God is just the flip side of His love; it’s love outside the house that wants to be inside—love that understands the house is not a home, just a place, until it enters—no home, but a tent, until the Eternal dwells there. Things must be cast out to make room for their souls—the eternal truths that take shape and show themselves in things.
But who is sufficient to cast them out? If a man take courage and encounter the army of bats and demon-snakes that infests the place of the Holy, it is but to find the task too great for him; that the temple of God will not be cleansed by him; that the very dust he raises in sweeping is full of corruptive forces. Let such as would do what they must yet cannot, be what they must yet cannot, remember, with hope and courage, that he who knows all about our being, once spake a parable to the end that they ought always to pray, and not to faint.
But who is strong enough to drive them away? If someone gathers their courage and faces the swarm of bats and demon-snakes haunting the Holy place, they’ll quickly realize the challenge is too overwhelming for them; that the temple of God can’t be purified by their efforts; that even the dust they stir up while cleaning is filled with corrupting forces. Let those who want to do what they ought to yet can’t, remember, with hope and courage, that the one who knows everything about our existence once told a story to encourage us to always pray and not lose heart.
THE WORD OF JESUS ON PRAYER.
'They ought always to pray.'—ST. LUKE xviii. I.
'They should always pray.'—ST. LUKE xviii. I.
The impossibility of doing what we would as we would, drives us to look for help. And this brings us to a new point of departure. Everything difficult indicates something more than our theory of life yet embraces, checks some tendency to abandon the strait path, leaving open only the way ahead. But there is a reality of being in which all things are easy and plain—oneness, that is, with the Lord of Life; to pray for this is the first thing; and to the point of this prayer every difficulty hedges and directs us. But if I try to set forth something of the reasonableness of all prayer, I beg my readers to remember that it is for the sake of action and not speculation; if prayer be anything at all, it is a thing to be done: what matter whether you agree with me or not, if you do not pray? I would not spend my labour for that; I desire it to serve for help to pray, not to understand how a man might pray and yet be a reasonable soul.
The impossibility of doing what we want in the way we want drives us to seek help. This brings us to a fresh starting point. Every challenge indicates something beyond our current understanding of life and checks our tendency to stray from the right path, leaving us only the way forward. However, there is a reality in being where everything is simple and clear—being one with the Lord of Life; praying for this is the most important thing, and every difficulty guides and directs us towards this prayer. If I try to explain the reasonableness of all prayer, I ask my readers to remember that it's for the purpose of action, not just theory; if prayer means anything, it’s something we should do: it doesn’t matter whether you agree with me or not if you never pray. I wouldn’t waste my efforts on that; I want it to help you pray, not to understand how someone might pray and still be a reasonable person.
First, a few words about the parable itself.
First, a few words about the parable itself.
It is an instance, by no means solitary, of the Lord's use of a tale about a very common or bad person, to persuade, reasoning a fortiori, of the way of the All-righteous. Note the points: 'Did the unrighteous judge, to save himself from annoyance, punish one with whom he was not offended, for the sake of a woman he cared nothing about? and shall not the living Justice avenge his praying friends over whose injuries he has to exercise a long-suffering patience towards their enemies?'—for so I would interpret the phrase, as correctly translated in the Revision, 'and he is long-suffering over them.'—'I say unto you, that he will avenge them speedily. Howbeit when the Son of Man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?'
It is definitely not a unique example of the Lord using a story about a very flawed person to persuade others, reasoning even more strongly about the nature of the All-righteous. Consider these points: 'Did the corrupt judge, to avoid his own trouble, punish someone he had no issue with, just for the sake of a woman he didn’t care about? And shouldn't the living Justice make sure to avenge his praying friends, for whom he has to show long-suffering patience toward their enemies?'—this is how I would interpret the phrase, which is accurately translated in the Revision, 'and he is long-suffering over them.'—'I tell you, he will bring justice to them quickly. But when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?'
Here then is a word of the Lord about prayer: it is a comfort that he recognizes difficulty in the matter—sees that we need encouragement to go on praying, that it looks as if we were not heard, that it is no wonder we should be ready to faint and leave off. He tells a parable in which the suppliant has to go often and often to the man who can help her, gaining her end only at the long last. Actual delay on the part of God, we know from what follows, he does not allow; the more plain is it that he recognizes how the thing must look to those whom he would have go on praying. Here as elsewhere he teaches us that we must not go by the look of things, but by the reality behind the look. A truth, a necessity of God's own willed nature, is enough to set up against a whole army of appearances. It looks as if he did not hear you: never mind; he does; it must be that he does; go on as the woman did; you too will be heard. She is heard at last, and in virtue of her much going; God hears at once, and will avenge speedily. The unrighteous judge cared nothing for the woman; those who cry to God are his own chosen— plain in the fact that they cry to him. He has made and appointed them to cry: they do cry: will he not hear them? They exist that they may pray; he has chosen them that they may choose him; he has called them that they may call him—that there may be such communion, such interchange as belongs to their being and the being of their Father. The gulf of indifference lay between the poor woman and the unjust judge; God and those who seek his help, are closer than two hands clasped hard in love: he will avenge them speedily. It is a bold assertion in the face of what seems great delay—an appearance acknowledged in the very groundwork of the parable. Having made it, why does he seem to check himself with a sigh, adding, Howbeit when the Son of Man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?' After all he had said, and had yet to say, after all he had done, and was going on to do, when he came again, after time given for the holy leaven to work, would he find men trusting the Father? Would he find them, even then, beyond the tyranny of appearances, believing in spite of them? Would they be children enough towards God to know he was hearing them and working for them, though they could not hear him or see him work?—to believe the ways of God so wide, that even on the breadth of his track was room for their understanding to lose its way—what they saw, so small a part of what he was doing, that it could give them but little clue to his end? that it was because the goal God had in view for them was so high and afar, that they could detect no movement of approach thereto? The sigh, the exclamation, never meant that God might be doing something more than he was doing, but that the Father would have a dreary time to wait ere his children would know, that is, trust in him. The utterance recognizes the part of man, his slowly yielded part in faith, and his blame in troubling God by not trusting in him. If men would but make haste, and stir themselves up to take hold on God! They were so slow of heart to believe! They could but would not help it and do better!
Here’s a message from the Lord about prayer: it’s comforting to know He understands the struggles we face—He sees that we need encouragement to keep praying, that it often feels like our prayers go unheard, and it’s no surprise we might feel like giving up. He shares a story about a person who repeatedly goes to someone who can help her, only achieving her goal after a long time. It’s clear from what follows that God doesn’t delay; instead, He recognizes how tough it must be for those He wants to keep praying. In this and other teachings, He reminds us not to let appearances dictate our faith, but to focus on the reality behind them. A truth, a necessity of God’s nature, can stand against any overwhelming appearance. It may seem like He isn’t hearing you: don’t worry; He is; He must be; keep going like the woman did; you too will be heard. She is eventually heard because of her persistence; God hears immediately and will respond quickly. The unjust judge didn’t care about the woman; those who cry out to God are His chosen ones—clearly shown by the fact that they call on Him. He created and appointed them to pray: they do pray; will He not hear them? They exist to offer prayers; He has chosen them to choose Him; He has called them to call on Him—for there to be such connection, such exchange, as is right for their existence and that of their Father. The gap of indifference was between the poor woman and the unfair judge; but God and those who seek His help are much closer than two hands tightly clasped in love: He will defend them quickly. It’s a bold statement in light of what seems like a long delay—a fact acknowledged in the very foundation of the story. After making this statement, why does He seem to pause and sigh, adding, “But when the Son of Man comes, will He find faith on the earth?” After all He has said and has yet to say, after all He has done and is continuing to do, when He returns, after giving time for the holy influence to take effect, will He find people trusting the Father? Will He find them able to look past appearances, believing despite them? Will they be childlike enough towards God to know He is listening and working for them, even when they can’t hear or see His work?—to believe that God’s ways are so vast that even across the breadth of His path there is space for their understanding to get lost—that what they see is just a tiny part of what He is doing, and gives them little insight into His ultimate purpose? Is it because the goal God has in mind for them is so high and distant that they can’t perceive any progress toward it? The sigh, the exclamation, never meant that God could be doing more than He is, but rather that the Father might have to wait a long time before His children understand, meaning, trust in Him. This statement recognizes human involvement, the slow growth of faith, and the fault of troubling God by not trusting Him. If only people would hurry up and take hold of God! They were so slow to truly believe! They could, but they wouldn’t do better!
He seems here to refer to his second coming—concerning the time of which, he refused information; concerning the mode of which, he said it would be unexpected; but concerning the duty of which, he insisted it was to be ready: we must be faithful, and at our work. Do those who say, lo here or lo there are the signs of his coming, think to be too keen for him, and spy his approach? When he tells them to watch lest he find them neglecting their work, they stare this way and that, and watch lest he should succeed in coming like a thief! So throughout: if, instead of speculation, we gave ourselves to obedience, what a difference would soon be seen in the world! Oh, the multitude of so-called religious questions which the Lord would answer with, 'strive to enter in at the strait gate'! Many eat and drink and talk and teach in his presence; few do the things he says to them! Obedience is the one key of life.
He seems to be talking about his return—he wouldn't share when it would happen; he said it would come unexpectedly; but he emphasized that our responsibility is to be ready: we need to be faithful and keep working. Do those who say, "Look here! Look there!" at the signs of his return really think they can outsmart him and see him coming? When he tells them to stay alert so he doesn’t catch them slacking, they look around and try to watch for him like he’s a thief! The same goes for everything: if we focused on obeying instead of speculating, the difference in the world would be incredible! Oh, the countless so-called religious questions the Lord would answer with, "Try to enter through the narrow gate!" Many eat, drink, talk, and teach in his presence; but few actually do what he tells them! Obedience is the key to life.
I would meet difficulties, not answer objections; I would remove stumbling-blocks from the path of him who would pray; I would help him to pray. If, seeing we live not by our own will, we live by another will, then is there reason, and then only can there be reason in prayer. To him who refuses that other will, I have nothing to say. The hour may come when he will wish there were some one to pray to; now he is not of those whom I can help.
I would face challenges, not respond to objections; I would clear obstacles from the path of anyone who wants to pray; I would support them in their prayers. If we understand that we don’t live solely by our own choices but by another's will, then there’s meaning in prayer, and only then. To someone who rejects that other will, I have nothing to offer. The time may come when they’ll wish for someone to pray to; for now, they are not someone I can assist.
If there be a God, and I am his creature, there may be, there should be, there must be some communication open between him and me. If any one allow a God, but one scarce good enough to care about his creatures, I will yield him that it were foolish to pray to such a God; but the notion that, with all the good impulses in us, we are the offspring of a cold-hearted devil, is so horrible in its inconsistency, that I would ask that man what hideous and cold-hearted disregard to the truth makes him capable of the supposition! To such a one God's terrors, or, if not his terrors, then God's sorrows yet will speak; the divine something in him will love, and the love be left moaning.
If there is a God, and I am His creation, there may be, there should be, there must be some way for us to communicate. If someone believes in a God who is barely good enough to care about His creations, I would agree that it would be foolish to pray to such a being; but the idea that, despite all the good feelings within us, we are the children of a cold-hearted monster is so disturbing and inconsistent that I would ask that person what kind of horrifying disregard for the truth leads them to think that way! For someone like that, God’s fears, or if not His fears, then His sadness will still resonate; the divine aspect of humanity will love, and that love will remain unfulfilled.
If I find my position, my consciousness, that of one from home, nay, that of one in some sort of prison; if I find that I can neither rule the world in which I live nor my own thoughts or desires; that I cannot quiet my passions, order my likings, determine my ends, will my growth, forget when I would, or recall what I forget; that I cannot love where I would, or hate where I would; that I am no king over myself; that I cannot supply my own needs, do not even always know which of my seeming needs are to be supplied, and which treated as impostors; if, in a word, my own being is everyway too much for me; if I can neither understand it, be satisfied with it, nor better it—may it not well give me pause—the pause that ends in prayer? When my own scale seems too large for my management; when I reflect that I cannot account for my existence, have had no poorest hand in it, neither, should I not like it, can do anything towards causing it to cease; when I think that I can do nothing to make up to those I love, any more than to those I hate, for evils I have done them and sorrows I have caused them; that in my worst moments I disbelieve in my best, in my best loathe my worst; that there is in me no wholeness, no unity; that life is not a good to me, for I scorn myself—when I think all or any such things, can it be strange if I think also that surely there ought to be somewhere a being to account for me, one to account for himself, and make the round of my existence just; one whose very being accounts and is necessary to account for mine; whose presence in my being is imperative, not merely to supplement it, but to make to myself my existence a good? For if not rounded in itself, but dependent on that which it knows not and cannot know, it cannot be to itself a good known as a good—a thing of reason and well-being: it will be a life longing for a logos to be the interpretative soul of its cosmos—a logos it cannot have. To know God present, to have the consciousness of God where he is the essential life, must be absolutely necessary to that life! He that is made in the image of God must know him or be desolate: the child must have the Father! Witness the dissatisfaction, yea desolation of my soul—wretched, alone, unfinished, without him! It cannot act from itself, save in God; acting from what seems itself without God, is no action at all, it is a mere yielding to impulse. All within is disorder and spasm. There is a cry behind me, and a voice before; instincts of betterment tell me I must rise above my present self—perhaps even above all my possible self: I see not how to obey, how to carry them out! I am shut up in a world of consciousness, an unknown I in an unknown world: surely this world of my unwilled, unchosen, compelled existence, cannot be shut out from him, cannot be unknown to him, cannot be impenetrable, impermeable, unpresent to him from whom I am! nay, is it not his thinking in which I think? is it not by his consciousness that I am conscious? Whatever passes in me must be as naturally known to him as to me, and more thoroughly, even to infinite degrees. My thought must lie open to him: if he makes me think, how can I elude him in thinking? 'If I should spread my wings toward the dawn, and sojourn at the last of the sea, even there thy hand would lead me, and thy right hand would hold me!' If he has determined the being, how shall any mode of that being be hidden from him? If I speak to him, if I utter words ever so low; if I but think words to him; nay, if I only think to him, surely he, my original, in whose life and will and no otherwise I now think concerning him, hears, and knows, and acknowledges! Then shall I not think to him? Shall I not tell him my troubles—how he, even he, has troubled me by making me?—how unfit I am to be that which I am?—that my being is not to me a good thing yet?—that I need a law that shall account to me for it in righteousness—reveal to me how I am to make it a good—how I am to be a good, and not an evil? Shall I not tell him that I need him to comfort me? his breath to move upon the face of the waters of the Chaos he has made? Shall I not cry to him to be in me rest and strength? to quiet this uneasy motion called life, and make me live indeed? to deliver me from my sins, and make me clean and glad? Such a cry is of the child to the Father: if there be a Father, verily he will hear, and let the child know that he hears! Every need of God, lifting up the heart, is a seeking of God, is a begging for himself, is profoundest prayer, and the root and inspirer of all other prayer.
If I find my place, my awareness, like that of someone stuck at home, or even imprisoned; if I see that I can’t control the world I inhabit or my own thoughts and desires; that I can’t calm my feelings, manage my preferences, decide my goals, will my growth, forget when I want, or remember what I forget; that I can’t love where I want, or hate where I want; that I am not in charge of myself; that I can’t meet my own needs, and don’t even always know which of my apparent needs are genuine and which are just illusions; if, in short, my own existence is too much for me; if I can’t understand it, feel satisfied with it, or improve it—shouldn’t that give me pause—the kind of pause that leads to prayer? When my own challenges seem overwhelming; when I realize that I can’t explain my existence, had no role in creating it, and if I don’t like it, can’t do anything to make it stop; when I consider that I can’t make amends to those I love or to those I hate for the wrongs I’ve done them and the pain I’ve caused them; that in my darkest moments I doubt my best, and in my best moments I despise my worst; that there’s no wholeness or unity within me; that life isn’t a good thing for me because I scorn myself—when I reflect on all or any of these thoughts, can it be surprising if I believe there should be some existence that can account for me, one that can Account for itself, and make the circle of my existence just? One whose very being is necessary to explain mine; whose presence in my life is essential, not just to supplement it, but to make my existence meaningful? Because if it isn't complete in itself, but reliant on something it doesn’t know and cannot understand, it can't be recognized as a good thing—a reasoned and worthwhile experience: it will be a life yearning for a logos to be the guiding spirit of its cosmos—a logos it can’t possess. To know God is to recognize that he is the essential life, and this must be absolutely necessary for that life! Those made in God’s image must know him or feel desolate: the child needs to know the Father! Just look at the dissatisfaction, even the desolation of my soul—wretched, alone, incomplete, without him! It can’t act on its own, except through God; acting as if it’s alone, without God, isn’t true action at all, it’s merely yielding to impulse. Everything inside is chaotic and spasmodic. There’s a cry behind me, and a voice ahead; instincts for improvement tell me I should rise above my present self—perhaps even beyond all I could possibly be: I can’t see how to follow through, how to make it happen! I’m trapped in a realm of consciousness, an unknown I in an unknown context: surely this existence that I didn’t choose, that compels me, can’t be unknown to him, can’t be inaccessible, impenetrable, or absent from the one from whom I come! Is it not his thinking that shapes my own thoughts? Is it not through his awareness that I am aware? Whatever happens within me must be as naturally known to him as it is to me, and even more thoroughly, to infinite degrees. My thoughts must be completely open to him: if he causes me to think, how can I escape him in that thinking? 'If I were to spread my wings toward dawn and rest at the shore of the sea, even there your hand would guide me and your right hand would hold me!' If he has determined my being, how can any aspect of that being be hidden from him? If I speak to him, even if I whisper; if I think words to him; or even if I simply think of him, surely he, my source, in whose life and will I now think about him, hears, knows, and acknowledges! Shouldn’t I then reach out to him? Shouldn’t I share my troubles—how he, even he, has troubled me by bringing me into being?—how unfit I am for what I am?—that my existence doesn’t feel good to me yet?—that I need a law to explain it to me in a just way—show me how to make it a good thing—how to be good, rather than evil? Shouldn’t I tell him that I need him to comfort me? His presence to stir the waters of the chaos he has created? Shouldn’t I call on him to be my rest and strength? To calm the unsettling motion of life and truly make me live? To free me from my sins and make me clean and joyful? Such a cry is like a child calling to their Father: if there is a Father, he will surely hear and let the child know he hears! Every need for God, uplifting the heart, is a search for God, a desire for himself, the deepest form of prayer, and the source and inspiration for all other prayers.
If it be reasonable for me to cry thus, if I cannot but cry, it is reasonable that God should hear, he cannot but hear. A being that could not hear or would not answer prayer, could not be God.
If it's reasonable for me to cry like this, and I can't help but cry, then it's reasonable that God should listen; He can't help but listen. A being that couldn't hear or wouldn't answer prayer couldn't be God.
'But, I ask, all this admitted—is what you call a necessary truth an existent fact? You say, "It must be so;" I say, "What if there is no God!" Convince me that prayer is heard, and I shall know. Why should the question admit of doubt? Why should it require to be reasoned about? We know that the wind blows: why should we not know that God answers prayer?'
'But, I ask, even if we agree on all of this—does what you call a necessary truth really exist? You say, "It has to be that way;" I say, "What if there is no God?" Prove to me that prayer is heard, and then I will understand. Why should this question be uncertain? Why does it need to be debated? We know the wind blows; so why shouldn’t we know that God answers prayer?'
I reply, What if God does not care to have you know it at second hand? What if there would be no good in that? There is some testimony on record, and perhaps there might be much were it not that, having to do with things so immediately personal, and generally so delicate, answers to prayer would naturally not often be talked about; but no testimony concerning the thing can well be conclusive; for, like a reported miracle, there is always some way to daff it; and besides, the conviction to be got that way is of little value; it avails nothing to know the thing by the best of evidence.
I respond, What if God doesn’t want you to know it from someone else? What if there’s no benefit in that? There’s some evidence recorded, and there might be more if it weren’t about things that are so personal and often so sensitive; answers to prayer usually aren’t discussed. But no evidence about this can really be definitive; just like with a reported miracle, there’s always a way to dismiss it. Plus, any conviction gained this way isn’t very meaningful; it doesn’t really help to know something, even with the strongest evidence.
As to the evidence itself, adduction of proof is scarce possible in respect of inward experience, and to this class belongs the better part of the evidence: the testimony may be truthful, yet the testifier utterly self-deceived! How am I to know the thing as he says he knows it? How am I to judge of it? There is king David:—Poetry!—old poetry!—and in the most indefinite language in the world! Doubtless he is little versed in the utterance of the human soul, who does not recognize in many of the psalms a cry as true as ever came from depth of pain or height of deliverance; but it may all have been but now the jarring and now the rhythmical movement of the waves of the psychical aether!—I lay nothing upon testimony for my purpose now, knowing the things that can be said, and also not valuing the bare assent of the intellect. The sole assurance worth a man's having, even if the most incontestable evidence were open to him from a thousand other quarters, is that to be gained only from personal experience—that assurance in himself which he can least readily receive from another, and which is least capable of being transmuted into evidence for another. The evidence of Jesus Christ could not take the place of that. A truth is of enormous import in relation to the life—that is the heart, and conscience, and will; it is of little consequence merely as a fact having relation to the understanding. God may hear all prayers that ever were offered to him, and a man may believe that he does, nor be one whit the better for it, so long as God has no prayers of his to hear, he no answers to receive from God. Nothing in this quarter will ever be gained by investigation. Reader, if you are in any trouble, try whether God will not help you; if you are in no need, why should you ask questions about prayer? True, he knows little of himself who does not know that he is wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked; but until he begins at least to suspect a need, how can he pray? And for one who does not want to pray, I would not lift a straw to defeat such a one in the argument whether God hears or does not hear prayer: for me, let him think what he will! it matters nothing in heaven or in earth: whether in hell I do not know.
As for the evidence itself, it’s really hard to provide proof about inner experiences, and this is where most of the evidence lies: the testimony might be honest, but the person testifying could be completely deceived! How am I supposed to know what he claims to know? How can I judge it? Look at King David—poetry!—ancient poetry!—and expressed in the most vague way possible! Surely, anyone who is familiar with the human soul can see that many of the psalms resonate with feelings as genuine as any deep pain or joyous deliverance; but it could all just be the chaotic and rhythmic motions of the mental ether!—I’m not relying on testimony for my purpose now, understanding the things that can be said, and also not valuing mere intellectual agreement. The only assurance that truly matters, even if the most irrefutable evidence came from a thousand different sources, is the kind that comes from personal experience—that inner conviction that someone can’t easily receive from another person, and which is the hardest to convert into evidence for someone else. The evidence of Jesus Christ can’t replace that. A truth holds immense significance in relation to life—that is the heart, conscience, and will; it’s not of much relevance as just a fact related to understanding. God might hear all the prayers ever offered to Him, and a person may believe that He does, but they won’t be any better off if they have no prayers of their own to voice, and no answers to receive from God. Nothing in this area will ever be discovered through investigation. Reader, if you're in trouble, see if God will help you; if you’re not in need, why question prayer at all? It’s true that someone doesn’t know themselves very well if they aren’t aware that they are wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked; but until they start to suspect a need, how can they pray? And for someone who doesn’t want to pray, I wouldn’t lift a finger to argue whether God hears prayer or not: let them believe what they want! It doesn’t matter one bit in heaven or on earth; as for hell, I’m not sure.
As to the so-called scientific challenge to prove the efficacy of prayer by the result of simultaneous petition, I am almost ashamed to allude to it. There should be light enough in science itself to show the proposal absurd. A God capable of being so moved in one direction or another, is a God not worth believing in—could not be the God believed in by Jesus Christ—and he said he knew. A God that should fail to hear, receive, attend to one single prayer, the feeblest or worst, I cannot believe in; but a God that would grant every request of every man or every company of men, would be an evil God—that is no God, but a demon. That God should hang in the thought-atmosphere like a windmill, waiting till men enough should combine and send out prayer in sufficient force to turn his outspread arms, is an idea too absurd. God waits to be gracious not to be tempted. A man capable of proposing such a test, could have in his mind no worthy representative idea of a God, and might well disbelieve in any: it is better to disbelieve than believe in a God unworthy.
As for the so-called scientific challenge to prove the effectiveness of prayer through simultaneous requests, I feel almost embarrassed to mention it. There should be enough clarity in science itself to show that the idea is ridiculous. A God who could be swayed one way or another is not a God worth believing in—could not be the God that Jesus Christ believed in—and He said He was certain of that. I cannot believe in a God who would fail to hear or respond to even a single prayer, no matter how weak or misguided; but a God who would grant every request from every person or group would be an evil God—that is no God, but a demon. The idea that God would hang in the thought-atmosphere like a windmill, waiting for enough people to combine and send out prayers with enough strength to turn His outstretched arms, is too absurd. God is waiting to be gracious, not to be tested. A person proposing such a test could not have a worthy idea of God in their mind and might as well disbelieve in any God at all; it's better to disbelieve than to believe in a God who is unworthy.
'But I want to believe in God. I want to know that there is a God that answers prayer, that I may believe in him. There was a time when I believed in him. I prayed to him in great and sore trouble of heart and mind, and he did not hear me. I have not prayed since.'
'But I want to believe in God. I want to know that there’s a God who answers prayers, so that I can have faith in Him. There was a time when I believed in Him. I prayed to Him when my heart and mind were in great distress, and He didn’t hear me. I haven’t prayed since.'
How do you know that he did not hear you?
How do you know he didn't hear you?
'He did not give me what I asked, though the weal of my soul hung on it.'
'He didn’t give me what I asked for, even though the well-being of my soul depended on it.'
In your judgment. Perhaps he knew better.
In your opinion. Maybe he had a better understanding.
'I am the worse for his refusal. I would have believed in him if he had heard me.'
'I feel worse because he refused me. I would have believed in him if he had listened to me.'
Till the next desire came which he would not grant, and then you would have turned your God away. A desirable believer you would have made! A worthy brother to him who thought nothing fit to give the Father less than his all! You would accept of him no decision against your desire! That ungranted, there was no God, or not a good one! I think I will not argue with you more. This only I will say: God has not to consider his children only at the moment of their prayer. Should he be willing to give a man the thing he knows he would afterwards wish he had not given him? If a man be not fit to be refused, if he be not ready to be treated with love's severity, what he wishes may perhaps be given him in order that he may wish it had not been given him; but barely to give a man what he wants because he wants it, and without farther purpose of his good, would be to let a poor ignorant child take his fate into his own hands—the cruelty of a devil. Yet is every prayer heard; and the real soul of the prayer may require, for its real answer, that it should not be granted in the form in which it is requested.
Until the next desire came that he wouldn’t fulfill, and then you would have turned away from your God. You would have made a desirable believer! A worthy sibling to the one who believed nothing was good enough for the Father but his all! You wouldn’t accept any decision from him that went against your desire! If that wasn’t granted, there was no God, or at least not a good one! I think I won’t argue with you any longer. This is all I will say: God doesn’t only consider his children at the moment of their prayers. Should he give someone something he knows they’d later wish they hadn’t received? If someone is not ready to be refused, if they are not prepared to be treated with love’s tough love, what they ask for may be given to them so they might end up wishing it hadn’t been given to them; but simply giving someone whatever they want just because they want it, without any further thought for their well-being, would be like letting a poor, ignorant child take their fate into their own hands—a form of cruelty. Yet every prayer is heard; and the true essence of the prayer might require that it not be granted in the way it was asked.
'To have a thing in another shape, might be equivalent to not having it at all.'
'To have something in a different form might be the same as not having it at all.'
If you knew God, you would leave that to him. He is not mocked, and he will not mock. But he knows you better than you know yourself, and would keep you from fooling yourself. He will not deal with you as the child of a day, but as the child of eternal ages. You shall be satisfied, if you will but let him have his way with the creature he has made. The question is between your will and the will of God. He is not one of those who give readiest what they prize least. He does not care to give anything but his best, or that which will prepare for it. Not many years may pass before you confess, 'Thou art a God who hears prayer, and gives a better answer.' You may come to see that the desire of your deepest heart would have been frustrated by having what seemed its embodiment then. That God should as a loving father listen, hear, consider, and deal with the request after the perfect tenderness of his heart, is to me enough; it is little that I should go without what I pray for. If it be granted that any answer which did not come of love, and was not for the final satisfaction of him who prayed, would be unworthy of God; that it is the part of love and knowledge to watch over the wayward, ignorant child; then the trouble of seemingly unanswered prayers begins to abate, and a lovely hope and comfort takes its place in the child-like soul. To hear is not necessarily to grant— God forbid! but to hear is necessarily to attend to—sometimes as necessarily to refuse.
If you really knew God, you'd leave everything to him. He's not someone to be mocked, and he won't mock you. But he understands you better than you understand yourself, and he will prevent you from deceiving yourself. He won't treat you like a child of the moment, but as a child of eternal significance. You'll find satisfaction if you just let him guide the creation he made. The question lies between your desires and God's will. He isn’t one to give away what he values the least. He only wants to give his best, or what will prepare you for it. It won’t be long before you realize, 'You are a God who hears prayers and provides better answers.' You may come to understand that fulfilling your deepest desires at that moment would have actually led to disappointment. The fact that God, as a loving father, listens, hears, considers, and responds to requests with perfect tenderness is enough for me; it matters little if I don’t get what I ask for. If it’s acknowledged that any response that doesn't stem from love, and isn't for the ultimate satisfaction of the one who prayed, would be unworthy of God; and if there's a need for love and understanding to look after the wandering, clueless child; then the distress over seemingly unanswered prayers begins to fade away, leaving behind a beautiful hope and comfort in the child-like spirit. Hearing doesn’t always mean granting—God forbid! But hearing does mean paying attention—sometimes it also means saying no.
'Concerning this thing,' says St. Paul, 'I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he hath said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee; power is made perfect in weakness.' God had a better thing for Paul than granting his prayer and removing his complaint: he would make him strong; the power of Christ should descend and remain upon him; he would make him stronger than his suffering, make him a sharer in the energy of God. Verily, if we have God, we can do without the answer to any prayer.
'About this issue,' says St. Paul, 'I pleaded with the Lord three times for it to leave me. But He said to me, My grace is enough for you; my power is perfected in weakness.' God had something better in store for Paul than simply answering his prayer and removing his struggle: He would strengthen him; the power of Christ would come down and stay with him; He would make him stronger than his suffering, allowing him to participate in God's energy. Truly, if we have God, we can manage without the answer to any prayer.
'But if God is so good as you represent him, and if he knows all that we need, and better far than we do ourselves, why should it be necessary to ask him for anything?'
'But if God is as good as you say he is, and if he knows everything we need, even better than we do ourselves, why do we need to ask him for anything?'
I answer, What if he knows prayer to be the thing we need first and most? What if the main object in God's idea of prayer be the supplying of our great, our endless need—the need of himself? What if the good of all our smaller and lower needs lies in this, that they help to drive us to God? Hunger may drive the runaway child home, and he may or may not be fed at once, but he needs his mother more than his dinner. Communion with God is the one need of the soul beyond all other need; prayer is the beginning of that communion, and some need is the motive of that prayer. Our wants are for the sake of our coming into communion with God, our eternal need. If gratitude and love immediately followed the supply of our needs, if God our Saviour was the one thought of our hearts, then it might be unnecessary that we should ask for anything we need. But seeing we take our supplies as a matter of course, feeling as if they came out of nothing, or from the earth, or our own thoughts, instead of out of a heart of love and a will which alone is force, it is needful that we should be made feel some at least of our wants, that we may seek him who alone supplies all of them, and find his every gift a window to his heart of truth. So begins a communion, a talking with God, a coming-to-one with him, which is the sole end of prayer, yea, of existence itself in its infinite phases. We must ask that we may receive; but that we should receive what we ask in respect of our lower needs, is not God's end in making us pray, for he could give us everything without that: to bring his child to his knee, God withholds that man may ask.
I ask, what if he knows that prayer is the first and most important thing we need? What if God's main purpose for prayer is to fulfill our great and endless need—the need for Him? What if the benefit of all our smaller and lesser needs is that they push us toward God? Hunger may lead a runaway child back home, and he might not be fed right away, but he needs his mother more than food. Communion with God is the one necessity of the soul beyond all other needs; prayer is the start of that communion, and some need motivates that prayer. Our wants exist to bring us into communion with God, our eternal need. If gratitude and love came right after our needs were met, and if God our Savior was the only thought in our hearts, then it might not be necessary for us to ask for anything we need. But since we often take our supplies for granted, feeling like they come from nowhere, or from the earth, or from our own thoughts, instead of from a heart full of love and a will that is the real force, it’s necessary for us to feel some of our needs so we can seek Him who alone fulfills them all, and find that every gift is a glimpse into His heart of truth. This is how communion begins—a conversation with God, a coming together with Him, which is the ultimate purpose of prayer, indeed, of existence itself in all its forms. We must ask to receive; however, receiving what we ask for concerning our lower needs isn’t God's primary purpose in making us pray, because He could give us everything without that: to bring His child to His knee, God makes sure that man must ask.
In regard, however, to the high necessities of our nature, it is in order that he may be able to give that God requires us to ask—requires by driving us to it—by shutting us up to prayer. For how can he give into the soul of a man what it needs, while that soul cannot receive it? The ripeness for receiving is the asking. The blossom-cup of the soul, to be filled with the heavenly dews, is its prayer. When the soul is hungry for the light, for the truth—when its hunger has waked its higher energies, thoroughly roused the will, and brought the soul into its highest condition, that of action, its only fitness for receiving the things of God, that action is prayer. Then God can give; then he can be as he would towards the man; for the glory of God is to give himself.—We thank thee, Lord Christ, for by thy pain alone do we rise towards the knowledge of this glory of thy rather and our Father.
In terms of the essential needs of our nature, it’s important that God wants us to ask—he drives us to do so—by pushing us towards prayer. How can he give a person what they need if that person isn't open to receiving it? The readiness to receive comes from asking. The soul’s prayer is like a blossom-cup that needs to be filled with heavenly dews. When the soul longs for light, for truth—when that desire has awakened its higher energies, fully stirred the will, and brought the soul into its highest state, which is action—this action is prayer. That’s when God can give; that’s when he can relate to us the way he desires because the essence of God is to give himself. We thank you, Lord Christ, for it is through your suffering alone that we rise toward understanding this glory of your Father and ours.
And even in regard to lower things—what it may be altogether unfit to do for a man who does not recognize the source of his life, it may be in the highest sense fit to grant him when he comes to that source to ask for it. Even in the case of some individual desire of one who in the main recognizes the Father, it may be well to give him asking whom, not asking, it would not benefit. For the real good of every gift it is essential, first, that the giver be in the gift—as God always is, for he is love—and next, that the receiver know and receive the giver in the gift. Every gift of God is but a harbinger of his greatest and only sufficing gift—that of himself. No gift unrecognized as coming from God is at its own best; therefore many things that God would gladly give us, things even that we need because we are, must wait until we ask for them, that we may know whence they come: when in all gifts we find him, then in him we shall find all things.
And even when it comes to lesser things—what might not be suitable for someone who doesn’t recognize the source of their life, could, in the highest sense, be appropriate to grant when they come to that source to ask for it. In the case of an individual desire from someone who generally acknowledges the Father, it might be good to give what they ask for because not asking wouldn’t be helpful. For the true value of any gift lies first in the giver being present in the gift—as God always is, because He is love—and second, in the receiver recognizing and accepting the giver within the gift. Every gift from God is just a sign of His greatest and only sufficient gift—that of Himself. No gift that isn’t recognized as coming from God reaches its full potential; therefore, many things that God would be happy to give us, even things we truly need because of our existence, must wait until we ask for them so that we know their source: when we find Him in all gifts, then in Him, we will find everything.
Sometimes to one praying will come the feeling rather than question: 'Were it not better to abstain? If this thing be good, will he not give it me? Would he not be better pleased if I left it altogether to him?' It comes, I think, of a lack of faith and childlikeness—taking form, perhaps, in a fear lest, asking for what was not good, the prayer should be granted. Such a thought has no place with St. Paul; he says, 'Casting all your care upon him, for he careth for you;' 'In everything making your request known unto him.' It may even come of ambition after spiritual distinction. In every request, heart and soul and mind ought to supply the low accompaniment, 'Thy will be done;' but the making of any request brings us near to him, into communion with our Life. Does it not also help us to think of him in all our affairs, and learn in everything to give thanks? Anything large enough for a wish to light upon, is large enough to hang a prayer upon: the thought of him to whom that prayer goes will purify and correct the desire. To say, 'Father, I should like this or that,' would be enough at once, if the wish were bad, to make us know it and turn from it. Such prayer about things must of necessity help to bring the mind into true and simple relation with him; to make us remember his will even when we do not see what that will is. Surely it is better and more trusting to tell him all without fear or anxiety. Was it not thus the Lord carried himself towards his Father when he said, 'If it be possible, let this cup pass from me'? But there was something he cared for more than his own fear—his Father's will: 'Nevertheless, not my will, but thine be done.' There is no apprehension that God might be displeased with him for saying what he would like, and not leaving it all to his Father. Neither did he regard his Father's plans as necessarily so fixed that they could not be altered to his prayer. The true son-faith is that which comes with boldness, fearless of the Father doing anything but what is right fatherly, patient, and full of loving-kindness. We must not think to please him by any asceticism even of the spirit; we must speak straight out to him. The true child will not fear, but lay bare his wishes to the perfect Father. The Father may will otherwise, but his grace will be enough for the child.
Sometimes, when someone is praying, they might feel instead of questioning: 'Wouldn't it be better to not ask for this? If this is good, won't he give it to me? Wouldn't he be happier if I just left it to him?' I think this feeling comes from a lack of faith and childlike trust—maybe stemming from a fear that if we ask for something that isn't good, our prayer might be answered. Such a thought has no place in St. Paul’s teachings; he says, 'Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you;' 'In everything, present your requests to him.' It might even arise from a desire for spiritual recognition. In every request, our heart, soul, and mind should always include the humble phrase, 'Your will be done;' but making any request brings us closer to him, into connection with our source of life. Doesn’t it also encourage us to think of him in all we do and to learn to give thanks in every situation? Anything significant enough to wish for is also significant enough to pray about: the thought of the one to whom our prayer goes will refine and shape our desire. Saying, 'Father, I would like this or that,' is enough to make us aware if our wish is wrong and help us turn away from it. This kind of prayer naturally helps to align our minds with him and keeps us mindful of his will, even when we don’t fully understand it. Surely, it's more trusting to share everything with him without fear or worry. Didn’t the Lord approach his Father this way when he said, 'If it is possible, let this cup pass from me'? Yet he cared more about his Father's will than his own fear: 'Nevertheless, not my will, but yours be done.' There was no fear that God might be upset with him for expressing what he wanted instead of just leaving it all to his Father. He also didn’t see his Father’s plans as too rigid to adapt to his prayer. True faith as a son is bold, without fearing that the Father would do anything but what is right, nurturing, and full of love. We shouldn't think we can please him through any sort of spiritual self-denial; we should communicate directly with him. A true child won’t be afraid but will openly share their wishes with the perfect Father. The Father might have different plans, but his grace will be sufficient for the child.
There could be no riches but for need. God himself is made rich by man's necessity. By that he is rich to give; through that we are rich by receiving.
There can be no wealth without need. Even God becomes rich through human necessity. It's because of this need that He gives, and through that, we become rich by receiving.
As to any notion of prevailing by entreaty over an unwilling God, that is heathenish, and belongs to such as think him a hard master, or one like the unjust judge. What so quenching to prayer as the notion of unwillingness in the ear that hears! And when prayer is dull, what makes it flow like the thought that God is waiting to give, wants to give us everything! 'Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.' We shall be refused our prayer if that be better; but what is good our Father will give us with divine good will. The Lord spoke his parable 'to the end that they ought always to pray, and not to faint.'
As for the idea of getting through to an unwilling God with our requests, that’s misguided and belongs to those who view Him as a harsh master or like the unjust judge. What could dampen prayer more than the belief that the one listening is unwilling? And when prayer feels lifeless, nothing makes it flow like the thought that God is eager to give, that He wants to provide us with everything! 'So let us come confidently to the throne of grace, so that we can receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.' We may be denied our requests if it's for our own good; but everything that is truly good, our Father will give us with divine generosity. The Lord told His parable 'so that they should always pray, and not lose heart.'
MAN'S DIFFICULTY CONCERNING PRAYER.
'—and not to faint.'—ST. LUKE xviii. 1.
'—and not to lose heart.'—ST. LUKE xviii. 1.
'How should any design of the All-wise be altered in response to prayer of ours!' How are we to believe such a thing?
'How could any design of the All-wise be changed because of our prayers!' How are we supposed to believe that?
By reflecting that he is the All-wise, who sees before him, and will not block his path. Such objection springs from poorest idea of God in relation to us. It supposes him to have cares and plans and intentions concerning our part of creation, irrespective of us. What is the whole system of things for, but our education? Does God care for suns and planets and satellites, for divine mathematics and ordered harmonies, more than for his children? I venture to say he cares more for oxen than for those. He lays no plans irrespective of his children; and, his design being that they shall be free, active, live things, he sees that space be kept for them: they need room to struggle out of their chrysalis, to undergo the change that comes with the waking will, and to enter upon the divine sports and labours of children in the house and domain of their Father. Surely he may keep his plans in a measure unfixed, waiting the free desire of the individual soul! Is not the design of the first course of his children's education just to bring them to the point where they shall pray? and shall his system appointed to that end be then found hard and fast, tooth-fitted and inelastic, as if informed of no live causing soul, but an unself-knowing force—so that he cannot answer the prayer because of the system which has its existence for the sake of the prayer? True, in many cases, the prayer, far more than the opportunity of answering it, is God's end; but how will the further end of the prayer be reached, which is oneness between the heart of the child and of the Father? how will the child go on to pray if he knows the Father cannot answer him? Will not may be for love, but how with a self-imposed cannot? How could he be Father, who creating, would not make provision, would not keep room for the babbled prayers of his children? Is his perfection a mechanical one? Has he himself no room for choice—therefore can give none? There must be a Godlike region of choice as there is a human, however little we may be able to conceive it. It were a glory in such system that its suns themselves wavered and throbbed at the pulse of a new child-life.
By recognizing that He is all-wise, who sees ahead and won’t obstruct His path. This kind of objection reveals a very limited understanding of God’s relationship with us. It assumes He has cares, plans, and intentions about our part of creation, independent of us. What is the entire system for if not for our education? Does God care for suns, planets, and satellites, for divine mathematics and orderly harmonies, more than for His children? I dare say He cares more for oxen than for those. He doesn’t make plans that ignore His children; and since His design is for them to be free, active, living beings, He ensures there’s space for them. They need room to break free from their chrysalis, to experience the transformation that comes with the emergence of their will, and to engage in the joyful activities and responsibilities of children within the house and realm of their Father. Surely He can keep His plans somewhat flexible, waiting for the individual soul's free desire! Isn’t the purpose of the first stage of His children’s education to lead them to pray? And is His system set up for that purpose supposed to be rigid, fixed, and unyielding, as if it were governed by an impersonal force—so that He cannot respond to the prayer because of the system that exists for the sake of that prayer? True, in many cases, the prayer itself, more than the opportunity to answer it, is God’s objective; but how will the deeper purpose of the prayer be achieved, which is uniting the heart of the child with that of the Father? How will the child continue to pray if he knows the Father cannot respond? Will not may be associated with love, but what about a self-imposed cannot? How could He be a Father if, in His creating, He did not make provisions or leave space for the innocent prayers of His children? Is His perfection mechanical? Does He have no room for choice—therefore cannot give any? There must exist a divine realm of choice just as there is a human one, no matter how little we might be able to understand it. It would be glorious if within such a system, the very suns themselves swayed and pulsed with the rhythm of new child-like life.
What perfection in a dwelling would it be that its furniture and the paths between were fitted as the trays and pigeon-holes of a cabinet? What stupidity of perfection would that be which left no margin about God's work, no room for change of plan upon change of fact—yea, even the mighty change that, behold now at length, his child is praying! See the freedom of God in his sunsets—never a second like one of the foregone!—in his moons and skies—in the ever-changing solid earth!— all moving by no dead law, but in the harmony of the vital law of liberty, God's creative perfection—all ordered from within. A divine perfection that were indeed, where was no liberty! where there could be but one way of a thing! I may move my arm as I please: shall God be unable so to move his? If but for himself, God might well desire no change, but he is God for the sake of his growing creatures; all his making and doing is for them, and change is the necessity of their very existence. They need a mighty law of liberty, into which shall never intrude one atom of chance. Is the one idea of creation the begetting of a free, grand, divine will in us? and shall that will, praying with the will of the Father, find itself cramped, fettered, manacled by foregone laws? Will it not rather be a new-born law itself, working new things? No man is so tied by divine law that he can nowise modify his work: shall God not modify his? Law is but mode of life-action. Is it of his perfection that he should have no scope, no freedom? Is he but the prisoned steam in the engine, pushing, escaping, stopped—his way ordered by valve and piston? or is he an indwelling, willing, ordering power? Law is the slave of Life. Is not a man's soul, as it dwells in his body, a dim-shadowing type of God in and throughout his universe? If you say, he has made things to go, set them going, and left them— then I say, If his machine interfered with his answering the prayer of a single child, he would sweep it from him—not to bring back chaos, but to make room for his child. But order is divine, and cannot be obstructive to its own higher ends; it must subserve them. Order, free order, neither chaos, nor law unpossessed and senseless, is the home of Thought. If you say There can be but one perfect way, I answer, Yet the perfect way to bring a thing so far, to a certain crisis, can ill be the perfect way to carry it on after that crisis: the plan will have to change then. And as this crisis depends on a will, all cannot be in exact, though in live preparation for it. We must remember that God is not occupied with a grand toy of worlds and suns and planets, of attractions and repulsions, of agglomerations and crystallizations, of forces and waves; that these but constitute a portion of his workshops and tools for the bringing out of righteous men and women to fill his house of love withal. Would he have let his Son die for a law of nature, as we call it? These doubtless are the outcome of willed laws of his own being; but they take their relations in matter only for the sake of the birth of sons and daughters, that they may yet again be born from above, and into the higher region whence these things issue; and many a modification of the ideal, rendering it less than complete, must be given to those whose very doom being to grow or perish implies their utter inability to lay hold of the perfect. The best means cannot be the ideal Best. The embodiment of uplifting truth for the low, cannot be equal to that for the higher, else it will fail, and prove for its object not good; but, as the low ascend, their revelation will ascend also.
What perfection in a home would it be if its furniture and the paths between were arranged like the trays and slots of a cabinet? What foolishness of perfection would that be if it left no space around God's work, no room for changes upon changes—yes, even the significant change that, behold, his child is praying! Look at God's freedom in his sunsets—never is one exactly like another!—in his moons and skies—in the constantly changing solid earth!—all moving not by stale law, but in the harmony of the living law of freedom, God's creative perfection—all orchestrated from within. A divine perfection that indeed would be where there is no freedom! where there could be only one way for things to be! I can move my arm however I want: shall God be unable to move his? If only for himself, God might not desire any change, but he is God for the sake of his growing creatures; all his making and doing is for them, and change is essential to their very existence. They need a powerful law of freedom, into which not a single atom of chance will intrude. Is the sole idea of creation the emergence of a free, grand, divine will in us? And will that will, praying with the will of the Father, find itself constrained, shackled, manacled by previous laws? Will it not instead be a brand new law itself, creating new things? No person is so bound by divine law that they cannot modify their work: shall God not modify his? Law is merely a way of life-action. Is it part of his perfection that he should have no scope, no freedom? Is he merely the confined steam in the engine, pushing, escaping, halted—his path determined by valve and piston? Or is he an inner, willing, guiding power? Law is the servant of Life. Isn't a person's soul, as it resides in their body, a faint reflection of God throughout his universe? If you say he has set things in motion and then left them—then I say, if his machine interfered with his ability to answer the prayer of a single child, he would remove it—not to create chaos, but to make room for his child. But order is divine and cannot obstruct its own higher purposes; it must serve them. Order, free order, neither chaos nor senseless law, is the home of Thought. If you insist there can only be one perfect way, I respond, yet the perfect way to bring something this far, to a certain crisis, may not be the perfect way to continue after that crisis: the plan will have to change then. And since this crisis depends on a will, everything cannot be exactly precise, although it can be in active preparation for it. We must remember that God is not engaged with a grand toy of worlds and suns and planets, of attractions and repulsions, of clusters and crystallizations, of forces and waves; these are merely part of his workshops and tools for bringing forth righteous men and women to fill his house of love. Would he have allowed his Son to die for a law of nature, as we call it? These undoubtedly are the results of the willed laws of his own being; but they organize their relations in matter solely for the purpose of birthing sons and daughters, so they may be reborn from above, into the higher realm from which these things emerge; and many a modification of the ideal, making it less than complete, must be provided to those whose very fate of growing or perishing implies their complete inability to grasp the perfect. The best means cannot be the ideal Best. The embodiment of uplifting truth for the low cannot be equal to that for the higher; otherwise, it will fail and prove to be not good for its purpose; but as the low rise, their revelation will rise as well.
That God cannot interfere to modify his plans, interfere without the change of a single law of his world, is to me absurd. If we can change, God can change, else is he less free than we—his plans, I say, not principles, not ends: God himself forbid!—change them after divine fashion, above our fashions as the heavens are higher than the earth. And as in all his miracles Jesus did only in miniature what his Father does ever in the great—in far wider, more elaborate, and beautiful ways, I will adduce from them an instance of answer to prayer that has in it a point bearing, it seems to me, most importantly on the thing I am now trying to set forth. Poor, indeed, was the making of the wine in the earthen pots of stone, compared with its making in the lovely growth of the vine with its clusters of swelling grapes—the live roots gathering from the earth the water that had to be borne in pitchers and poured into the great vases; but it is precious as the interpreter of the same, even in its being the outcome of our Lord's sympathy with ordinary human rejoicing. There is however an element in its origin that makes it yet more precious to me—the regard of our Lord to a wish of his mother. Alas, how differently is the tale often received! how misunderstood!
That God can't change his plans without altering a single law of the world seems absurd to me. If we can change, then God can change too; otherwise, he is less free than we are. I’m talking about his plans, not his principles or goals—God forbid!—but he can change them in a divine way, much higher than our ways, just as the heavens are higher than the earth. And just as in all his miracles, Jesus did in small scale what his Father does on a grand scale—in much broader, more complex, and beautiful ways, I’ll offer an example of answered prayer that seems especially relevant to what I’m trying to explain. The creation of wine in the clay pots is truly poor compared to its creation in the beautiful vine with its bunches of swelling grapes—the living roots drawing water from the earth instead of us carrying it in pitchers to pour into large jars; but it is valuable as it demonstrates our Lord's connection to ordinary human joy. There is, however, something in its origin that makes it even more meaningful to me—the regard of our Lord for a wish of his mother. Unfortunately, how differently this story is often received! How misunderstood!
His mother had suggested to him that here was an opportunity for appearing in his own greatness, the potent purveyor of wine for the failing feast. It was not in his plan, as we gather from his words; for the Lord never pretended anything, whether to his enemy or his mother; he is The True. He lets her know that he and she have different outlooks, different notions of his work: 'What to me and thee, woman?' he said: 'my hour is not yet come;' but there was that in his look and tone whence she knew that her desire, scarce half-fashioned into request, was granted. What am I thence to conclude, worthy of the Son of God, and the Son of Mary, but that, at the prayer of his mother, he made room in his plans for the thing she desired? It was not his wish then to work a miracle, but if his mother wished it, he would! He did for his mother what for his own part he would rather have let alone. Not always did he do as his mother would have him; but this was a case in which he could do so, for it would interfere nowise with the will of his Father. Was the perfect son, for, being perfect, he must be perfect every way, to be the only son of man who needed do nothing to please his mother—nothing but what fell in with his plan for the hour? Not so could he be the root, the living heart of the great response of the children to the Father of all! not so could the idea of the grand family ever be made a reality! Alas for the son who would not willingly for his mother do something which in itself he would rather not do! If it would have hurt his mother, if it had been in any way turning from the will of his Father in heaven, he would not have done it: that would have been to answer her prayer against her. His yielding makes the story doubly precious to my heart. The Son then could change his intent, and spoil nothing: so, I say, can the Father; for the Son does nothing but what he sees the Father do.
His mother suggested that this was a chance for him to show his greatness, the powerful provider of wine for the struggling feast. He wasn't planning on it, as we gather from his words; the Lord never pretended anything, whether to his enemy or his mother; he is The True. He let her know that they had different perspectives and ideas about his work: "What does this have to do with you and me, woman?" he said. "My time hasn’t come yet;" but there was something in his look and tone that made her understand that her desire, barely formed as a request, was granted. What should I conclude from this, worthy of the Son of God and the Son of Mary, except that, at his mother's request, he adjusted his plans to accommodate what she wanted? He didn't want to perform a miracle then, but if his mother wanted it, he would! He did for her what he would have preferred to leave alone. He didn’t always follow his mother’s wishes; but this was a situation where he could do so, as it wouldn’t go against his Father’s will. Was he not the perfect son, being perfect in every way, the only son of man who didn’t need to do anything to please his mother—nothing that didn’t align with his plan for the hour? He couldn’t be the root, the living heart of the great response of the children to the Father of all! nor could the concept of the grand family ever become a reality! It’s unfortunate for the son who wouldn’t willingly do something for his mother that he would rather avoid! If it would have hurt her, or if it turned away from the will of his Father in heaven, he wouldn’t have done it: that would have meant answering her prayer against her. His compliance makes the story even more special to my heart. The Son could change his intention and not ruin anything: so, I say, can the Father; for the Son does nothing except what he sees the Father do.
Finding it possible to understand, however, that God may answer prayers to those who pray for themselves, what are we to think concerning prayer for others? One may well say, It would surely be very selfish to pray only for ourselves! but the question is of the use, not of the character of the action: if there be any good in it, let us pray for all for whom we feel we can pray; but is there to be found in regard to prayer for others any such satisfaction as in regard to prayer for ourselves? The ground is changed—if the fitness of answering prayer lies in the praying of him who prays: the attitude necessary to reception does not belong to those for whom prayer is made, but to him by whom it is made. What fitness then can there be in praying for others? Will God give to another for our asking what he would not give without it? Would he not, if it could be done without the person's self, do it without a second person? If God were a tyrant, one whose heart might be softened by the sight of anxious love; or if he were one who might be informed, enlightened, reasoned with; or one in whom a setting forth of character, need, or claim might awake interest; then would there be plain reason in prayer for another—which yet, however disinterested and loving, must be degrading, as offered to one unworthy of prayer. But if we believe that God is the one unselfish, the one good being in the universe, and that his one design with his children is to make them perfect as he is perfect; if we believe that he not only would once give, but is always giving himself to us for our life; if we believe—which once I heard a bishop decline to acknowledge—that God does his best for every man; if also we believe that God knows every man's needs, and will, for love's sake, not spare one pang that may serve to purify the soul of one of his children; if we believe all this, how can we think he will in any sort alter his way with one because another prays for him? The prayer would arise from nothing in the person prayed for; why should it initiate a change in God's dealing with him?
Finding it possible to understand that God may answer prayers for those who pray for themselves, what should we think about praying for others? It’s easy to say that it would be selfish to pray only for ourselves! But the real question is about the purpose, not the nature of the action: if there’s any good in it, let’s pray for everyone we can; but is there really any satisfaction in praying for others like there is in praying for ourselves? The situation changes—if the reason for answering prayer lies in the one who is praying, then the readiness to receive does not belong to those for whom the prayer is made, but to the person who is praying. So what reason can there be for praying for others? Will God give to someone else because we asked, what he wouldn’t give without that request? Wouldn’t he, if possible without the person’s involvement, do it without needing another person to ask? If God were a tyrant, someone whose heart could be moved by seeing anxious love; or if he were someone who could be informed, persuaded, reasoned with; or someone who might be interested by a display of character, need, or claim, then there could be a clear reason for praying for someone else—but even then, that would be degrading, offered to one unworthy of prayer. But if we believe that God is the only unselfish, genuinely good being in the universe, and that his sole intention with his children is to make them perfect as he is perfect; if we believe that he not only would give once, but is continually giving himself for our lives; if we believe—which I once heard a bishop refuse to acknowledge—that God does his best for every person; if we also believe that God understands every person's needs, and will, out of love, not hold back one hardship that could purify any of his children’s souls; if we believe all this, how can we think he would change his approach to someone just because another person prays for them? The prayer would come from nothing in the person being prayed for; so why should it cause a change in God's actions towards them?
The argument I know not how to answer. I can only, in the face of it, and feeling all the difficulty, say, and say again, 'Yet I believe I may pray for my friend—for my enemy—for anybody! Yet and yet, there is, there must be some genuine, essential good and power in the prayer of one man for another to the maker of both—and that just because their maker is perfect, not less than very God.' I shall not bring authority to bear, for authority can at best but make us believe reason there, it cannot make us see it. The difficulty remains the same even when we hear the Lord himself pray to his Father for those the Father loves because they have received his Son—loves therefore with a special love, as the foremost in faith, the elect of the world—loves not merely because they must die if he did not love them, but loves from the deeps of divine approval. Those who believe in Jesus will be satisfied, in the face of the incomprehensible, that in what he does reason and right must lie; but not therefore do we understand. At the same time, though I cannot explain, I can show some ground upon which, even had he not been taught to do so, but left alone with his heart, a man might yet, I think, pray for another.
The argument is something I can't quite respond to. All I can do, despite the difficulty, is to keep saying, "Still, I believe I can pray for my friend—for my enemy—for anyone!" Yet, there must be some true, essential good and power in one person praying for another to the creator of both—and that’s because their creator is perfect, not just a God. I won't pull in authority, because even that can only make us believe there's reasoning behind it; it can't actually help us see it. The challenge stays the same even when we hear the Lord pray to his Father for those the Father loves because they have accepted his Son—loves them with a special love as the leaders in faith, the chosen ones of the world—loves them not just because they would perish without his love, but loves them from the depths of divine approval. Those who trust in Jesus will find peace, despite the mysteries, knowing that reason and righteousness must be involved in what he does; but that doesn’t mean we truly understand it. At the same time, though I can’t explain, I can suggest that even if someone hadn’t been taught to do so, just being true to his heart, a person might still be able to pray for another.
If God has made us to love like himself, and like himself long to help; if there are for whom we, like him, would give our lives to lift them from the evil gulf of their ungodliness; if the love in us would, for the very easing of the love he kindled, gift another—like himself who chooses and cherishes even the love that pains him; if, in the midst of a sore need to bless, to give, to help, we are aware of an utter impotence; if the fire burns and cannot out; and if all our hope for ourselves lies in God—what is there for us, what can we think of, what do, but go to God?—what but go to him with this our own difficulty and need? And where is the natural refuge, there must be the help. There can be no need for which he has no supply. The best argument that he has help, is that we have need. If I can be helped through my friend, I think God will take the thing up, and do what I cannot do—help my friend that I may be helped—perhaps help me to help him. You see, in praying for another we pray for ourselves—for the relief of the needs of our love; it is not prayer for another alone, and thus it comes under the former kind. Would God give us love, the root of power, in us, and leave that love, whereby he himself creates, altogether helpless in us? May he not at least expedite something for our prayers? Where he could not alter, he could perhaps expedite, in view of some help we might then be able to give. If he desires that we should work with him, that work surely helps him!
If God created us to love like He does, and like Him, desire to help; if there are people for whom we, like Him, would sacrifice our lives to lift them from the depths of their wrongdoing; if the love within us would, to satisfy the love He ignited, gift to another—just like Him who chooses and cherishes even the love that hurts Him; if, in the middle of an urgent need to bless, give, and help, we feel completely powerless; if the passion burns on without extinguishing; and if all our hope for ourselves rests on God—what else can we do, what can we think of, but go to God?—what else but approach Him with our own struggle and need? And where there is a natural refuge, there must be help. There is no need for which He has no answer. The best proof that He offers assistance is that we are in need. If I can be helped through my friend, I believe God will take action and do what I cannot—help my friend so that I can be helped—maybe even assist me in helping him. You see, when we pray for another, we also pray for ourselves—for relief from the needs stemming from our love; it's not just prayer for someone else, which fits into the earlier idea. Would God grant us love, the source of power, and leave that love, through which He Himself creates, completely powerless in us? Can He not at least speed up something in response to our prayers? Where He cannot change things, perhaps He can hasten them, considering some help we might then be able to provide. If He wants us to collaborate with Him, that work must surely aid Him!
There are some things for which the very possibility of supposing them are an argument; but I think I can go a little farther here, and imagine at least the where if not the how, the divine conditions in which the help for another in answer to prayer is born, the divine region in which its possibility must dwell.
There are some things that are significant just by the mere thought of them; however, I believe I can take this a step further and at least picture the where, if not the how, of those divine conditions where help for someone in response to prayer is created, the divine realm where its possibility exists.
God is ever seeking to lift us up into the sharing of his divine nature; God's kings, such men, namely, as with Jesus have borne witness to the truth, share his glory even on the throne of the Father. See the grandeur of the creative love of the Holy! nothing less will serve it than to have his children, through his and their suffering, share the throne of his glory! If such be the perfection of the Infinite, should that perfection bring him under bonds and difficulties, and not rather set him freer to do the thing he would in the midst of opposing forces? If his glory be in giving himself, and we must share therein, giving ourselves, why should we not begin here and now? If he would have his children fellow-workers with him; if he has desired and willed that not only by the help of his eternal Son, but by the help also of the children who through him have been born from above, other and still other children shall be brought to his knee, to his fireside, to the plenty of his house, why should he not have kept some margin of room wherein their prayers may work for those whom they have to help, who are of the same life as they? I cannot tell how, but may not those prayers in some way increase God's opportunity for working his best and highest will? Dealing with his children, the good ones may add to his power with the not yet good—add to his means of helping them. One way is clear: the prayer will react upon the mind that prays, its light will grow, will shine the brighter, and draw and enlighten the more. But there must be more in the thing. Prayer in its perfect idea being a rising up into the will of the Eternal, may not the help of the Father become one with the prayer of the child, and for the prayer of him he holds in his arms, go forth for him who wills not yet to be lifted to his embrace? To his bosom God himself cannot bring his children at once, and not at all except through his own suffering and theirs. But will not any good parent find some way of granting the prayer of the child who comes to him, saying, 'Papa, this is my brother's birthday: I have nothing to give him, and I do love him so! could you give me something to give him, or give him something for me?'
God is always trying to lift us up so we can share in his divine nature; those who are like Jesus and testify to the truth share in his glory, even alongside the Father. Look at the greatness of the creative love of the Holy! Nothing less will satisfy it than having his children, through their suffering, share in his glorious throne! If this is the perfection of the Infinite, shouldn’t that perfection liberate him to act freely amidst opposing forces rather than bind him? If his glory lies in giving himself, and we need to participate in that by giving ourselves, why shouldn’t we start right now? If he wants his children to be co-workers with him; if he desires—through his eternal Son and the children born again through him—to bring more and more children to his side, to his hearth, to the abundance of his home, shouldn’t he allow some space for their prayers to work for those they need to help, who share the same life as them? I can’t say how, but could those prayers somehow increase God’s ability to fulfill his highest and best will? When dealing with his children, the good ones might enhance his ability to help those who aren’t good yet—improving his means to assist them. One thing is clear: prayer will reflect back on the person praying, its light will grow, shine brighter, and draw in and enlighten even more. But there must be more to it. Prayer, at its core, is about rising into the will of the Eternal; could the Father’s help become intertwined with the prayer of the child, and for the one he holds in his arms, go out to the one who hasn’t yet chosen to be embraced? God cannot bring his children to his bosom all at once, and not at all except through their own suffering and his. Yet, wouldn’t any good parent find a way to grant the prayer of a child who comes to him saying, “Dad, it’s my brother’s birthday: I have nothing to give him, and I love him so! Could you help me give him something, or give him something for me?”
'Still, could not God have given the gift without the prayer? And why should the good of any one depend on the prayer of another?'
'Still, couldn’t God have given the gift without the prayer? And why should anyone’s good depend on someone else’s prayer?'
I can only answer with the return question, 'Why should my love be powerless to help another?' But we must not tie God to our measures of time, or think he has forgotten that prayer even which, apparently unanswered, we have forgotten. Death is not an impervious wall; through it, beyond it, go the prayers. It is possible we may have some to help in the next world because we have prayed for them in this: will it not be a boon to them to have an old friend to their service? I but speculate and suggest. What I see and venture to say is this: If in God we live and move and have our being; if the very possibility of loving lies in this, that we exist in and by the live air of love, namely God himself, we must in this very fact be nearer to each other than by any bodily proximity or interchange of help; and if prayer is like a pulse that sets this atmosphere in motion, we must then by prayer come closer to each other than are the parts of our body by their complex nerve-telegraphy. Surely, in the Eternal, hearts are never parted! surely, through the Eternal, a heart that loves and seeks the good of another, must hold that other within reach! Surely the system of things would not be complete in relation to the best thing in it—love itself, if love had no help in prayer. If I love and cannot help, does not my heart move me to ask him to help who loves and can?—him without whom life would be to me nothing, without whom I should neither love nor care to pray!—will he answer, 'Child, do not trouble me; I am already doing all I can'? If such answer came, who that loved would not be content to be nowhere in the matter? But how if the eternal, limitless Love, the unspeakable, self-forgetting God-devotion, which, demanding all, gives all, should say, 'Child, I have been doing all I could; but now you are come, I shall be able to do more! here is a corner for you, my little one: push at this thing to get it out of the way'! How if he should answer, 'Pray on, my child; I am hearing you; it goes through me in help to him. We are of one mind about it; I help and you help. I shall have you all safe home with me by and by! There is no fear, only we must work, and not lose heart. Go, and let your light so shine before men that they may see your good things, and glorify me by knowing that I am light and no darkness'!—what then? Oh that lovely picture by Michelangelo, with the young ones and the little ones come to help God to make Adam!
I can only respond with the question, 'Why should my love not be able to help someone else?' But we shouldn't limit God by our sense of time or assume He has forgotten even the prayers that seem unanswered, which we might have also forgotten. Death isn't a solid barrier; prayers can reach beyond it. It’s possible that we might have some to assist in the next life because we prayed for them in this one: wouldn’t it be a gift for them to have an old friend available to help? I'm just speculating and suggesting. What I believe and want to express is this: If we live, move, and exist in God; if the very ability to love depends on the reality that we live in and through the vibrant essence of love, which is God Himself, then we are actually closer to each other than we are through any physical closeness or exchange of assistance; and if prayer is like a heartbeat that energizes this environment, then through prayer, we must come closer to each other than our bodies do through their intricate nerve connections. Surely, in the Eternal, hearts are never separated! Surely, through the Eternal, a heart that loves and desires the well-being of another must keep that other within reach! Surely, the system of things would be incomplete regarding the greatest aspect of existence—love itself, if love had no support through prayer. If I love and can’t help, doesn’t my heart urge me to ask Him who loves and can help?—Him without whom life would mean nothing, without whom I wouldn’t be able to love or even desire to pray!—would He respond, 'Child, don’t bother me; I’m already doing everything I can'? If such a response came, who among those who love would be happy to be uninvolved? But what if the eternal, boundless Love, the indescribable, selfless devotion of God, which demands everything yet gives everything, were to say, 'Child, I’ve been doing all I could; but now that you’ve come, I can do even more! Here’s a spot for you, my little one: push against this to clear the path!' What if He replied, 'Keep praying, my child; I hear you; it flows through me as assistance to him. We're on the same page about this; I help and you help. I’ll have you all safe with me in due time! There’s nothing to fear, as long as we work without losing heart. Go, and let your light shine before others so they can see your good deeds and glorify me by realizing that I am light and not darkness!'—what then? Oh, that beautiful painting by Michelangelo, with the young and little ones helping God to create Adam!
But it may be that the answer to prayer will come in a shape that seems a refusal. It may come even in an increase of that from which we seek deliverance. I know of one who prayed to love better: a sore division came between—out of which at length rose a dawn of tenderness.
But the answer to prayer might come in a form that feels like a rejection. It might even come as an increase in what we're trying to escape. I know someone who prayed to love better, and a painful divide grew between them—out of which, eventually, a new sense of affection emerged.
Our vision is so circumscribed, our theories are so small—the garment of them not large enough to wrap us in; our faith so continually fashions itself to the fit of our dwarf intellect, that there is endless room for rebellion against ourselves: we must not let our poor knowledge limit our not so poor intellect, our intellect limit our faith, our faith limit our divine hope; reason must humbly watch over all—reason, the candle of the Lord.
Our vision is so limited, our theories so minor—their fabric not big enough to cover us; our faith constantly adjusts itself to the constraints of our small minds, creating endless opportunities for us to rebel against ourselves: we must not let our limited knowledge restrict our greater intellect, our intellect restrict our faith, or our faith restrict our divine hope; reason must humbly oversee everything—reason, the light of the Lord.
There are some who would argue for prayer, not on the ground of any possible answer to be looked for, but because of the good to be gained in the spiritual attitude of the mind in praying. There are those even who, not believing in any ear to hear, any heart to answer, will yet pray. They say it does them good; they pray to nothing at all, but they get spiritual benefit.
There are some who argue for prayer, not because they expect any answers, but because it brings a positive change to their mindset. There are even people who, not believing that anyone is listening or that anyone will respond, still choose to pray. They say it helps them; they pray to nothing in particular, but they still find spiritual benefit.
I will not contradict their testimony. So needful is prayer to the soul that the mere attitude of it may encourage a good mood. Verily to pray to that which is not, is in logic a folly; yet the good that, they say, comes of it, may rebuke the worse folly of their unbelief, for it indicates that prayer is natural, and how could it be natural if inconsistent with the very mode of our being? Theirs is a better way than that of those who, believing there is a God, but not believing that he will give any answer to their prayers, yet pray to him; that is more foolish and more immoral than praying to the No-god. Whatever the God be to whom they pray, their prayer is a mockery of him, of themselves, of the truth.
I won’t argue against their testimony. Prayer is so important to the soul that just the act of praying can lift your spirits. Honestly, praying to something that doesn’t exist makes no sense; however, the good that supposedly comes from it might challenge the greater foolishness of their disbelief, since it shows that prayer is a natural instinct, and how could it be natural if it contradicts our very existence? Their approach is better than that of those who believe in God but think He won’t respond to their prayers, yet still pray to Him; that’s even more foolish and immoral than praying to a nonexistent deity. No matter who or what they pray to, their prayer mocks Him, themselves, and the truth.
On the other hand, let God give no assent to the individual prayer, let the prayer even be for something nowise good enough to be a gift of God, yet the soul that prays will get good of its prayer, if only in being thereby brought a little nearer to the Father, and making way for coming again. Prayer does react in good upon the praying soul, irrespective of answer. But to pray for the sake of the prayer, and without regard to there being no one to hear, would to me indicate a nature not merely illogical but morally false, did I not suspect a vague undetected apprehension of a Something diffused through the All of existence, and some sort of shadowiest communion therewith.
On the other hand, even if God doesn't approve the individual prayer, and even if the prayer is for something not good enough to be a gift from God, the soul that prays will still benefit from the prayer, if only by getting a little closer to the Father and making way for future communication. Prayer positively affects the praying soul, regardless of whether there’s an answer. However, praying just for the sake of praying, without considering that no one is listening, would suggest to me a nature that's not just illogical but morally wrong, unless I suspect a vague awareness of a Something that permeates all of existence and some kind of faint connection to it.
There are moods of such satisfaction in God that a man may feel as if nothing were left to pray for, as if he had but to wait with patience for what the Lord would work; there are moods of such hungering desire, that petition is crushed into an inarticulate crying; and there is a communion with God that asks for nothing, yet asks for everything. This last is the very essence of prayer, though not petition. It is possible for a man, not indeed to believe in God, but to believe that there is a God, and yet not desire to enter into communion with him; but he that prays and does not faint will come to recognize that to talk with God is more than to have all prayers granted—that it is the end of all prayer, granted or refused. And he who seeks the Father more than anything he can give, is likely to have what he asks, for he is not likely to ask amiss.
There are times of such deep satisfaction in God that a person may feel like there's nothing left to pray for, as if they just need to patiently wait for what the Lord will do; there are times of such intense desire that requests turn into a wordless longing; and there is a connection with God that doesn’t ask for anything, yet desires everything. This last one is the true essence of prayer, even though it’s not about asking for things. It is possible for someone to not really believe in God, but to believe that there is a God, and still not want to connect with Him; but the person who prays and does not give up will come to see that talking with God is more than just having all their prayers answered—it is the ultimate purpose of all prayer, whether granted or denied. And those who seek the Father more than anything He can provide are likely to receive what they ask for, because they are not likely to make careless requests.
Even such as ask amiss may sometimes have their prayers answered. The Father will never give the child a stone that asks for bread; but I am not sure that he will never give the child a stone that asks for a stone. If the Father say, 'My child, that is a stone; it is no bread;' and the child answer, 'I am sure it is bread; I want it;' may it not be well he should try his bread?
Even those who ask for the wrong things may sometimes have their prayers answered. The Father will never give a child asking for bread a stone; but I'm not sure He'll never give a child a stone who asks for a stone. If the Father says, 'My child, that is a stone; it is not bread;' and the child replies, 'I'm certain it's bread; I want it;' could it not be wise for Him to let the child try that 'bread'?
But now for another point in the parable, where I think I can give some help—I mean the Lord's apparent recognition of delay in the answering of prayer: in the very structure of the parable he seems to take delay for granted, and says notwithstanding, 'He will avenge them speedily!'
But now for another point in the parable, where I think I can offer some help—I mean the Lord's apparent acknowledgment of delays in answering prayer: in the very structure of the parable, he seems to assume that delays are a given, and nonetheless says, 'He will avenge them quickly!'
The reconciling conclusion is, that God loses no time, though the answer may not be immediate.
The reassuring conclusion is that God doesn't waste any time, even if the response isn't immediate.
He may delay because it would not be safe to give us at once what we ask: we are not ready for it. To give ere we could truly receive, would be to destroy the very heart and hope of prayer, to cease to be our Father. The delay itself may work to bring us nearer to our help, to increase the desire, perfect the prayer, and ripen the receptive condition.
He might hold off because it wouldn’t be wise to give us everything we want right away: we’re not prepared for it. To give before we can truly accept would undermine the essence and hope of prayer, and would stop Him from being our Father. The delay could actually help bring us closer to what we need, heighten our desire, improve our prayer, and ready us to receive.
Again, not from any straitening in God, but either from our own condition and capacity, or those of the friend for whom we pray, time may be necessary to the working out of the answer. God is limited by regard for our best; our best implies education; in this we must ourselves have a large share; this share, being human, involves time. And perhaps, indeed, the better the gift we pray for, the more time is necessary to its arrival. To give us the spiritual gift we desire, God may have to begin far back in our spirit, in regions unknown to us, and do much work that we can be aware of only in the results; for our consciousness is to the extent of our being but as the flame of the volcano to the world-gulf whence it issues: in the gulf of our unknown being God works behind our consciousness. With his holy influence, with his own presence, the one thing for which most earnestly we cry, he may be approaching our consciousness from behind, coming forward through regions of our darkness into our light, long before we begin to be aware that he is answering our request—has answered it, and is visiting his child. To avenge speedily must mean to make no delay beyond what is absolutely necessary, to begin the moment it is possible to begin. Because the Son of Man did not appear for thousands of years after men began to cry out for a Saviour, shall we imagine he did not come the first moment it was well he should come? Can we doubt that to come a moment sooner would have been to delay, not to expedite, his kingdom? For anything that needs a process, to begin to act at once is to be speedy. God does not put off like the unrighteous judge; he does not delay until irritated by the prayers of the needy; he will hear while they are yet speaking; yea, before they call he will answer.
Again, it’s not because God is limited, but rather due to our own situation and capabilities, or those of the friend we're praying for, that time might be necessary for the answer to come. God is considerate of what is best for us; achieving our best means we need to be educated, and we must each play a significant role in that process, which, being human, requires time. And perhaps the greater the blessing we ask for, the more time is needed for it to arrive. To give us the spiritual gift we seek, God might have to start deep within our spirit, in areas we don’t even recognize, performing much work that we can only witness through the outcomes; because our awareness is just a small part of our existence, like the flame of a volcano compared to the vast gulf from which it emerges: in that gulf of our unknown self, God operates beyond our awareness. With His holy influence, with His presence, the very thing most earnestly sought might be approaching our consciousness from behind, moving forward through the shadows into the light, long before we notice that He is responding to our request—has already responded and is visiting His child. To act promptly means to not delay any longer than absolutely necessary, to begin the moment it is possible to start. Just because the Son of Man didn’t appear until thousands of years after people began to cry out for a Savior, should we think He didn’t come the very first moment it was right for Him to do so? Can we doubt that arriving even a moment sooner would have meant delaying, not hastening, His kingdom? For anything that requires a process, starting immediately is being prompt. God is not like the unjust judge; He doesn’t wait until He’s annoyed by the prayers of the needy; He hears while they are still speaking; yes, even before they call, He answers.
The Lord uses words without anxiety as to the misuse of them by such as do not search after his will in them; and the word avenge may be simply retained from the parable without its special meaning therein; yet it suggests a remark or two.
The Lord uses words without worrying about how they might be misused by those who don't seek His will in them; and the word avenge can be taken directly from the parable without its specific meaning in that context; still, it brings to mind a comment or two.
Of course, no prayer for any revenge that would gratify the selfishness of our nature, a thing to be burned out of us by the fire of God, needs think to be heard. Be sure, when the Lord prayed his Father to forgive those who crucified him, he uttered his own wish and his Father's will at once: God will never punish according to the abstract abomination of sin, as if men knew what they were doing. 'Vengeance is mine,' he says: with a right understanding of it, we might as well pray for God's vengeance as for his forgiveness; that vengeance is, to destroy the sin—to make the sinner abjure and hate it; nor is there any satisfaction in a vengeance that seeks or effects less. The man himself must turn against himself, and so be for himself. If nothing else will do, then hell-fire; if less will do, whatever brings repentance and self-repudiation, is God's repayment.
Of course, no prayer for revenge that would satisfy our selfish nature, something that needs to be burned away by God's fire, should expect to be heard. Remember, when the Lord asked his Father to forgive those who crucified him, he expressed both his own wish and his Father’s will at the same time: God will never punish based on the pure horror of sin, as if people fully understood their actions. "Vengeance is mine," he says; with a proper understanding of this, we might as well pray for God's vengeance as for his forgiveness. That vengeance is to eliminate the sin—to make the sinner reject and despise it; and there is no true satisfaction in a vengeance that aims for or accomplishes anything less. The person must turn against themselves, thus becoming their own advocate. If nothing else works, then hellfire will suffice; if something less will do, then whatever leads to repentance and self-denial is God’s repayment.
Friends, if any prayers are offered against us; if the vengeance of God be cried out for, because of some wrong you or I have done, God grant us his vengeance! Let us not think that we shall get off!
Friends, if anyone offers prayers against us; if people call for God's vengeance because of some wrong we've done, may God grant us that vengeance! Let’s not think we’ll escape it!
But perhaps the Lord was here thinking, not of persecution, or any form of human wrong, but of the troubles that most trouble his true disciple; and the suggestion is comforting to those whose foes are within them, for, if so, then he recognizes the evils of self, against which we fight, not as parts of ourselves, but as our foes, on which he will avenge the true self that is at strife with them. And certainly no evil is, or ever could be, of the essential being and nature of the creature God made! The thing that is not good, however associated with our being, is against that being, not of it—is its enemy, on which we need to be avenged. When we fight, he will avenge. Till we fight, evil shall have dominion over us, a dominion to make us miserable; other than miserable can no one be, under the yoke of a nature contrary to his own. Comfort thyself then, who findest thine own heart and soul, or rather the things that move therein, too much for thee: God will avenge his own elect. He is not delaying; he is at work for thee. Only thou must pray, and not faint. Ask, ask; it shall be given you. Seek most the best things; to ask for the best things is to have them; the seed of them is in you, or you could not ask for them.
But maybe the Lord was thinking, not about persecution or any kind of human wrongdoing, but about the struggles that truly bother his genuine followers. This thought can be reassuring to those whose enemies are within themselves, because if that’s the case, then He acknowledges the flaws we fight against, not as parts of ourselves, but as adversaries, and He will avenge the true self that battles with them. And certainly, no evil is, or could ever be, part of the essential being and nature of the creature God created! Anything that is not good, no matter how it relates to our existence, is against that existence, not part of it—it is its enemy, and we need to be avenged on it. When we fight, He will avenge. Until we fight, evil will have control over us, a control that makes us miserable; no one can be anything but miserable while being burdened by a nature that goes against their own. So comfort yourself, you who find your heart and soul—or rather, the things that stir within them—too overwhelming: God will avenge his own chosen ones. He isn’t delaying; He is working for you. You just need to pray and not give up. Ask, ask; it will be given to you. Seek what is best; to ask for the best things is to already have them; the seed of those things is within you, or you wouldn’t be able to ask for them.
But from whatever quarter come our troubles, whether from the world outside or the world inside, still let us pray. In his own right way, the only way that could satisfy us, for we are of his kind, will God answer our prayers with help. He will avenge us of our adversaries, and that speedily. Only let us take heed that we be adversaries to no man, but fountains of love and forgiving tenderness to all. And from no adversary, either on the way with us, or haunting the secret chamber of our hearts, let us hope to be delivered till we have paid the last farthing.
But no matter where our troubles come from, whether they're from the outside world or from within, let us still pray. In his own unique way, the only way that can truly satisfy us, God will answer our prayers with help. He will take vengeance on our enemies, and he'll do it quickly. We just need to make sure that we aren't enemies to anyone, but instead sources of love and forgiveness to all. And let us hope to be freed from any adversary, whether they walk with us or linger in the hidden corners of our hearts, until we have paid the last farthing.
THE LAST FARTHING.
'Verily I say unto thee, thou shalt by no means come out thence, till thou have paid the last farthing.'—ST. MATTHEW v. 26.
'Truly, I tell you, you will not get out of there until you have paid the last penny.'—ST. MATTHEW v. 26.
There is a thing wonderful and admirable in the parables, not readily grasped, but specially indicated by the Lord himself—their unintelligibility to the mere intellect. They are addressed to the conscience and not to the intellect, to the will and not to the imagination. They are strong and direct but not definite. They are not meant to explain anything, but to rouse a man to the feeling, 'I am not what I ought to be, I do not the thing I ought to do!' Many maundering interpretations may be given by the wise, with plentiful loss of labour, while the child who uses them for the necessity of walking in the one path will constantly receive light from them. The greatest obscuration of the words of the Lord, as of all true teachers, comes from those who give themselves to interpret rather than do them. Theologians have done more to hide the gospel of Christ than any of its adversaries. It was not for our understandings, but our will, that Christ came. He who does that which he sees, shall understand; he who is set upon understanding rather than doing, shall go on stumbling and mistaking and speaking foolishness. He has not that in him which can understand that kind. The gospel itself, and in it the parables of the Truth, are to be understood only by those who walk by what they find. It is he that runneth that shall read, and no other. It is not intended by the speaker of the parables that any other should know intellectually what, known but intellectually, would be for his injury—what knowing intellectually he would imagine he had grasped, perhaps even appropriated. When the pilgrim of the truth comes on his journey to the region of the parable, he finds its interpretation. It is not a fruit or a jewel to be stored, but a well springing by the wayside.
There’s something amazing and admirable about the parables, which isn’t easy to grasp but is especially highlighted by the Lord himself—their incomprehensibility to pure intellect. They speak to the conscience, not the intellect; to the will, not the imagination. They are powerful and straightforward but not clear-cut. They’re not meant to explain anything, but to awaken the feeling in a person, 'I’m not who I should be, I’m not doing what I should do!' Many rambling interpretations can be offered by the wise, often leading to a lot of wasted effort, while a child who uses them to walk the right path will continually find guidance in them. The greatest distortion of the Lord’s words, like those of all true teachers, comes from those who focus on interpreting rather than acting on them. Theologians have contributed more to obscuring the gospel of Christ than any of its opponents. Christ came not for our understanding, but for our will. Those who act on what they see will understand; those who focus on understanding instead of doing will keep stumbling and misinterpreting, speaking foolishly. They lack the ability to comprehend that kind of wisdom. The gospel itself, along with the parables of Truth, can only be understood by those who walk by what they discover. It’s those who run that will read, and no one else. The speaker of the parables doesn’t intend for anyone to intellectually grasp what, if understood only intellectually, would harm them—what they might think they’ve understood and even claimed as their own. When the seeker of truth arrives at the realm of the parable on their journey, they find its meaning. It’s not a fruit or a gem to be hoarded, but a spring of water found by the roadside.
Let us try to understand what the Lord himself said about his parables. It will be better to take the reading of St. Matthew xiii. 14, 15, as it is plainer, and the quotation from Isaiah (vi. 9, 10) is given in full—after the Septuagint, and much clearer than in our version from the Hebrew:—in its light should be read the corresponding passages in the other Gospels: in St. Mark's it is so compressed as to be capable of quite a different and false meaning: in St. John's reference, the blinding of the heart seems attributed directly to the devil:—the purport is, that those who by insincerity and falsehood close their deeper eyes, shall not be capable of using in the matter the more superficial eyes of their understanding. Whether this follows as a psychical or metaphysical necessity, or be regarded as a special punishment, it is equally the will of God, and comes from him who is the live Truth. They shall not see what is not for such as they. It is the punishment of the true Love, and is continually illustrated and fulfilled: if I know anything of the truth of God, then the objectors to Christianity, so far as I am acquainted with them, do not; their arguments, not in themselves false, have nothing to do with the matter; they see the thing they are talking against, but they do not see the thing they think they are talking against.
Let’s try to understand what the Lord himself said about his parables. It’s better to read from St. Matthew 13:14-15, as it's clearer, and the quotation from Isaiah (6:9-10) is presented in full—following the Septuagint, and much clearer than in our version from the Hebrew:—in light of this, we should look at the corresponding passages in the other Gospels: in St. Mark's, it’s so condensed that it could be taken to mean something completely different and misleading: in St. John's reference, the hardening of the heart seems to be directly attributed to the devil:—the point is that those who, through insincerity and deception, shut their inner eyes will not be able to use their more superficial understanding. Whether this happens due to a psychological or metaphysical necessity, or is viewed as a specific punishment, it is all the will of God, and comes from Him who is the living Truth. They will not see what isn’t meant for them. It's the consequence of true Love, continually illustrated and fulfilled: if I know anything about the truth of God, then those who object to Christianity, as far as I know them, do not; their arguments, while not false in themselves, are irrelevant; they see what they are criticizing, but they do not see what they believe they are criticizing.
This will help to remove the difficulty that the parables are plainly for the teaching of the truth, and yet the Lord speaks of them as for the concealing of it. They are for the understanding of that man only who is practical—who does the thing he knows, who seeks to understand vitally. They reveal to the live conscience, otherwise not to the keenest intellect—though at the same time they may help to rouse the conscience with glimpses of the truth, where the man is on the borders of waking. Ignorance may be at once a punishment and a kindness: all punishment is kindness, and the best of which the man at the time is capable: 'Because you will not do, you shall not see; but it would be worse for you if you did see, not being of the disposition to do.' Such are punished in having the way closed before them; they punish themselves; their own doing results as it cannot but result on them. To say to them certain things so that they could understand them, would but harden them more, because they would not do them; they should have but parables—lanterns of the truth, clear to those who will walk in their light, dark to those who will not. The former are content to have the light cast upon their way; the latter will have it in their eyes, and cannot: if they had, it would but blind them. For them to know more would be their worse condemnation. They are not fit to know more; more shall not be given them yet; it is their punishment that they are in the wrong, and shall keep in the wrong until they come out of it. 'You choose the dark; you shall stay in the dark till the terrors that dwell in the dark affray you, and cause you to cry out.' God puts a seal upon the will of man; that seal is either his great punishment, or his mighty favour: 'Ye love the darkness, abide in the darkness:' 'O woman, great is thy faith: be it done unto thee even as thou wilt!'
This will help to clear up the difficulty that the parables are obviously meant to teach the truth, yet the Lord refers to them as a way to hide it. They are meant for the understanding of those who are practical—those who do what they know and seek to understand deeply. They reveal themselves to a living conscience, but not necessarily to the sharpest intellect—though they can spark the conscience with glimpses of the truth when someone is on the edge of awakening. Ignorance can be both a punishment and a kindness: all punishment is a form of kindness and the best that a person can handle at that moment: 'Because you won't act, you won't see; but it would be worse for you if you did see without the willingness to act.' Such people are punished by having the path closed off; they bring this upon themselves; their own actions lead to inevitable consequences. Telling them certain things in a way they could grasp would only harden them further, as they would not act on it; they should only have parables—beacons of truth, clear to those willing to follow their light, dark to those who refuse. The former are happy to have the light illuminating their way; the latter want it in their eyes but cannot handle it: if they did, it would only blind them. For them to know more would be their greater condemnation. They aren't ready to know more; more will not be given to them yet; their punishment is being wrong, and they will remain in that wrong until they emerge from it. 'You choose the dark; you will remain in the dark until the fears that dwell in it frighten you, causing you to cry out.' God places a seal on the will of mankind; that seal can either be a great punishment or a powerful favor: 'You love the darkness, stay in the darkness:' 'O woman, great is your faith: may it be done for you as you wish!'
What special meaning may be read in the different parts of magistrate, judge, and officer, beyond the general suggestion, perhaps, of the tentative approach of the final, I do not know; but I think I do know what is meant by 'agree on the way,' and 'the uttermost farthing.' The parable is an appeal to the common sense of those that hear it, in regard to every affair of righteousness. Arrange what claim lies against you; compulsion waits behind it. Do at once what you must do one day. As there is no escape from payment, escape at least the prison that will enforce it. Do not drive Justice to extremities. Duty is imperative; it must be done. It is useless to think to escape the eternal law of things; yield of yourself, nor compel God to compel you.
What special meaning can be found in the different roles of magistrate, judge, and officer, beyond the general idea, perhaps, of the tentative approach toward the final outcome, I’m not sure; but I think I understand what 'agree on the way' and 'the uttermost farthing' mean. The parable appeals to the common sense of those who hear it concerning every matter of righteousness. Settle what claims are against you; pressure is waiting behind it. Do now what you will have to do eventually. Since there’s no way to avoid payment, at least escape the prison that will enforce it. Don’t push Justice to extremes. Duty is mandatory; it must be fulfilled. It’s pointless to think you can evade the eternal laws of nature; submit willingly, and don’t make God force you to comply.
To the honest man, to the man who would fain be honest, the word is of right gracious import. To the untrue, it is a terrible threat; to him who is of the truth, it is sweet as most loving promise. He who is of God's mind in things, rejoices to hear the word of the changeless Truth; the voice of the Right fills the heavens and the earth, and makes his soul glad; it is his salvation. If God were not inexorably just, there would be no stay for the soul of the feeblest lover of right: 'thou art true, O Lord: one day I also shall be true!' 'Thou shalt render the right, cost you what it may,' is a dread sound in the ears of those whose life is a falsehood: what but the last farthing would those who love righteousness more than life pay? It is a joy profound as peace to know that God is determined upon such payment, is determined to have his children clean, clear, pure as very snow; is determined that not only shall they with his help make up for whatever wrong they have done, but at length be incapable, by eternal choice of good, under any temptation, of doing the thing that is not divine, the thing God would not do.
To the honest person, and to the one who wants to be honest, the word holds great meaning. To the dishonest, it’s a frightening threat; to the one who values truth, it’s as sweet as a loving promise. Those who align with God's will find joy in hearing the unchanging Truth; the call of what is right fills the heavens and the earth, uplifting their souls; it is their salvation. If God were not absolutely just, there would be no assurance for even the weakest lover of what is right: 'You are true, O Lord: one day I too shall be true!' 'You will deliver justice, no matter the cost,' sounds terrifying to those who live in falsehood: what else would those who cherish righteousness more than life give but every last cent? It is as deeply joyful as peace to know that God is committed to such justice, determined to have his children clean, clear, pure as fresh snow; determined not only for them, with his help, to make amends for any wrong they have done, but ultimately to be incapable, by an everlasting choice for good, of doing anything that isn't divine, anything God would not do.
There has been much cherishing of the evil fancy, often without its taking formal shape, that there is some way of getting out of the region of strict justice, some mode of managing to escape doing all that is required of us; but there is no such escape. A way to avoid any demand of righteousness would be an infinitely worse way than the road to the everlasting fire, for its end would be eternal death. No, there is no escape. There is no heaven with a little of hell in it—no plan to retain this or that of the devil in our hearts or our pockets. Out Satan must go, every hair and feather! Neither shalt thou think to be delivered from the necessity of being good by being made good. God is the God of the animals in a far lovelier way, I suspect, than many of us dare to think, but he will not be the God of a man by making a good beast of him. Thou must be good; neither death nor any admittance into good company will make thee good; though, doubtless, if thou be willing and try, these and all other best helps will be given thee. There is no clothing in a robe of imputed righteousness, that poorest of legal cobwebs spun by spiritual spiders. To me it seems like an invention of well-meaning dulness to soothe insanity; and indeed it has proved a door of escape out of worse imaginations. It is apparently an old 'doctrine;' for St. John seems to point at it where he says, 'Little children, let no man lead you astray; he that doeth righteousness is righteous even as he is righteous.' Christ is our righteousness, not that we should escape punishment, still less escape being righteous, but as the live potent creator of righteousness in us, so that we, with our wills receiving his spirit, shall like him resist unto blood, striving against sin; shall know in ourselves, as he knows, what a lovely thing is righteousness, what a mean, ugly, unnatural thing is unrighteousness. He is our righteousness, and that righteousness is no fiction, no pretence, no imputation.
There’s been a lot of fondness for the idea that we can somehow escape strict justice, often without it actually being defined, thinking there’s a way to dodge all our responsibilities; but there’s no way out. Finding a way to avoid any demands of righteousness would be far worse than facing eternal damnation, as its outcome would be eternal death. No, there’s no escape. There’s no heaven mixed with a little hell—no plan to keep some part of the devil in our hearts or our wallets. Out with Satan must go, every single trace! You can’t expect to be free from having to *be* good just by being made good. God cares for animals in a much more beautiful way, I believe, than many of us dare to imagine, but He won’t be the God of a person by making them into a good beast. You must be good; neither death nor any entry into good company will make you good; though, if you’re willing and try, you will receive all the best support. There are no robes of imputed righteousness, which is just a flimsy legal construct created by spiritual manipulators. To me, it seems like a well-intentioned but dull idea meant to comfort madness; and indeed, it has served as a way out of worse ideas. This concept seems to be an old "doctrine;" for St. John hints at it when he says, "Little children, let no one lead you astray; the one who practices righteousness is righteous, just as He is righteous." Christ is our righteousness, not so we can escape punishment, much less dodge being righteous, but as the living, powerful creator of righteousness within us, so that we, receiving His spirit, will resist even to the point of blood, striving against sin; we will know ourselves, as He knows, how beautiful righteousness is and how mean, ugly, and unnatural unrighteousness is. He *is* our righteousness, and that righteousness is real, not a fiction, pretense, or imputation.
One thing that tends to keep men from seeing righteousness and unrighteousness as they are, is, that they have been told many things are righteous and unrighteous, which are neither the one nor the other. Righteousness is just fairness—from God to man, from man to God and to man; it is giving every one his due—his large mighty due. He is righteous, and no one else, who does this. And any system which tends to persuade men that there is any salvation but that of becoming righteous even as Jesus is righteous; that a man can be made good, as a good dog is good, without his own willed share in the making; that a man is saved by having his sins hidden under a robe of imputed righteousness—that system, so far as this tendency, is of the devil and not of God. Thank God, not even error shall injure the true of heart; it is not wickedness. They grow in the truth, and as love casts out fear, so truth casts out falsehood.
One thing that often stops people from seeing right and wrong clearly is that they've been told many things are right and wrong when they aren't actually either. Righteousness is simply fairness—from God to people, from people to God and to each other; it means giving everyone what they deserve—what they truly deserve. The only one who is righteous is the one who does this. Any belief system that convinces people that there is any salvation other than becoming righteous just like Jesus is righteous; that a person can be made good, like a good dog is good, without their own willing effort in the process; that a person is saved by having their sins covered up by a cloak of imputed righteousness—that belief system, in this respect, is not of God but of the devil. Thankfully, not even falsehood can harm those who are genuine at heart; it is not evil. They grow in truth, and just as love drives out fear, truth drives out falsehood.
I read, then, in this parable, that a man had better make up his mind to be righteous, to be fair, to do what he can to pay what he owes, in any and all the relations of life—all the matters, in a word, wherein one man may demand of another, or complain that he has not received fair play. Arrange your matters with those who have anything against you, while you are yet together and things have not gone too far to be arranged; you will have to do it, and that under less easy circumstances than now. Putting off is of no use. You must. The thing has to be done; there are means of compelling you.
I read in this parable that a person should commit to being righteous, fair, and doing what they can to settle their debts in all aspects of life—all the situations where one person might expect fairness from another. Settle your issues with those who have grievances against you while you can, before things escalate beyond repair; you will have to do it, and it will be harder then than it is now. Procrastination is pointless. You must take action. It has to be done; there are ways to force you to address it.
'In this affair, however, I am in the right.'
'In this matter, though, I am in the right.'
'If so, very well—for this affair. But I have reason to doubt whether you are capable of judging righteously in your own cause:—do you hate the man?'
'If that's the case, fine—for this situation. But I have my doubts about whether you can judge fairly in your own matter:—do you dislike the man?'
'No, I don't hate him.'
'No, I don't dislike him.'
'Do you dislike him?'
'Do you not like him?'
'I can't say I like him.'
'I can't say I like him.'
'Do you love him as yourself?'
'Do you love him like you love yourself?'
'Oh, come! come! no one does that!'
'Oh, come on! No one does that!'
'Then no one is to be trusted when he thinks, however firmly, that he is all right, and his neighbour all wrong, in any matter between them.'
'Then no one can be trusted when they believe, no matter how strongly, that they are completely right and their neighbor is completely wrong in any issue between them.'
'But I don't say I am all right, and he is all wrong; there may be something to urge on his side: what I say is, that I am more in the right than he.'
'But I’m not saying I’m completely right and he’s completely wrong; there might be some valid points on his side. What I’m saying is that I’m more in the right than he is.'
'This is not fundamentally a question of things: it is a question of condition, of spiritual relation and action, towards your neighbour. If in yourself you were all right towards him, you could do him no wrong. Let it be with the individual dispute as it may, you owe him something that you do not pay him, as certainly as you think he owes you something he will not pay you.'
'This isn't really a question about things; it's about your state of being, your spiritual connection and actions toward your neighbor. If you were truly at peace with him, you wouldn’t harm him. Regardless of the individual disagreement, you owe him something that you aren’t giving, just as you believe he owes you something he’s not providing.'
'He would take immediate advantage of me if I owned that.'
'He would quickly take advantage of me if I had that.'
'So much the worse for him. Until you are fair to him, it does not matter to you whether he is unfair to you or not.'
'So much for him. Until you treat him fairly, it doesn't matter to you whether he's unfair to you or not.'
'I beg your pardon—it is just what does matter! I want nothing but my rights. What can matter to me more than my rights?'
'I’m sorry, but that’s exactly what matters! I want nothing but my rights. What could matter to me more than my rights?'
'Your duties—your debts. You are all wrong about the thing. It is a very small matter to you whether the man give you your rights or not; it is life or death to you whether or not you give him his. Whether he pay you what you count his debt or no, you will be compelled to pay him all you owe him. If you owe him a pound and he you a million, you must pay him the pound whether he pay you the million or not; there is no business-parallel here. If, owing you love, he gives you hate, you, owing him love, have yet to pay it. A love unpaid you, a justice undone you, a praise withheld from you, a judgment passed on you without judgment, will not absolve you of the debt of a love unpaid, a justice not done, a praise withheld, a false judgment passed: these uttermost farthings—not to speak of such debts as the world itself counts grievous wrongs—you must pay him, whether he pay you or not. We have a good while given us to pay, but a crisis will come—come soon after all—comes always sooner than those expect it who are not ready for it—a crisis when the demand unyielded will be followed by prison.
'Your responsibilities—your debts. You're all mistaken about this. It really doesn’t matter much to you whether the man gives you what is rightfully yours; what truly matters, a matter of life and death for you, is whether you give him what he deserves. Whether he pays you what you think is his debt or not, you will still be forced to pay him everything you owe. If you owe him a pound and he owes you a million, you still have to pay him the pound, regardless of whether he pays you the million; there's no business analogy here. If he gives you hate when he owes you love, you still have to fulfill your obligation of love to him. An unpaid love you owe him, a justice not served for you, a praise he withholds from you, a judgment passed on you without fair consideration, won’t get you off the hook for the debts of love unpaid, justice not served, praise withheld, or a false judgment made: these absolute pennies—and I won't even mention the debts considered serious wrongs by society—you must repay him, whether he pays you or not. We have a decent amount of time to settle these debts, but a crisis will arrive—coming sooner than expected—always faster for those who aren't prepared—a crisis when failing to meet the demand will lead to imprisonment.'
The same holds with every demand of God: by refusing to pay, the man makes an adversary who will compel him—and that for the man's own sake. If you or your life say, 'I will not,' then he will see to it. There is a prison, and the one thing we know about that prison is, that its doors do not open until entire satisfaction is rendered, the last farthing paid.
The same goes for every demand from God: by refusing to comply, a person creates an opponent who will insist on it—and that’s for the person's own benefit. If you or your life say, 'I won’t,' then he will ensure it happens. There is a prison, and the one thing we know about that prison is that its doors do not open until complete satisfaction is achieved, the last penny paid.
The main debts whose payment God demands are those which lie at the root of all right, those we owe in mind, and soul, and being. Whatever in us can be or make an adversary, whatever could prevent us from doing the will of God, or from agreeing with our fellow—all must be yielded. Our every relation, both to God and our fellow, must be acknowledged heartily, met as a reality. Smaller debts, if any debt can be small, follow as a matter of course.
The main debts that God requires us to pay are those fundamental to all righteousness, the ones we owe in mind, soul, and existence. Anything in us that could create conflict or stop us from fulfilling God's will, or from getting along with others—must be surrendered. We must fully acknowledge every relationship, both with God and with others, and treat them as real. Any lesser debts, if any debt can even be considered small, naturally follow from this.
If the man acknowledge, and would pay if he could but cannot, the universe will be taxed to help him rather than he should continue unable. If the man accepts the will of God, he is the child of the Father, the whole power and wealth of the Father is for him, and the uttermost farthing will easily be paid. If the man denies the debt, or acknowledging does nothing towards paying it, then—at last—the prison! God in the dark can make a man thirst for the light, who never in the light sought but the dark. The cells of the prison may differ in degree of darkness; but they are all alike in this, that not a door opens but to payment. There is no day but the will of God, and he who is of the night cannot be for ever allowed to roam the day; unfelt, unprized, the light must be taken from him, that he may know what the darkness is. When the darkness is perfect, when he is totally without the light he has spent the light in slaying, then will he know darkness.
If the man acknowledges his debt and would pay if he could but can't, the universe will come together to help him instead of letting him remain unable. If the man accepts God's will, he is a child of the Father, and all the power and wealth of the Father are his, so every last bit will easily be covered. If the man denies the debt, or acknowledges it but does nothing to pay it back, then—eventually—it's prison time! God can make someone who has only sought darkness crave the light, even in the dark. The cells of the prison may vary in their darkness, but they all share one thing: no door opens without payment. There is no day except for God's will, and those who dwell in darkness cannot forever roam in the light; unseen and unvalued, the light must be taken from them so they can understand what darkness truly is. When the darkness is complete, when they are completely without the light they have used to destroy, then they will finally understand darkness.
I think I have seen from afar something of the final prison of all, the innermost cell of the debtor of the universe; I will endeavour to convey what I think it may be.
I believe I have glimpsed from a distance something of the ultimate prison, the deepest cell of the universe's debtor; I will try to express what I think it might be.
It is the vast outside; the ghastly dark beyond the gates of the city of which God is the light—where the evil dogs go ranging, silent as the dark, for there is no sound any more than sight. The time of signs is over. Every sense has its signs, and they were all misused: there is no sense, no sign more—nothing now by means of which to believe. The man wakes from the final struggle of death, in absolute loneliness— such a loneliness as in the most miserable moment of deserted childhood he never knew. Not a hint, not a shadow of anything outside his consciousness reaches him. All is dark, dark and dumb; no motion—not the breath of a wind! never a dream of change! not a scent from far-off field! nothing to suggest being or thing besides the man himself, no sign of God anywhere. God has so far withdrawn from the man, that he is conscious only of that from which he has withdrawn. In the midst of the live world he cared for nothing but himself; now in the dead world he is in God's prison, his own separated self. He would not believe in God because he never saw God; now he doubts if there be such a thing as the face of a man—doubts if he ever really saw one, ever anything more than dreamed of such a thing:—he never came near enough to human being, to know what human being really was—so may well doubt if human beings ever were, if ever he was one of them.
It is the vast outside; the terrifying dark beyond the city gates where God is the light—where the evil dogs roam, silent as the darkness, because there’s no sound any more than sight. The time for signs is over. Each sense had its signs, and they were all misused: there’s no sense, no sign anymore—nothing left to believe in. The man wakes from the final fight of death, in complete isolation—such isolation like he never experienced even in the most miserable moments of his abandoned childhood. Not a hint, not a shadow of anything outside his consciousness reaches him. Everything is dark, dark and silent; no movement—not even a breath of wind! never a dream of change! not a scent from a distant field! nothing to suggest existence or anything besides the man himself, no sign of God anywhere. God has withdrawn so far from the man that he is only aware of what God has stepped back from. In the living world he cared for nothing but himself; now, in the dead world, he is in God’s prison, his own isolated self. He didn’t believe in God because he never saw God; now he doubts if there is even such a thing as the face of a man—doubts if he ever really saw one, if he ever experienced anything more than imagined such a thing: he never got close enough to a human being to understand what being human truly was—so it makes sense he could doubt if humans ever existed, if he was ever one of them.
Next after doubt comes reasoning on the doubt: 'The only one must be God! I know no one but myself: I must myself be God—none else!' Poor helpless dumb devil!—his own glorious lord god! Yea, he will imagine himself that same resistless force which, without his will, without his knowledge, is the law by which the sun burns, and the stars keep their courses, the strength that drives all the engines of the world. His fancy will give birth to a thousand fancies, which will run riot like the mice in a house but just deserted: he will call it creation, and his. Having no reality to set them beside, nothing to correct them by; the measured order, harmonious relations, and sweet graces of God's world nowhere for him; what he thinks, will be, for lack of what God thinks, the man's realities: what others can he have! Soon, misery will beget on imagination a thousand shapes of woe, which he will not be able to rule, direct, or even distinguish from real presences—a whole world of miserable contradictions and cold-fever-dreams.
Next, after doubt comes reasoning about the doubt: 'The only one must be God! I know no one but myself: I must be God—no one else!' Poor helpless, silent devil!—his own glorious lord god! Yes, he will convince himself that he is that same unstoppable force which, without his will, without his knowledge, is the law by which the sun burns, and the stars follow their paths, the strength that drives all the engines of the world. His imagination will give rise to countless fantasies, which will run wild like mice in a house that's just been abandoned: he will call it creation, and his. With no reality to compare them to, nothing to correct them; the measured order, harmonious relationships, and sweet graces of God's world are absent for him; what he thinks, will be, due to the lack of what God thinks, the man's realities: what other realities could he have! Soon, misery will spawn a thousand shapes of woe from his imagination, which he will not be able to control, direct, or even distinguish from real presences—a whole world of miserable contradictions and feverish nightmares.
But no liveliest human imagination could supply adequate representation of what it would be to be left without a shadow of the presence of God. If God gave it, man could not understand it: he knows neither God nor himself in the way of the understanding. For not he who cares least about God was in this world ever left as God could leave him. I doubt if any man could continue following his wickedness from whom God had withdrawn.
But no lively imagination could fully capture what it would be like to live without any sense of God's presence. If God provided it, a person wouldn't be able to grasp it; they don't know God or themselves in that way. It's not that the person who cares the least about God could ever be abandoned in this world as completely as God could leave them. I doubt any person could keep pursuing their wrongdoing if God had completely withdrawn from them.
The most frightful idea of what could, to his own consciousness, befall a man, is that he should have to lead an existence with which God had nothing to do. The thing could not be; for being that is caused, the causation ceasing, must of necessity cease. It is always in, and never out of God, that we can live and do. But I suppose the man so left that he seems to himself utterly alone, yet, alas! with himself—smallest interchange of thought, feeblest contact of existence, dullest reflection from other being, impossible: in such evil case I believe the man would be glad to come in contact with the worst-loathed insect: it would be a shape of life, something beyond and besides his own huge, void, formless being! I imagine some such feeling in the prayer of the devils for leave to go into the swine. His worst enemy, could he but be aware of him, he would be ready to worship. For the misery would be not merely the absence of all being other than his own self, but the fearful, endless, unavoidable presence of that self. Without the correction, the reflection, the support of other presences, being is not merely unsafe, it is a horror—for anyone but God, who is his own being. For him whose idea is God's, and the image of God, his own being is far too fragmentary and imperfect to be anything like good company. It is the lovely creatures God has made all around us, in them giving us himself, that, until we know him, save us from the frenzy of aloneness—for that aloneness is Self, Self, Self. The man who minds only himself must at last go mad if God did not interfere.
The most terrifying thought for a person is that they would have to live a life disconnected from God. That can't be true; since existence is caused, when the cause stops, existence must stop too. We can only live and act within God, never outside of Him. But I guess a person who finds themselves completely alone—truly alone—would, sadly, be stuck with themselves. With the tiniest exchange of thoughts, the weakest connection to other lives, and the dullest reflection from another being being impossible. In such a terrible situation, I believe that person would gladly engage with even the most despised insect; it would represent a form of life, something beyond their own vast, empty, shapeless existence! I think this feeling might be similar to the devils' prayer to be allowed into the swine. Their worst enemy, if only they were aware of him, would become someone they would be willing to worship. The pain wouldn't just be the absence of anyone other than their own self, but the terrifying, endless, unavoidable presence of that self. Without the correction, the reflection, and the support from other beings, existence isn't just unsafe; it's a nightmare—for anyone except God, who is his own existence. For those whose concept is God’s, and whose image reflects God, their own existence is far too fragmented and imperfect to provide good company. It is the beautiful beings God has created around us, revealing Himself through them, that, until we truly know Him, save us from the madness of isolation—because that isolation is just Self, Self, Self. A person who only cares about themselves will eventually go insane if God doesn’t step in.
Can there be any way out of the misery? Will the soul that could not believe in God, with all his lovely world around testifying of him, believe when shut in the prison of its own lonely, weary all-and-nothing? It would for a time try to believe that it was indeed nothing, a mere glow of the setting sun on a cloud of dust, a paltry dream that dreamed itself—then, ah, if only the dream might dream that it was no more! that would be the one thing to hope for. Self-loathing, and that for no sin, from no repentance, from no vision of better, would begin and grow and grow; and to what it might not come no soul can tell—of essential, original misery, uncompromising self disgust! Only, then, if a being be capable of self-disgust, is there not some room for hope—as much as a pinch of earth in the cleft of a rock might yield for the growth of a pine? Nay, there must be hope while there is existence; for where there is existence there must be God; and God is for ever good, nor can be other than good. But alas, the distance from the light! Such a soul is at the farthest verge of life's negation!—no, not the farthest! a man is nearer heaven when in deepest hell than just ere he begins to reap the reward of his doings—for he is in a condition to receive the smallest show of the life that is, as a boon unspeakable. All his years in the world he received the endless gifts of sun and air, earth and sea and human face divine, as things that came to him because that was their way, and there was no one to prevent them; now the poorest thinning of the darkness he would hail as men of old the glow of a descending angel; it would be as a messenger from God. Not that he would think of God! it takes long to think of God; but hope, not yet seeming hope, would begin to dawn in his bosom, and the thinner darkness would be as a cave of light, a refuge from the horrid self of which he used to be so proud.
Can there be any way out of the misery? Will the soul that couldn't believe in God, with all the beauty of the world around witnessing to Him, believe when trapped in the prison of its own lonely, weary nothingness? It might for a time try to convince itself that it was truly nothing, just a fleeting glow of the setting sun on a cloud of dust, a worthless dream that dreamed itself—then, oh, if only the dream could believe that it was no more! That would be the one thing to hope for. Self-loathing, and that for no sin, from no repentance, from no vision of a better self, would begin and grow and grow; and where it might lead, no soul can tell—of essential, original misery, uncompromising self-disgust! Only, then, if a being is capable of self-disgust, isn't there some room for hope—as much as a bit of soil in the crevice of a rock might allow for the growth of a pine? No, there must be hope while there is existence; for where there is existence, there must be God; and God is forever good, and cannot be anything but good. But alas, the distance from the light! Such a soul is at the furthest edge of life's denial!—no, not the furthest! A person is closer to heaven when in the deepest hell than just before they begin to reap the consequences of their actions—for they are in a state to receive even the slightest glimpse of the life that is, as an unspeakable gift. For all his years in the world, he received the endless gifts of sun and air, earth and sea, and the divine human face, as if they were merely things that came to him because that was their way, and no one was there to stop them; now, the faintest glimmer of the darkness he would welcome like the ancients welcomed the light of a descending angel; it would be like a message from God. Not that he would think of God! It takes time to think of God; but hope, though it may not seem like hope yet, would start to emerge in his heart, and the thinning darkness would feel like a cave of light, a refuge from the horrid self he once took so much pride in.
A man may well imagine it impossible ever to think so unpleasantly of himself! But he has only to let things go, and he will make it the real, right, natural way to think of himself. True, all I have been saying is imaginary; but our imagination is made to mirror truth; all the things that appear in it are more or less after the model of things that are; I suspect it is the region whence issues prophecy; and when we are true it will mirror nothing but truth. I deal here with the same light and darkness the Lord dealt with, the same St. Paul and St. John and St. Peter and St. Jude dealt with. Ask yourself whether the faintest dawn of even physical light would not be welcome to such a soul as some refuge from the dark of the justly hated self.
A man might find it hard to believe he could ever think so poorly of himself! But if he just lets things be, he'll come to see it as the genuine, natural way to view himself. True, everything I've said is imaginary; but our imagination is designed to reflect the truth; all the images it conjures are based on reality in one way or another. I think this is where prophecy comes from; and when we are honest, it will reflect nothing but truth. I'm talking about the same light and darkness the Lord talked about, the same experiences that St. Paul, St. John, St. Peter, and St. Jude faced. Ask yourself if even the faintest hint of physical light wouldn't be welcomed by a soul like that as a refuge from the darkness of a self that is rightly despised.
And the light would grow and grow across the awful gulf between the soul and its haven—its repentance—for repentance is the first pressure of the bosom of God; and in the twilight, struggling and faint, the man would feel, faint as the twilight, another thought beside his, another thinking Something nigh his dreary self—perhaps the man he had most wronged, most hated, most despised—and would be glad that some one, whoever, was near him: the man he had most injured, and was most ashamed to meet, would be a refuge from himself—oh, how welcome!
And the light would grow and grow across the terrible gap between the soul and its refuge—its repentance—because repentance is the first embrace of the heart of God; and in the twilight, struggling and weak, the man would sense, as faint as the dusk, another thought alongside his, another mind thinking something close to his gloomy self—maybe the person he had hurt the most, hated the most, despised the most—and would feel relieved that someone, anyone, was near him: the person he had wronged the most, and felt the most ashamed to face, would be a refuge from himself—oh, how welcome!
So might I imagine a thousand steps up from the darkness, each a little less dark, a little nearer the light—but, ah, the weary way! He cannot come out until he have paid the uttermost farthing! Repentance once begun, however, may grow more and more rapid! If God once get a willing hold, if with but one finger he touch the man's self, swift as possibility will he draw him from the darkness into the light. For that for which the forlorn, self-ruined wretch was made, was to be a child of God, a partaker of the divine nature, an heir of God and joint heir with Christ. Out of the abyss into which he cast himself, refusing to be the heir of God, he must rise and be raised. To the heart of God, the one and only goal of the human race—the refuge and home of all and each, he must set out and go, or the last glimmer of humanity will die from him. Whoever will live must cease to be a slave and become a child of God. There is no half-way house of rest, where ungodliness may be dallied with, nor prove quite fatal. Be they few or many cast into such prison as I have endeavoured to imagine, there can be no deliverance for human soul, whether in that prison or out of it, but in paying the last farthing, in becoming lowly, penitent, self-refusing—so receiving the sonship, and learning to cry, Father!
So I can picture a thousand steps up from the darkness, each one a bit less dark and a bit closer to the light—but, oh, what a tiring journey! He can't get out until he has paid every last penny! However, once repentance starts, it can happen more and more quickly! If God gets a willing grip, if He touches the person's soul with just a fingertip, He will swiftly pull him from darkness into light. The very reason that the lost, self-destructive soul was created was to be a child of God, to share in the divine nature, to be an heir of God and a co-heir with Christ. From the pit he's thrown himself into by rejecting his status as an heir of God, he must rise and be lifted. To the heart of God, the ultimate destination of humanity—where everyone can find refuge and belonging—he must start his journey, or the last spark of humanity will fade away. Anyone who wants to live must stop being a slave and become a child of God. There's no halfway point where one can linger in ungodliness without it being completely disastrous. Whether few or many thrown into such a prison as I've tried to imagine, there can be no salvation for the human soul, whether inside or outside that prison, unless they pay the final penny, become humble, repentant, and self-denying—thus receiving their sonship and learning to cry, Father!
ABBA, FATHER!
'—the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.'-ROMANS viii. 15.
—the spirit of adoption, by which we call out, Dad, Father.'-ROMANS viii. 15.
The hardest, gladdest thing in the world is, to cry Father! from a full heart. I would help whom I may to call thus upon the Father.
The hardest and happiest thing in the world is to cry Father! from a full heart. I would help anyone I can to call upon the Father this way.
There are things in all forms of the systematic teaching of Christianity to check this outgoing of the heart—with some to render it simply impossible. The more delicate the affections, the less easy to satisfy, the readier are they to be damped and discouraged, yea quite blown aside; even the suspicion of a cold reception is enough to paralyze them. Such a cold wind blowing at the very gate of heaven— thank God, outside the gate!—is the so-called doctrine of Adoption. When a heart hears—and believes, or half believes—that it is not the child of God by origin, from the first of its being, but may possibly be adopted into his family, its love sinks at once in a cold faint: where is its own father, and who is this that would adopt it? To myself, in the morning of childhood, the evil doctrine was a mist through which the light came struggling, a cloud-phantom of repellent mien—requiring maturer thought and truer knowledge to dissipate it. But it requires neither much knowledge nor much insight to stand up against its hideousness; it needs but love that will not be denied, and courage to question the phantom.
There are aspects of the systematic teaching of Christianity that can inhibit this openness of the heart—sometimes making it completely impossible. The more sensitive the feelings, the harder they are to satisfy, and the more susceptible they are to being dampened and discouraged, even easily dismissed; just the thought of a cold reception can paralyze them. Such a cold wind blowing at the very gate of heaven—thank God, outside the gate!—is the so-called doctrine of Adoption. When a heart hears—and believes, or half believes—that it isn't a child of God by birth, but might possibly be adopted into His family, its love immediately drops into a cold faint: where is its real father, and who is this that would adopt it? To me, in the early days of my childhood, this misguided teaching was like a mist through which the light struggled to shine, a cloud-phantom with a repulsive appearance—requiring deeper thought and true understanding to clear it away. But it doesn't take much knowledge or insight to confront its ugliness; it only requires a love that won’t be denied and the courage to question the phantom.
A devout and honest scepticism on God's side, not to be put down by anything called authority, is absolutely necessary to him who would know the liberty wherewith Christ maketh free. Whatever any company of good men thinks or believes, is to be approached with respect; but nothing claimed or taught, be the claimers or the teachers who they may, must come between the soul and the spirit of the father, who is himself the teacher of his children. Nay, to accept authority may be to refuse the very thing the 'authority' would teach; it may remain altogether misunderstood just for lack of that natural process of doubt and inquiry, which we were intended to go through by him who would have us understand.
A sincere and honest skepticism about God, one that isn’t swayed by any so-called authority, is essential for anyone who wants to experience the freedom that Christ gives. Whatever a group of good people thinks or believes should be approached with respect, but nothing claimed or taught—regardless of who claims it or teaches it—should come between the soul and the spirit of the Father, who is the true teacher of His children. In fact, accepting authority might mean refusing the very thing that the "authority" claims to teach; it could remain completely misunderstood simply because of a lack of the natural process of doubt and questioning that we were meant to go through by Him who wants us to understand.
As no scripture is of private interpretation, so is there no feeling in human heart which exists in that heart alone, which is not, in some form or degree, in every heart; and thence I conclude that many must have groaned like myself under the supposed authority of this doctrine. The refusal to look up to God as our Father is the one central wrong in the whole human affair; the inability, the one central misery: whatever serves to clear any difficulty from the way of the recognition of the Father, will more or less undermine every difficulty in life.
As no scripture is meant to be interpreted privately, there is no emotion in a human heart that exists only in that heart; instead, every heart feels it in some way. Because of this, I conclude that many must have suffered like I have under the supposed authority of this belief. Not seeing God as our Father is the main issue in the entire human experience; the inability to do so is the main source of suffering. Anything that helps remove obstacles to recognizing the Father will also lessen every difficulty in life.
'Is God then not my Father,' cries the heart of the child, 'that I need to be adopted by him? Adoption! that can never satisfy me. Who is my father? Am I not his to begin with? Is God not my very own Father? Is he my Father only in a sort or fashion—by a legal contrivance? Truly, much love may lie in adoption, but if I accept it from any one, I allow myself the child of another! The adoption of God would indeed be a blessed thing if another than he had given me being! but if he gave me being, then it means no reception, but a repudiation.—"O Father, am I not your child?"'
'Is God not my Father?' cries the heart of the child. 'Do I really need to be adopted by Him? Adoption! That will never satisfy me. Who is my father? Wasn’t I His from the very start? Is God only my Father in some sort of way—just a legal arrangement? Sure, there’s a lot of love in adoption, but if I accept it from anyone else, I’m saying I belong to someone else! God’s adoption would be a wonderful thing if someone other than Him had given me life! But if He gave me life, then it’s not about being accepted but being rejected. —"Oh Father, am I not your child?"'
'No; but he will adopt you. He will not acknowledge you his child, but he will call you his child, and be a father to you.'
'No; but he will take you in. He won’t officially recognize you as his child, but he will refer to you as his child and will act like a father to you.'
'Alas!' cries the child, 'if he be not my father, he cannot become my father. A father is a father from the beginning. A primary relation cannot be superinduced. The consequence might be small where earthly fatherhood was concerned, but the very origin of my being—alas, if he be only a maker and not a father! Then am I only a machine, and not a child—not a man! It is false to say I was created in his image!
'Alas!' cries the child, 'if he isn't my father, he can't become my father. A father is a father from the start. A fundamental relationship can't be added later. It might not matter much when it comes to earthly fatherhood, but the very root of my existence—alas, if he’s just a creator and not a father! Then I am just a machine, not a child— not a person! It’s a lie to say I was made in his image!'
'It avails nothing to answer that we lost our birthright by the fall. I do not care to argue that I did not fall when Adam fell; for I have fallen many a time, and there is a shadow on my soul which I or another may call a curse; I cannot get rid of a something that always intrudes between my heart and the blue of every sky. But it avails nothing, either for my heart or their argument, to say I have fallen and been cast out: can any repudiation, even that of God, undo the facts of an existent origin? Nor is it merely that he made me: by whose power do I go on living? When he cast me out, as you say, did I then begin to draw my being from myself—or from the devil? In whom do I live and move and have my being? It cannot be that I am not the creature of God.'
'It doesn't help to say that we lost our birthright because of the fall. I’m not interested in arguing that I didn’t fall when Adam fell, because I've stumbled many times, and there’s a shadow on my soul that I or someone else might call a curse; I can’t shake off that feeling that always gets in the way between my heart and the blue of every sky. But it doesn’t help, for my heart or their argument, to say I’ve fallen and been cast out: can any rejection, even that of God, change the truth of an existing origin? It’s not just that he created me: by whose power do I keep living? When he cast me out, as you say, did I then start drawing my existence from myself—or from the devil? In whom do I live and move and have my being? It can’t be that I’m not a creation of God.'
'But creation is not fatherhood.'
'But creating is not parenting.'
'Creation in the image of God, is. And if I am not in the image of God, how can the word of God be of any meaning to me? "He called them gods to whom the word of God came," says the Master himself. To be fit to receive his word implies being of his kind. No matter how his image may have been defaced in me: the thing defaced is his image, remains his defaced image—an image yet that can hear his word. What makes me evil and miserable is, that the thing spoiled in me is the image of the Perfect. Nothing can be evil but in virtue of a good hypostasis. No, no! nothing can make it that I am not the child of God. If one say, "Look at the animals: God made them: you do not call them the children of God!" I answer: "But I am to blame; they are not to blame! I cling fast to my blame: it is the seal of my childhood." I have nothing to argue from in the animals, for I do not understand them. Two things only I am sure of: that God is to them "a faithful creator;" and that the sooner I put in force my claim to be a child of God, the better for them; for they too are fallen, though without blame.'
'Creation is made in the image of God. If I am not in God’s image, how can His word have any meaning for me? "He called them gods to whom the word of God came," says the Master Himself. To be worthy of receiving His word means being of His kind. No matter how His image might have been tarnished in me, that which is tarnished remains His image—an image that can still hear His word. What makes me evil and miserable is that the flawed part of me is the image of the Perfect. Nothing can be considered evil unless it has a basis in good. No, nothing can change the fact that I am a child of God. If someone says, "Look at the animals: God made them; you don't call them the children of God!" I respond, "But I am at fault; they are not! I fully accept my fault; it is the mark of my childhood." I can't draw any conclusions from animals, as I do not understand them. There are only two things I am sure of: that God is to them "a faithful creator;" and that the sooner I assert my status as a child of God, the better it will be for them, for they too have fallen, though without blame.'
'But you are evil: how can you be a child of the Good?'
'But you are evil: how can you be a child of the Good?'
'Just as many an evil son is the child of a good parent.'
'Just like many bad kids come from good parents.'
'But in him you call a good parent, there yet lay evil, and that accounts for the child being evil.'
'But in him, whom you call a good parent, there still lies evil, and that explains why the child is evil.'
'I cannot explain. God let me be born through evil channels. But in whatever manner I may have become an unworthy child, I cannot thereby have ceased to be a child of God—his child in the way that a child must ever be the child of the man of whom he comes. Is it not proof— this complaint of my heart at the word Adoption? Is it not the spirit of the child, crying out, "Abba, Father"?'
'I can’t explain it. God allowed me to be born through bad circumstances. But no matter how I might have become an unworthy child, I can’t stop being a child of God—his child just like every child is of the man who fathered them. Isn’t this a sign—this ache in my heart at the word Adoption? Isn’t it the spirit of a child, crying out, "Abba, Father"?'
'Yes; but that is the spirit of adoption; the text says so.'
'Yes; but that's the essence of adoption; the text says so.'
'Away with your adoption! I could not even be adopted if I were not such as the adoption could reach—that is, of the nature of God. Much as he may love him, can a man adopt a dog? I must be of a nature for the word of God to come to—yea, so far, of the divine nature, of the image of God! Heartily do I grant that, had I been left to myself, had God dropped me, held no communication with me, I could never have thus cried, never have cared when they told me I was not a child of God. But he has never repudiated me, and does not now desire to adopt me. Pray, why should it grieve me to be told I am not a child of God, if I be not a child of God? If you say—Because you have learned to love him, I answer—Adoption would satisfy the love of one who was not but would be a child; for me, I cannot do without a father, nor can any adoption give me one.'
'Away with your adoption! I couldn't even be adopted if I weren't of the kind that could be adopted—that is, of the nature of God. No matter how much someone might love him, can a man adopt a dog? I must be of a nature for the word of God to reach—yes, so much so that I share in the divine nature, the image of God! I wholeheartedly admit that, if I had been left to myself, if God had abandoned me and stopped communicating with me, I could never have cried out like this or cared when they told me I wasn't a child of God. But He has never rejected me and doesn't want to adopt me now. Tell me, why should it upset me to be told I’m not a child of God if I’m really not? If you say—Because you have learned to love Him, I reply—Adoption would only satisfy the love of someone who isn’t a child but wishes to be; as for me, I can’t do without a father, and no adoption can give me one.'
'But what is the good of all you say, if the child is such that the father cannot take him to his heart?'
'But what's the point of everything you say if the child is someone the father can't accept?'
'Ah, indeed, I grant you, nothing!—so long as the child does not desire to be taken to the father's heart; but the moment he does, then it is everything to the child's heart that he should be indeed the child of him after whom his soul is thirsting. However bad I may be, I am the child of God, and therein lies my blame. Ah, I would not lose my blame! in my blame lies my hope. It is the pledge of what I am, and what I am not; the pledge of what I am meant to be, what I shall one day be, the child of God in spirit and in truth.'
'Ah, yes, I agree, nothing!—as long as the child doesn’t want to be embraced by the father; but the moment he does, it becomes everything to the child's heart that he should truly be the child of the one his soul longs for. No matter how flawed I may be, I am a child of God, and therein lies my guilt. Ah, I wouldn’t trade my guilt! In my guilt lies my hope. It is the promise of who I am, and who I am not; the promise of who I am meant to be, who I will one day be, the child of God in spirit and in truth.'
'Then you dare to say the apostle is wrong in what he so plainly teaches?'
'Then you have the audacity to say that the apostle is wrong in what he clearly teaches?'
'By no means; what I do say is, that our English presentation of his teaching is in this point very misleading. It is not for me to judge the learned and good men who have revised the translation of the New Testament—with so much gain to every one whose love of truth is greater than his loving prejudice for accustomed form;—I can only say, I wonder what may have been their reasons for retaining this word adoption. In the New Testament the word is used only by the apostle Paul. Liddell and Scott give the meaning—"Adoption as a son," which is a mere submission to popular theology: they give no reference except to the New Testament. The relation of the word [Greek: niothesia] to the form [Greek: thetos], which means "taken," or rather, "placed as one's child," is, I presume, the sole ground for the so translating of it: usage plentiful and invariable could not justify that translation here, in the face of what St. Paul elsewhere shows he means by the word. The Greek word might be variously meant—though I can find no use of it earlier than St. Paul; the English can mean but one thing, and that is not what St. Paul means. "The spirit of adoption" Luther translates "the spirit of a child;" adoption he translates kindschaft, or childship'
'Not at all; what I’m saying is that our English interpretation of his teachings is very misleading in this respect. It’s not for me to judge the educated and good people who have revised the translation of the New Testament — with so much benefit to anyone whose passion for truth outweighs their attachment to familiar terms; — I can only express my curiosity about their reasons for keeping the word adoption. In the New Testament, the apostle Paul is the only one who uses the word. Liddell and Scott define it as “Adoption as a son,” which is just a nod to popular theology: they provide no references apart from the New Testament. The connection between the word [Greek: niothesia] and the root [Greek: thetos], which means “taken,” or more accurately, “placed as one’s child,” is, I suppose, the only reason for translating it that way: common and consistent usage cannot justify that translation here, especially considering what St. Paul clearly indicates he means by the term. The Greek word could have various meanings — though I can’t find any use of it before St. Paul; the English can only mean one thing, and that is not what St. Paul intends. Luther translates “the spirit of adoption” as “the spirit of a child;” he translates adoption as kindschaft, or childship.'
Of two things I am sure—first, that by niothesia St. Paul did not intend adoption; and second, that if the Revisers had gone through what I have gone through because of the word, if they had felt it come between God and their hearts as I have felt it, they could not have allowed it to remain in their version.
Of two things I’m sure—first, that by niothesia St. Paul did not mean adoption; and second, that if the Revisers had experienced what I have because of this word, if they had felt it create a barrier between God and their hearts as I have, they wouldn’t have let it stay in their version.
Once more I say, the word used by St Paul does not imply that God adopts children that are not his own, but rather that a second time he fathers his own; that a second time they are born—this time from above; that he will make himself tenfold, yea, infinitely their father: he will have them back into the very bosom whence they issued, issued that they might learn they could live nowhere else; he will have them one with himself. It was for the sake of this that, in his Son, he died for them.
Once again, I say, the word used by St. Paul doesn’t suggest that God takes in kids who aren’t his own, but rather that He becomes a father to His own children a second time; that they are born again—this time from above; that He will make Himself tenfold, yes, infinitely their father: He wants them back in the very embrace from which they came, came so they could learn they couldn’t live anywhere else; he desires for them to be one with Himself. It was for this reason that, through His Son, He died for them.
Let us look at the passage where he reveals his use of the word. It is in another of his epistles—that to the Galatians: iv. I-7.
Let’s take a look at the part where he shares how he uses the word. It’s in another one of his letters—specifically, the one to the Galatians: iv. I-7.
'But I say that so long as the heir is a child, he differeth nothing from a bondservant, though he is lord of all; but is under guardians and stewards until the term appointed of the father. So we also, when we were children, were held in bondage under the rudiments of the world: but when the fulness of the time came, God sent forth his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, that he might redeem them which were under the law, that we might receive the adoption of sons. And because ye are sons, God sent forth the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, Abba, Father. So that thou art no longer a bondservant, but a son; and if a son, then an heir through God.'
'But I say that as long as the heir is a child, he is no different from a servant, even though he is the master of everything; he is under guardians and managers until the time set by the father. So we also, when we were children, were held in bondage under the basic principles of the world. But when the right time came, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, to redeem those under the law, so that we might receive the adoption as children. And because you are children, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, "Abba, Father." So you are no longer a servant, but a child; and if a child, then an heir of God.'
How could the Revisers choose this last reading, 'an heir through God,' and keep the word adoption? From the passage it is as plain as St. Paul could make it, that, by the word translated adoption, he means the raising of a father's own child from the condition of tutelage and subjection to others, a state which, he says, is no better than that of a slave, to the position and rights of a son. None but a child could become a son; the idea is—a spiritual coming of age; only when the child is a man is he really and fully a son. The thing holds in the earthly relation. How many children of good parents—good children in the main too—never know those parents, never feel towards them as children might, until, grown up, they have left the house—until, perhaps, they are parents themselves, or are parted from them by death! To be a child is not necessarily to be a son or daughter. The childship is the lower condition of the upward process towards the sonship, the soil out of which the true sonship shall grow, the former without which the latter were impossible. God can no more than an earthly parent be content to have only children: he must have sons and daughters— children of his soul, of his spirit, of his love—not merely in the sense that he loves them, or even that they love him, but in the sense that they love like him, love as he loves. For this he does not adopt them; he dies to give them himself, thereby to raise his own to his heart; he gives them a birth from above; they are born again out of himself and into himself—for he is the one and the all. His children are not his real, true sons and daughters until they think like him, feel with him, judge as he judges, are at home with him, and without fear before him because he and they mean the same thing, love the same things, seek the same ends. For this are we created; it is the one end of our being, and includes all other ends whatever. It can come only of unbelief and not faith, to make men believe that God has cast them off, repudiated them, said they are not, yea never were, his children—and he all the time spending himself to make us the children he designed, foreordained—children who would take him for their Father! He is our father all the time, for he is true; but until we respond with the truth of children, he cannot let all the father out to us; there is no place for the dove of his tenderness to alight. He is our father, but we are not his children. Because we are his children, we must become his sons and daughters. Nothing will satisfy him, or do for us, but that we be one with our father! What else could serve! How else should life ever be a good! Because we are the sons of God, we must become the sons of God.
How could the Revisers choose this last reading, 'an heir through God,' and keep the word adoption? From the passage, it's as clear as St. Paul could make it that, by the word translated adoption, he means raising a father's own child from a state of being under others' care, which he says is no better than that of a slave, to the position and rights of a son. Only a child can become a son; the idea is—a spiritual coming of age; only when the child is a man is he really and fully a son. This applies in earthly relationships too. How many children of good parents—generally good kids—never truly know their parents or feel like children towards them until they've grown up and left the house—until, perhaps, they become parents themselves or are separated by death! Being a child doesn’t necessarily mean being a son or daughter. Childhood is the starting point in the journey toward sonship, the foundation from which true sonship can grow; the former is essential for the latter to be possible. God, just like any earthly parent, doesn’t just want children; he wants sons and daughters—children of his soul, his spirit, his love—not just in the sense that he loves them or even that they love him, but in that they love like him, love as he loves. For this, he doesn’t merely adopt them; he sacrifices to give them himself, thereby bringing them to his heart; he gives them a birth from above; they are born again out of himself and into himself—for he is the one and all. His children aren’t truly his sons and daughters until they think like him, feel with him, judge as he judges, are at home with him, and are free from fear before him because he and they want the same things, love the same things, pursue the same goals. This is why we are created; it’s the ultimate purpose of our existence, and it encompasses all other purposes. It only comes from disbelief, not faith, to make people think that God has rejected them, denied them, said they are not—and never were—his children—while he’s constantly giving himself to make us the children he intended, foreordained—children who would accept him as their Father! He is our father all along because he is true; but until we respond with the truth of children, he can’t fully express his fatherhood to us; there’s no place for the dove of his tenderness to settle. He is our father, but we are not his children. Because we are his children, we must become his sons and daughters. Nothing will satisfy him or work for us but that we be one with our father! What else could serve! How else could life ever be good? Because we are the sons of God, we must become the sons of God.
There may be among my readers—alas for such!—to whom the word Father brings no cheer, no dawn, in whose heart it rouses no tremble of even a vanished emotion. It is hardly likely to be their fault. For though as children we seldom love up to the mark of reason; though we often offend; and although the conduct of some children is inexplicable to the parent who loves them; yet, if the parent has been but ordinarily kind, even the son who has grown up a worthless man, will now and then feel, in his better moments, some dim reflex of childship, some faintly pleasant, some slightly sorrowful remembrance of the father around whose neck his arms had sometimes clung. In my own childhood and boyhood my father was the refuge from all the ills of life, even sharp pain itself. Therefore I say to son or daughter who has no pleasure in the name Father, 'You must interpret the word by all that you have missed in life. Every time a man might have been to you a refuge from the wind, a covert from the tempest, the shadow of a great rock in a weary land, that was a time when a father might have been a father indeed. Happy you are yet, if you have found man or woman such a refuge; so far have you known a shadow of the perfect, seen the back of the only man, the perfect Son of the perfect Father. All that human tenderness can give or desire in the nearness and readiness of love, all and infinitely more must be true of the perfect Father—of the maker of fatherhood, the Father of all the fathers of the earth, specially the Father of those who have specially shown a father-heart.'
There might be some readers—unfortunately for them!—for whom the word Father brings no joy, no hope, and doesn't stir even a hint of a past feeling. It's probably not their fault. As kids, we often don’t love as we should; we mess up a lot; and sometimes a child's behavior can be baffling to a loving parent. However, if a parent has been at least reasonably kind, even a son who has grown up to be a failure will, in his better moments, occasionally feel a vague connection to his childhood, a faint but pleasant, slightly sad memory of the father he once hugged. In my own childhood and adolescence, my father was my safe haven from all of life's troubles, even the toughest pains. So I say to any son or daughter who doesn't find joy in the name Father, 'You need to understand the term in light of everything you’ve missed in life. Every time a man could have been your shelter from a storm, a shield from harsh winds, a comforting presence in a tough world, that's when a father could have truly been a father. You are fortunate if you've found someone—man or woman—who has been such a refuge for you; you've experienced at least a glimpse of the ideal, seen the trace of the only perfect man, the perfect Son of the perfect Father. Everything that human kindness can offer—or wish for in love's closeness and availability—along with so much more, must be true of the perfect Father—the creator of fatherhood, the Father of all fathers on earth, especially those who have genuinely shown a father’s love.'
This Father would make to himself sons and daughters indeed—that is, such sons and daughters as shall be his sons and daughters not merely by having come from his heart, but by having returned thither—children in virtue of being such as whence they came, such as choose to be what he is. He will have them share in his being and nature—strong wherein he cares for strength; tender and gracious as he is tender and gracious; angry where and as he is angry. Even in the small matter of power, he will have them able to do whatever his Son Jesus could on the earth, whose was the life of the perfect man, whose works were those of perfected humanity. Everything must at length be subject to man, as it was to The Man. When God can do what he will with a man, the man may do what he will with the world; he may walk on the sea like his Lord; the deadliest thing will not be able to hurt him:—'He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater than these shall he do.'
This Father wishes to create sons and daughters who will truly be His—with the kind of relationship that goes beyond just coming from His heart to returning to it. These children are defined by their connection to Him, choosing to embody what He is. He wants them to share in His essence and nature—strong in the ways He values strength; gentle and kind as He is gentle and kind; and angry only when and how He is angry. Even in terms of power, He desires for them to be capable of doing everything His Son Jesus did on earth, who lived as the perfect man and whose actions were those of perfected humanity. Ultimately, all things must be subject to humanity, just as they were to The Man. When God can fully engage with a person, that person can engage with the world; they may walk on water like their Lord; nothing harmful can touch them:—'He that believes in me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater than these shall he do.'
God, whose pleasure brought
Man into being, stands away
As it were, an handbreath off, to give
Boom for the newly-made to live.
God, whose joy created
Man, seems to stand
Just a hand's breadth away, to allow
Room for the newly made to live.
He has made us, but we have to be. All things were made through the Word, but that which was made in the Word was life, and that life is the light of men: they who live by this light, that is, live as Jesus lived—by obedience, namely, to the Father, have a share in their own making; the light becomes life in them; they are, in their lower way, alive with the life that was first born in Jesus, and through him has been born in them—by obedience they become one with the godhead: 'As many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God.' He does not make them the sons of God, but he gives them power to become the sons of God: in choosing and obeying the truth, man becomes the true son of the Father of lights.
He created us, but we have to exist. Everything was made through the Word, but what was made in the Word was life, and that life is the light of people: those who live by this light, meaning those who live like Jesus did—by being obedient to the Father—have a part in their own creation; the light turns into life within them; they are, in their own way, alive with the life that was first given in Jesus, and through him has been given to them—through obedience, they unite with the divine: 'As many as received him, to them he gave power to become the sons of God.' He does not make them the sons of God, but he gives them the power to become the sons of God: by choosing and following the truth, a person becomes the true son of the Father of lights.
It is enough to read with understanding the passage I have quoted from his epistle to the Galatians, to see that the word adoption does not in the least fit St. Paul's idea, or suit the things he says. While we but obey the law God has laid upon us, without knowing the heart of the Father whence comes the law, we are but slaves—not necessarily ignoble slaves, yet slaves; but when we come to think with him, when the mind of the son is as the mind of the Father, the action of the son the same as that of the Father, then is the son of the Father, then are we the sons of God. And in both passages—this, and that which, from his epistle to the Romans, I have placed at the head of this sermon—we find the same phrase, Abba, Father, showing, if proof were needful, that he uses the word [Greek: uiothesia] the same sense in both: nothing can well be plainer, that needs consideration at all, than what that sense is. Let us glance at the other passages in which he uses the same word: as he alone of the writers of the New Testament does use it, so, for aught I know, he may have made it for himsef. One of them is in the same eighth chapter of the epistle to the Romans; this I will keep to the last. Another is in the following chapter, the fourth verse; in it he speaks of the [Greek: viothesia], literally the son-placing (that is, the placing of sons in the true place of sons), as belonging to the Jews. On this I have but to remark that 'whose is the [Greek: viothesia]' cannot mean either that they had already received it, or that it belonged to the Jews more than to the Gentiles; it can only mean that, as the elder-brother-nation, they had a foremost claim to it, and would naturally first receive it; that, in their best men, they had always been nearest to it. It must be wrought out first in such as had received the preparation necessary; those were the Jews; of the Jews was the Son, bringing the [Greek: viothesia], the sonship, to all. Therefore theirs was the [Greek: viothesia], just as theirs was the gospel. It was to the Jew first, then to the Gentile—though many a Gentile would have it before many a Jew. Those and only those who out of a true heart cry 'Abba, Father,' be they of what paltry little so-called church, other than the body of Christ, they may, or of no otherat all, are the sons and daughters of God.
It’s enough to read and understand the passage I’ve quoted from his letter to the Galatians to see that the word adoption doesn’t really fit St. Paul's idea or what he’s saying. As long as we just follow the law God has given us, without understanding the heart of the Father from which the law comes, we are merely slaves—not necessarily lowly slaves, but still slaves. However, when we start to think with him, when the mind of the son aligns with the mind of the Father, and the son acts as the Father does, then the son is of the Father, and we become the sons of God. In both this passage and the one from his letter to the Romans that I’ve placed at the beginning of this sermon, we find the same phrase, Abba, Father, which shows, if proof is needed, that he uses the word [Greek: uiothesia] in the same way in both contexts: nothing could be clearer, needing no further explanation, than what that meaning is. Let’s take a look at the other places he uses the same word: since he alone among the New Testament writers uses it, he may have created it for himself. One of these is in the same eighth chapter of the letter to the Romans; I’ll save that for last. Another is in the following chapter, verse four; in it, he mentions [Greek: viothesia], literally the son-placing (meaning the assigning of sons to their rightful place), as belonging to the Jews. I just want to note that 'whose is the [Greek: viothesia]' can’t mean that they had already received it or that it belonged to the Jews more than to the Gentiles; it can only mean that, as the elder brother nation, they had a primary claim to it and would naturally receive it first. In the best of them, they were always closest to it. It must first be worked out in those who were prepared for it; these were the Jews; from the Jews came the Son, bringing the [Greek: viothesia], the sonship, to everyone. So theirs was the [Greek: viothesia], just as theirs was the gospel. It was to the Jew first, then to the Gentile—even though many Gentiles would receive it before many Jews. Those, and only those, who truly cry 'Abba, Father', regardless of what small so-called church they may belong to other than the body of Christ, or even if they belong to none at all, are the sons and daughters of God.
St. Paul uses the word also in his epistle to the Ephesians, the first chapter, the fifth verse. 'Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself,' says the authorized version; 'Having foreordained us unto adoption as sons through Jesus Christ unto himself,' says the revised—and I see little to choose between them: neither gives the meaning of St. Paul. If there is anything gained by the addition of the words 'of children' in the one case, and 'as sons' in the other, to translate the word for which 'adoption' alone is made to serve in the other passages, the advantage is only to the minus-side, to that of the wrong interpretation.
St. Paul also uses the term in his letter to the Ephesians, chapter one, verse five. "Having predestined us for adoption as children through Jesus Christ," says the authorized version; "Having foreordained us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ to himself," says the revised version—and I don't see much difference between them: neither truly captures St. Paul's meaning. If there’s any benefit to adding the words "of children" in one case and "as sons" in the other, the translation of the word that "adoption" is meant to convey in other passages suffers, leading to a misinterpretation.
Children we were; true sons we could never be, save through The Son. He brothers us. He takes us to the knees of the Father, beholding whose face we grow sons indeed. Never could we have known the heart of the Father, never felt it possible to love him as sons, but for him who cast himself into the gulf that yawned between us. In and through him we were foreordained to the sonship: sonship, even had we never sinned, never could we reach without him. We should have been little children loving the Father indeed, but children far from the sonhood that understands and adores. 'For as many as are led by the spirit of God, these are sons of God;' 'If any man hath not the spirit of Christ, he is none of his;' yea, if we have not each other's spirits, we do not belong to each other. There is no unity but having the same spirit. There is but one spirit, that of truth.
We were just kids; we could never truly be sons without The Son. He brings us together as brothers. He takes us to the Father's side, and by seeing His face, we become true sons. We could never have understood the Father's heart or felt it was possible to love Him as sons without the one who threw Himself into the gap between us. Through Him, we were destined for sonship: a sonship we could never achieve on our own, even if we had never sinned. We would have been little children who love the Father, but we would have been far from the sonship that understands and adores Him. 'For as many as are led by the spirit of God, these are sons of God;' 'If anyone does not have the spirit of Christ, he does not belong to Him;' and yes, if we do not share each other's spirits, we do not truly belong to each other. There is no unity without having the same spirit. There is only one spirit, that of truth.
It remains to note yet another passage.
It’s worth mentioning one more excerpt.
That never in anything he wrote was it St. Paul's intention to contribute towards a system of theology, it were easy to show: one sign of the fact is, that he does not hesitate to use this word he has perhaps himself made, in different, and apparently opposing, though by no means contradictory senses: his meanings always vivify each other. His ideas are so large that they tax his utterance and make him strain the use of words, but there is no danger to the honest heart, which alone he regards, of misunderstanding them, though 'the ignorant and unsteadfast wrest them' yet. At one time he speaks of the sonship as being the possession of the Israelite, at another as his who has learned to cry Abba, Father; and here, in the passage I have now last to consider, that from the 18th to the 25th verse of this same eighth chapter of his epistle to the Romans, he speaks of the niothesia as yet to come—and as if it had to do, not with our spiritual, but our bodily condition. This use of the word, however, though not the same use as we find anywhere else, is nevertheless entirely consistent with his other uses of it.
That in anything he wrote, St. Paul never intended to create a system of theology is easy to demonstrate: one indication of this is that he readily uses a word he may have coined in different, seemingly opposing, but by no means contradictory ways; his meanings always bring life to each other. His ideas are so expansive that they challenge his expression and force him to stretch the use of words, but there’s no risk of misunderstanding them for the sincere heart, which is the only one he cares about, even though ‘the ignorant and unstable distort them.’ At one point, he refers to sonship as being the rightful claim of the Israelite, and at another, as belonging to those who have learned to say Abba, Father; and here, in the passage I will examine now, from verses 18 to 25 of this same eighth chapter of his letter to the Romans, he speaks of niothesia as something yet to come—and as if it pertains not to our spiritual state, but to our physical condition. This use of the word, while different from any other use we see, is still fully consistent with his other usages.
The 23rd verse says, 'And not only so, but ourselves also, which have the first fruits of the spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for adoption, the redemption of our body.'
The 23rd verse says, 'And not only that, but we ourselves, who have the first fruits of the Spirit, also groan inwardly as we wait for our adoption, the redemption of our bodies.'
It is nowise difficult to discern that the ideas in this and the main use are necessarily associated and more than consistent. The putting of a son in his true, his foreordained place, has outward relations as well as inward reality; the outward depends on the inward, arises from it, and reveals it. When the child whose condition under tutors had passed away, took his position as a son, he would naturally change his dress and modes of life: when God's children cease to be slaves doing right from law and duty, and become his sons doing right from the essential love of God and their neighbour, they too must change the garments of their slavery for the robes of liberty, lay aside the body of this death, and appear in bodies like that of Christ, with whom they inherit of the Father. But many children who have learned to cry Abba, Father, are yet far from the liberty of the sons of God. Sons they are and no longer children, yet they groan as being still in bondage!— Plainly the apostle has no thought of working out an idea; with burning heart he is writing a letter: he gives, nevertheless, lines plentifully sufficient for us to work out his idea, and this is how it takes clear shape:—
It’s not hard to see that the ideas in this and the main purpose are closely linked and consistent. Placing a son in his true, intended role has both outward and inward aspects; the outward reflects the inward, stems from it, and reveals it. When the child whose time under tutors has ended takes on his role as a son, he will naturally change his clothing and lifestyle. Similarly, when God’s children stop being slaves who do good out of obligation and instead become His sons who do good out of genuine love for God and their neighbor, they too must exchange the clothing of their slavery for the robes of freedom, put aside their old selves, and appear in new bodies like that of Christ, with whom they share an inheritance from the Father. But many children who have learned to call out Abba, Father are still far from the freedom of God’s sons. They are indeed sons and no longer children, yet they still struggle as if in bondage!—Clearly, the apostle is not just trying to develop a theory; he is writing from the heart. Still, he provides us with enough material to expand on his idea, and this is how it becomes clear:—
We are the sons of God the moment we lift up our hearts, seeking to be sons—the moment we begin to cry Father. But as the world must be redeemed in a few men to begin with, so the soul is redeemed in a few of its thoughts and wants and ways, to begin with: it takes a long time to finish the new creation of this redemption. Shall it have taken millions of years to bring the world up to the point where a few of its inhabitants shall desire God, and shall the creature of this new birth be perfected in a day? The divine process may indeed now go on with tenfold rapidity, for the new factor of man's fellow-working, for the sake of which the whole previous array of means and forces existed, is now developed; but its end is yet far below the horizon of man's vision:—
We are considered children of God the moment we lift our hearts, wanting to be sons—the moment we start to call out Father. However, just as the world must start its redemption through a few individuals, the soul is also redeemed through a few of its thoughts, desires, and behaviors, to begin with: completing the new creation of this redemption takes time. Has it really taken millions of years to get the world to a point where a few of its people want God, and can the result of this new birth be achieved in a day? The divine process might actually now proceed much faster, thanks to the new factor of humans collaborating, which is why all the previous methods and forces were developed; but its ultimate goal is still far beyond what humanity can currently see:—
The apostle speaks at one time of the thing as to come, at another time as done—when it is but commenced: our ways of thought are such. A man's heart may leap for joy the moment when, amidst the sea-waves, a strong hand has laid hold of the hair of his head; he may cry aloud, 'I am saved;'—and he may be safe, but he is not saved; this is far from a salvation to suffice. So are we sons when we begin to cry Father, but we are far from perfected sons. So long as there is in us the least taint of distrust, the least lingering of hate or fear, we have not received the sonship; we have not such life in us as raised the body of Jesus; we have not attained to the resurrection of the dead—by which word, in his epistle to the Philippians (iii. 2), St. Paul means, I think, the same thing as here he means by the sonship which he puts in apposition with the redemption of the body:—
The apostle sometimes talks about things as if they're already done, and other times as if they're just starting—it's the way we think. A person's heart can soar with joy the moment a strong hand grabs his hair while he’s tossing in the waves; he might shout, 'I’m saved;'—and while he may be safe, he isn't truly saved; that’s far from a complete salvation. We are like sons when we start calling out Father, but we are not yet fully realized sons. As long as there's even a hint of doubt, a touch of hatred or fear in us, we haven't fully embraced our sonship; we don't have the life within us that resurrected Jesus’ body; we haven't achieved the resurrection of the dead—by which, in his letter to the Philippians (iii. 2), St. Paul likely means the same thing he refers to here with the sonship, which he pairs with the redemption of the body:—
Until our outward condition is that of sons royal, sons divine; so long as the garments of our souls, these mortal bodies, are mean—torn and dragged and stained; so long as we groan under sickness and weakness and weariness, old age, forgetfulness, and all heavy things; so long we have not yet received the sonship in full—we are but getting ready one day to creep from our chrysalids, and spread the great heaven-storming wings of the psyches of God. We groan being burdened; we groan, waiting for the sonship—to wit, the redemption of the body—the uplifting of the body to be a fit house and revelation of the indwelling spirit— nay, like that of Christ, a fit temple and revelation of the deeper indwelling God. For we shall always need bodies to manifest and reveal us to each other—bodies, then, that fit the soul with absolute truth of presentment and revelation. Hence the revealing of the sons of God, spoken of in the 19th verse, is the same thing as the redemption of the body; the body is redeemed when it is made fit for the sons of God; then it is a revelation of them—the thing it was meant for, and always, more or less imperfectly, was. Such it shall be, when truth is strong enough in the sons of God to make it such—for it is the soul that makes the body. When we are the sons of God in heart and soul, then shall we be the sons of God in body too: 'we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is.'
Until our outward condition reflects that of royal and divine sons; as long as the garments of our souls, these mortal bodies, are ragged—torn, dragged, and stained; as long as we suffer from illness, weakness, fatigue, old age, forgetfulness, and all burdens; we have not yet fully received our sonship—we are merely preparing to one day emerge from our chrysalises and spread the magnificent, heaven-reaching wings of the divine within us. We groan under our burdens; we groan, waiting for our sonship—specifically, the redemption of the body—the elevation of the body to be a suitable home and revelation of the spirit within us—indeed, like Christ, a true temple and revelation of the deeper indwelling God. For we will always need bodies to show and reveal ourselves to each other—bodies that align with the soul in complete truth of presentation and revelation. Thus, the revealing of the children of God, mentioned in the 19th verse, is the same as the redemption of the body; the body is redeemed when it is made suitable for the children of God; then it reveals them—the purpose it was always meant to fulfill, albeit imperfectly at times. It will be this way when truth is strong enough in the children of God to manifest it—for it is the soul that shapes the body. When we are the children of God in heart and soul, then we will also be the children of God in body: 'we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is.'
I care little to speculate on the kind of this body; two things only I will say, as needful to be believed, concerning it: first, that it will be a body to show the same self as before—but, second, a body to show the being truly—without the defects, that is, and imperfections of the former bodily revelation. Even through their corporeal presence shall we then know our own infinitely better, and find in them endlessly more delight, than before. These things we must believe, or distrust the Father of our spirits. Till this redemption of the body arrives, the [Greek: uiothesia] is not wrought out, is only upon the way. Nor can it come but by our working out the salvation he is working in us.
I’m not too interested in speculating about the nature of this body; I’ll just say two important things about it that need to be believed: first, it will be a body that reflects the same identity as before—but, second, it will be a body that truly represents our being—without the flaws and imperfections of the previous physical form. Even through their physical presence, we will understand ourselves infinitely better and find in them much more joy than before. We must believe these things, or we risk losing faith in the Father of our spirits. Until this redemption of the body happens, the [Greek: uiothesia] isn’t fully realized; it’s still in progress. And it can’t happen without us working out the salvation He is working in us.
This redemption of the body—its deliverance from all that is amiss, awry, unfinished, weak, worn out, all that prevents the revelation of the sons of God, is called by the apostle, not certainly the adoption, but the [Greek: niothesia], the sonship in full manifestation. It is the slave yet left in the sons and daughters of God that has betrayed them into even permitting the word adoption to mislead them!
This redemption of the body—its release from everything that is wrong, out of place, incomplete, weak, exhausted, and everything that stands in the way of revealing the children of God—is referred to by the apostle, not exactly as adoption, but as [Greek: niothesia], the full manifestation of sonship. It is the lingering aspect of slavery within the children of God that has led them to allow the term adoption to mislead them!
To see how the whole utterance hangs together, read from the 18th verse to the 25th, especially noticing the 19th: 'For the earnest expectation of the creation waiteth for the revealing' (the outshining) 'of the sons of God.' When the sons of God show as they are, taking, with the character, the appearance and the place that belong to their sonship; when the sons of God sit with the Son of God on the throne of their Father; then shall they be in potency of fact the lords of the lower creation, the bestowers of liberty and peace upon it; then shall the creation, subjected to vanity for their sakes, find its freedom in their freedom, its gladness in their sonship. The animals will glory to serve them, will joy to come to them for help. Let the heartless scoff, the unjust despise! the heart that cries Abba, Father, cries to the God of the sparrow and the oxen; nor can hope go too far in hoping what that God will do for the creation that now groaneth and travaileth in pain because our higher birth is delayed. Shall not the judge of all the earth do right? Shall my heart be more compassionate than his?
To understand how the entire message fits together, read from verse 18 to verse 25, especially paying attention to verse 19: 'For the eager expectation of creation waits for the revealing' (the outshining) 'of the sons of God.' When the sons of God reveal their true selves, embodying the character, appearance, and position that come with their sonship; when the sons of God sit with the Son of God on the throne of their Father; then they will actually become lords over the lower creation, granting it liberty and peace; then creation, which has been subjected to emptiness for their sake, will find its freedom in their freedom and its joy in their sonship. Animals will take pride in serving them and will be glad to come to them for help. Let the heartless mock and the unjust scorn! The heart that cries Abba, Father also cries out to the God of the sparrow and the oxen; nor can hope ever be too bold in anticipating what that God will do for the creation that now groans and struggles in pain because our higher birth is delayed. Will not the judge of all the earth do what is right? Will my heart be more compassionate than his?
If to any reader my interpretation be unsatisfactory, I pray him not to spend his strength in disputing my faith, but in making sure his own progress on the way to freedom and sonship. Only to the child of God is true judgment possible. Were it otherwise, what would it avail to prove this one or that right or wrong? Right opinion on questions the most momentous will deliver no man. Cure for any ill in me or about me there is none, but to become the son of God I was born to be. Until such I am, until Christ is born in me, until I am revealed a son of God, pain and trouble will endure—and God grant they may! Call this presumption, and I can only widen my assertion: until you yourself are the son of God you were born to be, you will never find life a good thing. If I presume for myself, I presume for you also. But I do not presume. Thus have both Jesus Christ and his love-slave Paul represented God—as a Father perfect in love, grand in self-forgetfulness, supreme in righteousness, devoted to the lives he has uttered. I will not believe less of the Father than I can conceive of glory after the lines he has given me, after the radiation of his glory in the face of his Son. He is the express image of the Father, by which we, his imperfect images, are to read and understand him: imperfect, we have yet perfection enough to spell towards the perfect.
If my interpretation doesn't satisfy any reader, I ask them to focus their energy not on disputing my beliefs but on ensuring their own progress toward freedom and becoming a child of God. True judgment is only possible for the child of God. If that weren't the case, what would it matter to prove this person right or wrong? Having the right opinion on the most important issues won’t save anyone. There’s no cure for any issue in me or around me, except for becoming the son of God I was meant to be. Until I reach that state, until Christ is born in me, until I am revealed as a son of God, pain and trouble will persist—and may they continue! Call this arrogance if you wish, but I can only strengthen my claim: until you become the son of God you were meant to be, you will never find life to be a good thing. If I presume for myself, I presume for you as well. But I do not presume. Both Jesus Christ and his devoted follower Paul have portrayed God as a Father who is perfect in love, selfless, and supreme in righteousness, dedicated to the lives he has brought into existence. I won’t believe any less about the Father than I can envision in terms of glory, based on the examples he has shown me and the radiance of his glory in the face of his Son. He is the exact image of the Father, through whom we, his imperfect images, are meant to understand him: imperfect, yet we have enough perfection to strive toward the perfect.
It comes to this then, after the grand theory of the apostle:—The world exists for our education; it is the nursery of God's children, served by troubled slaves, troubled because the children are themselves slaves—children, but not good children. Beyond its own will or knowledge, the whole creation works for the development of the children of God into the sons of God. When at last the children have arisen and gone to their Father; when they are clothed in the best robe, with a ring on their hands and shoes on their feet, shining out at length in their natural, their predestined sonship; then shall the mountains and the hills break forth before them into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands. Then shall the wolf dwell with the lamb, and the leopard lie down with the kid and the calf, and the young lion and the fatling together, and a little child shall lead them. Then shall the fables of a golden age, which faith invented, and unbelief threw into the past, unfold their essential reality, and the tale of paradise prove itself a truth by becoming a fact. Then shall every ideal show itself a necessity, aspiration although satisfied put forth yet longer wings, and the hunger after righteousness know itself blessed. Then first shall we know what was in the Shepherd's mind when he said, 'I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly.'
It comes down to this then, after the grand theory of the apostle:—The world exists for our education; it is the nursery of God's children, served by troubled slaves, troubled because the children are themselves slaves—children, but not good children. Beyond its own will or knowledge, all of creation works for the development of the children of God into the sons of God. When at last the children have grown up and gone to their Father; when they are dressed in the finest robe, with a ring on their fingers and shoes on their feet, shining in their true, predestined sonship; then the mountains and hills will break into song, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. Then the wolf will live with the lamb, and the leopard will lie down with the goat and the calf, and the young lion and the fat calf together, and a little child will lead them. Then the fables of a golden age, which faith invented, and unbelief pushed into the past, will reveal their essential reality, and the story of paradise will prove itself true by becoming a fact. Then every ideal will show itself as a necessity, aspirations even when satisfied will sprout even longer wings, and the hunger for righteousness will recognize itself as blessed. Only then will we understand what was in the Shepherd's mind when he said, 'I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly.'
LIFE.
'I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly.'—St. John x. 10.
'I came so that they can have life, and have it to the fullest.'—St. John x. 10.
In a word, He came to supply all our lack—from the root outward; for what is it we need but more life? What does the infant need but more life? What does the bosom of his mother give him but life in abundance? What does the old man need, whose limbs are weak and whose pulse is low, but more of the life which seems ebbing from him? Weary with feebleness, he calls upon death, but in reality it is life he wants. It is but the encroaching death in him that desires death. He longs for rest, but death cannot rest; death would be as much an end to rest as to weariness: even weakness cannot rest; it takes strength as well as weariness to rest. How different is the weariness of the strong man after labour unduly prolonged, from the weariness of the sick man who in the morning cries out, 'Would God it were evening!' and in the evening, 'Would God it were morning!' Low-sunk life imagines itself weary of life, but it is death, not life, it is weary of. Never a cry went out after the opposite of life from any soul that knew what life is. Why does the poor, worn, out-worn suicide seek death? Is it not in reality to escape from death?—from the death of homelessness and hunger and cold; the death of failure, disappointment, and distraction; the death of the exhaustion of passion; the death of madness—of a household he cannot rule; the death of crime and fear of discovery? He seeks the darkness because it seems a refuge from the death which possesses him. He is a creature possessed by death; what he calls his life is but a dream full of horrible phantasms.
In short, He came to fulfill all our needs—from the core outward; because what do we really need but more life? What does a baby need but more life? What does a mother's embrace provide but life in abundance? What does the old man need, whose body is frail and whose heartbeat is weak, but more of the life that seems to be fading away? Worn out from weakness, he calls for death, but what he truly desires is life. It’s only the encroaching death within him that craves death. He yearns for rest, but death cannot provide rest; death would end rest just as much as it would end weariness: even weakness cannot rest; it requires both strength and weariness to truly rest. How different is the fatigue of a strong man after overworking himself compared to the fatigue of a sick man who wakes up in the morning lamenting, ‘I wish it were evening!’ and then at night wishes, ‘I wish it were morning!’ A life that has sunk low thinks it’s tired of life, but really, it’s death it’s weary of. No soul that understands what life is has ever cried out for the opposite of life. Why does the worn-out, tired suicide seek death? Isn’t it really to escape from death?—from the death of being homeless and hungry and cold; the death of failure, disappointment, and distraction; the death of passion’s exhaustion; the death of madness—of a household he can’t manage; the death of crime and the fear of being caught? He seeks the darkness because it seems like a refuge from the death that consumes him. He is a being haunted by death; what he refers to as his life is merely a nightmare filled with horrible illusions.
'More life!' is the unconscious prayer of all creation, groaning and travailing for the redemption of its lord, the son who is not yet a son. Is not the dumb cry to be read in the faces of some of the animals, in the look of some of the flowers, and in many an aspect of what we call Nature? All things are possible with God, but all things are not easy. It is easy for him to be, for there he has to do with his own perfect will: it is not easy for him to create—that is, after the grand fashion which alone will satisfy his glorious heart and will, the fashion in which he is now creating us. In the very nature of being—that is, God—it must be hard—and divine history shows how hard—to create that which shall be not himself, yet like himself. The problem is, so far to separate from himself that which must yet on him be ever and always and utterly dependent, that it shall have the existence of an individual, and be able to turn and regard him—choose him, and say, 'I will arise and go to my Father,' and so develop in itself the highest Divine of which it is capable—the will for the good against the evil—the will to be one with the life whence it has come, and in which it still is—the will to close the round of its procession in its return, so working the perfection of reunion—to shape in its own life the ring of eternity—to live immediately, consciously, and active-willingly from its source, from its own very life—to restore to the beginning the end that comes of that beginning—to be the thing the maker thought of when he willed, ere he began to work its being.
'More life!' is the unspoken wish of all creation, yearning and struggling for the redemption of its master, the son who is not yet a son. Isn't the silent cry visible in the faces of some animals, in the expressions of certain flowers, and in many aspects of what we call Nature? All things are possible with God, but not everything is easy. It's easy for him to be, as that involves his own perfect will; however, creating is not easy—at least, not in the grand way that would satisfy his glorious heart and will, the way he is currently creating us. In the very nature of being—that is, God—it must be challenging—and history shows how challenging it is—to create something that is not himself, yet resembles him. The dilemma is to separate from himself something that must always and completely depend on him while still having the individuality to turn and acknowledge him—choose him, and say, 'I will arise and go to my Father,' and thus cultivate within itself the highest Divine potential it can achieve—the will for good against evil—the desire to be unified with the life from which it has originated, and in which it still exists—the intent to complete the cycle of its journey by returning, thereby perfecting reunion—to shape in its own existence the ring of eternity—to live directly, consciously, and with active will from its source, from its very essence—to restore to the beginning the end that results from that beginning—to become the creation the maker envisioned when he desired, before he began to bring it into being.
I imagine the difficulty of doing this thing, of effecting this creation, this separation from himself such that will in the creature shall be possible—I imagine, I say, the difficulty of such creation so great, that for it God must begin inconceivably far back in the infinitesimal regions of beginnings—not to say before anything in the least resembling man, but eternal miles beyond the last farthest-pushed discovery in protoplasm—to set in motion that division from himself which in its grand result should be individuality, consciousness, choice, and conscious choice—choice at last pure, being the choice of the right, the true, the divinely harmonious. Hence the final end of the separation is not individuality; that is but a means to it; the final end is oneness—an impossibility without it. For there can be no unity, no delight of love, no harmony, no good in being, where there is but one. Two at least are needed for oneness; and the greater the number of individuals, the greater, the lovelier, the richer, the diviner is the possible unity.
I think about how hard it is to create something like this, to separate it from itself in a way that allows the creature to possess will—I mean, I really imagine how tough that kind of creation must be, so much so that God has to start unimaginably far back in the tiniest beginnings—not even before anything close to a human, but ages beyond the furthest discoveries in protoplasm—to initiate that separation from Himself that ultimately results in individuality, consciousness, choice, and conscious choice—pure choice, being the choice of what is right, true, and divinely harmonious. So, the ultimate goal of this separation isn’t just individuality; that’s merely a step towards it; the ultimate aim is oneness—something that couldn't exist without it. Because there can be no unity, no joy of love, no harmony, no goodness in existence if there’s only one. At least two are needed for oneness; and the more individuals there are, the greater and more beautiful and richer and more divine the potential unity becomes.
God is life, and the will-source of life. In the outflowing of that life, I know him; and when I am told that he is love, I see that if he were not love he would not, could not create. I know nothing deeper in him than love, nor believe there is in him anything deeper than love— nay, that there can be anything deeper than love. The being of God is love, therefore creation. I imagine that from all eternity he has been creating. As he saw it was not good for man to be alone, so has he never been alone himself;—from all eternity the Father has had the Son, and the never-begun existence of that Son I imagine an easy outgoing of the Father's nature; while to make other beings—beings like us, I imagine the labour of a God, an eternal labour. Speaking after our poor human fashions of thought—the only fashions possible to us—I imagine that God has never been contented to be alone even with the Son of his love, the prime and perfect idea of humanity, but that he has from the first willed and laboured to give existence to other creatures who should be blessed with his blessedness—creatures whom he is now and always has been developing into likeness with that Son—a likeness for long to be distant and small, but a likeness to be for ever growing: perhaps never one of them yet, though unspeakably blessed, has had even an approximate idea of the blessedness in store for him.
God is life and the source of all life. Through the flow of that life, I come to know him; and when I hear that he is love, I realize that if he weren't love, he wouldn't be able to create. I can't find anything deeper in him than love, nor do I believe there's anything deeper than love—actually, I don't think anything can be deeper than love. The essence of God is love, and that is why there is creation. I imagine that he has been creating for all eternity. Just as he saw it wasn’t good for man to be alone, he has never been alone himself; from all eternity, the Father has had the Son, and the everlasting existence of that Son feels like a natural outflow of the Father's nature. I envision that creating other beings—beings like us—is the continuous work of God, an eternal effort. Speaking in our limited human terms—the only way we can think—I imagine that God has never been satisfied to be alone, even with the Son of his love, the perfect idea of humanity. From the very beginning, he has wanted and worked to bring other creatures into existence, creatures who would share in his blessedness—creatures whom he is now and has always been developing to resemble that Son—a resemblance that might take a long time to fully appear and may be small at first, but one that will always grow: perhaps none of them, though profoundly blessed, have ever had even a hint of the limitless blessedness that awaits them.
Let no soul think that to say God undertook a hard labour in willing that many sons and daughters should be sharers of the divine nature, is to abate his glory! The greater the difficulty, the greater is the glory of him who does the thing he has undertaken—without shadow of compromise, with no half-success, but with a triumph of absolute satisfaction to innumerable radiant souls! He knew what it would cost!—not energy of will alone, or merely that utterance and separation from himself which is but the first of creation, though that may well itself be pain—but sore suffering such as we cannot imagine, and could only be God's, in the bringing out, call it birth or development, of the God-life in the individual soul—a suffering still renewed, a labour thwarted ever by that soul itself, compelling him to take, still at the cost of suffering, the not absolutely best, only the best possible means left him by the resistance of his creature. Man finds it hard to get what he wants, because he does not want the best; God finds it hard to give, because he would give the best, and man will not take it. What Jesus did, was what the Father is always doing; the suffering he endured was that of the Father from the foundation of the world, reaching its climax in the person of his Son. God provides the sacrifice; the sacrifice is himself. He is always, and has ever been, sacrificing himself to and for his creatures. It lies in the very essence of his creation of them. The worst heresy, next to that of dividing religion and righteousness, is to divide the Father from the Son—in thought or feeling or action or intent; to represent the Son as doing that which the Father does not himself do. Jesus did nothing but what the Father did and does. If Jesus suffered for men, it was because his Father suffers for men; only he came close to men through his body and their senses, that he might bring their spirits close to his Father and their Father, so giving them life, and losing what could be lost of his own. He is God our Saviour: it is because God is our Saviour that Jesus is our Saviour. The God and Father of Jesus Christ could never possibly be satisfied with less than giving himself to his own! The unbeliever may easily imagine a better God than the common theology of the country offers him; but not the lovingest heart that ever beat can even reflect the length and breadth and depth and height of that love of God which shows itself in his Son—one, and of one mind, with himself. The whole history is a divine agony to give divine life to creatures. The outcome of that agony, the victory of that creative and again creative energy, will be radiant life, whereof joy unspeakable is the flower. Every child will look in the eyes of the Father, and the eyes of the Father will receive the child with an infinite embrace.
Let no one think that saying God engaged in a difficult task by wanting many sons and daughters to share in the divine nature takes away from His glory! The greater the challenge, the greater the glory of the one who accomplishes what he set out to do—without any compromise, with no half-measures, but with the complete triumph of absolute satisfaction for countless radiant souls! He knew what it would cost!—not just the strength of will, or merely the act of speaking and separating Himself, which is just the beginning of creation, although that can indeed be painful—but deep suffering that we cannot imagine, unique to God, in bringing forth, whether you call it birth or development, the God-life within each individual soul—suffering that is continually renewed, labor obstructed by that very soul, forcing Him to settle, still at the cost of suffering, for the best possible means available due to His creature's resistance. Humans struggle to get what they desire because they don’t want the best; God struggles to give because He wants to offer the best, but humanity often refuses it. What Jesus did was what the Father is always doing; the suffering He endured was the same as the Father’s from the very beginning of the world, peaking in the person of His Son. God offers the sacrifice; that sacrifice is Himself. He is always, and has always been, sacrificing Himself for His creations. It's ingrained in the essence of creating them. The worst heresy, next to separating religion from righteousness, is to divide the Father from the Son—in thought, feeling, action, or intent; to portray the Son as doing something the Father doesn’t also do. Jesus did only what the Father did and continues to do. If Jesus suffered for humanity, it’s because His Father suffers for humanity; He simply came close to people through His body and their senses, so that He could bring their spirits closer to His Father and their Father, giving them life while losing what could be lost of His own. He is God our Savior: it’s because God is our Savior that Jesus is our Savior. The God and Father of Jesus Christ could never be satisfied with anything less than giving Himself to His own! Unbelievers may easily imagine a better God than what the common theology of the time suggests; yet no loving heart, no matter how great, can even begin to comprehend the vastness and depth of God's love that is revealed through His Son—one, and of one mind, with Himself. The entire history is a divine struggle to grant divine life to creatures. The result of that struggle, the triumph of that creative energy, will be radiant life, of which unspeakable joy is the result. Every child will look into the eyes of the Father, and the Father's eyes will welcome the child with an infinite embrace.
The life the Lord came to give us is a life exceeding that of the highest undivine man, by far more than the life of that man exceeds the life of the animal the least human. More and more of it is for each who will receive it, and to eternity. The Father has given to the Son to have life in himself; that life is our light. We know life only as light; it is the life in us that makes us see. All the growth of the Christian is the more and more life he is receiving. At first his religion may hardly be distinguishable from the mere prudent desire to save his soul; but at last he loses that very soul in the glory of love, and so saves it; self becomes but the cloud on which the white light of God divides into harmonies unspeakable.
The life that the Lord came to give us is far beyond that of the highest non-divine person, much more than that person surpasses the life of the least human animal. More and more of it is available to everyone who accepts it, all the way into eternity. The Father has given the Son the ability to have life within Himself; that life is our light. We understand life only as light; it is the life within us that allows us to see. The growth of a Christian is simply the increase of life he is receiving. At first, his faith may barely be different from a cautious wish to save his soul; but ultimately, he loses that very soul in the glory of love, and thus saves it; self becomes merely the barrier through which the pure light of God refracts into indescribable harmonies.
'In the midst of life we are in death,' said one; it is more true that in the midst of death we are in life. Life is the only reality; what men call death is but a shadow—a word for that which cannot be—a negation, owing the very idea of itself to that which it would deny. But for life there could be no death. If God were not, there would not even be nothing. Not even nothingness preceded life. Nothingness owes its very idea to existence.
'In the middle of life, we are in death,' one person said; it's actually more accurate to say that in the middle of death, we are in life. Life is the only true reality; what people refer to as death is just a shadow—a term for something that cannot exist—a denial that relies on the very concept it tries to reject. Without life, there can be no death. If God did not exist, there wouldn't even be nothing. Not even nothingness came before life. Nothingness derives its very idea from existence.
One form of the question between matter and spirit is, which was first, and caused the other—things or thoughts; whether things without thought caused thought, or thought without things caused things. To those who cannot doubt that thought was first, causally preceding the earliest material show, it is easily plain that death can be the cure for nothing, that the cure for everything must be life—that the ills which come with existence, are from its imperfection, not of itself— that what we need is more of it. We who are, have nothing to do with death; our relations are alone with life. The thing that can mourn can mourn only from lack; it cannot mourn because of being, but because of not enough being. We are vessels of life, not yet full of the wine of life; where the wine does not reach, there the clay cracks, and aches, and is distressed. Who would therefore pour out the wine that is there, instead of filling to the brim with more wine! All the being must partake of essential being; life must be assisted, upheld, comforted, every part, with life. Life is the law, the food, the necessity of life. Life is everything. Many doubtless mistake the joy of life for life itself; and, longing after the joy, languish with a thirst at once poor and inextinguishable; but even that thirst points to the one spring. These love self, not life, and self is but the shadow of life. When it is taken for life itself, and set as the man's centre, it becomes a live death in the man, a devil he worships as his god; the worm of the death eternal he clasps to his bosom as his one joy!
One way to frame the question of matter and spirit is to ask which one came first and caused the other—things or thoughts. Did thoughts arise from things, or did things come from thoughts? For those who confidently believe that thought came first, leading to the first material existence, it’s obvious that death can't be a cure for anything; the cure for everything must be life. The problems that come with existence stem from its imperfections, not from existence itself—what we really need is more of it. We who are have no connection with death; our relationships are solely with life. The ability to mourn comes from a sense of lack; we can't mourn just for existing, but for not having enough existence. We are containers of life that aren't yet filled with the essence of life; where that essence doesn’t reach, the vessel cracks, aches, and suffers. So why would we pour out the essence we have instead of filling ourselves to the brim with more? All of being must share in essential being; life needs to be supported, nurtured, and comforted, every part connected through life. Life is the law, the sustenance, the necessity of life. Life is everything. Many people confuse the joy of living with life itself, and in their desire for joy, they suffer from a thirst that is both meager and unquenchable; yet even that thirst directs us to the one source. These individuals love themselves, not life, and self is just a reflection of life. When self is mistaken for life and placed at the center, it turns into a living death within the person, a false god they end up worshipping; they clutch the eternal death that brings them despair as their sole source of joy!
The soul compact of harmonies has more life, a larger being, than the soul consumed of cares; the sage is a larger life than the clown; the poet is more alive than the man whose life flows out that money may come in; the man who loves his fellow is infinitely more alive than he whose endeavour is to exalt himself above him; the man who strives to be better, than he who longs for the praise of the many; but the man to whom God is all in all, who feels his life-roots hid with Christ in God, who knows himself the inheritor of all wealth and worlds and ages, yea, of power essential and in itself, that man has begun to be alive indeed.
The soul that is filled with harmony has more vitality, a greater essence, than the soul weighed down by worries; the wise person has a more significant existence than the fool; the poet is more alive than the person whose life revolves around making money; the person who loves others is infinitely more alive than the one who seeks to elevate himself above others; the person who strives to improve is more alive than the one who seeks the approval of the crowd; but the person for whom God is everything, who feels his roots in life intertwined with Christ in God, who recognizes himself as the heir to all wealth, worlds, and ages, and possesses essential and inherent power, that person has truly begun to live.
Let us in all the troubles of life remember—that our one lack is life—that what we need is more life—more of the life-making presence in us making us more, and more largely, alive. When most oppressed, when most weary of life, as our unbelief would phrase it, let us bethink ourselves that it is in truth the inroad and presence of death we are weary of. When most inclined to sleep, let us rouse ourselves to live. Of all things let us avoid the false refuge of a weary collapse, a hopeless yielding to things as they are. It is the life in us that is discontented; we need more of what is discontented, not more of the cause of its discontent. Discontent, I repeat, is the life in us that has not enough of itself, is not enough to itself, so calls for more. He has the victory who, in the midst of pain and weakness, cries out, not for death, not for the repose of forgetfulness, but for strength to fight; for more power, more consciousness of being, more God in him; who, when sorest wounded, says with Sir Andrew Barton in the old ballad:—
Let’s remember, in all the struggles of life, that what we truly lack is life itself—that what we really need is more life—more of that life-giving presence within us, making us feel more alive and more fully engaged. When we feel the most oppressed and tired of life, as our doubt might put it, let’s remind ourselves that we are really weary of the encroachment and presence of death. When we feel the urge to give in, let’s wake ourselves up to truly live. Let’s steer clear of the false comfort of a tired collapse, a hopeless acceptance of things as they are. It’s the life within us that feels discontented; we need more of that discontent, not more of what causes it. Discontent, I repeat, is the life inside us that feels inadequate and craves more. The true victor is the one who, amidst pain and weakness, cries out—not for death, not for the peace of forgetting, but for the strength to fight; for more power, more awareness of existence, more of the divine within themselves; who, when most deeply hurt, echoes the words of Sir Andrew Barton in the old ballad:—
Fight on my men, says Sir Andrew Barton,
I am hurt, but I am not slain;
I'll lay me down and bleed awhile,
And then I'll rise and fight again;
Fight on, my men, says Sir Andrew Barton,
I’m hurt, but I’m not dead;
I’ll lie down and bleed for a bit,
And then I’ll get up and fight again;
—and that with no silly notion of playing the hero—what have creatures like us to do with heroism who are not yet barely honest!—but because so to fight is the truth, and the only way.
—and without any foolish idea of being a hero—what do beings like us have to do with heroism when we're barely honest!—but because fighting this way is the truth, and the only path forward.
If, in the extreme of our exhaustion, there should come to us, as to Elijah when he slept in the desert, an angel to rouse us, and show us the waiting bread and water, how would we carry ourselves? Would we, in faint unwillingness to rise and eat, answer, 'Lo I am weary unto death! The battle is gone from me! It is lost, or unworth gaining! The world is too much for me! Its forces will not heed me! They have worn me out! I have wrought no salvation even for my own, and never should work any, were I to live for ever! It is enough; let me now return whence I came; let me be gathered to my fathers and be at rest!'? I should be loth to think that, if the enemy, in recognizable shape, came roaring upon us, we would not, like the red-cross knight, stagger, heavy sword in nerveless arm, to meet him; but, in the feebleness of foiled effort, it wants yet more faith to rise and partake of the food that shall bring back more effort, more travail, more weariness. The true man trusts in a strength which is not his, and which he does not feel, does not even always desire; believes in a power that seems far from him, which is yet at the root of his fatigue itself and his need of rest—rest as far from death as is labour. To trust in the strength of God in our weakness; to say, 'I am weak: so let me be: God is strong;' to seek from him who is our life, as the natural, simple cure of all that is amiss with us, power to do, and be, and live, even when we are weary,—this is the victory that overcometh the world. To believe in God our strength in the face of all seeming denial, to believe in him out of the heart of weakness and unbelief, in spite of numbness and weariness and lethargy; to believe in the wide-awake real, through all the stupefying, enervating, distorting dream; to will to wake, when the very being seems athirst for a godless repose;—these are the broken steps up to the high fields where repose is but a form of strength, strength but a form of joy, joy but a form of love. 'I am weak,' says the true soul, 'but not so weak that I would not be strong; not so sleepy that I would not see the sun rise; not so lame but that I would walk! Thanks be to him who perfects strength in weakness, and gives to his beloved while they sleep!'
If, in our deepest exhaustion, an angel were to come to us, like the one who woke Elijah in the desert, and show us the waiting bread and water, how would we react? Would we, feeling too tired to rise and eat, say, 'I'm worn out! I can't fight anymore! It's all lost, or not worth fighting for! The world is too much for me! Its challenges won’t listen to me! I’m completely drained! I haven’t saved even myself, and I never would, even if I lived forever! That’s enough; let me go back to where I came from; let me join my ancestors and rest!'? I would hate to think that if the enemy came charging at us in a familiar form, we wouldn’t, like the red-cross knight, stagger forward with our heavy sword in our weak arm to face him; but instead, in our exhausted state, it takes even more faith to rise and eat the food that will renew our strength for more effort, more struggle, more fatigue. A true person relies on a strength that isn’t theirs, one they don’t always feel or even want; they believe in a power that seems distant, yet is the source of their fatigue and need for rest—rest that is as far from death as work is. To have faith in God’s strength during our weakness; to say, ‘I’m weak: that’s okay; God is strong’; to seek from him, who is our life, the simple remedy for everything wrong with us—the power to act, to be, and to live, even when we’re tired—this is the victory that overcomes the world. To trust in God as our strength amid all apparent denial, to believe in him from deep within our weakness and doubt, despite feeling numb and exhausted; to believe in what is truly real, through the overwhelming, draining dream; to want to wake up when our very souls seem to crave a mindless rest—these are the fragile steps up to the higher places where rest is just another form of strength, strength is merely a type of joy, and joy is simply a manifestation of love. 'I am weak,' says the true soul, 'but not so weak that I wouldn’t want to be strong; not so sleepy that I wouldn’t wish to see the sunrise; not so lame that I wouldn’t want to walk! Thank God who perfects strength in weakness, and gives to his beloved even while they sleep!'
If we will but let our God and Father work his will with us, there can be no limit to his enlargement of our existence, to the flood of life with which he will overflow our consciousness. We have no conception of what life might be, of how vast the consciousness of which we could be made capable. Many can recall some moment in which life seemed richer and fuller than ever before; to some, such moments arrive mostly in dreams: shall soul, awake or asleep, infold a bliss greater than its Life, the living God, can seal, perpetuate, enlarge? Can the human twilight of a dream be capable of generating or holding a fuller life than the morning of divine activity? Surely God could at any moment give to a soul, by a word to that soul, by breathing afresh into the secret caves of its being, a sense of life before which the most exultant ecstasy of earthly triumph would pale to ashes! If ever sunlit, sail-crowded sea, under blue heaven flecked with wind-chased white, filled your soul as with a new gift of life, think what sense of existence must be yours, if he whose thought has but fringed its garment with the outburst of such a show, take his abode with you, and while thinking the gladness of a God inside your being, let you know and feel that he is carrying you as a father in his bosom!
If we allow our God and Father to work his will with us, there’s no limit to how much he can expand our existence, or the abundance of life that will fill our awareness. We can't even imagine what life could be, or how vast our consciousness could become. Many of us can remember a time when life felt fuller and richer than ever before; for some, these moments mostly happen in dreams. Can our souls, awake or asleep, contain a joy greater than what the living God can give, sustain, and amplify? Can the fleeting nature of a dream produce or hold a life more complete than the vibrant reality of divine action? Certainly, at any moment, God could infuse a soul with such a sense of life, by simply speaking to that soul or renewing the hidden depths of its being, leaving even the highest earthly triumph feeling trivial by comparison! If you’ve ever felt your soul uplifted by a sunlit sea, crowded with sails under a blue sky speckled with white clouds racing by, just imagine the vibrancy of existence you would experience if he, whose thoughts have merely touched the edge of such beauty, took residence within you, and while you feel the joy of God inside you, let you know and experience that he is carrying you like a father in his embrace!
I have been speaking as if life and the consciousness of it were one; but the consciousness of life is not life; it is only the outcome of life. The real life is that which is of and by itself—is life because it wills itself—which is, in the active, not the passive sense: this can only be God. But in us there ought to be a life correspondent to the life that is God's; in us also must be the life that wills itself—a life in so far resembling the self-existent life and partaking of its image, that it has a share in its own being. There is an original act possible to the man, which must initiate the reality of his existence. He must live in and by willing to live. A tree lives; I hardly doubt it has some vague consciousness, known by but not to itself, only to the God who made it; I trust that life in its lowest forms is on the way to thought and blessedness, is in the process of that separation, so to speak, from God, in which consists the creation of living souls; but the life of these lower forms is not life in the high sense—in the sense in which the word is used in the Bible: true life knows and rules itself; the eternal life is life come awake. The life of the most exalted of the animals is not such whatever it may become, and however I may refuse to believe their fate and being fixed as we see them. But as little as any man or woman would be inclined to call the existence of the dog, looking strange lack out of his wistful eyes, an existence to be satisfied with—his life an end sufficient in itself, as little could I, looking on the human pleasure, the human refinement, the common human endeavour around me, consent to regard them as worthy the name of life. What in them is true dwells amidst an unchallenged corruption, demanding repentance and labour and prayer for its destruction. The condition of most men and women seems to me a life in death, an abode in unwhited sepulchres, a possession of withering forms by spirits that slumber, and babble in their dreams. That they do not feel it so, is nothing. The sow wallowing in the mire may rightly assert it her way of being clean, but theirs is not the life of the God-born. The day must come when they will hide their faces with such shame as the good man yet feels at the memory of the time when he lived like them. There is nothing for man worthy to be called life, but the life eternal—God's life, that is, after his degree shared by the man made to be eternal also. For he is in the image of God, intended to partake of the life of the most high, to be alive as he is alive. Of this life the outcome and the light is righteousness, love, grace, truth; but the life itself is a thing that will not be defined, even as God will not be defined: it is a power, the formless cause of form. It has no limits whereby to be defined. It shows itself to the soul that is hungering and thirsting after righteousness, but that soul cannot show it to another, save in the shining of its own light. The ignorant soul understands by this life eternal only an endless elongation of consciousness; what God means by it is a being like his own, a being beyond the attack of decay or death, a being so essential that it has no relation whatever to nothingness; a something which is, and can never go to that which is not, for with that it never had to do, but came out of the heart of Life, the heart of God, the fountain of being; an existence partaking of the divine nature, and having nothing in common, any more than the Eternal himself, with what can pass or cease: God owes his being to no one, and his child has no lord but his Father.
I’ve been talking as if life and the awareness of it were the same; but awareness of life isn’t life itself—it’s just a result of life. The real life is what exists on its own—it's alive because it chooses to be—which is active, not passive: this can only be God. Within us, there should be a life that corresponds to God's life; we must also have a life that chooses itself—a life that resembles the self-existing life and reflects its image, enough that it shares in its own existence. There’s an original action possible for a person that must kickstart the reality of their existence. They have to live by choosing to live. A tree lives; I doubt it has some vague awareness, known by but not to itself, only to the God who created it; I believe that even life in its simplest forms is progressing towards thought and happiness, in a sort of process of separation from God, which constitutes the creation of living souls; but the life of these lower forms isn’t life in the profound sense—in the sense used in the Bible: true life knows and governs itself; eternal life is life that is fully awake. The life of the highest animals isn't such whatever it may eventually become, no matter how much I might refuse to believe their fate and existence are defined as we see them. Just as no man or woman would think the existence of a dog, gazing with longing eyes, is an existence to be satisfied with—its life as an end in itself—neither can I, looking at the human joy, the human refinement, the common human efforts around me, accept them as worthy of being called life. What is genuine in them exists amidst a persistent corruption, calling for repentance, effort, and prayer for its destruction. The state of most people seems to me like a life in death, existing in unclean graves, where withered forms are held by spirits that are dormant, mumbling in their dreams. That they don’t perceive it this way is irrelevant. The pig wallowing in the mud may correctly claim that it's its way of being clean, but they don't possess the life of the God-born. The day will come when they will hide their faces in shame, like the good man feels at the memory of when he lived like them. There’s nothing for humanity worthy of being called life except the eternal life—God’s life, shared in part by a person made to be eternal too. For we are in the image of God, meant to partake in the life of the Most High, to be alive as He is alive. From this life comes righteousness, love, grace, and truth; but the essence of life cannot be defined, just as God cannot be defined: it is a power, the formless source of form. It has no boundaries for definition. It reveals itself to the soul that is longing and craving after righteousness, but that soul can only share it through the radiance of its own light. The unaware soul sees eternal life merely as an unending extension of consciousness; what God intends by it is a being like His own, a being impervious to decay or death, a being so essential that it is completely unrelated to nothingness; a something that exists, and can never become nothing, for it never engaged with that, but emerged from the heart of Life, the heart of God, the source of being; an existence that shares in divine nature, having nothing in common, just like the Eternal Himself, with anything that can pass or cease: God owes His existence to no one, and His child has no lord but His Father.
This life, this eternal life, consists for man in absolute oneness with God and all divine modes of being, oneness with every phase of right and harmony. It consists in a love as deep as it is universal, as conscious as it is unspeakable; a love that can no more be reasoned about than life itself—a love whose presence is its all-sufficing proof and justification, whose absence is an annihilating defect: he who has it not cannot believe in it: how should death believe in life, though all the birds of God are singing jubilant over the empty tomb! The delight of such a being, the splendour of a consciousness rushing from the wide open doors of the fountain of existence, the ecstasy of the spiritual sense into which the surge of life essential, immortal, increate, flows in silent fulness from the heart of hearts—what may it, what must it not be, in the great day of God and the individual soul!
This life, this eternal life, means for a person complete unity with God and all divine ways of being, unity with every aspect of truth and harmony. It involves a love as profound as it is universal, as aware as it is indescribable; a love that can't be analyzed any more than life itself—a love whose existence is its own sufficient proof and justification, and whose absence is a devastating flaw: those who lack it cannot truly believe in it: how can death trust in life, even if all the birds of God are singing joyfully over the empty grave! The joy of such a being, the brilliance of a consciousness bursting forth from the wide open doors of the source of existence, the ecstasy of the spiritual sense into which the flow of life, essential, immortal, uncreated, comes in silent fullness from the deepest core—what might it be, what must it be, in the great day of God and the individual soul!
What then is our practical relation to the life original? What have we to do towards the attaining to the resurrection from the dead? If we did not make, could not have made ourselves, how can we, now we are made, do anything at the unknown roots of our being? What relation of conscious unity can be betwixt the self-existent God, and beings who live at the will of another, beings who could not refuse to be—cannot even cease to be, but must, at the will of that other, go on living, weary of what is not life, able to assert their relation to life only by refusing to be content with what is not life?
What is our practical connection to the original life? What can we do to achieve resurrection from the dead? If we didn’t create ourselves and couldn’t have created ourselves, how can we, now that we exist, influence the unknown roots of our being? What kind of conscious unity can exist between the self-existent God and beings who exist at the will of another, beings who had no choice in coming into being—who can’t even stop existing, but must, at the will of that other, continue living, tired of what isn’t truly life, and can only assert their connection to life by rejecting the unfulfilling existence they experience?
The self-existent God is that other by whose will we live; so the links of the unity must already exist, and can but require to be brought together. For the link in our being wherewith to close the circle of immortal oneness with the Father, we must of course search the deepest of man's nature: there only, in all assurance, can it be found. And there we do find it. For the will is the deepest, the strongest, the divinest thing in man; so, I presume, is it in God, for such we find it in Jesus Christ. Here, and here only, in the relation of the two wills, God's and his own, can a man come into vital contact—on the eternal idea, in no one-sided unity of completest dependence, but in willed harmony of dual oneness—with the All-in-all. When a man can and does entirely say, 'Not my will, but thine be done'—when he so wills the will of God as to do it, then is he one with God—one, as a true son with a true father. When a man wills that his being be conformed to the being of his origin, which is the life in his life, causing and bearing his life, therefore absolutely and only of its kind, one with it more and deeper than words or figures can say—to the life which is itself, only more of itself, and more than itself, causing itself—when the man thus accepts his own causing life, and sets himself to live the will of that causing life, humbly eager after the privileges of his origin,—thus receiving God, he becomes, in the act, a partaker of the divine nature, a true son of the living God, and an heir of all he possesses: by the obedience of a son, he receives into himself the very life of the Father. Obedience is the joining of the links of the eternal round. Obedience is but the other side of the creative will. Will is God's will, obedience is man's will; the two make one. The root-life, knowing well the thousand troubles it would bring upon him, has created, and goes on creating other lives, that, though incapable of self-being, they may, by willed obedience, share in the bliss of his essential self-ordained being. If we do the will of God, eternal life is ours—no mere continuity of existence, for that in itself is worthless as hell, but a being that is one with the essential Life, and so within his reach to fill with the abundant and endless out-goings of his love. Our souls shall be vessels ever growing, and ever as they grow, filled with the more and more life proceeding from the Father and the Son, from God the ordaining, and God the obedient. What the delight of the being, what the abundance of the life he came that we might have, we can never know until we have it. But even now to the holy fancy it may sometimes seem too glorious to support—as if we must die of very life—of more being than we could bear—to awake to a yet higher life, and be filled with a wine which our souls were heretofore too weak to hold! To be for one moment aware of such pure simple love towards but one of my fellows as I trust I shall one day have towards each, must of itself bring a sense of life such as the utmost effort of my imagination can but feebly shadow now—a mighty glory of consciousness!—not to be always present, indeed, for my love, and not my glory in that love, is my life. There would be, even in that one love, in the simple purity of a single affection such as we were created to generate, and intended to cherish, towards all, an expansion of life inexpressible, unutterable. For we are made for love, not for self. Our neighbour is our refuge; self is our demon-foe. Every man is the image of God to every man, and in proportion as we love him, we shall know the sacred fact. The precious thing to human soul is, and one day shall be known to be, every human soul. And if it be so between man and man, how will it not be betwixt the man and his maker, between the child and his eternal Father, between the created and the creating Life? Must not the glory of existence be endlessly redoubled in the infinite love of the creature—for all love is infinite—to the infinite God, the great one life, than whom is no other—only shadows, lovely shadows of him!
The self-existent God is the source of our lives; therefore, the connections of our unity must already exist and just need to be brought together. To find the link in our existence that closes the circle of eternal oneness with the Father, we must search the depths of human nature: that's the only place we can confidently find it. And indeed, we do find it. The will is the deepest, strongest, and most divine aspect of humanity; I assume it’s the same in God, as we see in Jesus Christ. It’s in the relationship between the two wills—God's and our own—where a person experiences vital contact—not in a one-sided dependence, but in a harmonious dual unity—with the All-in-all. When someone can truly say, 'Not my will, but yours be done'—when they will the will of God as to act on it, that person becomes one with God—unified, like a true son with a true father. When a person desires their being to align with the essence of their origin, which is the life in their life—bringing forth and sustaining their life, absolutely and uniquely of its kind, deeper than words or images can express—to the life which is itself, only more of itself, and causing itself—when someone embraces their own source of life, and commits to living the will of that source, eagerly seeking the gifts of their origin,—by receiving God, they become a participant in the divine nature, a true child of the living God, and an heir to all He possesses: through a son’s obedience, they take into themselves the very life of the Father. Obedience connects the links of the eternal cycle. Obedience is simply the other side of the creative will. Will signifies God's will, while obedience means man's will; together, they create a unified whole. The root life, well aware of the countless challenges it could bring, has created—and continues to create—other lives, so that, although incapable of self-existence, they may participate in the joy of His inherently established being through willing obedience. If we do the will of God, eternal life becomes ours—not merely a continuous existence, which is worthless like hell, but a being that is one with the essential Life, making it possible for His abundant and endless love to fill our existence. Our souls will be vessels constantly expanding, and as they grow, they will be filled with the ever-increasing life flowing from the Father and the Son, from God who ordains, and God who obeys. We may never fully grasp the delight of that being, the fullness of the life He came to give us, until we experience it. Yet even now, in holy imagination, it can sometimes feel too glorious to bear—as if we might die from too much life—too much being than we can handle—only to awaken to an even higher life and be filled with a joy that our souls were previously too weak to hold! To feel even a moment of pure, simple love towards just one person, as I hope one day to feel for each person, must already bring a sense of life that my imagination can only faintly shadow—a profound glory of awareness!—which won’t always be present, for my love, not the glory of that love, is my life. In that single love, in the simple purity of one affection that we were made to share and meant to cherish towards all, there’s an expansion of life that is inexpressible and unutterable. For we are created for love, not for self. Our neighbor is our sanctuary; self is our adversary. Every person reflects the image of God to everyone else, and the more we love one another, the more we will recognize this sacred truth. The most valuable thing to the human soul is, and one day will be understood as, every human soul. And if this is true among people, how much more will it be between humanity and its Creator, between the child and the eternal Father, between the created and the source of all Life? The glory of existence must be endlessly magnified in the infinite love of the creature—because all love is infinite—toward the infinite God, the one great Life, who is the only true Being—everything else is just shadows, beautiful shadows of Him!
Reader to whom my words seem those of inflation and foolish excitement, it can be nothing to thee to be told that I seem to myself to speak only the words of truth and soberness; but what if the cause why they seem other to thy mind be—not merely that thou art not whole, but that thy being nowise thirsts after harmony, that thou art not of the truth, that thou hast not yet begun to live? How should the reveller, issuing worn and wasted from the haunts where the violent seize joy by force to find her perish in their arms—how should such reveller, I say, break forth and sing with the sons of the morning, when the ocean of light bursts from the fountain of the east? As little canst thou, with thy mind full of petty cares, or still more petty ambitions, understand the groaning and travailing of the creation. It may indeed be that thou art honestly desirous of saving thy own wretched soul, but as yet thou canst know but little of thy need of him who is the first and the last and the living one.
Reader, if my words sound like nonsense and wild enthusiasm to you, it may not mean much to say that I feel I'm speaking only the truth and with clarity. But what if the reason they seem different to you is not just because you are not whole, but because you have no desire for harmony, that you are not in touch with the truth, and that you have not truly begun to live? How can someone who emerges, exhausted and depleted, from the places where the reckless seize joy by force, sing along with the joyful at dawn, when the sea of light bursts from the east? Just as you cannot, with your mind filled with trivial worries or even more trivial ambitions, grasp the deep struggles of creation. You may truly want to save your own miserable soul, but right now, you likely know little about your need for him who is the first and the last and the living one.
THE FEAR OF GOD.
'And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as one dead. And he laid his right hand upon me, saying, Fear not; I am the first and the last and the Living one.'—Rev. i. 17, 18.
'And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as if I were dead. He placed his right hand on me and said, Do not be afraid; I am the first and the last, and I am alive.'—Rev. i. 17, 18.
It is not alone the first beginnings of religion that are full of fear. So long as love is imperfect, there is room for torment. That lore only which fills the heart—and nothing but love can fill any heart—is able to cast out fear, leaving no room for its presence. What we find in the beginnings of religion, will hold in varying degree, until the religion, that is the love, be perfected.
It’s not just the initial stages of religion that are filled with fear. As long as love is flawed, there’s a place for suffering. Only that knowledge which fills the heart—and only love can truly fill a heart—can banish fear, leaving no space for it. What we observe in the early stages of religion will persist to some extent until that religion, which is love, is perfected.
The thing that is unknown, yet known to be, will always be more or less formidable. When it is known as immeasurably greater than we, and as having claims and making demands upon us, the more vaguely these are apprehended, the more room is there for anxiety; and when the conscience is not clear, this anxiety may well mount to terror. According to the nature of the mind which occupies itself with the idea of the Supreme, whether regarded as maker or ruler, will be the kind and degree of the terror. To this terror need belong no exalted ideas of God; those fear him most who most imagine him like their own evil selves, only beyond them in power, easily able to work his arbitrary will with them. That they hold him but a little higher than themselves, tends nowise to unity with him: who so far apart as those on the same level of hate and distrust? Power without love, dependence where is no righteousness, wake a worship without devotion, a loathliness of servile flattery. Neither, where the notion of God is better, but the conscience is troubled, will his goodness do much to exclude apprehension. The same consciousness of evil and of offence which gave rise to the bloody sacrifice, is still at work in the minds of most who call themselves Christians. Naturally the first emotion of man towards the being he calls God, but of whom he knows so little, is fear.
The unknown yet acknowledged will always be somewhat intimidating. When it's recognized as vastly greater than ourselves, demanding something from us, the less clearly we understand these demands, the more anxiety they can create; and if our conscience isn't clear, that anxiety can easily turn into terror. The type and intensity of the fear depend on how the mind perceives the Supreme, whether seen as creator or ruler. This fear doesn't require lofty ideas about God; those who most fear Him often envision Him as a more powerful version of their own flawed selves, able to impose His will on them. Seeing Him only slightly above themselves doesn't bring them any closer to Him: how can those filled with hatred and mistrust connect? Power without love and dependence without righteousness foster a worship that lacks genuine devotion, resulting in a repulsion of insincere flattery. Likewise, even when the concept of God is better but conscience is troubled, His goodness won’t necessarily ease the fear. The same awareness of wrongdoing and guilt that led to bloody sacrifices is still present in the minds of many who identify as Christians. Naturally, the initial feeling of a person toward the being they call God, whom they know so little about, is fear.
Where it is possible that fear should exist, it is well it should exist, cause continual uneasiness, and be cast out by nothing less than love. In him who does not know God, and must be anything but satisfied with himself, fear towards God is as reasonable as it is natural, and serves powerfully towards the development of his true humanity. Neither the savage, nor the self-sufficient sage, is rightly human. It matters nothing whether we regard the one or the other as degenerate or as undeveloped—neither I say is human; the humanity is there, but has to be born in each, and for this birth everything natural must do its part; fear is natural, and has a part to perform nothing but itself could perform in the birth of the true humanity. Until love, which is the truth towards God, is able to cast out fear, it is well that fear should hold; it is a bond, however poor, between that which is and that which creates—a bond that must be broken, but a bond that can be broken only by the tightening of an infinitely closer bond. Verily, God must be terrible to those that are far from him; for they fear he will do, yea, he is doing with them what they do not, cannot desire, and can ill endure. Such as many men are, such as all without God would become, they must prefer a devil, because of his supreme selfishness, to a God who will die for his creatures, and insists upon giving himself to them, insists upon their being unselfish and blessed like himself. That which is the power and worth of life they must be, or die; and the vague consciousness of this makes them afraid. They love their poor existence as it is; God loves it as it must be—and they fear him.
Where fear can exist, it's a good thing it does, causing constant unease, and can only be replaced by love. For someone who doesn't know God and is anything but satisfied with themselves, fear of God is both reasonable and natural, and plays a crucial role in developing their true humanity. Neither the savage nor the self-sufficient sage is truly human. It doesn’t matter if we see one as degenerate and the other as undeveloped—neither is truly human; humanity exists, but it has to be brought forth in each person, and for this process, everything natural must contribute; fear is natural and plays a specific role in the birth of true humanity. Until love, which represents the truth about God, can cast out fear, it’s important that fear remains; it's a connection, however weak, between what is and what creates—a connection that must eventually be broken, but can only be done so by forming a much stronger bond. Indeed, God must seem terrifying to those who are far from Him; they fear what He might do, and indeed, He is doing things they neither want nor can endure. Just as many people are, just as all without God would become, they might prefer a devil, because of his extreme selfishness, over a God who is willing to die for His creatures and insists on giving Himself to them, demanding that they be selfless and blessed like Him. The essence and value of life demand that they must be this way, or they will perish; and the vague awareness of this makes them afraid. They cherish their meager existence as it is; God loves it as it should be—and they fear Him.
The false notions of men of low, undeveloped nature both with regard to what is good and what the Power requires of them, are such that they cannot but fear, and devotion is lost in the sacrifices of ingratiation: God takes them where they are, accepts whatever they honestly offer, and so helps them to outgrow themselves, preparing them to offer the true offering, and to know him whom they ignorantly worship. He will not abolish their fear except with the truth of his own being. Till they apprehend that, and in order that they may come to apprehend it, he receives their sacrifices of blood, the invention of their sore need, only influencing for the time the modes of them. He will destroy the lie that is not all a lie only by the truth which is all true. Although he loves them utterly, he does not tell them there is nothing in him to make them afraid. That would be to drive them from him for ever. While they are such as they are, there is much in him that cannot but affright them; they ought, they do well to fear him. It is, while they remain what they are, the only true relation between them. To remove that fear from their hearts, save by letting them know his love with its purifying fire, a love which for ages, it may be, they cannot know, would be to give them up utterly to the power of evil. Persuade men that fear is a vile thing, that it is an insult to God, that he will none of it—while yet they are in love with their own will, and slaves to every movement of passionate impulse, and what will the consequence be? That they will insult God as a discarded idol, a superstition, a falsehood, as a thing under whose evil influence they have too long groaned, a thing to be cast out and spit upon. After that how much will they learn of him? Nor would it be long ere the old fear would return—with this difference, perhaps, that instead of trembling before a live energy, they would tremble before powers which formerly they regarded as inanimate, and have now endowed with souls after the imagination of their fears. Then would spiritual chaos with all its monsters be come again. God being what he is, a God who loves righteousness; a God who, rather than do an unfair thing, would lay down his Godhead, and assert himself in ceasing to be; a God who, that his creature might not die of ignorance, died as much as a God could die, and that is divinely more than man can die, to give him himself; such a God, I say, may well look fearful from afar to the creature who recognizes in himself no imperative good; who fears only suffering, and has no aspiration—only wretched ambition! But in proportion as such a creature comes nearer, grows towards him in and for whose likeness he was begun; in proportion, that is, as the eternal right begins to disclose itself to him; in proportion as he becomes capable of the idea that his kind belongs to him as he could never belong to himself; approaches the capacity of seeing and understanding that his individuality can be perfected only in the love of his neighbour, and that his being can find its end only in oneness with the source from which it came; in proportion, I do not say as he sees these things, but as he nears the possibility of seeing them, will his terror at the God of his life abate; though far indeed from surmising the bliss that awaits him, he is drawing more nigh to the goal of his nature, the central secret joy of sonship to a God who loves righteousness and hates iniquity, does nothing he would not permit in his creature, demands nothing of his creature he would not do himself.
The misguided beliefs of people with low, undeveloped character about what is good and what God expects from them lead to fear, and their devotion turns into hollow sacrifices aimed at winning favor. God meets them where they are, accepts whatever they sincerely offer, and helps them grow beyond their current state, preparing them to give true offerings and truly understand the God they worship unknowingly. He won't remove their fear until they come to know the truth of His essence. Until they grasp this and to help them grasp it, He accepts their blood sacrifices, a product of their desperate situation, just adjusting their methods for now. He will eliminate the half-truths only with the complete truth. While He loves them completely, He won’t tell them there's nothing about Him to fear. That would push them away forever. As long as they are as they are, there will be aspects of Him that can’t help but frighten them; they should, and it’s wise for them to fear Him. For now, that fear is the only genuine connection they have. To take that fear away from their hearts, except by allowing them to experience His love with its purifying fire— a love they may not yet understand for ages— would mean surrendering them completely to evil. Convincing people that fear is a negative thing, that it offends God, and that He wants nothing to do with it while they cling to their own will and are slaves to every passionate impulse—what would happen? They would insult God as if He were a discarded idol, superstition, or falsehood, something they have suffered under for too long and want to reject. Once they do that, how much will they learn about Him? It wouldn't be long before the old fear returned, but perhaps this time instead of trembling before a living energy, they would shake before forces they once saw as lifeless but now have endowed with souls based on their fears. Spiritual chaos, with all its monsters, would return. God, being who He is—a God who loves righteousness, a God who would rather relinquish His divinity than act unfairly, a God who, so His creation wouldn’t perish from ignorance, sacrificed as much as a God could, which is far more than any man can— such a God may seem frightening from a distance to anyone who sees no inherent good within themselves; who only fears pain and lacks aspiration—only desperate ambition! But as such a person approaches Him, moving closer to the likeness for which they were created; as the eternal right starts to reveal itself to them; as they become capable of understanding that their essence belongs to Him and could never belong solely to themselves; as they come closer to recognizing that their individuality can only be perfected in loving their neighbor, and that their existence finds its purpose only in unity with the source from which it originated; as they move toward the possibility of seeing these truths, their terror of the God of their life will lessen; even though they are far from envisioning the bliss that awaits them, they are getting closer to the goal of their nature, the central secret joy of being a child of a God who loves righteousness, hates wrongdoing, does nothing He wouldn’t allow his creation to do, and requires nothing of His creation that He wouldn't do Himself.
The fire of God, which is his essential being, his love, his creative power, is a fire unlike its earthly symbol in this, that it is only at a distance it burns—that the farther from him, it burns the worse, and that when we turn and begin to approach him, the burning begins to change to comfort, which comfort will grow to such bliss that the heart at length cries out with a gladness no other gladness can reach, 'Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire besides thee!' The glory of being, the essence of life and its joy, shining upon the corrupt and deathly, must needs, like the sun, consume the dead, and send corruption down to the dust; that which it burns in the soul is not of the soul, yea, is at utter variance with it; yet so close to the soul is the foul fungous growth sprung from and subsisting upon it, that the burning of it is felt through every spiritual nerve: when the evil parasites are consumed away, that is when the man yields his self and all that self's low world, and returns to his lord and God, then that which, before, he was aware of only as burning, he will feel as love, comfort, strength—an eternal, ever-growing life in him. For now he lives, and life cannot hurt life; it can only hurt death, which needs and ought to be destroyed. God is life essential, eternal, and death cannot live in his sight; for death is corruption, and has no existence in itself, living only in the decay of the things of life. If then any child of the father finds that he is afraid before him, that the thought of God is a discomfort to him, or even a terror, let him make haste—let him not linger to put on any garment, but rush at once in his nakedness, a true child, for shelter from his own evil and God's terror, into the salvation of the Father's arms, the home whence he was sent that he might learn that it was home. What father being evil would it not win to see the child with whom he was vexed running to his embrace? how much more will not the Father of our spirits, who seeks nothing but his children themselves, receive him with open arms!
The fire of God, which represents his true nature, his love, and his creative power, is a fire that's different from its earthly representation because it only burns from a distance. The farther you are from him, the more it burns, but as you turn to approach him, that burning starts to transform into comfort. This comfort will grow into such bliss that your heart will eventually cry out with a joy nothing else can match: 'Whom have I in heaven but you? There's no one on earth I desire besides you!' The glory of being, the essence of life and its joy, shining on the corrupt and lifeless, must, like the sun, consume the dead and send decay back to the dust. What it burns in the soul isn’t of the soul and is completely at odds with it; yet the foul, parasitic gunk that grows from and survives on the soul is so close to it that the burning is felt through every spiritual nerve. When the evil parasites are burned away, that’s when a person gives up their self and all of its lowly concerns and returns to their Lord and God. Then, what they once only felt as burning transforms into love, comfort, and strength—an eternal, ever-growing life within them. Now they are truly alive, and life cannot harm life; it can only harm death, which needs to be destroyed. God is essential, eternal life, and death cannot exist in his presence because death is decay and has no existence of its own, living only in the decay of living things. So if any child of the Father feels afraid of him, if the thought of God discomforts or terrifies them, they should hurry—there’s no need to waste time putting on any clothes; they should rush in their nakedness, a true child, seeking shelter from their own evil and the fear of God, into the salvation of the Father’s arms, the home from which they came to learn that it is indeed home. What father, even if he is wicked, wouldn’t be moved to see the child who upset him running to embrace him? How much more will the Father of our spirits, who desires nothing but his children, welcome them with open arms!
Self, accepted as the law of self, is the one demon-enemy of life; God is the only Saviour from it, and from all that is not God, for God is life, and all that is not God is death. Life is the destruction of death, of all that kills, of all that is of death's kind.
Self, regarded as the rule of self, is the one true enemy of life; God is the only Savior from it and from everything that isn't God, because God is life, and everything that isn't God is death. Life is the overcoming of death, of all that harms, of all that is associated with death.
When John saw the glory of the Son of Man, he fell at his feet as one dead. In what way John saw him, whether in what we vaguely call a vision, or in as human a way as when he leaned back on his bosom and looked up in his face, I do not now care to ask: it would take all glorious shapes of humanity to reveal Jesus, and he knew the right way to show himself to John. It seems to me that such words as were spoken can have come from the mouth of no mere vision, can have been allowed to enter no merely tranced ear, that the mouth of the very Lord himself spoke them, and that none but the living present Jesus could have spoken or may be supposed to speak them; while plainly John received and felt them as a message he had to give again. There are also, strangely as the whole may affect us, various points in his description of the Lord's appearance which commend themselves even to our ignorance by their grandeur and fitness. Why then was John overcome with terror? We recall the fact that something akin to terror overwhelmed the minds of the three disciples who saw his glory on the mount; but since then John had leaned on the bosom of his Lord, had followed him to the judgment seat and had not denied his name, had borne witness to his resurrection and suffered for his sake—and was now 'in the isle that is called Patmos, for the word of God and the testimony of Jesus:' why, I say, was he, why should he be afraid? No glory even of God should breed terror; when a child of God is afraid, it is a sign that the word Father is not yet freely fashioned by the child's spiritual mouth. The glory can breed terror only in him who is capable of being terrified by it; while he is such it is well the terror should be bred and maintained, until the man seek refuge from it in the only place where it is not—in the bosom of the glory.
When John saw the glory of the Son of Man, he fell at his feet like someone who was dead. I’m not concerned about how John saw him, whether it was in what we vaguely call a vision, or as humanly as when he leaned on his chest and looked up at his face. It would take all the magnificent forms of humanity to truly reveal Jesus, and he knew exactly how to present himself to John. It seems to me that the words spoken could only have come from the mouth of no mere vision, could not have reached a dazed ear; the very Lord himself spoke them, and only the living, present Jesus could have said or could be imagined to say them. Clearly, John received and felt them as a message he had to share again. Also, despite how strange the whole situation may seem to us, there are various details in his description of the Lord's appearance that appeal to even our ignorance with their magnificence and appropriateness. So why was John so overcome with fear? We remember that something similar to terror affected the three disciples who witnessed his glory on the mountain; but since then, John had leaned on the chest of his Lord, had followed him to the judgment seat and did not deny his name, had witnessed his resurrection and suffered for him—and was now 'on the isle called Patmos, for the word of God and the testimony of Jesus': so why, I ask, was he afraid? No glory of God should evoke terror; when a child of God is afraid, it’s a sign that the word Father has not yet been truly formed by the child’s spiritual voice. Glory can only produce fear in someone who is capable of being frightened by it; while he is such, it is fitting that terror should be stirred up and maintained, until the person seeks refuge from it in the only place where it isn’t—in the embrace of glory.
There is one point not distinguishable in the Greek: whether is meant, 'one like unto the Son of Man,' or, 'one like unto a son of Man:' the authorized version has the former, the revised prefers the latter. I incline to the former, and think that John saw him like the man he had known so well, and that it was the too much glory, dimming his vision, that made him unsure, not any perceived unlikeness mingling with the likeness. Nothing blinds so much as light, and their very glory might well render him unable to distinguish plainly the familiar features of The Son of Man.
There’s one point that’s unclear in the Greek: whether it means, 'one like the Son of Man,' or 'one like a son of Man:' the authorized version uses the former, while the revised version prefers the latter. I tend to lean towards the former and believe that John saw him like the man he had known so well, and that it was the overwhelming glory, which blurred his vision, that made him unsure, not any perceived differences mixing with the likeness. Nothing blinds as much as light, and their very glory could easily have made it hard for him to clearly recognize the familiar features of The Son of Man.
But the appearance of The Son of Man was not intended to breed terror in the son of man to whom he came. Why then was John afraid? why did the servant of the Lord fall at his feet as one dead? Joy to us that he did, for the words that follow—surely no phantasmic outcome of uncertain vision or blinding terror! They bear best sign of their source: however given to his ears, they must be from the heart of our great Brother, the one Man, Christ Jesus, divinely human!
But the appearance of The Son of Man was not meant to instill fear in the person to whom he came. So, why was John afraid? Why did the servant of the Lord fall at his feet as if dead? It’s a good thing he did, because the words that follow—certainly not a fake result of unclear vision or overwhelming fear! They clearly show where they come from: no matter how they reached his ears, they must be from the heart of our great Brother, the one Man, Christ Jesus, perfectly human and divine!
It was still and only the imperfection of the disciple, unfinished in faith, so unfinished in everything a man needs, that was the cause of his terror. This is surely implied in the words the Lord said to him when he fell! The thing that made John afraid, he speaks of as the thing that ought to have taken from him all fear. For the glory that he saw, the head and hair pouring from it such a radiance of light that they were white as white wool—snow-white, as his garments on mount Hermon; in the midst of the radiance his eyes like a flame of fire, and his countenance as the sun shineth in his strength; the darker glow of the feet, yet as of fine brass burning in a furnace—as if they, in memory of the twilight of his humiliation, touching the earth took a humbler glory than his head high in the empyrean of undisturbed perfection; the girdle under his breast, golden between the snow and the brass;—what were they all but the effulgence of his glory who was himself the effulgence of the Father's, the poor expression of the unutterable verity which was itself the reason why John ought not to be afraid?—'He laid his right hand upon me, saying unto me, Fear not; I am the first and the last, and the living one.'
It was calm, and it was only the disciple's flaws, still lacking in faith and in everything else a person needs, that caused his fear. This is clearly reflected in the words the Lord spoke to him when he fell! What frightened John was something he described as something that should have removed all his fear. For the glory he witnessed, with the head and hair radiating so much light that they appeared as white as wool—snow-white, just like his garments on Mount Hermon; in the midst of this light, his eyes shone like a flame, and his face shone like the sun at its brightest; the darker glow of his feet, resembling fine brass heated in a furnace—as if they, recalling the lowliness of his suffering, touching the earth, carried a humbler glory than his head high in the sky of perfect peace; the golden belt under his chest, situated between the snowy brilliance and the brass;—what were all these but the brilliant display of his glory, who was himself the reflection of the Father's glory, the inadequate expression of the unspeakable truth, which is why John should not be afraid?—'He laid his right hand on me, saying, Fear not; I am the first and the last, and the living one.'
Endless must be our terror, until we come heart to heart with the fire-core of the universe, the first and the last and the living one!
Endless must be our fear until we connect deeply with the core of the universe, the first, the last, and the living being!
But oh, the joy to be told, by Power himself, the first and the last, the living one—told what we can indeed then see must be true, but which we are so slow to believe—that the cure for trembling is the presence of Power; that fear cannot stand before Strength; that the visible God is the destruction of death; that the one and only safety in the universe, is the perfect nearness of the Living One! God is being; death is nowhere! What a thing to be taught by the very mouth of him who knows! He told his servant Paul that strength is made perfect in weakness; here he instructs his servant John that the thing to be afraid of is weakness, not strength. All appearances of strength, such as might rightly move terror, are but false appearances; the true Strong is the One, even as the true Good is the One. The Living One has the power of life; the Evil One but the power of death—whose very nature is a self-necessity for being destroyed.
But oh, the joy of being told by Power himself, the first and the last, the living one—told what we can absolutely see must be true, but which we are so slow to believe—that the cure for trembling is the presence of Power; that fear cannot stand against Strength; that the visible God is the end of death; that the only safety in the universe is the perfect closeness of the Living One! God is being; death is nowhere! What an incredible lesson to learn from the very mouth of the one who knows! He told his servant Paul that strength is made perfect in weakness; here he teaches his servant John that the real thing to fear is weakness, not strength. All appearances of strength that might justifiably inspire terror are just illusions; the true Strong is the One, just as the true Good is the One. The Living One has the power of life; the Evil One only has the power of death—whose very nature is to be self-destructive.
But the glory of the mildest show of the Living One is such, that even the dearest of his apostles, the best of the children of men, is cowed at the sight. He has not yet learned that glory itself is a part of his inheritance, yea is of the natural condition of his being; that there is nothing in the man made in the image of God alien from the most glorious of heavenly shows: he has not learned this yet, and falls as dead before it—when lo, the voice of him that was and is and is for evermore, telling him not to be afraid—for the very reason, the one only reason, that he is the first and the last, the living one! For what shall be the joy, the peace, the completion of him that lives, but closest contact with his Life?—a contact close as ere he issued from that Life, only in infinitely higher kind, inasmuch as it is now willed on both sides. He who has had a beginning, needs the indwelling power of that beginning to make his being complete—not merely complete to his consciousness, but complete in itself—justified, rounded, ended where it began—with an 'endless ending.' Then is it complete even as God's is complete, for it is one with the self-existent, blossoming in the air of that world wherein it is rooted, wherein it lives and grows. Far indeed from trembling because he on whose bosom he had leaned when the light of his love was all but shut in now stands with the glory of that love streaming forth, John Boanerges ought to have felt the more joyful and safe as the strength of the living one was more manifested. It was never because Jesus was clothed in the weakness of the flesh that he was fit to be trusted, but because he was strong with a strength able to take the weakness of the flesh for the garment wherein it could best work its work: that strength was now shining out with its own light, so lately pent within the revealing veil. Had John been as close in spirit to the Son of Man as he had been in bodily presence, he would have indeed fallen at his feet, but not as one dead—as one too full of joy to stand before the life that was feeding his; he would have fallen, but not to lie there senseless with awe the most holy; he would have fallen to embrace and kiss the feet of him who had now a second time, as with a resurrection from above, arisen before him, in yet heavenlier plenitude of glory.
But the glory of the gentlest appearance of the Living One is such that even the closest of his apostles, the best of humanity, is overwhelmed at the sight. He hasn’t yet realized that glory is part of his inheritance, indeed, it is part of his very nature; that there’s nothing in a person made in the image of God that is separate from the most glorious of heavenly displays: he hasn’t learned this yet and falls as if dead before it—when suddenly, the voice of Him who was, is, and will always be tells him not to be afraid—precisely because He is the first and the last, the living one! For what will bring joy, peace, and fulfillment to someone who lives, if not the closest connection with his Life?—a connection as intimate as when he first came from that Life, only in a vastly superior way, since it is now desired from both sides. He who had a beginning needs the inner strength of that beginning to complete his existence—not just to his awareness, but complete in itself—justified, whole, ending where it started—with an 'endless ending.' Then it is complete just as God's is complete, for it is unified with the self-existent, thriving in the atmosphere of that world where it is rooted, where it lives and grows. Far from being afraid because the one he had leaned on when the light of love was nearly extinguished now stands with the glory of that love radiating forth, John Boanerges should have felt even more joyful and safe as the strength of the living one became more evident. It was never because Jesus was wrapped in the weakness of human flesh that he was trustworthy, but because he was strong with a strength that could wear the weakness of flesh as a garment to best fulfill its purpose: that strength was now shining out with its own light, recently released from its revealing veil. If John had been as spiritually close to the Son of Man as he had been physically present, he would have indeed fallen at his feet, but not as if dead—as someone too overwhelmed with joy to stand before the life that sustained him; he would have fallen, but not to lie there senseless with awe most sacred; he would have fallen to embrace and kiss the feet of Him who had now, for a second time, arisen before him, in an even more heavenly fullness of glory.
It is the man of evil, the man of self-seeking design, not he who would fain do right, not he who, even in his worst time, would at once submit to the word of the Master, who is reasonably afraid of power. When God is no longer the ruler of the world, and there is a stronger than he; when there is might inherent in evil, and making-energy in that whose nature is destruction; then will be the time to stand in dread of power. But even then the bad man would have no security against the chance of crossing some scheme of the lawless moment, where disintegration is the sole unity of plan, and being ground up and destroyed for some no-idea of the Power of darkness. And then would be the time for the good—no, not to tremble, but to resolve with the Lord of light to endure all, to let every billow of evil dash and break upon him, nor do the smallest ill, tell the whitest lie for God—knowing that any territory so gained could belong to no kingdom of heaven, could be but a province of the kingdom of darkness. If there were two powers, the one of evil, the other of good, as men have not unnaturally in ignorance imagined, his sense of duty would reveal the being born of the good power, while he born of the evil could have no choice but be evil. But Good only can create; and if Evil were ever so much the stronger, the duty of men would remain the same—to hold by the Living One, and defy Power to its worst—like Prometheus on his rock, defying Jove, and for ever dying—thus for ever foiling the Evil. For Evil can destroy only itself and its own; it could destroy no enemy—could at worst but cause a succession of deaths, from each of which the defiant soul would rise to loftier defiance, to more victorious endurance— until at length it laughed Evil in the face, and the demon-god shrunk withered before it. In those then who believe that good is the one power, and that evil exists only because for a time it subserves, cannot help subserving the good, what place can there be for fear? The strong and the good are one; and if our hope coincides with that of God, if it is rooted in his will, what should we do but rejoice in the effulgent glory of the First and the Last?
It’s the man who chooses evil, the one who seeks his own interests, not the person who genuinely wants to do right, nor the one who, even in their darkest moments, would readily submit to the Master’s word, who rightly fears power. When God is no longer in control of the world, and something stronger exists; when evil possesses its own strength and is fueled by a nature of destruction; that’s when it makes sense to be afraid of power. But even then, a bad man wouldn’t feel secure against the randomness of a lawless moment, where chaos is the only guiding principle, leading to being crushed and destroyed for some vague notion of dark power. And that would be the moment for the good—not to tremble, but to stand firm with the Lord of light, to endure everything, letting every wave of evil crash against him, and to refuse to do any harm or tell even the smallest lie for God—understanding that any ground gained this way could not belong to any kingdom of heaven, only to a province of darkness. If there were genuinely two powers, one of evil and the other of good, as people have often mistakenly believed, his sense of duty would show he is born of the good power, while one born of evil has no option but to be evil. But only Good can create; and even if Evil were stronger, men’s duty would still be the same—to cling to the Living One and challenge power at its peak—like Prometheus on his rock, defying Zeus, and eternally suffering—thus consistently outsmarting Evil. Evil can only destroy itself and its own; it can’t destroy an enemy—at worst, it could cause a series of deaths, from which the defiant soul would rise each time to even greater defiance and endurance—until eventually it laughs in the face of Evil, and the demon-god withers before it. For those who believe that good is the only power, and that evil exists solely because it temporarily serves to further the good, what room is there for fear? The strong and the good are one; and if our hope aligns with God’s, rooted in His will, what else can we do but rejoice in the radiant glory of the First and the Last?
The First and the Last is the inclosing defence of the castle of our being; the Master is before and behind; he began, he will see that it be endless. He garrisons the place; he is the living, the live-making one.
The First and the Last is the surrounding defense of the castle of our existence; the Master is both before and after; he started it, and he will ensure it goes on forever. He guards the place; he is the living one, the one who brings life.
The reason then for not fearing before God is, that he is all-glorious, all-perfect. Our being needs the all-glorious, all-perfect God. The children can do with nothing less than the Father; they need the infinite one. Beyond all wherein the poor intellect can descry order; beyond all that the rich imagination can devise; beyond all that hungriest heart could long, fullest heart thank for—beyond all these, as the heavens are higher than the earth, rise the thought, the creation, the love of the God who is in Christ, his God and our God, his Father and our Father.
The reason we don’t need to fear before God is that He is completely glorious and perfect. We need the all-glorious, all-perfect God. His children can't settle for anything less than the Father; they need the infinite one. Beyond everything our limited minds can understand, beyond everything our rich imaginations can create, and beyond all that even the most longing heart could desire or the fullest heart could thank for—beyond all of this, as the heavens are higher than the earth, are the thoughts, the creation, and the love of the God who is in Christ, His God and our God, His Father and our Father.
Ages before the birth of Jesus, while, or at least where yet even Moses and his law were unknown, the suffering heart of humanity saw and was persuaded that nowhere else lay its peace than with the first, the last, the living one:—
Ages before the birth of Jesus, when, or at least where, even Moses and his law were still unknown, the aching heart of humanity realized and came to believe that its peace lay only with the first, the last, the living one:—
O that thou woudest hide me in the grave,… and remember me!… Thou shalt call, and I will answer thee: thou wilt have a desire to the work of thine hands.
Oh, that you would hide me in the grave,… and remember me!… You will call, and I will answer you: you will long for the work of your hands.
THE VOICE OF JOB.
'O that thou wouldest hide me in the grave, that thou wouldest keep me secret, until thy wrath be past, that thou wouldest appoint me a set time, and remember me! If a man die, shall he live again? all the days of my appointed time will I wait, till my change come. Thou shalt call, and I will answer thee: thou wilt have a desire to the work of thine hands.'—Job xiv. 13-15.
'If only you would hide me in the grave, keep me secret until your anger has passed, appoint me a deadline, and remember me! If a person dies, will they live again? I will wait for all the days of my set time until my change comes. You will call, and I will respond to you; you will long for the work of your hands.'—Job xiv. 13-15.
The book of Job seems to me the most daring of poems: from a position of the most vantageless realism, it assaults the very citadel of the ideal! Its hero is a man seated among the ashes, covered with loathsome boils from head to foot, scraping himself with a potsherd. Sore in body, sore in mind, sore in heart, sore in spirit, he is the instance-type of humanity in the depths of its misery—all the waves and billows of a world of adverse circumstance rolling free over its head. I would not be supposed to use the word humanity either in the abstract, or of the mass concrete; I mean the humanity of the individual endlessly repeated: Job, I say, is the human being—a centre to the sickening assaults of pain, the ghastly invasions of fear: these, one time or another, I presume, threaten to overwhelm every man, reveal him to himself as enslaved to the external, and stir him up to find some way out into the infinite, where alone he can rejoice in the liberty that belongs to his nature. Seated in the heart of a leaden despair, Job cries aloud to the Might unseen, scarce known, which yet he regards as the God of his life. But no more that of a slave is his cry, than the defiance of Prometheus hurled at Jupiter from his rock. He is more overwhelmed than the Titan, for he is in infinite perplexity as well as pain; but no more than in that of Prometheus is there a trace of the cowardly in his cry. Before the Judge he asserts his innocence, and will not grovel—knowing indeed that to bear himself so would be to insult the holy. He feels he has not deserved such suffering, and will neither tell nor listen to lies for God.
The book of Job strikes me as one of the boldest poems: from a place of stark realism, it challenges the very foundation of ideals! Its hero is a man sitting among ashes, covered in painful boils from head to toe, scraping his skin with a piece of broken pottery. Hurt in body, mind, heart, and spirit, he exemplifies humanity at its lowest—caught in the overwhelming waves of a harsh world crashing down on him. I wouldn’t say “humanity” in a vague or collective sense; I mean the individual humanity repeated infinitely: Job, I say, is the human being—a focal point for the relentless attacks of pain and the terrifying incursions of fear: these are the trials that eventually threaten to crush every person, revealing our enslavement to the outside world and pushing us to seek a way out into the infinite, where we can finally experience the freedom inherent to our nature. In the depths of heavy despair, Job cries out to the unseen, not fully understood, force that he still considers the God of his life. Yet his cry is not that of a slave, but rather a defiant shout like Prometheus challenging Jupiter from his rock. He is more overwhelmed than the Titan, facing not only pain but endless confusion; but likewise, there’s no cowardice in his appeal. Before the Judge, he proclaims his innocence and refuses to grovel—aware that doing so would be an insult to the sacred. He believes he doesn't deserve such suffering, and he will neither tell nor listen to lies for God.
Prometheus is more stonily patient than Job. Job is nothing of a Stoic, but bemoans himself like a child—a brave child who seems to himself to suffer wrong, and recoils with horror-struck bewilderment from the unreason of the thing. Prometheus has to do with a tyrant whom he despises, before whom therefore he endures with unbewailing unsubmission, upheld by the consciousness that he is fighting the battle of humanity against an all but all-powerful Selfishness: endurance is the only availing weapon against him, and he will endure to the ever-delayed end! Job, on the other hand, is the more troubled because it is He who is at the head and the heart, who is the beginning and the end of things, that has laid his hand upon him with such a heavy torture that he takes his flesh in his teeth for pain. He cannot, will not believe him a tyrant; but, while he pleads against his dealing with himself, loves him, and looks to him as the source of life, the power and gladness of being. He dares not think God unjust, but not therefore can he allow that he has done anything to merit the treatment he is receiving at his hands. Hence is he of necessity in profoundest perplexity, for how can the two things be reconciled? The thought has not yet come to him that that which it would be unfair to lay upon him as punishment, may yet be laid upon him as favour—by a love supreme which would give him blessing beyond all possible prayer— blessing he would not dare to ask if he saw the means necessary to its giving, but blessing for which, once known and understood, he would be willing to endure yet again all that he had undergone. Therefore is he so sorely divided in himself. While he must not think of God as having mistaken him, the discrepancy that looks like mistake forces itself upon him through every channel of thought and feeling. He had nowise relaxed his endeavour after a godly life, yet is the hand of the God he had acknowledged in all his ways uplifted against him, as rarely against any transgressor!—nor against him alone, for his sons and daughters have been swept away like a generation of vipers! The possessions, which made him the greatest of all the men of the east, have been taken from him by fire and wind and the hand of the enemy! He is poor as the poorest, diseased as the vilest, bereft of the children which were his pride and his strength! The worst of all with which fear could have dismayed him is come upon him; and worse now than all, death is denied him! His prayer that, as he came naked from the womb, so he may return naked and sore to the bosom of the earth, is not heard; he is left to linger in self-loathing, to encounter at every turn of agonized thought the awful suggestion that God has cast him off! He does not deny that there is evil in him; for—'Dost thou open thine eyes upon such an one,' he pleads, 'and bringest me into judgment with thee?' but he does deny that he has been a wicked man, a doer of the thing he knew to be evil: he does deny that there is any guile in him. And who, because he knows and laments the guile in himself, will dare deny that there was once a Nathanael in the world? Had Job been Calvinist or Lutheran, the book of Job would have been very different. His perplexity would then have been—how God being just, could require of a man more than he could do, and punish him as if his sin were that of a perfect being who chose to do the evil of which he knew all the enormity. For me, I will call no one Master but Christ—and from him I learn that his quarrel with us is that we will not do what we know, will not come to him that we may have life. How endlessly more powerful with men would be expostulation grounded, not on what they have done, but on what they will not do!
Prometheus is much more stoically patient than Job. Job isn't stoic at all; he complains like a child — a brave child who feels wronged and is horrified by the senselessness of it all. Prometheus deals with a tyrant he despises, so he endures without lamenting, driven by the awareness that he's fighting for humanity against an almost all-powerful selfishness: endurance is the only weapon he has, and he will endure until the very end, no matter how long it takes! On the other hand, Job is more troubled because it's God, who is at the center of everything, that has put such heavy suffering upon him that he feels his pain deeply. He cannot accept that God is a tyrant; rather, while he argues against what has happened to him, he loves Him and sees Him as the source of life, joy, and purpose. He can't bear to think of God as unjust, yet he can't accept that he deserves the treatment he's receiving. This contradiction leaves him deeply confused, struggling to reconcile two opposing ideas. He hasn't yet realized that what seems like punishment might also be a form of love — a supreme love that could lead to a blessing beyond anything he could ask for — a blessing so profound that he would willingly endure all his past suffering for it. This is why he feels so torn inside. While he refuses to think of God as having misunderstood him, the inconsistency that appears to be a mistake presses upon him at every turn. He remains committed to living a righteous life, yet the hand of the God he has always followed is raised against him with a severity rarely seen! And it's not just him; his sons and daughters have been swept away like a generation of vipers! The wealth that made him the richest man in the east has been lost to fire, storm, and enemy attack! He is as poor as the poorest, sick as the most wretched, and deprived of the children who were his pride and strength! The worst fears he could have imagined have come true; and now, even worse, death is denied to him! His plea to return to the earth as he came into it, empty and broken, is ignored; he's left to dwell in self-hatred, facing the terrifying thought that God has abandoned him! He doesn't deny that there is evil within him; he argues, "Do you look on such a one and bring me to judgment with you?" But he insists he hasn't been wicked, that he hasn't done the things he knew were wrong; he insists there is no deceit in him. And who, recognizing and regretting their own deceit, would dare deny that there was once a Nathanael in the world? If Job had been a Calvinist or Lutheran, the Book of Job would read very differently. His dilemma would then be about how a just God could demand more from a person than they could give and punish them as if their sin were that of a perfect being who knowingly chose evil despite its gravity. For me, I will call no one Master but Christ — and from Him, I learn that His complaint against us is that we fail to do what we know we should, that we don’t come to Him to receive life. How much more impactful would it be for people if the argument were based on what they won’t do rather than what they have done?
Job's child-like judgment of God had never been vitiated and perverted, to the dishonouring of the great Father, by any taint of such low theories as, alas! we must call the popular: explanations of God's ways by such as did not understand Him, they are acceptable to such as do not care to know him, such as are content to stand afar off and stare at the cloud whence issue the thunders and the voices; but a burden threatening to sink them to Tophet, a burden grievous to be borne, to such as would arise and go to the Father. The contradiction between Job's idea of the justice of God and the things which had befallen him, is constantly haunting him; it has a sting in it far worse than all the other misery with which he is tormented; but it is not fixed in the hopelessness of hell by an accepted explanation more frightful than itself. Let the world-sphinx put as many riddles as she will, she can devour no man while he waits an answer from the world-redeemer. Job refused the explanation of his friends because he knew it false; to have accepted such as would by many in the present day be given him, would have been to be devoured at once of the monster. He simply holds on to the skirt of God's garment—besieges his door—keeps putting his question again and again, ever haunting the one source of true answer and reconciliation. No answer will do for him but the answer that God only can give; for who but God can justify God's ways to his creature?
Job's innocent understanding of God had never been corrupted or twisted, dishonoring the great Father, by the influence of such low theories that, unfortunately, we must call popular. Explanations of God's actions by those who do not truly understand Him are accepted by those who don't care to know Him, those who prefer to stand at a distance and watch the storm where the thunder and voices come from; but this becomes a heavy burden, threatening to drag them down to despair, especially for those who want to rise and go to the Father. The conflict between Job's belief in God's justice and the misfortunes that have befallen him constantly torments him; it hurts far worse than all the other suffering he endures, but it is not locked in a hopeless darkness by a terrifying explanation that is more dreadful than the contradiction itself. No matter how many riddles the world poses, it cannot consume anyone who is waiting for answers from the world’s redeemer. Job dismissed his friends' explanations because he knew they were false; accepting the explanations many would offer him today would have meant being swallowed by the beast. He simply clings to the edge of God's garment—knocking at His door—persistently asking his question over and over, always returning to the one true source of answers and reconciliation. No answer will satisfy him except the one that only God can provide; because who but God can explain His ways to His creations?
From a soul whose very consciousness is contradiction, we must not look for logic; misery is rarely logical; it is itself a discord; yet is it nothing less than natural that, feeling as if God wronged him, Job should yet be ever yearning after a sight of God, straining into his presence, longing to stand face to face with him. He would confront the One. He is convinced, or at least cherishes as his one hope the idea, that, if he could but get God to listen to him, if he might but lay his case clear before him, God would not fail to see how the thing was, and would explain the matter to him—would certainly give him peace; the man in the ashes would know that the foundations of the world yet stand sure; that God has not closed his eyes, or—horror of all horrors— ceased to be just! Therefore would he order his words before him, and hear what God had to say; surely the Just would set the mind of his justice-loving creature at rest!
From a soul whose very awareness is full of contradictions, we shouldn’t expect logic; misery is rarely logical; it is a kind of chaos. Yet it’s completely natural that, feeling like God has wronged him, Job still yearns for a glimpse of God, striving to be in His presence, longing to stand face to face with Him. He wants to confront the One. He believes, or at least holds onto the hope, that if he could just get God to listen to him, if he could clearly present his case, God would recognize the truth of his situation and would provide an explanation—definitely give him peace. The man in the ashes wants to know that the foundations of the world are still secure; that God hasn’t closed His eyes or—horror of all horrors—stopped being just! So he would organize his words before Him and listen to what God has to say; surely the Just One would calm the mind of His justice-seeking creation!
His friends, good men, religious men, but of the pharisaic type—that is, men who would pay their court to God, instead of coming into his presence as children; men with traditional theories which have served their poor turn, satisfied their feeble intellectual demands, they think others therefore must accept or perish; men anxious to appease God rather than trust in him; men who would rather receive salvation from God, than God their salvation—these his friends would persuade Job to the confession that he was a hypocrite, insisting that such things could not have come upon him but because of wickedness, and as they knew of none open, it must be for some secret vileness. They grow angry with him when he refuses to be persuaded against his knowledge of himself. They insist on his hypocrisy, he on his righteousness. Nor may we forget that herein lies not any overweening on the part of Job, for the poem prepares us for the right understanding of the man by telling us in the prologue, that God said thus to the accuser of men: 'Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil?' God gives Job into Satan's hand with confidence in the result; and at the end of the trial approves of what Job has said concerning himself. But the very appearance of God is enough to make Job turn against himself: his part was to have trusted God altogether, in spite of every appearance, in spite of every reality! He will justify himself no more. He sees that though God has not been punishing him for his sins, yet is he far from what he ought to be, and must become: 'Behold,' he says, 'I am vile; what shall I answer thee? I will lay mine hand upon my mouth.'
His friends, good men and religious men, but a bit self-righteous—that is, men who try to impress God instead of approaching Him like children; men with traditional beliefs that have just managed to meet their basic needs and satisfy their limited understanding, thinking that everyone else must accept those beliefs or face consequences; men eager to please God rather than truly trust Him; men who prefer to receive salvation from God instead of having God be their salvation—these friends try to convince Job that he's a hypocrite, insisting that nothing so bad could happen to him unless he had done something wrong, and since they can’t see any obvious faults, it must be some hidden wrongdoing. They get angry with him when he refuses to be convinced against what he knows to be true about himself. They claim he's being hypocritical, while he maintains his integrity. It’s important to note that Job’s stance isn’t arrogance; the poem sets us up to understand him correctly by telling us in the prologue that God told the accuser of men: 'Have you considered my servant Job? There’s no one like him on earth, a blameless and upright man, who fears God and turns away from evil?' God hands Job over to Satan with confidence in the outcome; and by the end of the trial, He approves of Job's claims about himself. However, the very presence of God makes Job turn against himself: he realizes he should have completely trusted God, regardless of the circumstances or realities! He won't justify himself anymore. He recognizes that even though God hasn’t punished him for his sins, he still falls short of who he should be and must become: 'Behold,' he says, 'I am worthless; what can I say to you? I will put my hand over my mouth.'
But let us look a little closer at Job's way of thinking and speaking about God, and his manner of addressing him—so different from the pharisaic in all ages, in none more than in our own.
But let's take a closer look at Job's way of thinking and talking about God, and how he addresses Him—so different from the pharisaical approach throughout the ages, particularly in our own time.
Waxing indignant at the idea that his nature required such treatment— 'Am I a sea or a whale,' he cries out, 'that thou settest a watch over me?' Thou knowest that I am not wicked. 'Thou settest a print upon the heels of my feet!'—that the way I have gone may be known by my footprints! To his friends he cries: 'Will ye speak wickedly for God? and talk deceitfully for him?' Do you not know that I am the man I say? 'Will ye accept His person?'—siding with Him against me? 'Will ye contend for God?'—be special pleaders for him, his partisains? 'Is it good that He should search you out? or as one man mocketh another, do ye so mock Him?'—saying what you do not think? 'He will surely reprove you, if ye do secretly accept persons!'—even the person of God himself!
Waxing indignant at the thought that he deserved such treatment— "Am I a sea or a whale," he exclaims, "that you keep a watch over me?" You know I'm not evil. "You mark the heels of my feet!"—so that my path may be traced by my footprints! To his friends he shouts: "Are you really going to speak wickedly for God? And deceive for Him?" Don't you know that I'm the person I claim to be? "Are you going to take His side?"—aligning with Him against me? "Are you going to argue for God?"—be his advocates, his supporters? "Is it right for Him to investigate you? Or, like one man mocks another, do you mock Him?"—saying things you don't believe? "He will definitely call you out if you secretly show favoritism!"—even towards God Himself!
Such words are pleasing in the ear of the father of spirits. He is not a God to accept the flattery which declares him above obligation to his creatures; a God to demand of them a righteousness different from his own; a God to deal ungenerously with his poverty-stricken children; a God to make severest demands upon his little ones! Job is confident of receiving justice. There is a strange but most natural conflict of feeling in him. His faith is in truth profound, yet is he always complaining. It is but the form his faith takes in his trouble. Even while he declares the hardness and unfitness of the usage he is receiving, he yet seems assured that, to get things set right, all he needs is admission to the presence of God—an interview with the Most High. To be heard must be to have justice. He uses language which, used by any living man, would horrify the religious of the present day, in proportion to the lack of truth in them, just as it horrified his three friends, the honest pharisees of the time, whose religion was 'doctrine' and rebuke. God speaks not a word of rebuke to Job for the freedom of his speech:—he has always been seeking such as Job to worship him. It is those who know only and respect the outsides of religion, such as never speak or think of God but as the Almighty or Providence, who will say of the man who would go close up to God, and speak to him out of the deepest in the nature he has made, 'he is irreverent.' To utter the name of God in the drama—highest of human arts, is with such men blasphemy. They pay court to God, not love him; they treat him as one far away, not as the one whose bosom is the only home. They accept God's person. 'Shall not his excellency'—another thing quite than that you admire—'make you afraid? Shall not his dread'—another thing quite than that to which you show your pagan respect—'fall upon you?'
Such words sound pleasing to the father of spirits. He is not a God who accepts flattery that claims he is above obligation to his creations; a God who demands from them a righteousness different from his own; a God who treats his impoverished children unfairly; a God to impose the heaviest demands on his little ones! Job is confident he will receive justice. There's a strange but completely natural conflict of feelings within him. His belief is deeply rooted in truth, yet he constantly complains. It's just how his faith expresses itself during his troubles. Even as he voices the harshness and unfairness of his treatment, he seems convinced that all he needs to make things right is to be in God’s presence—an audience with the Most High. To be heard must mean to receive justice. He uses language that, if spoken by any living person today, would shock the religious community, reflecting their lack of truth, just as it horrified his three friends, the sincere Pharisees of his time, whose religion was based on doctrine and condemnation. God doesn’t say a word of reproach to Job for his candidness—He has always been looking for worshippers like Job. It's those who only understand and respect the outer forms of religion, who never think or speak of God except as the Almighty or Providence, who will label the man who approaches God and speaks from the deepest part of his being as 'irreverent.' To mention God's name in the drama—the highest of human arts—is considered blasphemy by such individuals. They flatter God, but do not love Him; they see Him as far away, rather than as the one whose heart is the only true home. They accept God's presence. 'Shouldn't his greatness'—something very different from what you admire—'make you afraid? Shouldn't his terror'—something very different from the respect you show in a pagan manner—'strike you?'
In the desolation of this man, the truth of God seems to him, yet more plainly than hitherto, the one thing that holds together the world which by the word of his mouth came first into being. If God be not accessible, nothing but despair and hell are left the man so lately the greatest in the east. Like a child escaping from the dogs of the street, he flings the door to the wall, and rushes, nor looks behind him, to seek the presence of the living one. Bearing with him the burden of his death, he cries, 'Look what thou hast laid upon me! Shall mortal man, the helpless creature thou hast made, bear cross like this?' He would cast his load at the feet of his maker!—God is the God of comfort, known of man as the refuge, the life-giver, or not known at all. But alas! he cannot come to him! Nowhere can he see his face! He has hid himself from him! 'Oh that I knew where I might find him! that I might come even to his seat! I would order my cause before him, and fill my mouth with arguments. I would know the words which he would answer me, and understand what he would say unto me. Will he plead against me with his great power? No! but he would put strength in me. There the righteous might dispute with him; so should I be delivered for ever from my judge. Behold, I go forward, but he is not there; and backward, but I cannot perceive him: on the left hand, where he doth work, but I cannot behold him: he hideth himself on the right hand, that I cannot see him: but he knoweth the way that I take: when he hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold.'
In this man’s despair, the truth of God stands out more clearly than ever before, as the one thing that keeps the world, which was created by His word, intact. If God isn’t reachable, then all that’s left for this once-great man is despair and hell. Like a child escaping from street dogs, he slams the door open and rushes out, not looking back, to seek the presence of the living God. Carrying the weight of his death, he cries, "Look what you've laid on me! Can a mortal man, the helpless being you created, bear a burden like this?" He wants to throw his load down at his Creator's feet!—God is the God of comfort, known to man as a refuge, a giver of life, or not known at all. But sadly, he can't reach Him! He can’t see His face anywhere! God has hidden Himself from him! "Oh, if only I knew where I could find Him! If only I could go to His dwelling! I would present my case before Him and fill my mouth with arguments. I would know what He would say to me and understand His response. Will He argue against me with His great power? No! He would give me strength. There the righteous could argue with Him; then I would be delivered forever from my judge. Look, I go forward, but He isn’t there; I go backward, but I can’t perceive Him. On the left, where He works, I can't see Him; He hides on the right side, and I can't find Him. But He knows the path I take; when He has tested me, I will come out like gold."
He cannot find him! Yet is he in his presence all the time, and his words enter into the ear of God his Saviour.
He can't find him! Yet he is always in his presence, and his words reach the ears of God his Savior.
The grandeur of the poem is that Job pleads his cause with God against all the remonstrance of religious authority, recognizing no one but God, and justified therein. And the grandest of all is this, that he implies, if he does not actually say, that God owes something to his creature. This is the beginning of the greatest discovery of all—that God owes himself to the creature he has made in his image, for so he has made him incapable of living without him. This, his creatures' highest claim upon him, is his divinest gift to them. For the fulfilling of this their claim he has sent his son, that he may himself, the father of him and of us, follow into our hearts. Perhaps the worst thing in a theology constructed out of man's dull possible, and not out of the being and deeds and words of Jesus Christ, is the impression it conveys throughout that God acknowledges no such obligation. Are not we the clay, and he the potter? how can the clay claim from the potter? We are the clay, it is true, but his clay, but spiritual clay, live clay, with needs and desires—and rights; we are clay, but clay worth the Son of God's dying for, that it might learn to consent to be shaped unto honour. We can have no merits—a merit is a thing impossible; but God has given us rights. Out of him we have nothing; but, created by him, come forth from him, we have even rights towards him—ah, never, never against him! his whole desire and labour is to make us capable of claiming, and induce us to claim of him the things whose rights he bestowed in creating us. No claim had we to be created: that involves an absurdity; but, being made, we have claims on him who made us: our needs are our claims. A man who will not provide for the hunger of his child, is condemned by the whole world.
The greatness of the poem is that Job argues his case with God against all the objections of religious authority, acknowledging no one but God, and is justified in doing so. And the most profound point is that he suggests, if not outright states, that God owes something to his creation. This is the start of the most significant realization of all—that God owes himself to the beings he has created in his image, for he has made them incapable of living without him. This highest claim of his creatures upon him is his greatest gift to them. To fulfill this claim, he sent his son, so that he, the father of him and of us, might enter our hearts. Perhaps the worst aspect of a theology based on humanity’s dull possible, rather than on the being, deeds, and words of Jesus Christ, is the impression that God recognizes no such obligation. Are we not the clay, and he the potter? How can the clay demand anything from the potter? We are indeed clay, but his clay, spiritual clay, living clay, with needs and desires—and rights; we are clay, yet clay worth the sacrifice of the Son of God, so that it might learn to agree to be shaped for honor. We have no merits—a merit is impossible; but God has given us rights. From him, we have nothing; however, created by him, emerging from him, we do have rights towards him—ah, never, never against him! His entire desire and effort is to make us capable of claiming, and encourage us to claim from him the things whose rights he granted when he created us. We had no right to be created: that would be absurd; but, having been made, we have claims on him who made us: our needs are our claims. A person who will not provide for a child’s hunger is condemned by the whole world.
'Ah, but,' says the partisan of God, 'the Almighty stands in a relation very different from that of an earthly father: there is no parallel.' I grant it: there is no parallel. The man did not create the child, he only yielded to an impulse created in himself: God is infinitely more bound to provide for his child than any man is to provide for his. The relation is infinitely, divinely closer. It is God to whom every hunger, every aspiration, every desire, every longing of our nature is to be referred; he made all our needs—made us the creatures of a thousand necessities—and have we no claim on him? Nay, we have claims innumerable, infinite; and his one great claim on us is that we should claim our claims of him.
'Ah, but,' says the supporter of God, 'the Almighty has a relationship that's very different from that of an earthly father: there's no comparison.' I agree: there is no comparison. The man didn't create the child; he only responded to an impulse within himself. God is infinitely more obligated to care for his child than any man is to care for his. The relationship is infinitely, divinely closer. It is God to whom every hunger, aspiration, desire, and longing of our nature should be addressed; he created all our needs—made us beings of countless necessities—and do we have no claim on him? No, we have countless, infinite claims; and his one great expectation of us is that we should acknowledge our claims on him.
It is terrible to represent God as unrelated to us in the way of appeal to his righteousness. How should he be righteous without owing us anything? How would there be any right for the judge of all the earth to do if he owed nothing? Verily he owes us nothing that he does not pay like a God; but it is of the devil to imagine imperfection and disgrace in obligation. So far is God from thinking so that in every act of his being he lays himself under obligation to his creatures. Oh, the grandeur of his goodness, and righteousness, and fearless unselfishness! When doubt and dread invade, and the voice of love in the soul is dumb, what can please the father of men better than to hear his child cry to him from whom he came, 'Here I am, O God! Thou hast made me: give me that which thou hast made me needing.' The child's necessity, his weakness, his helplessness, are the strongest of all his claims. If I am a whale, I can claim a sea; if I am a sea, I claim room to roll, and break in waves after my kind; if I am a lion, I seek my meat from God; am I a child, this, beyond all other claims, I claim— that, if any of my needs are denied me, it shall be by the love of a father, who will let me see his face, and allow me to plead my cause before him. And this must be just what God desires! What would he have, but that his children should claim their father? To what end are all his dealings with them, all his sufferings with and for and in them, but that they should claim their birthright? Is not their birthright what he made them for, made in them when he made them? Is it not what he has been putting forth his energy to give them ever since first he began them to be—the divine nature, God himself? The child has, and must have, a claim on the father, a claim which it is the joy of the father's heart to acknowledge. A created need is a created claim. God is the origin of both need and supply, the father of our necessities, the abundant giver of the good things. Right gloriously he meets the claims of his child! The story of Jesus is the heart of his answer, not primarily to the prayers, but to the divine necessities of the children he has sent out into his universe.
It’s terrible to think of God as disconnected from us when we appeal to his righteousness. How could he be righteous if he owed us nothing? What authority would the judge of all the earth have if he didn’t owe anything? Truly, he doesn’t owe us anything that he doesn’t provide like a God; but it’s wrong to view obligation as imperfection or shame. God is far from thinking this way; in every action, he puts himself in debt to his creatures. Oh, the greatness of his goodness, righteousness, and selfless love! When doubt and fear overwhelm us, and love's voice within us is silent, what could please the father of humanity more than to hear his child call out, 'Here I am, God! You made me: give me what I need'? The child’s need, weakness, and helplessness are his strongest claims. If I’m a whale, I can claim the sea; if I’m the sea, I claim space to roll and break into waves; if I’m a lion, I look to God for my food; but if I’m a child, I claim this above all else—that if my needs are denied, it must be the decision of a loving father who will let me see his face and allow me to present my case before him. And this must be exactly what God wants! What else could he desire except for his children to reach out to him? What purpose do all his interactions, all his suffering with and for them, serve if not for them to claim their birthright? Isn’t their birthright what he created them for, what he instilled in them when he made them? Isn’t it the divine nature, God himself, that he has been striving to give them since he first brought them into existence? The child has—and must have—a claim on the father, a claim that brings joy to the father's heart. A created need is a created claim. God is the source of both need and supply, the father of our necessities, the generous giver of good things. He wonderfully meets his child’s claims! The story of Jesus is at the heart of his response—not just to our prayers, but to the divine needs of the children he has sent into his universe.
Away with the thought that God could have been a perfect, an adorable creator, doing anything less than he has done for his children! that any other kind of being than Jesus Christ could have been worthy of all-glorifying worship! that his nature demanded less of him than he has done! that his nature is not absolute love, absolute self-devotion—could have been without these highest splendours!
Away with the idea that God could have been a perfect, lovable creator, doing anything less than what he has done for his children! That any being other than Jesus Christ could have deserved all-encompassing worship! That his nature required less of him than what he has done! That his nature isn’t absolute love, absolute selflessness—could exist without these highest qualities!
In the light of this truth, let us then look at the words at the head of this sermon: 'Oh that thou wouldest hide me in the grave!' Job appeals to his creator, whom his sufferings compel him to regard as displeased with him, though he knows not why. We know he was not displeased but Job had not read the preface to his own story. He prays him to hide him, and forget him for a time, that the desire of the maker to look again upon the creature he had made, to see once more the work of his hands, may awake within him; that silence and absence and loss may speak for the buried one, and make the heart of the parent remember and long after the face of the child; then 'thou shalt call and I will answer thee: thou wilt have a desire to the work of thine hands;' then will he rise in joy, to plead with confidence the cause of his righteousness. For God is nigher to the man than is anything God has made: what can be closer than the making and the made? that which is, and that which is because the other is? that which wills, and that which answers, owing to the will, the heart, the desire of the other, its power to answer? What other relation imaginable could give claims to compare with those arising from such a relation? God must love his creature that looks up to him with hungry eyes—hungry for life, for acknowledgment, for justice, for the possibilities of living that life which the making life has made him alive for the sake of living. The whole existence of a creature is a unit, an entirety of claim upon his creator:—just therefore, let him do with me as he will—even to seating me in the ashes, and seeing me scrape myself with a potsherd!— not the less but ever the more will I bring forward my claim! assert it—insist on it—assail with it the ear and the heart of the father. Is it not the sweetest music ear of maker can hear?—except the word of perfect son, 'Lo, I come to do thy will, O God!' We, imperfect sons, shall learn to say the same words too: that we may grow capable and say them, and so enter into our birthright, yea, become partakers of the divine nature in its divinest element, that Son came to us—died for the slaying of our selfishness, the destruction of our mean hollow pride, the waking of our childhood. We are his father's debtors for our needs, our rights, our claims, and he will have us pay the uttermost farthing. Yes, so true is the Father, he will even compel us, through misery if needful, to put in our claims, for he knows we have eternal need of these things: without the essential rights of his being, who can live?
In light of this truth, let’s look at the opening words of this sermon: 'Oh that thou wouldest hide me in the grave!' Job appeals to his creator, whom his suffering makes him see as displeased with him, though he doesn’t know why. We understand that God was not displeased, but Job hadn’t read the preface to his own story. He prays for God to hide and forget him for a while, so that the creator's desire to look upon the creature he made, to see the work of his hands again, may awaken. He hopes that silence, absence, and loss will speak for the one who is buried and make the parent's heart remember and long for the child's face; then 'thou shalt call and I will answer thee: thou wilt have a desire to the work of thine hands;' and then he will rise in joy to confidently plead his case. For God is closer to man than anything He has made: what could be closer than the creator and the created? That which exists and that which exists because of the other’s existence? That which wills and that which responds because of the will, the heart, and the desire of the other, its power to answer? What other relationship could have claims to compare with those from such a connection? God must love the creature that looks up to Him with hungry eyes—hungry for life, for acknowledgment, for justice, for the chance to live the life that the creator has allowed him to live. The whole existence of a creature is a complete claim upon its creator:—just therefore, let him do with me as he wishes—even if it means putting me in ashes and having me scrape myself with a piece of broken pottery!—I will still bring forward my claim! Assert it—insist on it—attack the ear and the heart of the father with it. Isn’t it the sweetest music that the creator can hear?—except for the perfect son’s words, ‘Lo, I come to do thy will, O God!' We, imperfect sons, will learn to say the same words too: so we can grow capable of saying them, and enter into our birthright, becoming partakers of the divine nature in its most divine aspect, which the Son came to us for—died to end our selfishness, to destroy our hollow pride, and to awaken our childhood. We owe our needs, our rights, and our claims to his father, and He will have us pay every last bit. Yes, so true is the Father, He will even force us, through suffering if necessary, to put forth our claims, for He knows we have an eternal need for these things: without the essential rights of His being, who can survive?
I protest, therefore, against all such teaching as, originating in and fostered by the faithlessness of the human heart, gives the impression that the exceeding goodness of God towards man is not the natural and necessary outcome of his being. The root of every heresy popular in the church draws its nourishment merely and only from the soil of unbelief. The idea that God would be God all the same, as glorious as he needed to be, had he not taken upon himself the divine toil of bringing home his wandered children, had he done nothing to seek and save the lost, is false as hell. Lying for God could go no farther. As if the idea of God admitted of his being less than he is, less than perfect, less than all-in-all, less than Jesus Christ! less than Love absolute, less than entire unselfishness! As if the God revealed to us in the New Testament were not his own perfect necessity of loving-kindness, but one who has made himself better than, by his own nature, by his own love, by the laws which he willed the laws of his existence, he needed to be! They would have it that, being unbound, he deserves the greater homage! So it might be, if he were not our father. But to think of the living God not as our father, but as one who has condescended greatly, being nowise, in his own willed grandeur of righteous nature, bound to do as he has done, is killing to all but a slavish devotion. It is to think of him as nothing like the God we see in Jesus Christ.
I object, therefore, to all teaching that, stemming from the unfaithfulness of the human heart, suggests that God's immense goodness toward humanity isn’t the natural and essential result of His being. The foundation of every heresy popular in the church feeds solely on the soil of disbelief. The idea that God would still be God, just as glorious as necessary, had He not taken on the divine responsibility of bringing back His lost children, had He done nothing to seek and save the lost, is utterly false. Misrepresenting God couldn’t go any further than this. As if the concept of God allowed for Him to be less than He is, less than perfect, less than everything, less than Jesus Christ! less than absolute Love, less than complete selflessness! As if the God revealed to us in the New Testament wasn’t the full expression of His necessary loving-kindness, but one who has made Himself better than, by His own nature, by His own love, by the laws that He created as the laws of His existence, He needed to be! They want us to believe that, being unrestrained, He deserves greater reverence! That might be true if He were not our Father. But to think of the living God not as our Father, but as one who has greatly condescended, having no obligation, in His own inherent greatness of righteous nature, to act as He has, is detrimental to all but a servile devotion. It’s to envision Him as nothing like the God we see in Jesus Christ.
It will be answered that we have fallen, and God is thereby freed from any obligation, if any ever were. It is but another lie. No amount of wrong-doing in a child can ever free a parent from the divine necessity of doing all he can to deliver his child; the bond between them cannot be broken. It is the vulgar, slavish, worldly idea of freedom, that it consists in being bound to nothing. Not such is God's idea of liberty! To speak as a man—the more of vital obligation he lays on himself, the more children he creates, with the more claims upon him, the freer is he as creator and giver of life, which is the essence of his Godhead: to make scope for his essence is to be free. Our Lord teaches us that the truth, known by obedience to him, will make us free: our freedom lies in living the truth of our relations to God and man. For a man to be alone in the universe would be to be a slave to unspeakable longings and lonelinesses. And again to speak after the manner of men: God could not be satisfied with himself without doing all that a God and Father could do for the creatures he had made—that is, without doing just what he has done, what he is doing, what he will do, to deliver his sons and daughters, and bring them home with rejoicing. To answer the cry of the human heart, 'Would that I could see him! would that I might come before him, and look upon him face to face!' he sent his son, the express image of his person. And again, that we might not be limited in our understanding of God by the constant presence to our weak and dullable spiritual sense of any embodiment whatever, he took him away. Having seen him, in his absence we understand him better. That we might know him he came; that we might go to him he went. If we dare, like Job, to plead with him in any of the heart-eating troubles that arise from the impossibility of loving such misrepresentation of him as is held out to us to love by our would-be teachers; if we think and speak out before him that which seems to us to be right, will he not be heartily pleased with his children's love of righteousness—with the truth that will not part him and his righteousness? Verily he will not plead against us with his great power, but will put strength in us, and where we are wrong will instruct us. For the heart that wants to do and think aright, the heart that seeks to worship him as no tyrant, but as the perfectly, absolutely righteous God, is the delight of the Father. To the heart that will not call that righteousness which it feels to be unjust, but clings to the skirt of his garment, and lifts pleading eyes to his countenance—to that heart he will lay open the riches of his being—riches which it has not entered that heart to conceive. 'O Lord, they tell me I have so offended against thy law that, as I am, thou canst not look upon me, but threatenest me with eternal banishment from thy presence. But if thou look not upon me, how can I ever be other than I am? Lord, remember I was born in sin: how then can I see sin as thou seest it? Remember, Lord, that I have never known myself clean: how can I cleanse myself? Thou must needs take me as I am and cleanse me. Is it not impossible that I should behold the final goodness of good, the final evilness of evil? how then can I deserve eternal torment? Had I known good and evil, seeing them as thou seest them, then chosen the evil, and turned away from the good, I know not what I should not deserve; but thou knowest it has ever been something good in the evil that has enticed my selfish heart—nor mine only, but that of all my kind. Thou requirest of us to forgive: surely thou forgivest freely! Bound thou mayest be to destroy evil, but art thou bound to keep the sinner alive that thou mayest punish him, even if it make him no better? Sin cannot be deep as life, for thou art the life; and sorrow and pain go deeper than sin, for they reach to the divine in us: thou canst suffer, though thou wilt not sin. To see men suffer might make us shun evil, but it never could make us hate it. We might see thereby that thou hatest sin, but we never could see that thou lovest the sinner. Chastise us, we pray thee, in loving kindness, and we shall not faint. We have done much that is evil, yea, evil is very deep in us, but we are not all evil, for we love righteousness; and art not thou thyself, in thy Son, the sacrifice for our sins, the atonement of out breach? Thou hast made us subject to vanity, but hast thyself taken thy godlike share of the consequences. Could we ever have come to know good as thou knowest it, save by passing through the sea of sin and the fire of cleansing? They tell me I must say for Christ's sake, or thou wilt not pardon: it takes the very heart out of my poor love to hear that thou wilt not pardon me except because Christ has loved me; but I give thee thanks that nowhere in the record of thy gospel, does one of thy servants say any such word. In spite of all our fears and grovelling, our weakness, and our wrongs, thou wilt be to us what thou art—such a perfect Father as no most loving child-heart on earth could invent the thought of! Thou wilt take our sins on thyself, giving us thy life to live withal. Thou bearest our griefs and carriest our sorrows; and surely thou wilt one day enable us to pay every debt we owe to each other! Thou wilt be to us a right generous, abundant father! Then truly our hearts shall be jubilant, because thou art what thou art—infinitely beyond all we could imagine. Thou wilt humble and raise us up. Thou hast given thyself to us that, having thee, we may be eternally alive with thy life. We run within the circle of what men call thy wrath, and find ourselves clasped in the zone of thy love!'
It will be said that we have failed, and that God is therefore free from any obligation, if there ever were any. But that's just another lie. No amount of wrongdoing by a child can ever absolve a parent from the divine duty to do everything possible to save their child; the bond between them can't be broken. The crude, servile, worldly idea of freedom is that it means being bound to nothing. But that’s not how God views liberty! To put it simply—the more responsibilities he takes on, the more children he creates, each with more claims on him, the freer he becomes as their creator and giver of life, which is the essence of being God: to make room for his essence is true freedom. Our Lord teaches us that the truth, understood through obedience to him, will set us free: our freedom is found in living the truth of our relationships with God and others. For someone to be alone in the universe would mean being a slave to unbearable longings and loneliness. Speaking in human terms: God could not be satisfied with himself without doing everything that a God and Father could for the beings he created—that is, without doing precisely what he has done, what he is doing, and what he will do to save his sons and daughters and bring them back home joyfully. To respond to the human cry, 'If only I could see him! If only I could come before him and look upon him face to face!' he sent his son, the perfect image of himself. And to ensure we wouldn’t limit our understanding of God by the constant presence of any physical form to our weak and dull spiritual senses, he took him away. Having seen him, we understand him better in his absence. He came so we could know him; he went away so we could approach him. If we dare, like Job, to argue with him amidst the heart-wrenching troubles that arise from the impossibility of loving the distorted image of him offered by our supposed teachers; if we express our thoughts and feelings before him and tell him what we believe to be right, will he not be genuinely pleased with his children’s love for what is right—with the truth that connects him and his righteousness? Surely he will not argue against us with his great power, but will strengthen us, and where we go wrong, he will teach us. The heart that wants to do and think rightly, the heart that seeks to worship him not as a tyrant, but as the perfectly and absolutely righteous God, brings delight to the Father. To the heart that refuses to call righteousness what it knows to be unjust, that clings to the hem of his garment and lifts pleading eyes to him—he will open up the treasures of his being—treasures beyond its wildest imagination. 'O Lord, they tell me I’ve offended your law so much that as I am, you can’t look at me, but threaten me with eternal separation from your presence. But if you don’t look at me, how can I ever be anything different than I am? Lord, remember I was born in sin: how can I see sin as you see it? Remember, Lord, that I have never known myself to be clean: how can I cleanse myself? You must accept me as I am and cleanse me. Is it not impossible for me to perceive the ultimate goodness of good, the ultimate badness of bad? Then how can I deserve eternal torment? Had I known good and evil, seeing them as you see them, and then chosen the evil while turning away from the good, I would know I deserve punishment; but you know there has always been some good in the evil that has tempted my selfish heart—indeed, in the hearts of all humanity. You require us to forgive: surely you forgive freely! You may be bound to destroy evil, but are you required to keep the sinner alive just to punish them, even if it doesn’t improve them? Sin cannot go deeper than life, for you are life; and sorrow and pain reach deeper than sin, for they touch the divine within us: you can suffer, though you will not sin. To see people suffer might make us avoid evil, but it could never make us hate it. We might see from this that you hate sin, but we couldn’t see that you love the sinner. Correct us, we pray you, in loving kindness, and we will not lose heart. We have done much evil, yes, evil runs deep within us, but we are not all evil, for we love what is right; and aren’t you, yourself, in your Son, the sacrifice for our sins, the reconciliation of our breach? You have made us susceptible to futility, but you have taken your divine share of the consequences. Could we ever come to know good as you know it without passing through the sea of sin and the fire of purification? They tell me I must say for Christ's sake, or you won’t forgive: it takes the heart out of my love to hear that you will not forgive me unless it’s because Christ loved me; but I thank you that nowhere in the record of your gospel does one of your servants utter such words. Despite all our fears and our humble circumstances, our weakness, and our wrongs, you will be to us what you are—a perfect Father beyond what any loving child's heart on earth could imagine! You will take our sins upon yourself, giving us your life to live out. You bear our griefs and carry our sorrows; and surely, one day, you will enable us to repay every debt we owe each other! You will be to us a truly generous and abundant father! Then our hearts will truly rejoice, because you are who you are—infinitely more than we could imagine. You will humble us, and then lift us up. You have given yourself to us so that, having you, we may be eternally alive with your life. We find ourselves running within what people call your wrath, yet we find ourselves embraced in the warmth of your love!'
But be it well understood that when I say rights, I do not mean merits—of any sort. We can deserve from him nothing at all, in the sense of any right proceeding from ourselves. All our rights are such as the bounty of love inconceivable has glorified our being with— bestowed for the one only purpose of giving the satisfaction, the fulfilment of the same—rights so deep, so high, so delicate, that their satisfaction cannot be given until we desire it—yea long for it with our deepest desire. The giver of them came to men, lived with men, and died by the hands of men, that they might possess these rights abundantly: more not God could do to fulfil his part—save indeed what he is doing still every hour, every moment, for every individual. Our rights are rights with God himself at the heart of them. He could recall them if he pleased, but only by recalling us, by making us cease. While we exist, by the being that is ours, they are ours. If he could not fulfil our rights to us—because we would not have them, that is—if he could not make us such as to care for these rights which he has given us out of the very depth of his creative being, I think he would have to uncreate us. But as to deserving, that is absurd: he had to die in the endeavour to make us listen and receive. 'When ye shall have done all the things that are commanded you, say, We are unprofitable servants; we have done that which it was our duty to do.' Duty is a thing prepaid: it can never have desert. There is no claim on God that springs from us: all is from him.
But let it be clear that when I say rights, I don't mean merits—of any kind. We deserve nothing from him at all, in the sense that any rights come from ourselves. All our rights are gifts granted by an unimaginable love that has blessed our existence—given solely to provide the satisfaction and fulfillment of those rights—rights so profound, so elevated, so fragile, that they cannot be satisfied until we truly desire them—indeed, long for them with our deepest longing. The giver of these rights came to us, lived among us, and died at our hands, so that we could possess these rights in abundance: there is nothing more God could do to fulfill his part—except what he continues to do every hour of every moment for every individual. Our rights are intertwined with God himself at their core. He could take them back if he wished, but only by taking us back, by making us cease to exist. As long as we exist, by our very nature, they are ours. If he could not fulfill our rights because we would not accept them—if he could not make us care for these rights that he has given us from the very depths of his creative being, I believe he would have to uncreate us. But the idea of deserving is ridiculous: he had to die in the effort to make us listen and accept. 'When you have done all the things that are commanded of you, say, We are unworthy servants; we have only done what we were obliged to do.' Duty is something prepaid: it can never earn merit. There is no claim on God that originates from us; everything comes from him.
But, lest it should be possible that any unchildlike soul might, in arrogance and ignorance, think to stand upon his rights against God, and demand of him this or that after the will of the flesh, I will lay before such a possible one some of the things to which he has a right, yea, perhaps has first of all a right to, from the God of his life, because of the beginning he has given him—because of the divine germ that is in him. He has a claim on God, then, a divine claim, for any pain, want, disappointment, or misery, that would help to show him to himself as the fool he is; he has a claim to be punished to the last scorpion of the whip, to be spared not one pang that may urge him towards repentance; yea, he has a claim to be sent out into the outer darkness, whether what we call hell, or something speechlessly worse, if nothing less will do. He has a claim to be compelled to repent; to be hedged in on every side; to have one after another of the strong, sharp-toothed sheep-dogs of the great shepherd sent after him, to thwart him in any desire, foil him in any plan, frustrate him of any hope, until he come to see at length that nothing will ease his pain, nothing make life a thing worth having, but the presence of the living God within him; that nothing is good but the will of God; nothing noble enough for the desire of the heart of man but oneness with the eternal. For this God must make him yield his very being, that He may enter in and dwell with him.
But just in case there's any unchildlike person who, in their arrogance and ignorance, thinks they can stand up for their rights against God and demand this or that based on their own desires, I want to present to such a person some of the things they have a right to, perhaps most importantly from the God who gave them life—because of the divine spark inside them. They have a claim on God, a divine claim, for any pain, need, disappointment, or suffering that might help them realize how foolish they are; they have a right to face the full punishment, to not be spared a single moment of pain that might lead them to repentance; indeed, they have a right to be cast into outer darkness, whether we call it hell or something even worse, if that's the only thing that will reach them. They have a right to be forced to repent; to be surrounded on all sides; to have each one of the strong, determined sheepdogs of the great shepherd sent after them, blocking their every desire, ruining their plans, shattering their hopes, until they finally see that nothing will relieve their suffering, nothing will make life worth living, except the presence of the living God within them; that nothing is truly good but the will of God; nothing noble enough for the human heart's deepest desire but unity with the eternal. For this, God must make them surrender their very being, so He can enter in and dwell with them.
That the man would enforce none of these claims, is nothing; for it is not a man who owes them to him, but the eternal God, who by his own will of right towards the creature he has made, is bound to discharge them. God has to answer to himself for his idea; he has to do with the need of the nature he made, not with the self-born choice of the self-ruined man. His candle yet burns dim in the man's soul; that candle must shine as the sun. For what is the all-pervading dissatisfaction of his wretched being but an unrecognized hunger after the righteousness of his father. The soul God made is thus hungering, though the selfish, usurping self, which is its consciousness, is hungering only after low and selfish things, ever trying, but in vain, to fill its mean, narrow content, with husks too poor for its poverty-stricken desires. For even that most degraded chamber of the soul which is the temple of the deified Self, cannot be filled with less than God; even the usurping Self must be miserable until it cease to look at itself in the mirror of Satan, and open the door of its innermost closet to the God who means to dwell there, and make peace.
That the man wouldn’t enforce any of these claims means nothing; it’s not a man who owes them to him, but the eternal God, who by His own will towards the creature He has made, is obligated to fulfill them. God must answer to Himself for His idea; He deals with the needs of the nature He created, not with the self-imposed choices of the self-destructive man. His light still flickers faintly in the man's soul; that light should shine like the sun. For what is the deep-seated dissatisfaction in his miserable existence but an unrecognized craving for the righteousness of his Father? The soul God created is yearning, although the selfish, usurping self, which is its consciousness, is only craving trivial and selfish things, constantly trying, but in vain, to fill its meager, narrow existence with scraps too insufficient for its desperate desires. Even the most degraded part of the soul, which is the temple of the deified Self, cannot be satisfied with anything less than God; even the usurping Self will remain wretched until it stops looking at itself through Satan's mirror and opens the door of its innermost chamber to the God who intends to reside there and bring peace.
He that has looked on the face of God in Jesus Christ, whose heart overflows, if ever so little, with answering love, sees God standing with full hands to give the abundance for which he created his children, and those children hanging back, refusing to take, doubting the God-heart which knows itself absolute in truth and love.
He who has seen the face of God in Jesus Christ, whose heart overflows, even just a little, with love in return, sees God standing ready to give the abundance for which He created His children, while those children hesitate, refusing to accept, doubting the heart of God that knows itself to be perfect in truth and love.
It is not at first easy to see wherein God gives Job any answer; I cannot find that he offers him the least explanation of why he has so afflicted him. He justifies him in his words; he says Job has spoken what is right concerning him, and his friends have not; and he calls up before him, one after another, the works of his hands. The answer, like some of our Lord's answers if not all of them, seems addressed to Job himself, not to his intellect; to the revealing, God-like imagination in the man, and to no logical faculty whatever. It consists in a setting forth of the power of God, as seen in his handywork, and wondered at by the men of the time; and all that is said concerning them has to do with their show of themselves to the eyes of men. In what belongs to the deeper meanings of nature and her mediation between us and God, the appearances of nature are the truths of nature, far deeper than any scientific discoveries in and concerning them. The show of things is that for which God cares most, for their show is the face of far deeper things than they; we see in them, in a distant way, as in a glass darkly, the face of the unseen. It is through their show, not through their analysis, that we enter into their deepest truths. What they say to the childlike soul is the truest thing to be gathered of them. To know a primrose is a higher thing than to know all the botany of it—just as to know Christ is an infinitely higher thing than to know all theology, all that is said about his person, or babbled about his work. The body of man does not exist for the sake of its hidden secrets; its hidden secrets exist for the sake of its outside—for the face and the form in which dwells revelation: its outside is the deepest of it. So Nature as well exists primarily for her face, her look, her appeals to the heart and the imagination, her simple service to human need, and not for the secrets to be discovered in her and turned to man's farther use. What in the name of God is our knowledge of the elements of the atmosphere to our knowledge of the elements of Nature? What are its oxygen, its hydrogen, its nitrogen, its carbonic acid, its ozone, and all the possible rest, to the blowing of the wind on our faces? What is the analysis of water to the babble of a running stream? What is any knowledge of things to the heart, beside its child-play with the Eternal! And by an infinite decomposition we should know nothing more of what a thing really is, for, the moment we decompose it, it ceases to be, and all its meaning is vanished. Infinitely more than astronomy even, which destroys nothing, can do for us, is done by the mere aspect and changes of the vault over our heads. Think for a moment what would be our idea of greatness, of God, of infinitude, of aspiration, if, instead of a blue, far withdrawn, light-spangled firmament, we were born and reared under a flat white ceiling! I would not be supposed to depreciate the labours of science, but I say its discoveries are unspeakably less precious than the merest gifts of Nature, those which, from morning to night, we take unthinking from her hands. One day, I trust, we shall be able to enter into their secrets from within them—by natural contact between our heart and theirs. When we are one with God we may well understand in an hour things that no man of science, prosecuting his investigations from the surface with all the aids that keenest human intellect can supply, would reach in the longest lifetime. Whether such power will ever come to any man in this world, or can come only in some state of existence beyond it, matters nothing to me: the question does not interest me; life is one, and things will be then what they are now; for God is one and the same there and here; and I shall be the same there I am here, however larger the life with which it may please the Father of my being to endow me.
It’s not easy at first to see how God answers Job; I can’t find any explanation from Him about why Job has been afflicted. He supports Job’s words, affirming that Job has spoken rightly about Him, while his friends have not. One by one, God presents Job with the works of His hands. This answer, much like some of Jesus’ responses, seems directed at Job himself, rather than his intellect; it appeals to the God-like imagination within him, rather than to any logical reasoning. It showcases God’s power as highlighted in His creations, which people have marveled at. Everything mentioned relates to how these works are perceived by humans. When it comes to the deeper meanings of nature and how it connects us to God, the visible aspects of nature reveal profound truths that go beyond scientific discoveries. The outward appearance of things is what God cares about the most, because these appearances reflect much deeper realities; we glimpse the unseen in them, albeit faintly, like seeing through a dark glass. It’s through what things reveal, not through analysis, that we discover their deepest truths. What they communicate to a childlike soul is the most genuine insight we can gather. Knowing a primrose is more significant than understanding all its botanical details—just as knowing Christ is far greater than knowing all the theology, all that’s said about Him, or all that’s debated regarding His work. The human body doesn’t exist solely for its hidden secrets; those secrets exist for the purpose of its outward form—the face and shape through which revelation occurs: its outward appearance is the most profound aspect. Similarly, nature exists primarily for its beauty, its allure, its emotional call to the heart and imagination, and its straightforward service to human need, not just for the secrets to be uncovered and used by humanity. What difference does it make to God if we know the elements of the atmosphere compared to the knowledge we gain from nature itself? What do oxygen, hydrogen, nitrogen, carbon dioxide, ozone, and all the rest matter compared to the sensation of the wind on our faces? What does water analysis mean compared to the sound of a flowing stream? What does any knowledge of things mean to the heart, besides its playful engagement with the Eternal? And through endless breakdown, we learn nothing more about what something truly is, for once we break it down, it ceases to exist, and all its meaning disappears. The changes and appearance of the sky above us do infinitely more for us than astronomy could ever achieve, as it destroys nothing. Just take a moment to consider how our ideas of greatness, God, infinity, and aspiration would differ if instead of a blue, distant, starry sky, we were born and raised under a flat white ceiling! I’m not trying to downplay the work of science, but I believe its discoveries are far less valuable than the simplest gifts from nature that we accept without thought from morning until night. I hope that one day we can uncover nature’s secrets from within—through a natural connection between our hearts and hers. When we are united with God, we might grasp in an hour things that no scientist, pursuing their inquiries from the surface with all the best tools human intellect can provide, could uncover in a lifetime. Whether such power will ever be granted to any person in this life, or only in another state of existence beyond it, doesn’t concern me; that question doesn’t interest me. Life is one, and things will be then just as they are now; for God is the same here as He is there; and I will remain the same there as I am here, no matter how much greater the life that the Father of my being may choose to give me.
The argument implied, not expressed, in the poem, seems to be this— that Job, seeing God so far before him in power, and his works so far beyond his understanding that they filled him with wonder and admiration—the vast might of the creation, the times and the seasons, the marvels of the heavens, the springs of the sea, and the gates of death; the animals, their generations and providing, their beauties and instincts; the strange and awful beasts excelling the rest, behemoth on the land, leviathan in the sea, creatures, perhaps, now vanished from the living world;—that Job, beholding these things, ought to have reasoned that he who could work so grandly beyond his understanding, must certainly use wisdom in things that touched him nearer, though they came no nearer his understanding: 'shall he that contendeth with the Almighty instruct him? he that reproveth God, let him answer it.' 'Wilt thou also disannul my judgment? wilt thou condemn me that thou mayest be righteous?' In this world power is no proof of righteousness; but was it likely that he who could create should be unrighteous? Did not all he made move the delight of the beholding man? Did such things foreshadow injustice towards the creature he had made in his image? If Job could not search his understanding in these things, why should he conclude his own case wrapt in the gloom of injustice? Did he understand his own being, history, and destiny? Should not God's ways in these also be beyond his understanding? Might he not trust him to do him justice? In such high affairs as the rights of a live soul, might not matters be involved too high for Job? The maker of Job was so much greater than Job, that his ways with him might well be beyond his comprehension! God's thoughts were higher than his thoughts, as the heavens were higher than the earth!
The argument suggested, but not explicitly stated, in the poem seems to be this: that Job, witnessing God's immense power and the wonders of creation that surpassed his understanding, was filled with awe and admiration. The sheer strength of the universe, the cycles of nature, the marvels of the sky, the sources of the sea, and the gates of death; the animals, their generations and sustenance, their beauty and instincts; the strange and fearsome creatures, the behemoth on land, the leviathan in the sea, perhaps even beings that have now disappeared from existence—Job, observing all of this, should have reasoned that the one capable of such magnificent works beyond his grasp must undoubtedly possess wisdom in matters that were closer to him, even if they did not come any closer to his comprehension: 'Should the one who argues with the Almighty teach Him? Whoever criticizes God, let them respond.' 'Will you also disregard my judgment? Will you condemn me so that you may be justified?' In this world, power is no proof of righteousness; but was it really likely that someone who could create would be unjust? Did not everything He made bring joy to those who witnessed it? Did these wonders hint at unfairness towards the being He created in His own image? If Job couldn't grasp his understanding of these things, why should he assume his own situation was buried in the darkness of injustice? Did he truly understand his own existence, history, and purpose? Shouldn't God's ways in these matters also be beyond his understanding? Could he not trust Him to deliver justice? In such significant matters as the rights of a living soul, might there not be issues too profound for Job? The creator of Job was so much greater than Job that His ways with him could very well be beyond his understanding! God's thoughts were higher than his thoughts, just as the heavens are higher than the earth!
The true child, the righteous man, will trust absolutely, against all appearances, the God who has created in him the love of righteousness.
The true child, the good person, will trust completely, no matter the circumstances, the God who has instilled in him a love for what is right.
God does not, I say, tell Job why he had afflicted him: he rouses his child-heart to trust. All the rest of Job's life on earth, I imagine, his slowly vanishing perplexities would yield him ever fresh meditations concerning God and his ways, new opportunities of trusting him, light upon many things concerning which he had not as yet begun to doubt, added means of growing in all directions into the knowledge of God. His perplexities would thus prove of divinest gift. Everything, in truth, which we cannot understand, is a closed book of larger knowledge and blessedness, whose clasps the blessed perplexity urges us to open. There is, there can be, nothing which is not in itself a righteous intelligibility—whether an intelligibility for us, matters nothing. The awful thing would be, that anything should be in its nature unintelligible: that would be the same as no God. That God knows is enough for me; I shall know, if I can know. It would be death to think God did not know; it would be as much as to conclude there was no God to know.
God doesn't tell Job why he has suffered; instead, He inspires him to trust. Throughout the rest of his life, I imagine Job's fading confusion would lead him to constantly reflect on God and His ways, providing him with new chances to trust, insight into many things he hadn't yet questioned, and ways to grow in his understanding of God. His confusion would thus become a divine gift. In reality, everything we can't understand is like a closed book of greater knowledge and blessing, which the blessed confusion encourages us to explore. There is nothing that isn't, in itself, a just understanding—whether or not it makes sense to us is irrelevant. The truly frightening thought would be that anything could be inherently unintelligible: that would equate to no God. The fact that God understands is enough for me; I will know what I can. The idea that God doesn't know would be devastating; it would be the same as concluding that there is no God to know.
How much more than Job are we bound, who know him in his Son as Love, to trust God in all the troubling questions that force themselves upon us concerning the motions and results of things! With all those about the lower animals, with all those about such souls as seem never to wake from, or seem again to fall into the sleep of death, we will trust him.
How much more than Job are we obligated, who know him through his Son as Love, to trust God in all the difficult questions that arise regarding the actions and outcomes of things! Regarding all lower animals, and all those souls that seem never to wake up or appear to fall back into the sleep of death, we will trust him.
In the confusion of Job's thoughts—how could they be other than confused, in the presence of the awful contradiction of two such facts staring each other in the face, that God was just, yet punishing a righteous man as if he were wicked?—while he was not yet able to generate, or to receive the thought, that approving love itself might be inflicting or allowing the torture—that such suffering as his was granted only to a righteous man, that he might be made perfect—I can well imagine that at times, as the one moment he doubted God's righteousness, and the next cried aloud, 'Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him,' there must in the chaos have mingled some element of doubt as to the existence of God. Let not such doubt be supposed a yet further stage in unbelief. To deny the existence of God may, paradoxical as the statement will at first seem to some, involve less unbelief than the smallest yielding to doubt of his goodness. I say yielding; for a man may be haunted with doubts, and only grow thereby in faith. Doubts are the messengers of the Living One to rouse the honest. They are the first knock at our door of things that are not yet, but have to be, understood; and theirs in general is the inhospitable reception of angels that do not come in their own likeness. Doubt must precede every deeper assurance; for uncertainties are what we first see when we look into a region hitherto unknown, unexplored, unannexed. In all Job's begging and longing to see God, then, may well be supposed to mingle the mighty desire to be assured of God's being. To acknowledge is not to be sure of God. One great point in the poem is—that when Job hears the voice of God, though it utters no word of explanation, it is enough to him to hear it: he knows that God is, and that he hears the cry of his creature. That he is there, knowing all about him, and what had befallen him, is enough; he needs no more to reconcile seeming contradictions, and the worst ills of outer life become endurable. Even if Job could not at first follow his argument of divine probability, God settled everything for him when, by answering him out of the whirlwind, he showed him that he had not forsaken him. It is true that nothing but a far closer divine presence can ever make life a thing fit for a son of man—and that for the simplest of all reasons, that he is made in the image of God, and it is for him absolutely imperative that he should have in him the reality of which his being is the image: while he has it not in him, his being, his conscious self, is but a mask, a spiritual emptiness; but for the present, Job, yielding to God, was calmed and satisfied. Perhaps he came at length to see that, if anything God could do to him would trouble him so as to make him doubt God—if he knew him so imperfectly who could do nothing ill, then it was time that he should be so troubled, that the imperfection of his knowledge of God and his lack of faith in him should be revealed to him—that an earthquake of his being should disclose its hollowness, and at the same time bring to the surface the gold of God that was in him. To know that our faith is weak is the first step towards its strengthening; to be capable of distrusting is death; to know that we are, and cry out, is to begin to live—to begin to be made such that we cannot distrust—such that God may do anything with us and we shall never doubt him. Until doubt is impossible, we are lacking in the true, the childlike knowledge of God; for either God is such that one may distrust him, or he is such that to distrust him is the greatest injustice of which a man can be guilty. If then we are able to distrust him, either we know God imperfect, or we do not know him. Perhaps Job learned something like this; anyhow, the result of what he had had to endure was a greater nearness to God. But all that he was required to receive at the moment was the argument from God's loving wisdom in his power, to his loving wisdom in everything else. For power is a real and a good thing, giving an immediate impression that it proceeds from goodness. Nor, however long it may last after goodness is gone, was it ever born of anything but goodness. In a very deep sense, power and goodness are one. In the deepest fact they are one.
In Job's chaotic thoughts—how could they be anything but chaotic, faced with the horrific contradiction of two such facts clashing: that God is just, yet punishing a righteous man as if he were evil?—while he was still unable to conceive or accept the idea that even loving approval might be inflicting or allowing the suffering—that such pain as his was given only to a righteous man, so he could be perfected—I can easily imagine that there were times when he doubted God's justice, and then moments later cried out, 'Even if he kills me, I will still trust him.' In that chaos, it's likely some doubt about God's existence was mixed in. Don’t let that doubt be seen as a further step into disbelief. Denying God's existence might, paradoxically, involve less disbelief than even the smallest concession to doubt about his goodness. I say concession; because a person can be plagued by doubts and still grow in faith through them. Doubts are the messengers of the Living One, meant to awaken the honest. They are the first knock at our door to concepts that are not yet fully understood but must be; and generally speaking, they receive the inhospitable welcome of angels who don't appear as they truly are. Doubt must come before any deeper assurance; for uncertainties are what we first encounter when we gaze into an unexplored, uncharted territory. In all of Job's pleading and yearning to see God, there must have been a profound wish for reassurance of God's existence. To acknowledge is not the same as being sure of God. One key point in the poem is that when Job hears God's voice, even though it offers no explanation, it is enough for him to know it’s there: he realizes that God exists and hears the cry of his creation. That God is present, fully aware of him and what he has gone through, is sufficient; he doesn't need more to reconcile apparent contradictions, and the harshest trials of outer life become bearable. Even if Job initially struggled with his understanding of divine reasoning, God resolved everything for him when, by answering him from the whirlwind, he showed he hadn’t abandoned him. It’s true that a much closer divine presence is what can make life truly fitting for a human being—and for the simplest reason of all, that he is made in God's image, and it is absolutely essential for him to embody the reality of which his being is a reflection: without that reality, his existence, his awareness, is just a façade, a spiritual void; yet for now, Job, surrendering to God, found calm and satisfaction. Perhaps he eventually realized that if anything God could do to him would unsettle him to the point of doubt—if he understood God so imperfectly that he could perceive no wrongdoing—then it was time for him to be troubled, that the flaws in his understanding of God and his lack of faith might be exposed—that a seismic shift in his soul would reveal its emptiness and simultaneously bring forth the divine essence within him. Recognizing that our faith is weak is the first step towards strengthening it; being able to doubt is akin to death; knowing that we exist and crying out is the beginning of true life—to become someone who cannot doubt—someone who God can move however he wishes and still never question him. Until doubt becomes impossible, we lack true, childlike knowledge of God; for either God is such that he may be doubted, or he is such that doubting him is the greatest injustice a person can commit. If we are able to doubt him, either we have an imperfect understanding of God, or we do not know him at all. Perhaps Job learned something like this; in any case, what he endured brought him closer to God. But all that was required of him at that moment was the argument of God's loving wisdom in his power, connecting it to his loving wisdom in everything else. For power is real and good, giving an immediate sense that it comes from goodness. And although it may persist long after goodness is gone, it was never derived from anything but goodness. In a profound sense, power and goodness are one. At the deepest level, they are indeed the same.
Seeing God, Job forgets all he wanted to say, all he thought he would say if he could but see him. The close of the poem is grandly abrupt. He had meant to order his cause before him; he had longed to see him that he might speak and defend himself, imagining God as well as his righteous friends wrongfully accusing him; but his speech is gone from him; he has not a word to say. To justify himself in the presence of Him who is Righteousness, seems to him what it is—foolishness and worthless labour. If God do not see him righteous, he is not righteous, and may hold his peace. If he is righteous, God knows it better than he does himself. Nay, if God do not care to justify him, Job has lost his interest in justifying himself. All the evils and imperfections of his nature rise up before him in the presence of the one pure, the one who is right, and has no selfishness in him. 'Behold,' he cries, 'I am vile; what shall I answer thee? I will lay mine hand upon my mouth. Once have I spoken; but I will not answer: yea, twice; but I will proceed no further.' Then again, after God has called to witness for him behemoth and leviathan, he replies, 'I know that thou canst do everything, and that no thought can be withholden from thee. Who is he that hideth counsel without knowledge?' This question was the word with which first God made his presence known to him; and in the mouth of Job now repeating the question, it is the humble confession, 'I am that foolish man.'—'Therefore,' he goes on, 'have I uttered that I understood not; things too wonderful for me, which I knew not.' He had not knowledge enough to have a right to speak. 'Hear, I beseech thee, and I will speak:'—In the time to come, he will yet cry—to be taught, not to justify himself. 'I will demand of thee, and declare thou unto me.'—The more diligently yet will he seek to know the counsel of God. That he cannot understand will no longer distress him; it will only urge him to fresh endeavour after the knowledge of him who in all his doings is perfect. 'I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear: but now mine eye seeth thee. Wherefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes.'
Seeing God, Job forgets everything he wanted to say, everything he thought he would say if he could just see Him. The end of the poem is strikingly sudden. He had meant to present his case before God; he had longed to see Him so he could speak and defend himself, imagining God as well as his righteous friends unfairly accusing him. But now, he has no words left; he can't say anything. Trying to justify himself in front of the One who is Righteousness seems to him just foolishness and a pointless effort. If God doesn't see him as righteous, then he isn't righteous and can stay silent. If he is righteous, God knows it better than he does. In fact, if God doesn't care to justify him, Job has lost the desire to justify himself. All the flaws and shortcomings of his nature come to light in the presence of the one pure being, the one who is right and has no selfishness in Him. 'Look,' he exclaims, 'I am worthless; what can I say to you? I will put my hand over my mouth. I have spoken once; but I won't say anything more: yes, twice; but I won’t continue further.' Later, after God calls behemoth and leviathan to witness for him, he responds, 'I know you can do anything, and that no thought can be hidden from you. Who is the one that hides counsel without understanding?' This question was the same one God used to first reveal His presence to him; and as Job now repeats it, it becomes a humble acknowledgment, 'I am that foolish man.'—'Therefore,' he continues, 'I have spoken of things I did not understand; things too wonderful for me, which I did not know.' He realizes he doesn't have enough knowledge to speak with authority. 'Hear me, please, and I will speak:'—In the future, he will cry out to be taught, not to justify himself. 'I will ask you, and you will explain to me.'—He will persistently seek to understand God's guidance. Not understanding it will no longer trouble him; it will only motivate him to strive for the knowledge of the One who is perfect in all His actions. 'I have heard of you by the hearing of the ear: but now my eye sees you. Therefore, I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.'
Job had his desire: he saw the face of God—and abhorred himself in dust and ashes. He sought justification; he found self-abhorrence. Was this punishment? The farthest from it possible. It was the best thing—to begin with—that the face of God could do for him. Blessedest gift is self-contempt, when the giver of it is the visible glory of the Living One. For there to see is to partake; to be able to behold that glory is to live; to turn from and against self is to begin to be pure of heart. Job was in the right when he said that he did not deserve to be in such wise punished for his sins: neither did he deserve to see the face of God, yet had he that crown of all gifts given him—and it was to see himself vile, and abhor himself. By very means of the sufferings against which he had cried out, the living one came near to him, and he was silent. Oh the divine generosity that will grant us to be abashed and self-condemned before the Holy!—to come so nigh him as to see ourselves dark spots against his brightness! Verily we must be of his kind, else no show of him could make us feel small and ugly and unclean! Oh the love of the Father, that he should give us to compare ourselves with him, and be buried in humility and shame! To be rebuked before him is to be his. Good man as Job was, he had never yet been right near to God; now God has come near to him, has become very real to him; he knows now in very deed that God is he with whom he has to do. He had laid all these troubles upon him that He might through them draw nigh to him, and enable him to know him.
Job got what he wanted: he saw the face of God—and he loathed himself in dust and ashes. He searched for justification; what he found was self-loathing. Was this punishment? Not at all. It was the best thing—the first thing—the face of God could do for him. The greatest gift is self-contempt when the one giving it is the visible glory of the Living One. To see is to partake; to gaze upon that glory is to truly live; to turn away from and against oneself is to start becoming pure of heart. Job was right when he said he didn't deserve to be punished for his sins; neither did he deserve to see the face of God, yet he was given that ultimate gift—and it was to see himself as vile and to loathe himself. By means of the sufferings he had cried out against, the Living One came close to him, and he became silent. Oh the divine generosity that allows us to feel ashamed and self-condemned before the Holy!—to draw so close that we see ourselves as dark spots against His brilliance! Truly, we must share in His nature, or else no sight of Him could make us feel small, ugly, and unclean! Oh the love of the Father, that He allows us to compare ourselves with Him, leading us to deep humility and shame! To be rebuked before Him is to belong to Him. Good as Job was, he had never been this close to God; now God has come near to him and has become very real to him; he truly knows now that God is the one he has to deal with. He laid all these troubles on him so that He could draw near and enable him to know Him.
Two things are clearly contained in, and manifest from this poem:—that not every man deserves for his sins to be punished everlastingly from the presence of the Lord; and that the best of men, when he sees the face of God, will know himself vile. God is just, and will never deal with the sinner as if he were capable of sinning the pure sin; yet if the best man be not delivered from himself, that self will sink him into Tophet.
Two things are clearly expressed in this poem: that not everyone deserves to be punished forever in the presence of the Lord for their sins; and that even the best person, when facing God, will realize their own unworthiness. God is just and will never treat a sinner as if they are capable of committing an absolute sin; however, if the best person is not freed from their own flaws, those flaws will lead them to destruction.
Any man may, like Job, plead his cause with God—though possibly it may not be to like justification: he gives us liberty to speak, and will hear with absolute fairness. But, blessed be God, the one result for all who so draw nigh to him will be—to see him plainly, surely right, the perfect Saviour, the profoundest refuge even from the wrongs of their own being, yea, nearer to them always than any wrong they could commit; so seeing him, they will abhor themselves, and rejoice in him. And, as the poem indicates, when we turn from ourselves to him, becoming true, that is, being to God and to ourselves what we are, he will turn again our captivity; they that have sown in tears shall reap in joy; they shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing their sheaves with them. Then will the waters that rise from God's fountains, run in God's channels.
Any man can, like Job, argue his case with God—though it might not lead to the same justification. He allows us the freedom to speak and will listen with complete fairness. But, thank God, the outcome for everyone who draws near to Him will be to see Him clearly, undoubtedly right, the perfect Savior, the deepest refuge from the wrongs within themselves, always closer to them than any mistake they could make; by seeing Him this way, they will despise themselves and rejoice in Him. And, as the poem suggests, when we turn from ourselves to Him, being true—that is, being honest with God and with ourselves—He will restore our fortunes; those who have sown in tears will reap in joy; they will surely come back with rejoicing, bringing their harvest with them. Then the waters that flow from God's fountains will run in God's channels.
For the prosperity that follows upon Job's submission, is the embodiment of a great truth. Although a man must do right if it send him to Hades, yea, even were it to send him for ever to hell itself, yet, while the Lord liveth, we need not fear: all good things must grow out of and hang upon the one central good, the one law of life— the Will, the One Good. To submit absolutely to him is the only reason: circumstance as well as all being must then bud and blossom as the rose. And it will!—what matter whether in this world or the next, if one day I know my life as a perfect bliss, having neither limitation nor hindrance nor pain nor sorrow more than it can dominate in peace and perfect assurance?
For the prosperity that comes from Job's acceptance is the expression of a profound truth. Although a person must do what is right even if it leads them to doom, yes, even if it means being condemned to hell forever, as long as the Lord lives, we need not fear: all good things must arise from and depend on the one central good, the one law of life—the Will, the One Good. To completely submit to Him is the only reason: both circumstances and all existence must then blossom like a rose. And it will!—what does it matter whether in this world or the next, if one day I experience my life as perfect bliss, without limitation, hindrance, pain, or sorrow, except what can be embraced in peace and perfect assurance?
I care not whether the book of Job be a history or a poem. I think it is both—I do not care how much relatively of each. It was probably, in the childlike days of the world, a well-known story in the east, which some man, whom God had made wise to understand his will and his ways, took up, and told after the fashion of a poet. What its age may be, who can certainly tell!—it must have been before Moses. I would gladly throw out the part of Elihu as an interpolation. One in whom, of all men I have known, I put the greatest trust, said to me once what amounted to this: 'There is as much difference between the language of the rest of the poem and that of Elihu, as between the language of Chaucer and that of Shakspere.'
I don’t care if the book of Job is a history or a poem. I think it’s both—I don’t mind how much of each. It was probably, in the innocent days of the world, a well-known story in the East, which some wise person, whom God had enlightened to understand His will and His ways, took up and recounted like a poet. Who can say for sure how old it is?—it must be before Moses. I would gladly remove the part of Elihu as an addition. A person I trust more than anyone else once told me something like this: 'There’s as much difference between the language of the rest of the poem and that of Elihu as there is between the language of Chaucer and that of Shakespeare.'
The poem is for many reasons difficult, and in the original to me inaccessible; but, through all the evident inadequacy of our translation, who can fail to hear two souls, that of the poet and that of Job, crying aloud with an agonized hope that, let the evil shows around them be what they may, truth and righteousness are yet the heart of things. The faith, even the hope of Job seems at times on the point of giving way; he struggles like a drowning man when the billow goes over him, but with the rising of his head his courage revives. Christians we call ourselves!—what would not our faith be, were it as much greater than Job's as the word from the mouth of Jesus is mightier than that he heard out of the whirlwind! Here is a book of faith indeed, ere the law was given by Moses: Grace and Truth have visited us—but where is our faith?
The poem is difficult for many reasons, and to me, the original feels unreachable; but despite the clear limitations of our translation, who can fail to hear two souls—those of the poet and Job—crying out with a desperate hope that, no matter how much evil surrounds them, truth and righteousness are still at the core of existence? Job's faith, and even his hope, sometimes seems on the verge of breaking; he struggles like someone drowning when the waves crash over him, but as he lifts his head, his courage returns. We call ourselves Christians!—imagine what our faith would be if it were as much greater than Job’s as the words from Jesus’ mouth are more powerful than what he heard from the whirlwind! This is truly a book of faith, even before the law was given by Moses: Grace and Truth have come to us—but where is our faith?
Friends, our cross may be heavy, and the via dolorosa rough; but we have claims on God, yea the right to cry to him for help. He has spent, and is spending himself to give us our birthright, which is righteousness. Though we shall not be condemned for our sins, we cannot be saved but by leaving them; though we shall not be condemned for the sins that are past, we shall be condemned if we love the darkness rather than the light, and refuse to come to him that we may have life. God is offering us the one thing we cannot live without—his own self: we must make room for him; we must cleanse our hearts that he may come in; we must do as the Master tells us, who knew all about the Father and the way to him—we must deny ourselves, and take up our cross daily, and follow him.
Friends, our burden may be heavy, and the path may be tough; but we can call on God for help. He has invested everything to give us our birthright, which is righteousness. Even though we won't be judged for our past sins, we can't be saved unless we turn away from them. While we won't face condemnation for what we've done before, we will be judged if we prefer darkness over light and refuse to seek Him for true life. God is offering us the one thing we can't live without—Himself: we need to make space for Him; we have to cleanse our hearts so He can come in; we must follow the Master’s guidance, who understands everything about the Father and the way to Him— we must deny ourselves, pick up our cross every day, and follow Him.
SELF-DENIAL.
'And he said unto all, If any man would come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whosoever would save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it.'—St. Luke ix. 23, 24.
'And he said to everyone, If anyone wants to follow me, they must deny themselves, take up their cross every day, and follow me. For whoever tries to save their life will lose it; but whoever loses their life for my sake will save it.'—St. Luke ix. 23, 24.
Christ is the way out, and the way in; the way from slavery, conscious or unconscious, into liberty; the way from the unhomeliness of things to the home we desire but do not know; the way from the stormy skirts of the Father's garments to the peace of his bosom. To picture him, we need not only endless figures, but sometimes quite opposing figures: he is not only the door of the sheepfold, but the shepherd of the sheep; he is not only the way, but the leader in the way, the rock that followed, and the captain of our salvation. We must become as little children, and Christ must be born in us; we must learn of him, and the one lesson he has to give is himself: he does first all he wants us to do; he is first all he wants us to be. We must not merely do as he did; we must see things as he saw them, regard them as he regarded them; we must take the will of God as the very life of our being; we must neither try to get our own way, nor trouble ourselves as to what may be thought or said of us. The world must be to us as nothing.
Christ is the way out and the way in; the way from slavery, whether we’re aware of it or not, into freedom; the way from the discomfort of things to the home we crave but don't fully understand; the way from the turbulent edges of the Father’s presence to the peace of his embrace. To picture him, we need not just endless depictions but sometimes completely different ones: he is not just the door to the sheep pen, but also the shepherd of the sheep; he is not just the path, but the guide along the path, the rock that follows, and the leader of our salvation. We must become like little children, and Christ must be born within us; we must learn from him, and the only lesson he teaches is himself: he does everything first that he wants us to do; he embodies everything he wants us to be. We must not only replicate his actions; we must see things as he saw them, regard them as he regarded them; we must take the will of God as the very essence of our existence; we must neither try to have our own way nor worry about what others might think or say about us. The world must be to us as if it does not exist.
I would not be misunderstood if I may avoid it: when I say the world, I do not mean the world God makes and means, yet less the human hearts that live therein; but the world man makes by choosing the perversion of his own nature—a world apart from and opposed to God's world. By the world I mean all ways of judging, regarding, and thinking, whether political, economical, ecclesiastical, social, or individual, which are not divine, which are not God's ways of thinking, regarding, or judging; which do not take God into account, do not set his will supreme, as the one only law of life; which do not care for the truth of things, but the customs of society, or the practice of the trade; which heed not what is right, but the usage of the time. From everything that is against the teaching and thinking of Jesus, from the world in the heart of the best man in it, specially from the world in his own heart, the disciple must turn to follow him. The first thing in all progress is to leave something behind; to follow him is to leave one's self behind. 'If any man would come after me, let him deny himself.'
I wouldn't want to be misunderstood if I can help it: when I say the world, I don’t mean the world created by God and intended by Him, nor do I mean the human hearts that exist within it; instead, I refer to the world made by humanity through the distortion of our own nature—a world separate from and in opposition to God's world. By the world, I mean all the ways of judging, perceiving, and thinking, whether they are political, economic, religious, social, or personal, that are not divine, that don’t reflect God's ways of thinking, perceiving, or judging; that ignore God, that don’t make His will the ultimate law of life; that value societal customs or professional practices over the truth; that focus on what is popular rather than what is right. From everything that contradicts the teachings and thoughts of Jesus, from the world within even the best individuals, especially from the world within his own heart, the disciple must turn away to follow Him. The first step in any progress is to leave something behind; to follow Him means leaving one’s own self behind. 'If anyone wants to follow me, let him deny himself.'
Some seem to take this to mean that the disciple must go against his likings because they are his likings; must be unresponsive to the tendencies and directions and inclinations that are his, because they are such, and his; they seem to think something is gained by abstinence from what is pleasant, or by the doing of what is disagreeable—that to thwart the lower nature is in itself a good. Now I will not dare say what a man may not get good from, if the thing be done in simplicity and honesty. I believe that when a man, for the sake of doing the thing that is right, does in mistake that which is not right, God will take care that he be shown the better way—will perhaps use the very thing which is his mistake to reveal to him the mistake it is. I will allow that the mere effort of will, arbitrary and uninformed of duty, partaking of the character of tyranny and even schism, may add to the man's power over his lower nature; but in that very nature it is God who must rule and not the man, however well he may mean. From a man's rule of himself, in smallest opposition, however devout, to the law of his being, arises the huge danger of nourishing, by the pride of self-conquest, a far worse than even the unchained animal self—the demoniac self. True victory over self is the victory of God in the man, not of the man alone. It is not subjugation that is enough, but subjugation by God. In whatever man does without God, he must fail miserably—or succeed more miserably. No portion of a man can rule another portion, for God, not the man, created it, and the part is greater than the whole. In effecting what God does not mean, a man but falls into fresh ill conditions. In crossing his natural, therefore in themselves right inclinations, a man may develop a self-satisfaction which in its very nature is a root of all sin. Doing the thing God does not require of him, he puts himself in the place of God, becoming not a law but a law-giver to himself, one who commands, not one who obeys. The diseased satisfaction which some minds feel in laying burdens on themselves, is a pampering, little as they may suspect it, of the most dangerous appetite of that self which they think they are mortifying. All the creatures of God are good, received with thanksgiving; then only can any one of them become evil, when it is used in relations in which a higher law forbids it, or when it is refused for the sake of self-discipline, in relations in which no higher law forbids, and God therefore allows it. For a man to be his own schoolmaster, is a right dangerous position; the pupil cannot be expected to make progress—except, indeed, in the wrong direction. To enjoy heartily and thankfully, and do cheerfully without, when God wills we should, is the way to live in regard to things of the lower nature; these must nowise be confounded with the things of the world. If any one say this is dangerous doctrine, I answer, 'The law of God is enough for me, and for laws invented by man, I will none of them. They are false, and come all of rebellion. God and not man is our judge.'
Some people think this means that a disciple has to go against his own preferences simply because they are his; that he must be unresponsive to his tendencies, directions, and inclinations because they are his. They believe that there's some benefit in avoiding what's enjoyable or doing what’s unpleasant—that resisting one’s lower nature is inherently good. I won’t claim that a person can’t find good in something if it’s done with simplicity and honesty. I believe that when a person mistakenly does something wrong while trying to do what’s right, God will ensure he finds the better path—perhaps even using the very mistake to help him recognize it as such. I agree that merely trying to exert willpower, without understanding one’s duty and behaving like a tyrant or creating divisions, might give someone more control over his lower nature; but ultimately, it’s God who must govern that nature, not the individual, no matter how good his intentions are. From a person's self-rule, even in the smallest opposition, however sincere, to the law of his being, arises a significant risk of fostering, through the pride of self-conquest, something far worse than the untamed animal self—the demonic self. True victory over oneself is the victory of God within the person, not just the person alone. It’s not merely about subjugation, but about subjugation through God. Whatever a person does without God, he will fail miserably—or succeed more miserably. No part of a person can dominate another part because God, not the individual, created it, and the part is greater than the whole. By acting against what God intends, a person only lands in new harmful situations. By ignoring his natural and therefore inherently good inclinations, a person may develop a sense of self-satisfaction that is, by its very nature, the root of all sin. By doing things that God doesn’t require of him, he puts himself in the place of God, becoming not a follower of the law but a lawmaker for himself, one who commands rather than obeys. The unhealthy satisfaction some experience in burdening themselves is, often without their realization, a nurturing of the most dangerous appetite of the self they believe they are suppressing. All of God’s creations are good and should be accepted with gratitude; they only become evil when they’re used in ways that a higher law forbids or when they’re rejected for self-discipline in contexts where no higher law prohibits them, and God thus permits them. For a person to be his own teacher is a very risky situation; you can’t expect a student to make progress—unless, of course, it’s in the wrong direction. To enjoy heartily and gratefully, and to act cheerfully without when God wills, is the way to approach the things of a lower nature; these should never be confused with the things of the world. If someone claims this is a dangerous teaching, I respond, "The law of God is sufficient for me, and I will have none of man-made laws. They are false and stem from rebellion. God, not man, is our judge."
Verily it is not to thwart or tease the poor self Jesus tells us. That was not the purpose for which God gave it to us I He tells us we must leave it altogether—yield it, deny it, refuse it, lose it: thus only shall we save it, thus only have a share in our own being. The self is given to us that we may sacrifice it; it is ours that we like Christ may have somewhat to offer—not that we should torment it, but that we should deny it; not that we should cross it, but that we should abandon it utterly: then it can no more be vexed.
It's truly not about undermining or mocking the self, as Jesus tells us. That wasn’t the reason God gave it to us. He tells us we must let it go completely—give it up, deny it, reject it, lose it: only then can we save it, only then can we have a part in our own existence. The self is given to us so that we can sacrifice it; it belongs to us so that we, like Christ, have something to offer—not to torment it, but to deny it; not to struggle against it, but to completely abandon it: then it can no longer be troubled.
'What can this mean?—we are not to thwart, but to abandon? How abandon, without thwarting?'
'What does this mean?—we're not supposed to interfere, but to just let go? How do you let go without interfering?'
It means this:—we must refuse, abandon, deny self altogether as a ruling, or determining, or originating element in us. It is to be no longer the regent of our action. We are no more to think, 'What should I like to do?' but 'What would the Living One have me do?' It is not selfish to take that which God has made us to desire; neither are we very good to yield it—we should only be very bad not to do so, when he would take it from us; but to yield it heartily, without a struggle or regret, is not merely to deny the Self a thing it would like, but to deny the Self itself, to refuse and abandon it. The Self is God's making—only it must be the 'slave of Christ,' that the Son may make it also the free son of the same Father; it must receive all from him—not as from nowhere; as well as the deeper soul, it must follow him, not its own desires. It must not be its own law; Christ must be its law. The time will come when it shall be so possessed, so enlarged, so idealized, by the indwelling God, who is its deeper, its deepest self, that there will be no longer any enforced denial of it needful; it has been finally denied and refused and sent into its own obedient place; it has learned to receive with thankfulness, to demand nothing; to turn no more upon its own centre, or any more think to minister to its own good. God's eternal denial of himself, revealed in him who for our sakes in the flesh took up his cross daily, will have been developed in the man; his eternal rejoicing will be in God—and in his fellows, before whom he will cast his glad self to be a carpet for their walk, a footstool for their rest, a stair for their climbing.
It means this:—we must refuse, abandon, and completely deny self as a controlling or determining force within us. It should no longer guide our actions. We are not to think, 'What do I want to do?' but 'What does the Living One want me to do?' It's not selfish to accept what God has designed us to desire; it’s not really good to refuse it either—we would only be really bad if we don’t accept it when He offers it to us. But to accept it willingly, without struggle or regret, is not just denying Self a pleasure; it’s denying the Self itself, completely rejecting it. The Self is created by God—yet it must become the 'slave of Christ,' so that the Son can also make it a free child of the same Father; it must receive everything from Him—not as if from nowhere; along with the deeper soul, it must follow Him, not its own desires. It must not be its own rule; Christ must be its rule. The time will come when it will be so filled, so expanded, and so perfected by the indwelling God, who is its deeper and truest self, that it will no longer require any forced denial; it will have been finally denied and rejected and placed in its proper, obedient role; it will have learned to receive with gratitude, demand nothing; to no longer focus on itself, or think of serving its own interests. God's eternal self-denial, shown in Him who for our sake took up His cross daily in the flesh, will have been realized in the person; his eternal joy will be in God—and in his fellow humans, before whom he will willingly offer himself to be a carpet for their footsteps, a footstool for their rest, a stair for their ascent.
To deny oneself then, is to act no more from the standing-ground of self; to allow no private communication, no passing influence between the self and the will; not to let the right hand know what the left hand doeth. No grasping or seeking, no hungering of the individual, shall give motion to the will; no desire to be conscious of worthiness shall order the life; no ambition whatever shall be a motive of action; no wish to surpass another be allowed a moment's respite from death; no longing after the praise of men influence a single throb of the heart. To deny the self is to shrink from no dispraise or condemnation or contempt of the community, or circle, or country, which is against the mind of the Living one; for no love or entreaty of father or mother, wife or child, friend or lover, to turn aside from following him, but forsake them all as any ruling or ordering power in our lives; we must do nothing to please them that would not first be pleasing to him. Bight deeds, and not the judgment thereupon; true words, and not what reception they may have, shall be our care. Not merely shall we not love money, or trust in it, or seek it as the business of life, but, whether we have it or have it not, we must never think of it as a windfall from the tree of event or the cloud of circumstance, but as the gift of God. We must draw our life, by the uplooking, acknowledging will, every moment fresh from the living one, the causing life, not glory in the mere consciousness of health and being. It is God feeds us, warms us, quenches our thirst. The will of God must be to us all in all; to our whole nature the life of the Father must be the joy of the child; we must know our very understanding his—that we live and feed on him every hour in the closest, veriest way: to know these things in the depth of our knowing, is to deny ourselves, and take God instead. To try after them is to begin the denial, to follow him who never sought his own. So must we deny all anxieties and fears. When young we must not mind what the world calls failure; as we grow old, we must not be vexed that we cannot remember, must not regret that we cannot do, must not be miserable because we grow weak or ill: we must not mind anything. We have to do with God who can, not with ourselves where we cannot; we have to do with the Will, with the Eternal Life of the Father of our spirits, and not with the being which we could not make, and which is his care. He is our care; we are his; our care is to will his will; his care, to give us all things. This is to deny ourselves. 'Self, I have not to consult you, but him whose idea is the soul of you, and of which as yet you are all unworthy. I have to do, not with you, but with the source of you, by whom it is that any moment you exist—the Causing of you, not the caused you. You may be my consciousness, but you are not my being. If you were, what a poor, miserable, dingy, weak wretch I should be! but my life is hid with Christ in God, whence it came, and whither it is returning—with you certainly, but as an obedient servant, not a master. Submit, or I will cast you from me, and pray to have another consciousness given me. For God is more to me than my consciousness of myself. He is my life; you are only so much of it as my poor half-made being can grasp—as much of it as I can now know at once. Because I have fooled and spoiled you, treated you as if you were indeed my own self, you have dwindled yourself and have lessened me, till I am ashamed of myself. If I were to mind what you say, I should soon be sick of you; even now I am ever and anon disgusted with your paltry, mean face, which I meet at every turn. No! let me have the company of the Perfect One, not of you! of my elder brother, the Living One! I will not make a friend of the mere shadow of my own being! Good-bye, Self! I deny you, and will do my best every day to leave you behind me.'
To deny oneself, then, is to stop acting from a place of self-interest; to prevent any personal communication or influence between the self and the will; to not let the right hand know what the left hand is doing. No grasping, seeking, or craving from the individual should dictate the will; no desire for self-worth should shape our lives; no ambition should drive our actions; no wish to outdo others should be allowed a moment’s rest from oblivion; and no longing for the approval of others should affect a single heartbeat. Denying the self means not shying away from any criticism, condemnation, or disdain from the community, circle, or country if it goes against the will of the Living One; for no love or pleading from parents, spouse, child, friend, or lover should sway us from following him; we must put them aside as any authority in our lives; we should only do what pleases them if it first pleases him. Righteous actions and not judgments about them; truthful words and not their reception, should be our focus. We should not only avoid loving money, trusting in it, or seeking it as the purpose of life, but whether we have it or not, we must never see it as a lucky break from circumstances, but as a gift from God. We must draw our life, through a humble acknowledgment of the will, fresh every moment from the living one, the source of life, not glory in merely being healthy and alive. It is God who feeds us, warms us, and quenches our thirst. The will of God must be everything to us; the life of the Father should be the joy of the child who knows that we continually depend on him: to truly grasp this is to deny ourselves and embrace God instead. To strive for anything else is to begin the denial, to follow the one who never sought his own. We must cast aside all anxieties and fears. In youth, we should not be troubled by what the world calls failure; as we age, we should not be frustrated by forgetfulness, or regret our limitations, or despair over weakness or illness: we must not let anything bother us. We deal with God who can, not with ourselves where we cannot; we engage with the Will, the Eternal Life of the Father of our spirits, and not with the being we couldn’t create, which is his concern. He cares for us; we belong to him; our purpose is to will his will; his purpose is to provide for us. This is what it means to deny ourselves. 'Self, I’m not here to consult you, but him whose idea forms your essence, and of which you are currently unworthy. I interact not with you, but with your source, through whom you exist at every moment—the Cause of you, not the effect. You may be my awareness, but you are not my existence. If you were, I would be a sad, diminished, pathetic being! But my life is hidden with Christ in God, from whence it came and to which it is returning—with you, certainly, but as a humble servant, not as a master. Submit, or I will cast you away and seek another awareness. For God means more to me than my self-consciousness. He is my life; you are just a part of it that my incomplete self can grasp—only what I can currently comprehend. Because I have misled and diminished you, treating you as if you were truly my own self, you have shrunk yourself and made me feel less, until I am ashamed of who I am. If I were to heed your voice, I would quickly grow tired of you; even now, I am frequently disgusted by your petty, miserable countenance, which I encounter at every turn. No! I want the company of the Perfect One, not of you! Of my elder brother, the Living One! I will not befriend the mere shadow of my own existence! Goodbye, Self! I deny you and will strive every day to leave you behind.'
And in this regard we must not fail to see, or seeing ever forget, that, when Jesus tells us we must follow him, we must come to him, we must believe in him, he speaks first and always as the Son of the Father—and that in the active sense, as the obedient God, not merely as one who claims the sonship for the ground of being and so of further claim. He is the Son of the Father as the Son who obeys the Father, as the Son who came expressly and only to do the will of the Father, as the messenger whose delight it is to do the will of him that sent him. At the moment he says Follow me, he is following the Father; his face is set homeward. He would have us follow him because he is bent on the will of the Blessed. It is nothing even thus to think of him, except thus we believe in him—that is, so do. To believe in him is to do as he does, to follow him where he goes. We must believe in him practically—altogether practically, as he believed in his Father; not as one concerning whom we have to hold something, but as one whom we have to follow out of the body of this death into life eternal. It is not to follow him to take him in any way theoretically, to hold this or that theory about why he died, or wherein lay his atonement: such things can be revealed only to those who follow him in his active being and the principle of his life—who do as he did, live as he lived. There is no other following. He is all for the Father; we must be all for the Father too, else are we not following him. To follow him is to be learning of him, to think his thoughts, to use his judgments, to see things as he saw them, to feel things as he felt them, to be hearted, souled, minded, as he was—that so also we may be of the same mind with his Father. This it is to deny self and go after him; nothing less, even if it be working miracles and casting out devils, is to be his disciple. Busy from morning to night doing great things for him on any other road, we should but earn the reception, 'I never knew you.' When he says, 'Take my yoke upon you,' he does not mean a yoke which he would lay upon our shoulders; it is his own yoke he tells us to take, and to learn of him—it is the yoke he is himself carrying, the yoke his perfect Father had given him to carry. The will of the Father is the yoke he would have us take, and bear also with him. It is of this yoke that he says, It is easy, of this burden, It is light. He is not saying, 'The yoke I lay upon you is easy, the burden light;' what he says is, 'The yoke I carry is easy, the burden on my shoulders is light.' With the garden of Gethsemane before him, with the hour and the power of darkness waiting for him, he declares his yoke easy, his burden light. There is no magnifying of himself. He first denies himself, and takes up his cross—then tells us to do the same. The Father magnifies the Son, not the Son himself; the Son magnifies the Father.
And in this regard, we must not overlook, or forget upon seeing, that when Jesus tells us we must follow him, come to him, and believe in him, he speaks first and always as the Son of the Father—and in an active sense, as the obedient God, not just as one who claims sonship as a basis for existence and further claims. He is the Son of the Father as the one who obeys the Father, as the Son who came specifically and solely to do the Father’s will, as the messenger who delights in doing the will of the one who sent him. At the moment he says Follow me, he is following the Father; his focus is directed homeward. He wants us to follow him because he is focused on the will of the Blessed. It means nothing to think of him in any other way, unless we believe in him—that is, act accordingly. To believe in him is to do what he does, to follow him where he goes. We must believe in him practically—completely practically, just as he believed in his Father; not as someone we need to theorize about, but as someone we need to follow from this body of death into eternal life. Following him isn’t about forming a theoretical understanding of why he died or the nature of his atonement: such insights can only be revealed to those who follow him in his active being and the principles of his life—who do as he did, live as he lived. There’s no other way to follow. He is entirely focused on the Father; we must be entirely focused on the Father too, or we’re not truly following him. To follow him means learning from him, thinking his thoughts, using his judgments, seeing things as he saw them, feeling as he felt, being hearted, souled, and minded like he was—so that we can also share the same mind with his Father. This is what it means to deny oneself and follow him; anything less, even if it means performing miracles and casting out demons, does not make us his disciple. Being active from morning to night doing great things for him on any other path would just earn us the response, 'I never knew you.' When he says, 'Take my yoke upon you,' he doesn’t mean a yoke that he would place on our shoulders; he means his own yoke he tells us to take and learn from him—it’s the yoke he is carrying himself, the yoke his perfect Father gave him to bear. The Father’s will is the yoke he wants us to take and carry along with him. It’s of this yoke that he says, It is easy, and of this burden, It is light. He’s not saying, 'The yoke I impose on you is easy, the burden light;' what he’s saying is, 'The yoke I carry is easy, the burden on my shoulders is light.' With the garden of Gethsemane before him, with the hour and the power of darkness awaiting him, he declares his yoke easy, his burden light. There is no self-exaggeration. He first denies himself and takes up his cross—then he tells us to do the same. The Father magnifies the Son, not the Son himself; the Son magnifies the Father.
We must be jealous for God against ourselves, and look well to the cunning and deceitful Self—ever cunning and deceitful until it is informed of God—until it is thoroughly and utterly denied, and God is to it also All-in-all—till we have left it quite empty of our will and our regard, and God has come into it, and made it—not indeed an adytum, but a pylon for himself. Until then, its very denials, its very turnings from things dear to it for the sake of Christ, will tend to foster its self-regard, and generate in it a yet deeper self-worship. While it is not denied, only thwarted, we may through satisfaction with conquered difficulty and supposed victory, minister yet more to its self-gratulation. The Self, when it finds it cannot have honour because of its gifts, because of the love lavished upon it, because of its conquests, and the 'golden opinions bought from all sorts of people,' will please itself with the thought of its abnegations, of its unselfishness, of its devotion to God, of its forsakings for his sake. It may not call itself, but it will soon feel itself a saint, a superior creature, looking down upon the foolish world and its ways, walking on high 'above the smoke and stir of this dim spot;'—all the time dreaming a dream of utter folly, worshipping itself with the more concentration that it has yielded the approbation of the world, and dismissed the regard of others: even they are no longer necessary to its assurance of its own worths and merits! In a thousand ways will Self delude itself, in a thousand ways befool its own slavish being. Christ sought not his own, sought not anything but the will of his Father: we have to grow diamond-clear, true as the white light of the morning. Hopeless task!—were it not that he offers to come himself, and dwell in us.
We need to be vigilant for God against our own desires and carefully watch the crafty and deceptive Self—always crafty and deceptive until it understands God—until it’s completely denied, and God becomes everything to it—until we have emptied it of our own will and attention, and God has come in and made it—not a sanctuary, but a gateway for Himself. Until then, even its denials and its turnings away from the things it loves for Christ's sake will just enhance its self-regard and deepen its self-worship. As long as it isn’t fully denied, just hindered, we might end up fueling its self-satisfaction through the perceived victories over difficulties. The Self, when it realizes it can’t gain honor from its talents, the love it receives, its achievements, and the 'praises it receives from all kinds of people,' will comfort itself by thinking about its sacrifices, its selflessness, its devotion to God, and the things it’s given up for Him. It might not call itself a saint, but it will soon feel like one, a superior being, looking down on the foolish world and its ways, rising above 'the smoke and chaos of this dull place;'—all the while lost in a dream of complete foolishness, worshiping itself even more intensely because it has forsaken the approval of the world and dismissed the opinions of others: it doesn't even need them anymore to feel assured of its worth and merits! In countless ways, the Self will deceive itself, in countless ways trick its own subservient nature. Christ sought nothing for Himself but the will of His Father: we need to become crystal clear, as true as the bright light of morning. A daunting task!—if it weren’t for the fact that He offers to come Himself and live in us.
I have wondered whether the word of the Lord, 'take up his cross,' was a phrase in use at the time: when he used it first he had not yet told them that he would himself be crucified. I can hardly believe this form of execution such a common thing that the figure of bearing the cross had come into ordinary speech. As the Lord's idea was new to men, so I think was the image in which he embodied it. I grant it might, being such a hateful thing in the eyes of the Jews, have come to represent the worst misery of a human being; but would they be ready to use as a figure a fact which so sorely manifested their slavery? I hardly think it. Certainly it had not come to represent the thing he was now teaching, that self-abnegation which he had but newly brought to light—nay, hardly to the light yet—only the twilight; and nothing less, it seems to me, can have suggested the terrible symbol!
I have wondered if the phrase "take up his cross" was commonly used at that time: when he first said it, he hadn’t yet told them that he would be crucified himself. I can hardly believe that this form of execution was so common that carrying the cross had become everyday language. Just as the Lord's message was new to people, I think the image he used was also original. I admit it might, being such a detestable thing in the eyes of the Jews, have come to symbolize the greatest suffering for a person; but would they be willing to use an image that so painfully displayed their oppression? I doubt it. Clearly, it hadn’t come to symbolize the lesson he was trying to teach, which was the self-denial he had just recently introduced—no, it had hardly seen the light yet—only the twilight; and nothing less, it seems to me, could have inspired such a grim symbol!
But we must note that, although the idea of the denial of self is an entire and absolute one, yet the thing has to be done daily: we must keep on denying. It is a deeper and harder thing than any sole effort of most herculean will may finally effect. For indeed the will itself is not pure, is not free, until the Self is absolutely denied. It takes long for the water of life that flows from the well within us, to permeate every outlying portion of our spiritual frame, subduing everything to itself, making it all of the one kind, until at last, reaching the outermost folds of our personality, it casts out disease, our bodies by indwelling righteousness are redeemed, and the creation delivered from the bondage of corruption into the liberty of the glory of the children of God. Every day till then we have to take up our cross; every hour to see that we are carrying it. A birthright may be lost for a mess of pottage, and what Satan calls a trifle must be a thing of eternal significance.
But we need to recognize that while the concept of denying the self is complete and absolute, it has to be done daily: we must keep denying it. It’s a deeper and more challenging task than any single act of immense willpower can achieve. In fact, our will itself isn’t pure or free until the self is completely denied. It takes time for the living water that flows from within us to permeate every part of our spiritual being, bringing everything under its influence and making it all one. Eventually, when it reaches the outermost layers of our personality, it drives out illness, our bodies are redeemed through inward righteousness, and creation is released from the bondage of corruption into the freedom and glory of the children of God. Until then, we must take up our cross every day; every hour we need to ensure that we are carrying it. A birthright can be lost for a bowl of stew, and what Satan calls a trivial matter can hold eternal significance.
Is there not many a Christian who, having begun to deny himself, yet spends much strength in the vain and evil endeavour to accommodate matters between Christ and the dear Self—seeking to save that which so he must certainly lose—in how different a way from that in which the Master would have him lose it! It is one thing to have the loved self devoured of hell in hate and horror and disappointment; another to yield it to conscious possession by the living God himself, who will raise it then first and only to its true individuality, freedom, and life. With its cause within it, then, indeed, it shall be saved!—how then should it but live! Here is the promise to those who will leave all and follow him: 'Whosoever shall lose his life, for my sake, the same shall save it,'—in St. Matthew, 'find it.' What speech of men or angels will serve to shadow the dimly glorious hope! To lose ourselves in the salvation of God's heart! to be no longer any care to ourselves, but know God taking divinest care of us, his own! to be and feel just a resting-place for the divine love—a branch of the tree of life for the dove to alight upon and fold its wings! to be an open air of love, a thoroughfare for the thoughts of God and all holy creatures! to know one's self by the reflex action of endless brotherly presence—yearning after nothing from any, but ever pouring out love by the natural motion of the spirit! to revel in the hundredfold of everything good we may have had to leave for his sake—above all, in the unsought love of those who love us as we love them—circling us round, bathing us in bliss—never reached after, ever received, ever welcomed, altogether and divinely precious! to know that God and we mean the same thing, that we are in the secret, the child's secret of existence, that we are pleasing in the eyes and to the heart of the Father! to live nestling at his knee, climbing to his bosom, blessed in the mere and simple being which is one with God, and is the outgoing of his will, justifying the being by the very facts of the being, by its awareness of itself as bliss!—what a self is this to receive again from him for that we left, forsook, refused! We left it paltry, low, mean; he took up the poor cinder of a consciousness, carried it back to the workshop of his spirit, made it a true thing, radiant, clear, fit for eternal companying and indwelling, and restored it to our having and holding for ever!
Is there not many a Christian who, having started to deny themselves, still invests a lot of energy in the pointless and harmful effort to balance things between Christ and their own self—trying to save what they will undoubtedly lose—in such a different way from how the Master would have them lose it! It's one thing for the beloved self to be consumed by hell in hatred, horror, and disappointment; it's another to willingly surrender it to the conscious possession of the living God himself, who will then raise it to its true individuality, freedom, and life. With its cause within it, it will indeed be saved!—how then could it not live! Here is the promise for those who will leave everything to follow him: 'Whoever loses their life for my sake will find it,'—in St. Matthew, 'find it.' What words from humans or angels could capture this dimly glorious hope! To lose ourselves in the salvation of God's heart! To no longer be a burden to ourselves, but to know God is taking the greatest care of us, his own! To be and feel like a resting place for divine love—a branch of the tree of life for the dove to land upon and settle its wings! To be an open air of love, a pathway for the thoughts of God and all holy beings! To understand oneself through the reflection of endless brotherly presence—wanting nothing from anyone, but always pouring out love by the natural movement of the spirit! To bask in the hundredfold of everything good we might have had to leave for his sake—especially in the unasked love of those who love us as we love them—surrounding us, bathing us in joy—never sought after, always received, always welcomed, completely and divinely precious! To know that God and we are of the same essence, that we are in on the secret, the child's secret of existence, that we are pleasing in the eyes and heart of the Father! To live nestled at his knee, climbing to his chest, blessed in the simple being that is one with God and is the expression of his will, justifying our existence by the very nature of being, by its awareness of itself as bliss!—what a self is this to receive again from him for what we left, forsook, and rejected! We left it insignificant, lowly, and petty; he took the poor remnants of consciousness, brought it back to the workshop of his spirit, made it a true thing, radiant, clear, worthy of eternal companionship and indwelling, and restored it to our keeping for all time!
All high things can be spoken only in figures; these figures, having to do with matters too high for them, cannot fit intellectually; they can be interpreted truly, understood aright, only by such as have the spiritual fact in themselves. When we speak of a man and his soul, we imply a self and a self, reacting on each other: we cannot divide ourselves so; the figure suits but imperfectly. It was never the design of the Lord to explain things to our understanding—nor would that in the least have helped our necessity; what we require is a means, a word, whereby to think with ourselves of high things: that is what a true figure, for a figure may be true while far from perfect, will always be to us. But the imperfection of his figures cannot lie in excess. Be sure that, in dealing with any truth, its symbol, however high, must come short of the glorious meaning itself holds. It is the low stupidity of an unspiritual nature that would interpret the Lord's meaning as less than his symbols. The true soul sees, or will come to see, that his words, his figures always represent more than they are able to present; for, as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are the heavenly things higher than the earthly signs of them, let the signs be good as ever sign may be. There is no joy belonging to human nature, as God made it, that shall not be enhanced a hundredfold to the man who gives up himself—though, in so doing, he may seem to be yielding the very essence of life. To yield self is to give up grasping at things in their second causes, as men call them, but which are merely God's means, and to receive them direct from their source—to take them seeing whence they come, and not as if they came from nowhere, because no one appears presenting them. The careless soul receives the Father's gifts as if it were a way things had of dropping into his hand. He thus grants himself a slave, dependent on chance and his own blundering endeavour—yet is he ever complaining, as if some one were accountable for the checks which meet him at every turn. For the good that comes to him, he gives no thanks—who is there to thank? at the disappointments that befall him he grumbles—there must be some one to blame! He does not think to what Power it could be of any consequence, nay, what power would not be worse than squandered, to sustain him after his own fashion, in his paltry, low-aimed existence! How could a God pour out his being to uphold the merest waste of his creatures? No world could ever be built or sustained on such an idea. It is the children who shall inherit the earth; such as will not be children, cannot possess. The hour is coming when all that art, all that science, all that nature, all that animal nature, in ennobling subjugation to the higher even as man is subject to the Father, can afford, shall be the possession, to the endless delight, of the sons and daughters of God: to him to whom he is all in all, God is able to give these things; to another he cannot give them, for he is unable to receive them who is outside the truth of them. Assuredly we are not to love God for the sake of what he can give us; nay, it is impossible to love him save because he is our God, and altogether good and beautiful; but neither may we forget what the Lord does not forget, that, in the end, when the truth is victorious, God will answer his creature in the joy of his heart. For what is joy but the harmony of the spirit! The good Father made his children to be joyful; only, ere they can enter into his joy, they must be like himself, ready to sacrifice joy to truth. No promise of such joy is an appeal to selfishness. Every reward held out by Christ is a pure thing; nor can it enter the soul save as a death to selfishness. The heaven of Christ is a loving of all, a forgetting of self, a dwelling of each in all, and all in each. Even in our nurseries, a joyful child is rarely selfish, generally righteous. It is not selfish to be joyful. What power could prevent him who sees the face of God from being joyful?—that bliss is his which lies behind all other bliss, without which no other bliss could ripen or last. The one bliss of the universe is the presence of God—which is simply God being to the man, and felt by the man as being, that which in his own nature he is—the indwelling power of his life. God must be to his creature what he is in himself, for it is by his essential being alone, that by which he is, that he can create. His presence is the unintermittent call and response of the creative to the created, of the father to the child. Where can be the selfishness in being so made happy? It may be deep selfishness to refuse to be happy. Is there selfishness in the Lord's seeing of the travail of his soul and being satisfied? Selfishness consists in taking the bliss from another; to find one's bliss in the bliss of another is not selfishness. Joy is not selfishness; and the greater the joy thus reaped, the farther is that joy removed from selfishness. The one bliss, next to the love of God, is the love of our neighbour. If any say, 'You love because it makes you blessed,' I deny it: 'We are blessed, I say, because we love.' No one could attain to the bliss of loving his neighbour who was selfish and sought that bliss from love of himself. Love is unselfishness. In the main we love because we cannot help it. There is no merit in it: how should there be in any love?—but neither is it selfish. There are many who confound righteousness with merit, and think there is nothing righteous where there is nothing meritorious. 'If it makes you happy to love,' they say, 'where is your merit? It is only selfishness!' There is no merit, I reply, yet the love that is born in us is our salvation from selfishness. It is of the very essence of righteousness. Because a thing is joyful, it does not follow that I do it for the joy of it; yet when the joy is in others, the joy is pure. That certain joys should be joys, is the very denial of selfishness. The man would be a demoniacally selfish man, whom love itself did not make joyful. It is selfish to enjoy in content beholding others lack; even in the highest spiritual bliss, to sit careless of others would be selfishness, and the higher the bliss, the worse the selfishness; but surely that bliss is right altogether of which a great part consists in labour that others may share it. Such, I will not doubt—the labour to bring others in to share with us, will be a great part of our heavenly content and gladness. The making, the redeeming Father will find plenty of like work for his children to do. Dull are those, little at least can they have of Christian imagination, who think that where all are good, things must be dull. It is because there is so little good yet in them, that they know so little of the power or beauty of merest life divine. Let such make haste to be true. Interest will there be and variety enough, not without pain, in the ministration of help to those yet wearily toiling up the heights of truth—perhaps yet unwilling to part with miserable self, which cherishing they are not yet worth being, or capable of having.
All great things can only be expressed in symbols; these symbols, dealing with matters too significant for their own understanding, can’t intellectually match their meanings. They can only be interpreted correctly and understood by those who embody the spiritual truth within themselves. When we talk about a person and their soul, we imply a self and a self that interact with each other: we can’t divide ourselves in that way; the symbol doesn’t fit perfectly. It was never the Lord’s intention to explain things for our comprehension—nor would that have helped our needs at all; what we really need is a way, a word, to think about great things for ourselves: that’s what a true symbol gives us, for a symbol can be true while still lacking in perfection. But its imperfection can’t be due to being too elaborate. Rest assured, when it comes to any truth, its symbol, no matter how grand, will always fall short of the magnificent meaning it represents. It is the lack of spiritual insight that would interpret the Lord's meaning as being less than his symbols convey. A true soul sees, or will come to see, that his words and symbols always stand for more than they can fully present; for, just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so too are the heavenly realities higher than their earthly representations, no matter how good those representations might be. There’s no joy connected to human nature, as God intended it, that won’t be multiplied many times for the person who surrenders themselves—even if, in doing so, it may seem like they are giving up the very essence of life. To surrender the self is to stop grasping at things through their secondary causes—what people call that—but which are simply God’s means, and to receive them directly from their source—taking them in knowing where they come from, instead of as if they appeared from nowhere because no one seems to present them. The careless soul accepts the Father’s gifts as if it’s just how things randomly land in their hands. They thus make themselves a slave, reliant on luck and their own misguided attempts—yet they always complain, as if someone else is responsible for the setbacks that hit them at every turn. For the good things that come their way, they give no thanks—who would they thank? At the disappointments that befall them, they grumble—someone must be blamed! They don’t consider which Power could care less, or what power wouldn’t be worse than wasted, to support them after their own style in their meager, low-aimed existence! How could a God pour out his being to uphold the mere waste of his creations? No world could ever be built or sustained on such a notion. It is the children who will inherit the earth; those who refuse to be childlike cannot possess it. The time is approaching when all that art, all that science, all that nature, and all that animal life, in a noble subjugation to the higher, just as man is subject to the Father, will be the possession—bringing endless joy—to the sons and daughters of God: to the person for whom God is everything, God can bestow these things; to someone else, he cannot give them, for they cannot receive them while outside the truth of them. Surely we are not meant to love God for what he can give us; indeed, it is impossible to love him unless it’s because he is our God, and wholly good and beautiful; but we also must not forget what the Lord does not forget: in the end, when the truth prevails, God will respond to his creation in the joy of his heart. For what is joy but the harmony of the spirit? The good Father made his children to be joyful; however, before they can enter into his joy, they must be like him, willing to sacrifice joy for truth. No promise of such joy appeals to selfishness. Each reward Christ offers is a pure thing; nor can it enter the soul unless it comes as a result of dying to selfishness. The heaven of Christ is loving everyone, forgetting oneself, and each individual dwelling in all, and all in each. Even among our little ones, a joyful child is rarely selfish, often righteous. It’s not selfish to be joyful. What power could stop someone who sees the face of God from being joyful?—that bliss is his, lying behind all other bliss, without which no other joy could mature or endure. The ultimate bliss of the universe is the presence of God—which is simply God being to the person and felt by the person as being, that which in his own nature he is—the indwelling power of his life. God must be to his creation what he is in himself, for it is by his essential being alone, that by which he exists, that he can create. His presence is the uninterrupted call and response of the creator to the created, of the father to the child. Where could there be selfishness in being made so happy? It may be deeply selfish to refuse to be happy. Is there selfishness in the Lord's seeing the struggles of his soul and being satisfied? Selfishness involves taking joy from someone else; finding one's joy in another’s bliss is not selfish. Joy is not selfishness; the greater the joy experienced in that way, the further it is from selfishness. The one bliss, next to the love of God, is the love of our neighbor. If anyone says, 'You love because it makes you happy,' I deny it: 'We are happy, I say, because we love.' No one could reach the happiness of loving their neighbor if they were selfish and sought that happiness from self-love. Love is unselfishness. In truth, we love because we cannot help it. There’s no merit in it: how could there be in any love?—but it’s also not selfish. Many confuse righteousness with merit and believe there is no righteousness when there’s nothing meritorious. 'If it makes you happy to love,' they say, 'where is your merit? It’s only selfishness!' There’s no merit, I reply, yet the love that emerges from us is our salvation from selfishness. It is at the very core of righteousness. Just because something is joyful doesn’t mean I do it for the joy it brings; yet when the joy is in others, that joy is pure. That certain joys should be joyful is the very denial of selfishness. The person would be demoniacally selfish if love didn’t make them joyful. It is selfish to take pleasure in contentedly observing others in lack; even at the highest spiritual bliss, being indifferent to others would be selfishness, and the higher the bliss, the worse the selfishness. But surely that bliss is entirely right when a large part consists in working to help others
Some of the things a man may have to forsake in following Christ, he has not to forsake because of what they are in themselves. Neither nature, art, science, nor fit society, is of those things a man will lose in forsaking himself: they are God's, and have no part in the world of evil, the false judgments, low wishes, and unrealities generally, that make up the conscious life of the self which has to be denied: such will never be restored to the man. But in forsaking himself to do what God requires of him—his true work in the world, that is, a man may find he has to leave some of God's things—not to repudiate them, but for the time to forsake them, because they draw his mind from the absolute necessities of the true life in himself or in others. He may have to deny himself in leaving them—not as bad things, but as things for which there is not room until those of paramount claim have been so heeded, that these will no longer impede but further them. Then he who knows God, will find that knowledge open the door of his understanding to all things else. He will become able to behold them from within, instead of having to search wearily into them from without. This gave to king David more understanding than had all his teachers. Then will the things he has had to leave, be restored to him a hundred fold. So will it be in the forsaking of friends. To forsake them for Christ, is not to forsake them as evil. It is not to cease to love them, 'for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen?' it is—not to allow their love to cast even a shadow between us and our Master; to be content to lose their approval, their intercourse, even their affection, where the Master says one thing and they another. It is to learn to love them in a far higher, deeper, tenderer, truer way than before—a way which keeps all that was genuine in the former way, and loses all that was false. We shall love their selves, and disregard our own.
Some of the things a man might have to give up to follow Christ aren't things he needs to abandon because of what they are in themselves. Neither nature, art, science, nor good company are among the things a man loses when he turns away from himself: they belong to God and are not part of the evil world, the false judgments, low desires, and illusions that make up the conscious life of the self that must be denied; such things will never be returned to the man. But by forsaking himself to do what God asks of him—his true work in the world—a man might find he needs to set aside some of God's creations—not to reject them, but to temporarily leave them behind because they distract him from the essential needs of true life, both for himself and for others. He may need to deny himself by letting them go—not because they are bad, but because there’s no space for them until the priorities that truly matter have been acknowledged so they won't hinder but will actually support them. Then, the person who knows God will find that this knowledge opens the door of his understanding to everything else. He will be able to see them from within himself, rather than having to look for them from the outside. This gave King David more insight than all his teachers combined. Then, what he had to leave behind will be restored to him a hundredfold. The same goes for friends. To forsake them for Christ doesn’t mean abandoning them as evil. It doesn’t mean stopping loving them, for “whoever does not love his brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen.” It means not allowing their love to cast a shadow between us and our Master; being willing to lose their approval, their company, and even their affection when the Master says one thing and they say another. It means learning to love them in a much higher, deeper, more tender, and truer way than before—a way that retains all that was genuine in the past and discards all that was false. We will love their true selves and disregard our own.
I do not forget the word of the Lord about hating father and mother: I have a glimpse of the meaning of it, but dare not attempt explaining it now. It is all against the self—not against the father and mother.
I don’t forget the word of the Lord about hating father and mother: I have a sense of what it means, but I won’t try to explain it right now. It’s all about rejecting the self—not about rejecting the father and mother.
There is another kind of forsaking that may fall to the lot of some, and which they may find very difficult: the forsaking of such notions of God and his Christ as they were taught in their youth—which they held, nor could help holding, at such time as they began to believe—of which they have begun to doubt the truth, but to cast which away seems like parting with every assurance of safety.
There’s another kind of abandonment that some people might experience, and it can be really tough: letting go of the beliefs about God and Christ that they learned when they were young—beliefs they embraced and couldn’t help but hold on to when their faith began to grow—beliefs that they’ve started to doubt, but letting go of them feels like losing all sense of security.
There are so-called doctrines long accepted of good people, which how any man can love God and hold, except indeed by fast closing of the spiritual eyes, I find it hard to understand. If a man care more for opinion than for life, it is not worth any other man's while to persuade him to renounce the opinions he happens to entertain; he would but put other opinions in the same place of honour—a place which can belong to no opinion whatever: it matters nothing what such a man may or may not believe, for he is not a true man. By holding with a school he supposes to be right, he but bolsters himself up with the worst of all unbelief—opinion calling itself faith—unbelief calling itself religion. But for him who is in earnest about the will of God, it is of endless consequence that he should think rightly of God. He cannot come close to him, cannot truly know his will, while his notion of him is in any point that of a false god. The thing shows itself absurd. If such a man seem to himself to be giving up even his former assurance of salvation, in yielding such ideas of God as are unworthy of God, he must none the less, if he will be true, if he would enter into life, take up that cross also. He will come to see that he must follow no doctrine, be it true as word of man could state it, but the living Truth, the Master himself.
There are beliefs that good people have always accepted, which I find hard to understand because I can't see how anyone can genuinely love God while holding onto these ideas, unless they're shutting their spiritual eyes. If someone cares more about what others think than about living rightly, it's pointless for anyone to try to convince him to give up those opinions; he would just replace them with other opinions that hold the same importance—an importance that shouldn’t belong to any opinion at all. It doesn’t matter what such a person believes or doesn’t believe, because he’s not a true person. By aligning himself with a viewpoint he believes to be correct, he’s only reinforcing the worst kind of disbelief—an opinion masquerading as faith, a disbelief posing as religion. But for someone who is genuinely seeking God's will, it's crucial to have the right understanding of God. He can't get close to God or truly know His will if his view of God is based on any false notion. It's completely absurd. If such a person thinks he’s sacrificing his former certainty of salvation by letting go of unworthy ideas about God, he must still, if he wants to be honest and truly live, take up that burden as well. He will realize that he must follow not any doctrine, no matter how true it might seem, but the living Truth, the Master Himself.
Good souls many will one day be horrified at the things they now believe of God. If they have not thought about them, but given themselves to obedience, they may not have done them much harm as yet; but they can make little progress in the knowledge of God, while, if but passively, holding evil things true of him. If, on the other hand, they do think about them, and find in them no obstruction, they must indeed be far from anything to be called a true knowledge of God. But there are those who find them a terrible obstruction, and yet imagine, or at least fear them true: such must take courage to forsake the false in any shape, to deny their old selves in the most seemingly sacred of prejudices, and follow Jesus, not as he is presented in the tradition of the elders, but as he is presented by himself, his apostles, and the spirit of truth. There are 'traditions of men' after Christ as well as before him, and far worse, as 'making of none effect' higher and better things; and we have to look to it, how we have learned Christ.
Good people will one day be shocked by the things they currently believe about God. If they haven't thought deeply about these beliefs and have just focused on being obedient, they may not have caused much harm so far; however, they can't make much progress in truly understanding God while holding onto such false ideas about Him, even if only passively. On the other hand, if they do reflect on these beliefs and find no reason to reject them, they are far from having a genuine understanding of God. Yet, there are those who see these beliefs as a significant barrier, yet still fear they might be true; these individuals must find the courage to abandon falsehoods in any form, to let go of their old selves and their seemingly sacred biases, and to follow Jesus not according to the teachings of tradition, but as He presents Himself, along with His apostles and the spirit of truth. There are also "traditions of men" after Christ, which can be even more detrimental as they render greater truths ineffective; we need to carefully consider how we have learned about Christ.
THE TRUTH IN JESUS.
'But ye did not so learn Christ; if so be that ye heard him, and were taught in him, even as truth is in Jesus: that ye put away, as concerning your former manner of life, the old man, which waxeth corrupt after the lusts of deceit.' [Footnote: That is, 'which is still going to ruin through the love of the lie.']—Eph. iv. 20-22.
But you didn’t learn about Christ that way; if you really heard him and were taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus: you need to get rid of your old way of life, the corrupt self that is driven by deceitful desires. [Footnote: That is, 'which is still going to ruin through the love of the lie.']—Eph. iv. 20-22.
How have we learned Christ? It ought to be a startling thought, that we may have learned him wrong. That must be far worse than not to have learned him at all: his place is occupied by a false Christ, hard to exorcise! The point is, whether we have learned Christ as he taught himself, or as men have taught him who thought they understood, but did not understand him. Do we think we know him—with notions fleshly, after low, mean human fancies and explanations, or do we indeed know him—after the spirit, in our measure as God knows him? The Christian religion, throughout its history, has been open to more corrupt misrepresentation than ever the Jewish could be, for as it is higher and wider, so must it yield larger scope to corruption:—have we learned Christ in false statements and corrupted lessons about him, or have we learned himself? Nay, true or false, is only our brain full of things concerning him, or does he dwell himself in our hearts, a learnt, and ever being learnt lesson, the power of our life?
How have we learned about Christ? It should be a shocking idea that we might have learned about him incorrectly. That would be far worse than not learning about him at all: when we do that, a false version of Christ takes his place, and that's hard to get rid of! The question is whether we've learned about Christ as he taught himself or as others have taught him who thought they understood but actually didn’t. Do we think we know him—with ideas that are shallow, based on petty human perceptions and explanations, or do we truly know him—through the spirit, in a way that reflects God's understanding of him? Throughout its history, the Christian faith has been more vulnerable to corrupt misinterpretation than Judaism ever was, because it is broader and deeper, which allows more room for corruption: have we learned about Christ from false accounts and distorted teachings about him, or have we learned about him? Ultimately, is our mind just filled with thoughts about him, or does he genuinely reside in our hearts, as a lesson learned and continuously being learned, the driving force of our lives?
I have been led to what I am about to say, by a certain utterance of one in the front rank of those who assert that we can know nothing of the 'Infinite and Eternal energy from which all things proceed;' and the utterance is this:—
I have been prompted to say what I'm about to share by something said by one of the leading voices in the belief that we can’t truly understand the 'Infinite and Eternal energy from which all things come;' and the statement is this:—
'The visiting on Adam's descendants through hundreds of generations dreadful penalties for a small transgression which they did not commit; the damning of all men who do not avail themselves of an alleged mode of obtaining forgiveness, which most men have never heard of; and the effecting a reconciliation by sacrificing a son who was perfectly innocent, to satisfy the assumed necessity for a propitiatory victim; are modes of action which, ascribed to a human ruler, would call forth expressions of abhorrence; and the ascription of them to the Ultimate Cause of things, even not felt to be full of difficulties, must become impossible.'
'The punishment of Adam's descendants through countless generations for a minor mistake they didn't make; the condemnation of everyone who doesn’t take advantage of a supposed way to get forgiveness that most people have never even heard of; and achieving reconciliation by sacrificing a completely innocent son to meet the supposed need for a sacrificial victim—these actions, if attributed to a human leader, would provoke strong feelings of disgust. Attributing them to the Ultimate Cause of everything, even if not seen as fully problematic, must ultimately be impossible.'
I do not quote the passage with the design of opposing either clause of its statement, for I entirely agree with it: almost it feels an absurdity to say so. Neither do I propose addressing a word to the writer of it, or to any who hold with him. The passage bears out what I have often said—that I never yet heard a word from one of that way of thinking, which even touched anything I hold. One of my earliest recollections is of beginning to be at strife with the false system here assailed. Such paganism I scorn as heartily in the name of Christ, as I scorn it in the name of righteousness. Rather than believe a single point involving its spirit, even with the assurance thereby of such salvation as the system offers, I would join the ranks of those who 'know nothing,' and set myself with hopeless heart to what I am now trying with an infinite hope in the help of the pure originating One— to get rid of my miserable mean self, comforted only by the chance that death would either leave me without thought more, or reveal something of the Ultimate Cause which it would not be an insult to him, or a dishonour to his creature, to hold concerning him. Even such a chance alone might enable one to live.
I don’t quote this passage to argue against any part of it, because I completely agree with it—it's almost silly to say so. I also don't plan to say anything to the author or to anyone who shares his views. The passage confirms what I’ve often stated—I’ve never heard anyone with that point of view say anything that resonates with my beliefs. One of my earliest memories is of starting to challenge the flawed system being criticized here. I reject this kind of paganism as strongly in the name of Christ as I do in the name of justice. Rather than accept even one point that reflects its spirit, even if it promised me the salvation that the system offers, I would rather join those who 'know nothing' and dedicate myself hopelessly to what I’m now attempting with infinite hope in the support of the pure, original Creator—to rid myself of my miserable, insignificant self, finding comfort only in the possibility that death might either leave me without thought forever or reveal something about the Ultimate Cause that it wouldn’t be an insult to Him or a dishonor to His creation to believe. Even just that chance might be enough to keep someone going.
I will not now enquire how it comes that the writer of the passage quoted seems to put forward these so-called beliefs as representing Christianity, or even the creed of those who call themselves Christians, seeing so many, and some of them of higher rank in literature than himself, believing in Christ with true hearts, believe not one of such things as he has set down, but hold them in at least as great abhorrence as he: his answer would probably be, that, even had he been aware of such being the fact, what he had to deal with was the forming and ruling notions of religious society;—and that such are the things held by the bulk of both educated and uneducated calling themselves Christians, however many of them may vainly think by an explanatory clause here and there to turn away the opprobrium of their falsehood, while they remain virtually the same—that such are the things so held, I am, alas! unable to deny. It helps nothing, I repeat, that many, thinking little on the matter, use quasi mitigated forms to express their tenets, and imagine that so they indicate a different class of ideas: it would require but a brief examination to be convinced that they are not merely analogous—they are ultimately identical.
I won’t examine how the author of the quoted passage seems to present these supposed beliefs as representative of Christianity, or even the beliefs of those who identify as Christians, given that many people, some of whom are more esteemed in literature than he is, genuinely believe in Christ with true hearts and reject the very things he has written down, feeling at least as much disgust towards them as he does. His likely response would be that, even if he knew this was the case, what he had to deal with were the prevailing ideas within religious society; and these are the beliefs that the majority of both educated and uneducated individuals who call themselves Christians hold. No matter how many of them might mistakenly think they can mitigate the criticism of their falsehood through various explanations while still remaining fundamentally the same, the fact that these beliefs are held is something I am, unfortunately, unable to deny. It does nothing to help, as I repeat, that many, who think little about the matter, use quasi softened forms to express their beliefs, thinking they are indicating a different set of ideas: it would take only a brief look to see that they are not merely similar—they are ultimately the same.
But had I to do with the writer, I should ask how it comes that, refusing these dogmas as abominable, and in themselves plainly false, yet knowing that they are attributed to men whose teaching has done more to civilize the world than that of any men besides—how it comes that, seeing such teaching as this could not have done so, he has not taken such pains of enquiry as must surely have satisfied a man of his faculty that such was not their teaching; that it was indeed so different, and so good, that even the forced companionship of such horrible lies as those he has recounted, has been unable to destroy its regenerative power. I suppose he will allow that there was a man named Jesus, who died for the truth he taught: can he believe he died for such alleged truth as that? Would it not be well, I would ask him, to enquire what he did really teach, according to the primary sources of our knowledge of him? If he answered that the question was uninteresting to him, I should have no more to say; nor did I now start to speak of him save with the object of making my position plain to those to whom I would speak—those, namely, who call themselves Christians.
But if I could talk to the writer, I would ask how it is that he rejects these beliefs as terrible and clearly false, yet acknowledges that they come from people whose teachings have contributed more to civilization than anyone else's. How is it that, knowing this teaching couldn't have done such good, he hasn't investigated enough to surely understand that it wasn't the real teaching? In fact, it was so different and so positive that even the association with such awful lies as he has mentioned hasn’t been able to diminish its ability to bring about change. I assume he would agree there was a man named Jesus who died for the truth he preached: can he really believe he died for such supposed truth? Wouldn't it be better, I would ask him, to look into what he truly taught, based on the primary sources we have? If he replied that the question doesn't interest him, I wouldn't have anything more to say; nor did I start discussing him just for the sake of it, but to clarify my stance to those I want to address—specifically, those who identify as Christians.
If of them I should ask, 'How comes it that such opinions are held concerning the Holy One, whose ways you take upon you to set forth?' I should be met by most with the answer, 'Those are the things he tells us himself in his word; we have learned them from the Scriptures;' by many with explanations which seem to them so to explain the things that they are no longer to be reprobated; and by others with the remark that better ideas, though largely held, had not yet had time to show themselves as the belief of the thinkers of the nation. Of those whose presentation of Christian doctrine is represented in the quotation above, there are two classes—such as are content it should be so, and such to whom those things are grievous, but who do not see how to get rid of them. To the latter it may be some little comfort to have one who has studied the New Testament for many years and loves it beyond the power of speech to express, declare to them his conviction that there is not an atom of such teaching in the whole lovely, divine utterance; that such things are all and altogether the invention of men—honest invention, in part at least, I grant, but yet not true. Thank God, we are nowise bound to accept any man's explanation of God's ways and God's doings, however good the man may be, if it do not commend itself to our conscience. The man's conscience may be a better conscience than ours, and his judgment clearer; nothing the more can we accept while we cannot see good: to do so would be to sin.
If I were to ask them, "How is it that such opinions exist about the Holy One, whose ways you choose to explain?" most would respond, "Those are the things he tells us himself in his word; we've learned them from the Scriptures." Many would give explanations that seem to justify those opinions, so they no longer consider them wrong. Others might comment that better ideas, though commonly accepted, haven't yet gained recognition among the nation's thinkers. Among those whose views on Christian doctrine were mentioned above, there are two groups—those who are fine with it being that way and those who find it troubling but don't know how to change it. For the latter, it might be comforting to hear from someone who has studied the New Testament for many years and loves it deeply, expressing his belief that there isn’t a trace of such teaching in the entire beautiful, divine message; that these ideas are entirely human inventions—honest inventions, at least in part, but still not true. Thank God, we’re under no obligation to accept anyone’s explanation of God’s ways and actions, no matter how good the person may be, if it doesn’t resonate with our conscience. Their conscience might be better than ours, and their judgment clearer; yet we cannot accept it if we see nothing good in it: to do so would be to sin.
But it is by no means my object to set forth what I believe or do not believe; a time may come for that; my design is now very different indeed. I desire to address those who call themselves Christians, and expostulate with them thus:—
But I'm not here to share what I believe or don't believe; there will be a time for that. My purpose right now is very different. I want to talk to those who call themselves Christians and urge them to consider this:—
Whatever be your opinions on the greatest of all subjects, is it well that the impression with regard to Christianity made upon your generation, should be that of your opinions, and not of something beyond opinion? Is Christianity capable of being represented by opinion, even the best? If it were, how many of us are such as God would choose to represent his thoughts and intents by our opinions concerning them? Who is there of his friends whom any thoughtful man would depute to represent his thoughts to his fellows? If you answer, 'The opinions I hold and by which I represent Christianity, are those of the Bible,' I reply, that none can understand, still less represent, the opinions of another, but such as are of the same mind with him— certainly none who mistake his whole scope and intent so far as in supposing opinion to be the object of any writer in the Bible. Is Christianity a system of articles of belief, let them be correct as language can give them? Never. So far am I from believing it, that I would rather have a man holding, as numbers of you do, what seem to me the most obnoxious untruths, opinions the most irreverent and gross, if at the same time he lived in the faith of the Son of God, that is, trusted in God as the Son of God trusted in him, than I would have a man with every one of whose formulas of belief I utterly coincided, but who knew nothing of a daily life and walk with God. The one, holding doctrines of devils, is yet a child of God; the other, holding the doctrines of Christ and his Apostles, is of the world, yea, of the devil.
Regardless of your opinions on the most important topic of all, is it wise for your generation's impression of Christianity to be based on your opinions rather than something deeper? Can Christianity really be summed up by opinion, even the best ones? If that were the case, how many of us would God pick to express his thoughts and intentions through our opinions about them? Who among his friends would any thoughtful person choose to convey his ideas to others? If you say, 'The opinions I represent about Christianity come from the Bible,' I would argue that no one can truly understand, let alone represent, someone else's opinions unless they share the same mindset—especially those who completely misinterpret the overall purpose and intent by thinking that opinion is the goal of any biblical writer. Is Christianity just a system of beliefs, no matter how correct their wording may be? Absolutely not. I am so far from believing that, I'd much rather have someone who holds, like many of you do, what seems to me the most outrageous falsehoods—irreverent and crude opinions—if they truly live in faith in the Son of God—that is, trust in God just as the Son of God trusted in him. This is preferable to someone who agrees with every one of my beliefs but has no real connection to a daily relationship with God. The one, despite holding incorrect doctrines, is still a child of God; the other, who aligns with the teachings of Christ and his Apostles, is of the world, and indeed, of the devil.
'How! a man hold the doctrine of devils, and yet be of God?'
'How can a man hold the teachings of demons and still be of God?'
Yes; for to hold a thing with the intellect, is not to believe it. A man's real belief is that which he lives by; and that which the man I mean lives by, is the love of God, and obedience to his law, so far as he has recognized it. Those hideous doctrines are outside of him; he thinks they are inside, but no matter; they are not true, and they cannot really be inside any good man. They are sadly against him; for he cannot love to dwell upon any of those supposed characteristics of his God; he acts and lives nevertheless in a measure like the true God. What a man believes, is the thing he does. This man would shrink with loathing from actions such as he thinks God justified in doing; like God, he loves and helps and saves. Will the living God let such a man's opinions damn him? No more than he will let the correct opinions of another, who lives for himself, save him. The best salvation even the latter could give would be but damnation. What I come to and insist upon is, that, supposing your theories right, and containing all that is to be believed, yet those theories are not what makes you Christians, if Christians indeed you are. On the contrary, they are, with not a few of you, just what keeps you from being Christians. For when you say that, to be saved, a man must hold this or that, then are you leaving the living God and his will, and putting trust in some notion about him or his will. To make my meaning clearer,—some of you say we must trust in the finished work of Christ; or again, our faith must be in the merits of Christ—in the atonement he has made—in the blood he has shed: all these statements are a simple repudiation of the living Lord, in whom we are told to believe, who, by his presence with and in us, and our obedience to him, lifts us out of darkness into light, leads us from the kingdom of Satan into the glorious liberty of the sons of God. No manner or amount of belief about him is the faith of the New Testament. With such teaching I have had a lifelong acquaintance, and declare it most miserably false. But I do not now mean to dispute against it; except the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ Jesus make a man sick of his opinions, he may hold them to doomsday for me; for no opinion, I repeat, is Christianity, and no preaching of any plan of salvation is the preaching of the glorious gospel of the living God. Even if your plan, your theories, were absolutely true, the holding of them with sincerity, the trusting in this or that about Christ, or in anything he did or could do, the trusting in anything but himself, his own living self, is a delusion. Many will grant this heartily, and yet the moment you come to talk with them, you find they insist that to believe in Christ is to believe in the atonement, meaning by that only and altogether their special theory about the atonement; and when you say we must believe in the atoning Christ, and cannot possibly believe in any theory concerning the atonement, they go away and denounce you, saying, 'He does not believe in the atonement!' If I explain the atonement otherwise than they explain it, they assert that I deny the atonement; nor count it of any consequence that I say I believe in the atoner with my whole heart, and soul, and strength, and mind. This they call contending for the truth! Because I refuse an explanation which is not in the New Testament, though they believe it is, because they can think of no other, one which seems to me as false in logic as detestable in morals, not to say that there is no spirituality in it whatever, therefore I am not a Christian! What wonder men such as I have quoted refuse the Christianity they suppose such 'believers' to represent! I do not say that with this sad folly may not mingle a potent faith in the Lord himself; but I do say that the importance they place on theory is even more sadly obstructive to true faith than such theories themselves: while the mind is occupied in enquiring,
Yes; just because you understand something intellectually doesn’t mean you truly believe it. A person’s real beliefs are reflected in how they live; and the person I’m talking about lives by the love of God and follows His laws as much as he understands them. Those awful doctrines are not genuinely part of him; he thinks they are, but it doesn’t matter—they're not true and can't truly be a part of any good person. They work against him because he can’t genuinely enjoy thinking about those imagined traits of his God; yet he still acts and lives somewhat like the true God. What a person truly believes guides their actions. This man would shrink in disgust from actions he thinks God would approve of; like God, he loves, helps, and saves. Will the living God let such a man’s opinions condemn him? No more than He will let someone with the right opinions, who lives for themselves, be saved. Even the best salvation from such a person would amount to damnation. What I want to emphasize is that, even if your beliefs are right and encompass everything to be believed, those beliefs aren’t what make you Christians, if indeed you are Christians. On the flip side, for many of you, these beliefs are what keep you from being Christians. When you assert that a person must hold this or that belief to be saved, you’re ignoring the living God and His will, instead relying on some idea about Him or His will. To clarify my point—some of you say we must trust in the finished work of Christ; or that our faith must be in Christ’s merits—in the atonement He has provided—in the blood He has shed: all these claims simply reject the living Lord, in whom we are told to believe, who, through His presence in us and our obedience to Him, lifts us from darkness into light, guiding us from the kingdom of Satan into the glorious freedom of the children of God. No amount or type of belief about Him is the faith of the New Testament. I’ve had a lifelong familiarity with such teachings and can say they are utterly false. But I’m not here to argue against it; unless the knowledge of God’s glory shown in the face of Christ Jesus makes a person sick of their beliefs, they can hold on to them forever for all I care; because no belief—once again, I emphasize—no belief is Christianity, nor is any preaching of a salvation plan a preaching of the glorious gospel of the living God. Even if your plan and theories were completely accurate, sincerely holding onto them, trusting in this or that about Christ, or anything He did or could do, anything other than His own living self, is an illusion. Many will agree with this wholeheartedly, but the moment you engage them in conversation, you find they insist that believing in Christ means believing in their specific theory about the atonement; and when you say we must believe in the atoning Christ and not any theory about atonement, they walk away and accuse you, saying, 'He doesn't believe in the atonement!' If I describe the atonement in a way different from theirs, they claim that I deny the atonement, regardless of the fact that I maintain I believe in the atoner with all my heart, soul, strength, and mind. They call this contending for the truth! Because I reject an explanation that isn’t found in the New Testament, even though they believe it is because they can’t conceive of another, one that seems to me logically flawed and morally repugnant, and devoid of any spiritual essence, they conclude that I am not a Christian! It’s no wonder people like those I've mentioned reject the Christianity they think such 'believers' represent! I’m not saying that intertwined with this misguided folly there isn’t a strong faith in the Lord Himself; but the importance they place on theory is an even greater obstacle to genuine faith than the theories themselves: while the mind is occupied in questioning,
'Do I believe or feel this thing right?'—the true question is forgotten: 'Have I left all to follow him?' To the man who gives himself to the living Lord, every belief will necessarily come right; the Lord himself will see that his disciple believe aright concerning him. If a man cannot trust him for this, what claim can he make to faith in him? It is because he has little or no faith, that he is left clinging to preposterous and dishonouring ideas, the traditions of men concerning his Father, and neither his teaching nor that of his apostles. The living Christ is to them but a shadow; the all but obliterated Christ of their theories no soul can thoroughly believe in: the disciple of such a Christ rests on his work, or his merits, or his atonement!
'Do I believe or feel this thing right?'—the real question is forgotten: 'Have I given everything to follow him?' For someone who truly dedicates themselves to the living Lord, every belief will ultimately align; the Lord himself will ensure that his disciple has the right understanding of him. If someone can't rely on him for this, what right do they have to claim faith in him? It's the lack of genuine faith that keeps them holding on to ridiculous and degrading ideas, the traditions of people about his Father, instead of embracing his teachings or those of his apostles. To them, the living Christ is just a shadow; no one can fully believe in the nearly erased Christ of their theories: the follower of such a Christ relies on his own works, merits, or atonement!
What I insist upon is, that a man's faith shall be in the living, loving, ruling, helping Christ, devoted to us as much as ever he was, and with all the powers of the Godhead for the salvation of his brethren. It is not faith that he did this, that his work wrought that—it is faith in the man who did and is doing everything for us that will save him: without this he cannot work to heal spiritually, any more than he would heal physically, when he was present to the eyes of men. Do you ask, 'What is faith in him?' I answer, The leaving of your way, your objects, your self, and the taking of his and him; the leaving of your trust in men, in money, in opinion, in character, in atonement itself, and doing as he tells you. I can find no words strong enough to serve for the weight of this necessity—this obedience. It is the one terrible heresy of the church, that it has always been presenting something else than obedience as faith in Christ. The work of Christ is not the Working Christ, any more than the clothing of Christ is the body of Christ. If the woman who touched the hem of his garment had trusted in the garment and not in him who wore it, would she have been healed? And the reason that so many who believe about Christ rather than in him, get the comfort they do, is that, touching thus the mere hem of his garment, they cannot help believing a little in the live man inside the garment. It is not wonderful that such believers should so often be miserable; they lay themselves down to sleep with nothing but the skirt of his robe in their hand—a robe too, I say, that never was his, only by them is supposed his—when they might sleep in peace with the living Lord in their hearts. Instead of so knowing Christ that they have him in them saving them, they lie wasting themselves in soul-sickening self-examination as to whether they are believers, whether they are really trusting in the atonement, whether they are truly sorry for their sins—the way to madness of the brain, and despair of the heart. Some even ponder the imponderable— whether they are of the elect, whether they have an interest in the blood shed for sin, whether theirs is a saving faith—when all the time the man who died for them is waiting to begin to save them from every evil—and first from this self which is consuming them with trouble about its salvation; he will set them free, and take them home to the bosom of the Father—if only they will mind what he says to them—which is the beginning, middle, and end of faith. If, instead of searching into the mysteries of corruption in their own charnel-houses, they would but awake and arise from the dead, and come out into the light which Christ is waiting to give them, he would begin at once to fill them with the fulness of God.
What I insist on is that a person's faith should be in the living, loving, ruling, and helping Christ, who is just as devoted to us as ever, and has all the powers of God for the salvation of his followers. It’s not just faith that he did this, or that his work accomplished that—it’s faith in the man who is doing everything for us that will save him. Without this faith, he can't heal spiritually, just like he couldn't heal physically when he was visibly among people. Do you ask, “What is faith in him?” I respond, it’s leaving your own way, your own goals, your sense of self, and taking on his and him; it’s letting go of your trust in people, money, opinions, character, and even atonement itself, and doing as he instructs. I can't find words strong enough to express the weight of this necessity—this obedience. It’s the one serious heresy in the church that it has always presented something other than obedience as faith in Christ. The work of Christ is not the same as the Working Christ, just as the clothing of Christ is not the body of Christ. If the woman who touched the hem of his garment had trusted in the garment instead of the one who wore it, would she have been healed? The reason so many who believe about Christ rather than in him find some comfort is that by merely touching the hem of his garment, they can't help but believe a little in the living man inside the garment. It’s not surprising that such believers often feel miserable; they go to sleep grasping only the edge of his robe—a robe that is only assumed to be his—when they could be resting in peace with the living Lord in their hearts. Rather than knowing Christ so well that they have him within them saving them, they waste away in tiring self-examination about whether they are believers, whether they truly trust in atonement, whether they genuinely regret their sins—this is madness for the brain and despair for the heart. Some even ponder the unthinkable—whether they are among the chosen, whether they have a claim on the blood shed for sin, whether theirs is a saving faith—when all the while, the man who died for them is waiting to start saving them from every evil—and first from this self that is consuming them with worries about its salvation; he will set them free and take them home to the Father’s embrace—if only they will listen to what he says to them—which is the beginning, middle, and end of faith. If, instead of delving into the mysteries of decay in their own lives, they would simply wake up and rise from the dead, coming into the light that Christ is ready to offer them, he would immediately start filling them with the fullness of God.
'But I do not know how to awake and arise!'
'But I don't know how to wake up and get up!'
I will tell you:—Get up, and do something the master tells you; so make yourself his disciple at once. Instead of asking yourself whether you believe or not, ask yourself whether you have this day done one thing because he said, Do it, or once abstained because he said, Do not do it. It is simply absurd to say you believe, or even want to believe in him, if you do not anything he tells you. If you can think of nothing he ever said as having had an atom of influence on your doing or not doing, you have too good ground to consider yourself no disciple of his. Do not, I pray you, worse than waste your time in trying to convince yourself that you are his disciple notwithstanding—that for this reason or that you still have cause to think you believe in him. What though you should succeed in persuading yourself to absolute certainty that you are his disciple, if, after all, he say to you, 'Why did you not do the things I told you? Depart from me; I do not know you!' Instead of trying to persuade yourself, if the thing be true you can make it truer; if it be not true, you can begin at once to make it true, to be a disciple of the Living One—by obeying him in the first thing you can think of in which you are not obeying him. We must learn to obey him in everything, and so must begin somewhere: let it be at once, and in the very next thing that lies at the door of our conscience! Oh fools and slow of heart, if you think of nothing but Christ, and do not set yourselves to do his words! you but build your houses on the sand. What have such teachers not to answer for who have turned your regard away from the direct words of the Lord himself, which are spirit and life, to contemplate plans of salvation tortured out of the words of his apostles, even were those plans as true as they are false! There is but one plan of salvation, and that is to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ; that is, to take him for what he is—our master, and his words as if he meant them, which assuredly he did. To do his words is to enter into vital relation with him, to obey him is the only way to be one with him. The relation between him and us is an absolute one; it can nohow begin to live but in obedience: it is obedience. There can be no truth, no reality, in any initiation of atonement with him, that is not obedience. What! have I the poorest notion of a God, and dare think of entering into relations with him, the very first of which is not that what he saith, I will do? The thing is eternally absurd, and comes of the father of lies. I know what he whispers to those to whom such teaching as this is distasteful: 'It is the doctrine of works!' But one word of the Lord humbly heard and received will suffice to send all the demons of false theology into the abyss. He says the man that does not do the things he tells him, builds his house to fall in utter ruin. He instructs his messengers to go and baptize all nations, 'teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you.' Tell me it is faith he requires: do I not know it? and is not faith the highest act of which the human mind is capable? But faith in what? Faith in what he is, in what he says—a faith which can have no existence except in obedience—a faith which is obedience. To do what he wishes is to put forth faith in him. For this the teaching of men has substituted this or that belief about him, faith in this or that supposed design of his manifestation in the flesh. It was himself, and God in him that he manifested; but faith in him and his father thus manifested, they make altogether secondary to acceptance of the paltry contrivance of a juggling morality, which they attribute to God and his Christ, imagining it the atonement, and 'the plan of salvation.' 'Do you put faith in him,' I ask, 'or in the doctrines and commandments of men?' If you say 'In him,'—'Is it then possible,' I return, 'that you do not see that, above all things and all thoughts, you are bound to obey him?' Do you not mourn that you cannot trust in him as you would, that you find it too hard? Too hard it is for you, and too hard it will remain, while the things he tells you to do—the things you can do—even those you will not try! How should you be capable of trusting in the true one while you are nowise true to him? How are you to believe he will do his part by you, while you are not such as to do your part by him? How are you to believe while you are not faithful? How, I say, should you be capable of trusting in him? The very thing to make you able to trust in him, and so receive all things from him, you turn your back upon: obedience you decline, or at least neglect. You say you do not refuse to obey him? I care not whether you refuse or not, while you do not obey. Remember the parable: 'I go, sir, and went not.' What have you done this day because it was the will of Christ? Have you dismissed, once dismissed, an anxious thought for the morrow? Have you ministered to any needy soul or body, and kept your right hand from knowing what your left hand did? Have you begun to leave all and follow him? Did you set yourself to judge righteous judgment? Are you being ware of covetousness? Have you forgiven your enemy? Are you seeking the kingdom of God and his righteousness before all other things? Are you hungering and thirsting after righteousness? Have you given to some one that asked of you? Tell me something that you have done, are doing, or are trying to do because he told you. If you do nothing that he says, it is no wonder that you cannot trust in him, and are therefore driven to seek refuge in the atonement, as if something he had done, and not he himself in his doing were the atonement. That is not as you understand it? What does it matter how you understand, or what you understand, so long as you are not of one mind with the Truth, so long as you and God are not at one, do not atone together? How should you understand? Knowing that you do not heed his word, why should I heed your explanation of it? You do not his will, and so you cannot understand him; you do not know him, that is why you cannot trust in him. You think your common sense enough to let you know what he means? Your common sense ought to be enough to know itself unequal to the task. It is the heart of the child that alone can understand the Father. Would you have me think you guilty of the sin against the Holy Ghost—that you understand Jesus Christ and yet will not obey him? That were too dreadful. I believe you do not understand him. No man can do yet what he tells him aright—but are you trying? Obedience is not perfection, but trying. You count him a hard master, and will not stir. Do you suppose he ever gave a commandment knowing it was of no use for it could not be done? He tells us a thing knowing that we must do it, or be lost; that not his Father himself could save us but by getting us at length to do everything he commands, for not otherwise can we know life, can we learn the holy secret of divine being. He knows that you can try, and that in your trying and failing he will be able to help you, until at length you shall do the will of God even as he does it himself. He takes the will in the imperfect deed, and makes the deed at last perfect. Correctest notions without obedience are worthless. The doing of the will of God is the way to oneness with God, which alone is salvation. Sitting at the gate of heaven, sitting on the footstool of the throne itself, yea, clasping the knees of the Father, you could not be at peace, except in their every vital movement, in every their smallest point of consciousness, your heart, your soul, your mind, your brain, your body, were one with the living God. If you had one brooding thought that was not a joy in him, you would not be at peace; if you had one desire you could not leave absolutely to his will you would not be at peace; you would not be saved, therefore could not feel saved. God, all and in all, ours to the fulfilling of our very being, is the religion of the perfect, son-hearted Lord Christ.
I’ll tell you this: Get up and do something the master tells you; make yourself his disciple right now. Instead of asking yourself whether you believe or not, ask yourself whether you've done anything today because he said, "Do it," or refrained from something because he said, "Don't do it." It's completely ridiculous to claim you believe, or even want to believe in him, if you aren't doing what he tells you. If you can't think of anything he ever said that has influenced your actions, you have good reason to think of yourself as no disciple of his. Please don't waste your time trying to convince yourself that you are his disciple despite this—that you still have reasons to think you believe in him for one reason or another. What if you manage to assure yourself that you are his disciple, yet when you face him, he says, "Why didn't you do the things I told you? Depart from me; I do not know you!" Instead of trying to convince yourself, if the truth is there, you can make it truer; if it's not true, you can start right away to make it true, to **be** a disciple of the Living One—by obeying him in the first thing you can think of that you're not obeying him on. We need to learn to obey him in everything, and we must begin somewhere: let it be right now, in the very next thing your conscience nudges you about! Oh foolish and slow of heart, if you think of nothing but Christ and do not set yourselves to follow his words! You’re building your houses on sand. What will those teachers say who have distracted your attention from the direct words of the Lord himself, which are spirit and life, to focus on convoluted plans of salvation manipulated from the words of his apostles, even if those plans were true instead of false? There is only one plan of salvation, and that is to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ; that is, to accept him for who he is—our master—and his words as if he meant them, which, absolutely, he did. To follow his words is to enter into a vital relationship with him; obeying him is the only way to be one with him. The connection between him and us is absolute; it cannot begin to **live** except through obedience: it is obedience. There can be no truth, no reality, in any attempt at atonement with him, that is not rooted in obedience. What? Do I have the slightest notion of God and dare to think of having a relationship with him, the first step of which is not to say, "What he says, I will do"? That idea is eternally absurd and comes from the father of lies. I know what he whispers to those who find this teaching unappealing: "It's the doctrine of works!" But one word of the Lord, humbly understood and accepted, is enough to send all the demons of false theology away. He says that a person who does not act on his instructions builds their house to end up in complete ruin. He instructs his messengers to go and baptize all nations, "teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you." You tell me he's asking for faith: am I not aware of that? Isn't faith the highest act the human mind is capable of? But faith in what? Faith in who he is, in what he says—a faith that can only exist through obedience—a faith that is obedience. To do what he asks is to express faith in him. For this, the teachings of men have replaced this or that belief **about** him, faith in this or that supposed purpose of his coming in the flesh. It was himself, and God in him, that he manifested; yet, they make faith in him and his father, as manifested, secondary to accepting a shabby construct of morality they attribute to God and his Christ, falsely believing it to be atonement and "the plan of salvation." "Do you put your faith in **him**?" I ask, "or in the doctrines and commandments of men?" If you say "In him," then I respond, "Is it possible that you don't see that, above all things and thoughts, you are bound to obey him?" Do you not lament that you cannot trust him as you would like, that you find it too challenging? It is indeed too challenging for you, and will remain so, as long as you refuse to do the things he tells you to do—the very things you can do! How can you possibly trust the true one if you are not true to him? How can you believe he will act in your favor while you're not willing to do your part for him? How can you believe if you are not faithful? I ask again, how can you trust him? The very thing that would enable you to trust him, and thus receive everything from him, you turn your back on: you reject or at least neglect obedience. You say you don't refuse to obey him? I don't care whether you refuse or not, while you do not obey. Remember the parable: "I go, sir, and went not." What have you done today because it was the will of Christ? Have you dismissed an anxious thought for tomorrow? Have you helped someone in need while keeping your right hand from knowing what the left hand has done? Have you started to leave everything and follow him? Did you set out to judge with righteous judgment? Are you aware of your own greed? Have you forgiven your enemy? Are you seeking the kingdom of God and his righteousness above all else? Are you hungering and thirsting for righteousness? Have you given to someone who asked of you? Tell me something that you have done, are doing, or are trying to do because he told you to. If you do nothing he says, it's no wonder that you can't trust him, and you’re therefore led to seek refuge in atonement, as if something he did—not he himself in his actions—were the atonement. **Is that not how you see it?** What does it matter how you view it, or what you understand, as long as you are not aligned with the Truth, as long as you and God are not **one**, not reconciling together? How should you be able to understand? Knowing that you disregard his words, why should I heed your interpretation of them? You do not do his will, and therefore you cannot understand him; you do not know him, and that is why you cannot trust him. Do you think your common sense is enough to know what he means? Your common sense should be enough to realize it’s inadequate for the task. It is the innocent heart of a child that can truly understand the Father. Would you have me believe you are guilty of the sin against the Holy Spirit—that you **understand** Jesus Christ yet refuse to obey him? That is too dreadful. I believe you do not really understand him. No one can yet do what he tells them perfectly—but are you trying? Obedience isn't about being perfect, it's about making the effort. You see him as a harsh master and do nothing. Do you think he ever gave a command knowing it would be pointless because it couldn’t be done? He tells us things knowing we must do them, or be lost; that not even his Father could save us unless we ultimately comply with everything he commands, for otherwise we cannot know life, we cannot learn the sacred secret of divine existence. He knows you can try, and that in your attempts and failures, he will be able to help you until you eventually do the will of God just as he does. He accepts the intent behind your imperfect actions and makes the actions themselves perfect over time. Having the right concepts without obedience is useless. Doing God’s will is the path to unity with God, which is the only true salvation. Even sitting at the gates of heaven, sitting on the footstool of the throne itself, indeed, embracing the knees of the Father, you could not find peace, unless in every vital movement, in every little aspect of consciousness, your heart, your soul, your mind, your brain, and your body were one with the living God. If you had even one troubling thought that was not a joy in him, you would not know peace; if you held any desire that you could not fully surrender to his will, you would not be at peace; you would not feel saved, and therefore could not feel saved. God, all and in all, is ours for the fulfillment of our very being; this is the religion of the perfect, son-hearted Lord Christ.
Well do I know it is faith that saves us—but not faith in any work of God—it is faith in God himself. If I did not believe God as good as the tenderest human heart, the fairest, the purest, the most unselfish human heart could imagine him, yea, an infinitude better, higher than we as the heavens are higher than the earth—believe it, not as a proposition, or even as a thing I was convinced of, but with the responsive condition and being of my whole nature; if I did not feel every fibre of heart and brain and body safe with him because he is the Father who made me that I am—I would not be saved, for this faith is salvation; it is God and the man one. God and man together, the vital energy flowing unchecked from the creator into his creature—that is the salvation of the creature. But the poorest faith in the living God, the God revealed in Christ Jesus, if it be vital, true, that is obedient, is the beginning of the way to know him, and to know him is eternal life. If you mean by faith anything of a different kind, that faith will not save you. A faith, for instance, that God does not forgive me because he loves me, but because he loves Jesus Christ, cannot save me, because it is a falsehood against God: if the thing were true, such a gospel would be the preaching of a God that was not love, therefore in whom was no salvation, a God to know whom could not be eternal life. Such a faith would damn, not save a man; for it would bind him to a God who was anything but perfect. Such assertions going by the name of Christianity, are nothing but the poor remnants of paganism; and it is only with that part of our nature not yet Christian that we are able to believe them—so far indeed as it is possible a lie should be believed. We must forsake all our fears and distrusts for Christ. We must receive his teaching heartily, nor let the interpretation of it attributed to his apostles make us turn aside from it. I say interpretation attributed to them; for what they teach is never against what Christ taught, though very often the exposition of it is—and that from no fault in the apostles, but from the grievous fault of those who would understand, and even explain, rather than obey. We may be sure of this, that no man will be condemned for any sin that is past; that, if he be condemned, it will be because he would not come to the light when the light came to him; because he would not cease to do evil and learn to do well; because he hid his unbelief in the garment of a false faith, and would not obey; because he imputed to himself a righteousness that was not his; because he preferred imagining himself a worthy person, to confessing himself everywhere in the wrong, and repenting. We may be sure also of this, that, if a man becomes the disciple of Christ, he will not leave him in ignorance as to what he has to believe; he shall know the truth of everything it is needful for him to understand. If we do what he tells us, his light will go up in our hearts. Till then we could not understand even if he explained to us. If you cannot trust him to let you know what is right, but think you must hold this or that before you can come to him, then I justify your doubts in what you call your worst times, but which I suspect are your best times in which you come nearest to the truth—those, namely, in which you fear you have no faith.
I know that it’s faith that saves us—but not faith in any work of God—it’s faith in God himself. If I didn’t believe God is as good as the kindest human heart, the fairest, the purest, the most selfless human heart could imagine, even infinitely better and higher than we are, as the heavens are higher than the earth—believe me, not as a mere idea or even something I’m convinced of, but with the full response of my whole being; if I didn’t feel every part of my heart, mind, and body safe with him because he is the Father who made me who I am—I wouldn’t be saved, because this faith is salvation; it joins God and man as one. God and man together, the vital energy flowing freely from the creator into his creation—that is the salvation of the creature. But even the smallest faith in the living God, the God revealed in Christ Jesus, if it is alive, true, and obedient, is the start of the journey to know him, and knowing him is eternal life. If by faith you mean something different, that faith won’t save you. For example, a belief that God doesn’t forgive me because he loves me, but because he loves Jesus Christ, cannot save me because it contradicts God: if that were true, such a gospel would mean a God who isn’t love, and therefore has no salvation, a God whose knowledge could not offer eternal life. Such a faith would condemn rather than save a person; it would tie him to a God who is anything but perfect. Assertions like these, which go by the name of Christianity, are merely remnants of paganism; and it's only with that part of our nature that isn't fully Christian that we can believe them—so far as it's possible for a lie to be believed. We must let go of all our fears and doubts for Christ. We must embrace his teachings wholeheartedly and not allow the interpretations attributed to his apostles to lead us astray. I say “interpretation attributed to them,” because what they teach is never against what Christ taught, although the explanations often are—and not due to any fault of the apostles, but because of the serious flaws in those who seek to understand and explain rather than obey. We can be sure of this: no one will be condemned for any past sin; if someone is condemned, it will be because he refused to come to the light when it came to him; because he wouldn’t stop doing evil and learn to do good; because he hid his unbelief under a false faith and refused to obey; because he claimed a righteousness that wasn’t his; because he preferred to see himself as worthy rather than confess he was wrong and repent. We can also be sure that if someone becomes a disciple of Christ, he won’t leave him in the dark about what he needs to believe; he will know the truth about everything essential for him to understand. If we follow his guidance, his light will shine in our hearts. Until then, we wouldn’t be able to understand, even if he explained it to us. If you can’t trust him to show you what’s right, but think you must hold onto certain beliefs before you can come to him, then I understand your doubts during what you call your worst times, which I suspect might actually be your best times when you’re closest to the truth—those times when you fear you have no faith.
So long as a man will not set himself to obey the word spoken, the word written, the word printed, the word read, of the Lord Christ, I would not take the trouble to convince him concerning the most obnoxious doctrines that they were false as hell. It is those who would fain believe, but who by such doctrines are hindered, whom I would help. Disputation about things but hides the living Christ who alone can teach the truth, who is the truth, and the knowledge of whom is life; I write for the sake of those whom the false teaching that claims before all to be true has driven away from God—as well it might, for the God so taught is not a God worthy to be believed in. A stick, or a stone, or a devil, is all that some of our brethren of mankind have to believe in: he who believes in a God not altogether unselfish and good, a God who does not do all he can for his creatures, belongs to the same class; his is not the God who made the heaven and the earth and the sea and the fountains of water—not the God revealed in Christ. If a man see in God any darkness at all, and especially if he defend that darkness, attempting to justify it as one who respects the person of God, I cannot but think his blindness must have followed his mockery of 'Lord! Lord!' Surely, if he had been strenuously obeying Jesus, he would ere now have received the truth that God is light, and in him is no darkness—a truth which is not acknowledged by calling the darkness attributed to him light, and the candle of the Lord in the soul of man darkness. It is one thing to believe that God can do nothing wrong, quite another to call whatever presumption may attribute to him right.
As long as someone refuses to follow the words spoken, written, printed, or read by the Lord Christ, I wouldn’t bother trying to convince them that the most outrageous doctrines are completely false. It’s the people who genuinely want to believe but are held back by these doctrines that I want to help. Debates about these issues only hide the living Christ, who alone can teach the truth, who is the truth, and knowing Him is life; I write for those who have been pushed away from God by false teachings that pretend to be true—justifiably so, because the God taught in those ways isn’t worthy of belief. Some of our fellow humans have no better belief than a stick, a stone, or a devil; anyone who believes in a God who isn’t entirely unselfish and good, a God who doesn’t do everything possible for His creatures, is in the same category. This isn’t the God who created the heavens, the earth, the sea, and the springs of water—not the God revealed in Christ. If someone sees any darkness in God at all, especially if they defend that darkness while claiming to respect God, I can’t help thinking their blindness stems from their mockery of 'Lord! Lord!' Surely, if they had been sincerely following Jesus, they would have realized by now that God is light, and in Him there is no darkness—a truth that isn’t acknowledged by calling the darkness attributed to Him light, and the candle of the Lord in the soul of humanity darkness. It’s one thing to believe that God can do nothing wrong, but it’s quite another to label whatever presumption may suggest as right.
The whole secret of progress is the doing of the thing we know. There is no other way of progress in the spiritual life; no other way of progress in the understanding of that life: only as we do, can we know.
The entire key to progress is doing what we know. There’s no other way to grow in our spiritual lives; no other way to understand that life: only through action can we gain knowledge.
Is there then anything you will not leave for Christ? You cannot know him—and yet he is the Truth, the one thing alone that can be known! Do you not care to be imperfect? would you rather keep this or that, with imperfection, than part with it to be perfect? You cannot know Christ, for the very principle of his life was the simple absolute relation of realities; his one idea was to be a perfect child to his Father. He who will not part with all for Christ, is not worthy of him, and cannot know him; and the Lord is true, and cannot acknowledge him: how could he receive to his house, as one of his kind, a man who prefers something to his Father; a man who is not for God; a man who will strike a bargain with God, and say, 'I will give up so much, if thou wilt spare me'! To yield all to him who has only made us and given us everything, yea his very self by life and by death, such a man counts too much. His conduct says, 'I never asked thee to do so much for me, and I cannot make the return thou demandest.' The man will have to be left to himself. He must find what it is to be without God! Those who know God, or have but begun to catch a far-off glimmer of his gloriousness, of what he is, regard life as insupportable save God be the All in all, the first and the last.
Is there anything you won’t give up for Christ? You can’t truly know him — and yet he is the Truth, the only thing that can really be known! Do you not care about being imperfect? Would you rather hold on to this or that flaw instead of letting it go to become perfect? You can’t know Christ, because the essence of his life was the simple, absolute relationship with reality; his main focus was being a perfect child to his Father. Anyone who won’t give up everything for Christ isn’t worthy of him and can’t truly know him; the Lord is true and cannot accept him: how could he welcome someone into his house who values something more than his Father? Someone who isn’t for God? Someone who tries to make a deal with God and says, 'I’ll give up this much if you spare me'? To surrender everything to the one who created us and gave us everything, even his very self through life and death, is too much for such a person. Their actions say, 'I never asked you to do that much for me, and I can’t provide what you want in return.' That person will have to be left to their own devices. They will have to discover what it’s like to be without God! Those who know God, or have just started to glimpse his glory and what he is, see life as unbearable unless God is everything — the first and the last.
To let their light shine, not to force on them their interpretations of God's designs, is the duty of Christians towards their fellows. If you who set yourselves to explain the theory of Christianity, had set yourselves instead to do the will of the Master, the one object for which the Gospel was preached to you, how different would now be the condition of that portion of the world with which you come into contact! Had you given yourselves to the understanding of his word that you might do it, and not to the quarrying from it of material wherewith to buttress your systems, in many a heart by this time would the name of the Lord be loved where now it remains unknown. The word of life would then by you have been held out indeed. Men, undeterred by your explanations of Christianity, for you would not be forcing them on their acceptance, and attracted by your behaviour, would be saying to each other, as Moses said to himself when he saw the bush that burned with fire and was not consumed, 'I will now turn aside and see this great sight!' they would be drawing nigh to behold how these Christians loved one another, and how just and fair they were to every one that had to do with them! to note that their goods were the best, their weight surest, their prices most reasonable, their word most certain! that in their families was neither jealousy nor emulation! that mammon was not there worshipped! that in their homes selfishness was neither the hidden nor the openly ruling principle; that their children were as diligently taught to share, as some are to save, or to lay out only upon self—their mothers more anxious lest a child should hoard than lest he should squander; that in no house of theirs was religion one thing, and the daily life another; that the ecclesiastic did not think first of his church, nor the peer of his privileges.
To let their light shine, instead of forcing their interpretations of God's designs on others, is the responsibility of Christians towards their peers. If you, who try to explain the theory of Christianity, had focused instead on doing the will of the Master—the very purpose for which the Gospel was preached to you—how different the state of the world around you would be! If you had dedicated yourselves to understanding His word so you could live it, instead of just picking it apart to support your beliefs, many hearts would be filled with love for the Lord where now His name remains unknown. You would have truly shared the word of life. People, undeterred by your explanations of Christianity since you wouldn't be pushing them onto anyone, would be drawn to you by your actions. They would say to one another, like Moses when he saw the burning bush, "I will turn aside and see this great sight!" They would come closer to witness how these Christians loved one another and treated everyone fairly and justly! They would see that their products were of the highest quality, their weights accurate, their prices reasonable, and their word trustworthy! That in their homes, there was neither jealousy nor competition! That they didn’t worship wealth! That in their families, selfishness was neither hidden nor the ruling principle; their children were taught to share just as diligently as some are taught to save or spend only on themselves—mothers more concerned about children hoarding than wasting; that in none of their homes was religion separated from daily life; that the church leader didn’t prioritize his church before the people, nor did the privileged think of their status first.
What do I hear you say?—'How then shall the world go on?' The Lord's world will go on, and that without you; the devil's world will go on, and that with you. The objection is but another and overwhelming proof of your unbelief. Either you do not believe the word the Lord spake— that, if we seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, all things needful will be added to us; or what he undertakes does not satisfy you; it is not enough; you want more; you prefer the offers of Mammon. You are nowise anxious to be saved from the too-much that is a snare; you want what you call a fortune—the freedom of the world. You would not live under such restrictions as the Lord might choose to lay upon you if he saw that something might be made of you precious in his sight! You would inherit the earth, and not by meekness; you would have the life of this world sweet, come of the life eternal, the life that God shares with you, what may: so much as that comes to, you would gladly leave God to look after, if only you might be sure of not sharing with the rich man when you die. But you find that, unable to trust him for this world, neither can you trust him for the world to come. Refusing to obey him in your life, how can you trust him for your life? Hence the various substitutes you seek for faith in him: you would hold him to his word, bind him by his promises, appeal to the atonement, to the satisfaction made to his justice, as you call it—while you will take no trouble to fulfil the absolutely reasonable and necessary condition, yea, morally and spiritually imperative condition—condition and means in one—on which he offers, and through which alone he can offer you deliverance from the burden of life into the strength and glory of life—that you shall be true, and to him obedient children. You say 'Christ has satisfied the law,' but you will not satisfy him! He says, 'Come unto me,' and you will not rise and go to him. You say, 'Lord I believe; help mine unbelief,' but when he says, 'Leave everything behind you, and be as I am towards God, and you shall have peace and rest,' you turn away, muttering about figurative language. If you had been true, had been living the life, had been Christians indeed, you would, however little, have drawn the world after you. In your churches you would be receiving truest nourishment, yea strength to live—thinking far less of serving God on the Sunday, and far more of serving your neighbour in the week. The sociable vile, the masterful rich, the deceitful trader, the ambitious poor, whom you have attracted to your communities with the offer of a salvation other than deliverance from sin, would not be lording it over them and dragging them down; they would be the cleaner and the stronger for their absence; while the publicans and the sinners would have been drawn instead, and turned into true men and women; and the Israelite indeed, who is yet more repelled by your general worldliness than by your misrepresentations of God, showing him selfish like yourselves who is the purity of the creation— the Israelite in whom is no guile would have hastened to the company of the loving men and true, eager to learn what it was that made them so good, so happy, so unselfish, so free of care, so ready to die, so willing to live, so hopeful, so helpful, so careless to possess, so undeferential to possession. Finding you to hold, from the traditional force of false teaching, such things as you do, he would have said, 'No! such beliefs can never account for such mighty results!' You would have answered, 'Search the Scriptures and see.' He would have searched, and found—not indeed the things you imagine there, but things infinitely better and higher, things that indeed account for the result he wondered at; he would have found such truth as he who has found will hold for ever as the only gladness of his being. There you would have had your reward for being true Christians in spite of the evil doctrines you had been taught and teaching: you would have been taught in return the truth of the matter by him whom your true Christianity had enticed to itself, and sent to the fountainhead free of the prejudices that disabled your judgment. Thus delivered from the false notions which could not fail to have stunted your growth hitherto, how rapid would it not have become!
What do I hear you saying?—'How will the world continue?' The Lord's world will keep going on, and that will happen without you; the devil's world will go on, and that will happen with you. Your objection is just another overwhelming proof of your lack of belief. Either you don't believe the word the Lord spoke—that if we seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, everything we need will be given to us; or what he promises doesn’t satisfy you; it’s not enough; you want more; you prefer what money offers. You’re not really worried about being saved from the excess that traps you; you want what you call a fortune—the freedom of the world. You wouldn’t want to live under any restrictions that the Lord might impose on you if he thought something precious could come from you! You want to inherit the earth, and not through meekness; you want the pleasures of this world to come from the eternal life that God offers you, and you would gladly leave God to handle everything else, as long as you could be sure you wouldn’t share the fate of the rich man when you die. But you find that, not trusting him for this life, you also can’t trust him for the life to come. Refusing to obey him in your life, how can you trust him with your life? That's why you look for different substitutes for faith in him: you want to hold him to his word, bind him by his promises, appeal to the atonement and the satisfaction made to his justice, as you call it—while you won’t bother to meet the perfectly reasonable and necessary condition, yes, the morally and spiritually imperative condition—condition and means in one—on which he offers, and through which alone he can grant you deliverance from the burden of life into the strength and glory of life—that you be honest, and obedient children to him. You say, 'Christ has satisfied the law,' but you won’t satisfy him! He says, 'Come to me,' and you won’t rise and go to him. You say, 'Lord, I believe; help my unbelief,' but when he says, 'Leave everything behind you, and be like I am toward God, and you will have peace and rest,’ you turn away, mumbling about figurative language. If you had been genuine, had been living the life, had truly been Christians, you would have, in even a small way, drawn the world after you. In your churches, you would be receiving the truest nourishment, yes, the strength to live—thinking far less about serving God on Sundays and far more about serving your neighbor during the week. The sociable corrupt, the powerful rich, the deceitful trader, the ambitious poor, whom you have attracted to your communities with the promise of a salvation other than freedom from sin, would not be dominating them and dragging them down; they would be better and stronger for not being there; while the tax collectors and sinners would have instead been drawn in and turned into genuine men and women; and the Israelite indeed, who is even more repelled by your general worldliness than by your misrepresentations of God, seeing selfishness in you as well, who represents the purity of creation—the honest Israelite without deceit would have run to join the company of loving and true people, eager to learn what made them so good, so happy, so selfless, so carefree, so ready to die, so willing to live, so hopeful, so helpful, so indifferent to wealth, so unconcerned with possessions. Finding you to hold, due to the traditional influence of false teachings, beliefs like yours, he would have said, 'No! Such beliefs can’t account for such incredible results!' You would have answered, 'Search the Scriptures and see.' He would have searched and found—not indeed the things you imagine are there, but things infinitely better and higher, things that truly explain the results he was amazed by; he would have found such truth that once found, he would hold it forever as the only joy of his existence. There you would have had your reward for being true Christians despite the harmful doctrines you had been taught and teaching: you would have learned in return the truth of the matter from him whom your genuine Christianity had drawn to itself, and sent to the fountainhead cleared of the biases that impaired your judgment. Thus freed from the false notions that had surely stunted your growth until now, how rapidly would it not have increased!
If any of you tell me my doctrine is presumptuous, that it is contrary to what is taught in the New Testament, and what the best of men have always believed, I will not therefore proceed to defend even my beliefs, the principles on which I try to live—how much less my opinions! I appeal to you instead, whether or not I have spoken the truth concerning our paramount obligation to do the word of Christ. If you answer that I have not, I have nothing more to say; there is no other ground on which we can meet. But if you allow that it is a prime, even if you do not allow it the prime duty, then what I insist upon is, that you should do it, so and not otherwise recommending the knowledge of him. I do not attempt to change your opinions; if they are wrong, the obedience alone on which I insist can enable you to set them right; I only pray you to obey, and assert that thus only can you fit yourselves for understanding the mind of Christ. I say none but he who does right, can think right; you cannot know Christ to be right until you do as he does, as he tells you to do; neither can you set him forth, until you know him as he means himself to be known, that is, as he is. If you are serving and trusting in Mammon, how can you know the living God who, the source of life, is alone to be trusted in! If you do not admit that it is the duty of a man to do the word of Christ, or if, admitting the duty, you yet do not care to perform it, why should I care to convince you that my doctrine is right? What is it to any true man what you think of his doctrine? What does it matter what you think of any doctrine? If I could convince your judgment, your hearts remaining as they are, I should but add to your condemnation. The true heart must see at once, that, however wrong I may or may not be in other things, at least I am right in this, that Jesus must be obeyed, and at once obeyed, in the things he did say: it will not long imagine to obey him in things he did not say. If a man do what is unpleasing to Christ, believing it his will, he shall yet gain thereby, for it gives the Lord a hold of him, which he will use; but before he can reach liberty, he must be delivered from that falsehood. For him who does not choose to see that Christ must be obeyed, he must be left to the teaching of the Father, who brings all that hear and learn of him to Christ, that they may learn what he is who has taught them and brought them. He will leave no man to his own way, however much he may prefer it. The Lord did not die to provide a man with the wretched heaven he may invent for himself, or accept invented for him by others; he died to give him life, and bring him to the heaven of the Father's peace; the children must share in the essential bliss of the Father and the Son. This is and has been the Father's work from the beginning—to bring us into the home of his heart, where he shares the glories of life with the Living One, in whom was born life to light men back to the original life. This is our destiny; and however a man may refuse, he will find it hard to fight with God—useless to kick against the goads of his love. For the Father is goading him, or will goad him, if needful, into life by unrest and trouble; hell-fire will have its turn if less will not do: can any need it more than such as will neither enter the kingdom of heaven themselves, nor suffer them to enter it that would? The old race of the Pharisees is by no means extinct; they were St Paul's great trouble, and are yet to be found in every religious community under the sun.
If any of you tell me that my beliefs are arrogant and go against what the New Testament teaches and what good people have always believed, I won’t try to defend my beliefs, the principles I strive to live by—let alone my opinions! Instead, I ask you whether I have spoken the truth about our main responsibility to follow Christ’s teachings. If you say I haven’t, I have nothing more to argue; we simply won’t agree. But if you recognize that this is a key duty—even if you don't see it as the only duty—then I urge you to act on it and not merely suggest that you know him. I’m not trying to change your opinions; if they are mistaken, only the obedience I stress can help you correct them. I only ask that you obey, insisting that this is the only way to prepare yourself to understand Christ’s mind. I assert that no one who does wrong can think rightly; you won’t truly know Christ to be right until you follow his actions and teachings; similarly, you can't truly portray him until you know him as he intends to be known, which is as he truly is. If you are serving and trusting in money, how can you know the living God, who is the sole source of life and worthy of trust? If you don’t recognize it as a man’s duty to follow Christ’s word, or if you accept the duty but choose not to act on it, why should I work to convince you that my beliefs are correct? What does it matter to any sincere person what you think of his beliefs? What does it really matter what you think about any doctrine? If I could convince your mind while your hearts remain unchanged, I would only add to your condemnation. A true heart must quickly see that, however wrong I might be about other things, in this one point I am undoubtedly correct: Jesus must be obeyed, and he must be obeyed immediately in the things he did say; it won’t be long before you realize you can’t follow him in things he didn’t say. If someone does something that displeases Christ, genuinely believing it to be his will, that person may still find some gain from it, as it allows the Lord to engage with him, which He will use; however, to reach true freedom, he must first be freed from that false understanding. For those who refuse to see that Christ must be obeyed, they will be left to the Father’s teaching, who will guide all who listen and learn from Him to Christ, so they can understand who has taught and brought them. He won’t leave anyone to their own way, no matter how much they might prefer it. The Lord didn’t die to give people the miserable heaven they create for themselves or accept from others; he died to give them true life and peace that comes from the Father. Children must participate in the ultimate joy of the Father and the Son. This has been the Father’s work from the start—to bring us into the warmth of his heart, where he shares the beautiful essence of life with the Living One, in whom life was brought forth to guide people back to the true life. This is our destiny; and however much someone may resist, they will find it difficult to fight against God—futile to kick against the pricks of his love. The Father is nudging them, or will nudge them if necessary, into life through discomfort and hardship; if gentler means fail, hellfire may have its role: can anyone need it more than those who won’t enter the kingdom of heaven themselves, nor permit others who wish to enter? The old breed of Pharisees is definitely not extinct; they troubled St. Paul greatly, and you can find them in every religious community around the globe.
The one only thing truly to reconcile all differences is, to walk in the light. So St Paul teaches us in his epistle to the Philippians, the third chapter and sixteenth verse. After setting forth the loftiest idea of human endeavour in declaring the summit of his own aspiration, he says—not, 'This must be your endeavour also, or you cannot be saved;' but, 'If in anything ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you. Nevertheless whereto we have already attained, let us walk by that same.' Observe what widest conceivable scope is given by the apostle to honest opinion, even in things of grandest import!—the one only essential point with him is, that whereto we have attained, what we have seen to be true, we walk by that. In such walking, and in such walking only, love will grow, truth will grow; the soul, then first in its genuine element and true relation towards God, will see into reality that was before but a blank to it; and he who has promised to teach, will teach abundantly. Faster and faster will the glory of the Lord dawn upon the hearts and minds of his people so walking—then his people indeed; fast and far will the knowledge of him spread, for truth of action, both preceding and following truth of word, will prepare the way before him. The man walking in that whereto he has attained, will be able to think aright; the man who does not think right, is unable because he has not been walking right; only when he begins to do the thing he knows, does he begin to be able to think aright; then God comes to him in a new and higher way, and works along with the spirit he has created. The soul, without its heaven above its head, without its life-breath around it, without its love-treasure in its heart, without its origin one with it and bound up in it, without its true self and originating life, cannot think to any real purpose— nor ever would to all eternity. When man joins with God, then is all impotence and discord cast out. Until then, there can be but jar; God is in contest with the gates of hell that open in the man, and can but hold his own; when the man joins him, then is Satan foiled. For then first nature receives her necessity: no such necessity has she as this law of all laws—that God and man are one. Until they begin to be one in the reality as in the divine idea, in the flower as in the root, in the finishing as in the issuing creation, nothing can go right with the man, and God can have no rest from his labour in him. As the greatest orbs in heaven are drawn by the least, God himself must be held in divine disquiet until every one of his family be brought home to his heart, to be one with him in a unity too absolute, profound, far-reaching, fine, and intense, to be understood by any but the God from whom it comes, yet to be guessed at by the soul from the unspeakableness of its delight when at length it is with the only that can be its own, the one that it can possess, the one that can possess it. For God is the heritage of the soul in the ownness of origin; man is the offspring of his making will, of his life; God himself is his birth-place; God is the self that makes the soul able to say I too, I myself. This absolute unspeakable bliss of the creature is that for which the Son died, for which the Father suffered with him. Then only is life itself; then only is it right, is it one; then only is it as designed and necessitated by the eternal life-outgiving Life.
The only thing that can truly resolve all differences is to walk in the light. St. Paul teaches us this in his letter to the Philippians, chapter three, verse sixteen. After presenting the highest idea of human effort by expressing his own aspirations, he says—not, 'You must strive for this too or you won’t be saved;' but, 'If you think differently in any way, God will reveal this to you. However, let us continue to walk according to what we have already achieved.' Notice the broad allowance the apostle gives for honest opinions, even on important matters!—his essential point is that, according to what we have learned to be true, we walk by that. In such walking, and only in such walking, love will flourish, truth will flourish; the soul, in its true essence and proper relationship with God, will begin to see the reality that once was a blank to it; and the one who has promised to teach will teach generously. More and more, the glory of the Lord will shine in the hearts and minds of his people who walk this way—then they will truly be his people; swiftly and widely will knowledge of him spread, for the truth of action, both preceding and following the truth of word, will prepare the way before him. The person walking in alignment with what they know will be able to think correctly; a person who doesn’t think rightly cannot do so because they haven’t been walking rightly; only when they start to act on what they know do they begin to think correctly; then God comes to them in a new and higher way, working alongside the spirit he has created. A soul, lacking its heaven above, devoid of life or love surrounding it, and without its true self and originating life, cannot think with any real purpose—nor could it for all eternity. When a person aligns with God, all weakness and discord are removed. Until then, there can only be conflict; God is struggling against the gates of hell that open within the person and can only maintain his ground; but when the person joins him, then Satan is defeated. For then nature receives its true necessity: there is no necessity greater than this ultimate law—that God and humanity are one. Until they become one in reality as in the divine idea, in the blossom as in the root, in the completing process as in the originating creation, nothing can go right for the person, and God cannot rest from his work within them. Just as the largest heavenly bodies are influenced by the smallest, God himself must remain in divine unrest until every member of his family is brought home to his heart, to be one with him in a unity that is too absolute, deep, far-reaching, intricate, and intense to be fully understood by anyone except the God from whom it derives, yet can be sensed by the soul from the indescribable joy it feels when it is at last with the only one that can truly be its own, the one it can possess, and the one that can possess it. For God is the soul’s heritage in the uniqueness of its origin; humanity is the creation of his will and life; God himself is its birthplace; God is the self that allows the soul to say I too, I myself. This indescribable bliss of the creature is what the Son died for, what the Father suffered alongside him for. Only then is life itself truly life; only then is it right, is it united; only then is it as intended and required by the eternal life-giving Life.
Whereto then we have attained let us walk by that same!
Where we have gotten to, let's continue to walk by that!
END OF THE SECOND SERIES.
UNSPOKEN SERMONS SERIES THREE
TO MY WIFE
Sun and wind and rain, the Lord
Is to seed his Father buried
For he is the living Word,
And the quickening Spirit.
Sun, wind, and rain, the Lord
Is to plant his Father's seed
For he is the living Word,
And the energizing Spirit.
BORDIGHERA:
May 3, 1889.
BORDIGHERA:
May 3, 1889.
THE CREATION IN CHRIST.
All things were made by him, and without him was not anything made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men.—John i. 3, 4.
Everything was created through him, and nothing was made without him. In him was life, and that life was the light for all people.—John i. 3, 4.
It seems to me that any lover of the gospel given to thinking, and especially one accustomed to the effort of uttering thought, can hardly have failed to feel dissatisfaction, more or less definite, with the close of the third verse, as here presented to English readers. It seems to me in its feebleness, unlike, and rhetorically unworthy of the rest. That it is no worse than pleonastic, that is, redundant, therefore only unnecessary, can be no satisfaction to the man who would find perfection, if he may, in the words of him who was nearer the Lord than any other. The phrase 'that was made' seems, from its uselessness, weak even to foolishness after what precedes: 'All things were made by him, and without him was not anything made that was made.'
It seems to me that any thoughtful lover of the gospel, especially one used to expressing ideas, must feel some level of dissatisfaction with the way the third verse ends, as it's presented to English readers. It feels weak to me, unlike the rest, and not rhetorically fitting. The fact that it’s only redundant can’t please someone who seeks perfection in the words of the one who was closer to the Lord than anyone else. The phrase ‘that was made’ seems, due to its uselessness, almost foolish after what comes before: ‘All things were made by him, and without him was not anything made that was made.’
My hope was therefore great when I saw, in reading the Greek, that the shifting of a period would rid me of the pleonasm. If thereupon any precious result of meaning should follow, the change would not merely be justifiable—seeing that points are of no authority with anyone accustomed to the vagaries of scribes, editors, and printers—but one for which to give thanks to God. And I found the change did unfold such a truth as showed the rhetoric itself in accordance with the highest thought of the apostle. So glad was I, that it added little to my satisfaction to find the change supported by the best manuscripts and versions. It could add none to learn that the passage had been, in respect of the two readings, a cause of much disputation: the ground of argument on the side of the common reading, seemed to me worse than worthless.
My hope was really high when I saw, while reading the Greek, that shifting a period would eliminate the redundancy. If any valuable meaning came from that, the change wouldn’t just be justified—considering that punctuation holds no weight for anyone used to the inconsistencies of scribes, editors, and printers—but would be something to thank God for. And I found that the change revealed a truth that aligned the rhetoric itself with the highest ideas of the apostle. I was so pleased that it hardly mattered to me that this change was also supported by the best manuscripts and versions. Learning that this passage had sparked a lot of debate over the two readings didn’t add anything for me; the arguments supporting the common reading seemed to me worse than useless.
Let us then look at the passage as I think it ought to be translated, and after that, seek the meaning for the sake of which it was written. It is a meaning indeed by no means dependent for its revelation on this passage, belonging as it does to the very truth as it is in Jesus; but it is therein magnificently expressed by the apostle, and differently from anywhere else—that is, if I am right in the interpretation which suggested itself the moment I saw the probable rhetorical relation of the words.
Let’s examine the passage as I believe it should be translated, and then look for the meaning behind why it was written. This meaning doesn’t rely on this passage for its revelation, as it pertains to the truth found in Jesus. However, the apostle expresses it wonderfully here, unlike anywhere else— at least, that’s what I think based on the rhetorical connection I noticed immediately when I saw the words.
'All things were made through him, and without him was made not one thing. That which was made in him was life, and the life was the light of men.'
'Everything was made through him, and nothing was made without him. What was made in him was life, and that life was the light for humanity.'
Note the antithesis of the through and the in.
Note the contrast between the through and the in.
In this grand assertion seems to me to lie, more than shadowed, the germ of creation and redemption—of all the divine in its relation to all the human.
In this bold statement, I see the core of creation and redemption—of everything divine in relation to everything human.
In attempting to set forth what I find in it, I write with no desire to provoke controversy, which I loathe, but with some hope of presenting to the minds of such as have become capable of seeing it, the glory of the truth of the Father and the Son, as uttered by this first of seers, after the grandest fashion of his insight. I am as indifferent to a reputation for orthodoxy as I despise the championship of novelty. To the untrue, the truth itself must seem unsound, for the light that is in them is darkness.
In sharing what I've discovered, I have no intention of stirring up controversy, which I dislike, but I hope to reveal to those who are ready to understand it, the beauty of the truth about the Father and the Son, as expressed by this first visionary, in the most profound way possible. I care little for being seen as orthodox just as I have no interest in promoting what is new for the sake of being new. For those who are untrue, the truth will always seem flawed, because the light within them is actually darkness.
I believe, then, that Jesus Christ is the eternal son of the eternal father; that from the first of firstness Jesus is the son, because God is the father—a statement imperfect and unfit because an attempt of human thought to represent that which it cannot grasp, yet which it so believes that it must try to utter it even in speech that cannot be right. I believe therefore that the Father is the greater, that if the Father had not been, the Son could not have been. I will not apply logic to the thesis, nor would I state it now but for the sake of what is to follow. The true heart will remember the inadequacy of our speech, and our thought also, to the things that lie near the unknown roots of our existence. In saying what I do, I only say what Paul implies when he speaks of the Lord giving up the kingdom to his father, that God may be all in all. I worship the Son as the human God, the divine, the only Man, deriving his being and power from the Father, equal with him as a son is the equal at once and the subject of his father—but making himself the equal of his father in what is most precious in Godhead, namely, Love—which is, indeed, the essence of that statement of the evangelist with which I have now to do—a higher thing than the making of the worlds and the things in them, which he did by the power of the Father, not by a self-existent power in himself, whence the apostle, to whom the Lord must have said things he did not say to the rest, or who was better able to receive what he said to all, says, 'All things were made' not by, but 'through him.'
I believe that Jesus Christ is the eternal Son of the eternal Father; that from the very beginning, Jesus is the Son because God is the Father—a statement that is flawed and inadequate, as it attempts to express something that human thought cannot fully grasp, yet feels compelled to articulate even in imperfect language. Therefore, I believe that the Father is greater; if the Father hadn’t existed, the Son wouldn’t have existed either. I won’t apply logic to this concept, and I wouldn’t mention it now if it weren’t for what is to come. A true heart will recognize the limitations of our words and thoughts regarding the mysteries that touch the unknown roots of our existence. In expressing what I do, I echo Paul’s implication when he talks about the Lord handing the kingdom back to his Father, so that God may be all in all. I worship the Son as the human God, the divine, the only Man, who derives his being and power from the Father, being equal to Him as a son is equal yet subject to his father—but making himself equal to his Father in what is most precious in Godhead, namely, Love—which is, indeed, the essence of the statement by the evangelist that I am addressing now—a greater act than creating the worlds and everything in them, which he did through the power of the Father, not by a self-existing power within himself. Hence, the apostle, who must have received insights from the Lord that weren’t shared with the others, or who was more capable of understanding what was conveyed to all, says, 'All things were made' not by, but 'through him.'
We must not wonder things away into nonentity, but try to present them to ourselves after what fashion we are able—our shadows of the heavenly. For our very beings and understandings and consciousnesses, though but shadows in regard to any perfection either of outline or operation, are yet shadows of his being, his understanding, his consciousness, and he has cast those shadows; they are no more causally our own than his power of creation is ours. In our shadow-speech then, and following with my shadow-understanding as best I can the words of the evangelist, I say, The Father, in bringing out of the unseen the things that are seen, made essential use of the Son, so that all that exists was created through him. What the difference between the part in creation of the Father and the part of the Son may be, who can understand?—but perhaps we may one day come to see into it a little; for I dare hope that, through our willed sonship, we shall come far nearer ourselves to creating. The word creation applied to the loftiest success of human genius, seems to me a mockery of humanity, itself in process of creation.
We shouldn't let things fade into nothingness, but instead try to present them to ourselves in whatever way we can—our reflections of the divine. Our very existence, understanding, and awareness, although mere shadows in comparison to any ideal of clarity or function, are still reflections of his existence, his understanding, his awareness, and he is the one who created those reflections; they are no more truly ours than his power to create is ours. In our shadowed expressions, and doing my best to grasp the words of the evangelist, I say, The Father, in bringing the unseen into the seen, made essential use of the Son, so that everything that exists was created through him. Who can truly grasp the difference between the Father's role in creation and the Son's?—but maybe one day we will understand it a bit better; for I genuinely believe that, through our chosen relationship as sons, we will come much closer to the act of creation ourselves. The word creation applied to the greatest achievements of human creativity feels like a mockery of humanity, which is itself still in the process of being created.
Let us read the text again: 'All things were made through him, and without him was made not one thing. That which was made in him was life.' You begin to see it? The power by which he created the worlds was given him by his father; he had in himself a greater power than that by which he made the worlds. There was something made, not through but in him; something brought into being by himself. Here he creates in his grand way, in himself, as did the Father. 'That which was made in him was life'
Let’s read the text again: 'Everything was made through him, and nothing was made without him. What was made in him was life.' Do you start to see it? The power by which he created the worlds was given to him by his father; he had within himself a greater power than the one by which he made the worlds. There was something made, not through but in him; something he brought into existence by himself. Here he creates magnificently, within himself, just like the Father. 'What was made in him was life'
What does this mean? What is the life the apostle intends? Many forms of life have come to being through the Son, but those were results, not forms of the life that was brought to existence in him. He could not have been employed by the Father in creating, save in virtue of the life that was in him.
What does this mean? What is the life that the apostle is talking about? Many types of life came into being through the Son, but those were outcomes, not the actual life that was brought to existence in him. He couldn't have been used by the Father in creation, except by the virtue of the life that was in him.
As to what the life of God is to himself, we can only know that we cannot know it—even that not being absolute ignorance, for no one can see that, from its very nature, he cannot understand a thing without therein approaching that thing in a most genuine manner. As to what the life of God is in relation to us, we know that it is the causing life of everything that we call life—of everything that is; and in knowing this, we know something of that life, by the very forms of its force. But the one interminable mystery, for I presume the two make but one mystery—a mystery that must be a mystery to us for ever, not because God will not explain it, but because God himself could not make us understand it—is first, how he can be self-existent, and next, how he can make other beings exist: self-existence and creation no man will ever understand. Again, regarding the matter from the side of the creature—the cause of his being is antecedent to that being; he can therefore have no knowledge of his own creation; neither could he understand that which he can do nothing like. If we could make ourselves, we should understand our creation, but to do that we must be God. And of all ideas this—that, with the self-dissatisfied, painfully circumscribed consciousness I possess, I could in any way have caused myself, is the most dismal and hopeless. Nevertheless, if I be a child of God, I must be like him, like him even in the matter of this creative energy. There must be something in me that corresponds in its childish way to the eternal might in him. But I am forestalling. The question now is: What was that life, the thing made in the Son—made by him inside himself, not outside him—made not through but in him—the life that was his own, as God's is his own?
As for what God's life is to Himself, we can only understand that we cannot truly know it—this isn’t total ignorance, because no one can see that, by its very nature, we can't grasp something without genuinely approaching it. Regarding what God's life means to us, we know it's the life-giving force of everything we call life—of everything that exists; and in knowing this, we learn something about that life through the very ways it expresses its power. But the one endless mystery, which I believe the two aspects form into one mystery—a mystery that will remain forever unknown to us, not because God won't explain it, but because God Himself couldn't make us grasp it—is primarily how He can be self-existing, and secondly, how He can create other beings: self-existence and creation are beyond human understanding. Furthermore, looking at it from the creature's perspective—the reason for his existence comes before his existence; therefore, he can have no knowledge of his own creation; he can't understand anything he can't replicate. If we could create ourselves, we would understand our creation, but to do that, we would have to be God. Among all ideas, the thought that, with my self-critical and painfully limited consciousness, I could have caused myself is the most bleak and hopeless. However, if I am a child of God, I must be like Him, like Him even in this aspect of creative energy. There must be something in me that, in its childlike way, corresponds to His eternal power. But I’m getting ahead of myself. The question now is: What was that life, the thing made in the Son—made by Him within Himself, not outside of Him—made not through but in Him—the life that was uniquely His, just as God's is uniquely His?
It was, I answer, that act in him that corresponded in him, as the son, to the self-existence of his father. Now what is the deepest in God? His power? No, for power could not make him what we mean when we say God. Evil could, of course, never create one atom; but let us understand very plainly, that a being whose essence was only power would be such a negation of the divine that no righteous worship could be offered him: his service must be fear, and fear only. Such a being, even were he righteous in judgment, yet could not be God. The God himself whom we love could not be righteous were he not something deeper and better still than we generally mean by the word—but, alas, how little can language say without seeming to say something wrong! In one word, God is Love. Love is the deepest depth, the essence of his nature, at the root of all his being. It is not merely that he could not be God, if he had made no creatures to whom to be God; but love is the heart and hand of his creation; it is his right to create, and his power to create as well. The love that foresees creation is itself the power to create. Neither could he be righteous—that is, fair to his creatures—but that his love created them. His perfection is his love. All his divine rights rest upon his love. Ah, he is not the great monarch! The simplest peasant loving his cow, is more divine than any monarch whose monarchy is his glory. If God would not punish sin, or if he did it for anything but love, he would not be the father of Jesus Christ, the God who works as Jesus wrought. What then, I say once more, is in Christ correspondent to the creative power of God? It must be something that comes also of love; and in the Son the love must be to the already existent. Because of that eternal love which has no beginning, the Father must have the Son. God could not love, could not be love, without making things to love: Jesus has God to love; the love of the Son is responsive to the love of the Father. The response to self-existent love is self-abnegating love. The refusal of himself is that in Jesus which corresponds to the creation of God. His love takes action, creates, in self-abjuration, in the death of self as motive; in the drowning of self in the life of God, where it lives only as love. What is life in a child? Is it not perfect response to his parents? thorough oneness with them? A child at strife with his parents, one in whom their will is not his, is no child; as a child he is dead, and his death is manifest in rigidity and contortion. His spiritual order is on the way to chaos. Disintegration has begun. Death is at work in him. See the same child yielding to the will that is righteously above his own; see the life begin to flow from the heart through the members; see the relaxing limbs; see the light rise like a fountain in his eyes, and flash from his face! Life has again its lordship!
It was, I reply, that action within him that reflected, as the son, the self-existence of his father. Now, what is the deepest aspect of God? His power? No, because power alone cannot define what we mean when we say God. Evil, of course, could never create even a single atom; but let’s be clear that a being whose essence was solely power would be such a denial of the divine that no genuine worship could be offered to him: his service would need to be rooted in fear, and fear alone. Such a being, even if he were just in judgment, could not truly be God. The God we love cannot be righteous unless he possesses something deeper and better than what we typically understand by that word—but, unfortunately, language struggles to express this without seeming misleading! In short, God is Love. Love is the deepest essence of his nature, the foundation of all his existence. It’s not just that he couldn’t be God if he hadn’t made any creatures to be God for; love is both the heart and force behind his creation; it represents his right and ability to create as well. The love that anticipates creation is itself the creative power. Moreover, he could not be righteous—meaning fair to his creatures—unless his love created them. His perfection is his love. All his divine rights are rooted in his love. Ah, he is not the great monarch! The simplest peasant who loves his cow is more divine than any monarch whose kingship is about his glory. If God were to punish sin, or if he did so for any reason other than love, he would not be the father of Jesus Christ, the God who acts as Jesus acted. So, once more, what in Christ corresponds to God’s creative power? It must come from love too; and in the Son, this love must be directed toward what already exists. Due to that eternal love which has no beginning, the Father must have the Son. God could not love, could not embody love, without creating things to love: Jesus has God to love; the love of the Son responds to the love of the Father. The response to self-existent love is self-giving love. The act of denying oneself is what in Jesus corresponds to God’s act of creation. His love is active, it creates in self-denial, in the death of self as motivation; in the surrender of self into the life of God, where it exists solely as love. What does life mean in a child? Isn’t it the perfect response to their parents? A total unity with them? A child at odds with their parents, one in whom their will is not aligned with the parents', is not truly a child; as a child, they are dead, and their death is visible in their rigidity and turmoil. Their spiritual order is on a path toward chaos. The process of disintegration has begun. Death is working within them. Now, see the same child yielding to the will that is justly above their own; watch the life start to flow from the heart through their limbs; observe the relaxing arms and legs; witness the light rise like a fountain in their eyes, flashing from their face! Life has once again regained its dominion!
The life of Christ is this—negatively, that he does nothing, cares for nothing for his own sake; positively, that he cares with his whole soul for the will, the pleasure of his father. Because his father is his father, therefore he will be his child. The truth in Jesus is his relation to his father; the righteousness of Jesus is his fulfilment of that relation. Meeting this relation, loving his father with his whole being, he is not merely alive as born of God; but, giving himself with perfect will to God, choosing to die to himself and live to God, he therein creates in himself a new and higher life; and, standing upon himself, has gained the power to awake life, the divine shadow of his own, in the hearts of us his brothers and sisters, who have come from the same birth-home as himself, namely, the heart of his God and our God, his father and our father, but who, without our elder brother to do it first, would never have chosen that self-abjuration which is life, never have become alive like him. To will, not from self, but with the Eternal, is to live.
The life of Christ is this—negatively, he doesn’t do anything or care about anything for his own sake; positively, he cares wholeheartedly about his father’s will and pleasure. Since his father is his father, he will be his child. The truth in Jesus is his relationship with his father; the righteousness of Jesus is his fulfillment of that relationship. By embracing this relationship and loving his father with all his being, he isn’t just alive because he was born of God; instead, by fully giving himself to God, choosing to die to himself and live for God, he creates a new and higher life within himself. By standing on his own, he gains the power to awaken life, the divine essence of himself, in the hearts of us, his brothers and sisters, who come from the same origin as he does—specifically, the heart of our God and his God, our father and his father—yet we would never have chosen that self-denial which embodies true life, nor would we have become alive like him without our elder brother leading the way. To will not from oneself, but alongside the Eternal, is to truly live.
This choice of his own being, in the full knowledge of what he did; this active willing to be the Son of the Father, perfect in obedience—is that in Jesus which responds and corresponds to the self-existence of God. Jesus rose at once to the height of his being, set himself down on the throne of his nature, in the act of subjecting himself to the will of the Father as his only good, the only reason of his existence. When he died on the cross, he did that, in the wild weather of his outlying provinces in the torture of the body of his revelation, which he had done at home in glory and gladness. From the infinite beginning—for here I can speak only by contradictions-he completed and held fast the eternal circle of his existence in saying, 'Thy will, not mine, be done!' He made himself what he is by deathing himself into the will of the eternal Father, through which will he was the eternal Son—thus plunging into the fountain of his own life, the everlasting Fatherhood, and taking the Godhead of the Son. This is the life that was made in Jesus: 'That which was made in him was life.' This life, self-willed in Jesus, is the one thing that makes such life—the eternal life, the true life, possible—nay, imperative, essential, to every man, woman, and child, whom the Father has sent into the outer, that he may go back into the inner world, his heart. As the self-existent life of the Father has given us being, so the willed devotion of Jesus is his power to give us eternal life like his own—to enable us to do the same. There is no life for any man, other than the same kind that Jesus has; his disciple must live by the same absolute devotion of his will to the Father's; then is his life one with the life of the Father.
This choice he made for himself, fully aware of what he was doing; this active decision to be the Son of the Father, perfectly obedient—is what in Jesus aligns with the self-existence of God. Jesus instantly rose to the fullness of his being, placing himself on the throne of his nature by subjecting himself to the will of the Father as his only good, the only reason for his existence. When he died on the cross, he did that, amidst the chaos of his external trials and the suffering of his physical body, which he had done at home in glory and joy. From the endless beginning—for I can only speak in contradictions here—he completed and held onto the eternal circle of his existence by saying, 'Thy will, not mine, be done!' He made himself who he is by deathing himself into the will of the eternal Father, through which will he becomes the eternal Son—thereby plunging into the source of his own life, the everlasting Fatherhood, and assuming the divinity of the Son. This is the life that was made in Jesus: 'That which was made in him was life.' This life, self-driven in Jesus, is the one thing that enables such life—the eternal life, the true life, to be possible—indeed, essential for every man, woman, and child, whom the Father has sent into the outer world, so they can return to the inner world, their heart. Just as the self-sufficient life of the Father has given us existence, so the willing devotion of Jesus is his power to grant us eternal life like his own—to empower us to do the same. There is no life for any person other than the same kind that Jesus possesses; his disciple must live with the same absolute devotion of will to the Father's; then his life becomes one with the life of the Father.
Because we are come out of the divine nature, which chooses to be divine, we must choose to be divine, to be of God, to be one with God, loving and living as he loves and lives, and so be partakers of the divine nature, or we perish. Man cannot originate this life; it must be shown him, and he must choose it. God is the father of Jesus and of us—of every possibility of our being; but while God is the father of his children, Jesus is the father of their sonship; for in him is made the life which is sonship to the Father—the recognition, namely, in fact and life, that the Father has his claim upon his sons and daughters. We are not and cannot become true sons without our will willing his will, our doing following his making. It was the will of Jesus to be the thing God willed and meant him, that made him the true son of God. He was not the son of God because he could not help it, but because he willed to be in himself the son that he was in the divine idea. So with us: we must be the sons we are. We are not made to be what we cannot help being; sons and daughters are not after such fashion! We are sons and daughters in God's claim; we must be sons and daughters in our will. And we can be sons and daughters, saved into the original necessity and bliss of our being, only by choosing God for the father he is, and doing his will—yielding ourselves true sons to the absolute Father. Therein lies human bliss—only and essential. The working out of this our salvation must be pain, and the handing of it down to them that are below must ever be in pain; but the eternal form of the will of God in and for us, is intensity of bliss.
Because we come from the divine nature, which chooses to be divine, we must choose to be divine, to be of God, to be one with God, loving and living as He loves and lives, and thus partake in the divine nature, or we will perish. Man cannot create this life; it must be shown to him, and he must choose it. God is the father of Jesus and us—of every possibility of our existence; but while God is the father of His children, Jesus is the father of their sonship; for in Him is the life that defines sonship to the Father—the recognition, in both fact and life, that the Father has a claim on His sons and daughters. We are not and cannot become true sons without our will aligning with His will, our actions following His design. It was Jesus' will to be what God willed and intended Him to be that made Him the true son of God. He wasn't the son of God by default; He became the son He was in the divine idea because He chose to. The same goes for us: we must be the sons we are. We aren’t made to be what we can’t help being; sons and daughters aren’t like that! We are sons and daughters according to God's claim; we must be sons and daughters in our will. And we can only be sons and daughters, saved into the original necessity and joy of our being, by choosing God as the father He is and doing His will—yielding ourselves as true sons to the absolute Father. In that lies human joy—only and absolutely. The process of achieving our salvation may involve pain, and passing it down to those below us will always involve suffering; but the eternal essence of God's will in and for us is profound bliss.
'And the life was the light of men.'
'And the life was the light for humans.'
The life of which I have now spoken became light to men in the appearing of him in whom it came into being. The life became light that men might see it, and themselves live by choosing that life also, by choosing so to live, such to be.
The life I've just talked about became a guiding light for people when he showed up—the one in whom it originated. This life became a light so that people could see it and choose to live by it, choosing to live that way and be that kind of person.
There is always something deeper than anything said—something of which all human, all divine words, figures, pictures, motion-forms, are but the outer laminar spheres through which the central reality shines more or less plainly. Light itself is but the poor outside form of a deeper, better thing, namely, life. The life is Christ. The light too is Christ, but only the body of Christ. The life is Christ himself. The light is what we see and shall see in him; the life is what we may be in him. The life 'is a light by abundant clarity invisible;' it is the unspeakable unknown; it must become light such as men can see before men can know it. Therefore the obedient human God appeared as the obedient divine man, doing the works of his father—the things, that is, which his father did—doing them humbly before unfriendly brethren. The Son of the Father must take his own form in the substance of flesh, that he may be seen of men, and so become the light of men—not that men may have light, but that men may have life;—that, seeing what they could not originate, they may, through the life that is in them, begin to hunger after the life of which they are capable, and which is essential to their being;—that the life in them may long for him who is their life, and thirst for its own perfection, even as root and stem may thirst for the flower for whose sake, and through whose presence in them, they exist. That the child of God may become the son of God by beholding the Son, the life revealed in light; that the radiant heart of the Son of God may be the sunlight to his fellows; that the idea may be drawn out by the presence and drawing of the Ideal—that Ideal, the perfect Son of the Father, was sent to his brethren.
There’s always something deeper behind what’s said—something that all human and divine words, images, and actions are just shallow layers surrounding the core reality that shines more or less clearly. Light is really just a poor version of a deeper, better thing: life. The life is Christ. The light is also Christ, but just the physical form of Christ. The life is Christ himself. The light is what we see and will see in him; the life is what we may be in him. The life 'is a light by abundant clarity invisible;' it is the indescribable unknown; it needs to become light that people can see, before they can truly understand it. That’s why the obedient human God showed up as the obedient divine man, doing the works of his father—the same things his father did—humbly before his unfriendly brothers. The Son of the Father had to take on human form in the flesh so that he could be seen by people, and in doing so, become the light for them—not so people could just have light, but so they could have life;—that, by seeing what they couldn’t create themselves, they might start to long for the life they are capable of and that is essential to their existence;—that the life within them might yearn for him who is their life and seek its own perfection, just as root and stem may thirst for the flower for whose presence they exist. That the child of God may become the son of God by looking at the Son, the life shown in light; that the shining heart of the Son of God may be the sunlight to his peers; that the idea may be brought forth by the presence and drawing of the Ideal—that Ideal, the perfect Son of the Father, was sent to his brothers.
Let us not forget that the devotion of the Son could never have been but for the devotion of the Father, who never seeks his own glory one atom more than does the Son; who is devoted to the Son, and to all his sons and daughters, with a devotion perfect and eternal, with fathomless unselfishness. The whole being and doing of Jesus on earth is the same as his being and doing from all eternity, that whereby he is the blessed son-God of the father-God; it is the shining out of that life that men might see it. It is a being like God, a doing of the will of God, a working of the works of God, therefore an unveiling of the Father in the Son, that men may know him. It is the prayer of the Son to the rest of the sons to come back to the Father, to be reconciled to the Father, to behave to the Father as he does. He seems to me to say: 'I know your father, for he is my father; I know him because I have been with him from eternity. You do not know him; I have come to you to tell you that as I am, such is he; that he is just like me, only greater and better. He only is the true, original good; I am true because I seek nothing but his will. He only is all in all; I am not all in all, but he is my father, and I am the son in whom his heart of love is satisfied. Come home with me, and sit with me on the throne of my obedience. Together we will do his will, and be glad with him, for his will is the only good. You may do with me as you please; I will not defend myself. Because I speak true, my witness is unswerving; I stand to it, come what may. If I held my face to my testimony only till danger came close, and then prayed the Father for twelve legions of angels to deliver me, that would be to say the Father would do anything for his children until it began to hurt him. I bear witness that my father is such as I. In the face of death I assert it, and dare death to disprove it. Kill me; do what you will and can against me; my father is true, and I am true in saying that he is true. Danger or hurt cannot turn me aside from this my witness. Death can only kill my body; he cannot make me his captive. Father, thy will be done! The pain will pass; it will be but for a time! Gladly will I suffer that men may know that I live, and that thou art my life. Be with me, father, that it may not be more than I can bear.'
Let’s not forget that the Son’s dedication could only exist because of the Father’s dedication, who doesn’t seek his own glory even a tiny bit more than the Son does. The Father is completely devoted to the Son and to all his children with perfect, eternal selflessness. Everything Jesus did and was on earth aligns with who he has always been, the blessed Son of the Father; it is the expression of that life so that humanity might see it. It’s about being like God, following God’s will, doing God’s work, and revealing the Father through the Son so that people can know him. The Son’s message to all the others is to return to the Father, to reconcile with him, and to treat him as he does. It seems he is saying: “I know your Father, because he is my Father; I know him because I’ve been with him forever. You don’t know him; I’ve come to tell you that I am like him, and he is like me, only greater and better. He is the true, original goodness; I am true because I seek only his will. He is everything; I’m not everything, but he is my Father, and I am the Son in whom his loving heart finds satisfaction. Come home with me and sit with me on the throne of my obedience. Together we’ll do his will and find joy in it, for his will is the only true good. You can do whatever you want with me; I won’t defend myself. Because I speak the truth, my witness remains strong; I stand by it, no matter what happens. If I only held fast to my testimony until danger approached and then asked the Father for twelve legions of angels to save me, that would mean the Father would only help his children until it caused him pain. I testify that my Father is like me. In the face of death, I declare it and challenge death to prove otherwise. Kill me; do whatever you want against me; my Father is true, and I am true in saying he is true. Danger or pain cannot deter me from this testimony. Death can only kill my body; it can’t hold me captive. Father, your will be done! The pain will pass; it will only last a short time! I’ll willingly suffer so that people may know I live and that you are my life. Be with me, Father, so that it won’t be more than I can bear.”
Friends, if you think anything less than this could redeem the world, or make blessed any child that God has created, you know neither the Son nor the Father.
Friends, if you believe anything less than this can save the world or bring happiness to any child that God has made, you don’t know the Son or the Father.
The bond of the universe, the chain that holds it together, the one active unity, the harmony of things, the negation of difference, the reconciliation of all forms, all shows, all wandering desires, all returning loves; the fact at the root of every vision, revealing that 'love is the only good in the world,' and selfishness the one thing hateful, in the city of the living God unutterable, is the devotion of the Son to the Father. It is the life of the universe. It is not the fact that God created all things, that makes the universe a whole; but that he through whom he created them loves him perfectly, is eternally content in his father, is satisfied to be because his father is with him. It is not the fact that God is all in all, that unites the universe; it is the love of the Son to the Father. For of no onehood comes unity; there can be no oneness where there is only one. For the very beginnings of unity there must be two. Without Christ, therefore, there could be no universe. The reconciliation wrought by Jesus is not the primary source of unity, of safety to the world; that reconciliation was the necessary working out of the eternal antecedent fact, the fact making itself potent upon the rest of the family—that God and Christ are one, are father and son, the Father loving the Son as only the Father can love, the Son loving the Father as only the Son can love. The prayer of the Lord for unity between men and the Father and himself, springs from the eternal need of love. The more I regard it, the more I am lost in the wonder and glory of the thing. But for the Father and the Son, no two would care a jot the one for the other. It might be the right way for creatures to love because of mere existence, but what two creatures would ever have originated the loving? I cannot for a moment believe it would have been I. Even had I come into being as now with an inclination to love, selfishness would soon have overborne it. But if the Father loves the Son, if the very music that makes the harmony of life lies, not in the theory of love in the heart of the Father, but in the fact of it, in the burning love in the hearts of Father and Son, then glory be to the Father and to the Son, and to the spirit of both, the fatherhood of the Father meeting and blending with the sonhood of the Son, and drawing us up into the glory of their joy, to share in the thoughts of love that pass between them, in their thoughts of delight and rest in each other, in their thoughts of joy in all the little ones. The life of Jesus is the light of men, revealing to them the Father.
The bond of the universe, the chain that holds it together, the active unity, the harmony of all things, the negation of differences, the reconciliation of all forms, all shows, all wandering desires, and all returning loves; the fact at the root of every vision, showing that 'love is the only good in the world,' and selfishness is the one thing detestable, in the city of the living God unutterable, is the devotion of the Son to the Father. It is the life of the universe. It’s not just the fact that God created everything that makes the universe a whole; it’s that the one through whom all things were created loves Him perfectly, is eternally content in His Father, and is satisfied to exist because His Father is with Him. It’s not just that God is everything; it’s the love of the Son for the Father that unites the universe. No one can come to unity from a singular existence; there can be no oneness where there is only one. For the very beginnings of unity, there have to be two. Without Christ, therefore, there could be no universe. The reconciliation brought about by Jesus isn’t the primary source of unity and safety for the world; that reconciliation was the necessary outcome of the eternal truth, the truth that empowers the rest of the family—that God and Christ are one, are Father and Son, with the Father loving the Son as only a Father can, and the Son loving the Father as only a Son can. The Lord’s prayer for unity between humans, the Father, and Himself arises from the eternal need for love. The more I reflect on it, the more I am lost in the wonder and glory of it all. Without the Father and the Son, no one would care for another. It may be the right way for beings to love simply because they exist, but what two beings would ever have initiated love? I can’t believe it would be me. Even if I had come into being with the inclination to love, selfishness would have quickly overshadowed it. But if the Father loves the Son, if the very music that creates the harmony of life lies not just in the idea of love in the Father’s heart, but in the reality of it, in the passionate love in the hearts of both the Father and the Son, then glory be to the Father, the Son, and their shared spirit, where the fatherhood of the Father meets and blends with the sonship of the Son, drawing us into the joy of their glory, to share in the thoughts of love they exchange, in their thoughts of delight and rest in each other, in their joy for all the little ones. The life of Jesus is the light of humanity, revealing the Father to them.
But light is not enough; light is for the sake of life. We too must have life in ourselves. We too must, like the Life himself, live. We can live in no way but that in which Jesus lived, in which life was made in him. That way is, to give up our life. This is the one supreme action of life possible to us for the making of life in ourselves. Christ did it of himself, and so became light to us, that we might be able to do it in ourselves, after him, and through his originating act. We must do it ourselves, I say. The help that he has given and gives, the light and the spirit-working of the Lord, the spirit, in our hearts, is all in order that we may, as we must, do it ourselves. Till then we are not alive; life is not made in us. The whole strife and labour and agony of the Son with every man, is to get him to die as he died. All preaching that aims not at this, is a building with wood and hay and stubble. If I say not with whole heart, 'My father, do with me as thou wilt, only help me against myself and for thee;' if I cannot say, 'I am thy child, the inheritor of thy spirit, thy being, a part of thyself, glorious in thee, but grown poor in me: let me be thy dog, thy horse, thy anything thou willest; let me be thine in any shape the love that is my Father may please to have me; let me be thine in any way, and my own or another's in no way but thine;'—if we cannot, fully as this, give ourselves to the Father, then we have not yet laid hold upon that for which Christ has laid hold upon us. The faith that a man may, nay, must put in God, reaches above earth and sky, stretches beyond the farthest outlying star of the creatable universe. The question is not at present, however, of removing mountains, a thing that will one day be simple to us, but of waking and rising from the dead now.
But light isn't enough; light is for the sake of life. We also need to have life within us. We need to live, just like Life itself lived. The only way we can truly live is by following the example of Jesus, in whom life was realized. That way involves sacrificing our own lives. This is the one essential action we can take to create life within ourselves. Christ did it on his own, becoming light for us so that we could do the same in ourselves, after him, and through his initiating act. We have to do it ourselves, I repeat. The help he has given and continues to give, the light and spirit of the Lord working in our hearts, is all meant for us to, as we must, take action ourselves. Until then, we are not truly alive; life is not formed within us. The entire struggle and effort of the Son with each person is to encourage them to die as he did. Any preaching that doesn't aim for this is like building with wood, hay, and stubble. If I can't wholeheartedly say, 'My Father, do with me as you wish, just help me against myself and for you;' if I can't declare, 'I am your child, the heir of your spirit, your essence, a part of you, glorious in you but diminished in me: let me be your dog, your horse, or anything you desire; let me belong to you in any form that your love may wish for me; let me be yours in any way, and in my own or someone else's in no way but yours;'—if we can't fully surrender ourselves to the Father like this, then we haven’t yet grasped what Christ has laid hold of us for. The faith that a person can, and must, place in God reaches beyond earth and sky, extending beyond the furthest stars in the universe. However, the current question isn't about moving mountains, which will one day be easy for us, but about awakening and rising from the dead right now.
When a man truly and perfectly says with Jesus, and as Jesus said it, 'Thy will be done,' he closes the everlasting life-circle; the life of the Father and the Son flows through him; he is a part of the divine organism. Then is the prayer of the Lord in him fulfilled: 'I in them and thou in me, that they made be made perfect in one.' The Christ in us, is the spirit of the perfect child toward the perfect father. The Christ in us is our own true nature made blossom in us by the Lord, whose life is the light of men that it may become the life of men; for our true nature is childhood to the Father.
When a person genuinely and completely says with Jesus, and as Jesus said, 'Your will be done,' they complete the circle of eternal life; the life of the Father and the Son flows through them; they become part of the divine community. Then the Lord's prayer is fulfilled in them: 'I in them and you in me, that they may be made perfect in one.' The Christ within us is the spirit of the perfect child towards the perfect Father. The Christ in us is our true nature fully realized within us by the Lord, whose life is the light of humanity so that it may become the life of people; for our true nature is an innocent child before the Father.
Friends, those of you who know, or suspect, that these things are true, let us arise and live—arise even in the darkest moments of spiritual stupidity, when hope itself sees nothing to hope for. Let us not trouble ourselves about the cause of our earthliness, except we know it to be some unrighteousness in us, but go at once to the Life. Never, never let us accept as consolation the poor suggestion, that the cause of our deadness is physical. Can it be comfort to know that this body of ours, because of the death in it, is too much for the spirit—which ought not merely to triumph over it, but to inspire it with subjection and obedience? Let us comfort ourselves in the thought of the Father and the Son. So long as there dwells harmony, so long as the Son loves the Father with all the love the Father can welcome, all is well with the little ones. God is all right—why should we mind standing in the dark for a minute outside his window? Of course we miss the inness, but there is a bliss of its own in waiting. What if the rain be falling, and the wind blowing; what if we stand alone, or, more painful still, have some dear one beside us, sharing our outness; what even if the window be not shining, because of the curtains of good inscrutable drawn across it; let us think to ourselves, or say to our friend, 'God is; Jesus is not dead; nothing can be going wrong, however it may look so to hearts unfinished in childness.' Let us say to the Lord, 'Jesus, art thou loving the Father in there? Then we out here will do his will, patiently waiting till he open the door. We shall not mind the wind or the rain much. Perhaps thou art saying to the Father, "Thy little ones need some wind and rain: their buds are hard; the flowers do not come out. I cannot get them made blessed without a little more winter-weather." Then perhaps the Father will say, "Comfort them, my son Jesus, with the memory of thy patience when thou wast missing me. Comfort them that thou wast sure of me when everything about thee seemed so unlike me, so unlike the place thou hadst left."' In a word, let us be at peace, because peace is at the heart of things—peace and utter satisfaction between the Father and the Son—in which peace they call us to share; in which peace they promise that at length, when they have their good way with us, we shall share.
Friends, if you know or suspect that these things are true, let’s rise up and live—rise even in the darkest times of spiritual ignorance, when hope itself sees nothing to hope for. Let’s not worry about the reason for our earthly struggles, unless we identify some wrongdoing within us, but instead, let’s turn immediately to the source of Life. Never, never let’s settle for the weak excuse that our numbness is just physical. Can it really be comforting to know that this body, because of its own troubles, is too much for the spirit—which should not only overcome it but also inspire it with submission and obedience? Let’s find comfort in the thought of the Father and the Son. As long as there’s harmony, as long as the Son loves the Father with all the love the Father can receive, everything is fine with us little ones. God is good—why should we be bothered by standing in the dark for a moment outside His window? Of course, we miss being “in,” but there’s a certain bliss in waiting. What if it’s raining, and the wind is howling; what if we’re alone, or even worse, have someone dear with us, sharing our “outness”; what if the window isn’t shining because the heavy curtains of good mystery are drawn across it; let’s remind ourselves, or tell our friend, ‘God is real; Jesus isn’t dead; nothing can be going wrong, no matter how it may look to hearts still growing.’ Let’s say to the Lord, ‘Jesus, are you loving the Father in there? Then we out here will do His will, patiently waiting for Him to open the door. We won’t mind the wind or the rain too much. Maybe you’re telling the Father, "Your little ones need some wind and rain: their buds are stubborn; the flowers aren’t blooming. I can’t bless them without a bit more winter weather." Then perhaps the Father will say, "Comfort them, my son Jesus, with the memory of your patience when you were missing me. Comfort them that you were sure of me when everything around you seemed so unlike me, so unlike the place you had left."’ In short, let’s be at peace because peace is at the core of everything—peace and complete satisfaction between the Father and the Son—in this peace, they invite us to share; in this peace, they promise that eventually, when they have their way with us, we will share.
Before us, then, lies a bliss unspeakable, a bliss beyond the thought or invention of man, to every child who will fall in with the perfect imagination of the Father. His imagination is one with his creative will. The thing that God imagines, that thing exists. When the created falls in with the will of him who 'loved him into being,' then all is well; thenceforward the mighty creation goes on in him upon higher and yet higher levels, in more and yet more divine airs. Thy will, O God, be done! Nought else is other than loss, than decay, than corruption. There is no life but that born of the life that the Word made in himself by doing thy will, which life is the light of men. Through that light is born the life of men—the same life in them that came first into being in Jesus. As he laid down his life, so must men lay down their lives, that as he liveth they may live also. That which was made in him was life, and the life is the light of men; and yet his own, to whom he was sent, did not believe him.
Before us lies an unspeakable bliss, a happiness beyond human understanding or imagination, available to every child who embraces the perfect vision of the Father. His vision aligns with his creative will. What God imagines exists. When creation aligns with the will of the one who 'loved it into existence,' all is well; from that point on, the incredible creation continues within them on higher and higher levels, in more and more divine realms. Your will, O God, be done! Anything else is simply loss, decay, and corruption. There is no life except that which comes from the life that the Word created in himself by doing your will, which life is the light of humanity. Through that light is born the life of humanity—the same life in them that first came into being in Jesus. As he sacrificed his life, so must people sacrifice their lives, so that as he lives, they may also live. What was created in him was life, and that life is the light of humanity; yet his own, to whom he was sent, did not believe him.
THE KNOWING OF THE SON.
Ye have neither heard his voice at any time, nor seen his shape. And ye have not his word abiding in you; for whom he hath sent, him ye believe not.—John v. 37, 38.
You have never heard his voice or seen his form. And you don't have his word living in you; because you do not believe the one he has sent.—John v. 37, 38.
We shall know one day just how near we come in the New Testament to the very words of the Lord. That we have them with a difference, I cannot doubt. For one thing, I do not believe he spoke in Greek. He was sent to the lost sheep of the house of Israel, and would speak their natural language, not that which, at best, they knew in secondary fashion. That the thoughts of God would come out of the heart of Jesus in anything but the mother-tongue of the simple men to whom he spoke, I cannot think. He may perhaps have spoken to the Jews of Jerusalem in Greek, for they were less simple; but at present I do not see ground to believe he did.
We will eventually understand just how close we get in the New Testament to the actual words of the Lord. I have no doubt that they differ from what he said. For one thing, I don’t believe he spoke Greek. He was sent to the lost sheep of the house of Israel and would communicate in their natural language, not in a language they only partially understood. I can't imagine that the thoughts of God would come from the heart of Jesus in anything other than the native language of the simple men he spoke to. Perhaps he spoke to the Jews in Jerusalem in Greek, since they were less straightforward, but right now, I don’t see any reason to believe he did.
Again, are we bound to believe that John Boanerges, who indeed best, and in some things alone, understood him, was able, after such a lapse of years, to give us in his gospel, supposing the Lord to have spoken to his disciples in Greek, the very words in which he uttered the simplest profundities ever heard in the human world? I do not say he was not able; I say—Are we bound to believe he was able? When the disciples became, by the divine presence in their hearts, capable of understanding the Lord, they remembered things he had said which they had forgotten; possibly the very words in which he said them returned to their memories; but must we believe the evangelists always precisely recorded his words? The little differences between their records is answer enough. The gospel of John is the outcome of years and years of remembering, recalling, and pondering the words of the Master, one thing understood recalling another. We cannot tell of how much the memory, in best condition—that is, with God in the man—may not be capable; but I do not believe that John would have always given us the very words of the Lord, even if, as I do not think he did, he had spoken them in Greek. God has not cared that we should anywhere have assurance of his very words; and that not merely, perhaps, because of the tendency in his children to word-worship, false logic, and corruption of the truth, but because he would not have them oppressed by words, seeing that words, being human, therefore but partially capable, could not absolutely contain or express what the Lord meant, and that even he must depend for being understood upon the spirit of his disciple. Seeing it could not give life, the letter should not be throned with power to kill; it should be but the handmaid to open the door of the truth to the mind that was of the truth.
Again, are we really expected to believe that John Boanerges, who understood him best and in some ways uniquely, was able, after so many years, to provide us in his gospel, assuming the Lord spoke to his disciples in Greek, the exact words in which he expressed the simplest profound ideas ever heard in the human world? I'm not saying he couldn't; I’m asking—are we supposed to believe he could? When the disciples, filled with divine presence in their hearts, became able to understand the Lord, they remembered things he had said that they had forgotten; possibly even the exact words he used returned to their memories; but must we believe the evangelists always recorded his words precisely? The small differences in their accounts are an answer in themselves. The gospel of John is the result of years and years of remembering, recalling, and reflecting on the words of the Master, where one understanding leads to another. We can't know how much the memory, when in the best state—that is, with God in the person—might be capable of; however, I don't believe John would have consistently given us the exact words of the Lord, even if, as I don’t think he did, he spoke them in Greek. God hasn’t cared that we should have certainty about his exact words anywhere; and perhaps that’s not just because of the tendency of his children to idolize words, false reasoning, and distort the truth, but because he wouldn’t want them weighed down by words, knowing that words, being human, are only partially capable and cannot fully contain or express what the Lord meant, and that even he must rely on the spirit of his disciple for understanding. Since it can’t give life, the letter should not be given the power to kill; it should merely serve to open the door of truth to the mind that is of the truth.
'Then you believe in an individual inspiration to anyone who chooses to lay claim to it!'
'So you think anyone can claim individual inspiration if they want to!'
Yes—to everyone who claims it from God; not to everyone who claims from men the recognition of his possessing it. He who has a thing, does not need to have it recognized. If I did not believe in a special inspiration to every man who asks for the holy spirit, the good thing of God, I should have to throw aside the whole tale as an imposture; for the Lord has, according to that tale, promised such inspiration to those who ask it. If an objector has not this spirit, is not inspired with the truth, he knows nothing of the words that are spirit and life; and his objection is less worth heeding than that of a savage to the assertion of a chemist. His assent equally is but the blowing of an idle horn.
Yes—to everyone who claims it from God; not to everyone who seeks validation from people for having it. Someone who truly possesses something doesn’t need it to be recognized. If I didn’t believe in a unique inspiration for every person who asks for the Holy Spirit, God’s goodness, I would have to dismiss the entire story as a fraud; because according to that story, the Lord has promised such inspiration to those who seek it. If an objector doesn’t have this spirit and isn’t inspired by the truth, they’re unaware of the words that are spirit and life; and their objection is less meaningful than a savage’s response to a chemist’s claim. Their agreement is just like the sound of an empty horn.
'But how is one to tell whether it be in truth the spirit of God that is speaking in a man?'
'But how can you tell if it’s really the spirit of God speaking through someone?'
You are not called upon to tell. The question for you is whether you have the spirit of Christ yourself. The question is for you to put to yourself, the question is for you to answer to yourself: Am I alive with the life of Christ? Is his spirit dwelling in me? Everyone who desires to follow the Master has the spirit of the Master, and will receive more, that he may follow closer, nearer, in his very footsteps. He is not called upon to prove to this or that or any man that he has the light of Jesus; he has to let his light shine. It does not follow that his work is to teach others, or that he is able to speak large truths in true forms. When the strength or the joy or the pity of the truth urges him, let him speak it out and not be afraid—content to be condemned for it; comforted that if he mistake, the Lord himself will condemn him, and save him 'as by fire.' The condemnation of his fellow men will not hurt him, nor a whit the more that it be spoken in the name of Christ. If he speak true, the Lord will say 'I sent him.' For all truth is of him; no man can see a true thing to be true but by the Lord, the spirit.
You don’t have to explain yourself. The real question for you is whether you have the spirit of Christ within you. This is a question you need to ask yourself: Am I filled with the life of Christ? Is his spirit living in me? Anyone who wants to follow the Master has the Master’s spirit and will receive even more, so they can follow closer, stepping right in his footprints. You don’t have to prove anything to anyone about having the light of Jesus; you just need to let your light shine. It doesn’t mean your job is to teach others or that you can express big truths perfectly. When the power or joy or compassion of the truth compels you, speak it out without fear—be okay with being judged for it; take comfort in knowing that if you're wrong, the Lord himself will correct you and save you “as by fire.” The judgment of others won’t harm you, no matter if it’s in the name of Christ. If you speak the truth, the Lord will say, “I sent him.” Because all truth comes from him; no one can recognize the truth without the Lord’s spirit.
'How am I to know that a thing is true?'
'How am I supposed to know if something is true?'
By doing what you know to be true, and calling nothing true until you see it to be true; by shutting your mouth until the truth opens it. Are you meant to be silent? Then woe to you if you speak.
By acting on what you know is true, and not considering anything true until you verify it; by keeping quiet until the truth prompts you to speak. Are you supposed to be silent? Then beware if you choose to speak.
'But if I do not take the words attributed to him by the evangelists, for the certain, absolute, very words of the Master, how am I to know that they represent his truth?'
'But if I don't take the words attributed to him by the evangelists as the certain, absolute words of the Master, how can I know that they represent his truth?'
By seeing in them what corresponds to the plainest truth he speaks, and commends itself to the power that is working in you to make of you a true man; by their appeal to your power of judging what is true; by their rousing of your conscience. If they do not seem to you true, either they are not the words of the Master, or you are not true enough to understand them. Be certain of this, that, if any words that are his do not show their truth to you, you have not received his message in them; they are not yet to you the word of God, for they are not in you spirit and life. They may be the nearest to the truth that words can come; they may have served to bring many into contact with the heart of God; but for you they remain as yet sealed. If yours be a true heart, it will revere them because of the probability that they are words with the meaning of the Master behind them; to you they are the rock in the desert before Moses spoke to it. If you wait, your ignorance will not hurt you; if you presume to reason from them, you are a blind man disputing of that you never saw. To reason from a thing not understood, is to walk straight into the mire. To dare to reason of truth from words that do not show to us that they are true, is the presumption of Pharisaical hypocrisy. Only they who are not true, are capable of doing it. Humble mistake will not hurt us: the truth is there, and the Lord will see that we come to know it. We may think we know it when we have scarce a glimpse of it; but the error of a true heart will not be allowed to ruin it. Certainly that heart would not have mistaken the truth except for the untruth yet remaining in it; but he who casts out devils will cast out that devil.
By recognizing in them what aligns with the simplest truth he conveys, and what resonates with the power working in you to help you become a genuine person; by their ability to engage your judgment about what is true; by their awakening of your conscience. If they don't seem true to you, either they aren't the words of the Master, or you aren't truly open enough to grasp them. Be sure of this: if any of his words don't resonate with truth for you, you haven't received his message through them; they're not yet the word of God for you, as they don't live in your spirit and life. They may be the closest words can get to the truth; they may have helped many connect with the heart of God; but to you, they remain sealed. If you have a true heart, it will honor them because there’s a likelihood they carry the Master’s meaning; to you, they’re like the rock in the desert before Moses spoke to it. If you wait, your ignorance won’t harm you; but if you try to reason from them, you’re just a blind person arguing about things you’ve never seen. To reason about something you don’t understand is to walk straight into a mess. To dare to theorize about truth from words that don’t show us their truth is the arrogance of Pharisaical hypocrisy. Only those who are not sincere are capable of that. A humble mistake won’t hurt us: the truth is there, and the Lord will ensure we come to understand it. We might think we know it when we’ve barely glimpsed it; but the mistake of a true heart won’t lead to its destruction. Certainly, that heart wouldn’t have misunderstood the truth if it weren’t for the falsehood still within it; but he who casts out demons will remove that falsehood.
In the saying before us, I see enough to enable me to believe that its words embody the mind of Christ. If I could not say this, I should say, 'The apostle has here put on record a saying of Christ's; I have not yet been able to recognise the mind of Christ in it; therefore I conclude that I cannot have understood it, for to understand what is true is to know it true.' I have yet seen no words credibly reported as the words of Jesus, concerning which I dared to say, 'His mind is not therein, therefore the words are not his.' The mind of man call receive any word only in proportion as it is the word of Christ, and in proportion as he is one with Christ. To him who does verily receive his word, it is a power, not of argument, but of life. The words of the Lord are not for the logic that deals with words as if they were things; but for the spiritual logic that reasons from divine thought to divine thought, dealing with spiritual facts.
In the saying before us, I see enough to make me believe that its words represent the mind of Christ. If I couldn't say this, I would have to admit, 'The apostle has recorded a saying of Christ's; I haven't yet been able to recognize the mind of Christ in it; therefore, I conclude that I must not have understood it, because to understand what is true is to know it as true.' I have never encountered any words reliably reported as spoken by Jesus that I could confidently say, 'His mind is not in there, so those words aren't his.' A person can only receive any word to the extent that it is a word of Christ and to the extent that he is one with Christ. For someone who truly receives his word, it is a force, not of argument, but of life. The words of the Lord are not meant for logic that treats words as if they were objects; they are meant for the spiritual reasoning that moves from divine thought to divine thought, engaging with spiritual truths.
No thought, human or divine, can be conveyed from man to man save through the symbolism of the creation. The heavens and the earth are around us that it may be possible for us to speak of the unseen by the seen; for the outermost husk of creation has correspondence with the deepest things of the Creator. He is not a God that hideth himself, but a God who made that he might reveal; he is consistent and one throughout. There are things with which an enemy hath meddled; but there are more things with which no enemy could meddle, and by which we may speak of God. They may not have revealed him to us, but at least when he is revealed, they show themselves so much of his nature, that we at once use them as spiritual tokens in the commerce of the spirit, to help convey to other minds what we may have seen of the unseen. Belonging to this sort of mediation are the words of the Lord I would now look into.
No thought, whether human or divine, can be shared from person to person except through the symbolism of creation. The heavens and the earth surround us so we can talk about the unseen through the seen; the outer layer of creation relates to the deepest aspects of the Creator. He is not a God who hides himself, but a God who creates to reveal; he is consistent and unified throughout. There are things that an enemy has tampered with; however, there are many more things untouched, through which we can express our understanding of God. They may not have fully revealed him to us, but when he is revealed, they show enough of his nature that we can use them as spiritual symbols in the interactions of the spirit, helping to communicate to others what we've glimpsed of the unseen. The words of the Lord are part of this kind of mediation that I would now like to explore.
'And the Father himself which hath sent me, hath borne witness of me. Ye have neither heard his voice at any time, nor seen his shape. And ye have not his word abiding in you: for whom he hath sent, him ye believe not.'
'And the Father who sent me has testified about me. You have neither heard his voice at any time nor seen his form. And you do not have his word living in you, because you do not believe in the one he sent.'
If Jesus said these words, he meant more, not less, than lies on their surface. They cannot be mere assertion of what everybody knew; neither can their repetition of similar negations be tautological. They were not intended to inform the Jews of a fact they would not have dreamed of denying. Who among them would say he had ever heard God's voice, or seen his shape? John himself says 'No man hath seen God at any time.' What is the tone of the passage? It is reproach. Then he reproaches them that they had not seen God, when no man hath seen God at any time, and Paul says no man can see him! Is there here any paradox? There cannot be the sophism: 'No man hath seen God; ye are to blame that ye have not seen God; therefore all men are to blame that they have not seen God!' If we read, 'No man hath seen God, but some men ought to have seen him,' we do not reap such hope for the race as will give the aspect of a revelation to the assurance that not one of those capable of seeing him has ever seen him!
If Jesus said these words, he meant more than what they seem at first glance. They can't just be a statement of something that everyone already knew; repeating similar denials isn't pointless either. They weren't meant to inform the Jews of a fact they would never have thought to deny. Who among them would admit to having ever heard God's voice or seen His form? John himself says, 'No one has ever seen God.' What’s the tone of the passage? It’s one of criticism. So he criticizes them for not seeing God, even though no one has ever seen God, and Paul says no one can see Him! Is there a paradox here? There can’t be the argument: 'No one has seen God; you are at fault for not having seen God; therefore, everyone is at fault for not having seen God!' If we read, 'No one has seen God, but some people should have seen Him,' we don't get any hope for humanity that suggests a revelation in the assurance that not a single person capable of seeing Him has ever done so!
The one utterance is of John; the other of his master: if there is any contradiction between them, of course the words of John must be thrown away. But there can hardly be contradiction, since he who says the one thing, is recorder of the other as said by his master, him to whom he belonged, whose disciple he was, whom he loved as never man loved man before.
The one statement comes from John; the other from his master: if there’s any conflict between them, obviously John’s words must be disregarded. But there’s probably no conflict, since the person stating one thing is recording the other as said by his master, to whom he belonged, whose disciple he was, and whom he loved more than anyone has ever loved another.
The word see is used in one sense in the one statement, and in another sense in the other. In the one it means see with the eyes; in the other, with the soul. The one statement is made of all men; the other is made to certain of the Jews of Jerusalem concerning themselves. It is true that no man hath seen God, and true that some men ought to have seen him. No man hath seen him with his bodily eyes; these Jews ought to have seen him with their spiritual eyes.
The word see is used in one way in one statement and in a different way in another. In the first, it means see with the eyes; in the second, with the soul. The first statement applies to all people; the second is directed at certain Jews in Jerusalem about themselves. It’s true that no one has seen God, and it’s also true that some people should have seen him. No one has seen him with physical eyes; these Jews should have seen him with their spiritual eyes.
No man has ever seen God in any outward, visible, close-fitting form of his own: he is revealed in no shape save that of his son. But multitudes of men have with their mind's, or rather their heart's eye, seen more or less of God; and perhaps every man might have and ought to have seen something of him. We cannot follow God into his infinitesimal intensities of spiritual operation, any more than into the atomic life-potencies that lie deep beyond the eye of the microscope: God may be working in the heart of a savage, in a way that no wisdom of his wisest, humblest child can see, or imagine that it sees. Many who have never beheld the face of God, may yet have caught a glimpse of the hem of his garment; many who have never seen his shape, may yet have seen the vastness of his shadow; thousands who have never felt the warmth of its folds, have yet been startled by
No one has ever seen God in any outward, visible, defined form of his own; he is revealed in no shape except that of his son. But many people have, in a sense, seen more or less of God with their mind's, or rather their heart's eye; and maybe everyone could and should have seen something of him. We can't follow God into his infinite spiritual workings any more than we can explore the atomic forces that lie deep beyond the lens of a microscope: God might be operating in the heart of a savage in a way that no wisdom of his wisest, humblest child can see or even imagine. Many who have never seen God's face may have caught a glimpse of the hem of his garment; many who have never seen his shape may still have perceived the vastness of his shadow; thousands who have never felt the warmth of its folds have still been startled by
No face: only the sight
Of a sweepy garment vast and white.
No face: just the view
Of a flowing garment large and white.
Some have dreamed his hand laid upon them, who never knew themselves gathered to his bosom. The reproach in the words of the Lord is the reproach of men who ought to have had an experience they had not had. Let us look a little nearer at his words.
Some have imagined his hand resting on them, who never realized they were drawn to him. The criticism in the Lord's words reflects the disappointment of people who should have had an experience they missed. Let's take a closer look at what he said.
'Ye have not heard his voice at any time,' might mean, 'Ye have never listened to his voice,' or 'Ye have never obeyed his voice' but the following phrase, 'nor seen his shape,' keeps us rather to the primary sense of the word hear: 'The sound of his voice is unknown to you;' 'You have never heard his voice so as to know it for his.' 'You have not seen his shape;'—'You do not know what he is like.' Plainly he implies, 'You ought to know his voice; you ought to know what he is like.' 'You have not his word abiding in you;'—'The word that is in you from the beginning, the word of God in your conscience, you have not kept with you, it is not dwelling in you; by yourselves accepted as the witness of Moses, the scripture in which you think you have eternal life does not abide with you, is not at home in you. It comes to you and goes from you. You hear, heed not, and forget. You do not dwell with it, and brood upon it, and obey it. It finds no acquaintance in you. You are not of its kind. You are not of those to whom the word of God comes. Their ears are ready to hear; they hunger after the word of the Father.'
'You have not heard his voice at any time' could mean, 'You have never listened to his voice' or 'You have never obeyed his voice,' but the next phrase, 'nor seen his shape,' keeps us closer to the basic meaning of the word hear: 'The sound of his voice is unknown to you;' 'You have never heard his voice in a way that you recognize it as his.' 'You have not seen his shape;'—'You don’t know what he looks like.' Clearly, he suggests, 'You should know his voice; you should know what he is like.' 'You do not have his word living in you;'—'The word that has been in you from the beginning, the word of God in your conscience, you have not kept with you; it is not living in you; the scriptures you rely on, thinking they give you eternal life, do not remain with you, are not present in you. It comes to you and then leaves you. You hear, don’t pay attention, and forget. You do not stay with it, reflect on it, and obey it. It finds no familiarity in you. You are not of its nature. You are not among those to whom the word of God is addressed. Their ears are open to hear; they seek after the word of the Father.'
On what does the Lord found this his accusation of them? What is the sign in them of their ignorance of God?—For whom he hath sent, him ye believe not.'
On what does the Lord base this accusation against them? What shows their ignorance of God?—For whom He has sent, you do not believe.
'How so?' the Jews might answer. 'Have we not asked from thee a sign from heaven, and hast thou not pointblank refused it?'
'How's that?' the Jews might respond. 'Did we not ask you for a sign from heaven, and did you not outright refuse it?'
The argument of the Lord was indeed of small weight with, and of little use to, those to whom it most applied, for the more it applied, the more incapable were they of seeing that it did apply; but it would be of great force upon some that stood listening, their minds more or less open to the truth, and their hearts drawn to the man before them. His argument was this: 'If ye had ever heard the Father's voice; if ye had ever known his call; if you had ever imagined him, or a God anything like him; if you had cared for his will so that his word was at home in your hearts, you would have known me when you saw me—known that I must come from him, that I must be his messenger, and would have listened to me. The least acquaintance with God, such as any true heart must have, would have made you recognize that I came from the God of whom you knew that something. You would have been capable of knowing me by the light of his word abiding in you; by the shape you had beheld however vaguely; by the likeness of my face and my voice to those of my father. You would have seen my father in me; you would have known me by the little you knew of him. The family-feeling would have been awake in you, the holy instinct of the same spirit, making you know your elder brother. That you do not know me now, as I stand here speaking to you, is that you do not know your own father, even my father; that throughout your lives you have refused to do his will, and so have not heard his voice; that you have shut your eyes from seeing him, and have thought of him only as a partisan of your ambitions. If you had loved my father, you would have known his son.' And I think he might have said, 'If even you had loved your neighbour, you would have known me, neighbour to the deepest and best in you.' If the Lord were to appear this day in England as once in Palestine, he would not come in the halo of the painters, or with that wintry shine of effeminate beauty, of sweet weakness, in which it is their helpless custom to represent him. Neither would he probably come as carpenter, or mason, or gardener. He would come in such form and condition as might bear to the present England, Scotland, and Ireland, a relation like that which the form and condition he then came in, bore to the motley Judea, Samaria, and Galilee. If he came thus, in form altogether unlooked for, who would they be that recognized and received him? The idea involves no absurdity. He is not far from us at any moment—if the old story be indeed more than the best and strongest of the fables that possess the world. He might at any moment appear: who, I ask, would be the first to receive him? Now, as then, it would of course be the childlike in heart, the truest, the least selfish. They would not be the highest in the estimation of any church, for the childlike are not yet the many. It might not even be those that knew most about the former visit of the Master, that had pondered every word of the Greek Testament. The first to cry, 'It is the Lord!' would be neither 'good churchman' nor 'good dissenter.' It would be no one with so little of the mind of Christ as to imagine him caring about stupid outside matters. It would not be the man that holds by the mooring-ring of the letter, fast in the quay of what he calls theology, and from his rotting deck abuses the presumption of those that go down to the sea in ships—lets the wind of the spirit blow where it listeth, but never blow him out among its wonders in the deep. It would not be he who, obeying a command, does not care to see reason in the command; not he who, from very barrenness of soul, cannot receive the meaning and will of the Master, and so fails to fulfil the letter of his word, making it of none effect. It would certainly, if any, be those who were likest the Master—those, namely, that did the will of their father and his father, that built their house on the rock by hearing and doing his sayings. But are there any enough like him to know him at once by the sound of his voice, by the look of his face. There are multitudes who would at once be taken by a false Christ fashioned after their fancy, and would at once reject the Lord as a poor impostor. One thing is certain: they who first recognized him would be those that most loved righteousness and hated iniquity.
The Lord's argument didn’t carry much weight or usefulness for those it most concerned; the more it applied to them, the less they were able to see that it did apply. However, it would resonate powerfully with some who were listening, their minds more or less open to the truth and their hearts drawn to the person speaking. His argument was this: "If you had ever heard the Father's voice; if you had ever known his call; if you had ever imagined him, or a God resembling him; if you had cared about his will so that his word was at home in your hearts, you would have recognized me when you saw me—understood that I must come from him, that I must be his messenger, and would have listened to me. Even a slight acquaintance with God, which any true heart must have, would have made you recognize that I came from the God of whom you knew at least something. You would have been capable of knowing me by the light of his word living in you; by the impression you had seen, however vaguely; by the resemblance of my face and voice to those of my father. You would have seen my father in me; you would have known me by the little you knew of him. The family connection would have been alive in you, the holy instinct of the same spirit would have made you recognize your elder brother. That you don’t know me now, as I stand here speaking to you, is because you don’t know your own father, even my father; that throughout your lives you have refused to do his will, so you haven’t heard his voice; that you have closed your eyes to seeing him, and have thought of him only as a supporter of your ambitions. If you had loved my father, you would have known his son." And I think he might have added, "If you had even loved your neighbor, you would have known me, the neighbor to the deepest and best in you." If the Lord were to appear today in England as he did once in Palestine, he would not come with the halo of artists or with the cold glow of delicate beauty, the sweet weakness in which they helplessly portray him. He probably wouldn’t come as a carpenter, mason, or gardener either. He would come in a form and condition that might have a relation to present England, Scotland, and Ireland like the connection he had to the diverse Judea, Samaria, and Galilee. If he came like that, in a completely unexpected form, who would recognize and welcome him? The idea isn’t absurd. He is never far from us—if the old story is indeed more than just the best and strongest fable in the world. He could appear at any moment: who, I ask, would be the first to welcome him? Now, as then, it would likely be those with childlike hearts, the truest, the least selfish. They wouldn’t be the highest in the estimation of any church because the childlike aren’t yet the majority. It might not even be those who knew the most about the previous visit of the Master and had pondered every word of the Greek Testament. The first to shout, "It is the Lord!" would be neither a "good churchman" nor a "good dissenter." It wouldn’t be anyone with so little of the mind of Christ that they thought he cared about trivial external matters. It wouldn’t be the person clinging to the mooring ring of the literal interpretation, stuck on the quay of what they call theology, who, from a decaying deck, criticizes those who go down to the sea in ships—allowing the wind of the spirit to blow however it wants, but never letting it carry him out into the wonders of the deep. It wouldn’t be he who obeys a command without caring to understand the reason behind it; not he who, from a deep lack of soul, cannot grasp the meaning and will of the Master, and so fails to fulfill the letter of his word, making it ineffective. It would certainly be those who were most like the Master—those, in short, who did the will of their father and his father, who built their house on the rock by hearing and doing his sayings. But are there any who are enough like him to recognize him immediately by the sound of his voice, by the look of his face? Many would quickly be deceived by a false Christ shaped according to their preferences and would instantly reject the Lord as a mere impostor. One thing is certain: those who first recognized him would be the ones who loved righteousness most and hated iniquity.
But I would not forget that there are many in whom foolish forms cover a live heart, warm toward everything human and divine; for the worst-fitting and ugliest robe may hide the loveliest form. Every covering is not a clothing. The grass clothes the fields; the glory surpassing Solomon's clothes the grass; but the traditions of the worthiest elders will not clothe any soul—how much less the traditions of the unworthy! Its true clothing must grow out of the live soul itself. Some naked souls need but the sight of truth to rush to it, as Dante says, like a wild beast to his den; others, heavily clad in the garments the scribes have left behind them, and fearful of rending that which is fit only to be trodden underfoot, right cautiously approach the truth, go round and round it like a shy horse that fears a hidden enemy. But let each be true after the fashion possible to him, and he shall have the Master's praise.
But I wouldn’t forget that many people seem foolish on the outside but have a warm heart for everything human and divine; after all, the worst-fitting and ugliest outfit can cover the most beautiful form. Not everything that covers is clothing. Grass covers the fields; the glory greater than Solomon's covers the grass; but the traditions of the best elders can’t clothe any soul—especially not the traditions of the unworthy! True clothing must come from the living soul itself. Some bare souls just need to see the truth and will rush to it, like Dante says, like a wild beast to its den; others, heavily wrapped in the garments left behind by the scribes and afraid to tear what should be trampled underfoot, approach the truth very cautiously, going around and around it like a shy horse afraid of a hidden threat. But let everyone be true in the way they can, and they will earn the Master’s praise.
If the Lord were to appear, the many who take the common presentation of thing or person for the thing or person, could never recognize the new vision as another form of the old: the Master has been so misrepresented by such as have claimed to present him, and especially in the one eternal fact of facts—the relation between him and his father—that it is impossible they should see any likeness. For my part, I would believe in no God rather than in such a God as is generally offered for believing in. How far those may be to blame who, righteously disgusted, cast the idea from them, nor make inquiry whether something in it may not be true, though most must be false, neither grant it any claim to investigation on the chance that some that call themselves his prophets may have taken spiritual bribes
If the Lord were to show up, many people who think the usual way of seeing things is the only way could never recognize the new view as just another version of the old. The Master has been so misrepresented by those who claim to share his message, especially regarding the one ultimate truth—the relationship between him and his father—that it’s impossible for them to see any similarity. Personally, I’d rather not believe in any God than in the kind of God that’s typically put forward. It's unfortunate that those who are rightfully disgusted dismiss the idea entirely and don’t bother to investigate whether there might be some truth in it, even if most of it is false, nor do they consider it worthy of inquiry just because some people who call themselves his prophets may have been spiritually corrupt.
To mingle beauty with infirmities,
And pure perfection with impure defeature—
To blend beauty with flaws,
And true perfection with imperfect traits—
how far those may be to blame, it is not my work to inquire. Some would grasp with gladness the hope that such chance might be proved a fact; others would not care to discern upon the palimpsest, covered but not obliterated, a credible tale of a perfect man revealing a perfect God: they are not true enough to desire that to be fact which would immediately demand the modelling of their lives upon a perfect idea, and the founding of their every hope upon the same.
how far those may be to blame, it is not my job to find out. Some would eagerly hold on to the hope that such a chance could be proven true; others wouldn't want to see on the surface, which is obscured but not erased, a believable story of a perfect man showing a perfect God: they aren't genuine enough to wish for something to be true that would immediately require them to shape their lives around a perfect ideal, and base all their hopes on the same.
But we all, beholding the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image.
But we all, looking at the glory of the Lord, are transformed into the same image.
THE MIRRORS OF THE LORD.
But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the spirit of the Lord.—II. Corinthians iii. 18.
But we all, with unveiled faces reflecting the glory of the Lord, are transformed into His image from one degree of glory to another, just as it is by the Spirit of the Lord. —II. Corinthians iii. 18.
We may see from this passage how the apostle Paul received the Lord, and how he understands his life to be the light of men, and so their life also.
We can see from this passage how the apostle Paul encountered the Lord, and how he perceives his life as the light for people, and therefore their life as well.
Of all writers I know, Paul seems to me the most plainly, the most determinedly practical in his writing. What has been called his mysticism is at one time the exercise of a power of seeing, as by spiritual refraction, truths that had not, perhaps have not yet, risen above the human horizon; at another, the result of a wide-eyed habit of noting the analogies and correspondences between the concentric regions of creation; it is the working of a poetic imagination divinely alive, whose part is to foresee and welcome approaching truth; to discover the same principle in things that look unlike; to embody things discovered, in forms and symbols heretofore unused, and so present to other minds the deeper truths to which those forms and symbols owe their being.
Of all the writers I know, Paul strikes me as the most straightforward and purposefully practical in his writing. What some call his mysticism is, at times, an ability to see, almost as if through a spiritual lens, truths that haven't, or perhaps still haven't, come into full view; at other times, it reflects an open-eyed habit of recognizing the similarities and connections between different areas of existence. It’s the work of a poetic imagination that’s vibrantly alive, aiming to foresee and embrace emerging truths; to find the same principle in things that seem different; to express what’s discovered in new forms and symbols, and thereby reveal to others the deeper truths that those forms and symbols represent.
I find in Paul's writing the same artistic fault, with the same resulting difficulty, that I find in Shakspere's—a fault that, in each case, springs from the admirable fact that the man is much more than the artist—the fault of trying to say too much at once, of pouring out stintless the plethora of a soul swelling with life and its thought, through the too narrow neck of human utterance. Thence it comes that we are at times bewildered between two or more meanings, equally good in themselves, but perplexing as to the right deduction, as to the line of the thinker's reasoning. The uncertainty, however, lies always in the intellectual region, never in the practical. What Paul cares about is plain enough to the true heart, however far from plain to the man whose desire to understand goes ahead of his obedience, who starts with the notion that Paul's design was to teach a system, to explain instead of help to see God, a God that can be revealed only to childlike insight, never to keenest intellect. The energy of the apostle, like that of his master, went forth to rouse men to seek the kingdom of God over them, his righteousness in them; to dismiss the lust of possession and passing pleasure; to look upon the glory of the God and Father, and turn to him from all that he hates; to recognize the brotherhood of men, and the hideousness of what is unfair, unloving, and self-exalting. His design was not to teach any plan of salvation other than obedience to the Lord of Life. He knew nothing of the so-called Christian systems that change the glory of the perfect God into the likeness of the low intellects and dull consciences of men—a worse corruption than the representing of him in human shape. What kind of soul is it that would not choose the Apollo of light, the high-walking Hyperion, to the notion of the dull, self-cherishing monarch, the law-dispensing magistrate, or the cruel martinet, generated in the pagan arrogance of Rome, and accepted by the world in the church as the portrait of its God! Jesus Christ is the only likeness of the living Father.
I see the same artistic flaw in Paul’s writing that I find in Shakespeare’s—a flaw that comes from the impressive fact that the person is much greater than the artist. It’s the mistake of trying to express too much at once, of overflowing with the abundance of a soul bursting with life and thought through the narrow channel of human expression. As a result, we often find ourselves confused between two or more equally valid meanings, but it’s challenging to determine the right interpretation or the logic behind the thinker’s reasoning. However, this uncertainty always exists in the intellectual realm, never in practical matters. What Paul cares about is clear enough to a sincere heart, no matter how obscure it seems to someone whose desire to understand surpasses their willingness to obey—someone who assumes that Paul’s purpose was to teach a system, to explain rather than help people see God, a God that can only be revealed to those with childlike insight, not the sharpest intellect. The apostle's passion, like that of his master, aimed to inspire people to seek the kingdom of God above them and His righteousness within them; to let go of the desire for possession and fleeting pleasure; to behold the glory of God the Father and turn away from everything He detests; to recognize the brotherhood of humanity and the ugliness of what is unfair, unloving, and self-serving. His goal was not to teach any plan of salvation other than obedience to the Lord of Life. He knew nothing of the so-called Christian systems that distort the glory of the perfect God into the image of the lowly intellects and dull consciences of men—a worse corruption than depicting Him in human form. What kind of soul would choose the dull, self-serving ruler, the law-giving magistrate, or the cruel drill sergeant, birthed in the pagan arrogance of Rome, over the image of the brilliant Apollo, the noble Hyperion? Jesus Christ is the only true likeness of the living Father.
Let us see then what Paul teaches us in this passage about the life which is the light of men. It is his form of bringing to bear upon men the truth announced by John.
Let’s see what Paul teaches us in this passage about the life that is the light for humanity. It’s his way of applying the truth revealed by John.
When Moses came out from speaking with God, his face was radiant; its shining was a wonder to the people, and a power upon them. But the radiance began at once to diminish and die away, as was natural, for it was not indigenous in Moses. Therefore Moses put a veil upon his face that they might not see it fade. As to whether this was right or wise, opinion may differ: it is not my business to discuss the question. When he went again into the tabernacle, he took off his veil, talked with God with open face, and again put on the veil when he came out. Paul says that the veil which obscured the face of Moses lies now upon the hearts of the Jews, so that they cannot understand him, but that when they turn to the Lord, go into the tabernacle with Moses, the veil shall be taken away, and they shall see God. Then will they understand that the glory is indeed faded upon the face of Moses, but by reason of the glory that excelleth, the glory of Jesus that overshines it. Here, after all, I can hardly help asking—Would not Moses have done better to let them see that the glory of their leader was altogether dependent on the glory within the veil, whither they were not worthy to enter? Did that veil hide Moses's face only? Did he not, however unintentionally, lay it on their hearts? Did it not cling there, and help to hide God from them, so that they could not perceive that the greater than Moses was come, and stormed at the idea that the glory of their prophet must yield? Might not the absence of that veil from his face have left them a little more able to realize that his glory was a glory that must pass, a glory whose glory was that it prepared the way for a glory that must extinguish it? Moses had put the veil for ever from his face, but they clutched it to their hearts, and it blinded them—admirable symbol of the wilful blindness of old Mosaist or modern Wesleyan, admitting no light that his Moses or his Wesley did not see, and thus losing what of the light he saw and reflected.
When Moses came out from talking with God, his face was radiant; its brightness amazed the people and had an impact on them. But the glow quickly started to fade, which was natural since it wasn’t a permanent state for Moses. So, Moses put a veil over his face so they wouldn’t see it disappear. As for whether this was the right or wise thing to do, opinions might vary: that's not something I'm here to debate. When he went back into the tabernacle, he took off his veil, spoke with God with his face uncovered, and put the veil back on when he came out. Paul says that the veil that hid Moses’s face now rests on the hearts of the Jewish people, preventing them from understanding him; but when they turn to the Lord and enter the tabernacle with Moses, the veil will be lifted, and they will see God. Then they will realize that the glory on Moses’s face has indeed faded, but it's overshadowed by the greater glory, the glory of Jesus. Here, I can’t help but wonder—Wouldn't it have been better for Moses to let them see that his glory fully depended on the glory behind the veil, which they were not worthy to enter? Did that veil only cover Moses's face? Did it not, even unintentionally, cover their hearts too? Did it not cling to them and contribute to hiding God from them, so they couldn't see that someone greater than Moses had arrived, and resisted the thought that their prophet's glory needed to give way? Might it not have helped them realize that his glory was temporary, a glory meant to prepare the way for a glory that would surpass it? Moses kept the veil off his face, but they held on to it tightly in their hearts, and it blinded them—a striking symbol of the deliberate blindness of both ancient followers of Moses and modern Wesleyans, refusing to accept any light that their Moses or Wesley did not see, thus losing the light they did see and reflect.
Paul says that the sight of the Lord will take that veil from their hearts. His light will burn it away. His presence gives liberty. Where he is, there is no more heaviness, no more bondage, no more wilderness or Mount Sinai. The Son makes free with sonship.
Paul says that seeing the Lord will remove that veil from their hearts. His light will burn it away. His presence brings freedom. Where He is, there is no more heaviness, no more bondage, no more wilderness or Mount Sinai. The Son sets us free through sonship.
And now comes the passage whose import I desire to make more clear:
And now comes the part that I want to clarify:
'But we all,' having this presence and this liberty, 'with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image,' that of the Lord, 'from glory to glory, even as of the Lord, the spirit.'
'But we all,' with this presence and freedom, 'with unveiled faces reflecting like a mirror the glory of the Lord, are transformed into the same image,' that of the Lord, 'from glory to glory, just as from the Lord, the Spirit.'
'We need no Moses, no earthly mediator, to come between us and the light, and bring out for us a little of the glory. We go into the presence of the Son revealing the Father—into the presence of the Light of men. Our mediator is the Lord himself, the spirit of light, a mediator not sent by us to God to bring back his will, but come from God to bring us himself. We enter, like Moses, into the presence of the visible, radiant God—only how much more visible, more radiant! As Moses stood with uncovered face receiving the glory of God full upon it, so with open, with uncovered face, full in the light of the glory of God, in the place of his presence, stand we—you and I, Corinthians. It is no reflected light we see, but the glory of God shining in, shining out of, shining in and from the face of Christ, the glory of the Father, one with the Son. Israel saw but the fading reflection of the glory of God on the face of Moses; we see the glory itself in the face of Jesus.'
'We don’t need Moses or any earthly mediator to stand between us and the light, revealing a little of the glory. We approach the Son who reveals the Father—entering the presence of the Light of humanity. Our mediator is the Lord himself, the spirit of light, not someone we send to God to fetch his will, but someone who comes from God to bring us to himself. We enter, like Moses, into the presence of the visible, radiant God—only so much more visible and more radiant! Just as Moses stood with an unveiled face receiving the glory of God fully upon it, we stand openly, with unveiled faces, filled with the light of the glory of God, in his presence—you and I, Corinthians. We don’t see a reflected light; we see the glory of God shining in, shining out of, shining in and from the face of Christ, the glory of the Father, united with the Son. Israel saw only the fading reflection of God’s glory on Moses' face; we see the glory itself in the face of Jesus.'
But in what follows, it seems to me that the revised version misses the meaning almost as much as the authorized, when, instead of 'beholding as in a glass,' it gives 'reflecting as a mirror.' The former is wrong; the latter is far from right. The idea, with the figure, is that of a poet, not a man of science. The poet deals with the outer show of things, which outer show is infinitely deeper in its relation to truth, as well as more practically useful, than the analysis of the man of science. Paul never thought of the mirror as reflecting, as throwing back the rays of light from its surface; he thought of it as receiving, taking into itself, the things presented to it—here, as filling its bosom with the glory it looks upon. When I see the face of my friend in a mirror, the mirror seems to hold it in itself, to surround the visage with its liquid embrace. The countenance is there—down there in the depth of the mirror. True, it shines radiant out of it, but it is not the shining out of it that Paul has in his thought; it is the fact—the visual fact, which, according to Wordsworth, the poet always seizes—of the mirror holding in it the face.
But in what follows, it seems to me that the revised version misses the meaning almost as much as the authorized text does. Instead of saying 'beholding as in a glass,' it gives 'reflecting as a mirror.' The former is wrong; the latter is far from right. The idea, with the figure, is that of a poet, not a scientist. The poet engages with the outer appearance of things, which is infinitely deeper in its connection to truth and more practically useful than a scientist's analysis. Paul never viewed the mirror as reflecting or bouncing back rays of light from its surface; he saw it as receiving, taking in the things presented to it—here, as filling its bosom with the glory it looks upon. When I see my friend's face in a mirror, the mirror seems to hold it within itself, to surround the face with its liquid embrace. The face is there—down there in the depth of the mirror. True, it shines brilliantly from it, but it is not the shining out of it that Paul has in mind; it is the fact—the visual fact, which, according to Wordsworth, the poet always captures—of the mirror holding the face within it.
That this is the way poet or prophet—Paul was both—would think of the thing, especially in the age of the apostle, I shall be able to make appear even more probable by directing your notice to the following passage from Dante—whose time, though so much farther from that of the apostle than our time from Dante's, was in many respects much liker Paul's than ours.
That this is how a poet or prophet—Paul was both—would consider the issue, especially during the apostle's time, I can show you is even more likely by pointing out the following passage from Dante—whose era, although much farther removed from the apostle's than our era is from Dante's, was in many ways more similar to Paul's than ours is.
The passage is this:—Dell' Inferno: Canto xxiii. 25-27:
The passage is this:—Dell' Inferno: Canto xxiii. 25-27:
E quei: 'S'io fossi d'impiombato vetro,
L'immagine di fuor tua non trarrei
Piu tosto a me, che quella dentro impetro.'
E quei: 'If I were made of solid glass,
I wouldn't draw your image out here
More willingly than the one I hold inside.'
Here Virgil, with reference to the power he had of reading the thoughts of his companion, says to Dante:
Here Virgil, referring to his ability to read the thoughts of his companion, says to Dante:
'If I were of leaded glass,'—meaning, 'If I were glass covered at the back with lead, so that I was a mirror,'—'I should not draw thy outward image to me more readily than I gain thy inner one;'—meaning, 'than now I know your thoughts.'
'If I were made of leaded glass,'—meaning, 'If I were glass with a lead backing, so that I was a mirror,'—'I wouldn't reflect your outward image to me any more easily than I understand your inner self;'—meaning, 'than I know your thoughts right now.'
It seems, then, to me, that the true simple word to represent the Greek, and the most literal as well by which to translate it, is the verb mirror—when the sentence, so far, would run thus: 'But we all, with unveiled face, mirroring the glory of the Lord,—.'
It seems to me that the simplest and most literal word to represent the Greek is the verb mirror—making the sentence so far read: 'But we all, with unveiled face, mirroring the glory of the Lord,—.'
I must now go on to unfold the idea at work in the heart of the apostle. For the mere correctness of a translation is nothing, except it bring us something deeper, or at least some fresher insight: with him who cares for the words apart from what the writer meant them to convey, I have nothing to do: he must cease to 'pass for a man' and begin to be a man indeed, on the way to be a live soul, before I can desire his intercourse. The prophet-apostle seems to me, then, to say, 'We all, with clear vision of the Lord, mirroring in our hearts his glory, even as a mirror would take into itself his face, are thereby changed into his likeness, his glory working our glory, by the present power, in our inmost being, of the Lord, the spirit.' Our mirroring of Christ, then, is one with the presence of his spirit in us. The idea, you see, is not the reflection, the radiating of the light of Christ on others, though that were a figure lawful enough; but the taking into, and having in us, him working to the changing of us.
I must now go on to express the idea at work in the heart of the apostle. The accuracy of a translation means nothing if it doesn't offer us something deeper or at least some new insight. I have no interest in those who focus solely on the words without understanding what the writer intended; they need to stop pretending to be human and truly become one, on the path to being a living soul, before I can want their company. The prophet-apostle seems to be saying, 'We all, with clear vision of the Lord, reflecting his glory in our hearts, just like a mirror reflects his face, are transformed into his likeness, his glory shaping our glory, through the current power of the Lord, the spirit, within us.' Our reflection of Christ, then, is tied to the presence of his spirit in us. The idea, you see, isn't just about reflecting the light of Christ onto others, even though that's a pretty valid image; rather, it’s about taking him in and having him work within us to transform us.
That the thing signified transcends the sign, outreaches the figure, is no discovery; the thing figured always belongs to a higher stratum, to which the simile serves but as a ladder; when the climber has reached it, 'he then unto the ladder turns his back.' It is but according to the law of symbol, that the thing symbolized by the mirror should have properties far beyond those of leaded glass or polished metal, seeing it is a live soul understanding that which it takes into its deeps—holding it, and conscious of what it holds. It mirrors by its will to hold in its mirror. Unlike its symbol, it can hold not merely the outward visual resemblance, but the inward likeness of the person revealed by it; it is open to the influences of that which it embraces, and is capable of active co-operation with them: the mirror and the thing mirrored are of one origin and nature, and in closest relation to each other. Paul's idea is, that when we take into our understanding, our heart, our conscience, our being, the glory of God, namely Jesus Christ as he shows himself to our eyes, our hearts, our consciences, he works upon us, and will keep working, till we are changed to the very likeness we have thus mirrored in us; for with his likeness he comes himself, and dwells in us. He will work until the same likeness is wrought out and perfected in us, the image, namely, of the humanity of God, in which image we were made at first, but which could never be developed in us except by the indwelling of the perfect likeness. By the power of Christ thus received and at home in us, we are changed—the glory in him becoming glory in us, his glory changing us to glory.
That the thing being represented goes beyond the sign and exceeds the figure is not a new idea; what is represented always belongs to a higher level, which the simile acts like a ladder to reach; once the climber gets there, 'he then turns his back on the ladder.' It follows the law of symbols that the thing symbolized by the mirror should have qualities far beyond those of leaded glass or polished metal, since it is a living soul that understands what it takes into its depths—holding it and being aware of what it holds. It reflects by its intention to hold in its mirror. Unlike its symbol, it can capture not just the outward visual likeness, but the inner essence of the person it reveals; it is receptive to the influences of what it embraces and can actively work with them: the mirror and what it reflects share the same origin and nature and are closely connected. Paul's idea is that when we take into our understanding, our hearts, our consciences, our very being, the glory of God, specifically Jesus Christ as he presents himself to our eyes, hearts, and consciences, he works on us and continues to do so until we are transformed to reflect the very likeness we have thus mirrored within us; for with his likeness, he comes and dwells in us. He will continue to work until the same likeness is fully developed and perfected in us, namely, the image of God's humanity, in which we were originally created, but which could never be fully realized in us apart from the indwelling of the perfect likeness. Through the power of Christ received and residing within us, we are transformed—his glory becoming our glory, changing us to glory.
But we must beware of receiving this or any symbol after the flesh, beware of interpreting it in any fashion that partakes of the character of the mere physical, psychical, or spirituo-mechanical. The symbol deals with things far beyond the deepest region whence symbols can be drawn. The indwelling of Jesus in the soul of man, who shall declare! But let us note this, that the dwelling of Jesus in us is the power of the spirit of God upon us; for 'the Lord is that spirit,' and that Lord dwelling in us, we are changed 'even as from the Lord the spirit.' When we think Christ, Christ comes; when we receive his image into our spiritual mirror, he enters with it. Our thought is not cut off from his. Our open receiving thought is his door to come in. When our hearts turn to him, that is opening the door to him, that is holding up our mirror to him; then he comes in, not by our thought only, not in our idea only, but he comes himself, and of his own will—comes in as we could not take him, but as he can come and we receive him—enabled to receive by his very coming the one welcome guest of the whole universe. Thus the Lord, the spirit, becomes the soul of our souls, becomes spiritually what he always was creatively; and as our spirit informs, gives shape to our bodies, in like manner his soul informs, gives shape to our souls. In this there is nothing unnatural, nothing at conflict with our being. It is but that the deeper soul that willed and wills our souls, rises up, the infinite Life, into the Self we call I and me, but which lives immediately from him, and is his very own property and nature—unspeakably more his than ours: this deeper creative soul, working on and with his creation upon higher levels, makes the I and me more and more his, and himself more and more ours; until at length the glory of our existence flashes upon us, we face full to the sun that enlightens what it sent forth, and know ourselves alive with an infinite life, even the life of the Father; know that our existence is not the moonlight of a mere consciousness of being, but the sun-glory of a life justified by having become one with its origin, thinking and feeling with the primal Sun of life, from whom it was dropped away that it might know and bethink itself, and return to circle for ever in exultant harmony around him. Then indeed we are; then indeed we have life; the life of Jesus has, through light, become life in us; the glory of God in the face of Jesus, mirrored in our hearts, has made us alive; we are one with God for ever and ever.
But we need to be careful not to take this or any symbol literally, and we should avoid interpreting it in a way that only focuses on the physical, psychological, or mechanical aspects. The symbol relates to things that go way beyond where symbols usually come from. Who can truly express the presence of Jesus in a person's soul? But let's pay attention to this: the presence of Jesus in us is the power of God's spirit working in us; for 'the Lord is that spirit,' and when that Lord is within us, we are transformed 'just as from the Lord the spirit.' When we think of Christ, he comes; when we reflect his image in our spiritual minds, he enters with it. Our thoughts are always linked to his. Our open and receptive minds act as the door for him to come in. When our hearts turn to him, that opens the door to him; that is like holding up our mirror to him; then he comes in—not just through our thoughts or ideas, but he comes himself, willingly—arriving in a way we couldn’t imagine, but as he knows how to come, and we are able to receive him—enabled to accept him by his very coming, the one welcome guest of the entire universe. In this way, the Lord, the spirit, becomes the essence of our souls, spiritually becoming what he has always been creatively; and just as our spirit shapes our bodies, in the same way, his soul shapes our souls. There’s nothing unnatural about this, nothing that conflicts with our being. It’s simply that the deeper soul that desired and desires our souls rises up, the infinite Life, into the self we refer to as I and me, which lives directly from him and is his very own essence—far more his than ours: this deeper creative soul, working with his creation on higher levels, makes the I and me increasingly his, and himself increasingly ours; until, eventually, the glory of our existence becomes clear to us, we turn toward the sun that enlightens what it has sent forth, and recognize ourselves as alive with an infinite life, even the life of the Father; realizing that our existence is not just the moonlight of mere consciousness, but the sun-glory of a life validated by becoming one with its source, thinking and feeling with the primal Sun of life, from which it was separated to understand and reflect, and return to orbit forever in joyful harmony around him. Then indeed we are; then we truly have life; the life of Jesus has, through light, become life within us; the glory of God in the face of Jesus, reflected in our hearts, has brought us to life; we are one with God forever and ever.
What less than such a splendour of hope would be worthy the revelation of Jesus? Filled with the soul of their Father, men shall inherit the glory of their Father; filled with themselves, they cast him out, and rot. The company of the Lord, soul to soul, is that which saves with life, his life of God-devotion, the souls of his brethren. No other saving can save them. They must receive the Son, and through the Son the Father. What it cost the Son to get so near to us that we could say Come in, is the story of his life. He stands at the door and knocks, and when we open to him he comes in, and dwells with us, and we are transformed to the same image of truth and purity and heavenly childhood. Where power dwells, there is no force; where the spirit-Lord is, there is liberty. The Lord Jesus, by free, potent communion with their inmost being, will change his obedient brethren till in every thought and impulse they are good like him, unselfish, neighbourly, brotherly like him, loving the Father perfectly like him, ready to die for the truth like him, caring like him for nothing in the universe but the will of God, which is love, harmony, liberty, beauty, and joy.
What less than such a magnificent hope would be worthy of revealing Jesus? Filled with the essence of their Father, people will inherit their Father's glory; filled with themselves, they cast him out and decay. The bond with the Lord, soul to soul, is what brings life, his life of devotion to God, to the souls of his siblings. No other salvation can save them. They must accept the Son, and through the Son, the Father. What it cost the Son to come so close to us that we could say Come in, is the story of his life. He stands at the door and knocks, and when we open to him, he comes in, dwells with us, and we are transformed into the same image of truth, purity, and heavenly innocence. Where there is power, there is no force; where the Spirit-Lord is, there is freedom. The Lord Jesus, through free, powerful connection with their innermost being, will change his obedient siblings until in every thought and impulse they are good like him, unselfish, neighborly, brotherly like him, loving the Father perfectly like him, ready to die for the truth like him, caring like him for nothing in the universe but the will of God, which is love, harmony, freedom, beauty, and joy.
I do not know if we may call this having life in ourselves; but it is the waking up, the perfecting in us of the divine life inherited from our Father in heaven, who made us in his own image, whose nature remains in us, and makes it the deepest reproach to a man that he has neither heard his voice at any time, nor seen his shape. He who would thus live must, as a mirror draws into its bosom an outward glory, receive into his 'heart of heart' the inward glory of Jesus Christ, the Truth.
I’m not sure if we can say this is having life within us, but it's the awakening, the development of the divine life that we’ve inherited from our Father in heaven, who created us in His own image. His nature remains within us, and it’s the greatest shame for someone that they have neither heard His voice nor seen His form. Whoever wants to live this way must, like a mirror reflecting external beauty, take into their 'heart of hearts' the internal glory of Jesus Christ, the Truth.
THE TRUTH.
I am the truth.—John xiv. 6
I am the way.—John 14:6
When the man of the five senses talks of truth, he regards it but as a predicate of something historical or scientific proved a fact; or, if he allows that, for aught he knows, there may be higher truth, yet, as he cannot obtain proof of it from without, he acts as if under no conceivable obligation to seek any other satisfaction concerning it. Whatever appeal be made to the highest region of his nature, such a one behaves as if it were the part of a wise man to pay it no heed, because it does not come within the scope of the lower powers of that nature. According to the word of the man, however, truth means more than fact, more than relation of facts or persons, more than loftiest abstraction of metaphysical entity—means being and life, will and action; for he says, 'I am the truth.'
When a person focused solely on the five senses talks about truth, they see it only as a description of something that is historically or scientifically proven. Even if they acknowledge that there might be a higher truth beyond what they can grasp, they act as if there's no real obligation to search for any other understanding since they can't prove it externally. No matter what higher call is made to their inner nature, such a person acts like ignoring it is the wise choice because it doesn’t fit within the limits of their basic nature. According to the true person, though, truth means more than just facts, more than the relationship between facts or people, and beyond the highest concept of a metaphysical being—it encompasses existence and life, will and action; because they say, 'I am the truth.'
I desire to help those whom I may to understand more of what is meant by the truth, not for the sake of definition, or logical discrimination, but that, when they hear the word from the mouth of the Lord, the right idea may rise in their minds; that the word may neither be to them a void sound, nor call up either a vague or false notion of what he meant by it. If he says, 'I am the truth,' it must, to say the least, be well to know what he means by the word with whose idea he identifies himself. And at once we may premise that he can mean nothing merely intellectual, such as may be set forth and left there; he means something vital, so vital that the whole of its necessary relations are subject to it, so vital that it includes everything else which, in any lower plane, may go or have gone by the same name. Let us endeavour to arrive at his meaning by a gently ascending stair.
I want to help those I can understand more about what is meant by the truth, not just for the sake of definition or clear distinction, but so that when they hear the word from the mouth of the Lord, the right idea can come to their minds; so that the word isn't just an empty sound to them or doesn't evoke a vague or incorrect idea of what he meant by it. If he says, 'I am the truth,' it’s important to understand what he means by the word with which he identifies himself. We can begin by acknowledging that he doesn't mean something purely intellectual, something that can be stated and then left alone; he means something essential, so essential that everything that relates to it depends on it, so essential that it encompasses everything else that may have once carried the same name on a lower level. Let's try to grasp his meaning by taking a gradual approach.
A thing being so, the word that says it is so, is the truth. But the fact may be of no value in itself, and our knowledge of it of no value either. Of most facts it may be said that the truth concerning them is of no consequence. For instance, it cannot be in itself important whether on a certain morning I took one side of the street or the other. It may be of importance to some one to know which I took, but in itself it is of none. It would therefore be felt unfit if I said, 'It is a truth that I walked on the sunny side.' The correct word would be a fact, not a truth. If the question arose whether a statement concerning the thing were correct, we should still be in the region of fact or no fact; but when we come to ask whether the statement was true or false, then we are concerned with the matter as the assertion of a human being, and ascend to another plane of things. It may be of no consequence which side I was upon, or it may be of consequence to some one to know which, but it is of vital importance to the witness and to any who love him, whether or not he believes the statement he makes—whether the man himself is true or false. Concerning the thing it can be but a question of fact; it remains a question of fact even whether the man has or has not spoken the truth; but concerning the man it is a question of truth: he is either a pure soul, so far as this thing witnesses, or a false soul, capable and guilty of a lie. In this relation it is of no consequence whether the man spoke the fact or not; if he meant to speak the fact, he remains a true man.
If something is the case, then the statement that says it is the case is the truth. However, the fact itself may have no value, and our understanding of it may be worthless too. For many facts, the truth about them doesn’t really matter. For example, whether I walked on one side of the street or the other on a particular morning isn’t inherently important. It may matter to someone whether I walked one way or the other, but by itself, it doesn’t. It would be inappropriate for me to say, 'It is a truth that I walked on the sunny side.' The correct term would be a fact, not a truth. If a question comes up about whether a statement regarding the situation is accurate, we're still dealing with facts. But when we question whether the statement is true or false, we are dealing with the declaration of a person and moving to a different level of understanding. It may not matter which side I was on, or it might be important for some to know which, but it is crucial for the witness and anyone who cares about him to know whether he believes the statement he makes—whether he himself is true or false. In relation to the situation, it’s simply a matter of fact; it remains a question of fact whether he has spoken the truth or not; but regarding the person, it's about truth: he is either a genuine soul, as far as this matter reveals, or a false soul, capable of lying. In this context, it doesn’t matter whether the person stated the fact; if he intended to convey the fact, he is still a true person.
Here I would anticipate so far as to say that there are truths as well as facts, and lies against truths as well as against facts. When the Pharisees said Corban, they lied against the truth that a man must honour his father and mother.
Here I would go so far as to say that there are truths as well as facts, and lies against truths as well as against facts. When the Pharisees said Corban, they lied against the truth that a man must honor his father and mother.
Let us go up now from the region of facts that seem casual, to those facts that are invariable, by us unchangeable, which therefore involve what we call law. It will be seen at once that the fact here is of more dignity, and the truth or falsehood of a statement in this region of more consequence in itself. It is a small matter whether the water in my jug was frozen on such a morning; but it is a fact of great importance that at thirty-two degrees of Fahrenheit water always freezes. We rise a step here in the nature of the facts concerned: are we come therefore into the region of truths? Is it a truth that water freezes at thirty-two degrees? I think not. There is no principle, open to us, involved in the changeless fact. The principle that lies at the root of it in the mind of God must be a truth, but to the human mind the fact is as yet only a fact. The word truth ought to be kept for higher things. There are those that think such facts the highest that can be known; they put therefore the highest word they know to the highest thing they know, and call the facts of nature truths; but to me it seems that, however high you come in your generalization, however wide you make your law—-including, for instance, all solidity under the law of freezing—you have not risen higher than the statement that such and such is an invariable fact. Call it a law if you will—a law of nature if you choose—that it always is so, but not a truth. It cannot be to us a truth until we descry the reason of its existence, its relation to mind and intent, yea to self-existence. Tell us why it must be so, and you state a truth. When we come to see that a law is such, because it is the embodiment of a certain eternal thought, beheld by us in it, a fact of the being of God, the facts of which alone are truths, then indeed it will be to us, not a law merely, but an embodied truth. A law of God's nature is a way he would have us think of him; it is a necessary truth of all being. When a law of Nature makes us see this; when we say, I understand that law; I see why it ought to be; it is just like God; then it rises, not to the dignity of a truth in itself, but to the truth of its own nature—namely, a revelation of character, nature, and will in God. It is a picture of something in God, a word that tells a fact about God, and is therefore far nearer being called a truth than anything below it. As a simple illustration: What notion should we have of the unchanging and unchangeable, without the solidity of matter? If, such as we are, we had nothing solid about us, where would be our thinking about God and truth and law?
Let's move from the realm of casual facts to those unchanging facts, which we can't alter, and which we relate to what we call law. It's clear that the fact here holds more significance, and whether a statement is true or false in this realm is more consequential. It's minor whether the water in my jug was frozen on a specific morning; however, it's crucial that water always freezes at thirty-two degrees Fahrenheit. We're stepping up in the nature of the facts involved: have we now entered the realm of truths? Is it true that water freezes at thirty-two degrees? I don't think so. There is no principle accessible to us that underlies this unchanging fact. The principle behind it, in the mind of God, must be a truth, but to the human mind, it's just a fact for now. The term truth should be reserved for greater concepts. Some believe such facts are the highest knowledge; they thus assign their highest term to their most significant understanding and label the facts of nature as truths. However, it seems to me that no matter how high you get in your generalizations or how broadly you define your law—like including all solidity in the freezing law—you haven't transcended the claim that it’s simply an unchanging fact. Call it a law if you want—a law of nature if you prefer—that it always is so, but it isn't a truth. It can’t be a truth for us until we uncover the reason for its existence, its connection to intellect and purpose, even to self-existence. Tell us why it must be so, and then you're stating a truth. Once we recognize that a law is such because it embodies a certain eternal thought, witnessed by us within it, an aspect of God's being—of which only the facts are truths—then it transforms, not just into a law, but into an embodied truth. A law of God's nature is a way for us to think about Him; it's a necessary truth about all existence. When a law of Nature helps us grasp this; when we say, “I understand that law; I see why it should be; it reflects God perfectly,” then it elevates, not to the status of a truth in itself, but to the truth of its own nature—specifically, a revelation of God’s character, nature, and will. It's a reflection of something within God, a statement that reveals a fact about God, making it much closer to being called a truth than anything below it. As a simple example: What understanding would we have of the unchanging and unchangeable without the solidity of matter? If we had nothing solid around us, how would we conceive of God, truth, and law?
But there is a region perhaps not so high as this from the scientific point of view, where yet the word truth may begin to be rightly applied. I believe that every fact in nature is a revelation of God, is there such as it is because God is such as he is; and I suspect that all its facts impress us so that we learn God unconsciously. True, we cannot think of any one fact thus, except as we find the soul of it—its fact of God; but from the moment when first we come into contact with the world, it is to us a revelation of God, his things seen, by which we come to know the things unseen. How should we imagine what we may of God, without the firmament over our heads, a visible sphere, yet a formless infinitude! What idea could we have of God without the sky? The truth of the sky is what it makes us feel of the God that sent it out to our eyes. If you say the sky could not but be so and such, I grant it—with God at the root of it. There is nothing for us to conceive in its stead—therefore indeed it must be so. In its discovered laws, light seems to me to be such because God is such. Its so-called laws are the waving of his garments, waving so because he is thinking and loving and walking inside them.
But there’s a part of understanding that might not be as lofty from a scientific perspective, where the term truth can start to be applied correctly. I believe that every aspect of nature reveals God; it exists as it does because God is who He is, and I think that all these facts impact us in a way that allows us to learn about God without realizing it. Sure, we can’t understand any single fact in this way unless we uncover its essence—the God aspect of it; but from the moment we interact with the world, it serves as a revelation of God, His visible creations, through which we come to know the invisible. How could we imagine anything about God without the sky above us, a visible dome that still feels like an endless expanse? What notion could we have of God without the sky? The truth of the sky lies in how it makes us feel about the God who created it for our eyes. If you argue that the sky could only be this way, I agree—with God at its foundation. There’s nothing else for us to envision in its place—so indeed, it must be like this. In its discovered principles, I see light as being what it is because God is who He is. The so-called laws of nature are like the flowing of His garments, flowing that way because He is thinking, loving, and moving within them.
We are here in a region far above that commonly claimed for science, open only to the heart of the child and the childlike man and woman—a region in which the poet is among his own things, and to which he has often to go to fetch them. For things as they are, not as science deals with them, are the revelation of God to his children. I would not be misunderstood: there is no fact of science not yet incorporated in a law, no law of science that has got beyond the hypothetic and tentative, that has not in it the will of God, and therefore may not reveal God; but neither fact nor law is there for the sake of fact or law; each is but a mean to an end; in the perfected end we find the intent, and there God—not in the laws themselves, save as his means. For that same reason, human science cannot discover God; for human science is but the backward undoing of the tapestry-web of God's science, works with its back to him, and is always leaving him—his intent, that is, his perfected work—behind it, always going farther and farther away from the point where his work culminates in revelation. Doubtless it thus makes some small intellectual approach to him, but at best it can come only to his back; science will never find the face of God; while those who would reach his heart, those who, like Dante, are returning thither where they are, will find also the spring-head of his science. Analysis is well, as death is well; analysis is death, not life. It discovers a little of the way God walks to his ends, but in so doing it forgets and leaves the end itself behind. I do not say the man of science does so, but the very process of his work is such a leaving of God's ends behind. It is a following back of his footsteps, too often without appreciation of the result for which the feet took those steps. To rise from the perfected work is the swifter and loftier ascent. If the man could find out why God worked so, then he would be discovering God; but even then he would not be discovering the best and the deepest of God; for his means cannot be so great as his ends. I must make myself clearer.
We are in a place that's far beyond what science usually covers, accessible only to the hearts of children and those who are childlike—where poets connect with their true essence and often have to journey back to retrieve it. The way things really are, not how science describes them, reveals God to His children. I don’t want to be misunderstood: every scientific fact has been integrated into a law, and every law stems from theories and hypotheses, all reflecting God’s will, and can therefore reveal Him; but neither fact nor law exists just for the sake of being facts or laws; each is merely a means to an end; in that perfected end, we find the intent, and there we find God—not in the laws themselves, except as tools He uses. For this reason, human science cannot discover God; human science simply unravels the tapestry of God’s own science, working with its back turned to Him, continuously leaving behind His intent, that is, His completed work, moving ever further away from the point where His work reaches its ultimate revelation. It certainly makes some small intellectual strides toward Him, but at best, it only approaches from behind; science will never see the face of God. Meanwhile, those who wish to feel His heart, those who, like Dante, are returning to their own place, will also find the source of His science. Analysis is valuable, just like death; analysis is death, not life. It uncovers a bit of the journey God takes toward His purposes, but in doing so, it forgets and leaves behind the end itself. I don’t mean that the scientist does this, but the very nature of his work often leaves God’s ends behind. It retraces His footsteps, too often without understanding the outcome for which those steps were taken. Rising from the completed work offers a quicker and higher ascent. If a person could grasp why God worked in that way, then they would be discovering God; yet, even then, they wouldn’t discover the best and deepest aspects of God, because His means cannot be greater than His ends. I need to clarify my point.
Ask a man of mere science, what is the truth of a flower: he will pull it to pieces, show you its parts, explain how they operate, how they minister each to the life of the flower; he will tell you what changes are wrought in it by scientific cultivation; where it lives originally, where it can live; the effects upon it of another climate; what part the insects bear in its varieties—and doubtless many more facts about it. Ask the poet what is the truth of the flower, and he will answer: 'Why, the flower itself, the perfect flower, and what it cannot help saying to him who has ears to hear it.' The truth of the flower is, not the facts about it, be they correct as ideal science itself, but the shining, glowing, gladdening, patient thing throned on its stalk—the compeller of smile and tear from child and prophet. The man of science laughs at this, because he is only a man of science, and does not know what it means; but the poet and the child care as little for his laughter as the birds of God, as Dante calls the angels, for his treatise on aerostation. The children of God must always be mocked by the children of the world, whether in the church or out of it—children with sharp ears and eyes, but dull hearts. Those that hold love the only good in the world, understand and smile at the world's children, and can do very well without anything they have got to tell them. In the higher state to which their love is leading them, they will speedily outstrip the men of science, for they have that which is at the root of science, that for the revealing of which God's science exists. What shall it profit a man to know all things, and lose the bliss, the consciousness of well-being, which alone can give value to his knowledge?
Ask a scientist what the truth of a flower is, and he’ll dissect it, show you its parts, explain how each one contributes to the life of the flower; he’ll tell you how scientific methods change it, where it originates, where it can thrive, how different climates affect it, what role insects play in its varieties—and probably share many more facts. Ask a poet what the truth of the flower is, and he’ll say: 'The flower itself, the beautiful flower, and what it simply tells those who are willing to listen.' The truth of the flower isn't just the facts about it, no matter how accurate those facts are according to scientific standards; it’s the radiant, vibrant, uplifting thing sitting on its stem—the thing that elicits smiles and tears from both children and wise individuals. The scientist may chuckle at this because he’s just a scientist and doesn’t understand its meaning; but the poet and the child care little for his laughter, just as the angels, whom Dante calls the birds of God, care for his analysis of flight. The children of God will always be mocked by the children of the world, whether in church or outside of it—children with sharp senses but dull hearts. Those who see love as the only true good in the world understand and smile at the world's children and can easily do without anything they have to say. In the higher state love is leading them towards, they will quickly surpass the scientists, as they possess what lies at the core of science—the very essence that God's knowledge aims to reveal. What good is it for someone to know everything if they lose the joy, the sense of well-being, which is the only thing that can give their knowledge real value?
God's science in the flower exists for the existence of the flower in its relation to his children. If we understand, if we are at one with, if we love the flower, we have that for which the science is there, that which alone can equip us for true search into the means and ways by which the divine idea of the flower was wrought out to be presented to us. The idea of God is the flower; his idea is not the botany of the flower. Its botany is but a thing of ways and means—of canvas and colour and brush in relation to the picture in the painter's brain. The mere intellect can never find out that which owes its being to the heart supreme. The relation of the intellect to that which is born of the heart is an unreal except it be a humble one. The idea of God, I repeat, is the flower. He thought it; invented its means; sent it, a gift of himself, to the eyes and hearts of his children. When we see how they are loved by the ignorant and degraded, we may well believe the flowers have a place in the history of the world, as written for the archives of heaven, which we are yet a long way from understanding, and which science could not, to all eternity, understand, or enable to understand. Watch that child! He has found one of his silent and motionless brothers, with God's clothing upon it, God's thought in its face. In what a smile breaks out the divine understanding between them! Watch his mother when he takes it home to her—no nearer understanding it than he! It is no old association that brings those tears to her eyes, powerful in that way as are flowers, and things far inferior to flowers; it is God's thought, unrecognized as such, holding communion with her. She weeps with a delight inexplicable. It is only a daisy! only a primrose! only a pheasant-eye-narcissus! only a lily of the field! only a snowdrop! only a sweet-pea! only a brave yellow crocus! But here to her is no mere fact; here is no law of nature; here is a truth of nature, the truth of a flower—a perfect thought from the heart of God—a truth of God!—not an intellectual truth, but a divine fact, a dim revelation, a movement of the creative soul! Who but a father could think the flowers for his little ones? We are nigh the region now in which the Lord's word is at home—'I am the truth.'
God's science in the flower exists for the flower's connection to His children. If we understand, if we connect with, if we love the flower, we have what the science is meant for, which alone can prepare us for a genuine exploration of how the divine idea of the flower was brought to life for us. The idea of God is the flower; His idea doesn’t just cover the botany of the flower. The botany is merely about methods and materials—like canvas, color, and brush in relation to the picture in the painter's mind. Pure intellect can never uncover what comes from the supreme heart. The relationship between intellect and what emerges from the heart isn’t real unless it’s a humble one. The idea of God, I say again, is the flower. He envisioned it, created its means, and sent it, a gift of Himself, to the eyes and hearts of His children. When we see how they are cherished even by the ignorant and downtrodden, we can believe flowers hold a significant place in the history of the world, a history recorded in the archives of heaven, which we are still far from grasping and which science could never fully understand. Look at that child! He has discovered one of his silent, motionless brothers, wrapped in God’s clothing, with God’s thought reflected in its face. Look at the divine understanding shared in that smile! Watch his mother when he brings it home to her—she understands it no better than he does! It’s not an old memory that brings tears to her eyes, powerful like flowers and even lesser things; it’s God's idea, unrecognized as such, communicating with her. She weeps from an inexplicable joy. It’s just a daisy! Just a primrose! Just a pheasant-eye narcissus! Just a field lily! Just a snowdrop! Just a sweet pea! Just a bold yellow crocus! But to her, it’s not just a fact; it’s not merely a law of nature; it’s a truth of nature, the truth of a flower—a perfect thought from the heart of God—a truth of God!—not intellectual truth, but a divine fact, a faint revelation, a movement of the creative soul! Who but a father could create flowers for his little ones? We are close to the realm now where the Lord's word is at home—'I am the truth.'
I will take an illustrative instance altogether to my mind and special purpose. What, I ask, is the truth of water? Is it that it is formed of hydrogen and oxygen?—That the chemist has now another mode of stating the fact of water, will not affect my illustration. His new mode will probably be one day yet more antiquated than mine is now.—Is it for the sake of the fact that hydrogen and oxygen combined form water, that the precious thing exists? Is oxygen-and-hydrogen the divine idea of water? Or has God put the two together only that man might separate and find them out? He allows his child to pull his toys to pieces; but were they made that he might pull them to pieces? He were a child not to be envied for whom his inglorious father would make toys to such an end! A school-examiner might see therein the best use of a toy, but not a father! Find for us what in the constitution of the two gases makes them fit and capable to be thus honoured in forming the lovely thing, and you will give us a revelation about more than water, namely about the God who made oxygen and hydrogen. There is no water in oxygen, no water in hydrogen: it comes bubbling fresh from the imagination of the living God, rushing from under the great white throne of the glacier. The very thought of it makes one gasp with an elemental joy no metaphysician can analyse. The water itself, that dances, and sings, and slakes the wonderful thirst—symbol and picture of that draught for which the woman of Samaria made her prayer to Jesus—this lovely thing itself, whose very wetness is a delight to every inch of the human body in its embrace—this live thing which, if I might, I would have running through my room, yea, babbling along my table—this water is its own self its own truth, and is therein a truth of God. Let him who would know the love of the maker, become sorely athirst, and drink of the brook by the way—then lift up his heart—not at that moment to the maker of oxygen and hydrogen, but to the inventor and mediator of thirst and water, that man might foresee a little of what his soul may find in God. If he become not then as a hart panting for the water-brooks, let him go back to his science and its husks: they will at last make him thirsty as the victim in the dust-tower of the Persian. As well may a man think to describe the joy of drinking by giving thirst and water for its analysis, as imagine he has revealed anything about water by resolving it into its scientific elements. Let a man go to the hillside and let the brook sing to him till he loves it, and he will find himself far nearer the fountain of truth than the triumphal car of the chemist will ever lead the shouting crew of his half-comprehending followers. He will draw from the brook the water of joyous tears, 'and worship him that made heaven, and earth, and the sea, and the fountains of waters.'
I will use a specific example for my point. What is the truth about water? Is it that it’s made up of hydrogen and oxygen? The chemist's new way of explaining the fact of water won’t change my point. His explanation will probably become outdated one day, just like mine is now. Is the existence of water based only on the fact that hydrogen and oxygen combine to form it? Is oxygen and hydrogen the ultimate idea of water? Or did God combine these two elements just so humans could discover and separate them? He lets his child take apart their toys, but were those toys made for that purpose? A child whose unremarkable father made toys just for destruction wouldn’t be a child to be envied! A school examiner might see that as the best use of a toy, but not a father! If you find out what in the nature of these two gases makes them suitable to create this beautiful thing, you’ll reveal something about more than just water—you’ll reveal something about the God who created oxygen and hydrogen. There’s no water in oxygen, and none in hydrogen; it emerges fresh from the imagination of the living God, flowing from underneath the great white throne of the glacier. Just thinking about it brings a rush of elemental joy that no philosopher can analyze. The water itself, which dances, sings, and quenches incredible thirst—like the drink the woman of Samaria asked from Jesus—this beautiful thing, whose very wetness delights every inch of the human body—is a living thing. If I could, I would have it flowing through my room, bubbling along my table—this water is simply itself, its own truth, and that is a truth about God. Let anyone who wants to know the love of the Creator become very thirsty and drink from the brook nearby—then lift up their heart—not to the creator of oxygen and hydrogen, but to the inventor and mediator of thirst and water, so that they might get a glimpse of what their soul may find in God. If at that moment they don’t become like a deer longing for the water brooks, they should return to their science and its empty shells: in the end, that will leave them as thirsty as the victim in the Persian dust tower. A person might as well try to describe the joy of drinking by analyzing thirst and water, as to think they’ve revealed anything about water by breaking it down into its scientific components. Let someone head to the hillside and let the brook sing to them until they love it, and they will find themselves much closer to the fountain of truth than the chemist’s triumphant parade will ever take the shouting crowd of his half-understanding followers. They will draw from the brook the water of joyous tears, "and worship him that made heaven, and earth, and the sea, and the fountains of waters."
The truth of a thing, then, is the blossom of it, the thing it is made for, the topmost stone set on with rejoicing; truth in a man's imagination is the power to recognize this truth of a thing; and wherever, in anything that God has made, in the glory of it, be it sky or flower or human face, we see the glory of God, there a true imagination is beholding a truth of God. And now we must advance to a yet higher plane.
The truth of a thing is like its bloom, the purpose it’s meant to serve, the crowning achievement celebrated with joy; in a person’s imagination, this truth is the ability to see the essence of a thing; and whenever, in anything God has created—whether it’s the sky, a flower, or a human face—we witness its beauty, a true imagination is recognizing a truth of God. Now, we need to move to an even higher level.
We have seen that the moment whatever goes by the name of truth comes into connection with man; the moment that, instead of merely mirroring itself in his intellect as a thing outside of him, it comes into contact with him as a being of action; the moment the knowledge of it affects or ought to affect his sense of duty, it becomes a thing of far nobler import; the question of truth enters upon a higher phase, looks out of a loftier window. A fact which in itself is of no value, becomes at once a matter of life and death—moral life and death, when a man has the choice, the imperative choice of being true or false concerning it. When the truth, the heart, the summit, the crown of a thing, is perceived by a man, he approaches the fountain of truth whence the thing came, and perceiving God by understanding what is, becomes more of a man, more of the being he was meant to be. In virtue of this truth perceived, he has relations with the universe undeveloped in him till then. But far higher will the doing of the least, the most insignificant duty raise him. He begins thereby to be a true man. A man may delight in the vision and glory of a truth, and not himself be true. The man whose vision is weak, but who, as far as he sees, and desirous to see farther, does the thing he sees, is a true man. If a man knows what is, and says it is not, his knowing does not make him less than a liar. The man who recognizes the truth of any human relation, and neglects the duty involved, is not a true man. The man who knows the laws of nature, and does not heed them, the more he teaches them to others, the less is he a true man. But he may obey them all and be the falsest of men, because of far higher and closer duties which he neglects. The man who takes good care of himself and none of his brother and sister, is false. A man may be a poet, aware of the highest truth of a thing, of that beauty which is the final cause of its existence; he may draw thence a notion of the creative loveliness that thought it out; he may be a man who would not tell a lie, or steal, or slander—and yet he may not be a true man, inasmuch as the essentials of manhood are not his aim: having nowise come to the flower of his own being, nowise, in his higher degree, attained the truth of a thing—namely, that for which he exists, the creational notion of him—neither is he striving after the same. There are relations closer than those of the facts around him, plainer than those that seem to bring the maker nigh to him, which he is failing to see, or seeing fails to acknowledge, or acknowledging fails to fulfil. Man is man only in the doing of the truth, perfect man only in the doing of the highest truth, which is the fulfilling of his relations to his origin. But he has relations with his fellow man, closer infinitely than with any of the things around him, and to many a man far plainer than his relations with God. Now the nearer is plainer that he may step on it, and rise to the higher, till then the less plain. These relations make a large part of his being, are essential to his very existence, and spring from the very facts of the origination of his being. They are the relation of thought to thought, of being to being, of duty to duty. The very nature of a man depends upon or is one with these relations. They are truths, and the man is a true man as he fulfils them. Fulfilling them perfectly, he is himself a truth, a living truth. As regarded merely by the intellect, these relations are facts of man's nature; but that they are of man's nature makes them truths, and the fulfilments of them are duties. He is so constituted as to understand them at first more than he can love them, with the resulting advantage of having thereby the opportunity of choosing them purely because they are true; so doing he chooses to love them, and is enabled to love them in the doing, which alone can truly reveal them to him, and make the loving of them possible. Then they cease to show themselves in the form of duties, and appear as they more truly are, absolute truths, essential realities, eternal delights. The man is a true man who chooses duty; he is a perfect man who at length never thinks of duty, who forgets the name of it. The duty of Jesus was the doing in lower forms than the perfect that which he loved perfectly, and did perfectly in the highest forms also. Thus he fulfilled all righteousness. One who went to the truth by mere impulse, would be a holy animal, not a true man. Relations, truths, duties, are shown to the man away beyond him, that he may choose them, and be a child of God, choosing righteousness like him. Hence the whole sad victorious human tale, and the glory to be revealed!
We’ve seen that when anything that’s called truth connects with humanity; the moment it stops just reflecting in his mind as something outside of him, and instead interacts with him as a being of action; when this knowledge influences or should influence his sense of duty, it becomes much more significant; the question of truth enters a higher level, looking out from a greater perspective. A fact that, on its own, lacks value instantly becomes a matter of moral life and death when a person faces the urgent choice between being true or false about it. When a person perceives the truth, the essence, the peak, the ultimate meaning of something, he approaches the source of truth from which that thing emerged, and by understanding what is, he comes to know God, becoming more of the person he was meant to be. Thanks to this recognized truth, he establishes connections with the universe that were undeveloped within him until then. But even the simplest act of duty can elevate him even more. This is when he starts to truly become a man. A person might appreciate the vision and greatness of a truth, yet not actually embody truth himself. The person with a weak vision, who, as far as he can see and desires to see more, acts on what he sees, is a true man. If someone knows what is true and claims it is not, his knowledge doesn’t change the fact that he’s a liar. The person who acknowledges the truth of any human relationship and ignores the associated duty is not a true man. The individual who understands the laws of nature yet disregards them, no matter how much he teaches them to others, is less of a true man. However, he might follow all those laws and still be the most deceitful person because he neglects much higher and closer duties. The person who only cares for himself and disregards his brothers and sisters is false. Someone might be a poet, aware of the ultimate truth of something, of that beauty which serves as its final purpose; he might derive an understanding of creative beauty that crafted it; he might be someone who wouldn't tell a lie, steal, or slander—and yet he may still not be a true man, as he fails to aim for the core essentials of manhood: never reaching the full bloom of his being, still missing the truth of a thing—that for which he exists, the creative idea of him—and not even striving for it. There are relationships closer than those of the facts surrounding him, clearer than those that seem to connect him with the creator, which he fails to recognize, and if he does see them, he doesn't acknowledge them, and even if he acknowledges them, he fails to fulfill them. A person is only truly human by doing the truth, and a perfect human by doing the highest truth, which means fulfilling his connections to his origin. Yet, he shares connections with others that are infinitely closer than with any of the things around him, and for many, these connections seem clearer than his relationship with God. Now, the nearer relationships are clearer so he can step onto them and rise to the higher, until what seems less clear becomes clear. These relationships form a significant part of his being, are essential to his very existence, and arise from the fundamental facts of his own creation. They are the relationship of thought to thought, of being to being, of duty to duty. A person’s very nature relies on or is intertwined with these relationships. They are truths, and a person is a true man as he fulfills them. When he fulfills them perfectly, he embodies a truth, a living truth. Viewed solely by the intellect, these relationships represent facts of human nature; however, because they are inherent to human nature, they transform into truths, and fulfilling them becomes a duty. He is wired to understand them more fully at first than he can cherish them, providing the advantage of choosing them purely because they are true; by doing so, he chooses to love them and is empowered to love them through action, which is the only thing that can genuinely reveal them to him and make loving them feasible. Then, they stop appearing merely as duties and reveal themselves as what they genuinely are, absolute truths, essential realities, and eternal joys. A true man is one who chooses duty; a perfect man is one who eventually never thinks about duty, who forgets the very idea of it. Jesus’s duty was to perform in lower forms what he loved fully and also did perfectly in the highest forms. Thus, he fulfilled all righteousness. Someone who approaches truth purely from impulse would be like a holy animal, not a true man. Relationships, truths, duties, are revealed to man beyond himself so that he may choose them and become a child of God, selecting righteousness like Him. Hence, the entire profound tale of human experience, and the glory that is yet to be revealed!
The moral philosopher who regards duties only as facts of his system; nay, even the man who rewards them as truths, essential realities of his humanity, but goes no farther, is essentially a liar, a man of untruth. He is a man indeed, but not a true man. He is a man in possibility, but not a real man yet. The recognition of these things is the imperative obligation to fulfil them. Not fulfilling these relations, the man is undoing the right of his own existence, destroying his raison d'etre, making of himself a monster, a live reason why he should not live, for nothing on those terms could ever have begun to be. His presence is a claim upon his creator for destruction.
The moral philosopher who sees duties only as facts of his system; even the one who treats them as truths, essential aspects of his humanity, but doesn’t go beyond that, is essentially a liar, a person of falsehood. He is a person, but not a genuine one. He is a person with potential, but not a real person yet. Recognizing these truths is the crucial obligation to fulfill them. By failing to uphold these relationships, a person is negating the right to his own existence, destroying his raison d'etre, turning himself into a monster, a living reason for why he shouldn’t exist, because nothing under those terms could ever have been. His existence is a demand from his creator for destruction.
The facts of human relation, then, are truths indeed, and of awfullest import. 'Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer; and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him!' The man who lives a hunter after pleasure, not a labourer in the fields of duty, who thinks of himself as if he were alone on the earth, is in himself a lie. Instead of being the man he looks, the man he was made to be, he lives as the beasts seem to live—with this difference, I trust, that they are rising, while he, so far as lies in himself, is sinking. But he cannot be allowed to sink beyond God's reach; hence all the holy—that is, healing—miseries that come upon him, of which he complains as so hard and unfair: they are for the compelling of the truth he will not yield—a painful suasion to be himself, to be a truth.
The facts of human relationships are definitely truths and extremely important. "Anyone who hates their brother is a murderer; and you know that no murderer has eternal life in them!" The person who constantly chases pleasure instead of working on their responsibilities, who acts like they are the only person on earth, is living a lie. Rather than being the person they are supposed to be, they exist like animals do—with this key difference, I hope, that animals are rising, while he, as far as it depends on him, is falling. But he can’t fall so far that he’s beyond God’s reach; that’s why he faces all the holy—and therefore healing—struggles that he complains about as being so difficult and unfair: they are meant to push him toward the truth he refuses to accept—a painful nudge to be himself, to be authentic.
But suppose, for the sake of my progressive unfolding, that a man did everything required of him—fulfilled all the relations to his fellows of which I have been speaking, was toward them at least, a true man; he would yet feel, doubtless would feel it the more, that something was lacking to him—lacking to his necessary well-being. Like a live flower, he would feel that he had not yet blossomed, and could not tell what the blossom ought to be. In this direction the words of the Lord point, when he says to the youth, 'If thou wouldst be perfect.' The man whom I suppose, would feel that his existence was not yet justified to itself, that the truth of his being and nature was not yet revealed to his consciousness. He would remain unsatisfied; and the cause would be that there was in him a relation, and that the deepest, closest, and strongest, which had not yet come into live fact, which had not yet become a truth in him, toward which he was not true, whereby his being remained untrue, he was not himself, was not ripened into the divine idea, which alone can content itself. A child with a child's heart who does not even know that he has a father, yet misses him—with his whole nature, even if not with his consciousness. This relation has not yet so far begun to be fulfilled in him, as that the coming blossom should send before it patience and hope enough to enable him to live by faith without sight. When the flower begins to come, the human plant begins to rejoice in the glory of God not yet revealed, the inheritance of the saints in light; with uplifted stem and forward-leaning bud expects the hour when the lily of God's field shall know itself alive, with God himself for its heart and its atmosphere; the hour when God and the man shall be one, and all that God cares for shall be the man's. But again I forget my progression.
But let's say, for the sake of my growth, that a man did everything expected of him—he fulfilled all his responsibilities to others and was, at least in their eyes, a decent person; still, he would definitely feel that something was missing—missing for his essential well-being. Like a living flower, he would sense that he had not yet bloomed and couldn't even imagine what that bloom should be. This is what the Lord refers to when he tells the young man, "If you want to be perfect." The man I'm imagining would feel that his life wasn't yet justified, that the truth of who he is hadn't been revealed to his awareness. He would stay unfulfilled, and the reason would be that there was a vital connection within him—perhaps the deepest, closest, and strongest—that had not yet come to fruition; it hadn't become a reality for him, and he wasn't true to it. His existence felt inauthentic; he had not yet matured into the divine idea that could satisfy him. He is like a child with a child's heart who doesn’t even know he has a father, yet feels his absence deeply—with all his being, even if not fully conscious of it. This connection hasn't yet developed enough within him to allow the upcoming bloom to send ahead the patience and hope needed for him to live by faith without seeing. When the flower starts to grow, the human being begins to rejoice in the glory of God still hidden, the inheritance of the saints in light; with an uplifted stem and leaning bud, he waits for the moment when the lily of God's field will recognize itself as alive, with God at its core and surrounding it; the moment when God and humanity will be one, and everything God treasures will belong to the man. But again, I lose track of my growth.
The highest truth to the intellect, the abstract truth, is the relation in which man stands to the source of his being—his will to the will whence it became a will, his love to the love that kindled his power to love, his intellect to the intellect that lighted his. If a man deal with these things only as things to be dealt with, as objects of thought, as ideas to be analysed and arranged in their due order and right relation, he treats them as facts and not as truths, and is no better, probably much the worse, for his converse with them, for he knows in a measure, and is false to all that is most worthy of his faithfulness.
The highest truth for the mind, the abstract truth, is about the relationship between a person and the source of their existence—how their will connects to the original will that made it so, how their love relates to the love that sparked their ability to love, and how their intellect links to the intellect that enlightened theirs. If someone approaches these matters merely as things to be handled, as objects of thought, or as ideas to be analyzed and organized properly, they treat them like facts rather than truths. This likely makes them worse off for engaging with these concepts, as they know to some extent and betray all that is truly deserving of their loyalty.
But when the soul, or heart, or spirit, or what you please to call that which is the man himself and not his body, sooner or later becomes aware that he needs some one above him, whom to obey, in whom to rest, from whom to seek deliverance from what in himself is despicable, disappointing, unworthy even of his own interest; when he is aware of an opposition in him, which is not harmony; that, while he hates it, there is yet present with him, and seeming to be himself, what sometimes he calls the old Adam, sometimes the flesh, sometimes his lower nature, sometimes his evil self; and sometimes recognizes as simply that part of his being where God is not; then indeed is the man in the region of truth, and beginning to come true in himself. Nor will it be long ere he discover that there is no part in him with which he would be at strife, so God were there, so that it were true, what it ought to be—in right relation to the whole; for, by whatever name called, the old Adam, or antecedent horse, or dog, or tiger, it would then fulfil its part holily, intruding upon nothing, subject utterly to the rule of the higher; horse or dog or tiger, it would be good horse, good dog, good tiger.
But when a person's soul, heart, or spirit—whatever you want to call the essence of who they are, beyond just their body—eventually realizes that they need someone greater than themselves to obey, to find peace in, and to seek freedom from their own flaws, disappointments, and the parts of themselves that even they can’t respect; when they recognize the internal conflict that disrupts their sense of harmony; that even while they despise it, there exists within them what sometimes they refer to as the old Adam, the flesh, their lower nature, or their evil self; and sometimes they simply see it as that aspect of themselves where God is absent; then the person is truly facing reality and beginning to become their true self. It won’t be long before they realize that there’s no part of them they would fight against if God was present, making it what it should be—correctly aligned with the whole; because, no matter what it’s called, whether the old Adam, antecedent horse, dog, or tiger, it would then perform its role with holiness, not overstepping its bounds, completely subject to the authority of the higher. Whether horse, dog, or tiger, it would be a good horse, good dog, or good tiger.
When the man bows down before a power that can account for him, a power to whom he is no mystery as he is to himself; a power that knows whence he came and whither he is going; who knows why he loves this and hates that, why and where he began to go wrong; who can set him right, longs indeed to set him right, making of him a creature to look up to himself without shadow of doubt, anxiety or fear, confident as a child whom his father is leading by the hand to the heights of happy-making truth, knowing that where he is wrong, the father is right and will set him right; when the man feels his whole being in the embrace of self-responsible paternity—then the man is bursting into his flower; then the truth of his being, the eternal fact at the root of his new name, his real nature, his idea—born in God at first, and responsive to the truth, the being of God, his origin—begins to show itself; then his nature is almost in harmony with itself. For, obeying the will that is the cause of his being, the cause of that which demands of itself to be true, and that will being righteousness and love and truth, he begins to stand on the apex of his being, to know himself divine. He begins to feel himself free. The truth—not as known to his intellect, but as revealed in his own sense of being true, known by his essential consciousness of his divine condition, without which his nature is neither his own nor God's—trueness has made him free. Not any abstract truth, not all abstract truth, not truth its very metaphysical self, held by purest insight into entity, can make any man free; but the truth done, the truth loved, the truth lived by the man; the truth of and not merely in the man himself; the honesty that makes the man himself a child of the honest God.
When a man humbles himself before a power that truly understands him, a power that knows him better than he knows himself; a power that sees where he comes from and where he is headed; that understands why he loves certain things and dislikes others, why and how he went astray; that can correct him and genuinely wants to guide him, turning him into someone he can admire without any doubt, anxiety, or fear—confident like a child being led by his father to the heights of uplifting truth, knowing that where he is wrong, the father is right and will guide him back on track; when the man feels completely embraced by this sense of responsible fatherhood—then he begins to blossom; then the essence of his being, the eternal truth at the core of his new identity, his true nature, his concept—created by God initially and aligned with the truth, the essence of God, his origin—starts to reveal itself; then his nature almost harmonizes with itself. By following the will that is the source of his existence, the source that demands to be true, and that will embodying righteousness, love, and truth, he stands at the peak of his being, recognizing his divine self. He begins to feel free. The truth—not just as understood by his intellect, but as uncovered in his own sense of being true, recognized through his essential awareness of his divine state, without which his nature belongs neither to him nor to God—this trueness has liberated him. Not any abstract truth, not all abstract truth, nor truth as a mere metaphysical concept, grasped by the purest insight into existence, can set any man free; but rather, the truth enacted, the truth embraced, the truth lived by the man; the truth of and not just in the man himself; the integrity that makes the man himself a child of the honest God.
When a man is, with his whole nature, loving and willing the truth, he is then a live truth. But this he has not originated in himself. He has seen it and striven for it, but not originated it. The one originating, living, visible truth, embracing all truths in all relations, is Jesus Christ. He is true; he is the live Truth. His truth, chosen and willed by him, the ripeness of his being, the flower of his sonship which is his nature, the crown of his one topmost perfect relation acknowledged and gloried in, is his absolute obedience to his father. The obedient Jesus is Jesus the Truth. He is true and the root of all truth and development of truth in men. Their very being, however far from the true human, is the undeveloped Christ in them, and his likeness to Christ is the truth of a man, even as the perfect meaning of a flower is the truth of a flower. Every man, according to the divine idea of him, must come to the truth of that idea; and under every form of Christ is the Christ. The truth of every man, I say, is the perfected Christ in him. As Christ is the blossom of humanity, so the blossom of every man is the Christ perfected in him. The vital force of humanity working in him is Christ; he is his root—the generator and perfecter of his individuality. The stronger the pure will of the man to be true; the freer and more active his choice; the more definite his individuality, ever the more is the man and all that is his, Christ's. Without him he could not have been; being, he could not have become capable of truth; capable of truth, he could never have loved it; loving and desiring it, he could not have attained to it. Nothing but the heart-presence, the humanest sympathy, and whatever deeper thing else may be betwixt the creating Truth and the responding soul, could make a man go on hoping, until at last he forget himself, and keep open house for God to come and go. He gives us the will wherewith to will, and the power to use it, and the help needed to supplement the power, whatever in any case the need may be; but we ourselves must will the truth, and for that the Lord is waiting, for the victory of God his father in the heart of his child. In this alone can he see of the travail of his soul, in this alone be satisfied. The work is his, but we must take our willing share. When the blossom breaks forth in us, the more it is ours the more it is his, for the highest creation of the Father, and that pre-eminently through the Son, is the being that can, like the Father and the Son, of his own self will what is right. The groaning and travailing, the blossom and the joy, are the Father's and the Son's and ours. The will, the power of willing, may be created, but the willing is begotten. Because God wills first, man wills also.
When a person is completely loving and committed to the truth, he becomes a living truth. However, he hasn’t created it himself. He has recognized it and pursued it, but he didn’t bring it into existence. The only originating, living, visible truth, which embraces all truths in all contexts, is Jesus Christ. He is true; he is the living Truth. His truth, chosen and desired by him, represents the fullness of his being, the expression of his sonship which is part of his nature, the peak of his perfect relationship acknowledged and celebrated, is his complete obedience to his father. The obedient Jesus is Jesus the Truth. He is true and the foundation of all truth and the growth of truth in people. Their very existence, no matter how far they are from the true human form, is the undeveloped Christ within them, and their resemblance to Christ is the truth of a person, just like the perfect meaning of a flower is the truth of that flower. Each person, according to the divine concept of them, must come to understand that truth; and beneath every form of Christ is the essence of Christ. The truth of every person, I assert, is the perfected Christ within them. Just as Christ is the pinnacle of humanity, the peak of every person is the perfected Christ within them. The lifeblood of humanity working within them is Christ; he is their foundation—the source and perfecter of their individuality. The stronger a person’s pure will to be true; the freer and more active their choice; the more defined their individuality, the more that person and everything they possess belongs to Christ. Without him, they wouldn’t exist; being alive, they wouldn’t be able to comprehend truth; capable of truth, they could never have loved it; and by loving and desiring it, they could never have reached it. Only the presence of the heart, the deepest sympathy, and whatever profound connection exists between the creating Truth and the responding soul can inspire a person to keep hoping, until eventually, they forget themselves, and remain open for God to come and go. He gives us the will to want, and the ability to act on it, along with the support needed to enhance that ability, whatever the situation may require; but we ourselves must choose truth, and for that, the Lord is waiting, for the triumph of God his father in the heart of his child. In this alone can he see the labor of his soul and be satisfied. The work is his, but we must willingly participate. When the blossom emerges within us, the more it belongs to us, the more it belongs to him, for the greatest creation of the Father, especially through the Son, is the being that can, like the Father and the Son, choose what is right of their own accord. The struggles and joys, the blossoming and the happiness, belong to the Father, the Son, and us. The will, the capability to will, can be created, but the act of willing is generated. Because God wills first, man can will as well.
When my being is consciously and willedly in the hands of him who called it to live and think and suffer and be glad—given back to him by a perfect obedience—I thenceforward breathe the breath, share the life of God himself. Then I am free, in that I am true—which means one with the Father. And freedom knows itself to be freedom. When a man is true, if he were in hell he could not be miserable. He is right with himself because right with him whence he came. To be right with God is to be right with the universe; one with the power, the love, the will of the mighty Father, the cherisher of joy, the lord of laughter, whose are all glories, all hopes, who loves everything, and hates nothing but selfishness, which he will not have in his kingdom.
When I consciously and willingly place my existence in the hands of the one who called me to live, think, suffer, and rejoice—returning myself to him through complete obedience—I then breathe the breath and share the life of God himself. At that moment, I am free, because I am true—which means I am united with the Father. And freedom is aware of itself as freedom. When a person is true, even if they were in hell, they could not be miserable. They are at peace with themselves because they are at peace with the source of their being. To be at peace with God is to be at peace with the universe; united with the power, the love, and the will of the mighty Father, the source of joy, the lord of laughter, who encompasses all glories and hopes, loving everything and hating nothing but selfishness, which he refuses to accept in his kingdom.
Christ then is the Lord of life; his life is the light of men; the light mirrored in them changes them into the image of him, the Truth; and thus the truth, who is the Son, makes them free.
Christ is the Lord of life; his life is the light for everyone; the light reflected in them transforms them into his image, the Truth; and so the truth, who is the Son, sets them free.
FREEDOM.
The Truth shall make you free…. Whosoever committeth sin, is the servant of sin. And the servant abideth not in the house for ever: but the Son abideth ever. If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.—John viii. 32, 34-36.
The Truth will set you free…. Anyone who sins is a slave to sin. And a slave doesn’t stay in the house forever, but the Son stays forever. So if the Son sets you free, you will be truly free.—John viii. 32, 34-36.
As this passage stands, I have not been able to make sense of it. No man could be in the house of the Father in virtue of being the servant of sin; yet this man is in the house as a servant, and the house in which he serves is not the house of sin, but the house of the Father. The utterance is confused at best, and the reasoning faulty. He must be in the house of the Father on some other ground than sin. This, had no help come, would have been sufficient cause for leaving the passage alone, as one where, perhaps, the words of the Lord were misrepresented—where, at least, perceiving more than one fundamental truth involved in the passage, I failed to follow the argument. I do not see that I could ever have suggested where the corruption, if any, lay. Most difficulties of similar nature have originated, like this, I can hardly doubt, with some scribe who, desiring to explain what he did not understand, wrote his worthless gloss on the margin: the next copier took the words for an omission that ought to be replaced in the body of the text, and inserting them, falsified the utterance, and greatly obscured its intention. What do we not owe to the critics who have searched the scriptures, and found what really was written! In the present case, Dr. Westcott's notation gives us to understand that there is another with 'a reasonable probability of being the true reading.' The difference is indeed small to the eye, but is great enough to give us fine gold instead of questionable ore. In an alternative of the kind, I must hope in what seems logical against what seems illogical; in what seems radiant against what seems trite.
As it stands, I haven't been able to make sense of this passage. No one can be in the house of the Father just by being a servant of sin; yet this man is in the house as a servant, and the house he serves in isn't the house of sin, but the house of the Father. The statement is confusing at best, and the reasoning is flawed. He must be in the house of the Father for reasons other than sin. If help hadn't come, I would have had enough reason to leave this passage alone, thinking it might be a misrepresentation of the Lord's words—recognizing that there are more than one fundamental truth involved in it, I couldn't follow the argument. I don't see how I could ever have pointed out where the corruption, if any, was. Most difficulties like this likely arose from a scribe who, wanting to clarify what he didn't understand, wrote his useless notes in the margin. The next copyist mistook those notes for something missing in the main text and inserted them, distorting the original message and greatly obscuring its meaning. We owe so much to the critics who have examined the scriptures and revealed what was really written! In this case, Dr. Westcott's notes indicate that there is another version "with a reasonable probability of being the true reading." The difference may look small, but it's significant enough to offer us genuine insights instead of doubtful interpretations. In such an alternative, I must trust in what seems logical over what seems illogical; in what appears clear over what seems cliché.
What I take for the true reading then, I English thus: 'Every one committing sin is a slave. But the slave does not remain in the house for ever; the son remaineth for ever. If then the son shall make you free, you shall in reality be free.' The authorized version gives, 'Whosoever committeth sin, is the servant of sin; 'the revised version gives, 'Every one that committeth sin is the bondservant of sin;' both accepting the reading that has the words, 'of sin.' The statement is certainly in itself true, but appears to me useless for the argument that follows. And I think it may have been what I take to be the true reading, that suggested to the apostle Paul what he says in the beginning of the fourth chapter of his Epistle to the Galatians—words of spirit and life from which has been mistakenly drawn the doctrine of adoption, merest poison to the child-heart. The words of the Lord here are not that he who sins is the slave of sin, true utterly as that is; but that he is a slave, and the argument shows that he means a slave to God. The two are perfectly consistent. No amount of slavery to sin can keep a man from being as much the slave of God as God chooses in his mercy to make him. It is his sin makes him a slave instead of a child. His slavery to sin is his ruin; his slavery to God is his only hope. God indeed does not love slavery; he hates it; he will have children, not slaves; but he may keep a slave in his house a long time in the hope of waking up the poor slavish nature to aspire to the sonship which belongs to him, which is his birthright. But the slave is not to be in the house for ever. The father is not bound to keep his son a slave because the foolish child prefers it.
What I understand to be the true interpretation is this: 'Everyone who sins is a slave. But a slave doesn’t stay in the house forever; the son stays forever. So, if the son sets you free, you will truly be free.' The authorized version says, 'Whoever commits sin is the servant of sin;' the revised version says, 'Everyone who commits sin is the bondservant of sin;' both versions accept the reading that includes the words, 'of sin.' While this statement is certainly true, it seems irrelevant to the argument that follows. I believe it may be what I interpret as the true meaning that inspired the apostle Paul in the beginning of the fourth chapter of his Epistle to the Galatians—words full of spirit and life from which the mistaken doctrine of adoption has been derived, a harmful concept for the child’s heart. The Lord's words here are not saying that he who sins is a slave to sin, though that is completely true; instead, he is a slave, and the argument shows that he means a slave to God. The two concepts are entirely consistent. No amount of slavery to sin can prevent someone from being just as much a slave to God, as God chooses in His mercy to make him. It is the sin that makes him a slave instead of a child. His slavery to sin leads to his destruction; his slavery to God is his only hope. God indeed does not love slavery; He hates it; He desires children, not slaves; yet He may keep a slave in His house for a long time in the hope of awakening that poor, slavish nature to aspire to the sonship that belongs to him, which is his birthright. But a slave is not meant to stay in the house forever. The father isn’t obligated to keep his son a slave just because the foolish child prefers it.
Whoever will not do what God desires of him, is a slave whom God can compel to do it, however he may bear with him. He who, knowing this, or fearing punishment, obeys God, is still a slave, but a slave who comes within hearing of the voice of his master. There are, however, far higher than he, who yet are but slaves. Those to whom God is not all in all, are slaves. They may not commit great sins; they may be trying to do right; but so long as they serve God, as they call it, from duty, and do not know him as their father, the joy of their being, they are slaves—good slaves, but slaves. If they did not try to do their duty, they would be bad slaves. They are by no means so slavish as those that serve from fear, but they are slaves; and because they are but slaves, they can fulfil no righteousness, can do no duty perfectly, but must ever be trying after it wearily and in pain, knowing well that if they stop trying, they are lost. They are slaves indeed, for they would be glad to be adopted by one who is their own father! Where then are the sons? I know none, I answer, who are yet utterly and entirely sons or daughters. There may be such—God knows; I have not known them; or, knowing them, have not been myself such as to be able to recognize them. But I do know some who are enough sons and daughters to be at war with the slave in them, who are not content to be slaves to their father. Nothing I have seen or known of sonship, comes near the glory of the thing; but there are thousands of sons and daughters, though their number be yet only a remnant, who are siding with the father of their spirits against themselves, against all that divides them from him from whom they have come, but out of whom they have never come, seeing that in him they live and move and have their being. Such are not slaves; they are true though not perfect children; they are fighting along with God against the evil separation; they are breaking at the middle wall of partition. Only the rings of their fetters are left, and they are struggling to take them off. They are children—with more or less of the dying slave in them; they know it is there, and what it is, and hate the slavery in them, and try to slay it. The real slave is he who does not seek to be a child; who does not desire to end his slavery; who looks upon the claim of the child as presumption; who cleaves to the traditional authorized service of forms and ceremonies, and does not know the will of him who made the seven stars and Orion, much less cares to obey it; who never lifts up his heart to cry 'Father, what wouldst thou have me to do?' Such are continually betraying their slavery by their complaints. 'Do we not well to be angry?' they cry with Jonah; and, truly, being slaves, I do not know how they are to help it. When they are sons and daughters, they will no longer complain of the hardships, and miseries, and troubles of life; no longer grumble at their aches and pains, at the pinching of their poverty, at the hunger that assails them; no longer be indignant at their rejection by what is called Society. Those who believe in their own perfect father, can ill blame him for anything they do not like. Ah, friend, it may be you and I are slaves, but there are such sons and daughters as I speak of.
Whoever refuses to do what God wants is like a slave whom God can force to comply, no matter how patient He may be with him. The one who, knowing this or fearing punishment, obeys God is still a slave, but a slave who is close enough to hear his master’s voice. However, there are those who are far greater yet are still slaves. Those who don't see God as everything are slaves. They might not commit serious sins; they might be trying to do the right thing, but as long as they "serve" God out of duty and don’t know Him as their loving father and the joy of their lives, they are slaves—good slaves, but still slaves. If they didn’t strive to fulfill their duty, they'd be bad slaves. They're not as submissive as those who serve out of fear, but they are still enslaved; because they are merely slaves, they cannot achieve true righteousness or do their duties perfectly. They are always struggling to do it, feeling weary and pained, fully aware that if they stop trying, they are lost. They are indeed slaves, longing to be adopted by their true father! So where are the true sons and daughters? I don’t know any who are completely and fully sons or daughters. There may be some—only God knows; I haven’t met them, or if I have, I haven’t recognized them because I haven’t been in a position to do so. But I do know some who are sons and daughters enough to be in conflict with the slave within them, who refuse to be mere slaves to their father. Nothing I have experienced or learned about sonship compares to its glory; but there are thousands of sons and daughters, though their numbers may only be a remnant, who are aligning with their spiritual father against everything that separates them from Him. They have never truly left Him, for in Him they live, move, and exist. These individuals are not slaves; they are true children, even if not perfect. They are fighting alongside God against the evil
The slaves of sin rarely grumble at that slavery; it is their slavery to God they grumble at; of that alone they complain—of the painful messengers he sends to deliver them from their slavery both to sin and to himself. They must be sons or slaves. They cannot rid themselves of their owner. Whether they deny God, or mock him by acknowledging and not heeding him, or treat him as an arbitrary, formal monarch; whether, taking no trouble to find out what pleases him, they do dull things for his service he cares nothing about, or try to propitiate him by assuming with strenuous effort some yoke the Son never wore, and never called on them to wear, they are slaves, and not the less slaves that they are slaves to God; they are so thoroughly slaves, that they do not care to get out of their slavery by becoming sons and daughters, by finding the good of life where alone it can or could lie. Could a creator make a creature whose well-being should not depend on himself? And if he could, would the creature be the greater for that? Which, the creature he made more, or the creature he made less dependent on himself, would be the greater? The slave in heart would immediately, with Milton's Satan, reply, that the farthest from him who made him must be the freest, thus acknowledging his very existence a slavery, and but two kinds in being—a creator, and as many slaves as he pleases to make, whose refusal to obey is their unknown protest against their own essence. Being itself must, for what they call liberty, be repudiated! Creation itself, to go by their lines of life, is an injustice! God had no right to create beings less than himself; and as he could not create equal, he ought not to have created! But they do not complain of having been created; they complain of being required to do justice. They will not obey, but, his own handiwork, ravish from his work every advantage they can! They desire to be free with another kind of freedom than that with which God is free; unknowing, they seek a more complete slavery. There is, in truth, no mid way between absolute harmony with the Father and the condition of slaves—submissive, or rebellious. If the latter, their very rebellion is by the strength of the Father in them. Of divine essence, they thrust their existence in the face of their essence, their own nature.
The slaves of sin rarely complain about that slavery; it’s their slavery to God they grumble about; that’s what they really complain about—about the painful messengers He sends to free them from their slavery to both sin and Himself. They have to be either sons or slaves. They can’t get rid of their owner. Whether they deny God, mock Him by acknowledging Him but ignoring Him, or treat Him like an arbitrary ruler; whether they make no effort to find out what pleases Him and do pointless things for His service that He doesn’t care about, or try to win His favor by taking on some burden the Son never wore and never asked them to bear, they are still slaves, even if they’re slaves to God; they are such complete slaves that they don’t even want to escape their bondage by becoming sons and daughters, by discovering the true good of life where it can only exist. Could a creator ever make a creature whose well-being doesn’t depend on Himself? And if He could, would that creature be better off for it? Which would be greater, the creature He made more dependent on Himself, or less? The slave at heart would immediately, like Milton's Satan, argue that the one farthest from the one who made him must be the freest, thus admitting that his very existence is slavery, and that there are really only two kinds in existence—a creator, and as many slaves as He wants to create, whose refusal to obey is their unrecognized protest against their own nature. Being itself must, for what they call freedom, be rejected! Creation itself, if judged by their way of life, is unjust! God had no right to create beings that are less than Himself; and since He couldn’t create equals, He shouldn’t have created at all! But they don’t complain about being created; they complain about being required to do what is right. They refuse to obey, yet as His own creation, they seize every advantage they can from His work! They want to be free in a way that’s different from the freedom God has; unwittingly, they seek a more complete slavery. In reality, there’s no middle ground between perfect harmony with the Father and the state of being slaves—either submissive or rebellious. If they choose the latter, their very rebellion is powered by the Father within them. In their divine essence, they push their existence against their nature, their own identity.
Yet is their very rebellion in some sense but the rising in them of his spirit against their false notion of him—against the lies they hold concerning him. They do not see that, if his work, namely, they themselves, are the chief joy to themselves, much more might the life that works them be a glory and joy to them the work—inasmuch as it is nearer to them than they to themselves, causing them to be, and extends, without breach of relation, so infinitely above and beyond them. For nothing can come so close as that which creates; the nearest, strongest, dearest relation possible is between creator and created. Where this is denied, the schism is the widest; where it is acknowledged and fulfilled, the closeness is unspeakable. But ever remains what cannot be said, and I sink defeated. The very protest of the rebel against slavery, comes at once of the truth of God in him, which he cannot all cast from him, and of a slavery too low to love truth—a meanness that will take all and acknowledge nothing, as if his very being was a disgrace to him. The liberty of the God that would have his creature free, is in contest with the slavery of the creature who would cut his own stem from his root that he might call it his own and love it; who rejoices in his own consciousness, instead of the life of that consciousness; who poises himself on the tottering wall of his own being, instead of the rock on which that being is built. Such a one regards his own dominion over himself—the rule of the greater by the less, inasmuch as the conscious self is less than the self—as a freedom infinitely greater than the range of the universe of God's being. If he says, 'At least I have it my own way!' I answer, You do not know what is your way and what is not. You know nothing of whence your impulses, your desires, your tendencies, your likings come. They may spring now from some chance, as of nerves diseased; now from some roar of a wandering bodiless devil; now from some infant hate in your heart; now from the greed or lawlessness of some ancestor you would be ashamed of if you knew him; or it may be now from some far-piercing chord of a heavenly orchestra: the moment it comes up into your consciousness, you call it your own way, and glory in it! Two devils amusing themselves with a duet of inspiration, one at each ear, might soon make that lordly me you are so in love with, rejoice in the freedom of willing the opposite each alternate moment; and at length drive you mad at finding that you could not, will as you would, make choice of a way and its opposite simultaneously. The whole question rests and turns on the relation of creative and created, of which relation few seem to have the consciousness yet developed. To live without the eternal creative life is an impossibility; freedom from God can only mean an incapacity for seeing the facts of existence, an incapability of understanding the glory of the creature who makes common cause with his creator in his creation of him, who wills that the lovely will calling him into life and giving him choice, should finish making him, should draw him into the circle of the creative heart, to joy that he lives by no poor power of his own will, but is one with the causing life of his life, in closest breathing and willing, vital and claimant oneness with the life of all life. Such a creature knows the life of the infinite Father as the very flame of his life, and joys that nothing is done or will be done in the universe in which the Father will not make him all of a sharer that it is possible for perfect generosity to make him. If you say this is irreverent, I doubt if you have seen the God manifest in Jesus. But all will be well, for the little god of your poor content will starve your soul to misery, and the terror of the eternal death creeping upon you, will compel you to seek a perfect father. Oh, ye hide-bound Christians, the Lord is not straitened, but ye are straitened in your narrow unwilling souls! Some of you need to be shamed before yourselves; some of you need the fire.
Yet their rebellion is, in a way, simply the emergence of his spirit within them, pushing back against their false ideas about him—against the lies they believe. They fail to recognize that if they themselves—their work—are their greatest joy, then the life that creates them could be even more glorious and joyful to them, as it is closer to them than they are to themselves. This life causes their existence and elevates them infinitely above and beyond themselves. Nothing can be as close as what creates; the closest and most profound connection exists between creator and created. When this connection is denied, the rift is vast; when it’s acknowledged and realized, the intimacy is indescribable. But there's always something beyond words, and I feel defeated. The very protest of the rebel against oppression arises from the truth of God within them, a truth they can’t completely cast away, and from a bondage so low it can’t embrace truth—a smallness that accepts everything while acknowledging nothing, as if their very existence were shameful. The freedom of the God who desires his creations to be free stands in opposition to the bondage of the creature who would sever their roots to claim ownership and love it; who takes joy in their own consciousness instead of the life that consciousness embodies; who balances on the shaky wall of their own existence, rather than on the solid rock of the foundation beneath it. Such a person views their dominion over themselves—where the greater rules the lesser, since the conscious self is less than the self—as a freedom far greater than the entire universe of God's being. If they say, 'At least I can do things my way!' I respond, You don’t really know what your way is or what isn't. You have no idea where your impulses, desires, tendencies, and preferences come from. They could originate from chance, like a malfunctioning nerve; from a howling spirit; from some childish hatred in your heart; from the greed or defiance of an ancestor you wouldn't want to know; or perhaps from some distant, harmonious note from a heavenly orchestra. The moment these thoughts arise in your mind, you label them your own way and take pride in it! Two spirits playing a duet, one on each ear, might easily make that grand me you adore, find joy in the freedom of wanting opposite things every other moment, eventually driving you crazy as you realize you can’t choose a path and its opposite at the same time. The whole issue revolves around the relationship of creator and created, a connection few seem to fully grasp. To live without the eternal creative life is impossible; separation from God simply means an inability to see the realities of existence, an incapacity to appreciate the glory of the creature who collaborates with their creator in their own creation, who desires that the beautiful will that calls them to life and gives them choice, continues shaping them, pulling them into the creative heartbeat, to rejoice that they live not from their own limited will, but in unity with the life that sustains their life, in the most intimate and vital connection with the life of all existence. Such a creature experiences the life of the infinite Father as the very essence of their existence, knowing that nothing is done or will be done in the universe without the Father making them as much a part of it as perfect generosity allows. If you say this is irreverent, I wonder if you've truly seen God as revealed in Jesus. But everything will be alright, as the little god of your limited satisfaction will suffocate your soul with misery, and the fear of eternal death creeping up on you will force you to seek a perfect Father. Oh, you tightly-bound Christians, the Lord is not restricted, but you are confined within your narrow and unwilling souls! Some of you need to face your own shortcomings; some of you need the fire.
But one who reads may call out, in the agony and thirst of a child waking from a dream of endless seeking and no finding, 'I am bound like Lazarus in his grave-clothes! what am I to do?' Here is the answer, drawn from this parable of our Lord; for the saying is much like a parable, teaching more than it utters, appealing to the conscience and heart, not to the understanding: You are a slave; the slave has no hold on the house; only the sons and daughters have an abiding rest in the home of their father. God cannot have slaves about him always. You must give up your slavery, and be set free from it. That is what I am here for. If I make you free, you shall be free indeed; for I can make you free only by making you what you were meant to be, sons like myself. That is how alone the Son can work. But it is you who must become sons; you must will it, and I am here to help you.' It is as if he said, 'You shall have the freedom of my father's universe; for, free from yourselves, you will be free of his heart. Yourselves are your slavery. That is the darkness which you have loved rather than the light. You have given honour to yourselves, and not to the Father; you have sought honour from men, and not from the Father! Therefore, even in the house of your father, you have been but sojourning slaves. We in his family are all one; we have no party-spirit; we have no self-seeking: fall in with us, and you shall be free as we are free.'
But someone who reads might shout out, in the pain and craving of a child waking from a dream of endless searching with no finding, 'I am trapped like Lazarus in his grave clothes! What should I do?' Here is the answer, taken from this parable of our Lord; for the saying is much like a parable, conveying more than it says, reaching out to the conscience and heart, not just the mind: You are a slave; a slave has no claim to the house; only the sons and daughters can truly rest in their father’s home. God cannot have slaves around Him all the time. You must give up your slavery and be freed from it. That is why I am here. If I set you free, you will be truly free; because I can only make you free by making you what you were meant to be—children like myself. That is how the Son can work alone. But it's you who must become children; you have to choose it, and I am here to help you.' It's as if He said, 'You will have the freedom of my father's universe; because, free from yourselves, you will be free of His heart. Your selves are your slavery. That is the darkness you have preferred over the light. You have honored yourselves, not the Father; you have sought honor from people, not from the Father! Therefore, even in your father's house, you have only been temporary slaves. We in His family are all united; we have no divisions; we have no selfish ambitions: join us, and you will be as free as we are free.'
If then the poor starved child cry—'How, Lord?' the answer will depend on what he means by that how. If he means, 'What plan wilt thou adopt? What is thy scheme for cutting my bonds and setting me free?' the answer may be a deepening of the darkness, a tightening of the bonds. But if he means, 'Lord, what wouldst thou have me to do?' the answer will not tarry. 'Give yourself to me to do what I tell you, to understand what I say, to be my good, obedient little brother, and I will wake in you the heart that my father put in you, the same kind of heart that I have, and it will grow to love the Father, altogether and absolutely, as mine does, till you are ready to be torn to pieces for him. Then you will know that you are at the heart of the universe, at the heart of every secret—at the heart of the Father. Not till then will you be free, then free indeed!'
If the starving child cries out, 'How, Lord?' the answer will depend on what he means by 'how.' If he means, 'What plan do you have? How will you cut my bonds and set me free?' the response might only lead to more darkness and tighter bonds. But if he means, 'Lord, what do you want me to do?' the answer will come quickly. 'Give yourself to me so I can guide you, listen to what I say, be my good and obedient little brother, and I will awaken in you the heart that my father gave you, the same kind of heart that I have, and it will grow to love the Father completely and entirely, just like mine does, until you're ready to sacrifice everything for him. Then you will realize you are at the center of the universe, at the core of every secret—at the heart of the Father. It’s only then that you will truly be free!'
Christ died to save us, not from suffering, but from ourselves; not from injustice, far less from justice, but from being unjust. He died that we might live—but live as he lives, by dying as he died who died to himself that he might live unto God. If we do not die to ourselves, we cannot live to God, and he that does not live to God, is dead. 'Ye shall know the truth,' the Lord says, 'and the truth shall make you free. I am the truth, and you shall be free as I am free. To be free, you must be sons like me. To be free you must be that which you have to be, that which you are created. To be free you must give the answer of sons to the Father who calls you. To be free you must fear nothing but evil, care for nothing but the will of the Father, hold to him in absolute confidence and infinite expectation. He alone is to be trusted.' He has shown us the Father not only by doing what the Father does, not only by loving his Father's children even as the Father loves them, but by his perfect satisfaction with him, his joy in him, his utter obedience to him. He has shown us the Father by the absolute devotion of a perfect son. He is the Son of God because the Father and he are one, have one thought, one mind, one heart. Upon this truth—I do not mean the dogma, but the truth itself of Jesus to his father—hangs the universe; and upon the recognition of this truth—that is, upon their becoming thus true—hangs the freedom of the children, the redemption of their whole world. 'I and the Father are one,' is the centre-truth of the Universe; and the circumfering truth is, 'that they also may be one in us.'
Christ died to save us, not from suffering, but from ourselves; not from injustice, much less from justice, but from being unjust. He died so that we might live—but live like he lives, by dying as he did, who died to himself so he could live for God. If we do not die to ourselves, we cannot live for God, and whoever does not live for God is dead. 'You will know the truth,' the Lord says, 'and the truth will make you free. I am the truth, and you will be free as I am free. To be free, you must be sons like me. To be free, you must be what you are meant to be, what you were created to be. To be free, you must respond as sons to the Father who calls you. To be free, you must fear nothing but evil, care for nothing but the Father’s will, and trust him with absolute confidence and endless expectation. He alone is trustworthy.' He has shown us the Father not just by doing what the Father does, not only by loving the Father’s children as the Father loves them, but by his complete satisfaction with him, his joy in him, and his total obedience to him. He has revealed the Father through the absolute devotion of a perfect son. He is the Son of God because he and the Father are one, sharing one thought, one mind, one heart. This truth—I’m not talking about the dogma, but the actual truth of Jesus to his Father—holds the universe together; and the recognition of this truth—that is, their becoming truly one—holds the freedom of the children and the redemption of their entire world. 'I and the Father are one' is the central truth of the Universe; and the encompassing truth is, 'that they also may be one in us.'
The only free man, then, is he who is a child of the Father. He is a servant of all, but can be made the slave of none: he is a son of the lord of the universe. He is in himself, in virtue of his truth, free. He is in himself a king. For the Son rests his claim to royalty on this, that he was born and came into the world to bear witness to the truth.
The only truly free person is the one who is a child of the Father. They serve everyone but can't be made a slave to anyone: they are a child of the lord of the universe. They are inherently free because of their truth. They are, in essence, a king. The Son bases his claim to royalty on the fact that he was born and came into the world to bear witness to the truth.
KINGSHIP.
Art thou a king then? Jesus answered, Thou sayest that I am a king! To this end was I born, and for this cause came I into the world, that I should bear witness unto the truth: every one that is of the truth heareth my voice.—John xviii. 37.
Are you a king then? Jesus answered, You say that I am a king! I was born for this purpose, and for this reason I came into the world, to testify to the truth: everyone who belongs to the truth hears my voice.—John xviii. 37.
Pilate asks Jesus if he is a king. The question is called forth by what the Lord had just said concerning his kingdom, closing with the statement that it was not of this world. He now answers Pilate that he is a king indeed, but shows him that his kingdom is of a very different kind from what is called kingdom in this world. The rank and rule of this world are uninteresting to him. He might have had them. Calling his disciples to follow him, and his twelve legions of angels to help them, he might soon have driven the Romans into the abyss, piling them on the heap of nations they had tumbled there before. What easier for him than thus to have cleared the way, and over the tributary world reigned the just monarch that was the dream of the Jews, never seen in Israel or elsewhere, but haunting the hopes and longings of the poor and their helpers! He might from Jerusalem have ruled the world, not merely dispensing what men call justice, but compelling atonement. He did not care for government. No such kingdom would serve the ends of his father in heaven, or comfort his own soul. What was perfect empire to the Son of God, while he might teach one human being to love his neighbour, and be good like his father! To be love-helper to one heart, for its joy, and the glory of his father, was the beginning of true kingship! The Lord would rather wash the feet of his weary brothers, than be the one only perfect monarch that ever ruled in the world. It was empire he rejected when he ordered Satan behind him like a dog to his heel. Government, I repeat, was to him flat, stale, unprofitable.
Pilate asks Jesus if he is a king. The question comes up because of what the Lord just said about his kingdom, wrapping up with the idea that it isn't from this world. Jesus replies to Pilate that he is indeed a king, but makes it clear that his kingdom is completely different from what is usually considered a kingdom in this world. He finds the power and authority of this world uninteresting. He could have had them. By calling his disciples to follow him and summoning his twelve legions of angels for support, he could have easily driven the Romans into the ground, piling them on top of the nations they had conquered before. It would have been easy for him to clear the path and become the just ruler that the Jews dreamed of—someone never seen in Israel or anywhere else, but who lingered in the hopes and desires of the needy and their helpers! From Jerusalem, he could have controlled the world, not just meting out what people call justice, but forcing atonement. He wasn’t interested in government. Such a kingdom wouldn’t fulfill his Father's purposes in heaven or satisfy his own spirit. What value is a perfect empire to the Son of God when he could teach even one person to love their neighbor and be good like his Father? To be a source of love for one heart, bringing joy and honoring his Father, is the true beginning of kingship! The Lord would rather wash the feet of his tired brothers than be the only perfect monarch to ever rule the world. He rejected empire when he ordered Satan to get behind him like a dog. Government, I emphasize, was flat, stale, and unfulfilling to him.
What then is the kingdom over which the Lord cares to reign, for he says he came into the world to be a king? I answer, A kingdom of kings, and no other. Where every man is a king, there and there only does the Lord care to reign, in the name of his father. As no king in Europe would care to reign over a cannibal, a savage, or an animal race, so the Lord cares for no kingdom over anything this world calls a nation. A king must rule over his own kind. Jesus is a king in virtue of no conquest, inheritance, or election, but in right of essential being; and he cares for no subjects but such as are his subjects in the same right. His subjects must be of his own kind, in their very nature and essence kings. To understand his answer to Pilate, see wherein consists his kingship; what it is that makes him a king; what manifestation of his essential being gives him a claim to be king. The Lord's is a kingdom in which no man seeks to be above another: ambition is of the dirt of this world's kingdoms. He says, 'I am a king, for I was born for the purpose, I came into the world with the object of bearing witness to the truth. Everyone that is of my kind, that is of the truth, hears my voice. He is a king like me, and makes one of my subjects.' Pilate thereupon—as would most Christians nowadays, instead of setting about being true—requests a definition of truth, a presentation to his intellect in set terms of what the word 'truth' means; but instantly, whether confident of the uselessness of the inquiry, or intending to resume it when he has set the Lord at liberty, goes out to the people to tell them he finds no fault in him. Whatever interpretation we put on his action here, he must be far less worthy of blame than those 'Christians' who, instead of setting themselves to be pure 'even as he is pure,' to be their brother and sister's keeper, and to serve God by being honourable in shop and counting-house and labour-market, proceed to 'serve' him, some by going to church or chapel, some by condemning the opinions of their neighbours, some by teaching others what they do not themselves heed. Neither Pilate nor they ask the one true question, 'How am I to be a true man? How am I to become a man worth being a man?' The Lord is a king because his life, the life of his thoughts, of his imagination, of his will, of every smallest action, is true—true first to God in that he is altogether his, true to himself in that he forgets himself altogether, and true to his fellows in that he will endure anything they do to him, nor cease declaring himself the son and messenger and likeness of God. They will kill him, but it matters not: the truth is as he says!
What then is the kingdom that the Lord wants to rule, since he says he came into the world to be a king? I say, it's a kingdom of kings, and nothing else. Where every person is a king, that is where the Lord wants to reign, in the name of his father. Just as no king in Europe would want to rule over a cannibal, a savage, or a beast, the Lord does not care for a kingdom over anything this world calls a nation. A king must govern his own kind. Jesus is a king not because of conquest, inheritance, or election, but simply because of his essential being; and he cares for no subjects other than those who are his subjects in the same way. His subjects must share his nature and essence as kings. To understand his response to Pilate, we need to see what defines his kingship; what it is that makes him a king; what aspect of his essential being gives him the right to be king. The Lord's kingdom is one where no man tries to be above another: ambition belongs to the grime of this world’s kingdoms. He says, 'I am a king, for I was born for this purpose; I came into the world to bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is of my kind, who is of the truth, hears my voice. He is a king like me and is one of my subjects.' Pilate then—like many Christians today, instead of seeking to be true—asks for a definition of truth, wanting a clear explanation of what 'truth' means; but immediately, whether he believes the inquiry is pointless or plans to return to it once he’s freed the Lord, he goes out to the people to say he finds no fault in him. Whatever we make of his actions here, he is likely less blameworthy than those 'Christians' who, instead of striving to be pure 'even as he is pure,' to care for their brothers and sisters, and to serve God by being honorable in business, go on to 'serve' him, some by attending church or chapel, some by criticizing the beliefs of others, and some by teaching things they do not actually practice. Neither Pilate nor they ask the essential question, 'How can I be a true man? How can I become a man worth being?' The Lord is a king because his life, the life of his thoughts, imagination, will, and every single action is true—true first to God in that he is completely his, true to himself in that he forgets himself entirely, and true to his peers in that he will endure whatever they do to him, while still declaring himself the son, messenger, and likeness of God. They may kill him, but it doesn't matter: the truth is just as he says!
Jesus is a king because his business is to bear witness to the truth. What truth? All truth; all verity of relation throughout the universe—first of all, that his father is good, perfectly good; and that the crown and joy of life is to desire and do the will of the eternal source of will, and of all life. He deals thus the death-blow to the power of hell. For the one principle of hell is—'I am my own. I am my own king and my own subject. I am the centre from which go out my thoughts; I am the object and end of my thoughts; back upon me as the alpha and omega of life, my thoughts return. My own glory is, and ought to be, my chief care; my ambition, to gather the regards of men to the one centre, myself. My pleasure is my pleasure. My kingdom is—as many as I can bring to acknowledge my greatness over them. My judgment is the faultless rule of things. My right is—what I desire. The more I am all in all to myself, the greater I am. The less I acknowledge debt or obligation to another; the more I close my eyes to the fact that I did not make myself; the more self-sufficing I feel or imagine myself—the greater I am. I will be free with the freedom that consists in doing whatever I am inclined to do, from whatever quarter may come the inclination. To do my own will so long as I feel anything to be my will, is to be free, is to live. To all these principles of hell, or of this world—they are the same thing, and it matters nothing whether they are asserted or defended so long as they are acted upon—the Lord, the king, gives the direct lie. It is as if he said:—'I ought to know what I say, for I have been from all eternity the son of him from whom you issue, and whom you call your father, but whom you will not have your father: I know all he thinks and is; and I say this, that my perfect freedom, my pure individuality, rests on the fact that I have not another will than his. My will is all for his will, for his will is right. He is righteousness itself. His very being is love and equity and self-devotion, and he will have his children such as himself—creatures of love, of fairness, of self-devotion to him and their fellows. I was born to bear witness to the truth—in my own person to be the truth visible—the very likeness and manifestation of the God who is true. My very being is his witness. Every fact of me witnesses him. He is the truth, and I am the truth. Kill me, but while I live I say, Such as I am he is. If I said I did not know him, I should be a liar. I fear nothing you can do to me. Shall the king who comes to say what is true, turn his back for fear of men? My Father is like me; I know it, and I say it. You do not like to hear it because you are not like him. I am low in your eyes which measure things by their show; therefore you say I blaspheme. I should blaspheme if I said he was such as anything you are capable of imagining him, for you love show, and power, and the praise of men. I do not, and God is like me. I came into the world to show him. I am a king because he sent me to bear witness to his truth, and I bear it. Kill me, and I will rise again. You can kill me, but you cannot hold me dead. Death is my servant; you are the slaves of Death because you will not be true, and let the truth make you free. Bound, and in your hands, I am free as God, for God is my father. I know I shall suffer, suffer unto death, but if you knew my father, you would not wonder that I am ready; you would be ready too. He is my strength. My father is greater than I.'
Jesus is a king because his purpose is to testify to the truth. What truth? All truth; every reality in the universe—first, that his father is good, perfectly good; and that the highest fulfillment in life is to seek and do the will of the eternal source of will and all life. He strikes a decisive blow against the power of hell. For the core principle of hell is—'I am my own. I am my own king and my own subject. I am the center from which my thoughts emerge; I am the focus and purpose of my thoughts; back on me as the beginning and end of life, my thoughts return. My own glory is, and should be, my top priority; my goal is to draw people's attention to the one center, myself. My happiness is my happiness. My kingdom is everyone I can convince to recognize my greatness over them. My judgment is the perfect standard for things. My right is—what I want. The more I am everything to myself, the greater I become. The less I acknowledge any debt or obligation to others; the more I ignore the fact that I didn’t create myself; the more self-sufficient I feel or pretend to be—the greater I am. I will be free in the sense of doing whatever I feel like doing, no matter where that inclination comes from. To act on my own will as long as I feel any desire is to be free, is to live. Against all these principles of hell, or of this world—they are the same thing, and it doesn’t matter whether they are claimed or defended as long as they are practiced—the Lord, the king, contradicts them directly. It’s as if he says:—'I should know what I’m talking about, for I have been since all eternity the son of him from whom you come, and whom you call your father, yet whom you refuse to accept as your father: I know all he thinks and who he is; and I declare that my perfect freedom, my true individuality, is based on the fact that I have no will other than his. My will is solely for his will, for his will is just. He is righteousness itself. His very essence is love, fairness, and self-giving, and he wants his children to be like him—beings of love, fairness, and self-giving to him and to each other. I was born to bear witness to the truth—in my own being to be the truth made visible—the very reflection and embodiment of the God who is true. My entire being is his witness. Every part of me testifies to him. He is the truth, and I am the truth. Kill me, but while I live, I say: Just as I am, he is. If I claimed I didn’t know him, I would be a liar. I fear nothing you can do to me. Should the king, who comes to declare what is true, turn away out of fear of people? My Father is like me; I know it, and I state it. You don’t want to hear it because you are not like him. I seem low in your eyes, which judge by appearances; therefore you say I blaspheme. I would blaspheme if I said he was like anything you can imagine, for you value appearances, power, and the praise of others. I do not, and God is like me. I came into the world to reveal him. I am a king because he sent me to testify to his truth, and I do so. Kill me, and I will rise again. You can kill me, but you cannot keep me dead. Death is my servant; you are slaves to Death because you refuse to be true and let the truth set you free. Bound, and in your hands, I am as free as God, for God is my father. I know I will suffer, even unto death, but if you knew my father, you wouldn’t be surprised that I’m ready; you would be ready too. He is my strength. My father is greater than I.'
Remember, friends, I said, 'It is as if he said.' I am daring to present a shadow of the Lord's witnessing, a shadow surely cast by his deeds and his very words! If I mistake, he will forgive me. I do not fear him; I fear only lest, able to see and write these things, I should fail of witnessing, and myself be, after all, a castaway—no king, but a talker; no disciple of Jesus, ready to go with him to the death, but an arguer about the truth; a hater of the lies men speak for God, and myself a truth-speaking liar, not a doer of the word.
Remember, friends, I said, 'It's like he said.' I’m brave enough to share a glimpse of the Lord's witness, a glimpse definitely shaped by his actions and his very words! If I’m wrong, he will forgive me. I don’t fear him; I only worry that, even though I can see and express these things, I might fail to witness and end up being a castaway—not a king, just someone who talks; not a disciple of Jesus, willing to follow him to death, but someone who debates about the truth; someone who hates the lies people tell in God's name, yet I might be a truth-telling liar, not a doer of the word.
We see, then, that the Lord bore his witness to the Truth, to the one God, by standing just what he was, before the eyes and the lies of men. The true king is the man who stands up a true man and speaks the truth, and will die but not lie. The robes of such a king may be rags or purple; it matters neither way. The rags are the more likely, but neither better nor worse than the robes. Then was the Lord dressed most royally when his robes were a jest, a mockery, a laughter. Of the men who before Christ bare witness to the truth, some were sawn asunder, some subdued kingdoms; it mattered nothing which: they witnessed.
We can see that the Lord testified to the Truth, to the one God, by being exactly who he was, in front of both people and their lies. The true king is the person who stands as a genuine individual and speaks the truth, willing to die rather than lie. The garments of such a king might be rags or royal robes; it doesn’t matter either way. Rags are more likely, but they’re no better or worse than the robes. The Lord was dressed most royally when his garments were a joke, a mockery, a source of laughter. Among the men who testified to the truth before Christ, some were sawn in half, some conquered kingdoms; it mattered not which: they bore witness.
The truth is God; the witness to the truth is Jesus. The kingdom of the truth is the hearts of men. The bliss of men is the true God. The thought of God is the truth of everything. All well-being lies in true relation to God. The man who responds to this with his whole being, is of the truth. The man who knows these things, and but knows them; the man who sees them to be true, and does not order life and action, judgment and love by them, is of the worst of lying; with hand, and foot, and face he casts scorn upon that which his tongue confesses.
The truth is God; the witness to the truth is Jesus. The kingdom of truth resides in the hearts of people. The happiness of people is found in the true God. The essence of God represents the truth of everything. All well-being comes from a genuine relationship with God. The person who fully engages with this is aligned with the truth. The person who understands these things but only knows them in theory; the person who sees them as true but does not structure their life, actions, judgments, and love around them, is guilty of the worst kind of lies; they mock what their words profess with their hands, feet, and expressions.
Little thought the sons of Zebedee and their ambitious mother what the earthly throne of Christ's glory was which they and she begged they might share. For the king crowned by his witnessing, witnessed then to the height of his uttermost argument, when he hung upon the cross—like a sin, as Paul in his boldness expresses it. When his witness is treated as a lie, then most he witnesses, for he gives it still. High and lifted up on the throne of his witness, on the cross of his torture, he holds to it: 'I and the Father are one.' Every mockery borne in witnessing, is a witnessing afresh. Infinitely more than had he sat on the throne of the whole earth, did Jesus witness to the truth when Pilate brought him out for the last time, and perhaps made him sit on the judgment-seat in his mockery of kingly garments and royal insignia, saying, 'Behold your king!' Just because of those robes and that crown, that sceptre and that throne of ridicule, he was the only real king that ever sat on any throne.
Little did the sons of Zebedee and their ambitious mother realize what the earthly throne of Christ's glory was that they were asking to share. The king who was crowned through his witness showed the full power of his message when he was hung on the cross—like a sin, as Paul boldly puts it. When his testimony is treated as a lie, he witnesses the most, for he continues to bear witness. Elevated on the throne of his testimony, on the cross of his suffering, he clings to the truth: 'I and the Father are one.' Every insult endured while witnessing is a renewed testimony. Far more than if he had sat on the throne of the entire earth, Jesus bore witness to the truth when Pilate presented him one last time, perhaps making him sit on the judgment seat in a mockery of royal robes and insignia, declaring, 'Behold your king!' It was precisely because of those robes and that crown, that scepter and that throne of mockery, that he was the only true king to ever sit on any throne.
Is every Christian expected to bear witness? A man content to bear no witness to the truth is not in the kingdom of heaven. One who believes must bear witness. One who sees the truth, must live witnessing to it. Is our life, then, a witnessing to the truth? Do we carry ourselves in bank, on farm, in house or shop, in study or chamber or workshop, as the Lord would, or as the Lord would not? Are we careful to be true? Do we endeavour to live to the height of our ideas? Or are we mean, self-serving, world-flattering, fawning slaves? When contempt is cast on the truth, do we smile? Wronged in our presence, do we make no sign that we hold by it? I do not say we are called upon to dispute, and defend with logic and argument, but we are called upon to show that we are on the other side. But when I say truth, I do not mean opinion: to treat opinion as if that were truth, is grievously to wrong the truth. The soul that loves the truth and tries to be true, will know when to speak and when to be silent; but the true man will never look as if he did not care. We are not bound to say all we think, but we are bound not even to look what we do not think. The girl who said before a company of mocking companions, 'I believe in Jesus,' bore true witness to her Master, the Truth. David bore witness to God, the Truth, when he said, 'Unto thee, O Lord, belongeth mercy, for thou renderest to every man according to his work.'
Is every Christian expected to testify? A person who is okay with not speaking out about the truth isn't truly part of the kingdom of heaven. Those who believe must testify. Those who recognize the truth must live it out. So, is our life a testimony to the truth? Do we carry ourselves at the bank, on the farm, in our homes or shops, in our studies, or in our workshops, in a way that reflects the Lord or not? Are we careful to be honest? Do we strive to live up to our ideals? Or are we petty, self-serving, and sycophantic? When the truth is disrespected, do we just smile? When faced with injustice in our presence, do we show no sign of our commitment to it? I'm not saying we need to argue and defend with logic and reasoning, but we should show that we stand on the other side. However, when I say truth, I don't mean opinion: treating opinion as if it's the same as truth is a serious injustice to the truth. A soul that loves the truth and strives to be honest will know when to speak and when to stay quiet; but a true person will never act indifferent. We're not obligated to voice everything we think, but we can't present ourselves as if we believe what we don't. The girl who declared in front of a group of mocking peers, 'I believe in Jesus,' bore true witness to her Master, the Truth. David bore witness to God, the Truth, when he said, 'Unto thee, O Lord, belongeth mercy, for thou renderest to every man according to his work.'
JUSTICE.
Also unto thee, O Lord, belongeth mercy; for thou renderest to every man according to his work.—Psalm lxii. 12.
Also to you, O Lord, belong mercy; for you give to each person according to their work.—Psalm lxii. 12.
Some of the translators make it kindness and goodness; but I presume there is no real difference among them as to the character of the word which here, in the English Bible, is translated mercy.
Some of the translators use kindness and goodness; but I assume there isn't any significant difference between them regarding the meaning of the word that is translated as mercy in the English Bible.
The religious mind, however, educated upon the theories yet prevailing in the so-called religious world, must here recognize a departure from the presentation to which they have been accustomed: to make the psalm speak according to prevalent theoretic modes, the verse would have to be changed thus:—'To thee, O Lord, belongeth justice, for thou renderest to every man according to his work.'
The religious mindset, shaped by the theories still common in the so-called religious world, must now see a shift from what they are used to: to express the psalm in line with current theoretical ideas, the verse would need to be changed to:—'To you, O Lord, belongs justice, for you give each person according to their actions.'
Let the reason of my choosing this passage, so remarkable in itself, for a motto to the sermon which follows, remain for the present doubtful. I need hardly say that I mean to found no logical argument upon it.
Let the reason for my choice of this passage, which is so remarkable on its own, as a motto for the sermon that follows, remain uncertain for now. I shouldn't have to say that I don't intend to base any logical argument on it.
Let us endeavour to see plainly what we mean when we use the word justice, and whether we mean what we ought to mean when we use it—especially with reference to God. Let us come nearer to knowing what we ought to understand by justice, that is, the justice of God; for his justice is the live, active justice, giving existence to the idea of justice in our minds and hearts. Because he is just, we are capable of knowing justice; it is because he is just, that we have the idea of justice so deeply imbedded in us.
Let’s try to clearly understand what we mean when we talk about justice, and whether we’re truly capturing what we should mean—especially in relation to God. Let’s get closer to grasping what we should realize about justice, particularly God's justice; because His justice is a living, active force that brings the concept of justice to life in our thoughts and feelings. Because He is just, we have the ability to recognize justice; it is due to His justice that the idea of justice is so deeply rooted within us.
What do we oftenest mean by justice? Is it not the carrying out of the law, the infliction of penalty assigned to offence? By a just judge we mean a man who administers the law without prejudice, without favour or dislike; and where guilt is manifest, punishes as much as, and no more than, the law has in the case laid down. It may not be that justice has therefore been done. The law itself may be unjust, and the judge may mistake; or, which is more likely, the working of the law may be foiled by the parasites of law for their own gain. But even if the law be good, and thoroughly administered, it does not necessarily follow that justice is done.
What do we usually mean by justice? Isn’t it the enforcement of the law and the punishment assigned for a crime? When we refer to a just judge, we’re talking about someone who applies the law fairly, without bias or favoritism; and when guilt is clear, punishes only as much as the law specifies in that case. However, that doesn’t guarantee that justice has actually been served. The law itself could be unjust, and the judge could make mistakes; or, more likely, the law’s implementation could be sabotaged by those exploiting it for their own benefit. But even if the law is good and applied correctly, it doesn’t automatically mean that justice has been achieved.
Suppose my watch has been taken from my pocket; I lay hold of the thief; he is dragged before the magistrate, proved guilty, and sentenced to a just imprisonment: must I walk home satisfied with the result? Have I had justice done me? The thief may have had justice done him—but where is my watch? That is gone, and I remain a man wronged. Who has done me the wrong? The thief. Who can set right the wrong? The thief, and only the thief; nobody but the man that did the wrong. God may be able to move the man to right the wrong, but God himself cannot right it without the man. Suppose my watch found and restored, is the account settled between me and the thief? I may forgive him, but is the wrong removed? By no means. But suppose the thief to bethink himself, to repent. He has, we shall say, put it out of his power to return the watch, but he comes to me and says he is sorry he stole it and begs me to accept for the present what little he is able to bring, as a beginning of atonement: how should I then regard the matter? Should I not feel that he had gone far to make atonement—done more to make up for the injury he had inflicted upon me, than the mere restoration of the watch, even by himself, could reach to? Would there not lie, in the thief's confession and submission and initial restoration, an appeal to the divinest in me—to the eternal brotherhood? Would it not indeed amount to a sufficing atonement as between man and man? If he offered to bear what I chose to lay upon him, should I feel it necessary, for the sake of justice, to inflict some certain suffering as demanded by righteousness? I should still have a claim upon him for my watch, but should I not be apt to forget it? He who commits the offence can make up for it—and he alone.
If my watch has been taken from my pocket, and I catch the thief, he gets dragged in front of a judge, found guilty, and sentenced to a fair punishment: should I walk home feeling satisfied? Have I received justice? The thief might have faced justice, but where’s my watch? That’s gone, and I’m left feeling wronged. Who’s responsible for this wrong? The thief. Who can fix this wrong? Only the thief; nobody but the person who did it. God might be able to inspire him to make amends, but God can’t fix it without him. Now, if my watch is found and returned, is the issue resolved between me and the thief? I might forgive him, but does that erase the wrong? Absolutely not. But what if the thief reflects and feels remorse? Let’s say he can’t return the watch, but comes to me and expresses his sadness for stealing it, asking me to accept what little he can offer as a start to making things right: how should I view this? Wouldn’t I feel he’s made a significant effort to atone—done more to make up for the harm he caused me than merely giving back the watch himself could? Wouldn’t there be something in the thief’s confession, humility, and initial effort to restore that appeals to the better part of me—to our shared humanity? Would this not almost serve as a suitable atonement between us? If he offers to take on whatever consequences I decide, do I really need to impose any specific punishment to satisfy justice? I’d still have a right to my watch, but wouldn’t I likely let that go? Only the person who commits the offense can fix it—and only they can.
One thing must surely be plain—that the punishment of the wrong-doer makes no atonement for the wrong done. How could it make up to me for the stealing of my watch that the man was punished? The wrong would be there all the same. I am not saying the man ought not to be punished—far from it; I am only saying that the punishment nowise makes up to the man wronged. Suppose the man, with the watch in his pocket, were to inflict the severest flagellation on himself: would that lessen my sense of injury? Would it set anything right? Would it anyway atone? Would it give him a right to the watch? Punishment may do good to the man who does the wrong, but that is a thing as different as important.
One thing is definitely clear—punishing the wrongdoer doesn’t make up for the harm done. How could punishing someone for stealing my watch make up for the fact that my watch is gone? The wrong is still there. I’m not saying the person shouldn’t be punished—far from it; I’m just saying that the punishment doesn’t compensate the victim. Imagine if the thief, with my watch in his pocket, caused himself a serious beating: would that make me feel any less hurt? Would it fix anything? Would it somehow make amends? Would it give him any claim to the watch? Punishment might help the person who did wrong, but that’s a completely different issue.
Another thing plain is, that, even without the material rectification of the wrong where that is impossible, repentance removes the offence which no suffering could. I at least should feel that I had no more quarrel with the man. I should even feel that the gift he had made me, giving into my heart a repentant brother, was infinitely beyond the restitution of what he had taken from me. True, he owed me both himself and the watch, but such a greater does more than include such a less. If it be objected, 'You may forgive, but the man has sinned against God!'—Then it is not a part of the divine to be merciful, I return, and a man may be more merciful than his maker! A man may do that which would be too merciful in God! Then mercy is not a divine attribute, for it may exceed and be too much; it must not be infinite, therefore cannot be God's own.
Another obvious thing is that, even without fixing the material wrong when that's impossible, repentance removes the offense in a way that no amount of suffering could. I would feel like I had no more issues with the person. I would even think that the gift he gave me, bringing a repentant brother into my heart, was far greater than the repayment of what he took from me. True, he owed me both himself and the watch, but something greater encompasses something lesser. If someone argues, ‘You may forgive, but the man has sinned against God!’—then I’d say, it isn't divine to be merciful, and a person can be more merciful than their creator! A person can do something that would be too merciful for God! So mercy isn’t a divine attribute, because it can exceed what’s appropriate; it must not be infinite, therefore it can't belong to God.
'Mercy may be against justice.' Never—if you mean by justice what I mean by justice. If anything be against justice, it cannot be called mercy, for it is cruelty. 'To thee, O Lord, belongeth mercy, for thou renderest to every man according to his work.' There is no opposition, no strife whatever, between mercy and justice. Those who say justice means the punishing of sin, and mercy the not punishing of sin, and attribute both to God, would make a schism in the very idea of God. And this brings me to the question, What is meant by divine justice?
'Mercy might seem opposed to justice.' Never—if you understand justice the way I do. If anything contradicts justice, it can't be considered mercy, because it's just cruelty. 'To you, O Lord, belongs mercy, for you reward every person according to their deeds.' There is no conflict, no struggle at all between mercy and justice. Those who claim that justice is about punishing sin, and mercy is about not punishing sin, while attributing both to God, create a divide in the very concept of God. This brings me to the question: What does divine justice really mean?
Human justice may be a poor distortion of justice, a mere shadow of it; but the justice of God must be perfect. We cannot frustrate it in its working; are we just to it in our idea of it? If you ask any ordinary Sunday congregation in England, what is meant by the justice of God, would not nineteen out of twenty answer, that it means his punishing of sin? Think for a moment what degree of justice it would indicate in a man—that he punished every wrong. A Roman emperor, a Turkish cadi, might do that, and be the most unjust both of men and judges. Ahab might be just on the throne of punishment, and in his garden the murderer of Naboth. In God shall we imagine a distinction of office and character? God is one; and the depth of foolishness is reached by that theology which talks of God as if he held different offices, and differed in each. It sets a contradiction in the very nature of God himself. It represents him, for instance, as having to do that as a magistrate which as a father he would not do! The love of the father makes him desire to be unjust as a magistrate! Oh the folly of any mind that would explain God before obeying him! that would map out the character of God, instead of crying, Lord, what wouldst thou have me to do? God is no magistrate; but, if he were, it would be a position to which his fatherhood alone gave him the right; his rights as a father cover every right he can be analytically supposed to possess. The justice of God is this, that—to use a boyish phrase, the best the language will now afford me because of misuse—he gives every man, woman, child, and beast, everything that has being, fair play; he renders to every man according to his work; and therein lies his perfect mercy; for nothing else could be merciful to the man, and nothing but mercy could be fair to him. God does nothing of which any just man, the thing set fairly and fully before him so that he understood, would not say, 'That is fair.' Who would, I repeat, say a man was a just man because he insisted on prosecuting every offender? A scoundrel might do that. Yet the justice of God, forsooth, is his punishment of sin! A just man is one who cares, and tries, and always tries, to give fair play to everyone in every thing. When we speak of the justice of God, let us see that we do mean justice! Punishment of the guilty may be involved in justice, but it does not constitute the justice of God one atom more than it would constitute the justice of a man.
Human justice might be a poor reflection of true justice, just a shadow of it; but God’s justice must be perfect. We can't interfere with how it works; are we understanding it correctly? If you ask a typical Sunday church-goer in England what they think God's justice means, wouldn’t nineteen out of twenty say it’s about punishing sin? Consider for a moment what that kind of justice would suggest about a person—it would mean punishing every wrong. A Roman emperor or a Turkish judge could do that and still be among the most unjust people imaginable. Ahab might enforce justice as a ruler while being the murderer of Naboth in his own garden. Should we think of God as having separate roles or characteristics? God is one; the height of foolishness is reached by those who talk about Him as if He had different roles and behaved differently in each. It implies a contradiction in God’s very nature. It suggests that God has to do something as a judge that He wouldn't do as a father! The love of a father would lead Him to act unjustly as a judge! Oh, how foolish it is for anyone to try to explain God before they obey Him; to define God’s character rather than asking, “Lord, what do you want me to do?” God is not just a judge; but if He were, that role would be one only His fatherly nature could give Him the right to occupy; His rights as a father encompass every right we might analytically assign to Him. God’s justice is this: to use a casual phrase that fits best due to its common usage, He gives every man, woman, child, and creature that exists, fair play; He rewards everyone according to their actions, and therein lies His perfect mercy; nothing else could be merciful to a person, and only mercy could be truly fair to them. God does nothing that any just person, if all the circumstances were clearly presented to them, wouldn’t say, “That’s fair.” Who would claim a person is just just because they insist on prosecuting every lawbreaker? A scoundrel might do that. Yet, somehow, people declare that God’s justice is found in punishing sin! A just person is one who cares and consistently seeks to give fair play to everyone in everything. When we talk about God’s justice, let’s ensure we actually mean justice! Punishing the guilty may be part of justice, but it doesn’t define God’s justice any more than it would define a human's.
'But no one ever doubts that God gives fair play!'
'But no one ever doubts that God plays fair!'
'That may be—but does not go for much, if you say that God does this or that which is not fair.'
'That might be true—but it doesn’t mean much if you claim that God does things that aren’t fair.'
'If he does it, you may be sure it is fair.'
'If he does it, you can be sure it's fair.'
'Doubtless, or he could not be God—except to devils. But you say he does so and so, and is just; I say, he does not do so and so, and is just. You say he does, for the Bible says so. I say, if the Bible said so, the Bible would lie; but the Bible does not say so. The lord of life complains of men for not judging right. To say on the authority of the Bible that God does a thing no honourable man would do, is to lie against God; to say that it is therefore right, is to lie against the very spirit of God. To uphold a lie for God's sake is to be against God, not for him. God cannot be lied for. He is the truth. The truth alone is on his side. While his child could not see the rectitude of a thing, he would infinitely rather, even if the thing were right, have him say, God could not do that thing, than have him believe that he did it. If the man were sure God did it, the thing he ought to say would be, 'Then there must be something about it I do not know, which if I did know, I should see the thing quite differently.' But where an evil thing is invented to explain and account for a good thing, and a lover of God is called upon to believe the invention or be cast out, he needs not mind being cast out, for it is into the company of Jesus. Where there is no ground to believe that God does a thing except that men who would explain God have believed and taught it, he is not a true man who accepts men against his own conscience of God. I acknowledge no authority calling upon me to believe a thing of God, which I could not be a man and believe right in my fellow-man. I will accept no explanation of any way of God which explanation involves what I should scorn as false and unfair in a man. If you say, That may be right of God to do which it would not be right of man to do, I answer, Yes, because the relation of the maker to his creatures is very different from the relation of one of those creatures to another, and he has therefore duties toward his creatures requiring of him what no man would have the right to do to his fellow-man; but he can have no duty that is not both just and merciful. More is required of the maker, by his own act of creation, than can be required of men. More and higher justice and righteousness is required of him by himself, the Truth;—greater nobleness, more penetrating sympathy; and nothing but what, if an honest man understood it, he would say was right. If it be a thing man cannot understand, then man can say nothing as to whether it is right or wrong. He cannot even know that God does it, when the it is unintelligible to him. What he calls it may be but the smallest facet of a composite action. His part is silence. If it be said by any that God does a thing, and the thing seems to me unjust, then either I do not know what the thing is, or God does not do it. The saying cannot mean what it seems to mean, or the saying is not true. If, for instance, it be said that God visits the sins of the fathers on the children, a man who takes visits upon to mean punishes, and the children to mean the innocent children, ought to say, 'Either I do not understand the statement, or the thing is not true, whoever says it.' God may do what seems to a man not right, but it must so seem to him because God works on higher, on divine, on perfect principles, too right for a selfish, unfair, or unloving man to understand. But least of all must we accept some low notion of justice in a man, and argue that God is just in doing after that notion.
'Doubtless, or he could not be God—except to devils. But you say he acts in a certain way and is just; I say he does not act that way and is just. You say he does, because the Bible says so. I say, if the Bible said that, it would be lying; but the Bible does not say that. The lord of life complains that people do not judge correctly. To claim, based on the Bible, that God does something no honorable person would do is to lie about God; to claim it’s therefore right is to lie against the very spirit of God. To support a lie for God's sake is to stand against God, not for him. God cannot be lied for. He is the truth. The truth alone is on his side. While his child may not see the righteousness of something, he would infinitely prefer that, even if the thing were right, the child says, 'God could not do that,' rather than believe that he did it. If the person were convinced God did it, the right thing to say would be, 'Then there must be something about it I do not understand, which if I did, I would see the situation very differently.' But where an evil explanation is created to justify and account for a good thing, and a lover of God is pressured to believe the explanation or be cast out, he need not worry about being cast out, for it is into the company of Jesus. Where there is no reason to believe that God does something except that men who try to explain God have believed and taught it, he is not a true person who accepts men against his own understanding of God. I recognize no authority asking me to believe something about God that I could not reasonably believe about my fellow man. I will accept no explanation of any way of God that involves what I would scorn as false and unfair in a human. If you say, 'It may be right for God to do what would not be right for a person to do,' I respond, 'Yes, because the relationship of the creator to his creations is very different from the relationship of one creature to another, and he has therefore duties toward his creations requiring him to do what no human would have the right to do to another; but he cannot have any duty that is not both just and merciful. More is required of the creator, by his own act of creation, than can be demanded of humans. Greater and higher justice and righteousness are required of him, the Truth; greater nobleness, deeper sympathy; and nothing but what, if an honest person understood it, would be acknowledged as right. If it is something that humans cannot comprehend, then they cannot say anything about whether it is right or wrong. They cannot even know that God does it, when the it is beyond their understanding. What they refer to as it may be just a tiny part of a larger action. Their role is silence. If anyone claims that God does something and that thing seems unjust to me, then either I do not understand what it is, or God does not do it. The statement cannot mean what it seems to mean, or it is not true. If, for example, it is said that God punishes the children for the sins of their fathers, a person who interprets visits upon as punishes, and the children as the innocent children, ought to say, 'Either I do not understand the statement, or the claim is not true, no matter who says it.' God may do what seems unjust to a person, but it must seem that way to them because God operates on higher, divine, perfect principles that are too just for a selfish, unfair, or unloving person to understand. But least of all must we accept some flawed idea of justice in a person and argue that God is just by that standard.'
The common idea, then, is, that the justice of God consists in punishing sin: it is in the hope of giving a larger idea of the justice of God in punishing sin that I ask, 'Why is God bound to punish sin?'
The common idea is that God's justice is about punishing sin. To help us understand God's justice in punishing sin better, I ask, 'Why is God obligated to punish sin?'
'How could he be a just God and not punish sin?'
'How could he be a fair God and not punish wrongdoing?'
'Mercy is a good and right thing,' I answer, 'and but for sin there could be no mercy. We are enjoined to forgive, to be merciful, to be as our father in heaven. Two rights cannot possibly be opposed to each other. If God punish sin, it must be merciful to punish sin; and if God forgive sin, it must be just to forgive sin. We are required to forgive, with the argument that our father forgives. It must, I say, be right to forgive. Every attribute of God must be infinite as himself. He cannot be sometimes merciful, and not always merciful. He cannot be just, and not always just. Mercy belongs to him, and needs no contrivance of theologic chicanery to justify it.'
'Mercy is a good and right thing,' I reply, 'and without sin, there would be no need for mercy. We are called to forgive, to be merciful, to be like our Father in heaven. Two rights cannot contradict each other. If God punishes sin, then it must be merciful to do so; and if God forgives sin, it must be just to forgive. We are required to forgive, because our Father forgives us. It must, I believe, be right to forgive. Every attribute of God must be infinite like He is. He cannot be sometimes merciful and not always merciful. He cannot be just and not always just. Mercy belongs to Him and doesn't need complicated theological arguments to justify it.'
'Then you mean that it is wrong to punish sin, therefore God does not punish sin?'
'So you’re saying it’s wrong to punish sin, so God doesn’t punish sin?'
'By no means; God does punish sin, but there is no opposition between punishment and forgiveness. The one may be essential to the possibility of the other. Why, I repeat, does God punish sin? That is my point.'
'Definitely not; God punishes sin, but there’s no conflict between punishment and forgiveness. One may even be necessary for the other to exist. So, I ask again, why does God punish sin? That’s my point.'
'Because in itself sin deserves punishment.'
'Because sin, in itself, deserves punishment.'
'Then how can he tell us to forgive it?'
'So how can he tell us to forgive it?'
'He punishes, and having punished he forgives?'
'He punishes, and after punishing, he forgives?'
'That will hardly do. If sin demands punishment, and the righteous punishment is given, then the man is free. Why should he be forgiven?'
'That won’t work. If sin requires punishment, and the just punishment is carried out, then the person is free. Why should he be forgiven?'
'He needs forgiveness because no amount of punishment will meet his deserts.'
'He needs forgiveness because no amount of punishment will be enough for what he deserves.'
I avoid for the present, as anyone may perceive, the probable expansion of this reply.
I’m currently avoiding, as anyone can see, the likely expansion of this response.
'Then why not forgive him at once if the punishment is not essential— if part can be pretermitted? And again, can that be required which, according to your showing, is not adequate? You will perhaps answer, 'God may please to take what little he can have;' and this brings me to the fault in the whole idea.
'Then why not forgive him right away if the punishment isn’t necessary—if some of it can be set aside? And again, can something that isn’t sufficient be demanded? You might respond, 'God might be satisfied with whatever little he can have;' and this leads me to the flaw in the entire concept.'
Punishment is nowise an offset to sin. Foolish people sometimes, in a tone of self-gratulatory pity, will say, 'If I have sinned I have suffered.' Yes, verily, but what of that? What merit is there in it? Even had you laid the suffering upon yourself, what did that do to make up for the wrong? That you may have bettered by your suffering is well for you, but what atonement is there in the suffering? The notion is a false one altogether. Punishment, deserved suffering, is no equipoise to sin. It is no use laying it in the other scale. It will not move it a hair's breadth. Suffering weighs nothing at all against sin. It is not of the same kind, not under the same laws, any more than mind and matter. We say a man deserves punishment; but when we forgive and do not punish him, we do not always feel that we have done wrong; neither when we do punish him do we feel that any amends has been made for his wrongdoing. If it were an offset to wrong, then God would be bound to punish for the sake of the punishment; but he cannot be, for he forgives. Then it is not for the sake of the punishment, as a thing that in itself ought to be done, but for the sake of something else, as a means to an end, that God punishes. It is not directly for justice, else how could he show mercy, for that would involve injustice?
Punishment is in no way an offset to sin. Some foolish people, speaking with a tone of self-satisfied pity, will say, 'If I've sinned, I've suffered.' Yes, that's true, but so what? What good does it do? Even if you caused the suffering yourself, how does that make up for the wrong? That you might have improved because of your suffering is good for you, but what atonement comes from that suffering? The idea is completely misguided. Punishment, or deserved suffering, doesn’t balance out sin. You can't weigh it on the other side; it won't budge even a little. Suffering doesn't hold any weight against sin. They aren't even in the same category, not governed by the same principles, much like mind and matter. We say a person deserves punishment; yet when we forgive and don’t punish him, we don’t always feel that we’ve done something wrong; and when we do punish him, we don’t feel that any compensation has been made for his wrongdoing. If it truly balanced out the wrong, then God would have to punish for the sake of the punishment itself; but that’s not the case, since He forgives. Therefore, it’s not about punishment as something that should happen in itself, but rather as a means to achieve something else that God punishes. It’s not strictly about justice; otherwise, how could He show mercy, as that would imply injustice?
Primarily, God is not bound to punish sin; he is bound to destroy sin. If he were not the Maker, he might not be bound to destroy sin—I do not know; but seeing he has created creatures who have sinned, and therefore sin has, by the creating act of God, come into the world, God is, in his own righteousness, bound to destroy sin.
Primarily, God isn't obligated to punish sin; he is obligated to destroy sin. If he weren't the Creator, he might not have to destroy sin—I can't say for sure; but since he has made beings who have sinned, and because sin entered the world through God's act of creation, God is, in his own righteousness, compelled to eliminate sin.
'But that is to have no mercy.'
'But that has no mercy.'
You mistake. God does destroy sin; he is always destroying sin. In him I trust that he is destroying sin in me. He is always saving the sinner from his sins, and that is destroying sin. But vengeance on the sinner, the law of a tooth for a tooth, is not in the heart of God, neither in his hand. If the sinner and the sin in him, are the concrete object of the divine wrath, then indeed there can be no mercy. Then indeed there will be an end put to sin by the destruction of the sin and the sinner together. But thus would no atonement be wrought—nothing be done to make up for the wrong God has allowed to come into being by creating man. There must be an atonement, a making-up, a bringing together—an atonement which, I say, cannot be made except by the man who has sinned.
You are mistaken. God does destroy sin; He is constantly working to eliminate sin. I trust that He is removing sin from me. He is always saving sinners from their sins, and that is what it means to destroy sin. But vengeance on the sinner, the idea of "an eye for an eye," is not in God's heart or in His actions. If the sinner and the sin within them are the focus of God's wrath, then there can be no mercy. In that case, sin would end only through the destruction of both the sin and the sinner. However, that would not allow for any atonement—nothing would be done to rectify the wrong that God allowed to occur by creating humanity. There must be atonement, a reconciliation, a coming together—an atonement that, I say, can only be made by the one who has sinned.
Punishment, I repeat, is not the thing required of God, but the absolute destruction of sin. What better is the world, what better is the sinner, what better is God, what better is the truth, that the sinner should suffer—continue suffering to all eternity? Would there be less sin in the universe? Would there be any making-up for sin? Would it show God justified in doing what he knew would bring sin into the world, justified in making creatures who he knew would sin? What setting-right would come of the sinner's suffering? If justice demand it, if suffering be the equivalent for sin, then the sinner must suffer, then God is bound to exact his suffering, and not pardon; and so the making of man was a tyrannical deed, a creative cruelty. But grant that the sinner has deserved to suffer, no amount of suffering is any atonement for his sin. To suffer to all eternity could not make up for one unjust word. Does that mean, then, that for an unjust word I deserve to suffer to all eternity? The unjust word is an eternally evil thing; nothing but God in my heart can cleanse me from the evil that uttered it; but does it follow that I saw the evil of what I did so perfectly, that eternal punishment for it would be just? Sorrow and confession and self-abasing love will make up for the evil word; suffering will not. For evil in the abstract, nothing can be done. It is eternally evil. But I may be saved from it by learning to loathe it, to hate it, to shrink from it with an eternal avoidance. The only vengeance worth having on sin is to make the sinner himself its executioner. Sin and punishment are in no antagonism to each other in man, any more than pardon and punishment are in God; they can perfectly co-exist. The one naturally follows the other, punishment being born of sin, because evil exists only by the life of good, and has no life of its own, being in itself death. Sin and suffering are not natural opposites; the opposite of evil is good, not suffering; the opposite of sin is not suffering, but righteousness. The path across the gulf that divides right from wrong is not the fire, but repentance. If my friend has wronged me, will it console me to see him punished? Will that be a rendering to me of my due? Will his agony be a balm to my deep wound? Should I be fit for any friendship if that were possible even in regard to my enemy? But would not the shadow of repentant grief, the light of reviving love on his countenance, heal it at once however deep? Take any of those wicked people in Dante's hell, and ask wherein is justice served by their punishment. Mind, I am not saying it is not right to punish them; I am saying that justice is not, never can be, satisfied by suffering—nay, cannot have any satisfaction in or from suffering. Human resentment, human revenge, human hate may. Such justice as Dante's keeps wickedness alive in its most terrible forms. The life of God goes forth to inform, or at least give a home to victorious evil. Is he not defeated every time that one of those lost souls defies him? All hell cannot make Vanni Fucci say 'I was wrong.' God is triumphantly defeated, I say, throughout the hell of his vengeance. Although against evil, it is but the vain and wasted cruelty of a tyrant. There is no destruction of evil thereby, but an enhancing of its horrible power in the midst of the most agonizing and disgusting tortures a divine imagination can invent. If sin must be kept alive, then hell must be kept alive; but while I regard the smallest sin as infinitely loathsome, I do not believe that any being, never good enough to see the essential ugliness of sin, could sin so as to deserve such punishment. I am not now, however, dealing with the question of the duration of punishment, but with the idea of punishment itself; and would only say in passing, that the notion that a creature born imperfect, nay, born with impulses to evil not of his own generating, and which he could not help having, a creature to whom the true face of God was never presented, and by whom it never could have been seen, should be thus condemned, is as loathsome a lie against God as could find place in heart too undeveloped to understand what justice is, and too low to look up into the face of Jesus. It never in truth found place in any heart, though in many a pettifogging brain. There is but one thing lower than deliberately to believe such a lie, and that is to worship the God of whom it is believed. The one deepest, highest, truest, fittest, most wholesome suffering must be generated in the wicked by a vision, a true sight, more or less adequate, of the hideousness of their lives, of the horror of the wrongs they have done. Physical suffering may be a factor in rousing this mental pain; but 'I would I had never been born!' must be the cry of Judas, not because of the hell-fire around him, but because he loathes the man that betrayed his friend, the world's friend. When a man loathes himself, he has begun to be saved. Punishment tends to this result. Not for its own sake, not as a make-up for sin, not for divine revenge—horrible word, not for any satisfaction to justice, can punishment exist. Punishment is for the sake of amendment and atonement. God is bound by his love to punish sin in order to deliver his creature; he is bound by his justice to destroy sin in his creation. Love is justice—is the fulfilling of the law, for God as well as for his children. This is the reason of punishment; this is why justice requires that the wicked shall not go unpunished—that they, through the eye-opening power of pain, may come to see and do justice, may be brought to desire and make all possible amends, and so become just. Such punishment concerns justice in the deepest degree. For Justice, that is God, is bound in himself to see justice done by his children—not in the mere outward act, but in their very being. He is bound in himself to make up for wrong done by his children, and he can do nothing to make up for wrong done but by bringing about the repentance of the wrong-doer. When the man says, 'I did wrong; I hate myself and my deed; I cannot endure to think that I did it!' then, I say, is atonement begun. Without that, all that the Lord did would be lost. He would have made no atonement. Repentance, restitution, confession, prayer for forgiveness, righteous dealing thereafter, is the sole possible, the only true make-up for sin. For nothing less than this did Christ die. When a man acknowledges the right he denied before; when he says to the wrong, 'I abjure, I loathe you; I see now what you are; I could not see it before because I would not; God forgive me; make me clean, or let me die!' then justice, that is God, has conquered—and not till then.
Punishment, I say again, is not what God requires, but the complete eradication of sin. What benefit does the world gain, what benefit does the sinner gain, what benefit does God gain, or what benefit does the truth gain, from the sinner suffering—continuing to suffer for all eternity? Would that reduce sin in the universe? Would it repair sin in any way? Would it justify God for doing what he knew would introduce sin into the world, and for creating beings who he knew would sin? What good comes from the sinner's suffering? If justice demands it, and if suffering is the equivalent for sin, then the sinner must suffer, and God is obligated to make him suffer, not forgive; and therefore, the creation of man was an oppressive act, a cruel act of creation. But even if we accept that the sinner deserves to suffer, no amount of suffering can atone for their sin. Suffering for eternity could not compensate for a single unjust word. Does that imply that for an unjust word I deserve eternal suffering? The unjust word is an eternally evil thing; only God in my heart can cleanse me from the evil that spoke it; but does it follow that I recognized the wrongness of my actions so clearly that eternal punishment would be justified? Sorrow and confession and humbling love can atone for the evil word; suffering cannot. As for evil in the abstract, nothing can be done about it. It is eternally evil. But I can be saved from it by learning to detest it, to hate it, to avoid it with a lasting distance. The only revenge worth pursuing against sin is for the sinner to become his own executioner. Sin and punishment are not opposites in man, just as pardon and punishment are not opposites in God; they can exist together quite harmoniously. One naturally follows the other, with punishment arising from sin, because evil only exists through the life of good, having no life of its own, as it is fundamentally death. Sin and suffering are not natural opposites; the opposite of evil is good, not suffering; the opposite of sin is not suffering, but righteousness. The bridge over the divide between right and wrong is not fire, but repentance. If my friend wrongs me, will it comfort me to see him punished? Will that restore my sense of justice? Will his pain heal my deep hurt? Should I even be capable of friendship if that were true, even towards my enemy? But would not the presence of his repentant grief, the light of renewed love on his face, heal my wounds instantly, regardless of how deep they are? Take any of those wicked souls in Dante's hell, and ask how justice is served by their punishment. Mind you, I am not saying it is wrong to punish them; I am saying that justice cannot be satisfied by suffering—no, it cannot derive any satisfaction from suffering. Human anger, human revenge, human hatred might. The kind of justice Dante writes about keeps wickedness alive in its most horrifying forms. The life of God reaches out to inform, or at least accommodate, victorious evil. Is he not defeated every time one of those lost souls defies him? All hell cannot make Vanni Fucci admit, "I was wrong." God is supremely defeated, I say, throughout the hell of his wrath. Even against evil, it is just the useless and wasted cruelty of a tyrant. There is no elimination of evil in that way, but rather an enhancement of its horrific power amidst the most excruciating and repulsive tortures that a divine imagination can conjure. If sin must be sustained, then hell must be sustained; but while I see even the smallest sin as infinitely disgusting, I do not believe that any being—never virtuous enough to see the true ugliness of sin—could sin in a way that would merit such punishment. However, I am not currently addressing the duration of punishment, but the concept of punishment itself; and I would only note in passing that the idea that a creature born imperfect, or rather, born with inclinations towards evil that he did not create for himself, and which he could not avoid having, a creature to whom the true nature of God was never shown, and which could never have been seen, should be condemned in such a way, is as loathsome a lie against God as can exist in a heart too underdeveloped to grasp what justice truly is, and too base to look up at the face of Jesus. Such a belief has never truly occupied any heart, though it may linger in many petty minds. There is only one thing worse than intentionally believing such a lie, and that is worshipping the God that it represents. The deepest, highest, truest, most fitting, and healthiest suffering must arise in the wicked from a vision—a true realization, more or less complete, of the hideousness of their lives, of the horrors of the wrongs they have committed. Physical pain may spark this mental anguish; but "I wish I had never been born!" must be Judas's cry, not because of hellfire surrounding him, but because he despises the man who betrayed his friend, the friend of the world. When a person loathes themselves, they have begun the journey toward salvation. Punishment tends to lead to this outcome. Not for its own sake, not as compensation for sin, not for divine revenge—what a dreadful word!—not for any satisfaction of justice, can punishment exist. Punishment exists for the sake of reform and atonement. God, driven by his love, must punish sin to rescue his creation; he is compelled by his justice to eradicate sin from his creation. Love is justice—it is the fulfillment of the law, both for God and for his children. This is the reason for punishment; this is why justice demands that the wicked must not go unpunished—so that they may, through the enlightening power of pain, come to see and uphold justice, may be moved to seek and make all possible amends, and thus become just. This kind of punishment is deeply relevant to justice. Because Justice, who is God, is bound within himself to ensure justice is done by his children—not just in mere outward actions, but in their very essence. He is bound to rectify the wrongs done by his children, and he can achieve this only by leading the sinner toward repentance. When a person says, "I did wrong; I despise myself and my actions; I can't bear to think about what I did!" then, I say, atonement has begun. Without that, everything the Lord has done would be in vain. He would have achieved no atonement. Repentance, restitution, confession, prayers for forgiveness, and righteous behavior thereafter, is the only potential and the only true remedy for sin. For nothing less than this is why Christ died. When a person admits the truth they previously denied; when they tell the wrong, "I reject you, I detest you; I see now what you are; I couldn’t see it before because I wouldn’t allow myself to; God forgive me; cleanse me, or let me die!" then justice—that is God—has triumphed—and not until then.
'What atonement is there?'
'What atonement exists?'
Every atonement that God cares for; and the work of Jesus Christ on earth was the creative atonement, because it works atonement in every heart. He brings and is bringing God and man, and man and man, into perfect unity: 'I in them and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one.'
Every act of reconciliation that God values, and the work of Jesus Christ on earth was the ultimate act of reconciliation, because it creates atonement in every heart. He is uniting God and humanity, and humanity with each other, into perfect harmony: 'I in them and you in me, that they may be made perfect in one.'
'That is a dangerous doctrine!'
'That's a risky doctrine!'
More dangerous than you think to many things—to every evil, to every lie, and among the rest to every false trust in what Christ did, instead of in Christ himself. Paul glories in the cross of Christ, but he does not trust in the cross: he trusts in the living Christ and his living father.
More dangerous than you realize to many things—to every evil, to every lie, and also to every false trust in what Christ did, instead of in Christ himself. Paul takes pride in the cross of Christ, but he doesn’t put his trust in the cross; he trusts in the living Christ and his living Father.
Justice then requires that sin should be put an end to; and not that only, but that it should be atoned for; and where punishment can do anything to this end, where it can help the sinner to know what he has been guilty of, where it can soften his heart to see his pride and wrong and cruelty, justice requires that punishment shall not be spared. And the more we believe in God, the surer we shall be that he will spare nothing that suffering can do to deliver his child from death. If suffering cannot serve this end, we need look for no more hell, but for the destruction of sin by the destruction of the sinner. That, however, would, it appears to me, be for God to suffer defeat, blameless indeed, but defeat.
Justice requires that sin must come to an end; not only that, but it also needs to be atoned for. Where punishment can help achieve this goal, where it can make the sinner aware of their guilt, and where it can soften their heart to recognize their pride, wrongs, and cruelty, justice demands that punishment should not be held back. The more we believe in God, the more certain we can be that He will not hold back anything that suffering can do to save His child from death. If suffering cannot achieve this, then we shouldn't expect any more hell, but rather the destruction of sin through the destruction of the sinner. However, that would, it seems to me, mean defeat for God—blameless, but still defeat.
If God be defeated, he must destroy—that is, he must withdraw life. How can he go on sending forth his life into irreclaimable souls, to keep sin alive in them throughout the ages of eternity? But then, I say, no atonement would be made for the wrongs they have done; God remains defeated, for he has created that which sinned, and which would not repent and make up for its sin. But those who believe that God will thus be defeated by many souls, must surely be of those who do not believe he cares enough to do his very best for them. He is their Father; he had power to make them out of himself, separate from himself, and capable of being one with him: surely he will somehow save and keep them! Not the power of sin itself can close all the channels between creating and created.
If God is defeated, he must destroy—he must cut off life. How can he keep giving life to souls that can't be saved, allowing sin to persist in them forever? But then, I argue, no atonement would be made for the wrongs they've done; God remains defeated because he created beings that sin and refuse to repent and atone for their sins. However, those who think that God can be defeated by many souls must not believe he cares enough to truly help them. He is their Father; he has the power to create them from himself, separate from him, and capable of being united with him: surely he will find a way to save and keep them! Not even the power of sin can completely shut off all the connections between the creator and the created.
The notion of suffering as an offset for sin, the foolish idea that a man by suffering borne may get out from under the hostile claim to which his wrong-doing has subjected him, comes first of all, I think, from the satisfaction we feel when wrong comes to grief. Why do we feel this satisfaction? Because we hate wrong, but, not being righteous ourselves, more or less hate the wronger as well as his wrong, hence are not only righteously pleased to behold the law's disapproval proclaimed in his punishment, but unrighteously pleased with his suffering, because of the impact upon us of his wrong. In this way the inborn justice of our nature passes over to evil. It is no pleasure to God, as it so often is to us, to see the wicked suffer. To regard any suffering with satisfaction, save it be sympathetically with its curative quality, comes of evil, is inhuman because undivine, is a thing God is incapable of. His nature is always to forgive, and just because he forgives, he punishes. Because God is so altogether alien to wrong, because it is to him a heart-pain and trouble that one of his little ones should do the evil thing, there is, I believe, no extreme of suffering to which, for the sake of destroying the evil thing in them, he would not subject them. A man might flatter, or bribe, or coax a tyrant; but there is no refuge from the love of God; that love will, for very love, insist upon the uttermost farthing.
The idea of suffering as a consequence for sin, the misguided belief that a person can escape the negative consequences of their actions through suffering, mainly arises from the satisfaction we feel when wrongdoers face consequences. Why do we feel this satisfaction? Because we dislike wrongdoing, but since none of us are completely righteous, we often end up disliking both the wrong act and the wrongdoer. Therefore, we feel a mix of righteous pleasure in witnessing the law's punishment of them and an unrighteous pleasure in their suffering, as it reminds us of the harm they've caused. This way, our innate sense of justice can misalign with evil. It's not pleasurable for God, as it frequently is for us, to see the wicked suffer. Feeling satisfaction over anyone's suffering, unless it's from a compassionate perspective aimed at healing, stems from malice and is inhumane because it's not divine; it's not something God can do. His nature is always forgiving, and because He forgives, He also punishes. Because God is entirely opposed to wrongdoing, feeling pain and distress when one of His children does something wrong, I believe there is no limit to the suffering He would allow to eliminate that wrong in them. A person might try to flatter, bribe, or persuade a tyrant; however, there's no escaping the love of God; that love will demand complete payment, out of pure love.
'That is not the sort of love I care about!'
'That's not the kind of love I care about!'
No; how should you? I well believe it! You cannot care for it until you begin to know it. But the eternal love will not be moved to yield you to the selfishness that is killing you. What lover would yield his lady to her passion for morphia? You may sneer at such love, but the Son of God who took the weight of that love, and bore it through the world, is content with it, and so is everyone who knows it. The love of the Father is a radiant perfection. Love and not self-love is lord of the universe. Justice demands your punishment, because justice demands, and will have, the destruction of sin. Justice demands your punishment because it demands that your father should do his best for you. God, being the God of justice, that is of fair-play, and having made us what we are, apt to fall and capable of being raised again, is in himself bound to punish in order to deliver us—else is his relation to us poor beside that of an earthly father. 'To thee, O Lord, belongeth mercy, for thou renderest to every man according to his work.' A man's work is his character; and God in his mercy is not indifferent, but treats him according to his work.
No; how could you? I totally get it! You can’t care about it until you start to understand it. But true love won’t allow itself to be twisted into the selfishness that’s destroying you. What kind of lover would let their partner fall into a habit of addiction? You might look down on that kind of love, but the Son of God who carried the weight of that love through the world accepts it, and so does everyone who truly understands it. The love of the Father is a brilliant perfection. Love—not self-love—is the ruler of the universe. Justice demands your punishment because it insists on the elimination of sin. Justice requires your punishment because it insists that your father should do his best for you. God, being the God of justice, meaning fair-play, and having created us as we are, prone to fall and able to be lifted up again, is bound to punish to save us—otherwise, His relationship to us would be poor compared to that of an earthly father. 'To you, O Lord, belong mercy, for you give to every person according to their deeds.' A person's deeds reflect their character; and God, in His mercy, is not indifferent, but treats them based on their actions.
The notion that the salvation of Jesus is a salvation from the consequences of our sins, is a false, mean, low notion. The salvation of Christ is salvation from the smallest tendency or leaning to sin. It is a deliverance into the pure air of God's ways of thinking and feeling. It is a salvation that makes the heart pure, with the will and choice of the heart to be pure. To such a heart, sin is disgusting. It sees a thing as it is,—that is, as God sees it, for God sees everything as it is. The soul thus saved would rather sink into the flames of hell than steal into heaven and skulk there under the shadow of an imputed righteousness. No soul is saved that would not prefer hell to sin. Jesus did not die to save us from punishment; he was called Jesus because he should save his people from their sins.
The idea that Jesus' salvation means just saving us from the consequences of our sins is a false and shallow understanding. Christ's salvation is about freeing us from even the slightest inclination to sin. It’s a release into the fresh perspective of God’s ways of thinking and feeling. This kind of salvation purifies the heart, aligning both the will and desires of the heart with purity. To such a heart, sin is repulsive. It sees things as they truly are—just as God sees them, since God sees everything for what it is. A soul that is truly saved would rather face the flames of hell than sneak into heaven while hiding behind a false sense of righteousness. No soul is truly saved that wouldn’t choose hell over sin. Jesus didn't die to save us from punishment; He was named Jesus because He would save His people from their sins.
If punishment be no atonement, how does the fact bear on the popular theology accepted by every one of the opposers of what they call Christianity, as representing its doctrines? Most of us have been more or less trained in it, and not a few of us have thereby, thank God, learned what it is—an evil thing, to be cast out of intellect and heart. Many imagine it dead and gone, but in reality it lies at the root (the intellectual root only, thank God) of much the greater part of the teaching of Christianity in the country; and is believed in—so far as the false can be believed in—by many who think they have left it behind, when they have merely omitted the truest, most offensive modes of expressing its doctrines. It is humiliating to find how many comparatively honest people think they get rid of a falsehood by softening the statement of it, by giving it the shape and placing it in the light in which it will least assert itself, and so have a good chance of passing both with such as hold it thoroughly, and such as might revolt against it more plainly uttered.
If punishment isn’t a way to make things right, how does this fact affect the popular beliefs held by everyone who opposes what they call Christianity, as it represents its teachings? Most of us have some level of training in it, and not a few of us have learned, thankfully, that it’s an evil thing that should be rejected in both mind and heart. Many think it’s no longer relevant, but in reality, it lies at the core (the intellectual core, thankfully) of much of what Christianity teaches in this country; it’s still believed in—at least as much as something false can be believed in—by many who think they’ve moved past it, when they’ve merely left out the truest, most offensive ways of expressing its teachings. It’s frustrating to see how many fairly honest people believe they can rid themselves of a falsehood by softening its wording, shaping it, and presenting it in a way that makes it less assertive, hoping it will be accepted by those who fully embrace it, as well as those who might be repelled by a more straightforward version.
Once for all I will ease my soul regarding the horrid phantasm. I have passed through no change of opinion concerning it since first I began to write or speak; but I have written little and spoken less about it, because I would preach no mere negation. My work was not to destroy the false, except as it came in the way of building the true. Therefore I sought to speak but what I believed, saying little concerning what I did not believe; trusting, as now I trust, in the true to cast out the false, and shunning dispute. Neither will I now enter any theological lists to be the champion for or against mere doctrine. I have no desire to change the opinion of man or woman. Let everyone for me hold what he pleases. But I would do my utmost to disable such as think correct opinion essential to salvation from laying any other burden on the shoulders of true men and women than the yoke of their Master; and such burden, if already oppressing any, I would gladly lift. Let the Lord himself teach them, I say. A man who has not the mind of Christ—and no man has the mind of Christ except him who makes it his business to obey him—cannot have correct opinions concerning him; neither, if he could, would they be of any value to him: he would be nothing the better, he would be the worse for having them. Our business is not to think correctly, but to live truly; then first will there be a possibility of our thinking correctly. One chief cause of the amount of unbelief in the world is, that those who have seen something of the glory of Christ, set themselves to theorize concerning him rather than to obey him. In teaching men, they have not taught them Christ, but taught them about Christ. More eager after credible theory than after doing the truth, they have speculated in a condition of heart in which it was impossible they should understand; they have presumed to explain a Christ whom years and years of obedience could alone have made them able to comprehend. Their teaching of him, therefore, has been repugnant to the common sense of many who had not half their privileges, but in whom, as in Nathanael, there was no guile. Such, naturally, press their theories, in general derived from them of old time, upon others, insisting on their thinking about Christ as they think, instead of urging them to go to Christ to be taught by him whatever he chooses to teach them. They do their unintentional worst to stop all growth, all life. From such and their false teaching I would gladly help to deliver the true-hearted. Let the dead bury their dead, but I would do what I may to keep them from burying the living.
Once and for all, I will clarify my feelings about the disturbing illusion. I haven't changed my opinion about it since I first started to write or talk; however, I've written little and talked even less about it because I don't want to preach mere rejection. My goal wasn't to destroy the falsehood, unless it got in the way of building the truth. So, I focused on expressing what I genuinely believe, saying little about what I don’t believe; trusting, as I still do, that the truth will dispel the falsehood, and avoiding arguments. I won't get into any theological debates to defend or oppose mere doctrines. I have no desire to change anyone's opinions. Let everyone think what they choose. However, I want to do everything I can to prevent those who believe that correct opinions are essential for salvation from imposing any burdens on genuine individuals other than what their Master requires; and if anyone is already struggling under such a burden, I would gladly help lift it. I say let the Lord teach them Himself. A person who doesn't have the mind of Christ— and no one truly has the mind of Christ except those who strive to obey Him— cannot hold correct opinions about Him; and even if they could, it wouldn’t benefit them: they would be worse off for having them. Our focus shouldn't be on thinking correctly, but on living truly; only then will we have a chance to think correctly. One major reason for the unbelief in the world is that those who have glimpsed some of the glory of Christ focus on theorizing about Him instead of obeying Him. When teaching others, they haven't taught them about Christ, but instead about theories concerning Him. More interested in credible theories than in doing the truth, they’ve speculated from a state of mind that made it impossible for them to understand; they have dared to explain a Christ that only years of obedience could help them truly comprehend. Their teachings, therefore, have been distasteful to the common sense of many who had not half their advantages, but in whom, like Nathanael, there was no deceit. Such people typically push their theories, often based on outdated beliefs, onto others, insisting they think about Christ the way they do instead of encouraging them to go to Christ to learn from Him whatever He chooses to teach them. They unintentionally do their worst to hinder all growth, all life. From them and their false teachings, I would gladly help free those with true hearts. Let the dead bury their dead, but I will do what I can to prevent them from burying the living.
If there be no satisfaction to justice in the mere punishment of the wrong-doer, what shall we say of the notion of satisfying justice by causing one to suffer who is not the wrong-doer? And what, moreover, shall we say to the notion that, just because he is not the person who deserves to be punished, but is absolutely innocent, his suffering gives perfect satisfaction to the perfect justice? That the injustice be done with the consent of the person maltreated makes no difference: it makes it even worse, seeing, as they say, that justice requires the punishment of the sinner, and here is one far more than innocent. They have shifted their ground; it is no more punishment, but mere suffering the law requires! The thing gets worse and worse. I declare my utter and absolute repudiation of the idea in any form whatever. Rather than believe in a justice—that is, a God—to whose righteousness, abstract or concrete, it could be any satisfaction for the wrong-doing of a man that a man who did no wrong should suffer, I would be driven from among men, and dwell with the wild beasts that have not reason enough to be unreasonable. What! God, the father of Jesus Christ, like that! His justice contented with direst injustice! The anger of him who will nowise clear the guilty, appeased by the suffering of the innocent! Very God forbid! Observe: the evil fancy actually substitutes for punishment not mere suffering, but that suffering which is farthest from punishment; and this when, as I have shown, punishment, the severest, can be no satisfaction to justice! How did it come ever to be imagined? It sprang from the trustless dread that cannot believe in the forgiveness of the Father; cannot believe that even God will do anything for nothing; cannot trust him without a legal arrangement to bind him. How many, failing to trust God, fall back on a text, as they call it! It sprang from the pride that will understand what it cannot, before it will obey what it sees. He that will understand first will believe a lie—a lie from which obedience alone will at length deliver him. If anyone say, 'But I believe what you despise,' I answer, To believe it is your punishment for being able to believe it; you may call it your reward, if you will. You ought not to be able to believe it. It is the merest, poorest, most shameless fiction, invented without the perception that it was an invention—fit to satisfy the intellect, doubtless, of the inventor, else he could not have invented it. It has seemed to satisfy also many a humble soul, content to take what was given, and not think; content that another should think for him, and tell him what was the mind of his Father in heaven. Again I say, let the person who can be so satisfied be so satisfied; I have not to trouble myself with him. That he can be content with it, argues him unready to receive better. So long as he can believe false things concerning God, he is such as is capable of believing them—with how much or how little of blame, God knows. Opinion, right or wrong, will do nothing to save him. I would that he thought no more about this or any other opinion, but set himself to do the work of the Master. With his opinions, true or false, I have nothing to do. It is because such as he force evil things upon their fellows—utter or imply them from the seat of authority or influence—to their agony, their paralysation, their unbelief, their indignation, their stumbling, that I have any right to speak. I would save my fellows from having what notion of God is possible to them blotted out by a lie.
If justice isn't satisfied just by punishing the wrongdoer, what can we say about the idea of satisfying justice by making someone innocent suffer? And what do we say about the notion that since this person doesn't deserve punishment and is completely innocent, their suffering somehow satisfies perfect justice? The fact that the mistreated person has consented to their suffering doesn't change anything; it actually makes it worse, since justice demands the punishment of the wrongdoer, and here we have someone who is far more than innocent. They've changed their argument; it's no longer about punishment but just suffering that the law demands! This situation is getting worse and worse. I completely reject this idea in any form. Rather than accept a justice—or a God—whose righteousness could be satisfied by the suffering of someone who has done no wrong, I would choose to live among beasts that lack the reason to be unreasonable. What! The God who is the father of Jesus Christ is like that? His justice content with the most terrible injustice! The anger of someone who insists on not clearing the guilty appeased by the suffering of the innocent! God forbid! Notice that this misguided idea replaces punishment not just with suffering, but with suffering that is the furthest from punishment; and this is absurd, especially since, as I’ve shown, even the harshest punishment cannot satisfy justice! How did such a thought arise? It came from a distrustful fear that cannot believe in the Father’s forgiveness; it cannot trust that even God would do anything for free; it needs a legal agreement to feel secure. How many people, unable to trust God, cling to a piece of scripture, as they call it! This idea comes from a pride that wants to understand everything before it will obey what it can see. Those who insist on understanding first will believe a lie—a lie that only obedience can eventually free them from. If someone says, “But I believe what you disdain,” I respond, believing it is your punishment for being able to believe it; you can call it your reward if you like. You shouldn’t be able to believe it. It’s the most pathetic, shameless fiction, created without realizing it was fiction—likely fitting to satisfy the intellect of the creator, otherwise they couldn't have come up with it. It has also seemed to satisfy many humble souls, content to accept whatever is given without thinking; satisfied that someone else should think for them and explain their Father in heaven’s will. Again I say, let those who can be satisfied by such things be satisfied; I don’t need to worry about them. Their ability to accept it shows they’re not ready to receive something better. As long as they can believe falsehoods about God, they are in a position to believe them—how much blame they deserve, only God knows. Opinions, right or wrong, won’t save them. I wish they would think less about this or any other opinion and instead focus on doing the work of the Master. With their opinions, true or false, I have nothing to do. It’s because people like them impose harmful notions on others—expressing or implying them from places of authority or influence—that cause such pain, paralysis, disbelief, indignation, and stumbling, that I feel I have a right to speak up. I want to protect my fellow humans from having their understanding of God distorted by a lie.
If it be asked how, if it be false, the doctrine of substitution can have been permitted to remain so long an article of faith to so many, I answer, On the same principle on which God took up and made use of the sacrifices men had, in their lack of faith, invented as a way of pleasing him. Some children will tell lies to please the parents that hate lying. They will even confess to having done a wrong they have not done, thinking their parents would like them to say they had done it, because they teach them to confess. God accepted men's sacrifices until he could get them to see—and with how many has he yet not succeeded, in the church and out of it!—that he does not care for such things.
If someone asks how the belief in substitution has been allowed to remain a core principle for so many people, even if it's not true, I would answer that it's similar to how God accepted and used the sacrifices that people created out of their lack of faith in an attempt to please Him. Just like some kids will lie to make their parents happy, even when their parents dislike lying, they might admit to doing something wrong that they didn't actually do, thinking it would please their parents since they teach them to confess. God accepted people's sacrifices until He could help them understand—and there are still many who haven't realized this, both in the church and outside of it!—that He doesn't care for such things.
'But,' again it may well be asked, 'whence then has sprung the undeniable potency of that teaching?'
'But,' it might be asked again, 'where has the undeniable power of that teaching come from?'
I answer, From its having in it a notion of God and his Christ, poor indeed and faint, but, by the very poverty and untruth in its presentation, fitted to the weakness and unbelief of men, seeing it was by men invented to meet and ease the demand made upon their own weakness and unbelief. Thus the leaven spreads. The truth is there. It is Christ the glory of God. But the ideas that poor slavish souls breed concerning this glory the moment the darkness begins to disperse, is quite another thing. Truth is indeed too good for men to believe; they must dilute it before they can take it; they must dilute it before they dare give it. They must make it less true before they can believe it enough to get any good of it. Unable to believe in the love of the Lord Jesus Christ, they invented a mediator in his mother, and so were able to approach a little where else they had stood away; unable to believe in the forgivingness of their father in heaven, they invented a way to be forgiven that should not demand of him so much; which might make it right for him to forgive; which should save them from having to believe downright in the tenderness of his father-heart, for that they found impossible. They thought him bound to punish for the sake of punishing, as an offset to their sin; they could not believe in clear forgiveness; that did not seem divine; it needed itself to be justified; so they invented for its justification a horrible injustice, involving all that was bad in sacrifice, even human sacrifice. They invented a satisfaction for sin which was an insult to God. He sought no satisfaction, but an obedient return to the Father. What satisfaction was needed he made himself in what he did to cause them to turn from evil and go back to him. The thing was too simple for complicated unbelief and the arguing spirit. Gladly would I help their followers to loathe such thoughts of God; but for that, they themselves must grow better men and women. While they are capable of being satisfied with them, there would be no advantage in their becoming intellectually convinced that such thoughts were wrong. I would not speak a word to persuade them of it. Success would be worthless. They would but remain what they were—children capable of thinking meanly of their father. When the heart recoils, discovering how horrible it would be to have such an unreality for God, it will begin to search about and see whether it must indeed accept such statements concerning God; it will search after a real God by whom to hold fast, a real God to deliver them from the terrible idol. It is for those thus moved that I write, not at all for the sake of disputing with those who love the lie they may not be to blame for holding; who, like the Jews of old, would cast out of their synagogue the man who doubts the genuineness of their moral caricature of God, who doubts their travesty of the grandest truth in the universe, the atonement of Jesus Christ. Of such a man they will unhesitatingly report that he does not believe in the atonement. But a lie for God is against God, and carries the sentence of death in itself.
I reply that it has a faint and poor concept of God and His Christ, but this very inadequacy and falsehood in its presentation makes it suitable for the weakness and disbelief of people, since it was created by them to address their own shortcomings. This is how the leaven spreads. The truth is present; it is Christ, the glory of God. However, the ideas that weak souls generate about this glory the moment the darkness starts to lift is a completely different matter. The truth is, it’s often too good for people to truly accept; they feel the need to dilute it before they can embrace it, and they must also water it down before they feel comfortable sharing it. They tend to make it less true so they can believe it sufficiently to gain any benefit from it. Unable to trust in the love of the Lord Jesus Christ, they created a mediator in His mother, allowing them to draw near when they would otherwise stay away; unable to believe in the forgiving nature of their heavenly Father, they devised a means of forgiveness that wouldn’t require much from Him; something that would make it acceptable for Him to forgive, which would save them from having to believe wholeheartedly in the tenderness of His fatherly love, a belief they found impossible. They thought He was obligated to punish as a counterbalance to their sins; they could not accept straightforward forgiveness as divine; it had to be justified somehow. So, they came up with a horrible injustice to justify it, involving all that is wrong with sacrifice, even human sacrifice. They created a faulty satisfaction for sin that insults God. He sought no satisfaction, just an obedient return to the Father. Any satisfaction that was necessary He made Himself, through actions that directed them away from evil and back to Him. This was too simple for complex disbelief and a questioning spirit. I would happily help their followers reject such views of God; however, they must first become better individuals. While they are satisfied with those beliefs, there’s no benefit in them becoming intellectually convinced that such ideas are wrong. I wouldn’t say anything to persuade them. Such success would be pointless. They would remain as they are—children who can think poorly of their father. When the heart pulls back, realizing how terrible it would be to have such a false notion of God, it will start to look for whether it must truly accept such claims about God; it will seek a real God to hold onto, a real God who can save them from the dreadful idol. I write for those who are inspired to search, not to argue with those who cling to lies they might not be at fault for believing; who, like the ancient Jews, would expel anyone from their community who questions the authenticity of their distorted view of God, who doubts their misrepresentation of the most profound truth in the universe, the atonement of Jesus Christ. Such a person would be quickly labeled as someone who does not believe in the atonement. But a lie about God is against God and carries its own sentence of death.
Instead of giving their energy to do the will of God, men of power have given it to the construction of a system by which to explain why Christ must die, what were the necessities and designs of God in permitting his death; and men of power of our own day, while casting from them not a little of the good in the teaching of the Roman Church, have clung to the morally and spiritually vulgar idea of justice and satisfaction held by pagan Rome, buttressed by the Jewish notion of sacrifice, and in its very home, alas, with the mother of all the western churches! Better the reformers had kept their belief in a purgatory, and parted with what is called vicarious sacrifice!
Instead of focusing their energy on doing God's will, those in power have channeled it into creating a system that explains why Christ had to die, what God’s purposes and intentions were in allowing His death. Those in power today, while dismissing some of the valuable teachings of the Roman Church, have clung to the morally and spiritually coarse ideas of justice and satisfaction from pagan Rome, reinforced by the Jewish concept of sacrifice, and unfortunately, right at the heart of it, with the mother of all Western churches! It would have been better if the reformers had maintained their belief in purgatory and let go of what is known as vicarious sacrifice!
Their system is briefly this: God is bound to punish sin, and to punish it to the uttermost. His justice requires that sin be punished. But he loves man, and does not want to punish him if he can help it. Jesus Christ says, 'I will take his punishment upon me.' God accepts his offer, and lets man go unpunished—upon a condition. His justice is more than satisfied by the punishment of an infinite being instead of a world of worthless creatures. The suffering of Jesus is of greater value than that of all the generations, through endless ages, because he is infinite, pure, perfect in love and truth, being God's own everlasting son. God's condition with man is, that he believe in Christ's atonement thus explained. A man must say, 'I have sinned, and deserve to be tortured to all eternity. But Christ has paid my debts, by being punished instead of me. Therefore he is my Saviour. I am now bound by gratitude to him to turn away from evil.' Some would doubtless insist on his saying a good deal more, but this is enough for my purpose.
Their system is basically this: God has to punish sin, and He has to punish it completely. His justice demands that sin be dealt with. But He loves humanity and doesn’t want to punish anyone if He can help it. Jesus Christ says, 'I will take the punishment for them.' God agrees to this and allows people to go unpunished—on one condition. His justice is more than fulfilled by the punishment of an infinite being instead of a world full of worthless creatures. The suffering of Jesus is worth more than that of all generations, throughout endless ages, because He is infinite, pure, and perfect in love and truth, being God's own eternal son. God's condition for humanity is that they believe in Christ's atonement as explained here. A person must acknowledge, 'I have sinned and deserve to be tortured for all eternity. But Christ has paid my debts by being punished in my place. Therefore, He is my Savior. Out of gratitude to Him, I now commit to turning away from evil.' Some might argue that He should say a lot more, but this is enough for my purpose.
As to the justice of God requiring the punishment of the sinner, I have said enough. That the mere suffering of the sinner can be no satisfaction to justice, I have also tried to show. If the suffering of the sinner be indeed required by the justice of God, let it be administered. But what shall we say adequate to confront the base representation that it is not punishment, not the suffering of the sinner that is required, but suffering! nay, as if this were not depth enough of baseness to crown all heathenish representation of the ways of God, that the suffering of the innocent is unspeakably preferable in his eyes to that of the wicked, as a make-up for wrong done! nay, again, 'in the lowest deep a lower deep,' that the suffering of the holy, the suffering of the loving, the suffering of the eternally and perfectly good, is supremely satisfactory to the pure justice of the Father of spirits! Not all the suffering that could be heaped upon the wicked could buy them a moment's respite, so little is their suffering a counterpoise to their wrong; in the working of this law of equivalents, this lex talionis, the suffering of millions of years could not equal the sin of a moment, could not pay off one farthing of the deep debt. But so much more valuable, precious, and dear, is the suffering of the innocent, so much more of a satisfaction—observe—to the justice of God, that in return for that suffering another wrong is done: the sinners who deserve and ought to be punished are set free.
As for God’s justice demanding punishment for sinners, I've said enough. I've also tried to show that the mere suffering of a sinner can’t truly satisfy justice. If God’s justice requires the sinner to suffer, so be it. But how do we address the twisted idea that it’s not punishment or the sinner’s suffering that matters, but suffering itself? It gets even worse: some claim that the suffering of the innocent is actually preferred by Him over that of the wicked as a way to make up for wrongs done. Moreover, it's shocking to think that the suffering of the holy, the loving, and the completely good is seen as perfectly satisfactory to the pure justice of the Father of spirits! No amount of suffering would grant the wicked even a moment's pause, as their suffering doesn’t balance out their wrongdoing. According to this law of equivalents, this lex talionis, even suffering for millions of years wouldn’t equal the sin of a single moment, nor would it pay off any part of the massive debt. Yet, the suffering of the innocent is so much more valuable, precious, and meaningful that, ironically, in return for that suffering, another wrong occurs: the sinners who should be punished are let go.
I know the root of all that can be said on the subject; the notion is imbedded in the gray matter of my Scotch brains; and if I reject it, I know what I reject. For the love of God my heart rose early against the low invention. Strange that in a Christian land it should need to be said, that to punish the innocent and let the guilty go free is unjust! It wrongs the innocent, the guilty, and God himself. It would be the worst of all wrongs to the guilty to treat them as innocent. The whole device is a piece of spiritual charlatanry—fit only for a fraudulent jail-delivery. If the wicked ought to be punished, it were the worst possible perversion of justice to take a righteous being however strong, and punish him instead of the sinner however weak. To the poorest idea of justice in punishment, it is essential that the sinner, and no other than the sinner, should receive the punishment. The strong being that was willing to bear such punishment might well be regarded as worshipful, but what of the God whose so-called justice he thus defeats? If you say it is justice, not God that demands the suffering, I say justice cannot demand that which is unjust, and the whole thing is unjust. God is absolutely just, and there is no deliverance from his justice, which is one with his mercy. The device is an absurdity—a grotesquely deformed absurdity. To represent the living God as a party to such a style of action, is to veil with a mask of cruelty and hypocrisy the face whose glory can be seen only in the face of Jesus; to put a tirade of vulgar Roman legality into the mouth of the Lord God merciful and gracious, who will by no means clear the guilty. Rather than believe such ugly folly of him whose very name is enough to make those that know him heave the breath of the hart panting for the waterbrooks; rather than think of him what in a man would make me avoid him at the risk of my life, I would say, 'There is no God; let us neither eat nor drink, that we may die! For lo, this is not our God! This is not he for whom we have waited!' But I have seen his face and heard his voice in the face and the voice of Jesus Christ; and I say this is our God, the very one whose being the Creator makes it an infinite gladness to be the created. I will not have the God of the scribes and the pharisees whether Jewish or Christian, protestant, Roman, or Greek, but thy father, O Christ! He is my God. If you say, 'That is our God, not yours!' I answer, 'Your portrait of your God is an evil caricature of the face of Christ.'
I understand everything there is to say on the topic; it's ingrained in my Scottish brain, and if I reject it, I know exactly what I'm rejecting. For the love of God, my heart rebelled early against this low idea. It’s strange that in a Christian country it should need to be said that punishing the innocent while letting the guilty go free is unjust! It harms the innocent, the guilty, and God himself. It would be the worst possible injustice to treat the guilty as if they were innocent. This whole idea is a form of spiritual trickery, suitable only for a fake prison break. If the wicked deserve punishment, it would be a complete perversion of justice to punish a righteous person, no matter how strong they are, instead of the sinner, no matter how weak. Justice requires that only the sinner should face the consequences. The strong person willing to take on such punishment might be seen as admirable, but what about the God whose so-called justice is undermined by this? If you argue that it’s justice, not God, that demands suffering, I say that justice cannot require something unjust, and the entire idea is unjust. God is perfectly just, and there’s no escape from his justice, which is intertwined with his mercy. This concept is absurd—a grotesquely twisted absurdity. To depict the living God as part of such actions is to cover his true nature, which can only be seen in the face of Jesus, with a mask of cruelty and hypocrisy; to put a load of crude Roman law words into the mouth of the merciful and gracious Lord God, who will never cover for the guilty. Rather than believe in such a horrible misrepresentation of him, whose very name makes those who know him long for him like a deer longs for water, I would say, "There is no God; let's neither eat nor drink, so that we may die! Because that is not our God! This is not the one we have been waiting for!" But I have seen his face and heard his voice in Jesus Christ; and I say this is our God, the very one whose creation brings infinite joy to being created. I reject the God of the scribes and Pharisees, whether Jewish or Christian, Protestant, Roman, or Greek, but I embrace you, O Christ! He is my God. If you say, "That is our God, not yours!" I reply, "Your image of God is a wicked distortion of the face of Christ."
To believe in a vicarious sacrifice, is to think to take refuge with the Son from the righteousness of the Father; to take refuge with his work instead of with the Son himself; to take refuge with a theory of that work instead of the work itself; to shelter behind a false quirk of law instead of nestling in the eternal heart of the unchangeable and righteous Father, who is merciful in that he renders to every man according to his work, and compels their obedience, nor admits judicial quibble or subterfuge. God will never let a man off with any fault. He must have him clean. He will excuse him to the very uttermost of truth, but not a hair's-breadth beyond it; he is his true father, and will have his child true as his son Jesus Christ is true. He will impute to him nothing that he has not, will lose sight of no smallest good that he has; will quench no smoking flax, break no bruised reed, but send forth judgment unto victory. He is God beyond all that heart hungriest for love and righteousness could to eternity desire.
To believe in a substitute sacrifice means thinking you can take refuge with the Son instead of facing the Father’s righteousness; relying on His work rather than the Son Himself; depending on a theory of that work rather than the work itself; hiding behind a misleading legal loophole instead of resting in the eternal heart of the unchangeable and righteous Father, who is merciful by giving everyone exactly what they deserve, enforcing obedience while rejecting any legal trickery or evasion. God will never overlook a person's faults. He demands purity. He will forgive to the utmost extent of truth, but not a tiny bit beyond that; He is a true father and expects His child to be as genuine as His Son Jesus Christ is. He will not assign any faults that aren’t there and won’t overlook even the smallest good that exists; He will not extinguish a flickering flame or break a bruised reed, but will bring forth justice to victory. He is God, beyond anything that a heart longing for love and righteousness could ever desire for all eternity.
If you say the best of men have held the opinions I stigmatize, I answer, 'Some of the best of men have indeed held these theories, and of men who have held them I have loved and honoured some heartily and humbly—but because of what they were, not because of what they thought; and they were what they were in virtue of their obedient faith, not of their opinion. They were not better men because of holding these theories. In virtue of knowing God by obeying his son, they rose above the theories they had never looked in the face, and so had never recognized as evil. Many have arrived, in the natural progress of their sacred growth, at the point where they must abandon them. The man of whom I knew the most good gave them up gladly. Good to worshipfulness may be the man that holds them, and I hate them the more therefore; they are lies that, working under cover of the truth mingled with them, burrow as near the heart of the good man as they can go. Whoever, from whatever reason of blindness, may be the holder of a lie, the thing is a lie, and no falsehood must mingle with the justice we mete out to it. There is nothing for any lie but the pit of hell. Yet until the man sees the thing to be a lie, how shall he but hold it! Are there not mingled with it shadows of the best truth in the universe? So long as a man is able to love a lie, he is incapable of seeing it is a lie. He who is true, out and out, will know at once an untruth; and to that vision we must all come. I do not write for the sake of those who either make or heartily accept any lie. When they see the glory of God, they will see the eternal difference between the false and the true, and not till then. I write for those whom such teaching as theirs has folded in a cloud through which they cannot see the stars of heaven, so that some of them even doubt if there be any stars of heaven. For the holy ones who believed and taught these things in days gone by, all is well. Many of the holiest of them cast the lies from them long ere the present teachers of them were born. Many who would never have invented them for themselves, yet receiving them with the seals affixed of so many good men, took them in their humility as recognized truths, instead of inventions of men; and, oppressed by authority, the authority of men far inferior to themselves, did not dare dispute them, but proceeded to order their lives by what truths they found in their company, and so had their reward, the reward of obedience, in being by that obedience brought to know God, which knowledge broke for them the net of a presumptuous self-styled orthodoxy. Every man who tries to obey the Master is my brother, whether he counts me such or not, and I revere him; but dare I give quarter to what I see to be a lie, because my brother believes it? The lie is not of God, whoever may hold it.
If you claim that the best people have held the views I criticize, I respond, 'Some of the best people have indeed believed these theories, and I have loved and respected some of them deeply and humbly—but for who they are, not for what they thought; and they are who they are because of their faithful obedience, not their opinions. They were not better people because they held these theories. By knowing God through obeying his son, they transcended the theories they had never truly examined and thus never recognized as harmful. Many have reached, through their spiritual growth, the point where they must let go of those theories. The person I knew best who did good gladly abandoned them. A person who clings to them may worship well, which makes me hate them even more; they are lies that, hiding among some truth, dig into the hearts of good people. No matter the reasons for their blindness, anyone holding onto a lie is still clinging to a lie, and no falsehood should taint the justice we apply to it. Lies deserve nothing but utter condemnation. However, until a person realizes it’s a lie, how can they release it? Aren't there elements of great truth mixed in with it? As long as someone can love a lie, they cannot see it as a lie. A true person can immediately recognize falsehood; that understanding is something we all must reach. I don’t write for those who create or wholeheartedly accept lies. When they witness God's glory, they will finally see the eternal difference between falsehood and truth, and not before. I write for those whom the teachings of these ideas have wrapped in a fog, obscuring their view of the stars in the sky, leading some even to doubt the existence of those stars. For the holy individuals who believed and taught these things in the past, all is well. Many of the holiest of them rejected these lies long before the current teachers were born. Many who would never have created these theories themselves, having accepted them because they were endorsed by many good people, embraced them in their humility as accepted truths rather than human inventions; and, pressured by authority, from people far inferior to them, they didn’t dare challenge them but lived according to the truths they discovered among them, receiving their reward of obedience, which led them to know God, breaking free from a false self-proclaimed orthodoxy. Every person who tries to obey the Master is my brother, whether he considers me a brother or not, and I respect him; but can I accept what I recognize as a lie just because my brother believes it? A lie does not come from God, no matter who holds it.
'Well, then,' will many say, 'if you thus unceremoniously cast to the winds the doctrine of vicarious sacrifice, what theory do you propose to substitute in its stead?'
'Well, then,' many will say, 'if you so casually dismiss the idea of vicarious sacrifice, what theory do you propose to replace it?'
'In the name of the truth,' I answer, None. I will send out no theory of mine to rouse afresh little whirlwinds of dialogistic dust mixed with dirt and straws and holy words, hiding the Master in talk about him. If I have any such, I will not cast it on the road as I walk, but present it on a fair patine to him to whom I may think it well to show it. Only eyes opened by the sun of righteousness, and made single by obedience, can judge even the poor moony pearl of formulated thought. Say if you will that I fear to show my opinion. Is the man a coward who will not fling his child to the wolves? What faith in this kind I have, I will have to myself before God, till I see better reason for uttering it than I do now.
'In the name of truth,' I say, None. I won't put forward any theories of mine that stir up fresh little whirlwinds of pointless debate filled with dirt, straws, and so-called sacred words, obscuring the Master with chatter about him. If I have any such thoughts, I won’t just throw them out there as I go, but will present them properly to whoever I think deserves to see them. Only eyes opened by the light of righteousness and focused through obedience can judge even the mediocre thoughts I’ve formed. You can say that I’m afraid to share my opinion. Is someone a coward for not throwing their child to the wolves? Any faith I have will remain between me and God until I find a better reason to express it than I have now.
'Will you then take from me my faith, and help me to no other?'
'Are you going to take my faith from me and not help me find another?'
Your faith! God forbid. Your theory is not your faith, nor anything like it. Your faith is your obedience; your theory I know not what. Yes, I will gladly leave you without any of what you call faith. Trust in God. Obey the word—every word of the Master. That is faith; and so believing, your opinion will grow out of your true life, and be worthy of it. Peter says the Lord gives the spirit to them that obey him: the spirit of the Master, and that alone, can guide you to any theory that it will be of use to you to hold. A theory arrived at any other way is not worth the time spent on it. Jesus is the creating and saving lord of our intellects as well as of our more precious hearts; nothing that he does not think, is worth thinking; no man can think as he thinks, except he be pure like him; no man can be pure like him, except he go with him, and learn from him. To put off obeying him till we find a credible theory concerning him, is to set aside the potion we know it our duty to drink, for the study of the various schools of therapy. You know what Christ requires of you is right—much of it at least you believe to be right, and your duty to do, whether he said it or not: do it. If you do not do what you know of the truth, I do not wonder that you seek it intellectually, for that kind of search may well be, as Milton represents it, a solace even to the fallen angels. But do not call anything that may be so gained, The Truth. How can you, not caring to be true, judge concerning him whose life was to do for very love the things you confess your duty, yet do them not? Obey the truth, I say, and let theory wait. Theory may spring from life, but never life from theory.
Your faith! God forbid. Your theory isn't your faith or anything like it. Your faith is your obedience; your theory, I don’t know what. Yes, I will gladly leave you without any of what you call faith. Trust in God. Follow the word—every word of the Master. That is faith; and by believing this, your opinions will come from your true life and be worthy of it. Peter says the Lord gives the spirit to those who obey him: the spirit of the Master, and that alone can guide you to any theory that might be useful to you. A theory reached in any other way isn't worth the time spent on it. Jesus is the creator and savior of our minds as well as our hearts; nothing he doesn’t think is worth thinking about; no one can think as he thinks unless they are pure like him; and no one can be pure like him unless they walk with him and learn from him. Putting off obedience until we find a credible theory about him is like setting aside the medicine we know we should take to study various schools of thought. You know what Christ requires of you is right—at least much of it you believe to be right and your duty to do, whether or not he said it: do it. If you don’t do what you know to be true, I can understand why you seek it through intellectual means, for that kind of search can be, as Milton suggests, a comfort even to fallen angels. But don’t call anything that you might gain through that search The Truth. How can you, who don’t care to be true, judge someone whose life was dedicated to doing out of pure love the things you acknowledge as your duty but fail to do? Obey the truth, I say, and let theory wait. Theory may arise from life, but life never comes from theory.
I will not then tell you what I think, but I will tell any man who cares to hear it what I believe. I will do it now. Of course what I say must partake thus much of the character of theory that I cannot prove it; I can only endeavour to order my life by it.
I won't share my personal opinion, but I will express to anyone who wants to listen what I believe. I'll do that now. Naturally, what I say has to be somewhat theoretical since I can't prove it; I can only try to live by it.
I believe in Jesus Christ, the eternal Son of God, my elder brother, my lord and master; I believe that he has a right to my absolute obedience whereinsoever I know or shall come to know his will; that to obey him is to ascend the pinnacle of my being; that not to obey him would be to deny him. I believe that he died that I might die like him—die to any ruling power in me but the will of God—live ready to be nailed to the cross as he was, if God will it. I believe that he is my Saviour from myself, and from all that has come of loving myself, from all that God does not love, and would not have me love—all that is not worth loving; that he died that the justice, the mercy of God, might have its way with me, making me just as God is just, merciful as he is merciful, perfect as my father in heaven is perfect. I believe and pray that he will give me what punishment I need to set me right, or keep me from going wrong. I believe that he died to deliver me from all meanness, all pretence, all falseness, all unfairness, all poverty of spirit, all cowardice, all fear, all anxiety, all forms of self-love, all trust or hope in possession; to make me merry as a child, the child of our father in heaven, loving nothing but what is lovely, desiring nothing I should be ashamed to let the universe of God see me desire. I believe that God is just like Jesus, only greater yet, for Jesus said so. I believe that God is absolutely, grandly beautiful, even as the highest soul of man counts beauty, but infinitely beyond that soul's highest idea—with the beauty that creates beauty, not merely shows it, or itself exists beautiful. I believe that God has always done, is always doing his best for every man; that no man is miserable because God is forgetting him; that he is not a God to crouch before, but our father, to whom the child-heart cries exultant, 'Do with me as thou wilt.'
I believe in Jesus Christ, the eternal Son of God, my older brother, my lord and master; I believe that he deserves my complete obedience in everything I know or will come to know as his will; that to obey him is to reach the highest point of my existence; that to not obey him would be to deny him. I believe that he died so I could die like him—die to every ruling power within me except for the will of God—live ready to be nailed to the cross as he was, if God wills it. I believe that he is my Savior from my own self, and from everything that comes from loving myself, from everything that God does not love and would not want me to love—all that isn’t worth loving; that he died so that God’s justice and mercy might be fulfilled in me, making me just as God is just, as merciful as he is merciful, perfect as my Father in heaven is perfect. I believe and pray that he will give me whatever punishment I need to set me on the right path or prevent me from going astray. I believe that he died to free me from all meanness, all pretense, all dishonesty, all unfairness, all spiritual poverty, all cowardice, all fear, all anxiety, all forms of self-love, and all trust or hope in possessions; to make me cheerful like a child, the child of our Father in heaven, loving only what is lovely, desiring nothing I would be ashamed for God’s universe to see me desire. I believe that God is just like Jesus, only greater, because Jesus said so. I believe that God is absolutely, magnificently beautiful, even by the highest standards of human beauty, but infinitely beyond what any human can imagine—with a beauty that creates beauty, not just reflects it, or exists beautifully in itself. I believe that God has always done, is always doing, his best for every person; that no one is miserable because God has forgotten them; that he is not a God to be feared, but our Father, to whom the joyful heart cries out, ‘Do with me as you will.’
I believe that there is nothing good for me or for any man but God, and more and more of God, and that alone through knowing Christ can we come nigh to him.
I believe that there is nothing good for me or for anyone else except God, and more and more of God, and that only through knowing Christ can we draw near to Him.
I believe that no man is ever condemned for any sin except one—that he will not leave his sins and come out of them, and be the child of him who is his father.
I believe that no one is ever judged for any sin except for one—that they refuse to turn away from their sins, step out of them, and become a child of their true Father.
I believe that justice and mercy are simply one and the same thing; without justice to the full there can be no mercy, and without mercy to the full there can be no justice; that such is the mercy of God that he will hold his children in the consuming fire of his distance until they pay the uttermost farthing, until they drop the purse of selfishness with all the dross that is in it, and rush home to the Father and the Son, and the many brethren—rush inside the centre of the life-giving fire whose outer circles burn. I believe that no hell will be lacking which would help the just mercy of God to redeem his children.
I believe that justice and mercy are really the same thing; without complete justice, there can be no mercy, and without complete mercy, there can be no justice. God's mercy is such that He will keep His children in the burning distance until they pay every last penny, until they let go of their selfishness and return home to the Father, the Son, and their many siblings—rushing into the core of the life-giving fire, even though its outer rings burn. I believe there is no hell that wouldn't exist to aid the just mercy of God in redeeming His children.
I believe that to him who obeys, and thus opens the doors of his heart to receive the eternal gift, God gives the spirit of his son, the spirit of himself, to be in him, and lead him to the understanding of all truth; that the true disciple shall thus always know what he ought to do, though not necessarily what another ought to do; that the spirit of the father and the son enlightens by teaching righteousness. I believe that no teacher should strive to make men think as he thinks, but to lead them to the living Truth, to the Master himself, of whom alone they can learn anything, who will make them in themselves know what is true by the very seeing of it. I believe that the inspiration of the Almighty alone gives understanding. I believe that to be the disciple of Christ is the end of being; that to persuade men to be his disciples is the end of teaching.
I believe that to those who obey and open their hearts to receive the eternal gift, God gives the spirit of his Son, the spirit of Himself, to be within them and guide them to understand all truth; that a true disciple will always know what they should do, though not necessarily what others should do; that the spirit of the Father and the Son enlightens by teaching righteousness. I believe that no teacher should try to make people think like him, but rather lead them to the living Truth, to the Master Himself, from whom they can learn anything, and who will help them know what is true just by seeing it for themselves. I believe that only the inspiration of the Almighty provides understanding. I believe that being a disciple of Christ is the ultimate purpose of life; that persuading others to be His disciples is the main goal of teaching.
'The sum of all this is that you do not believe in the atonement?'
'So, does that mean you don't believe in the atonement?'
I believe in Jesus Christ. Nowhere am I requested to believe in any thing, or in any statement, but everywhere to believe in God and in Jesus Christ. In what you call the atonement, in what you mean by the word, what I have already written must make it plain enough I do not believe. God forbid I should, for it would be to believe a lie, and a lie which is to blame for much non-acceptance of the gospel in this and other lands. But, as the word was used by the best English writers at the time when the translation of the Bible was made—with all my heart, and soul, and strength, and mind, I believe in the atonement, call it the a-tone-ment, or the at-one-ment, as you please. I believe that Jesus Christ is our atonement; that through him we are reconciled to, made one with God. There is not one word in the New Testament about reconciling God to us; it is we that have to be reconciled to God. I am not writing, neither desire to write, a treatise on the atonement, my business being to persuade men to be atoned to God; but I will go so far to meet my questioner as to say—without the slightest expectation of satisfying him, or the least care whether I do so or not, for his opinion is of no value to me, though his truth is of endless value to me and to the universe—that, even in the sense of the atonement being a making-up for the evil done by men toward God, I believe in the atonement. Did not the Lord cast himself into the eternal gulf of evil yawning between the children and the Father? Did he not bring the Father to us, let us look on our eternal Sire in the face of his true son, that we might have that in our hearts which alone could make us love him—a true sight of him? Did he not insist on the one truth of the universe, the one saving truth, that God was just what he was? Did he not hold to that assertion to the last, in the face of contradiction and death? Did he not thus lay down his life persuading us to lay down ours at the feet of the Father? Has not his very life by which he died passed into those who have received him, and re-created theirs, so that now they live with the life which alone is life? Did he not foil and slay evil by letting all the waves and billows of its horrid sea break upon him, go over him, and die without rebound—spend their rage, fall defeated, and cease? Verily, he made atonement! We sacrifice to God!—it is God who has sacrificed his own son to us; there was no way else of getting the gift of himself into our hearts. Jesus sacrificed himself to his father and the children to bring them together—all the love on the side of the Father and the Son, all the selfishness on the side of the children. If the joy that alone makes life worth living, the joy that God is such as Christ, be a true thing in my heart, how can I but believe in the atonement of Jesus Christ? I believe it heartily, as God means it.
I believe in Jesus Christ. I'm never asked to believe in anything else, but everywhere I’m called to believe in God and in Jesus Christ. As for what you refer to as the atonement, my previous writings should make it clear that I don’t believe in it the way you mean. God forbid that I should, because that would mean believing a lie – a lie that causes many to reject the gospel here and elsewhere. However, as the term was used by the best English writers when the Bible was translated—with all my heart, soul, strength, and mind, I believe in the atonement, whether you call it a-tone-ment or at-one-ment. I believe that Jesus Christ is our atonement; through him, we are reconciled to, and made one with, God. The New Testament doesn’t say anything about reconciling God to us; it’s us who need to be reconciled to God. I'm not writing, nor do I want to write, a treatise on the atonement; my goal is to convince people to be reconciled to God. But I will say this to my questioner—without any hope of satisfying him, or caring whether I do, because his opinion means nothing to me, though his truth is of immense value to me and to the universe—that even in the sense of atonement as a way to make up for the wrongs done by humans towards God, I believe in the atonement. Didn't the Lord throw himself into the eternal chasm of evil that separates the children from the Father? Didn’t he bring the Father close to us, allowing us to see our eternal Father in the face of his true son, so we could have what could only make us love him—a true vision of him? Did he not hold on to the one truth of the universe, the one saving truth, that God was exactly who he was? Did he not stick to that claim until the end, despite contradiction and death? Did he not give his life to persuade us to lay down ours at the Father’s feet? Hasn’t his very life, through which he died, entered those who have received him, re-creating theirs so that they now live with the true life? Did he not defeat evil by allowing all its waves and horrors to crash over him, to go past him, and die without bouncing back—exhausting their fury, falling defeated, and stopping? Truly, he made atonement! We sacrifice to God!—it is God who sacrificed his own son for us; there was no other way to get the gift of himself into our hearts. Jesus sacrificed himself for his Father and the children to bring them together—all the love coming from the Father and the Son, and all the selfishness from the children. If the joy that makes life truly worthwhile, the joy that God is like Christ, is real in my heart, how could I not believe in the atonement of Jesus Christ? I believe it wholeheartedly, as God intends it.
Then again, as the power that brings about a making-up for any wrong done by man to man, I believe in the atonement. Who that believes in Jesus does not long to atone to his brother for the injury he has done him? What repentant child, feeling he has wronged his father, does not desire to make atonement? Who is the mover, the causer, the persuader, the creator of the repentance, of the passion that restores fourfold?—Jesus, our propitiation, our atonement. He is the head and leader, the prince of the atonement. He could not do it without us, but he leads us up to the Father's knee: he makes us make atonement. Learning Christ, we are not only sorry for what we have done wrong, we not only turn from it and hate it, but we become able to serve both God and man with an infinitely high and true service, a soul-service. We are able to offer our whole being to God to whom by deepest right it belongs. Have I injured anyone? With him to aid my justice, new risen with him from the dead, shall I not make good amends? Have I failed in love to my neighbour? Shall I not now love him with an infinitely better love than was possible to me before? That I will and can make atonement, thanks be to him who is my atonement, making me at one with God and my fellows! He is my life, my joy, my lord, my owner, the perfecter of my being by the perfection of his own. I dare not say with Paul that I am the slave of Christ; but my highest aspiration and desire is to be the slave of Christ.
Then again, as the force that allows for reconciliation for any wrong done by one person to another, I believe in atonement. Who believes in Jesus and doesn’t want to make amends with their brother for the harm they’ve caused? What remorseful child, feeling they’ve wronged their father, doesn’t wish to make it right? Who is the initiator, the influencer, the motivator, the creator of the repentance and the passion that restores us abundantly?—Jesus, our mediator, our atonement. He is the leader and prince of atonement. He couldn't do it without us, but he guides us to the Father: he makes us seek to atone. By learning from Christ, we don’t just feel regret for our wrongdoings; we not only turn away from them and despise them, but we also become capable of serving both God and others with a profoundly true service, a soulful service. We can offer our entire selves to God, to whom we fundamentally belong. Have I hurt anyone? With his help to support my justice, newly risen with him from the dead, shouldn’t I make proper amends? Have I fallen short in loving my neighbor? Shouldn’t I now love them with a much greater love than I was capable of before? That I will and can make amends, thanks to him who is my atonement, making me one with God and my fellow humans! He is my life, my joy, my lord, my owner, the perfecter of my being through the perfection of his own. I won’t say with Paul that I am a slave of Christ; but my greatest aspiration and desire is to be his servant.
'But you do not believe that the sufferings of Christ, as sufferings, justified the supreme ruler in doing anything which he would not have been at liberty to do but for those sufferings?'
'But you don't believe that Christ's sufferings, as sufferings, justified the supreme ruler in doing anything he wouldn't have been allowed to do if it weren't for those sufferings?'
I do not. I believe the notion as unworthy of man's belief, as it is dishonouring to God. It has its origin doubtless in a salutary sense of sin; but sense of sin is not inspiration, though it may lie not far from the temple-door. It is indeed an opener of the eyes, but upon home-defilement, not upon heavenly truth; it is not the revealer of secrets. Also there is another factor in the theory, and that is unbelief—incapacity to accept the freedom of God's forgiveness; incapacity to believe that it is God's chosen nature to forgive, that he is bound in his own divinely willed nature to forgive. No atonement is necessary to him but that men should leave their sins and come back to his heart. But men cannot believe in the forgiveness of God. Therefore they need, therefore he has given them a mediator. And yet they will not know him. They think of the father of souls as if he had abdicated his fatherhood for their sins, and assumed the judge. If he put off his fatherhood, which he cannot do, for it is an eternal fact, he puts off with it all relation to us. He cannot repudiate the essential and keep the resultant. Men cannot, or will not, or dare not see that nothing but his being our father gives him any right over us—that nothing but that could give him a perfect right. They regard the father of their spirits as their governor! They yield the idea of the Ancient of Days, 'the glad creator,' and put in its stead a miserable, puritanical martinet of a God, caring not for righteousness, but for his rights; not for the eternal purities, but the goody proprieties. The prophets of such a God take all the glow, all the hope, all the colour, all the worth, out of life on earth, and offer you instead what they call eternal bliss—a pale, tearless hell. Of all things, turn from a mean, poverty stricken faith. But, if you ate straitened in your own mammon-worshipping soul, how shall you believe in a God any greater than can stand up in that prison-chamber?
I don’t. I think this idea is unworthy of anyone's belief and dishonoring to God. It probably comes from a genuine awareness of sin, but that awareness isn’t inspiration, even if it’s not far from the threshold of understanding. It does open your eyes, but only to personal failures, not to divine truth; it doesn’t reveal any hidden truths. Another element in this theory is disbelief—the inability to accept God's forgiveness; the inability to believe that it is God's nature to forgive, that He is bound by His own nature to extend forgiveness. No atonement is necessary for Him except that people should turn away from their sins and return to His heart. But people struggle to believe in God's forgiveness. That’s why they need, and why He has given them, a mediator. Yet they refuse to recognize Him. They think of the Father of souls as if He abandoned His fatherhood for their sins and became a judge. If He were to abandon His fatherhood—which He can’t, because it’s an eternal truth—He would lose all connection to us. He can’t reject His essence and still keep the consequences. People can’t or won’t see that the only reason He has any authority over us is because He is our Father—that nothing else could grant Him a true right. They see the Father of their spirits as just their ruler! They deny the idea of the Ancient of Days, 'the joyful creator,' and instead replace Him with a grim, puritanical God who cares not for righteousness but only for His rights; not for eternal truths but for hollow propriety. The prophets of such a God drain all the joy, hope, color, and value from life on earth and offer what they call eternal bliss—a lifeless, tearless hell. Above all, turn away from a miserly, impoverished faith. But if you’re trapped in your own materialistic soul, how can you believe in a God any greater than what can exist in that confined space?
I desire to wake no dispute, will myself dispute with no man, but for the sake of those whom certain believers trouble, I have spoken my mind. I love the one God seen in the face of Jesus Christ. From all copies of Jonathan Edwards's portrait of God, however faded by time, however softened by the use of less glaring pigments, I turn with loathing. Not such a God is he concerning whom was the message John heard from Jesus, that he is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
I don't want to start any arguments and I won't argue with anyone, but I’ve expressed my thoughts for the sake of those who are disturbed by certain believers. I love the one God revealed in the face of Jesus Christ. I turn away in disgust from all versions of Jonathan Edwards's depiction of God, no matter how faded or softened by less harsh colors. That is not the God about whom John heard the message from Jesus, that he is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
LIGHT.
This then is the message which we have heard of him, and
declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no
darkness at all.—1 John i. 5.
This is the message we heard from him and now share with you: God is light, and there is no darkness in him at all.—1 John i. 5.
And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the
world, and men loved darkness rather than light; because
their deeds were evil.—John iii. 19.
And this is the judgment: light has come into the
world, but people loved darkness more than light because
their actions were evil.—John 3:19.
We call the story of Jesus, told so differently, yet to my mind so consistently, by four narrators, the gospel. What makes this tale the good news? Is everything in the story of Christ's life on earth good news? Is it good news that the one only good man was served by his fellow-men as Jesus was served—cast out of the world in torture and shame? Is it good news that he came to his own, and his own received him not? What makes it fit, I repeat, to call the tale good news? If we asked this or that theologian, we should, in so far as he was a true man, and answered from his own heart and not from the tradition of the elders, understand what he saw in it that made it good news to him, though it might involve what would be anything but good news to some of us. The deliverance it might seem to this or that man to bring, might be founded on such notions of God as to not a few of us contain as little of good as of news. To share in the deliverance which some men find in what they call the gospel—for all do not apply the word to the tale itself, but to certain deductions made from the epistles and their own consciousness of evil—we should have to believe such things of God as would be the opposite of an evangel to us—yea, a message from hell itself; we should have to imagine that whose possibility would be worse than any ill from which their 'good news' might offer us deliverance: we must first believe in an unjust God, from whom we have to seek refuge. True, they call him just, but say he does that which seems to the best in me the essence of injustice. They will tell me I judge after the flesh: I answer, Is it then to the flesh the Lord appeals when he says, 'Yea, and why even of yourselves judge ye not what is right?' Is he not the light that lighteth every man that cometh into the world? They tell me I was born in sin, and I know it to be true; they tell me also that I am judged with the same severity as if I had been born in righteousness, and that I know to be false. They make it a consequence of the purity and justice of God that he will judge us, born in evil, for which birth we were not accountable, by our sinfulness, instead of by our guilt. They tell me, or at least give me to understand, that every wrong thing I have done makes me subject to be treated as if I had done that thing with the free will of one who had in him no taint of evil—when, perhaps, I did not at the time recognize the thing as evil, or recognized it only in the vaguest fashion. Is there any gospel in telling me that God is unjust, but that there is a way of deliverance from him? Show me my God unjust, and you wake in me a damnation from which no power can deliver me—least of all God himself. It may be good news to such as are content to have a God capable of unrighteousness, if only he be on their side!
We refer to the story of Jesus, told so differently yet consistently by four narrators, as the gospel. What makes this tale the good news? Is everything in the story of Christ's life good news? Is it good news that the one truly good man was treated by his fellow humans as Jesus was—cast out in torture and shame? Is it good news that he came to his own, and they did not accept him? What makes it appropriate, I ask again, to call this tale good news? If we asked a theologian, we would, as long as he was genuine and answered from his own heart rather than following tradition, understand what he saw in it that made it good news to him, even if it might not seem good news to some of us. The deliverance it might appear to offer to some could be based on views of God that seem to contain as little good as they do news for many of us. To share in the deliverance that some people find in what they call the gospel—for not everyone applies the term to the story itself, but to certain conclusions drawn from the epistles and their own awareness of wrongdoing—we would have to believe things about God that would feel like the opposite of good news to us—indeed, a message from hell itself; we would have to suppose a possibility that would be worse than any misfortune from which their 'good news' might claim to save us: we must first believe in an unjust God, from whom we need to seek refuge. True, they call him just, but they say he does what seems to be the essence of injustice to the best within me. They tell me I judge based on appearances: I respond, Is it to appearances that the Lord appeals when he says, 'Yea, and why even of yourselves judge ye not what is right?' Is he not the light that enlightens every person coming into the world? They tell me I was born in sin, and I know that to be true; they also tell me that I am judged as harshly as if I had been born in righteousness, and I know that to be false. They claim that because God is pure and just, he will judge us, born into evil—which we were not responsible for—based on our sinfulness, rather than our guilt. They imply, or at least suggest, that every wrong action I have taken makes me deserving of being treated as if I had done it willingly, without any trace of evil—when, at the time, I might not have recognized that action as evil, or I recognized it only vaguely. Is there any good news in telling me that God is unjust, but there is a way to escape from him? Show me a God who is unjust, and you awaken in me a damnation from which no power can save me—not even God himself. It may be good news to those who are okay with having a God capable of unrighteousness, as long as he is on their side!
Who would not rejoice to hear from Matthew, or Mark, or Luke, what, in a few words, he meant by the word gospel—or rather, what in the story of Jesus made him call it good news! Each would probably give a different answer to the question, all the answers consistent, and each a germ from which the others might be reasoned; but in the case of John, we have his answer to the question: he gives us in one sentence of two members, not indeed the gospel according to John, but the gospel according to Jesus Christ himself. He had often told the story of Jesus, the good news of what he was, and did, and said: what in it all did John look upon as the essence of the goodness of its news? In his gospel he gives us all about him, the message concerning him; now he tells us what in it makes it to himself and to us good news—tells us the very goodness of the good news. It is not now his own message about Jesus, but the soul of that message—that which makes it gospel—the news Jesus brought concerning the Father, and gave to the disciples as his message for them to deliver to men. Throughout the story, Jesus, in all he does, and is, and says, is telling the news concerning his father, which he was sent to give to John and his companions, that they might hand it on to their brothers; but here, in so many words, John tells us what he himself has heard from The Word—what in sum he has gathered from Jesus as the message he has to declare. He has received it in no systematic form; it is what a life, the life, what a man, the man, has taught him. The Word is the Lord; the Lord is the gospel. The good news is no fagot of sticks of a man's gathering on the Sabbath.
Who wouldn’t be excited to hear from Matthew, or Mark, or Luke about what they mean by the word gospel—or rather, what in the story of Jesus makes them call it good news? Each would probably give a different answer, all consistent and forming a foundation for the others; but in the case of John, we have his answer: he presents it in a single sentence that reflects not just the gospel according to John, but the gospel according to Jesus Christ himself. He frequently shared the story of Jesus, the good news of who he was, what he did, and what he said: what did John see as the essence of this goodness? In his gospel, he provides everything about him, the message concerning him; now, he explains what makes it good news for himself and for us—revealing the very goodness of the good news. It’s not just his interpretation of Jesus, but the core of that message—that which defines it as gospel—the news Jesus brought about the Father, which he gave to the disciples as their message to share with others. Throughout the story, everything Jesus does, is, and says conveys the news about his Father that he was sent to share with John and his companions so they could pass it on to their brothers; but here, in clear terms, John tells us what he has heard from The Word—what he has gathered from Jesus as the message he is meant to declare. He hasn’t received it in any organized format; it’s what a life, the life, what a man, the man, has taught him. The Word is the Lord; the Lord is the gospel. The good news isn’t a bunch of sticks a man has gathered on the Sabbath.
Every man must read the Word for himself. One may read it in one shape, another in another: all will be right if it be indeed the Word they read, and they read it by the lamp of obedience. He who is willing to do the will of the Father shall know the truth of the teaching of Jesus. The spirit is 'given to them that obey him.'
Every person needs to read the Word for themselves. Some might read it one way, others another way: it’s all okay as long as they’re truly reading the Word and doing so with the guiding light of obedience. Those who are ready to follow the Father’s will will understand the truth of Jesus’ teachings. The spirit is given to those who obey Him.
But let us hear how John reads the Word—near what is John's version of the gospel.
But let’s see how John interprets the Word—what is John's take on the gospel?
'This then is the message,' he says, 'which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.' Ah, my heart, this is indeed the good news for thee! This is a gospel! If God be light, what more, what else can I seek than God, than God himself! Away with your doctrines! Away with your salvation from the 'justice' of a God whom it is a horror to imagine! Away with your iron cages of false metaphysics! I am saved—for God is light! My God, I come to thee. That thou shouldst be thyself is enough for time and eternity, for my soul and all its endless need. Whatever seems to me darkness, that I will not believe of my God. If I should mistake, and call that darkness which is light, will he not reveal the matter to me, setting it in the light that lighteth every man, showing me that I saw but the husk of the thing, not the kernel? Will he not break open the shell for me, and let the truth of it, his thought, stream out upon me? He will not let it hurt me to mistake the light for darkness, while I take not the darkness for light. The one comes from blindness of the intellect, the other from blindness of heart and will. I love the light, and will not believe at the word of any man, or upon the conviction of any man, that that which seems to me darkness is in God. Where would the good news be if John said, 'God is light, but you cannot see his light; you cannot tell, you have no notion, what light is; what God means by light, is not what you mean by light; what God calls light may be horrible darkness to you, for you are of another nature from him!' Where, I say, would be the good news of that? It is true, the light of God may be so bright that we see nothing; but that is not darkness, it is infinite hope of light. It is true also that to the wicked 'the day of the Lord is darkness, and not light;' but is that because the conscience of the wicked man judges of good and evil oppositely to the conscience of the good man? When he says, 'Evil, be thou my good,' he means by evil what God means by evil, and by good he means pleasure. He cannot make the meanings change places. To say that what our deepest conscience calls darkness may be light to God, is blasphemy; to say light in God and light in man are of differing kinds, is to speak against the spirit of light. God is light far beyond what we can see, but what we mean by light, God means by light; and what is light to God is light to us, or would be light to us if we saw it, and will be light to us when we do see it. God means us to be jubilant in the fact that he is light—that he is what his children, made in his image, mean when they say light; that what in him is dark to them, is dark by excellent glory, by too much cause of jubilation; that, however dark it may be to their eyes, it is light even as they mean it, light for their eyes and souls and hearts to take in the moment they are enough of eyes, enough of souls, enough of hearts, to receive it in its very being. Living Light, thou wilt not have me believe anything dark of thee! thou wilt have me so sure of thee as to dare to say that is not of God which I see dark, see unlike the Master! If I am not honest enough, if the eye in me be not single enough to see thy light, thou wilt punish me, I thank thee, and purge my eyes from their darkness, that they may let the light in, and so I become an inheritor, with thy other children, of that light which is thy Godhead, and makes thy creatures need to worship thee. 'In thy light we shall see light.'
'This is the message,' he says, 'that we’ve heard from him and share with you: God is light, and in him, there is no darkness at all.' Ah, my heart, this is truly great news for you! This is a gospel! If God is light, what more can I seek than God himself! Forget your doctrines! Forget your salvation from the 'justice' of a God that’s terrifying to think about! Forget your iron cages of false metaphysics! I am saved—for God is light! My God, I come to you. Just being yourself is enough for this life and the next, for my soul and all its endless needs. Whatever seems dark to me, I will not assume that about my God. Even if I mistakenly see darkness where there is light, won't he reveal the truth to me, showing me that I only saw the shell of the thing, not its core? Will he not crack open the shell for me and let the truth of it, his thought, pour out on me? He won’t let it hurt me to mistake light for darkness, as long as I don’t confuse darkness for light. The former comes from intellectual blindness, the latter from the blindness of heart and will. I love the light and refuse to accept anyone’s word that what seems dark to me is in God. Where would the good news be if John said, 'God is light, but you can't see his light; you can't understand it; what God means by light isn't what you think; what God calls light could be terrible darkness for you, because you’re different from him!' Where, I ask, would be the good news in that? It’s true, God’s light can be so bright that we see nothing; but that’s not darkness, it’s infinite hope of light. It’s also true that to the wicked 'the day of the Lord is darkness, and not light;' but is that because the wicked person's conscience judges good and evil differently than the good person's? When he says, 'Evil, be my good,' he means by evil what God means by evil, and by good he means pleasure. He can’t change what those meanings are. To say that what our deepest conscience calls darkness can be light to God is blasphemy; to claim that light in God and light in man are different kinds is to speak against the spirit of light. God is light far beyond our understanding, but what we mean by light, God means by light; and what is light to God is light to us, or would be if we understood it, and will be when we do see it. God wants us to rejoice in the fact that he is light—that he embodies what his children, made in his image, mean when they say light; that what seems dark in him is dark with glorious excellence, by too much cause for joy; that, no matter how dark it seems to us, it is light just as we understand it, light for our eyes, souls, and hearts to grasp the moment we are ready to receive it in its true form. Living Light, you won’t let me believe anything dark about you! You want me so confident in you that I can dare to say that what I see as dark, that looks unlike the Master, is not of God! If I am not honest enough, if my vision isn’t clear enough to see your light, you will correct me, I thank you, and cleanse my eyes from their darkness so that they can let the light in, and then I become an inheritor, along with your other children, of that light which is your divine essence, and makes your creatures need to worship you. 'In your light, we shall see light.'
All man will not, in our present imperfection, see the same light; but light is light notwithstanding, and what each does see, is his safety if he obeys it. In proportion as we have the image of Christ mirrored in us, we shall know what is and is not light. But never will anything prove to be light that is not of the same kind with that which we mean by light, with that in a thing which makes us call it light. The darkness yet left in us makes us sometimes doubt of a thing whether it be light or darkness; but when the eye is single, the whole body will be full of light.
Not everyone will see the same truth in our current imperfections, but truth is truth regardless, and what each person perceives is their safety if they follow it. To the extent that we reflect the image of Christ, we will understand what is light and what isn’t. However, nothing can truly be light unless it shares qualities with what we recognize as light, with what makes us label something as light. The darkness that still exists within us sometimes causes us to question whether something is light or darkness; but when our perspective is clear, our entire being will be filled with light.
To fear the light is to be untrue, or at least it comes of untruth. No being, for himself or for another, needs fear the light of God. Nothing can be in light inimical to our nature, which is of God, or to anything in us that is worthy. All fear of the light, all dread lest there should be something dangerous in it, comes of the darkness still in those of us who do not love the truth with all our hearts; it will vanish as we are more and more interpenetrated with the light. In a word, there is no way of thought or action which we count admirable in man, in which God is not altogether adorable. There is no loveliness, nothing that makes man dear to his brother man, that is not in God, only it is infinitely better in God. He is God our saviour. Jesus is our saviour because God is our saviour. He is the God of comfort and consolation. He will soothe and satisfy his children better than any mother her infant. The only thing he will not give them is—leave to stay in the dark. If a child cry, 'I want the darkness,' and complain that he will not give it, yet he will not give it. He gives what his child needs—often by refusing what he asks. If his child say, 'I will not be good; I prefer to die; let me die!' his dealing with that child will be as if he said—'No; I have the right to content you, not giving you your own will but mine, which is your one good. You shall not die; you shall live to thank me that I would not hear your prayer. You know what you ask, but not what you refuse.' There are good things God must delay giving until his child has a pocket to hold them—till he gets his child to make that pocket. He must first make him fit to receive and to have. There is no part of our nature that shall not be satisfied—and that not by lessening it, but by enlarging it to embrace an ever-enlarging enough.
To fear the light is to be untrue, or at least it stems from untruth. No one, for themselves or others, needs to fear the light of God. Nothing in the light can be hostile to our nature, which is from God, or to anything in us that is worthy. All fear of the light, all dread that there might be something dangerous in it, arises from the darkness still present in those of us who do not love the truth with all our hearts; it will fade away as we become more and more filled with the light. In short, there’s no way of thinking or acting that we admire in people, in which God isn’t completely admirable. There’s no beauty, nothing that makes a person dear to another, that isn’t in God, only it’s infinitely better in Him. He is God our savior. Jesus is our savior because God is our savior. He is the God of comfort and solace. He will soothe and satisfy his children better than any mother her infant. The only thing He will not give them is permission to remain in the dark. If a child cries, “I want the darkness,” and complains that He won’t give it, still, He will not give it. He gives what His child truly needs—often by denying what they ask for. If His child says, “I will not be good; I prefer to die; let me die!” His response will be as if He said—“No; I have the right to satisfy you, not by giving you your way but by giving you mine, which is your true good. You shall not die; you will live to thank me for not answering your prayer. You know what you’re asking for, but not what you’re turning away.” There are good things that God must delay giving until His child is ready to receive them—until He helps His child create the space for them. He must first prepare them to receive and possess. There is no part of our nature that won't be satisfied—and not by diminishing it, but by expanding it to embrace a continually growing enough.
Come to God, then, my brother, my sister, with all thy desires and instincts, all thy lofty ideals, all thy longing for purity and unselfishness, all thy yearning to love and be true, all thy aspiration after self-forgetfulness and child-life in the breath of the Father; come to him with all thy weaknesses, all thy shames, all thy futilities; with all thy helplessness over thy own thoughts; with all thy failure, yea, with the sick sense of having missed the tide of true affairs; come to him with all thy doubts, fears, dishonesties, meannesses, paltrinesses, misjudgments, wearinesses, disappointments, and stalenesses: be sure he will take thee and all thy miserable brood, whether of draggle-winged angels, or covert-seeking snakes, into his care, the angels for life, the snakes for death, and thee for liberty in his limitless heart! For he is light, and in him is no darkness at all. If he were a king, a governor; if the name that described him were The Almighty, thou mightst well doubt whether there could be light enough in him for thee and thy darkness; but he is thy father, and more thy father than the word can mean in any lips but his who said, 'my father and your father, my God and your God;' and such a father is light, an infinite, perfect light. If he were any less or any other than he is, and thou couldst yet go on growing, thou must at length come to the point where thou wouldst be dissatisfied with him; but he is light, and in him is no darkness at all. If anything seem to be in him that you cannot be content with, be sure that the ripening of thy love to thy fellows and to him, the source of thy being, will make thee at length know that anything else than just what he is would have been to thee an endless loss. Be not afraid to build upon the rock Christ, as if thy holy imagination might build too high and heavy for that rock, and it must give way and crumble beneath the weight of thy divine idea. Let no one persuade thee that there is in him a little darkness, because of something he has said which his creature interprets into darkness. The interpretation is the work of the enemy—a handful of tares of darkness sown in the light. Neither let thy cowardly conscience receive any word as light because another calls it light, while it looks to thee dark. Say either the thing is not what it seems, or God never said or did it. But, of all evils, to misinterpret what God does, and then say the thing as interpreted must be right because God does it, is of the devil. Do not try to believe anything that affects thee as darkness. Even if thou mistake and refuse something true thereby, thou wilt do less wrong to Christ by such a refusal than thou wouldst by accepting as his what thou canst see only as darkness. It is impossible thou art seeing a true, a real thing—seeing it as it is, I mean—if it looks to thee darkness. But let thy words be few, lest thou say with thy tongue what thou wilt afterward repent with thy heart. Above all things believe in the light, that it is what thou callest light, though the darkness in thee may give thee cause at a time to doubt whether thou art verily seeing the light.
Come to God, then, my brother, my sister, with all your desires and instincts, all your lofty ideals, all your longing for purity and selflessness, all your yearning to love and be true, all your aspiration for self-forgetfulness and childlike living in the presence of the Father; come to him with all your weaknesses, all your shames, all your failures; with all your helplessness over your own thoughts; with all your regrets, yes, with the sick feeling of having missed the chance for what truly matters; come to him with all your doubts, fears, dishonesty, pettiness, trivialities, misjudgments, weariness, disappointments, and stale feelings: be assured he will welcome you and all your troubled feelings, whether they resemble draggle-winged angels or deceptive snakes, into his care, the angels for life, the snakes for death, and you for freedom in his boundless heart! For he is light, and in him there is no darkness at all. If he were a king or a governor; if the name that defined him were The Almighty, you might reasonably question whether there could be enough light in him for you and your darkness; but he is your father, and more your father than the word can express from any lips but his who said, 'my father and your father, my God and your God;' and such a father is light, an infinite, perfect light. If he were anything less than he is, and you could still continue to grow, you would eventually reach a point where you would find him unsatisfactory; but he is light, and in him there is no darkness at all. If anything in him seems unacceptable to you, rest assured that as your love for your fellow beings and for him, the source of your existence, matures, you will come to understand that anything different from who he is would have been a terrible loss for you. Do not be afraid to build on the rock Christ, as if your holy imagination might build too high and heavy for that rock, causing it to give way and crumble under the weight of your divine idea. Let no one convince you that there is any darkness in him, based on something he has said that his creature interprets as darkness. This interpretation is the work of the enemy—a few weeds of darkness sown in the light. Also, don’t let your timid conscience accept something as light just because someone else calls it light while it appears dark to you. Either that thing is not what it seems, or God never said or did it. But, above all evils, to misinterpret what God does, and then claim that the interpreted thing must be right because God does it, is of the devil. Do not try to believe anything that feels like darkness to you. Even if you mistakenly reject something true by doing so, you will wrong Christ less by that refusal than you would by accepting what you can only see as darkness as his. It is impossible that you are perceiving something true and real—seeing it as it is—if it appears dark to you. But be mindful with your words, lest you say something with your tongue that you will later regret with your heart. Above all, believe in the light, that it is what you call light, even though the darkness within you might sometimes make you doubt whether you are truly seeing the light.
'But there is another side to the matter: God is light indeed, but there is darkness; darkness is death, and men are in it.'
'But there's another side to this: God is truly light, but there is darkness; darkness represents death, and people are in it.'
Yes; darkness is death, but not death to him that comes out of it.
Yes; darkness is death, but not death for those who emerge from it.
It may sound paradoxical, but no man is condemned for anything he has done; he is condemned for continuing to do wrong. He is condemned for not coming out of the darkness, for not coming to the light, the living God, who sent the light, his son, into the world to guide him home. Let us hear what John says about the darkness.
It might seem contradictory, but no one is judged for anything they've done; they are judged for choosing to keep doing wrong. They are judged for staying in the darkness, for not coming into the light, the living God, who sent the light, his son, into the world to guide them home. Let's see what John says about the darkness.
For here also we have, I think, the word of the apostle himself: at the 13th verse he begins, I think, to speak in his own person. In the 19th verse he says, 'And this is the condemnation,'—not that men are sinners—not that they have done that which, even at the moment, they were ashamed of—not that they have committed murder, not that they have betrayed man or woman, not that they have ground the faces of the poor, making money by the groans of their fellows—not for any hideous thing are they condemned, but that they will not leave such doings behind, and do them no more: 'This is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men' would not come out of the darkness to the light, but 'loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.' Choosing evil, clinging to evil, loving the darkness because it suits with their deeds, therefore turning their backs on the inbreaking light, how can they but be condemned—if God be true, if he be light, and darkness be alien to him! Whatever of honesty is in man, whatever of judgment is left in the world, must allow that their condemnation is in the very nature of things, that it must rest on them and abide.
For here too, I believe, we have the words of the apostle himself: in the 13th verse, he seems to start speaking personally. In the 19th verse, he says, 'And this is the condemnation'—not that people are sinners—not that they’ve done things they were ashamed of in the moment—not that they’ve committed murder, betrayed anyone, or exploited the poor for profit—not for any horrific act are they condemned, but because they refuse to stop those actions and do them no more: 'This is the condemnation, that light has come into the world, and people' would not step out of the darkness into the light, but 'loved darkness rather than light because their deeds were evil.' Choosing evil, clinging to it, loving the darkness because it fits their actions, and therefore turning their backs on the incoming light—how can they not be condemned—if God is true, if He is light, and darkness is foreign to Him! Whatever honesty remains in humanity, whatever judgment exists in the world, must acknowledge that their condemnation is part of the very nature of things, that it must rest on them and remain.
But if one happens to utter some individual truth which another man has made into one of the cogs of his system, he is in danger of being supposed to accept all the toothed wheels and their relations in that system. I therefore go on to say that it does not follow, because light has come into the world, that it has fallen upon this or that man. He has his portion of the light that lighteth every man, but the revelation of God in Christ may not yet have reached him. A man might see and pass the Lord in a crowd, nor be to blame like the Jews of Jerusalem for not knowing him. A man like Nathanael might have started and stopped at the merest glimpse of him, but all growing men are not yet like him without guile. Everyone who has not yet come to the light is not necessarily keeping his face turned away from it. We dare not say that this or that man would not have come to the light had he seen it; we do not know that he will not come to the light the moment he does see it. God gives every man time. There is a light that lightens sage and savage, but the glory of God in the face of Jesus may not have shined on this sage or that savage. The condemnation is of those who, having seen Jesus, refuse to come to him, or pretend to come to him but do not the things he says. They have all sorts of excuses at hand; but as soon as a man begins to make excuse, the time has come when he might be doing that from which he excuses himself. How many are there not who, believing there is something somewhere with the claim of light upon them, go on and on to get more out of the darkness! This consciousness, all neglected by them, gives broad ground for the expostulation of the Lord—'Ye will not come unto me that ye might have life!'
But if someone happens to express an individual truth that someone else has made part of their system, there's a risk of being assumed to accept all the gears and their connections in that system. So I want to say that just because light has entered the world, it doesn't mean it has shone on this or that person. Everyone has their share of the light that enlightens every person, but the revelation of God in Christ may not have reached them yet. A person might see the Lord in a crowd and not be blamed, like the Jews in Jerusalem, for not recognizing Him. Someone like Nathanael might have caught just a slight glimpse of Him, but just because he was pure-hearted doesn’t mean all developing individuals are. Not everyone who has not yet embraced the light is actively turning away from it. We can't say that this or that person wouldn't have accepted the light if they had seen it; we don't know that they won't embrace it the moment they do. God gives everyone time. There’s a light that enlightens the wise and the ignorant, but the glory of God in the face of Jesus may not have shone on this wise person or that ignorant one. The condemnation falls on those who, having seen Jesus, refuse to approach Him or pretend to approach Him but don’t follow His teachings. They have all sorts of excuses ready; but as soon as someone starts making excuses, that’s when they could have been doing what they're making excuses for. How many people, believing there’s something somewhere that offers them light, continue to linger in darkness? This awareness, which they ignore, provides ample ground for the Lord’s lament—'You will not come to me so that you might have life!'
'All manner of sin and blasphemy,' the Lord said, 'shall be forgiven unto men; but the blasphemy against the spirit shall not be forgiven.' God speaks, as it were, in this manner: 'I forgive you everything. Not a word more shall be said about your sins—only come out of them; come out of the darkness of your exile; come into the light of your home, of your birthright, and do evil no more. Lie no more; cheat no more; oppress no more; slander no more; envy no more; be neither greedy nor vain; love your neighbour as I love you; be my good child; trust in your father. I am light; come to me, and you shall see things as I see them, and hate the evil thing. I will make you love the thing which now you call good and love not. I forgive all the past.'
'All kinds of sin and blasphemy,' the Lord said, 'will be forgiven to people; but blasphemy against the spirit will not be forgiven.' God expresses it this way: 'I forgive you everything. We won’t talk about your sins anymore—just leave them behind; step out of the darkness of your exile; come into the light of your home, of your birthright, and do evil no more. Don’t lie anymore; don’t cheat anymore; don’t oppress anymore; don’t slander anymore; don’t envy anymore; be neither greedy nor vain; love your neighbor as I love you; be my good child; trust in your father. I am light; come to me, and you will see things as I see them, and despise the evil. I will help you love the things that you now call good but do not love. I forgive all the past.'
'I thank thee, Lord, for forgiving me, but I prefer staying in the darkness: forgive me that too.'
'I thank you, Lord, for forgiving me, but I'd rather stay in the darkness: forgive me for that too.'
'No; that cannot be. The one thing that cannot be forgiven is the sin of choosing to be evil, of refusing deliverance. It is impossible to forgive that sin. It would be to take part in it. To side with wrong against right, with murder against life, cannot be forgiven. The thing that is past I pass, but he who goes on doing the same, annihilates this my forgiveness, makes it of no effect. Let a man have committed any sin whatever, I forgive him; but to choose to go on sinning—how can I forgive that? It would be to nourish and cherish evil! It would be to let my creation go to ruin. Shall I keep you alive to do things hateful in the sight of all true men? If a man refuse to come out of his sin, he must suffer the vengeance of a love that would be no love if it left him there. Shall I allow my creature to be the thing my soul hates?'
'No, that can't be. The one thing that can't be forgiven is the choice to be evil, to refuse help. It's impossible to forgive that choice. Forgiving it would mean participating in it. Aligning with wrong instead of right, with murder instead of life, cannot be excused. What’s done is done, but someone who keeps repeating the same mistake destroys my forgiveness, making it pointless. Let a person commit any sin; I will forgive him. But to choose to keep sinning—how can I forgive that? It would mean feeding and supporting evil! It would mean letting my creation fall apart. Should I keep you alive to do things that are detestable to all decent people? If someone refuses to abandon their sin, they must face the consequences of a love that wouldn’t be true love if it just left them there. Should I allow my creation to be something my soul despises?'
There is no excuse for this refusal. If we were punished for every fault, there would be no end, no respite; we should have no quiet wherein to repent; but God passes by all he can. He passes by and forgets a thousand sins, yea, tens of thousands, forgiving them all—only we must begin to be good, begin to do evil no more. He who refuses must be punished and punished—punished through all the ages—punished until he gives way, yields, and comes to the light, that his deeds may be seen by himself to be what they are, and be by himself reproved, and the Father at last have his child again. For the man who in this world resists to the full, there may be, perhaps, a whole age or era in the history of the universe during which his sin shall not be forgiven; but never can it be forgiven until he repents. How can they who will not repent be forgiven, save in the sense that God does and will do all he can to make them repent? Who knows but such sin may need for its cure the continuous punishment of an aeon?
There’s no excuse for this refusal. If we were punished for every mistake, there would be no end, no break; we wouldn’t have any peace to reflect and change; but God overlooks as much as He can. He overlooks and forgets countless sins, even tens of thousands, forgiving them all—only we need to start being good, start not doing wrong anymore. Those who refuse will be punished—punished continuously—punished for ages—until they give in, yield, and come to the light, so their actions can be seen for what they are, acknowledged, and so the Father can finally have His child back. For a person who resists completely in this world, there might be, perhaps, an entire era in the history of the universe where their sin is not forgiven; but never can it be forgiven until they repent. How can those who refuse to repent be forgiven, except in the sense that God does and will do everything possible to make them repent? Who knows if such sin may require the ongoing punishment of an aeon for its remedy?
There are three conceivable kinds of punishment—first, that of mere retribution, which I take to be entirely and only human—therefore, indeed, more properly inhuman, for that which is not divine is not essential to humanity, and is of evil, and an intrusion upon the human; second, that which works repentance; and third, that which refines and purifies, working for holiness. But the punishment that falls on whom the Lord loveth because they have repented, is a very different thing from the punishment that falls on those whom he loveth in deed but cannot forgive because they hold fast by their sins.
There are three types of punishment we can think of—first, there's punishment just for the sake of retribution, which I believe is entirely a human concept—actually, it’s more accurate to say it’s inhumane, since anything that isn't divine isn't truly part of our humanity, and it stems from evil, intruding upon our human nature; second, there's punishment that leads to repentance; and third, there's punishment that refines and purifies, aiming for holiness. However, the punishment that is given to those whom the Lord loves because they have repented is very different from the punishment that falls on those He loves in action but cannot forgive because they cling to their sins.
There are also various ways in which the word forgive can be used. A man might say to his son—'My boy, I forgive you. You did not know what you were doing. I will say no more about it.' Or he might say—'My boy, I forgive you; but I must punish you, for you have done the same thing several times, and I must make you remember.' Or, again, he might say—'I am seriously angry with you. I cannot forgive you. I must punish you severely. The thing was too shameful! I cannot pass it by.' Or, once more, he might say—'Except you alter your ways entirely, I shall have nothing more to do with you. You need not come to me. I will not take the responsibility of anything you do. So far from answering for you, I shall feel bound in honesty to warn my friends not to put confidence in you. Never, never, till I see a greater difference in you than I dare hope to see in this world, will I forgive you. I can no more regard you as one of the family. I would die to save you, but I cannot forgive you. There is nothing in you now on which to rest forgiveness. To say, I forgive you, would be to say, Do anything you like; I do not care what you do.' So God may forgive and punish; and he may punish and not forgive, that he may rescue. To forgive the sin against the holy spirit would be to damn the universe to the pit of lies, to render it impossible for the man so forgiven ever to be saved. He cannot forgive the man who will not come to the light because his deeds are evil. Against that man his fatherly heart is moved with indignation.
There are also different ways the word forgive can be used. A man might say to his son, “My boy, I forgive you. You didn’t know what you were doing. I won’t say anything more about it.” Or he might say, “My boy, I forgive you, but I have to punish you because you’ve done the same thing several times, and I need to make you remember.” Or again, he could say, “I’m really angry with you. I can’t forgive you. I have to punish you severely. What you did was too shameful! I can’t just let it go.” Or he might say, “Unless you completely change your ways, I won’t have anything to do with you. You don’t need to come to me. I won’t take responsibility for anything you do. Far from defending you, I’ll feel obligated to warn my friends not to trust you. Never, ever, until I see a significant change in you that I don’t even hope to see in this world, will I forgive you. I can’t see you as part of the family anymore. I would die to save you, but I can’t forgive you. There’s nothing in you right now that justifies forgiveness. Saying, ‘I forgive you,’ would mean, ‘Do whatever you want; I don’t care what you do.’ So God can forgive and punish; and He can punish and not forgive so that He may rescue. To forgive the sin against the Holy Spirit would be to condemn the universe to a pit of lies, making it impossible for the person forgiven to ever be saved. He can’t forgive the person who won’t come into the light because their deeds are evil. His fatherly heart is moved with indignation against that person.
THE DISPLEASURE OF JESUS.
When Jesus therefore saw her weeping, and the Jews also weeping which came with her, he groaned in the spirit, and was troubled.—John xi. 33.
When Jesus saw her crying, and the Jews who had come with her also crying, he was deeply moved and troubled.—John xi. 33.
Grimm, in his lexicon to the New Testament, after giving as the equivalent of the word [Greek: embrimaomai] in pagan use, 'I am moved with anger,' 'I roar or growl,' 'I snort at,' 'I am vehemently angry or indignant with some one,' tells us that in Mark i. 43, and Matthew ix. 30, it has a meaning different from that of the pagans, namely, 'I command with severe admonishment.' That he has any authority for saying so, I do not imagine, and believe the statement a blunder. The Translators and Revisers, however, have in those passages used the word similarly, and in one place, the passage before us, where a true version is of yet more consequence, have taken another liberty and rendered the word 'groaned.' The Revisers, at the same time, place in the margin what I cannot but believe its true meaning—'was moved with indignation.'
Grimm, in his lexicon of the New Testament, after providing the equivalent of the word [Greek: embrimaomai] in pagan contexts as 'I am filled with anger,' 'I roar or growl,' 'I snort at,' and 'I am intensely angry or indignant with someone,' notes that in Mark 1:43 and Matthew 9:30, it has a different meaning than in pagan usage, meaning 'I command with strict warning.' I don't believe he has any authority for this claim and think it’s a mistake. However, the Translators and Revisers have used the word similarly in those passages, and in one case, the passage we are discussing here, where an accurate translation is even more important, they have chosen another option and rendered the word as 'groaned.' At the same time, the Revisers also include in the margin what I believe is its actual meaning—'was moved with indignation.'
Let us look at all the passages in which the word is used of the Lord, and so, if we may, learn something concerning him. The only place in the gospel where it is used of any but the Lord is Mark xiv. 5. Here both versions say of the disciples that they 'murmured at' the waste of the ointment by one of the women who anointed the Lord. With regard to this rendering I need only remark that surely 'murmured at' can hardly be strong enough, especially seeing 'they had indignation among themselves' at the action.
Let’s examine all the instances where the word is used in reference to the Lord, so that, if possible, we can learn something about Him. The only place in the gospel where it's used for someone other than the Lord is Mark 14:5. Here, both versions mention that the disciples 'grumbled about' the waste of the ointment by one of the women who anointed the Lord. Regarding this translation, I can only point out that 'grumbled about' doesn’t seem strong enough, especially since 'they were indignant among themselves' over the action.
It is indeed right and necessary to insist that many a word must differ in moral weight and colour as used of or by persons of different character. The anger of a good man is a very different thing from the anger of a bad man; the displeasure of Jesus must be a very different thing from the displeasure of a tyrant. But they are both anger, both displeasure, nevertheless. We have no right to change a root-meaning, and say in one case that a word means he was indignant, in another that it means he straitly or strictly charged, and in a third that it means he groaned. Surely not thus shall we arrive at the truth! If any statement is made, any word employed, that we feel unworthy of the Lord, let us refuse it; let us say, 'I do not believe that;' or, 'There must be something there that I cannot see into: I must wait; it cannot be what it looks to me, and be true of the Lord!' But to accept the word as used of the Lord, and say it means something quite different from what it means when used by the same writer of some one else, appears to me untruthful.
It’s absolutely right and necessary to point out that many words carry different moral weight and meaning depending on the character of the person using them. The anger of a good person is very different from the anger of a bad person; the displeasure of Jesus is certainly not the same as the displeasure of a tyrant. Yet they are both anger, both displeasure, just the same. We shouldn’t alter the fundamental meaning and say in one instance that a word means he was indignant, in another that it means he strictly charged, and in another that it means he groaned. Surely that’s not how we will reach the truth! If a statement is made or a word is used that we feel is unworthy of the Lord, let’s reject it; let’s say, 'I don’t believe that;' or, 'There must be something there that I can’t see: I need to wait; it can’t be what it seems to me and still be true of the Lord!' But to accept the word as used concerning the Lord and claim it means something completely different than when the same writer uses it about someone else seems dishonest to me.
We shall take first the passage, Mark i. 43—in the authorized version, 'And he straitly charged him;' in the revised, 'And he strictly charged him,' with 'sternly' in the margin. Literally, as it seems to me, it reads, and ought to be read, 'And being angry' or 'displeased' or 'vexed' 'with him, he immediately dismissed him.' There is even some dissatisfaction implied, I think, in the word I have translated 'dismissed.' The word in John ix. 34, 'they cast him out,' is the same, only a little intensified.
We will first look at the passage, Mark 1:43— in the authorized version, 'And he straitly charged him;' in the revised version, 'And he strictly charged him,' with 'sternly' in the margin. Literally, as it seems to me, it reads, and should be read, 'And being angry' or 'displeased' or 'vexed' 'with him, he immediately dismissed him.' I think there is even some implied dissatisfaction in the word I have translated as 'dismissed.' The word in John 9:34, 'they cast him out,' is the same, just a bit stronger.
This adds something to the story, and raises the question, Why should Jesus have been angry? If we can find no reason for his anger, we must leave the thing as altogether obscure; for I do not know where to find another meaning for the word, except in the despair of a would-be interpreter.
This adds a layer to the story and raises the question, why was Jesus angry? If we can't find a reason for his anger, we have to leave it completely unclear; I don't know where else to look for a meaning, except in the frustration of someone trying to explain it.
Jesus had cured the leper—not with his word only, which would have been enough for the mere cure, but was not enough without the touch of his hand—the Sinaitic version says 'his hands'—to satisfy the heart of Jesus—a touch defiling him, in the notion of the Jews, but how cleansing to the sense of the leper! The man, however, seems to have been unworthy of this delicacy of divine tenderness. The Lord, who could read his heart, saw that he made him no true response—that there was not awaked in him the faith he desired to rouse: he had not drawn the soul of the man to his. The leper was jubilant in the removal of his pain and isolating uncleanness, in his deliverance from suffering and scorn; he was probably elated with the pride of having had a miracle wrought for him. In a word, he was so full of himself that he did not think truly of his deliverer.
Jesus healed the leper—not just with a word, which would have been enough for the healing, but also with the touch of his hand—the Sinaitic version mentions 'his hands'—to satisfy the heart of Jesus. This touch made him ritually unclean in the eyes of the Jews, but it was profoundly cleansing for the leper. However, the man seemed unworthy of such tender compassion. The Lord, who could see into his heart, realized that he did not genuinely respond—that the faith Jesus wanted to inspire in him was absent: he didn't connect his soul to Jesus's. The leper was overjoyed to be free from pain and the stigma of being unclean; he likely felt a sense of pride that a miracle had been performed for him. In short, he was so caught up in his own joy that he failed to truly appreciate his savior.
The Lord, I say, saw this, or something of this kind, and was not satisfied. He had wanted to give the man something so much better than a pure skin, and had only roused in him an unseemly delight in his own cleanness—unseemly, for it was such that he paid no heed to the Lord, but immediately disobeyed his positive command. The moral position the man took was that which displeased the Lord, made him angry. He saw in him positive and rampant self-will and disobedience, an impertinent assurance and self-satisfaction. Filled, not with pure delight, or the child-like merriment that might well burst forth, mingled with tears, at such deliverance; filled, not with gratitude, but gratification, the keener that he had been so long an object of loathing to his people; filled with arrogance because of the favour shown to him, of all men, by the great prophet, and swelling with boast of the same, he left the presence of the healer to thwart his will, and, commanded to tell no man, at once 'began'—the frothy, volatile, talking soul—'to publish it much, and to blaze abroad the matter, insomuch that Jesus could no more openly enter into a city, but was without in desert places.'
The Lord saw this, or something like it, and was not happy. He had wanted to give the man something far better than just a clean appearance, but instead, it stirred in him an inappropriate pride in his own cleanliness—inappropriate, because it led him to ignore the Lord and immediately disobey His clear command. The way the man reacted was what angered the Lord. He saw in the man a strong sense of self-will and disobedience, an arrogant confidence and self-satisfaction. Instead of feeling pure joy or the innocent happiness that might come with such healing, mixed with tears of gratitude, he was filled with self-gratification, especially since he had been so despised by his people for so long. He felt arrogant due to the favor shown to him, of all people, by the great prophet, and he left the healer’s presence to go against His wishes, and although he was told not to tell anyone, he immediately ‘began’—the chatty, restless soul—‘to spread the news widely and broadcast it, so much so that Jesus could no longer openly enter a city, but had to stay outside in deserted places.’
Let us next look at the account of the healing of the two blind men, given in the ninth chapter of Matthew's gospel. In both the versions the same phrases are used in translation of the word in question, as in the story of the leper in Mark's gospel—'straitly,' 'strictly,' 'sternly charged them.' I read the passage thus: 'And Jesus was displeased'—or, perhaps, 'much displeased'—'with them, saying, See that no man know it.'
Let’s take a look at the story of the healing of the two blind men in the ninth chapter of Matthew's Gospel. In both accounts, the same phrases are used to translate the word in question, similar to the leper's story in Mark's Gospel—‘strictly,’ ‘sternly,’ ‘strongly warned them.’ I read the passage like this: ‘And Jesus was upset’—or maybe ‘very upset’—‘with them, saying, Don’t let anyone know about it.’
'But they went forth, and spread abroad his fame in all that land.' Surely here we have light on the cause of Jesus' displeasure with the blind men! it was the same with them as with the leper: they showed themselves bent on their own way, and did not care for his. Doubtless they were, in part, all of them moved by the desire to spread abroad his fame; that may even have seemed to them the best acknowledgment they could render their deliverer. They never suspected that a great man might desire to avoid fame, laying no value upon it, knowing it for a foolish thing. They did not understand that a man desirous of helping his fellows might yet avoid a crowd as obstructive to his object. 'What is a prophet without honour?' such virtually ask, nor understand the answer, 'A man the more likely to prove a prophet.' These men would repay their healer with trumpeting, not obedience. By them he should have his right—but as they not be judged fit! In his modesty he objected, but they would take care he should not go without his reward! Through them he should reap the praises of men! 'Not tell!' they exclaim. 'Indeed, we will tell!' They were too grateful not to rumour him, not grateful enough to obey him.
'But they went out and spread his fame all over that region.' This sheds light on why Jesus was displeased with the blind men! They were just like the leper: focused on their own agenda and indifferent to his. Surely, part of their motivation was the desire to spread his fame; that might have seemed like the best way to acknowledge their healer. They never considered that a great person might want to avoid fame, seeing it as something trivial. They didn’t get that someone wanting to help others might also steer clear of crowds that could hinder their purpose. 'What is a prophet without honor?' they essentially asked, not grasping the response, 'A man more likely to be a true prophet.' These men thought they could repay their healer with publicity instead of obedience. They thought they were giving him what he deserved, but were they even fit to judge? In his humility, he resisted, but they were determined to ensure he received his reward! Through them, he would get the praise of the people! 'Don't tell!' they said. 'Oh, we will definitely tell!' They were too thankful not to share his story, yet not grateful enough to follow his instructions.
We cannot surely be amazed at their self-sufficiency. How many are there not who seem capable of anything for the sake of the church or Christianity, except the one thing its Lord cares about—that they should do what he tells them! He would deliver them from themselves into the liberty of the sons of God, make them his brothers; they leave him to vaunt their church. His commandments are not grievous; they invent commandments for him, and lay them, burdens grievous to be borne, upon the necks of their brethren. God would have us sharers in his bliss—in the very truth of existence; they worship from afar, and will not draw nigh. It was not, I think, the obstruction to his work, not the personal inconvenience it would cause him, that made the Lord angry, but that they would not be his friends, would not do what he told them, would not be the children of his father, and help him to save their brethren. When Peter in his way next—much the same way as theirs—opposed the will of the Father, saying, 'That be far from thee, Lord!' he called him Satan, and ordered him behind him.
We can’t help but be surprised by their self-sufficiency. How many people seem ready to do anything for the church or Christianity, except for what its Lord really cares about—that they actually follow his commands! He wants to free them from themselves and bring them into the freedom of being God's children, making them his brothers; instead, they choose to boast about their church. His commandments aren't burdensome; they create their own rules for him and place heavy loads on their fellow believers. God wants us to share in his happiness—in the true essence of existence; they worship from a distance and refuse to come closer. I believe it wasn’t the obstruction to his mission, nor the personal hassle it would bring him, that made the Lord angry, but rather that they wouldn’t be his friends, wouldn’t obey him, wouldn’t act like children of his Father, and wouldn’t help him save their fellow humans. When Peter next—not so differently from them—opposed the Father’s will by saying, "That won’t happen to you, Lord!" he called him Satan and told him to get behind him.
Does it affect anyone to the lowering of his idea of the Master that he should ever be angry? If so, I would ask him whether his whole conscious experience of anger be such, that he knows but one kind of anger. There is a good anger and a bad anger. There is a wrath of God, and there is a wrath of man that worketh not the righteousness of God. Anger may be as varied as the colour of the rainbow. God's anger can be nothing but Godlike, therefore divinely beautiful, at one with his love, helpful, healing, restoring; yet is it verily and truly what we call anger. How different is the anger of one who loves, from that of one who hates! yet is anger anger. There is the degraded human anger, and the grand, noble, eternal anger. Our anger is in general degrading, because it is in general impure.
Does it change anyone's view of the Master if He ever gets angry? If it does, I'd ask if their entire experience of anger is limited to just one type. There’s good anger and bad anger. There's the wrath of God, and there's human anger that doesn't achieve God's righteousness. Anger can be as diverse as the colors of the rainbow. God's anger is nothing but God-like, therefore beautifully divine, in harmony with His love—helpful, healing, and restorative; yet it is genuinely what we refer to as anger. The anger of someone who loves is so different from the anger of someone who hates! Yet, anger is still anger. There's degraded human anger and then there's the grand, noble, eternal anger. Our anger is generally degrading because it's mostly impure.
It is to me an especially glad thought that the Lord came so near us as to be angry with us. The more we think of Jesus being angry with us, the more we feel that we must get nearer and nearer to him—get within the circle of his wrath, out of the sin that makes him angry, and near to him where sin cannot come. There is no quenching of his love in the anger of Jesus. The anger of Jesus is his recognition that we are to blame; if we were not to blame, Jesus could never be angry with us; we should not be of his kind, therefore not subject to his blame. To recognize that we are to blame, is to say that we ought to be better, that we are able to do right if we will. We are able to turn our faces to the light, and come out of the darkness; the Lord will see to our growth.
It makes me really happy to think that the Lord came so close to us that He could be angry with us. The more we consider Jesus being angry with us, the more we realize that we need to get closer to Him—getting into the circle of His anger, away from the sin that upsets Him, and close to Him where sin can’t reach. His love isn’t diminished by Jesus' anger. Jesus’ anger shows that we are at fault; if we weren’t at fault, Jesus wouldn’t be able to be angry with us; we wouldn’t belong to His kind, and therefore not subject to His criticism. Acknowledging that we are at fault means admitting that we should strive to be better, that we can do what’s right if we choose to. We can turn toward the light and step out of the darkness; the Lord will take care of our growth.
It is a serious thought that the disobedience of the men he had set free from blindness and leprosy should be able to hamper him in his work for his father. But his best friends, his lovers did the same. That he should be crucified was a horror to them; they would have made him a king, and ruined his father's work. He preferred the cruelty of his enemies to the kindness of his friends. The former with evil intent wrought his father's will; the latter with good intent would have frustrated it. His disciples troubled him with their unbelieving expostulations. Let us know that the poverty of our idea of Jesus—how much more our disobedience to him!—thwarts his progress to victory, delays the coming of the kingdom of heaven. Many a man valiant for Christ, but not understanding him, and laying on himself and his fellows burdens against nature, has therein done will-worship and would-be service for which Christ will give him little thanks, which indeed may now be moving his holy anger. Where we do that we ought not, and could have helped it, be moved to anger against us, O Christ! do not treat us as if we were not worth being displeased with; let not our faults pass as if they were of no weight. Be angry with us, holy brother, wherein we are to blame; where we do not understand, have patience with us, and open our eyes, and give us strength to obey, until at length we are the children of the Father even as thou. For though thou art lord and master and saviour of them that are growing, thou art perfect lord only of the true and the safe and the free, who live in thy light and are divinely glad: we keep thee back from thy perfect lordship. Make us able to be angry and not sin; to be angry nor seek revenge the smallest; to be angry and full of forgiveness. We will not be content till our very anger is love.
It’s a serious thought that the disobedience of the men he freed from blindness and leprosy could hinder his work for his father. But even his closest friends and followers did the same. The idea of his crucifixion horrified them; they would have made him a king and messed up his father’s plans. He preferred the cruelty of his enemies to the kindness of his friends. The former, with evil intent, accomplished his father’s will; the latter, with good intentions, would have thwarted it. His disciples troubled him with their doubtful complaints. Let us recognize that the poverty of our understanding of Jesus—how much more our disobedience to him!—stops his progress toward victory and delays the arrival of the kingdom of heaven. So many people brave for Christ, but not understanding him, and placing burdens on themselves and others against their true nature, have engaged in false worship and a misguided service for which Christ will offer little gratitude and may even be inciting his holy anger. Where we do what we shouldn’t, and could have avoided, let us be mindful of the anger it brings upon us; O Christ, do not treat us as unworthy of your displeasure; let not our faults go unnoticed as if they carry no weight. Be angry with us, holy brother, where we are at fault; in areas where we don’t understand, have patience with us, and open our eyes, giving us strength to obey, until we become children of the Father just like you. For even though you are the lord and savior of those who are growing, you are only the true and perfect lord of the safe and free, who live in your light and are filled with divine joy: we hold you back from your complete lordship. Help us to be able to be angry without sinning; to be angry but not seek even the smallest revenge; to be angry and full of forgiveness. We will not rest until our very anger is transformed into love.
The Lord did not call the leprosy to return and seize again upon the man who disobeyed him. He may have deserved it, but the Lord did not do it. He did not wrap the self-confident seeing men in the cloud of their old darkness because they wrapped themselves in the cloud of disobedience. He let them go. Of course they failed of their well-being by it; for to say a man might disobey and be none the worse, would be to say that no may be yes, and light sometimes darkness; it would be to say that the will of God is not man's bliss. But the Lord did not directly punish them, any more than he does tens of thousands of wrongs in the world. Many wrongs punish themselves against the bosses of armed law; many wrong-doers cut themselves, like the priests of Baal, with the knives of their own injustice; and it is his will it should be so; but, whether he punish directly or indirectly, he is always working to deliver. I think sometimes his anger is followed, yea, accompanied by an astounding gift, fresh from his heart of grace. He knows what to do, for he is love. He is love when he gives, and love when he withholds; love when he heals, and love when he slays. Lord, if thus thou lookest upon men in thine anger, what must a full gaze be from thine eyes of love!
The Lord didn't call leprosy back to strike the man who disobeyed Him. He may have deserved it, but the Lord didn’t do it. He didn't wrap the self-assured sighted people in the fog of their past ignorance because they chose to wrap themselves in the fog of disobedience. He let them be. Of course, they missed out on their well-being because of it; to suggest a man could disobey and not suffer consequences would mean that no could mean yes, and light could sometimes be darkness; it would imply that the will of God isn't man's happiness. But the Lord didn't punish them directly, just as He doesn't with countless injustices in the world. Many wrongs punish themselves against the power of the law; many wrong-doers harm themselves, like the priests of Baal, with the knives of their own wrongdoing; and it is His will for it to be this way; yet whether He punishes directly or indirectly, He is always working to save. I think sometimes His anger is followed, even accompanied, by an incredible gift, fresh from His heart of grace. He knows what to do because He is love. He is love when He gives, and love when He withholds; love when He heals, and love when He destroys. Lord, if this is how You look at people in Your anger, what must Your full gaze be like from Your eyes of love!
Let us now look at the last case in which this word [Greek: embrimaomai] is used in the story of our Lord—that form of it, at least, which we have down here, for sure they have a fuller gospel in the Father's house, and without spot of blunder in it: let us so use that we have that we be allowed at length to look within the leaves of the other!
Let’s now consider the last instance in which this word [Greek: embrimaomai] appears in the story of our Lord—at least the version we have here, because surely there’s a more complete gospel in the Father’s house, and it’s free from any mistakes: let’s make good use of what we have so that we can eventually take a look at the pages of the other!
In the authorized version of the gospel of John, the eleventh chapter, the thirty-third verse, we have the words: 'When Jesus therefore saw her weeping, and the Jews also weeping which came with her, he groaned in the spirit and was troubled;'—according to the margin of the revised version, 'he was moved with indignation in the spirit, and troubled himself.' Also in the thirty-eighth verse we read, according to the margin of the revised version, 'Jesus therefore again being moved with indignation in himself cometh to the tomb.'
In the authorized version of the gospel of John, the eleventh chapter, the thirty-third verse, we have the words: 'When Jesus saw her crying, and the Jews who came with her also crying, he felt deep sorrow in his spirit and was troubled;'—according to the margin of the revised version, 'he was filled with indignation in his spirit, and troubled himself.' Also in the thirty-eighth verse we read, according to the margin of the revised version, 'Jesus, feeling indignation within himself again, went to the tomb.'
Indignation—anger at the very tomb! in the presence of hearts torn by the loss of a brother four days dead, whom also he loved! Yes, verily, friends! such indignation, such anger as, at such a time, in such a place, it was eternally right the heart of Jesus should be moved withal. I can hardly doubt that he is in like manner moved by what he sees now at the death-beds and graves of not a few who are not his enemies, and yet in the presence of death seem no better than pagans. What have such gained by being the Christians they say they are? They fix their eyes on a grisly phantasm they call Death, and never lift them to the radiant Christ standing by bed or grave! For them Christ has not conquered Death:
Indignation—anger at the very grave! in front of hearts shattered by the loss of a brother who died four days ago, and whom he also loved! Yes, truly, friends! Such indignation, such anger at such a time and place, it was completely right for the heart of Jesus to feel it. I can hardly doubt that he feels the same way about what he sees now at the deathbeds and graves of many who aren't his enemies, yet in the face of death seem no better than pagans. What have they gained by being the Christians they claim to be? They fix their eyes on a terrifying image they call Death, and never look up to the shining Christ standing by the bed or grave! For them, Christ has not defeated Death:
Thou art our king, O Death! to thee we groan!
You are our king, O Death! to you we groan!
They would shudder at the thought of saying so in words; they say it in the bitterness of their tears, in their eyes of despair, in their black garments, in their instant retreat from the light of day to burrow in the bosom of darkness? 'What, would you have us not weep?' Weep freely, friends; but let your tears be those of expectant Christians, not hopeless pagans. Let us look at the story.
They would cringe at the idea of saying it out loud; they express it in the bitterness of their tears, in their eyes filled with despair, in their dark clothing, in their quick retreat from the light of day to hide in the comfort of darkness. 'What, do you want us not to cry?' Cry freely, friends; but let your tears be those of hopeful Christians, not hopeless pagans. Let’s examine the story.
The Lord had all this time been trying to teach his friends about his father—what a blessed and perfect father he was, who had sent him that men might look on his very likeness, and know him greater than any likeness could show him; and all they had gained by it seemed not to amount to an atom of consolation when the touch of death came. He had said hundreds of things to Martha and Mary that are not down in the few pages of our earthly gospel; but the fact that God loves them, and that God has Lazarus, seems nothing to them because they have not Lazarus! The Lord himself, for all he has been to them, cannot console them, even with his bodily presence, for the bodily absence of their brother. I do not mean that God would have even his closest presence make us forget or cease to desire that of our friend. God forbid! The love of God is the perfecting of every love. He is not the God of oblivion, but of eternal remembrance. There is no past with him. So far is he from such jealousy as we have all heard imputed to him, his determination is that his sons and daughters shall love each other perfectly. He gave us to each other to belong to each other for ever. He does not give to take away; with him is no variableness or shadow of turning. But if my son or daughter be gone from me for a season, should not the coming of their mother comfort me? Is it nothing that he who is the life should be present, assuring the well-being of the life that has vanished, and the well-being of the love that misses it? Why should the Lord have come to the world at all, if these his friends were to take no more good of him than this? Having the elder brother, could they not do for a little while without the younger? Must they be absolutely miserable without him? All their cry was, 'Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died!' You may say they did not know Christ well enough yet. That is plain—but Christ had expected more of them, and was disappointed. You may say, 'How could that be, seeing he knew what was in man?' I doubt if you think rightly how much the Lord gave up in coming to us. Perhaps you have a poor idea of how much the Son was able to part with, or rather could let the Father take from him, without his sonship, the eternal to the eternal, being touched by it, save to show it deeper and deeper, closer and closer. That he did not in this world know everything, is plain from his own words, and from signs as well: I should scorn to imagine that ignorance touching his Godhead, that his Godhead could be hurt by what enhances his devotion. It enhances in my eyes the idea of his Godhead. Here, I repeat, I cannot but think that he was disappointed with his friends Martha and Mary. Had he done no more for them than this? Was his father and their father no comfort to them? Was this the way his best friends treated his father, who was doing everything for them possible for a father to do for his children! He cared so dearly for their hearts that he could not endure to see them weeping so that they shut out his father. His love was vexed with them that they would sit in ashes when they ought to be out in his father's sun and wind. And all for a lie!—since the feeling in their hearts that made them so weep, was a false one. Remember, it was not their love, but a false notion of loss. Were they no nearer the light of life than that? To think they should believe in death and the grave, not in him, the Life! Why should death trouble them? Why grudge the friendly elements their grasp on the body, restoring it whence it came, because Lazarus was gone home to God, and needed it no more? I suspect that, looking into their hearts, he saw them feeling and acting just as if Lazarus had ceased to exist.
The Lord had all this time been trying to teach his friends about his father—what a blessed and perfect father he was, who had sent him so that people could see his very likeness and understand him better than any likeness could show. Yet, all they seemed to gain from this didn't provide any comfort when death touched them. He had said countless things to Martha and Mary that aren't written in the few pages of our earthly gospel; but the fact that God loves them and that God has Lazarus seems insignificant to them because they don't have Lazarus! The Lord himself, despite all he has been to them, cannot console them, even with his physical presence, because their brother is not there. I don't mean to suggest that God's closest presence would make us forget or stop wanting our friend. God forbid! The love of God is the perfection of every love. He is not a God of oblivion but of eternal remembrance. There is no past with him. Far from being jealous, as we've all heard, his intention is that his sons and daughters should love each other completely. He brought us together to belong to each other forever. He does not give to take away; with him, there's no variation or shadow of change. But if my son or daughter is gone from me for a while, should not the arrival of their mother bring me comfort? Is it nothing that the one who is life should be here, reassuring us about the well-being of the life that has gone and the love that misses it? Why would the Lord come to the world if these friends were to gain no more from him than this? With the elder brother present, could they not manage without the younger for a little while? Must they be utterly miserable without him? Their only cry was, 'Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died!' You might say they didn't know Christ well enough yet. That’s evident—but Christ had greater expectations of them and felt let down. You might wonder, 'How could that be, since he knew what was in man?' I doubt you fully grasp how much the Lord gave up to come to us. Perhaps you underestimate how much the Son was willing to let the Father take from him—eternal to eternal—without losing his sonship, only to show it deeper and closer. It's clear from his own words and actions that he did not know everything in this world: I wouldn't dare to consider that ignorance could affect his divinity, or that his divinity could be diminished by what enhances his devotion. In my eyes, it enhances the idea of his divinity. Here, I must say I believe he was disappointed with his friends Martha and Mary. Had he done nothing more for them than this? Was his father and their father no comfort to them? Is this how his closest friends treated his father, who was doing everything possible for them? He cared so deeply for their hearts that he couldn't bear to see them crying to the point of shutting out his father. His love was troubled by their tendency to mourn when they should be enjoying his father's light and air. And all for a misconception!—since the feelings in their hearts that made them weep were based on a false sense of loss. Remember, it was not their love but a misguided idea of loss. Were they no closer to the light of life than that? To think they would believe in death and the grave, but not in him, the Life! Why should death disturb them? Why begrudge the natural elements their hold on the body, returning it to where it came from, simply because Lazarus had gone home to God and needed it no longer? I suspect that, looking into their hearts, he saw them feeling and acting as if Lazarus had ceased to exist.
'Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died. But I know, that even now, whatsoever thou wilt ask of God, God will give it thee.'
'Lord, if you had been here, my brother wouldn't have died. But I know that even now, whatever you ask of God, God will give it to you.'
'Thy brother shall rise again.'
'Your brother will rise again.'
'I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day.'
'I know that he will come back to life in the resurrection on the last day.'
'I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live. And whosoever liveth, and believeth in me, shall never die.'
'I am the resurrection and the life: anyone who believes in me, even though they die, will live. And everyone who lives and believes in me will never die.'
I will not now endeavour to disclose anything of the depth of this word of the Lord. It will suffice for my present object to say that the sisters must surely have known that he raised up the daughter of Jairus and the son of the widow of Nain; and if the words he had just spoken, 'Thy brother shall rise again,' seemed to Martha too good to be true in the sense that he was going to raise him now, both she and Mary believing he could raise him if he would, might at least have known that if he did not, it must be for reasons as lovely as any for which he might have done it. If he could, and did not, must it not be as well as, yes, better than if he did?
I won't try to explain the full meaning of this word from the Lord right now. It’s enough for what I’m trying to say to note that the sisters must have known he brought back to life the daughter of Jairus and the son of the widow of Nain. And if the words he just spoke, ‘Your brother will rise again,’ seemed too good to be true to Martha in the sense that he was going to raise him right now, both she and Mary believed that he had the power to do it if he wanted to. They should have at least understood that if he didn't, there must be beautiful reasons for it, just like the reasons for why he might have done so. If he could and chose not to, wouldn’t that be as good, actually even better, than if he had?
Martha had gone away, for the moment at least, a little comforted; and now came Mary, who knew the Lord better than her sister—alas, with the same bitter tears flowing from her eyes, and the same hopeless words, almost of reproach, falling from her lips! Then it was—at the sight of her and the Jews with her weeping, that the spirit of the Lord was moved with indignation. They wept as those who believe in death, not in life. Mary wept as if she had never seen with her eyes, never handled with her hands the Word of life! He was troubled with their unbelief, and troubled with their trouble. What was to be done with his brothers and sisters who would be miserable, who would not believe in his father! What a life of pain was theirs! How was he to comfort them? They would not be comforted! What a world was it that would go on thus—that would not free itself from the clutch of death, even after death was dead, but would weep and weep for thousands of years to come, clasped to the bosom of dead Death! Was existence, the glorious out-gift of his father, to be the most terrible of miseries, because some must go home before others? It was all so sad!—and all because they would not know his father! Then came the reaction from his indignation, and the labouring heart of the Lord found relief in tears.
Martha had left, at least for now, feeling a bit comforted; and now Mary came, who understood the Lord better than her sister—yet, sadly, with the same bitter tears streaming down her face and the same hopeless words, almost accusations, escaping her lips! It was then—seeing her and the Jews crying with her—that the Spirit of the Lord was filled with indignation. They cried as if they believed in death and not in life. Mary wept as though she had never seen with her own eyes or touched with her own hands the Word of life! He was troubled by their disbelief and weighed down by their sorrow. What could he do for his brothers and sisters who would be miserable, who refused to believe in his father! What a life of pain was theirs! How could he comfort them? They would not be comforted! What a world it was that would continue like this—that would not free itself from the grip of death, even after death was defeated, but would cry and cry for thousands of years to come, clinging to the embrace of dead Death! Was existence, the glorious gift from his father, destined to be the most dreadful of miseries, just because some had to leave before others? It was all so tragic!—and all because they would not recognize his father! Then came the release from his indignation, and the troubled heart of the Lord found solace in tears.
The Lord was standing, as it were, on the watershed of life. On one side of him lay what Martha and Mary called the world of life, on the other what he and his father and Lazarus called more abundant life. The Lord saw into both worlds—saw Martha and Mary on the one side weeping, on the other Lazarus waiting for them in peace. He would do his best for them—for the sisters—not for Lazarus! It was hard on Lazarus to be called back into the winding-sheet of the body, a sacrifice to their faithlessness, but it should be done! Lazarus should suffer for his sisters! Through him they should be compelled to believe in the Father, and so be delivered from bondage! Death should have no more dominion over them!
The Lord was standing, in a sense, at the crossroads of life. On one side was what Martha and Mary referred to as the world of life, and on the other side was what he, his father, and Lazarus called a more abundant life. The Lord could see both worlds—he saw Martha and Mary on one side weeping, while on the other, Lazarus waited for them in peace. He wanted to do his best for them—for the sisters—not for Lazarus! It was tough on Lazarus to be pulled back into the confines of the body, a sacrifice for their lack of faith, but it had to happen! Lazarus would suffer for his sisters! Through him, they would be urged to believe in the Father and be freed from their captivity! Death should no longer have power over them!
He was vexed with them, I have said, for not believing in God, his and their father; and at the same time was troubled with their trouble. The cloud of his loving anger and disappointed sympathy broke in tears; and the tears eased his heart of the weight of its divine grief. He turned, not to them, not to punish them for their unbelief, not even to chide them for their sorrow; he turned to his father to thank him.
He was upset with them, as I mentioned, for not believing in God, who was both his and their father; yet he was also troubled by their pain. The mixture of his loving anger and disappointed sympathy poured out as tears, which relieved his heart of its deep sorrow. He turned, not towards them, not to punish them for their lack of faith, nor to scold them for their sadness; he turned to his father to express his gratitude.
He thanks him for hearing a prayer he had made—whether a moment before, or ere he left the other side of the Jordan, I cannot tell. What was the prayer for having heard which he now thanks his father? Surely he had spoken about bringing Lazarus back, and his father had shown himself of one mind with him. 'And I knew that thou hearest me always, but because of the multitude which standeth around I said it, that they may believe that thou didst send me.' 'I said it:' said what? He had said something for the sake of the multitude; what was it? The thanksgiving he had just uttered. He was not in the way of thanking his father in formal words; and now would not naturally have spoken his thanks aloud; for he was always speaking to the Father, and the Father was always hearing him; but he had a reason for doing so, and was now going to give his reason. He had done the unusual thing for the sake of being heard do it, and for holy honesty-sake he tells the fact, speaking to his father so as the people about him may hear, and there be no shadow of undisclosed doubleness in the action—nothing covert, however perfect in honesty. His design in thus thanking aloud must be made patent! 'I thank thee, father, for hearing me; and I say it, not as if I had had any doubt of thy hearing me, but that the people may understand that I am not doing this thing of myself, but as thy messenger. It is thou, father, art going to do it; I am doing it as thy right hand.—Lazarus, come forth.'
He thanks him for hearing a prayer he made—whether it was just a moment ago or before he left the other side of the Jordan, I can't say. What was the prayer he’s thanking his father for hearing? Surely, he had talked about bringing Lazarus back, and his father had shown he agreed. 'And I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the sake of the crowd standing here, so they may believe that you sent me.' 'I said this:' what did he say? He had said something for the crowd; what was it? The thanks he just expressed. He wasn't the type to thank his father formally; normally he wouldn’t have spoken his gratitude out loud because he was always communicating with the Father, and the Father was always listening to him. But he had a reason for doing this now, and he was about to explain it. He did something out of the ordinary so that he could be heard, and to be completely honest, he states the fact, speaking to his father so the people around him can hear, leaving no hint of hidden intentions in his actions—nothing secretive, however sincere. His purpose in thanking out loud must be clear! 'I thank you, Father, for hearing me; and I say this not because I doubted your hearing me, but so the people can understand that I’m not doing this on my own, but as your messenger. It is you, Father, who is going to do this; I am acting as your right hand. —Lazarus, come forth.'
I have said the trouble of the Lord was that his friends would not trust his father. He did not want any reception of himself that was not a reception of his father. It was his father, not he, that did the works! From this disappointment came, it seems to me, that sorrowful sigh, 'Nevertheless, when the son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?'
I have said the issue with the Lord was that his friends wouldn't trust his father. He didn't want any welcome for himself that wasn't also a welcome for his father. It was his father, not him, who did the work! From this disappointment, it seems to me, came that sad sigh, 'Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?'
The thought of the Lord in uttering this prayer is not his own justification, but his father's reception by his children. If ever the Lord claims to be received as a true man, it is for the sake of his father and his brethren, that in the receiving of him, he may be received who sent him. Had he now desired the justification of his own claim, the thing he was about to do would have been powerful to that end; but he must have them understand clearly that the Father was one with him in it—that they were doing it together—that it was the will of the Father—that he had sent him.
The Lord's intention in saying this prayer isn’t about justifying himself but about how his Father is received by his children. Whenever the Lord wants to be recognized as a true man, it’s for the sake of his Father and his siblings, so that when he is accepted, the one who sent him is also accepted. If he had wanted to justify his own claim, what he was about to do would have been enough for that; but he needed them to clearly understand that the Father was in unity with him in this—that they were acting together—that it was the Father's will—that he had sent him.
Lazarus must come and help him with these sisters whom he could not get to believe! Lazarus had tasted of death, and knew what it was: he must come and give his testimony! 'They have lost sight of you, Lazarus, and fancy you gone to the nowhere of their unbelief. Come forth; come out of the unseen. We will set them at rest.' It was hard, I repeat, upon Lazarus; he was better where he was; but he must come and bear the Lord company a little longer, and then be left behind with his sisters, that they and millions more like them might know that God is the God of the living, and not of the dead.
Lazarus needs to come and help him with these sisters who just won’t believe! Lazarus had experienced death and understood what it really was: he must come and share his story! 'They’ve lost sight of you, Lazarus, and think you’ve vanished into the void of their doubt. Come forth; step out of the invisible. We will ease their minds.' It was tough, I say again, on Lazarus; he was better off where he was, but he had to come and keep the Lord company for a little while longer, and then stay behind with his sisters, so that they and millions like them could understand that God is the God of the living, not of the dead.
The Jews said, 'Behold how he loved him!' but can any Christian believe it was from love to Lazarus that Jesus wept? It was from love to God, and to Martha and Mary. He had not lost Lazarus; but Martha and Mary were astray from their father in heaven. 'Come, my brother; witness!' he cried; and Lazarus came forth, bound hand and foot. 'Loose him and let him go,' he said—a live truth walking about the world: he had never been dead, and was come forth; he had not been lost, and was restored! It was a strange door he came through, back to his own—a door seldom used, known only to one—but there he was! Oh, the hearts of Martha and Mary! Surely the Lord had some recompense for his trouble, beholding their joy!
The Jews said, 'Look how much he loved him!' but can any Christian truly believe that Jesus wept out of love for Lazarus? It was out of love for God and for Martha and Mary. He hadn’t lost Lazarus; instead, Martha and Mary were lost from their Father in heaven. 'Come, my brother; bear witness!' he called out, and Lazarus came out, wrapped up hand and foot. 'Unbind him and let him go,' he said—a living truth walking around the world: he had never been dead and was now alive again; he hadn't been lost and was restored! It was a strange door he came through, back to his own—a door rarely used, known only to one—but there he was! Oh, the joy in the hearts of Martha and Mary! Surely the Lord was rewarded for his efforts by seeing their happiness!
Any Christian woman who has read thus far, I now beg to reflect on what
I am going to put before her.
Any Christian woman who has read this far, I now ask to think about what
I am about to present to her.
Lazarus had to die again, and thanked God, we may be sure, for the glad fact. Did his sisters, supposing them again left behind him in the world, make the same lamentations over him as the former time he went? If they did, if they fell again into that passion of grief, lamenting and moaning and refusing to be comforted, what would you say of them? I imagine something to this effect: 'It was most unworthy of them to be no better for such a favour shown them. It was to behave like the naughtiest of faithless children. Did they not know that he was not lost?—that he was with the Master, who had himself seemed lost for a few days, but came again? He was no more lost now than the time he went before! Could they not trust that he who brought him back once would take care they should have him for ever at last!' Would you not speak after some such fashion? Would you not remember that he who is the shepherd of the sheep will see that the sheep that love one another shall have their own again, in whatever different pastures they may feed for a time? Would it not be hard to persuade you that they ever did so behave? They must have felt that he was but 'gone for a minute … from this room into the next;' and that, however they might miss him, it would be a shame not to be patient when they knew there was nothing to fear. It was all right with him, and would soon be all right with them also!
Lazarus had to die again, and we can be sure he thanked God for that joyful fact. Did his sisters, assuming they were once again left behind in the world, mourn for him like they did the first time he died? If they did, if they fell back into that intense grief, crying and wailing and refusing to be comforted, what would you say about them? I imagine it would be something like this: 'It was really unworthy of them not to have improved with such a favor shown to them. It was like acting like the most rebellious of unfaithful children. Didn't they know he wasn't lost?—that he was with the Master, who had himself seemed lost for a few days but then returned? He was no more lost now than the last time he left! Could they not trust that he who brought him back once would ensure they would have him forever in the end?' Would you not speak in such a way? Would you not remember that he who is the shepherd of the sheep will make sure that the sheep who love each other will be reunited, no matter how different pastures they might feed in for a while? Would it not be hard to convince you that they ever acted that way? They must have felt he was just 'gone for a minute … from this room into the next;' and that, no matter how much they missed him, it would be shameful not to be patient when they knew there was nothing to fear. Everything was fine with him, and soon everything would be fine with them too!
'Yes,' I imagine you saying, 'that is just how they would feel!'
'Yes,' I can picture you saying, 'that’s exactly how they would feel!'
'Then,' I return, 'why are you so miserable? Or why is it but the cold frost of use and forgetting that makes you less miserable than you were a year ago?'
'Then,' I reply, 'why are you so unhappy? Or is it just the chilly numbness of familiarity and forgetting that makes you less unhappy than you were a year ago?'
'Ah,' you answer, 'but I had no such miracle wrought for me! Ah, if I had such a miracle wrought for me, you should see then!'
'Ah,' you reply, 'but I haven't experienced any such miracle! Ah, if I had such a miracle happen to me, then you'd see!'
'You mean that if your husband, your son, your father, your brother, your lover, had been taken from you once and given to you again, you would not, when the time came that he must go once more, dream of calling him a second time from the good heaven? You would not be cruel enough for that! You would not bemoan or lament! You would not make the heart of the Lord sad with your hopeless tears! Ah, how little you know yourself! Do you not see that, so far as truth and reason are concerned, you are now in precisely the position supposed—the position of those sisters after Lazarus was taken from them the second time? You know now all they knew then. They had no more of a revelation by the recall of Lazarus than you have. For you profess to believe the story, though you make that doubtful enough by your disregard of the very soul of it. Is it possible that, so far as you are concerned, Lazarus might as well not have risen? What difference is there between your position now and theirs? Lazarus was with God, and they knew he had gone, come back, and gone again. You know that he went, came, and went again. Your friend is gone as Lazarus went twice, and you behave as if you knew nothing of Lazarus. You make a lamentable ado, vexing Jesus that you will not be reasonable and trust his father! When Martha and Mary behaved as you are doing, they had not had Lazarus raised; you have had Lazarus raised, yet you go on as they did then!
'You mean that if your husband, your son, your father, your brother, your lover had been taken from you once and given back to you again, you wouldn’t, when the time came for him to leave once more, think about calling him back from heaven a second time? You wouldn’t be cruel enough to do that! You wouldn’t mourn or lament! You wouldn’t make the heart of the Lord sad with your hopeless tears! Ah, how little you know yourself! Don’t you see that, when it comes to truth and reason, you are now in exactly the same situation as those sisters were after Lazarus was taken from them the second time? You know everything they knew back then. They didn’t gain any more revelation from Lazarus being brought back than you have. You claim to believe the story, but you make it pretty doubtful by ignoring its very essence. Is it possible that, as far as you are concerned, Lazarus might as well not have risen? What difference is there between your situation now and theirs? Lazarus was with God, and they knew he had gone, come back, and then left again. You know that he went, came, and went again. Your friend is gone like Lazarus went twice, and you act as if you know nothing about Lazarus. You’re making a terrible fuss, annoying Jesus because you won’t be reasonable and trust his father! When Martha and Mary acted like you are now, they hadn’t had Lazarus raised; you have had Lazarus raised, yet you continue to behave like they did back then!'
'You give too good reason to think that, if the same thing were done for you, you would say he was only in a cataleptic fit, and in truth was never raised from the dead. Or is there another way of understanding your behaviour: you do not believe that God is unchangeable, but think he acts one way one time and another way another time just from caprice? He might give back a brother to sisters who were favourites with him, but no such gift is to be counted upon? Why then, I ask, do you worship such a God?'
'You give too good a reason to think that if the same thing happened to you, you’d say he was just in a cataleptic fit and really was never raised from the dead. Or is there another way to interpret your behavior: you don’t believe that God is unchanging, but think he acts one way at one time and another way at another time just on a whim? He might bring a brother back for sisters who were favorites, but you can’t count on such a gift? So, I ask, why do you worship such a God?'
'But you know he does not do it! That was a mere exceptional case.'
'But you know he does not do it! That was just an exceptional case.'
'If it was, it is worthless indeed—as worthless as your behaviour would make it. But you are dull of heart, as were Martha and Mary. Do you not see that he is as continually restoring as taking away—that every bereavement is a restoration—that when you are weeping with void arms, others, who love as well as you, are clasping in ecstasy of reunion?'
'If it was, then it’s truly worthless—just as worthless as your behavior makes it. But you’re closed off, just like Martha and Mary. Don’t you see that he is just as much about restoring as he is about taking away—that every loss is also a restoration—that while you’re crying with empty arms, others who love just as deeply as you are joyfully embracing in reunion?'
'Alas, we know nothing about that!'
'Unfortunately, we know nothing about that!'
'If you have learned no more I must leave you, having no ground in you upon which my words may fall. You deceived me; you called yourself a Christian. You cannot have been doing the will of the Father, or you would not be as you are.'
'If you haven’t learned anything else, I have to go, since there’s nothing in you for my words to land on. You misled me; you claimed to be a Christian. You can't have been following the Father's will, or you wouldn’t be like this.'
'Ah, you little know my loss!'
'Oh, you have no idea about my loss!'
'Indeed it is great! it seems to include God! If you knew what he knows about death you would clap your listless hands. But why should I seek in vain to comfort you? You must be made miserable, that you may wake from your sleep to know that you need God. If you do not find him, endless life with the living whom you bemoan would become and remain to you unendurable. The knowledge of your own heart will teach you this— not the knowledge you have, but the knowledge that is on its way to you through suffering. Then you will feel that existence itself is the prime of evils, without the righteousness which is of God by faith.'
'It really is amazing! It seems to encompass God! If you understood what He knows about death, you would finally feel something. But why should I bother trying to comfort you? You have to feel miserable so you can wake up and realize that you need God. If you don’t find Him, endless life with those you mourn would become unbearable. The truth of your own heart will show you this—not the knowledge you already have, but the understanding that will come to you through suffering. Then you will realize that just existing is one of the greatest evils, without the righteousness which is of God by faith.'
RIGHTEOUSNESS.
—that I may win Christ, and be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith.—Ep. to the Philippians iii. 8, 9.
—that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having my own righteousness, which comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness that comes from God by faith.—Ep. to the Philippians iii. 8, 9.
What does the apostle mean by the righteousness that is of God by faith? He means the same righteousness Christ had by his faith in God, the same righteousness God himself has.
What does the apostle mean by the righteousness from God that comes through faith? He means the same righteousness that Christ had through his faith in God, the same righteousness that God himself possesses.
In his second epistle to the Corinthians he says, 'He hath made him to be sin for us who knew no sin, that we might be made the righteousness of God in him;'—'He gave him to be treated like a sinner, killed and cast out of his own vineyard by his husbandmen, that we might in him be made righteous like God.' As the antithesis stands it is rhetorically correct. But if the former half means, 'he made him to be treated as if he were a sinner,' then the latter half should, in logical precision, mean, 'that we might be treated as if we were righteous.'
In his second letter to the Corinthians, he says, 'He made him to be sin for us who knew no sin, so that we might become the righteousness of God in him;'—'He allowed him to be treated like a sinner, killed and cast out of his own vineyard by his workers, so that we could be made righteous like God through him.' As it stands, the contrast is rhetorically correct. But if the first part means, 'he made him to be treated as if he were a sinner,' then the second part should, for logical clarity, mean, 'so that we might be treated as if we were righteous.'
'That is just what Paul does mean,' insist not a few. 'He means that Jesus was treated by God as if he were a sinner, our sins being imputed to him, in order that we might be treated as if we were righteous, his righteousness being imputed to us.'
'That’s exactly what Paul means,' insist quite a few. 'He means that God treated Jesus as if he were a sinner, our sins being assigned to him, so that we could be treated as if we were righteous, his righteousness being assigned to us.'
That is, that, by a sort of legal fiction, Jesus was treated as what he was not, in order that we might be treated as what we are not. This is the best device, according to the prevailing theology, that the God of truth, the God of mercy, whose glory is that he is just to men by forgiving their sins, could fall upon for saving his creatures!
That is, through a kind of legal fiction, Jesus was regarded as what he wasn’t, so that we might be regarded as what we aren’t. This is the best solution, according to the current theology, that the God of truth, the God of mercy, whose glory lies in being just to people by forgiving their sins, could come up with to save his creations!
I had thought that this most contemptible of false doctrines had nigh ceased to be presented, though I knew it must be long before it ceased to exercise baneful influence; but, to my astonishment, I came upon it lately in quite a modern commentary which I happened to look into in a friend's house. I say, to my astonishment, for the commentary was the work of one of the most liberal and lovely of Christians, a dignitary high in the church of England, a man whom I knew and love, and hope ere long to meet where there are no churches. In the comment that came under my eye, he refers to the doctrine of imputed righteousness as the possible explanation of a certain passage—refers to it as to a doctrine concerning whose truth was no question.
I thought this despicable false doctrine had almost disappeared, even though I knew it would take a long time for it to stop having harmful effects. But, to my surprise, I recently found it in a rather modern commentary while visiting a friend’s house. I say it's surprising because the commentary was written by one of the most open-minded and wonderful Christians, a high-ranking church official in the Church of England, someone I know and care for, and I hope to meet again someday in a place without churches. In the part I read, he mentions the doctrine of imputed righteousness as a possible explanation for a certain passage—he refers to it as a doctrine with no doubt about its truth.
It seems to me that, seeing much duplicity exists in the body of Christ, every honest member of it should protest against any word tending to imply the existence of falsehood in the indwelling spirit of that body. I now protest against this so-called doctrine, counting it the rightful prey of the foolishest wind in the limbo of vanities, whither I would gladly do my best to send it. It is a mean, nauseous invention, false, and productive of falsehood. Say it is a figure, I answer it is not only a false figure but an embodiment of untruth; say it expresses a reality, and I say it teaches the worst of lies; say there is a shadow of truth in it, and I answer it may be so, but there is no truth touched in it that could not be taught infinitely better without it. It is the meagre misshapen offspring of the legalism of a poverty-stricken mechanical fancy, unlighted by a gleam of divine imagination. No one who knows his New Testament will dare to say that the figure is once used in it.
It seems to me that, since there's a lot of deceit among the members of the body of Christ, every honest member should speak out against any statements that suggest there’s falsehood in the spirit of that body. I now stand against this so-called doctrine, considering it the rightful target for the silliest ideas in the realm of nonsense, where I would gladly send it. It’s a pathetic, disgusting creation—false and leading to more falsehood. If you say it's a metaphor, I respond that it's not just a misleading metaphor but a representation of untruth; if you say it reflects a reality, I say it teaches the worst kinds of lies; if you claim there's a hint of truth in it, I agree it might be there, but there's no truth in it that couldn't be explained far better without it. It's the weak, misshapen product of legalism from a creatively bankrupt mindset, lacking any spark of divine inspiration. No one who knows their New Testament would dare to claim that this metaphor is used even once in it.
I have dealt already with the source of it. They say first, God must punish the sinner, for justice requires it; then they say he does not punish the sinner, but punishes a perfectly righteous man instead, attributes his righteousness to the sinner, and so continues just. Was there ever such a confusion, such an inversion of right and wrong! Justice could not treat a righteous man as an unrighteous; neither, if justice required the punishment of sin, could justice let the sinner go unpunished. To lay the pain upon the righteous in the name of justice is simply monstrous. No wonder unbelief is rampant. Believe in Moloch if you will, but call him Moloch, not Justice. Be sure that the thing that God gives, the righteousness that is of God, is a real thing, and not a contemptible legalism. Pray God I have no righteousness imputed to me. Let me be regarded as the sinner I am; for nothing will serve my need but to be made a righteous man, one that will no more sin.
I’ve already addressed where this comes from. First, they say God has to punish the sinner because justice demands it; then they say He doesn’t punish the sinner but punishes a completely righteous person instead, assigning that person’s righteousness to the sinner, so justice is supposedly maintained. Was there ever such a mix-up, such a twist of right and wrong! Justice cannot treat a righteous person as if they were unrighteous; furthermore, if justice requires punishing sin, it cannot allow the sinner to go unpunished. Inflicting pain on the righteous in the name of justice is simply outrageous. It’s no surprise that disbelief is so widespread. You can believe in Moloch if you want, but call Him Moloch, not Justice. Be sure that what God gives, the righteousness that comes from God, is genuine and not some pathetic legalism. I pray that I have no righteousness attributed to me. Let me be seen as the sinner I am; for nothing will satisfy my need but to be transformed into a righteous person, one who will no longer sin.
We have the word imputed just once in the New Testament. Whether the evil doctrine may have sprung from any possible misunderstanding of the passage where it occurs, I hardly care to inquire. The word as Paul uses it, and the whole of the thought whence his use of it springs, appeals to my sense of right and justice as much as the common use of it arouses my abhorrence. The apostle says that a certain thing was imputed to Abraham for righteousness; or, as the revised version has it, 'reckoned unto him:' what was it that was thus imputed to Abraham? The righteousness of another? God forbid! It was his own faith. The faith of Abraham is reckoned to him for righteousness. To impute the righteousness of one to another, is simply to act a falsehood; to call the faith of a man his righteousness is simply to speak the truth. Was it not righteous in Abraham to obey God? The Jews placed righteousness in keeping all the particulars of the law of Moses: Paul says faith in God was counted righteousness before Moses was born. You may answer, Abraham was unjust in many things, and by no means a righteous man. True; he was not a righteous man in any complete sense; his righteousness would never have satisfied Paul; neither, you may be sure, did it satisfy Abraham; but his faith was nevertheless righteousness, and if it had not been counted to him for righteousness, there would have been falsehood somewhere, for such faith as Abraham's is righteousness. It was no mere intellectual recognition of the existence of a God, which is consistent with the deepest atheism; it was that faith which is one with action: 'He went out, not knowing whither he went.' The very act of believing in God after such fashion that, when the time of action comes, the man will obey God, is the highest act, the deepest, loftiest righteousness of which man is capable, is at the root of all other righteousness, and the spirit of it will work till the man is perfect. If you define righteousness in the common-sense, that is, in the divine fashion—for religion is nothing if it be not the deepest common-sense—as a giving to everyone his due, then certainly the first due is to him who makes us capable of owing, that is, makes us responsible creatures. You may say this is not one's first feeling of duty. True; but the first in reality is seldom the first perceived. The first duty is too high and too deep to come first into consciousness. If any one were born perfect, which I count an eternal impossibility, then the highest duty would come first into the consciousness. As we are born, it is the doing of, or at least the honest trying to do many another duty, that will at length lead a man to see that his duty to God is the first and deepest and highest of all, including and requiring the performance of all other duties whatever. A man might live a thousand years in neglect of duty, and never come to see that any obligation was upon him to put faith in God and do what he told him—never have a glimpse of the fact that he owed him something. I will allow that if God were what he thinks him he would indeed owe him little; but he thinks him such in consequence of not doing what he knows he ought to do. He has not come to the light. He has deadened, dulled, hardened his nature. He has not been a man without guile, has not been true and fair.
We only find the word imputed once in the New Testament. I don’t really want to dive into whether the harmful interpretation of that passage might come from a misunderstanding. The way Paul uses the word and the entire concept behind it resonates with my sense of fairness and justice, while the common interpretation makes me feel disgusted. The apostle states that a certain thing was imputed to Abraham for righteousness; or, as the revised version puts it, 'reckoned unto him:' so what exactly was imputed to Abraham? The righteousness of someone else? Absolutely not! It was his own faith. Abraham's faith is what is counted as righteousness for him. To attribute one person's righteousness to another is simply a lie; to say that a man's faith is his righteousness is simply to speak the truth. Wasn't it righteous for Abraham to obey God? The Jews believed righteousness came from following the detailed laws of Moses; Paul argues that faith in God was counted as righteousness long before Moses existed. You might respond that Abraham was unjust in many ways and by no means a righteous man. True; he wasn't completely righteous by any standard; his righteousness would never have satisfied Paul, and it surely didn’t satisfy Abraham either; yet his faith was still righteous, and if it hadn’t been counted as such, there would have been a lie involved, for faith like Abraham's is righteousness. It wasn't just a mere acknowledgment of God's existence, which can coexist with the deepest atheism; it was a faith that aligns with action: 'He went out, not knowing where he was going.' The very act of believing in God in such a way that when it's time to act, the person will obey God, is the highest, most profound righteousness a person can achieve, and it lies at the core of all other righteousness, with its spirit driving the person towards perfection. If you define righteousness in common sense, that is, in a divine way—because religion is meaningless unless it embodies the deepest common sense—then the first obligation goes to the one who makes us capable of owing, which means making us responsible beings. You might say this isn’t the first sense of duty one feels. That's true; however, the first reality isn't always the first thing we perceive. The first duty is too lofty and deep to be the first one to enter our awareness. If someone were born perfect, which I consider eternally impossible, then the highest duty would first come into consciousness. As we are, it’s the engagement in, or at least the genuine effort to fulfill, various other duties that will eventually lead someone to realize that their duty to God is the first, deepest, and greatest of all, encompassing and demanding all other duties. A person could live for a thousand years neglecting their duties and never realize they have an obligation to put their faith in God and follow His guidance—never catch sight of the fact that they owe Him something. I’ll concede that if God were as he imagines Him to be, he would indeed owe Him little; but he thinks of Him that way because he hasn’t acted on what he knows he should be doing. He hasn’t come into the light. He has numbed, dulled, and hardened his nature. He hasn’t been a truly honest person, hasn’t been genuine and fair.
But while faith in God is the first duty, and may therefore well be called righteousness in the man in whom it is operative, even though it be imperfect, there is more reason than this why it should be counted to a man for righteousness. It is the one spiritual act which brings the man into contact with the original creative power, able to help him in every endeavour after righteousness, and ensure his progress to perfection. The man who exercises it may therefore also well be called a righteous man, however far from complete in righteousness. We may call a woman beautiful who is not perfect in beauty; in the Bible men are constantly recognized as righteous men who are far from perfectly righteous. The Bible never deals with impossibilities, never demands of any man at any given moment a righteousness of which at that moment he is incapable; neither does it lay upon any man any other law than that of perfect righteousness. It demands of him righteousness; when he yields that righteousness of which he is capable, content for the moment, it goes on to demand more: the common-sense of the Bible is lovely.
But while believing in God is the first duty and can certainly be called righteousness in someone for whom it is active, even if it's not perfect, there's more to it than that when it comes to being regarded as righteous. It's the one spiritual action that connects a person with the original creative power, capable of helping them in every pursuit of righteousness and ensuring their growth toward perfection. Therefore, someone who practices this belief can also rightly be considered a righteous person, regardless of how incomplete their righteousness may be. We might call a woman beautiful even if she isn't perfectly beautiful; similarly, in the Bible, men are often recognized as righteous even when they don’t achieve perfect righteousness. The Bible never addresses impossibilities; it never asks anyone to be perfectly righteous at any given moment if they aren't capable of it. Instead, it only asks for what is within a person's reach. When they give the righteousness they can, even if it's just for that moment, it continues to ask for more: the straightforward wisdom of the Bible is refreshing.
To the man who has no faith in God, faith in God cannot look like righteousness; neither can he know that it is creative of all other righteousness toward equal and inferior lives: he cannot know that it is not merely the beginning of righteousness, but the germ of life, the active potency whence life-righteousness grows. It is not like some single separate act of righteousness; it is the action of the whole man, turning to good from evil—turning his back on all that is opposed to righteousness, and starting on a road on which he cannot stop, in which he must go on growing more and more righteous, discovering more and more what righteousness is, and more and more what is unrighteous in himself. In the one act of believing in God—that is, of giving himself to do what he tells him—he abjures evil, both what he knows and what he does not yet know in himself. A man may indeed have turned to obey God, and yet be capable of many an injustice to his neighbour which he has not yet discovered to be an injustice; but as he goes on obeying, he will go on discovering. Not only will he grow more and more determined to be just, but he will grow more and more sensitive to the idea of injustice—I do not mean in others, but in himself. A man who continues capable of a known injustice to his neighbour, cannot be believed to have turned to God. At all events, a man cannot be near God, so as to be learning what is just toward God, and not be near his neighbour, so as to be learning what is unfair to him; for his will, which is the man, lays hold of righteousness, chooses to be righteous. If a man is to be blamed for not choosing righteousness, for not turning to the light, for not coming out of the darkness, then the man who does choose and turn and come out, is to be justified in his deed, and declared to be righteous. He is not yet thoroughly righteous, but is growing in and toward righteousness. He needs creative God, and time for will and effort. Not yet quite righteous, he cannot yet act quite righteously, for only the man in whom the image of God is perfected can live perfectly. Born into the world without righteousness, he cannot see, he cannot know, he is not in touch with perfect righteousness, and it would be the deepest injustice to demand of him, with a penalty, at any given moment, more than he knows how to yield; but it is the highest lore constantly to demand of him perfect righteousness as what he must attain to. With what life and possibility is in him, he must keep turning to righteousness and abjuring iniquity, ever aiming at the perfection of God. Such an obedient faith is most justly and fairly, being all that God himself can require of the man, called by God righteousness in the man. It would not be enough for the righteousness of God, or Jesus, or any perfected saint, because they are capable of perfect righteousness, and, knowing what is perfect righteousness, choose to be perfectly righteous; but, in virtue of the life and growth in it, it is enough at a given moment for the disciple of the Perfect. The righteousness of Abraham was not to compare with the righteousness of Paul. He did not fight with himself for righteousness, as did Paul—not because he was better than Paul and therefore did not need to fight, but because his idea of what was required of him was not within sight of that of Paul; yet was he righteous in the same way as Paul was righteous: he had begun to be righteous, and God called his righteousness righteousness, for faith is righteousness. His faith was an act recognizing God as his law, and that is not a partial act, but an all-embracing and all-determining action. A single righteous deed toward one's fellow could hardly be imputed to a man as righteousness. A man who is not trying after righteousness may yet do many a righteous act: they will not be forgotten to him, neither will they be imputed to him as righteousness. Abraham's action of obedient faith was righteousness none the less that his righteousness was far behind Paul's. Abraham started at the beginning of the long, slow, disappointing preparation of the Jewish people; Paul started at its close, with the story of Jesus behind him. Both believed, obeying God, and therefore both were righteous. They were righteous because they gave themselves up to God to make them righteous; and not to call such men righteous, not to impute their faith to them for righteousness, would be unjust. But God is utterly just, and nowise resembles a legal-minded Roman emperor, or a bad pope formulating the doctrine of vicarious sacrifice.
To the person who doesn't believe in God, faith in God doesn't seem like righteousness; they can't understand that it creates all other righteousness towards others, whether they're equal or lesser. They can't see that it’s not just the start of righteousness but the source of life, the active force from which true righteousness grows. It’s not like just one isolated act of goodness; it’s the overall action of a person choosing good over evil—turning away from everything against righteousness and embarking on a path of continuous growth, where they keep becoming more righteous, discovering what righteousness truly means, and identifying what is wrong in themselves. By believing in God—essentially committing to do what He Commands—they reject evil, both what they are aware of and what they haven't yet recognized within themselves. A person might have chosen to follow God but can still commit injustices toward their neighbor that they don’t yet realize are wrong; however, as they continue to obey, they will keep uncovering these truths. They won't just grow more determined to be just, but also more sensitive to the concept of injustice—not in others but within themselves. Someone who is still capable of committing recognized injustices against their neighbor can't be seen as having truly turned to God. In any case, a person can't be close to God, learning what is just in relation to Him, without also being close to their neighbor, learning about unfairness toward them; because a person's will, which defines them, embraces righteousness and chooses to be righteous. If someone is blamed for not choosing righteousness, not turning toward the light, and not stepping out of the darkness, then the person who does choose, turn, and emerge is justified in their actions and recognized as righteous. They may not be completely righteous yet, but they're progressing towards righteousness. They need God's creative influence and time for their will and efforts to develop. Not fully righteous yet, they can’t fully act righteously, since only someone in whom God's image is perfected can live perfectly. Born into a world lacking righteousness, they can’t see, know, or connect with perfect righteousness, and it would be profoundly unjust to demand more of them than they know how to give at any given moment; yet it's the greatest challenge to constantly demand perfect righteousness from them as their ultimate goal. With all the life and potential within them, they must keep striving for righteousness and rejecting wrongdoing, always aiming for God's perfection. Such obedient faith is just and fair, being all that God can rightfully require from that person, calling it righteousness within them. It wouldn’t measure up to the righteousness of God, Jesus, or any perfected saint, because they are capable of perfect righteousness and understand it, choosing to embody it completely; but, given their life and development, it is sufficient at a certain moment for the follower of the Perfect. Abraham's righteousness couldn’t compare to Paul’s. He didn’t struggle with himself for righteousness like Paul did—not because he was inherently better and didn’t need to struggle, but because his understanding of what was needed was far less developed than Paul's; yet he was righteous in the same sense as Paul, having begun the journey toward righteousness, and God acknowledged his righteousness as such because faith is righteousness. His faith was an act recognizing God as his law, which is not just a limited act but an all-encompassing and determining choice. A single act of kindness towards others could hardly count as righteousness for a person. Someone who isn't actively pursuing righteousness might still perform righteous acts; those acts won't be forgotten, but they won't be counted as righteousness. Abraham's act of obedient faith was still righteousness even though it was far behind Paul's. Abraham began during the long, challenging, and often disappointing journey of the Jewish people; Paul started at its conclusion, with the story of Jesus behind him. Both believed and obeyed God, thus both were righteous. They were righteous because they surrendered themselves to God to be made righteous; not to recognize such people as righteous and not to credit their faith as righteousness would be unjust. But God is completely just and doesn't resemble a legalistic Roman emperor or a corrupt pope creating the doctrine of vicarious sacrifice.
What, then, is the righteousness which is of God by faith? It is simply the thing that God wants every man to be, wrought out in him by constant obedient contact with God himself. It is not an attribute either of God or man, but a fact of character in God and in man. It is God's righteousness wrought out in us, so that as he is righteous we too are righteous. It does not consist in obeying this or that law; not even the keeping of every law, so that no hair's-breadth did we run counter to one of them, would be righteousness. To be righteous is to be such a heart, soul, mind, and will, as, without regard to law, would recoil with horror from the lightest possible breach of any law. It is to be so in love with what is fair and right as to make it impossible for a man to do anything that is less than absolutely righteous. It is not the love of righteousness in the abstract that makes anyone righteous, but such a love of fairplay toward everyone with whom we come into contact, that anything less than the fulfilling, with a clear joy, of our divine relation to him or her, is impossible. For the righteousness of God goes far beyond mere deeds, and requires of us love and helping mercy as our highest obligation and justice to our fellow men—those of them too who have done nothing for us, those even who have done us wrong. Our relations with others, God first and then our neighbour in order and degree, must one day become, as in true nature they are, the gladness of our being; and nothing then will ever appear good for us, that is not in harmony with those blessed relations. Every thought will not merely be just, but will be just because it is something more, because it is live and true. What heart in the kingdom of heaven would ever dream of constructing a metaphysical system of what we owed to God and why we owed it? The light of our life, our sole, eternal, and infinite joy, is simply God—God—God—nothing but God, and all his creatures in him. He is all and in all, and the children of the kingdom know it. He includes all things; not to be true to anything he has made is to be untrue to him. God is truth, is life; to be in God is to know him and need no law. Existence will be eternal Godness.
What is God’s righteousness through faith? It’s simply what God wants everyone to be, cultivated in us through constant obedience and connection with Him. It’s not just a quality of God or humans, but a reality of character in both. It’s God’s righteousness worked out in us, so that just as He is righteous, we are also righteous. It doesn't come from obeying this or that law; even perfectly following every law wouldn’t make us righteous. To be righteous means having a heart, soul, mind, and will that, without thinking about the law, would be horrified at the slightest violation of any law. It means being so in love with what’s fair and right that it becomes impossible for a person to act in any way that’s less than completely righteous. It’s not just an abstract love of righteousness that makes someone righteous, but a genuine love of fairness towards everyone we interact with, making it impossible to not fully enjoy our divine relationship with others. God’s righteousness goes far beyond actions and demands that we show love and compassion as our greatest responsibility and justice to our fellow humans—especially to those who have done nothing for us, or even wronged us. Our relationships with others, starting with God and then our neighbors, must eventually become, as they truly are, the joy of our existence; nothing will ever feel right for us that doesn’t align with those cherished relationships. Every thought will not just be fair, but will be fair because it’s something more, because it’s alive and genuine. What heart in heaven would think of building a complicated theory about what we owe to God and why? The essence of our life, our only, eternal, and infinite joy, is simply God—God—God—nothing but God, and all His creatures within Him. He is everything and in everything, and the children of the kingdom recognize this. He encompasses all; to be untrue to anything He has created is to be untrue to Him. God is truth, is life; to be in God is to know Him without needing laws. Existence will be eternal divinity.
You would not like that way of it? There is, there can be, no other; but before you can judge of it, you must know at least a little of God as he is, not as you imagine him. I say as you imagine him, because it cannot be that any creature should know him as he is and not desire him. In proportion as we know him we must desire him, until at length we live in and for him with all our conscious heart. That is why the Jews did not like the Lord: he cared so simply for his father's will, and not for anything they called his will.
You wouldn’t prefer it that way? There is, and can only be, one way; but before you can judge it, you need to understand at least a bit about God as he truly is, not as you picture him. I say as you picture him, because no creature can truly know him and not want him. The more we know him, the more we desire him, until we finally live for him and with all our conscious heart. That's why the Jews didn’t like the Lord: he cared so simply for his Father's will, and not for what they considered his will.
The righteousness which is of God by faith in the source, the prime of that righteousness, is then just the same kind of thing as God's righteousness, differing only as the created differs from the creating. The righteousness of him who does the will of his father in heaven, is the righteousness of Jesus Christ, is God's own righteousness. The righteousness which is of God by faith in God, is God's righteousness. The man who has this righteousness, thinks about things as God thinks about them, loves the things that God loves, cares for nothing that God does not care about. Even while this righteousness is being born in him, the man will say to himself, 'Why should I be troubled about this thing or that? Does God care about it? No. Then why should I care? I must not care. I will not care! 'If he does not know whether God cares about it or not, he will say, 'If God cares I should have my desire, he will give it me; if he does not care I should have it, neither will I care. In the meantime I will do my work.' The man with God's righteousness does not love a thing merely because it is right, but loves the very rightness in it. He not only loves a thought, but he loves the man in his thinking that thought; he loves the thought alive in the man. He does not take his joy from himself. He feels joy in himself, but it comes to him from others, not from himself—from God first, and from somebody, anybody, everybody next. He would rather, in the fulness of his content, pass out of being, rather himself cease to exist, than that another should. He could do without knowing himself, but he could not know himself and spare one of the brothers or sisters God had given him. The man who really knows God, is, and always will be, content with what God, who is the very self of his self, shall choose for him; he is entirely God's, and not at all his own. His consciousness of himself is the reflex from those about him, not the result of his own turning in of his regard upon himself. It is not the contemplation of what God has made him, it is the being what God has made him, and the contemplation of what God himself is, and what he has made his fellows, that gives him his joy. He wants nothing, and feels that he has all things, for he is in the bosom of his father, and the thoughts of his father come to him. He knows that if he needs anything, it is his before he asks it; for his father has willed him, in the might and truth of his fatherhood, to be one with himself.
The righteousness that comes from God through faith is essentially the same as God’s own righteousness, differing only as the created being differs from the Creator. The righteousness of someone who does their father in heaven's will is the righteousness of Jesus Christ, which is God’s righteousness. The righteousness that comes from God through faith is God’s righteousness. A person with this righteousness thinks about things the way God does, loves what God loves, and cares about nothing that God doesn’t care about. Even while this righteousness is developing within him, he might ask himself, 'Why should I worry about this or that? Does God care about it? No. Then why should I care? I shouldn’t care. I won’t care!' If he’s unsure whether God cares or not, he’ll think, 'If God cares, I’ll get what I desire; if He doesn’t care, then I won’t care either. In the meantime, I’ll keep doing my work.' The person with God’s righteousness doesn’t love something just because it’s right; he loves the very essence of rightness. He doesn’t just love a thought; he loves the person who thought that thought; he appreciates the thought brought to life within that person. His joy doesn’t stem from himself. He feels joy within himself, but it comes from others, first from God, and then from anyone and everyone. In his deep contentment, he would prefer to cease to exist rather than let another suffer. He could live without knowing himself, but he couldn’t know himself while neglecting one of the brothers or sisters God has given him. A person who truly knows God is always content with what God, who is the core of his being, chooses for him; he is entirely God's and not his own. His self-awareness reflects those around him, rather than stemming from self-reflection. It’s not about contemplating what God has made him; it’s about being who God has made him, and finding joy in understanding what God is and what He has made in others. He desires nothing and feels he has everything because he is embraced by his father, and his father’s thoughts come to him. He knows that if he needs anything, it’s already his before he asks, for his father has chosen him, in the power and truth of fatherhood, to be one with Himself.
This then, or something like this, for words are poor to tell the best things, is the righteousness which is of God by faith—so far from being a thing built on the rubbish heap of legal fiction called vicarious sacrifice, or its shadow called imputed righteousness, that only the child with the child-heart, so far ahead of and so different from the wise and prudent, can understand it. The wise and prudent interprets God by himself, and does not understand him; the child interprets God by himself, and does understand him. The wise and prudent must make a system and arrange things to his mind before he can say, I believe. The child sees, believes, obeys—and knows he must be perfect as his father in heaven is perfect. If an angel, seeming to come from heaven, told him that God had let him off, that he did not require so much of him as that, but would be content with less; that he could not indeed allow him to be wicked, but would pass by a great deal, modifying his demands because it was so hard for him to be quite good, and he loved him so dearly, the child of God would at once recognize, woven with the angel's starry brilliancy, the flicker of the flames of hell, and would say to the shining one, 'Get thee behind me, Satan.' Nor would there be the slightest wonder or merit in his doing so, for at the words of the deceiver, if but for briefest moment imagined true, the shadow of a rising hell would gloom over the face of creation; hope would vanish; the eternal would be as the carcase of a dead man; the glory would die out of the face of God—until the groan of a thunderous no burst from the caverns of the universe, and the truth, flashing on his child's soul from the heart of the Eternal, Immortal, Invisible, withered up the lie of the messenger of darkness.
This, or something like it—because words often fail to express the best things—represents the righteousness that comes from God through faith. It's not something built on the mess of legal ideas like vicarious sacrifice or its echo, imputed righteousness. Only a child with an open heart, so much ahead of and different from the wise and learned, can truly grasp it. The wise and learned interpret God through their own understanding and miss the point; the child interprets God through their own feelings and truly understands Him. The wise and learned need to create a system and organize their thoughts before they can say, I believe. The child sees, believes, obeys—and knows they must be perfect just like their Father in heaven is perfect. If an angel, seeming to come from heaven, told them that God had lowered His expectations, that He didn't require as much and would be okay with less—that they couldn't actually be wicked but God would overlook a lot because it’s hard to be completely good, and He loves them dearly—the child of God would immediately sense, intertwined with the angel's glowing presence, the flicker of hell's flames and say to the shining one, 'Get behind me, Satan.' There would be no surprise or special credit for this reaction because at the mere thought of the deceiver's words being true, the shadow of a rising hell would darken creation; hope would disappear; eternity would become a corpse; God's glory would fade—until the thunderous no erupted from the depths of the universe, and the truth, illuminating the child's soul from the heart of the Eternal, Immortal, Invisible, would obliterate the lie of the messenger of darkness.
'But how can God bring this about in me?'
'But how can God make this happen in me?'
Let him do it, and perhaps you will know; if you never know, yet there it will be. Help him to do it, or he cannot do it. He originates the possibility of your being his son, his daughter; he makes you able to will it, but you must will it. If he is not doing it in you—that is, if you have as yet prevented him from beginning, why should I tell you, even if I knew the process, how he would do what you will not let him do? Why should you know? What claim have you to know? But indeed how should you be able to know? For it must deal with deeper and higher things than you can know anything of till the work is at least begun. Perhaps if you approved of the plans of the glad creator, you would allow him to make of you something divine! To teach your intellect what has to be learned by your whole being, what cannot be understood without the whole being, what it would do you no good to understand save you understood it in your whole being—if this be the province of any man, it is not mine. Let the dead bury their dead, and the dead teach their dead; for me, I will try to wake them. To those who are awake, I cry, 'For the sake of your father and the first-born among many brethren to whom we belong, for the sake of those he has given us to love the most dearly, let patience have her perfect work. Statue under the chisel of the sculptor, stand steady to the blows of his mallet. Clay on the wheel, let the fingers of the divine potter model you at their will. Obey the Father's lightest word; hear the Brother who knows you, and died for you; beat down your sin, and trample it to death.
Let him do it, and maybe you'll understand; if you never do, it will still exist. Help him to do it, or he can’t do it. He creates the possibility for you to be his son or daughter; he makes it possible for you to want it, but you have to want it. If he isn’t doing it in you—meaning if you've prevented him from starting—why should I explain to you, even if I knew how, what he would do that you won’t allow him to do? Why should you know? What right do you have to know? But really, how could you know? It must involve deeper and higher things than you can understand until the work has at least started. Maybe if you supported the plans of the joyful creator, you’d let him turn you into something divine! To teach your mind what must be learned through your whole being, what can’t truly be understood without the whole self, what understanding would bring you no benefit unless you grasp it with your entire being—if that’s the role of any person, it’s not mine. Let the dead bury their dead, and the dead teach the dead; for me, I will try to awaken them. To those who are awake, I shout, 'For the sake of your Father and the firstborn among many siblings to whom we belong, for the sake of those he has given us to love most dearly, let patience have its perfect work. Like a statue under the sculptor's chisel, stand firm against the blows of his mallet. Clay on the wheel, let the fingers of the divine potter shape you as they wish. Obey the Father’s slightest word; listen to your Brother who understands you and died for you; crush your sin and trample it to death.'
Brother, when thou sittest at home in thy house, which is the temple of the Lord, open all thy windows to breathe the air of his approach; set the watcher on thy turret, that he may listen out into the dark for the sound of his coming, and thy hand be on the latch to open the door at his first knock. Shouldst thou open the door and not see him, do not say he did not knock, but understand that he is there, and wants thee to go out to him. It may be he has something for thee to do for him. Go and do it, and perhaps thou wilt return with a new prayer, to find a new window in thy soul.
Bro, when you’re sitting at home in your house, which is the temple of the Lord, open all your windows to feel the air of his approach; keep a lookout from your tower so you can listen into the dark for the sound of his arrival, and have your hand on the latch to open the door at his first knock. If you open the door and don’t see him, don’t say he didn’t knock, but understand that he is there and wants you to come out to him. He might have something for you to do for him. Go and do it, and maybe you’ll come back with a new prayer and discover a new window in your soul.
Never wait for fitter time or place to talk to him. To wait till thou go to church, or to thy closet, is to make him wait. He will listen as thou walkest in the lane or the crowded street, on the common or in the place of shining concourse.
Never wait for a better time or place to talk to him. Waiting until you go to church or to your room means making him wait. He will listen whether you’re walking in the lane, on a busy street, in the park, or at a bustling gathering.
Remember, if indeed thou art able to know it, that not in any church is the service done that he requires. He will say to no man, 'You never went to church: depart from me; I do not know you;' but, 'Inasmuch as you never helped one of my father's children, you have done nothing for me.' Church or chapel is not the place for divine service. It is a place of prayer, a place of praise, a place to feed upon good things, a place to learn of God, as what place is not? It is a place to look in the eyes of your neighbour, and love God along with him. But the world in which you move, the place of your living and loving and labour, not the church you go to on your holiday, is the place of divine service. Serve your neighbour, and you serve him.
Remember, if you can really grasp it, that no church provides the service he asks for. He won’t say to anyone, 'You never went to church: get away from me; I don’t know you;' but rather, 'Since you never helped one of my father's children, you did nothing for me.' Church or chapel is not the venue for divine service. It's a place for prayer, a place for praise, a place to nourish your spirit, a place to learn about God, just like any other place. It’s a space to look into your neighbor's eyes and love God together with them. But the world you live in, the place where you love and work, not the church you visit on special occasions, is the true site of divine service. Serve your neighbor, and you serve Him.
Do not heed much if men mock you and speak lies of you, or in goodwill defend you unworthily. Heed not much if even the righteous turn their backs upon you. Only take heed that you turn not from them. Take courage in the fact that there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.
Do not pay too much attention if people mock you and spread lies about you, or if they defend you in a way that isn’t deserved. Don’t worry too much if even the righteous turn away from you. Just make sure you don’t turn away from them. Take comfort in the fact that nothing that is hidden will remain a secret; and what is concealed will be revealed.
THE FINAL UNMASKING.
For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.—Matthew x. 26; Luke xii. 2.
For nothing that is hidden will not be revealed; and nothing that is concealed will not be known.—Matthew x. 26; Luke xii. 2.
God is not a God that hides, but a God that reveals. His whole work in relation to the creatures he has made—and where else can lie his work?—is revelation—the giving them truth, the showing of himself to them, that they may know him, and come nearer and nearer to him, and so he have his children more and more of companions to him. That we are in the dark about anything is never because he hides it, but because we are not yet such that he is able to reveal that thing to us.
God isn't a God who hides; He's a God who reveals. Everything He does in relation to the creatures He made—and where else could His work be found?—is about revelation. It's about giving truth and showing Himself to them so that they can know Him and draw closer and closer to Him, making His children more and more like companions to Him. The reason we are in the dark about anything is never because He hides it, but because we're not yet in a place where He can reveal it to us.
That God could not do the thing at once which he takes time to do, we may surely say without irreverence. His will cannot finally be thwarted; where it is thwarted for a time, the very thwarting subserves the working out of a higher part of his will. He gave man the power to thwart his will, that, by means of that same power, he might come at last to do his will in a higher kind and way than would otherwise have been possible to him. God sacrifices his will to man that man may become such as himself, and give all to the truth; he makes man able to do wrong, that he may choose and love righteousness.
That God can't do something instantly that He takes time to do is a fair statement. His will cannot ultimately be overcome; when it is interrupted for a while, that very interruption serves to fulfill a greater aspect of His will. He gave humans the power to resist His will so that through that very power, they could ultimately fulfill His will in a more meaningful way than would have otherwise been possible. God relinquishes part of His will to humanity so that people can grow to be more like Him and dedicate themselves to truth; He allows humans the ability to do wrong so that they can choose and cherish what is right.
The fact that all things are slowly coming into the light of the knowledge of men—so far as this may be possible to the created—is used in three different ways by the Lord, as reported by his evangelist. In one case, with which we will not now occupy ourselves—Mark iv. 22; Luke viii. 16—he uses it to enforce the duty of those who have received light to let it shine: they must do their part to bring all things out. In Luke xii. 2, is recorded how he brought it to bear on hypocrisy, showing its uselessness; and, in the case recorded in Matthew x. 25, he uses the fact to enforce fearlessness as to the misinterpretation of our words and actions.
The fact that everything is gradually being revealed to human understanding—as much as this is possible for created beings—is mentioned by the Lord in three different ways, as noted by his evangelist. In one instance, which we won't discuss now—Mark iv. 22; Luke viii. 16—he emphasizes the responsibility of those who have received knowledge to share it: they must do their part to reveal all truths. In Luke xii. 2, he addresses hypocrisy, demonstrating its futility; and in the case mentioned in Matthew x. 25, he uses this concept to encourage us to be fearless regarding the misinterpretation of our words and actions.
In whatever mode the Lord may intend that it shall be wrought out, he gives us to understand, as an unalterable principle in the government of the universe, that all such things as the unrighteous desire to conceal, and such things as it is a pain to the righteous to have concealed, shall come out into the light.
In whatever way the Lord plans for this to happen, He makes it clear, as a fixed principle in how the universe operates, that all the things the wicked want to hide, and the things that cause the righteous discomfort to have hidden, will eventually be revealed.
'Beware of hypocrisy,' the Lord says, 'for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed, neither hid, that shall not be known,' What is hypocrisy? The desire to look better than you are; the hiding of things you do, because you would not be supposed to do them, because you would be ashamed to have them known where you are known. The doing of them is foul; the hiding of them, in order to appear better than you are, is fouler still. The man who does not live in his own consciousness as in the open heavens, is a hypocrite—and for most of us the question is, are we growing less or more of such hypocrites? Are we ashamed of not having been open and clear? Are we fighting the evil thing which is our temptation to hypocrisy? The Lord has not a thought in him to be ashamed of before God and his universe, and he will not be content until he has us in the same liberty. For our encouragement to fight on, he tells us that those that hunger and thirst after righteousness shall be filled, that they shall become as righteous as the spirit of the Father and the Son in them can make them desire.
'Watch out for hypocrisy,' the Lord says, 'because nothing that's hidden will stay hidden, and nothing that's covered will remain concealed.' What is hypocrisy? It's the urge to appear better than you actually are; it's hiding things you do because you’re ashamed for others to know about them, especially those who know you well. Committing those actions is wrong; but hiding them to seem better is even worse. A person who doesn’t live openly and honestly is a hypocrite—and for most of us, the real question is, are we becoming less or more hypocritical? Are we embarrassed about not being straightforward? Are we battling the temptation to be hypocritical? The Lord has nothing to be ashamed of before God and the universe, and He won’t rest until we have that same freedom. To encourage us to keep fighting, He tells us that those who hunger and thirst for righteousness will be satisfied, that they will become as righteous as the spirit of the Father and the Son in them can inspire them to be.
The Lord says also, 'If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household! Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.' To a man who loves righteousness and his fellow men, it must always be painful to be misunderstood; and misunderstanding is specially inevitable where he acts upon principles beyond the recognition of those around him, who, being but half-hearted Christians, count themselves the law-givers of righteousness, and charge him with the very things it is the aim of his life to destroy. The Lord himself was accused of being a drunkard and a keeper of bad company—and perhaps would in the present day be so regarded by not a few calling themselves by his name, and teaching temperance and virtue. He lived upon a higher spiritual platform than they understand, acted from a height of the virtues they would inculcate, loftier than their eyes can scale. His Himalays are not visible from their sand-heaps. The Lord bore with their evil tongues, and was neither dismayed nor troubled; but from this experience of his own, comforts those who, being his messengers, must fare as he. 'If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household!'—'If they insult a man, how much more will they not insult his servants!' While men count themselves Christians on any other ground than that they are slaves of Jesus Christ, the children of God, and free from themselves, so long will they use the servants of the Master despitefully. 'Do not hesitate,' says the Lord, 'to speak the truth that is in you; never mind what they call you; proclaim from the housetop; fear nobody.'
The Lord also says, 'If they’ve called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more will they call those in his household! So don’t be afraid of them; there’s nothing hidden that won’t be revealed, and nothing concealed that won’t be made known.' For someone who loves righteousness and cares for others, it's always tough to be misunderstood; misunderstandings are especially common when he acts on principles that those around him don't recognize, who, being only half-hearted Christians, see themselves as the authority on righteousness and accuse him of the exact things he’s trying to eliminate. The Lord himself was accused of being a drunk and hanging out with bad company—and perhaps today, many who bear his name and preach temperance and virtue would think the same. He operated on a higher spiritual level than they can comprehend, acting from a depth of virtue that is beyond what they can grasp. His mountains aren’t visible from their sand piles. The Lord put up with their slander and wasn’t discouraged or troubled; from his own experience, he reassures those who are his messengers that they will face the same. 'If they’ve called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more will they call those in his household!'—'If they insult a man, how much more will they insult his servants!' As long as people see themselves as Christians for any reason other than being slaves of Jesus Christ, children of God, and free from themselves, they will continue to mistreat the Master’s servants. 'Don’t hesitate,' says the Lord, 'to speak the truth within you; don’t worry about what they call you; shout it from the rooftops; fear no one.'
He spoke the words to the men to whom he looked first to spread the news of the kingdom of heaven; but they apply to all who obey him. Few who have endeavoured to do their duty, have not been annoyed, disappointed, enraged perhaps, by the antagonism, misunderstanding, and false representation to which they have been subjected therein—issuing mainly from those and the friends of those who have benefited by their efforts to be neighbours to all. The tales of heartlessness and ingratitude one must come across, compel one to see more and more clearly that humanity, without willed effort after righteousness, is mean enough to sink to any depth of disgrace. The judgments also of imagined superiority are hard to bear. The rich man who will screw his workmen to the lowest penny, will read his poor relation a solemn lecture on extravagance, because of some humblest little act of generosity! He takes the end of the beam sticking out of his eye to pick the mote from the eye of his brother withal! If, in the endeavour to lead a truer life, a man merely lives otherwise than his neighbours, strange motives will be invented to account for it. To the honest soul it is a comfort to believe that the truth will one day be known, that it will cease to be supposed that he was and did as dull heads and hearts reported of him. Still more satisfactory will be the unveiling where a man is misunderstood by those who ought to know him better—who, not even understanding the point at issue, take it for granted he is about to do the wrong thing, while he is crying for courage to heed neither himself nor his friends, but only the Lord. How many hear and accept the words, 'Be not conformed to this world,' without once perceiving that what they call Society and bow to as supreme, is the World and nothing else, or that those who mind what people think, and what people will say, are conformed to—that is, take the shape of—the world. The true man feels he has nothing to do with Society as judge or lawgiver: he is under the law of Jesus Christ, and it sets him free from the law of the World. Let a man do right, nor trouble himself about worthless opinion; the less he heeds tongues, the less difficult will he find it to love men. Let him comfort himself with the thought that the truth must out. He will not have to pass through eternity with the brand of ignorant or malicious judgment upon him. He shall find his peers and be judged of them.
He spoke to the men he first trusted to share the news of the kingdom of heaven; however, these words apply to everyone who follows him. Few people who have tried to do their duty haven't felt annoyed, disappointed, or even enraged by the opposition, misunderstanding, and misrepresentation they faced—mostly from those and their friends who benefited from their efforts to be good neighbors to all. The stories of coldness and ingratitude one encounters make it clear that humanity, without a concerted effort toward righteousness, is petty enough to fall to any level of disgrace. The judgments of imagined superiority are also hard to endure. The wealthy person who exploits their workers to the last penny will lecture their poor relative on extravagance because of a small act of generosity! They use the beam sticking out of their own eye to pick the speck from their brother's eye! If a man tries to lead a more genuine life by simply living differently than his neighbors, odd motives will be invented to explain it. For the honest person, it's comforting to believe that the truth will eventually be known, and that people will stop believing he was and acted as the dull-minded and dull-hearted claimed. Even more satisfying will be the revelation when someone is misunderstood by those who should know him better—who, without grasping the main issue, assume he is about to make the wrong choice, while he is pleading for the courage to heed only the Lord, not himself or his friends. How many hear and accept the words, 'Be not conformed to this world,' without realizing that what they call Society and worship as supreme is actually the World and nothing more, or that those who care about what others think and what others will say are conforming to—meaning they are shaped by—the world. The true person feels they have nothing to do with Society as a judge or lawmaker: they are under the law of Jesus Christ, which frees them from the law of the World. A man should do what’s right and not worry about worthless opinions; the less he pays attention to gossip, the easier it will be for him to love others. He should find comfort in the belief that the truth will come out. He won't have to spend eternity carrying the label of ignorance or malice. He will find his equals and be judged by them.
But, thou who lookest for the justification of the light, art thou verily prepared for thyself to encounter such exposure as the general unveiling of things must bring? Art thou willing for the truth whatever it be? I nowise mean to ask, Have you a conscience so void of offence, have you a heart so pure and clean, that you fear no fullest exposure of what is in you to the gaze of men and angels?—as to God, he knows it all now! What I mean to ask is, Do you so love the truth and the right, that you welcome, or at least submit willingly to the idea of an exposure of what in you is yet unknown to yourself—an exposure that may redound to the glory of the truth by making you ashamed and humble? It may be, for instance, that you were wrong in regard to those, for the righting of whose wrongs to you, the great judgment of God is now by you waited for with desire: will you welcome any discovery, even if it work for the excuse of others, that will make you more true, by revealing what in you was false? Are you willing to be made glad that you were wrong when you thought others were wrong? If you can with such submission face the revelation of things hid, then you are of the truth, and need not be afraid; for, whatever comes, it will and can only make you more true and humble and pure.
But you, who seek justification for the light, are you truly ready to face the kind of exposure that comes with the complete unveiling of things? Are you willing to accept the truth, whatever it may be? I'm not asking if you have a conscience so clear that you fear no full exposure of what’s inside you to the scrutiny of others—because God already knows everything about you! What I want to know is, do you love the truth and what is right so much that you would welcome, or at least willingly accept, the idea of having revealed what you don't yet know about yourself—an exposure that could ultimately glorify the truth by making you feel ashamed and humble? For instance, it might turn out that you were wrong about those whose wrongs you eagerly await justice for from God: will you embrace any revelation, even if it shows others in a better light, that makes you more truthful by exposing what was false in you? Are you willing to be happy that you were wrong when you believed others were? If you can confront the revelation of hidden things with such openness, then you are aligned with the truth, and you need not be afraid; because whatever comes, it can only make you more genuine, humble, and pure.
Does the Lord mean that everything a man has ever done or thought must be laid bare to the universe?
Does the Lord mean that everything a person has ever done or thought must be exposed to the universe?
So far, I think, as is necessary to the understanding of the man by those who have known, or are concerned to know him. For the time to come, and for those who are yet to know him, the man will henceforth, if he is a true man, be transparent to all that are capable of reading him. A man may not then, any more than now, be intelligible to those beneath him, but all things will be working toward revelation, nothing toward concealment or misunderstanding. Who in the kingdom will desire concealment, or be willing to misunderstand? Concealment is darkness; misunderstanding is a fog. A man will hold the door open for anyone to walk into his house, for it is a temple of the living God—with some things worth looking at, and nothing to hide. The glory of the true world is, that there is nothing in it that needs to be covered, while ever and ever there will be things uncovered. Every man's light will shine for the good and glory of his neighbour.
So far, I think it’s essential for those who know him, or are interested in knowing him, to understand the man. Moving forward, for those who will get to know him, he will, if he is a genuine person, be open and clear to everyone who can read him. A man might still not be understandable to those below him, but everything will be moving towards revelation, not concealment or confusion. Who in the realm would want to hide or be misunderstood? Concealment is darkness; misunderstanding is a fog. A man will keep his door open for anyone to enter his home, as it’s a temple of the living God—with things worth seeing and nothing to hide. The beauty of the true world is that there’s nothing in it that needs to be hidden, while there will always be things revealed. Every man’s light will shine for the good and glory of his neighbor.
'Will all my weaknesses, all my evil habits, all my pettinesses, all the wrong thoughts which I cannot help—will all be set out before the universe?'
'Will all my weaknesses, all my bad habits, all my small-mindedness, all the wrong thoughts I can’t control—will all of that be exposed to the universe?'
Yes, if they so prevail as to constitute your character—that is, if they are you. But if you have come out of the darkness, if you are fighting it, if you are honestly trying to walk in the light, you may hope in God your father that what he has cured, what he is curing, what he has forgiven, will be heard of no more, not now being a constituent part of you. Or if indeed some of your evil things must yet be seen, the truth of them will be seen—that they are things you are at strife with, not things you are cherishing and brooding over. God will be fair to you—so fair!—fair with the fairness of a father loving his own—who will have you clean, who will neither spare you any needful shame, nor leave you exposed to any that is not needful. The thing we have risen above, is dead and forgotten, or if remembered, there is God to comfort us. 'If any man sin, we have a comforter with the Father.' We may trust God with our past as heartily as with our future. It will not hurt us so long as we do not try to hide things, so long as we are ready to bow our heads in hearty shame where it is fit we should be ashamed. For to be ashamed is a holy and blessed thing. Shame is a thing to shame only those who want to appear, not those who want to be. Shame is to shame those who want to pass their examination, not those who would get into the heart of things. In the name of God let us henceforth have nothing to be ashamed of, and be ready to meet any shame on its way to meet us. For to be humbly ashamed is to be plunged in the cleansing bath of the truth.
Yes, if those things define your character—that is, if they are truly a part of you. But if you have emerged from the darkness, if you are fighting against it, if you are genuinely trying to walk in the light, you can have hope in God your Father that what He has healed, what He is healing, and what He has forgiven will no longer be a part of you. Even if some of your faults still need to be addressed, the reality is that these are things you are struggling with, not things you are clinging to or obsessing over. God will be fair to you—so fair!—with the fairness of a loving father—who will make you whole, who will not shy away from necessary shame, nor expose you to any that isn't necessary. What we have overcome is dead and forgotten, or if remembered, we have God to comfort us. 'If anyone sins, we have a comforter with the Father.' We can trust God with our past just as wholeheartedly as we trust Him with our future. It won't harm us as long as we don't try to conceal things, as long as we are willing to bow our heads in genuine shame where it's appropriate to feel ashamed. Because to feel ashamed is a holy and blessed experience. Shame is meant to humiliate only those who want to appear perfect, not those who truly want to be genuine. Shame is for those who want to pass the test, not those who want to delve deep into the essence of things. In the name of God, let us from now on have nothing to be ashamed of, and be prepared to face any shame that comes our way. For to be humbly ashamed is to be immersed in the cleansing bath of truth.
As to the revelation of the ways of God, I need not speak; he has been always, from the first, revealing them to his prophet, to his child, and will go on doing so for ever. But let me say a word about another kind of revelation—that of their own evil to the evil.
As for how God reveals Himself, I don’t need to elaborate; He has always been revealing His ways to His prophet, to His child, and will continue to do so forever. But I want to mention something else—the revelation of their own wrongdoing to those who are evil.
The only terrible, or at least the supremely terrible revelation is that of a man to himself. What a horror will it not be to a vile man—more than all to a man whose pleasure has been enhanced by the suffering of others—a man that knew himself such as men of ordinary morals would turn from with disgust, but who has hitherto had no insight into what he is—what a horror will it not be to him when his eyes are opened to see himself as the pure see him, as God sees him! Imagine such a man waking all at once, not only to see the eyes of the universe fixed upon him with loathing astonishment, but to see himself at the same moment as those eyes see him! What a waking!—into the full blaze of fact and consciousness, of truth and violation!
The only truly terrible, or at least extremely terrible, revelation is when a man comes to understand himself. What a nightmare it will be for a morally corrupt man—especially one whose pleasure has come from the suffering of others—a man whom average people would find repulsive, but who has previously been blind to his own nature. What a horror it will be for him when he finally sees himself as the innocent see him, as God sees him! Imagine such a man suddenly waking up, not only to find the eyes of the universe fixed on him with disgust and shock, but also to see himself at the very same moment through those eyes! What a wake-up call!—into the glaring light of reality, awareness, truth, and wrongdoing!
To know my deed, 'twere best not know myself!
To know what I've done, it's better not to know who I am!
Or think what it must be for a man counting himself religious, orthodox, exemplary, to perceive suddenly that there was no religion in him, only love of self; no love of the right, only a great love of being in the right! What a discovery—that he was simply a hypocrite—one who loved to appear, and was not! The rich seem to be those among whom will occur hereafter the sharpest reverses, if I understand aright the parable of the rich man and Lazarus. Who has not known the insolence of their meanness toward the poor, all the time counting themselves of the very elect! What riches and fancied religion, with the self-sufficiency they generate between them, can make man or woman capable of, is appalling. Mammon, the most contemptible of deities, is the most worshipped, both outside and in the house of God: to many of the religious rich in that day, the great damning revelation will be their behaviour to the poor to whom they thought themselves very kind. 'He flattereth himself in his own eyes until his iniquity is found to be hateful.' A man may loathe a thing in the abstract for years, and find at last that all the time he has been, in his own person, guilty of it. To carry a thing under our cloak caressingly, hides from us its identity with something that stands before us on the public pillory. Many a man might read this and assent to it, who cages in his own bosom a carrion-bird that he never knows for what it is, because there are points of difference in its plumage from that of the bird he calls by an ugly name.
Or think about what it must be like for someone who sees themselves as religious, orthodox, and exemplary to suddenly realize that there’s no true religion in them, just a love of self; no love for what’s right, only a strong desire to be perceived as right! What a revelation—that they were just a hypocrite—one who loved to appear religious but was not! The wealthy seem to be the ones who will face the harshest consequences in the future, if I understand the parable of the rich man and Lazarus correctly. Who hasn’t witnessed their arrogance towards the poor while considering themselves part of the chosen few? The wealth and false sense of religion, along with the self-satisfaction they create, can lead a person to shocking behavior. Mammon, the most despicable of deities, is the most worshipped, both outside and inside the church: for many of the wealthy religious individuals of that time, the great damning realization will be how poorly they treated the poor whom they believed they were being kind to. 'He flatters himself in his own eyes until his wrongdoing is revealed as detestable.' A person may despise something in theory for years, only to discover that they’ve been guilty of it all along. Holding something close to us can obscure its true nature, making it hard to recognize its connection to something publicly condemned. Many might read this and agree, yet carry within themselves a hidden flaw that they fail to recognize because it looks different from the version they label with disdain.
Of all who will one day stand in dismay and sickness of heart, with the consciousness that their very existence is a shame, those will fare the worst who have been consciously false to their fellows; who, pretending friendship, have used their neighbour to their own ends; and especially those who, pretending friendship, have divided friends. To such Dante has given the lowest hell. If there be one thing God hates, it must be treachery. Do not imagine Judas the only man of whom the Lord would say, 'Better were it for that man if he had never been born!' Did the Lord speak out of personal indignation, or did he utter a spiritual fact, a live principle? Did he speak in anger at the treachery of his apostle to himself, or in pity for the man that had better not have been born? Did the word spring from his knowledge of some fearful punishment awaiting Judas, or from his sense of the horror it was to be such a man? Beyond all things pitiful is it that a man should carry about with him the consciousness of being such a person—should know himself and not another that false one! 'O God,' we think, 'how terrible if it were I!' Just so terrible is it that it should be Judas! And have I not done things with the same germ in them, a germ which, brought to its evil perfection, would have shown itself the canker-worm, treachery? Except I love my neighbour as myself, I may one day betray him! Let us therefore be compassionate and humble, and hope for every man.
Of all the people who will one day stand in shock and heartbreak, fully aware that their existence is shameful, those who have deliberately deceived others will suffer the most. These are the ones who, while pretending to be friends, have taken advantage of their neighbors for their own benefit; especially those who, under the guise of friendship, have caused divides among friends. Dante reserved the lowest level of hell for such individuals. If there’s one thing God detests, it’s betrayal. Don’t think Judas is the only person for whom the Lord would say, ‘It would have been better for that man if he had never been born!’ Did the Lord speak out of personal rage, or was he stating a spiritual truth, a living principle? Was he expressing anger at the betrayal from his apostle, or feeling pity for someone who would have been better off never existing? Did his words come from knowledge of the dreadful punishment facing Judas, or from the recognition of how horrifying it is to be that kind of person? It is utterly pitiable for someone to carry the burden of knowing that they are such an individual—aware of themselves rather than the false version of themselves! ‘Oh God,’ we think, ‘how horrible if that were me!’ Just as horrible is it that it is Judas! And haven’t I done things that have the same root, a root that, if it fully developed, would reveal itself as the worm of betrayal? If I don’t love my neighbor as myself, one day I might betray him! So let us be compassionate and humble, and hope for everyone.
A man may sink by such slow degrees that, long after he is a devil, he may go on being a good churchman or a good dissenter, and thinking himself a good Christian. Continuously repeated sin against the poorest consciousness of evil must have a dread rousing. There are men who never wake to know how wicked they are, till, lo, the gaze of the multitude is upon them!—the multitude staring with self-righteous eyes, doing like things themselves, but not yet found out; sinning after another pattern, therefore the hardest judges, thinking by condemnation to escape judgment. But there is nothing covered that shall not be revealed. What if the only thing to wake the treacherous, money-loving thief, Judas, to a knowledge of himself, was to let the thing go on to the end, and his kiss betray the Master? Judas did not hate the Master when he kissed him, but not being a true man, his very love betrayed him.
A man can gradually fall so far that, long after he's become corrupt, he may still act like a good church member or a good nonconformist, believing himself to be a good Christian. Repeated sin against the smallest sense of wrongdoing must lead to a harsh awakening. Some people never realize how evil they are until they're suddenly in the spotlight—everyone looking at them with self-righteous eyes, while they themselves are guilty of similar actions, just not yet exposed; they sin in different ways, making them the harshest judges, thinking that by condemning others, they can avoid their own judgment. But there's nothing hidden that won't come to light. What if the only thing that wakes the deceitful, greedy betrayer, Judas, to reality is letting things play out to the end, with his kiss revealing the Master? Judas didn't hate the Master when he kissed him, but lacking true integrity, even his love betrayed him.
The good man, conscious of his own evil, and desiring no refuge but the purifying light, will chiefly rejoice that the exposure of evil makes for the victory of the truth, the kingdom of God and his Christ. He sees in the unmasking of the hypocrite, in the unveiling of the covered, in the exposure of the hidden, God's interference, for him and all the race, between them and the lie.
The good person, aware of their own faults and wanting no shelter but the cleansing light, primarily celebrates that revealing evil leads to the triumph of truth, the kingdom of God, and His Christ. They recognize in the unmasking of the hypocrite, in the revelation of what is concealed, and in the exposure of what is hidden, God's intervention for themselves and all humanity, standing between them and falsehood.
The only triumph the truth can ever have is its recognition by the heart of the liar. Its victory is in the man who, not content with saying, 'I was blind and now I see,' cries out, 'Lord God, just and true, let me perish, but endure thou! Let me live because thou livest, because thou savest me from the death in myself, the untruth I have nourished in me, and even called righteousness! Hallowed be thy name, for thou only art true; thou only lovest; thou only art holy, for thou only art humble! Thou only art unselfish; thou only hast never sought thine own, but the things of thy children! Yea, O father, be thou true, and every man a liar!'
The only victory the truth can ever achieve is when it's recognized by the heart of the liar. Its triumph is in the person who, not satisfied with just saying, 'I was blind and now I see,' cries out, 'Lord God, just and true, let me perish, but let you endure! Let me live because you live, because you save me from the death within me, the falsehood I have fed inside myself, and even called righteousness! Hallowed be your name, for you alone are true; you alone love; you alone are holy, for you alone are humble! You alone are selfless; you alone have never sought your own, but the well-being of your children! Yes, O Father, let you be true, and every human a liar!'
There is no satisfaction of revenge possible to the injured. The severest punishment that can be inflicted upon the wrong-doer is simply to let him know what he is; for his nature is of God, and the deepest in him is the divine. Neither can any other punishment than the sinner's being made to see the enormity of his injury, give satisfaction to the injured. While the wronger will admit no wrong, while he mocks at the idea of amends, or while, admitting the wrong, he rejoices in having done it, no suffering could satisfy revenge, far less justice. Both would continually know themselves foiled. Therefore, while a satisfied justice is an unavoidable eternal event, a satisfied revenge is an eternal impossibility. For the moment that the sole adequate punishment, a vision of himself, begins to take true effect upon the sinner, that moment the sinner has begun to grow a righteous man, and the brother human whom he has offended has no choice, has nothing left him but to take the offender to his bosom—the more tenderly that his brother is a repentant brother, that he was dead and is alive again, that he was lost and is found. Behold the meeting of the divine extremes—the extreme of punishment, the embrace of heaven! They run together; 'the wheel is come full circle.' For, I venture to think, there can be no such agony for created soul, as to see itself vile—vile by its own action and choice. Also I venture to think there can be no delight for created soul—short, that is, of being one with the Father—so deep as that of seeing the heaven of forgiveness open, and disclose the shining stair that leads to its own natural home, where the eternal father has been all the time awaiting this return of his child.
There’s no way for the hurt person to truly feel satisfied through revenge. The harshest punishment we can give the wrongdoer is simply to make them aware of who they are, because their essence comes from God, and the deepest part of them is divine. No other punishment, besides making the sinner realize the severity of their actions, can provide satisfaction to the one who was wronged. As long as the wrongdoer refuses to admit their wrongdoing, scoffs at the idea of making amends, or rejoices in their actions, no amount of suffering will fulfill revenge, let alone justice. Both parties would always feel defeated. So, while achieving justice is an unavoidable ultimate outcome, feeling satisfied through revenge is impossible. The moment the only true punishment—the sinner’s realization of themselves—starts to take effect, that's when the sinner begins to transform into a better person, and the person they have wronged can do nothing but embrace them—the more lovingly if the offender shows genuine remorse, that they were lost and are now found. Look at the meeting of divine contrasts—the height of punishment meets the warmth of forgiveness! They come together; ‘the wheel has come full circle.’ I believe there’s no greater agony for a soul than to see itself as despicable—despicable by its own actions and choices. I also believe there’s no deeper joy for a soul—aside from being united with the Father—than witnessing the heaven of forgiveness open up and reveal the radiant path that leads to its true home, where the eternal Father has been waiting all along for the return of His child.
So, friends, how ever indignant we may be, however intensely and however justly we may feel our wrongs, there is no revenge possible for us in the universe of the Father. I may say to myself with heartiest vengeance, 'I should just like to let that man see what a wretch he is—what all honest men at this moment think of him!' but, the moment come, the man will loathe himself tenfold more than any other man could, and that moment my heart will bury his sin. Its own ocean of pity will rush from the divine depths of its God-origin to overwhelm it. Let us try to forethink, to antedate our forgiveness. Dares any man suppose that Jesus would have him hate the traitor through whom he came to the cross? Has he been pleased through all these ages with the manner in which those calling themselves by his name have treated, and are still treating his nation? We have not yet sounded the depths of forgiveness that are and will be required of such as would be his disciples!
So, friends, no matter how upset we might be, no matter how strongly and justly we feel our grievances, there's no revenge for us in the universe of the Father. I might say to myself in a fit of rage, 'I wish I could show that man what a terrible person he is—what all decent people think of him right now!' But when the moment comes, that man will hate himself ten times more than anyone else could, and in that moment, my heart will let go of his wrongdoing. Its own ocean of compassion will surge from the divine depths of its God-origin to wash it away. Let’s try to think ahead, to anticipate our forgiveness. Does any man really think that Jesus would want him to hate the traitor who led him to the cross? Has he been satisfied throughout the ages with how those who call themselves by his name have treated, and still treat, his nation? We have yet to fully understand the depths of forgiveness that will be required of those who want to be his disciples!
Our friends will know us then: for their joy, will it be, or their sorrow? Will their hearts sink within them when they look on the real likeness of us? Or will they rejoice to find that we were not so much to be blamed as they thought, in this thing or that which gave them trouble?
Our friends will recognize us then: will it be for their happiness, or their sadness? Will their hearts feel heavy when they see our true selves? Or will they be glad to realize that we weren’t as at fault as they believed in this thing or that which caused them distress?
Let us remember, however, that not evil only will be unveiled; that many a masking misconception will uncover a face radiant with the loveliness of the truth. And whatever disappointments may fall, there is consolation for every true heart in the one sufficing joy—that it stands on the border of the kingdom, about to enter into ever fuller, ever-growing possession of the inheritance of the saints in light.
Let’s remember, though, that it won't just be evil that gets revealed; many hidden misunderstandings will show a face shining with the beauty of the truth. And no matter what disappointments come, there’s comfort for every true heart in one perfect joy—that it stands on the edge of the kingdom, ready to step into an ever fuller, ever-growing experience of the inheritance of the saints in light.
THE INHERITANCE.
Giving thanks unto the Father, which hath made us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light.—Ep. to the Colossians i. 12.
Giving thanks to the Father, who has made us worthy to share in the inheritance of the saints in light.—Ep. to the Colossians i. 12.
To have a share in any earthly inheritance, is to diminish the share of the other inheritors. In the inheritance of the saints, that which each has, goes to increase the possession of the rest. Hear what Dante puts in the mouth of his guide, as they pass through Purgatory:—
To have a part in any earthly inheritance reduces what the other heirs receive. In the inheritance of the saints, what each person has actually increases what everyone else has. Listen to what Dante has his guide say as they go through Purgatory:—
Perche s'appuntano i vostri desiri
Dove per compagnia parte si scema,
Invidia muove il mantaco a' sospiri.
Ma se l'amor della spera suprema
Torcesse 'n suso 'l desiderio vostro,
Non vi sarebbe al petto quella tema;
Che per quanto si dice piu li nostro,
Tanto possiede piu di ben ciascuno,
E piu di caritade arde in quel chiostro.
Perché si appuntano i vostri desideri
Dove per compagnia la parte si riduce,
L'invidia provoca il manto ai sospiri.
Ma se l'amore della spera suprema
Tirasse su il vostro desiderio,
Non avreste quella paura nel petto;
Che per quanto si dice più il nostro,
Tanto possiede più di bene ciascuno,
E più di carità arde in quel chiostro.
Because you point and fix your longing eyes
On things where sharing lessens every share,
The human bellows heave with envious sighs.
But if the loftiest love that dwelleth there
Up to the heaven of heavens your longing turn,
Then from your heart will pass this fearing care:
The oftener there the word our they discern,
The more of good doth everyone possess,
The more of love doth in that cloister burn.
Because you gaze longingly
At things where sharing diminishes every share,
The human heart heaves with envious sighs.
But if the highest love that lives there
Turns your longing to the heavens above,
Then this fearful worry will leave your heart:
The more often they see the word our,
The more good each person has,
The more love burns in that place.
Dante desires to know how it can be that a distributed good should make the receivers the richer the more of them there are; and Virgil answers—
Dante wants to understand how a shared good can make the receivers wealthier the more of them there are, and Virgil responds—
Perocche tu rificchi
La mente pure alle cose terrene,
Di vera luce tenebre dispicchi.
Quello 'nfinito ed ineffabil bene,
Che lassu e, cosi corre ad amore,
Com' a lucido corpo raggio viene.
Tanto si da, quanto trova d' ardore:
Si che quantunque carita si stende,
Cresce sovr' essa l' eterno valore.
E quanta gente pin lassu s' intende,
Piu v' e da bene amare, e pin vi s' ama,
E come specchio, l' uno all' altro rende.
Perché tu riflettiamo
La mente anche sulle cose terrene,
Dalla vera luce oscurità scaccia.
Quell'infinito e indescrivibile bene,
Che lassù è, così corre verso l'amore,
Come un raggio arriva a un corpo luminoso.
Riceve tanto quanto si dà in ardore:
Così, più si stende la carità,
Maggiore diventa il suo eterno valore.
E quanta più gente lassù si comprende,
Più c'è da amare il bene, e più si ama,
E come uno specchio, l’uno riflette l'altro.
Because thy mind doth stick
To earthly things, and on them only brood,
From the true light thou dost but darkness pick.
That same ineffable and infinite Good,
Which dwells up there, to Love doth run as fleet
As sunrays to bright things, for sisterhood.
It gives itself proportionate to the heat:
So that, wherever Love doth spread its reign,
The growing wealth of God makes that its seat.
And the more people that up thither strain,
The more there are to love, the more they love,
And like a mirror each doth give and gain.
Because your mind is stuck
On earthly things, and only dwells on them,
You only pick darkness from the true light.
That same indescribable and infinite Good,
Which lives up there, runs to Love as swiftly
As sunrays reach bright things, in a bond.
It gives itself in proportion to the warmth:
So that, wherever Love spreads its influence,
The growing wealth of God makes that its home.
And the more people strive to reach up there,
The more there are to love, the more they love,
And like a mirror, each gives and gains.
In this inheritance then a man may desire and endeavour to obtain his share without selfish prejudice to others; nay, to fail of our share in it, would be to deprive others of a portion of theirs. Let us look a little nearer, and see in what the inheritance of the saints consists.
In this inheritance, a person may want and work to get their share without being selfish toward others; in fact, missing out on our share would mean taking away part of theirs. Let's take a closer look and see what the inheritance of the saints really involves.
It might perhaps be to commit some small logical violence on the terms of the passage to say that 'the inheritance of the saints in light' must mean purely and only 'the possession of light which is the inheritance of the saints.' At the same time the phrase is literally 'the inheritance of the saints in the light;' and this perhaps makes it the more likely that, as I take it, Paul had in his mind the light as itself the inheritance of the saints—that he held the very substance of the inheritance to be the light. And if we remember that God is light; also that the highest prayer of the Lord for his friends was that they might be one in him and his father; and recall what the apostle said to the Ephesians, that 'in him we live and move and have our being,' we may be prepared to agree that, although he may not mean to include all possible phases of the inheritance of the saints in the one word light, as I think he does, yet the idea is perfectly consistent with his teaching. For the one only thing to make existence a good, the one thing to make it worth having, is just that there should be no film of separation between our life and the life of which ours is an outcome; that we should not only know that God is our life, but be aware, in some grand consciousness beyond anything imagination can present to us, of the presence of the making God, in the very process of continuing us the live things he has made us. This is only another way of saying that the very inheritance upon which, as the twice-born sons of our father, we have a claim—which claim his sole desire for us is that we should, so to say, enforce—that this inheritance is simply the light, God himself, the Light. If you think of ten thousand things that are good and worth having, what is it that makes them good or worth having but the God in them? That the loveliness of the world has its origin in the making will of God, would not content me; I say, the very loveliness of it is the loveliness of God, for its loveliness is his own lovely thought, and must be a revelation of that which dwells and moves in himself. Nor is this all: my interest in its loveliness would vanish, I should feel that the soul was out of it, if you could persuade me that God had ceased to care for the daisy, and now cared for something else instead. The faces of some flowers lead me back to the heart of God; and, as his child, I hope I feel, in my lowly degree, what he felt when, brooding over them, he said, 'They are good;' that is, 'They are what I mean.'
It might be a bit of a stretch to say that "the inheritance of the saints in light" strictly means "the possession of light that is the inheritance of the saints." At the same time, the phrase literally is "the inheritance of the saints in the light;" and this perhaps makes it more plausible that, as I see it, Paul was thinking of light as the actual inheritance of the saints—that he considered the very essence of the inheritance to be light. And if we remember that God is light; also that the Lord's highest prayer for His friends was for them to be one with Him and His Father; and recall what the apostle said to the Ephesians, that "in Him we live and move and have our being," we might agree that, although he may not intend to cover every aspect of the inheritance of the saints with the single word light, as I believe he does, the concept is fully consistent with his teachings. Because the only thing that makes existence good, the one thing that makes it worth having, is that there is no barrier separating our life from the life from which ours flows; that we should not only know that God is our life, but also be aware, in some profound consciousness beyond anything we can imagine, of the presence of the creative God, actively continuing the lives He has given us. This is just another way of saying that the inheritance to which we, as the reborn children of our Father, have a claim—something He longs for us to assert—is simply the light, God Himself, the Light. If you think of countless things that are good and worth having, what makes them good or worth having if not the God within them? That the beauty of the world comes from God’s creative will wouldn’t satisfy me; I assert that the very beauty itself is God's beauty, for its loveliness is His own beautiful thought and must be a reflection of what exists within Him. And that’s not all: my interest in its beauty would fade, and I would feel that the soul was missing, if you could convince me that God had stopped caring for the daisy and was now focused on something else. The appearance of some flowers brings me back to the heart of God; and, as His child, I hope I can feel, in my humble way, what He felt when, reflecting on them, He said, "They are good;" that is, "They are what I intend."
The thing I am reasoning toward is this: that, if everything were thus seen in its derivation from God, then the inheritance of the saints, whatever the form of their possession, would be seen to be light. All things are God's, not as being in his power—that of course—but as coming from him. The darkness itself becomes light around him when we think that verily he hath created the darkness, for there could have been no darkness but for the light Without God there would not even have been nothing; there would not have existed the idea of nothing, any more than any reality of nothing, but that he exists and called something into being.
What I’m getting at is this: if we see everything as coming from God, then the inheritance of the saints, no matter how they possess it, would be seen as light. Everything belongs to God, not just because He has power over it, but because it comes from Him. Even darkness turns to light when we understand that He created the darkness, since darkness wouldn’t exist without light. Without God, there wouldn’t even be such a thing as nothing; the concept of nothing, just like any reality of nothing, wouldn’t exist because He exists and brought something into being.
Nothingness owes its very name and nature to the being and reality of God. There is no word to represent that which is not God, no word for the where without God in it; for it is not, could not be. So I think we may say that the inheritance of the saints is the share each has in the Light.
Nothingness gets its name and essence from the existence and reality of God. There's no word to describe what is not God, no word for the where that doesn't include God; because it doesn't exist, and it couldn't exist. So, I believe we can say that the inheritance of the saints is the portion each has in the Light.
But how can any share exist where all is open?
But how can any ownership exist when everything is transparent?
The true share, in the heavenly kingdom throughout, is not what you have to keep, but what you have to give away. The thing that is mine is the thing I have with the power to give it. The thing I have no power to give a share in, is nowise mine; the thing I cannot share with everyone, cannot be essentially my own. The cry of the thousand splendours which Dante, in the fifth canto of the 'Paradiso,' tells us he saw gliding toward them in the planet Mercury, was—
The true share in the heavenly kingdom is not about what you keep, but what you give away. What truly belongs to me is what I can share. If I can't share something, then it really isn’t mine; what I can’t share with everyone can’t fundamentally be my own. The cry of the thousand lights that Dante describes in the fifth canto of the 'Paradiso,' that he saw moving toward them in the planet Mercury, was—
Ecco chi crescera li nostri amori!
Ecco chi farà crescere i nostri amori!
Lo, here comes one who will increase our loves!
Look, here comes someone who will grow our love!
All the light is ours. God is all ours. Even that in God which we cannot understand is ours. If there were anything in God that was not ours, then God would not be one God. I do not say we must, or can ever know all in God; not throughout eternity shall we ever comprehend God, but he is our father, and must think of us with every part of him—so to speak in our poor speech; he must know us, and that in himself which we cannot know, with the same thought, for he is one. We and that which we do not or cannot know, come together in his thought. And this helps us to see how, claiming all things, we have yet shares. For the infinitude of God can only begin and only go on to be revealed, through his infinitely differing creatures—all capable of wondering at, admiring, and loving each other, and so bound all in one in him, each to the others revealing him. For every human being is like a facet cut in the great diamond to which I may dare liken the father of him who likens his kingdom to a pearl. Every man, woman, child—for the incomplete also is his, and in its very incompleteness reveals him as a progressive worker in his creation—is a revealer of God. I have my message of my great Lord, you have yours. Your dog, your horse tells you about him who cares for all his creatures. None of them came from his hands. Perhaps the precious things of the earth, the coal and the diamonds, the iron and clay and gold, may be said to have come from his hands; but the live things come from his heart—from near the same region whence ourselves we came. How much my horse may, in his own fashion—that is, God's equine way—know of him, I cannot tell, because he cannot tell. Also, we do not know what the horses know, because they are horses, and we are at best, in relation to them, only horsemen. The ways of God go down into microscopic depths, as well as up into telescopic heights—and with more marvel, for there lie the beginnings of life: the immensities of stars and worlds all exist for the sake of less things than they. So with mind; the ways of God go into the depths yet unrevealed to us; he knows his horses and dogs as we cannot know them, because we are not yet pure sons of God. When through our sonship, as Paul teaches, the redemption of these lower brothers and sisters shall have come, then we shall understand each other better. But now the lord of life has to look on at the wilful torture of multitudes of his creatures. It must be that offences come, but woe unto that man by whom they come! The Lord may seem not to heed, but he sees and knows.
All the light belongs to us. God is entirely ours. Even what we can't understand about God is also ours. If there was anything in God that didn't belong to us, then God wouldn't be one God. I'm not saying we must, or that we ever can, know everything about God; we will never fully comprehend God, even for all eternity, but He is our Father and must think about us with every part of Himself—in the best way we can express it; He must know us and that part of Himself which we can't know, with the same thought, because He is one. We and what we do or do not know come together in His mind. This helps us see how, by claiming everything, we still have our share. The infinite nature of God can only begin to be revealed through His infinitely diverse creatures—all capable of wondering at, admiring, and loving one another—and all bound together in Him, each revealing Him to the others. Every person is like a facet cut in a great diamond, which I dare liken to the father who compares his kingdom to a pearl. Every man, woman, and child—because even the incomplete belongs to Him, and in its very incompleteness reveals Him as a creator working progressively—is a revealer of God. I have my message from my great Lord; you have yours. Your dog, your horse tells you about the One who cares for all His creatures. None of them came from His hands. Perhaps the precious materials of the earth—coal, diamonds, iron, clay, and gold—might be said to have come from His hands, but living things come from His heart—from the same source from which we came. How much my horse knows of Him in its own way—that is, God's way for horses—I can't say because it can't express it. Also, we don't know what horses know because they are horses, and we are at best, in relation to them, only horsemen. The ways of God go down into microscopic depths as well as up into telescopic heights—and even more wondrous, for there lie the beginnings of life: the vastness of stars and worlds exist for the sake of smaller things than they. So it is with the mind; the ways of God go into depths yet unrevealed to us; He knows His horses and dogs in a way we can't comprehend, because we are not yet pure children of God. When, through our sonship, as Paul teaches, the redemption of these lower brothers and sisters comes, then we will understand each other better. But for now, the Lord of life has to witness the willful suffering of many of His creatures. It's inevitable that offenses come, but woe to the person through whom they come! The Lord may seem to overlook it, but He sees and knows.
I say, then, that every one of us is something that the other is not, and therefore knows some thing—it may be without knowing that he knows it—which no one else knows; and that it is every one's business, as one of the kingdom of light, and inheritor in it all, to give his portion to the rest; for we are one family, with God at the head and the heart of it, and Jesus Christ, our elder brother, teaching us of the Father, whom he only knows.
I say, then, that each of us is unique in ways that others aren’t, and therefore knows something—it might be without realizing it—that no one else knows; and it’s everyone’s responsibility, as part of the kingdom of light, to share their insights with each other; because we are one family, with God at the center and heart of it, and Jesus Christ, our older brother, guiding us to understand the Father, whom He alone truly knows.
We may say, then, that whatever is the source of joy or love, whatever is pure and strong, whatever wakes aspiration, whatever lifts us out of selfishness, whatever is beautiful or admirable—in a word, whatever is of the light—-must make a part, however small it may then prove to be in its proportion, of the inheritance of the saints in the light; for, as in the epistle of James, 'Every good gift, and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.'
We can say that anything that brings joy or love, anything pure and strong, anything that inspires us, anything that lifts us out of selfishness, anything beautiful or admirable—in other words, anything that represents the light—must be considered, no matter how small it may seem, part of the legacy of those who belong to the light; because, as mentioned in the epistle of James, 'Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of change.'
Children fear heaven, because of the dismal notions the unchildlike give them of it, who, without imagination, receive unquestioning what others, as void of imagination as themselves, represent concerning it. I do not see that one should care to present an agreeable picture of it; for, suppose I could persuade a man that heaven was the perfection of all he could desire around him, what would the man or the truth gain by it? If he knows the Lord, he will not trouble himself about heaven; if he does not know him, he will not be drawn to him by it. I would not care to persuade the feeble Christian that heaven was a place worth going to; I would rather persuade him that no spot in space, no hour in eternity is worth anything to one who remains such as he is. But would that none presumed to teach the little ones what they know nothing of themselves! What have not children suffered from strong endeavour to desire the things they could not love! Well do I remember the pain of the prospect—no, the trouble at not being pleased with the prospect—of being made a pillar in the house of God, and going no more out! Those words were not spoken to the little ones. Yet are they, literally taken, a blessed promise compared with the notion of a continuous church-going! Perhaps no one teaches such a thing; but somehow the children get the dreary fancy: there are ways of involuntary teaching more potent than words. What boy, however fain to be a disciple of Christ and a child of God, would prefer a sermon to his glorious kite, that divinest of toys, with God himself for his playmate, in the blue wind that tossed it hither and thither in the golden void! He might be ready to part with kite and wind and sun, and go down to the grave for his brothers—but surely not that they might be admitted to an everlasting prayer-meeting! For my own part, I rejoice to think that there will be neither church nor chapel in the high countries; yea, that there will be nothing there called religion, and no law but the perfect law of liberty. For how should there be law or religion where every throb of the heart says God! where every song-throat is eager with thanksgiving! where such a tumult of glad waters is for ever bursting from beneath the throne of God, the tears of the gladness of the universe! Religion? Where will be the room for it, when the essence of every thought must be God? Law? What room will there be for law, when everything upon which law could lay a shalt not will be too loathsome to think of? What room for honesty, where love fills full the law to overflowing—where a man would rather drop sheer into the abyss, than wrong his neighbour one hair's-breadth?
Children fear heaven because of the gloomy ideas adults give them about it. Without imagination, they accept what others — as unimaginative as themselves — say about it. I don’t think it’s necessary to paint a pleasant picture of heaven. Even if I could convince someone that heaven is perfect in every way they desire, what would they or the truth really gain? If they know the Lord, they won’t focus on heaven; if they don’t know Him, they won’t be attracted to Him through that. I wouldn’t bother trying to convince a struggling Christian that heaven is worth pursuing; I’d rather show them that no place in space or moment in eternity has value if they remain as they are. But I wish that no one pretended to teach children about something they know nothing about! Children have suffered greatly from trying to desire things they couldn’t truly love! I vividly remember the discomfort — no, the anxiety of not being excited by the idea — of becoming a pillar in the house of God and never going out again! Those words weren't meant for children. Yet, if taken literally, they are a blessed promise compared to the idea of endless church attendance! Maybe no one teaches that directly, but somehow kids pick up on that gloomy idea; there are ways of teaching that are stronger than words. What boy, even eager to be a disciple of Christ and a child of God, would choose a sermon over his glorious kite — the most divine toy, with God as his playmate, soaring in the blue wind that whirls it around in the golden emptiness! He might be willing to give up his kite, wind, and sun, and even go to the grave for his brothers — but surely not so they can attend an eternal prayer service! For my part, I rejoice at the thought that there will be no church or chapel in the heavenly realms; indeed, there won’t be anything called religion there, just the perfect law of freedom. How can there be law or religion where every heartbeat says God! where every voice sings with gratitude! where a rush of joyful waters constantly flows from beneath the throne of God, the tears of the universe's joy! Religion? Where will it fit in when every thought is centered on God? Law? What space will there be for it when anything that law could say shalt not about will be too disgusting to consider? What place for honesty when love fulfills the law to overflowing — where a person would rather plunge into the abyss than wrong their neighbor even slightly?
Heaven will be continuous touch with God. The very sense of being will in itself be bliss. For the sense of true life, there must be actual, conscious contact with the source of the life; therefore mere life—in itself, in its very essence good—good as the life of God which is our life—must be such bliss as, I think, will need the mitigation of the loftiest joys of communion with our blessed fellows; the mitigation of art in every shape, and of all combinations of arts; the mitigation of countless services to the incomplete, and hard toil for those who do not yet know their neighbour or their Father. The bliss of pure being will, I say, need these mitigations to render the intensity of it endurable by heart and brain.
Heaven will be a constant connection with God. Just the act of being will bring pure happiness. To truly experience life, there must be genuine, conscious contact with the source of that life; thus, mere existence—essentially good in its nature—good like the life of God that is our life—will require some relief from the highest joys of fellowship with our blessed peers; relief through art in all its forms, and every combination of art; relief through countless acts of service for those who are lacking, and the hard work for those who still don’t know their neighbor or their Father. The joy of pure existence, I believe, will need these forms of relief to make its intensity bearable for the heart and mind.
To those who care only for things, and not for the souls of them, for the truth, the reality of them, the prospect of inheriting light can have nothing attractive, and for their comfort—how false a comfort!—they may rest assured there is no danger of their being required to take up their inheritance at present. Perhaps they will be left to go on sucking things dry, constantly missing the loveliness of them, until they come at last to loathe the lovely husks, turned to ugliness in their false imaginations. Loving but the body of Truth, even here they come to call it a lie, and break out in maudlin moaning over the illusions of life. The soul of Truth they have lost, because they never loved her. What may they not have to pass through, what purifying fires, before they can even behold her!
For those who only care about material things and not the essence behind them, the idea of inheriting light holds no appeal. They find false comfort in believing there's no chance they'll be asked to claim their inheritance anytime soon. Maybe they'll continue to drain things of their value, completely overlooking their beauty, until they eventually come to detest the beautiful shells, twisted into something ugly by their misguided perceptions. By only appreciating the surface of Truth, they start to label it a lie and indulge in sentimental lamenting over life's deceptions. They've lost the soul of Truth because they never truly cherished it. What trials and purifying experiences might they have to endure before they can even recognize her!
The notions of Christians, so called, concerning the state into which they suppose their friends to have entered, and which they speak of as a place of blessedness, are yet such as to justify the bitterness of their lamentation over them, and the heathenish doubt whether they shall know them again. Verily it were a wonder if they did! After a year or two of such a fate, they might well be unrecognizable! One is almost ashamed of writing about such follies. The nirvana is grandeur contrasted with their heaven. The early Christians might now and then plague Paul with a foolish question, the answer to which plagues us to this day; but was there ever one of them doubted he was going to find his friends again? It is a mere form of Protean unbelief. They believe, they say, that God is love; but they cannot quite believe that he does not make the love in which we are most like him, either a mockery or a torture. Little would any promise of heaven be to me if I might not hope to say, 'I am sorry; forgive me; let what I did in anger or in coldness be nothing, in the name of God and Jesus!' Many such words will pass, many a self-humiliation have place. The man or woman who is not ready to confess, who is not ready to pour out a heartful of regrets—can such a one be an inheritor of the light? It is the joy of a true heart of an heir of light, of a child of that God who loves an open soul—the joy of any man who hates the wrong the more because he has done it, to say, 'I was wrong; I am sorry.' Oh, the sweet winds of repentance and reconciliation and atonement, that will blow from garden to garden of God, in the tender twilights of his kingdom! Whatever the place be like, one thing is certain, that there will be endless, infinite atonement, ever-growing love. Certain too it is that whatever the divinely human heart desires, it shall not desire in vain. The light which is God, and which is our inheritance because we are the children of God, insures these things. For the heart which desires is made thus to desire. God is; let the earth be glad, and the heaven, and the heaven of heavens! Whatever a father can do to make his children blessed, that will God do for his children. Let us, then, live in continual expectation, looking for the good things that God will give to men, being their father and their everlasting saviour. If the things I have here come from him, and are so plainly but a beginning, shall I not take them as an earnest of the better to follow? How else can I regard them? For never, in the midst of the good things of this lovely world, have I felt quite at home in it. Never has it shown me things lovely or grand enough to satisfy me. It is not all I should like for a place to live in. It may be that my unsatisfaction comes from not having eyes open enough, or keen enough, to see and understand what he has given; but it matters little whether the cause lie in the world or in myself, both being incomplete: God is, and all is well. All that is needed to set the world right enough for me—and no empyrean heaven could be right for me without it—is, that I care for God as he cares for me; that my will and desires keep time and harmony with his music; that I have no thought that springs from myself apart from him; that my individuality have the freedom that belongs to it as born of his individuality, and be in no slavery to my body, or my ancestry, or my prejudices, or any impulse whatever from region unknown; that I be free by obedience to the law of my being, the live and live-making will by which life is life, and my life is myself. What springs from myself and not from God, is evil; it is a perversion of something of God's. Whatever is not of faith is sin; it is a stream cut off—a stream that cuts itself off from its source, and thinks to run on without it. But light is my inheritance through him whose life is the light of men, to wake in them the life of their father in heaven. Loved be the Lord who in himself generated that life which is the light of men!
The ideas that Christians have about the state they believe their friends have entered, which they describe as a place of happiness, are enough to justify the sorrow they feel for them and the doubt about whether they’ll recognize them again. Honestly, it would be surprising if they did! After a year or two of such a situation, they might be completely unrecognizable! It’s almost embarrassing to write about such nonsense. The nirvana is magnificent compared to their concept of heaven. Early Christians might have occasionally troubled Paul with a silly question, the answer to which still bothers us today; but did any of them ever doubt that they would find their friends again? It’s just a form of shifting disbelief. They claim to believe that God is love; however, they struggle to believe that the love that makes us most like Him isn’t either a joke or a torment. The promise of heaven would mean little to me if I couldn’t hope to say, 'I’m sorry; forgive me; let what I did in anger or coldness be nothing in the name of God and Jesus!' Many such words will be exchanged, and many moments of self-humiliation will occur. Can someone who isn’t ready to confess, who isn’t willing to pour out their heart full of regrets, truly be an inheritor of the light? It’s the joy in the heart of a true heir of light, a child of that God who loves an open soul—the joy of anyone who hates wrongdoing more because they’ve done it, to say, 'I was wrong; I’m sorry.' Oh, the sweet winds of repentance, reconciliation, and atonement that will blow from one garden to another in God’s kingdom during the soft twilights! Whatever the place is like, one thing is for sure: there will be endless, infinite atonement and ever-growing love. It’s also certain that whatever the divinely human heart desires, it will not desire in vain. The light that is God, which is our inheritance because we are His children, guarantees these things. For the heart that desires is meant to desire. God is; let the earth rejoice, and the heavens and the highest heavens! Whatever a father can do to bless his children, God will do for His. So let’s live in constant expectation, looking forward to the good things that God will provide for people, being their father and everlasting savior. If the things I’ve mentioned here come from Him and are clearly just the beginning, shouldn’t I see them as a promise of better things to come? How else can I view them? For I have never completely felt at home in this beautiful world, despite all its good things. It has never shown me anything lovely or grand enough to satisfy me. It isn’t all I would want in a place to call home. Maybe my dissatisfaction stems from not having eyes that are open enough or sharp enough to see and understand what He has given; but it hardly matters whether the issue is with the world or with myself, since both are incomplete: God is, and all is well. All that’s needed to make the world right enough for me—no heavenly paradise could be right for me without it—is that I care for God as He cares for me; that my will and desires are in sync with His music; that I have no thought that arises from myself apart from Him; that my individuality has the freedom that belongs to it, as it comes from His individuality, and is not enslaved by my body, my ancestry, my prejudices, or any impulse from unknown regions; that I am free through obeying the law of my being, the live and life-giving will that defines life, and my life is myself. What comes from myself and not from God is evil; it is a distortion of something that belongs to God. Anything not rooted in faith is sin; it’s a stream that has cut itself off from its source, trying to flow on its own. But light is my inheritance through Him whose life is the light of men, awakening in them the life of their Father in heaven. Blessed be the Lord who generated that life, which is the light of men!
END OF THE THIRD SERIES.
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