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the
SECRET AGENT
a straightforward story
by
JOSEPH CONRAD
by
JOSEPH CONRAD
second edition
second edition
methuen &
co.,
36 essex street w c.
london
Methuen & Co.,
36 Essex Street W C.
London
First Published . . . September 1907
First Published . . . September 1907
Second Edition . . . October 1907
Second Edition . . . October 1907
TO
H. G. WELLS
TO
H. G. WELLS
the chronicler
of mr lewisham’s love
the biographer of kipps and the
historian of the ages to come
the storyteller of Mr. Lewisham's romance
the biographer of Kipps and the
historian of the future
this simple
tale of the xix century
is affectionately offered
this straightforward story from the 19th century
is presented with love
CHAPTER I
Mr Verloc, going out in the morning, left his shop nominally in charge of his brother-in-law. It could be done, because there was very little business at any time, and practically none at all before the evening. Mr Verloc cared but little about his ostensible business. And, moreover, his wife was in charge of his brother-in-law.
Mr. Verloc, leaving for the day, left his shop supposedly in the care of his brother-in-law. It was manageable since there was hardly any business at any time, and practically none before the evening. Mr. Verloc wasn’t really concerned about his apparent business. Plus, his wife was overseeing his brother-in-law.
The shop was small, and so was the house. It was one of those grimy brick houses which existed in large quantities before the era of reconstruction dawned upon London. The shop was a square box of a place, with the front glazed in small panes. In the daytime the door remained closed; in the evening it stood discreetly but suspiciously ajar.
The shop was tiny, and so was the house. It was one of those dirty brick houses that were common before the rebuilding boom hit London. The shop was a square, boxy space with a front made of small glass panes. During the day, the door stayed shut; in the evening, it was discreetly but suspiciously left open.
The window contained photographs of more or less undressed dancing girls; nondescript packages in wrappers like patent medicines; closed yellow paper envelopes, very flimsy, and marked two-and-six in heavy black figures; a few numbers of ancient French comic publications hung across a string as if to dry; a dingy blue china bowl, a casket of black wood, bottles of marking ink, and rubber stamps; a few books, with titles hinting at impropriety; a few apparently old copies of obscure newspapers, badly printed, with titles like The Torch, The Gong—rousing titles. And the two gas jets inside the panes were always turned low, either for economy’s sake or for the sake of the customers.
The window displayed pictures of somewhat undressed dancing girls; generic packages wrapped like over-the-counter medications; flimsy yellow paper envelopes marked two-and-six in bold black numbers; a few issues of old French comic magazines hung by a string as if they were drying; a dirty blue ceramic bowl, a small black wooden box, bottles of ink, and rubber stamps; a few books with titles suggesting inappropriate content; several apparently old copies of obscure newspapers, poorly printed, with titles like The Torch and The Gong—attention-grabbing names. And the two gas lights inside the panes were always turned down low, either to save money or for the comfort of the customers.
These customers were either very young men, who hung about the window for a time before slipping in suddenly; or men of a more mature age, but looking generally as if they were not in funds. Some of that last kind had the collars of their overcoats turned right up to their moustaches, and traces of mud on the bottom of their nether garments, which had the appearance of being much worn and not very valuable. And the legs inside them did not, as a general rule, seem of much account either. With their hands plunged deep in the side pockets of their coats, they dodged in sideways, one shoulder first, as if afraid to start the bell going.
These customers were either very young guys who loitered by the window for a while before suddenly slipping inside, or older men who generally looked like they were short on cash. Some of the latter group had their overcoat collars turned up to their mustaches, with mud stains on the bottoms of their pants, which looked much worn and not very valuable. The legs inside those pants didn’t seem all that impressive either. With their hands shoved deep in the side pockets of their coats, they slipped in sideways, one shoulder first, as if they were nervous about setting off the bell.
The bell, hung on the door by means of a curved ribbon of steel, was difficult to circumvent. It was hopelessly cracked; but of an evening, at the slightest provocation, it clattered behind the customer with impudent virulence.
The bell, attached to the door with a curved ribbon of steel, was hard to avoid. It was badly cracked; but in the evening, with the slightest movement, it clanged behind the customer with shocking intensity.
It clattered; and at that signal, through the dusty glass door behind the painted deal counter, Mr Verloc would issue hastily from the parlour at the back. His eyes were naturally heavy; he had an air of having wallowed, fully dressed, all day on an unmade bed. Another man would have felt such an appearance a distinct disadvantage. In a commercial transaction of the retail order much depends on the seller’s engaging and amiable aspect. But Mr Verloc knew his business, and remained undisturbed by any sort of æsthetic doubt about his appearance. With a firm, steady-eyed impudence, which seemed to hold back the threat of some abominable menace, he would proceed to sell over the counter some object looking obviously and scandalously not worth the money which passed in the transaction: a small cardboard box with apparently nothing inside, for instance, or one of those carefully closed yellow flimsy envelopes, or a soiled volume in paper covers with a promising title. Now and then it happened that one of the faded, yellow dancing girls would get sold to an amateur, as though she had been alive and young.
It clattered; and at that signal, through the dusty glass door behind the painted counter, Mr. Verloc would quickly come out from the back room. His eyes were naturally heavy, and he had the look of someone who had spent all day fully dressed on an unmade bed. Another person might see such a look as a clear disadvantage. In a retail transaction, a seller's friendly and pleasant appearance is very important. But Mr. Verloc understood his business and was unfazed by any concerns about how he looked. With a firm, steady-eyed boldness that seemed to hint at some terrible threat, he would go on to sell something over the counter that was clearly and outrageously not worth the money exchanged: perhaps a small cardboard box with seemingly nothing inside, or one of those carefully sealed flimsy yellow envelopes, or a worn book with a catchy title in paper covers. Occasionally, one of the faded, yellow dancing girls would be sold to a customer, as if she were alive and young.
Sometimes it was Mrs Verloc who would appear at the call of the cracked bell. Winnie Verloc was a young woman with a full bust, in a tight bodice, and with broad hips. Her hair was very tidy. Steady-eyed like her husband, she preserved an air of unfathomable indifference behind the rampart of the counter. Then the customer of comparatively tender years would get suddenly disconcerted at having to deal with a woman, and with rage in his heart would proffer a request for a bottle of marking ink, retail value sixpence (price in Verloc’s shop one-and-sixpence), which, once outside, he would drop stealthily into the gutter.
Sometimes it was Mrs. Verloc who would answer the call of the cracked bell. Winnie Verloc was a young woman with a full bust, wearing a tight bodice and having broad hips. Her hair was very neat. Steady-eyed like her husband, she maintained an air of mysterious indifference behind the barrier of the counter. Then, a younger customer would suddenly feel awkward dealing with a woman, and with anger in his heart, he would ask for a bottle of marking ink, which cost sixpence (priced at one-and-sixpence in Verloc’s shop), and once outside, he would secretly drop it into the gutter.
The evening visitors—the men with collars turned up and soft hats rammed down—nodded familiarly to Mrs Verloc, and with a muttered greeting, lifted up the flap at the end of the counter in order to pass into the back parlour, which gave access to a passage and to a steep flight of stairs. The door of the shop was the only means of entrance to the house in which Mr Verloc carried on his business of a seller of shady wares, exercised his vocation of a protector of society, and cultivated his domestic virtues. These last were pronounced. He was thoroughly domesticated. Neither his spiritual, nor his mental, nor his physical needs were of the kind to take him much abroad. He found at home the ease of his body and the peace of his conscience, together with Mrs Verloc’s wifely attentions and Mrs Verloc’s mother’s deferential regard.
The evening visitors—the men with their collars turned up and soft hats pulled down—nodded casually to Mrs. Verloc, and with a quiet hello, lifted the flap at the counter to head into the back parlor, which led to a hallway and a steep flight of stairs. The shop’s door was the only way into the house where Mr. Verloc ran his business selling questionable items, performed his role as a protector of society, and nurtured his family values. These values were strong. He was completely settled at home. Neither his spiritual, mental, nor physical needs drew him away often. He found comfort for his body and peace for his mind at home, along with Mrs. Verloc’s caring attention and the respectful regard of Mrs. Verloc’s mother.
Winnie’s mother was a stout, wheezy woman, with a large brown face. She wore a black wig under a white cap. Her swollen legs rendered her inactive. She considered herself to be of French descent, which might have been true; and after a good many years of married life with a licensed victualler of the more common sort, she provided for the years of widowhood by letting furnished apartments for gentlemen near Vauxhall Bridge Road in a square once of some splendour and still included in the district of Belgravia. This topographical fact was of some advantage in advertising her rooms; but the patrons of the worthy widow were not exactly of the fashionable kind. Such as they were, her daughter Winnie helped to look after them. Traces of the French descent which the widow boasted of were apparent in Winnie too. They were apparent in the extremely neat and artistic arrangement of her glossy dark hair. Winnie had also other charms: her youth; her full, rounded form; her clear complexion; the provocation of her unfathomable reserve, which never went so far as to prevent conversation, carried on on the lodgers’ part with animation, and on hers with an equable amiability. It must be that Mr Verloc was susceptible to these fascinations. Mr Verloc was an intermittent patron. He came and went without any very apparent reason. He generally arrived in London (like the influenza) from the Continent, only he arrived unheralded by the Press; and his visitations set in with great severity. He breakfasted in bed, and remained wallowing there with an air of quiet enjoyment till noon every day—and sometimes even to a later hour. But when he went out he seemed to experience a great difficulty in finding his way back to his temporary home in the Belgravian square. He left it late, and returned to it early—as early as three or four in the morning; and on waking up at ten addressed Winnie, bringing in the breakfast tray, with jocular, exhausted civility, in the hoarse, failing tones of a man who had been talking vehemently for many hours together. His prominent, heavy-lidded eyes rolled sideways amorously and languidly, the bedclothes were pulled up to his chin, and his dark smooth moustache covered his thick lips capable of much honeyed banter.
Winnie’s mother was a heavyset, wheezy woman with a large brown face. She wore a black wig under a white cap. Her swollen legs made her inactive. She believed she was of French descent, which might have been true; and after many years of married life with a typical pub owner, she prepared for her widow years by renting out furnished apartments for gentlemen near Vauxhall Bridge Road in a square that used to be quite grand and is still part of Belgravia. This geographical detail helped her advertise her rooms, but her tenants weren’t exactly the upscale type. Regardless, her daughter Winnie helped take care of them. Winnie also showed hints of the French heritage her mother claimed, evident in her extremely neat and artistic arrangement of glossy dark hair. Winnie had other charms too: her youth, her full, rounded figure, her clear complexion, and the allure of her mysterious reserve, which never stopped the lodgers from chatting animatedly while she responded with calm friendliness. Mr. Verloc must have been drawn to these attractions. Mr. Verloc was an occasional guest. He came and went without any obvious reason. He usually arrived in London (like the flu) from the Continent, though his arrival wasn’t announced by the Press; and his visits started with great insistence. He would have breakfast in bed and laze there with a sense of quiet pleasure until noon every day—and sometimes even later. But when he did go out, he seemed to struggle to find his way back to his temporary home in the Belgravia square. He left late and returned early—sometimes as early as three or four in the morning; and upon waking up at ten, he would greet Winnie, who brought in the breakfast tray, with jokingly exhausted politeness, in the husky, tired voice of a man who had been talking intensely for hours. His prominent, heavy-lidded eyes rolled sideways in a lazy, amorous way, the bedcovers pulled up to his chin, and his dark, smooth mustache shaded his thick lips, which were capable of sweet banter.
In Winnie’s mother’s opinion Mr Verloc was a very nice gentleman. From her life’s experience gathered in various “business houses” the good woman had taken into her retirement an ideal of gentlemanliness as exhibited by the patrons of private-saloon bars. Mr Verloc approached that ideal; he attained it, in fact.
In Winnie’s mom's view, Mr. Verloc was a really nice guy. From her life experiences working in different “business houses,” she had developed an idea of what a gentleman should be like, based on the regulars at private bars. Mr. Verloc came close to that ideal; in fact, he fully embodied it.
“Of course, we’ll take over your furniture, mother,” Winnie had remarked.
“Of course, we’ll take your furniture, mom,” Winnie had said.
The lodging-house was to be given up. It seems it would not answer to carry it on. It would have been too much trouble for Mr Verloc. It would not have been convenient for his other business. What his business was he did not say; but after his engagement to Winnie he took the trouble to get up before noon, and descending the basement stairs, make himself pleasant to Winnie’s mother in the breakfast-room downstairs where she had her motionless being. He stroked the cat, poked the fire, had his lunch served to him there. He left its slightly stuffy cosiness with evident reluctance, but, all the same, remained out till the night was far advanced. He never offered to take Winnie to theatres, as such a nice gentleman ought to have done. His evenings were occupied. His work was in a way political, he told Winnie once. She would have, he warned her, to be very nice to his political friends.
The boarding house was to be closed down. It seemed it wouldn’t be feasible to continue running it. It would have been too much hassle for Mr. Verloc. It wouldn’t have worked well with his other business. He didn’t reveal what his business was, but after he got engaged to Winnie, he made the effort to wake up before noon. He would go down the basement stairs and spend time with Winnie’s mother in the breakfast room downstairs, where she sat quietly. He’d pet the cat, tend to the fire, and have his lunch served in there. He left the room’s slightly stuffy coziness with obvious reluctance, but still stayed out until late at night. He never offered to take Winnie to the theater, as a gentleman should have. His evenings were busy. He told Winnie that his work was somewhat political. He warned her that she would need to be very nice to his political friends.
And with her straight, unfathomable glance she answered that she would be so, of course.
And with her direct, inscrutable gaze, she replied that she definitely would be.
How much more he told her as to his occupation it was impossible for Winnie’s mother to discover. The married couple took her over with the furniture. The mean aspect of the shop surprised her. The change from the Belgravian square to the narrow street in Soho affected her legs adversely. They became of an enormous size. On the other hand, she experienced a complete relief from material cares. Her son-in-law’s heavy good nature inspired her with a sense of absolute safety. Her daughter’s future was obviously assured, and even as to her son Stevie she need have no anxiety. She had not been able to conceal from herself that he was a terrible encumbrance, that poor Stevie. But in view of Winnie’s fondness for her delicate brother, and of Mr Verloc’s kind and generous disposition, she felt that the poor boy was pretty safe in this rough world. And in her heart of hearts she was not perhaps displeased that the Verlocs had no children. As that circumstance seemed perfectly indifferent to Mr Verloc, and as Winnie found an object of quasi-maternal affection in her brother, perhaps this was just as well for poor Stevie.
How much more he shared about his job was impossible for Winnie’s mother to find out. The married couple moved her in with their furniture. The shabby look of the shop surprised her. The transition from the elegant Belgravian square to the narrow street in Soho affected her legs negatively. They seemed enormous. On the other hand, she felt completely free from financial worries. Her son-in-law’s easygoing nature gave her a feeling of total safety. Her daughter’s future was clearly secured, and she didn’t need to worry about her son Stevie. She couldn’t deny that he was a huge burden, that poor Stevie. But considering Winnie’s love for her fragile brother and Mr. Verloc’s kind and generous nature, she felt that the poor boy was fairly protected in this harsh world. Deep down, she wasn’t entirely unhappy that the Verlocs had no children. Since this didn’t seem to matter to Mr. Verloc, and Winnie found a sort of motherly affection in her brother, maybe this was for the best for poor Stevie.
For he was difficult to dispose of, that boy. He was delicate and, in a frail way, good-looking too, except for the vacant droop of his lower lip. Under our excellent system of compulsory education he had learned to read and write, notwithstanding the unfavourable aspect of the lower lip. But as errand-boy he did not turn out a great success. He forgot his messages; he was easily diverted from the straight path of duty by the attractions of stray cats and dogs, which he followed down narrow alleys into unsavoury courts; by the comedies of the streets, which he contemplated open-mouthed, to the detriment of his employer’s interests; or by the dramas of fallen horses, whose pathos and violence induced him sometimes to shriek pierceingly in a crowd, which disliked to be disturbed by sounds of distress in its quiet enjoyment of the national spectacle. When led away by a grave and protecting policeman, it would often become apparent that poor Stevie had forgotten his address—at least for a time. A brusque question caused him to stutter to the point of suffocation. When startled by anything perplexing he used to squint horribly. However, he never had any fits (which was encouraging); and before the natural outbursts of impatience on the part of his father he could always, in his childhood’s days, run for protection behind the short skirts of his sister Winnie. On the other hand, he might have been suspected of hiding a fund of reckless naughtiness. When he had reached the age of fourteen a friend of his late father, an agent for a foreign preserved milk firm, having given him an opening as office-boy, he was discovered one foggy afternoon, in his chief’s absence, busy letting off fireworks on the staircase. He touched off in quick succession a set of fierce rockets, angry catherine wheels, loudly exploding squibs—and the matter might have turned out very serious. An awful panic spread through the whole building. Wild-eyed, choking clerks stampeded through the passages full of smoke, silk hats and elderly business men could be seen rolling independently down the stairs. Stevie did not seem to derive any personal gratification from what he had done. His motives for this stroke of originality were difficult to discover. It was only later on that Winnie obtained from him a misty and confused confession. It seems that two other office-boys in the building had worked upon his feelings by tales of injustice and oppression till they had wrought his compassion to the pitch of that frenzy. But his father’s friend, of course, dismissed him summarily as likely to ruin his business. After that altruistic exploit Stevie was put to help wash the dishes in the basement kitchen, and to black the boots of the gentlemen patronising the Belgravian mansion. There was obviously no future in such work. The gentlemen tipped him a shilling now and then. Mr Verloc showed himself the most generous of lodgers. But altogether all that did not amount to much either in the way of gain or prospects; so that when Winnie announced her engagement to Mr Verloc her mother could not help wondering, with a sigh and a glance towards the scullery, what would become of poor Stephen now.
He was hard to get rid of, that boy. He was fragile and, in a delicate way, good-looking too, except for the droopy look of his lower lip. Under our great system of mandatory education, he had learned to read and write, despite the unfortunate look of his lower lip. But as an errand boy, he wasn’t very successful. He often forgot his messages; he easily got distracted from his duties by stray cats and dogs, which he followed into narrow alleys and rundown areas; by the street performances, which he watched with his mouth hanging open, ignoring his boss’s interests; or by the heart-wrenching scenes of injured horses, which sometimes made him scream loudly in a crowd that didn’t appreciate being disturbed while enjoying the national spectacle. When taken away by a serious and caring policeman, it often became clear that poor Stevie had forgotten his address—at least for a while. A blunt question made him stutter almost to the point of being unable to speak. When confused, he would squint terribly. However, he never had any seizures (which was a good sign); and as a child, he could always run for protection behind his sister Winnie’s short skirts when his father lost his patience. On the flip side, he could have been seen as hiding a significant amount of mischievousness. By the age of fourteen, a friend of his deceased father, an agent for a foreign milk company, gave him a job as an office boy. One foggy afternoon, while his boss was out, he was caught letting off fireworks on the staircase. He quickly lit a set of fierce rockets, angry Catherine wheels, and loud squibs—and things could have gotten very serious. Panic spread throughout the entire building. Frantic, coughing clerks rushed through the smoke-filled hallways, and silk hats and older businessmen were seen rolling down the stairs. Stevie didn’t seem to get any personal enjoyment from what he had done. The reasons behind his actions were hard to figure out. It was only later that Winnie managed to get a vague and confused confession from him. Apparently, two other office boys in the building had influenced him with stories of unfairness and oppression until they had stirred his compassion to the point of frenzy. But his father’s friend quickly fired him, believing he would ruin his business. After that heroic act, Stevie was assigned to help wash the dishes in the basement kitchen and to polish the boots of the gentlemen visiting the Belgravian mansion. Clearly, there was no future in that work. The gentlemen tipped him a shilling occasionally. Mr. Verloc was the most generous of the lodgers. But overall, none of that amounted to much in terms of earnings or prospects; so when Winnie announced her engagement to Mr. Verloc, her mother couldn’t help but wonder, with a sigh and a glance towards the kitchen, what would happen to poor Stephen now.
It appeared that Mr Verloc was ready to take him over together with his wife’s mother and with the furniture, which was the whole visible fortune of the family. Mr Verloc gathered everything as it came to his broad, good-natured breast. The furniture was disposed to the best advantage all over the house, but Mrs Verloc’s mother was confined to two back rooms on the first floor. The luckless Stevie slept in one of them. By this time a growth of thin fluffy hair had come to blur, like a golden mist, the sharp line of his small lower jaw. He helped his sister with blind love and docility in her household duties. Mr Verloc thought that some occupation would be good for him. His spare time he occupied by drawing circles with compass and pencil on a piece of paper. He applied himself to that pastime with great industry, with his elbows spread out and bowed low over the kitchen table. Through the open door of the parlour at the back of the shop Winnie, his sister, glanced at him from time to time with maternal vigilance.
It seemed like Mr. Verloc was ready to take him in along with his wife's mother and the furniture, which was the family's entire visible wealth. Mr. Verloc gathered everything close to his broad, kind heart. The furniture was arranged to look as good as possible throughout the house, but Mrs. Verloc’s mother was stuck in two back rooms on the first floor. The unfortunate Stevie slept in one of them. By this time, a growth of thin, fluffy hair had formed, blurring the sharp line of his small lower jaw like a golden mist. He helped his sister with blind love and willingness in her chores. Mr. Verloc thought some kind of occupation would be good for him. He spent his free time drawing circles with a compass and pencil on a piece of paper. He focused on that hobby with great dedication, hunched over the kitchen table with his elbows spread out. Through the open door of the parlor at the back of the shop, Winnie, his sister, glanced at him from time to time with a protective eye.
CHAPTER II
Such was the house, the household, and the business Mr Verloc left behind him on his way westward at the hour of half-past ten in the morning. It was unusually early for him; his whole person exhaled the charm of almost dewy freshness; he wore his blue cloth overcoat unbuttoned; his boots were shiny; his cheeks, freshly shaven, had a sort of gloss; and even his heavy-lidded eyes, refreshed by a night of peaceful slumber, sent out glances of comparative alertness. Through the park railings these glances beheld men and women riding in the Row, couples cantering past harmoniously, others advancing sedately at a walk, loitering groups of three or four, solitary horsemen looking unsociable, and solitary women followed at a long distance by a groom with a cockade to his hat and a leather belt over his tight-fitting coat. Carriages went bowling by, mostly two-horse broughams, with here and there a victoria with the skin of some wild beast inside and a woman’s face and hat emerging above the folded hood. And a peculiarly London sun—against which nothing could be said except that it looked bloodshot—glorified all this by its stare. It hung at a moderate elevation above Hyde Park Corner with an air of punctual and benign vigilance. The very pavement under Mr Verloc’s feet had an old-gold tinge in that diffused light, in which neither wall, nor tree, nor beast, nor man cast a shadow. Mr Verloc was going westward through a town without shadows in an atmosphere of powdered old gold. There were red, coppery gleams on the roofs of houses, on the corners of walls, on the panels of carriages, on the very coats of the horses, and on the broad back of Mr Verloc’s overcoat, where they produced a dull effect of rustiness. But Mr Verloc was not in the least conscious of having got rusty. He surveyed through the park railings the evidences of the town’s opulence and luxury with an approving eye. All these people had to be protected. Protection is the first necessity of opulence and luxury. They had to be protected; and their horses, carriages, houses, servants had to be protected; and the source of their wealth had to be protected in the heart of the city and the heart of the country; the whole social order favourable to their hygienic idleness had to be protected against the shallow enviousness of unhygienic labour. It had to—and Mr Verloc would have rubbed his hands with satisfaction had he not been constitutionally averse from every superfluous exertion. His idleness was not hygienic, but it suited him very well. He was in a manner devoted to it with a sort of inert fanaticism, or perhaps rather with a fanatical inertness. Born of industrious parents for a life of toil, he had embraced indolence from an impulse as profound as inexplicable and as imperious as the impulse which directs a man’s preference for one particular woman in a given thousand. He was too lazy even for a mere demagogue, for a workman orator, for a leader of labour. It was too much trouble. He required a more perfect form of ease; or it might have been that he was the victim of a philosophical unbelief in the effectiveness of every human effort. Such a form of indolence requires, implies, a certain amount of intelligence. Mr Verloc was not devoid of intelligence—and at the notion of a menaced social order he would perhaps have winked to himself if there had not been an effort to make in that sign of scepticism. His big, prominent eyes were not well adapted to winking. They were rather of the sort that closes solemnly in slumber with majestic effect.
This was the house, the household, and the business Mr. Verloc left behind as he headed westward at half-past ten in the morning. It was unusually early for him; he seemed to exude a charm of almost dewy freshness; he wore his blue cloth overcoat unbuttoned; his boots were shiny; his freshly shaven cheeks had a kind of gloss; and even his heavy-lidded eyes, refreshed by a night of peaceful sleep, had a look of relative alertness. Through the park railings, these eyes saw men and women riding in the Row, couples cantering by harmoniously, others walking sedately, loitering groups of three or four, solitary horsemen looking unsociable, and solitary women followed at a distance by a groom with a cockade on his hat and a leather belt over his fitted coat. Carriages passed by, mostly two-horse broughams, with an occasional victoria featuring the skin of some wild animal inside and a woman’s face and hat peeking above the folded hood. And a uniquely London sun—about which nothing could be said except that it looked bloodshot—glorified everything with its gaze. It hung at a moderate height above Hyde Park Corner, embodying an air of punctual and benign observation. The very pavement under Mr. Verloc’s feet had an old-gold hue in that diffused light, in which neither walls, trees, animals, nor people cast a shadow. Mr. Verloc was moving westward through a town without shadows in an atmosphere of powdered old gold. There were red, coppery gleams on the rooftops of houses, on the corners of walls, on the panels of carriages, and even on the broad back of Mr. Verloc’s overcoat, creating a dull, rusty effect. But Mr. Verloc was completely unaware of feeling rusty. He looked through the park railings at the signs of the town’s wealth and luxury with approval. All these people needed protection. Protection is the primary necessity of wealth and luxury. They needed to be protected; their horses, carriages, houses, and servants needed protection; the source of their wealth had to be safeguarded in the heart of the city and the countryside; the entire social order that enabled their comfortable idleness had to be defended against the shallow envy of those who toiled. It had to be—and Mr. Verloc would have rubbed his hands in satisfaction if he hadn’t been inherently averse to any unnecessary effort. His laziness wasn’t hygienic, but it suited him just fine. He was somewhat devoted to it with a sort of passive fanaticism, or maybe it was more of a fanatical passivity. Born to hardworking parents for a life of labor, he had embraced laziness with a depth that was both profound and inexplicable, much like the impulse that leads a man to prefer one specific woman out of a thousand. He was too lazy even to be a mere demagogue, a worker’s orator, or a labor leader. It was too much effort. He wanted a more perfect form of ease; or perhaps he suffered from a philosophical disbelief in the efficacy of any human effort. Such a form of laziness demands and implies a certain level of intelligence. Mr. Verloc was not lacking in intelligence—and at the idea of a threatened social order, he might have winked to himself if it hadn’t required any effort to do so. His large, prominent eyes were not especially suited to winking. They were more the kind that closed solemnly in slumber with a majestic effect.
Undemonstrative and burly in a fat-pig style, Mr Verloc, without either rubbing his hands with satisfaction or winking sceptically at his thoughts, proceeded on his way. He trod the pavement heavily with his shiny boots, and his general get-up was that of a well-to-do mechanic in business for himself. He might have been anything from a picture-frame maker to a lock-smith; an employer of labour in a small way. But there was also about him an indescribable air which no mechanic could have acquired in the practice of his handicraft however dishonestly exercised: the air common to men who live on the vices, the follies, or the baser fears of mankind; the air of moral nihilism common to keepers of gambling hells and disorderly houses; to private detectives and inquiry agents; to drink sellers and, I should say, to the sellers of invigorating electric belts and to the inventors of patent medicines. But of that last I am not sure, not having carried my investigations so far into the depths. For all I know, the expression of these last may be perfectly diabolic. I shouldn’t be surprised. What I want to affirm is that Mr Verloc’s expression was by no means diabolic.
Mr. Verloc, who was big and unassuming in a hefty way, walked on without rubbing his hands together in satisfaction or skeptically winking at his thoughts. He stomped down the sidewalk with his polished boots and dressed like a successful mechanic running his own business. He could have been anything from a picture-frame maker to a locksmith, employing a few people in a small way. But there was also an indescribable vibe about him that no mechanic could have gained from honest or even dishonest work: the vibe common to people who benefit from the vices, foolishness, or deeper fears of others; the vibe of moral nihilism typical of those who run gambling dens and brothels; private detectives and investigators; bartenders; and, I might add, sellers of energizing electric belts and inventors of health products. But I'm not sure about that last part, as I haven't dug deep enough into that area. For all I know, their expressions could be downright sinister. But what I want to emphasize is that Mr. Verloc's expression was not sinister at all.
Before reaching Knightsbridge, Mr Verloc took a turn to the left out of the busy main thoroughfare, uproarious with the traffic of swaying omnibuses and trotting vans, in the almost silent, swift flow of hansoms. Under his hat, worn with a slight backward tilt, his hair had been carefully brushed into respectful sleekness; for his business was with an Embassy. And Mr Verloc, steady like a rock—a soft kind of rock—marched now along a street which could with every propriety be described as private. In its breadth, emptiness, and extent it had the majesty of inorganic nature, of matter that never dies. The only reminder of mortality was a doctor’s brougham arrested in august solitude close to the curbstone. The polished knockers of the doors gleamed as far as the eye could reach, the clean windows shone with a dark opaque lustre. And all was still. But a milk cart rattled noisily across the distant perspective; a butcher boy, driving with the noble recklessness of a charioteer at Olympic Games, dashed round the corner sitting high above a pair of red wheels. A guilty-looking cat issuing from under the stones ran for a while in front of Mr Verloc, then dived into another basement; and a thick police constable, looking a stranger to every emotion, as if he too were part of inorganic nature, surging apparently out of a lamp-post, took not the slightest notice of Mr Verloc. With a turn to the left Mr Verloc pursued his way along a narrow street by the side of a yellow wall which, for some inscrutable reason, had No. 1 Chesham Square written on it in black letters. Chesham Square was at least sixty yards away, and Mr Verloc, cosmopolitan enough not to be deceived by London’s topographical mysteries, held on steadily, without a sign of surprise or indignation. At last, with business-like persistency, he reached the Square, and made diagonally for the number 10. This belonged to an imposing carriage gate in a high, clean wall between two houses, of which one rationally enough bore the number 9 and the other was numbered 37; but the fact that this last belonged to Porthill Street, a street well known in the neighbourhood, was proclaimed by an inscription placed above the ground-floor windows by whatever highly efficient authority is charged with the duty of keeping track of London’s strayed houses. Why powers are not asked of Parliament (a short act would do) for compelling those edifices to return where they belong is one of the mysteries of municipal administration. Mr Verloc did not trouble his head about it, his mission in life being the protection of the social mechanism, not its perfectionment or even its criticism.
Before reaching Knightsbridge, Mr. Verloc turned left off the busy main road, filled with the noise of swaying buses and trotting vans, into the almost silent, swift movement of hansom cabs. Under his hat, worn slightly tilted back, his hair was neatly brushed for a polished look; after all, he was heading to an Embassy. Mr. Verloc, steady like a calm rock, walked down a street that could easily be called private. Its width, emptiness, and size gave it the grandeur of unchanging nature, of matter that never dies. The only hint of life was a doctor’s carriage parked in dignified solitude near the curb. The polished door knockers gleamed as far as he could see, and the clean windows shone with a dark, glossy sheen. Everything was quiet. But a milk cart rattled noisily in the distance; a butcher's boy, driving with reckless abandon like a charioteer at the Olympics, dashed around the corner perched high above a pair of red wheels. A guilty-looking cat scuttled out from under the stones, ran ahead of Mr. Verloc for a moment, then darted into another basement; a thick police officer, seeming to be devoid of any emotion, almost as if he were part of the lifeless scenery, emerged from a lamppost and paid no attention to Mr. Verloc. With a left turn, Mr. Verloc continued down a narrow street beside a yellow wall that, for some unknown reason, had No. 1 Chesham Square written on it in black letters. Chesham Square was at least sixty yards away, and Mr. Verloc, knowledgeable enough not to be fooled by London’s mapping quirks, pressed on steadily, showing no sign of surprise or annoyance. Finally, with a determined focus, he reached the Square and headed diagonally for number 10. This was an impressive carriage gate set within a clean, tall wall between two houses, one correctly labeled as number 9, and the other number 37; however, the fact that this last one belonged to Porthill Street, a well-known street in the area, was indicated by a sign placed above the ground-floor windows by whichever efficient authority is responsible for tracking London’s misplaced buildings. Why Parliament isn’t involved (a brief act would suffice) in ensuring these structures return to where they belong is one of the mysteries of city governance. Mr. Verloc didn’t worry about it; his life's mission was to protect the social system, not to improve it or even criticize it.
It was so early that the porter of the Embassy issued hurriedly out of his lodge still struggling with the left sleeve of his livery coat. His waistcoat was red, and he wore knee-breeches, but his aspect was flustered. Mr Verloc, aware of the rush on his flank, drove it off by simply holding out an envelope stamped with the arms of the Embassy, and passed on. He produced the same talisman also to the footman who opened the door, and stood back to let him enter the hall.
It was so early that the Embassy's porter rushed out of his lodge, still struggling to put on the left sleeve of his uniform coat. He wore a red waistcoat and knee-breeches, but he looked flustered. Mr. Verloc, noticing the urgency beside him, waved off the situation by holding out an envelope stamped with the Embassy's seal and moved on. He showed the same envelope to the footman who opened the door and stepped aside to let him enter the hall.
A clear fire burned in a tall fireplace, and an elderly man standing with his back to it, in evening dress and with a chain round his neck, glanced up from the newspaper he was holding spread out in both hands before his calm and severe face. He didn’t move; but another lackey, in brown trousers and claw-hammer coat edged with thin yellow cord, approaching Mr Verloc listened to the murmur of his name, and turning round on his heel in silence, began to walk, without looking back once. Mr Verloc, thus led along a ground-floor passage to the left of the great carpeted staircase, was suddenly motioned to enter a quite small room furnished with a heavy writing-table and a few chairs. The servant shut the door, and Mr Verloc remained alone. He did not take a seat. With his hat and stick held in one hand he glanced about, passing his other podgy hand over his uncovered sleek head.
A bright fire burned in a tall fireplace, and an elderly man, dressed in evening attire with a chain around his neck, looked up from the newspaper he held spread out in both hands in front of his calm and stern face. He didn’t move; instead, another servant, in brown trousers and a tailcoat trimmed with narrow yellow cord, approached Mr. Verloc, listened to the quiet mention of his name, and turned on his heel in silence, starting to walk without looking back. Mr. Verloc, led through a ground-floor hallway to the left of the grand carpeted staircase, was suddenly gestured to enter a small room furnished with a heavy writing desk and a few chairs. The servant closed the door, leaving Mr. Verloc alone. He didn’t sit down. Holding his hat and cane in one hand, he looked around, running his other pudgy hand over his bald head.
Another door opened noiselessly, and Mr Verloc immobilising his glance in that direction saw at first only black clothes, the bald top of a head, and a drooping dark grey whisker on each side of a pair of wrinkled hands. The person who had entered was holding a batch of papers before his eyes and walked up to the table with a rather mincing step, turning the papers over the while. Privy Councillor Wurmt, Chancelier d’Ambassade, was rather short-sighted. This meritorious official laying the papers on the table, disclosed a face of pasty complexion and of melancholy ugliness surrounded by a lot of fine, long dark grey hairs, barred heavily by thick and bushy eyebrows. He put on a black-framed pince-nez upon a blunt and shapeless nose, and seemed struck by Mr Verloc’s appearance. Under the enormous eyebrows his weak eyes blinked pathetically through the glasses.
Another door opened quietly, and Mr. Verloc fixed his gaze in that direction, initially seeing only black clothes, a bald head, and drooping dark gray whiskers on either side of a pair of wrinkled hands. The person who entered was holding a stack of papers in front of his face and walked to the table with a slightly affected gait, flipping through the papers as he went. Privy Councillor Wurmt, Chancellor of the Embassy, had poor eyesight. This distinguished official set the papers down on the table, revealing a face with a pasty complexion and a rather sad ugliness, framed by long, fine dark gray hair and overshadowed by thick, bushy eyebrows. He put on black-framed pince-nez glasses on his blunt, shapeless nose and appeared taken aback by Mr. Verloc's look. Beneath the enormous eyebrows, his weak eyes blinked pathetically through the glasses.
He made no sign of greeting; neither did Mr Verloc, who certainly knew his place; but a subtle change about the general outlines of his shoulders and back suggested a slight bending of Mr Verloc’s spine under the vast surface of his overcoat. The effect was of unobtrusive deference.
He didn’t greet him, and neither did Mr. Verloc, who definitely understood his role; however, a subtle shift in the general shape of his shoulders and back hinted at a slight curve in Mr. Verloc’s spine beneath the heavy fabric of his overcoat. The result was an air of quiet respect.
“I have here some of your reports,” said the bureaucrat in an unexpectedly soft and weary voice, and pressing the tip of his forefinger on the papers with force. He paused; and Mr Verloc, who had recognised his own handwriting very well, waited in an almost breathless silence. “We are not very satisfied with the attitude of the police here,” the other continued, with every appearance of mental fatigue.
“I have some of your reports here,” said the bureaucrat in a surprisingly soft and tired voice, pressing the tip of his forefinger firmly on the papers. He paused, and Mr. Verloc, who recognized his own handwriting clearly, waited in near breathless silence. “We’re not really happy with the way the police are handling things here,” the other continued, looking very mentally drained.
The shoulders of Mr Verloc, without actually moving, suggested a shrug. And for the first time since he left his home that morning his lips opened.
The shoulders of Mr. Verloc, without actually moving, seemed to shrug. And for the first time since he left his house that morning, his lips parted.
“Every country has its police,” he said philosophically. But as the official of the Embassy went on blinking at him steadily he felt constrained to add: “Allow me to observe that I have no means of action upon the police here.”
“Every country has its police,” he said thoughtfully. But as the official from the Embassy continued to blink at him intently, he felt the need to add: “I must point out that I have no influence over the police here.”
“What is desired,” said the man of papers, “is the occurrence of something definite which should stimulate their vigilance. That is within your province—is it not so?”
“What we want,” said the man with the papers, “is for something specific to happen that will get them to pay attention. That’s your responsibility, isn’t it?”
Mr Verloc made no answer except by a sigh, which escaped him involuntarily, for instantly he tried to give his face a cheerful expression. The official blinked doubtfully, as if affected by the dim light of the room. He repeated vaguely.
Mr. Verloc didn't reply, just let out a sigh without thinking. Then he quickly tried to put on a cheerful face. The official blinked uncertainly, as if the dim light in the room was getting to him. He repeated what he had said in a vague way.
“The vigilance of the police—and the severity of the magistrates. The general leniency of the judicial procedure here, and the utter absence of all repressive measures, are a scandal to Europe. What is wished for just now is the accentuation of the unrest—of the fermentation which undoubtedly exists—”
“The watchfulness of the police—and the harshness of the judges. The overall leniency of the legal process here, and the complete lack of any repressive actions, are a disgrace to Europe. What is currently desired is to highlight the unrest—the simmering discontent that definitely exists—”
“Undoubtedly, undoubtedly,” broke in Mr Verloc in a deep deferential bass of an oratorical quality, so utterly different from the tone in which he had spoken before that his interlocutor remained profoundly surprised. “It exists to a dangerous degree. My reports for the last twelve months make it sufficiently clear.”
“Definitely, definitely,” interrupted Mr. Verloc in a deep, respectful voice that sounded more like a politician, so different from how he had spoken before that his conversation partner was left completely shocked. “It exists to a worrying extent. My reports from the past year make that quite clear.”
“Your reports for the last twelve months,” State Councillor Wurmt began in his gentle and dispassionate tone, “have been read by me. I failed to discover why you wrote them at all.”
“Your reports for the last twelve months,” State Councillor Wurmt began in his calm and emotionless tone, “have been read by me. I couldn't figure out why you wrote them at all.”
A sad silence reigned for a time. Mr Verloc seemed to have swallowed his tongue, and the other gazed at the papers on the table fixedly. At last he gave them a slight push.
A sad silence hung in the air for a while. Mr. Verloc appeared to have lost his voice, and the other person stared intensely at the papers on the table. Finally, he nudged them slightly.
“The state of affairs you expose there is assumed to exist as the first condition of your employment. What is required at present is not writing, but the bringing to light of a distinct, significant fact—I would almost say of an alarming fact.”
“The situation you describe is expected to exist as the starting point of your job. What is needed right now isn’t just writing, but uncovering a clear, important fact—I would even say a concerning fact.”
“I need not say that all my endeavours shall be directed to that end,” Mr Verloc said, with convinced modulations in his conversational husky tone. But the sense of being blinked at watchfully behind the blind glitter of these eye-glasses on the other side of the table disconcerted him. He stopped short with a gesture of absolute devotion. The useful, hard-working, if obscure member of the Embassy had an air of being impressed by some newly-born thought.
“I don’t need to say that all my efforts will be focused on that goal,” Mr. Verloc said, his voice low and earnest. However, the feeling of being watched intently through the shiny lenses of the eyeglasses on the other side of the table unsettled him. He paused suddenly, making a gesture of complete commitment. The practical, diligent, yet somewhat unknown member of the Embassy seemed to be struck by some fresh idea.
“You are very corpulent,” he said.
“You're really overweight,” he said.
This observation, really of a psychological nature, and advanced with the modest hesitation of an officeman more familiar with ink and paper than with the requirements of active life, stung Mr Verloc in the manner of a rude personal remark. He stepped back a pace.
This observation, really of a psychological nature, and made with the modest hesitation of an office worker more comfortable with ink and paper than with the demands of real life, stung Mr. Verloc like a rude personal comment. He took a step back.
“Eh? What were you pleased to say?” he exclaimed, with husky resentment.
“Excuse me? What were you happy to say?” he exclaimed, with a rough edge of resentment.
The Chancelier d’Ambassade entrusted with the conduct of this interview seemed to find it too much for him.
The ambassador in charge of this interview seemed to find it overwhelming.
“I think,” he said, “that you had better see Mr Vladimir. Yes, decidedly I think you ought to see Mr Vladimir. Be good enough to wait here,” he added, and went out with mincing steps.
“I think,” he said, “that you should definitely see Mr. Vladimir. Yes, I really think you ought to meet Mr. Vladimir. Please wait here,” he added, and left with carefully measured steps.
At once Mr Verloc passed his hand over his hair. A slight perspiration had broken out on his forehead. He let the air escape from his pursed-up lips like a man blowing at a spoonful of hot soup. But when the servant in brown appeared at the door silently, Mr Verloc had not moved an inch from the place he had occupied throughout the interview. He had remained motionless, as if feeling himself surrounded by pitfalls.
At that moment, Mr. Verloc ran his hand through his hair. A slight sweat had formed on his forehead. He let the air escape from his pressed lips like someone blowing on a spoonful of hot soup. But when the servant in brown appeared at the door silently, Mr. Verloc hadn't moved a muscle from the spot he had occupied during the entire conversation. He remained still, as if he sensed he was surrounded by traps.
He walked along a passage lighted by a lonely gas-jet, then up a flight of winding stairs, and through a glazed and cheerful corridor on the first floor. The footman threw open a door, and stood aside. The feet of Mr Verloc felt a thick carpet. The room was large, with three windows; and a young man with a shaven, big face, sitting in a roomy arm-chair before a vast mahogany writing-table, said in French to the Chancelier d’Ambassade, who was going out with the papers in his hand:
He walked down a hallway lit by a solitary gas lamp, then climbed a winding staircase and through a bright, cheerful corridor on the first floor. The footman opened a door and stepped aside. Mr. Verloc's feet landed on a thick carpet. The room was spacious, with three windows; and a young man with a clean-shaven, broad face, sitting in a comfortable armchair in front of a large mahogany writing desk, spoke in French to the Chancelier d’Ambassade, who was leaving with the papers in his hand:
“You are quite right, mon cher. He’s fat—the animal.”
“You're absolutely right, my dear. He’s overweight—the creature.”
Mr Vladimir, First Secretary, had a drawing-room reputation as an agreeable and entertaining man. He was something of a favourite in society. His wit consisted in discovering droll connections between incongruous ideas; and when talking in that strain he sat well forward of his seat, with his left hand raised, as if exhibiting his funny demonstrations between the thumb and forefinger, while his round and clean-shaven face wore an expression of merry perplexity.
Mr. Vladimir, the First Secretary, was known in social circles as a likable and charming guy. He enjoyed a bit of a following in society. His humor came from finding amusing links between mismatched ideas; when he spoke this way, he leaned forward in his seat, raising his left hand as if to showcase his funny points between his thumb and forefinger, while his round, clean-shaven face displayed a look of cheerful confusion.
But there was no trace of merriment or perplexity in the way he looked at Mr Verloc. Lying far back in the deep arm-chair, with squarely spread elbows, and throwing one leg over a thick knee, he had with his smooth and rosy countenance the air of a preternaturally thriving baby that will not stand nonsense from anybody.
But there was no hint of joy or confusion in the way he looked at Mr. Verloc. Slouched far back in the deep armchair, with his elbows spread wide and one leg thrown over a thick knee, he had a smooth, rosy face that gave off the vibe of a strangely healthy baby who won’t take nonsense from anyone.
“You understand French, I suppose?” he said.
“You understand French, I guess?” he said.
Mr Verloc stated huskily that he did. His whole vast bulk had a forward inclination. He stood on the carpet in the middle of the room, clutching his hat and stick in one hand; the other hung lifelessly by his side. He muttered unobtrusively somewhere deep down in his throat something about having done his military service in the French artillery. At once, with contemptuous perversity, Mr Vladimir changed the language, and began to speak idiomatic English without the slightest trace of a foreign accent.
Mr. Verloc said hoarsely that he did. His large body leaned forward. He stood on the carpet in the center of the room, holding his hat and cane in one hand while the other hung limply by his side. He mumbled quietly deep in his throat something about having served in the French artillery. Immediately, with a sneer, Mr. Vladimir switched languages and started speaking fluent English without the slightest hint of an accent.
“Ah! Yes. Of course. Let’s see. How much did you get for obtaining the design of the improved breech-block of their new field-gun?”
“Ah! Yes. Of course. Let’s see. How much did you get for getting the design of the upgraded breech-block for their new field gun?”
“Five years’ rigorous confinement in a fortress,” Mr Verloc answered unexpectedly, but without any sign of feeling.
“Five years locked up in a fortress,” Mr. Verloc replied unexpectedly, but with no hint of emotion.
“You got off easily,” was Mr Vladimir’s comment. “And, anyhow, it served you right for letting yourself get caught. What made you go in for that sort of thing—eh?”
“You got off easy,” Mr. Vladimir said. “And, anyway, you had it coming for letting yourself get caught. What made you get involved in that kind of thing—huh?”
Mr Verloc’s husky conversational voice was heard speaking of youth, of a fatal infatuation for an unworthy—
Mr. Verloc's deep voice could be heard talking about youth and a dangerous obsession with someone unworthy—
“Aha! Cherchez la femme,” Mr Vladimir deigned to interrupt, unbending, but without affability; there was, on the contrary, a touch of grimness in his condescension. “How long have you been employed by the Embassy here?” he asked.
“Aha! Look for the woman,” Mr. Vladimir interrupted, loosening up but not in a friendly way; instead, there was a hint of seriousness in his condescension. “How long have you been working at the Embassy here?” he asked.
“Ever since the time of the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim,” Mr Verloc answered in subdued tones, and protruding his lips sadly, in sign of sorrow for the deceased diplomat. The First Secretary observed this play of physiognomy steadily.
“Since the time of the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim,” Mr. Verloc replied in a quiet voice, pouting his lips sadly to show his regret for the deceased diplomat. The First Secretary watched this facial expression closely.
“Ah! ever since. Well! What have you got to say for yourself?” he asked sharply.
“Ah! ever since. Well! What do you have to say for yourself?” he asked sharply.
Mr Verloc answered with some surprise that he was not aware of having anything special to say. He had been summoned by a letter—And he plunged his hand busily into the side pocket of his overcoat, but before the mocking, cynical watchfulness of Mr Vladimir, concluded to leave it there.
Mr. Verloc replied with some surprise that he didn’t think he had anything special to say. He had received a letter summoning him—And he quickly reached into the side pocket of his overcoat, but under the mocking, cynical gaze of Mr. Vladimir, decided to leave it there.
“Bah!” said that latter. “What do you mean by getting out of condition like this? You haven’t got even the physique of your profession. You—a member of a starving proletariat—never! You—a desperate socialist or anarchist—which is it?”
“Bah!” said the latter. “What do you mean by letting yourself go like this? You don’t even have the physique for your profession. You—a member of the starving working class—no way! You—a hopeless socialist or anarchist—which one is it?”
“Anarchist,” stated Mr Verloc in a deadened tone.
“Anarchist,” Mr. Verloc said in a flat tone.
“Bosh!” went on Mr Vladimir, without raising his voice. “You startled old Wurmt himself. You wouldn’t deceive an idiot. They all are that by-the-by, but you seem to me simply impossible. So you began your connection with us by stealing the French gun designs. And you got yourself caught. That must have been very disagreeable to our Government. You don’t seem to be very smart.”
“Bosh!” Mr. Vladimir continued without raising his voice. “You startled old Wurmt himself. You couldn’t fool an idiot. They all are, by the way, but you seem simply impossible to me. So you started your association with us by stealing the French gun designs. And you got caught. That must have been very unpleasant for our Government. You don’t seem very sharp.”
Mr Verloc tried to exculpate himself huskily.
Mr. Verloc tried to clear his name in a husky voice.
“As I’ve had occasion to observe before, a fatal infatuation for an unworthy—”
“As I’ve mentioned before, a deadly obsession with someone unworthy—”
Mr Vladimir raised a large white, plump hand. “Ah, yes. The unlucky attachment—of your youth. She got hold of the money, and then sold you to the police—eh?”
Mr. Vladimir raised a big, chubby white hand. “Ah, yes. The unfortunate connection—from your youth. She took the money and then turned you over to the police—right?”
The doleful change in Mr Verloc’s physiognomy, the momentary drooping of his whole person, confessed that such was the regrettable case. Mr Vladimir’s hand clasped the ankle reposing on his knee. The sock was of dark blue silk.
The sad shift in Mr. Verloc's expression, the brief slump of his entire body, revealed that this was indeed the unfortunate situation. Mr. Vladimir’s hand held the ankle resting on his knee. The sock was made of dark blue silk.
“You see, that was not very clever of you. Perhaps you are too susceptible.”
"You see, that wasn't very smart of you. Maybe you're a bit too sensitive."
Mr Verloc intimated in a throaty, veiled murmur that he was no longer young.
Mr. Verloc suggested in a deep, subdued voice that he was no longer young.
“Oh! That’s a failing which age does not cure,” Mr Vladimir remarked, with sinister familiarity. “But no! You are too fat for that. You could not have come to look like this if you had been at all susceptible. I’ll tell you what I think is the matter: you are a lazy fellow. How long have you been drawing pay from this Embassy?”
“Oh! That’s a flaw that age doesn’t fix,” Mr. Vladimir said with a dark familiarity. “But no! You’re too overweight for that. You couldn’t have ended up looking like this if you were at all sensitive. Here’s what I think is going on: you’re just a lazy guy. How long have you been collecting a paycheck from this Embassy?”
“Eleven years,” was the answer, after a moment of sulky hesitation. “I’ve been charged with several missions to London while His Excellency Baron Stott-Wartenheim was still Ambassador in Paris. Then by his Excellency’s instructions I settled down in London. I am English.”
“Eleven years,” was the response, after a moment of sulky hesitation. “I’ve been assigned several missions to London while His Excellency Baron Stott-Wartenheim was still the Ambassador in Paris. Then, following his Excellency’s instructions, I settled down in London. I am English.”
“You are! Are you? Eh?”
"You are! Really? Huh?"
“A natural-born British subject,” Mr Verloc said stolidly. “But my father was French, and so—”
“A natural-born British citizen,” Mr. Verloc said calmly. “But my father was French, and so—”
“Never mind explaining,” interrupted the other. “I daresay you could have been legally a Marshal of France and a Member of Parliament in England—and then, indeed, you would have been of some use to our Embassy.”
“Forget about explaining,” the other person cut in. “I bet you could have been a legal Marshal of France and a Member of Parliament in England—and then, you would have actually been useful to our Embassy.”
This flight of fancy provoked something like a faint smile on Mr Verloc’s face. Mr Vladimir retained an imperturbable gravity.
This daydream brought a slight smile to Mr. Verloc’s face. Mr. Vladimir kept his serious demeanor.
“But, as I’ve said, you are a lazy fellow; you don’t use your opportunities. In the time of Baron Stott-Wartenheim we had a lot of soft-headed people running this Embassy. They caused fellows of your sort to form a false conception of the nature of a secret service fund. It is my business to correct this misapprehension by telling you what the secret service is not. It is not a philanthropic institution. I’ve had you called here on purpose to tell you this.”
“But, as I’ve said, you’re pretty lazy; you don’t make the most of your chances. Back when Baron Stott-Wartenheim was around, we had a lot of clueless people running this Embassy. They led guys like you to misunderstand what a secret service fund really is. It’s my job to clear up this misconception by explaining what the secret service isn’t. It isn’t a charity. I called you here specifically to tell you this.”
Mr Vladimir observed the forced expression of bewilderment on Verloc’s face, and smiled sarcastically.
Mr. Vladimir noticed the fake look of confusion on Verloc's face and smiled sarcastically.
“I see that you understand me perfectly. I daresay you are intelligent enough for your work. What we want now is activity—activity.”
“I can see that you understand me completely. I must say you’re smart enough for your job. What we need now is action—action.”
On repeating this last word Mr Vladimir laid a long white forefinger on the edge of the desk. Every trace of huskiness disappeared from Verloc’s voice. The nape of his gross neck became crimson above the velvet collar of his overcoat. His lips quivered before they came widely open.
On repeating this last word, Mr. Vladimir placed a long white finger on the edge of the desk. All trace of huskiness vanished from Verloc’s voice. The back of his thick neck turned bright red above the velvet collar of his overcoat. His lips trembled before they opened wide.
“If you’ll only be good enough to look up my record,” he boomed out in his great, clear oratorical bass, “you’ll see I gave a warning only three months ago, on the occasion of the Grand Duke Romuald’s visit to Paris, which was telegraphed from here to the French police, and—”
“Just take a look at my record,” he said in his powerful, clear voice, “you’ll see I gave a warning just three months ago, during the Grand Duke Romuald’s visit to Paris, which was sent from here to the French police, and—”
“Tut, tut!” broke out Mr Vladimir, with a frowning grimace. “The French police had no use for your warning. Don’t roar like this. What the devil do you mean?”
“Tut, tut!” exclaimed Mr. Vladimir, frowning. “The French police didn't care about your warning. Don't shout like this. What on earth do you mean?”
With a note of proud humility Mr Verloc apologised for forgetting himself. His voice,—famous for years at open-air meetings and at workmen’s assemblies in large halls, had contributed, he said, to his reputation of a good and trustworthy comrade. It was, therefore, a part of his usefulness. It had inspired confidence in his principles. “I was always put up to speak by the leaders at a critical moment,” Mr Verloc declared, with obvious satisfaction. There was no uproar above which he could not make himself heard, he added; and suddenly he made a demonstration.
With a mix of pride and humility, Mr. Verloc apologized for losing his composure. He mentioned that his voice—well-known for years at outdoor rallies and at workers' meetings in big halls—had helped build his reputation as a reliable and trustworthy comrade. It was, he said, an important part of his usefulness. It had instilled confidence in his beliefs. “I was always chosen to speak by the leaders during critical moments,” Mr. Verloc stated, clearly pleased. He added that there was no chaos too loud for him to be heard above, and then he unexpectedly made a demonstration.
“Allow me,” he said. With lowered forehead, without looking up, swiftly and ponderously he crossed the room to one of the French windows. As if giving way to an uncontrollable impulse, he opened it a little. Mr Vladimir, jumping up amazed from the depths of the arm-chair, looked over his shoulder; and below, across the courtyard of the Embassy, well beyond the open gate, could be seen the broad back of a policeman watching idly the gorgeous perambulator of a wealthy baby being wheeled in state across the Square.
“Let me,” he said. With his head down and not looking up, he moved quickly and heavily across the room to one of the French windows. As if driven by an uncontrollable urge, he opened it slightly. Mr. Vladimir, jumping up in surprise from deep in the armchair, looked over his shoulder; and below, across the Embassy courtyard, well beyond the open gate, the broad back of a policeman could be seen idly watching the fancy stroller of a wealthy baby being rolled ceremoniously across the Square.
“Constable!” said Mr Verloc, with no more effort than if he were whispering; and Mr Vladimir burst into a laugh on seeing the policeman spin round as if prodded by a sharp instrument. Mr Verloc shut the window quietly, and returned to the middle of the room.
“Constable!” said Mr. Verloc, effortlessly like he was just whispering; and Mr. Vladimir laughed when he saw the policeman turn around as if he had been poked with something sharp. Mr. Verloc quietly closed the window and returned to the center of the room.
“With a voice like that,” he said, putting on the husky conversational pedal, “I was naturally trusted. And I knew what to say, too.”
“With a voice like that,” he said, adopting a deep conversational tone, “people naturally trusted me. And I knew what to say, too.”
Mr Vladimir, arranging his cravat, observed him in the glass over the mantelpiece.
Mr. Vladimir, fixing his tie, watched him in the mirror above the mantel.
“I daresay you have the social revolutionary jargon by heart well enough,” he said contemptuously. “Vox et. . . You haven’t ever studied Latin—have you?”
“I bet you know the social revolutionary lingo by heart,” he said with contempt. “Vox et... You’ve never studied Latin, have you?”
“No,” growled Mr Verloc. “You did not expect me to know it. I belong to the million. Who knows Latin? Only a few hundred imbeciles who aren’t fit to take care of themselves.”
“No,” growled Mr. Verloc. “You didn’t think I would know that. I’m one of the masses. Who knows Latin? Just a few hundred fools who can’t even take care of themselves.”
For some thirty seconds longer Mr Vladimir studied in the mirror the fleshy profile, the gross bulk, of the man behind him. And at the same time he had the advantage of seeing his own face, clean-shaved and round, rosy about the gills, and with the thin sensitive lips formed exactly for the utterance of those delicate witticisms which had made him such a favourite in the very highest society. Then he turned, and advanced into the room with such determination that the very ends of his quaintly old-fashioned bow necktie seemed to bristle with unspeakable menaces. The movement was so swift and fierce that Mr Verloc, casting an oblique glance, quailed inwardly.
For about thirty more seconds, Mr. Vladimir studied the fleshy profile and the hefty build of the man behind him in the mirror. At the same time, he could see his own face—clean-shaven and round, rosy-cheeked, with thin, sensitive lips perfectly formed for delivering the clever remarks that had made him a favorite in high society. Then he turned and strode into the room with such determination that the very ends of his oddly old-fashioned bow tie seemed to pulse with unspoken threats. The movement was so quick and intense that Mr. Verloc, glancing over, felt a wave of fear inside.
“Aha! You dare be impudent,” Mr Vladimir began, with an amazingly guttural intonation not only utterly un-English, but absolutely un-European, and startling even to Mr Verloc’s experience of cosmopolitan slums. “You dare! Well, I am going to speak plain English to you. Voice won’t do. We have no use for your voice. We don’t want a voice. We want facts—startling facts—damn you,” he added, with a sort of ferocious discretion, right into Mr Verloc’s face.
“Aha! You think you can be disrespectful,” Mr. Vladimir started, with a surprisingly deep tone that was not only completely un-English but also completely un-European, surprising even Mr. Verloc’s experience with diverse neighborhoods. “You think you can! Well, I'm going to speak clearly to you. Words won’t help. We have no need for your words. We don’t want words. We want facts—shocking facts—damn you,” he added, with a fierce urgency, straight into Mr. Verloc’s face.
“Don’t you try to come over me with your Hyperborean manners,” Mr Verloc defended himself huskily, looking at the carpet. At this his interlocutor, smiling mockingly above the bristling bow of his necktie, switched the conversation into French.
“Don’t try to get the best of me with your pretentious manners,” Mr. Verloc said hoarsely, staring at the carpet. In response, his conversation partner, grinning sarcastically above the stiff collar of his necktie, switched the conversation to French.
“You give yourself for an ‘agent provocateur.’ The proper business of an ‘agent provocateur’ is to provoke. As far as I can judge from your record kept here, you have done nothing to earn your money for the last three years.”
“You give yourself as a 'provocateur.' The main job of a 'provocateur' is to stir things up. From what I can see in your record here, you haven't done anything to earn your pay for the last three years.”
“Nothing!” exclaimed Verloc, stirring not a limb, and not raising his eyes, but with the note of sincere feeling in his tone. “I have several times prevented what might have been—”
“Nothing!” Verloc exclaimed, not moving a muscle and keeping his eyes down, but his tone carried genuine emotion. “I’ve stopped what could have been—”
“There is a proverb in this country which says prevention is better than cure,” interrupted Mr Vladimir, throwing himself into the arm-chair. “It is stupid in a general way. There is no end to prevention. But it is characteristic. They dislike finality in this country. Don’t you be too English. And in this particular instance, don’t be absurd. The evil is already here. We don’t want prevention—we want cure.”
“There’s a saying in this country that goes, 'prevention is better than cure,'” Mr. Vladimir interrupted, sinking into the armchair. “That’s generally a pretty foolish idea. There’s no limit to prevention. But it’s typical. People here don’t like to reach conclusions. Don’t be too English about this. And in this situation, don’t be ridiculous. The problem is already here. We don’t need prevention—we need a cure.”
He paused, turned to the desk, and turning over some papers lying there, spoke in a changed business-like tone, without looking at Mr Verloc.
He paused, turned to the desk, and, flipping through some papers lying there, spoke in a more business-like tone, without looking at Mr. Verloc.
“You know, of course, of the International Conference assembled in Milan?”
“You know, of course, about the International Conference gathered in Milan?”
Mr Verloc intimated hoarsely that he was in the habit of reading the daily papers. To a further question his answer was that, of course, he understood what he read. At this Mr Vladimir, smiling faintly at the documents he was still scanning one after another, murmured “As long as it is not written in Latin, I suppose.”
Mr. Verloc hoarsely hinted that he usually read the daily newspapers. When asked further, he replied that, of course, he understood what he read. At this, Mr. Vladimir, faintly smiling at the documents he was still looking through one after another, murmured, “As long as it’s not written in Latin, I suppose.”
“Or Chinese,” added Mr Verloc stolidly.
“Or Chinese,” Mr. Verloc added flatly.
“H’m. Some of your revolutionary friends’ effusions are written in a charabia every bit as incomprehensible as Chinese—” Mr Vladimir let fall disdainfully a grey sheet of printed matter. “What are all these leaflets headed F. P., with a hammer, pen, and torch crossed? What does it mean, this F. P.?” Mr Verloc approached the imposing writing-table.
“Hm. Some of your revolutionary friends' writings are just as incomprehensible as Chinese,” Mr. Vladimir said dismissively, dropping a gray sheet of printed material. “What are all these leaflets marked F. P., with a hammer, pen, and torch crossed? What does this F. P. mean?” Mr. Verloc moved closer to the grand writing desk.
“The Future of the Proletariat. It’s a society,” he explained, standing ponderously by the side of the arm-chair, “not anarchist in principle, but open to all shades of revolutionary opinion.”
“The Future of the Proletariat. It’s a society,” he explained, standing thoughtfully by the side of the armchair, “not anarchist in principle, but welcoming to all kinds of revolutionary ideas.”
“Are you in it?”
"Are you involved?"
“One of the Vice-Presidents,” Mr Verloc breathed out heavily; and the First Secretary of the Embassy raised his head to look at him.
“One of the Vice Presidents,” Mr. Verloc sighed heavily; and the First Secretary of the Embassy looked up at him.
“Then you ought to be ashamed of yourself,” he said incisively. “Isn’t your society capable of anything else but printing this prophetic bosh in blunt type on this filthy paper eh? Why don’t you do something? Look here. I’ve this matter in hand now, and I tell you plainly that you will have to earn your money. The good old Stott-Wartenheim times are over. No work, no pay.”
“Then you should be ashamed of yourself,” he said sharply. “Isn’t your society capable of anything besides printing this ridiculous nonsense in bold type on this awful paper? Why don’t you do something? Listen, I’m taking care of this now, and I’m telling you straight that you’re going to have to earn your money. The good old days of Stott-Wartenheim are over. No work, no pay.”
Mr Verloc felt a queer sensation of faintness in his stout legs. He stepped back one pace, and blew his nose loudly.
Mr. Verloc felt a strange wave of lightheadedness in his heavy legs. He took a step back and blew his nose loudly.
He was, in truth, startled and alarmed. The rusty London sunshine struggling clear of the London mist shed a lukewarm brightness into the First Secretary’s private room; and in the silence Mr Verloc heard against a window-pane the faint buzzing of a fly—his first fly of the year—heralding better than any number of swallows the approach of spring. The useless fussing of that tiny energetic organism affected unpleasantly this big man threatened in his indolence.
He was genuinely taken aback and worried. The rusty London sunshine fighting to break through the London fog cast a weak light into the First Secretary’s private office; and in the quiet, Mr. Verloc heard the faint buzzing of a fly against the window—his first fly of the year—signaling the arrival of spring better than any number of swallows. The pointless activity of that small, energetic creature unnerved this big man, who was in danger of becoming lazy.
In the pause Mr Vladimir formulated in his mind a series of disparaging remarks concerning Mr Verloc’s face and figure. The fellow was unexpectedly vulgar, heavy, and impudently unintelligent. He looked uncommonly like a master plumber come to present his bill. The First Secretary of the Embassy, from his occasional excursions into the field of American humour, had formed a special notion of that class of mechanic as the embodiment of fraudulent laziness and incompetency.
In the silence, Mr. Vladimir mentally came up with a bunch of insults about Mr. Verloc’s appearance and build. The guy was surprisingly crude, bulky, and annoyingly dim-witted. He strongly resembled a plumber showing up to collect his payment. The First Secretary of the Embassy, from his rare forays into American humor, had developed a specific image of that kind of tradesman as the perfect example of lazy fraud and ineptitude.
This was then the famous and trusty secret agent, so secret that he was never designated otherwise but by the symbol [delta] in the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim’s official, semi-official, and confidential correspondence; the celebrated agent [delta], whose warnings had the power to change the schemes and the dates of royal, imperial, grand ducal journeys, and sometimes caused them to be put off altogether! This fellow! And Mr Vladimir indulged mentally in an enormous and derisive fit of merriment, partly at his own astonishment, which he judged naive, but mostly at the expense of the universally regretted Baron Stott-Wartenheim. His late Excellency, whom the august favour of his Imperial master had imposed as Ambassador upon several reluctant Ministers of Foreign Affairs, had enjoyed in his lifetime a fame for an owlish, pessimistic gullibility. His Excellency had the social revolution on the brain. He imagined himself to be a diplomatist set apart by a special dispensation to watch the end of diplomacy, and pretty nearly the end of the world, in a horrid democratic upheaval. His prophetic and doleful despatches had been for years the joke of Foreign Offices. He was said to have exclaimed on his deathbed (visited by his Imperial friend and master): “Unhappy Europe! Thou shalt perish by the moral insanity of thy children!” He was fated to be the victim of the first humbugging rascal that came along, thought Mr Vladimir, smiling vaguely at Mr Verloc.
This was the well-known and reliable secret agent, so secret that he was only referred to as [delta] in the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim’s official, semi-official, and confidential correspondence; the famous agent [delta], whose warnings could change the plans and the schedules of royal, imperial, and grand ducal travels, sometimes even postponing them entirely! This guy! And Mr. Vladimir found himself mentally indulging in a huge and mocking fit of laughter, partly at his own surprise, which he considered naïve, but mostly at the expense of the universally mourned Baron Stott-Wartenheim. His Excellency, who had been imposed as Ambassador upon several unwilling Foreign Ministers by the esteemed favor of his Imperial master, had been known during his lifetime for his owl-like, pessimistic gullibility. His Excellency was obsessed with social revolution. He fancied himself a diplomat singled out by a special purpose to witness the end of diplomacy, and nearly the end of the world, in a horrible democratic upheaval. For years, his prophetic and gloomy dispatches had been the punchline in Foreign Offices. It was said he had declared on his deathbed (visited by his Imperial friend and master): “Unhappy Europe! You shall perish by the moral insanity of your children!” He was destined to become the target of the first lying scoundrel that came along, thought Mr. Vladimir, smiling vaguely at Mr. Verloc.
“You ought to venerate the memory of Baron Stott-Wartenheim,” he exclaimed suddenly.
"You should honor the memory of Baron Stott-Wartenheim," he said suddenly.
The lowered physiognomy of Mr Verloc expressed a sombre and weary annoyance.
The downturned expression of Mr. Verloc showed a gloomy and tired frustration.
“Permit me to observe to you,” he said, “that I came here because I was summoned by a peremptory letter. I have been here only twice before in the last eleven years, and certainly never at eleven in the morning. It isn’t very wise to call me up like this. There is just a chance of being seen. And that would be no joke for me.”
“Let me point out,” he said, “that I came here because I received a demanding letter. I've only been here twice in the last eleven years, and definitely not at eleven in the morning. It’s not very smart to summon me like this. There’s a chance I could be seen. And that wouldn’t be good for me.”
Mr Vladimir shrugged his shoulders.
Mr. Vladimir shrugged.
“It would destroy my usefulness,” continued the other hotly.
“It would ruin my value,” the other continued angrily.
“That’s your affair,” murmured Mr Vladimir, with soft brutality. “When you cease to be useful you shall cease to be employed. Yes. Right off. Cut short. You shall—” Mr Vladimir, frowning, paused, at a loss for a sufficiently idiomatic expression, and instantly brightened up, with a grin of beautifully white teeth. “You shall be chucked,” he brought out ferociously.
“That’s your problem,” Mr. Vladimir murmured with a gentle but harsh tone. “When you stop being useful, you’ll stop being employed. Yes. Just like that. No warning. You’ll—” Mr. Vladimir frowned, struggling to find the right words, but then his face lit up with a grin of perfectly white teeth. “You’ll be let go,” he said forcefully.
Once more Mr Verloc had to react with all the force of his will against that sensation of faintness running down one’s legs which once upon a time had inspired some poor devil with the felicitous expression: “My heart went down into my boots.” Mr Verloc, aware of the sensation, raised his head bravely.
Once again, Mr. Verloc had to muster all his willpower against that feeling of weakness creeping down his legs, which had once led some unfortunate soul to phrase it as, “My heart sank into my boots.” Mr. Verloc, recognizing the feeling, held his head up with courage.
Mr Vladimir bore the look of heavy inquiry with perfect serenity.
Mr. Vladimir had an expression of deep thought paired with complete calm.
“What we want is to administer a tonic to the Conference in Milan,” he said airily. “Its deliberations upon international action for the suppression of political crime don’t seem to get anywhere. England lags. This country is absurd with its sentimental regard for individual liberty. It’s intolerable to think that all your friends have got only to come over to—”
“What we want is to give a boost to the Conference in Milan,” he said casually. “Its discussions on international efforts to tackle political crime don’t seem to be making any progress. England is falling behind. This country is ridiculous with its emotional attachment to individual freedom. It’s hard to accept that all your friends just need to come over to—”
“In that way I have them all under my eye,” Mr Verloc interrupted huskily.
“In that way, I keep them all in my sight,” Mr. Verloc interrupted hoarsely.
“It would be much more to the point to have them all under lock and key. England must be brought into line. The imbecile bourgeoisie of this country make themselves the accomplices of the very people whose aim is to drive them out of their houses to starve in ditches. And they have the political power still, if they only had the sense to use it for their preservation. I suppose you agree that the middle classes are stupid?”
“It would be a lot more effective to keep them all locked up. England needs to get in line. The clueless middle class in this country are unwittingly aiding the very people trying to push them out of their homes to die in ditches. They still hold political power, if only they had the sense to use it to protect themselves. I guess you agree that the middle classes are foolish?”
Mr Verloc agreed hoarsely.
Mr. Verloc nodded hoarsely.
“They are.”
"They are."
“They have no imagination. They are blinded by an idiotic vanity. What they want just now is a jolly good scare. This is the psychological moment to set your friends to work. I have had you called here to develop to you my idea.”
“They lack imagination. They're blinded by ridiculous vanity. What they want right now is a good scare. This is the perfect moment to get your friends involved. I’ve brought you here to share my idea with you.”
And Mr Vladimir developed his idea from on high, with scorn and condescension, displaying at the same time an amount of ignorance as to the real aims, thoughts, and methods of the revolutionary world which filled the silent Mr Verloc with inward consternation. He confounded causes with effects more than was excusable; the most distinguished propagandists with impulsive bomb throwers; assumed organisation where in the nature of things it could not exist; spoke of the social revolutionary party one moment as of a perfectly disciplined army, where the word of chiefs was supreme, and at another as if it had been the loosest association of desperate brigands that ever camped in a mountain gorge. Once Mr Verloc had opened his mouth for a protest, but the raising of a shapely, large white hand arrested him. Very soon he became too appalled to even try to protest. He listened in a stillness of dread which resembled the immobility of profound attention.
And Mr. Vladimir developed his idea from a high point, with disdain and superiority, while showing a level of ignorance about the true goals, thoughts, and methods of the revolutionary world that left the quiet Mr. Verloc deeply troubled. He confused causes with effects more than was reasonable; mistook the most notable propagandists for reckless bomb throwers; assumed there was organization where, by nature, none could exist; spoke of the social revolutionary party one moment as if it were a perfectly disciplined army, where the word of the leaders was absolute, and the next moment as if it were just a ragtag group of desperate bandits camping in a mountain gorge. Once, Mr. Verloc tried to speak up in protest, but a well-shaped, large white hand stopped him. Soon enough, he was too shocked to even attempt to protest. He listened in a silence filled with fear that resembled the stillness of deep concentration.
“A series of outrages,” Mr Vladimir continued calmly, “executed here in this country; not only planned here—that would not do—they would not mind. Your friends could set half the Continent on fire without influencing the public opinion here in favour of a universal repressive legislation. They will not look outside their backyard here.”
“A series of outrages,” Mr. Vladimir continued calmly, “carried out right here in this country; not only planned here—that wouldn't be enough—they wouldn’t care. Your friends could set half the continent on fire without swaying public opinion here in favor of sweeping repressive laws. They won’t look beyond their own backyard.”
Mr Verloc cleared his throat, but his heart failed him, and he said nothing.
Mr. Verloc cleared his throat, but his heart sank, and he stayed silent.
“These outrages need not be especially sanguinary,” Mr Vladimir went on, as if delivering a scientific lecture, “but they must be sufficiently startling—effective. Let them be directed against buildings, for instance. What is the fetish of the hour that all the bourgeoisie recognise—eh, Mr Verloc?”
“These acts don’t have to be particularly violent,” Mr. Vladimir continued, almost like he was giving a scientific lecture, “but they need to be shocking—effective. Let’s target buildings, for example. What’s the current obsession that all the bourgeoisie acknowledge—right, Mr. Verloc?”
Mr Verloc opened his hands and shrugged his shoulders slightly.
Mr. Verloc opened his hands and shrugged his shoulders a little.
“You are too lazy to think,” was Mr Vladimir’s comment upon that gesture. “Pay attention to what I say. The fetish of to-day is neither royalty nor religion. Therefore the palace and the church should be left alone. You understand what I mean, Mr Verloc?”
“You're too lazy to think,” was Mr. Vladimir’s comment about that gesture. “Pay attention to what I’m saying. The obsession today is neither royalty nor religion. So, the palace and the church should be left alone. Do you get what I mean, Mr. Verloc?”
The dismay and the scorn of Mr Verloc found vent in an attempt at levity.
The frustration and disdain of Mr. Verloc came out in a bid to lighten the mood.
“Perfectly. But what of the Embassies? A series of attacks on the various Embassies,” he began; but he could not withstand the cold, watchful stare of the First Secretary.
“Absolutely. But what about the Embassies? There’s been a series of attacks on different Embassies,” he started to say; but he couldn’t handle the cold, watchful glare of the First Secretary.
“You can be facetious, I see,” the latter observed carelessly. “That’s all right. It may enliven your oratory at socialistic congresses. But this room is no place for it. It would be infinitely safer for you to follow carefully what I am saying. As you are being called upon to furnish facts instead of cock-and-bull stories, you had better try to make your profit off what I am taking the trouble to explain to you. The sacrosanct fetish of to-day is science. Why don’t you get some of your friends to go for that wooden-faced panjandrum—eh? Is it not part of these institutions which must be swept away before the F. P. comes along?”
"You can be sarcastic, I see," the other person remarked casually. "That’s fine. It might make your speeches more entertaining at socialist meetings. But this room isn't the right place for it. It would be much smarter for you to really pay attention to what I’m saying. Since you're being asked to provide facts instead of ridiculous stories, you should try to benefit from what I’m taking the time to explain to you. The holy obsession of today is science. Why don’t you get some of your friends to challenge that stiff-faced authority figure—eh? Isn’t it part of those institutions that need to be taken down before the F.P. shows up?"
Mr Verloc said nothing. He was afraid to open his lips lest a groan should escape him.
Mr. Verloc said nothing. He was afraid to speak, worried that a groan might slip out.
“This is what you should try for. An attempt upon a crowned head or on a president is sensational enough in a way, but not so much as it used to be. It has entered into the general conception of the existence of all chiefs of state. It’s almost conventional—especially since so many presidents have been assassinated. Now let us take an outrage upon—say a church. Horrible enough at first sight, no doubt, and yet not so effective as a person of an ordinary mind might think. No matter how revolutionary and anarchist in inception, there would be fools enough to give such an outrage the character of a religious manifestation. And that would detract from the especial alarming significance we wish to give to the act. A murderous attempt on a restaurant or a theatre would suffer in the same way from the suggestion of non-political passion: the exasperation of a hungry man, an act of social revenge. All this is used up; it is no longer instructive as an object lesson in revolutionary anarchism. Every newspaper has ready-made phrases to explain such manifestations away. I am about to give you the philosophy of bomb throwing from my point of view; from the point of view you pretend to have been serving for the last eleven years. I will try not to talk above your head. The sensibilities of the class you are attacking are soon blunted. Property seems to them an indestructible thing. You can’t count upon their emotions either of pity or fear for very long. A bomb outrage to have any influence on public opinion now must go beyond the intention of vengeance or terrorism. It must be purely destructive. It must be that, and only that, beyond the faintest suspicion of any other object. You anarchists should make it clear that you are perfectly determined to make a clean sweep of the whole social creation. But how to get that appallingly absurd notion into the heads of the middle classes so that there should be no mistake? That’s the question. By directing your blows at something outside the ordinary passions of humanity is the answer. Of course, there is art. A bomb in the National Gallery would make some noise. But it would not be serious enough. Art has never been their fetish. It’s like breaking a few back windows in a man’s house; whereas, if you want to make him really sit up, you must try at least to raise the roof. There would be some screaming of course, but from whom? Artists—art critics and such like—people of no account. Nobody minds what they say. But there is learning—science. Any imbecile that has got an income believes in that. He does not know why, but he believes it matters somehow. It is the sacrosanct fetish. All the damned professors are radicals at heart. Let them know that their great panjandrum has got to go too, to make room for the Future of the Proletariat. A howl from all these intellectual idiots is bound to help forward the labours of the Milan Conference. They will be writing to the papers. Their indignation would be above suspicion, no material interests being openly at stake, and it will alarm every selfishness of the class which should be impressed. They believe that in some mysterious way science is at the source of their material prosperity. They do. And the absurd ferocity of such a demonstration will affect them more profoundly than the mangling of a whole street—or theatre—full of their own kind. To that last they can always say: ‘Oh! it’s mere class hate.’ But what is one to say to an act of destructive ferocity so absurd as to be incomprehensible, inexplicable, almost unthinkable; in fact, mad? Madness alone is truly terrifying, inasmuch as you cannot placate it either by threats, persuasion, or bribes. Moreover, I am a civilised man. I would never dream of directing you to organise a mere butchery, even if I expected the best results from it. But I wouldn’t expect from a butchery the result I want. Murder is always with us. It is almost an institution. The demonstration must be against learning—science. But not every science will do. The attack must have all the shocking senselessness of gratuitous blasphemy. Since bombs are your means of expression, it would be really telling if one could throw a bomb into pure mathematics. But that is impossible. I have been trying to educate you; I have expounded to you the higher philosophy of your usefulness, and suggested to you some serviceable arguments. The practical application of my teaching interests you mostly. But from the moment I have undertaken to interview you I have also given some attention to the practical aspect of the question. What do you think of having a go at astronomy?”
"This is what you should aim for. Trying to attack a leader or a president might be sensational in a way, but it’s not as shocking as it used to be. It has become part of how people view all heads of state. It’s almost expected—especially since so many presidents have been killed. Now, let’s consider attacking—let’s say a church. It sounds horrific at first, for sure, but it might not be as impactful as someone with an average mindset would think. No matter how revolutionary or anarchistic the intention, there will always be people who will label such an attack as a religious act. That would take away from the specific alarming significance we want to assign to the act. A violent attempt in a restaurant or a theater would similarly lose its political impact: it could easily be seen as just the frustration of a hungry person or an act of social revenge. All of this is exhausted; it no longer serves as a useful lesson in revolutionary anarchism. Every newspaper has ready-made phrases to rationalize such acts. I’m about to share my perspective on bomb throwing; the perspective you’ve pretended to uphold for the last eleven years. I’ll try to keep it straightforward. The sensitivities of the class you’re targeting quickly dull. They see property as something indestructible. You can't rely on their emotions of pity or fear for very long. For a bombing to impact public opinion now must exceed the intention of revenge or terrorism. It has to be purely destructive. It must be just that, with no hint of any other motive. You anarchists need to make it clear that you are entirely committed to wiping out the entire social structure. But how to get that outrageously absurd idea into the minds of the middle classes so that there’s no misunderstanding? That’s the challenge. By targeting something outside the normal emotions of humanity is the answer. Sure, there’s art. A bomb in the National Gallery would make some noise. But it wouldn’t be serious enough. Art has never really been their obsession. It’s like breaking a few back windows in someone’s house; if you want to shock them, you need to aim higher. There would definitely be some screaming, but from whom? Artists—art critics and the like—people of no real importance. Nobody pays attention to what they say. But then there’s education—science. Any fool with an income believes in that. He doesn’t know why, but he thinks it matters somehow. It is their sacred object. All those professors are radicals at heart. Let them know that their precious system has to go as well, to make way for the Future of the Proletariat. Their outcry is sure to support the efforts of the Milan Conference. They’ll be writing letters to the papers. Their outrage would be beyond question, as no material interests are openly at stake, and it will frighten every form of selfishness in the class that needs to be impressed. They believe that somehow science is responsible for their material success. They really do. And the sheer madness of such a demonstration will affect them more deeply than the deaths of an entire crowd of their own kind. To that last, they can always say: ‘Oh! It’s just class hatred.’ But how can you respond to an act of destructive madness so absurd that it’s incomprehensible, inexplicable, almost unthinkable? In fact, insane? Only madness is truly terrifying because you can't appease it with threats, persuasion, or bribes. Furthermore, I consider myself a civilized person. I would never dream of directing you to organize a simple massacre, even if I expected the best results from it. But I wouldn’t expect the kind of results I want from a massacre. Murder is always present. It’s almost a part of society. The demonstration must be against education—science. But not just any science will do. The attack must have all the shocking senselessness of unprovoked blasphemy. Since bombs are your method of expression, it would be quite something if one could drop a bomb into pure mathematics. But that’s impossible. I’ve been trying to educate you; I’ve shared with you the higher philosophy of your usefulness and offered some solid arguments. The practical side of my teaching mostly interests you. But since I’ve taken the time to talk to you, I’ve also considered the practical aspect of the situation. What do you think about going after astronomy?"
For sometime already Mr Verloc’s immobility by the side of the arm-chair resembled a state of collapsed coma—a sort of passive insensibility interrupted by slight convulsive starts, such as may be observed in the domestic dog having a nightmare on the hearthrug. And it was in an uneasy doglike growl that he repeated the word:
For a while now, Mr. Verloc's stillness next to the armchair looked like he was in a sort of collapsed coma—a kind of passive insensitivity broken only by small jerky movements, like a pet dog having a nightmare on the rug. And with an uncomfortable, dog-like growl, he repeated the word:
“Astronomy.”
“Astronomy.”
He had not recovered thoroughly as yet from that state of bewilderment brought about by the effort to follow Mr Vladimir’s rapid incisive utterance. It had overcome his power of assimilation. It had made him angry. This anger was complicated by incredulity. And suddenly it dawned upon him that all this was an elaborate joke. Mr Vladimir exhibited his white teeth in a smile, with dimples on his round, full face posed with a complacent inclination above the bristling bow of his neck-tie. The favourite of intelligent society women had assumed his drawing-room attitude accompanying the delivery of delicate witticisms. Sitting well forward, his white hand upraised, he seemed to hold delicately between his thumb and forefinger the subtlety of his suggestion.
He hadn't completely recovered from the confusion caused by trying to keep up with Mr. Vladimir's quick, sharp words. It had overwhelmed his ability to understand. It made him angry. This anger was mixed with disbelief. And suddenly it hit him that this was all a big joke. Mr. Vladimir flashed a smile, showing off his white teeth, with dimples on his round, full face tilting down in a self-satisfied way above the frilly bow of his necktie. The favorite among smart society women was striking a casual pose, ready to deliver some clever remarks. Leaning forward, his white hand raised, he seemed to be delicately holding the nuance of his suggestion between his thumb and forefinger.
“There could be nothing better. Such an outrage combines the greatest possible regard for humanity with the most alarming display of ferocious imbecility. I defy the ingenuity of journalists to persuade their public that any given member of the proletariat can have a personal grievance against astronomy. Starvation itself could hardly be dragged in there—eh? And there are other advantages. The whole civilised world has heard of Greenwich. The very boot-blacks in the basement of Charing Cross Station know something of it. See?”
“There could be nothing better. Such a situation marries the utmost respect for humanity with the most shocking display of brutal stupidity. I challenge journalists to convince their audience that any individual from the working class could have a personal issue with astronomy. Starvation itself could hardly be brought into the equation—right? And there are other benefits. The entire civilized world knows about Greenwich. Even the shoeshiners in the basement of Charing Cross Station know something about it. Got it?”
The features of Mr Vladimir, so well known in the best society by their humorous urbanity, beamed with cynical self-satisfaction, which would have astonished the intelligent women his wit entertained so exquisitely. “Yes,” he continued, with a contemptuous smile, “the blowing up of the first meridian is bound to raise a howl of execration.”
The traits of Mr. Vladimir, well-known in high society for his witty charm, radiated a cynical self-satisfaction that would have surprised the intelligent women who were so delightful entertained by his humor. “Yes,” he added with a dismissive smile, “blowing up the prime meridian is sure to provoke an uproar.”
“A difficult business,” Mr Verloc mumbled, feeling that this was the only safe thing to say.
“A tough job,” Mr. Verloc mumbled, feeling that this was the only safe thing to say.
“What is the matter? Haven’t you the whole gang under your hand? The very pick of the basket? That old terrorist Yundt is here. I see him walking about Piccadilly in his green havelock almost every day. And Michaelis, the ticket-of-leave apostle—you don’t mean to say you don’t know where he is? Because if you don’t, I can tell you,” Mr Vladimir went on menacingly. “If you imagine that you are the only one on the secret fund list, you are mistaken.”
“What’s going on? Don’t you have the whole crew under control? The best of the bunch? That old troublemaker Yundt is around. I see him wandering through Piccadilly in his green raincoat almost every day. And Michaelis, the ex-convict preacher—you can’t possibly not know where he is? Because if you don’t, I can fill you in,” Mr. Vladimir continued threateningly. “If you think you’re the only one on the secret fund list, you’re wrong.”
This perfectly gratuitous suggestion caused Mr Verloc to shuffle his feet slightly.
This completely unnecessary suggestion made Mr. Verloc shift his feet a bit.
“And the whole Lausanne lot—eh? Haven’t they been flocking over here at the first hint of the Milan Conference? This is an absurd country.”
“And the whole Lausanne crowd—right? Haven’t they been rushing over here at the first sign of the Milan Conference? This is a crazy country.”
“It will cost money,” Mr Verloc said, by a sort of instinct.
“It'll cost money,” Mr. Verloc said instinctively.
“That cock won’t fight,” Mr Vladimir retorted, with an amazingly genuine English accent. “You’ll get your screw every month, and no more till something happens. And if nothing happens very soon you won’t get even that. What’s your ostensible occupation? What are you supposed to live by?”
“That rooster won’t fight,” Mr. Vladimir replied, with a surprisingly authentic English accent. “You’ll get your pay every month, and nothing more until something changes. And if nothing changes really soon, you won’t even get that. What’s your supposed job? How are you planning to make a living?”
“I keep a shop,” answered Mr Verloc.
“I run a shop,” replied Mr. Verloc.
“A shop! What sort of shop?”
“A shop! What kind of shop?”
“Stationery, newspapers. My wife—”
“Stationery, newspapers. My wife—”
“Your what?” interrupted Mr Vladimir in his guttural Central Asian tones.
"Your what?" interrupted Mr. Vladimir in his deep Central Asian voice.
“My wife.” Mr Verloc raised his husky voice slightly. “I am married.”
“My wife.” Mr. Verloc raised his deep voice a little. “I’m married.”
“That be damned for a yarn,” exclaimed the other in unfeigned astonishment. “Married! And you a professed anarchist, too! What is this confounded nonsense? But I suppose it’s merely a manner of speaking. Anarchists don’t marry. It’s well known. They can’t. It would be apostasy.”
“That’s ridiculous,” the other exclaimed in genuine surprise. “Married! And you’re supposed to be an anarchist, too! What is this crazy nonsense? But I guess it’s just a way of talking. Anarchists don’t marry. Everyone knows that. They can’t. It would be betrayal.”
“My wife isn’t one,” Mr Verloc mumbled sulkily. “Moreover, it’s no concern of yours.”
“My wife isn’t one,” Mr. Verloc mumbled sulkily. “Besides, it’s none of your business.”
“Oh yes, it is,” snapped Mr Vladimir. “I am beginning to be convinced that you are not at all the man for the work you’ve been employed on. Why, you must have discredited yourself completely in your own world by your marriage. Couldn’t you have managed without? This is your virtuous attachment—eh? What with one sort of attachment and another you are doing away with your usefulness.”
“Oh yes, it is,” snapped Mr. Vladimir. “I’m starting to think you're really not the right person for the job you've been given. Honestly, you must have completely ruined your reputation in your own circle with your marriage. Couldn't you have managed without it? Is this your noble commitment—huh? Between one attachment and another, you’re ruining your usefulness.”
Mr Verloc, puffing out his cheeks, let the air escape violently, and that was all. He had armed himself with patience. It was not to be tried much longer. The First Secretary became suddenly very curt, detached, final.
Mr. Verloc, puffing out his cheeks, let the air escape forcefully, and that was it. He had prepared himself with patience. It wasn’t going to hold out for much longer. The First Secretary suddenly became very brief, distant, and decisive.
“You may go now,” he said. “A dynamite outrage must be provoked. I give you a month. The sittings of the Conference are suspended. Before it reassembles again something must have happened here, or your connection with us ceases.”
“You can leave now,” he said. “We need to stir up a major scandal. I’m giving you a month. The Conference sessions are on hold. By the time we meet again, something needs to have happened here, or you’ll no longer be part of us.”
He changed the note once more with an unprincipled versatility.
He changed the note again with a shameless flexibility.
“Think over my philosophy, Mr—Mr—Verloc,” he said, with a sort of chaffing condescension, waving his hand towards the door. “Go for the first meridian. You don’t know the middle classes as well as I do. Their sensibilities are jaded. The first meridian. Nothing better, and nothing easier, I should think.”
“Consider my philosophy, Mr—Mr—Verloc,” he said, with a teasing air of superiority, gesturing towards the door. “Aim for the first meridian. You don’t understand the middle classes as well as I do. They’ve become numb to everything. The first meridian. Nothing better, and nothing simpler, I believe.”
He had got up, and with his thin sensitive lips twitching humorously, watched in the glass over the mantelpiece Mr Verloc backing out of the room heavily, hat and stick in hand. The door closed.
He had gotten up, and with his thin, sensitive lips twitching playfully, watched in the mirror over the mantelpiece as Mr. Verloc clumsily backed out of the room, hat and stick in hand. The door closed.
The footman in trousers, appearing suddenly in the corridor, let Mr Verloc another way out and through a small door in the corner of the courtyard. The porter standing at the gate ignored his exit completely; and Mr Verloc retraced the path of his morning’s pilgrimage as if in a dream—an angry dream. This detachment from the material world was so complete that, though the mortal envelope of Mr Verloc had not hastened unduly along the streets, that part of him to which it would be unwarrantably rude to refuse immortality, found itself at the shop door all at once, as if borne from west to east on the wings of a great wind. He walked straight behind the counter, and sat down on a wooden chair that stood there. No one appeared to disturb his solitude. Stevie, put into a green baize apron, was now sweeping and dusting upstairs, intent and conscientious, as though he were playing at it; and Mrs Verloc, warned in the kitchen by the clatter of the cracked bell, had merely come to the glazed door of the parlour, and putting the curtain aside a little, had peered into the dim shop. Seeing her husband sitting there shadowy and bulky, with his hat tilted far back on his head, she had at once returned to her stove. An hour or more later she took the green baize apron off her brother Stevie, and instructed him to wash his hands and face in the peremptory tone she had used in that connection for fifteen years or so—ever since she had, in fact, ceased to attend to the boy’s hands and face herself. She spared presently a glance away from her dishing-up for the inspection of that face and those hands which Stevie, approaching the kitchen table, offered for her approval with an air of self-assurance hiding a perpetual residue of anxiety. Formerly the anger of the father was the supremely effective sanction of these rites, but Mr Verloc’s placidity in domestic life would have made all mention of anger incredible even to poor Stevie’s nervousness. The theory was that Mr Verloc would have been inexpressibly pained and shocked by any deficiency of cleanliness at meal times. Winnie after the death of her father found considerable consolation in the feeling that she need no longer tremble for poor Stevie. She could not bear to see the boy hurt. It maddened her. As a little girl she had often faced with blazing eyes the irascible licensed victualler in defence of her brother. Nothing now in Mrs Verloc’s appearance could lead one to suppose that she was capable of a passionate demonstration.
The footman in trousers suddenly appeared in the corridor and showed Mr. Verloc another way out through a small door in the corner of the courtyard. The porter at the gate completely ignored his exit, and Mr. Verloc retraced the path of his morning journey as if he were in a dream—an angry dream. This disconnection from the material world was so complete that, although Mr. Verloc's body didn't hurry along the streets, that part of him that deserved immortality found itself at the shop door all at once, as if carried from west to east on the wings of a powerful wind. He walked straight behind the counter and sat down on a wooden chair that was there. No one disturbed his solitude. Stevie, wearing a green baize apron, was now sweeping and dusting upstairs, focused and diligent, as if he were just pretending; and Mrs. Verloc, alerted in the kitchen by the sound of the cracked bell, merely came to the glazed door of the parlor, peered in through a slightly parted curtain, and saw her husband sitting there, shadowy and bulky with his hat tilted far back on his head, before quickly returning to her stove. An hour or more later, she took off Stevie's green baize apron and told him to wash his hands and face in the firm tone she had used for about fifteen years—ever since she stopped taking care of the boy's hands and face herself. She glanced away from her cooking to inspect Stevie’s face and hands, which he presented for her approval with a confident air that hid a lasting anxiety. Previously, their father's anger had been the ultimate force behind these rituals, but Mr. Verloc’s calm demeanor at home made any mention of anger unbelievable, even to poor Stevie’s nervousness. The idea was that Mr. Verloc would have been deeply pained and shocked by any lack of cleanliness at mealtimes. After her father's death, Winnie found great comfort in knowing she no longer had to worry about poor Stevie. She couldn't stand to see the boy hurt, and it drove her crazy. As a little girl, she had often confronted the irritable pub owner with fierce determination to defend her brother. Nothing in Mrs. Verloc’s appearance now suggested she was capable of such a passionate outburst.
She finished her dishing-up. The table was laid in the parlour. Going to the foot of the stairs, she screamed out “Mother!” Then opening the glazed door leading to the shop, she said quietly “Adolf!” Mr Verloc had not changed his position; he had not apparently stirred a limb for an hour and a half. He got up heavily, and came to his dinner in his overcoat and with his hat on, without uttering a word. His silence in itself had nothing startlingly unusual in this household, hidden in the shades of the sordid street seldom touched by the sun, behind the dim shop with its wares of disreputable rubbish. Only that day Mr Verloc’s taciturnity was so obviously thoughtful that the two women were impressed by it. They sat silent themselves, keeping a watchful eye on poor Stevie, lest he should break out into one of his fits of loquacity. He faced Mr Verloc across the table, and remained very good and quiet, staring vacantly. The endeavour to keep him from making himself objectionable in any way to the master of the house put no inconsiderable anxiety into these two women’s lives. “That boy,” as they alluded to him softly between themselves, had been a source of that sort of anxiety almost from the very day of his birth. The late licensed victualler’s humiliation at having such a very peculiar boy for a son manifested itself by a propensity to brutal treatment; for he was a person of fine sensibilities, and his sufferings as a man and a father were perfectly genuine. Afterwards Stevie had to be kept from making himself a nuisance to the single gentlemen lodgers, who are themselves a queer lot, and are easily aggrieved. And there was always the anxiety of his mere existence to face. Visions of a workhouse infirmary for her child had haunted the old woman in the basement breakfast-room of the decayed Belgravian house. “If you had not found such a good husband, my dear,” she used to say to her daughter, “I don’t know what would have become of that poor boy.”
She finished serving the food. The table was set in the living room. Going to the bottom of the stairs, she yelled, “Mom!” Then, opening the glass door that led to the shop, she quietly said, “Adolf!” Mr. Verloc hadn’t changed his position; he apparently hadn’t moved for an hour and a half. He got up slowly and came to dinner in his overcoat and with his hat on, without saying a word. His silence wasn’t particularly unusual in this household, tucked away in the shadows of a downtrodden street rarely touched by the sun, behind the dim shop filled with sleazy junk. Only that day, Mr. Verloc’s silence was so noticeably contemplative that both women took notice. They sat quietly, keeping a close eye on poor Stevie to ensure he didn’t break into one of his talking fits. He faced Mr. Verloc across the table, remaining very still and staring blankly. The effort to prevent him from being bothersome in any way to the head of the household added a fair amount of anxiety to the lives of these two women. “That boy,” as they gently referred to him among themselves, had been a source of such worry almost from the day he was born. The previous pub owner’s embarrassment at having such a peculiar son showed in his tendency toward harsh treatment; he was a person of sensitive feelings, and his struggles as a man and father were completely real. Later, they had to keep Stevie from becoming a nuisance to the single male lodgers, who were also a strange bunch and could easily be upset. Plus, there was always the concern of his mere existence to deal with. Nightmares of a workhouse hospital for her child haunted the old woman in the basement breakfast room of the dilapidated Belgravian house. “If you hadn’t found such a good husband, my dear,” she would tell her daughter, “I don’t know what would have happened to that poor boy.”
Mr Verloc extended as much recognition to Stevie as a man not particularly fond of animals may give to his wife’s beloved cat; and this recognition, benevolent and perfunctory, was essentially of the same quality. Both women admitted to themselves that not much more could be reasonably expected. It was enough to earn for Mr Verloc the old woman’s reverential gratitude. In the early days, made sceptical by the trials of friendless life, she used sometimes to ask anxiously: “You don’t think, my dear, that Mr Verloc is getting tired of seeing Stevie about?” To this Winnie replied habitually by a slight toss of her head. Once, however, she retorted, with a rather grim pertness: “He’ll have to get tired of me first.” A long silence ensued. The mother, with her feet propped up on a stool, seemed to be trying to get to the bottom of that answer, whose feminine profundity had struck her all of a heap. She had never really understood why Winnie had married Mr Verloc. It was very sensible of her, and evidently had turned out for the best, but her girl might have naturally hoped to find somebody of a more suitable age. There had been a steady young fellow, only son of a butcher in the next street, helping his father in business, with whom Winnie had been walking out with obvious gusto. He was dependent on his father, it is true; but the business was good, and his prospects excellent. He took her girl to the theatre on several evenings. Then just as she began to dread to hear of their engagement (for what could she have done with that big house alone, with Stevie on her hands), that romance came to an abrupt end, and Winnie went about looking very dull. But Mr Verloc, turning up providentially to occupy the first-floor front bedroom, there had been no more question of the young butcher. It was clearly providential.
Mr. Verloc acknowledged Stevie as much as someone who isn’t really fond of animals might acknowledge his wife’s favorite cat; and this acknowledgment, somewhat kind but mostly routine, was essentially the same. Both women recognized that not much more could be reasonably expected. This was enough to earn Mr. Verloc the old woman’s deep gratitude. In the early days, skeptical from the hardships of a lonely life, she would sometimes ask worriedly, “You don’t think, dear, that Mr. Verloc is getting tired of having Stevie around?” To this, Winnie would typically respond with a slight nod. However, once she replied with a rather blunt attitude, “He’ll have to get tired of me first.” A long silence followed. The mother, with her feet up on a stool, seemed to be pondering that response, which had surprised her with its feminine depth. She had never really understood why Winnie had married Mr. Verloc. It made sense, of course, and it clearly turned out well, but her daughter might have reasonably hoped to find someone more appropriately aged. There had been a steady young man, the only son of a butcher in the next street, who was helping his father with the business, and with whom Winnie had been dating with evident enthusiasm. True, he depended on his father, but the business was thriving, and his prospects were excellent. He took her out to the theater several times. Just when she started to worry about hearing news of their engagement (because what could she do with that big house alone, with Stevie to care for?), that romance ended abruptly, and Winnie looked quite down. But then Mr. Verloc appeared to conveniently take the front bedroom on the first floor, and there was no longer any talk of the young butcher. It was clearly a stroke of luck.
CHAPTER III
“ . . . All idealisation makes life poorer. To beautify it is to take away its character of complexity—it is to destroy it. Leave that to the moralists, my boy. History is made by men, but they do not make it in their heads. The ideas that are born in their consciousness play an insignificant part in the march of events. History is dominated and determined by the tool and the production—by the force of economic conditions. Capitalism has made socialism, and the laws made by the capitalism for the protection of property are responsible for anarchism. No one can tell what form the social organisation may take in the future. Then why indulge in prophetic phantasies? At best they can only interpret the mind of the prophet, and can have no objective value. Leave that pastime to the moralists, my boy.”
“. . . All idealization makes life poorer. To make it pretty is to strip away its complexity—it destroys it. Leave that to the moralists, my boy. History is created by people, but they don't create it just in their minds. The ideas that come to them play a minor role in the course of events. History is shaped and guided by tools and production—by the power of economic conditions. Capitalism has birthed socialism, and the laws created by capitalism to protect property lead to anarchism. No one can predict what the structure of society will look like in the future. So why entertain prophetic fantasies? At best, they can only reflect the prophet's mind and have no real objective value. Leave that hobby to the moralists, my boy.”
Michaelis, the ticket-of-leave apostle, was speaking in an even voice, a voice that wheezed as if deadened and oppressed by the layer of fat on his chest. He had come out of a highly hygienic prison round like a tub, with an enormous stomach and distended cheeks of a pale, semi-transparent complexion, as though for fifteen years the servants of an outraged society had made a point of stuffing him with fattening foods in a damp and lightless cellar. And ever since he had never managed to get his weight down as much as an ounce.
Michaelis, the former convict turned preacher, was speaking in a flat tone, a voice that wheezed as if it was smothered and weighed down by the layer of fat on his chest. He had come out of a very clean prison looking like a tub, with a huge stomach and swollen cheeks that were a pale, semi-transparent color, as if for fifteen years the agents of a wronged society had taken pleasure in stuffing him with rich foods in a dark and damp cellar. And ever since, he hadn’t managed to lose even an ounce.
It was said that for three seasons running a very wealthy old lady had sent him for a cure to Marienbad—where he was about to share the public curiosity once with a crowned head—but the police on that occasion ordered him to leave within twelve hours. His martyrdom was continued by forbidding him all access to the healing waters. But he was resigned now.
It was said that for three consecutive seasons, a very wealthy old lady had sent him to Marienbad for treatment—where he was about to attract public attention alongside a member of royalty—but this time, the police ordered him to leave within twelve hours. His suffering continued as he was banned from accessing the healing waters. But he accepted it now.
With his elbow presenting no appearance of a joint, but more like a bend in a dummy’s limb, thrown over the back of a chair, he leaned forward slightly over his short and enormous thighs to spit into the grate.
With his elbow looking like it didn't have a joint, more like a bend in a mannequin's arm, thrown over the back of a chair, he leaned forward a bit over his short and huge thighs to spit into the fireplace.
“Yes! I had the time to think things out a little,” he added without emphasis. “Society has given me plenty of time for meditation.”
“Yes! I had the chance to think things through a bit,” he added casually. “Society has given me plenty of time to reflect.”
On the other side of the fireplace, in the horse-hair arm-chair where Mrs Verloc’s mother was generally privileged to sit, Karl Yundt giggled grimly, with a faint black grimace of a toothless mouth. The terrorist, as he called himself, was old and bald, with a narrow, snow-white wisp of a goatee hanging limply from his chin. An extraordinary expression of underhand malevolence survived in his extinguished eyes. When he rose painfully the thrusting forward of a skinny groping hand deformed by gouty swellings suggested the effort of a moribund murderer summoning all his remaining strength for a last stab. He leaned on a thick stick, which trembled under his other hand.
On the other side of the fireplace, in the horsehair armchair that Mrs. Verloc’s mother usually sat in, Karl Yundt grimaced humorlessly, with a faint, toothless grin. The terrorist, as he called himself, was old and bald, with a thin, white goatee hanging limply from his chin. An odd expression of hidden malice lingered in his dull eyes. When he painfully got up, the forward thrust of his skinny, gnarled hand, swollen from gout, suggested the effort of a dying murderer gathering his last strength for a final attack. He leaned on a thick stick that shook under his other hand.
“I have always dreamed,” he mouthed fiercely, “of a band of men absolute in their resolve to discard all scruples in the choice of means, strong enough to give themselves frankly the name of destroyers, and free from the taint of that resigned pessimism which rots the world. No pity for anything on earth, including themselves, and death enlisted for good and all in the service of humanity—that’s what I would have liked to see.”
“I have always dreamed,” he said passionately, “of a group of men completely committed to casting aside any moral hesitations in their choices, strong enough to openly call themselves destroyers, and untouched by the kind of resigned pessimism that weakens the world. No compassion for anything on this planet, including themselves, and embracing death completely in the service of humanity—that’s what I would have liked to see.”
His little bald head quivered, imparting a comical vibration to the wisp of white goatee. His enunciation would have been almost totally unintelligible to a stranger. His worn-out passion, resembling in its impotent fierceness the excitement of a senile sensualist, was badly served by a dried throat and toothless gums which seemed to catch the tip of his tongue. Mr Verloc, established in the corner of the sofa at the other end of the room, emitted two hearty grunts of assent.
His little bald head shook slightly, giving a funny tremor to the wisp of white goatee. To a stranger, his speech would have been nearly impossible to understand. His faded enthusiasm, similar in its weak intensity to that of an aging lech, was poorly supported by a dry throat and toothless gums that seemed to catch his tongue. Mr. Verloc, settled in the corner of the sofa at the opposite end of the room, let out two loud grunts of agreement.
The old terrorist turned slowly his head on his skinny neck from side to side.
The old terrorist slowly turned his head from side to side on his thin neck.
“And I could never get as many as three such men together. So much for your rotten pessimism,” he snarled at Michaelis, who uncrossed his thick legs, similar to bolsters, and slid his feet abruptly under his chair in sign of exasperation.
“And I could never get more than three of those guys together. So much for your terrible pessimism,” he snapped at Michaelis, who uncrossed his thick legs, like pillows, and suddenly tucked his feet under his chair in frustration.
He a pessimist! Preposterous! He cried out that the charge was outrageous. He was so far from pessimism that he saw already the end of all private property coming along logically, unavoidably, by the mere development of its inherent viciousness. The possessors of property had not only to face the awakened proletariat, but they had also to fight amongst themselves. Yes. Struggle, warfare, was the condition of private ownership. It was fatal. Ah! he did not depend upon emotional excitement to keep up his belief, no declamations, no anger, no visions of blood-red flags waving, or metaphorical lurid suns of vengeance rising above the horizon of a doomed society. Not he! Cold reason, he boasted, was the basis of his optimism. Yes, optimism—
He's a pessimist! Ridiculous! He shouted that the accusation was absurd. He was so far from pessimism that he could already see the inevitable end of all private property coming about simply because of its inherent flaws. Those who owned property not only had to deal with the awakened working class, but they also had to fight among themselves. Yes. Struggle and conflict were part of private ownership. It was doomed. Ah! He didn't rely on emotional hype to maintain his beliefs; no dramatic speeches, no anger, no visions of blood-red flags waving, or metaphorical dark suns of revenge rising above the horizon of a doomed society. Not him! Cold reason, he claimed, was the foundation of his optimism. Yes, optimism—
His laborious wheezing stopped, then, after a gasp or two, he added:
His heavy breathing stopped, and after a couple of gasps, he added:
“Don’t you think that, if I had not been the optimist I am, I could not have found in fifteen years some means to cut my throat? And, in the last instance, there were always the walls of my cell to dash my head against.”
“Don’t you think that if I hadn’t been the optimist I am, I couldn’t have found a way to end my life in fifteen years? And, ultimately, there were always the walls of my cell to bash my head against.”
The shortness of breath took all fire, all animation out of his voice; his great, pale cheeks hung like filled pouches, motionless, without a quiver; but in his blue eyes, narrowed as if peering, there was the same look of confident shrewdness, a little crazy in its fixity, they must have had while the indomitable optimist sat thinking at night in his cell. Before him, Karl Yundt remained standing, one wing of his faded greenish havelock thrown back cavalierly over his shoulder. Seated in front of the fireplace, Comrade Ossipon, ex-medical student, the principal writer of the F. P. leaflets, stretched out his robust legs, keeping the soles of his boots turned up to the glow in the grate. A bush of crinkly yellow hair topped his red, freckled face, with a flattened nose and prominent mouth cast in the rough mould of the negro type. His almond-shaped eyes leered languidly over the high cheek-bones. He wore a grey flannel shirt, the loose ends of a black silk tie hung down the buttoned breast of his serge coat; and his head resting on the back of his chair, his throat largely exposed, he raised to his lips a cigarette in a long wooden tube, puffing jets of smoke straight up at the ceiling.
The shortness of breath drained all the fire and energy from his voice; his large, pale cheeks hung like full pouches, completely still, not even trembling; but in his blue eyes, narrowed as if squinting, there was the same look of confident cleverness, a bit crazy in its intensity, that they must have had while the relentless optimist sat thinking at night in his cell. In front of him, Karl Yundt stood with one side of his faded greenish havelock casually thrown back over his shoulder. Seated by the fireplace, Comrade Ossipon, a former medical student and the main writer of the F. P. leaflets, stretched out his sturdy legs, keeping the soles of his boots upturned toward the glow in the grate. A bush of curly yellow hair topped his red, freckled face, with a flattened nose and prominent mouth shaped like bold type. His almond-shaped eyes lazily examined the high cheekbones. He wore a grey flannel shirt, the loose ends of a black silk tie hanging down the buttoned front of his serge coat; and with his head resting against the back of his chair, his throat exposed, he raised a cigarette in a long wooden holder to his lips, puffing clouds of smoke straight up at the ceiling.
Michaelis pursued his idea—the idea of his solitary reclusion—the thought vouchsafed to his captivity and growing like a faith revealed in visions. He talked to himself, indifferent to the sympathy or hostility of his hearers, indifferent indeed to their presence, from the habit he had acquired of thinking aloud hopefully in the solitude of the four whitewashed walls of his cell, in the sepulchral silence of the great blind pile of bricks near a river, sinister and ugly like a colossal mortuary for the socially drowned.
Michaelis focused on his idea—the idea of his solitary isolation—the thought granted to him during his captivity and growing like a faith revealed in visions. He talked to himself, not caring about the sympathy or hostility of those listening, truly indifferent to their presence, from the habit he developed of thinking aloud hopefully in the solitude of the four whitewashed walls of his cell, in the tomb-like silence of the huge, blind building made of bricks near a river, dark and ugly like a massive grave for the socially lost.
He was no good in discussion, not because any amount of argument could shake his faith, but because the mere fact of hearing another voice disconcerted him painfully, confusing his thoughts at once—these thoughts that for so many years, in a mental solitude more barren than a waterless desert, no living voice had ever combatted, commented, or approved.
He wasn't great at discussions, not because any amount of debate could change his beliefs, but because just hearing another voice threw him off, instantly confusing his thoughts—thoughts that for so many years, in a mental solitude more empty than a desert without water, had never been challenged, commented on, or validated by another living person.
No one interrupted him now, and he made again the confession of his faith, mastering him irresistible and complete like an act of grace: the secret of fate discovered in the material side of life; the economic condition of the world responsible for the past and shaping the future; the source of all history, of all ideas, guiding the mental development of mankind and the very impulses of their passion—
No one interrupted him now, and he once again confessed his faith, overpowering him completely like a gift from above: the secret of fate revealed in the physical aspects of life; the world's economic state accountable for the past and influencing the future; the source of all history, all ideas, steering the intellectual growth of humanity and the very drives of their passions—
A harsh laugh from Comrade Ossipon cut the tirade dead short in a sudden faltering of the tongue and a bewildered unsteadiness of the apostle’s mildly exalted eyes. He closed them slowly for a moment, as if to collect his routed thoughts. A silence fell; but what with the two gas-jets over the table and the glowing grate the little parlour behind Mr Verloc’s shop had become frightfully hot. Mr Verloc, getting off the sofa with ponderous reluctance, opened the door leading into the kitchen to get more air, and thus disclosed the innocent Stevie, seated very good and quiet at a deal table, drawing circles, circles, circles; innumerable circles, concentric, eccentric; a coruscating whirl of circles that by their tangled multitude of repeated curves, uniformity of form, and confusion of intersecting lines suggested a rendering of cosmic chaos, the symbolism of a mad art attempting the inconceivable. The artist never turned his head; and in all his soul’s application to the task his back quivered, his thin neck, sunk into a deep hollow at the base of the skull, seemed ready to snap.
A harsh laugh from Comrade Ossipon abruptly cut off the speech, causing the apostle's words to falter and his mildly exalted eyes to appear bewildered and unsteady. He slowly closed his eyes for a moment, as if trying to gather his scattered thoughts. Silence fell, but with the two gas-jets over the table and the glowing fireplace, the small parlor behind Mr. Verloc's shop had become incredibly hot. Mr. Verloc, getting off the sofa with heavy reluctance, opened the door to the kitchen for some fresh air, revealing the innocent Stevie, sitting quietly at a simple table, drawing circles—circles, circles, circles; countless circles, concentric and eccentric; a dazzling whirl of circles that, with their tangled multitude of repeated curves, uniformity of form, and confusion of intersecting lines, suggested a depiction of cosmic chaos—a symbol of a mad art trying to express the inconceivable. The artist never turned his head; in his complete focus on the task, his back quivered, and his thin neck, sunk deep at the base of his skull, looked ready to snap.
Mr Verloc, after a grunt of disapproving surprise, returned to the sofa. Alexander Ossipon got up, tall in his threadbare blue serge suit under the low ceiling, shook off the stiffness of long immobility, and strolled away into the kitchen (down two steps) to look over Stevie’s shoulder. He came back, pronouncing oracularly: “Very good. Very characteristic, perfectly typical.”
Mr. Verloc, with a grunt of disapproving surprise, went back to the sofa. Alexander Ossipon stood up, tall in his worn blue suit under the low ceiling, shook off the stiffness from being still for so long, and wandered into the kitchen (down two steps) to peek over Stevie’s shoulder. He returned, making a grand statement: “Very good. Very characteristic, perfectly typical.”
“What’s very good?” grunted inquiringly Mr Verloc, settled again in the corner of the sofa. The other explained his meaning negligently, with a shade of condescension and a toss of his head towards the kitchen:
“What’s very good?” grunted Mr. Verloc, settling back into the corner of the sofa. The other person explained his meaning carelessly, with a hint of condescension and a flick of his head towards the kitchen:
“Typical of this form of degeneracy—these drawings, I mean.”
“Typical of this kind of decline—these drawings, I mean.”
“You would call that lad a degenerate, would you?” mumbled Mr Verloc.
“You would call that guy a loser, would you?” mumbled Mr. Verloc.
Comrade Alexander Ossipon—nicknamed the Doctor, ex-medical student without a degree; afterwards wandering lecturer to working-men’s associations upon the socialistic aspects of hygiene; author of a popular quasi-medical study (in the form of a cheap pamphlet seized promptly by the police) entitled “The Corroding Vices of the Middle Classes”; special delegate of the more or less mysterious Red Committee, together with Karl Yundt and Michaelis for the work of literary propaganda—turned upon the obscure familiar of at least two Embassies that glance of insufferable, hopelessly dense sufficiency which nothing but the frequentation of science can give to the dulness of common mortals.
Comrade Alexander Ossipon—known as the Doctor, an ex-medical student without a degree; later a traveling lecturer for workers' associations on the social aspects of hygiene; author of a popular quasi-medical pamphlet (which was quickly seized by the police) titled “The Corroding Vices of the Middle Classes”; special delegate of the somewhat mysterious Red Committee, along with Karl Yundt and Michaelis for the purpose of literary propaganda—gave the obscure acquaintance of at least two Embassies a look of unbearable, hopelessly thick-headed confidence that only frequent contact with science can bestow upon the dullness of ordinary people.
“That’s what he may be called scientifically. Very good type too, altogether, of that sort of degenerate. It’s enough to glance at the lobes of his ears. If you read Lombroso—”
“That’s what he might be called scientifically. A very good example, overall, of that kind of degenerate. Just a look at the lobes of his ears is enough. If you read Lombroso—”
Mr Verloc, moody and spread largely on the sofa, continued to look down the row of his waistcoat buttons; but his cheeks became tinged by a faint blush. Of late even the merest derivative of the word science (a term in itself inoffensive and of indefinite meaning) had the curious power of evoking a definitely offensive mental vision of Mr Vladimir, in his body as he lived, with an almost supernatural clearness. And this phenomenon, deserving justly to be classed amongst the marvels of science, induced in Mr Verloc an emotional state of dread and exasperation tending to express itself in violent swearing. But he said nothing. It was Karl Yundt who was heard, implacable to his last breath.
Mr. Verloc, feeling moody and lying back on the sofa, kept staring at his waistcoat buttons; however, a faint blush crept into his cheeks. Lately, even the slightest reference to the word science (which was harmless and vague on its own) had a strange ability to trigger a disturbingly clear mental image of Mr. Vladimir, as he was in real life. This experience, rightly considered one of the wonders of science, filled Mr. Verloc with a mix of dread and frustration that almost made him want to curse out loud. But he stayed silent. It was Karl Yundt who could still be heard, relentless until the end.
“Lombroso is an ass.”
"Lombroso is a jerk."
Comrade Ossipon met the shock of this blasphemy by an awful, vacant stare. And the other, his extinguished eyes without gleams blackening the deep shadows under the great, bony forehead, mumbled, catching the tip of his tongue between his lips at every second word as though he were chewing it angrily:
Comrade Ossipon reacted to this shocking blasphemy with a terrible, blank stare. The other, with his dull eyes darkening the deep shadows beneath his prominent, bony forehead, muttered, catching the tip of his tongue between his lips at every other word as if he were chewing it in frustration.
“Did you ever see such an idiot? For him the criminal is the prisoner. Simple, is it not? What about those who shut him up there—forced him in there? Exactly. Forced him in there. And what is crime? Does he know that, this imbecile who has made his way in this world of gorged fools by looking at the ears and teeth of a lot of poor, luckless devils? Teeth and ears mark the criminal? Do they? And what about the law that marks him still better—the pretty branding instrument invented by the overfed to protect themselves against the hungry? Red-hot applications on their vile skins—hey? Can’t you smell and hear from here the thick hide of the people burn and sizzle? That’s how criminals are made for your Lombrosos to write their silly stuff about.”
“Have you ever seen such an idiot? To him, the criminal is just the prisoner. Simple, right? What about those who put him there—who forced him into that situation? Exactly. Forced him in there. And what even is crime? Does this fool understand that, the one who has navigated through this world of gluttonous idiots by examining the ears and teeth of a bunch of unfortunate souls? Are teeth and ears what define a criminal? Really? And what about the law that identifies him even better—the nice little branding tool created by the privileged to protect themselves from the needy? Scorching applications on their disgusting skin—right? Can’t you see and hear from here the thick skin of the people burning and sizzling? That’s how criminals are made for your Lombrosos to write their nonsense about.”
The knob of his stick and his legs shook together with passion, whilst the trunk, draped in the wings of the havelock, preserved his historic attitude of defiance. He seemed to sniff the tainted air of social cruelty, to strain his ear for its atrocious sounds. There was an extraordinary force of suggestion in this posturing. The all but moribund veteran of dynamite wars had been a great actor in his time—actor on platforms, in secret assemblies, in private interviews. The famous terrorist had never in his life raised personally as much as his little finger against the social edifice. He was no man of action; he was not even an orator of torrential eloquence, sweeping the masses along in the rushing noise and foam of a great enthusiasm. With a more subtle intention, he took the part of an insolent and venomous evoker of sinister impulses which lurk in the blind envy and exasperated vanity of ignorance, in the suffering and misery of poverty, in all the hopeful and noble illusions of righteous anger, pity, and revolt. The shadow of his evil gift clung to him yet like the smell of a deadly drug in an old vial of poison, emptied now, useless, ready to be thrown away upon the rubbish-heap of things that had served their time.
The handle of his cane and his legs shook with passion, while the trunk, covered by the wings of the havelock, maintained his historic stance of defiance. He seemed to detect the foul air of social cruelty, straining to hear its horrifying sounds. There was an incredible power in this posturing. The nearly lifeless veteran of dynamite wars had been a great performer in his day—acting on stages, in secret meetings, in private talks. The famous terrorist had never actually lifted a finger against the social structure. He wasn't a man of action; he wasn’t even a charismatic speaker who could rally the masses with a tide of enthusiasm. Instead, he subtly played the role of an arrogant and toxic instigator of dark impulses that linger in the blind envy and frustrated vanity of ignorance, in the suffering and misery of poverty, in all the hopeful and noble illusions of righteous anger, pity, and rebellion. The shadow of his sinister talent still clung to him like the scent of a deadly drug in an old vial of poison, now empty, useless, ready to be discarded with the remnants of things that had outlived their purpose.
Michaelis, the ticket-of-leave apostle, smiled vaguely with his glued lips; his pasty moon face drooped under the weight of melancholy assent. He had been a prisoner himself. His own skin had sizzled under the red-hot brand, he murmured softly. But Comrade Ossipon, nicknamed the Doctor, had got over the shock by that time.
Michaelis, the released convict turned preacher, smiled faintly with his sealed lips; his pale, moon-like face sagged from the weight of sad agreement. He had been a prisoner too. His own skin had burned under the scorching brand, he whispered softly. But Comrade Ossipon, known as the Doctor, had already recovered from the shock by that point.
“You don’t understand,” he began disdainfully, but stopped short, intimidated by the dead blackness of the cavernous eyes in the face turned slowly towards him with a blind stare, as if guided only by the sound. He gave the discussion up, with a slight shrug of the shoulders.
“You don’t get it,” he started contemptuously, but hesitated, thrown off by the deep blackness of the cavernous eyes in the face that slowly turned toward him with a vacant stare, as if it could only follow the sound. He dropped the conversation, giving a slight shrug of his shoulders.
Stevie, accustomed to move about disregarded, had got up from the kitchen table, carrying off his drawing to bed with him. He had reached the parlour door in time to receive in full the shock of Karl Yundt’s eloquent imagery. The sheet of paper covered with circles dropped out of his fingers, and he remained staring at the old terrorist, as if rooted suddenly to the spot by his morbid horror and dread of physical pain. Stevie knew very well that hot iron applied to one’s skin hurt very much. His scared eyes blazed with indignation: it would hurt terribly. His mouth dropped open.
Stevie, used to moving around unnoticed, got up from the kitchen table, taking his drawing with him to bed. He reached the parlor door just in time to fully absorb Karl Yundt's powerful words. The sheet of paper covered in circles slipped from his fingers, and he stood there staring at the old terrorist, as if suddenly frozen in place by his chilling fear and dread of physical pain. Stevie knew exactly how much it hurt when hot iron touched your skin. His frightened eyes burned with anger: it would be excruciating. His mouth fell open.
Michaelis by staring unwinkingly at the fire had regained that sentiment of isolation necessary for the continuity of his thought. His optimism had begun to flow from his lips. He saw Capitalism doomed in its cradle, born with the poison of the principle of competition in its system. The great capitalists devouring the little capitalists, concentrating the power and the tools of production in great masses, perfecting industrial processes, and in the madness of self-aggrandisement only preparing, organising, enriching, making ready the lawful inheritance of the suffering proletariat. Michaelis pronounced the great word “Patience”—and his clear blue glance, raised to the low ceiling of Mr Verloc’s parlour, had a character of seraphic trustfulness. In the doorway Stevie, calmed, seemed sunk in hebetude.
Michaelis, by staring intently at the fire, had regained that feeling of isolation essential for his train of thought. His optimism started to spill from his lips. He viewed Capitalism as doomed from the start, born with the toxic principle of competition embedded in its system. The big capitalists were devouring the small ones, amassing power and production resources in large quantities, refining industrial processes, and in their madness for self-promotion, only arranging, enriching, and preparing the rightful inheritance of the suffering working class. Michaelis declared the powerful word “Patience”—and his clear blue gaze, turned toward the low ceiling of Mr. Verloc’s living room, had an air of heavenly trust. In the doorway, Stevie, calmed down, appeared to be in a daze.
Comrade Ossipon’s face twitched with exasperation.
Comrade Ossipon’s face twitched with frustration.
“Then it’s no use doing anything—no use whatever.”
“Then there's no point in doing anything—no point at all.”
“I don’t say that,” protested Michaelis gently. His vision of truth had grown so intense that the sound of a strange voice failed to rout it this time. He continued to look down at the red coals. Preparation for the future was necessary, and he was willing to admit that the great change would perhaps come in the upheaval of a revolution. But he argued that revolutionary propaganda was a delicate work of high conscience. It was the education of the masters of the world. It should be as careful as the education given to kings. He would have it advance its tenets cautiously, even timidly, in our ignorance of the effect that may be produced by any given economic change upon the happiness, the morals, the intellect, the history of mankind. For history is made with tools, not with ideas; and everything is changed by economic conditions—art, philosophy, love, virtue—truth itself!
“I don’t say that,” Michaelis protested gently. His vision of truth had grown so intense that the sound of a strange voice couldn't shake it this time. He kept looking down at the glowing red coals. Preparing for the future was necessary, and he was willing to accept that a major change might come through a revolution. But he argued that revolutionary propaganda was a delicate task requiring high moral standards. It was about educating the world's leaders. It should be approached as carefully as the education given to kings. He believed it should advance its ideas slowly, even cautiously, considering our ignorance of how any economic change might impact the happiness, morals, intellect, and history of humanity. After all, history is created with tools, not just ideas; and everything is influenced by economic conditions—art, philosophy, love, virtue—truth itself!
The coals in the grate settled down with a slight crash; and Michaelis, the hermit of visions in the desert of a penitentiary, got up impetuously. Round like a distended balloon, he opened his short, thick arms, as if in a pathetically hopeless attempt to embrace and hug to his breast a self-regenerated universe. He gasped with ardour.
The coals in the fireplace settled down with a gentle thud, and Michaelis, the visionary recluse in the barren landscape of a prison, stood up abruptly. Round like an inflated balloon, he spread his short, stocky arms, as if desperately trying to embrace a self-renewed universe. He breathed heavily with passion.
“The future is as certain as the past—slavery, feudalism, individualism, collectivism. This is the statement of a law, not an empty prophecy.”
“The future is as certain as the past—slavery, feudalism, individualism, collectivism. This is the statement of a law, not a meaningless prediction.”
The disdainful pout of Comrade Ossipon’s thick lips accentuated the negro type of his face.
The contemptuous pout of Comrade Ossipon’s thick lips highlighted the dark tone of his face.
“Nonsense,” he said calmly enough. “There is no law and no certainty. The teaching propaganda be hanged. What the people knows does not matter, were its knowledge ever so accurate. The only thing that matters to us is the emotional state of the masses. Without emotion there is no action.”
“Nonsense,” he said quite calmly. “There’s no law and no certainty. Forget the teaching propaganda. What the people know doesn’t matter, even if their knowledge is spot on. The only thing that matters to us is how the masses feel. Without emotion, there’s no action.”
He paused, then added with modest firmness:
He paused, then added with quiet confidence:
“I am speaking now to you scientifically—scientifically—Eh? What did you say, Verloc?”
“I’m talking to you now in a scientific way—scientifically—Huh? What did you say, Verloc?”
“Nothing,” growled from the sofa Mr Verloc, who, provoked by the abhorrent sound, had merely muttered a “Damn.”
“Nothing,” growled Mr. Verloc from the sofa, who, annoyed by the disgusting sound, had only muttered a “Damn.”
The venomous spluttering of the old terrorist without teeth was heard.
The toothless old terrorist's venomous spluttering could be heard.
“Do you know how I would call the nature of the present economic conditions? I would call it cannibalistic. That’s what it is! They are nourishing their greed on the quivering flesh and the warm blood of the people—nothing else.”
“Do you know how I would describe the current economic conditions? I’d call it cannibalistic. That’s exactly what it is! They’re feeding their greed on the trembling flesh and the warm blood of the people—nothing more.”
Stevie swallowed the terrifying statement with an audible gulp, and at once, as though it had been swift poison, sank limply in a sitting posture on the steps of the kitchen door.
Stevie swallowed the frightening statement with a noticeable gulp, and immediately, as if it had been deadly poison, collapsed weakly into a sitting position on the steps of the kitchen door.
Michaelis gave no sign of having heard anything. His lips seemed glued together for good; not a quiver passed over his heavy cheeks. With troubled eyes he looked for his round, hard hat, and put it on his round head. His round and obese body seemed to float low between the chairs under the sharp elbow of Karl Yundt. The old terrorist, raising an uncertain and clawlike hand, gave a swaggering tilt to a black felt sombrero shading the hollows and ridges of his wasted face. He got in motion slowly, striking the floor with his stick at every step. It was rather an affair to get him out of the house because, now and then, he would stop, as if to think, and did not offer to move again till impelled forward by Michaelis. The gentle apostle grasped his arm with brotherly care; and behind them, his hands in his pockets, the robust Ossipon yawned vaguely. A blue cap with a patent leather peak set well at the back of his yellow bush of hair gave him the aspect of a Norwegian sailor bored with the world after a thundering spree. Mr Verloc saw his guests off the premises, attending them bareheaded, his heavy overcoat hanging open, his eyes on the ground.
Michaelis showed no indication that he had heard anything. His lips seemed stuck shut permanently; not a twitch crossed his heavy cheeks. With worried eyes, he searched for his round, hard hat and placed it on his round head. His large and overweight body appeared to float low between the chairs under the sharp elbow of Karl Yundt. The old terrorist, raising a shaky and claw-like hand, tilted a black felt sombrero to cast shadows over the hollows and ridges of his gaunt face. He began to move slowly, striking the floor with his cane with each step. It took some effort to get him out of the house because he would occasionally stop as if to think, not moving again until Michaelis nudged him forward. The gentle apostle wrapped his arm around him with brotherly care; behind them, Ossipon stood with his hands in his pockets, yawning vaguely. A blue cap with a patent leather brim perched at the back of his yellow hair gave him the look of a Norwegian sailor bored with life after a wild night. Mr. Verloc saw his guests off the premises, standing bareheaded, his heavy overcoat flapping open, his eyes focused on the ground.
He closed the door behind their backs with restrained violence, turned the key, shot the bolt. He was not satisfied with his friends. In the light of Mr Vladimir’s philosophy of bomb throwing they appeared hopelessly futile. The part of Mr Verloc in revolutionary politics having been to observe, he could not all at once, either in his own home or in larger assemblies, take the initiative of action. He had to be cautious. Moved by the just indignation of a man well over forty, menaced in what is dearest to him—his repose and his security—he asked himself scornfully what else could have been expected from such a lot, this Karl Yundt, this Michaelis—this Ossipon.
He shut the door behind them with suppressed anger, turned the key, and locked the bolt. He was not happy with his friends. Given Mr. Vladimir's philosophy of throwing bombs, they seemed completely ineffective. Mr. Verloc's role in revolutionary politics had been to watch, so he couldn't suddenly take the lead in action, either in his own home or in larger gatherings. He needed to be careful. Fueled by the rightful anger of a man well over forty, threatened in what mattered most to him—his peace and security—he thought with disdain about what else could have been expected from such a group: this Karl Yundt, this Michaelis—this Ossipon.
Pausing in his intention to turn off the gas burning in the middle of the shop, Mr Verloc descended into the abyss of moral reflections. With the insight of a kindred temperament he pronounced his verdict. A lazy lot—this Karl Yundt, nursed by a blear-eyed old woman, a woman he had years ago enticed away from a friend, and afterwards had tried more than once to shake off into the gutter. Jolly lucky for Yundt that she had persisted in coming up time after time, or else there would have been no one now to help him out of the ’bus by the Green Park railings, where that spectre took its constitutional crawl every fine morning. When that indomitable snarling old witch died the swaggering spectre would have to vanish too—there would be an end to fiery Karl Yundt. And Mr Verloc’s morality was offended also by the optimism of Michaelis, annexed by his wealthy old lady, who had taken lately to sending him to a cottage she had in the country. The ex-prisoner could moon about the shady lanes for days together in a delicious and humanitarian idleness. As to Ossipon, that beggar was sure to want for nothing as long as there were silly girls with savings-bank books in the world. And Mr Verloc, temperamentally identical with his associates, drew fine distinctions in his mind on the strength of insignificant differences. He drew them with a certain complacency, because the instinct of conventional respectability was strong within him, being only overcome by his dislike of all kinds of recognised labour—a temperamental defect which he shared with a large proportion of revolutionary reformers of a given social state. For obviously one does not revolt against the advantages and opportunities of that state, but against the price which must be paid for the same in the coin of accepted morality, self-restraint, and toil. The majority of revolutionists are the enemies of discipline and fatigue mostly. There are natures too, to whose sense of justice the price exacted looms up monstrously enormous, odious, oppressive, worrying, humiliating, extortionate, intolerable. Those are the fanatics. The remaining portion of social rebels is accounted for by vanity, the mother of all noble and vile illusions, the companion of poets, reformers, charlatans, prophets, and incendiaries.
Pausing in his intention to turn off the gas burning in the middle of the shop, Mr. Verloc found himself in a deep dive of moral thoughts. With the understanding of a like-minded person, he made his judgment. What a lazy bunch—this Karl Yundt, taken care of by a bleary-eyed old woman, a woman he had once seduced away from a friend and had tried more than once to push aside into the street. Lucky for Yundt that she kept coming back time and again, or there wouldn't be anyone now to help him off the bus by the Green Park railings, where that figure took its daily walk every nice morning. When that tenacious, grumpy old witch finally died, the strutting figure would have to disappear too—there would be an end to fiery Karl Yundt. And Mr. Verloc's sense of morality was also disturbed by the optimism of Michaelis, who had been taken in by his wealthy old woman, recently sending him to a country cottage. The ex-prisoner could wander through the shady lanes for days on end in a delightful and socially conscious laziness. As for Ossipon, that guy wouldn’t want for anything as long as there were naive girls with bank accounts in the world. Mr. Verloc, sharing the same temperament as his associates, saw fine distinctions in his mind based on minor differences. He did so with a certain satisfaction, because the instinct for conventional respectability was strong within him, only surpassed by his aversion to all forms of recognized work—an aspect of his character he shared with many revolutionary reformers of his social class. Because obviously, people don’t revolt against the benefits and chances of that class, but against the cost that must be paid in the currency of accepted morality, self-control, and hard work. Most revolutionaries are the enemies of discipline and hard work, primarily. There are also types whose sense of justice makes the price paid seem overwhelmingly big, disgusting, oppressive, distressing, humiliating, and unbearable. Those are the fanatics. The rest of social rebels can be attributed to vanity, the root of all noble and vile illusions, the companion to poets, reformers, con artists, prophets, and arsonists.
Lost for a whole minute in the abyss of meditation, Mr Verloc did not reach the depth of these abstract considerations. Perhaps he was not able. In any case he had not the time. He was pulled up painfully by the sudden recollection of Mr Vladimir, another of his associates, whom in virtue of subtle moral affinities he was capable of judging correctly. He considered him as dangerous. A shade of envy crept into his thoughts. Loafing was all very well for these fellows, who knew not Mr Vladimir, and had women to fall back upon; whereas he had a woman to provide for—
Lost for a whole minute in the depths of meditation, Mr. Verloc didn’t dive into these abstract thoughts. Maybe he just couldn’t. Regardless, he didn’t have the time. He was abruptly pulled back by the sudden reminder of Mr. Vladimir, another one of his associates, whom he could judge accurately because of subtle moral connections. He viewed him as a threat. A hint of envy slipped into his mind. Hanging around was fine for those guys who didn’t know Mr. Vladimir and had women to rely on; whereas he had a woman to support—
At this point, by a simple association of ideas, Mr Verloc was brought face to face with the necessity of going to bed some time or other that evening. Then why not go now—at once? He sighed. The necessity was not so normally pleasurable as it ought to have been for a man of his age and temperament. He dreaded the demon of sleeplessness, which he felt had marked him for its own. He raised his arm, and turned off the flaring gas-jet above his head.
At this point, Mr. Verloc was suddenly aware that he needed to go to bed sometime that evening. So why not just do it now? He sighed. The need to sleep wasn’t as enjoyable as it should have been for a man his age and personality. He feared the demon of insomnia, which he felt had claimed him. He raised his arm and turned off the bright gas light above him.
A bright band of light fell through the parlour door into the part of the shop behind the counter. It enabled Mr Verloc to ascertain at a glance the number of silver coins in the till. These were but few; and for the first time since he opened his shop he took a commercial survey of its value. This survey was unfavourable. He had gone into trade for no commercial reasons. He had been guided in the selection of this peculiar line of business by an instinctive leaning towards shady transactions, where money is picked up easily. Moreover, it did not take him out of his own sphere—the sphere which is watched by the police. On the contrary, it gave him a publicly confessed standing in that sphere, and as Mr Verloc had unconfessed relations which made him familiar with yet careless of the police, there was a distinct advantage in such a situation. But as a means of livelihood it was by itself insufficient.
A bright beam of light streamed through the parlor door into the part of the shop behind the counter. It allowed Mr. Verloc to quickly count the number of silver coins in the till. There were only a few, and for the first time since opening his shop, he took a hard look at its value. This assessment was not good. He hadn't gone into business for typical commercial reasons. Instead, he had chosen this particular line of work because he had a natural inclination towards shady dealings, where money could be made easily. Moreover, it didn’t take him out of his usual environment—the environment that was monitored by the police. On the contrary, it gave him a publicly acknowledged position in that realm, and since Mr. Verloc had undisclosed connections that made him both familiar with and indifferent to the police, this situation had its distinct benefits. However, as a way to earn a living, it was simply not enough.
He took the cash-box out of the drawer, and turning to leave the shop, became aware that Stevie was still downstairs.
He pulled the cash box out of the drawer, and as he was turning to leave the shop, he noticed that Stevie was still downstairs.
What on earth is he doing there? Mr Verloc asked himself. What’s the meaning of these antics? He looked dubiously at his brother-in-law, but he did not ask him for information. Mr Verloc’s intercourse with Stevie was limited to the casual mutter of a morning, after breakfast, “My boots,” and even that was more a communication at large of a need than a direct order or request. Mr Verloc perceived with some surprise that he did not know really what to say to Stevie. He stood still in the middle of the parlour, and looked into the kitchen in silence. Nor yet did he know what would happen if he did say anything. And this appeared very queer to Mr Verloc in view of the fact, borne upon him suddenly, that he had to provide for this fellow too. He had never given a moment’s thought till then to that aspect of Stevie’s existence.
What on earth is he doing there? Mr. Verloc asked himself. What’s the meaning of these antics? He looked skeptically at his brother-in-law, but he didn’t ask for any information. Mr. Verloc’s interaction with Stevie was limited to the casual mumble of a morning, after breakfast, “My boots,” and even that was more of a general statement about a need than a direct order or request. Mr. Verloc was somewhat surprised to realize that he didn’t really know what to say to Stevie. He stood still in the middle of the living room and stared into the kitchen in silence. He also had no idea what would happen if he did say something. This struck Mr. Verloc as very strange, especially since it suddenly hit him that he had to provide for this guy too. He had never given a second thought until that moment to that aspect of Stevie’s life.
Positively he did not know how to speak to the lad. He watched him gesticulating and murmuring in the kitchen. Stevie prowled round the table like an excited animal in a cage. A tentative “Hadn’t you better go to bed now?” produced no effect whatever; and Mr Verloc, abandoning the stony contemplation of his brother-in-law’s behaviour, crossed the parlour wearily, cash-box in hand. The cause of the general lassitude he felt while climbing the stairs being purely mental, he became alarmed by its inexplicable character. He hoped he was not sickening for anything. He stopped on the dark landing to examine his sensations. But a slight and continuous sound of snoring pervading the obscurity interfered with their clearness. The sound came from his mother-in-law’s room. Another one to provide for, he thought—and on this thought walked into the bedroom.
He definitely didn’t know how to talk to the kid. He watched him waving his arms and mumbling in the kitchen. Stevie was pacing around the table like a restless animal in a cage. A hesitant “Shouldn’t you go to bed now?” had no impact at all; and Mr. Verloc, giving up on watching his brother-in-law’s behavior, made his way across the living room, tired, with the cash box in hand. The source of the general fatigue he felt while climbing the stairs was purely mental, and he became worried about its strange nature. He hoped he wasn’t coming down with something. He paused on the dark landing to assess his feelings. But a faint and continuous sound of snoring in the darkness interrupted his thoughts. The noise was coming from his mother-in-law’s room. Another one to take care of, he thought—and with that thought, he walked into the bedroom.
Mrs Verloc had fallen asleep with the lamp (no gas was laid upstairs) turned up full on the table by the side of the bed. The light thrown down by the shade fell dazzlingly on the white pillow sunk by the weight of her head reposing with closed eyes and dark hair done up in several plaits for the night. She woke up with the sound of her name in her ears, and saw her husband standing over her.
Mrs. Verloc had fallen asleep with the lamp (there was no gas upstairs) turned up bright on the table next to the bed. The light from the shade shone brightly on the white pillow, which was pressed down by the weight of her head resting with her eyes closed and dark hair styled in several braids for the night. She stirred awake at the sound of her name and saw her husband standing over her.
“Winnie! Winnie!”
“Winnie! Winnie!”
At first she did not stir, lying very quiet and looking at the cash-box in Mr Verloc’s hand. But when she understood that her brother was “capering all over the place downstairs” she swung out in one sudden movement on to the edge of the bed. Her bare feet, as if poked through the bottom of an unadorned, sleeved calico sack buttoned tightly at neck and wrists, felt over the rug for the slippers while she looked upward into her husband’s face.
At first, she didn't move, lying still and staring at the cash box in Mr. Verloc's hand. But when she realized that her brother was "fooling around all over the place downstairs," she quickly swung herself onto the edge of the bed. Her bare feet, as if they had poked through the bottom of a plain, long-sleeved calico sack tightly buttoned at the neck and wrists, searched over the rug for her slippers while she looked up at her husband's face.
“I don’t know how to manage him,” Mr Verloc explained peevishly. “Won’t do to leave him downstairs alone with the lights.”
“I don’t know how to handle him,” Mr. Verloc said irritably. “I can’t leave him downstairs alone with the lights.”
She said nothing, glided across the room swiftly, and the door closed upon her white form.
She said nothing, moved quickly across the room, and the door closed behind her pale figure.
Mr Verloc deposited the cash-box on the night table, and began the operation of undressing by flinging his overcoat on to a distant chair. His coat and waistcoat followed. He walked about the room in his stockinged feet, and his burly figure, with the hands worrying nervously at his throat, passed and repassed across the long strip of looking-glass in the door of his wife’s wardrobe. Then after slipping his braces off his shoulders he pulled up violently the venetian blind, and leaned his forehead against the cold window-pane—a fragile film of glass stretched between him and the enormity of cold, black, wet, muddy, inhospitable accumulation of bricks, slates, and stones, things in themselves unlovely and unfriendly to man.
Mr. Verloc set the cash box on the nightstand and started getting undressed by tossing his overcoat onto a far chair. His coat and vest followed suit. He walked around the room in his socks, and his bulky figure, with his hands nervously tugging at his throat, passed back and forth in front of the long mirror on his wife’s wardrobe door. After taking off his suspenders, he yanked up the Venetian blind and pressed his forehead against the cold windowpane—a thin layer of glass separating him from the vast, cold, wet, muddy, and unwelcoming mess of bricks, slates, and stones, things that were altogether unattractive and unfriendly to people.
Mr Verloc felt the latent unfriendliness of all out of doors with a force approaching to positive bodily anguish. There is no occupation that fails a man more completely than that of a secret agent of police. It’s like your horse suddenly falling dead under you in the midst of an uninhabited and thirsty plain. The comparison occurred to Mr Verloc because he had sat astride various army horses in his time, and had now the sensation of an incipient fall. The prospect was as black as the window-pane against which he was leaning his forehead. And suddenly the face of Mr Vladimir, clean-shaved and witty, appeared enhaloed in the glow of its rosy complexion like a sort of pink seal, impressed on the fatal darkness.
Mr. Verloc felt the hidden hostility of the outdoors weighing down on him like physical pain. There's no job that can let a man down quite like being a secret police agent. It’s as if your horse suddenly dropped dead beneath you in the middle of a barren, dry plain. Mr. Verloc thought of this because he had ridden various army horses in his past and now felt the unease of an impending fall. The outlook was as bleak as the windowpane he was leaning his forehead against. Then suddenly, the face of Mr. Vladimir, clean-shaven and witty, appeared, glowing with a rosy complexion like a pink seal stamped onto the oppressive darkness.
This luminous and mutilated vision was so ghastly physically that Mr Verloc started away from the window, letting down the venetian blind with a great rattle. Discomposed and speechless with the apprehension of more such visions, he beheld his wife re-enter the room and get into bed in a calm business-like manner which made him feel hopelessly lonely in the world. Mrs Verloc expressed her surprise at seeing him up yet.
This bright yet disturbing vision was so horrifying that Mr. Verloc jumped back from the window, pulling down the venetian blind with a loud clatter. Disturbed and at a loss for words as he feared more of these visions, he watched his wife come back into the room and get into bed in a practical, calm way that made him feel completely alone in the world. Mrs. Verloc voiced her surprise at seeing him still awake.
“I don’t feel very well,” he muttered, passing his hands over his moist brow.
“I don’t feel very well,” he muttered, wiping his clammy forehead with his hands.
“Giddiness?”
“Excitement?”
“Yes. Not at all well.”
"Yes. Not well at all."
Mrs Verloc, with all the placidity of an experienced wife, expressed a confident opinion as to the cause, and suggested the usual remedies; but her husband, rooted in the middle of the room, shook his lowered head sadly.
Mrs. Verloc, with all the calm of a seasoned wife, confidently shared her thoughts on the cause and suggested the usual solutions; but her husband, standing in the middle of the room, shook his head sadly.
“You’ll catch cold standing there,” she observed.
"You'll catch a cold standing there," she said.
Mr Verloc made an effort, finished undressing, and got into bed. Down below in the quiet, narrow street measured footsteps approached the house, then died away unhurried and firm, as if the passer-by had started to pace out all eternity, from gas-lamp to gas-lamp in a night without end; and the drowsy ticking of the old clock on the landing became distinctly audible in the bedroom.
Mr. Verloc tried hard, finished getting undressed, and got into bed. Down below in the quiet, narrow street, steady footsteps came closer to the house, then faded away slowly and deliberately, as if the person walking had begun to measure all of eternity, from gas-lamp to gas-lamp in an endless night; and the sleepy ticking of the old clock on the landing became clearly audible in the bedroom.
Mrs Verloc, on her back, and staring at the ceiling, made a remark.
Mrs. Verloc, lying on her back and staring at the ceiling, made a remark.
“Takings very small to-day.”
“Very small earnings today.”
Mr Verloc, in the same position, cleared his throat as if for an important statement, but merely inquired:
Mr. Verloc, in the same position, cleared his throat as if he had something important to say, but only asked:
“Did you turn off the gas downstairs?”
“Did you turn off the gas down there?”
“Yes; I did,” answered Mrs Verloc conscientiously. “That poor boy is in a very excited state to-night,” she murmured, after a pause which lasted for three ticks of the clock.
"Yes, I did," Mrs. Verloc replied earnestly. "That poor boy is really worked up tonight," she said softly after a pause that lasted for three ticks of the clock.
Mr Verloc cared nothing for Stevie’s excitement, but he felt horribly wakeful, and dreaded facing the darkness and silence that would follow the extinguishing of the lamp. This dread led him to make the remark that Stevie had disregarded his suggestion to go to bed. Mrs Verloc, falling into the trap, started to demonstrate at length to her husband that this was not “impudence” of any sort, but simply “excitement.” There was no young man of his age in London more willing and docile than Stephen, she affirmed; none more affectionate and ready to please, and even useful, as long as people did not upset his poor head. Mrs Verloc, turning towards her recumbent husband, raised herself on her elbow, and hung over him in her anxiety that he should believe Stevie to be a useful member of the family. That ardour of protecting compassion exalted morbidly in her childhood by the misery of another child tinged her sallow cheeks with a faint dusky blush, made her big eyes gleam under the dark lids. Mrs Verloc then looked younger; she looked as young as Winnie used to look, and much more animated than the Winnie of the Belgravian mansion days had ever allowed herself to appear to gentlemen lodgers. Mr Verloc’s anxieties had prevented him from attaching any sense to what his wife was saying. It was as if her voice were talking on the other side of a very thick wall. It was her aspect that recalled him to himself.
Mr. Verloc didn’t care at all about Stevie’s excitement, but he felt wide awake and dreaded the darkness and silence that would come when the lamp was turned off. This anxiety prompted him to comment that Stevie had ignored his suggestion to go to bed. Mrs. Verloc, falling into the trap, began to explain in detail to her husband that this wasn't “impudence” at all, just “excitement.” She insisted that there was no young man his age in London more willing and compliant than Stephen; none more affectionate and eager to please, and even useful, as long as people didn’t upset his poor mind. Mrs. Verloc, turning to her reclining husband, propped herself up on her elbow and leaned over him, worried that he wouldn’t see Stevie as a valuable member of the family. That intense urge to protect, borne out of her own childhood misery over another child, gave her pale cheeks a slight dusky blush and made her big eyes shine beneath her dark eyelids. Mrs. Verloc then appeared younger; she looked as young as Winnie used to look, and much more lively than the Winnie of the days in the Belgravian mansion ever allowed herself to show to gentlemen lodgers. Mr. Verloc’s worries prevented him from making sense of what his wife was saying. It felt like her voice was coming from behind a very thick wall. It was her expression that brought him back to reality.
He appreciated this woman, and the sentiment of this appreciation, stirred by a display of something resembling emotion, only added another pang to his mental anguish. When her voice ceased he moved uneasily, and said:
He appreciated this woman, and the feeling of appreciation, sparked by a show of something like emotion, only added another sting to his mental pain. When her voice stopped, he shifted uncomfortably and said:
“I haven’t been feeling well for the last few days.”
“I haven’t been feeling well for the past few days.”
He might have meant this as an opening to a complete confidence; but Mrs Verloc laid her head on the pillow again, and staring upward, went on:
He might have intended this as a way to open up fully; but Mrs. Verloc rested her head on the pillow again, and staring up at the ceiling, continued:
“That boy hears too much of what is talked about here. If I had known they were coming to-night I would have seen to it that he went to bed at the same time I did. He was out of his mind with something he overheard about eating people’s flesh and drinking blood. What’s the good of talking like that?”
“That boy hears way too much of what’s being discussed here. If I had known they were coming tonight, I would have made sure he went to bed at the same time I did. He was out of his mind over something he overheard about eating people’s flesh and drinking blood. What’s the point of talking like that?”
There was a note of indignant scorn in her voice. Mr Verloc was fully responsive now.
There was a tone of angry disdain in her voice. Mr. Verloc was completely attentive now.
“Ask Karl Yundt,” he growled savagely.
“Ask Karl Yundt,” he said fiercely.
Mrs Verloc, with great decision, pronounced Karl Yundt “a disgusting old man.” She declared openly her affection for Michaelis. Of the robust Ossipon, in whose presence she always felt uneasy behind an attitude of stony reserve, she said nothing whatever. And continuing to talk of that brother, who had been for so many years an object of care and fears:
Mrs. Verloc firmly called Karl Yundt “a disgusting old man.” She openly expressed her feelings for Michaelis. She said nothing about the strong Ossipon, in whose presence she always felt uneasy despite her cold demeanor. And she kept talking about that brother, who had been a source of concern and worry for so many years:
“He isn’t fit to hear what’s said here. He believes it’s all true. He knows no better. He gets into his passions over it.”
“He’s not fit to hear what’s being said here. He believes it’s all true. He doesn’t know any better. He gets really worked up about it.”
Mr Verloc made no comment.
Mr. Verloc stayed silent.
“He glared at me, as if he didn’t know who I was, when I went downstairs. His heart was going like a hammer. He can’t help being excitable. I woke mother up, and asked her to sit with him till he went to sleep. It isn’t his fault. He’s no trouble when he’s left alone.”
“He stared at me like he didn’t recognize me when I went downstairs. His heart was racing. He can’t help being so worked up. I woke Mom up and asked her to sit with him until he fell asleep. It’s not his fault. He’s no trouble when he’s by himself.”
Mr Verloc made no comment.
Mr. Verloc didn't say anything.
“I wish he had never been to school,” Mrs Verloc began again brusquely. “He’s always taking away those newspapers from the window to read. He gets a red face poring over them. We don’t get rid of a dozen numbers in a month. They only take up room in the front window. And Mr Ossipon brings every week a pile of these F. P. tracts to sell at a halfpenny each. I wouldn’t give a halfpenny for the whole lot. It’s silly reading—that’s what it is. There’s no sale for it. The other day Stevie got hold of one, and there was a story in it of a German soldier officer tearing half-off the ear of a recruit, and nothing was done to him for it. The brute! I couldn’t do anything with Stevie that afternoon. The story was enough, too, to make one’s blood boil. But what’s the use of printing things like that? We aren’t German slaves here, thank God. It’s not our business—is it?”
“I wish he had never gone to school,” Mrs. Verloc started again abruptly. “He’s always taking those newspapers from the window to read. His face gets all red from staring at them. We barely sell a dozen in a month. They just clutter up the front window. And Mr. Ossipon brings in a huge stack of those F. P. pamphlets to sell for a halfpenny each. I wouldn’t pay a halfpenny for the whole bunch. It’s pointless reading—that’s what it is. No one wants it. The other day Stevie got his hands on one, and it had a story about a German officer ripping half an ear off a recruit, and nothing happened to him for it. What a monster! I couldn’t do anything with Stevie that afternoon. The story was enough to make anyone’s blood boil. But what’s the point of printing stuff like that? We’re not German slaves here, thank God. It’s not our concern—is it?”
Mr Verloc made no reply.
Mr. Verloc didn't respond.
“I had to take the carving knife from the boy,” Mrs Verloc continued, a little sleepily now. “He was shouting and stamping and sobbing. He can’t stand the notion of any cruelty. He would have stuck that officer like a pig if he had seen him then. It’s true, too! Some people don’t deserve much mercy.” Mrs Verloc’s voice ceased, and the expression of her motionless eyes became more and more contemplative and veiled during the long pause. “Comfortable, dear?” she asked in a faint, far-away voice. “Shall I put out the light now?”
“I had to take the carving knife from the boy,” Mrs. Verloc said, feeling a bit drowsy now. “He was shouting, stomping, and sobbing. He can’t stand the idea of any cruelty. He would have stabbed that officer like a pig if he had seen him then. It's true too! Some people don't deserve much mercy.” Mrs. Verloc's voice trailed off, and the look in her still eyes grew more and more thoughtful and distant during the long pause. “Are you comfortable, dear?” she asked in a soft, distant voice. “Should I turn off the light now?”
The dreary conviction that there was no sleep for him held Mr Verloc mute and hopelessly inert in his fear of darkness. He made a great effort.
The depressing belief that he couldn’t sleep kept Mr. Verloc silent and completely paralyzed by his fear of the dark. He tried really hard.
“Yes. Put it out,” he said at last in a hollow tone.
"Yeah. Just put it out," he finally said in a flat voice.
CHAPTER IV
Most of the thirty or so little tables covered by red cloths with a white design stood ranged at right angles to the deep brown wainscoting of the underground hall. Bronze chandeliers with many globes depended from the low, slightly vaulted ceiling, and the fresco paintings ran flat and dull all round the walls without windows, representing scenes of the chase and of outdoor revelry in mediæval costumes. Varlets in green jerkins brandished hunting knives and raised on high tankards of foaming beer.
Most of the thirty or so small tables draped with red cloths featuring a white pattern were arranged at right angles to the dark brown paneling of the underground hall. Bronze chandeliers with multiple globes hung from the low, slightly arched ceiling, and the frescoes that lined the windowless walls appeared flat and dull, depicting scenes of hunting and outdoor festivities in medieval costumes. Servants in green tunics waved hunting knives and raised tankards filled with frothy beer high in the air.
“Unless I am very much mistaken, you are the man who would know the inside of this confounded affair,” said the robust Ossipon, leaning over, his elbows far out on the table and his feet tucked back completely under his chair. His eyes stared with wild eagerness.
“Unless I'm very mistaken, you're the one who knows all about this messed-up situation,” said the strong Ossipon, leaning in, his elbows spread wide on the table and his feet tucked back completely under his chair. His eyes were wide with excitement.
An upright semi-grand piano near the door, flanked by two palms in pots, executed suddenly all by itself a valse tune with aggressive virtuosity. The din it raised was deafening. When it ceased, as abruptly as it had started, the be-spectacled, dingy little man who faced Ossipon behind a heavy glass mug full of beer emitted calmly what had the sound of a general proposition.
An upright semi-grand piano near the door, surrounded by two potted palms, suddenly played a waltz all on its own with impressive skill. The noise it made was deafening. When it stopped just as suddenly as it began, the bespectacled, shabby little man facing Ossipon behind a large glass mug of beer calmly stated what sounded like a general proposition.
“In principle what one of us may or may not know as to any given fact can’t be a matter for inquiry to the others.”
“In principle, whether one of us knows something about a particular fact or not shouldn’t be something the others question.”
“Certainly not,” Comrade Ossipon agreed in a quiet undertone. “In principle.”
“Definitely not,” Comrade Ossipon replied softly. “In theory.”
With his big florid face held between his hands he continued to stare hard, while the dingy little man in spectacles coolly took a drink of beer and stood the glass mug back on the table. His flat, large ears departed widely from the sides of his skull, which looked frail enough for Ossipon to crush between thumb and forefinger; the dome of the forehead seemed to rest on the rim of the spectacles; the flat cheeks, of a greasy, unhealthy complexion, were merely smudged by the miserable poverty of a thin dark whisker. The lamentable inferiority of the whole physique was made ludicrous by the supremely self-confident bearing of the individual. His speech was curt, and he had a particularly impressive manner of keeping silent.
With his big, colorful face cupped in his hands, he kept staring intently, while the scruffy little man in glasses casually took a sip of beer and set the glass mug back on the table. His flat, large ears stuck out widely from the sides of his head, which looked fragile enough for Ossipon to crush between his thumb and forefinger; the dome of his forehead seemed to rest on the edge of the glasses; his flat cheeks, with a greasy, unhealthy color, were just smudged by the miserable poverty of a scraggly dark beard. The overall physical inferiority was made ridiculous by the man’s extreme self-confidence. His speech was brief, and he had a particularly striking way of being silent.
Ossipon spoke again from between his hands in a mutter.
Ossipon mumbled again from behind his hands.
“Have you been out much to-day?”
“Have you been out much today?”
“No. I stayed in bed all the morning,” answered the other. “Why?”
“No. I stayed in bed all morning,” the other replied. “Why?”
“Oh! Nothing,” said Ossipon, gazing earnestly and quivering inwardly with the desire to find out something, but obviously intimidated by the little man’s overwhelming air of unconcern. When talking with this comrade—which happened but rarely—the big Ossipon suffered from a sense of moral and even physical insignificance. However, he ventured another question. “Did you walk down here?”
“Oh! Nothing,” said Ossipon, staring intently and feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness as he wanted to learn more, but clearly daunted by the little man’s calm demeanor. Whenever he talked with this comrade—which was a rare occurrence—the tall Ossipon felt both morally and even physically small. Still, he gathered the courage to ask another question. “Did you walk down here?”
“No; omnibus,” the little man answered readily enough. He lived far away in Islington, in a small house down a shabby street, littered with straw and dirty paper, where out of school hours a troop of assorted children ran and squabbled with a shrill, joyless, rowdy clamour. His single back room, remarkable for having an extremely large cupboard, he rented furnished from two elderly spinsters, dressmakers in a humble way with a clientele of servant girls mostly. He had a heavy padlock put on the cupboard, but otherwise he was a model lodger, giving no trouble, and requiring practically no attendance. His oddities were that he insisted on being present when his room was being swept, and that when he went out he locked his door, and took the key away with him.
“No; bus,” the little man replied without hesitation. He lived far away in Islington, in a small house on a rundown street, scattered with straw and dirty paper, where a group of various children ran around and argued with a loud, joyless noise during school hours. His one back room, notable for having an extremely large cupboard, was rented furnished from two elderly spinsters who were dressmakers with mostly servant girls as clients. He had a heavy padlock put on the cupboard, but other than that, he was a model tenant, causing no trouble and needing almost no attention. His quirks included insisting on being there when his room was being cleaned and always locking his door and taking the key with him when he went out.
Ossipon had a vision of these round black-rimmed spectacles progressing along the streets on the top of an omnibus, their self-confident glitter falling here and there on the walls of houses or lowered upon the heads of the unconscious stream of people on the pavements. The ghost of a sickly smile altered the set of Ossipon’s thick lips at the thought of the walls nodding, of people running for life at the sight of those spectacles. If they had only known! What a panic! He murmured interrogatively: “Been sitting long here?”
Ossipon imagined those round black-rimmed glasses moving along the streets on top of a bus, their confident sparkle reflecting off the walls of buildings or landing on the heads of the oblivious crowd on the sidewalks. A faint, sickly smile changed the shape of Ossipon’s thick lips at the thought of the walls reacting, of people fleeing in terror at the sight of those glasses. If only they had known! What a panic! He asked, “Been sitting here long?”
“An hour or more,” answered the other negligently, and took a pull at the dark beer. All his movements—the way he grasped the mug, the act of drinking, the way he set the heavy glass down and folded his arms—had a firmness, an assured precision which made the big and muscular Ossipon, leaning forward with staring eyes and protruding lips, look the picture of eager indecision.
“About an hour or more,” the other replied casually, taking a swig of the dark beer. Every move he made—the way he held the mug, the act of drinking, the way he placed the heavy glass down and crossed his arms—had a confidence and a precise quality that made the big, muscular Ossipon, leaning in with wide eyes and pursed lips, look like a picture of anxious uncertainty.
“An hour,” he said. “Then it may be you haven’t heard yet the news I’ve heard just now—in the street. Have you?”
“An hour,” he said. “Then maybe you haven’t heard the news I just heard in the street. Have you?”
The little man shook his head negatively the least bit. But as he gave no indication of curiosity Ossipon ventured to add that he had heard it just outside the place. A newspaper boy had yelled the thing under his very nose, and not being prepared for anything of that sort, he was very much startled and upset. He had to come in there with a dry mouth. “I never thought of finding you here,” he added, murmuring steadily, with his elbows planted on the table.
The little man shook his head slightly. But since he didn’t show any sign of curiosity, Ossipon took the initiative to say that he had heard it just outside the place. A newspaper boy had shouted it right in front of him, and not being ready for something like that, he was really shocked and bothered. He had to come in with a dry mouth. “I never thought I’d find you here,” he added, murmuring steadily with his elbows on the table.
“I come here sometimes,” said the other, preserving his provoking coolness of demeanour.
“I come here sometimes,” said the other, keeping his cool demeanor intact.
“It’s wonderful that you of all people should have heard nothing of it,” the big Ossipon continued. His eyelids snapped nervously upon the shining eyes. “You of all people,” he repeated tentatively. This obvious restraint argued an incredible and inexplicable timidity of the big fellow before the calm little man, who again lifted the glass mug, drank, and put it down with brusque and assured movements. And that was all.
“It’s amazing that you, of all people, haven’t heard anything about it,” the big Ossipon continued. His eyelids flickered nervously over his bright eyes. “You of all people,” he repeated hesitantly. This clear hesitation showed an astonishing and unexplainable shyness in the big guy around the calm little man, who picked up the glass mug again, took a drink, and set it down with confident, forceful movements. And that was it.
Ossipon after waiting for something, word or sign, that did not come, made an effort to assume a sort of indifference.
Ossipon, after waiting for something—any word or sign—that never came, tried to act like it didn’t bother him.
“Do you,” he said, deadening his voice still more, “give your stuff to anybody who’s up to asking you for it?”
“Do you,” he said, lowering his voice even more, “give your things to anyone who just asks you for them?”
“My absolute rule is never to refuse anybody—as long as I have a pinch by me,” answered the little man with decision.
“My strict rule is to never say no to anyone—as long as I have a little something on hand,” replied the little man firmly.
“That’s a principle?” commented Ossipon.
"That's a principle?" Ossipon remarked.
“It’s a principle.”
"It’s a principle."
“And you think it’s sound?”
“And you think it’s legit?”
The large round spectacles, which gave a look of staring self-confidence to the sallow face, confronted Ossipon like sleepless, unwinking orbs flashing a cold fire.
The big round glasses, which made the pale face look boldly confident, faced Ossipon like wide-awake, unblinking eyes shining with a cold intensity.
“Perfectly. Always. Under every circumstance. What could stop me? Why should I not? Why should I think twice about it?”
“Absolutely. Always. No matter what. What could hold me back? Why shouldn’t I? Why should I hesitate?”
Ossipon gasped, as it were, discreetly.
Ossipon gasped softly.
“Do you mean to say you would hand it over to a ‘teck’ if one came to ask you for your wares?”
"Are you saying you would give it to a 'teck' if one came to ask you for your stuff?"
The other smiled faintly.
The other smiled softly.
“Let them come and try it on, and you will see,” he said. “They know me, but I know also every one of them. They won’t come near me—not they.”
“Let them come and give it a shot, and you’ll see,” he said. “They know who I am, but I know each and every one of them too. They won’t get close to me—not a chance.”
His thin livid lips snapped together firmly. Ossipon began to argue.
His thin, pale lips snapped shut tightly. Ossipon started to argue.
“But they could send someone—rig a plant on you. Don’t you see? Get the stuff from you in that way, and then arrest you with the proof in their hands.”
“But they could send someone—set you up. Don’t you get it? Get the evidence from you that way, and then arrest you with proof right there.”
“Proof of what? Dealing in explosives without a licence perhaps.” This was meant for a contemptuous jeer, though the expression of the thin, sickly face remained unchanged, and the utterance was negligent. “I don’t think there’s one of them anxious to make that arrest. I don’t think they could get one of them to apply for a warrant. I mean one of the best. Not one.”
“Proof of what? Maybe dealing in explosives without a license.” This was intended as a sneering remark, yet the look on the thin, frail face stayed the same, and the comment was careless. “I don't think any of them are eager to make that arrest. I doubt they could get any of them to apply for a warrant. I mean one of the best. Not a single one.”
“Why?” Ossipon asked.
“Why?” Ossipon inquired.
“Because they know very well I take care never to part with the last handful of my wares. I’ve it always by me.” He touched the breast of his coat lightly. “In a thick glass flask,” he added.
“Because they know I’m careful never to let go of the last bit of my goods. I always keep it close.” He lightly touched the front of his coat. “In a thick glass flask,” he added.
“So I have been told,” said Ossipon, with a shade of wonder in his voice. “But I didn’t know if—”
“So I’ve been told,” said Ossipon, with a hint of wonder in his voice. “But I didn’t know if—”
“They know,” interrupted the little man crisply, leaning against the straight chair back, which rose higher than his fragile head. “I shall never be arrested. The game isn’t good enough for any policeman of them all. To deal with a man like me you require sheer, naked, inglorious heroism.” Again his lips closed with a self-confident snap. Ossipon repressed a movement of impatience.
“They know,” the little man said sharply, leaning against the straight chair back that towered over his fragile head. “I will never be arrested. The game isn’t challenging enough for any of the policemen. To handle someone like me, you need pure, unvarnished, glorious heroism.” Again, he closed his lips with a confident snap. Ossipon held back an impulse of frustration.
“Or recklessness—or simply ignorance,” he retorted. “They’ve only to get somebody for the job who does not know you carry enough stuff in your pocket to blow yourself and everything within sixty yards of you to pieces.”
“Or recklessness—or just plain ignorance,” he shot back. “All they need to do is find someone for the job who doesn’t realize you have enough in your pocket to blow yourself and everything within sixty yards to bits.”
“I never affirmed I could not be eliminated,” rejoined the other. “But that wouldn’t be an arrest. Moreover, it’s not so easy as it looks.”
“I never said I couldn’t be taken out,” replied the other. “But that wouldn’t count as an arrest. Plus, it’s not as simple as it seems.”
“Bah!” Ossipon contradicted. “Don’t be too sure of that. What’s to prevent half-a-dozen of them jumping upon you from behind in the street? With your arms pinned to your sides you could do nothing—could you?”
“Bah!” Ossipon disagreed. “Don’t be too sure about that. What’s stopping a few of them from jumping you from behind in the street? With your arms pinned to your sides, you wouldn’t be able to do anything—would you?”
“Yes; I could. I am seldom out in the streets after dark,” said the little man impassively, “and never very late. I walk always with my right hand closed round the india-rubber ball which I have in my trouser pocket. The pressing of this ball actuates a detonator inside the flask I carry in my pocket. It’s the principle of the pneumatic instantaneous shutter for a camera lens. The tube leads up—”
“Yes; I could. I hardly ever walk the streets after dark,” said the little man flatly, “and never very late. I always walk with my right hand wrapped around the rubber ball in my pants pocket. Squeezing this ball triggers a detonator inside the flask I carry in my pocket. It works on the same principle as a pneumatic instant shutter for a camera lens. The tube leads up—”
With a swift disclosing gesture he gave Ossipon a glimpse of an india-rubber tube, resembling a slender brown worm, issuing from the armhole of his waistcoat and plunging into the inner breast pocket of his jacket. His clothes, of a nondescript brown mixture, were threadbare and marked with stains, dusty in the folds, with ragged button-holes. “The detonator is partly mechanical, partly chemical,” he explained, with casual condescension.
With a quick gesture, he showed Ossipon a flexible rubber tube, looking like a thin brown worm, coming out from the armhole of his vest and going into the inner pocket of his jacket. His clothes, an indistinct brown blend, were worn out and stained, dusty in the creases, with frayed buttonholes. “The detonator is half mechanical, half chemical,” he explained, with a relaxed air of superiority.
“It is instantaneous, of course?” murmured Ossipon, with a slight shudder.
“It happens in an instant, right?” murmured Ossipon, with a slight shudder.
“Far from it,” confessed the other, with a reluctance which seemed to twist his mouth dolorously. “A full twenty seconds must elapse from the moment I press the ball till the explosion takes place.”
“Not at all,” admitted the other, with a hesitance that made his mouth twist sadly. “It takes a whole twenty seconds from the moment I press the ball until the explosion happens.”
“Phew!” whistled Ossipon, completely appalled. “Twenty seconds! Horrors! You mean to say that you could face that? I should go crazy—”
“Wow!” whistled Ossipon, totally shocked. “Twenty seconds! That's terrifying! You’re saying you could handle that? I would go insane—”
“Wouldn’t matter if you did. Of course, it’s the weak point of this special system, which is only for my own use. The worst is that the manner of exploding is always the weak point with us. I am trying to invent a detonator that would adjust itself to all conditions of action, and even to unexpected changes of conditions. A variable and yet perfectly precise mechanism. A really intelligent detonator.”
“Wouldn’t matter if you did. Of course, it’s the weak point of this special system, which is only for my own use. The worst part is that the way it explodes is always a weak point for us. I am trying to create a detonator that can adapt to all action conditions, and even to unexpected changes. A variable yet perfectly precise mechanism. A truly intelligent detonator.”
“Twenty seconds,” muttered Ossipon again. “Ough! And then—”
“Twenty seconds,” Ossipon muttered again. “Ough! And then—”
With a slight turn of the head the glitter of the spectacles seemed to gauge the size of the beer saloon in the basement of the renowned Silenus Restaurant.
With a slight turn of the head, the sparkle from the glasses appeared to measure the size of the bar in the basement of the famous Silenus Restaurant.
“Nobody in this room could hope to escape,” was the verdict of that survey. “Nor yet this couple going up the stairs now.”
“Nobody in this room could hope to escape,” was the verdict of that survey. “And neither can this couple going up the stairs now.”
The piano at the foot of the staircase clanged through a mazurka with brazen impetuosity, as though a vulgar and impudent ghost were showing off. The keys sank and rose mysteriously. Then all became still. For a moment Ossipon imagined the overlighted place changed into a dreadful black hole belching horrible fumes choked with ghastly rubbish of smashed brickwork and mutilated corpses. He had such a distinct perception of ruin and death that he shuddered again. The other observed, with an air of calm sufficiency:
The piano at the bottom of the stairs crashed through a mazurka with bold recklessness, as if a rude and cheeky ghost was putting on a show. The keys pressed down and popped up in a mysterious way. Then everything went quiet. For a moment, Ossipon pictured the brightly lit space transforming into a terrifying black hole spewing out terrible fumes filled with grotesque debris of shattered bricks and disfigured bodies. He felt such a clear sense of destruction and death that he shuddered again. The other person watched, with an attitude of calm self-satisfaction:
“In the last instance it is character alone that makes for one’s safety. There are very few people in the world whose character is as well established as mine.”
“In the end, it's character alone that ensures your safety. There are very few people in the world whose character is as solid as mine.”
“I wonder how you managed it,” growled Ossipon.
“I’m curious how you pulled it off,” snarled Ossipon.
“Force of personality,” said the other, without raising his voice; and coming from the mouth of that obviously miserable organism the assertion caused the robust Ossipon to bite his lower lip. “Force of personality,” he repeated, with ostentatious calm. “I have the means to make myself deadly, but that by itself, you understand, is absolutely nothing in the way of protection. What is effective is the belief those people have in my will to use the means. That’s their impression. It is absolute. Therefore I am deadly.”
“Force of personality,” said the other, without raising his voice; and coming from the mouth of that obviously miserable person, the statement made the strong Ossipon bite his lower lip. “Force of personality,” he repeated, with deliberate calm. “I have the ability to be dangerous, but that alone, you understand, offers no real protection. What’s effective is the belief those people have in my willingness to use that ability. That’s their impression. It is absolute. Therefore, I am dangerous.”
“There are individuals of character amongst that lot too,” muttered Ossipon ominously.
“There are people of real character in that group too,” Ossipon said darkly.
“Possibly. But it is a matter of degree obviously, since, for instance, I am not impressed by them. Therefore they are inferior. They cannot be otherwise. Their character is built upon conventional morality. It leans on the social order. Mine stands free from everything artificial. They are bound in all sorts of conventions. They depend on life, which, in this connection, is a historical fact surrounded by all sorts of restraints and considerations, a complex organised fact open to attack at every point; whereas I depend on death, which knows no restraint and cannot be attacked. My superiority is evident.”
“Maybe. But it's clearly a matter of degree since, for example, I'm not impressed by them. So, they're inferior. They can't be anything else. Their character relies on conventional morality, which is tied to the social order. Mine is independent of anything artificial. They're restricted by all kinds of conventions. They rely on life, which, in this case, is a historical reality filled with various limitations and factors, a complex organized reality that can be challenged at any moment; while I rely on death, which is free from limitations and can't be questioned. My superiority is obvious.”
“This is a transcendental way of putting it,” said Ossipon, watching the cold glitter of the round spectacles. “I’ve heard Karl Yundt say much the same thing not very long ago.”
“This is a profound way of saying it,” Ossipon remarked, observing the cold shine of the round glasses. “I heard Karl Yundt say something similar not too long ago.”
“Karl Yundt,” mumbled the other contemptuously, “the delegate of the International Red Committee, has been a posturing shadow all his life. There are three of you delegates, aren’t there? I won’t define the other two, as you are one of them. But what you say means nothing. You are the worthy delegates for revolutionary propaganda, but the trouble is not only that you are as unable to think independently as any respectable grocer or journalist of them all, but that you have no character whatever.”
“Karl Yundt,” the other spat out with disdain, “the representative of the International Red Committee, has been just a poseur his entire life. There are three of you delegates, right? I won’t bother defining the other two since you’re one of them. But what you say is meaningless. You’re the so-called delegates for revolutionary propaganda, but the problem is not just that you can’t think independently like any decent grocer or journalist out there, but that you lack any real character whatsoever.”
Ossipon could not restrain a start of indignation.
Ossipon couldn't help but feel a surge of indignation.
“But what do you want from us?” he exclaimed in a deadened voice. “What is it you are after yourself?”
“But what do you want from us?” he said in a dull voice. “What are you after yourself?”
“A perfect detonator,” was the peremptory answer. “What are you making that face for? You see, you can’t even bear the mention of something conclusive.”
“A perfect detonator,” was the firm reply. “Why the sour face? You see, you can’t even handle the mention of something final.”
“I am not making a face,” growled the annoyed Ossipon bearishly.
“I’m not making a face,” grumbled the annoyed Ossipon grumpily.
“You revolutionists,” the other continued, with leisurely self-confidence, “are the slaves of the social convention, which is afraid of you; slaves of it as much as the very police that stands up in the defence of that convention. Clearly you are, since you want to revolutionise it. It governs your thought, of course, and your action too, and thus neither your thought nor your action can ever be conclusive.” He paused, tranquil, with that air of close, endless silence, then almost immediately went on. “You are not a bit better than the forces arrayed against you—than the police, for instance. The other day I came suddenly upon Chief Inspector Heat at the corner of Tottenham Court Road. He looked at me very steadily. But I did not look at him. Why should I give him more than a glance? He was thinking of many things—of his superiors, of his reputation, of the law courts, of his salary, of newspapers—of a hundred things. But I was thinking of my perfect detonator only. He meant nothing to me. He was as insignificant as—I can’t call to mind anything insignificant enough to compare him with—except Karl Yundt perhaps. Like to like. The terrorist and the policeman both come from the same basket. Revolution, legality—counter moves in the same game; forms of idleness at bottom identical. He plays his little game—so do you propagandists. But I don’t play; I work fourteen hours a day, and go hungry sometimes. My experiments cost money now and again, and then I must do without food for a day or two. You’re looking at my beer. Yes. I have had two glasses already, and shall have another presently. This is a little holiday, and I celebrate it alone. Why not? I’ve the grit to work alone, quite alone, absolutely alone. I’ve worked alone for years.”
“You revolutionists,” the other continued, with a relaxed confidence, “are slaves to social conventions that fear you; you're just as enslaved by it as the police who defend that convention. Clearly, you are, since you want to change it. It controls your thoughts, and your actions too, so neither your thoughts nor actions can ever be conclusive.” He paused, calm, with an air of deep, endless silence, then almost immediately continued. “You’re no better than the forces against you—like the police, for instance. The other day, I ran into Chief Inspector Heat at the corner of Tottenham Court Road. He stared at me intently. But I didn’t look at him. Why should I give him more than a glance? He was thinking about many things—his superiors, his reputation, the courts, his salary, newspapers—a hundred things. But I was focused solely on my perfect detonator. He meant nothing to me. He was as unimportant as—I can’t remember anything insignificant enough to compare him to—except maybe Karl Yundt. Like to like. The terrorist and the cop come from the same place. Revolution, legality—just different moves in the same game; fundamentally identical forms of idleness. He plays his little game—so do you propagandists. But I don’t play; I work fourteen hours a day and sometimes go hungry. My experiments cost money occasionally, so sometimes I have to skip meals for a day or two. You’re eyeing my beer. Yes. I’ve had two glasses already and will have another soon. This is a little break, and I celebrate it alone. Why not? I’ve got the determination to work alone, really alone, completely alone. I’ve worked alone for years.”
Ossipon’s face had turned dusky red.
Ossipon’s face had turned a deep red.
“At the perfect detonator—eh?” he sneered, very low.
“At the perfect detonator—right?” he sneered, very softly.
“Yes,” retorted the other. “It is a good definition. You couldn’t find anything half so precise to define the nature of your activity with all your committees and delegations. It is I who am the true propagandist.”
“Yeah,” the other replied. “That’s a solid definition. You wouldn’t find anything nearly as clear to describe what you’re doing with all your committees and delegations. I’m the real propagandist here.”
“We won’t discuss that point,” said Ossipon, with an air of rising above personal considerations. “I am afraid I’ll have to spoil your holiday for you, though. There’s a man blown up in Greenwich Park this morning.”
“We won’t talk about that,” said Ossipon, trying to seem above personal feelings. “I’m afraid I’ll have to ruin your holiday, though. There’s a guy who blew up in Greenwich Park this morning.”
“How do you know?”
“How do you know that?”
“They have been yelling the news in the streets since two o’clock. I bought the paper, and just ran in here. Then I saw you sitting at this table. I’ve got it in my pocket now.”
“They have been shouting the news in the streets since two o'clock. I bought the paper and just came in here. Then I saw you sitting at this table. I've got it in my pocket now.”
He pulled the newspaper out. It was a good-sized rosy sheet, as if flushed by the warmth of its own convictions, which were optimistic. He scanned the pages rapidly.
He pulled out the newspaper. It was a nice-sized, rosy sheet, as if it were glowing from the warmth of its own optimistic beliefs. He quickly scanned the pages.
“Ah! Here it is. Bomb in Greenwich Park. There isn’t much so far. Half-past eleven. Foggy morning. Effects of explosion felt as far as Romney Road and Park Place. Enormous hole in the ground under a tree filled with smashed roots and broken branches. All round fragments of a man’s body blown to pieces. That’s all. The rest’s mere newspaper gup. No doubt a wicked attempt to blow up the Observatory, they say. H’m. That’s hardly credible.”
“Ah! Here it is. Bomb in Greenwich Park. There isn’t much so far. It’s half-past eleven. Foggy morning. The effects of the explosion were felt as far as Romney Road and Park Place. There’s a huge hole in the ground under a tree filled with smashed roots and broken branches. All around are fragments of a man’s body blown to pieces. That’s all. The rest is just newspaper gossip. No doubt, it’s a wicked attempt to blow up the Observatory, they say. Hm. That’s hardly believable.”
He looked at the paper for a while longer in silence, then passed it to the other, who after gazing abstractedly at the print laid it down without comment.
He stared at the paper for a bit longer in silence, then handed it to the other person, who, after looking at the text thoughtfully, set it down without saying anything.
It was Ossipon who spoke first—still resentful.
It was Ossipon who spoke first—still bitter.
“The fragments of only one man, you note. Ergo: blew himself up. That spoils your day off for you—don’t it? Were you expecting that sort of move? I hadn’t the slightest idea—not the ghost of a notion of anything of the sort being planned to come off here—in this country. Under the present circumstances it’s nothing short of criminal.”
“The pieces of just one man, you see. So, he blew himself up. That ruins your day off, doesn’t it? Were you expecting something like this? I had no clue—not a hint of anything like that being planned here—in this country. Given the situation, it’s nothing less than criminal.”
The little man lifted his thin black eyebrows with dispassionate scorn.
The little man raised his thin black eyebrows with indifferent disdain.
“Criminal! What is that? What is crime? What can be the meaning of such an assertion?”
“Criminal! What does that even mean? What is a crime? What could such a statement possibly mean?”
“How am I to express myself? One must use the current words,” said Ossipon impatiently. “The meaning of this assertion is that this business may affect our position very adversely in this country. Isn’t that crime enough for you? I am convinced you have been giving away some of your stuff lately.”
“How am I supposed to express myself? One has to use the words of the time,” Ossipon said impatiently. “What I mean is that this situation could seriously hurt our standing in this country. Isn't that enough of a crime for you? I’m convinced you’ve been giving away some of your things lately.”
Ossipon stared hard. The other, without flinching, lowered and raised his head slowly.
Ossipon stared intensely. The other person, without showing any reaction, slowly lowered and raised his head.
“You have!” burst out the editor of the F. P. leaflets in an intense whisper. “No! And are you really handing it over at large like this, for the asking, to the first fool that comes along?”
"You have!" exclaimed the editor of the F. P. leaflets in a low, intense whisper. "No! Are you really just giving it away like this, for free, to the first fool who shows up?"
“Just so! The condemned social order has not been built up on paper and ink, and I don’t fancy that a combination of paper and ink will ever put an end to it, whatever you may think. Yes, I would give the stuff with both hands to every man, woman, or fool that likes to come along. I know what you are thinking about. But I am not taking my cue from the Red Committee. I would see you all hounded out of here, or arrested—or beheaded for that matter—without turning a hair. What happens to us as individuals is not of the least consequence.”
“Exactly! The broken social order wasn’t created with just paper and ink, and I don’t believe that any combination of paper and ink will ever change that, no matter what you think. Yes, I’d give the stuff with both hands to anyone—man, woman, or fool—who wants it. I know what you’re thinking. But I’m not following the Red Committee’s lead. I’d watch all of you get driven out of here, or arrested—or even beheaded—without batting an eye. What happens to us as individuals doesn’t matter at all.”
He spoke carelessly, without heat, almost without feeling, and Ossipon, secretly much affected, tried to copy this detachment.
He spoke thoughtlessly, without passion, almost without emotion, and Ossipon, secretly quite moved, tried to mimic this detachment.
“If the police here knew their business they would shoot you full of holes with revolvers, or else try to sand-bag you from behind in broad daylight.”
“If the police around here knew what they were doing, they would shoot you full of holes with guns, or they would try to ambush you from behind in broad daylight.”
The little man seemed already to have considered that point of view in his dispassionate self-confident manner.
The little man appeared to have already thought about that perspective in his calm, self-assured way.
“Yes,” he assented with the utmost readiness. “But for that they would have to face their own institutions. Do you see? That requires uncommon grit. Grit of a special kind.”
“Yes,” he agreed without hesitation. “But for that, they would need to confront their own systems. Do you understand? That takes extraordinary courage. A special kind of courage.”
Ossipon blinked.
Ossipon blinked.
“I fancy that’s exactly what would happen to you if you were to set up your laboratory in the States. They don’t stand on ceremony with their institutions there.”
“I think that’s exactly what would happen to you if you set up your lab in the States. They don’t bother with formalities in their institutions there.”
“I am not likely to go and see. Otherwise your remark is just,” admitted the other. “They have more character over there, and their character is essentially anarchistic. Fertile ground for us, the States—very good ground. The great Republic has the root of the destructive matter in her. The collective temperament is lawless. Excellent. They may shoot us down, but—”
“I probably won’t go see it. Otherwise, your comment is accurate,” the other admitted. “They have more personality over there, and their personality is basically anarchistic. It’s great territory for us, the States—really good territory. The great Republic has the seeds of destruction within her. The overall attitude is lawless. Perfect. They might take us down, but—”
“You are too transcendental for me,” growled Ossipon, with moody concern.
“You're way too deep for me,” grumbled Ossipon, with a worried expression.
“Logical,” protested the other. “There are several kinds of logic. This is the enlightened kind. America is all right. It is this country that is dangerous, with her idealistic conception of legality. The social spirit of this people is wrapped up in scrupulous prejudices, and that is fatal to our work. You talk of England being our only refuge! So much the worse. Capua! What do we want with refuges? Here you talk, print, plot, and do nothing. I daresay it’s very convenient for such Karl Yundts.”
“Logical,” the other person protested. “There are different types of logic. This is the enlightened kind. America is fine. It’s this country that’s dangerous, with its idealistic view of legality. The social mindset of these people is tied up in strict prejudices, and that’s deadly for our work. You say England is our only safe haven! That’s even worse. Capua! What do we need with safe havens? Here you talk, publish, scheme, and accomplish nothing. I’m sure it’s very convenient for people like Karl Yundt.”
He shrugged his shoulders slightly, then added with the same leisurely assurance: “To break up the superstition and worship of legality should be our aim. Nothing would please me more than to see Inspector Heat and his likes take to shooting us down in broad daylight with the approval of the public. Half our battle would be won then; the disintegration of the old morality would have set in in its very temple. That is what you ought to aim at. But you revolutionists will never understand that. You plan the future, you lose yourselves in reveries of economical systems derived from what is; whereas what’s wanted is a clean sweep and a clear start for a new conception of life. That sort of future will take care of itself if you will only make room for it. Therefore I would shovel my stuff in heaps at the corners of the streets if I had enough for that; and as I haven’t, I do my best by perfecting a really dependable detonator.”
He shrugged his shoulders a bit and then added with the same relaxed confidence: “Our goal should be to break the superstition and worship of the law. Nothing would make me happier than to see Inspector Heat and people like him shooting us down in broad daylight with the public’s approval. Half of our fight would be won then; the old morality would start falling apart right in its own temple. That’s what you should be aiming for. But you revolutionaries will never get that. You plan for the future and get lost in dreams of economic systems based on what is, while what we need is a total clean slate and a fresh start for a new way of life. That future will take care of itself if you just make space for it. So, I would pile my stuff high at the corners of the streets if I had enough for that; and since I don’t, I’m doing my best by perfecting a really reliable detonator.”
Ossipon, who had been mentally swimming in deep waters, seized upon the last word as if it were a saving plank.
Ossipon, who had been mentally struggling to keep his head above water, grabbed onto the last word like it was a life raft.
“Yes. Your detonators. I shouldn’t wonder if it weren’t one of your detonators that made a clean sweep of the man in the park.”
“Yes. Your detonators. I wouldn't be surprised if one of your detonators took out the guy in the park.”
A shade of vexation darkened the determined sallow face confronting Ossipon.
A hint of frustration crossed the determined, pale face facing Ossipon.
“My difficulty consists precisely in experimenting practically with the various kinds. They must be tried after all. Besides—”
“My challenge is really in practically trying out the different types. They have to be tested, after all. Plus—”
Ossipon interrupted.
Ossipon cut in.
“Who could that fellow be? I assure you that we in London had no knowledge—Couldn’t you describe the person you gave the stuff to?”
“Who could that guy be? I promise you that we in London had no idea—Could you describe the person you handed the stuff to?”
The other turned his spectacles upon Ossipon like a pair of searchlights.
The other aimed his glasses at Ossipon like a pair of searchlights.
“Describe him,” he repeated slowly. “I don’t think there can be the slightest objection now. I will describe him to you in one word—Verloc.”
“Describe him,” he said slowly again. “I don’t think there can be any objections now. I’ll sum him up in one word—Verloc.”
Ossipon, whom curiosity had lifted a few inches off his seat, dropped back, as if hit in the face.
Ossipon, whose curiosity had nudged him a few inches off his seat, dropped back as if he had been slapped in the face.
“Verloc! Impossible.”
“Verloc! No way.”
The self-possessed little man nodded slightly once.
The composed little man nodded slightly once.
“Yes. He’s the person. You can’t say that in this case I was giving my stuff to the first fool that came along. He was a prominent member of the group as far as I understand.”
“Yes. He’s the guy. You can’t say that I was just handing my stuff over to the first random person I met. He was a notable member of the group, as far as I know.”
“Yes,” said Ossipon. “Prominent. No, not exactly. He was the centre for general intelligence, and usually received comrades coming over here. More useful than important. Man of no ideas. Years ago he used to speak at meetings—in France, I believe. Not very well, though. He was trusted by such men as Latorre, Moser and all that old lot. The only talent he showed really was his ability to elude the attentions of the police somehow. Here, for instance, he did not seem to be looked after very closely. He was regularly married, you know. I suppose it’s with her money that he started that shop. Seemed to make it pay, too.”
“Yes,” said Ossipon. “Prominent. No, not really. He was the go-to guy for general intelligence and usually hosted comrades who came here. More useful than important. He didn’t have many original ideas. Years ago, he used to speak at meetings—in France, I think. Not very well, though. He was trusted by people like Latorre, Moser, and those old-timers. The only real talent he had was his ability to stay under the police's radar somehow. Here, for example, it didn’t seem like anyone was keeping a close eye on him. He was regularly married, you know. I guess it’s her money that helped him start that shop. Seemed to make it profitable, too.”
Ossipon paused abruptly, muttered to himself “I wonder what that woman will do now?” and fell into thought.
Ossipon suddenly stopped, murmured to himself, “I wonder what that woman will do now?” and got lost in thought.
The other waited with ostentatious indifference. His parentage was obscure, and he was generally known only by his nickname of Professor. His title to that designation consisted in his having been once assistant demonstrator in chemistry at some technical institute. He quarrelled with the authorities upon a question of unfair treatment. Afterwards he obtained a post in the laboratory of a manufactory of dyes. There too he had been treated with revolting injustice. His struggles, his privations, his hard work to raise himself in the social scale, had filled him with such an exalted conviction of his merits that it was extremely difficult for the world to treat him with justice—the standard of that notion depending so much upon the patience of the individual. The Professor had genius, but lacked the great social virtue of resignation.
The other person waited with showy indifference. His background was unclear, and he was mostly known just by his nickname, Professor. He earned that title because he had once been an assistant demonstrator in chemistry at a technical school. He had a falling out with the authorities over a matter of unfair treatment. Later, he got a job in the lab of a dye factory. There, too, he faced appalling injustice. His struggles, his hardships, and his hard work to move up the social ladder had given him such a strong sense of his own worth that it was really hard for the world to treat him fairly—the idea of fairness depended so much on the patience of the individual. The Professor had talent, but he lacked the important social quality of acceptance.
“Intellectually a nonentity,” Ossipon pronounced aloud, abandoning suddenly the inward contemplation of Mrs Verloc’s bereaved person and business. “Quite an ordinary personality. You are wrong in not keeping more in touch with the comrades, Professor,” he added in a reproving tone. “Did he say anything to you—give you some idea of his intentions? I hadn’t seen him for a month. It seems impossible that he should be gone.”
“Intellectually a nobody,” Ossipon said aloud, suddenly breaking off his thoughts about Mrs. Verloc’s loss and her situation. “Just a very average person. You’re making a mistake by not staying more connected with the group, Professor,” he added in a critical tone. “Did he say anything to you—give you any clues about his plans? I hadn’t seen him for a month. It’s hard to believe he’s really gone.”
“He told me it was going to be a demonstration against a building,” said the Professor. “I had to know that much to prepare the missile. I pointed out to him that I had hardly a sufficient quantity for a completely destructive result, but he pressed me very earnestly to do my best. As he wanted something that could be carried openly in the hand, I proposed to make use of an old one-gallon copal varnish can I happened to have by me. He was pleased at the idea. It gave me some trouble, because I had to cut out the bottom first and solder it on again afterwards. When prepared for use, the can enclosed a wide-mouthed, well-corked jar of thick glass packed around with some wet clay and containing sixteen ounces of X2 green powder. The detonator was connected with the screw top of the can. It was ingenious—a combination of time and shock. I explained the system to him. It was a thin tube of tin enclosing a—”
“He told me it was going to be a protest against a building,” said the Professor. “I needed to know that much to prepare the missile. I pointed out to him that I hardly had enough for a completely destructive result, but he urged me very earnestly to do my best. Since he wanted something that could be carried openly in the hand, I suggested using an old one-gallon copal varnish can I had nearby. He liked the idea. It took some effort because I had to cut out the bottom first and then solder it back on afterwards. When it was ready to use, the can held a wide-mouthed, well-corked jar of thick glass packed with wet clay and containing sixteen ounces of X2 green powder. The detonator was attached to the screw top of the can. It was clever—a combination of time and shock. I explained the system to him. It was a thin tube of tin enclosing a—”
Ossipon’s attention had wandered.
Ossipon's attention had drifted.
“What do you think has happened?” he interrupted.
“What do you think happened?” he interrupted.
“Can’t tell. Screwed the top on tight, which would make the connection, and then forgot the time. It was set for twenty minutes. On the other hand, the time contact being made, a sharp shock would bring about the explosion at once. He either ran the time too close, or simply let the thing fall. The contact was made all right—that’s clear to me at any rate. The system’s worked perfectly. And yet you would think that a common fool in a hurry would be much more likely to forget to make the contact altogether. I was worrying myself about that sort of failure mostly. But there are more kinds of fools than one can guard against. You can’t expect a detonator to be absolutely fool-proof.”
“Can’t say for sure. I screwed the top on tight, which should have made the connection, and then lost track of time. It was supposed to be set for twenty minutes. On the other hand, if the time connection was made, a quick shock would cause the explosion right away. Either I ran the timer too close, or I just let it fall. The connection was definitely made—that's clear to me, at least. The system worked perfectly. Still, you would think that an average person in a hurry would be much more likely to forget to make the connection altogether. I was mostly worried about that kind of failure. But there are more types of fools than you can protect against. You can’t expect a detonator to be completely fool-proof.”
He beckoned to a waiter. Ossipon sat rigid, with the abstracted gaze of mental travail. After the man had gone away with the money he roused himself, with an air of profound dissatisfaction.
He signaled to a waiter. Ossipon sat stiffly, with a distant look of deep thought. Once the waiter left with the money, he snapped out of it, looking extremely dissatisfied.
“It’s extremely unpleasant for me,” he mused. “Karl has been in bed with bronchitis for a week. There’s an even chance that he will never get up again. Michaelis’s luxuriating in the country somewhere. A fashionable publisher has offered him five hundred pounds for a book. It will be a ghastly failure. He has lost the habit of consecutive thinking in prison, you know.”
“It’s really uncomfortable for me,” he thought. “Karl has been bedridden with bronchitis for a week. There’s a good chance he might never get up again. Michaelis is enjoying himself in the countryside somewhere. A trendy publisher offered him five hundred pounds for a book. It’s going to be a terrible failure. He’s gotten out of the habit of thinking coherently in prison, you know.”
The Professor on his feet, now buttoning his coat, looked about him with perfect indifference.
The professor, now standing and buttoning his coat, looked around with complete indifference.
“What are you going to do?” asked Ossipon wearily. He dreaded the blame of the Central Red Committee, a body which had no permanent place of abode, and of whose membership he was not exactly informed. If this affair eventuated in the stoppage of the modest subsidy allotted to the publication of the F. P. pamphlets, then indeed he would have to regret Verloc’s inexplicable folly.
“What are you going to do?” asked Ossipon wearily. He dreaded the blame from the Central Red Committee, a group that had no permanent headquarters, and whose membership he wasn’t exactly aware of. If this situation resulted in the cancellation of the small funding designated for the publication of the F. P. pamphlets, then he would truly regret Verloc’s puzzling mistake.
“Solidarity with the extremest form of action is one thing, and silly recklessness is another,” he said, with a sort of moody brutality. “I don’t know what came to Verloc. There’s some mystery there. However, he’s gone. You may take it as you like, but under the circumstances the only policy for the militant revolutionary group is to disclaim all connection with this damned freak of yours. How to make the disclaimer convincing enough is what bothers me.”
“Standing together in extreme action is one thing, but foolish recklessness is another,” he said, with a grim intensity. “I have no idea what happened to Verloc. There's something mysterious about it. Anyway, he's gone. You can see it however you want, but given the situation, the only strategy for the militant revolutionary group is to deny any connection with this crazy stunt of yours. The challenge is how to make that denial believable enough, and that's what worries me.”
The little man on his feet, buttoned up and ready to go, was no taller than the seated Ossipon. He levelled his spectacles at the latter’s face point-blank.
The little guy on his feet, all buttoned up and ready to go, was just as tall as the sitting Ossipon. He fixed his glasses directly on Ossipon's face.
“You might ask the police for a testimonial of good conduct. They know where every one of you slept last night. Perhaps if you asked them they would consent to publish some sort of official statement.”
“You could ask the police for a letter of good conduct. They know where each of you stayed last night. If you asked them, they might agree to release some kind of official statement.”
“No doubt they are aware well enough that we had nothing to do with this,” mumbled Ossipon bitterly. “What they will say is another thing.” He remained thoughtful, disregarding the short, owlish, shabby figure standing by his side. “I must lay hands on Michaelis at once, and get him to speak from his heart at one of our gatherings. The public has a sort of sentimental regard for that fellow. His name is known. And I am in touch with a few reporters on the big dailies. What he would say would be utter bosh, but he has a turn of talk that makes it go down all the same.”
“No doubt they know we had nothing to do with this,” Ossipon said bitterly. “What they’ll say is another story.” He remained lost in thought, ignoring the short, owl-like, shabby figure beside him. “I need to get in touch with Michaelis right away and have him speak from the heart at one of our meetings. The public has a sentimental attachment to that guy. His name is known. And I’m connected with a few reporters at the major newspapers. What he says would be complete nonsense, but he has a way of speaking that makes people accept it anyway.”
“Like treacle,” interjected the Professor, rather low, keeping an impassive expression.
“Like syrup,” the Professor chimed in quietly, maintaining a blank expression.
The perplexed Ossipon went on communing with himself half audibly, after the manner of a man reflecting in perfect solitude.
The puzzled Ossipon continued to talk to himself quietly, like someone deep in thought all alone.
“Confounded ass! To leave such an imbecile business on my hands. And I don’t even know if—”
“Confounded fool! To leave such a ridiculous situation on my hands. And I don’t even know if—”
He sat with compressed lips. The idea of going for news straight to the shop lacked charm. His notion was that Verloc’s shop might have been turned already into a police trap. They will be bound to make some arrests, he thought, with something resembling virtuous indignation, for the even tenor of his revolutionary life was menaced by no fault of his. And yet unless he went there he ran the risk of remaining in ignorance of what perhaps it would be very material for him to know. Then he reflected that, if the man in the park had been so very much blown to pieces as the evening papers said, he could not have been identified. And if so, the police could have no special reason for watching Verloc’s shop more closely than any other place known to be frequented by marked anarchists—no more reason, in fact, than for watching the doors of the Silenus. There would be a lot of watching all round, no matter where he went. Still—
He sat with tight lips. The idea of going to the shop for news didn’t seem appealing. He thought Verloc’s shop might already have been turned into a police trap. They would definitely make some arrests, he thought with a sense of righteous indignation, because the steady course of his revolutionary life was threatened through no fault of his own. Yet, if he didn’t go there, he risked remaining oblivious to information that might be really important for him to know. Then he considered that if the man in the park had been blown to pieces as the evening papers claimed, he couldn’t have been identified. If that were the case, the police wouldn’t have any specific reason to keep a closer watch on Verloc’s shop than on any other place known to be frequented by notorious anarchists—no more reason, in fact, than to observe the doors of the Silenus. There would be plenty of surveillance everywhere, no matter where he went. Still—
“I wonder what I had better do now?” he muttered, taking counsel with himself.
“I wonder what I should do now?” he muttered, thinking it over.
A rasping voice at his elbow said, with sedate scorn:
A harsh voice next to him said, with calm disdain:
“Fasten yourself upon the woman for all she’s worth.”
“Hold onto the woman for everything she’s worth.”
After uttering these words the Professor walked away from the table. Ossipon, whom that piece of insight had taken unawares, gave one ineffectual start, and remained still, with a helpless gaze, as though nailed fast to the seat of his chair. The lonely piano, without as much as a music stool to help it, struck a few chords courageously, and beginning a selection of national airs, played him out at last to the tune of “Blue Bells of Scotland.” The painfully detached notes grew faint behind his back while he went slowly upstairs, across the hall, and into the street.
After saying this, the Professor walked away from the table. Ossipon, caught off guard by this insight, gave a feeble start and remained frozen, staring helplessly as if he were glued to his chair. The lonely piano, with no music stool in sight, bravely struck a few chords and started playing a medley of national tunes, eventually sending him off to the sound of “Blue Bells of Scotland.” The painfully distant notes faded behind him as he slowly went upstairs, across the hall, and out into the street.
In front of the great doorway a dismal row of newspaper sellers standing clear of the pavement dealt out their wares from the gutter. It was a raw, gloomy day of the early spring; and the grimy sky, the mud of the streets, the rags of the dirty men, harmonised excellently with the eruption of the damp, rubbishy sheets of paper soiled with printers’ ink. The posters, maculated with filth, garnished like tapestry the sweep of the curbstone. The trade in afternoon papers was brisk, yet, in comparison with the swift, constant march of foot traffic, the effect was of indifference, of a disregarded distribution. Ossipon looked hurriedly both ways before stepping out into the cross-currents, but the Professor was already out of sight.
In front of the big doorway, a miserable line of newspaper sellers stood off the sidewalk, selling their papers from the gutter. It was a cold, gloomy early spring day; the dirty sky, the muddy streets, and the rags of the filthy men went perfectly with the scattered, damp scraps of paper stained with printer's ink. The posters, smeared with grime, decorated the edge of the curb like tapestry. The afternoon paper sales were lively, but compared to the fast, constant flow of people walking by, it felt indifferent, like a distribution that was ignored. Ossipon quickly glanced both ways before stepping into the busy street, but the Professor was already out of sight.
CHAPTER V
The Professor had turned into a street to the left, and walked along, with his head carried rigidly erect, in a crowd whose every individual almost overtopped his stunted stature. It was vain to pretend to himself that he was not disappointed. But that was mere feeling; the stoicism of his thought could not be disturbed by this or any other failure. Next time, or the time after next, a telling stroke would be delivered—something really startling—a blow fit to open the first crack in the imposing front of the great edifice of legal conceptions sheltering the atrocious injustice of society. Of humble origin, and with an appearance really so mean as to stand in the way of his considerable natural abilities, his imagination had been fired early by the tales of men rising from the depths of poverty to positions of authority and affluence. The extreme, almost ascetic purity of his thought, combined with an astounding ignorance of worldly conditions, had set before him a goal of power and prestige to be attained without the medium of arts, graces, tact, wealth—by sheer weight of merit alone. On that view he considered himself entitled to undisputed success. His father, a delicate dark enthusiast with a sloping forehead, had been an itinerant and rousing preacher of some obscure but rigid Christian sect—a man supremely confident in the privileges of his righteousness. In the son, individualist by temperament, once the science of colleges had replaced thoroughly the faith of conventicles, this moral attitude translated itself into a frenzied puritanism of ambition. He nursed it as something secularly holy. To see it thwarted opened his eyes to the true nature of the world, whose morality was artificial, corrupt, and blasphemous. The way of even the most justifiable revolutions is prepared by personal impulses disguised into creeds. The Professor’s indignation found in itself a final cause that absolved him from the sin of turning to destruction as the agent of his ambition. To destroy public faith in legality was the imperfect formula of his pedantic fanaticism; but the subconscious conviction that the framework of an established social order cannot be effectually shattered except by some form of collective or individual violence was precise and correct. He was a moral agent—that was settled in his mind. By exercising his agency with ruthless defiance he procured for himself the appearances of power and personal prestige. That was undeniable to his vengeful bitterness. It pacified its unrest; and in their own way the most ardent of revolutionaries are perhaps doing no more but seeking for peace in common with the rest of mankind—the peace of soothed vanity, of satisfied appetites, or perhaps of appeased conscience.
The Professor had taken a left turn onto a street and walked along, holding his head high in a crowd where almost everyone was taller than his short stature. It was pointless to deny to himself that he felt disappointed. But that was just an emotion; his rational mind remained unshaken by this or any other setback. Next time, or the time after that, he would deliver a decisive blow—something truly shocking—a strike that would crack the impressive facade of the legal system that concealed the gross injustices of society. Coming from humble beginnings and with a rather unremarkable appearance that hindered his considerable natural talents, he had been inspired from a young age by stories of individuals rising from poverty to positions of power and wealth. The extreme, almost ascetic purity of his thoughts, combined with a shocking ignorance of real-world conditions, set before him a goal of power and prestige to be achieved without resorting to charm, tact, or money—by sheer merit alone. Based on this mindset, he felt entitled to success without question. His father, a sensitive, passionate man with a sloping forehead, had been a traveling preacher of some obscure but strict Christian sect—a man firmly confident in his righteousness. In the son, who was individualistic by nature, this moral attitude evolved into an obsessive ambition once the academic world replaced the faith of his father's gatherings. He viewed his ambition as something secularly sacred. Experiencing setbacks opened his eyes to the true nature of a world whose morals were artificial, corrupt, and offensive. Even the most justified revolutions are fueled by personal desires masked as ideologies. The Professor's anger provided a final justification for him, absolving him from the guilt of destruction as a means to achieve his ambitions. Undermining public faith in the legal system was the flawed formula of his academic zealotry; however, his deep-seated belief that an established social order could only be effectively shaken by some form of collective or personal violence was clear and accurate. He considered himself a moral agent—that much was settled in his mind. By exercising his agency with ruthless defiance, he created an illusion of power and personal prestige. This was undeniable to his bitter resentment. It quelled his inner turmoil; and in their own way, even the most passionate revolutionaries are perhaps just seeking peace like everyone else—the peace of soothed pride, satisfied desires, or maybe even a quiet conscience.
Lost in the crowd, miserable and undersized, he meditated confidently on his power, keeping his hand in the left pocket of his trousers, grasping lightly the india-rubber ball, the supreme guarantee of his sinister freedom; but after a while he became disagreeably affected by the sight of the roadway thronged with vehicles and of the pavement crowded with men and women. He was in a long, straight street, peopled by a mere fraction of an immense multitude; but all round him, on and on, even to the limits of the horizon hidden by the enormous piles of bricks, he felt the mass of mankind mighty in its numbers. They swarmed numerous like locusts, industrious like ants, thoughtless like a natural force, pushing on blind and orderly and absorbed, impervious to sentiment, to logic, to terror too perhaps.
Lost in the crowd, feeling miserable and small, he confidently thought about his power, keeping his hand in the left pocket of his pants, lightly holding the rubber ball, the ultimate assurance of his dark freedom. But after a while, he was negatively impacted by the sight of the road filled with vehicles and the sidewalks packed with men and women. He was on a long, straight street, populated by just a small fraction of a huge crowd; yet all around him, stretching to the horizon hidden by towering brick buildings, he sensed the mass of humanity powerful in its numbers. They swarmed like locusts, worked hard like ants, and were thoughtless like a natural force, pushing ahead blindly, systematically, and completely focused, unaffected by emotions, logic, or maybe even fear.
That was the form of doubt he feared most. Impervious to fear! Often while walking abroad, when he happened also to come out of himself, he had such moments of dreadful and sane mistrust of mankind. What if nothing could move them? Such moments come to all men whose ambition aims at a direct grasp upon humanity—to artists, politicians, thinkers, reformers, or saints. A despicable emotional state this, against which solitude fortifies a superior character; and with severe exultation the Professor thought of the refuge of his room, with its padlocked cupboard, lost in a wilderness of poor houses, the hermitage of the perfect anarchist. In order to reach sooner the point where he could take his omnibus, he turned brusquely out of the populous street into a narrow and dusky alley paved with flagstones. On one side the low brick houses had in their dusty windows the sightless, moribund look of incurable decay—empty shells awaiting demolition. From the other side life had not departed wholly as yet. Facing the only gas-lamp yawned the cavern of a second-hand furniture dealer, where, deep in the gloom of a sort of narrow avenue winding through a bizarre forest of wardrobes, with an undergrowth tangle of table legs, a tall pier-glass glimmered like a pool of water in a wood. An unhappy, homeless couch, accompanied by two unrelated chairs, stood in the open. The only human being making use of the alley besides the Professor, coming stalwart and erect from the opposite direction, checked his swinging pace suddenly.
That was the type of doubt he feared the most. Unmoved by fear! Often while out for a walk, when he also managed to step outside of himself, he experienced moments of terrible and rational distrust in humanity. What if nothing could touch them? These moments come to anyone whose ambition seeks a direct connection with people—artists, politicians, thinkers, reformers, or saints. It’s a despicable emotional state that solitude helps to strengthen a stronger character against; and with intense satisfaction, the Professor thought about the sanctuary of his room, with its locked cupboard, lost in a maze of rundown houses, the hideaway of the perfect anarchist. To reach his bus stop sooner, he abruptly left the busy street for a narrow, dim alley paved with flagstones. On one side, the low brick houses had dusty windows that gave off a lifeless, fading look of unhealable decay—empty shells waiting to be torn down. On the opposite side, life hadn’t completely left yet. Facing the only gas lamp was a secondhand furniture store, where, deep in the shadow of a sort of narrow passage winding through a strange forest of wardrobes, with a tangled mess of table legs, a tall mirror shimmered like a pool of water in a forest. An unfortunate, homeless couch, accompanied by two mismatched chairs, stood out in the open. The only other person using the alley besides the Professor, who was walking confidently from the opposite direction, suddenly stopped his steady pace.
“Hallo!” he said, and stood a little on one side watchfully.
“Hello!” he said, stepping to the side a bit and keeping an eye out.
The Professor had already stopped, with a ready half turn which brought his shoulders very near the other wall. His right hand fell lightly on the back of the outcast couch, the left remained purposefully plunged deep in the trousers pocket, and the roundness of the heavy rimmed spectacles imparted an owlish character to his moody, unperturbed face.
The Professor had already stopped, making a quick half-turn that brought his shoulders close to the other wall. His right hand rested lightly on the back of the worn-out couch, while his left hand was intentionally deep in his trouser pocket. The round shape of his thick-rimmed glasses gave an owl-like quality to his serious, calm expression.
It was like a meeting in a side corridor of a mansion full of life. The stalwart man was buttoned up in a dark overcoat, and carried an umbrella. His hat, tilted back, uncovered a good deal of forehead, which appeared very white in the dusk. In the dark patches of the orbits the eyeballs glimmered piercingly. Long, drooping moustaches, the colour of ripe corn, framed with their points the square block of his shaved chin.
It was like a meeting in a side hallway of a lively mansion. The strong man was dressed in a dark overcoat and carried an umbrella. His hat, pushed back, exposed a large portion of his forehead, which looked very pale in the evening light. In the dark spaces of his eye sockets, his eyes glimmered sharply. Long, drooping mustaches, the color of ripe corn, framed the square shape of his clean-shaven chin.
“I am not looking for you,” he said curtly.
“I’m not looking for you,” he said sharply.
The Professor did not stir an inch. The blended noises of the enormous town sank down to an inarticulate low murmur. Chief Inspector Heat of the Special Crimes Department changed his tone.
The Professor didn't move at all. The mixed sounds of the big city faded to an indistinct low hum. Chief Inspector Heat from the Special Crimes Department altered his tone.
“Not in a hurry to get home?” he asked, with mocking simplicity.
“Are you not in a hurry to get home?” he asked, with feigned innocence.
The unwholesome-looking little moral agent of destruction exulted silently in the possession of personal prestige, keeping in check this man armed with the defensive mandate of a menaced society. More fortunate than Caligula, who wished that the Roman Senate had only one head for the better satisfaction of his cruel lust, he beheld in that one man all the forces he had set at defiance: the force of law, property, oppression, and injustice. He beheld all his enemies, and fearlessly confronted them all in a supreme satisfaction of his vanity. They stood perplexed before him as if before a dreadful portent. He gloated inwardly over the chance of this meeting affirming his superiority over all the multitude of mankind.
The unhealthy-looking little agent of destruction quietly reveled in his personal prestige, keeping this man—armed with the protective mandate of a threatened society—in check. More fortunate than Caligula, who wished the Roman Senate had only one head to satisfy his cruel desires, he saw in that one man all the forces he had defied: the force of law, property, oppression, and injustice. He recognized all his enemies and faced them fearlessly, filled with supreme satisfaction in his vanity. They stood confused before him, as if confronted by a terrifying omen. He secretly delighted in the chance of this encounter, reaffirming his superiority over all of humanity.
It was in reality a chance meeting. Chief Inspector Heat had had a disagreeably busy day since his department received the first telegram from Greenwich a little before eleven in the morning. First of all, the fact of the outrage being attempted less than a week after he had assured a high official that no outbreak of anarchist activity was to be apprehended was sufficiently annoying. If he ever thought himself safe in making a statement, it was then. He had made that statement with infinite satisfaction to himself, because it was clear that the high official desired greatly to hear that very thing. He had affirmed that nothing of the sort could even be thought of without the department being aware of it within twenty-four hours; and he had spoken thus in his consciousness of being the great expert of his department. He had gone even so far as to utter words which true wisdom would have kept back. But Chief Inspector Heat was not very wise—at least not truly so. True wisdom, which is not certain of anything in this world of contradictions, would have prevented him from attaining his present position. It would have alarmed his superiors, and done away with his chances of promotion. His promotion had been very rapid.
It was actually a chance encounter. Chief Inspector Heat had a frustratingly busy day after his department received the first telegram from Greenwich just before eleven in the morning. First off, the fact that the attack was attempted less than a week after he told a high official that there was nothing to worry about concerning anarchist activity was really annoying. If he ever felt confident making a statement, it was then. He had said it with a sense of satisfaction because it was obvious that the high official really wanted to hear that. He had claimed that nothing like that could even be imagined without the department knowing about it within twenty-four hours; and he had said this while fully believing himself to be the top expert in his department. He even went so far as to say things that true wisdom would have held back. But Chief Inspector Heat wasn't very wise—at least not truly. True wisdom, which doesn’t take anything for granted in this world of contradictions, would have kept him from reaching his current position. It would have raised concerns with his superiors and eliminated his chances for advancement. His promotion had come very quickly.
“There isn’t one of them, sir, that we couldn’t lay our hands on at any time of night and day. We know what each of them is doing hour by hour,” he had declared. And the high official had deigned to smile. This was so obviously the right thing to say for an officer of Chief Inspector Heat’s reputation that it was perfectly delightful. The high official believed the declaration, which chimed in with his idea of the fitness of things. His wisdom was of an official kind, or else he might have reflected upon a matter not of theory but of experience that in the close-woven stuff of relations between conspirator and police there occur unexpected solutions of continuity, sudden holes in space and time. A given anarchist may be watched inch by inch and minute by minute, but a moment always comes when somehow all sight and touch of him are lost for a few hours, during which something (generally an explosion) more or less deplorable does happen. But the high official, carried away by his sense of the fitness of things, had smiled, and now the recollection of that smile was very annoying to Chief Inspector Heat, principal expert in anarchist procedure.
“There isn’t one of them, sir, that we couldn’t track down at any time of day or night. We know exactly what each of them is doing hour by hour,” he declared. The high official smiled graciously. It was clearly the right thing to say for someone with Chief Inspector Heat’s reputation, and it was quite delightful. The high official believed the statement, as it aligned with his idea of how things should be. His wisdom was of an official nature, or else he might have considered a matter not of theory but of experience: in the tightly woven dynamics between conspirators and the police, there are unexpected disruptions, sudden gaps in visibility and understanding. An anarchist can be monitored closely and continuously, but there always comes a moment when they somehow disappear from sight and touch for a few hours, during which something (usually an explosion) regrettable occurs. However, the high official, caught up in his belief in how things ought to be, smiled, and now that memory was quite irritating to Chief Inspector Heat, the leading expert on anarchist tactics.
This was not the only circumstance whose recollection depressed the usual serenity of the eminent specialist. There was another dating back only to that very morning. The thought that when called urgently to his Assistant Commissioner’s private room he had been unable to conceal his astonishment was distinctly vexing. His instinct of a successful man had taught him long ago that, as a general rule, a reputation is built on manner as much as on achievement. And he felt that his manner when confronted with the telegram had not been impressive. He had opened his eyes widely, and had exclaimed “Impossible!” exposing himself thereby to the unanswerable retort of a finger-tip laid forcibly on the telegram which the Assistant Commissioner, after reading it aloud, had flung on the desk. To be crushed, as it were, under the tip of a forefinger was an unpleasant experience. Very damaging, too! Furthermore, Chief Inspector Heat was conscious of not having mended matters by allowing himself to express a conviction.
This wasn't the only situation that disrupted the usual calm of the prominent specialist. There was another one that had happened just that morning. The fact that he couldn’t hide his surprise when he was urgently summoned to his Assistant Commissioner’s private office was particularly annoying. His instinct as a successful person had taught him long ago that, generally speaking, a reputation is built on demeanor as much as on success. And he felt that his demeanor when faced with the telegram hadn’t been impressive. He had widened his eyes and exclaimed “Impossible!” leaving himself open to the unanswerable comeback of a finger pressed firmly on the telegram that the Assistant Commissioner had flung onto the desk after reading it aloud. Being effectively crushed under the tip of a fingertip was not a pleasant experience. It was also quite damaging! Moreover, Chief Inspector Heat was aware that he hadn’t improved the situation by voicing his opinion.
“One thing I can tell you at once: none of our lot had anything to do with this.”
"One thing I can tell you right away: none of us were involved in this."
He was strong in his integrity of a good detective, but he saw now that an impenetrably attentive reserve towards this incident would have served his reputation better. On the other hand, he admitted to himself that it was difficult to preserve one’s reputation if rank outsiders were going to take a hand in the business. Outsiders are the bane of the police as of other professions. The tone of the Assistant Commissioner’s remarks had been sour enough to set one’s teeth on edge.
He was solid in his integrity as a good detective, but he now realized that having an unyielding, watchful distance from this incident would have been better for his reputation. On the flip side, he acknowledged that it’s tough to maintain one’s reputation when complete outsiders are going to get involved. Outsiders are the downfall of the police just like in other professions. The tone of the Assistant Commissioner’s comments had been harsh enough to make anyone cringe.
And since breakfast Chief Inspector Heat had not managed to get anything to eat.
And since breakfast, Chief Inspector Heat hadn't had a chance to eat anything.
Starting immediately to begin his investigation on the spot, he had swallowed a good deal of raw, unwholesome fog in the park. Then he had walked over to the hospital; and when the investigation in Greenwich was concluded at last he had lost his inclination for food. Not accustomed, as the doctors are, to examine closely the mangled remains of human beings, he had been shocked by the sight disclosed to his view when a waterproof sheet had been lifted off a table in a certain apartment of the hospital.
Starting right away with his investigation on-site, he had inhaled a lot of thick, unhealthy fog in the park. Then he walked over to the hospital; and by the time he finished the investigation in Greenwich, he had lost his appetite. Unlike the doctors, who are used to examining the gruesome remains of people, he was taken aback by the sight that met his eyes when a waterproof sheet was lifted off a table in a certain hospital room.
Another waterproof sheet was spread over that table in the manner of a table-cloth, with the corners turned up over a sort of mound—a heap of rags, scorched and bloodstained, half concealing what might have been an accumulation of raw material for a cannibal feast. It required considerable firmness of mind not to recoil before that sight. Chief Inspector Heat, an efficient officer of his department, stood his ground, but for a whole minute he did not advance. A local constable in uniform cast a sidelong glance, and said, with stolid simplicity:
Another waterproof sheet was laid over the table like a tablecloth, with the corners turned up over a mound—a pile of rags, burned and bloodstained, partially hiding what might have been the remains of a cannibal feast. It took a lot of mental strength not to flinch at that sight. Chief Inspector Heat, a competent officer in his department, held his position, but for an entire minute, he didn’t move forward. A local uniformed constable took a sideways glance and said, with straightforward simplicity:
“He’s all there. Every bit of him. It was a job.”
“He's fully present. Every part of him. It was work.”
He had been the first man on the spot after the explosion. He mentioned the fact again. He had seen something like a heavy flash of lightning in the fog. At that time he was standing at the door of the King William Street Lodge talking to the keeper. The concussion made him tingle all over. He ran between the trees towards the Observatory. “As fast as my legs would carry me,” he repeated twice.
He was the first person on the scene after the explosion. He brought it up again. He had seen something like a bright flash of lightning through the fog. At that moment, he was standing at the door of the King William Street Lodge chatting with the keeper. The shock made him tingle all over. He ran through the trees toward the Observatory. “As fast as I could,” he said twice.
Chief Inspector Heat, bending forward over the table in a gingerly and horrified manner, let him run on. The hospital porter and another man turned down the corners of the cloth, and stepped aside. The Chief Inspector’s eyes searched the gruesome detail of that heap of mixed things, which seemed to have been collected in shambles and rag shops.
Chief Inspector Heat leaned forward over the table, both hesitant and horrified, and let him continue. The hospital porter and another man folded the corners of the cloth and stepped aside. The Chief Inspector’s eyes scanned the disturbing details of that pile of mixed items, which appeared to have been gathered from junk piles and thrift shops.
“You used a shovel,” he remarked, observing a sprinkling of small gravel, tiny brown bits of bark, and particles of splintered wood as fine as needles.
“You used a shovel,” he noted, seeing a mix of small gravel, tiny brown bits of bark, and splintered wood particles as fine as needles.
“Had to in one place,” said the stolid constable. “I sent a keeper to fetch a spade. When he heard me scraping the ground with it he leaned his forehead against a tree, and was as sick as a dog.”
“Had to in one place,” said the serious constable. “I sent someone to get a shovel. When he heard me digging with it, he leaned his forehead against a tree and got really sick.”
The Chief Inspector, stooping guardedly over the table, fought down the unpleasant sensation in his throat. The shattering violence of destruction which had made of that body a heap of nameless fragments affected his feelings with a sense of ruthless cruelty, though his reason told him the effect must have been as swift as a flash of lightning. The man, whoever he was, had died instantaneously; and yet it seemed impossible to believe that a human body could have reached that state of disintegration without passing through the pangs of inconceivable agony. No physiologist, and still less of a metaphysician, Chief Inspector Heat rose by the force of sympathy, which is a form of fear, above the vulgar conception of time. Instantaneous! He remembered all he had ever read in popular publications of long and terrifying dreams dreamed in the instant of waking; of the whole past life lived with frightful intensity by a drowning man as his doomed head bobs up, streaming, for the last time. The inexplicable mysteries of conscious existence beset Chief Inspector Heat till he evolved a horrible notion that ages of atrocious pain and mental torture could be contained between two successive winks of an eye. And meantime the Chief Inspector went on, peering at the table with a calm face and the slightly anxious attention of an indigent customer bending over what may be called the by-products of a butcher’s shop with a view to an inexpensive Sunday dinner. All the time his trained faculties of an excellent investigator, who scorns no chance of information, followed the self-satisfied, disjointed loquacity of the constable.
The Chief Inspector, leaning cautiously over the table, tried to suppress the uneasy feeling in his throat. The sheer violence of the destruction that had turned the body into a pile of unrecognizable bits struck him with a sense of brutal cruelty, even though his rational mind told him it must have happened in the blink of an eye. The man, whoever he was, had died instantly; yet it seemed hard to believe that a human body could reach such a state of disintegration without experiencing unimaginable agony. No physiologist, and even less a metaphysician, Chief Inspector Heat rose above the common idea of time through the power of sympathy, which is a form of fear. Instantaneous! He recalled everything he had ever read in popular articles about long and terrifying dreams that occur in the moment of waking; about the entire life of a drowning man flashing vividly before him as his doomed head surfaces for the last time. The incomprehensible mysteries of consciousness haunted Chief Inspector Heat until he came up with a horrifying idea that ages of unbearable pain and mental anguish could fit between two blinks of an eye. Meanwhile, the Chief Inspector continued to examine the table with a composed expression, displaying the slightly anxious focus of a person examining the less desirable items at a butcher’s shop while hoping for a cheap Sunday dinner. Throughout it all, his trained instincts as a skilled investigator, who never overlooked an opportunity for information, tracked the self-satisfied, disjointed chatter of the constable.
“A fair-haired fellow,” the last observed in a placid tone, and paused. “The old woman who spoke to the sergeant noticed a fair-haired fellow coming out of Maze Hill Station.” He paused. “And he was a fair-haired fellow. She noticed two men coming out of the station after the uptrain had gone on,” he continued slowly. “She couldn’t tell if they were together. She took no particular notice of the big one, but the other was a fair, slight chap, carrying a tin varnish can in one hand.” The constable ceased.
“A fair-haired guy,” the last one said in a calm voice, then paused. “The old woman who talked to the sergeant saw a fair-haired guy coming out of Maze Hill Station.” He paused. “And he was a fair-haired guy. She noticed two men coming out of the station after the uptrain had left,” he continued slowly. “She couldn’t tell if they were together. She didn’t pay much attention to the big one, but the other was a fair, slim guy, carrying a tin varnish can in one hand.” The constable stopped speaking.
“Know the woman?” muttered the Chief Inspector, with his eyes fixed on the table, and a vague notion in his mind of an inquest to be held presently upon a person likely to remain for ever unknown.
“Do you know the woman?” the Chief Inspector muttered, staring at the table, with a vague thought in his mind about an inquest that would soon be held for a person likely to stay forever unknown.
“Yes. She’s housekeeper to a retired publican, and attends the chapel in Park Place sometimes,” the constable uttered weightily, and paused, with another oblique glance at the table.
“Yes. She’s the housekeeper for a retired pub owner and sometimes goes to the chapel on Park Place,” the constable said seriously, pausing with another sideways glance at the table.
Then suddenly: “Well, here he is—all of him I could see. Fair. Slight—slight enough. Look at that foot there. I picked up the legs first, one after another. He was that scattered you didn’t know where to begin.”
Then suddenly: “Well, here he is—all of him I could see. Fair. Thin—thin enough. Look at that foot there. I picked up the legs first, one after another. He was so spread out you didn’t know where to start.”
The constable paused; the least flicker of an innocent self-laudatory smile invested his round face with an infantile expression.
The constable paused; a slight hint of a self-satisfied smile gave his round face a childish look.
“Stumbled,” he announced positively. “I stumbled once myself, and pitched on my head too, while running up. Them roots do stick out all about the place. Stumbled against the root of a tree and fell, and that thing he was carrying must have gone off right under his chest, I expect.”
“Tripped,” he said confidently. “I tripped once too, and landed on my head while running up. Those roots are everywhere. I tripped over a tree root and fell, and that thing he was carrying probably went off right under his chest, I guess.”
The echo of the words “Person unknown” repeating itself in his inner consciousness bothered the Chief Inspector considerably. He would have liked to trace this affair back to its mysterious origin for his own information. He was professionally curious. Before the public he would have liked to vindicate the efficiency of his department by establishing the identity of that man. He was a loyal servant. That, however, appeared impossible. The first term of the problem was unreadable—lacked all suggestion but that of atrocious cruelty.
The echo of the words “Person unknown” repeating in his mind really bothered the Chief Inspector. He wanted to trace this case back to its mysterious origin for his own understanding. He was professionally curious. In front of the public, he wanted to prove the effectiveness of his department by figuring out the identity of that man. He was a loyal servant. However, that seemed impossible. The first part of the problem was unreadable—it only suggested terrible cruelty.
Overcoming his physical repugnance, Chief Inspector Heat stretched out his hand without conviction for the salving of his conscience, and took up the least soiled of the rags. It was a narrow strip of velvet with a larger triangular piece of dark blue cloth hanging from it. He held it up to his eyes; and the police constable spoke.
Overcoming his physical disgust, Chief Inspector Heat reached out his hand half-heartedly to ease his conscience and picked up the least dirty rag. It was a narrow strip of velvet with a bigger triangular piece of dark blue cloth hanging from it. He held it up to his eyes, and the police constable spoke.
“Velvet collar. Funny the old woman should have noticed the velvet collar. Dark blue overcoat with a velvet collar, she has told us. He was the chap she saw, and no mistake. And here he is all complete, velvet collar and all. I don’t think I missed a single piece as big as a postage stamp.”
“Velvet collar. It’s interesting that the old woman noticed the velvet collar. A dark blue overcoat with a velvet collar, she mentioned. He was definitely the guy she saw, no doubt about it. And here he is, fully put together, velvet collar and all. I don’t think I missed a single piece as big as a postage stamp.”
At this point the trained faculties of the Chief Inspector ceased to hear the voice of the constable. He moved to one of the windows for better light. His face, averted from the room, expressed a startled intense interest while he examined closely the triangular piece of broad-cloth. By a sudden jerk he detached it, and only after stuffing it into his pocket turned round to the room, and flung the velvet collar back on the table—
At this point, the Chief Inspector's trained instincts stopped picking up the constable's voice. He moved to one of the windows for better light. His face, turned away from the room, showed a shocked, intense interest as he closely examined the triangular piece of broadcloth. With a quick motion, he pulled it free and only after stuffing it into his pocket did he turn back to the room and throw the velvet collar back onto the table—
“Cover up,” he directed the attendants curtly, without another look, and, saluted by the constable, carried off his spoil hastily.
“Cover up,” he told the attendants sharply, without another glance, and, greeted by the constable, hurriedly took off with his loot.
A convenient train whirled him up to town, alone and pondering deeply, in a third-class compartment. That singed piece of cloth was incredibly valuable, and he could not defend himself from astonishment at the casual manner it had come into his possession. It was as if Fate had thrust that clue into his hands. And after the manner of the average man, whose ambition is to command events, he began to mistrust such a gratuitous and accidental success—just because it seemed forced upon him. The practical value of success depends not a little on the way you look at it. But Fate looks at nothing. It has no discretion. He no longer considered it eminently desirable all round to establish publicly the identity of the man who had blown himself up that morning with such horrible completeness. But he was not certain of the view his department would take. A department is to those it employs a complex personality with ideas and even fads of its own. It depends on the loyal devotion of its servants, and the devoted loyalty of trusted servants is associated with a certain amount of affectionate contempt, which keeps it sweet, as it were. By a benevolent provision of Nature no man is a hero to his valet, or else the heroes would have to brush their own clothes. Likewise no department appears perfectly wise to the intimacy of its workers. A department does not know so much as some of its servants. Being a dispassionate organism, it can never be perfectly informed. It would not be good for its efficiency to know too much. Chief Inspector Heat got out of the train in a state of thoughtfulness entirely untainted with disloyalty, but not quite free of that jealous mistrust which so often springs on the ground of perfect devotion, whether to women or to institutions.
A convenient train took him up to town, alone and lost in thought, in a third-class compartment. That burnt piece of cloth was incredibly valuable, and he couldn't help but be amazed at how casually it had come into his possession. It was as if Fate had handed him that clue. Like most people, who want to control their destinies, he started to distrust such an unexpected and accidental success—simply because it felt forced upon him. The practical value of success depends a lot on how you view it. But Fate doesn’t consider anything. It has no judgment. He no longer thought it was absolutely necessary to publicly establish the identity of the man who had blown himself up that morning with such horrific thoroughness. But he wasn't sure how his department would respond. A department seems to its employees like a complex personality with its own ideas and even quirks. It relies on the loyal dedication of its staff, and that loyalty often comes with a bit of affectionate disdain, which keeps things pleasant, so to speak. By a nice twist of Nature, no man is a hero to his servant, or else the heroes would have to iron their own clothes. Similarly, no department seems perfectly wise to its employees. A department doesn’t know as much as some of its workers. Being a detached entity, it can never be completely informed. It wouldn't be efficient for it to know too much. Chief Inspector Heat got off the train in a thoughtful state that was completely free of disloyalty, but not entirely devoid of that jealous distrust that often arises from deep loyalty, be it toward women or institutions.
It was in this mental disposition, physically very empty, but still nauseated by what he had seen, that he had come upon the Professor. Under these conditions which make for irascibility in a sound, normal man, this meeting was specially unwelcome to Chief Inspector Heat. He had not been thinking of the Professor; he had not been thinking of any individual anarchist at all. The complexion of that case had somehow forced upon him the general idea of the absurdity of things human, which in the abstract is sufficiently annoying to an unphilosophical temperament, and in concrete instances becomes exasperating beyond endurance. At the beginning of his career Chief Inspector Heat had been concerned with the more energetic forms of thieving. He had gained his spurs in that sphere, and naturally enough had kept for it, after his promotion to another department, a feeling not very far removed from affection. Thieving was not a sheer absurdity. It was a form of human industry, perverse indeed, but still an industry exercised in an industrious world; it was work undertaken for the same reason as the work in potteries, in coal mines, in fields, in tool-grinding shops. It was labour, whose practical difference from the other forms of labour consisted in the nature of its risk, which did not lie in ankylosis, or lead poisoning, or fire-damp, or gritty dust, but in what may be briefly defined in its own special phraseology as “Seven years hard.” Chief Inspector Heat was, of course, not insensible to the gravity of moral differences. But neither were the thieves he had been looking after. They submitted to the severe sanctions of a morality familiar to Chief Inspector Heat with a certain resignation.
It was in this state of mind, feeling physically drained but still sickened by what he had witnessed, that he encountered the Professor. Given these circumstances, which can easily lead to irritability in an otherwise sound, normal person, this meeting was especially unwelcome for Chief Inspector Heat. He hadn’t been thinking about the Professor; he hadn’t been considering any individual anarchist at all. The nature of the case had pushed him toward a general sense of the absurdity of human affairs, which is already annoying enough for someone not inclined to philosophical thought, and in real situations becomes frustrating beyond belief. At the start of his career, Chief Inspector Heat had focused on more aggressive types of theft. He had gained his experience in that area, and naturally, he held onto a feeling akin to affection for it even after being promoted to another department. Theft wasn’t purely absurd. It was a kind of human activity, indeed twisted, but still a form of work done in a hardworking world; it was undertaken for the same reasons as jobs in pottery, coal mining, farming, or tool grinding. It was labor, and the main difference from other types of work lay in its risks, which didn’t include being crippled, lead poisoning, gas explosions, or gritty dust, but could be summarized in the phrase "Seven years hard." Chief Inspector Heat certainly recognized the seriousness of moral distinctions. Yet, so did the thieves he’d been monitoring. They accepted the harsh penalties of a morality familiar to Chief Inspector Heat with a certain resignation.
They were his fellow-citizens gone wrong because of imperfect education, Chief Inspector Heat believed; but allowing for that difference, he could understand the mind of a burglar, because, as a matter of fact, the mind and the instincts of a burglar are of the same kind as the mind and the instincts of a police officer. Both recognise the same conventions, and have a working knowledge of each other’s methods and of the routine of their respective trades. They understand each other, which is advantageous to both, and establishes a sort of amenity in their relations. Products of the same machine, one classed as useful and the other as noxious, they take the machine for granted in different ways, but with a seriousness essentially the same. The mind of Chief Inspector Heat was inaccessible to ideas of revolt. But his thieves were not rebels. His bodily vigour, his cool inflexible manner, his courage and his fairness, had secured for him much respect and some adulation in the sphere of his early successes. He had felt himself revered and admired. And Chief Inspector Heat, arrested within six paces of the anarchist nick-named the Professor, gave a thought of regret to the world of thieves—sane, without morbid ideals, working by routine, respectful of constituted authorities, free from all taint of hate and despair.
They were his fellow citizens who had gone off track due to inadequate education, Chief Inspector Heat thought; but allowing for that difference, he could relate to the mindset of a burglar because, in reality, the mindset and instincts of a burglar are similar to those of a police officer. Both recognize the same rules and have a working understanding of each other’s methods and routines in their respective jobs. They get each other, which benefits both and creates a sort of camaraderie in their interactions. They are products of the same system, one considered useful and the other harmful; they take the system for granted in different ways, but with a seriousness that is fundamentally the same. Chief Inspector Heat's mind was closed off to ideas of rebellion. But his thieves were not rebels. His physical strength, his calm and unyielding demeanor, his bravery, and his fairness had earned him a good amount of respect and some admiration during his early successes. He had felt revered and admired. And Chief Inspector Heat, arrested just six steps away from the anarchist nicknamed the Professor, thought with regret about the world of thieves—sane, without twisted ideals, working methodically, respectful of established authorities, free from any sense of hate and despair.
After paying this tribute to what is normal in the constitution of society (for the idea of thieving appeared to his instinct as normal as the idea of property), Chief Inspector Heat felt very angry with himself for having stopped, for having spoken, for having taken that way at all on the ground of it being a short cut from the station to the headquarters. And he spoke again in his big authoritative voice, which, being moderated, had a threatening character.
After acknowledging what is considered normal in the structure of society (since the concept of stealing seemed just as normal to him as the idea of owning property), Chief Inspector Heat felt really frustrated with himself for having paused, for having said anything, for having taken that route at all just because it was a shortcut from the station to the headquarters. He spoke again in his deep authoritative voice, which, despite being toned down, still came off as menacing.
“You are not wanted, I tell you,” he repeated.
“You're not wanted, I’m telling you,” he repeated.
The anarchist did not stir. An inward laugh of derision uncovered not only his teeth but his gums as well, shook him all over, without the slightest sound. Chief Inspector Heat was led to add, against his better judgment:
The anarchist didn’t move. An internal laugh of scorn revealed not just his teeth but also his gums, shaking him all over without making a sound. Chief Inspector Heat felt compelled to add, against his better judgment:
“Not yet. When I want you I will know where to find you.”
“Not yet. When I need you, I’ll know where to find you.”
Those were perfectly proper words, within the tradition and suitable to his character of a police officer addressing one of his special flock. But the reception they got departed from tradition and propriety. It was outrageous. The stunted, weakly figure before him spoke at last.
Those were completely appropriate words, fitting within tradition and suitable for his role as a police officer talking to one of his specific group. But the response they received was far from traditional and proper. It was shocking. The small, frail figure in front of him finally spoke.
“I’ve no doubt the papers would give you an obituary notice then. You know best what that would be worth to you. I should think you can imagine easily the sort of stuff that would be printed. But you may be exposed to the unpleasantness of being buried together with me, though I suppose your friends would make an effort to sort us out as much as possible.”
“I’m sure the newspapers would print an obituary for you then. You know what that would mean to you. I imagine you can easily picture the kind of things they would write. But you might have to deal with the awkwardness of being buried alongside me, although I guess your friends would try to separate us as much as they could.”
With all his healthy contempt for the spirit dictating such speeches, the atrocious allusiveness of the words had its effect on Chief Inspector Heat. He had too much insight, and too much exact information as well, to dismiss them as rot. The dusk of this narrow lane took on a sinister tint from the dark, frail little figure, its back to the wall, and speaking with a weak, self-confident voice. To the vigorous, tenacious vitality of the Chief Inspector, the physical wretchedness of that being, so obviously not fit to live, was ominous; for it seemed to him that if he had the misfortune to be such a miserable object he would not have cared how soon he died. Life had such a strong hold upon him that a fresh wave of nausea broke out in slight perspiration upon his brow. The murmur of town life, the subdued rumble of wheels in the two invisible streets to the right and left, came through the curve of the sordid lane to his ears with a precious familiarity and an appealing sweetness. He was human. But Chief Inspector Heat was also a man, and he could not let such words pass.
With his healthy disdain for the spirit behind such speeches, the awful implications of the words affected Chief Inspector Heat. He knew too much and had too much information to brush them off as nonsense. The dusk in this narrow lane took on a sinister hue from the small, frail figure against the wall, speaking in a weak but self-assured voice. To the strong, determined vitality of the Chief Inspector, the physical misery of that person, so clearly unfit to live, was foreboding; it made him think that if he were unfortunate enough to be in such a pitiful state, he wouldn’t care how soon he died. Life had such a strong grip on him that a wave of nausea broke out in slight sweat on his forehead. The murmur of city life, the muted rumble of wheels in the two unseen streets to the right and left, reached him through the curve of the grim lane with a familiar and comforting sweetness. He was human. But Chief Inspector Heat was also a man, and he couldn’t let such words go unaddressed.
“All this is good to frighten children with,” he said. “I’ll have you yet.”
“All of this is great for scaring kids,” he said. “I’m going to get you there.”
It was very well said, without scorn, with an almost austere quietness.
It was expressed very well, without any bitterness, with an almost serious calmness.
“Doubtless,” was the answer; “but there’s no time like the present, believe me. For a man of real convictions this is a fine opportunity of self-sacrifice. You may not find another so favourable, so humane. There isn’t even a cat near us, and these condemned old houses would make a good heap of bricks where you stand. You’ll never get me at so little cost to life and property, which you are paid to protect.”
“Definitely,” was the reply; “but there’s no time like the present, trust me. For a person with real beliefs, this is a great chance for self-sacrifice. You might not find another opportunity this good or this compassionate. There isn’t even a cat around, and these old condemned houses would make a nice pile of bricks where you are standing. You’ll never get me at such a low cost to life and property, which you are supposed to protect.”
“You don’t know who you’re speaking to,” said Chief Inspector Heat firmly. “If I were to lay my hands on you now I would be no better than yourself.”
“You don’t know who you’re talking to,” Chief Inspector Heat said firmly. “If I were to lay my hands on you now, I would be just as bad as you.”
“Ah! The game!’
“Wow! The game!”
“You may be sure our side will win in the end. It may yet be necessary to make people believe that some of you ought to be shot at sight like mad dogs. Then that will be the game. But I’ll be damned if I know what yours is. I don’t believe you know yourselves. You’ll never get anything by it.”
“You can be sure our side will come out on top in the end. It might still be necessary to convince people that some of you should be taken down on sight like rabid dogs. Then that will be the game. But I’ll be damned if I know what your plan is. I don’t think you know either. You won’t gain anything from it.”
“Meantime it’s you who get something from it—so far. And you get it easily, too. I won’t speak of your salary, but haven’t you made your name simply by not understanding what we are after?”
“Meanwhile, it's you who benefit from this—so far. And you get it without much effort, too. I won’t mention your salary, but haven’t you built your reputation just by not grasping what we are trying to achieve?”
“What are you after, then?” asked Chief Inspector Heat, with scornful haste, like a man in a hurry who perceives he is wasting his time.
“What do you want, then?” asked Chief Inspector Heat, with a scornful urgency, like someone in a rush who realizes he’s wasting his time.
The perfect anarchist answered by a smile which did not part his thin colourless lips; and the celebrated Chief Inspector felt a sense of superiority which induced him to raise a warning finger.
The perfect anarchist responded with a smile that didn't change his thin, colorless lips; and the famous Chief Inspector experienced a feeling of superiority that led him to raise a warning finger.
“Give it up—whatever it is,” he said in an admonishing tone, but not so kindly as if he were condescending to give good advice to a cracksman of repute. “Give it up. You’ll find we are too many for you.”
“Let it go—whatever it is,” he said in a warning tone, but not in a way that felt patronizing as if he were offering wise counsel to a well-known thief. “Let it go. You’ll see that we are too much for you.”
The fixed smile on the Professor’s lips wavered, as if the mocking spirit within had lost its assurance. Chief Inspector Heat went on:
The stiff smile on the Professor’s lips faltered, as if the teasing spirit inside him had lost its confidence. Chief Inspector Heat continued:
“Don’t you believe me eh? Well, you’ve only got to look about you. We are. And anyway, you’re not doing it well. You’re always making a mess of it. Why, if the thieves didn’t know their work better they would starve.”
“Don’t you believe me? Well, just look around. We are. And besides, you’re not doing it right. You’re always messing it up. Honestly, if the thieves didn’t know what they were doing, they’d be starving.”
The hint of an invincible multitude behind that man’s back roused a sombre indignation in the breast of the Professor. He smiled no longer his enigmatic and mocking smile. The resisting power of numbers, the unattackable stolidity of a great multitude, was the haunting fear of his sinister loneliness. His lips trembled for some time before he managed to say in a strangled voice:
The hint of an unstoppable crowd behind that man's back stirred a deep anger in the Professor. He no longer wore his enigmatic and mocking smile. The strength in numbers, the unshakeable presence of a large group, was the chilling fear of his dark solitude. His lips quivered for a while before he finally managed to say in a choked voice:
“I am doing my work better than you’re doing yours.”
“I’m doing my job better than you’re doing yours.”
“That’ll do now,” interrupted Chief Inspector Heat hurriedly; and the Professor laughed right out this time. While still laughing he moved on; but he did not laugh long. It was a sad-faced, miserable little man who emerged from the narrow passage into the bustle of the broad thoroughfare. He walked with the nerveless gait of a tramp going on, still going on, indifferent to rain or sun in a sinister detachment from the aspects of sky and earth. Chief Inspector Heat, on the other hand, after watching him for a while, stepped out with the purposeful briskness of a man disregarding indeed the inclemencies of the weather, but conscious of having an authorised mission on this earth and the moral support of his kind. All the inhabitants of the immense town, the population of the whole country, and even the teeming millions struggling upon the planet, were with him—down to the very thieves and mendicants. Yes, the thieves themselves were sure to be with him in his present work. The consciousness of universal support in his general activity heartened him to grapple with the particular problem.
“That’s enough now,” Chief Inspector Heat interrupted quickly; and the Professor laughed out loud this time. While still laughing, he moved on; but he didn’t laugh for long. It was a sad, miserable little man who came out from the narrow passage into the busy main street. He walked with the unsteady gait of a tramp, moving on, indifferent to rain or sun in a gloomy detachment from the sky and earth. Chief Inspector Heat, on the other hand, after watching him for a while, stepped out with the determined briskness of someone ignoring the harshness of the weather, but aware that he had an official mission on this earth and the moral backing of his peers. All the people in the vast city, the population of the entire country, and even the countless millions struggling across the planet were with him—right down to the thieves and beggars. Yes, the thieves were bound to support him in his current task. The feeling of universal backing in his general efforts boosted his confidence to tackle the specific problem.
The problem immediately before the Chief Inspector was that of managing the Assistant Commissioner of his department, his immediate superior. This is the perennial problem of trusty and loyal servants; anarchism gave it its particular complexion, but nothing more. Truth to say, Chief Inspector Heat thought but little of anarchism. He did not attach undue importance to it, and could never bring himself to consider it seriously. It had more the character of disorderly conduct; disorderly without the human excuse of drunkenness, which at any rate implies good feeling and an amiable leaning towards festivity. As criminals, anarchists were distinctly no class—no class at all. And recalling the Professor, Chief Inspector Heat, without checking his swinging pace, muttered through his teeth:
The challenge facing the Chief Inspector was handling the Assistant Commissioner of his department, who was directly above him. This is a constant issue for dependable and loyal employees; anarchism just added a unique twist to it, but that was all. To be honest, Chief Inspector Heat thought very little of anarchism. He didn't consider it overly significant and could never take it seriously. It felt more like unruly behavior; unruly without the human justification of drunkenness, which at least suggests a good time and a friendly vibe. As criminals, anarchists really didn’t fit into any specific category—none at all. Thinking back to the Professor, Chief Inspector Heat muttered under his breath without breaking his stride:
“Lunatic.”
“Crazy.”
Catching thieves was another matter altogether. It had that quality of seriousness belonging to every form of open sport where the best man wins under perfectly comprehensible rules. There were no rules for dealing with anarchists. And that was distasteful to the Chief Inspector. It was all foolishness, but that foolishness excited the public mind, affected persons in high places, and touched upon international relations. A hard, merciless contempt settled rigidly on the Chief Inspector’s face as he walked on. His mind ran over all the anarchists of his flock. Not one of them had half the spunk of this or that burglar he had known. Not half—not one-tenth.
Catching thieves was a completely different situation. It had that serious vibe associated with any kind of open competition where the best person wins under clear rules. There were no guidelines for dealing with anarchists. And that bothered the Chief Inspector. It was all nonsense, but that nonsense captivated the public, influenced people in power, and impacted international relations. A hard, cold contempt settled firmly on the Chief Inspector’s face as he continued walking. His thoughts drifted over all the anarchists he oversaw. Not a single one had even a fraction of the guts of this or that burglar he had encountered. Not half—not even a tenth.
At headquarters the Chief Inspector was admitted at once to the Assistant Commissioner’s private room. He found him, pen in hand, bent over a great table bestrewn with papers, as if worshipping an enormous double inkstand of bronze and crystal. Speaking tubes resembling snakes were tied by the heads to the back of the Assistant Commissioner’s wooden arm-chair, and their gaping mouths seemed ready to bite his elbows. And in this attitude he raised only his eyes, whose lids were darker than his face and very much creased. The reports had come in: every anarchist had been exactly accounted for.
At headquarters, the Chief Inspector was quickly ushered into the Assistant Commissioner’s private room. He found him, pen in hand, hunched over a large table cluttered with papers, as if he were reverently focused on a massive bronze and crystal inkstand. Speaking tubes that looked like snakes were tied by their heads to the back of the Assistant Commissioner’s wooden armchair, and their open mouths seemed ready to snap at his elbows. In this position, he only lifted his eyes, which were darker than his face and heavily wrinkled. The reports had come in: every anarchist had been precisely accounted for.
After saying this he lowered his eyes, signed rapidly two single sheets of paper, and only then laid down his pen, and sat well back, directing an inquiring gaze at his renowned subordinate. The Chief Inspector stood it well, deferential but inscrutable.
After saying this, he looked down, quickly signed two single sheets of paper, and only then set his pen down and leaned back, giving a curious look to his famous subordinate. The Chief Inspector held his ground, respectful but unreadable.
“I daresay you were right,” said the Assistant Commissioner, “in telling me at first that the London anarchists had nothing to do with this. I quite appreciate the excellent watch kept on them by your men. On the other hand, this, for the public, does not amount to more than a confession of ignorance.”
“I have to admit you were right,” said the Assistant Commissioner, “when you first told me that the London anarchists weren't involved in this. I really appreciate the thorough surveillance your team has on them. However, this, for the public, doesn’t do much more than show our lack of knowledge.”
The Assistant Commissioner’s delivery was leisurely, as it were cautious. His thought seemed to rest poised on a word before passing to another, as though words had been the stepping-stones for his intellect picking its way across the waters of error. “Unless you have brought something useful from Greenwich,” he added.
The Assistant Commissioner's tone was slow, almost careful. He seemed to pause on a word before moving to the next, as if words were the stepping stones for his mind navigating the waters of confusion. "Unless you've brought something useful from Greenwich," he added.
The Chief Inspector began at once the account of his investigation in a clear matter-of-fact manner. His superior turning his chair a little, and crossing his thin legs, leaned sideways on his elbow, with one hand shading his eyes. His listening attitude had a sort of angular and sorrowful grace. Gleams as of highly burnished silver played on the sides of his ebony black head when he inclined it slowly at the end.
The Chief Inspector immediately started explaining his investigation in a straightforward manner. His boss shifted his chair slightly, crossed his thin legs, and leaned on his elbow, partially shielding his eyes with one hand. His listening position had an angular but sorrowful elegance. Glimmers like polished silver reflected off the sides of his jet-black head as he tilted it slowly at the end.
Chief Inspector Heat waited with the appearance of turning over in his mind all he had just said, but, as a matter of fact, considering the advisability of saying something more. The Assistant Commissioner cut his hesitation short.
Chief Inspector Heat seemed to be pondering everything he had just said, but in reality, he was thinking about whether he should say more. The Assistant Commissioner ended his hesitation abruptly.
“You believe there were two men?” he asked, without uncovering his eyes.
“You think there were two guys?” he asked, still keeping his eyes shut.
The Chief Inspector thought it more than probable. In his opinion, the two men had parted from each other within a hundred yards from the Observatory walls. He explained also how the other man could have got out of the park speedily without being observed. The fog, though not very dense, was in his favour. He seemed to have escorted the other to the spot, and then to have left him there to do the job single-handed. Taking the time those two were seen coming out of Maze Hill Station by the old woman, and the time when the explosion was heard, the Chief Inspector thought that the other man might have been actually at the Greenwich Park Station, ready to catch the next train up, at the moment his comrade was destroying himself so thoroughly.
The Chief Inspector found it highly likely. In his view, the two men had separated from each other within a hundred yards of the Observatory walls. He also explained how the other man could have exited the park quickly without being seen. The fog, while not very thick, worked to his advantage. It seemed he had accompanied the other to the location and then left him there to carry out the task alone. Considering the time the old woman saw the two coming out of Maze Hill Station and when the explosion occurred, the Chief Inspector believed the other man might have actually been at the Greenwich Park Station, ready to take the next train, at the moment his partner was present for the explosion.
“Very thoroughly—eh?” murmured the Assistant Commissioner from under the shadow of his hand.
“Very thoroughly—huh?” murmured the Assistant Commissioner from under the shadow of his hand.
The Chief Inspector in a few vigorous words described the aspect of the remains. “The coroner’s jury will have a treat,” he added grimly.
The Chief Inspector described the state of the remains in just a few strong words. “The coroner’s jury is in for a real experience,” he added seriously.
The Assistant Commissioner uncovered his eyes.
The Assistant Commissioner opened his eyes.
“We shall have nothing to tell them,” he remarked languidly.
"We won't have anything to tell them," he said tiredly.
He looked up, and for a time watched the markedly non-committal attitude of his Chief Inspector. His nature was one that is not easily accessible to illusions. He knew that a department is at the mercy of its subordinate officers, who have their own conceptions of loyalty. His career had begun in a tropical colony. He had liked his work there. It was police work. He had been very successful in tracking and breaking up certain nefarious secret societies amongst the natives. Then he took his long leave, and got married rather impulsively. It was a good match from a worldly point of view, but his wife formed an unfavourable opinion of the colonial climate on hearsay evidence. On the other hand, she had influential connections. It was an excellent match. But he did not like the work he had to do now. He felt himself dependent on too many subordinates and too many masters. The near presence of that strange emotional phenomenon called public opinion weighed upon his spirits, and alarmed him by its irrational nature. No doubt that from ignorance he exaggerated to himself its power for good and evil—especially for evil; and the rough east winds of the English spring (which agreed with his wife) augmented his general mistrust of men’s motives and of the efficiency of their organisation. The futility of office work especially appalled him on those days so trying to his sensitive liver.
He looked up and watched his Chief Inspector, who was being noticeably non-committal. He wasn't someone who easily fell for illusions. He understood that a department relies heavily on its subordinate officers, who each have their own ideas about loyalty. His career had started in a tropical colony, and he had enjoyed his work there. It was police work, and he had done really well at tracking down and shutting down some shady secret societies among the locals. Then he took a long leave and impulsively got married. While it was a good match in practical terms, his wife formed a negative opinion of the colonial life based on what she heard. On the flip side, she had some powerful connections. It was an excellent match, but he wasn't happy with the job he had now. He felt too dependent on too many subordinates and too many bosses. The looming presence of that strange emotional force known as public opinion weighed heavily on him and unsettled him with its irrational nature. No doubt due to ignorance, he exaggerated in his mind its power for both good and bad—especially the bad; and the harsh east winds of the English spring (which suited his wife) only deepened his overall distrust of people's motives and the effectiveness of their organization. The pointlessness of office work especially frustrated him on those days that were tough on his sensitive liver.
He got up, unfolding himself to his full height, and with a heaviness of step remarkable in so slender a man, moved across the room to the window. The panes streamed with rain, and the short street he looked down into lay wet and empty, as if swept clear suddenly by a great flood. It was a very trying day, choked in raw fog to begin with, and now drowned in cold rain. The flickering, blurred flames of gas-lamps seemed to be dissolving in a watery atmosphere. And the lofty pretensions of a mankind oppressed by the miserable indignities of the weather appeared as a colossal and hopeless vanity deserving of scorn, wonder, and compassion.
He stood up, stretching to his full height, and with a surprisingly heavy step for such a slender man, moved across the room to the window. The glass was streaming with rain, and the short street he looked down on was wet and empty, as if it had suddenly been swept clean by a great flood. It was a really tough day, starting off shrouded in dense fog and now soaked in cold rain. The flickering, blurred flames of the gas lamps seemed to be dissolving in the watery atmosphere. The lofty pretensions of humanity, weighed down by the miserable indignities of the weather, appeared as a huge and hopeless vanity deserving of scorn, wonder, and compassion.
“Horrible, horrible!” thought the Assistant Commissioner to himself, with his face near the window-pane. “We have been having this sort of thing now for ten days; no, a fortnight—a fortnight.” He ceased to think completely for a time. That utter stillness of his brain lasted about three seconds. Then he said perfunctorily: “You have set inquiries on foot for tracing that other man up and down the line?”
“Horrible, horrible!” thought the Assistant Commissioner to himself, with his face close to the window. “We’ve been dealing with this for ten days; no, two weeks—a full two weeks.” He stopped thinking entirely for a moment. That complete silence in his mind lasted about three seconds. Then he said casually, “Have you started looking for that other man up and down the line?”
He had no doubt that everything needful had been done. Chief Inspector Heat knew, of course, thoroughly the business of man-hunting. And these were the routine steps, too, that would be taken as a matter of course by the merest beginner. A few inquiries amongst the ticket collectors and the porters of the two small railway stations would give additional details as to the appearance of the two men; the inspection of the collected tickets would show at once where they came from that morning. It was elementary, and could not have been neglected. Accordingly the Chief Inspector answered that all this had been done directly the old woman had come forward with her deposition. And he mentioned the name of a station. “That’s where they came from, sir,” he went on. “The porter who took the tickets at Maze Hill remembers two chaps answering to the description passing the barrier. They seemed to him two respectable working men of a superior sort—sign painters or house decorators. The big man got out of a third-class compartment backward, with a bright tin can in his hand. On the platform he gave it to carry to the fair young fellow who followed him. All this agrees exactly with what the old woman told the police sergeant in Greenwich.”
He was sure that everything necessary had been done. Chief Inspector Heat was well-versed in the art of tracking down people. These were the standard procedures that even a novice would follow. A few questions to the ticket collectors and porters at the two small train stations would provide more details about the two men’s appearances; checking the collected tickets would quickly reveal where they came from that morning. It was basic and couldn’t have been overlooked. So, the Chief Inspector confirmed that everything had been done as soon as the old woman came forward with her statement. He mentioned the name of a station. “That’s where they came from, sir,” he continued. “The porter who collected the tickets at Maze Hill remembers two guys fitting the description passing through the barrier. They seemed like two respectable working men, likely sign painters or house decorators. The big guy got out of a third-class compartment backward, holding a shiny tin can. On the platform, he handed it to the fair young guy who followed him. This matches exactly what the old woman told the police sergeant in Greenwich.”
The Assistant Commissioner, still with his face turned to the window, expressed his doubt as to these two men having had anything to do with the outrage. All this theory rested upon the utterances of an old charwoman who had been nearly knocked down by a man in a hurry. Not a very substantial authority indeed, unless on the ground of sudden inspiration, which was hardly tenable.
The Assistant Commissioner, still facing the window, voiced his doubt about whether these two men were involved in the crime. This whole theory relied on the statements of an elderly cleaning woman who had almost been knocked over by a man in a rush. Not exactly a solid source, unless you consider sudden inspiration, which was pretty much not credible.
“Frankly now, could she have been really inspired?” he queried, with grave irony, keeping his back to the room, as if entranced by the contemplation of the town’s colossal forms half lost in the night. He did not even look round when he heard the mutter of the word “Providential” from the principal subordinate of his department, whose name, printed sometimes in the papers, was familiar to the great public as that of one of its zealous and hard-working protectors. Chief Inspector Heat raised his voice a little.
“Honestly, could she have really been inspired?” he asked with sarcastic seriousness, turning his back to the room, seemingly captivated by the view of the town’s massive structures partially shrouded in darkness. He didn’t even glance back when he heard the murmured word “Providential” from the head of his department, a name that occasionally appeared in the news and was recognized by the public as belonging to one of its dedicated and diligent supporters. Chief Inspector Heat raised his voice slightly.
“Strips and bits of bright tin were quite visible to me,” he said. “That’s a pretty good corroboration.”
“Pieces and scraps of shiny tin were clearly visible to me,” he said. “That’s a pretty good confirmation.”
“And these men came from that little country station,” the Assistant Commissioner mused aloud, wondering. He was told that such was the name on two tickets out of three given up out of that train at Maze Hill. The third person who got out was a hawker from Gravesend well known to the porters. The Chief Inspector imparted that information in a tone of finality with some ill humour, as loyal servants will do in the consciousness of their fidelity and with the sense of the value of their loyal exertions. And still the Assistant Commissioner did not turn away from the darkness outside, as vast as a sea.
“And these guys came from that little country station,” the Assistant Commissioner thought out loud, curious. He was told that was the name on two out of the three tickets collected from that train at Maze Hill. The third person who got off was a street vendor from Gravesend who was well-known to the porters. The Chief Inspector shared that information with a tone of finality and some annoyance, as loyal employees often do when they recognize their dedication and the importance of their hard work. Yet, the Assistant Commissioner still didn’t look away from the darkness outside, which felt as vast as an ocean.
“Two foreign anarchists coming from that place,” he said, apparently to the window-pane. “It’s rather unaccountable.”’
“Two foreign anarchists coming from that place,” he said, seemingly to the window. “It’s quite strange.”
“Yes, sir. But it would be still more unaccountable if that Michaelis weren’t staying in a cottage in the neighbourhood.”
“Yes, sir. But it would be even more puzzling if that Michaelis wasn’t staying in a cottage nearby.”
At the sound of that name, falling unexpectedly into this annoying affair, the Assistant Commissioner dismissed brusquely the vague remembrance of his daily whist party at his club. It was the most comforting habit of his life, in a mainly successful display of his skill without the assistance of any subordinate. He entered his club to play from five to seven, before going home to dinner, forgetting for those two hours whatever was distasteful in his life, as though the game were a beneficent drug for allaying the pangs of moral discontent. His partners were the gloomily humorous editor of a celebrated magazine; a silent, elderly barrister with malicious little eyes; and a highly martial, simple-minded old Colonel with nervous brown hands. They were his club acquaintances merely. He never met them elsewhere except at the card-table. But they all seemed to approach the game in the spirit of co-sufferers, as if it were indeed a drug against the secret ills of existence; and every day as the sun declined over the countless roofs of the town, a mellow, pleasurable impatience, resembling the impulse of a sure and profound friendship, lightened his professional labours. And now this pleasurable sensation went out of him with something resembling a physical shock, and was replaced by a special kind of interest in his work of social protection—an improper sort of interest, which may be defined best as a sudden and alert mistrust of the weapon in his hand.
At the mention of that name, unexpectedly caught up in this annoying situation, the Assistant Commissioner abruptly pushed aside the vague memory of his daily whist game at his club. It was the most comforting routine in his life, showcasing his skills without needing help from anyone else. He would enter his club to play from five to seven, before heading home for dinner, leaving behind for those two hours whatever he found unpleasant in his life, as if the game were a soothing remedy for the pains of moral discomfort. His partners were the darkly funny editor of a well-known magazine, a quiet, older barrister with sneaky little eyes, and a straightforward, somewhat naïve old Colonel with jittery brown hands. They were just acquaintances from the club; he never saw them outside of the card game. Yet, they all seemed to approach the game as if they were united in shared suffering, treating it like a cure for the hidden struggles of life. Every day, as the sun set over the countless rooftops of the city, a warm, enjoyable anticipation, similar to the feeling of true friendship, eased his professional burdens. Now, however, this pleasant sensation left him with what felt like a physical jolt, replaced by a particular kind of interest in his job of social protection—an inappropriate kind of interest best defined as a sudden and keen mistrust of the weapon he held.
CHAPTER VI
The lady patroness of Michaelis, the ticket-of-leave apostle of humanitarian hopes, was one of the most influential and distinguished connections of the Assistant Commissioner’s wife, whom she called Annie, and treated still rather as a not very wise and utterly inexperienced young girl. But she had consented to accept him on a friendly footing, which was by no means the case with all of his wife’s influential connections. Married young and splendidly at some remote epoch of the past, she had had for a time a close view of great affairs and even of some great men. She herself was a great lady. Old now in the number of her years, she had that sort of exceptional temperament which defies time with scornful disregard, as if it were a rather vulgar convention submitted to by the mass of inferior mankind. Many other conventions easier to set aside, alas! failed to obtain her recognition, also on temperamental grounds—either because they bored her, or else because they stood in the way of her scorns and sympathies. Admiration was a sentiment unknown to her (it was one of the secret griefs of her most noble husband against her)—first, as always more or less tainted with mediocrity, and next as being in a way an admission of inferiority. And both were frankly inconceivable to her nature. To be fearlessly outspoken in her opinions came easily to her, since she judged solely from the standpoint of her social position. She was equally untrammelled in her actions; and as her tactfulness proceeded from genuine humanity, her bodily vigour remained remarkable and her superiority was serene and cordial, three generations had admired her infinitely, and the last she was likely to see had pronounced her a wonderful woman. Meantime intelligent, with a sort of lofty simplicity, and curious at heart, but not like many women merely of social gossip, she amused her age by attracting within her ken through the power of her great, almost historical, social prestige everything that rose above the dead level of mankind, lawfully or unlawfully, by position, wit, audacity, fortune or misfortune. Royal Highnesses, artists, men of science, young statesmen, and charlatans of all ages and conditions, who, unsubstantial and light, bobbing up like corks, show best the direction of the surface currents, had been welcomed in that house, listened to, penetrated, understood, appraised, for her own edification. In her own words, she liked to watch what the world was coming to. And as she had a practical mind her judgment of men and things, though based on special prejudices, was seldom totally wrong, and almost never wrong-headed. Her drawing-room was probably the only place in the wide world where an Assistant Commissioner of Police could meet a convict liberated on a ticket-of-leave on other than professional and official ground. Who had brought Michaelis there one afternoon the Assistant Commissioner did not remember very well. He had a notion it must have been a certain Member of Parliament of illustrious parentage and unconventional sympathies, which were the standing joke of the comic papers. The notabilities and even the simple notorieties of the day brought each other freely to that temple of an old woman’s not ignoble curiosity. You never could guess whom you were likely to come upon being received in semi-privacy within the faded blue silk and gilt frame screen, making a cosy nook for a couch and a few arm-chairs in the great drawing-room, with its hum of voices and the groups of people seated or standing in the light of six tall windows.
The lady who supported Michaelis, the ticket-of-leave champion of humanitarian hopes, was one of the most influential and prominent connections of the Assistant Commissioner’s wife, whom she called Annie and treated more like a naive and inexperienced young girl. However, she had agreed to accept him on friendly terms, which was not the case with all of his wife’s influential connections. Married young and splendidly at some distant time in the past, she had once had a close view of high-stakes affairs and even some notable figures. She was herself a significant lady. Now older in years, she possessed a unique temperament that defied time with a dismissive disregard, as if it were a rather trivial convention followed by the masses of ordinary people. Many other conventions that were easier to dismiss, unfortunately, failed to gain her acceptance, also due to her temperament—either because they bored her or because they interfered with her scorn and sympathies. Admiration was a feeling unknown to her (it was one of the private grievances of her most noble husband)—first, because it was always somewhat stained by mediocrity and, second, because it represented an admission of inferiority. Both were simply unimaginable to her nature. Being boldly outspoken in her opinions came naturally to her, as she judged solely from her social standing. She was equally unrestricted in her actions; and since her tact came from genuine humanity, her physical vitality remained remarkable, and her superiority was both calm and warm. Three generations had admired her immensely, and the last one she was likely to see had deemed her a wonderful woman. Meanwhile, she was intelligent, exhibiting a kind of noble simplicity and curiosity at heart, but not like many women who are merely engaged in social gossip; she amused her era by drawing into her sphere, through her considerable, almost historical, social prestige, everything that rose above the ordinary level of humanity, whether by position, wit, audacity, fortune, or misfortune. Royal Highnesses, artists, scientists, young politicians, and charlatans of all types and backgrounds, who, insubstantial and light, bobbed up like corks, revealing the direction of surface currents, had been welcomed in her home, listened to, engaged with, understood, and evaluated for her own enlightenment. In her own words, she liked to observe where the world was heading. And since she had a practical mind, her judgments about people and things, while based on specific biases, were rarely completely wrong, and almost never misguided. Her drawing-room was probably the only place in the world where an Assistant Commissioner of Police could meet a convict on a ticket-of-leave outside of professional and official contexts. The Assistant Commissioner didn’t quite remember who brought Michaelis there one afternoon. He had a vague notion it was a certain Member of Parliament with illustrious lineage and unconventional sympathies, which were the ongoing joke of the comic papers. The prominent figures and even simple celebrities of the time freely brought each other to that space, a sanctuary of an old woman’s not ignoble curiosity. You could never guess whom you might encounter being received in semi-privacy behind the faded blue silk and gilt frame screen, creating a cozy nook for a couch and a few armchairs in the expansive drawing-room, filled with the hum of voices and groups of people seated or standing in the light streaming through six tall windows.
Michaelis had been the object of a revulsion of popular sentiment, the same sentiment which years ago had applauded the ferocity of the life sentence passed upon him for complicity in a rather mad attempt to rescue some prisoners from a police van. The plan of the conspirators had been to shoot down the horses and overpower the escort. Unfortunately, one of the police constables got shot too. He left a wife and three small children, and the death of that man aroused through the length and breadth of a realm for whose defence, welfare, and glory men die every day as matter of duty, an outburst of furious indignation, of a raging implacable pity for the victim. Three ring-leaders got hanged. Michaelis, young and slim, locksmith by trade, and great frequenter of evening schools, did not even know that anybody had been killed, his part with a few others being to force open the door at the back of the special conveyance. When arrested he had a bunch of skeleton keys in one pocket, a heavy chisel in another, and a short crowbar in his hand: neither more nor less than a burglar. But no burglar would have received such a heavy sentence. The death of the constable had made him miserable at heart, but the failure of the plot also. He did not conceal either of these sentiments from his empanelled countrymen, and that sort of compunction appeared shockingly imperfect to the crammed court. The judge on passing sentence commented feelingly upon the depravity and callousness of the young prisoner.
Michaelis had become a target of public outrage, the same outrage that years earlier had cheered the harsh life sentence given to him for his involvement in a rather insane attempt to rescue some prisoners from a police van. The conspirators had planned to shoot the horses and overpower the guards. Unfortunately, a police officer was also shot in the process. He left behind a wife and three small children, and the death of that man sparked a wave of intense anger and relentless sympathy for the victim across the entire kingdom, where men die every day out of duty for its defense, welfare, and honor. Three of the ringleaders were hanged. Michaelis, young and slim, a locksmith by trade, and a regular at evening classes, didn't even know anyone had been killed; his role, along with a few others, was simply to force open the back door of the transport vehicle. When he was arrested, he had a bunch of skeleton keys in one pocket, a heavy chisel in another, and a short crowbar in his hand: nothing more than what a burglar would carry. But no burglar would have received such a severe sentence. The constable's death left him deeply saddened, but so did the failure of the plot. He didn't hide either of these feelings from his jurors, and that kind of remorse seemed shockingly inadequate to the packed court. The judge, while handing down the sentence, spoke passionately about the depravity and heartlessness of the young prisoner.
That made the groundless fame of his condemnation; the fame of his release was made for him on no better grounds by people who wished to exploit the sentimental aspect of his imprisonment either for purposes of their own or for no intelligible purpose. He let them do so in the innocence of his heart and the simplicity of his mind. Nothing that happened to him individually had any importance. He was like those saintly men whose personality is lost in the contemplation of their faith. His ideas were not in the nature of convictions. They were inaccessible to reasoning. They formed in all their contradictions and obscurities an invincible and humanitarian creed, which he confessed rather than preached, with an obstinate gentleness, a smile of pacific assurance on his lips, and his candid blue eyes cast down because the sight of faces troubled his inspiration developed in solitude. In that characteristic attitude, pathetic in his grotesque and incurable obesity which he had to drag like a galley slave’s bullet to the end of his days, the Assistant Commissioner of Police beheld the ticket-of-leave apostle filling a privileged arm-chair within the screen. He sat there by the head of the old lady’s couch, mild-voiced and quiet, with no more self-consciousness than a very small child, and with something of a child’s charm—the appealing charm of trustfulness. Confident of the future, whose secret ways had been revealed to him within the four walls of a well-known penitentiary, he had no reason to look with suspicion upon anybody. If he could not give the great and curious lady a very definite idea as to what the world was coming to, he had managed without effort to impress her by his unembittered faith, by the sterling quality of his optimism.
That created the unfounded fame of his condemnation; the fame of his release was built on no better grounds by people who wanted to capitalize on the sentimental side of his imprisonment, either for their own agendas or for reasons that made no sense. He let them do this with the innocence of his heart and the simplicity of his mind. Nothing that happened to him personally held any significance. He was like those saintly figures whose identities disappear in the devotion to their faith. His ideas weren’t really convictions. They were beyond reason. They formed, in all their contradictions and complexities, an unshakeable and humanitarian belief, which he expressed rather than preached, with a stubborn gentleness, a peaceful smile, and his honest blue eyes cast down because looking at faces disrupted his inspiration, which was cultivated in solitude. In that typical pose, his grotesque and incurable obesity weighing him down like a galley slave’s chain throughout his life, the Assistant Commissioner of Police watched the ex-convict apostle sitting in a privileged armchair behind the screen. He sat there by the old lady’s couch, soft-spoken and calm, without a hint of self-consciousness, much like a small child, and carried a bit of that child’s charm—the endearing charm of trust. Confident about the future, whose hidden paths had been revealed to him inside a well-known prison, he had no reason to look at anyone with suspicion. Even if he couldn’t provide the great and curious lady with a clear idea of where the world was headed, he had effortlessly impressed her with his untainted faith and the genuine quality of his optimism.
A certain simplicity of thought is common to serene souls at both ends of the social scale. The great lady was simple in her own way. His views and beliefs had nothing in them to shock or startle her, since she judged them from the standpoint of her lofty position. Indeed, her sympathies were easily accessible to a man of that sort. She was not an exploiting capitalist herself; she was, as it were, above the play of economic conditions. And she had a great capacity of pity for the more obvious forms of common human miseries, precisely because she was such a complete stranger to them that she had to translate her conception into terms of mental suffering before she could grasp the notion of their cruelty. The Assistant Commissioner remembered very well the conversation between these two. He had listened in silence. It was something as exciting in a way, and even touching in its foredoomed futility, as the efforts at moral intercourse between the inhabitants of remote planets. But this grotesque incarnation of humanitarian passion appealed somehow, to one’s imagination. At last Michaelis rose, and taking the great lady’s extended hand, shook it, retained it for a moment in his great cushioned palm with unembarrassed friendliness, and turned upon the semi-private nook of the drawing-room his back, vast and square, and as if distended under the short tweed jacket. Glancing about in serene benevolence, he waddled along to the distant door between the knots of other visitors. The murmur of conversations paused on his passage. He smiled innocently at a tall, brilliant girl, whose eyes met his accidentally, and went out unconscious of the glances following him across the room. Michaelis’ first appearance in the world was a success—a success of esteem unmarred by a single murmur of derision. The interrupted conversations were resumed in their proper tone, grave or light. Only a well-set-up, long-limbed, active-looking man of forty talking with two ladies near a window remarked aloud, with an unexpected depth of feeling: “Eighteen stone, I should say, and not five foot six. Poor fellow! It’s terrible—terrible.”
A certain simplicity of thought is common among calm people at both ends of the social spectrum. The wealthy woman was simple in her own way. His views and beliefs didn't shock or surprise her because she judged them from her elevated position. In fact, she was easily sympathetic to a man like him. She wasn't an exploiting capitalist; she was, in a sense, above the ups and downs of economic conditions. And she had a great capacity for pity towards the more obvious forms of human suffering, precisely because she was so unfamiliar with them that she had to translate her understanding into terms of mental anguish before she could grasp their cruelty. The Assistant Commissioner clearly remembered the conversation between the two of them. He had listened in silence. It was somewhat exciting, in a way, and even touching in its inevitable futility, like the attempts at moral connection between the inhabitants of distant planets. But this bizarre embodiment of humanitarian passion somehow captured one's imagination. Finally, Michaelis stood up, took the great lady’s outstretched hand, shook it, held it for a moment in his large, cushioned palm with unembarrassed friendliness, and turned his vast, square back, almost bulging under the short tweed jacket, away from the semi-private corner of the drawing-room. With a glance around in calm benevolence, he waddled toward the distant door amidst groups of other guests. The murmurs of conversation halted as he passed. He smiled innocently at a tall, striking girl whose eyes met his by chance and left without being aware of the glances following him across the room. Michaelis’ first appearance on the scene was a success—a success of respect without a single whisper of mockery. The interrupted conversations resumed their appropriate tones, serious or light. Only a well-built, long-limbed, energetic-looking man of forty talking with two ladies near a window remarked aloud, with unexpected depth of feeling: “Eighteen stone, I would guess, and not five foot six. Poor guy! That’s awful—awful.”
The lady of the house, gazing absently at the Assistant Commissioner, left alone with her on the private side of the screen, seemed to be rearranging her mental impressions behind her thoughtful immobility of a handsome old face. Men with grey moustaches and full, healthy, vaguely smiling countenances approached, circling round the screen; two mature women with a matronly air of gracious resolution; a clean-shaved individual with sunken cheeks, and dangling a gold-mounted eyeglass on a broad black ribbon with an old-world, dandified effect. A silence deferential, but full of reserves, reigned for a moment, and then the great lady exclaimed, not with resentment, but with a sort of protesting indignation:
The lady of the house, staring absently at the Assistant Commissioner, was left alone with him behind the private side of the screen, seemingly sorting through her thoughts behind her thoughtful stillness of an elegant old face. Men with gray mustaches and robust, slightly smiling faces approached, circling the screen; two mature women with a wholesome air of gracious determination; a clean-shaven man with sunken cheeks, dangling a gold-mounted eyeglass on a wide black ribbon, giving off an old-fashioned, dandy vibe. A respectful silence, but filled with unspoken tension, lingered for a moment, and then the distinguished lady spoke up, not out of anger, but with a kind of indignant protest:
“And that officially is supposed to be a revolutionist! What nonsense.” She looked hard at the Assistant Commissioner, who murmured apologetically:
“And that’s supposed to be a revolutionary! What nonsense.” She stared intensely at the Assistant Commissioner, who replied softly:
“Not a dangerous one perhaps.”
"Maybe not a dangerous one."
“Not dangerous—I should think not indeed. He is a mere believer. It’s the temperament of a saint,” declared the great lady in a firm tone. “And they kept him shut up for twenty years. One shudders at the stupidity of it. And now they have let him out everybody belonging to him is gone away somewhere or dead. His parents are dead; the girl he was to marry has died while he was in prison; he has lost the skill necessary for his manual occupation. He told me all this himself with the sweetest patience; but then, he said, he had had plenty of time to think out things for himself. A pretty compensation! If that’s the stuff revolutionists are made of some of us may well go on their knees to them,” she continued in a slightly bantering voice, while the banal society smiles hardened on the worldly faces turned towards her with conventional deference. “The poor creature is obviously no longer in a position to take care of himself. Somebody will have to look after him a little.”
“Not dangerous—I can’t imagine that. He’s just a believer. He has the temperament of a saint,” the great lady stated firmly. “And they kept him locked away for twenty years. It’s shocking how foolish that is. Now that they’ve let him out, everyone he knew is either gone or dead. His parents have passed away; the girl he was supposed to marry died while he was in prison; he’s lost the skills for his trade. He told me all of this himself with the sweetest patience; but then, he said he had a lot of time to think things through. What a lovely compensation! If this is what revolutionaries are made of, some of us should definitely be on our knees to them,” she continued in a slightly teasing tone, while the empty smiles of the polite society around her grew stiffer with conventional respect. “The poor guy is clearly not in a position to take care of himself. Someone will need to look after him for a bit.”
“He should be recommended to follow a treatment of some sort,” the soldierly voice of the active-looking man was heard advising earnestly from a distance. He was in the pink of condition for his age, and even the texture of his long frock coat had a character of elastic soundness, as if it were a living tissue. “The man is virtually a cripple,” he added with unmistakable feeling.
“He should be advised to get some kind of treatment,” the authoritative voice of the active-looking man was heard earnestly suggesting from a distance. He was in excellent shape for his age, and even the fabric of his long coat had a quality of elastic strength, as if it were a living material. “The man is basically a cripple,” he added with clear emotion.
Other voices, as if glad of the opening, murmured hasty compassion. “Quite startling,” “Monstrous,” “Most painful to see.” The lank man, with the eyeglass on a broad ribbon, pronounced mincingly the word “Grotesque,” whose justness was appreciated by those standing near him. They smiled at each other.
Other voices, seemingly happy to have the chance to speak, murmured quick expressions of sympathy. “Pretty shocking,” “Disgusting,” “Really tough to look at.” The thin man, wearing an eyeglass on a wide ribbon, carefully articulated the word “Grotesque,” which was acknowledged by those around him. They exchanged smiles.
The Assistant Commissioner had expressed no opinion either then or later, his position making it impossible for him to ventilate any independent view of a ticket-of-leave convict. But, in truth, he shared the view of his wife’s friend and patron that Michaelis was a humanitarian sentimentalist, a little mad, but upon the whole incapable of hurting a fly intentionally. So when that name cropped up suddenly in this vexing bomb affair he realised all the danger of it for the ticket-of-leave apostle, and his mind reverted at once to the old lady’s well-established infatuation. Her arbitrary kindness would not brook patiently any interference with Michaelis’ freedom. It was a deep, calm, convinced infatuation. She had not only felt him to be inoffensive, but she had said so, which last by a confusion of her absolutist mind became a sort of incontrovertible demonstration. It was as if the monstrosity of the man, with his candid infant’s eyes and a fat angelic smile, had fascinated her. She had come to believe almost his theory of the future, since it was not repugnant to her prejudices. She disliked the new element of plutocracy in the social compound, and industrialism as a method of human development appeared to her singularly repulsive in its mechanical and unfeeling character. The humanitarian hopes of the mild Michaelis tended not towards utter destruction, but merely towards the complete economic ruin of the system. And she did not really see where was the moral harm of it. It would do away with all the multitude of the “parvenus,” whom she disliked and mistrusted, not because they had arrived anywhere (she denied that), but because of their profound unintelligence of the world, which was the primary cause of the crudity of their perceptions and the aridity of their hearts. With the annihilation of all capital they would vanish too; but universal ruin (providing it was universal, as it was revealed to Michaelis) would leave the social values untouched. The disappearance of the last piece of money could not affect people of position. She could not conceive how it could affect her position, for instance. She had developed these discoveries to the Assistant Commissioner with all the serene fearlessness of an old woman who had escaped the blight of indifference. He had made for himself the rule to receive everything of that sort in a silence which he took care from policy and inclination not to make offensive. He had an affection for the aged disciple of Michaelis, a complex sentiment depending a little on her prestige, on her personality, but most of all on the instinct of flattered gratitude. He felt himself really liked in her house. She was kindness personified. And she was practically wise too, after the manner of experienced women. She made his married life much easier than it would have been without her generously full recognition of his rights as Annie’s husband. Her influence upon his wife, a woman devoured by all sorts of small selfishnesses, small envies, small jealousies, was excellent. Unfortunately, both her kindness and her wisdom were of unreasonable complexion, distinctly feminine, and difficult to deal with. She remained a perfect woman all along her full tale of years, and not as some of them do become—a sort of slippery, pestilential old man in petticoats. And it was as of a woman that he thought of her—the specially choice incarnation of the feminine, wherein is recruited the tender, ingenuous, and fierce bodyguard for all sorts of men who talk under the influence of an emotion, true or fraudulent; for preachers, seers, prophets, or reformers.
The Assistant Commissioner had not expressed any opinion then or later, as his role made it impossible for him to share an independent view about a ticket-of-leave convict. But, honestly, he agreed with his wife’s friend and patron that Michaelis was a humanitarian sentimentalist, a bit eccentric, but overall incapable of intentionally causing harm. So when that name suddenly came up in the annoying bomb incident, he understood all the risks for the ticket-of-leave advocate, and his thoughts immediately returned to the old lady’s well-known admiration. Her unconditional kindness wouldn't tolerate any interference with Michaelis’ freedom. It was a deep, calm, and unwavering infatuation. She not only saw him as harmless, but she also voiced that opinion, which in her absolutist mindset became an undeniable argument. It was as if she was captivated by the man’s oddity, with his honest, child-like eyes and a plump, angelic smile. She almost came to believe in his vision for the future since it didn't clash with her biases. She disliked the new presence of wealth in society and found industrialism as a way of human progress particularly off-putting due to its mechanical and emotionless nature. Michaelis' humanitarian aspirations didn’t aim for total destruction but merely for the complete economic collapse of the system. And she didn’t really see any moral issue with it. It would eliminate all the numerous "parvenus," whom she disliked and distrusted, not because they had achieved anything (she disagreed with that), but because of their profound ignorance about the world, which was the main reason for the bluntness of their views and the coldness of their hearts. With the destruction of all capital, they would disappear too; but universal ruin (provided it was indeed universal, as it was revealed to Michaelis) would leave social values intact. The loss of the last remaining coin couldn’t impact people of status. She couldn’t imagine how it would affect her position, for example. She shared these insights with the Assistant Commissioner with all the calm courage of an older woman who had escaped the plague of indifference. He had decided to absorb all such thoughts in an agreeable silence, which he made a point to keep from being offensive. He cared for the elderly disciple of Michaelis, a complex feeling influenced a bit by her status, her personality, but mostly on the instinct of gratified appreciation. He felt genuinely valued in her home. She embodied kindness. And she was practically wise too, in the way experienced women can be. She made his married life much more manageable than it would have been without her generous acknowledgment of his rights as Annie’s husband. Her influence on his wife, a woman consumed by various petty selfishness, small envies, and minor jealousies, was excellent. Unfortunately, both her kindness and wisdom were unreasonable in nature, distinctly feminine, and difficult to navigate. She remained a quintessential woman throughout her many years, and not like some who turn into a sort of slippery, bothersome old man in a dress. And it was as a woman that he thought of her—the uniquely perfect embodiment of femininity, which provides the tender, naive, and fierce support for all kinds of men who speak under the influence of emotion, whether that feeling is genuine or not; for preachers, visionaries, prophets, or reformers.
Appreciating the distinguished and good friend of his wife, and himself, in that way, the Assistant Commissioner became alarmed at the convict Michaelis’ possible fate. Once arrested on suspicion of being in some way, however remote, a party to this outrage, the man could hardly escape being sent back to finish his sentence at least. And that would kill him; he would never come out alive. The Assistant Commissioner made a reflection extremely unbecoming his official position without being really creditable to his humanity.
Appreciating the distinguished and good friend of his wife and himself, the Assistant Commissioner became worried about the possible fate of the convict Michaelis. Once arrested on suspicion of being in any way, even indirectly, involved in this crime, the man could hardly avoid being sent back to finish his sentence at the very least. And that would kill him; he would never come out alive. The Assistant Commissioner had a thought that was very inappropriate for his official role and not really commendable in terms of his humanity.
“If the fellow is laid hold of again,” he thought, “she will never forgive me.”
“If he gets caught again,” he thought, “she will never forgive me.”
The frankness of such a secretly outspoken thought could not go without some derisive self-criticism. No man engaged in a work he does not like can preserve many saving illusions about himself. The distaste, the absence of glamour, extend from the occupation to the personality. It is only when our appointed activities seem by a lucky accident to obey the particular earnestness of our temperament that we can taste the comfort of complete self-deception. The Assistant Commissioner did not like his work at home. The police work he had been engaged on in a distant part of the globe had the saving character of an irregular sort of warfare or at least the risk and excitement of open-air sport. His real abilities, which were mainly of an administrative order, were combined with an adventurous disposition. Chained to a desk in the thick of four millions of men, he considered himself the victim of an ironic fate—the same, no doubt, which had brought about his marriage with a woman exceptionally sensitive in the matter of colonial climate, besides other limitations testifying to the delicacy of her nature—and her tastes. Though he judged his alarm sardonically he did not dismiss the improper thought from his mind. The instinct of self-preservation was strong within him. On the contrary, he repeated it mentally with profane emphasis and a fuller precision: “Damn it! If that infernal Heat has his way the fellow’ll die in prison smothered in his fat, and she’ll never forgive me.”
The bluntness of such a secretly outspoken thought couldn’t escape some sarcastic self-criticism. No one can hold onto many comforting illusions about themselves if they’re stuck doing a job they dislike. The dislike, the lack of excitement, spills over from the job to the person. It’s only when our assigned tasks unexpectedly align with our true passions that we can enjoy the comfort of complete self-deception. The Assistant Commissioner didn’t enjoy his work at home. The police work he had done in a far-off place had the redeeming qualities of unconventional warfare or at least the thrill and excitement of outdoor sports. His real skills, which were mostly administrative, mixed with an adventurous spirit. Tied to a desk in the heart of a city with four million people, he saw himself as a victim of ironic fate—the same fate that had led him to marry a woman particularly sensitive to the colonial climate, along with other limitations that reflected her delicate nature and tastes. Although he viewed his worries with sarcasm, he didn’t push the inappropriate thought out of his mind. The instinct for self-preservation was strong within him. On the contrary, he mentally repeated it with harsh emphasis and clearer precision: “Damn it! If that damn Heat has his way, the guy will die in prison, smothered in his own fat, and she’ll never forgive me.”
His black, narrow figure, with the white band of the collar under the silvery gleams on the close-cropped hair at the back of the head, remained motionless. The silence had lasted such a long time that Chief Inspector Heat ventured to clear his throat. This noise produced its effect. The zealous and intelligent officer was asked by his superior, whose back remained turned to him immovably:
His black, slim figure, with the white band of the collar under the silvery glimmers on his closely cropped hair at the back of his head, stayed still. The silence had gone on for so long that Chief Inspector Heat decided to clear his throat. This sound had an impact. The dedicated and sharp officer was addressed by his superior, whose back remained turned to him without moving:
“You connect Michaelis with this affair?”
"You think Michaelis is involved in this?"
Chief Inspector Heat was very positive, but cautious.
Chief Inspector Heat was optimistic, but careful.
“Well, sir,” he said, “we have enough to go upon. A man like that has no business to be at large, anyhow.”
“Well, sir,” he said, “we have enough to go on. A guy like that shouldn’t be out and about, anyway.”
“You will want some conclusive evidence,” came the observation in a murmur.
"You'll want some solid proof," came the comment in a whisper.
Chief Inspector Heat raised his eyebrows at the black, narrow back, which remained obstinately presented to his intelligence and his zeal.
Chief Inspector Heat raised his eyebrows at the black, narrow back, which stubbornly faced away from his intelligence and determination.
“There will be no difficulty in getting up sufficient evidence against him,” he said, with virtuous complacency. “You may trust me for that, sir,” he added, quite unnecessarily, out of the fulness of his heart; for it seemed to him an excellent thing to have that man in hand to be thrown down to the public should it think fit to roar with any special indignation in this case. It was impossible to say yet whether it would roar or not. That in the last instance depended, of course, on the newspaper press. But in any case, Chief Inspector Heat, purveyor of prisons by trade, and a man of legal instincts, did logically believe that incarceration was the proper fate for every declared enemy of the law. In the strength of that conviction he committed a fault of tact. He allowed himself a little conceited laugh, and repeated:
“There won’t be any trouble gathering enough evidence against him,” he said, with a sense of self-satisfaction. “You can rely on me for that, sir,” he added, a bit unnecessarily, because he genuinely believed it was a great opportunity to have that man at his disposal to present to the public if they decided to express any particular outrage in this matter. It was still uncertain whether they would react that way or not. Ultimately, it depended on the media. But regardless, Chief Inspector Heat, who worked in the prison system and had a knack for legal matters, firmly believed that imprisonment was the right outcome for every proclaimed enemy of the law. Fueled by that belief, he made a misjudgment in social grace. He let out a slight, smug laugh and repeated:
“Trust me for that, sir.”
“Trust me on that, sir.”
This was too much for the forced calmness under which the Assistant Commissioner had for upwards of eighteen months concealed his irritation with the system and the subordinates of his office. A square peg forced into a round hole, he had felt like a daily outrage that long established smooth roundness into which a man of less sharply angular shape would have fitted himself, with voluptuous acquiescence, after a shrug or two. What he resented most was just the necessity of taking so much on trust. At the little laugh of Chief Inspector Heat’s he spun swiftly on his heels, as if whirled away from the window-pane by an electric shock. He caught on the latter’s face not only the complacency proper to the occasion lurking under the moustache, but the vestiges of experimental watchfulness in the round eyes, which had been, no doubt, fastened on his back, and now met his glance for a second before the intent character of their stare had the time to change to a merely startled appearance.
This was too much for the forced calmness that the Assistant Commissioner had maintained for over eighteen months while hiding his frustration with the system and his subordinates. He felt like a square peg jammed into a round hole, causing a daily irritation that would have easily fit a man of a less angular nature, who would have accepted it with a few shrugs. What he resented the most was the need to trust so many things without proof. At Chief Inspector Heat's light laugh, he turned quickly on his heels, as if jolted away from the window by an electric shock. He noticed on Heat’s face not only the smugness appropriate for the moment hiding beneath the mustache, but also the remnants of cautious observation in his round eyes, which had probably been fixed on his back and now met his gaze for a second before the focused nature of their stare shifted to a merely surprised look.
The Assistant Commissioner of Police had really some qualifications for his post. Suddenly his suspicion was awakened. It is but fair to say that his suspicions of the police methods (unless the police happened to be a semi-military body organised by himself) was not difficult to arouse. If it ever slumbered from sheer weariness, it was but lightly; and his appreciation of Chief Inspector Heat’s zeal and ability, moderate in itself, excluded all notion of moral confidence. “He’s up to something,” he exclaimed mentally, and at once became angry. Crossing over to his desk with headlong strides, he sat down violently. “Here I am stuck in a litter of paper,” he reflected, with unreasonable resentment, “supposed to hold all the threads in my hands, and yet I can but hold what is put in my hand, and nothing else. And they can fasten the other ends of the threads where they please.”
The Assistant Commissioner of Police had some qualifications for his position. Suddenly, his suspicion was triggered. It's fair to say that his doubts about police methods (except if the police were a semi-military organization he set up himself) were easy to stir. If his skepticism ever faded from sheer exhaustion, it was only for a moment; and his recognition of Chief Inspector Heat’s enthusiasm and ability, although moderate, didn’t inspire any sense of moral confidence. “He’s up to something,” he thought, feeling a surge of anger. He strode over to his desk and sat down forcefully. “Here I am buried under a pile of papers,” he thought with unreasonable bitterness, “expected to manage everything, yet I can only handle what’s given to me, and nothing more. And they can attach the other ends of the threads wherever they want.”
He raised his head, and turned towards his subordinate a long, meagre face with the accentuated features of an energetic Don Quixote.
He lifted his head and turned toward his subordinate, revealing a long, thin face with the pronounced features of an energetic Don Quixote.
“Now what is it you’ve got up your sleeve?”
“Now, what do you have planned?”
The other stared. He stared without winking in a perfect immobility of his round eyes, as he was used to stare at the various members of the criminal class when, after being duly cautioned, they made their statements in the tones of injured innocence, or false simplicity, or sullen resignation. But behind that professional and stony fixity there was some surprise too, for in such a tone, combining nicely the note of contempt and impatience, Chief Inspector Heat, the right-hand man of the department, was not used to be addressed. He began in a procrastinating manner, like a man taken unawares by a new and unexpected experience.
The other person stared. He stared without blinking, his round eyes perfectly still, just like he used to when he looked at various members of the criminal class who, after being properly warned, gave their statements in tones of wronged innocence, false simplicity, or sulking resignation. But behind that professional and expressionless gaze, there was also some surprise, because Chief Inspector Heat, the department's right-hand man, wasn’t used to being spoken to in such a way that mixed contempt and impatience. He started off hesitantly, like someone caught off guard by a new and unexpected situation.
“What I’ve got against that man Michaelis you mean, sir?”
"What do I have against that man Michaelis, sir?"
The Assistant Commissioner watched the bullet head; the points of that Norse rover’s moustache, falling below the line of the heavy jaw; the whole full and pale physiognomy, whose determined character was marred by too much flesh; at the cunning wrinkles radiating from the outer corners of the eyes—and in that purposeful contemplation of the valuable and trusted officer he drew a conviction so sudden that it moved him like an inspiration.
The Assistant Commissioner observed the tough guy; the tips of that Norse raider’s mustache, hanging below his strong jaw; the whole full and pale face, whose determined look was spoiled by too much weight; at the sly creases around his eyes—and during that focused assessment of the valuable and trusted officer, he formed a sudden conviction that stirred him like a spark of inspiration.
“I have reason to think that when you came into this room,” he said in measured tones, “it was not Michaelis who was in your mind; not principally—perhaps not at all.”
“I believe that when you entered this room,” he said in a calm manner, “you weren’t really thinking about Michaelis; not mostly—maybe not at all.”
“You have reason to think, sir?” muttered Chief Inspector Heat, with every appearance of astonishment, which up to a certain point was genuine enough. He had discovered in this affair a delicate and perplexing side, forcing upon the discoverer a certain amount of insincerity—that sort of insincerity which, under the names of skill, prudence, discretion, turns up at one point or another in most human affairs. He felt at the moment like a tight-rope artist might feel if suddenly, in the middle of the performance, the manager of the Music Hall were to rush out of the proper managerial seclusion and begin to shake the rope. Indignation, the sense of moral insecurity engendered by such a treacherous proceeding joined to the immediate apprehension of a broken neck, would, in the colloquial phrase, put him in a state. And there would be also some scandalised concern for his art too, since a man must identify himself with something more tangible than his own personality, and establish his pride somewhere, either in his social position, or in the quality of the work he is obliged to do, or simply in the superiority of the idleness he may be fortunate enough to enjoy.
“You think you have a reason, sir?” Chief Inspector Heat muttered, feigning astonishment, which was partly genuine. He had uncovered a delicate and confusing aspect of this case, forcing him to be somewhat insincere—this kind of insincerity that appears as skill, prudence, or discretion at various points in human affairs. In that moment, he felt like a tightrope walker who, in the middle of a performance, suddenly has the hall manager rush out from behind the scenes and start shaking the rope. The indignation and the moral insecurity that such treachery would cause, combined with the immediate fear of a broken neck, would put him in a state, as people say. There would also be some scandalized concern for his craft, since a person needs to connect themselves to something more tangible than just their own identity, finding pride in their social status, the quality of their work, or simply in the privilege of leisure they might be lucky enough to enjoy.
“Yes,” said the Assistant Commissioner; “I have. I do not mean to say that you have not thought of Michaelis at all. But you are giving the fact you’ve mentioned a prominence which strikes me as not quite candid, Inspector Heat. If that is really the track of discovery, why haven’t you followed it up at once, either personally or by sending one of your men to that village?”
“Yes,” said the Assistant Commissioner; “I have. I don’t mean to suggest that you haven’t thought about Michaelis at all. But you’re giving the fact you mentioned an importance that seems a bit less than honest to me, Inspector Heat. If that is really the lead in the investigation, why haven’t you pursued it right away, either yourself or by sending one of your men to that village?”
“Do you think, sir, I have failed in my duty there?” the Chief Inspector asked, in a tone which he sought to make simply reflective. Forced unexpectedly to concentrate his faculties upon the task of preserving his balance, he had seized upon that point, and exposed himself to a rebuke; for, the Assistant Commissioner frowning slightly, observed that this was a very improper remark to make.
“Do you think, sir, I’ve failed in my duty there?” the Chief Inspector asked, trying to sound just reflective. Suddenly having to focus hard to keep his composure, he had latched onto that point and opened himself up to criticism; the Assistant Commissioner frowned slightly and noted that this was a very inappropriate comment to make.
“But since you’ve made it,” he continued coldly, “I’ll tell you that this is not my meaning.”
“But since you’ve brought it up,” he continued coldly, “I’ll let you know that this isn’t what I meant.”
He paused, with a straight glance of his sunken eyes which was a full equivalent of the unspoken termination “and you know it.” The head of the so-called Special Crimes Department debarred by his position from going out of doors personally in quest of secrets locked up in guilty breasts, had a propensity to exercise his considerable gifts for the detection of incriminating truth upon his own subordinates. That peculiar instinct could hardly be called a weakness. It was natural. He was a born detective. It had unconsciously governed his choice of a career, and if it ever failed him in life it was perhaps in the one exceptional circumstance of his marriage—which was also natural. It fed, since it could not roam abroad, upon the human material which was brought to it in its official seclusion. We can never cease to be ourselves.
He paused, giving a steady look from his sunken eyes, which clearly conveyed the unspoken message, “and you know it.” The head of the so-called Special Crimes Department, restricted by his role from personally going out to uncover secrets hidden in guilty hearts, had a tendency to apply his impressive skills in uncovering incriminating truths on his own team. That instinct could hardly be seen as a flaw; it was simply part of who he was. He was a natural detective. This instinct had subconsciously shaped his career choice, and if it ever let him down, it was likely in the one unique situation of his marriage—which was also understandable. Since it couldn't explore the outside world, it fed on the human material presented to it in its official isolation. We can never stop being ourselves.
His elbow on the desk, his thin legs crossed, and nursing his cheek in the palm of his meagre hand, the Assistant Commissioner in charge of the Special Crimes branch was getting hold of the case with growing interest. His Chief Inspector, if not an absolutely worthy foeman of his penetration, was at any rate the most worthy of all within his reach. A mistrust of established reputations was strictly in character with the Assistant Commissioner’s ability as detector. His memory evoked a certain old fat and wealthy native chief in the distant colony whom it was a tradition for the successive Colonial Governors to trust and make much of as a firm friend and supporter of the order and legality established by white men; whereas, when examined sceptically, he was found out to be principally his own good friend, and nobody else’s. Not precisely a traitor, but still a man of many dangerous reservations in his fidelity, caused by a due regard for his own advantage, comfort, and safety. A fellow of some innocence in his naive duplicity, but none the less dangerous. He took some finding out. He was physically a big man, too, and (allowing for the difference of colour, of course) Chief Inspector Heat’s appearance recalled him to the memory of his superior. It was not the eyes nor yet the lips exactly. It was bizarre. But does not Alfred Wallace relate in his famous book on the Malay Archipelago how, amongst the Aru Islanders, he discovered in an old and naked savage with a sooty skin a peculiar resemblance to a dear friend at home?
With his elbow on the desk, his thin legs crossed, and his cheek resting in the palm of his thin hand, the Assistant Commissioner in charge of the Special Crimes branch was getting increasingly intrigued by the case. His Chief Inspector, while perhaps not a match for his sharpness, was definitely the most competent person he could rely on. The Assistant Commissioner’s knack for detection was closely linked to his skepticism towards established reputations. He remembered an old, overweight, wealthy native chief from a far-off colony who was traditionally trusted by successive Colonial Governors as a loyal friend and supporter of the order set by white men. Under closer scrutiny, this chief turned out to be primarily interested in his own well-being and nobody else’s. Not exactly a traitor, but certainly a person with many dangerous reservations in his loyalty, driven by his own advantage, comfort, and safety. He had a certain innocence in his naive deceit but was nonetheless a threat. It took some effort to uncover his true nature. He was also a physically imposing man, and (color difference aside) Chief Inspector Heat’s look reminded his superior of this chief. It wasn’t exactly his eyes or lips; it was something strange. But doesn't Alfred Wallace mention in his famous book about the Malay Archipelago how he found a peculiar resemblance to a dear friend back home in an old, naked savage with a sooty skin among the Aru Islanders?
For the first time since he took up his appointment the Assistant Commissioner felt as if he were going to do some real work for his salary. And that was a pleasurable sensation. “I’ll turn him inside out like an old glove,” thought the Assistant Commissioner, with his eyes resting pensively upon Chief Inspector Heat.
For the first time since he started his job, the Assistant Commissioner felt like he was finally going to do some actual work for his salary. And it was a satisfying feeling. “I’ll get the truth out of him like turning an old glove inside out,” thought the Assistant Commissioner, his eyes thoughtfully fixed on Chief Inspector Heat.
“No, that was not my thought,” he began again. “There is no doubt about you knowing your business—no doubt at all; and that’s precisely why I—” He stopped short, and changing his tone: “What could you bring up against Michaelis of a definite nature? I mean apart from the fact that the two men under suspicion—you’re certain there were two of them—came last from a railway station within three miles of the village where Michaelis is living now.”
“No, that wasn’t my thought,” he started again. “There’s no question that you know your stuff—absolutely none; and that’s exactly why I—” He paused abruptly and changed his tone: “What can you actually say against Michaelis that’s concrete? I mean besides the fact that the two guys you suspect—you’re sure there were two of them—last came from a train station just three miles from the village where Michaelis is living now.”
“This by itself is enough for us to go upon, sir, with that sort of man,” said the Chief Inspector, with returning composure. The slight approving movement of the Assistant Commissioner’s head went far to pacify the resentful astonishment of the renowned officer. For Chief Inspector Heat was a kind man, an excellent husband, a devoted father; and the public and departmental confidence he enjoyed acting favourably upon an amiable nature, disposed him to feel friendly towards the successive Assistant Commissioners he had seen pass through that very room. There had been three in his time. The first one, a soldierly, abrupt, red-faced person, with white eyebrows and an explosive temper, could be managed with a silken thread. He left on reaching the age limit. The second, a perfect gentleman, knowing his own and everybody else’s place to a nicety, on resigning to take up a higher appointment out of England got decorated for (really) Inspector Heat’s services. To work with him had been a pride and a pleasure. The third, a bit of a dark horse from the first, was at the end of eighteen months something of a dark horse still to the department. Upon the whole Chief Inspector Heat believed him to be in the main harmless—odd-looking, but harmless. He was speaking now, and the Chief Inspector listened with outward deference (which means nothing, being a matter of duty) and inwardly with benevolent toleration.
“This is enough for us to go on, sir, with that kind of man,” said the Chief Inspector, regaining his composure. The slight nod of approval from the Assistant Commissioner helped ease the Chief Inspector's resentful surprise. Chief Inspector Heat was a kind man, a great husband, and a dedicated father. The public and departmental trust he enjoyed fostered his friendly nature, making him feel amicable toward the various Assistant Commissioners who had come through that very room. There had been three during his time. The first was a military, brusque, red-faced man with white eyebrows and a short temper, who could be managed with a gentle touch. He left upon reaching retirement age. The second was a true gentleman, who understood his position and everyone else's perfectly, and upon resigning to take a higher role abroad, received an award for (truly) Inspector Heat’s contributions. Working with him was both an honor and a joy. The third, a bit of a mystery from the start, still remained somewhat of a mystery to the department after eighteen months. Overall, Chief Inspector Heat believed him to be mostly harmless—peculiar-looking, but harmless. He was speaking now, and the Chief Inspector listened with outward respect (a matter of duty) and inwardly with kind tolerance.
“Michaelis reported himself before leaving London for the country?”
“Michaelis checked in before leaving London for the countryside?”
“Yes, sir. He did.”
"Yes, sir. He did."
“And what may he be doing there?” continued the Assistant Commissioner, who was perfectly informed on that point. Fitted with painful tightness into an old wooden arm-chair, before a worm-eaten oak table in an upstairs room of a four-roomed cottage with a roof of moss-grown tiles, Michaelis was writing night and day in a shaky, slanting hand that “Autobiography of a Prisoner” which was to be like a book of Revelation in the history of mankind. The conditions of confined space, seclusion, and solitude in a small four-roomed cottage were favourable to his inspiration. It was like being in prison, except that one was never disturbed for the odious purpose of taking exercise according to the tyrannical regulations of his old home in the penitentiary. He could not tell whether the sun still shone on the earth or not. The perspiration of the literary labour dropped from his brow. A delightful enthusiasm urged him on. It was the liberation of his inner life, the letting out of his soul into the wide world. And the zeal of his guileless vanity (first awakened by the offer of five hundred pounds from a publisher) seemed something predestined and holy.
“And what could he be doing there?” the Assistant Commissioner asked, fully aware of the answer. Cramped painfully in an old wooden armchair, sitting in front of a worn oak table in an upstairs room of a tiny four-room cottage with a roof covered in mossy tiles, Michaelis was writing day and night in a shaky, slanting hand the “Autobiography of a Prisoner,” which was meant to be revolutionary in the history of mankind. The cramped conditions of confinement, isolation, and solitude in the small cottage fueled his creativity. It felt like being in prison, except he wasn't disturbed by the annoying requirement of doing exercise under the oppressive rules of his old penitentiary. He couldn’t tell if the sun still shone outside. Sweat from his literary efforts dripped from his forehead. A thrilling enthusiasm pushed him forward. It was the release of his inner self, the expression of his soul to the vast world. And the fervor of his innocent pride (initially sparked by a publisher's offer of five hundred pounds) felt like something destined and sacred.
“It would be, of course, most desirable to be informed exactly,” insisted the Assistant Commissioner uncandidly.
“It would be, of course, very helpful to be informed exactly,” insisted the Assistant Commissioner, not being completely honest.
Chief Inspector Heat, conscious of renewed irritation at this display of scrupulousness, said that the county police had been notified from the first of Michaelis’ arrival, and that a full report could be obtained in a few hours. A wire to the superintendent—
Chief Inspector Heat, aware of his growing irritation at this display of meticulousness, said that the county police had been informed as soon as Michaelis arrived, and that a full report could be ready in a few hours. A message to the superintendent—
Thus he spoke, rather slowly, while his mind seemed already to be weighing the consequences. A slight knitting of the brow was the outward sign of this. But he was interrupted by a question.
Thus he spoke, rather slowly, while his mind seemed already to be considering the consequences. A slight furrowing of the brow was the outward sign of this. But he was interrupted by a question.
“You’ve sent that wire already?”
“Did you send that wire already?”
“No, sir,” he answered, as if surprised.
“No, sir,” he replied, sounding surprised.
The Assistant Commissioner uncrossed his legs suddenly. The briskness of that movement contrasted with the casual way in which he threw out a suggestion.
The Assistant Commissioner suddenly uncrossed his legs. The quickness of that movement stood in sharp contrast to the relaxed way he tossed out a suggestion.
“Would you think that Michaelis had anything to do with the preparation of that bomb, for instance?”
“Do you think Michaelis had anything to do with making that bomb, for example?”
The Chief Inspector assumed a reflective manner.
The Chief Inspector took on a thoughtful demeanor.
“I wouldn’t say so. There’s no necessity to say anything at present. He associates with men who are classed as dangerous. He was made a delegate of the Red Committee less than a year after his release on licence. A sort of compliment, I suppose.”
“I wouldn’t say that. There’s really no need to say anything right now. He hangs out with people who are considered dangerous. He was made a delegate of the Red Committee less than a year after his release on license. I guess it’s some kind of compliment.”
And the Chief Inspector laughed a little angrily, a little scornfully. With a man of that sort scrupulousness was a misplaced and even an illegal sentiment. The celebrity bestowed upon Michaelis on his release two years ago by some emotional journalists in want of special copy had rankled ever since in his breast. It was perfectly legal to arrest that man on the barest suspicion. It was legal and expedient on the face of it. His two former chiefs would have seen the point at once; whereas this one, without saying either yes or no, sat there, as if lost in a dream. Moreover, besides being legal and expedient, the arrest of Michaelis solved a little personal difficulty which worried Chief Inspector Heat somewhat. This difficulty had its bearing upon his reputation, upon his comfort, and even upon the efficient performance of his duties. For, if Michaelis no doubt knew something about this outrage, the Chief Inspector was fairly certain that he did not know too much. This was just as well. He knew much less—the Chief Inspector was positive—than certain other individuals he had in his mind, but whose arrest seemed to him inexpedient, besides being a more complicated matter, on account of the rules of the game. The rules of the game did not protect so much Michaelis, who was an ex-convict. It would be stupid not to take advantage of legal facilities, and the journalists who had written him up with emotional gush would be ready to write him down with emotional indignation.
And the Chief Inspector laughed a bit angrily, a bit scornfully. With a guy like that, being scrupulous was a misplaced and even an illegal feeling. The fame given to Michaelis when he was released two years ago by some emotional journalists looking for a good story had been bothering him ever since. It was perfectly legal to arrest that man on just the slightest suspicion. It was legal and practical, really. His two previous bosses would have understood this immediately; whereas this one, without saying a word, just sat there, as if lost in thought. Besides being legal and practical, arresting Michaelis helped solve a personal problem that was troubling Chief Inspector Heat a bit. This problem affected his reputation, his comfort, and even his ability to do his job well. Because, while Michaelis surely knew something about this incident, the Chief Inspector was fairly certain that he didn’t know too much. This was good news. He was sure he knew much less—he was certain—than some other people he was thinking about, but whose arrest seemed impractical, in addition to being a more complicated situation, because of the rules of the game. The rules of the game didn’t protect Michaelis much, who was an ex-convict. It would be foolish not to take advantage of legal options, and the journalists who had written glowing articles about him would be quick to write harsh ones if necessary.
This prospect, viewed with confidence, had the attraction of a personal triumph for Chief Inspector Heat. And deep down in his blameless bosom of an average married citizen, almost unconscious but potent nevertheless, the dislike of being compelled by events to meddle with the desperate ferocity of the Professor had its say. This dislike had been strengthened by the chance meeting in the lane. The encounter did not leave behind with Chief Inspector Heat that satisfactory sense of superiority the members of the police force get from the unofficial but intimate side of their intercourse with the criminal classes, by which the vanity of power is soothed, and the vulgar love of domination over our fellow-creatures is flattered as worthily as it deserves.
This prospect, viewed confidently, felt like a personal victory for Chief Inspector Heat. Deep down, in the heart of an average married citizen, there was an almost unconscious but strong dislike of being forced by circumstances to get involved with the Professor's desperate rage. This dislike had been intensified by their chance meeting in the lane. The encounter didn't give Chief Inspector Heat the satisfying feeling of superiority that police officers usually gain from their close interactions with criminals, a feeling that comforts their ego and flatters their base desire for control over others.
The perfect anarchist was not recognised as a fellow-creature by Chief Inspector Heat. He was impossible—a mad dog to be left alone. Not that the Chief Inspector was afraid of him; on the contrary, he meant to have him some day. But not yet; he meant to get hold of him in his own time, properly and effectively according to the rules of the game. The present was not the right time for attempting that feat, not the right time for many reasons, personal and of public service. This being the strong feeling of Inspector Heat, it appeared to him just and proper that this affair should be shunted off its obscure and inconvenient track, leading goodness knows where, into a quiet (and lawful) siding called Michaelis. And he repeated, as if reconsidering the suggestion conscientiously:
The perfect anarchist was not seen as a fellow human by Chief Inspector Heat. He was a menace—a rabid dog that needed to be left alone. It wasn't that the Chief Inspector was scared of him; on the contrary, he planned to catch him one day. But not now; he intended to take him in due time, properly and effectively, according to the rules of the game. This wasn’t the right moment for that, not for many personal or public service reasons. Given this strong conviction, Inspector Heat felt it was fair and reasonable to divert this situation from its obscure and inconvenient path—who knows where it would lead—onto a quiet (and lawful) track called Michaelis. And he repeated, as if he were thoughtfully reconsidering the suggestion:
“The bomb. No, I would not say that exactly. We may never find that out. But it’s clear that he is connected with this in some way, which we can find out without much trouble.”
“The bomb. No, I wouldn’t put it that way. We might never know for sure. But it’s obvious that he has some connection to this, which we can uncover without too much effort.”
His countenance had that look of grave, overbearing indifference once well known and much dreaded by the better sort of thieves. Chief Inspector Heat, though what is called a man, was not a smiling animal. But his inward state was that of satisfaction at the passively receptive attitude of the Assistant Commissioner, who murmured gently:
His face had that serious, intimidating indifference that the more refined thieves used to know and fear. Chief Inspector Heat, though he was a man, was not someone who smiled often. However, inside, he felt satisfied with the Assistant Commissioner's calm and accepting demeanor, which he responded to with a gentle murmur:
“And you really think that the investigation should be made in that direction?”
“And you really think the investigation should go in that direction?”
“I do, sir.”
“Yeah, I do, sir.”
“Quite convinced?
"Totally convinced?"
“I am, sir. That’s the true line for us to take.”
“I am, sir. That’s the right approach for us to take.”
The Assistant Commissioner withdrew the support of his hand from his reclining head with a suddenness that, considering his languid attitude, seemed to menace his whole person with collapse. But, on the contrary, he sat up, extremely alert, behind the great writing-table on which his hand had fallen with the sound of a sharp blow.
The Assistant Commissioner quickly removed his hand from his reclining head in a way that, given his relaxed posture, made it seem like he might completely drop. However, instead, he sat up very alert behind the large writing desk where his hand had hit with a loud thud.
“What I want to know is what put it out of your head till now.”
“What I want to know is what made you forget about it until now.”
“Put it out of my head,” repeated the Chief Inspector very slowly.
“Forget about it,” the Chief Inspector said very slowly.
“Yes. Till you were called into this room—you know.”
“Yes. Until you were called into this room—you know.”
The Chief Inspector felt as if the air between his clothing and his skin had become unpleasantly hot. It was the sensation of an unprecedented and incredible experience.
The Chief Inspector felt like the air between his clothes and his skin had become uncomfortably hot. It was the feeling of an unprecedented and incredible experience.
“Of course,” he said, exaggerating the deliberation of his utterance to the utmost limits of possibility, “if there is a reason, of which I know nothing, for not interfering with the convict Michaelis, perhaps it’s just as well I didn’t start the county police after him.”
“Of course,” he said, stretching the pause in his words to the absolute limit, “if there’s a reason, which I’m completely unaware of, for not getting involved with the convict Michaelis, maybe it’s just as well that I didn’t send the county police after him.”
This took such a long time to say that the unflagging attention of the Assistant Commissioner seemed a wonderful feat of endurance. His retort came without delay.
This took so long to say that the Assistant Commissioner's unwavering attention felt like an amazing display of endurance. He responded immediately.
“No reason whatever that I know of. Come, Chief Inspector, this finessing with me is highly improper on your part—highly improper. And it’s also unfair, you know. You shouldn’t leave me to puzzle things out for myself like this. Really, I am surprised.”
“No reason that I can think of. Come on, Chief Inspector, this dance you’re doing with me is really out of line—really out of line. And it’s also unfair, you know. You shouldn’t make me try to figure things out by myself like this. Honestly, I’m surprised.”
He paused, then added smoothly: “I need scarcely tell you that this conversation is altogether unofficial.”
He stopped for a moment and then added smoothly, “I hardly need to tell you that this conversation is completely unofficial.”
These words were far from pacifying the Chief Inspector. The indignation of a betrayed tight-rope performer was strong within him. In his pride of a trusted servant he was affected by the assurance that the rope was not shaken for the purpose of breaking his neck, as by an exhibition of impudence. As if anybody were afraid! Assistant Commissioners come and go, but a valuable Chief Inspector is not an ephemeral office phenomenon. He was not afraid of getting a broken neck. To have his performance spoiled was more than enough to account for the glow of honest indignation. And as thought is no respecter of persons, the thought of Chief Inspector Heat took a threatening and prophetic shape. “You, my boy,” he said to himself, keeping his round and habitually roving eyes fastened upon the Assistant Commissioner’s face—“you, my boy, you don’t know your place, and your place won’t know you very long either, I bet.”
These words did nothing to calm the Chief Inspector. The anger of someone who felt betrayed was strong within him. He took pride in being a trusted servant and was upset by the idea that the rope wasn’t shaken to break his neck but rather as a show of disrespect. As if anyone were scared! Assistant Commissioners come and go, but a valuable Chief Inspector isn’t a fleeting office phenomenon. He wasn’t afraid of getting a broken neck. Having his performance ruined was more than enough to explain his genuine anger. And since thoughts don't care about status, Chief Inspector Heat's thoughts took on a threatening and prophetic tone. “You, my boy,” he thought to himself, keeping his round and usually wandering eyes focused on the Assistant Commissioner’s face—“you, my boy, you don’t know your place, and your place won’t know you for long either, I bet.”
As if in provoking answer to that thought, something like the ghost of an amiable smile passed on the lips of the Assistant Commissioner. His manner was easy and business-like while he persisted in administering another shake to the tight rope.
As if responding to that thought, a sort of friendly smile appeared on the Assistant Commissioner's lips. He seemed relaxed and professional as he continued to give another shake to the tight rope.
“Let us come now to what you have discovered on the spot, Chief Inspector,” he said.
“Now, let’s hear what you’ve found out at the scene, Chief Inspector,” he said.
“A fool and his job are soon parted,” went on the train of prophetic thought in Chief Inspector Heat’s head. But it was immediately followed by the reflection that a higher official, even when “fired out” (this was the precise image), has still the time as he flies through the door to launch a nasty kick at the shin-bones of a subordinate. Without softening very much the basilisk nature of his stare, he said impassively:
“A fool and his job are soon separated,” continued the stream of foreboding thoughts in Chief Inspector Heat’s mind. But it was quickly followed by the realization that a higher-up, even when “kicked out” (this was the exact image), still has time as he rushes through the door to deliver a nasty kick to the shins of a subordinate. Without softening the piercing intensity of his gaze too much, he said expressionlessly:
“We are coming to that part of my investigation, sir.”
“We're getting to that part of my investigation, sir.”
“That’s right. Well, what have you brought away from it?”
“That’s right. So, what did you take away from it?”
The Chief Inspector, who had made up his mind to jump off the rope, came to the ground with gloomy frankness.
The Chief Inspector, determined to let go of the rope, came down to the ground with a dark honesty.
“I’ve brought away an address,” he said, pulling out of his pocket without haste a singed rag of dark blue cloth. “This belongs to the overcoat the fellow who got himself blown to pieces was wearing. Of course, the overcoat may not have been his, and may even have been stolen. But that’s not at all probable if you look at this.”
“I’ve got an address,” he said, pulling out a scorched piece of dark blue fabric from his pocket without rushing. “This is from the overcoat that the guy who got blown apart was wearing. Of course, that overcoat might not have been his, and it could even have been stolen. But that’s not very likely when you consider this.”
The Chief Inspector, stepping up to the table, smoothed out carefully the rag of blue cloth. He had picked it up from the repulsive heap in the mortuary, because a tailor’s name is found sometimes under the collar. It is not often of much use, but still—He only half expected to find anything useful, but certainly he did not expect to find—not under the collar at all, but stitched carefully on the under side of the lapel—a square piece of calico with an address written on it in marking ink.
The Chief Inspector approached the table and carefully laid out the blue cloth rag. He had taken it from the disgusting pile in the morgue, as you can occasionally find a tailor's name under the collar. It usually isn’t very helpful, but still—He only halfway expected to discover anything valuable, but he definitely didn’t expect to find—not under the collar, but neatly stitched on the underside of the lapel—a square piece of calico with an address written on it in marking ink.
The Chief Inspector removed his smoothing hand.
The Chief Inspector took his hand away.
“I carried it off with me without anybody taking notice,” he said. “I thought it best. It can always be produced if required.”
“I took it with me without anyone noticing,” he said. “I thought it was the best thing to do. It can always be shown if needed.”
The Assistant Commissioner, rising a little in his chair, pulled the cloth over to his side of the table. He sat looking at it in silence. Only the number 32 and the name of Brett Street were written in marking ink on a piece of calico slightly larger than an ordinary cigarette paper. He was genuinely surprised.
The Assistant Commissioner, shifting slightly in his chair, pulled the cloth closer to his side of the table. He sat there, staring at it in silence. The only thing written in marking ink on a piece of fabric slightly bigger than a regular cigarette paper was the number 32 and the name Brett Street. He was genuinely surprised.
“Can’t understand why he should have gone about labelled like this,” he said, looking up at Chief Inspector Heat. “It’s a most extraordinary thing.”
“Can’t understand why he would go around labeled like this,” he said, looking up at Chief Inspector Heat. “It’s really strange.”
“I met once in the smoking-room of a hotel an old gentleman who went about with his name and address sewn on in all his coats in case of an accident or sudden illness,” said the Chief Inspector. “He professed to be eighty-four years old, but he didn’t look his age. He told me he was also afraid of losing his memory suddenly, like those people he has been reading of in the papers.”
“I once met an elderly man in a hotel smoking room who had his name and address stitched into all of his coats in case of an accident or sudden illness,” said the Chief Inspector. “He claimed to be eighty-four years old, but he didn’t look it. He told me he was also worried about losing his memory suddenly, like the people he’d been reading about in the papers.”
A question from the Assistant Commissioner, who wanted to know what was No. 32 Brett Street, interrupted that reminiscence abruptly. The Chief Inspector, driven down to the ground by unfair artifices, had elected to walk the path of unreserved openness. If he believed firmly that to know too much was not good for the department, the judicious holding back of knowledge was as far as his loyalty dared to go for the good of the service. If the Assistant Commissioner wanted to mismanage this affair nothing, of course, could prevent him. But, on his own part, he now saw no reason for a display of alacrity. So he answered concisely:
A question from the Assistant Commissioner, who wanted to know what No. 32 Brett Street was, abruptly interrupted that train of thought. The Chief Inspector, pushed down by unfair tactics, chose to embrace total transparency. While he firmly believed that knowing too much wasn’t good for the department, he thought that holding back some information was as far as his loyalty could go for the sake of the service. If the Assistant Commissioner wanted to mishandle this situation, nothing could stop him. But for his part, he saw no reason to rush. So he responded briefly:
“It’s a shop, sir.”
“It’s a store, sir.”
The Assistant Commissioner, with his eyes lowered on the rag of blue cloth, waited for more information. As that did not come he proceeded to obtain it by a series of questions propounded with gentle patience. Thus he acquired an idea of the nature of Mr Verloc’s commerce, of his personal appearance, and heard at last his name. In a pause the Assistant Commissioner raised his eyes, and discovered some animation on the Chief Inspector’s face. They looked at each other in silence.
The Assistant Commissioner, staring down at the piece of blue cloth, waited for more information. When it didn't come, he started to get it through a series of gently asked questions. This way, he got an idea of Mr. Verloc's business, his personal appearance, and eventually learned his name. After a moment of silence, the Assistant Commissioner looked up and noticed the Chief Inspector's face showing some interest. They exchanged silent glances.
“Of course,” said the latter, “the department has no record of that man.”
“Of course,” said the latter, “the department has no record of that guy.”
“Did any of my predecessors have any knowledge of what you have told me now?” asked the Assistant Commissioner, putting his elbows on the table and raising his joined hands before his face, as if about to offer prayer, only that his eyes had not a pious expression.
“Did any of my predecessors know about what you’re telling me now?” asked the Assistant Commissioner, leaning his elbows on the table and raising his hands together in front of his face, as if he was about to pray, except his eyes didn’t have a religious look.
“No, sir; certainly not. What would have been the object? That sort of man could never be produced publicly to any good purpose. It was sufficient for me to know who he was, and to make use of him in a way that could be used publicly.”
“No, sir; definitely not. What would be the point? A man like that could never be showcased for any positive purpose. It was enough for me to know who he was and to use him in a way that could be presented publicly.”
“And do you think that sort of private knowledge consistent with the official position you occupy?”
“And do you think that kind of private knowledge is consistent with the official position you hold?”
“Perfectly, sir. I think it’s quite proper. I will take the liberty to tell you, sir, that it makes me what I am—and I am looked upon as a man who knows his work. It’s a private affair of my own. A personal friend of mine in the French police gave me the hint that the fellow was an Embassy spy. Private friendship, private information, private use of it—that’s how I look upon it.”
“Absolutely, sir. I believe it’s entirely appropriate. I’ll take the liberty to say that it shapes who I am—and I’m viewed as someone who knows his job. It’s a personal matter for me. A friend of mine in the French police informed me that the guy was an Embassy spy. Personal friendship, private information, personal use of it—that’s how I see it.”
The Assistant Commissioner after remarking to himself that the mental state of the renowned Chief Inspector seemed to affect the outline of his lower jaw, as if the lively sense of his high professional distinction had been located in that part of his anatomy, dismissed the point for the moment with a calm “I see.” Then leaning his cheek on his joined hands:
The Assistant Commissioner, noticing that the mental state of the famous Chief Inspector seemed to change the shape of his lower jaw—almost as if his strong sense of professional pride was sitting there—set aside that thought for now with a calm, “I see.” He then leaned his cheek on his clasped hands:
“Well then—speaking privately if you like—how long have you been in private touch with this Embassy spy?”
“Well then—if you want to talk privately—how long have you been in contact with this Embassy spy?”
To this inquiry the private answer of the Chief Inspector, so private that it was never shaped into audible words, was:
To this question, the Chief Inspector's private response—so private that it was never turned into spoken words—was:
“Long before you were even thought of for your place here.”
“Long before you were even considered for your place here.”
The so-to-speak public utterance was much more precise.
The so-called public statement was much more precise.
“I saw him for the first time in my life a little more than seven years ago, when two Imperial Highnesses and the Imperial Chancellor were on a visit here. I was put in charge of all the arrangements for looking after them. Baron Stott-Wartenheim was Ambassador then. He was a very nervous old gentleman. One evening, three days before the Guildhall Banquet, he sent word that he wanted to see me for a moment. I was downstairs, and the carriages were at the door to take the Imperial Highnesses and the Chancellor to the opera. I went up at once. I found the Baron walking up and down his bedroom in a pitiable state of distress, squeezing his hands together. He assured me he had the fullest confidence in our police and in my abilities, but he had there a man just come over from Paris whose information could be trusted implicity. He wanted me to hear what that man had to say. He took me at once into a dressing-room next door, where I saw a big fellow in a heavy overcoat sitting all alone on a chair, and holding his hat and stick in one hand. The Baron said to him in French ‘Speak, my friend.’ The light in that room was not very good. I talked with him for some five minutes perhaps. He certainly gave me a piece of very startling news. Then the Baron took me aside nervously to praise him up to me, and when I turned round again I discovered that the fellow had vanished like a ghost. Got up and sneaked out down some back stairs, I suppose. There was no time to run after him, as I had to hurry off after the Ambassador down the great staircase, and see the party started safe for the opera. However, I acted upon the information that very night. Whether it was perfectly correct or not, it did look serious enough. Very likely it saved us from an ugly trouble on the day of the Imperial visit to the City.
“I saw him for the first time in my life a little over seven years ago, when two Imperial Highnesses and the Imperial Chancellor were visiting here. I was in charge of all the arrangements to take care of them. Baron Stott-Wartenheim was the Ambassador then. He was a very nervous old man. One evening, three days before the Guildhall Banquet, he sent word that he wanted to see me for a moment. I was downstairs, and the carriages were at the door to take the Imperial Highnesses and the Chancellor to the opera. I went up right away. I found the Baron pacing in his bedroom in a pitiful state of distress, wringing his hands. He assured me he had complete confidence in our police and in my abilities, but he had a man who had just come over from Paris whose information could be trusted completely. He wanted me to hear what that man had to say. He took me into a dressing room next door, where I saw a big guy in a heavy overcoat sitting alone on a chair, holding his hat and cane in one hand. The Baron said to him in French, ‘Speak, my friend.’ The light in that room wasn’t very good. I talked with him for about five minutes. He definitely gave me some very shocking news. Then the Baron pulled me aside nervously to praise him to me, and when I turned around again, I realized the guy had vanished like a ghost. He must have gotten up and snuck out down some back stairs. There wasn’t time to chase after him, as I had to hurry off after the Ambassador down the grand staircase and make sure the party got off safely to the opera. Nonetheless, I acted on the information that very night. Whether it was completely correct or not, it seemed serious enough. It likely saved us from a major problem on the day of the Imperial visit to the City.
“Some time later, a month or so after my promotion to Chief Inspector, my attention was attracted to a big burly man, I thought I had seen somewhere before, coming out in a hurry from a jeweller’s shop in the Strand. I went after him, as it was on my way towards Charing Cross, and there seeing one of our detectives across the road, I beckoned him over, and pointed out the fellow to him, with instructions to watch his movements for a couple of days, and then report to me. No later than next afternoon my man turned up to tell me that the fellow had married his landlady’s daughter at a registrar’s office that very day at 11.30 a.m., and had gone off with her to Margate for a week. Our man had seen the luggage being put on the cab. There were some old Paris labels on one of the bags. Somehow I couldn’t get the fellow out of my head, and the very next time I had to go to Paris on service I spoke about him to that friend of mine in the Paris police. My friend said: ‘From what you tell me I think you must mean a rather well-known hanger-on and emissary of the Revolutionary Red Committee. He says he is an Englishman by birth. We have an idea that he has been for a good few years now a secret agent of one of the foreign Embassies in London.’ This woke up my memory completely. He was the vanishing fellow I saw sitting on a chair in Baron Stott-Wartenheim’s bathroom. I told my friend that he was quite right. The fellow was a secret agent to my certain knowledge. Afterwards my friend took the trouble to ferret out the complete record of that man for me. I thought I had better know all there was to know; but I don’t suppose you want to hear his history now, sir?”
“Some time later, about a month after I was promoted to Chief Inspector, I noticed a big, bulky man who looked familiar, rushing out of a jewelry store on the Strand. I followed him since I was headed toward Charing Cross anyway, and when I spotted one of our detectives across the street, I motioned him over and pointed out the guy, instructing him to watch his actions for a couple of days and then report back to me. The very next afternoon, my guy came to tell me that the man had married his landlady’s daughter at a registrar’s office that day at 11:30 a.m. and had left for Margate for a week. Our man had seen the luggage being loaded into the cab. There were some old Paris labels on one of the bags. I couldn't shake the memory of that guy, and the next time I had to go to Paris for work, I mentioned him to a friend in the Paris police. My friend said, ‘Based on what you're telling me, I think you might be talking about a rather well-known affiliate and agent of the Revolutionary Red Committee. He claims to be English by birth. We suspect he’s been a secret agent for one of the foreign embassies in London for several years now.’ This jogged my memory completely. He was the same guy I saw sitting in Baron Stott-Wartenheim’s bathroom. I informed my friend that he was correct; the guy was definitely a secret agent, as far as I knew. Afterward, my friend took the time to dig up the complete record on that man for me. I figured I should know everything there was to know, but I don’t suppose you want to hear his story now, sir?”
The Assistant Commissioner shook his supported head. “The history of your relations with that useful personage is the only thing that matters just now,” he said, closing slowly his weary, deep-set eyes, and then opening them swiftly with a greatly refreshed glance.
The Assistant Commissioner shook his supportive head. “The history of your relationship with that helpful person is all that matters right now,” he said, slowly closing his tired, deep-set eyes, then quickly opening them again with a much more refreshed look.
“There’s nothing official about them,” said the Chief Inspector bitterly. “I went into his shop one evening, told him who I was, and reminded him of our first meeting. He didn’t as much as twitch an eyebrow. He said that he was married and settled now, and that all he wanted was not to be interfered in his little business. I took it upon myself to promise him that, as long as he didn’t go in for anything obviously outrageous, he would be left alone by the police. That was worth something to him, because a word from us to the Custom-House people would have been enough to get some of these packages he gets from Paris and Brussels opened in Dover, with confiscation to follow for certain, and perhaps a prosecution as well at the end of it.”
“There's nothing official about them,” the Chief Inspector said bitterly. “I went into his shop one evening, introduced myself, and reminded him of our first meeting. He didn’t even flinch. He said he was married and settled now, and all he wanted was not to be bothered in his little business. I promised him that, as long as he didn’t indulge in anything obviously outrageous, the police would leave him alone. That meant something to him because a word from us to the Customs people could have easily led to some of those packages he receives from Paris and Brussels being opened in Dover, and for sure, they would have been confiscated, possibly leading to prosecution at the end of it.”
“That’s a very precarious trade,” murmured the Assistant Commissioner. “Why did he go in for that?”
"That's a really risky business," the Assistant Commissioner whispered. "Why did he get involved with that?"
The Chief Inspector raised scornful eyebrows dispassionately.
The Chief Inspector raised his eyebrows in disdain, showing no emotion.
“Most likely got a connection—friends on the Continent—amongst people who deal in such wares. They would be just the sort he would consort with. He’s a lazy dog, too—like the rest of them.”
“Most likely has a connection—friends in Europe—among people who handle stuff like that. They would be just the type he would hang out with. He’s a lazy guy, just like the rest of them.”
“What do you get from him in exchange for your protection?”
“What do you receive from him in return for your protection?”
The Chief Inspector was not inclined to enlarge on the value of Mr Verloc’s services.
The Chief Inspector was not inclined to elaborate on the importance of Mr. Verloc’s services.
“He would not be much good to anybody but myself. One has got to know a good deal beforehand to make use of a man like that. I can understand the sort of hint he can give. And when I want a hint he can generally furnish it to me.”
“He wouldn’t really be helpful to anyone except me. You need to know a lot in advance to take advantage of someone like him. I get the kind of hint he can provide. And when I need a hint, he can usually give it to me.”
The Chief Inspector lost himself suddenly in a discreet reflective mood; and the Assistant Commissioner repressed a smile at the fleeting thought that the reputation of Chief Inspector Heat might possibly have been made in a great part by the Secret Agent Verloc.
The Chief Inspector suddenly got lost in a quiet moment of reflection, while the Assistant Commissioner held back a smile at the passing thought that Chief Inspector Heat’s reputation might have largely been influenced by Secret Agent Verloc.
“In a more general way of being of use, all our men of the Special Crimes section on duty at Charing Cross and Victoria have orders to take careful notice of anybody they may see with him. He meets the new arrivals frequently, and afterwards keeps track of them. He seems to have been told off for that sort of duty. When I want an address in a hurry, I can always get it from him. Of course, I know how to manage our relations. I haven’t seen him to speak to three times in the last two years. I drop him a line, unsigned, and he answers me in the same way at my private address.”
"In a broader sense of being helpful, all the officers in the Special Crimes section on duty at Charing Cross and Victoria have been instructed to pay close attention to anyone they see with him. He frequently meets new arrivals and then keeps tabs on them. It seems like this is his assigned duty. Whenever I need an address quickly, I can always get it from him. Of course, I know how to handle our relationship. I haven't spoken to him directly more than three times in the last two years. I send him a note, unsigned, and he responds to me in the same way at my private address."
From time to time the Assistant Commissioner gave an almost imperceptible nod. The Chief Inspector added that he did not suppose Mr Verloc to be deep in the confidence of the prominent members of the Revolutionary International Council, but that he was generally trusted of that there could be no doubt. “Whenever I’ve had reason to think there was something in the wind,” he concluded, “I’ve always found he could tell me something worth knowing.”
From time to time, the Assistant Commissioner gave a nearly imperceptible nod. The Chief Inspector mentioned that he didn’t think Mr. Verloc was deeply trusted by the key members of the Revolutionary International Council, but he was generally trusted, of that there was no doubt. “Whenever I suspected there was something going on,” he concluded, “I always found he could share some valuable information.”
The Assistant Commissioner made a significant remark.
The Assistant Commissioner made an important comment.
“He failed you this time.”
“He let you down this time.”
“Neither had I wind of anything in any other way,” retorted Chief Inspector Heat. “I asked him nothing, so he could tell me nothing. He isn’t one of our men. It isn’t as if he were in our pay.”
“Neither did I hear anything in any other way,” retorted Chief Inspector Heat. “I didn’t ask him anything, so he couldn’t tell me anything. He’s not one of our guys. It’s not like he’s on our payroll.”
“No,” muttered the Assistant Commissioner. “He’s a spy in the pay of a foreign government. We could never confess to him.”
“No,” the Assistant Commissioner muttered. “He’s a spy working for a foreign government. We can never admit that to him.”
“I must do my work in my own way,” declared the Chief Inspector. “When it comes to that I would deal with the devil himself, and take the consequences. There are things not fit for everybody to know.”
“I have to do my work my own way,” said the Chief Inspector. “When it comes down to it, I’d even work with the devil himself and face the consequences. There are some things that aren’t meant for everyone to know.”
“Your idea of secrecy seems to consist in keeping the chief of your department in the dark. That’s stretching it perhaps a little too far, isn’t it? He lives over his shop?”
“Your idea of secrecy seems to be about keeping your department head in the dark. Isn’t that going a bit too far? He works right above you?”
“Who—Verloc? Oh yes. He lives over his shop. The wife’s mother, I fancy, lives with them.”
“Who—Verloc? Oh right. He lives above his shop. I think the wife’s mother lives with them too.”
“Is the house watched?”
“Is the house being watched?”
“Oh dear, no. It wouldn’t do. Certain people who come there are watched. My opinion is that he knows nothing of this affair.”
“Oh no, that wouldn't be good. Some people who go there are being watched. I think he has no idea about this situation.”
“How do you account for this?” The Assistant Commissioner nodded at the cloth rag lying before him on the table.
“How do you explain this?” The Assistant Commissioner nodded at the cloth rag lying on the table in front of him.
“I don’t account for it at all, sir. It’s simply unaccountable. It can’t be explained by what I know.” The Chief Inspector made those admissions with the frankness of a man whose reputation is established as if on a rock. “At any rate not at this present moment. I think that the man who had most to do with it will turn out to be Michaelis.”
“I don’t take it into account at all, sir. It’s completely unexplainable. It doesn’t match up with what I know.” The Chief Inspector made those statements with the honesty of a man whose reputation is solid. “At least not right now. I believe that the person most involved will end up being Michaelis.”
“You do?”
"You do?"
“Yes, sir; because I can answer for all the others.”
“Yes, sir; because I can vouch for everyone else.”
“What about that other man supposed to have escaped from the park?”
“What about that other guy who was supposed to have escaped from the park?”
“I should think he’s far away by this time,” opined the Chief Inspector.
"I think he's probably far away by now," the Chief Inspector said.
The Assistant Commissioner looked hard at him, and rose suddenly, as though having made up his mind to some course of action. As a matter of fact, he had that very moment succumbed to a fascinating temptation. The Chief Inspector heard himself dismissed with instructions to meet his superior early next morning for further consultation upon the case. He listened with an impenetrable face, and walked out of the room with measured steps.
The Assistant Commissioner looked intently at him and suddenly got up, as if he had decided on a course of action. In that moment, he had given in to a tempting idea. The Chief Inspector found himself being dismissed with orders to meet his boss early the next morning for more discussion about the case. He listened with a blank expression and walked out of the room slowly.
Whatever might have been the plans of the Assistant Commissioner they had nothing to do with that desk work, which was the bane of his existence because of its confined nature and apparent lack of reality. It could not have had, or else the general air of alacrity that came upon the Assistant Commissioner would have been inexplicable. As soon as he was left alone he looked for his hat impulsively, and put it on his head. Having done that, he sat down again to reconsider the whole matter. But as his mind was already made up, this did not take long. And before Chief Inspector Heat had gone very far on the way home, he also left the building.
Whatever the Assistant Commissioner's plans were, they had nothing to do with the desk work, which was a constant source of frustration for him due to its restrictive nature and obvious lack of meaning. If they did relate, the overall sense of eagerness that washed over the Assistant Commissioner would be hard to explain. Once he was alone, he quickly looked for his hat and put it on his head. After doing that, he sat down again to rethink the entire situation. But since he had already made up his mind, it didn't take long. And before Chief Inspector Heat had gotten very far on his way home, he too left the building.
CHAPTER VII
The Assistant Commissioner walked along a short and narrow street like a wet, muddy trench, then crossing a very broad thoroughfare entered a public edifice, and sought speech with a young private secretary (unpaid) of a great personage.
The Assistant Commissioner walked down a short, narrow street that resembled a wet, muddy trench. After crossing a wide road, he entered a public building and spoke with a young unpaid private secretary of a prominent figure.
This fair, smooth-faced young man, whose symmetrically arranged hair gave him the air of a large and neat schoolboy, met the Assistant Commissioner’s request with a doubtful look, and spoke with bated breath.
This handsome young man with a clean, smooth face and neatly styled hair had the look of a well-groomed schoolboy. He reacted to the Assistant Commissioner’s request with a skeptical expression and spoke in a hushed voice.
“Would he see you? I don’t know about that. He has walked over from the House an hour ago to talk with the permanent Under-Secretary, and now he’s ready to walk back again. He might have sent for him; but he does it for the sake of a little exercise, I suppose. It’s all the exercise he can find time for while this session lasts. I don’t complain; I rather enjoy these little strolls. He leans on my arm, and doesn’t open his lips. But, I say, he’s very tired, and—well—not in the sweetest of tempers just now.”
“Would he see you? I'm not sure about that. He walked over from the House an hour ago to meet with the permanent Under-Secretary, and now he’s ready to head back. He could have called him over, but I guess he does it for a bit of exercise. It's the only workout he can squeeze in while this session is going on. I’m not complaining; I actually enjoy these little walks. He leans on my arm and doesn’t say a word. But I have to say, he’s pretty tired and—well—not in the best mood right now.”
“It’s in connection with that Greenwich affair.”
“It’s related to that Greenwich incident.”
“Oh! I say! He’s very bitter against you people. But I will go and see, if you insist.”
“Oh! I mean! He’s really resentful toward you guys. But I’ll go and check it out, if that’s what you want.”
“Do. That’s a good fellow,” said the Assistant Commissioner.
“Do. That’s a good guy,” said the Assistant Commissioner.
The unpaid secretary admired this pluck. Composing for himself an innocent face, he opened a door, and went in with the assurance of a nice and privileged child. And presently he reappeared, with a nod to the Assistant Commissioner, who passing through the same door left open for him, found himself with the great personage in a large room.
The unpaid secretary admired this courage. Putting on an innocent expression, he opened a door and walked in with the confidence of a nice, privileged kid. Soon after, he came back, nodding to the Assistant Commissioner, who, passing through the same door left open for him, found himself with the important figure in a large room.
Vast in bulk and stature, with a long white face, which, broadened at the base by a big double chin, appeared egg-shaped in the fringe of thin greyish whisker, the great personage seemed an expanding man. Unfortunate from a tailoring point of view, the cross-folds in the middle of a buttoned black coat added to the impression, as if the fastenings of the garment were tried to the utmost. From the head, set upward on a thick neck, the eyes, with puffy lower lids, stared with a haughty droop on each side of a hooked aggressive nose, nobly salient in the vast pale circumference of the face. A shiny silk hat and a pair of worn gloves lying ready on the end of a long table looked expanded too, enormous.
Large in size and height, with a long white face that widened at the base by a prominent double chin, which appeared egg-shaped in the fringe of thin gray whiskers, the impressive figure seemed to be getting bigger. Unfortunately, from a tailoring perspective, the cross-folds in the middle of a buttoned black coat added to the impression, as if the fastenings of the garment were being pushed to their limit. From the head, which was perched atop a thick neck, the eyes, with puffy lower lids, gazed with a lofty droop on either side of a hooked, assertive nose that stood out prominently against the vast pale outline of the face. A shiny silk hat and a pair of worn gloves resting on the end of a long table also seemed oversized.
He stood on the hearthrug in big, roomy boots, and uttered no word of greeting.
He stood on the hearth rug in big, comfortable boots and didn't say a word of greeting.
“I would like to know if this is the beginning of another dynamite campaign,” he asked at once in a deep, very smooth voice. “Don’t go into details. I have no time for that.”
“I want to know if this is the start of another explosive campaign,” he asked immediately in a deep, smooth voice. “Don’t get into details. I don’t have time for that.”
The Assistant Commissioner’s figure before this big and rustic Presence had the frail slenderness of a reed addressing an oak. And indeed the unbroken record of that man’s descent surpassed in the number of centuries the age of the oldest oak in the country.
The Assistant Commissioner’s stature in front of this large and rustic figure resembled a thin reed standing up to an oak tree. And in fact, that man’s unbroken lineage stretched back through more centuries than the oldest oak in the country.
“No. As far as one can be positive about anything I can assure you that it is not.”
“No. As far as you can be sure about anything, I can promise you it isn’t.”
“Yes. But your idea of assurances over there,” said the great man, with a contemptuous wave of his hand towards a window giving on the broad thoroughfare, “seems to consist mainly in making the Secretary of State look a fool. I have been told positively in this very room less than a month ago that nothing of the sort was even possible.”
“Yes. But your idea of guarantees over there,” said the important man, waving his hand dismissively toward the window that overlooked the busy street, “seems to mainly involve making the Secretary of State look foolish. I was told right here less than a month ago that nothing like that was even possible.”
The Assistant Commissioner glanced in the direction of the window calmly.
The Assistant Commissioner looked calmly toward the window.
“You will allow me to remark, Sir Ethelred, that so far I have had no opportunity to give you assurances of any kind.”
“You’ll let me point out, Sir Ethelred, that up to now I haven’t had a chance to assure you of anything.”
The haughty droop of the eyes was focussed now upon the Assistant Commissioner.
The arrogant gaze was now focused on the Assistant Commissioner.
“True,” confessed the deep, smooth voice. “I sent for Heat. You are still rather a novice in your new berth. And how are you getting on over there?”
“True,” admitted the deep, smooth voice. “I called for Heat. You're still pretty new in your position. So how's it going over there?”
“I believe I am learning something every day.”
“I think I'm learning something new every day.”
“Of course, of course. I hope you will get on.”
“Absolutely, absolutely. I hope you do well.”
“Thank you, Sir Ethelred. I’ve learned something to-day, and even within the last hour or so. There is much in this affair of a kind that does not meet the eye in a usual anarchist outrage, even if one looked into it as deep as can be. That’s why I am here.”
“Thank you, Sir Ethelred. I learned something today, even in the last hour or so. There’s a lot about this situation that isn’t obvious in a typical anarchist attack, no matter how deeply you look into it. That’s why I’m here.”
The great man put his arms akimbo, the backs of his big hands resting on his hips.
The great man stood with his hands on his hips, his big hands resting on the sides.
“Very well. Go on. Only no details, pray. Spare me the details.”
“Alright. Go ahead. Just no details, please. Spare me the details.”
“You shall not be troubled with them, Sir Ethelred,” the Assistant Commissioner began, with a calm and untroubled assurance. While he was speaking the hands on the face of the clock behind the great man’s back—a heavy, glistening affair of massive scrolls in the same dark marble as the mantelpiece, and with a ghostly, evanescent tick—had moved through the space of seven minutes. He spoke with a studious fidelity to a parenthetical manner, into which every little fact—that is, every detail—fitted with delightful ease. Not a murmur nor even a movement hinted at interruption. The great Personage might have been the statue of one of his own princely ancestors stripped of a crusader’s war harness, and put into an ill-fitting frock coat. The Assistant Commissioner felt as though he were at liberty to talk for an hour. But he kept his head, and at the end of the time mentioned above he broke off with a sudden conclusion, which, reproducing the opening statement, pleasantly surprised Sir Ethelred by its apparent swiftness and force.
“You won't be bothered by them, Sir Ethelred,” the Assistant Commissioner started, with calm and confident assurance. While he spoke, the hands of the clock behind the important man's back—a heavy, shiny piece made of the same dark marble as the mantel—had moved seven minutes. He talked with a careful attention to detail, effortlessly fitting every little fact into his argument. Not a sound or movement interrupted him. The great figure could have been a statue of one of his princely ancestors, stripped of a crusader’s armor and dressed in an ill-fitting frock coat. The Assistant Commissioner felt free to speak for an hour. But he remained composed, and at the end of that time, he concluded abruptly, pleasantly surprising Sir Ethelred with his suddenness and impact, echoing his opening statement.
“The kind of thing which meets us under the surface of this affair, otherwise without gravity, is unusual—in this precise form at least—and requires special treatment.”
“The kind of thing that we encounter beneath the surface of this situation, which would otherwise be trivial, is unusual—in this exact form at least—and needs special attention.”
The tone of Sir Ethelred was deepened, full of conviction.
The tone of Sir Ethelred grew more serious and confident.
“I should think so—involving the Ambassador of a foreign power!”
“I think so—getting the Ambassador of another country involved!”
“Oh! The Ambassador!” protested the other, erect and slender, allowing himself a mere half smile. “It would be stupid of me to advance anything of the kind. And it is absolutely unnecessary, because if I am right in my surmises, whether ambassador or hall porter it’s a mere detail.”
“Oh! The Ambassador!” protested the other, standing tall and slim, managing just a half-smile. “It would be foolish of me to suggest anything like that. And it’s completely unnecessary because if I'm correct in my assumptions, whether it’s an ambassador or a hall porter, it’s just a minor detail.”
Sir Ethelred opened a wide mouth, like a cavern, into which the hooked nose seemed anxious to peer; there came from it a subdued rolling sound, as from a distant organ with the scornful indignation stop.
Sir Ethelred opened his mouth wide, like a cave, into which his hooked nose seemed eager to look; a muted, deep sound emerged from it, like a distant organ with a scornful indignation stop.
“No! These people are too impossible. What do they mean by importing their methods of Crim-Tartary here? A Turk would have more decency.”
“No! These people are just ridiculous. What do they mean by bringing their Crim-Tartary methods here? A Turk would have more decency.”
“You forget, Sir Ethelred, that strictly speaking we know nothing positively—as yet.”
"You forget, Sir Ethelred, that to be precise, we don’t know anything for sure—yet."
“No! But how would you define it? Shortly?”
“No! But how would you define it? Briefly?”
“Barefaced audacity amounting to childishness of a peculiar sort.”
“Shameless boldness that feels strangely like childishness.”
“We can’t put up with the innocence of nasty little children,” said the great and expanded personage, expanding a little more, as it were. The haughty drooping glance struck crushingly the carpet at the Assistant Commissioner’s feet. “They’ll have to get a hard rap on the knuckles over this affair. We must be in a position to—What is your general idea, stated shortly? No need to go into details.”
“We can’t tolerate the innocence of rude little kids,” said the significant and imposing figure, puffing up a bit more, so to speak. The disdainful, drooping gaze landed heavily on the carpet at the Assistant Commissioner’s feet. “They need to be taught a lesson for this situation. We have to be able to—What’s your overall thought, in brief? No need to get into specifics.”
“No, Sir Ethelred. In principle, I should lay it down that the existence of secret agents should not be tolerated, as tending to augment the positive dangers of the evil against which they are used. That the spy will fabricate his information is a mere commonplace. But in the sphere of political and revolutionary action, relying partly on violence, the professional spy has every facility to fabricate the very facts themselves, and will spread the double evil of emulation in one direction, and of panic, hasty legislation, unreflecting hate, on the other. However, this is an imperfect world—”
“No, Sir Ethelred. Ideally, I should say that we shouldn’t tolerate the existence of secret agents, as they tend to increase the actual dangers of the evil they are meant to combat. It’s a well-known fact that spies will distort their information. But in the realm of political and revolutionary actions, which often rely on violence, the professional spy has every opportunity to create the very facts themselves, spreading the double trouble of imitation in one direction and panic, rash laws, and blind hatred in the other. However, this is an imperfect world—”
The deep-voiced Presence on the hearthrug, motionless, with big elbows stuck out, said hastily:
The deep-voiced figure on the hearthrug, still, with big elbows sticking out, said quickly:
“Be lucid, please.”
"Please be clear."
“Yes, Sir Ethelred—An imperfect world. Therefore directly the character of this affair suggested itself to me, I thought it should be dealt with with special secrecy, and ventured to come over here.”
“Yes, Sir Ethelred—An imperfect world. So, as soon as I realized what this situation was about, I thought it should be handled with complete confidentiality, and I took the initiative to come over here.”
“That’s right,” approved the great Personage, glancing down complacently over his double chin. “I am glad there’s somebody over at your shop who thinks that the Secretary of State may be trusted now and then.”
“That’s right,” said the important person, looking down smugly over his double chin. “I’m glad there’s someone at your shop who thinks that the Secretary of State can be trusted every now and then.”
The Assistant Commissioner had an amused smile.
The Assistant Commissioner had an amused smile.
“I was really thinking that it might be better at this stage for Heat to be replaced by—”
“I was seriously considering that it might be better at this point for Heat to be replaced by—”
“What! Heat? An ass—eh?” exclaimed the great man, with distinct animosity.
“What! Heat? A fool—eh?” exclaimed the great man, with clear hostility.
“Not at all. Pray, Sir Ethelred, don’t put that unjust interpretation on my remarks.”
“Not at all. Please, Sir Ethelred, don’t take my comments the wrong way.”
“Then what? Too clever by half?”
“Then what? Too smart for your own good?”
“Neither—at least not as a rule. All the grounds of my surmises I have from him. The only thing I’ve discovered by myself is that he has been making use of that man privately. Who could blame him? He’s an old police hand. He told me virtually that he must have tools to work with. It occurred to me that this tool should be surrendered to the Special Crimes division as a whole, instead of remaining the private property of Chief Inspector Heat. I extend my conception of our departmental duties to the suppression of the secret agent. But Chief Inspector Heat is an old departmental hand. He would accuse me of perverting its morality and attacking its efficiency. He would define it bitterly as protection extended to the criminal class of revolutionists. It would mean just that to him.”
“Not really—at least not usually. All my theories come from him. The only thing I’ve figured out on my own is that he’s been using that guy privately. Who could blame him? He’s experienced in law enforcement. He basically told me he needs the right tools to do his job. It struck me that this tool should be handed over to the Special Crimes division as a whole, instead of being kept just for Chief Inspector Heat. I believe our departmental responsibilities should include dealing with the secret agent. But Chief Inspector Heat is a veteran in the department. He would accuse me of corrupting its values and undermining its effectiveness. He would harshly describe it as giving protection to the criminal element of revolutionaries. That’s exactly how he would see it.”
“Yes. But what do you mean?”
“Yes. But what do you mean?”
“I mean to say, first, that there’s but poor comfort in being able to declare that any given act of violence—damaging property or destroying life—is not the work of anarchism at all, but of something else altogether—some species of authorised scoundrelism. This, I fancy, is much more frequent than we suppose. Next, it’s obvious that the existence of these people in the pay of foreign governments destroys in a measure the efficiency of our supervision. A spy of that sort can afford to be more reckless than the most reckless of conspirators. His occupation is free from all restraint. He’s without as much faith as is necessary for complete negation, and without that much law as is implied in lawlessness. Thirdly, the existence of these spies amongst the revolutionary groups, which we are reproached for harbouring here, does away with all certitude. You have received a reassuring statement from Chief Inspector Heat some time ago. It was by no means groundless—and yet this episode happens. I call it an episode, because this affair, I make bold to say, is episodic; it is no part of any general scheme, however wild. The very peculiarities which surprise and perplex Chief Inspector Heat establish its character in my eyes. I am keeping clear of details, Sir Ethelred.”
“I want to say first that there’s little comfort in being able to declare that any act of violence—whether it damages property or takes a life—is not actually the work of anarchism, but rather something entirely different—some form of authorized wrongdoing. I think this happens a lot more often than we realize. Next, the presence of these people being paid by foreign governments undermines our ability to supervise effectively. A spy like that can afford to be more reckless than even the boldest of conspirators. His role comes with no restrictions. He lacks the belief needed for complete denial, and he exists without even the minimal law that lawlessness implies. Third, the presence of these spies among the revolutionary groups that we are often accused of sheltering here removes all certainty. You received a reassuring statement from Chief Inspector Heat some time ago. It was by no means unfounded—and yet this incident occurs. I refer to it as an incident because I boldly claim it is just that; it does not fit into any larger scheme, however crazy. The very peculiarities that astonish and confuse Chief Inspector Heat define its nature in my view. I’m avoiding details, Sir Ethelred.”
The Personage on the hearthrug had been listening with profound attention.
The person sitting on the hearth rug had been listening closely.
“Just so. Be as concise as you can.”
“Exactly. Be as brief as you can.”
The Assistant Commissioner intimated by an earnest deferential gesture that he was anxious to be concise.
The Assistant Commissioner signaled with a sincere and respectful gesture that he wanted to be brief.
“There is a peculiar stupidity and feebleness in the conduct of this affair which gives me excellent hopes of getting behind it and finding there something else than an individual freak of fanaticism. For it is a planned thing, undoubtedly. The actual perpetrator seems to have been led by the hand to the spot, and then abandoned hurriedly to his own devices. The inference is that he was imported from abroad for the purpose of committing this outrage. At the same time one is forced to the conclusion that he did not know enough English to ask his way, unless one were to accept the fantastic theory that he was a deaf mute. I wonder now—But this is idle. He has destroyed himself by an accident, obviously. Not an extraordinary accident. But an extraordinary little fact remains: the address on his clothing discovered by the merest accident, too. It is an incredible little fact, so incredible that the explanation which will account for it is bound to touch the bottom of this affair. Instead of instructing Heat to go on with this case, my intention is to seek this explanation personally—by myself, I mean—where it may be picked up. That is in a certain shop in Brett Street, and on the lips of a certain secret agent once upon a time the confidential and trusted spy of the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim, Ambassador of a Great Power to the Court of St James.”
“There’s a strange stupidity and weakness in how this situation is being handled that makes me really hopeful about uncovering something more than just a personal obsession. It’s clearly a setup. The actual person responsible seems to have been brought to the location and then quickly left to figure things out on his own. This suggests he was brought in from somewhere else specifically to carry out this act. At the same time, it’s hard to believe he knew enough English to ask for directions, unless we entertain the absurd idea that he was a deaf mute. I’m now wondering—But this is pointless. He clearly messed up due to an accident. Not a remarkable accident. But there’s one extraordinary little detail: the address on his clothing, which was discovered purely by chance. It’s such an unbelievable little detail that the explanation for it is sure to get to the heart of this matter. Instead of telling Heat to continue working on this case, I plan to find that explanation myself—by myself, that is—where it could be found. That’s in a certain shop on Brett Street, and from a certain secret agent who was once the trusted spy of the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim, Ambassador of a Great Power to the Court of St James.”
The Assistant Commissioner paused, then added: “Those fellows are a perfect pest.” In order to raise his drooping glance to the speaker’s face, the Personage on the hearthrug had gradually tilted his head farther back, which gave him an aspect of extraordinary haughtiness.
The Assistant Commissioner stopped for a moment and said, “Those guys are a real nuisance.” To lift his downcast eyes to the speaker’s face, the person on the rug had gradually tilted his head back further, which made him look quite arrogant.
“Why not leave it to Heat?”
“Why not let Heat handle it?”
“Because he is an old departmental hand. They have their own morality. My line of inquiry would appear to him an awful perversion of duty. For him the plain duty is to fasten the guilt upon as many prominent anarchists as he can on some slight indications he had picked up in the course of his investigation on the spot; whereas I, he would say, am bent upon vindicating their innocence. I am trying to be as lucid as I can in presenting this obscure matter to you without details.”
"Because he's been in the department for a long time. They have their own set of ethics. My line of questioning would seem to him like a terrible distortion of responsibility. To him, the straightforward duty is to pin the blame on as many notable anarchists as possible based on some minor clues he picked up during his investigation; meanwhile, he would say that I am focused on proving their innocence. I'm trying to be as clear as I can in explaining this complicated situation to you without going into details."
“He would, would he?” muttered the proud head of Sir Ethelred from its lofty elevation.
“He would, would he?” muttered the proud head of Sir Ethelred from its high perch.
“I am afraid so—with an indignation and disgust of which you or I can have no idea. He’s an excellent servant. We must not put an undue strain on his loyalty. That’s always a mistake. Besides, I want a free hand—a freer hand than it would be perhaps advisable to give Chief Inspector Heat. I haven’t the slightest wish to spare this man Verloc. He will, I imagine, be extremely startled to find his connection with this affair, whatever it may be, brought home to him so quickly. Frightening him will not be very difficult. But our true objective lies behind him somewhere. I want your authority to give him such assurances of personal safety as I may think proper.”
“I’m afraid so—with a level of anger and disgust that you or I couldn’t even begin to understand. He’s a great servant. We shouldn’t push his loyalty too much. That's always a mistake. Besides, I want to have a free hand—more freedom than might be wise to give Chief Inspector Heat. I have no desire to protect this guy Verloc. I imagine he’ll be really shocked to find out how quickly his involvement in this situation, whatever it may be, comes to light. Scaring him won’t be very hard. But our real goal is behind him somewhere. I want your permission to give him whatever reassurances of personal safety I think are appropriate.”
“Certainly,” said the Personage on the hearthrug. “Find out as much as you can; find it out in your own way.”
“Sure,” said the Person on the hearthrug. “Find out as much as you can; do it your own way.”
“I must set about it without loss of time, this very evening,” said the Assistant Commissioner.
“I need to get started on it right away, this very evening,” said the Assistant Commissioner.
Sir Ethelred shifted one hand under his coat tails, and tilting back his head, looked at him steadily.
Sir Ethelred shifted one hand under his coat tails and tilted back his head, looking at him steadily.
“We’ll have a late sitting to-night,” he said. “Come to the House with your discoveries if we are not gone home. I’ll warn Toodles to look out for you. He’ll take you into my room.”
“We’ll have a late meeting tonight,” he said. “Come to the House with your findings if we’re still here. I’ll let Toodles know to expect you. He’ll take you to my room.”
The numerous family and the wide connections of the youthful-looking Private Secretary cherished for him the hope of an austere and exalted destiny. Meantime the social sphere he adorned in his hours of idleness chose to pet him under the above nickname. And Sir Ethelred, hearing it on the lips of his wife and girls every day (mostly at breakfast-time), had conferred upon it the dignity of unsmiling adoption.
The large family and extensive connections of the youthful-looking Private Secretary held high hopes for his serious and impressive future. Meanwhile, the social circles he frequented during his free time affectionately called him by that nickname. Sir Ethelred, hearing it from his wife and daughters every day (mostly at breakfast), had officially accepted it with a serious demeanor.
The Assistant Commissioner was surprised and gratified extremely.
The Assistant Commissioner was very surprised and pleased.
“I shall certainly bring my discoveries to the House on the chance of you having the time to—”
“I will definitely share my findings with the House in case you have time to—”
“I won’t have the time,” interrupted the great Personage. “But I will see you. I haven’t the time now—And you are going yourself?”
“I won’t have the time,” interrupted the great person. “But I will see you. I don’t have time right now—Are you going yourself?”
“Yes, Sir Ethelred. I think it the best way.”
“Yeah, Sir Ethelred. I think it's the best way.”
The Personage had tilted his head so far back that, in order to keep the Assistant Commissioner under his observation, he had to nearly close his eyes.
The person had tilted his head so far back that, to keep the Assistant Commissioner in view, he had to almost close his eyes.
“H’m. Ha! And how do you propose—Will you assume a disguise?”
“Hm. Ha! So how do you plan to do that—Are you going to wear a disguise?”
“Hardly a disguise! I’ll change my clothes, of course.”
“Barely a disguise! I’ll change my clothes, for sure.”
“Of course,” repeated the great man, with a sort of absent-minded loftiness. He turned his big head slowly, and over his shoulder gave a haughty oblique stare to the ponderous marble timepiece with the sly, feeble tick. The gilt hands had taken the opportunity to steal through no less than five and twenty minutes behind his back.
“Of course,” the great man said again, with a hint of absent-minded arrogance. He slowly turned his large head and threw a disdainful side glance at the heavy marble clock with its sneaky, faint ticking. The gold hands had stealthily moved ahead by no less than twenty-five minutes while he wasn’t paying attention.
The Assistant Commissioner, who could not see them, grew a little nervous in the interval. But the great man presented to him a calm and undismayed face.
The Assistant Commissioner, unable to see them, felt a bit anxious during the wait. But the important figure showed him a calm and unfazed expression.
“Very well,” he said, and paused, as if in deliberate contempt of the official clock. “But what first put you in motion in this direction?”
“Alright,” he said, pausing, as if deliberately ignoring the official clock. “But what made you start moving in this direction?”
“I have been always of opinion,” began the Assistant Commissioner.
“I have always been of the opinion,” began the Assistant Commissioner.
“Ah. Yes! Opinion. That’s of course. But the immediate motive?”
“Ah. Yes! Opinion. That’s for sure. But what’s the immediate motive?”
“What shall I say, Sir Ethelred? A new man’s antagonism to old methods. A desire to know something at first hand. Some impatience. It’s my old work, but the harness is different. It has been chafing me a little in one or two tender places.”
“What should I say, Sir Ethelred? A new person’s conflict with old ways. A wish to experience things directly. A bit of impatience. It’s my old job, but the setup is different. It’s been rubbing me a bit in a few sensitive spots.”
“I hope you’ll get on over there,” said the great man kindly, extending his hand, soft to the touch, but broad and powerful like the hand of a glorified farmer. The Assistant Commissioner shook it, and withdrew.
“I hope you’ll make it over there,” said the great man kindly, extending his hand, soft to the touch, but broad and strong like the hand of an esteemed farmer. The Assistant Commissioner shook it and stepped back.
In the outer room Toodles, who had been waiting perched on the edge of a table, advanced to meet him, subduing his natural buoyancy.
In the outer room, Toodles, who had been sitting on the edge of a table, stepped forward to greet him, keeping his usual enthusiasm in check.
“Well? Satisfactory?” he asked, with airy importance.
“Well? Is it satisfactory?” he asked, with a casual air of importance.
“Perfectly. You’ve earned my undying gratitude,” answered the Assistant Commissioner, whose long face looked wooden in contrast with the peculiar character of the other’s gravity, which seemed perpetually ready to break into ripples and chuckles.
“Absolutely. You have my endless gratitude,” replied the Assistant Commissioner, whose elongated face appeared stiff compared to the other person’s unique seriousness, which seemed always on the verge of bursting into laughter and smiles.
“That’s all right. But seriously, you can’t imagine how irritated he is by the attacks on his Bill for the Nationalisation of Fisheries. They call it the beginning of social revolution. Of course, it is a revolutionary measure. But these fellows have no decency. The personal attacks—”
"That's fine. But seriously, you can't imagine how annoyed he is by the criticism of his Bill for the Nationalization of Fisheries. They’re calling it the start of a social revolution. Sure, it is a revolutionary measure. But these people have no respect. The personal attacks—"
“I read the papers,” remarked the Assistant Commissioner.
“I read the papers,” said the Assistant Commissioner.
“Odious? Eh? And you have no notion what a mass of work he has got to get through every day. He does it all himself. Seems unable to trust anyone with these Fisheries.”
"Odious? Really? And you have no idea how much work he has to get through every day. He does it all himself. He seems unable to trust anyone with these Fisheries."
“And yet he’s given a whole half hour to the consideration of my very small sprat,” interjected the Assistant Commissioner.
“And yet he’s been given a full half hour to think about my very small issue,” the Assistant Commissioner interrupted.
“Small! Is it? I’m glad to hear that. But it’s a pity you didn’t keep away, then. This fight takes it out of him frightfully. The man’s getting exhausted. I feel it by the way he leans on my arm as we walk over. And, I say, is he safe in the streets? Mullins has been marching his men up here this afternoon. There’s a constable stuck by every lamp-post, and every second person we meet between this and Palace Yard is an obvious ‘tec.’ It will get on his nerves presently. I say, these foreign scoundrels aren’t likely to throw something at him—are they? It would be a national calamity. The country can’t spare him.”
“Is it small? I’m glad to hear that. But it’s too bad you didn’t stay away. This fight is really wearing him out. The guy is getting exhausted. I can tell by the way he leans on my arm as we walk over. And, by the way, is he safe out on the streets? Mullins has been bringing his men up here this afternoon. There’s a cop standing by every lamppost, and every other person we pass between here and Palace Yard looks like a detective. It’s going to get to him soon. I mean, these foreign thugs aren’t going to throw something at him, right? That would be a national disaster. The country can’t afford to lose him.”
“Not to mention yourself. He leans on your arm,” suggested the Assistant Commissioner soberly. “You would both go.”
“Not to mention you. He leans on your arm,” the Assistant Commissioner said seriously. “You both would go.”
“It would be an easy way for a young man to go down into history? Not so many British Ministers have been assassinated as to make it a minor incident. But seriously now—”
“It would be an easy way for a young man to make a mark in history. There haven't been that many British Ministers assassinated to consider it a minor event. But seriously now—”
“I am afraid that if you want to go down into history you’ll have to do something for it. Seriously, there’s no danger whatever for both of you but from overwork.”
“I’m afraid that if you want to be remembered in history, you’ll need to make an effort for it. Honestly, there's no real danger for either of you except for overworking yourselves.”
The sympathetic Toodles welcomed this opening for a chuckle.
The friendly Toodles welcomed this opportunity for a laugh.
“The Fisheries won’t kill me. I am used to late hours,” he declared, with ingenuous levity. But, feeling an instant compunction, he began to assume an air of statesman-like moodiness, as one draws on a glove. “His massive intellect will stand any amount of work. It’s his nerves that I am afraid of. The reactionary gang, with that abusive brute Cheeseman at their head, insult him every night.”
“The Fisheries won’t kill me. I’m used to late hours,” he said, sounding carefree. But, feeling a sudden guilt, he started to take on a serious demeanor, like putting on a glove. “His strong intellect can handle a lot of work. It’s his nerves that worry me. The reactionary group, with that abusive jerk Cheeseman leading them, insults him every night.”
“If he will insist on beginning a revolution!” murmured the Assistant Commissioner.
“If he’s going to insist on starting a revolution!” murmured the Assistant Commissioner.
“The time has come, and he is the only man great enough for the work,” protested the revolutionary Toodles, flaring up under the calm, speculative gaze of the Assistant Commissioner. Somewhere in a corridor a distant bell tinkled urgently, and with devoted vigilance the young man pricked up his ears at the sound. “He’s ready to go now,” he exclaimed in a whisper, snatched up his hat, and vanished from the room.
“The time has come, and he’s the only man capable enough for the job,” protested the revolutionary Toodles, flaring up under the calm, thoughtful stare of the Assistant Commissioner. Somewhere in a hallway, a distant bell rang urgently, and with dedicated attention, the young man perked up at the sound. “He’s ready to go now,” he whispered, grabbed his hat, and disappeared from the room.
The Assistant Commissioner went out by another door in a less elastic manner. Again he crossed the wide thoroughfare, walked along a narrow street, and re-entered hastily his own departmental buildings. He kept up this accelerated pace to the door of his private room. Before he had closed it fairly his eyes sought his desk. He stood still for a moment, then walked up, looked all round on the floor, sat down in his chair, rang a bell, and waited.
The Assistant Commissioner exited through a different door, moving in a stiff manner. He crossed the broad street again, strolled down a narrow alley, and quickly re-entered his departmental building. He maintained this hurried pace until he reached the door of his private office. Before he could fully shut it, his eyes scanned his desk. He paused for a moment, then walked over, looked around on the floor, sat down in his chair, rang a bell, and waited.
“Chief Inspector Heat gone yet?”
“Is Chief Inspector Heat gone yet?”
“Yes, sir. Went away half-an-hour ago.”
"Yes, sir. Left about half an hour ago."
He nodded. “That will do.” And sitting still, with his hat pushed off his forehead, he thought that it was just like Heat’s confounded cheek to carry off quietly the only piece of material evidence. But he thought this without animosity. Old and valued servants will take liberties. The piece of overcoat with the address sewn on was certainly not a thing to leave about. Dismissing from his mind this manifestation of Chief Inspector Heat’s mistrust, he wrote and despatched a note to his wife, charging her to make his apologies to Michaelis’ great lady, with whom they were engaged to dine that evening.
He nodded. “That works.” And sitting still, with his hat pushed back on his forehead, he thought it was just like Heat’s annoying boldness to quietly take the only piece of physical evidence. But he thought this without any anger. Longtime and trusted servants will take liberties. The piece of overcoat with the address stitched on was definitely not something to leave lying around. Putting aside this display of Chief Inspector Heat’s distrust, he wrote and sent a note to his wife, asking her to convey his apologies to Michaelis’ esteemed lady, with whom they were supposed to have dinner that evening.
The short jacket and the low, round hat he assumed in a sort of curtained alcove containing a washstand, a row of wooden pegs and a shelf, brought out wonderfully the length of his grave, brown face. He stepped back into the full light of the room, looking like the vision of a cool, reflective Don Quixote, with the sunken eyes of a dark enthusiast and a very deliberate manner. He left the scene of his daily labours quickly like an unobtrusive shadow. His descent into the street was like the descent into a slimy aquarium from which the water had been run off. A murky, gloomy dampness enveloped him. The walls of the houses were wet, the mud of the roadway glistened with an effect of phosphorescence, and when he emerged into the Strand out of a narrow street by the side of Charing Cross Station the genius of the locality assimilated him. He might have been but one more of the queer foreign fish that can be seen of an evening about there flitting round the dark corners.
The short jacket and the low, round hat he put on in a sort of curtained nook with a washstand, a row of wooden pegs, and a shelf highlighted the length of his serious, brown face. He stepped back into the bright light of the room, looking like a cool, thoughtful Don Quixote, with the sunken eyes of a passionate dreamer and a very measured way about him. He quickly left his daily work behind, like a quiet shadow. His entrance into the street felt like slipping into a murky aquarium where the water had just drained away. A damp, gloomy chill surrounded him. The walls of the buildings were wet, the muddy road shimmered as if it were glowing, and when he stepped into the Strand from a narrow side street near Charing Cross Station, the spirit of the area swallowed him up. He might as well have been just another strange foreign fish that can be seen in the evenings flitting around the dark corners there.
He came to a stand on the very edge of the pavement, and waited. His exercised eyes had made out in the confused movements of lights and shadows thronging the roadway the crawling approach of a hansom. He gave no sign; but when the low step gliding along the curbstone came to his feet he dodged in skilfully in front of the big turning wheel, and spoke up through the little trap door almost before the man gazing supinely ahead from his perch was aware of having been boarded by a fare.
He stood right at the edge of the sidewalk and waited. His keen eyes spotted the moving lights and shadows on the road, making out the slow approach of a cab. He didn’t give any signal, but when the low step glided to his feet, he skillfully dodged in front of the large turning wheel and spoke up through the small trap door almost before the driver, staring blankly ahead from his seat, realized he had a passenger.
It was not a long drive. It ended by signal abruptly, nowhere in particular, between two lamp-posts before a large drapery establishment—a long range of shops already lapped up in sheets of corrugated iron for the night. Tendering a coin through the trap door the fare slipped out and away, leaving an effect of uncanny, eccentric ghastliness upon the driver’s mind. But the size of the coin was satisfactory to his touch, and his education not being literary, he remained untroubled by the fear of finding it presently turned to a dead leaf in his pocket. Raised above the world of fares by the nature of his calling, he contemplated their actions with a limited interest. The sharp pulling of his horse right round expressed his philosophy.
It wasn’t a long drive. It ended abruptly, nowhere in particular, between two lamp-posts in front of a large drapery store—a long row of shops that were already covered in sheets of corrugated iron for the night. After handing a coin through the trap door, the fare slipped out and away, leaving the driver with an eerie, odd feeling. But the weight of the coin felt good in his hand, and since he wasn’t well-read, he didn’t worry about it turning into a dead leaf in his pocket. Elevated above the world of fares because of his job, he observed their actions with only mild interest. The sharp turn of his horse reflected his mindset.
Meantime the Assistant Commissioner was already giving his order to a waiter in a little Italian restaurant round the corner—one of those traps for the hungry, long and narrow, baited with a perspective of mirrors and white napery; without air, but with an atmosphere of their own—an atmosphere of fraudulent cookery mocking an abject mankind in the most pressing of its miserable necessities. In this immoral atmosphere the Assistant Commissioner, reflecting upon his enterprise, seemed to lose some more of his identity. He had a sense of loneliness, of evil freedom. It was rather pleasant. When, after paying for his short meal, he stood up and waited for his change, he saw himself in the sheet of glass, and was struck by his foreign appearance. He contemplated his own image with a melancholy and inquisitive gaze, then by sudden inspiration raised the collar of his jacket. This arrangement appeared to him commendable, and he completed it by giving an upward twist to the ends of his black moustache. He was satisfied by the subtle modification of his personal aspect caused by these small changes. “That’ll do very well,” he thought. “I’ll get a little wet, a little splashed—”
Meanwhile, the Assistant Commissioner was already giving his order to a waiter in a small Italian restaurant around the corner—one of those places that lure in the hungry, long and narrow, decorated with mirrors and white tablecloths; lacking in fresh air, but with a vibe of its own—an atmosphere of deceptive cooking that mocks a desperate humanity in its most pressing needs. In this shady environment, the Assistant Commissioner, reflecting on his mission, seemed to lose more of his sense of self. He felt a loneliness, a sense of wicked freedom. It was somewhat enjoyable. When, after paying for his quick meal, he stood up and waited for his change, he saw his reflection in the glass and was struck by his foreign look. He gazed at his own image with a mix of sadness and curiosity, then, in a moment of inspiration, raised the collar of his jacket. This adjustment seemed commendable to him, and he finished it off by giving a twist to the ends of his black moustache. He felt pleased by the subtle change in his appearance brought about by these small alterations. “That’ll do just fine,” he thought. “I’ll get a little wet, a little splashed—”
He became aware of the waiter at his elbow and of a small pile of silver coins on the edge of the table before him. The waiter kept one eye on it, while his other eye followed the long back of a tall, not very young girl, who passed up to a distant table looking perfectly sightless and altogether unapproachable. She seemed to be a habitual customer.
He noticed the waiter beside him and a small stack of silver coins on the edge of the table in front of him. The waiter kept one eye on the coins while the other tracked the slender back of a tall, not-so-young woman who walked over to a far-away table, looking completely oblivious and totally unapproachable. She seemed like a regular customer.
On going out the Assistant Commissioner made to himself the observation that the patrons of the place had lost in the frequentation of fraudulent cookery all their national and private characteristics. And this was strange, since the Italian restaurant is such a peculiarly British institution. But these people were as denationalised as the dishes set before them with every circumstance of unstamped respectability. Neither was their personality stamped in any way, professionally, socially or racially. They seemed created for the Italian restaurant, unless the Italian restaurant had been perchance created for them. But that last hypothesis was unthinkable, since one could not place them anywhere outside those special establishments. One never met these enigmatical persons elsewhere. It was impossible to form a precise idea what occupations they followed by day and where they went to bed at night. And he himself had become unplaced. It would have been impossible for anybody to guess his occupation. As to going to bed, there was a doubt even in his own mind. Not indeed in regard to his domicile itself, but very much so in respect of the time when he would be able to return there. A pleasurable feeling of independence possessed him when he heard the glass doors swing to behind his back with a sort of imperfect baffled thud. He advanced at once into an immensity of greasy slime and damp plaster interspersed with lamps, and enveloped, oppressed, penetrated, choked, and suffocated by the blackness of a wet London night, which is composed of soot and drops of water.
As the Assistant Commissioner stepped outside, he noted to himself that the customers of the place had lost all their national and individual traits in the pursuit of fake food. This was odd, considering the Italian restaurant is such a uniquely British concept. But these people were as stripped of their identity as the meals that were served to them, each presented with an air of unimpeachable respectability. Their personalities lacked any distinct marking, whether it be professional, social, or racial. They seemed made for the Italian restaurant, unless the Italian restaurant was somehow made for them. But that last idea seemed impossible, since you couldn't imagine them anywhere else but in those specific establishments. You never encountered these puzzling individuals anywhere else. It was hard to pin down what jobs they had during the day or where they went to sleep at night. He himself had also become unmoored. It would be impossible for anyone to guess his line of work. As for where he would sleep, there was uncertainty even in his own mind—not about where he lived, but when he would be able to get back there. A pleasurable sense of independence washed over him as he heard the glass doors close behind him with a faint, frustrated thud. He moved forward into a vast expanse of greasy filth and damp plaster, surrounded, weighed down, infiltrated, choked, and suffocated by the darkness of a rainy London night, heavy with soot and droplets of water.
Brett Street was not very far away. It branched off, narrow, from the side of an open triangular space surrounded by dark and mysterious houses, temples of petty commerce emptied of traders for the night. Only a fruiterer’s stall at the corner made a violent blaze of light and colour. Beyond all was black, and the few people passing in that direction vanished at one stride beyond the glowing heaps of oranges and lemons. No footsteps echoed. They would never be heard of again. The adventurous head of the Special Crimes Department watched these disappearances from a distance with an interested eye. He felt light-hearted, as though he had been ambushed all alone in a jungle many thousands of miles away from departmental desks and official inkstands. This joyousness and dispersion of thought before a task of some importance seems to prove that this world of ours is not such a very serious affair after all. For the Assistant Commissioner was not constitutionally inclined to levity.
Brett Street wasn't far away. It branched off, narrow, from the side of an open triangular area surrounded by dark and mysterious buildings, small shops empty of customers for the night. Only a fruit stand at the corner exploded with bright light and color. Beyond that, everything was black, and the few people walking that way disappeared in an instant past the glowing piles of oranges and lemons. No footsteps echoed. They would never be seen again. The head of the Special Crimes Department watched these disappearances from a distance with keen interest. He felt light-hearted, as if he had been thrown into a jungle thousands of miles away from office desks and official paperwork. This feeling of joy and distraction before an important task seems to show that our world isn’t really such a serious place after all. Because the Assistant Commissioner wasn’t naturally inclined to be carefree.
The policeman on the beat projected his sombre and moving form against the luminous glory of oranges and lemons, and entered Brett Street without haste. The Assistant Commissioner, as though he were a member of the criminal classes, lingered out of sight, awaiting his return. But this constable seemed to be lost for ever to the force. He never returned: must have gone out at the other end of Brett Street.
The police officer on patrol cast his serious and impactful silhouette against the bright backdrop of oranges and lemons and walked into Brett Street without rushing. The Assistant Commissioner, as if he were part of the criminal underworld, waited out of sight for his return. But this constable appeared to have vanished from the force completely. He never came back: he must have exited at the other end of Brett Street.
The Assistant Commissioner, reaching this conclusion, entered the street in his turn, and came upon a large van arrested in front of the dimly lit window-panes of a carter’s eating-house. The man was refreshing himself inside, and the horses, their big heads lowered to the ground, fed out of nose-bags steadily. Farther on, on the opposite side of the street, another suspect patch of dim light issued from Mr Verloc’s shop front, hung with papers, heaving with vague piles of cardboard boxes and the shapes of books. The Assistant Commissioner stood observing it across the roadway. There could be no mistake. By the side of the front window, encumbered by the shadows of nondescript things, the door, standing ajar, let escape on the pavement a narrow, clear streak of gas-light within.
The Assistant Commissioner, having reached this conclusion, stepped out into the street and came across a large van stopped in front of the dimly lit windows of a delivery guy’s diner. The driver was inside taking a break, while the horses, with their big heads down, were munching from their feed bags steadily. Further along, on the opposite side of the street, a faint patch of light was spilling from Mr. Verloc’s shop, which was covered in papers and filled with vague stacks of cardboard boxes and the shapes of books. The Assistant Commissioner stood watching it from across the road. There was no doubt about it. Next to the front window, hidden in the shadows of indistinct items, the door stood slightly open, letting a narrow, bright streak of gaslight spill out onto the pavement.
Behind the Assistant Commissioner the van and horses, merged into one mass, seemed something alive—a square-backed black monster blocking half the street, with sudden iron-shod stampings, fierce jingles, and heavy, blowing sighs. The harshly festive, ill-omened glare of a large and prosperous public-house faced the other end of Brett Street across a wide road. This barrier of blazing lights, opposing the shadows gathered about the humble abode of Mr Verloc’s domestic happiness, seemed to drive the obscurity of the street back upon itself, make it more sullen, brooding, and sinister.
Behind the Assistant Commissioner, the van and horses blended into one mass, appearing almost alive—a bulky black creature blocking half the street, with sudden iron-shod stomps, loud jingles, and heavy, labored sighs. The harsh, festive, ominous glow of a large and successful pub lit up the other end of Brett Street across a wide road. This barrier of bright lights, standing against the shadows surrounding Mr. Verloc's simple home life, seemed to push the darkness of the street back onto itself, making it feel more gloomy, brooding, and sinister.
CHAPTER VIII
Having infused by persistent importunities some sort of heat into the chilly interest of several licensed victuallers (the acquaintances once upon a time of her late unlucky husband), Mrs Verloc’s mother had at last secured her admission to certain almshouses founded by a wealthy innkeeper for the destitute widows of the trade.
Having persistently pleaded with a few licensed pub owners (friends of her late unfortunate husband), Mrs. Verloc's mother finally managed to get her into some almshouses established by a wealthy innkeeper for the impoverished widows of the trade.
This end, conceived in the astuteness of her uneasy heart, the old woman had pursued with secrecy and determination. That was the time when her daughter Winnie could not help passing a remark to Mr Verloc that “mother has been spending half-crowns and five shillings almost every day this last week in cab fares.” But the remark was not made grudgingly. Winnie respected her mother’s infirmities. She was only a little surprised at this sudden mania for locomotion. Mr Verloc, who was sufficiently magnificent in his way, had grunted the remark impatiently aside as interfering with his meditations. These were frequent, deep, and prolonged; they bore upon a matter more important than five shillings. Distinctly more important, and beyond all comparison more difficult to consider in all its aspects with philosophical serenity.
With this goal in mind, driven by her anxious heart, the old woman had pursued it secretly and with determination. This was the time when her daughter Winnie couldn’t help but mention to Mr. Verloc that “Mom has been spending half-crowns and five shillings almost every day this last week on cab fares.” But she didn’t say it with a tone of annoyance. Winnie respected her mother’s needs. She was just a bit surprised by this sudden obsession with getting around. Mr. Verloc, who had his own grand way of doing things, brushed off her comment impatiently, seeing it as a distraction from his thoughts. His thoughts were frequent, deep, and lengthy; they were focused on something far more significant than five shillings. Significantly more important and much more complicated to think about calmly.
Her object attained in astute secrecy, the heroic old woman had made a clean breast of it to Mrs Verloc. Her soul was triumphant and her heart tremulous. Inwardly she quaked, because she dreaded and admired the calm, self-contained character of her daughter Winnie, whose displeasure was made redoubtable by a diversity of dreadful silences. But she did not allow her inward apprehensions to rob her of the advantage of venerable placidity conferred upon her outward person by her triple chin, the floating ampleness of her ancient form, and the impotent condition of her legs.
Her goal achieved in clever secrecy, the brave old woman had come clean to Mrs. Verloc. Her spirit was victorious, and her heart was racing. Inside, she was anxious because she both feared and admired the calm, self-assured nature of her daughter Winnie, whose anger was made all the more intimidating by long, uncomfortable silences. However, she didn’t let her internal worries take away the advantage of the dignified calm that her triple chin, the comfortable fullness of her aging body, and her weak legs bestowed upon her outward appearance.
The shock of the information was so unexpected that Mrs Verloc, against her usual practice when addressed, interrupted the domestic occupation she was engaged upon. It was the dusting of the furniture in the parlour behind the shop. She turned her head towards her mother.
The shock of the news was so unexpected that Mrs. Verloc, breaking from her usual habit of not interrupting when spoken to, paused from the domestic task she was doing. She was dusting the furniture in the living room behind the shop. She turned her head toward her mother.
“Whatever did you want to do that for?” she exclaimed, in scandalised astonishment.
“Why would you want to do that?” she exclaimed, in shocked disbelief.
The shock must have been severe to make her depart from that distant and uninquiring acceptance of facts which was her force and her safeguard in life.
The shock must have been intense to make her move away from that distant and unquestioning acceptance of reality that had always been her strength and protection in life.
“Weren’t you made comfortable enough here?”
"Weren't you comfortable here?"
She had lapsed into these inquiries, but next moment she saved the consistency of her conduct by resuming her dusting, while the old woman sat scared and dumb under her dingy white cap and lustreless dark wig.
She had fallen into these questions, but the next moment she regained her composure by going back to dusting, while the old woman sat frightened and silent under her shabby white cap and dull dark wig.
Winnie finished the chair, and ran the duster along the mahogany at the back of the horse-hair sofa on which Mr Verloc loved to take his ease in hat and overcoat. She was intent on her work, but presently she permitted herself another question.
Winnie finished the chair and dusted the mahogany on the back of the horsehair sofa where Mr. Verloc liked to relax in his hat and overcoat. She was focused on her task, but soon she allowed herself to ask another question.
“How in the world did you manage it, mother?”
“How on earth did you pull that off, Mom?”
As not affecting the inwardness of things, which it was Mrs Verloc’s principle to ignore, this curiosity was excusable. It bore merely on the methods. The old woman welcomed it eagerly as bringing forward something that could be talked about with much sincerity.
As it didn't impact the deeper meaning of things, which Mrs. Verloc chose to overlook, this curiosity was understandable. It was only about the methods. The old woman welcomed it enthusiastically as it introduced a topic that could be discussed with genuine sincerity.
She favoured her daughter by an exhaustive answer, full of names and enriched by side comments upon the ravages of time as observed in the alteration of human countenances. The names were principally the names of licensed victuallers—“poor daddy’s friends, my dear.” She enlarged with special appreciation on the kindness and condescension of a large brewer, a Baronet and an M. P., the Chairman of the Governors of the Charity. She expressed herself thus warmly because she had been allowed to interview by appointment his Private Secretary—“a very polite gentleman, all in black, with a gentle, sad voice, but so very, very thin and quiet. He was like a shadow, my dear.”
She gave her daughter a detailed answer, packed with names and enhanced by comments on how time has changed people's appearances. Most of the names were of licensed pub owners—“your poor daddy’s friends, my dear.” She spoke especially fondly of a big brewer, a Baronet and an M.P., who was the Chairman of the Charity’s Board. She felt this way because she had the chance to meet with his Private Secretary—“a very polite gentleman, all in black, with a gentle, sad voice, but so very, very thin and quiet. He was like a shadow, my dear.”
Winnie, prolonging her dusting operations till the tale was told to the end, walked out of the parlour into the kitchen (down two steps) in her usual manner, without the slightest comment.
Winnie, extending her dusting duties until the story was finished, walked out of the living room into the kitchen (down two steps) as she normally did, without saying a word.
Shedding a few tears in sign of rejoicing at her daughter’s mansuetude in this terrible affair, Mrs Verloc’s mother gave play to her astuteness in the direction of her furniture, because it was her own; and sometimes she wished it hadn’t been. Heroism is all very well, but there are circumstances when the disposal of a few tables and chairs, brass bedsteads, and so on, may be big with remote and disastrous consequences. She required a few pieces herself, the Foundation which, after many importunities, had gathered her to its charitable breast, giving nothing but bare planks and cheaply papered bricks to the objects of its solicitude. The delicacy guiding her choice to the least valuable and most dilapidated articles passed unacknowledged, because Winnie’s philosophy consisted in not taking notice of the inside of facts; she assumed that mother took what suited her best. As to Mr Verloc, his intense meditation, like a sort of Chinese wall, isolated him completely from the phenomena of this world of vain effort and illusory appearances.
Shedding a few tears of joy at her daughter's calmness in this terrible situation, Mrs. Verloc's mother used her sharp mind to focus on her furniture, since it belonged to her; and sometimes she wished it hadn't. Heroism is nice, but there are times when deciding what to do with a few tables, chairs, brass beds, and such could lead to far-reaching and disastrous outcomes. She needed a few pieces for herself, as the charity that had, after many requests, taken her in, provided nothing but bare boards and poorly papered bricks to those it helped. The careful way she chose the least valuable and most worn-out items went unnoticed, because Winnie’s outlook was to ignore the deeper truths of the situation; she believed her mother took what suited her best. As for Mr. Verloc, his deep thinking acted like a Chinese wall, completely isolating him from the trivialities and deceptive appearances of this world.
Her selection made, the disposal of the rest became a perplexing question in a particular way. She was leaving it in Brett Street, of course. But she had two children. Winnie was provided for by her sensible union with that excellent husband, Mr Verloc. Stevie was destitute—and a little peculiar. His position had to be considered before the claims of legal justice and even the promptings of partiality. The possession of the furniture would not be in any sense a provision. He ought to have it—the poor boy. But to give it to him would be like tampering with his position of complete dependence. It was a sort of claim which she feared to weaken. Moreover, the susceptibilities of Mr Verloc would perhaps not brook being beholden to his brother-in-law for the chairs he sat on. In a long experience of gentlemen lodgers, Mrs Verloc’s mother had acquired a dismal but resigned notion of the fantastic side of human nature. What if Mr Verloc suddenly took it into his head to tell Stevie to take his blessed sticks somewhere out of that? A division, on the other hand, however carefully made, might give some cause of offence to Winnie. No, Stevie must remain destitute and dependent. And at the moment of leaving Brett Street she had said to her daughter: “No use waiting till I am dead, is there? Everything I leave here is altogether your own now, my dear.”
Once she made her choice, figuring out what to do with the rest became a tricky issue. She was, of course, leaving it in Brett Street. But she had two kids. Winnie was taken care of because of her sensible marriage to that great husband, Mr. Verloc. Stevie, on the other hand, had nothing—and he was a bit unusual. His situation needed to be thought about before considering legal fairness or even personal bias. Giving him the furniture wouldn’t really support him. He deserved it—the poor kid. But handing it over to him would interfere with his total dependence. It was a kind of claim she didn’t want to weaken. Plus, Mr. Verloc might not like being dependent on his brother-in-law for the chairs he sat on. Through her long experience with gentleman lodgers, Mrs. Verloc’s mother had developed a gloomy but accepting view of the bizarre side of human nature. What if Mr. Verloc suddenly decided to tell Stevie to take his damn stuff somewhere else? On the flip side, any division she made, no matter how careful, might upset Winnie. No, Stevie had to stay without support and dependent. And just before leaving Brett Street, she told her daughter, “There’s no point in waiting until I’m gone, right? Everything I leave here is completely yours now, my dear.”
Winnie, with her hat on, silent behind her mother’s back, went on arranging the collar of the old woman’s cloak. She got her hand-bag, an umbrella, with an impassive face. The time had come for the expenditure of the sum of three-and-sixpence on what might well be supposed the last cab drive of Mrs Verloc’s mother’s life. They went out at the shop door.
Winnie, wearing her hat and quietly standing behind her mother, continued to adjust the collar of the old woman’s cloak. She grabbed her handbag and an umbrella, her expression unreadable. The moment had arrived to spend three-and-sixpence on what could very well be the final cab ride of Mrs. Verloc’s mother. They stepped out through the shop door.
The conveyance awaiting them would have illustrated the proverb that “truth can be more cruel than caricature,” if such a proverb existed. Crawling behind an infirm horse, a metropolitan hackney carriage drew up on wobbly wheels and with a maimed driver on the box. This last peculiarity caused some embarrassment. Catching sight of a hooked iron contrivance protruding from the left sleeve of the man’s coat, Mrs Verloc’s mother lost suddenly the heroic courage of these days. She really couldn’t trust herself. “What do you think, Winnie?” She hung back. The passionate expostulations of the big-faced cabman seemed to be squeezed out of a blocked throat. Leaning over from his box, he whispered with mysterious indignation. What was the matter now? Was it possible to treat a man so? His enormous and unwashed countenance flamed red in the muddy stretch of the street. Was it likely they would have given him a licence, he inquired desperately, if—
The vehicle waiting for them would have shown the saying “truth can be more cruel than caricature,” if such a saying existed. Slowly moving behind a weak horse, a worn-out city cab rolled up on shaky wheels, with a damaged driver on the front seat. This odd detail caused some unease. Spotting a hooked metal device sticking out from the left sleeve of the man’s coat, Mrs. Verloc’s mother lost the heroic courage she had felt earlier. She really couldn't trust herself. “What do you think, Winnie?” She hesitated. The loud complaints from the large-faced cab driver sounded like they were struggling to get out. Leaning over from his seat, he whispered with angry curiosity. What was going on now? Was it fair to treat a man like that? His huge and unwashed face turned bright red in the muddy street. Was it even possible they’d given him a license, he asked desperately, if—
The police constable of the locality quieted him by a friendly glance; then addressing himself to the two women without marked consideration, said:
The local police officer gave him a reassuring look; then, turning to the two women with a lack of special attention, said:
“He’s been driving a cab for twenty years. I never knew him to have an accident.”
“He's been driving a taxi for twenty years. I never knew him to have an accident.”
“Accident!” shouted the driver in a scornful whisper.
“Accident!” the driver exclaimed in a mocking whisper.
The policeman’s testimony settled it. The modest assemblage of seven people, mostly under age, dispersed. Winnie followed her mother into the cab. Stevie climbed on the box. His vacant mouth and distressed eyes depicted the state of his mind in regard to the transactions which were taking place. In the narrow streets the progress of the journey was made sensible to those within by the near fronts of the houses gliding past slowly and shakily, with a great rattle and jingling of glass, as if about to collapse behind the cab; and the infirm horse, with the harness hung over his sharp backbone flapping very loose about his thighs, appeared to be dancing mincingly on his toes with infinite patience. Later on, in the wider space of Whitehall, all visual evidences of motion became imperceptible. The rattle and jingle of glass went on indefinitely in front of the long Treasury building—and time itself seemed to stand still.
The policeman’s testimony settled it. The small group of seven people, mostly minors, broke up. Winnie followed her mom into the cab. Stevie climbed onto the front. His blank expression and troubled eyes showed how he felt about what was happening. In the narrow streets, the journey became clear to those inside as the nearby houses passed by slowly and shakily, accompanied by a loud rattle and jingling of glass, as if they might topple over behind the cab; and the weak horse, with the harness hanging loosely over its sharp back, seemed to be tiptoeing with endless patience. Later, in the wider space of Whitehall, all signs of movement became undetectable. The rattle and jingle of glass continued endlessly in front of the long Treasury building—and time itself seemed frozen.
At last Winnie observed: “This isn’t a very good horse.”
At last, Winnie said, “This isn’t a very good horse.”
Her eyes gleamed in the shadow of the cab straight ahead, immovable. On the box, Stevie shut his vacant mouth first, in order to ejaculate earnestly: “Don’t.”
Her eyes sparkled in the shadow of the cab right in front, still. On the box, Stevie closed his empty mouth at first, in order to say earnestly: “Don’t.”
The driver, holding high the reins twisted around the hook, took no notice. Perhaps he had not heard. Stevie’s breast heaved.
The driver, holding the reins wrapped around the hook high up, didn't pay any attention. Maybe he hadn't heard. Stevie's chest rose and fell heavily.
“Don’t whip.”
“Don’t use a whip.”
The man turned slowly his bloated and sodden face of many colours bristling with white hairs. His little red eyes glistened with moisture. His big lips had a violet tint. They remained closed. With the dirty back of his whip-hand he rubbed the stubble sprouting on his enormous chin.
The man slowly turned his bloated, soaked face, which was a mix of colors and had white hairs sticking out. His small red eyes glistened with moisture. His thick lips had a violet hue. They stayed shut. With the dirty back of his whip hand, he rubbed the stubble growing on his huge chin.
“You mustn’t,” stammered out Stevie violently. “It hurts.”
“You can’t,” Stevie blurted out forcefully. “It hurts.”
“Mustn’t whip,” queried the other in a thoughtful whisper, and immediately whipped. He did this, not because his soul was cruel and his heart evil, but because he had to earn his fare. And for a time the walls of St Stephen’s, with its towers and pinnacles, contemplated in immobility and silence a cab that jingled. It rolled too, however. But on the bridge there was a commotion. Stevie suddenly proceeded to get down from the box. There were shouts on the pavement, people ran forward, the driver pulled up, whispering curses of indignation and astonishment. Winnie lowered the window, and put her head out, white as a ghost. In the depths of the cab, her mother was exclaiming, in tones of anguish: “Is that boy hurt? Is that boy hurt?”
“Don’t whip,” the other asked in a thoughtful whisper, and immediately whipped. He did this not because he was cruel or had an evil heart, but because he needed to earn his fare. For a while, the walls of St Stephen’s, with its towers and pinnacles, watched in stillness and silence as a cab jingled by. It rolled along, too. But on the bridge, there was chaos. Stevie suddenly began to get down from the box. There were shouts on the pavement, people rushed forward, and the driver stopped, muttering curses of anger and shock. Winnie rolled down the window and stuck her head out, pale as a ghost. In the back of the cab, her mother was crying out in distress, “Is that boy hurt? Is that boy hurt?”
Stevie was not hurt, he had not even fallen, but excitement as usual had robbed him of the power of connected speech. He could do no more than stammer at the window. “Too heavy. Too heavy.” Winnie put out her hand on to his shoulder.
Stevie wasn't hurt; he hadn't even fallen, but the excitement, as always, had taken away his ability to speak clearly. All he could do was stammer at the window. “Too heavy. Too heavy.” Winnie reached out and placed her hand on his shoulder.
“Stevie! Get up on the box directly, and don’t try to get down again.”
“Stevie! Get up on the box right now, and don’t even think about getting down again.”
“No. No. Walk. Must walk.”
"No. No. Walk. Need to walk."
In trying to state the nature of that necessity he stammered himself into utter incoherence. No physical impossibility stood in the way of his whim. Stevie could have managed easily to keep pace with the infirm, dancing horse without getting out of breath. But his sister withheld her consent decisively. “The idea! Whoever heard of such a thing! Run after a cab!” Her mother, frightened and helpless in the depths of the conveyance, entreated: “Oh, don’t let him, Winnie. He’ll get lost. Don’t let him.”
In trying to explain the nature of that need, he stumbled into complete confusion. There was no physical obstacle stopping him from getting what he wanted. Stevie could have easily kept up with the slow, dancing horse without breaking a sweat. But his sister firmly refused. “Seriously! Who’s ever heard of such a thing? Run after a cab!” Their mother, scared and helpless deep in the carriage, pleaded: “Oh, don’t let him, Winnie. He’ll get lost. Please don’t let him.”
“Certainly not. What next! Mr Verloc will be sorry to hear of this nonsense, Stevie,—I can tell you. He won’t be happy at all.”
“Definitely not. What’s next! Mr. Verloc is going to be upset about this nonsense, Stevie—I can promise you that. He won’t be happy at all.”
The idea of Mr Verloc’s grief and unhappiness acting as usual powerfully upon Stevie’s fundamentally docile disposition, he abandoned all resistance, and climbed up again on the box, with a face of despair.
The thought of Mr. Verloc's grief and unhappiness having its usual strong effect on Stevie's inherently submissive nature made him give up all resistance and climb back on the box, looking utterly despairing.
The cabby turned at him his enormous and inflamed countenance truculently. “Don’t you go for trying this silly game again, young fellow.”
The cab driver glared at him with his huge, angry face. “Don’t even think about trying that silly game again, kid.”
After delivering himself thus in a stern whisper, strained almost to extinction, he drove on, ruminating solemnly. To his mind the incident remained somewhat obscure. But his intellect, though it had lost its pristine vivacity in the benumbing years of sedentary exposure to the weather, lacked not independence or sanity. Gravely he dismissed the hypothesis of Stevie being a drunken young nipper.
After speaking in a serious whisper, almost completely worn out, he continued driving, lost in thought. The incident still felt a bit unclear to him. However, his mind, although it had lost some of its original sharpness from years of being inactive and exposed to the elements, still had clarity and soundness. He firmly dismissed the idea that Stevie was just a drunken young kid.
Inside the cab the spell of silence, in which the two women had endured shoulder to shoulder the jolting, rattling, and jingling of the journey, had been broken by Stevie’s outbreak. Winnie raised her voice.
Inside the cab, the silence that the two women had endured together through the jolting, rattling, and jingling of the ride was shattered by Stevie's outburst. Winnie raised her voice.
“You’ve done what you wanted, mother. You’ll have only yourself to thank for it if you aren’t happy afterwards. And I don’t think you’ll be. That I don’t. Weren’t you comfortable enough in the house? Whatever people’ll think of us—you throwing yourself like this on a Charity?”
“You’ve done what you wanted, mom. You’ll only have yourself to blame if you aren’t happy afterward. And I don’t think you will be. I really don’t. Weren’t you comfortable enough in the house? Whatever people will think of us—you putting yourself out there like this for a Charity?”
“My dear,” screamed the old woman earnestly above the noise, “you’ve been the best of daughters to me. As to Mr Verloc—there—”
“My dear,” shouted the old woman passionately above the noise, “you’ve been the best daughter to me. As for Mr. Verloc—there—”
Words failing her on the subject of Mr Verloc’s excellence, she turned her old tearful eyes to the roof of the cab. Then she averted her head on the pretence of looking out of the window, as if to judge of their progress. It was insignificant, and went on close to the curbstone. Night, the early dirty night, the sinister, noisy, hopeless and rowdy night of South London, had overtaken her on her last cab drive. In the gas-light of the low-fronted shops her big cheeks glowed with an orange hue under a black and mauve bonnet.
Words escaping her when it came to Mr. Verloc’s greatness, she turned her tearful eyes to the roof of the cab. Then she pretended to look out of the window to check their progress. It was minimal, and they moved close to the curb. Night, the early grimy night—the dark, loud, hopeless, and rowdy night of South London—had caught up with her on her last cab ride. In the glow of the gas lights from the low-fronted shops, her large cheeks glowed with an orange tint under a black and mauve bonnet.
Mrs Verloc’s mother’s complexion had become yellow by the effect of age and from a natural predisposition to biliousness, favoured by the trials of a difficult and worried existence, first as wife, then as widow. It was a complexion, that under the influence of a blush would take on an orange tint. And this woman, modest indeed but hardened in the fires of adversity, of an age, moreover, when blushes are not expected, had positively blushed before her daughter. In the privacy of a four-wheeler, on her way to a charity cottage (one of a row) which by the exiguity of its dimensions and the simplicity of its accommodation, might well have been devised in kindness as a place of training for the still more straitened circumstances of the grave, she was forced to hide from her own child a blush of remorse and shame.
Mrs. Verloc's mother's skin had turned yellow from aging and a natural tendency towards jaundice, worsened by the struggles of a challenging and stressful life, first as a wife and then as a widow. It was a complexion that, when she blushed, would take on an orange hue. This woman, modest but toughened by hardship, and at an age when blushes are not typical, had unexpectedly blushed in front of her daughter. In the back of a cab, on her way to a charity cottage (one of a row) that was so small and simple it could well have been designed as a kind of training ground for the even harsher realities of death, she had to conceal from her own child a blush of guilt and shame.
Whatever people will think? She knew very well what they did think, the people Winnie had in her mind—the old friends of her husband, and others too, whose interest she had solicited with such flattering success. She had not known before what a good beggar she could be. But she guessed very well what inference was drawn from her application. On account of that shrinking delicacy, which exists side by side with aggressive brutality in masculine nature, the inquiries into her circumstances had not been pushed very far. She had checked them by a visible compression of the lips and some display of an emotion determined to be eloquently silent. And the men would become suddenly incurious, after the manner of their kind. She congratulated herself more than once on having nothing to do with women, who being naturally more callous and avid of details, would have been anxious to be exactly informed by what sort of unkind conduct her daughter and son-in-law had driven her to that sad extremity. It was only before the Secretary of the great brewer M. P. and Chairman of the Charity, who, acting for his principal, felt bound to be conscientiously inquisitive as to the real circumstances of the applicant, that she had burst into tears outright and aloud, as a cornered woman will weep. The thin and polite gentleman, after contemplating her with an air of being “struck all of a heap,” abandoned his position under the cover of soothing remarks. She must not distress herself. The deed of the Charity did not absolutely specify “childless widows.” In fact, it did not by any means disqualify her. But the discretion of the Committee must be an informed discretion. One could understand very well her unwillingness to be a burden, etc. etc. Thereupon, to his profound disappointment, Mrs Verloc’s mother wept some more with an augmented vehemence.
What will people think? She knew very well what they thought, the people Winnie had in mind—the old friends of her husband, and others too, whose interest she had sought with such flattering success. She hadn't realized before how good she could be at asking for help. But she could guess very well what assumptions were made based on her request. Because of that timid delicacy that coexists with harsh brutality in men, the inquiries into her situation hadn’t gone very deep. She had stopped them with a noticeable tightening of her lips and a display of a strong emotion that was determined to remain unspoken. The men would suddenly become uninterested, as was typical for them. She felt relieved more than once about not having to deal with women, who, being naturally more callous and eager for details, would have insisted on knowing exactly what unkind behavior her daughter and son-in-law had forced her into such a sad situation. Only in front of the Secretary of the prominent brewer M.P. and Chairman of the Charity, who felt obligated to be thoroughly inquisitive about the applicant's true situation, did she break down and cry openly, like a trapped woman will. The thin, polite gentleman, after watching her with a look of being “completely taken aback,” dropped his professional demeanor in favor of comforting words. She shouldn’t upset herself. The Charity’s rules didn’t specifically say “childless widows.” In fact, they didn’t really disqualify her at all. But the Committee needed to make a decision based on informed discretion. One could completely understand her reluctance to be a burden, etc., etc. Then, to his deep disappointment, Mrs. Verloc's mother cried even harder with renewed intensity.
The tears of that large female in a dark, dusty wig, and ancient silk dress festooned with dingy white cotton lace, were the tears of genuine distress. She had wept because she was heroic and unscrupulous and full of love for both her children. Girls frequently get sacrificed to the welfare of the boys. In this case she was sacrificing Winnie. By the suppression of truth she was slandering her. Of course, Winnie was independent, and need not care for the opinion of people that she would never see and who would never see her; whereas poor Stevie had nothing in the world he could call his own except his mother’s heroism and unscrupulousness.
The tears of that large woman in a dark, dusty wig and an old silk dress trimmed with dingy white cotton lace were real tears of distress. She had cried because she was both heroic and ruthless, filled with love for her two children. Girls often get sacrificed for the benefit of the boys. In this situation, she was sacrificing Winnie. By hiding the truth, she was betraying her. Of course, Winnie was independent and didn't have to care about the opinion of people she would never meet and who would never meet her; meanwhile, poor Stevie had nothing in the world to claim as his own except for his mother's heroism and ruthlessness.
The first sense of security following on Winnie’s marriage wore off in time (for nothing lasts), and Mrs Verloc’s mother, in the seclusion of the back bedroom, had recalled the teaching of that experience which the world impresses upon a widowed woman. But she had recalled it without vain bitterness; her store of resignation amounted almost to dignity. She reflected stoically that everything decays, wears out, in this world; that the way of kindness should be made easy to the well disposed; that her daughter Winnie was a most devoted sister, and a very self-confident wife indeed. As regards Winnie’s sisterly devotion, her stoicism flinched. She excepted that sentiment from the rule of decay affecting all things human and some things divine. She could not help it; not to do so would have frightened her too much. But in considering the conditions of her daughter’s married state, she rejected firmly all flattering illusions. She took the cold and reasonable view that the less strain put on Mr Verloc’s kindness the longer its effects were likely to last. That excellent man loved his wife, of course, but he would, no doubt, prefer to keep as few of her relations as was consistent with the proper display of that sentiment. It would be better if its whole effect were concentrated on poor Stevie. And the heroic old woman resolved on going away from her children as an act of devotion and as a move of deep policy.
The initial sense of security that came with Winnie’s marriage faded over time (because nothing lasts), and Mrs. Verloc’s mother, in the privacy of the back bedroom, remembered the lessons that life teaches a widowed woman. But she remembered without empty bitterness; her level of acceptance bordered on dignity. She thought stoically that everything deteriorates and wears out in this world; that kindness should be easily extended to those who mean well; that her daughter Winnie was a very devoted sister and a remarkably self-assured wife. Regarding Winnie’s dedication as a sister, her stoicism wavered. She exempted that feeling from the general rule of decay that affects all human things and some divine ones. She couldn’t help it; ignoring it would have terrified her too much. However, when considering the realities of her daughter’s marriage, she firmly dismissed all flattering illusions. She took a cold and rational view that the less strain put on Mr. Verloc’s kindness, the longer its effects were likely to last. That wonderful man loved his wife, of course, but he would likely prefer to keep as few of her relatives around as possible while still showing that love. It would be better if his affection were focused solely on poor Stevie. And the brave old woman decided to distance herself from her children as an act of devotion and a strategic move.
The “virtue” of this policy consisted in this (Mrs Verloc’s mother was subtle in her way), that Stevie’s moral claim would be strengthened. The poor boy—a good, useful boy, if a little peculiar—had not a sufficient standing. He had been taken over with his mother, somewhat in the same way as the furniture of the Belgravian mansion had been taken over, as if on the ground of belonging to her exclusively. What will happen, she asked herself (for Mrs Verloc’s mother was in a measure imaginative), when I die? And when she asked herself that question it was with dread. It was also terrible to think that she would not then have the means of knowing what happened to the poor boy. But by making him over to his sister, by going thus away, she gave him the advantage of a directly dependent position. This was the more subtle sanction of Mrs Verloc’s mother’s heroism and unscrupulousness. Her act of abandonment was really an arrangement for settling her son permanently in life. Other people made material sacrifices for such an object, she in that way. It was the only way. Moreover, she would be able to see how it worked. Ill or well she would avoid the horrible incertitude on the death-bed. But it was hard, hard, cruelly hard.
The “virtue” of this policy was that it would strengthen Stevie’s moral claim. The poor boy—a good, helpful kid, even if a bit odd—didn’t have enough standing. He had been taken in with his mother, much like the furniture from the Belgravian mansion had been taken, as if it belonged to her entirely. What will happen when I die? she thought to herself (for Mrs. Verloc’s mother had a vivid imagination), and she felt dread at the thought. It was also terrifying to consider that she wouldn’t know what happened to the poor boy then. But by handing him over to his sister and going away, she gave him the advantage of being directly dependent on her. This was the more subtle part of Mrs. Verloc’s mother’s bravery and lack of scruples. Her act of abandonment was really a way to set her son up for life. Others made material sacrifices for such goals; she did it this way. It was the only option. Plus, she would be able to see how it turned out. Good or bad, she would avoid the awful uncertainty on her deathbed. But it was hard, really hard, cruelly hard.
The cab rattled, jingled, jolted; in fact, the last was quite extraordinary. By its disproportionate violence and magnitude it obliterated every sensation of onward movement; and the effect was of being shaken in a stationary apparatus like a mediæval device for the punishment of crime, or some very newfangled invention for the cure of a sluggish liver. It was extremely distressing; and the raising of Mrs Verloc’s mother’s voice sounded like a wail of pain.
The cab shook, jangled, and jolted; in fact, the last was quite extreme. Its intense violence and force completely erased any feeling of moving forward; it felt like being tossed around in a stationary machine, like some medieval punishment device, or a very modern invention meant to treat a sluggish liver. It was incredibly uncomfortable, and the sound of Mrs. Verloc’s mother crying out felt like a cry of pain.
“I know, my dear, you’ll come to see me as often as you can spare the time. Won’t you?”
“I know, my dear, you’ll visit me as often as you can. Right?”
“Of course,” answered Winnie shortly, staring straight before her.
“Of course,” Winnie replied curtly, staring straight ahead.
And the cab jolted in front of a steamy, greasy shop in a blaze of gas and in the smell of fried fish.
And the cab bumped to a stop in front of a hot, greasy shop with the strong smell of fried fish and a bright neon sign.
The old woman raised a wail again.
The old woman let out another cry.
“And, my dear, I must see that poor boy every Sunday. He won’t mind spending the day with his old mother—”
“And, my dear, I have to see that poor boy every Sunday. He won’t mind spending the day with his mom—”
Winnie screamed out stolidly:
Winnie shouted out stoically:
“Mind! I should think not. That poor boy will miss you something cruel. I wish you had thought a little of that, mother.”
“Seriously! I don't think so. That poor boy is going to miss you a lot. I wish you had considered that a bit, Mom.”
Not think of it! The heroic woman swallowed a playful and inconvenient object like a billiard ball, which had tried to jump out of her throat. Winnie sat mute for a while, pouting at the front of the cab, then snapped out, which was an unusual tone with her:
Not think of it! The brave woman gulped down a playful and awkward object like a billiard ball, which had tried to leap out of her throat. Winnie sat quietly for a moment, pouting at the front of the cab, then snapped out, which was an unusual tone for her:
“I expect I’ll have a job with him at first, he’ll be that restless—”
“I think I’ll have a job with him at first, he’ll be that restless—”
“Whatever you do, don’t let him worry your husband, my dear.”
“Whatever you do, don’t let him stress out your husband, my dear.”
Thus they discussed on familiar lines the bearings of a new situation. And the cab jolted. Mrs Verloc’s mother expressed some misgivings. Could Stevie be trusted to come all that way alone? Winnie maintained that he was much less “absent-minded” now. They agreed as to that. It could not be denied. Much less—hardly at all. They shouted at each other in the jingle with comparative cheerfulness. But suddenly the maternal anxiety broke out afresh. There were two omnibuses to take, and a short walk between. It was too difficult! The old woman gave way to grief and consternation.
So, they talked through the details of a new situation as usual. The cab hit a bump. Mrs. Verloc’s mother voiced some worries. Could Stevie really handle the trip alone? Winnie insisted he was much less “absent-minded” now. They agreed on that. It was true. Much less—almost not at all. They exchanged remarks with a sense of lightheartedness. But suddenly, the mother’s anxiety flared up again. There were two buses to catch and a short walk in between. It was too complicated! The old woman broke down in tears and distress.
Winnie stared forward.
Winnie gazed ahead.
“Don’t you upset yourself like this, mother. You must see him, of course.”
“Don’t upset yourself like this, mom. You have to see him, of course.”
“No, my dear. I’ll try not to.”
“No, my dear. I'll do my best not to.”
She mopped her streaming eyes.
She wiped her tear-filled eyes.
“But you can’t spare the time to come with him, and if he should forget himself and lose his way and somebody spoke to him sharply, his name and address may slip his memory, and he’ll remain lost for days and days—”
“But you can’t take the time to go with him, and if he happens to forget himself and get lost and someone talks to him harshly, he might forget his name and where he lives, and he’ll be lost for days and days—”
The vision of a workhouse infirmary for poor Stevie—if only during inquiries—wrung her heart. For she was a proud woman. Winnie’s stare had grown hard, intent, inventive.
The idea of a workhouse infirmary for poor Stevie—if only during inquiries—tugged at her heart. She was a proud woman. Winnie’s gaze had become steely, focused, and creative.
“I can’t bring him to you myself every week,” she cried. “But don’t you worry, mother. I’ll see to it that he don’t get lost for long.”
“I can’t bring him to you myself every week,” she cried. “But don’t worry, Mom. I’ll make sure he doesn’t get lost for long.”
They felt a peculiar bump; a vision of brick pillars lingered before the rattling windows of the cab; a sudden cessation of atrocious jolting and uproarious jingling dazed the two women. What had happened? They sat motionless and scared in the profound stillness, till the door came open, and a rough, strained whispering was heard:
They felt a strange bump; an image of brick pillars remained in front of the shaking windows of the cab; a sudden stop to the terrible jolting and loud jingling stunned the two women. What had happened? They sat still and frightened in the deep silence until the door opened, and a hoarse, strained whisper was heard:
“Here you are!”
"Here you go!"
A range of gabled little houses, each with one dim yellow window, on the ground floor, surrounded the dark open space of a grass plot planted with shrubs and railed off from the patchwork of lights and shadows in the wide road, resounding with the dull rumble of traffic. Before the door of one of these tiny houses—one without a light in the little downstairs window—the cab had come to a standstill. Mrs Verloc’s mother got out first, backwards, with a key in her hand. Winnie lingered on the flagstone path to pay the cabman. Stevie, after helping to carry inside a lot of small parcels, came out and stood under the light of a gas-lamp belonging to the Charity. The cabman looked at the pieces of silver, which, appearing very minute in his big, grimy palm, symbolised the insignificant results which reward the ambitious courage and toil of a mankind whose day is short on this earth of evil.
A row of small gabled houses, each with one dim yellow window on the ground floor, surrounded a dark, open area of grass planted with shrubs, separated from the mix of lights and shadows on the busy road by a railing, echoing with the dull rumble of traffic. In front of one of these tiny houses—one without a light in the small downstairs window—the cab came to a stop. Mrs. Verloc's mother got out first, backwards, with a key in her hand. Winnie lingered on the stone path to pay the cab driver. Stevie, after helping carry a bunch of small packages inside, came out and stood under the light of a gas lamp belonging to the Charity. The cab driver looked at the coins, which, looking very small in his large, grimy hand, symbolized the meager rewards that come from the ambitious courage and hard work of people whose time here on this troubled earth is short.
He had been paid decently—four one-shilling pieces—and he contemplated them in perfect stillness, as if they had been the surprising terms of a melancholy problem. The slow transfer of that treasure to an inner pocket demanded much laborious groping in the depths of decayed clothing. His form was squat and without flexibility. Stevie, slender, his shoulders a little up, and his hands thrust deep in the side pockets of his warm overcoat, stood at the edge of the path, pouting.
He had been paid fairly well—four one-shilling coins—and he stared at them in complete silence, as if they were the puzzling terms of a sad dilemma. The slow process of moving that money into an inner pocket required a lot of awkward searching through the worn-out fabric of his clothes. His body was stocky and stiff. Stevie, tall and slim, with his shoulders slightly raised and his hands buried deep in the side pockets of his warm overcoat, stood at the edge of the path, sulking.
The cabman, pausing in his deliberate movements, seemed struck by some misty recollection.
The cab driver, pausing in his slow movements, appeared to be hit by some vague memory.
“Oh! ’Ere you are, young fellow,” he whispered. “You’ll know him again—won’t you?”
“Oh! Here you are, kid,” he whispered. “You’ll recognize him again—won’t you?”
Stevie was staring at the horse, whose hind quarters appeared unduly elevated by the effect of emaciation. The little stiff tail seemed to have been fitted in for a heartless joke; and at the other end the thin, flat neck, like a plank covered with old horse-hide, drooped to the ground under the weight of an enormous bony head. The ears hung at different angles, negligently; and the macabre figure of that mute dweller on the earth steamed straight up from ribs and backbone in the muggy stillness of the air.
Stevie was staring at the horse, whose back end seemed unnecessarily raised due to being so underweight. The little stiff tail looked like it was added as a cruel joke; at the other end, the thin, flat neck, like a plank covered in old horse hide, sagged to the ground under the weight of a huge bony head. The ears hung at different angles, carelessly; and the eerie figure of that silent creature on the ground rose straight up from its ribs and spine in the humid stillness of the air.
The cabman struck lightly Stevie’s breast with the iron hook protruding from a ragged, greasy sleeve.
The cab driver lightly jabbed Stevie in the chest with the iron hook sticking out from a worn, greasy sleeve.
“Look ’ere, young feller. ’Ow’d you like to sit behind this ’oss up to two o’clock in the morning p’raps?”
“Listen here, kid. How would you like to sit behind this horse until two o’clock in the morning maybe?”
Stevie looked vacantly into the fierce little eyes with red-edged lids.
Stevie stared blankly into the fierce little eyes with red-tinted lids.
“He ain’t lame,” pursued the other, whispering with energy. “He ain’t got no sore places on ’im. ’Ere he is. ’Ow would you like—”
“He's not lame,” the other continued, whispering with enthusiasm. “He doesn't have any sore spots on him. Here he is. How would you like—”
His strained, extinct voice invested his utterance with a character of vehement secrecy. Stevie’s vacant gaze was changing slowly into dread.
His strained, faded voice gave his words an intense sense of secrecy. Stevie's blank stare was gradually turning into fear.
“You may well look! Till three and four o’clock in the morning. Cold and ’ungry. Looking for fares. Drunks.”
“You can really look! Until three or four in the morning. Cold and hungry. Looking for rides. Drunks.”
His jovial purple cheeks bristled with white hairs; and like Virgil’s Silenus, who, his face smeared with the juice of berries, discoursed of Olympian Gods to the innocent shepherds of Sicily, he talked to Stevie of domestic matters and the affairs of men whose sufferings are great and immortality by no means assured.
His cheerful purple cheeks were covered with white hairs; and like Virgil’s Silenus, whose face was smeared with berry juice, he spoke to Stevie about everyday life and the struggles of people whose pain is significant and whose immortality is definitely not guaranteed.
“I am a night cabby, I am,” he whispered, with a sort of boastful exasperation. “I’ve got to take out what they will blooming well give me at the yard. I’ve got my missus and four kids at ’ome.”
“I’m a night cab driver, I am,” he whispered, with a hint of proud frustration. “I’ve got to take whatever they’ll give me at the yard. I’ve got my wife and four kids at home.”
The monstrous nature of that declaration of paternity seemed to strike the world dumb. A silence reigned during which the flanks of the old horse, the steed of apocalyptic misery, smoked upwards in the light of the charitable gas-lamp.
The terrible nature of that claim of parentage seemed to leave the world speechless. A silence fell over everything while the sides of the old horse, the creature of extreme despair, steamed in the light of the kind gaslamp.
The cabman grunted, then added in his mysterious whisper:
The cab driver grunted, then spoke in a cryptic whisper:
“This ain’t an easy world.” Stevie’s face had been twitching for some time, and at last his feelings burst out in their usual concise form.
“This isn’t an easy world.” Stevie’s face had been twitching for a while, and finally, his feelings came out in their typical brief manner.
“Bad! Bad!”
“Wrong! Wrong!”
His gaze remained fixed on the ribs of the horse, self-conscious and sombre, as though he were afraid to look about him at the badness of the world. And his slenderness, his rosy lips and pale, clear complexion, gave him the aspect of a delicate boy, notwithstanding the fluffy growth of golden hair on his cheeks. He pouted in a scared way like a child. The cabman, short and broad, eyed him with his fierce little eyes that seemed to smart in a clear and corroding liquid.
His gaze stayed locked on the horse's ribs, self-aware and serious, as if he were scared to look around at the harshness of the world. His slim frame, rosy lips, and pale, clear skin made him look like a delicate boy, despite the fluffy golden hair on his cheeks. He pouted anxiously like a child. The cab driver, short and stocky, watched him with fierce little eyes that seemed to sting in a bright, corrosive light.
“’Ard on ’osses, but dam’ sight ’arder on poor chaps like me,” he wheezed just audibly.
“Hard on horses, but a hell of a lot harder on poor guys like me,” he wheezed just audibly.
“Poor! Poor!” stammered out Stevie, pushing his hands deeper into his pockets with convulsive sympathy. He could say nothing; for the tenderness to all pain and all misery, the desire to make the horse happy and the cabman happy, had reached the point of a bizarre longing to take them to bed with him. And that, he knew, was impossible. For Stevie was not mad. It was, as it were, a symbolic longing; and at the same time it was very distinct, because springing from experience, the mother of wisdom. Thus when as a child he cowered in a dark corner scared, wretched, sore, and miserable with the black, black misery of the soul, his sister Winnie used to come along, and carry him off to bed with her, as into a heaven of consoling peace. Stevie, though apt to forget mere facts, such as his name and address for instance, had a faithful memory of sensations. To be taken into a bed of compassion was the supreme remedy, with the only one disadvantage of being difficult of application on a large scale. And looking at the cabman, Stevie perceived this clearly, because he was reasonable.
“Poor! Poor!” Stevie stammered, shoving his hands deeper into his pockets out of empathy. He couldn’t say anything; his deep concern for all suffering and misery, his wish to make both the horse and the cab driver happy, had developed into a strange desire to take them to bed with him. And he knew that was impossible. Stevie wasn’t crazy. It was, in a way, a symbolic longing; yet at the same time, it was very real, rooted in his experiences, the source of wisdom. As a child, when he would huddle in a dark corner feeling scared, miserable, and overwhelmed by the deep anguish of his soul, his sister Winnie would come and take him to bed with her, into a comforting haven of peace. Stevie, although prone to forgetting simple facts like his name and address, had a vivid memory of feelings. Being taken into a bed of compassion was the ultimate cure, albeit with the one drawback of being hard to apply on a larger scale. Looking at the cab driver, Stevie understood this clearly because he was being logical.
The cabman went on with his leisurely preparations as if Stevie had not existed. He made as if to hoist himself on the box, but at the last moment from some obscure motive, perhaps merely from disgust with carriage exercise, desisted. He approached instead the motionless partner of his labours, and stooping to seize the bridle, lifted up the big, weary head to the height of his shoulder with one effort of his right arm, like a feat of strength.
The cab driver continued with his slow preparations as if Stevie wasn’t even there. He seemed ready to climb onto the box, but at the last second, for some unclear reason—maybe just out of annoyance with the horse—he stopped. Instead, he moved towards the still partner in his work, bent down to grab the bridle, and lifted the big, tired head up to his shoulder with one strong move of his right arm, like a display of strength.
“Come on,” he whispered secretly.
“Come on,” he whispered.
Limping, he led the cab away. There was an air of austerity in this departure, the scrunched gravel of the drive crying out under the slowly turning wheels, the horse’s lean thighs moving with ascetic deliberation away from the light into the obscurity of the open space bordered dimly by the pointed roofs and the feebly shining windows of the little alms-houses. The plaint of the gravel travelled slowly all round the drive. Between the lamps of the charitable gateway the slow cortege reappeared, lighted up for a moment, the short, thick man limping busily, with the horse’s head held aloft in his fist, the lank animal walking in stiff and forlorn dignity, the dark, low box on wheels rolling behind comically with an air of waddling. They turned to the left. There was a pub down the street, within fifty yards of the gate.
Limping, he guided the cab away. There was a sense of seriousness in this departure, the gravel of the drive crunching under the slowly turning wheels, the horse’s lean legs moving deliberately away from the light into the darkness of the open space bordered vaguely by the pointed roofs and dimly glowing windows of the small charity houses. The sound of the gravel echoed slowly around the drive. Between the lights of the charity gate, the slow procession reappeared, illuminated for a moment, the short, stocky man limping busily, with the horse’s head held high in his hand, the skinny animal walking with a stiff and forlorn dignity, the dark, low box on wheels rolling behind comically with a waddling motion. They turned to the left. There was a pub down the street, just fifty yards from the gate.
Stevie left alone beside the private lamp-post of the Charity, his hands thrust deep into his pockets, glared with vacant sulkiness. At the bottom of his pockets his incapable weak hands were clinched hard into a pair of angry fists. In the face of anything which affected directly or indirectly his morbid dread of pain, Stevie ended by turning vicious. A magnanimous indignation swelled his frail chest to bursting, and caused his candid eyes to squint. Supremely wise in knowing his own powerlessness, Stevie was not wise enough to restrain his passions. The tenderness of his universal charity had two phases as indissolubly joined and connected as the reverse and obverse sides of a medal. The anguish of immoderate compassion was succeeded by the pain of an innocent but pitiless rage. Those two states expressing themselves outwardly by the same signs of futile bodily agitation, his sister Winnie soothed his excitement without ever fathoming its twofold character. Mrs Verloc wasted no portion of this transient life in seeking for fundamental information. This is a sort of economy having all the appearances and some of the advantages of prudence. Obviously it may be good for one not to know too much. And such a view accords very well with constitutional indolence.
Stevie stood alone next to the private lamp post of the Charity, his hands shoved deep into his pockets, glaring with a blank sulkiness. At the bottom of his pockets, his weak hands were clenched into a pair of angry fists. When faced with anything that directly or indirectly triggered his intense fear of pain, Stevie would end up acting out. A grand sense of indignation made his frail chest swell, causing his innocent eyes to squint. Although he was painfully aware of his own helplessness, Stevie couldn’t quite manage to hold back his emotions. The kindness in his universal charity had two sides, as inseparably linked as the front and back of a coin. The suffering from overwhelming compassion was followed by the pain of an innocent yet relentless anger. Both of these states showed through the same signs of restless bodily agitation, and his sister Winnie calmed him down without ever grasping the two aspects of his feelings. Mrs. Verloc didn't waste any time in this fleeting life searching for deeper understanding. This kind of approach seems wise and has some of the benefits of practical thinking. It’s clear that not knowing too much can be beneficial. And this idea fits well with a natural laziness.
On that evening on which it may be said that Mrs Verloc’s mother having parted for good from her children had also departed this life, Winnie Verloc did not investigate her brother’s psychology. The poor boy was excited, of course. After once more assuring the old woman on the threshold that she would know how to guard against the risk of Stevie losing himself for very long on his pilgrimages of filial piety, she took her brother’s arm to walk away. Stevie did not even mutter to himself, but with the special sense of sisterly devotion developed in her earliest infancy, she felt that the boy was very much excited indeed. Holding tight to his arm, under the appearance of leaning on it, she thought of some words suitable to the occasion.
On that evening when it could be said that Mrs. Verloc’s mother had permanently left her children and also departed from this life, Winnie Verloc didn’t analyze her brother's state of mind. The poor boy was obviously excited. After once again reassuring the old woman at the door that she would be careful to prevent Stevie from getting lost for too long during his heartfelt journeys, she took her brother’s arm to walk away. Stevie didn’t even mumble to himself, but with the special sense of sisterly devotion she developed in her early childhood, she sensed that he was quite agitated. Holding tightly to his arm, while pretending to lean on it, she considered some words appropriate for the moment.
“Now, Stevie, you must look well after me at the crossings, and get first into the ’bus, like a good brother.”
“Now, Stevie, you need to take good care of me at the crossings and be the first to get on the bus, like a good brother.”
This appeal to manly protection was received by Stevie with his usual docility. It flattered him. He raised his head and threw out his chest.
This appeal to masculine protection was met by Stevie with his usual compliance. It flattered him. He lifted his head and puffed out his chest.
“Don’t be nervous, Winnie. Mustn’t be nervous! ’Bus all right,” he answered in a brusque, slurring stammer partaking of the timorousness of a child and the resolution of a man. He advanced fearlessly with the woman on his arm, but his lower lip dropped. Nevertheless, on the pavement of the squalid and wide thoroughfare, whose poverty in all the amenities of life stood foolishly exposed by a mad profusion of gas-lights, their resemblance to each other was so pronounced as to strike the casual passers-by.
“Don’t be nervous, Winnie. You shouldn’t be nervous! Everything's fine,” he replied in a rough, slurring stammer that showed both the anxiety of a child and the determination of a man. He walked confidently with the woman on his arm, but his lower lip dropped. Still, on the pavement of the shabby and wide street, where the poverty of everyday life was painfully obvious amidst a crazy display of gas lights, their similar features were so striking that it caught the attention of casual passers-by.
Before the doors of the public-house at the corner, where the profusion of gas-light reached the height of positive wickedness, a four-wheeled cab standing by the curbstone with no one on the box, seemed cast out into the gutter on account of irremediable decay. Mrs Verloc recognised the conveyance. Its aspect was so profoundly lamentable, with such a perfection of grotesque misery and weirdness of macabre detail, as if it were the Cab of Death itself, that Mrs Verloc, with that ready compassion of a woman for a horse (when she is not sitting behind him), exclaimed vaguely:
Before the doors of the pub at the corner, where the bright gas lights felt downright sinister, a four-wheeled cab stood by the curb with no one driving it, looking abandoned and decayed. Mrs. Verloc recognized the cab. Its appearance was so pitiful, with a bizarre mix of sorrow and unsettling details, that it felt like the Cab of Death itself. Mrs. Verloc, with that instinctive empathy women often have for horses (when they're not riding them), exclaimed vaguely:
“Poor brute!”
"Poor creature!"
Hanging back suddenly, Stevie inflicted an arresting jerk upon his sister.
Hanging back suddenly, Stevie gave his sister a sudden jerk.
“Poor! Poor!” he ejaculated appreciatively. “Cabman poor too. He told me himself.”
“Poor! Poor!” he exclaimed appreciatively. “The cab driver is poor too. He told me himself.”
The contemplation of the infirm and lonely steed overcame him. Jostled, but obstinate, he would remain there, trying to express the view newly opened to his sympathies of the human and equine misery in close association. But it was very difficult. “Poor brute, poor people!” was all he could repeat. It did not seem forcible enough, and he came to a stop with an angry splutter: “Shame!” Stevie was no master of phrases, and perhaps for that very reason his thoughts lacked clearness and precision. But he felt with greater completeness and some profundity. That little word contained all his sense of indignation and horror at one sort of wretchedness having to feed upon the anguish of the other—at the poor cabman beating the poor horse in the name, as it were, of his poor kids at home. And Stevie knew what it was to be beaten. He knew it from experience. It was a bad world. Bad! Bad!
The sight of the sick and lonely horse overwhelmed him. Jostled but stubborn, he stayed put, trying to express the new perspective his sympathy had opened up regarding the shared misery of humans and horses. But it was really tough. “Poor beast, poor people!” was all he could keep saying. It didn't feel strong enough, and he stopped with an angry mutter: “Shame!” Stevie wasn’t great with words, and maybe that’s why his thoughts lacked clarity and precision. But he felt everything more deeply and profoundly. That little word captured all his outrage and horror at one kind of suffering relying on the pain of another—at the poor cab driver hitting the poor horse in the name of his own struggling kids at home. And Stevie knew what it was like to be beaten. He knew it from experience. It was a cruel world. Cruel! Cruel!
Mrs Verloc, his only sister, guardian, and protector, could not pretend to such depths of insight. Moreover, she had not experienced the magic of the cabman’s eloquence. She was in the dark as to the inwardness of the word “Shame.” And she said placidly:
Mrs. Verloc, his only sister, guardian, and protector, couldn’t claim to have such deep understanding. Plus, she hadn’t felt the charm of the cab driver’s speech. She was unaware of the real meaning of the word “Shame.” And she said calmly:
“Come along, Stevie. You can’t help that.”
"Come on, Stevie. You can’t change that."
The docile Stevie went along; but now he went along without pride, shamblingly, and muttering half words, and even words that would have been whole if they had not been made up of halves that did not belong to each other. It was as though he had been trying to fit all the words he could remember to his sentiments in order to get some sort of corresponding idea. And, as a matter of fact, he got it at last. He hung back to utter it at once.
The compliant Stevie followed along; but this time he did so without any pride, walking awkwardly and mumbling half-formed words, and even complete words that felt fragmented and mismatched. It was like he was trying to piece together all the words he remembered to express his feelings in order to convey some kind of related idea. Eventually, he managed to do it. He held back momentarily to express it all at once.
“Bad world for poor people.”
“Tough world for the poor.”
Directly he had expressed that thought he became aware that it was familiar to him already in all its consequences. This circumstance strengthened his conviction immensely, but also augmented his indignation. Somebody, he felt, ought to be punished for it—punished with great severity. Being no sceptic, but a moral creature, he was in a manner at the mercy of his righteous passions.
As soon as he expressed that thought, he realized that he was already familiar with all its consequences. This made him even more convinced, but it also increased his anger. He felt that someone needed to be punished for it—punished severely. Being a moral person, not a skeptic, he was somewhat at the mercy of his righteous feelings.
“Beastly!” he added concisely.
"Beastly!" he added succinctly.
It was clear to Mrs Verloc that he was greatly excited.
Mrs. Verloc could tell he was really excited.
“Nobody can help that,” she said. “Do come along. Is that the way you’re taking care of me?”
“Nobody can help that,” she said. “Come on. Is that really how you’re looking out for me?”
Stevie mended his pace obediently. He prided himself on being a good brother. His morality, which was very complete, demanded that from him. Yet he was pained at the information imparted by his sister Winnie who was good. Nobody could help that! He came along gloomily, but presently he brightened up. Like the rest of mankind, perplexed by the mystery of the universe, he had his moments of consoling trust in the organised powers of the earth.
Stevie adjusted his pace without question. He took pride in being a good brother. His strong sense of right and wrong expected that from him. Yet he felt troubled by the news his sister Winnie, who was a kind person, shared with him. No one could change that! He walked along sadly but soon felt uplifted. Like everyone else, confused by the mysteries of the universe, he had his moments of reassuring faith in the organized forces of the world.
“Police,” he suggested confidently.
“Police,” he proposed confidently.
“The police aren’t for that,” observed Mrs Verloc cursorily, hurrying on her way.
“The police aren’t for that,” Mrs. Verloc remarked quickly as she rushed along her path.
Stevie’s face lengthened considerably. He was thinking. The more intense his thinking, the slacker was the droop of his lower jaw.
Stevie’s face elongated a lot. He was thinking. The more intensely he thought, the looser his lower jaw became.
And it was with an aspect of hopeless vacancy that he gave up his intellectual enterprise.
And he surrendered his intellectual pursuit with a look of hopeless emptiness.
“Not for that?” he mumbled, resigned but surprised. “Not for that?” He had formed for himself an ideal conception of the metropolitan police as a sort of benevolent institution for the suppression of evil. The notion of benevolence especially was very closely associated with his sense of the power of the men in blue. He had liked all police constables tenderly, with a guileless trustfulness. And he was pained. He was irritated, too, by a suspicion of duplicity in the members of the force. For Stevie was frank and as open as the day himself. What did they mean by pretending then? Unlike his sister, who put her trust in face values, he wished to go to the bottom of the matter. He carried on his inquiry by means of an angry challenge.
“Not for that?” he muttered, feeling both defeated and shocked. “Not for that?” He had envisioned the city police as a kind of kind institution aimed at fighting evil. The idea of kindness was especially linked to his belief in the authority of the officers in blue. He had always liked all police officers with a sincere trust. And now he felt hurt. He was also annoyed by a hint of dishonesty from the police. Stevie was straightforward and as transparent as the day itself. So why were they pretending? Unlike his sister, who believed in appearances, he wanted to get to the bottom of things. He continued his investigation with an angry challenge.
“What for are they then, Winn? What are they for? Tell me.”
“What are they for then, Winn? What’s their purpose? Tell me.”
Winnie disliked controversy. But fearing most a fit of black depression consequent on Stevie missing his mother very much at first, she did not altogether decline the discussion. Guiltless of all irony, she answered yet in a form which was not perhaps unnatural in the wife of Mr Verloc, Delegate of the Central Red Committee, personal friend of certain anarchists, and a votary of social revolution.
Winnie didn't like controversy. But her main concern was the deep depression Stevie might feel after missing his mother so much initially, so she didn't completely avoid the conversation. With no hint of irony, she responded in a way that was probably typical for the wife of Mr. Verloc, a Delegate of the Central Red Committee, personal friend to some anarchists, and a supporter of social revolution.
“Don’t you know what the police are for, Stevie? They are there so that them as have nothing shouldn’t take anything away from them who have.”
“Don’t you get what the police are for, Stevie? They exist to make sure that those who have nothing don’t take anything away from those who do.”
She avoided using the verb “to steal,” because it always made her brother uncomfortable. For Stevie was delicately honest. Certain simple principles had been instilled into him so anxiously (on account of his “queerness”) that the mere names of certain transgressions filled him with horror. He had been always easily impressed by speeches. He was impressed and startled now, and his intelligence was very alert.
She avoided using the word “steal” because it always made her brother uncomfortable. Stevie was just really honest. Certain simple principles had been drilled into him so anxiously (because of his “queerness”) that even the mention of certain wrongdoings filled him with dread. He had always been easily influenced by speeches. He was both impressed and startled now, and his mind was wide awake.
“What?” he asked at once anxiously. “Not even if they were hungry? Mustn’t they?”
“What?” he asked immediately, clearly anxious. “Not even if they were hungry? Shouldn't they?”
The two had paused in their walk.
They had stopped walking.
“Not if they were ever so,” said Mrs Verloc, with the equanimity of a person untroubled by the problem of the distribution of wealth, and exploring the perspective of the roadway for an omnibus of the right colour. “Certainly not. But what’s the use of talking about all that? You aren’t ever hungry.”
“Not even a little,” said Mrs. Verloc, calmly as someone who isn't bothered by wealth distribution, while scanning the road for a bus of the right color. “Definitely not. But what’s the point of discussing all that? You’re never hungry.”
She cast a swift glance at the boy, like a young man, by her side. She saw him amiable, attractive, affectionate, and only a little, a very little, peculiar. And she could not see him otherwise, for he was connected with what there was of the salt of passion in her tasteless life—the passion of indignation, of courage, of pity, and even of self-sacrifice. She did not add: “And you aren’t likely ever to be as long as I live.” But she might very well have done so, since she had taken effectual steps to that end. Mr Verloc was a very good husband. It was her honest impression that nobody could help liking the boy. She cried out suddenly:
She quickly glanced at the boy, who seemed like a young man, beside her. She saw him as friendly, charming, caring, and only slightly, just a bit, odd. And she couldn’t see him any other way, since he was tied to the few sparks of passion in her otherwise dull life—the passion of anger, bravery, compassion, and even selflessness. She didn’t say: “And you probably won’t ever be as long as I live.” But she could have, considering she had taken real steps to make sure of it. Mr. Verloc was a very good husband. She genuinely believed that no one could help but like the boy. She suddenly exclaimed:
“Quick, Stevie. Stop that green ’bus.”
“Quick, Stevie. Stop that green bus.”
And Stevie, tremulous and important with his sister Winnie on his arm, flung up the other high above his head at the approaching ’bus, with complete success.
And Stevie, nervous yet confident with his sister Winnie on his arm, raised his other arm high above his head at the approaching bus, and it worked perfectly.
An hour afterwards Mr Verloc raised his eyes from a newspaper he was reading, or at any rate looking at, behind the counter, and in the expiring clatter of the door-bell beheld Winnie, his wife, enter and cross the shop on her way upstairs, followed by Stevie, his brother-in-law. The sight of his wife was agreeable to Mr Verloc. It was his idiosyncrasy. The figure of his brother-in-law remained imperceptible to him because of the morose thoughtfulness that lately had fallen like a veil between Mr Verloc and the appearances of the world of senses. He looked after his wife fixedly, without a word, as though she had been a phantom. His voice for home use was husky and placid, but now it was heard not at all. It was not heard at supper, to which he was called by his wife in the usual brief manner: “Adolf.” He sat down to consume it without conviction, wearing his hat pushed far back on his head. It was not devotion to an outdoor life, but the frequentation of foreign cafés which was responsible for that habit, investing with a character of unceremonious impermanency Mr Verloc’s steady fidelity to his own fireside. Twice at the clatter of the cracked bell he arose without a word, disappeared into the shop, and came back silently. During these absences Mrs Verloc, becoming acutely aware of the vacant place at her right hand, missed her mother very much, and stared stonily; while Stevie, from the same reason, kept on shuffling his feet, as though the floor under the table were uncomfortably hot. When Mr Verloc returned to sit in his place, like the very embodiment of silence, the character of Mrs Verloc’s stare underwent a subtle change, and Stevie ceased to fidget with his feet, because of his great and awed regard for his sister’s husband. He directed at him glances of respectful compassion. Mr Verloc was sorry. His sister Winnie had impressed upon him (in the omnibus) that Mr Verloc would be found at home in a state of sorrow, and must not be worried. His father’s anger, the irritability of gentlemen lodgers, and Mr Verloc’s predisposition to immoderate grief, had been the main sanctions of Stevie’s self-restraint. Of these sentiments, all easily provoked, but not always easy to understand, the last had the greatest moral efficiency—because Mr Verloc was good. His mother and his sister had established that ethical fact on an unshakable foundation. They had established, erected, consecrated it behind Mr Verloc’s back, for reasons that had nothing to do with abstract morality. And Mr Verloc was not aware of it. It is but bare justice to him to say that he had no notion of appearing good to Stevie. Yet so it was. He was even the only man so qualified in Stevie’s knowledge, because the gentlemen lodgers had been too transient and too remote to have anything very distinct about them but perhaps their boots; and as regards the disciplinary measures of his father, the desolation of his mother and sister shrank from setting up a theory of goodness before the victim. It would have been too cruel. And it was even possible that Stevie would not have believed them. As far as Mr Verloc was concerned, nothing could stand in the way of Stevie’s belief. Mr Verloc was obviously yet mysteriously good. And the grief of a good man is august.
An hour later, Mr. Verloc lifted his gaze from the newspaper he was reading, or at least pretending to read, behind the counter. As the doorbell chimed its last echoes, he saw his wife, Winnie, walk in and make her way upstairs, followed by Stevie, his brother-in-law. Mr. Verloc found it pleasing to see his wife; it was just his way. He didn’t notice Stevie standing there because a gloomy thoughtfulness had recently cast a shadow over his view of the sensory world. He watched his wife intently, without saying a word, as if she were a ghost. His usual tone at home was deep and calm, but right now, he was silent. At supper, when she called him in her usual concise manner—“Adolf”—he sat down to eat without enthusiasm, his hat pushed back on his head. It wasn’t because he loved the outdoors; it was his habit of frequenting foreign cafés that gave his dedication to home a casual, impermanent feel. Twice, when the bell tinkled, he stood up without a word, disappeared into the shop, and returned quietly. During these times, Mrs. Verloc, acutely aware of the empty chair beside her, missed her mother deeply and stared blankly. Stevie, for the same reason, shuffled his feet as if the floor was too hot. When Mr. Verloc returned to his seat, embodying silence, Mrs. Verloc’s gaze shifted subtly, and Stevie stopped fidgeting, filled with great respect and awe for his sister’s husband. He cast respectful, sympathetic looks in Mr. Verloc’s direction. Mr. Verloc felt sad. Winnie had told him (in the bus) that he would be at home in a state of sorrow and shouldn’t be disturbed. His father’s anger, the irritability of the gentlemen lodgers, and Mr. Verloc’s tendency towards overwhelming grief had all kept Stevie in check. Of these easily provoked emotions, the last was the most impactful morally—because Mr. Verloc was good. His mother and sister had firmly established that moral truth without his awareness, for reasons unrelated to moral philosophy. And Mr. Verloc had no clue. It’s only fair to say he didn’t aim to appear good to Stevie. But that was the case. He was even the only man Stevie truly considered good, as the gentlemen lodgers had been too fleeting and aloof to make a strong impression beyond maybe their footwear; and as for his father’s disciplinary actions, the sorrow of his mother and sister refrained from framing a theory of goodness in front of the victim. It would have been too harsh. It’s also possible Stevie wouldn’t have believed them. As far as Mr. Verloc was concerned, nothing could shake Stevie’s belief. Mr. Verloc was certainly and yet mysteriously good. And the grief of a good man carries weight.
Stevie gave glances of reverential compassion to his brother-in-law. Mr Verloc was sorry. The brother of Winnie had never before felt himself in such close communion with the mystery of that man’s goodness. It was an understandable sorrow. And Stevie himself was sorry. He was very sorry. The same sort of sorrow. And his attention being drawn to this unpleasant state, Stevie shuffled his feet. His feelings were habitually manifested by the agitation of his limbs.
Stevie looked at his brother-in-law with a mix of respect and sympathy. Mr. Verloc felt regret. Winnie’s brother had never felt such a deep connection to the man’s kindness before. It was a relatable sadness. And Stevie felt it too. He felt really bad about it. They shared the same kind of sorrow. As he became aware of this uncomfortable feeling, Stevie shuffled his feet. He usually showed his emotions through restless movements.
“Keep your feet quiet, dear,” said Mrs Verloc, with authority and tenderness; then turning towards her husband in an indifferent voice, the masterly achievement of instinctive tact: “Are you going out to-night?” she asked.
“Keep your feet quiet, dear,” said Mrs. Verloc, with both authority and tenderness; then, turning toward her husband in a casual tone, showing her instinctive tact: “Are you going out tonight?” she asked.
The mere suggestion seemed repugnant to Mr Verloc. He shook his head moodily, and then sat still with downcast eyes, looking at the piece of cheese on his plate for a whole minute. At the end of that time he got up, and went out—went right out in the clatter of the shop-door bell. He acted thus inconsistently, not from any desire to make himself unpleasant, but because of an unconquerable restlessness. It was no earthly good going out. He could not find anywhere in London what he wanted. But he went out. He led a cortege of dismal thoughts along dark streets, through lighted streets, in and out of two flash bars, as if in a half-hearted attempt to make a night of it, and finally back again to his menaced home, where he sat down fatigued behind the counter, and they crowded urgently round him, like a pack of hungry black hounds. After locking up the house and putting out the gas he took them upstairs with him—a dreadful escort for a man going to bed. His wife had preceded him some time before, and with her ample form defined vaguely under the counterpane, her head on the pillow, and a hand under the cheek offered to his distraction the view of early drowsiness arguing the possession of an equable soul. Her big eyes stared wide open, inert and dark against the snowy whiteness of the linen. She did not move.
The very idea disgusted Mr. Verloc. He shook his head gloomily, then sat quietly with his eyes downcast, staring at the piece of cheese on his plate for a whole minute. After that, he got up and walked out—right out, with the sound of the shop doorbell ringing. He acted this way not because he wanted to be unpleasant, but because he felt an unshakeable restlessness. It was pointless to go outside; he couldn’t find what he was looking for anywhere in London. But he went out anyway. He dragged a procession of gloomy thoughts through dark streets, then into bright ones, and in and out of a couple of flashy bars, as if he were making a half-hearted attempt to enjoy the night, and finally back to his troubled home, where he sat down, exhausted, behind the counter, as they crowded around him, like a pack of hungry black hounds. After locking up the place and turning off the gas, he took them upstairs with him—a terrifying company for a man heading to bed. His wife had gone up before him, and with her ample figure vaguely outlined under the blanket, her head on the pillow, and a hand resting under her cheek, she presented a view of early drowsiness suggesting a calm soul. Her large eyes remained wide open, dull and dark against the bright whiteness of the sheets. She didn’t move.
She had an equable soul. She felt profoundly that things do not stand much looking into. She made her force and her wisdom of that instinct. But the taciturnity of Mr Verloc had been lying heavily upon her for a good many days. It was, as a matter of fact, affecting her nerves. Recumbent and motionless, she said placidly:
She had a calm spirit. She deeply believed that things don’t hold up to too much scrutiny. She drew her strength and wisdom from that feeling. However, Mr. Verloc's silence had been weighing on her for quite a while. In fact, it was starting to get to her nerves. Lying down and still, she said calmly:
“You’ll catch cold walking about in your socks like this.”
"You'll catch a cold walking around in your socks like that."
This speech, becoming the solicitude of the wife and the prudence of the woman, took Mr Verloc unawares. He had left his boots downstairs, but he had forgotten to put on his slippers, and he had been turning about the bedroom on noiseless pads like a bear in a cage. At the sound of his wife’s voice he stopped and stared at her with a somnambulistic, expressionless gaze so long that Mrs Verloc moved her limbs slightly under the bed-clothes. But she did not move her black head sunk in the white pillow one hand under her cheek and the big, dark, unwinking eyes.
This speech, which reflected the concern of the wife and the wisdom of the woman, caught Mr. Verloc off guard. He had left his boots downstairs but had forgotten to put on his slippers, and he had been pacing the bedroom on silent feet like a bear in a cage. When he heard his wife’s voice, he stopped and stared at her with a dazed, blank look for so long that Mrs. Verloc shifted her limbs slightly under the covers. However, she didn’t move her dark head resting on the white pillow, one hand under her cheek, and her large, dark, unblinking eyes.
Under her husband’s expressionless stare, and remembering her mother’s empty room across the landing, she felt an acute pang of loneliness. She had never been parted from her mother before. They had stood by each other. She felt that they had, and she said to herself that now mother was gone—gone for good. Mrs Verloc had no illusions. Stevie remained, however. And she said:
Under her husband's unfeeling gaze, and thinking about her mother's vacant room across the hallway, she experienced a sharp wave of loneliness. She had never been separated from her mother before. They had always supported each other. She believed they had, and she told herself that now her mother was gone—gone for good. Mrs. Verloc had no delusions. Stevie was still here, though. And she said:
“Mother’s done what she wanted to do. There’s no sense in it that I can see. I’m sure she couldn’t have thought you had enough of her. It’s perfectly wicked, leaving us like that.”
“Mom did what she wanted to do. I can't see any reason for it. I'm sure she didn't think you had enough of her. It's really unfair to leave us like this.”
Mr Verloc was not a well-read person; his range of allusive phrases was limited, but there was a peculiar aptness in circumstances which made him think of rats leaving a doomed ship. He very nearly said so. He had grown suspicious and embittered. Could it be that the old woman had such an excellent nose? But the unreasonableness of such a suspicion was patent, and Mr Verloc held his tongue. Not altogether, however. He muttered heavily:
Mr. Verloc wasn't very well-read; his collection of references was limited, but there was a strange relevance in certain situations that made him think of rats abandoning a sinking ship. He almost said it out loud. He had become suspicious and resentful. Could it be that the old woman had such a sharp sense of smell? But the absurdity of that suspicion was obvious, so Mr. Verloc kept quiet. Not completely, though. He muttered to himself:
“Perhaps it’s just as well.”
"Maybe it's for the best."
He began to undress. Mrs Verloc kept very still, perfectly still, with her eyes fixed in a dreamy, quiet stare. And her heart for the fraction of a second seemed to stand still too. That night she was “not quite herself,” as the saying is, and it was borne upon her with some force that a simple sentence may hold several diverse meanings—mostly disagreeable. How was it just as well? And why? But she did not allow herself to fall into the idleness of barren speculation. She was rather confirmed in her belief that things did not stand being looked into. Practical and subtle in her way, she brought Stevie to the front without loss of time, because in her the singleness of purpose had the unerring nature and the force of an instinct.
He started to take off his clothes. Mrs. Verloc remained completely still, her eyes fixed in a dreamy, calm stare. For just a brief moment, it felt like her heart stopped as well. That night, she wasn’t exactly herself, and it struck her with some force that a simple sentence can have a lot of different meanings—mostly unpleasant ones. How was it just as well? And why? But she didn’t let herself get caught up in pointless speculation. Instead, she was reinforced in her belief that some things are better left unexplored. Practical and insightful in her own way, she quickly brought Stevie to the forefront, because she had a single-minded purpose that felt instinctual and unwavering.
“What I am going to do to cheer up that boy for the first few days I’m sure I don’t know. He’ll be worrying himself from morning till night before he gets used to mother being away. And he’s such a good boy. I couldn’t do without him.”
“What I’m going to do to cheer up that boy for the first few days, I have no idea. He’ll be worrying himself from morning till night until he gets used to mom being away. And he’s such a good kid. I couldn’t do without him.”
Mr Verloc went on divesting himself of his clothing with the unnoticing inward concentration of a man undressing in the solitude of a vast and hopeless desert. For thus inhospitably did this fair earth, our common inheritance, present itself to the mental vision of Mr Verloc. All was so still without and within that the lonely ticking of the clock on the landing stole into the room as if for the sake of company.
Mr. Verloc continued to take off his clothes with the detached focus of someone undressing in the emptiness of a vast, desolate desert. This is how unwelcoming this beautiful earth, our shared heritage, appeared to Mr. Verloc’s mind. Everything was so quiet both outside and inside that the lonely ticking of the clock on the landing crept into the room as if seeking companionship.
Mr Verloc, getting into bed on his own side, remained prone and mute behind Mrs Verloc’s back. His thick arms rested abandoned on the outside of the counterpane like dropped weapons, like discarded tools. At that moment he was within a hair’s breadth of making a clean breast of it all to his wife. The moment seemed propitious. Looking out of the corners of his eyes, he saw her ample shoulders draped in white, the back of her head, with the hair done for the night in three plaits tied up with black tapes at the ends. And he forbore. Mr Verloc loved his wife as a wife should be loved—that is, maritally, with the regard one has for one’s chief possession. This head arranged for the night, those ample shoulders, had an aspect of familiar sacredness—the sacredness of domestic peace. She moved not, massive and shapeless like a recumbent statue in the rough; he remembered her wide-open eyes looking into the empty room. She was mysterious, with the mysteriousness of living beings. The far-famed secret agent [delta] of the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim’s alarmist despatches was not the man to break into such mysteries. He was easily intimidated. And he was also indolent, with the indolence which is so often the secret of good nature. He forbore touching that mystery out of love, timidity, and indolence. There would be always time enough. For several minutes he bore his sufferings silently in the drowsy silence of the room. And then he disturbed it by a resolute declaration.
Mr. Verloc, getting into bed on his side, lay face down and silent behind Mrs. Verloc’s back. His thick arms rested uselessly on the outside of the blanket like dropped weapons, like abandoned tools. At that moment, he was on the verge of confessing everything to his wife. The moment felt right. Out of the corners of his eyes, he saw her wide shoulders covered in white, the back of her head with her hair styled for the night in three braids tied with black ribbons at the ends. But he held back. Mr. Verloc loved his wife as any husband should love his wife—that is, with a marital affection akin to how one cherishes their most valued possession. This head prepared for sleep, those broad shoulders, had a sense of familiar sacredness—the sacredness of domestic tranquility. She lay still, substantial and shapeless like a reclining statue in the rough; he remembered her wide-open eyes gazing into the empty room. She was enigmatic, in the way living beings can be mysterious. The renowned secret agent of the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim’s alarming reports was not the kind to delve into such mysteries. He was easily intimidated. And he was also lazy, with the kind of laziness that often comes with a good-natured personality. He refrained from touching that mystery out of love, shyness, and laziness. There would always be time for that. For several minutes, he silently endured his pain in the drowsy stillness of the room. Then he broke the silence with a determined proclamation.
“I am going on the Continent to-morrow.”
“I am going to the Continent tomorrow.”
His wife might have fallen asleep already. He could not tell. As a matter of fact, Mrs Verloc had heard him. Her eyes remained very wide open, and she lay very still, confirmed in her instinctive conviction that things don’t bear looking into very much. And yet it was nothing very unusual for Mr Verloc to take such a trip. He renewed his stock from Paris and Brussels. Often he went over to make his purchases personally. A little select connection of amateurs was forming around the shop in Brett Street, a secret connection eminently proper for any business undertaken by Mr Verloc, who, by a mystic accord of temperament and necessity, had been set apart to be a secret agent all his life.
His wife might have already fallen asleep. He couldn't tell. In fact, Mrs. Verloc had heard him. Her eyes were wide open, and she lay very still, certain in her instinctual belief that some things are better left unexamined. Still, it wasn't unusual for Mr. Verloc to take such a trip. He replenished his supplies from Paris and Brussels. Often, he personally went to make his purchases. A small, exclusive group of enthusiasts was forming around the shop on Brett Street, a clandestine network perfectly suited for any business Mr. Verloc undertook, who, due to a natural combination of temperament and necessity, had been destined to be a secret agent his whole life.
He waited for a while, then added: “I’ll be away a week or perhaps a fortnight. Get Mrs Neale to come for the day.”
He waited for a moment, then added, “I’ll be gone for a week or maybe two. Have Mrs. Neale come for the day.”
Mrs Neale was the charwoman of Brett Street. Victim of her marriage with a debauched joiner, she was oppressed by the needs of many infant children. Red-armed, and aproned in coarse sacking up to the arm-pits, she exhaled the anguish of the poor in a breath of soap-suds and rum, in the uproar of scrubbing, in the clatter of tin pails.
Mrs. Neale was the cleaner on Brett Street. A victim of her marriage to a corrupt carpenter, she struggled with the demands of several young children. With her red arms and a rough sack-like apron up to her armpits, she embodied the pain of the poor in the scent of soap suds and rum, amidst the noise of scrubbing and the clanging of tin buckets.
Mrs Verloc, full of deep purpose, spoke in the tone of the shallowest indifference.
Mrs. Verloc, with a serious intention, spoke in a tone of the slightest indifference.
“There is no need to have the woman here all day. I shall do very well with Stevie.”
“There’s no need to have the woman here all day. I’ll manage just fine with Stevie.”
She let the lonely clock on the landing count off fifteen ticks into the abyss of eternity, and asked:
She let the lonely clock on the landing tick off fifteen beats into the emptiness of forever, and asked:
“Shall I put the light out?”
“Should I turn off the light?”
Mr Verloc snapped at his wife huskily.
Mr. Verloc snapped at his wife in a rough voice.
“Put it out.”
"Extinguish it."
CHAPTER IX
Mr Verloc returning from the Continent at the end of ten days, brought back a mind evidently unrefreshed by the wonders of foreign travel and a countenance unlighted by the joys of home-coming. He entered in the clatter of the shop bell with an air of sombre and vexed exhaustion. His bag in hand, his head lowered, he strode straight behind the counter, and let himself fall into the chair, as though he had tramped all the way from Dover. It was early morning. Stevie, dusting various objects displayed in the front windows, turned to gape at him with reverence and awe.
Mr. Verloc returned from the Continent after ten days, carrying a mind that clearly hadn’t been refreshed by the wonders of travel and a face that showed no signs of the joy of coming home. He stepped in with the clatter of the shop bell, exuding an air of dark and irritated tiredness. With his bag in hand and his head down, he walked straight behind the counter and collapsed into the chair, as if he had walked all the way from Dover. It was early morning. Stevie, dusting various items displayed in the front windows, turned to stare at him with admiration and awe.
“Here!” said Mr Verloc, giving a slight kick to the gladstone bag on the floor; and Stevie flung himself upon it, seized it, bore it off with triumphant devotion. He was so prompt that Mr Verloc was distinctly surprised.
“Here!” said Mr. Verloc, giving a slight kick to the suitcase on the floor; and Stevie jumped onto it, grabbed it, and carried it away with proud devotion. He was so quick that Mr. Verloc was clearly surprised.
Already at the clatter of the shop bell Mrs Neale, blackleading the parlour grate, had looked through the door, and rising from her knees had gone, aproned, and grimy with everlasting toil, to tell Mrs Verloc in the kitchen that “there was the master come back.”
Already at the sound of the shop bell, Mrs. Neale, who was cleaning the parlor grate, looked through the door. Rising from her knees, she went, apron on and dirty from her endless work, to inform Mrs. Verloc in the kitchen that "the master has come back."
Winnie came no farther than the inner shop door.
Winnie didn't go beyond the door to the shop.
“You’ll want some breakfast,” she said from a distance.
“You’ll want some breakfast,” she said from far away.
Mr Verloc moved his hands slightly, as if overcome by an impossible suggestion. But once enticed into the parlour he did not reject the food set before him. He ate as if in a public place, his hat pushed off his forehead, the skirts of his heavy overcoat hanging in a triangle on each side of the chair. And across the length of the table covered with brown oil-cloth Winnie, his wife, talked evenly at him the wifely talk, as artfully adapted, no doubt, to the circumstances of this return as the talk of Penelope to the return of the wandering Odysseus. Mrs Verloc, however, had done no weaving during her husband’s absence. But she had had all the upstairs room cleaned thoroughly, had sold some wares, had seen Mr Michaelis several times. He had told her the last time that he was going away to live in a cottage in the country, somewhere on the London, Chatham, and Dover line. Karl Yundt had come too, once, led under the arm by that “wicked old housekeeper of his.” He was “a disgusting old man.” Of Comrade Ossipon, whom she had received curtly, entrenched behind the counter with a stony face and a faraway gaze, she said nothing, her mental reference to the robust anarchist being marked by a short pause, with the faintest possible blush. And bringing in her brother Stevie as soon as she could into the current of domestic events, she mentioned that the boy had moped a good deal.
Mr. Verloc moved his hands slightly, as if struck by an impossible suggestion. But once he was lured into the parlor, he didn’t refuse the food set before him. He ate as if he were in a public place, his hat pushed back from his forehead, the ends of his heavy overcoat draping like a triangle on each side of the chair. Across the table covered with brown oilcloth, Winnie, his wife, spoke to him in the way wives do, artfully tailored to the circumstances of his return, much like Penelope’s talk to the wandering Odysseus. However, Mrs. Verloc hadn’t been weaving during her husband's absence. She had thoroughly cleaned the upstairs room, sold some goods, and seen Mr. Michaelis several times. He had told her the last time that he was moving to a cottage in the countryside, somewhere along the London, Chatham, and Dover line. Karl Yundt had also come by once, brought in by that “wicked old housekeeper of his.” He was “a disgusting old man.” She said nothing about Comrade Ossipon, whom she had stiffly received behind the counter with a blank expression and a distant gaze; she only paused briefly, a slight blush indicating her thoughts about the burly anarchist. And as soon as she could bring her brother Stevie into the conversation, she mentioned that the boy had been sulking a lot.
“It’s all along of mother leaving us like this.”
“It’s all because mom left us like this.”
Mr Verloc neither said, “Damn!” nor yet “Stevie be hanged!” And Mrs Verloc, not let into the secret of his thoughts, failed to appreciate the generosity of this restraint.
Mr. Verloc didn’t say “Damn!” or “Stevie be hanged!” And Mrs. Verloc, not aware of what he was really thinking, couldn’t see the kindness in his restraint.
“It isn’t that he doesn’t work as well as ever,” she continued. “He’s been making himself very useful. You’d think he couldn’t do enough for us.”
“It’s not that he doesn’t work just as well as before,” she continued. “He’s been really helpful. You’d think he’s trying to do everything for us.”
Mr Verloc directed a casual and somnolent glance at Stevie, who sat on his right, delicate, pale-faced, his rosy mouth open vacantly. It was not a critical glance. It had no intention. And if Mr Verloc thought for a moment that his wife’s brother looked uncommonly useless, it was only a dull and fleeting thought, devoid of that force and durability which enables sometimes a thought to move the world. Leaning back, Mr Verloc uncovered his head. Before his extended arm could put down the hat Stevie pounced upon it, and bore it off reverently into the kitchen. And again Mr Verloc was surprised.
Mr. Verloc gave a casual and sleepy look at Stevie, who was sitting beside him, delicate and pale, with his rosy mouth hanging open in a vacant expression. It wasn't a critical look; it had no purpose. If Mr. Verloc briefly thought that his wife's brother seemed pretty useless, it was just a dull and passing thought, lacking the power and persistence that sometimes allow a thought to change the world. Leaning back, Mr. Verloc took off his hat. Before he could set it down, Stevie jumped on it and carried it off respectfully into the kitchen. Once again, Mr. Verloc was taken aback.
“You could do anything with that boy, Adolf,” Mrs Verloc said, with her best air of inflexible calmness. “He would go through fire for you. He—”
“You could do anything with that guy, Adolf,” Mrs. Verloc said, putting on her best calm demeanor. “He would go through fire for you. He—”
She paused attentive, her ear turned towards the door of the kitchen.
She paused, listening closely, her ear turned toward the kitchen door.
There Mrs Neale was scrubbing the floor. At Stevie’s appearance she groaned lamentably, having observed that he could be induced easily to bestow for the benefit of her infant children the shilling his sister Winnie presented him with from time to time. On all fours amongst the puddles, wet and begrimed, like a sort of amphibious and domestic animal living in ash-bins and dirty water, she uttered the usual exordium: “It’s all very well for you, kept doing nothing like a gentleman.” And she followed it with the everlasting plaint of the poor, pathetically mendacious, miserably authenticated by the horrible breath of cheap rum and soap-suds. She scrubbed hard, snuffling all the time, and talking volubly. And she was sincere. And on each side of her thin red nose her bleared, misty eyes swam in tears, because she felt really the want of some sort of stimulant in the morning.
There was Mrs. Neale scrubbing the floor. When she saw Stevie, she groaned sadly, knowing she could easily persuade him to give his sister Winnie’s occasional shilling for the benefit of her young kids. On all fours among the puddles, wet and dirty, like some kind of amphibious house pet living in trash and murky water, she started with her usual line: “It’s all very well for you, sitting around doing nothing like a gentleman.” She followed it up with her familiar complaint of the poor, pathetically dishonest, grimly validated by the awful smell of cheap rum and soap suds. She scrubbed hard, sniffling the whole time and talking non-stop. And she was sincere. Tears filled her bleary, misty eyes on either side of her thin red nose because she truly felt the need for some kind of pick-me-up in the morning.
In the parlour Mrs Verloc observed, with knowledge:
In the living room, Mrs. Verloc observed, with understanding:
“There’s Mrs Neale at it again with her harrowing tales about her little children. They can’t be all so little as she makes them out. Some of them must be big enough by now to try to do something for themselves. It only makes Stevie angry.”
“There’s Mrs. Neale at it again with her dramatic stories about her kids. They can’t all be as small as she claims. Some of them must be old enough by now to handle things on their own. It just makes Stevie mad.”
These words were confirmed by a thud as of a fist striking the kitchen table. In the normal evolution of his sympathy Stevie had become angry on discovering that he had no shilling in his pocket. In his inability to relieve at once Mrs Neale’s “little ’uns’” privations, he felt that somebody should be made to suffer for it. Mrs Verloc rose, and went into the kitchen to “stop that nonsense.” And she did it firmly but gently. She was well aware that directly Mrs Neale received her money she went round the corner to drink ardent spirits in a mean and musty public-house—the unavoidable station on the via dolorosa of her life. Mrs Verloc’s comment upon this practice had an unexpected profundity, as coming from a person disinclined to look under the surface of things. “Of course, what is she to do to keep up? If I were like Mrs Neale I expect I wouldn’t act any different.”
These words were followed by a loud thud as a fist hit the kitchen table. As he typically did, Stevie got angry when he realized he didn’t have a single shilling in his pocket. Unable to help Mrs. Neale’s “little ones” right away, he felt that someone had to pay for it. Mrs. Verloc stood up and went into the kitchen to “stop that nonsense.” And she did so firmly yet gently. She knew very well that as soon as Mrs. Neale got her money, she would head around the corner to drink hard liquor in a shabby, old pub—the inevitable stop on the via dolorosa of her life. Mrs. Verloc’s thoughts on this behavior carried a surprising depth, especially coming from someone who didn’t usually look beyond the surface. “Of course, what is she supposed to do to keep it together? If I were like Mrs. Neale, I bet I wouldn’t act any differently.”
In the afternoon of the same day, as Mr Verloc, coming with a start out of the last of a long series of dozes before the parlour fire, declared his intention of going out for a walk, Winnie said from the shop:
In the afternoon of the same day, as Mr. Verloc, jolted awake from yet another nap by the parlor fire, announced he was going out for a walk, Winnie said from the shop:
“I wish you would take that boy out with you, Adolf.”
“I wish you would take that boy with you, Adolf.”
For the third time that day Mr Verloc was surprised. He stared stupidly at his wife. She continued in her steady manner. The boy, whenever he was not doing anything, moped in the house. It made her uneasy; it made her nervous, she confessed. And that from the calm Winnie sounded like exaggeration. But, in truth, Stevie moped in the striking fashion of an unhappy domestic animal. He would go up on the dark landing, to sit on the floor at the foot of the tall clock, with his knees drawn up and his head in his hands. To come upon his pallid face, with its big eyes gleaming in the dusk, was discomposing; to think of him up there was uncomfortable.
For the third time that day, Mr. Verloc was taken aback. He stared blankly at his wife. She spoke in her usual calm way. The boy, whenever he wasn’t busy, sulked around the house. It made her uneasy; it made her anxious, she admitted. And coming from the calm Winnie, that sounded like overreaction. But, honestly, Stevie sulked in a way that resembled a sad pet. He would go up to the dark landing to sit on the floor at the base of the tall clock, with his knees pulled up and his head in his hands. Seeing his pale face, with his big eyes shining in the dim light, was unsettling; just thinking about him being up there was uncomfortable.
Mr Verloc got used to the startling novelty of the idea. He was fond of his wife as a man should be—that is, generously. But a weighty objection presented itself to his mind, and he formulated it.
Mr. Verloc got used to the shocking newness of the idea. He cared for his wife as any man should—that is, generously. But a serious concern came to his mind, and he articulated it.
“He’ll lose sight of me perhaps, and get lost in the street,” he said.
“He might lose track of me and end up lost on the street,” he said.
Mrs Verloc shook her head competently.
Mrs. Verloc shook her head confidently.
“He won’t. You don’t know him. That boy just worships you. But if you should miss him—”
“He won’t. You don’t know him. That guy just looks up to you. But if you ever miss him—”
Mrs Verloc paused for a moment, but only for a moment.
Mrs. Verloc paused for just a moment, but only for a moment.
“You just go on, and have your walk out. Don’t worry. He’ll be all right. He’s sure to turn up safe here before very long.”
“Just go ahead and take your walk. Don’t worry. He’ll be fine. He’ll definitely show up safe here soon.”
This optimism procured for Mr Verloc his fourth surprise of the day.
This optimism brought Mr. Verloc his fourth surprise of the day.
“Is he?” he grunted doubtfully. But perhaps his brother-in-law was not such an idiot as he looked. His wife would know best. He turned away his heavy eyes, saying huskily: “Well, let him come along, then,” and relapsed into the clutches of black care, that perhaps prefers to sit behind a horseman, but knows also how to tread close on the heels of people not sufficiently well off to keep horses—like Mr Verloc, for instance.
“Is he?” he grunted skeptically. But maybe his brother-in-law wasn't as foolish as he seemed. His wife would know best. He turned his weary eyes away, saying hoarsely: “Well, let him come along, then,” and sank back into the grip of deep anxiety, which might prefer to linger behind a rider but also knows how to follow closely on the heels of those who can’t afford horses—like Mr. Verloc, for example.
Winnie, at the shop door, did not see this fatal attendant upon Mr Verloc’s walks. She watched the two figures down the squalid street, one tall and burly, the other slight and short, with a thin neck, and the peaked shoulders raised slightly under the large semi-transparent ears. The material of their overcoats was the same, their hats were black and round in shape. Inspired by the similarity of wearing apparel, Mrs Verloc gave rein to her fancy.
Winnie, at the shop door, didn’t notice the dangerous person accompanying Mr. Verloc on his walks. She observed the two figures down the run-down street, one tall and bulky, the other small and slender, with a thin neck and slightly raised peaked shoulders under large, semi-transparent ears. Their overcoats were made of the same material, and both wore black, round hats. Noticing their similar outfits, Mrs. Verloc let her imagination run wild.
“Might be father and son,” she said to herself. She thought also that Mr Verloc was as much of a father as poor Stevie ever had in his life. She was aware also that it was her work. And with peaceful pride she congratulated herself on a certain resolution she had taken a few years before. It had cost her some effort, and even a few tears.
“Might be father and son,” she muttered to herself. She also thought that Mr. Verloc was as much of a father as poor Stevie had ever known in his life. She was also aware that it was her doing. With a sense of calm pride, she congratulated herself on a certain decision she made a few years ago. It had taken some effort and even a few tears.
She congratulated herself still more on observing in the course of days that Mr Verloc seemed to be taking kindly to Stevie’s companionship. Now, when ready to go out for his walk, Mr Verloc called aloud to the boy, in the spirit, no doubt, in which a man invites the attendance of the household dog, though, of course, in a different manner. In the house Mr Verloc could be detected staring curiously at Stevie a good deal. His own demeanour had changed. Taciturn still, he was not so listless. Mrs Verloc thought that he was rather jumpy at times. It might have been regarded as an improvement. As to Stevie, he moped no longer at the foot of the clock, but muttered to himself in corners instead in a threatening tone. When asked “What is it you’re saying, Stevie?” he merely opened his mouth, and squinted at his sister. At odd times he clenched his fists without apparent cause, and when discovered in solitude would be scowling at the wall, with the sheet of paper and the pencil given him for drawing circles lying blank and idle on the kitchen table. This was a change, but it was no improvement. Mrs Verloc including all these vagaries under the general definition of excitement, began to fear that Stevie was hearing more than was good for him of her husband’s conversations with his friends. During his “walks” Mr Verloc, of course, met and conversed with various persons. It could hardly be otherwise. His walks were an integral part of his outdoor activities, which his wife had never looked deeply into. Mrs Verloc felt that the position was delicate, but she faced it with the same impenetrable calmness which impressed and even astonished the customers of the shop and made the other visitors keep their distance a little wonderingly. No! She feared that there were things not good for Stevie to hear of, she told her husband. It only excited the poor boy, because he could not help them being so. Nobody could.
She felt even prouder as she noticed over the days that Mr. Verloc was starting to bond with Stevie. Now, when he was ready to go out for a walk, Mr. Verloc would call out to the boy, just like a man might call for the family dog, though in a different way. Inside the house, Mr. Verloc often stared curiously at Stevie. His own behavior had shifted. Still quiet, he was less lethargic. Mrs. Verloc thought he seemed a bit jumpy at times. This could be seen as an improvement. As for Stevie, he no longer just sat at the base of the clock; instead, he muttered to himself in corners, sounding threatening. When asked, “What are you saying, Stevie?” he would just open his mouth and squint at his sister. Occasionally, he would clench his fists for no obvious reason, and when he thought he was alone, he would scowl at the wall, while the paper and pencil given to him for drawing remained blank and unused on the kitchen table. This was a change, but not a positive one. Mrs. Verloc considered all these odd behaviors under the umbrella of excitement and began to worry that Stevie was hearing too much of her husband’s conversations with his friends. During his “walks,” Mr. Verloc naturally interacted with various people. It was hard to imagine it being any different. His walks were a key part of his outdoor routine, which his wife had never closely examined. Mrs. Verloc sensed that the situation was tricky, but she faced it with the same unshakeable calmness that impressed and even surprised the shop customers and made other visitors keep their distance out of curiosity. No! She worried there were things that Stevie shouldn’t hear, she told her husband. It only stirred up the poor boy because he couldn’t help it. No one could.
It was in the shop. Mr Verloc made no comment. He made no retort, and yet the retort was obvious. But he refrained from pointing out to his wife that the idea of making Stevie the companion of his walks was her own, and nobody else’s. At that moment, to an impartial observer, Mr Verloc would have appeared more than human in his magnanimity. He took down a small cardboard box from a shelf, peeped in to see that the contents were all right, and put it down gently on the counter. Not till that was done did he break the silence, to the effect that most likely Stevie would profit greatly by being sent out of town for a while; only he supposed his wife could not get on without him.
It was in the shop. Mr. Verloc didn’t say anything. He didn’t respond, even though the response was clear. But he held back from telling his wife that the idea of having Stevie join him on his walks was hers, and no one else's. At that moment, to an unbiased observer, Mr. Verloc would have seemed more than human in his generosity. He took down a small cardboard box from a shelf, looked inside to check that everything was okay, and gently placed it on the counter. Only after that did he break the silence, suggesting that Stevie would probably really benefit from being sent out of town for a bit; only he guessed his wife wouldn’t manage without him.
“Could not get on without him!” repeated Mrs Verloc slowly. “I couldn’t get on without him if it were for his good! The idea! Of course, I can get on without him. But there’s nowhere for him to go.”
“Couldn’t manage without him!” Mrs. Verloc said slowly. “I couldn’t keep going without him even if it was for his own good! The idea! Of course, I can manage without him. But there’s nowhere for him to go.”
Mr Verloc got out some brown paper and a ball of string; and meanwhile he muttered that Michaelis was living in a little cottage in the country. Michaelis wouldn’t mind giving Stevie a room to sleep in. There were no visitors and no talk there. Michaelis was writing a book.
Mr. Verloc pulled out some brown paper and a ball of string, all the while mumbling that Michaelis was living in a little cottage in the countryside. Michaelis wouldn’t mind giving Stevie a room to sleep in. There were no visitors and no chatter there. Michaelis was working on a book.
Mrs Verloc declared her affection for Michaelis; mentioned her abhorrence of Karl Yundt, “nasty old man”; and of Ossipon she said nothing. As to Stevie, he could be no other than very pleased. Mr Michaelis was always so nice and kind to him. He seemed to like the boy. Well, the boy was a good boy.
Mrs. Verloc expressed her feelings for Michaelis, noted her dislike for Karl Yundt, the “nasty old man,” and didn't say anything about Ossipon. As for Stevie, he had to be very happy. Mr. Michaelis was always so nice and kind to him. He appeared to like the boy. Well, the boy was a good kid.
“You too seem to have grown quite fond of him of late,” she added, after a pause, with her inflexible assurance.
“You also seem to have gotten quite attached to him lately,” she added, after a pause, with her unyielding confidence.
Mr Verloc tying up the cardboard box into a parcel for the post, broke the string by an injudicious jerk, and muttered several swear words confidentially to himself. Then raising his tone to the usual husky mutter, he announced his willingness to take Stevie into the country himself, and leave him all safe with Michaelis.
Mr. Verloc was packing up a cardboard box into a parcel for the post when he yanked the string too hard and broke it, muttering a few swear words to himself. Then, raising his voice to his usual husky mumble, he said he was willing to take Stevie out to the country himself and leave him all safe with Michaelis.
He carried out this scheme on the very next day. Stevie offered no objection. He seemed rather eager, in a bewildered sort of way. He turned his candid gaze inquisitively to Mr Verloc’s heavy countenance at frequent intervals, especially when his sister was not looking at him. His expression was proud, apprehensive, and concentrated, like that of a small child entrusted for the first time with a box of matches and the permission to strike a light. But Mrs Verloc, gratified by her brother’s docility, recommended him not to dirty his clothes unduly in the country. At this Stevie gave his sister, guardian and protector a look, which for the first time in his life seemed to lack the quality of perfect childlike trustfulness. It was haughtily gloomy. Mrs Verloc smiled.
He went through with this plan the very next day. Stevie didn’t object. He seemed almost eager, in a confused sort of way. He frequently glanced at Mr. Verloc’s heavy face, especially when his sister wasn’t looking. His expression was proud, anxious, and focused, like a small child who has just been given a box of matches and permission to strike a match for the first time. But Mrs. Verloc, pleased by her brother’s compliance, advised him not to get his clothes too dirty in the countryside. At this, Stevie gave his sister, his guardian and protector, a look that for the first time in his life lacked perfect childlike trust. It was arrogantly dark. Mrs. Verloc smiled.
“Goodness me! You needn’t be offended. You know you do get yourself very untidy when you get a chance, Stevie.”
“Wow! You don’t need to take offense. You know you can be pretty messy when you get the chance, Stevie.”
Mr Verloc was already gone some way down the street.
Mr. Verloc had already walked a bit down the street.
Thus in consequence of her mother’s heroic proceedings, and of her brother’s absence on this villegiature, Mrs Verloc found herself oftener than usual all alone not only in the shop, but in the house. For Mr Verloc had to take his walks. She was alone longer than usual on the day of the attempted bomb outrage in Greenwich Park, because Mr Verloc went out very early that morning and did not come back till nearly dusk. She did not mind being alone. She had no desire to go out. The weather was too bad, and the shop was cosier than the streets. Sitting behind the counter with some sewing, she did not raise her eyes from her work when Mr Verloc entered in the aggressive clatter of the bell. She had recognised his step on the pavement outside.
As a result of her mother's brave actions and her brother's absence during the vacation, Mrs. Verloc found herself alone more often than usual, not just in the shop but also in the house. Mr. Verloc needed to take his walks. She was alone longer than usual on the day of the attempted bombing in Greenwich Park because Mr. Verloc left very early that morning and didn’t return until almost nightfall. She didn’t mind being by herself. She had no desire to go out. The weather was too bad, and the shop was cozier than the streets. Sitting behind the counter with some sewing, she didn't look up from her work when Mr. Verloc walked in with the loud jingle of the bell. She recognized his footsteps on the pavement outside.
She did not raise her eyes, but as Mr Verloc, silent, and with his hat rammed down upon his forehead, made straight for the parlour door, she said serenely:
She didn't look up, but as Mr. Verloc, quiet and with his hat pressed down on his forehead, headed straight for the parlor door, she said calmly:
“What a wretched day. You’ve been perhaps to see Stevie?”
“What a terrible day. Have you been to see Stevie?”
“No! I haven’t,” said Mr Verloc softly, and slammed the glazed parlour door behind him with unexpected energy.
“No! I haven’t,” Mr. Verloc said softly, slamming the glass parlor door behind him with surprising force.
For some time Mrs Verloc remained quiescent, with her work dropped in her lap, before she put it away under the counter and got up to light the gas. This done, she went into the parlour on her way to the kitchen. Mr Verloc would want his tea presently. Confident of the power of her charms, Winnie did not expect from her husband in the daily intercourse of their married life a ceremonious amenity of address and courtliness of manner; vain and antiquated forms at best, probably never very exactly observed, discarded nowadays even in the highest spheres, and always foreign to the standards of her class. She did not look for courtesies from him. But he was a good husband, and she had a loyal respect for his rights.
For a while, Mrs. Verloc sat quietly, her work resting in her lap, before she put it away under the counter and got up to turn on the gas. After that, she headed into the living room on her way to the kitchen. Mr. Verloc would want his tea soon. Confident in her appeal, Winnie didn’t expect her husband to show her any formal politeness or courtesy in their daily interactions; those were outdated and rarely followed even in the highest circles, and they never really applied to her social class anyway. She didn’t look for niceties from him. But he was a good husband, and she respected his rights.
Mrs Verloc would have gone through the parlour and on to her domestic duties in the kitchen with the perfect serenity of a woman sure of the power of her charms. But a slight, very slight, and rapid rattling sound grew upon her hearing. Bizarre and incomprehensible, it arrested Mrs Verloc’s attention. Then as its character became plain to the ear she stopped short, amazed and concerned. Striking a match on the box she held in her hand, she turned on and lighted, above the parlour table, one of the two gas-burners, which, being defective, first whistled as if astonished, and then went on purring comfortably like a cat.
Mrs. Verloc would have walked through the living room and on to her chores in the kitchen with the calm confidence of a woman who knows the power of her charms. But a slight, very slight, and quick rattling sound caught her attention. Strange and confusing, it made Mrs. Verloc pause. As the sound became clearer, she stopped, surprised and worried. Striking a match from the box she held, she turned on and lit one of the two gas burners above the living room table, which, being faulty, first whistled in disbelief and then continued purring comfortably like a cat.
Mr Verloc, against his usual practice, had thrown off his overcoat. It was lying on the sofa. His hat, which he must also have thrown off, rested overturned under the edge of the sofa. He had dragged a chair in front of the fireplace, and his feet planted inside the fender, his head held between his hands, he was hanging low over the glowing grate. His teeth rattled with an ungovernable violence, causing his whole enormous back to tremble at the same rate. Mrs Verloc was startled.
Mr. Verloc, breaking from his usual routine, had taken off his overcoat. It was thrown over the sofa. His hat, which he must have also tossed aside, was lying upside down under the edge of the sofa. He had pulled a chair in front of the fireplace, and with his feet inside the fender and his head cradled in his hands, he was slumped over the glowing embers. His teeth chattered uncontrollably, making his entire large back shake in sync. Mrs. Verloc was startled.
“You’ve been getting wet,” she said.
"You've been getting wet," she said.
“Not very,” Mr Verloc managed to falter out, in a profound shudder. By a great effort he suppressed the rattling of his teeth.
“Not very,” Mr. Verloc managed to say, trembling. With great effort, he held back the chattering of his teeth.
“I’ll have you laid up on my hands,” she said, with genuine uneasiness.
“I’ll have you resting in my care,” she said, with real concern.
“I don’t think so,” remarked Mr Verloc, snuffling huskily.
“I don’t think so,” said Mr. Verloc, snuffling hoarsely.
He had certainly contrived somehow to catch an abominable cold between seven in the morning and five in the afternoon. Mrs Verloc looked at his bowed back.
He had definitely managed to catch a terrible cold somehow between seven in the morning and five in the afternoon. Mrs. Verloc looked at his slumped back.
“Where have you been to-day?” she asked.
“Where have you been today?” she asked.
“Nowhere,” answered Mr Verloc in a low, choked nasal tone. His attitude suggested aggrieved sulks or a severe headache. The unsufficiency and uncandidness of his answer became painfully apparent in the dead silence of the room. He snuffled apologetically, and added: “I’ve been to the bank.”
“Nowhere,” Mr. Verloc replied in a low, choked nasal tone. His demeanor hinted at hurt feelings or a bad headache. The inadequacy and evasiveness of his answer became painfully obvious in the dead silence of the room. He sniffled apologetically and added, “I’ve been to the bank.”
Mrs Verloc became attentive.
Mrs. Verloc became alert.
“You have!” she said dispassionately. “What for?”
“You have!” she said without any emotion. “What for?”
Mr Verloc mumbled, with his nose over the grate, and with marked unwillingness.
Mr. Verloc mumbled, with his nose over the fireplace, and with clear reluctance.
“Draw the money out!”
“Withdraw the money!”
“What do you mean? All of it?”
"What do you mean? All of it?"
“Yes. All of it.”
"Yes. Everything."
Mrs Verloc spread out with care the scanty table-cloth, got two knives and two forks out of the table drawer, and suddenly stopped in her methodical proceedings.
Mrs. Verloc carefully spread out the thin tablecloth, took out two knives and two forks from the table drawer, and then suddenly paused in her routine actions.
“What did you do that for?”
“What did you do that for?”
“May want it soon,” snuffled vaguely Mr Verloc, who was coming to the end of his calculated indiscretions.
“May want it soon,” mumbled Mr. Verloc, who was nearing the end of his deliberate mistakes.
“I don’t know what you mean,” remarked his wife in a tone perfectly casual, but standing stock still between the table and the cupboard.
“I don’t know what you mean,” his wife said casually, but she stood frozen between the table and the cupboard.
“You know you can trust me,” Mr Verloc remarked to the grate, with hoarse feeling.
“You know you can trust me,” Mr. Verloc said to the grate, his voice rough.
Mrs Verloc turned slowly towards the cupboard, saying with deliberation:
Mrs. Verloc slowly turned towards the cupboard, speaking deliberately:
“Oh yes. I can trust you.”
“Oh yeah. I can trust you.”
And she went on with her methodical proceedings. She laid two plates, got the bread, the butter, going to and fro quietly between the table and the cupboard in the peace and silence of her home. On the point of taking out the jam, she reflected practically: “He will be feeling hungry, having been away all day,” and she returned to the cupboard once more to get the cold beef. She set it under the purring gas-jet, and with a passing glance at her motionless husband hugging the fire, she went (down two steps) into the kitchen. It was only when coming back, carving knife and fork in hand, that she spoke again.
And she continued with her routine. She set the table with two plates, grabbed the bread and butter, quietly moving back and forth between the table and the cupboard in the calm and quiet of her home. As she was about to take out the jam, she thought practically: “He must be hungry, having been out all day,” and went back to the cupboard to get the cold beef. She placed it under the humming gas light, and with a brief glance at her still husband by the fire, she went down two steps into the kitchen. It was only when she returned, carving knife and fork in hand, that she spoke again.
“If I hadn’t trusted you I wouldn’t have married you.”
“If I hadn't trusted you, I wouldn't have married you.”
Bowed under the overmantel, Mr Verloc, holding his head in both hands, seemed to have gone to sleep. Winnie made the tea, and called out in an undertone:
Bowed under the overmantel, Mr. Verloc, with his head in both hands, looked like he had dozed off. Winnie made the tea and called out softly:
“Adolf.”
“Adolf.”
Mr Verloc got up at once, and staggered a little before he sat down at the table. His wife examining the sharp edge of the carving knife, placed it on the dish, and called his attention to the cold beef. He remained insensible to the suggestion, with his chin on his breast.
Mr. Verloc got up right away and swayed a bit before sitting down at the table. His wife, looking at the sharp edge of the carving knife, set it down on the dish and pointed out the cold beef. He didn't react to the suggestion, with his chin resting on his chest.
“You should feed your cold,” Mrs Verloc said dogmatically.
“You should feed a cold,” Mrs. Verloc said firmly.
He looked up, and shook his head. His eyes were bloodshot and his face red. His fingers had ruffled his hair into a dissipated untidiness. Altogether he had a disreputable aspect, expressive of the discomfort, the irritation and the gloom following a heavy debauch. But Mr Verloc was not a debauched man. In his conduct he was respectable. His appearance might have been the effect of a feverish cold. He drank three cups of tea, but abstained from food entirely. He recoiled from it with sombre aversion when urged by Mrs Verloc, who said at last:
He looked up and shook his head. His eyes were red and his face was flushed. His fingers had messed up his hair into a carefree disarray. Overall, he had a shifty look, reflecting the discomfort, irritation, and sadness that followed a serious binge. But Mr. Verloc was not a depraved man. His behavior was proper. His look might have been due to a feverish cold. He drank three cups of tea but completely avoided food. He turned away from it with a gloomy disdain when Mrs. Verloc pressed him, who finally said:
“Aren’t your feet wet? You had better put on your slippers. You aren’t going out any more this evening.”
“Aren’t your feet wet? You should put on your slippers. You're not going out anymore tonight.”
Mr Verloc intimated by morose grunts and signs that his feet were not wet, and that anyhow he did not care. The proposal as to slippers was disregarded as beneath his notice. But the question of going out in the evening received an unexpected development. It was not of going out in the evening that Mr Verloc was thinking. His thoughts embraced a vaster scheme. From moody and incomplete phrases it became apparent that Mr Verloc had been considering the expediency of emigrating. It was not very clear whether he had in his mind France or California.
Mr. Verloc made it known through gloomy grunts and gestures that his feet weren’t wet, and that he really didn’t care. He dismissed the suggestion about slippers as unworthy of his attention. However, the topic of going out in the evening took an unexpected turn. Mr. Verloc wasn’t actually thinking about going out at night. His mind was focused on a much bigger idea. Through his sullen and unfinished remarks, it became clear that he had been contemplating the practicality of moving away. It wasn’t very clear whether he was thinking of France or California.
The utter unexpectedness, improbability, and inconceivableness of such an event robbed this vague declaration of all its effect. Mrs Verloc, as placidly as if her husband had been threatening her with the end of the world, said:
The complete shock, unlikelihood, and absurdity of such an event rendered this vague statement totally meaningless. Mrs. Verloc, as calmly as if her husband had been warning her about the apocalypse, said:
“The idea!”
"That's the idea!"
Mr Verloc declared himself sick and tired of everything, and besides—She interrupted him.
Mr. Verloc said he was sick and tired of everything, and besides—She cut him off.
“You’ve a bad cold.”
"You have a bad cold."
It was indeed obvious that Mr Verloc was not in his usual state, physically and even mentally. A sombre irresolution held him silent for a while. Then he murmured a few ominous generalities on the theme of necessity.
It was clear that Mr. Verloc was not himself, both physically and mentally. A dark uncertainty kept him quiet for a while. Then he quietly spoke some unsettling generalizations about necessity.
“Will have to,” repeated Winnie, sitting calmly back, with folded arms, opposite her husband. “I should like to know who’s to make you. You ain’t a slave. No one need be a slave in this country—and don’t you make yourself one.” She paused, and with invincible and steady candour. “The business isn’t so bad,” she went on. “You’ve a comfortable home.”
“Will have to,” Winnie said again, sitting calmly with her arms crossed, facing her husband. “I’d like to know who’s going to make you. You’re not a slave. No one has to be a slave in this country—and don’t you turn yourself into one.” She paused, and with unwavering honesty, continued, “The situation isn’t that bad. You have a comfortable home.”
She glanced all round the parlour, from the corner cupboard to the good fire in the grate. Ensconced cosily behind the shop of doubtful wares, with the mysteriously dim window, and its door suspiciously ajar in the obscure and narrow street, it was in all essentials of domestic propriety and domestic comfort a respectable home. Her devoted affection missed out of it her brother Stevie, now enjoying a damp villegiature in the Kentish lanes under the care of Mr Michaelis. She missed him poignantly, with all the force of her protecting passion. This was the boy’s home too—the roof, the cupboard, the stoked grate. On this thought Mrs Verloc rose, and walking to the other end of the table, said in the fulness of her heart:
She looked around the living room, from the corner cupboard to the nice fire in the fireplace. Tucked away comfortably behind a shop full of questionable items, with its oddly dim window and a door that was slightly open in the quiet, narrow street, it was in every way a decent home, reflecting the essence of domestic propriety and comfort. Her deep affection felt incomplete without her brother Stevie, who was enjoying a damp holiday in the Kentish countryside under Mr. Michaelis's care. She missed him intensely, with all the strength of her protective love. This was the boy's home too—the roof, the cupboard, the warm fireplace. With this thought, Mrs. Verloc got up and walked to the other end of the table, saying with all her heart:
“And you are not tired of me.”
“And you’re not tired of me.”
Mr Verloc made no sound. Winnie leaned on his shoulder from behind, and pressed her lips to his forehead. Thus she lingered. Not a whisper reached them from the outside world.
Mr. Verloc didn't make a sound. Winnie leaned against his shoulder from behind and kissed his forehead. She stayed like that for a while. Not a single whisper came from the outside world.
The sound of footsteps on the pavement died out in the discreet dimness of the shop. Only the gas-jet above the table went on purring equably in the brooding silence of the parlour.
The sound of footsteps on the pavement faded away in the subtle dimness of the shop. Only the gas light above the table continued to hum steadily in the heavy silence of the room.
During the contact of that unexpected and lingering kiss Mr Verloc, gripping with both hands the edges of his chair, preserved a hieratic immobility. When the pressure was removed he let go the chair, rose, and went to stand before the fireplace. He turned no longer his back to the room. With his features swollen and an air of being drugged, he followed his wife’s movements with his eyes.
During the unexpected and lingering kiss, Mr. Verloc held the edges of his chair tightly, maintaining a rigid stillness. When the pressure eased, he released the chair, got up, and stood in front of the fireplace. He no longer turned his back to the room. With his features puffed and a dazed expression, he watched his wife's movements with his eyes.
Mrs Verloc went about serenely, clearing up the table. Her tranquil voice commented the idea thrown out in a reasonable and domestic tone. It wouldn’t stand examination. She condemned it from every point of view. But her only real concern was Stevie’s welfare. He appeared to her thought in that connection as sufficiently “peculiar” not to be taken rashly abroad. And that was all. But talking round that vital point, she approached absolute vehemence in her delivery. Meanwhile, with brusque movements, she arrayed herself in an apron for the washing up of cups. And as if excited by the sound of her uncontradicted voice, she went so far as to say in a tone almost tart:
Mrs. Verloc went about her business calmly, clearing the table. Her calm voice discussed the idea presented in a sensible and homey way. It wouldn’t hold up under scrutiny. She rejected it from every angle. But her main concern was really Stevie’s well-being. She thought of him in that context as sufficiently “odd” not to be carelessly taken out. And that was it. But while discussing that essential point, she spoke with a passionate intensity. Meanwhile, with quick movements, she put on an apron to wash the cups. And as if energized by the sound of her uninterrupted voice, she even said in a somewhat sharp tone:
“If you go abroad you’ll have to go without me.”
“If you go overseas, you’ll have to go without me.”
“You know I wouldn’t,” said Mr Verloc huskily, and the unresonant voice of his private life trembled with an enigmatical emotion.
“You know I wouldn’t,” Mr. Verloc said in a husky voice, and the quiet sound of his personal life shook with a mysterious emotion.
Already Mrs Verloc was regretting her words. They had sounded more unkind than she meant them to be. They had also the unwisdom of unnecessary things. In fact, she had not meant them at all. It was a sort of phrase that is suggested by the demon of perverse inspiration. But she knew a way to make it as if it had not been.
Already, Mrs. Verloc was regretting what she had said. Her words had come across as harsher than she intended. They also carried the foolishness of unnecessary comments. In reality, she hadn’t meant them at all. It was the kind of phrase that seemed to be inspired by a mischievous impulse. But she knew a way to make it seem like it had never been said.
She turned her head over her shoulder and gave that man planted heavily in front of the fireplace a glance, half arch, half cruel, out of her large eyes—a glance of which the Winnie of the Belgravian mansion days would have been incapable, because of her respectability and her ignorance. But the man was her husband now, and she was no longer ignorant. She kept it on him for a whole second, with her grave face motionless like a mask, while she said playfully:
She turned her head over her shoulder and shot a look at the man standing heavily in front of the fireplace, a glance that was part smirk, part cruel, from her large eyes—a look that the Winnie of the Belgravian mansion days wouldn’t have dared because of her respectability and ignorance. But the man was her husband now, and she was no longer naive. She held his gaze for a whole second, her serious face still like a mask, while she said playfully:
“You couldn’t. You would miss me too much.”
“You couldn’t. You would miss me way too much.”
Mr Verloc started forward.
Mr. Verloc moved ahead.
“Exactly,” he said in a louder tone, throwing his arms out and making a step towards her. Something wild and doubtful in his expression made it appear uncertain whether he meant to strangle or to embrace his wife. But Mrs Verloc’s attention was called away from that manifestation by the clatter of the shop bell.
“Exactly,” he said more loudly, throwing his arms out and stepping towards her. There was something wild and uncertain in his expression that made it hard to tell whether he intended to strangle or embrace his wife. But Mrs. Verloc’s focus shifted from that moment when she heard the shop bell ringing.
“Shop, Adolf. You go.”
"Shop, Adolf. You go."
He stopped, his arms came down slowly.
He stopped, and his arms slowly dropped down.
“You go,” repeated Mrs Verloc. “I’ve got my apron on.”
"You go," Mrs. Verloc repeated. "I've got my apron on."
Mr Verloc obeyed woodenly, stony-eyed, and like an automaton whose face had been painted red. And this resemblance to a mechanical figure went so far that he had an automaton’s absurd air of being aware of the machinery inside of him.
Mr. Verloc obeyed blankly, with a stony stare, like a robot with a red-painted face. This resemblance to a mechanical figure was so strong that he had the ridiculous look of someone who was aware of the machinery inside him.
He closed the parlour door, and Mrs Verloc moving briskly, carried the tray into the kitchen. She washed the cups and some other things before she stopped in her work to listen. No sound reached her. The customer was a long time in the shop. It was a customer, because if he had not been Mr Verloc would have taken him inside. Undoing the strings of her apron with a jerk, she threw it on a chair, and walked back to the parlour slowly.
He shut the parlor door, and Mrs. Verloc, moving quickly, took the tray into the kitchen. She washed the cups and a few other things before pausing to listen. There was no sound. The customer had been in the shop for a while. It was definitely a customer, because if it weren't, Mr. Verloc would have brought him inside. Quickly untieing her apron, she tossed it onto a chair and walked back to the parlor slowly.
At that precise moment Mr Verloc entered from the shop.
At that exact moment, Mr. Verloc walked in from the shop.
He had gone in red. He came out a strange papery white. His face, losing its drugged, feverish stupor, had in that short time acquired a bewildered and harassed expression. He walked straight to the sofa, and stood looking down at his overcoat lying there, as though he were afraid to touch it.
He went in looking red. He came out a weird, papery white. His face, shaking off its drugged, feverish haze, had in that short time taken on a confused and stressed look. He walked straight to the sofa and stood there, staring down at his overcoat lying there, as if he were scared to touch it.
“What’s the matter?” asked Mrs Verloc in a subdued voice. Through the door left ajar she could see that the customer was not gone yet.
“What’s wrong?” asked Mrs. Verloc in a quiet voice. Through the slightly open door, she could see that the customer hadn’t left yet.
“I find I’ll have to go out this evening,” said Mr Verloc. He did not attempt to pick up his outer garment.
“I guess I’ll need to head out this evening,” said Mr. Verloc. He didn’t try to grab his coat.
Without a word Winnie made for the shop, and shutting the door after her, walked in behind the counter. She did not look overtly at the customer till she had established herself comfortably on the chair. But by that time she had noted that he was tall and thin, and wore his moustaches twisted up. In fact, he gave the sharp points a twist just then. His long, bony face rose out of a turned-up collar. He was a little splashed, a little wet. A dark man, with the ridge of the cheek-bone well defined under the slightly hollow temple. A complete stranger. Not a customer either.
Without saying a word, Winnie headed to the shop, and after shutting the door behind her, walked in behind the counter. She didn’t glance at the customer until she had settled comfortably into the chair. By then, she had noticed that he was tall and thin, and he had his mustache twisted up. In fact, he twisted the sharp points just then. His long, bony face emerged from a turned-up collar. He was a bit splashed, a bit wet. A dark man, with well-defined cheekbones under slightly hollow temples. A complete stranger. Not a customer either.
Mrs Verloc looked at him placidly.
Mrs. Verloc looked at him calmly.
“You came over from the Continent?” she said after a time.
“You came over from the mainland?” she asked after a while.
The long, thin stranger, without exactly looking at Mrs Verloc, answered only by a faint and peculiar smile.
The tall, thin stranger, without directly looking at Mrs. Verloc, responded with just a slight and unusual smile.
Mrs Verloc’s steady, incurious gaze rested on him.
Mrs. Verloc’s unwavering, indifferent stare was fixed on him.
“You understand English, don’t you?”
"You get English, right?"
“Oh yes. I understand English.”
"Oh yes. I get English."
There was nothing foreign in his accent, except that he seemed in his slow enunciation to be taking pains with it. And Mrs Verloc, in her varied experience, had come to the conclusion that some foreigners could speak better English than the natives. She said, looking at the door of the parlour fixedly:
There was nothing strange about his accent, except that he seemed to be really careful with how he spoke slowly. And Mrs. Verloc, with her wide range of experiences, had concluded that some foreigners could speak better English than the locals. She said, staring intently at the door of the parlor:
“You don’t think perhaps of staying in England for good?”
"You don't maybe think about staying in England for good?"
The stranger gave her again a silent smile. He had a kindly mouth and probing eyes. And he shook his head a little sadly, it seemed.
The stranger gave her another silent smile. He had a friendly mouth and curious eyes. He shook his head a bit sadly, it seemed.
“My husband will see you through all right. Meantime for a few days you couldn’t do better than take lodgings with Mr Giugliani. Continental Hotel it’s called. Private. It’s quiet. My husband will take you there.”
“My husband will take care of you. In the meantime, for a few days, you might want to stay with Mr. Giugliani. It's called the Continental Hotel. It’s private and quiet. My husband will take you there.”
“A good idea,” said the thin, dark man, whose glance had hardened suddenly.
“A good idea,” said the thin, dark man, whose expression had suddenly become serious.
“You knew Mr Verloc before—didn’t you? Perhaps in France?”
“You knew Mr. Verloc before, right? Maybe in France?”
“I have heard of him,” admitted the visitor in his slow, painstaking tone, which yet had a certain curtness of intention.
“I’ve heard of him,” the visitor admitted in his slow, careful tone, which still held a certain abruptness of purpose.
There was a pause. Then he spoke again, in a far less elaborate manner.
There was a pause. Then he spoke again, in a much simpler way.
“Your husband has not gone out to wait for me in the street by chance?”
“Your husband hasn’t happened to go outside to wait for me in the street, has he?”
“In the street!” repeated Mrs Verloc, surprised. “He couldn’t. There’s no other door to the house.”
“In the street!” Mrs. Verloc repeated, surprised. “He couldn’t. There’s no other door to the house.”
For a moment she sat impassive, then left her seat to go and peep through the glazed door. Suddenly she opened it, and disappeared into the parlour.
For a moment, she sat still, then got up and went to look through the glass door. Suddenly, she opened it and disappeared into the living room.
Mr Verloc had done no more than put on his overcoat. But why he should remain afterwards leaning over the table propped up on his two arms as though he were feeling giddy or sick, she could not understand. “Adolf,” she called out half aloud; and when he had raised himself:
Mr. Verloc had just put on his overcoat. But she couldn't understand why he was still leaning over the table, propped up on his arms as if he felt dizzy or unwell. "Adolf," she called out softly; and when he straightened up:
“Do you know that man?” she asked rapidly.
“Do you know that guy?” she asked quickly.
“I’ve heard of him,” whispered uneasily Mr Verloc, darting a wild glance at the door.
“I’ve heard of him,” Mr. Verloc whispered nervously, shooting a quick glance at the door.
Mrs Verloc’s fine, incurious eyes lighted up with a flash of abhorrence.
Mrs. Verloc's beautiful, indifferent eyes lit up with a flash of disgust.
“One of Karl Yundt’s friends—beastly old man.”
“One of Karl Yundt’s friends—disgusting old man.”
“No! No!” protested Mr Verloc, busy fishing for his hat. But when he got it from under the sofa he held it as if he did not know the use of a hat.
“No! No!” protested Mr. Verloc, busy searching for his hat. But when he retrieved it from under the sofa, he held it as if he had no idea what to do with a hat.
“Well—he’s waiting for you,” said Mrs Verloc at last. “I say, Adolf, he ain’t one of them Embassy people you have been bothered with of late?”
"Well—he's waiting for you," said Mrs. Verloc finally. "I mean, Adolf, he isn't one of those Embassy people you've been dealing with lately?"
“Bothered with Embassy people,” repeated Mr Verloc, with a heavy start of surprise and fear. “Who’s been talking to you of the Embassy people?”
“Bothered with Embassy people,” repeated Mr. Verloc, taken aback with surprise and fear. “Who’s been talking to you about the Embassy people?”
“Yourself.”
"Yourself."
“I! I! Talked of the Embassy to you!”
“I! I! Talked about the Embassy to you!”
Mr Verloc seemed scared and bewildered beyond measure. His wife explained:
Mr. Verloc looked incredibly scared and confused. His wife explained:
“You’ve been talking a little in your sleep of late, Adolf.”
“You’ve been talking a bit in your sleep lately, Adolf.”
“What—what did I say? What do you know?”
“What—what did I say? What do you know?”
“Nothing much. It seemed mostly nonsense. Enough to let me guess that something worried you.”
“Not much. It mostly sounded like nonsense. Just enough for me to figure out that something was bothering you.”
Mr Verloc rammed his hat on his head. A crimson flood of anger ran over his face.
Mr. Verloc shoved his hat on his head. A wave of anger washed over his face.
“Nonsense—eh? The Embassy people! I would cut their hearts out one after another. But let them look out. I’ve got a tongue in my head.”
“Nonsense, right? The Embassy people! I would take them down one by one. But they better watch out. I know how to speak up.”
He fumed, pacing up and down between the table and the sofa, his open overcoat catching against the angles. The red flood of anger ebbed out, and left his face all white, with quivering nostrils. Mrs Verloc, for the purposes of practical existence, put down these appearances to the cold.
He paced angrily between the table and the sofa, his open overcoat getting caught on the edges. The intense rush of anger faded away, leaving his face pale and his nostrils twitching. Mrs. Verloc, trying to make sense of it all, attributed his behavior to the cold.
“Well,” she said, “get rid of the man, whoever he is, as soon as you can, and come back home to me. You want looking after for a day or two.”
“Well,” she said, “get rid of the guy, whoever he is, as soon as you can, and come back home to me. You need someone to take care of you for a day or two.”
Mr Verloc calmed down, and, with resolution imprinted on his pale face, had already opened the door, when his wife called him back in a whisper:
Mr. Verloc relaxed, and with determination on his pale face, had already opened the door when his wife called him back in a whisper:
“Adolf! Adolf!” He came back startled. “What about that money you drew out?” she asked. “You’ve got it in your pocket? Hadn’t you better—”
“Adolf! Adolf!” He came back surprised. “What about that money you took out?” she asked. “Do you have it in your pocket? Shouldn’t you—”
Mr Verloc gazed stupidly into the palm of his wife’s extended hand for some time before he slapped his brow.
Mr. Verloc stared blankly at the palm of his wife's outstretched hand for a while before he smacked his forehead.
“Money! Yes! Yes! I didn’t know what you meant.”
“Money! Yes! Yes! I didn’t understand what you meant.”
He drew out of his breast pocket a new pigskin pocket-book. Mrs Verloc received it without another word, and stood still till the bell, clattering after Mr Verloc and Mr Verloc’s visitor, had quieted down. Only then she peeped in at the amount, drawing the notes out for the purpose. After this inspection she looked round thoughtfully, with an air of mistrust in the silence and solitude of the house. This abode of her married life appeared to her as lonely and unsafe as though it had been situated in the midst of a forest. No receptacle she could think of amongst the solid, heavy furniture seemed other but flimsy and particularly tempting to her conception of a house-breaker. It was an ideal conception, endowed with sublime faculties and a miraculous insight. The till was not to be thought of. It was the first spot a thief would make for. Mrs Verloc unfastening hastily a couple of hooks, slipped the pocket-book under the bodice of her dress. Having thus disposed of her husband’s capital, she was rather glad to hear the clatter of the door bell, announcing an arrival. Assuming the fixed, unabashed stare and the stony expression reserved for the casual customer, she walked in behind the counter.
He pulled out a new leather wallet from his breast pocket. Mrs. Verloc took it without saying a word and stood still until the bell, ringing after Mr. Verloc and his visitor, quieted down. Only then did she peek inside to see the amount, pulling out the bills for this purpose. After checking, she looked around thoughtfully, feeling a sense of mistrust in the silence and solitude of the house. This place, where she lived with her husband, seemed as lonely and unsafe as if it were in the middle of a forest. No storage space she could think of among the heavy furniture felt anything but flimsy and particularly appealing to a burglar in her mind. It was an ideal thought, equipped with extraordinary abilities and an almost magical insight. The cash register was out of the question; it would be the first place a thief would go. Mrs. Verloc quickly unfastened a couple of hooks and slipped the wallet under the bodice of her dress. With her husband’s money hidden away, she felt relieved to hear the doorbell ringing, announcing an arrival. Putting on the fixed, unflinching stare and the blank expression she reserved for casual customers, she walked behind the counter.
A man standing in the middle of the shop was inspecting it with a swift, cool, all-round glance. His eyes ran over the walls, took in the ceiling, noted the floor—all in a moment. The points of a long fair moustache fell below the line of the jaw. He smiled the smile of an old if distant acquaintance, and Mrs Verloc remembered having seen him before. Not a customer. She softened her “customer stare” to mere indifference, and faced him across the counter.
A man stood in the middle of the shop, quickly scanning everything with a cool, comprehensive gaze. His eyes swept over the walls, took in the ceiling, and noted the floor—all in an instant. The tips of a long, light-colored mustache hung below his jawline. He smiled with the familiarity of an old, if distant, acquaintance, and Mrs. Verloc recalled having seen him before. He wasn't a customer. She softened her "customer stare" to simple indifference and faced him across the counter.
He approached, on his side, confidentially, but not too markedly so.
He approached, on his side, in a friendly way, but not too obviously.
“Husband at home, Mrs Verloc?” he asked in an easy, full tone.
“Is your husband at home, Mrs. Verloc?” he asked casually, with a warm tone.
“No. He’s gone out.”
“No. He left.”
“I am sorry for that. I’ve called to get from him a little private information.”
“I’m sorry about that. I called to get some private information from him.”
This was the exact truth. Chief Inspector Heat had been all the way home, and had even gone so far as to think of getting into his slippers, since practically he was, he told himself, chucked out of that case. He indulged in some scornful and in a few angry thoughts, and found the occupation so unsatisfactory that he resolved to seek relief out of doors. Nothing prevented him paying a friendly call to Mr Verloc, casually as it were. It was in the character of a private citizen that walking out privately he made use of his customary conveyances. Their general direction was towards Mr Verloc’s home. Chief Inspector Heat respected his own private character so consistently that he took especial pains to avoid all the police constables on point and patrol duty in the vicinity of Brett Street. This precaution was much more necessary for a man of his standing than for an obscure Assistant Commissioner. Private Citizen Heat entered the street, manoeuvring in a way which in a member of the criminal classes would have been stigmatised as slinking. The piece of cloth picked up in Greenwich was in his pocket. Not that he had the slightest intention of producing it in his private capacity. On the contrary, he wanted to know just what Mr Verloc would be disposed to say voluntarily. He hoped Mr Verloc’s talk would be of a nature to incriminate Michaelis. It was a conscientiously professional hope in the main, but not without its moral value. For Chief Inspector Heat was a servant of justice. Finding Mr Verloc from home, he felt disappointed.
This was the absolute truth. Chief Inspector Heat had gone all the way home and had even considered putting on his slippers since he practically felt, as he told himself, that he was out of that case. He indulged in some scornful and a few angry thoughts and found that it was so unsatisfactory that he decided to get some fresh air. Nothing stopped him from making a casual visit to Mr. Verloc. Acting as a private citizen, he made his way there using his usual means of transport. He headed towards Mr. Verloc’s house, taking special care to avoid all the police officers on duty in the vicinity of Brett Street. This precaution was much more important for someone of his rank than for an unknown Assistant Commissioner. Private Citizen Heat entered the street, moving in a way that would have been considered sneaky if he were part of the criminal underworld. The piece of cloth he had picked up in Greenwich was in his pocket. Not that he had any intention of revealing it in his private capacity. On the contrary, he wanted to see what Mr. Verloc would say on his own. He hoped that Mr. Verloc’s conversation would provide evidence against Michaelis. It was a conscientious professional hope, but it also had its moral significance. Chief Inspector Heat was a servant of justice. Finding Mr. Verloc not at home, he felt disappointed.
“I would wait for him a little if I were sure he wouldn’t be long,” he said.
“I'd wait for him a bit if I knew he wouldn't be gone long,” he said.
Mrs Verloc volunteered no assurance of any kind.
Mrs. Verloc offered no reassurance at all.
“The information I need is quite private,” he repeated. “You understand what I mean? I wonder if you could give me a notion where he’s gone to?”
“The information I need is pretty private,” he repeated. “You get what I mean? I’m wondering if you could give me an idea of where he’s gone?”
Mrs Verloc shook her head.
Mrs. Verloc shook her head.
“Can’t say.”
"Can't say."
She turned away to range some boxes on the shelves behind the counter. Chief Inspector Heat looked at her thoughtfully for a time.
She turned away to arrange some boxes on the shelves behind the counter. Chief Inspector Heat watched her thoughtfully for a while.
“I suppose you know who I am?” he said.
“I guess you know who I am?” he said.
Mrs Verloc glanced over her shoulder. Chief Inspector Heat was amazed at her coolness.
Mrs. Verloc glanced over her shoulder. Chief Inspector Heat was amazed by her calmness.
“Come! You know I am in the police,” he said sharply.
“Come on! You know I'm in the police,” he said sharply.
“I don’t trouble my head much about it,” Mrs Verloc remarked, returning to the ranging of her boxes.
“I don’t worry about it too much,” Mrs. Verloc said, going back to organizing her boxes.
“My name is Heat. Chief Inspector Heat of the Special Crimes section.”
“My name is Heat. I’m Chief Inspector Heat from the Special Crimes section.”
Mrs Verloc adjusted nicely in its place a small cardboard box, and turning round, faced him again, heavy-eyed, with idle hands hanging down. A silence reigned for a time.
Mrs. Verloc neatly placed a small cardboard box in its spot and turned around to face him again, her eyes heavy and her hands hanging limply by her sides. There was a moment of silence.
“So your husband went out a quarter of an hour ago! And he didn’t say when he would be back?”
“So your husband left fifteen minutes ago! And he didn’t mention when he’d be back?”
“He didn’t go out alone,” Mrs Verloc let fall negligently.
“He didn’t go out alone,” Mrs. Verloc said casually.
“A friend?”
"Is this a friend?"
Mrs Verloc touched the back of her hair. It was in perfect order.
Mrs. Verloc ran her hand over the back of her hair. It looked perfect.
“A stranger who called.”
“A caller I didn't know.”
“I see. What sort of man was that stranger? Would you mind telling me?”
“I understand. What kind of person was that stranger? Could you share that with me?”
Mrs Verloc did not mind. And when Chief Inspector Heat heard of a man dark, thin, with a long face and turned up moustaches, he gave signs of perturbation, and exclaimed:
Mrs. Verloc didn't care. And when Chief Inspector Heat heard about a dark, thin man with a long face and curled-up mustaches, he showed signs of agitation and exclaimed:
“Dash me if I didn’t think so! He hasn’t lost any time.”
“Believe me, I thought so! He hasn't wasted any time.”
He was intensely disgusted in the secrecy of his heart at the unofficial conduct of his immediate chief. But he was not quixotic. He lost all desire to await Mr Verloc’s return. What they had gone out for he did not know, but he imagined it possible that they would return together. The case is not followed properly, it’s being tampered with, he thought bitterly.
He felt a deep revulsion in his heart about his boss's shady behavior. But he wasn’t unrealistic. He had no interest in waiting for Mr. Verloc to come back. He had no idea what they had gone out for, but he thought it was possible they would come back together. This case is being mishandled; someone is messing with it, he thought bitterly.
“I am afraid I haven’t time to wait for your husband,” he said.
“I’m afraid I don’t have time to wait for your husband,” he said.
Mrs Verloc received this declaration listlessly. Her detachment had impressed Chief Inspector Heat all along. At this precise moment it whetted his curiosity. Chief Inspector Heat hung in the wind, swayed by his passions like the most private of citizens.
Mrs. Verloc listened to this declaration without much interest. Her aloofness had caught Chief Inspector Heat's attention from the start. At that moment, it only made him more curious. Chief Inspector Heat was left in suspense, swayed by his emotions like any ordinary person.
“I think,” he said, looking at her steadily, “that you could give me a pretty good notion of what’s going on if you liked.”
“I think,” he said, looking at her steadily, “that you could give me a pretty good idea of what’s happening if you wanted to.”
Forcing her fine, inert eyes to return his gaze, Mrs Verloc murmured:
Forcing her calm, unresponsive eyes to meet his, Mrs. Verloc whispered:
“Going on! What is going on?”
"What's going on?"
“Why, the affair I came to talk about a little with your husband.”
“Actually, I came to discuss a matter briefly with your husband.”
That day Mrs Verloc had glanced at a morning paper as usual. But she had not stirred out of doors. The newsboys never invaded Brett Street. It was not a street for their business. And the echo of their cries drifting along the populous thoroughfares, expired between the dirty brick walls without reaching the threshold of the shop. Her husband had not brought an evening paper home. At any rate she had not seen it. Mrs Verloc knew nothing whatever of any affair. And she said so, with a genuine note of wonder in her quiet voice.
That day, Mrs. Verloc had glanced at the morning paper like always. But she hadn’t gone outside. The newsboys never came down Brett Street; it wasn’t a street for that kind of thing. The sound of their shouts floated along the busy streets, fading away between the dirty brick walls before it ever reached the front of the shop. Her husband hadn’t brought home an evening paper. At least, she hadn’t seen one. Mrs. Verloc had no idea about any events. And she said so, genuinely surprised, in her calm voice.
Chief Inspector Heat did not believe for a moment in so much ignorance. Curtly, without amiability, he stated the bare fact.
Chief Inspector Heat didn’t buy into that level of ignorance for even a second. He bluntly and coldly stated the simple fact.
Mrs Verloc turned away her eyes.
Mrs. Verloc turned away.
“I call it silly,” she pronounced slowly. She paused. “We ain’t downtrodden slaves here.”
“I call it silly,” she said slowly. She paused. “We aren’t downtrodden slaves here.”
The Chief Inspector waited watchfully. Nothing more came.
The Chief Inspector waited attentively. Nothing else happened.
“And your husband didn’t mention anything to you when he came home?”
“And your husband didn’t say anything to you when he got home?”
Mrs Verloc simply turned her face from right to left in sign of negation. A languid, baffling silence reigned in the shop. Chief Inspector Heat felt provoked beyond endurance.
Mrs. Verloc just turned her face from side to side to indicate no. A slow, confusing silence filled the shop. Chief Inspector Heat felt incredibly frustrated.
“There was another small matter,” he began in a detached tone, “which I wanted to speak to your husband about. There came into our hands a—a—what we believe is—a stolen overcoat.”
“There was another small thing,” he started in a distant tone, “that I wanted to discuss with your husband. We came into possession of a—a—what we think is—a stolen overcoat.”
Mrs Verloc, with her mind specially aware of thieves that evening, touched lightly the bosom of her dress.
Mrs. Verloc, particularly alert to thieves that evening, lightly brushed the front of her dress.
“We have lost no overcoat,” she said calmly.
“We haven’t lost any overcoats,” she said calmly.
“That’s funny,” continued Private Citizen Heat. “I see you keep a lot of marking ink here—”
“That’s funny,” continued Private Citizen Heat. “I see you keep a lot of marking ink here—”
He took up a small bottle, and looked at it against the gas-jet in the middle of the shop.
He picked up a small bottle and examined it under the gas light in the center of the shop.
“Purple—isn’t it?” he remarked, setting it down again. “As I said, it’s strange. Because the overcoat has got a label sewn on the inside with your address written in marking ink.”
“Purple—isn’t it?” he said, putting it down again. “Like I mentioned, it’s odd. Because the overcoat has a label stitched on the inside with your address written in marker.”
Mrs Verloc leaned over the counter with a low exclamation.
Mrs. Verloc leaned over the counter with a soft exclamation.
“That’s my brother’s, then.”
"That's my brother's, then."
“Where’s your brother? Can I see him?” asked the Chief Inspector briskly. Mrs Verloc leaned a little more over the counter.
“Where’s your brother? Can I see him?” asked the Chief Inspector quickly. Mrs. Verloc leaned a bit more over the counter.
“No. He isn’t here. I wrote that label myself.”
“No. He’s not here. I wrote that label myself.”
“Where’s your brother now?”
“Where's your brother at now?”
“He’s been away living with—a friend—in the country.”
“He’s been staying with a friend in the countryside.”
“The overcoat comes from the country. And what’s the name of the friend?”
“The overcoat is from the country. And what’s the name of the friend?”
“Michaelis,” confessed Mrs Verloc in an awed whisper.
“Michaelis,” Mrs. Verloc admitted in a hushed, reverent voice.
The Chief Inspector let out a whistle. His eyes snapped.
The Chief Inspector whistled. His eyes widened.
“Just so. Capital. And your brother now, what’s he like—a sturdy, darkish chap—eh?”
“Exactly. Money. And your brother now, what’s he like—a solid, somewhat dark guy—right?”
“Oh no,” exclaimed Mrs Verloc fervently. “That must be the thief. Stevie’s slight and fair.”
“Oh no,” Mrs. Verloc exclaimed passionately. “That has to be the thief. Stevie’s so thin and fair.”
“Good,” said the Chief Inspector in an approving tone. And while Mrs Verloc, wavering between alarm and wonder, stared at him, he sought for information. Why have the address sewn like this inside the coat? And he heard that the mangled remains he had inspected that morning with extreme repugnance were those of a youth, nervous, absent-minded, peculiar, and also that the woman who was speaking to him had had the charge of that boy since he was a baby.
“Good,” said the Chief Inspector in an approving tone. While Mrs. Verloc, caught between fear and curiosity, stared at him, he sought more information. Why was the address sewn like this inside the coat? He learned that the mangled remains he had inspected that morning with great disgust were those of a young man—nervous, absent-minded, and peculiar. He also found out that the woman speaking to him had taken care of that boy since he was a baby.
“Easily excitable?” he suggested.
"Quick to get excited?" he suggested.
“Oh yes. He is. But how did he come to lose his coat—”
“Oh yes. He is. But how did he end up losing his coat—”
Chief Inspector Heat suddenly pulled out a pink newspaper he had bought less than half-an-hour ago. He was interested in horses. Forced by his calling into an attitude of doubt and suspicion towards his fellow-citizens, Chief Inspector Heat relieved the instinct of credulity implanted in the human breast by putting unbounded faith in the sporting prophets of that particular evening publication. Dropping the extra special on to the counter, he plunged his hand again into his pocket, and pulling out the piece of cloth fate had presented him with out of a heap of things that seemed to have been collected in shambles and rag shops, he offered it to Mrs Verloc for inspection.
Chief Inspector Heat suddenly pulled out a pink newspaper he had bought less than half an hour ago. He was interested in horses. Due to his job, he had developed a sense of doubt and suspicion towards his fellow citizens, but Chief Inspector Heat countered that instinct to distrust by putting complete faith in the sports predictions of that particular evening publication. Dropping the extra special onto the counter, he reached back into his pocket and pulled out a piece of cloth that fate had given him from a pile of things that looked like they’d been gathered from junk shops and thrift stores. He offered it to Mrs. Verloc for her to examine.
“I suppose you recognise this?”
“Do you recognize this?”
She took it mechanically in both her hands. Her eyes seemed to grow bigger as she looked.
She picked it up automatically with both hands. Her eyes seemed to widen as she stared.
“Yes,” she whispered, then raised her head, and staggered backward a little.
“Yes,” she whispered, then lifted her head and staggered back a bit.
“Whatever for is it torn out like this?”
“Why is it torn out like this?”
The Chief Inspector snatched across the counter the cloth out of her hands, and she sat heavily on the chair. He thought: identification’s perfect. And in that moment he had a glimpse into the whole amazing truth. Verloc was the “other man.”
The Chief Inspector grabbed the cloth from her hands and she slumped heavily into the chair. He thought: the identification is spot on. And in that moment, he caught a glimpse of the entire astonishing truth. Verloc was the “other man.”
“Mrs Verloc,” he said, “it strikes me that you know more of this bomb affair than even you yourself are aware of.”
“Mrs. Verloc,” he said, “I get the feeling that you know more about this bomb situation than you realize.”
Mrs Verloc sat still, amazed, lost in boundless astonishment. What was the connection? And she became so rigid all over that she was not able to turn her head at the clatter of the bell, which caused the private investigator Heat to spin round on his heel. Mr Verloc had shut the door, and for a moment the two men looked at each other.
Mrs. Verloc sat there, stunned, completely taken aback. What was the connection? She became so tense all over that she couldn’t turn her head at the sound of the bell, which made the private investigator Heat spin around. Mr. Verloc had closed the door, and for a moment, the two men stared at each other.
Mr Verloc, without looking at his wife, walked up to the Chief Inspector, who was relieved to see him return alone.
Mr. Verloc, without glancing at his wife, walked over to the Chief Inspector, who was glad to see him come back by himself.
“You here!” muttered Mr Verloc heavily. “Who are you after?”
“You here!” muttered Mr. Verloc, sounding annoyed. “Who are you looking for?”
“No one,” said Chief Inspector Heat in a low tone. “Look here, I would like a word or two with you.”
“No one,” said Chief Inspector Heat quietly. “Listen, I’d like to have a word or two with you.”
Mr Verloc, still pale, had brought an air of resolution with him. Still he didn’t look at his wife. He said:
Mr. Verloc, still pale, had a determined look about him. However, he still didn’t meet his wife’s gaze. He said:
“Come in here, then.” And he led the way into the parlour.
“Come in here, then.” And he walked into the living room.
The door was hardly shut when Mrs Verloc, jumping up from the chair, ran to it as if to fling it open, but instead of doing so fell on her knees, with her ear to the keyhole. The two men must have stopped directly they were through, because she heard plainly the Chief Inspector’s voice, though she could not see his finger pressed against her husband’s breast emphatically.
The door had barely closed when Mrs. Verloc jumped up from the chair and rushed to it as if to throw it open, but instead, she fell to her knees with her ear against the keyhole. The two men must have stopped as soon as they came in because she could clearly hear the Chief Inspector’s voice, even though she couldn’t see his finger pressed emphatically against her husband’s chest.
“You are the other man, Verloc. Two men were seen entering the park.”
“You're the other man, Verloc. Two men were spotted going into the park.”
And the voice of Mr Verloc said:
And Mr. Verloc said:
“Well, take me now. What’s to prevent you? You have the right.”
“Well, go ahead, take me now. What’s stopping you? You have every right.”
“Oh no! I know too well who you have been giving yourself away to. He’ll have to manage this little affair all by himself. But don’t you make a mistake, it’s I who found you out.”
“Oh no! I know exactly who you’ve been giving yourself to. He'll have to handle this little situation on his own. But don’t get it twisted, I’m the one who figured you out.”
Then she heard only muttering. Inspector Heat must have been showing to Mr Verloc the piece of Stevie’s overcoat, because Stevie’s sister, guardian, and protector heard her husband a little louder.
Then she only heard murmuring. Inspector Heat must have been showing Mr. Verloc the piece of Stevie’s overcoat, because Stevie’s sister, guardian, and protector heard her husband a bit more clearly.
“I never noticed that she had hit upon that dodge.”
“I never realized that she had come up with that trick.”
Again for a time Mrs Verloc heard nothing but murmurs, whose mysteriousness was less nightmarish to her brain than the horrible suggestions of shaped words. Then Chief Inspector Heat, on the other side of the door, raised his voice.
Again for a while, Mrs. Verloc only heard murmurs, which felt less nightmarish to her than the horrifying implications of clear words. Then Chief Inspector Heat, on the other side of the door, raised his voice.
“You must have been mad.”
"You must have been crazy."
And Mr Verloc’s voice answered, with a sort of gloomy fury:
And Mr. Verloc’s voice replied, with a kind of dark anger:
“I have been mad for a month or more, but I am not mad now. It’s all over. It shall all come out of my head, and hang the consequences.”
“I’ve been crazy for a month or more, but I’m not crazy now. It’s all done. It will all come out of my head, and I don’t care about the consequences.”
There was a silence, and then Private Citizen Heat murmured:
There was a silence, and then Private Citizen Heat whispered:
“What’s coming out?”
"What’s releasing?"
“Everything,” exclaimed the voice of Mr Verloc, and then sank very low.
“Everything,” shouted Mr. Verloc's voice, then it dropped to a whisper.
After a while it rose again.
After a while, it rose again.
“You have known me for several years now, and you’ve found me useful, too. You know I was a straight man. Yes, straight.”
“You’ve known me for several years now, and you’ve found me helpful too. You know I was a straight guy. Yeah, straight.”
This appeal to old acquaintance must have been extremely distasteful to the Chief Inspector.
This request from an old acquaintance must have been really unpleasant for the Chief Inspector.
His voice took on a warning note.
His voice had a warning tone.
“Don’t you trust so much to what you have been promised. If I were you I would clear out. I don’t think we will run after you.”
“Don’t rely too much on what you've been promised. If I were you, I’d get out of here. I don’t think we’ll be chasing after you.”
Mr Verloc was heard to laugh a little.
Mr. Verloc was heard to chuckle a bit.
“Oh yes; you hope the others will get rid of me for you—don’t you? No, no; you don’t shake me off now. I have been a straight man to those people too long, and now everything must come out.”
“Oh yes; you want the others to take me out for you—don’t you? No, no; you can’t shake me off now. I’ve been honest with those people for too long, and now everything has to come to light.”
“Let it come out, then,” the indifferent voice of Chief Inspector Heat assented. “But tell me now how did you get away.”
“Go ahead and share it,” Chief Inspector Heat said indifferently. “But first, tell me how you managed to escape.”
“I was making for Chesterfield Walk,” Mrs Verloc heard her husband’s voice, “when I heard the bang. I started running then. Fog. I saw no one till I was past the end of George Street. Don’t think I met anyone till then.”
“I was heading towards Chesterfield Walk,” Mrs. Verloc heard her husband’s voice say, “when I heard the bang. I started running then. It was foggy. I didn’t see anyone until I got past the end of George Street. I don’t think I ran into anyone until then.”
“So easy as that!” marvelled the voice of Chief Inspector Heat. “The bang startled you, eh?”
“So easy as that!” marveled Chief Inspector Heat. “The bang startled you, huh?”
“Yes; it came too soon,” confessed the gloomy, husky voice of Mr Verloc.
“Yes; it came too soon,” admitted the somber, deep voice of Mr. Verloc.
Mrs Verloc pressed her ear to the keyhole; her lips were blue, her hands cold as ice, and her pale face, in which the two eyes seemed like two black holes, felt to her as if it were enveloped in flames.
Mrs. Verloc pressed her ear to the keyhole; her lips were blue, her hands cold as ice, and her pale face, in which her two eyes seemed like two black holes, felt to her as if it were wrapped in flames.
On the other side of the door the voices sank very low. She caught words now and then, sometimes in her husband’s voice, sometimes in the smooth tones of the Chief Inspector. She heard this last say:
On the other side of the door, the voices dropped to a whisper. She caught a few words here and there, sometimes in her husband’s voice, sometimes in the smooth tones of the Chief Inspector. She heard the latter say:
“We believe he stumbled against the root of a tree?”
“We think he tripped over the root of a tree?”
There was a husky, voluble murmur, which lasted for some time, and then the Chief Inspector, as if answering some inquiry, spoke emphatically.
There was a deep, lively buzz that went on for a while, and then the Chief Inspector, as if responding to a question, spoke forcefully.
“Of course. Blown to small bits: limbs, gravel, clothing, bones, splinters—all mixed up together. I tell you they had to fetch a shovel to gather him up with.”
“Of course. Shattered into tiny pieces: arms, dirt, clothes, bones, bits of wood—all mixed together. I’m telling you, they had to get a shovel to pick him up.”
Mrs Verloc sprang up suddenly from her crouching position, and stopping her ears, reeled to and fro between the counter and the shelves on the wall towards the chair. Her crazed eyes noted the sporting sheet left by the Chief Inspector, and as she knocked herself against the counter she snatched it up, fell into the chair, tore the optimistic, rosy sheet right across in trying to open it, then flung it on the floor. On the other side of the door, Chief Inspector Heat was saying to Mr Verloc, the secret agent:
Mrs. Verloc suddenly jumped up from her crouched position, covering her ears, and staggered back and forth between the counter and the wall shelves toward the chair. Her wild eyes spotted the sports sheet left by the Chief Inspector, and as she bumped into the counter, she grabbed it, plopped down in the chair, ripped the cheerful, bright sheet in half while trying to unfold it, and then tossed it on the floor. On the other side of the door, Chief Inspector Heat was talking to Mr. Verloc, the secret agent:
“So your defence will be practically a full confession?”
“So, your defense will pretty much be a full confession?”
“It will. I am going to tell the whole story.”
“It will. I’m going to tell the whole story.”
“You won’t be believed as much as you fancy you will.”
“You won’t be believed as much as you think you will.”
And the Chief Inspector remained thoughtful. The turn this affair was taking meant the disclosure of many things—the laying waste of fields of knowledge, which, cultivated by a capable man, had a distinct value for the individual and for the society. It was sorry, sorry meddling. It would leave Michaelis unscathed; it would drag to light the Professor’s home industry; disorganise the whole system of supervision; make no end of a row in the papers, which, from that point of view, appeared to him by a sudden illumination as invariably written by fools for the reading of imbeciles. Mentally he agreed with the words Mr Verloc let fall at last in answer to his last remark.
And the Chief Inspector was deep in thought. The direction this situation was taking meant revealing a lot of things—destroying areas of knowledge that, if cultivated by a skilled person, held real value for both the individual and society. It was truly unfortunate meddling. It would leave Michaelis unharmed; it would expose the Professor's side business; disrupt the entire system of oversight; and create endless chaos in the newspapers, which, from that perspective, suddenly struck him as always being filled with nonsense meant for the unthinking. In his mind, he agreed with what Mr. Verloc finally said in response to his last comment.
“Perhaps not. But it will upset many things. I have been a straight man, and I shall keep straight in this—”
“Maybe not. But it will mess up a lot of things. I’ve been a straight guy, and I’m going to stay straight in this—”
“If they let you,” said the Chief Inspector cynically. “You will be preached to, no doubt, before they put you into the dock. And in the end you may yet get let in for a sentence that will surprise you. I wouldn’t trust too much the gentleman who’s been talking to you.”
“If they allow it,” said the Chief Inspector, sounding cynical. “You’ll definitely get an earful before they put you in the dock. In the end, you might face a sentence that catches you off guard. I wouldn’t put too much faith in the guy who’s been chatting with you.”
Mr Verloc listened, frowning.
Mr. Verloc listened, frowning.
“My advice to you is to clear out while you may. I have no instructions. There are some of them,” continued Chief Inspector Heat, laying a peculiar stress on the word “them,” “who think you are already out of the world.”
“My advice to you is to leave while you still can. I have no instructions. There are some of them,” continued Chief Inspector Heat, emphasizing the word “them,” “who think you’re already out of the picture.”
“Indeed!” Mr Verloc was moved to say. Though since his return from Greenwich he had spent most of his time sitting in the tap-room of an obscure little public-house, he could hardly have hoped for such favourable news.
“Definitely!” Mr. Verloc felt compelled to say. Even though he had spent most of his time sitting in the bar of a small, inconspicuous pub since returning from Greenwich, he could hardly have expected such good news.
“That’s the impression about you.” The Chief Inspector nodded at him. “Vanish. Clear out.”
“That’s the vibe I get from you.” The Chief Inspector nodded at him. “Disappear. Get out.”
“Where to?” snarled Mr Verloc. He raised his head, and gazing at the closed door of the parlour, muttered feelingly: “I only wish you would take me away to-night. I would go quietly.”
“Where to?” Mr. Verloc snapped. He lifted his head and, looking at the closed door of the living room, muttered with emotion: “I just wish you would take me away tonight. I would go quietly.”
“I daresay,” assented sardonically the Chief Inspector, following the direction of his glance.
“I suppose,” the Chief Inspector said with a sardonic tone, looking in the direction he was glancing at.
The brow of Mr Verloc broke into slight moisture. He lowered his husky voice confidentially before the unmoved Chief Inspector.
Mr. Verloc's forehead became slightly damp. He lowered his raspy voice to speak confidentially to the unbothered Chief Inspector.
“The lad was half-witted, irresponsible. Any court would have seen that at once. Only fit for the asylum. And that was the worst that would’ve happened to him if—”
“The guy was slow-witted and irresponsible. Any court would have recognized that immediately. Only suited for a mental institution. And that was the worst that would’ve happened to him if—”
The Chief Inspector, his hand on the door handle, whispered into Mr Verloc’s face.
The Chief Inspector, with his hand on the door handle, leaned in and whispered into Mr. Verloc’s face.
“He may’ve been half-witted, but you must have been crazy. What drove you off your head like this?”
“He might have been a bit slow, but you had to be out of your mind. What pushed you to lose it like this?”
Mr Verloc, thinking of Mr Vladimir, did not hesitate in the choice of words.
Mr. Verloc, thinking about Mr. Vladimir, chose his words without hesitation.
“A Hyperborean swine,” he hissed forcibly. “A what you might call a—a gentleman.”
“A Hyperborean pig,” he said sharply. “A what you might call a—a gentleman.”
The Chief Inspector, steady-eyed, nodded briefly his comprehension, and opened the door. Mrs Verloc, behind the counter, might have heard but did not see his departure, pursued by the aggressive clatter of the bell. She sat at her post of duty behind the counter. She sat rigidly erect in the chair with two dirty pink pieces of paper lying spread out at her feet. The palms of her hands were pressed convulsively to her face, with the tips of the fingers contracted against the forehead, as though the skin had been a mask which she was ready to tear off violently. The perfect immobility of her pose expressed the agitation of rage and despair, all the potential violence of tragic passions, better than any shallow display of shrieks, with the beating of a distracted head against the walls, could have done. Chief Inspector Heat, crossing the shop at his busy, swinging pace, gave her only a cursory glance. And when the cracked bell ceased to tremble on its curved ribbon of steel nothing stirred near Mrs Verloc, as if her attitude had the locking power of a spell. Even the butterfly-shaped gas flames posed on the ends of the suspended T-bracket burned without a quiver. In that shop of shady wares fitted with deal shelves painted a dull brown, which seemed to devour the sheen of the light, the gold circlet of the wedding ring on Mrs Verloc’s left hand glittered exceedingly with the untarnished glory of a piece from some splendid treasure of jewels, dropped in a dust-bin.
The Chief Inspector, steady-eyed, gave a brief nod to show he understood and opened the door. Mrs. Verloc, behind the counter, might have heard him leave, but she didn’t see it, followed by the harsh sound of the bell. She remained at her post behind the counter, sitting rigidly upright in her chair with two dirty pink pieces of paper spread out at her feet. The palms of her hands were pressed tightly against her face, with her fingers curled against her forehead, as if her skin were a mask she was ready to tear off in a fit of rage. Her perfectly still pose conveyed the mix of anger and despair, all the potential violence of deep emotions, better than any loud outburst or banging her head against the walls could have. Chief Inspector Heat, walking purposefully through the shop, only glanced at her briefly. And when the cracked bell finally stopped ringing, nothing moved around Mrs. Verloc, as if her stance held a spellbinding power. Even the butterfly-shaped gas flames on the ends of the suspended T-bracket burned steadily without flickering. In the shop filled with shady items, with its dull brown deal shelves that seemed to absorb the light, the gold wedding ring on Mrs. Verloc’s left hand sparkled brightly like a piece of treasure lost in a dustbin.
CHAPTER X
The Assistant Commissioner, driven rapidly in a hansom from the neighbourhood of Soho in the direction of Westminster, got out at the very centre of the Empire on which the sun never sets. Some stalwart constables, who did not seem particularly impressed by the duty of watching the august spot, saluted him. Penetrating through a portal by no means lofty into the precincts of the House which is the House, par excellence in the minds of many millions of men, he was met at last by the volatile and revolutionary Toodles.
The Assistant Commissioner, quickly driven in a cab from the Soho area towards Westminster, stepped out at the heart of the Empire where the sun never sets. A few strong police officers, who didn’t appear too engaged with their important task of guarding this renowned location, greeted him. After passing through a rather unremarkable entrance into the domain of the House that is considered the House in the minds of countless people, he was finally greeted by the unpredictable and revolutionary Toodles.
That neat and nice young man concealed his astonishment at the early appearance of the Assistant Commissioner, whom he had been told to look out for some time about midnight. His turning up so early he concluded to be the sign that things, whatever they were, had gone wrong. With an extremely ready sympathy, which in nice youngsters goes often with a joyous temperament, he felt sorry for the great Presence he called “The Chief,” and also for the Assistant Commissioner, whose face appeared to him more ominously wooden than ever before, and quite wonderfully long. “What a queer, foreign-looking chap he is,” he thought to himself, smiling from a distance with friendly buoyancy. And directly they came together he began to talk with the kind intention of burying the awkwardness of failure under a heap of words. It looked as if the great assault threatened for that night were going to fizzle out. An inferior henchman of “that brute Cheeseman” was up boring mercilessly a very thin House with some shamelessly cooked statistics. He, Toodles, hoped he would bore them into a count out every minute. But then he might be only marking time to let that guzzling Cheeseman dine at his leisure. Anyway, the Chief could not be persuaded to go home.
That tidy young man hid his surprise at the early arrival of the Assistant Commissioner, whom he had been told to expect around midnight. He figured that showing up so early meant something, whatever that was, had gone wrong. With a natural empathy that often comes with a cheerful personality in nice young people, he felt bad for the important figure he called "The Chief," and also for the Assistant Commissioner, whose face seemed even more seriously wooden than usual and remarkably long. "What an odd, foreign-looking guy he is," he thought to himself, smiling from afar with friendly optimism. As soon as they met, he started chatting, hoping to cover up the awkwardness of failure with a flood of words. It seemed like the big attack planned for that night was going to fall flat. A lesser associate of "that brute Cheeseman" was up giving an awful speech filled with manipulated statistics to a very uninterested audience. He, Toodles, hoped he could wear them out enough to call for a vote every minute. But really, he might just be buying time to let that gluttonous Cheeseman eat at his own pace. Anyway, the Chief refused to go home.
“He will see you at once, I think. He’s sitting all alone in his room thinking of all the fishes of the sea,” concluded Toodles airily. “Come along.”
“He’ll see you right away, I think. He’s sitting all by himself in his room, thinking about all the fish in the sea,” Toodles concluded happily. “Come on.”
Notwithstanding the kindness of his disposition, the young private secretary (unpaid) was accessible to the common failings of humanity. He did not wish to harrow the feelings of the Assistant Commissioner, who looked to him uncommonly like a man who has made a mess of his job. But his curiosity was too strong to be restrained by mere compassion. He could not help, as they went along, to throw over his shoulder lightly:
Notwithstanding his kind nature, the young unpaid private secretary was prone to the usual flaws of humanity. He didn’t want to hurt the feelings of the Assistant Commissioner, who really seemed like someone who had messed up his job. But his curiosity was too strong to be held back by simple compassion. As they walked along, he couldn't help but casually throw over his shoulder:
“And your sprat?”
"And your fish?"
“Got him,” answered the Assistant Commissioner with a concision which did not mean to be repellent in the least.
“Got him,” replied the Assistant Commissioner with a briefness that wasn’t meant to be unwelcoming at all.
“Good. You’ve no idea how these great men dislike to be disappointed in small things.”
“Good. You have no idea how much these great men hate to be let down by the little things.”
After this profound observation the experienced Toodles seemed to reflect. At any rate he said nothing for quite two seconds. Then:
After this deep observation, the experienced Toodles appeared to think for a moment. In any case, he didn't say anything for a full two seconds. Then:
“I’m glad. But—I say—is it really such a very small thing as you make it out?”
“I’m glad. But—seriously—is it really as small a deal as you think it is?”
“Do you know what may be done with a sprat?” the Assistant Commissioner asked in his turn.
“Do you know what can be done with a sprat?” the Assistant Commissioner asked next.
“He’s sometimes put into a sardine box,” chuckled Toodles, whose erudition on the subject of the fishing industry was fresh and, in comparison with his ignorance of all other industrial matters, immense. “There are sardine canneries on the Spanish coast which—”
“Sometimes he gets stuck in a sardine box,” Toodles laughed, his knowledge about the fishing industry was impressive and, compared to his lack of understanding about other industries, significant. “There are sardine canneries along the Spanish coast that—”
The Assistant Commissioner interrupted the apprentice statesman.
The Assistant Commissioner interrupted the junior politician.
“Yes. Yes. But a sprat is also thrown away sometimes in order to catch a whale.”
“Yes. Yes. But sometimes you let go of a small fish to catch a big one.”
“A whale. Phew!” exclaimed Toodles, with bated breath. “You’re after a whale, then?”
“A whale. Wow!” exclaimed Toodles, breathless. “So, you're hunting for a whale, then?”
“Not exactly. What I am after is more like a dog-fish. You don’t know perhaps what a dog-fish is like.”
“Not really. What I’m looking for is more like a dogfish. You might not know what a dogfish is like.”
“Yes; I do. We’re buried in special books up to our necks—whole shelves full of them—with plates. . . . It’s a noxious, rascally-looking, altogether detestable beast, with a sort of smooth face and moustaches.”
“Yes; I do. We’re buried in special books up to our necks—entire shelves of them—with illustrations. . . . It’s a nasty, shady-looking, completely disgusting creature, with a sort of smooth face and mustache.”
“Described to a T,” commended the Assistant Commissioner. “Only mine is clean-shaven altogether. You’ve seen him. It’s a witty fish.”
“Described perfectly,” praised the Assistant Commissioner. “Only mine is completely clean-shaven. You’ve seen him. He’s a clever fish.”
“I have seen him!” said Toodles incredulously. “I can’t conceive where I could have seen him.”
“I’ve seen him!” Toodles said in disbelief. “I can’t figure out where I could have seen him.”
“At the Explorers, I should say,” dropped the Assistant Commissioner calmly. At the name of that extremely exclusive club Toodles looked scared, and stopped short.
“At the Explorers, I should say,” the Assistant Commissioner said calmly. At the mention of that highly exclusive club, Toodles looked scared and came to a halt.
“Nonsense,” he protested, but in an awe-struck tone. “What do you mean? A member?”
“Nonsense,” he protested, but in a tone of amazement. “What do you mean? A member?”
“Honorary,” muttered the Assistant Commissioner through his teeth.
“Honorary,” the Assistant Commissioner muttered through gritted teeth.
“Heavens!”
“Wow!”
Toodles looked so thunderstruck that the Assistant Commissioner smiled faintly.
Toodles looked so shocked that the Assistant Commissioner smiled slightly.
“That’s between ourselves strictly,” he said.
“That’s just between us,” he said.
“That’s the beastliest thing I’ve ever heard in my life,” declared Toodles feebly, as if astonishment had robbed him of all his buoyant strength in a second.
"That’s the craziest thing I’ve ever heard in my life," Toodles said weakly, as if shock had drained all his energy in an instant.
The Assistant Commissioner gave him an unsmiling glance. Till they came to the door of the great man’s room, Toodles preserved a scandalised and solemn silence, as though he were offended with the Assistant Commissioner for exposing such an unsavoury and disturbing fact. It revolutionised his idea of the Explorers’ Club’s extreme selectness, of its social purity. Toodles was revolutionary only in politics; his social beliefs and personal feelings he wished to preserve unchanged through all the years allotted to him on this earth which, upon the whole, he believed to be a nice place to live on.
The Assistant Commissioner shot him a serious look. Until they reached the door of the great man’s room, Toodles maintained a shocked and solemn silence, as if he were upset with the Assistant Commissioner for revealing such an unpleasant and disturbing truth. It completely transformed his view of the Explorers’ Club's exclusivity and social purity. Toodles was only revolutionary in politics; he wanted to keep his social beliefs and personal feelings unchanged throughout his life, which he generally thought was a nice place to live.
He stood aside.
He stepped aside.
“Go in without knocking,” he said.
“Just go in without knocking,” he said.
Shades of green silk fitted low over all the lights imparted to the room something of a forest’s deep gloom. The haughty eyes were physically the great man’s weak point. This point was wrapped up in secrecy. When an opportunity offered, he rested them conscientiously.
Shades of green silk hung low over all the lights, giving the room a deep, forest-like gloom. The proud eyes were actually the great man's weak spot. This weakness was shrouded in secrecy. Whenever he had the chance, he rested them carefully.
The Assistant Commissioner entering saw at first only a big pale hand supporting a big head, and concealing the upper part of a big pale face. An open despatch-box stood on the writing-table near a few oblong sheets of paper and a scattered handful of quill pens. There was absolutely nothing else on the large flat surface except a little bronze statuette draped in a toga, mysteriously watchful in its shadowy immobility. The Assistant Commissioner, invited to take a chair, sat down. In the dim light, the salient points of his personality, the long face, the black hair, his lankness, made him look more foreign than ever.
The Assistant Commissioner who walked in initially saw only a large pale hand propping up a big head, obscuring the upper part of a large pale face. An open dispatch box was on the writing table next to a few rectangular sheets of paper and a scattered handful of quill pens. There was absolutely nothing else on the large flat surface except for a small bronze statue draped in a toga, quietly observing in its shadowy stillness. The Assistant Commissioner, invited to sit, took a seat. In the dim light, the striking features of his appearance—the long face, black hair, and thin build—made him seem even more foreign than before.
The great man manifested no surprise, no eagerness, no sentiment whatever. The attitude in which he rested his menaced eyes was profoundly meditative. He did not alter it the least bit. But his tone was not dreamy.
The great man showed no surprise, no excitement, and no emotion at all. The way he held his threatening gaze was deeply contemplative. He didn’t change it even a little. But his voice wasn’t distant or dreamy.
“Well! What is it that you’ve found out already? You came upon something unexpected on the first step.”
“Well! What did you discover already? You stumbled upon something unexpected on your first step.”
“Not exactly unexpected, Sir Ethelred. What I mainly came upon was a psychological state.”
"Not really a surprise, Sir Ethelred. What I mostly found was a mental state."
The Great Presence made a slight movement. “You must be lucid, please.”
The Great Presence moved slightly. “You need to be clear, please.”
“Yes, Sir Ethelred. You know no doubt that most criminals at some time or other feel an irresistible need of confessing—of making a clean breast of it to somebody—to anybody. And they do it often to the police. In that Verloc whom Heat wished so much to screen I’ve found a man in that particular psychological state. The man, figuratively speaking, flung himself on my breast. It was enough on my part to whisper to him who I was and to add ‘I know that you are at the bottom of this affair.’ It must have seemed miraculous to him that we should know already, but he took it all in the stride. The wonderfulness of it never checked him for a moment. There remained for me only to put to him the two questions: Who put you up to it? and Who was the man who did it? He answered the first with remarkable emphasis. As to the second question, I gather that the fellow with the bomb was his brother-in-law—quite a lad—a weak-minded creature. . . . It is rather a curious affair—too long perhaps to state fully just now.”
“Yes, Sir Ethelred. You probably know that most criminals at some point feel an overwhelming urge to confess— to share everything with someone—anyone. And they often do this with the police. In the case of Verloc, whom Heat really wanted to protect, I found a man in that exact psychological state. The man, so to speak, threw himself at me. All I had to do was tell him who I was and add, ‘I know you’re behind this.’ It must have seemed incredible to him that we already knew, but he took it in stride. The amazement of it didn’t stop him for a second. I only needed to ask him two questions: Who got you involved? and Who was the guy with the bomb? He answered the first question with notable emphasis. As for the second, I learned that the guy with the bomb was his brother-in-law—just a kid—a bit slow-witted. . . . It’s quite a strange situation—maybe too long to explain fully right now.”
“What then have you learned?” asked the great man.
“What have you learned?” asked the great man.
“First, I’ve learned that the ex-convict Michaelis had nothing to do with it, though indeed the lad had been living with him temporarily in the country up to eight o’clock this morning. It is more than likely that Michaelis knows nothing of it to this moment.”
“First, I learned that the ex-convict Michaelis had nothing to do with it, although he had been temporarily staying with him in the country until eight o'clock this morning. It's very likely that Michaelis has no idea about it even now.”
“You are positive as to that?” asked the great man.
"You’re sure about that?" asked the important man.
“Quite certain, Sir Ethelred. This fellow Verloc went there this morning, and took away the lad on the pretence of going out for a walk in the lanes. As it was not the first time that he did this, Michaelis could not have the slightest suspicion of anything unusual. For the rest, Sir Ethelred, the indignation of this man Verloc had left nothing in doubt—nothing whatever. He had been driven out of his mind almost by an extraordinary performance, which for you or me it would be difficult to take as seriously meant, but which produced a great impression obviously on him.”
“Absolutely, Sir Ethelred. This guy Verloc went there this morning and took the kid out, pretending to go for a walk in the lanes. Since this wasn’t the first time he did this, Michaelis couldn’t suspect anything unusual at all. Besides that, Sir Ethelred, Verloc’s outrage left no room for doubt—none whatsoever. He had been almost driven crazy by an unusual act that for you or me would be hard to take seriously, but it clearly made a big impression on him.”
The Assistant Commissioner then imparted briefly to the great man, who sat still, resting his eyes under the screen of his hand, Mr Verloc’s appreciation of Mr Vladimir’s proceedings and character. The Assistant Commissioner did not seem to refuse it a certain amount of competency. But the great personage remarked:
The Assistant Commissioner then quickly shared with the important person, who remained still, resting his eyes under the shade of his hand, Mr. Verloc’s thoughts on Mr. Vladimir’s actions and personality. The Assistant Commissioner didn't seem to completely dismiss it. But the important figure said:
“All this seems very fantastic.”
“This all seems amazing.”
“Doesn’t it? One would think a ferocious joke. But our man took it seriously, it appears. He felt himself threatened. In the time, you know, he was in direct communication with old Stott-Wartenheim himself, and had come to regard his services as indispensable. It was an extremely rude awakening. I imagine that he lost his head. He became angry and frightened. Upon my word, my impression is that he thought these Embassy people quite capable not only to throw him out but, to give him away too in some manner or other—”
“Doesn’t it? One would think it’s a harsh joke. But our guy took it seriously, it seems. He felt threatened. At that time, you know, he was in direct contact with old Stott-Wartenheim himself and had come to see his services as essential. It was an incredibly rude awakening. I imagine he lost it. He got angry and scared. Honestly, I get the feeling he thought those Embassy people were totally capable, not just of kicking him out but of betraying him in some way or another—”
“How long were you with him,” interrupted the Presence from behind his big hand.
“How long were you with him?” the Presence interrupted from behind his big hand.
“Some forty minutes, Sir Ethelred, in a house of bad repute called Continental Hotel, closeted in a room which by-the-by I took for the night. I found him under the influence of that reaction which follows the effort of crime. The man cannot be defined as a hardened criminal. It is obvious that he did not plan the death of that wretched lad—his brother-in-law. That was a shock to him—I could see that. Perhaps he is a man of strong sensibilities. Perhaps he was even fond of the lad—who knows? He might have hoped that the fellow would get clear away; in which case it would have been almost impossible to bring this thing home to anyone. At any rate he risked consciously nothing more but arrest for him.”
“About forty minutes, Sir Ethelred, in a questionable place called the Continental Hotel, I spent the night in a room there. I found him feeling the aftermath of committing a crime. He can't be labeled a hardened criminal. It's clear he didn’t plan the death of that unfortunate guy—his brother-in-law. It shocked him—I could tell. Maybe he’s a sensitive person. Maybe he even cared about the guy—who can say? He might have wished that the guy would just get away; if that happened, it would have been almost impossible to pin this on anyone. In any case, he consciously risked nothing more than getting arrested.”
The Assistant Commissioner paused in his speculations to reflect for a moment.
The Assistant Commissioner took a moment to pause in his thoughts.
“Though how, in that last case, he could hope to have his own share in the business concealed is more than I can tell,” he continued, in his ignorance of poor Stevie’s devotion to Mr Verloc (who was good), and of his truly peculiar dumbness, which in the old affair of fireworks on the stairs had for many years resisted entreaties, coaxing, anger, and other means of investigation used by his beloved sister. For Stevie was loyal. . . . “No, I can’t imagine. It’s possible that he never thought of that at all. It sounds an extravagant way of putting it, Sir Ethelred, but his state of dismay suggested to me an impulsive man who, after committing suicide with the notion that it would end all his troubles, had discovered that it did nothing of the kind.”
“Though I can't understand how he thought he could keep his involvement in the business a secret,” he went on, unaware of poor Stevie’s loyalty to Mr. Verloc (who was good) and his unique inability to express himself, which had stubbornly resisted his beloved sister's pleas, coaxing, anger, and other methods of inquiry since the old fireworks incident on the stairs. Because Stevie was loyal... “No, I can’t imagine. It’s possible he never even considered that. It sounds dramatic, Sir Ethelred, but his shocked state made me think of an impulsive person who, after deciding to end their life hoping it would solve everything, realized it didn’t change anything at all.”
The Assistant Commissioner gave this definition in an apologetic voice. But in truth there is a sort of lucidity proper to extravagant language, and the great man was not offended. A slight jerky movement of the big body half lost in the gloom of the green silk shades, of the big head leaning on the big hand, accompanied an intermittent stifled but powerful sound. The great man had laughed.
The Assistant Commissioner offered this definition in a somewhat apologetic tone. But honestly, there’s a certain clarity that comes with extravagant language, and the important man wasn’t bothered by it. A slight, jerky movement of his large body, partly obscured by the shadows of the green silk shades, along with his big head resting on his large hand, accompanied a powerful sound that was occasionally stifled. The important man had laughed.
“What have you done with him?”
“What did you do with him?”
The Assistant Commissioner answered very readily:
The Assistant Commissioner responded quickly:
“As he seemed very anxious to get back to his wife in the shop I let him go, Sir Ethelred.”
“As he seemed really eager to return to his wife in the shop, I let him go, Sir Ethelred.”
“You did? But the fellow will disappear.”
"You did? But he'll disappear."
“Pardon me. I don’t think so. Where could he go to? Moreover, you must remember that he has got to think of the danger from his comrades too. He’s there at his post. How could he explain leaving it? But even if there were no obstacles to his freedom of action he would do nothing. At present he hasn’t enough moral energy to take a resolution of any sort. Permit me also to point out that if I had detained him we would have been committed to a course of action on which I wished to know your precise intentions first.”
“Excuse me. I don’t think so. Where could he go? Plus, you have to remember that he also has to worry about the danger from his comrades. He’s at his post. How could he explain leaving it? But even if there were no barriers to his freedom, he still wouldn’t do anything. Right now, he doesn’t have enough moral energy to make any decisions. Let me also point out that if I had held him back, we would have been obligated to take action, and I wanted to know your exact intentions first.”
The great personage rose heavily, an imposing shadowy form in the greenish gloom of the room.
The important figure stood up slowly, a towering shadowy shape in the dim green light of the room.
“I’ll see the Attorney-General to-night, and will send for you to-morrow morning. Is there anything more you’d wish to tell me now?”
“I’ll meet with the Attorney-General tonight, and I’ll call for you tomorrow morning. Is there anything else you want to tell me now?”
The Assistant Commissioner had stood up also, slender and flexible.
The Assistant Commissioner had also stood up, lean and agile.
“I think not, Sir Ethelred, unless I were to enter into details which—”
“I don’t think so, Sir Ethelred, unless I were to get into details that—”
“No. No details, please.”
"No, no details, please."
The great shadowy form seemed to shrink away as if in physical dread of details; then came forward, expanded, enormous, and weighty, offering a large hand. “And you say that this man has got a wife?”
The huge shadowy figure appeared to shrink back as if afraid of the details; then it moved forward, growing larger and heavier, extending a big hand. “And you’re saying that this guy has a wife?”
“Yes, Sir Ethelred,” said the Assistant Commissioner, pressing deferentially the extended hand. “A genuine wife and a genuinely, respectably, marital relation. He told me that after his interview at the Embassy he would have thrown everything up, would have tried to sell his shop, and leave the country, only he felt certain that his wife would not even hear of going abroad. Nothing could be more characteristic of the respectable bond than that,” went on, with a touch of grimness, the Assistant Commissioner, whose own wife too had refused to hear of going abroad. “Yes, a genuine wife. And the victim was a genuine brother-in-law. From a certain point of view we are here in the presence of a domestic drama.”
“Yes, Sir Ethelred,” said the Assistant Commissioner, shaking his hand in a respectful manner. “A real wife and a truly respectable marital relationship. He told me that after his meeting at the Embassy, he considered quitting everything, trying to sell his shop, and leaving the country, but he was sure that his wife wouldn't even think about going abroad. Nothing shows the strength of a respectable bond more than that,” the Assistant Commissioner said, with a hint of seriousness, as his own wife had also refused to consider going abroad. “Yes, a real wife. And the victim was a real brother-in-law. From one perspective, we are witnessing a domestic drama here.”
The Assistant Commissioner laughed a little; but the great man’s thoughts seemed to have wandered far away, perhaps to the questions of his country’s domestic policy, the battle-ground of his crusading valour against the paynim Cheeseman. The Assistant Commissioner withdrew quietly, unnoticed, as if already forgotten.
The Assistant Commissioner chuckled slightly; however, the important man appeared to be lost in thought, possibly pondering his country's domestic policy or reminiscing about his valiant battles against the wicked Cheeseman. The Assistant Commissioner quietly slipped away, unnoticed, as if he had already been forgotten.
He had his own crusading instincts. This affair, which, in one way or another, disgusted Chief Inspector Heat, seemed to him a providentially given starting-point for a crusade. He had it much at heart to begin. He walked slowly home, meditating that enterprise on the way, and thinking over Mr Verloc’s psychology in a composite mood of repugnance and satisfaction. He walked all the way home. Finding the drawing-room dark, he went upstairs, and spent some time between the bedroom and the dressing-room, changing his clothes, going to and fro with the air of a thoughtful somnambulist. But he shook it off before going out again to join his wife at the house of the great lady patroness of Michaelis.
He had his own strong impulses to fight for a cause. This situation, which disgusted Chief Inspector Heat in one way or another, seemed to him like a perfect opportunity to start his own crusade. He was really eager to begin. He walked home slowly, thinking about this mission along the way, reflecting on Mr. Verloc’s mindset with a mix of disgust and satisfaction. He walked all the way home. Finding the living room dark, he went upstairs and spent some time going back and forth between the bedroom and the dressing room, changing his clothes with the demeanor of a thoughtful sleepwalker. But he shook it off before heading out again to meet his wife at the home of the influential lady who supported Michaelis.
He knew he would be welcomed there. On entering the smaller of the two drawing-rooms he saw his wife in a small group near the piano. A youngish composer in pass of becoming famous was discoursing from a music stool to two thick men whose backs looked old, and three slender women whose backs looked young. Behind the screen the great lady had only two persons with her: a man and a woman, who sat side by side on arm-chairs at the foot of her couch. She extended her hand to the Assistant Commissioner.
He knew he would be welcomed there. As he entered the smaller of the two drawing rooms, he saw his wife in a small group near the piano. A relatively young composer, on the verge of becoming famous, was talking from a music stool to two heavyset men whose backs looked old, and three slim women whose backs looked young. Behind the screen, the great lady had only two people with her: a man and a woman, who sat side by side in armchairs at the foot of her couch. She reached out her hand to the Assistant Commissioner.
“I never hoped to see you here to-night. Annie told me—”
"I never expected to see you here tonight. Annie told me—"
“Yes. I had no idea myself that my work would be over so soon.”
“Yes. I didn’t even realize that my work would wrap up this quickly.”
The Assistant Commissioner added in a low tone: “I am glad to tell you that Michaelis is altogether clear of this—”
The Assistant Commissioner said quietly, “I’m glad to tell you that Michaelis is completely in the clear on this—”
The patroness of the ex-convict received this assurance indignantly.
The patron of the ex-convict reacted to this assurance with anger.
“Why? Were your people stupid enough to connect him with—”
"Why? Were your people dumb enough to link him with—"
“Not stupid,” interrupted the Assistant Commissioner, contradicting deferentially. “Clever enough—quite clever enough for that.”
“Not stupid,” interrupted the Assistant Commissioner, contradicting politely. “Smart enough—definitely smart enough for that.”
A silence fell. The man at the foot of the couch had stopped speaking to the lady, and looked on with a faint smile.
A silence settled in. The man at the foot of the couch had stopped talking to the woman and watched with a slight smile.
“I don’t know whether you ever met before,” said the great lady.
“I don’t know if you two have met before,” said the great lady.
Mr Vladimir and the Assistant Commissioner, introduced, acknowledged each other’s existence with punctilious and guarded courtesy.
Mr. Vladimir and the Assistant Commissioner, once introduced, acknowledged each other with careful and reserved politeness.
“He’s been frightening me,” declared suddenly the lady who sat by the side of Mr Vladimir, with an inclination of the head towards that gentleman. The Assistant Commissioner knew the lady.
“He’s been scaring me,” said suddenly the woman who sat next to Mr. Vladimir, nodding her head in his direction. The Assistant Commissioner recognized her.
“You do not look frightened,” he pronounced, after surveying her conscientiously with his tired and equable gaze. He was thinking meantime to himself that in this house one met everybody sooner or later. Mr Vladimir’s rosy countenance was wreathed in smiles, because he was witty, but his eyes remained serious, like the eyes of convinced man.
“You don’t look scared,” he said, after carefully studying her with his tired, steady gaze. Meanwhile, he was thinking to himself that in this house, you eventually meet everyone. Mr. Vladimir’s cheerful face was full of smiles because he was funny, but his eyes stayed serious, like those of a man who knows what he believes.
“Well, he tried to at least,” amended the lady.
“Well, he tried to at least,” the lady corrected.
“Force of habit perhaps,” said the Assistant Commissioner, moved by an irresistible inspiration.
“Maybe it's just a habit,” said the Assistant Commissioner, struck by an overpowering instinct.
“He has been threatening society with all sorts of horrors,” continued the lady, whose enunciation was caressing and slow, “apropos of this explosion in Greenwich Park. It appears we all ought to quake in our shoes at what’s coming if those people are not suppressed all over the world. I had no idea this was such a grave affair.”
“He’s been scaring everyone with all kinds of horrors,” continued the lady, her words soft and measured, “regarding this explosion in Greenwich Park. It seems we should all be worried about what might happen if those people aren’t dealt with globally. I had no idea this was such a serious situation.”
Mr Vladimir, affecting not to listen, leaned towards the couch, talking amiably in subdued tones, but he heard the Assistant Commissioner say:
Mr. Vladimir, pretending not to listen, leaned towards the couch, speaking pleasantly in low tones, but he caught the Assistant Commissioner say:
“I’ve no doubt that Mr Vladimir has a very precise notion of the true importance of this affair.”
“I’m sure that Mr. Vladimir has a clear understanding of how important this situation really is.”
Mr Vladimir asked himself what that confounded and intrusive policeman was driving at. Descended from generations victimised by the instruments of an arbitrary power, he was racially, nationally, and individually afraid of the police. It was an inherited weakness, altogether independent of his judgment, of his reason, of his experience. He was born to it. But that sentiment, which resembled the irrational horror some people have of cats, did not stand in the way of his immense contempt for the English police. He finished the sentence addressed to the great lady, and turned slightly in his chair.
Mr. Vladimir wondered what that annoying and intrusive policeman was up to. Coming from generations that had suffered under arbitrary authority, he felt a deep, personal fear of the police due to his race and nationality. It was a weakness he was born into, completely separate from his judgment, reason, or experience. However, this feeling, akin to the irrational fear some have of cats, didn’t stop him from having immense contempt for the English police. He wrapped up the sentence he was saying to the esteemed lady and shifted slightly in his chair.
“You mean that we have a great experience of these people. Yes; indeed, we suffer greatly from their activity, while you”—Mr Vladimir hesitated for a moment, in smiling perplexity—“while you suffer their presence gladly in your midst,” he finished, displaying a dimple on each clean-shaven cheek. Then he added more gravely: “I may even say—because you do.”
“You mean that we have a lot of experience with these people. Yes; we definitely suffer a lot from what they do, while you”—Mr. Vladimir paused for a moment, smiling in confusion—“while you happily tolerate their presence among you,” he concluded, revealing a dimple on each of his clean-shaven cheeks. Then he added more seriously: “I can even say—because you do.”
When Mr Vladimir ceased speaking the Assistant Commissioner lowered his glance, and the conversation dropped. Almost immediately afterwards Mr Vladimir took leave.
When Mr. Vladimir finished speaking, the Assistant Commissioner looked down, and the conversation ended. Soon after, Mr. Vladimir said his goodbyes.
Directly his back was turned on the couch the Assistant Commissioner rose too.
As soon as his back was turned to the couch, the Assistant Commissioner stood up as well.
“I thought you were going to stay and take Annie home,” said the lady patroness of Michaelis.
"I thought you were going to stick around and take Annie home," said the lady patroness of Michaelis.
“I find that I’ve yet a little work to do to-night.”
“I realize I still have a bit of work to finish tonight.”
“In connection—?”
"In connection—?"
“Well, yes—in a way.”
"Well, yes—in a sense."
“Tell me, what is it really—this horror?”
“Tell me, what is this horror really?”
“It’s difficult to say what it is, but it may yet be a cause célèbre,” said the Assistant Commissioner.
“It’s hard to say what it is, but it might still be a cause célèbre,” said the Assistant Commissioner.
He left the drawing-room hurriedly, and found Mr Vladimir still in the hall, wrapping up his throat carefully in a large silk handkerchief. Behind him a footman waited, holding his overcoat. Another stood ready to open the door. The Assistant Commissioner was duly helped into his coat, and let out at once. After descending the front steps he stopped, as if to consider the way he should take. On seeing this through the door held open, Mr Vladimir lingered in the hall to get out a cigar and asked for a light. It was furnished to him by an elderly man out of livery with an air of calm solicitude. But the match went out; the footman then closed the door, and Mr Vladimir lighted his large Havana with leisurely care.
He rushed out of the drawing room and found Mr. Vladimir still in the hallway, carefully wrapping a large silk handkerchief around his throat. A footman waited behind him, holding his overcoat, while another stood ready to open the door. The Assistant Commissioner was helped into his coat and let out right away. After going down the front steps, he paused, as if to consider which way to go. Seeing this through the open door, Mr. Vladimir lingered in the hall to take out a cigar and asked for a light. An elderly man, not in uniform, provided it with a calm demeanor. But the match went out; the footman then closed the door, and Mr. Vladimir lit his large Havana with slow, careful movements.
When at last he got out of the house, he saw with disgust the “confounded policeman” still standing on the pavement.
When he finally stepped out of the house, he noticed with disgust the “damn policeman” still standing on the sidewalk.
“Can he be waiting for me,” thought Mr Vladimir, looking up and down for some signs of a hansom. He saw none. A couple of carriages waited by the curbstone, their lamps blazing steadily, the horses standing perfectly still, as if carved in stone, the coachmen sitting motionless under the big fur capes, without as much as a quiver stirring the white thongs of their big whips. Mr Vladimir walked on, and the “confounded policeman” fell into step at his elbow. He said nothing. At the end of the fourth stride Mr Vladimir felt infuriated and uneasy. This could not last.
“Could he be waiting for me?” thought Mr. Vladimir, looking around for any sign of a cab. He saw none. A couple of carriages were parked by the curb, their lamps shining brightly, horses standing completely still, as if they were made of stone, and the drivers sitting motionless under their heavy fur coats, not even a twitch stirring the white lashes of their long whips. Mr. Vladimir kept walking, and the “annoying policeman” matched his pace. He didn’t say anything. After just a few steps, Mr. Vladimir felt frustrated and anxious. This situation couldn’t go on like this.
“Rotten weather,” he growled savagely.
“Terrible weather,” he growled savagely.
“Mild,” said the Assistant Commissioner without passion. He remained silent for a little while. “We’ve got hold of a man called Verloc,” he announced casually.
“Mild,” said the Assistant Commissioner without any emotion. He stayed quiet for a moment. “We’ve detained a guy named Verloc,” he said casually.
Mr Vladimir did not stumble, did not stagger back, did not change his stride. But he could not prevent himself from exclaiming: “What?” The Assistant Commissioner did not repeat his statement. “You know him,” he went on in the same tone.
Mr. Vladimir didn't trip, didn't step back, and didn't alter his pace. But he couldn’t help but shout, “What?” The Assistant Commissioner didn’t repeat what he had said. “You know him,” he continued in the same tone.
Mr Vladimir stopped, and became guttural. “What makes you say that?”
Mr. Vladimir stopped and spoke in a deep voice. “What makes you say that?”
“I don’t. It’s Verloc who says that.”
“I don’t. It’s Verloc who says that.”
“A lying dog of some sort,” said Mr Vladimir in somewhat Oriental phraseology. But in his heart he was almost awed by the miraculous cleverness of the English police. The change of his opinion on the subject was so violent that it made him for a moment feel slightly sick. He threw away his cigar, and moved on.
“A lying dog of some kind,” said Mr. Vladimir in somewhat of an Eastern manner. But deep down, he was almost amazed by the incredible skill of the English police. The shift in his views on the matter was so intense that it made him feel a bit nauseous for a moment. He tossed aside his cigar and continued on.
“What pleased me most in this affair,” the Assistant went on, talking slowly, “is that it makes such an excellent starting-point for a piece of work which I’ve felt must be taken in hand—that is, the clearing out of this country of all the foreign political spies, police, and that sort of—of—dogs. In my opinion they are a ghastly nuisance; also an element of danger. But we can’t very well seek them out individually. The only way is to make their employment unpleasant to their employers. The thing’s becoming indecent. And dangerous too, for us, here.”
“What I liked most about this situation,” the Assistant continued, speaking slowly, “is that it serves as a great starting point for a project I’ve felt we need to tackle—that is, getting rid of all the foreign political spies, police, and those sorts of—well—nuisances. In my view, they’re a terrible annoyance and also a risk. But we can’t realistically hunt them down one by one. The only way to handle it is to make it unpleasant for their employers. This is getting out of hand. And it’s dangerous for us here too.”
Mr Vladimir stopped again for a moment.
Mr. Vladimir paused once more for a moment.
“What do you mean?”
"What do you mean?"
“The prosecution of this Verloc will demonstrate to the public both the danger and the indecency.”
“The prosecution of this Verloc will show the public both the danger and the indecency.”
“Nobody will believe what a man of that sort says,” said Mr Vladimir contemptuously.
“Nobody will believe what someone like that says,” Mr. Vladimir said with contempt.
“The wealth and precision of detail will carry conviction to the great mass of the public,” advanced the Assistant Commissioner gently.
“The wealth and precision of detail will convince the vast majority of the public,” the Assistant Commissioner said softly.
“So that is seriously what you mean to do.”
“So that’s really what you plan to do.”
“We’ve got the man; we have no choice.”
“We’ve got the guy; we have no choice.”
“You will be only feeding up the lying spirit of these revolutionary scoundrels,” Mr Vladimir protested. “What do you want to make a scandal for?—from morality—or what?”
“You're just encouraging the deceitful spirit of these revolutionary crooks,” Mr. Vladimir protested. “Why are you trying to create a scandal? For the sake of morality or what?”
Mr Vladimir’s anxiety was obvious. The Assistant Commissioner having ascertained in this way that there must be some truth in the summary statements of Mr Verloc, said indifferently:
Mr. Vladimir's anxiety was clear. The Assistant Commissioner, having confirmed that there was likely some truth in Mr. Verloc's summary statements, said nonchalantly:
“There’s a practical side too. We have really enough to do to look after the genuine article. You can’t say we are not effective. But we don’t intend to let ourselves be bothered by shams under any pretext whatever.”
“There’s a practical side to this too. We have more than enough to do to take care of the real deal. You can’t deny that we’re effective. But we’re not going to let ourselves get distracted by fakes, no matter what the excuse.”
Mr Vladimir’s tone became lofty.
Mr. Vladimir's tone became elevated.
“For my part, I can’t share your view. It is selfish. My sentiments for my own country cannot be doubted; but I’ve always felt that we ought to be good Europeans besides—I mean governments and men.”
“For my part, I can’t agree with your view. It’s selfish. My feelings for my own country are undeniable; but I’ve always believed that we should also be good Europeans—both as governments and individuals.”
“Yes,” said the Assistant Commissioner simply. “Only you look at Europe from its other end. But,” he went on in a good-natured tone, “the foreign governments cannot complain of the inefficiency of our police. Look at this outrage; a case specially difficult to trace inasmuch as it was a sham. In less than twelve hours we have established the identity of a man literally blown to shreds, have found the organiser of the attempt, and have had a glimpse of the inciter behind him. And we could have gone further; only we stopped at the limits of our territory.”
"Yes," replied the Assistant Commissioner casually. "But you’re viewing Europe from a different perspective. However," he continued in a friendly tone, "foreign governments can't really argue about the shortcomings of our police. Take this incident; it's especially tricky to investigate since it was a fake. In under twelve hours, we've identified a man who was literally blown to pieces, discovered the organizer of the attack, and caught a glimpse of the person who instigated it. We could have gotten more information, but we stopped at the boundaries of our jurisdiction."
“So this instructive crime was planned abroad,” Mr Vladimir said quickly. “You admit it was planned abroad?”
“So this enlightening crime was organized overseas,” Mr. Vladimir said quickly. “You admit it was organized overseas?”
“Theoretically. Theoretically only, on foreign territory; abroad only by a fiction,” said the Assistant Commissioner, alluding to the character of Embassies, which are supposed to be part and parcel of the country to which they belong. “But that’s a detail. I talked to you of this business because it’s your government that grumbles most at our police. You see that we are not so bad. I wanted particularly to tell you of our success.”
“Theoretically. Only theoretically, on foreign soil; abroad only in theory,” said the Assistant Commissioner, referencing the nature of Embassies, which are meant to be integral to the country they represent. “But that’s just a detail. I brought this up because it’s your government that complains the most about our police. You can see that we’re not so bad. I specifically wanted to share our success with you.”
“I’m sure I’m very grateful,” muttered Mr Vladimir through his teeth.
“I’m sure I’m really grateful,” muttered Mr. Vladimir through gritted teeth.
“We can put our finger on every anarchist here,” went on the Assistant Commissioner, as though he were quoting Chief Inspector Heat. “All that’s wanted now is to do away with the agent provocateur to make everything safe.”
“We can identify every anarchist here,” continued the Assistant Commissioner, as if he were quoting Chief Inspector Heat. “All that’s left now is to eliminate the undercover agent to ensure everything is secure.”
Mr Vladimir held up his hand to a passing hansom.
Mr. Vladimir raised his hand to hail a passing cab.
“You’re not going in here,” remarked the Assistant Commissioner, looking at a building of noble proportions and hospitable aspect, with the light of a great hall falling through its glass doors on a broad flight of steps.
“You're not going in there,” said the Assistant Commissioner, gazing at a grand building with an inviting look, as the light from a large hall streamed through its glass doors onto a wide set of steps.
But Mr Vladimir, sitting, stony-eyed, inside the hansom, drove off without a word.
But Mr. Vladimir, sitting with a blank expression inside the cab, drove away without saying a word.
The Assistant Commissioner himself did not turn into the noble building. It was the Explorers’ Club. The thought passed through his mind that Mr Vladimir, honorary member, would not be seen very often there in the future. He looked at his watch. It was only half-past ten. He had had a very full evening.
The Assistant Commissioner himself didn’t enter the impressive building. It was the Explorers’ Club. He thought that Mr. Vladimir, an honorary member, wouldn’t be seen there much in the future. He glanced at his watch. It was only 10:30. He had a very busy evening.
CHAPTER XI
After Chief Inspector Heat had left him Mr Verloc moved about the parlour.
After Chief Inspector Heat left, Mr. Verloc walked around the living room.
From time to time he eyed his wife through the open door. “She knows all about it now,” he thought to himself with commiseration for her sorrow and with some satisfaction as regarded himself. Mr Verloc’s soul, if lacking greatness perhaps, was capable of tender sentiments. The prospect of having to break the news to her had put him into a fever. Chief Inspector Heat had relieved him of the task. That was good as far as it went. It remained for him now to face her grief.
From time to time, he looked at his wife through the open door. “She knows everything now,” he thought, feeling sorry for her sadness and a bit pleased with himself. Mr. Verloc's soul, while maybe not great, was still capable of feeling tenderness. The thought of having to tell her the news had made him anxious. Chief Inspector Heat had taken that burden off his shoulders. That was a relief, but now he had to deal with her sorrow.
Mr Verloc had never expected to have to face it on account of death, whose catastrophic character cannot be argued away by sophisticated reasoning or persuasive eloquence. Mr Verloc never meant Stevie to perish with such abrupt violence. He did not mean him to perish at all. Stevie dead was a much greater nuisance than ever he had been when alive. Mr Verloc had augured a favourable issue to his enterprise, basing himself not on Stevie’s intelligence, which sometimes plays queer tricks with a man, but on the blind docility and on the blind devotion of the boy. Though not much of a psychologist, Mr Verloc had gauged the depth of Stevie’s fanaticism. He dared cherish the hope of Stevie walking away from the walls of the Observatory as he had been instructed to do, taking the way shown to him several times previously, and rejoining his brother-in-law, the wise and good Mr Verloc, outside the precincts of the park. Fifteen minutes ought to have been enough for the veriest fool to deposit the engine and walk away. And the Professor had guaranteed more than fifteen minutes. But Stevie had stumbled within five minutes of being left to himself. And Mr Verloc was shaken morally to pieces. He had foreseen everything but that. He had foreseen Stevie distracted and lost—sought for—found in some police station or provincial workhouse in the end. He had foreseen Stevie arrested, and was not afraid, because Mr Verloc had a great opinion of Stevie’s loyalty, which had been carefully indoctrinated with the necessity of silence in the course of many walks. Like a peripatetic philosopher, Mr Verloc, strolling along the streets of London, had modified Stevie’s view of the police by conversations full of subtle reasonings. Never had a sage a more attentive and admiring disciple. The submission and worship were so apparent that Mr Verloc had come to feel something like a liking for the boy. In any case, he had not foreseen the swift bringing home of his connection. That his wife should hit upon the precaution of sewing the boy’s address inside his overcoat was the last thing Mr Verloc would have thought of. One can’t think of everything. That was what she meant when she said that he need not worry if he lost Stevie during their walks. She had assured him that the boy would turn up all right. Well, he had turned up with a vengeance!
Mr. Verloc had never expected to face this because of death, which can't be dismissed with clever arguments or smooth talk. Mr. Verloc never intended for Stevie to die in such a sudden way. He didn’t want him to die at all. Stevie being dead was a much bigger hassle than he had ever been alive. Mr. Verloc had expected a positive outcome for his plan, relying not on Stevie’s intelligence—which sometimes played strange tricks—but on the boy's blind obedience and devotion. Although he wasn’t much of a psychologist, Mr. Verloc understood the intensity of Stevie’s enthusiasm. He dared to hope that Stevie would leave the Observatory as instructed, taking the path he had been shown several times before, and meet up with his brother-in-law, the wise and good Mr. Verloc, outside the park. Fifteen minutes should have been enough time for even the biggest fool to drop off the device and walk away. And the Professor had promised more than fifteen minutes. But Stevie tripped up within five minutes of being left alone. And Mr. Verloc was morally shattered. He had anticipated everything except that. He envisioned Stevie being distracted and lost—searched for—found in some police station or provincial shelter eventually. He had expected Stevie to get arrested, but he wasn’t worried because Mr. Verloc had a high opinion of Stevie’s loyalty, which had been taught through many walks about the need for secrecy. Like a wandering philosopher, Mr. Verloc, strolling through the streets of London, had changed Stevie’s perception of the police with discussions full of subtleties. Never had a wise man had a more attentive and admiring follower. The submission and admiration were so obvious that Mr. Verloc had begun to feel something like fondness for the boy. In any case, he never anticipated that his connection would be brought home so quickly. That his wife would think to sew the boy’s address inside his overcoat was the last thing Mr. Verloc would have considered. You can’t think of everything. That’s what she meant when she said not to worry if Stevie got lost during their walks. She assured him that the boy would be fine. Well, he showed up with a vengeance!
“Well, well,” muttered Mr Verloc in his wonder. What did she mean by it? Spare him the trouble of keeping an anxious eye on Stevie? Most likely she had meant well. Only she ought to have told him of the precaution she had taken.
“Well, well,” muttered Mr. Verloc, astonished. What did she mean by that? Did she want to relieve him of the burden of watching Stevie? She probably had good intentions. Still, she should have informed him about the precaution she had taken.
Mr Verloc walked behind the counter of the shop. His intention was not to overwhelm his wife with bitter reproaches. Mr Verloc felt no bitterness. The unexpected march of events had converted him to the doctrine of fatalism. Nothing could be helped now. He said:
Mr. Verloc walked behind the shop counter. He didn’t want to throw harsh accusations at his wife. Mr. Verloc felt no resentment. The surprising turn of events had made him a believer in fatalism. There was nothing that could be done now. He said:
“I didn’t mean any harm to come to the boy.”
“I didn't intend for any harm to come to the kid.”
Mrs Verloc shuddered at the sound of her husband’s voice. She did not uncover her face. The trusted secret agent of the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim looked at her for a time with a heavy, persistent, undiscerning glance. The torn evening paper was lying at her feet. It could not have told her much. Mr Verloc felt the need of talking to his wife.
Mrs. Verloc shivered at the sound of her husband’s voice. She kept her face covered. The trusted secret agent of the late Baron Stott-Wartenheim stared at her for a while with a heavy, unyielding gaze. The ripped evening paper was lying at her feet. It probably didn’t reveal much to her. Mr. Verloc felt the urge to talk to his wife.
“It’s that damned Heat—eh?” he said. “He upset you. He’s a brute, blurting it out like this to a woman. I made myself ill thinking how to break it to you. I sat for hours in the little parlour of Cheshire Cheese thinking over the best way. You understand I never meant any harm to come to that boy.”
“It’s that damn Heat—right?” he said. “He upset you. He’s a jerk, just saying it like this to a woman. I made myself sick trying to figure out how to tell you. I sat for hours in the small parlor of Cheshire Cheese thinking about the best way to put it. You know I never meant for anything bad to happen to that boy.”
Mr Verloc, the Secret Agent, was speaking the truth. It was his marital affection that had received the greatest shock from the premature explosion. He added:
Mr. Verloc, the Secret Agent, was telling the truth. It was his love for his wife that had taken the biggest hit from the early explosion. He added:
“I didn’t feel particularly gay sitting there and thinking of you.”
“I didn’t feel very happy sitting there and thinking of you.”
He observed another slight shudder of his wife, which affected his sensibility. As she persisted in hiding her face in her hands, he thought he had better leave her alone for a while. On this delicate impulse Mr Verloc withdrew into the parlour again, where the gas jet purred like a contented cat. Mrs Verloc’s wifely forethought had left the cold beef on the table with carving knife and fork and half a loaf of bread for Mr Verloc’s supper. He noticed all these things now for the first time, and cutting himself a piece of bread and meat, began to eat.
He noticed his wife shudder slightly again, which affected him. Since she continued to hide her face in her hands, he thought it would be better to give her some space for a while. Acting on this instinct, Mr. Verloc went back into the parlor, where the gas light hummed like a satisfied cat. Mrs. Verloc had thoughtfully left cold beef on the table, along with a carving knife and fork and half a loaf of bread for his dinner. He took note of all this for the first time, cut himself a piece of bread and meat, and started to eat.
His appetite did not proceed from callousness. Mr Verloc had not eaten any breakfast that day. He had left his home fasting. Not being an energetic man, he found his resolution in nervous excitement, which seemed to hold him mainly by the throat. He could not have swallowed anything solid. Michaelis’ cottage was as destitute of provisions as the cell of a prisoner. The ticket-of-leave apostle lived on a little milk and crusts of stale bread. Moreover, when Mr Verloc arrived he had already gone upstairs after his frugal meal. Absorbed in the toil and delight of literary composition, he had not even answered Mr Verloc’s shout up the little staircase.
His appetite didn’t come from being heartless. Mr. Verloc hadn’t eaten breakfast that day. He had left his home on an empty stomach. Not being an active guy, he found his determination in nervous excitement, which seemed to grip him tightly. He couldn’t have swallowed anything solid. Michaelis’s cottage was just as empty of supplies as a prison cell. The ticket-of-leave apostle lived on a bit of milk and some crusts of stale bread. Besides, when Mr. Verloc got there, he had already gone upstairs after his meager meal. Lost in the hard work and enjoyment of writing, he hadn’t even responded to Mr. Verloc’s shout up the narrow staircase.
“I am taking this young fellow home for a day or two.”
“I’m taking this young guy home for a day or two.”
And, in truth, Mr Verloc did not wait for an answer, but had marched out of the cottage at once, followed by the obedient Stevie.
And, in fact, Mr. Verloc didn’t wait for a response; he just marched out of the cottage right away, followed by the obedient Stevie.
Now that all action was over and his fate taken out of his hands with unexpected swiftness, Mr Verloc felt terribly empty physically. He carved the meat, cut the bread, and devoured his supper standing by the table, and now and then casting a glance towards his wife. Her prolonged immobility disturbed the comfort of his refection. He walked again into the shop, and came up very close to her. This sorrow with a veiled face made Mr Verloc uneasy. He expected, of course, his wife to be very much upset, but he wanted her to pull herself together. He needed all her assistance and all her loyalty in these new conjunctures his fatalism had already accepted.
Now that everything was done and his fate was decided without warning, Mr. Verloc felt incredibly empty. He sliced the meat, cut the bread, and hurriedly ate his dinner while standing by the table, occasionally glancing at his wife. Her long silence made his meal uncomfortable. He went back into the shop and stood very close to her. This sorrowful silence made Mr. Verloc uneasy. He had expected his wife to be upset, but he wanted her to hold it together. He needed her support and loyalty in these new circumstances that his fatalism had already resigned to.
“Can’t be helped,” he said in a tone of gloomy sympathy. “Come, Winnie, we’ve got to think of to-morrow. You’ll want all your wits about you after I am taken away.”
"There's nothing we can do," he said with a tone of heavy sympathy. "Come on, Winnie, we need to focus on tomorrow. You'll need to be sharp after I'm gone."
He paused. Mrs Verloc’s breast heaved convulsively. This was not reassuring to Mr Verloc, in whose view the newly created situation required from the two people most concerned in it calmness, decision, and other qualities incompatible with the mental disorder of passionate sorrow. Mr Verloc was a humane man; he had come home prepared to allow every latitude to his wife’s affection for her brother.
He paused. Mrs. Verloc's chest rose and fell dramatically. This didn't help Mr. Verloc, who believed that the new situation called for calmness, decisiveness, and other traits that didn’t go along with the emotional turmoil of deep sadness. Mr. Verloc was a compassionate man; he had returned home ready to give his wife plenty of space to express her feelings for her brother.
Only he did not understand either the nature or the whole extent of that sentiment. And in this he was excusable, since it was impossible for him to understand it without ceasing to be himself. He was startled and disappointed, and his speech conveyed it by a certain roughness of tone.
Only he didn’t understand either the nature or the full extent of that feeling. And in this, he was justified, since it was impossible for him to grasp it without losing his sense of self. He was shocked and let down, and his tone reflected this through a certain roughness.
“You might look at a fellow,” he observed after waiting a while.
“You might look at someone,” he noted after pausing for a moment.
As if forced through the hands covering Mrs Verloc’s face the answer came, deadened, almost pitiful.
As if pushed through the hands covering Mrs. Verloc’s face, the answer came out muffled, almost sad.
“I don’t want to look at you as long as I live.”
“I don’t want to look at you for as long as I live.”
“Eh? What!” Mr Verloc was merely startled by the superficial and literal meaning of this declaration. It was obviously unreasonable, the mere cry of exaggerated grief. He threw over it the mantle of his marital indulgence. The mind of Mr Verloc lacked profundity. Under the mistaken impression that the value of individuals consists in what they are in themselves, he could not possibly comprehend the value of Stevie in the eyes of Mrs Verloc. She was taking it confoundedly hard, he thought to himself. It was all the fault of that damned Heat. What did he want to upset the woman for? But she mustn’t be allowed, for her own good, to carry on so till she got quite beside herself.
“Wait, what?” Mr. Verloc was just taken aback by the obvious and literal meaning of this statement. It was clearly unreasonable, just an exaggerated expression of grief. He brushed it off with a sense of marital tolerance. Mr. Verloc's thinking wasn't very deep. Believing that a person's worth lies in who they are on their own, he couldn’t grasp Stevie's significance from Mrs. Verloc’s perspective. She was taking it really hard, he thought to himself. It was all that damn Heat's fault. Why did he have to upset her? But she couldn’t be allowed, for her own good, to carry on like this until she became completely unhinged.
“Look here! You can’t sit like this in the shop,” he said with affected severity, in which there was some real annoyance; for urgent practical matters must be talked over if they had to sit up all night. “Somebody might come in at any minute,” he added, and waited again. No effect was produced, and the idea of the finality of death occurred to Mr Verloc during the pause. He changed his tone. “Come. This won’t bring him back,” he said gently, feeling ready to take her in his arms and press her to his breast, where impatience and compassion dwelt side by side. But except for a short shudder Mrs Verloc remained apparently unaffected by the force of that terrible truism. It was Mr Verloc himself who was moved. He was moved in his simplicity to urge moderation by asserting the claims of his own personality.
“Hey! You can’t sit like this in the shop,” he said with a fake sternness, though there was some real annoyance behind it; they needed to talk about urgent matters, even if it meant staying up all night. “Someone might walk in at any moment,” he added, then waited again. No response came, and Mr. Verloc thought about the finality of death during the silence. He softened his tone. “Come on. This won’t bring him back,” he said gently, feeling a mix of impatience and compassion, ready to pull her into his arms. But other than a brief shudder, Mrs. Verloc seemed unaffected by that harsh truth. It was Mr. Verloc himself who felt the emotion. He was simply compelled to suggest moderation by asserting his own perspective.
“Do be reasonable, Winnie. What would it have been if you had lost me!”
“Please be reasonable, Winnie. What would it have been like if you had lost me!”
He had vaguely expected to hear her cry out. But she did not budge. She leaned back a little, quieted down to a complete unreadable stillness. Mr Verloc’s heart began to beat faster with exasperation and something resembling alarm. He laid his hand on her shoulder, saying:
He had somewhat expected her to cry out. But she didn’t move. She leaned back a bit, going completely quiet and unreadable. Mr. Verloc’s heart started racing with frustration and something that felt like alarm. He placed his hand on her shoulder, saying:
“Don’t be a fool, Winnie.”
“Don’t be an idiot, Winnie.”
She gave no sign. It was impossible to talk to any purpose with a woman whose face one cannot see. Mr Verloc caught hold of his wife’s wrists. But her hands seemed glued fast. She swayed forward bodily to his tug, and nearly went off the chair. Startled to feel her so helplessly limp, he was trying to put her back on the chair when she stiffened suddenly all over, tore herself out of his hands, ran out of the shop, across the parlour, and into the kitchen. This was very swift. He had just a glimpse of her face and that much of her eyes that he knew she had not looked at him.
She gave no indication. It was impossible to have a meaningful conversation with a woman whose face you can’t see. Mr. Verloc grabbed his wife’s wrists. But her hands seemed stuck. She leaned forward with his pull and almost fell off the chair. Startled by how limp she felt, he was trying to help her back onto the chair when she suddenly tensed up all over, broke free from his grip, and ran out of the shop, through the parlour, and into the kitchen. It happened very quickly. He caught a fleeting glimpse of her face and enough of her eyes to know that she hadn’t looked at him.
It all had the appearance of a struggle for the possession of a chair, because Mr Verloc instantly took his wife’s place in it. Mr Verloc did not cover his face with his hands, but a sombre thoughtfulness veiled his features. A term of imprisonment could not be avoided. He did not wish now to avoid it. A prison was a place as safe from certain unlawful vengeances as the grave, with this advantage, that in a prison there is room for hope. What he saw before him was a term of imprisonment, an early release and then life abroad somewhere, such as he had contemplated already, in case of failure. Well, it was a failure, if not exactly the sort of failure he had feared. It had been so near success that he could have positively terrified Mr Vladimir out of his ferocious scoffing with this proof of occult efficiency. So at least it seemed now to Mr Verloc. His prestige with the Embassy would have been immense if—if his wife had not had the unlucky notion of sewing on the address inside Stevie’s overcoat. Mr Verloc, who was no fool, had soon perceived the extraordinary character of the influence he had over Stevie, though he did not understand exactly its origin—the doctrine of his supreme wisdom and goodness inculcated by two anxious women. In all the eventualities he had foreseen Mr Verloc had calculated with correct insight on Stevie’s instinctive loyalty and blind discretion. The eventuality he had not foreseen had appalled him as a humane man and a fond husband. From every other point of view it was rather advantageous. Nothing can equal the everlasting discretion of death. Mr Verloc, sitting perplexed and frightened in the small parlour of the Cheshire Cheese, could not help acknowledging that to himself, because his sensibility did not stand in the way of his judgment. Stevie’s violent disintegration, however disturbing to think about, only assured the success; for, of course, the knocking down of a wall was not the aim of Mr Vladimir’s menaces, but the production of a moral effect. With much trouble and distress on Mr Verloc’s part the effect might be said to have been produced. When, however, most unexpectedly, it came home to roost in Brett Street, Mr Verloc, who had been struggling like a man in a nightmare for the preservation of his position, accepted the blow in the spirit of a convinced fatalist. The position was gone through no one’s fault really. A small, tiny fact had done it. It was like slipping on a bit of orange peel in the dark and breaking your leg.
It all looked like a fight over a chair because Mr. Verloc immediately took his wife's seat. He didn’t cover his face with his hands, but a serious thoughtfulness clouded his features. He couldn’t avoid a prison sentence now, and strangely, he didn’t want to. A prison was as safe from certain illegal vendettas as the grave, plus it offered a chance for hope. What lay ahead for him was a prison term, an early release, and life abroad somewhere, just as he had considered in case of failure. Well, it was a failure, though not exactly the type he had feared. It had been so close to success that he could have truly terrified Mr. Vladimir out of his fierce mocking with this proof of hidden effectiveness. At least, that’s how it seemed to Mr. Verloc now. His standing with the Embassy would have been massive if—if his wife hadn’t had the unfortunate idea of sewing the address inside Stevie’s overcoat. Mr. Verloc, who wasn’t stupid, quickly recognized the extraordinary influence he had over Stevie, even though he didn’t fully understand where it came from—the teaching of his supreme wisdom and goodness instilled by two worried women. In all the scenarios he had anticipated, Mr. Verloc had wisely factored in Stevie’s instinctive loyalty and blind discretion. The scenario he hadn’t anticipated shocked him as a compassionate man and caring husband. From every other perspective, it was somewhat beneficial. Nothing matches the unending discretion of death. Mr. Verloc, sitting confused and scared in the small parlor of the Cheshire Cheese, couldn’t help but admit that to himself, as his feelings didn’t interfere with his judgment. Stevie’s violent breakdown, however unsettling to think about, only guaranteed success; because, of course, the destruction of a wall wasn’t what Mr. Vladimir’s threats were after, but rather the creation of a moral impact. With a lot of effort and distress on Mr. Verloc’s part, the effect might be said to have been achieved. When, however, it unexpectedly came home to roost on Brett Street, Mr. Verloc, who had been struggling like someone in a nightmare to keep his position, accepted the blow with the mindset of a convinced fatalist. The position was lost through no one’s true fault. A small, tiny fact had caused it. It was like slipping on a piece of orange peel in the dark and breaking your leg.
Mr Verloc drew a weary breath. He nourished no resentment against his wife. He thought: She will have to look after the shop while they keep me locked up. And thinking also how cruelly she would miss Stevie at first, he felt greatly concerned about her health and spirits. How would she stand her solitude—absolutely alone in that house? It would not do for her to break down while he was locked up? What would become of the shop then? The shop was an asset. Though Mr Verloc’s fatalism accepted his undoing as a secret agent, he had no mind to be utterly ruined, mostly, it must be owned, from regard for his wife.
Mr. Verloc took a tired breath. He didn’t hold any bitterness towards his wife. He thought: She’ll have to manage the shop while I'm stuck in here. And as he considered how heartbreakingly she would miss Stevie at first, he felt deeply worried about her well-being and mood. How would she cope with being completely alone in that house? It wouldn’t be good for her to break down while he was locked up. What would happen to the shop then? The shop was valuable. Even though Mr. Verloc accepted his downfall as a secret agent, he didn’t want to be completely ruined, mainly out of concern for his wife.
Silent, and out of his line of sight in the kitchen, she frightened him. If only she had had her mother with her. But that silly old woman—An angry dismay possessed Mr Verloc. He must talk with his wife. He could tell her certainly that a man does get desperate under certain circumstances. But he did not go incontinently to impart to her that information. First of all, it was clear to him that this evening was no time for business. He got up to close the street door and put the gas out in the shop.
Silent and out of his line of sight in the kitchen, she scared him. If only she had her mother with her. But that silly old woman—angry frustration flooded Mr. Verloc. He needed to talk to his wife. He could definitely tell her that a man can get desperate in certain situations. But he didn’t rush in to share that with her. First of all, it was obvious to him that tonight was not the right time for business. He got up to close the street door and turn off the gas in the shop.
Having thus assured a solitude around his hearthstone Mr Verloc walked into the parlour, and glanced down into the kitchen. Mrs Verloc was sitting in the place where poor Stevie usually established himself of an evening with paper and pencil for the pastime of drawing these coruscations of innumerable circles suggesting chaos and eternity. Her arms were folded on the table, and her head was lying on her arms. Mr Verloc contemplated her back and the arrangement of her hair for a time, then walked away from the kitchen door. Mrs Verloc’s philosophical, almost disdainful incuriosity, the foundation of their accord in domestic life made it extremely difficult to get into contact with her, now this tragic necessity had arisen. Mr Verloc felt this difficulty acutely. He turned around the table in the parlour with his usual air of a large animal in a cage.
Having ensured solitude around his home, Mr. Verloc walked into the living room and looked down into the kitchen. Mrs. Verloc was sitting in the spot where poor Stevie usually settled in the evenings with paper and pencil, drawing his dazzling circles that suggested chaos and eternity. Her arms were folded on the table, and her head rested on her arms. Mr. Verloc watched her back and the way her hair was arranged for a moment, then turned away from the kitchen door. Mrs. Verloc's philosophical, almost dismissive indifference, which was the basis of their domestic harmony, made it really hard to connect with her now that this tragic situation had arisen. Mr. Verloc felt this difficulty acutely. He moved around the table in the living room, carrying himself like a large animal in a cage.
Curiosity being one of the forms of self-revelation, a systematically incurious person remains always partly mysterious. Every time he passed near the door Mr Verloc glanced at his wife uneasily. It was not that he was afraid of her. Mr Verloc imagined himself loved by that woman. But she had not accustomed him to make confidences. And the confidence he had to make was of a profound psychological order. How with his want of practice could he tell her what he himself felt but vaguely: that there are conspiracies of fatal destiny, that a notion grows in a mind sometimes till it acquires an outward existence, an independent power of its own, and even a suggestive voice? He could not inform her that a man may be haunted by a fat, witty, clean-shaved face till the wildest expedient to get rid of it appears a child of wisdom.
Curiosity, as one way of revealing oneself, means that someone who is consistently uninterested remains somewhat of a mystery. Every time he walked by the door, Mr. Verloc glanced at his wife with unease. It wasn't that he was afraid of her. Mr. Verloc believed that woman loved him. But she hadn't trained him to share his thoughts openly. The secret he needed to share was deeply psychological. With his lack of practice, how could he explain to her what he barely understood himself: that there are forces of fate, that an idea can grow in a mind until it gains a life of its own, an independent power, and even a persuasive voice? He couldn't tell her that a man might be haunted by a chubby, witty, clean-shaven face until the wildest plan to escape it feels like a stroke of genius.
On this mental reference to a First Secretary of a great Embassy, Mr Verloc stopped in the doorway, and looking down into the kitchen with an angry face and clenched fists, addressed his wife.
On this thought of a First Secretary of a major Embassy, Mr. Verloc paused in the doorway and, with an angry expression and clenched fists, spoke to his wife.
“You don’t know what a brute I had to deal with.”
“You have no idea what a monster I had to deal with.”
He started off to make another perambulation of the table; then when he had come to the door again he stopped, glaring in from the height of two steps.
He set out to walk around the table again; then when he reached the door, he halted, staring in from the top of two steps.
“A silly, jeering, dangerous brute, with no more sense than—After all these years! A man like me! And I have been playing my head at that game. You didn’t know. Quite right, too. What was the good of telling you that I stood the risk of having a knife stuck into me any time these seven years we’ve been married? I am not a chap to worry a woman that’s fond of me. You had no business to know.” Mr Verloc took another turn round the parlour, fuming.
“A foolish, mocking, dangerous brute, with no more sense than—After all these years! A guy like me! And I’ve been risking my neck in that game. You didn’t know. Rightly so. What was the point of telling you that I was at risk of getting a knife in my back any time during these seven years we’ve been married? I'm not the kind of guy to stress out a woman who cares about me. You had no reason to know.” Mr. Verloc paced the living room again, seething.
“A venomous beast,” he began again from the doorway. “Drive me out into a ditch to starve for a joke. I could see he thought it was a damned good joke. A man like me! Look here! Some of the highest in the world got to thank me for walking on their two legs to this day. That’s the man you’ve got married to, my girl!”
“A dangerous creature,” he started again from the doorway. “You want to toss me into a ditch to starve for a laugh. I could tell he thought it was a really funny joke. A guy like me! Just look at this! Some of the most important people in the world owe me for standing on my own two feet to this day. That’s the guy you’re married to, my girl!”
He perceived that his wife had sat up. Mrs Verloc’s arms remained lying stretched on the table. Mr Verloc watched at her back as if he could read there the effect of his words.
He noticed that his wife had sat up. Mrs. Verloc’s arms were still stretched out on the table. Mr. Verloc watched her back, as if he could read the impact of his words there.
“There isn’t a murdering plot for the last eleven years that I hadn’t my finger in at the risk of my life. There’s scores of these revolutionists I’ve sent off, with their bombs in their blamed pockets, to get themselves caught on the frontier. The old Baron knew what I was worth to his country. And here suddenly a swine comes along—an ignorant, overbearing swine.”
“There hasn’t been a murder plot in the last eleven years that I wasn’t involved in at the risk of my life. There are countless revolutionaries I’ve sent out, with their bombs stuffed in their pockets, only to get caught at the border. The old Baron knew my value to his country. And now suddenly, this pig shows up—an ignorant, arrogant pig.”
Mr Verloc, stepping slowly down two steps, entered the kitchen, took a tumbler off the dresser, and holding it in his hand, approached the sink, without looking at his wife. “It wasn’t the old Baron who would have had the wicked folly of getting me to call on him at eleven in the morning. There are two or three in this town that, if they had seen me going in, would have made no bones about knocking me on the head sooner or later. It was a silly, murderous trick to expose for nothing a man—like me.”
Mr. Verloc stepped slowly down two steps, entered the kitchen, grabbed a glass from the dresser, and, holding it in his hand, walked over to the sink without looking at his wife. “The old Baron wouldn’t have made the foolish mistake of getting me to visit him at eleven in the morning. There are a couple of people in this town who, if they saw me going in, wouldn’t hesitate to hit me sooner or later. It was a stupid, dangerous move to put a man like me at risk for no reason.”
Mr Verloc, turning on the tap above the sink, poured three glasses of water, one after another, down his throat to quench the fires of his indignation. Mr Vladimir’s conduct was like a hot brand which set his internal economy in a blaze. He could not get over the disloyalty of it. This man, who would not work at the usual hard tasks which society sets to its humbler members, had exercised his secret industry with an indefatigable devotion. There was in Mr Verloc a fund of loyalty. He had been loyal to his employers, to the cause of social stability,—and to his affections too—as became apparent when, after standing the tumbler in the sink, he turned about, saying:
Mr. Verloc turned on the tap above the sink and poured three glasses of water down his throat one after the other to calm his anger. Mr. Vladimir’s behavior felt like a hot brand that set his insides on fire. He couldn’t get past the betrayal of it. This man, who wouldn’t take on the usual hard work that society demands from its less privileged members, had shown relentless dedication to his secret activities. Mr. Verloc had a deep sense of loyalty. He had been loyal to his employers, to the cause of social stability—and to his loved ones too—something that became clear when, after setting the tumbler in the sink, he turned around and said:
“If I hadn’t thought of you I would have taken the bullying brute by the throat and rammed his head into the fireplace. I’d have been more than a match for that pink-faced, smooth-shaved—”
“If I hadn’t thought of you, I would have grabbed that bullying jerk by the throat and smashed his head into the fireplace. I’d have been more than a match for that pink-faced, smooth-shaven—”
Mr Verloc, neglected to finish the sentence, as if there could be no doubt of the terminal word. For the first time in his life he was taking that incurious woman into his confidence. The singularity of the event, the force and importance of the personal feelings aroused in the course of this confession, drove Stevie’s fate clean out of Mr Verloc’s mind. The boy’s stuttering existence of fears and indignations, together with the violence of his end, had passed out of Mr Verloc’s mental sight for a time. For that reason, when he looked up he was startled by the inappropriate character of his wife’s stare. It was not a wild stare, and it was not inattentive, but its attention was peculiar and not satisfactory, inasmuch that it seemed concentrated upon some point beyond Mr Verloc’s person. The impression was so strong that Mr Verloc glanced over his shoulder. There was nothing behind him: there was just the whitewashed wall. The excellent husband of Winnie Verloc saw no writing on the wall. He turned to his wife again, repeating, with some emphasis:
Mr. Verloc stopped abruptly, as if there was no doubt about how to finish the sentence. For the first time in his life, he was confiding in that indifferent woman. The uniqueness of the moment, the intensity and significance of the personal feelings stirred up during this confession, completely pushed Stevie’s fate out of Mr. Verloc’s mind. The boy’s troubled existence filled with fears and frustrations, along with the brutality of his ending, had temporarily vanished from Mr. Verloc’s thoughts. Therefore, when he looked up, he was taken aback by the unusual gaze of his wife. It wasn’t a frantic look, nor was it distracted, but its focus was strange and unsettling, as if it was fixated on something beyond Mr. Verloc himself. The impression was so powerful that Mr. Verloc glanced over his shoulder. There was nothing behind him; just a plain white wall. The devoted husband of Winnie Verloc noticed no messages on the wall. He turned back to his wife, repeating with some emphasis:
“I would have taken him by the throat. As true as I stand here, if I hadn’t thought of you then I would have half choked the life out of the brute before I let him get up. And don’t you think he would have been anxious to call the police either. He wouldn’t have dared. You understand why—don’t you?”
“I would have grabbed him by the throat. Honestly, if I hadn’t thought of you in that moment, I would have almost choked the life out of that beast before letting him get back up. And don’t think for a second that he would have wanted to call the police either. He wouldn’t have had the guts. You get why—right?”
He blinked at his wife knowingly.
He exchanged a knowing glance with his wife.
“No,” said Mrs Verloc in an unresonant voice, and without looking at him at all. “What are you talking about?”
“No,” Mrs. Verloc said in a flat voice, not even looking at him. “What are you talking about?”
A great discouragement, the result of fatigue, came upon Mr Verloc. He had had a very full day, and his nerves had been tried to the utmost. After a month of maddening worry, ending in an unexpected catastrophe, the storm-tossed spirit of Mr Verloc longed for repose. His career as a secret agent had come to an end in a way no one could have foreseen; only, now, perhaps he could manage to get a night’s sleep at last. But looking at his wife, he doubted it. She was taking it very hard—not at all like herself, he thought. He made an effort to speak.
A deep sense of discouragement, stemming from exhaustion, washed over Mr. Verloc. He had experienced a hectic day, and his nerves were frayed to the limit. After a month of maddening anxiety that ended in an unexpected disaster, Mr. Verloc’s troubled mind craved some peace. His time as a secret agent had come to a conclusion in a way no one could have predicted; now, maybe he could finally get a good night's sleep. But as he looked at his wife, he began to doubt that. She was taking it really hard—nothing like her usual self, he thought. He tried to muster the strength to say something.
“You’ll have to pull yourself together, my girl,” he said sympathetically. “What’s done can’t be undone.”
"You need to get it together, my girl," he said kindly. "What's done is done."
Mrs Verloc gave a slight start, though not a muscle of her white face moved in the least. Mr Verloc, who was not looking at her, continued ponderously.
Mrs. Verloc jumped a little, but not a single muscle in her pale face shifted. Mr. Verloc, who wasn't looking at her, kept talking in a heavy tone.
“You go to bed now. What you want is a good cry.”
“You should go to bed now. What you need is a good cry.”
This opinion had nothing to recommend it but the general consent of mankind. It is universally understood that, as if it were nothing more substantial than vapour floating in the sky, every emotion of a woman is bound to end in a shower. And it is very probable that had Stevie died in his bed under her despairing gaze, in her protecting arms, Mrs Verloc’s grief would have found relief in a flood of bitter and pure tears. Mrs Verloc, in common with other human beings, was provided with a fund of unconscious resignation sufficient to meet the normal manifestation of human destiny. Without “troubling her head about it,” she was aware that it “did not stand looking into very much.” But the lamentable circumstances of Stevie’s end, which to Mr Verloc’s mind had only an episodic character, as part of a greater disaster, dried her tears at their very source. It was the effect of a white-hot iron drawn across her eyes; at the same time her heart, hardened and chilled into a lump of ice, kept her body in an inward shudder, set her features into a frozen contemplative immobility addressed to a whitewashed wall with no writing on it. The exigencies of Mrs Verloc’s temperament, which, when stripped of its philosophical reserve, was maternal and violent, forced her to roll a series of thoughts in her motionless head. These thoughts were rather imagined than expressed. Mrs Verloc was a woman of singularly few words, either for public or private use. With the rage and dismay of a betrayed woman, she reviewed the tenor of her life in visions concerned mostly with Stevie’s difficult existence from its earliest days. It was a life of single purpose and of a noble unity of inspiration, like those rare lives that have left their mark on the thoughts and feelings of mankind. But the visions of Mrs Verloc lacked nobility and magnificence. She saw herself putting the boy to bed by the light of a single candle on the deserted top floor of a “business house,” dark under the roof and scintillating exceedingly with lights and cut glass at the level of the street like a fairy palace. That meretricious splendour was the only one to be met in Mrs Verloc’s visions. She remembered brushing the boy’s hair and tying his pinafores—herself in a pinafore still; the consolations administered to a small and badly scared creature by another creature nearly as small but not quite so badly scared; she had the vision of the blows intercepted (often with her own head), of a door held desperately shut against a man’s rage (not for very long); of a poker flung once (not very far), which stilled that particular storm into the dumb and awful silence which follows a thunder-clap. And all these scenes of violence came and went accompanied by the unrefined noise of deep vociferations proceeding from a man wounded in his paternal pride, declaring himself obviously accursed since one of his kids was a “slobbering idjut and the other a wicked she-devil.” It was of her that this had been said many years ago.
This opinion had nothing to recommend it except the overall agreement of people. It’s commonly understood that, as if it were nothing more than vapor floating in the sky, every emotion of a woman is bound to end in a flood of tears. And it’s very likely that if Stevie had died in his bed under her desperate gaze, in her protective arms, Mrs. Verloc’s sorrow would have been released in a torrent of bitter, pure tears. Mrs. Verloc, like other people, had a deep well of unconscious resignation sufficient to handle the typical ups and downs of human life. Without “troubling her head about it,” she realized it “did not stand looking into very much.” But the tragic circumstances of Stevie’s death, which to Mr. Verloc seemed just a minor part of a larger disaster, dried her tears at the source. It felt like a white-hot iron drawn across her eyes; at the same time, her heart, hardened and frozen into a lump of ice, kept her body shaking inside, her features set in a frozen, contemplative stillness directed at a blank white wall. The demands of Mrs. Verloc’s temperament, which, when stripped of its philosophical calm, was both maternal and fierce, forced her to roll a series of thoughts in her immobile mind. These thoughts were more imagined than expressed. Mrs. Verloc was a woman of strikingly few words, whether in public or private. Filled with the rage and despair of a betrayed woman, she reflected on her life primarily through the lens of Stevie’s difficult existence from the very beginning. It was a life of single purpose and a noble unity of inspiration, like those rare lives that have impacted the thoughts and feelings of humanity. But Mrs. Verloc’s visions lacked that nobility and grandeur. She saw herself putting the boy to bed by the light of a single candle on the empty top floor of a “business house,” dark under the roof while sparkling with lights and cut glass at street level like a fairy palace. That flashy splendor was the only thing she encountered in her visions. She remembered brushing the boy’s hair and tying his pinafores—herself still in a pinafore; the comfort offered to a small and terrified child by another creature almost as small but not quite as scared; she envisioned the blows intercepted (often with her own head), a door held desperately shut against a man’s rage (though not for very long); a poker thrown once (not very far), which calmed that specific storm into the dumb, awful silence that follows a thunderclap. And all these scenes of violence came and went, accompanied by the harsh sounds of a man wounded in his paternal pride, lamenting his fate since one of his kids was a “slobbering idiot and the other a wicked she-devil.” It was about her that this had been said many years ago.
Mrs Verloc heard the words again in a ghostly fashion, and then the dreary shadow of the Belgravian mansion descended upon her shoulders. It was a crushing memory, an exhausting vision of countless breakfast trays carried up and down innumerable stairs, of endless haggling over pence, of the endless drudgery of sweeping, dusting, cleaning, from basement to attics; while the impotent mother, staggering on swollen legs, cooked in a grimy kitchen, and poor Stevie, the unconscious presiding genius of all their toil, blacked the gentlemen’s boots in the scullery. But this vision had a breath of a hot London summer in it, and for a central figure a young man wearing his Sunday best, with a straw hat on his dark head and a wooden pipe in his mouth. Affectionate and jolly, he was a fascinating companion for a voyage down the sparkling stream of life; only his boat was very small. There was room in it for a girl-partner at the oar, but no accommodation for passengers. He was allowed to drift away from the threshold of the Belgravian mansion while Winnie averted her tearful eyes. He was not a lodger. The lodger was Mr Verloc, indolent, and keeping late hours, sleepily jocular of a morning from under his bed-clothes, but with gleams of infatuation in his heavy lidded eyes, and always with some money in his pockets. There was no sparkle of any kind on the lazy stream of his life. It flowed through secret places. But his barque seemed a roomy craft, and his taciturn magnanimity accepted as a matter of course the presence of passengers.
Mrs. Verloc heard the words again in a ghostly way, and then the heavy weight of the Belgravian mansion settled on her shoulders. It was a crushing memory, an exhausting vision of countless breakfast trays being carried up and down endless stairs, of constant haggling over small amounts of money, of the never-ending work of sweeping, dusting, and cleaning from the basement to the attics; while her struggling mother, with swollen legs, cooked in a filthy kitchen, and poor Stevie, the unaware mastermind of all their hard work, polished the gentlemen’s boots in the scullery. But this vision had a hint of a hot London summer in it, and at its center was a young man dressed in his Sunday best, wearing a straw hat on his dark hair and a wooden pipe in his mouth. Cheerful and charming, he was an intriguing companion for a journey down the sparkling stream of life; only his boat was very small. There was room for a girl-partner at the oar, but no space for extra passengers. He was allowed to drift away from the doorstep of the Belgravian mansion while Winnie turned away her tearful eyes. He was not a lodger. The lodger was Mr. Verloc, lazy and keeping late hours, sleepily joking in the mornings from under his blankets, but with sparks of infatuation in his heavy-lidded eyes, and always with some money in his pockets. There was no excitement of any kind in the lazy flow of his life. It moved through hidden places. But his boat seemed spacious, and his quiet generosity accepted the presence of passengers as a given.
Mrs Verloc pursued the visions of seven years’ security for Stevie, loyally paid for on her part; of security growing into confidence, into a domestic feeling, stagnant and deep like a placid pool, whose guarded surface hardly shuddered on the occasional passage of Comrade Ossipon, the robust anarchist with shamelessly inviting eyes, whose glance had a corrupt clearness sufficient to enlighten any woman not absolutely imbecile.
Mrs. Verloc chased her dreams of seven years of stability for Stevie, which she had faithfully financed; a sense of security that evolved into confidence, into a homey feeling, still and profound like a calm pond, whose surface barely rippled with the rare presence of Comrade Ossipon, the strong anarchist with enticingly bold eyes, whose gaze had a clear, seductive quality enough to charm any woman who wasn’t completely foolish.
A few seconds only had elapsed since the last word had been uttered aloud in the kitchen, and Mrs Verloc was staring already at the vision of an episode not more than a fortnight old. With eyes whose pupils were extremely dilated she stared at the vision of her husband and poor Stevie walking up Brett Street side by side away from the shop. It was the last scene of an existence created by Mrs Verloc’s genius; an existence foreign to all grace and charm, without beauty and almost without decency, but admirable in the continuity of feeling and tenacity of purpose. And this last vision had such plastic relief, such nearness of form, such a fidelity of suggestive detail, that it wrung from Mrs Verloc an anguished and faint murmur, reproducing the supreme illusion of her life, an appalled murmur that died out on her blanched lips.
Just a few seconds had passed since the last word was spoken in the kitchen, and Mrs. Verloc was already fixated on a memory that was no more than two weeks old. With her eyes unusually wide, she stared at the image of her husband and poor Stevie walking side by side up Brett Street, leaving the shop. It was the final scene of a life shaped by Mrs. Verloc’s creativity; a life lacking in any grace or charm, devoid of beauty and almost without decency, but impressive in its emotional depth and determination. This last image was so vivid, so tangible, and so rich in detail that it drew from Mrs. Verloc a pained and soft murmur, echoing the ultimate illusion of her life, a stunned murmur that faded from her pale lips.
“Might have been father and son.”
“Might have been a father and son.”
Mr Verloc stopped, and raised a care-worn face. “Eh? What did you say?” he asked. Receiving no reply, he resumed his sinister tramping. Then with a menacing flourish of a thick, fleshy fist, he burst out:
Mr. Verloc stopped and lifted his tired face. "Eh? What did you say?" he asked. When he got no answer, he went back to his heavy, ominous footsteps. Then, with a threatening gesture of his big, meaty fist, he exclaimed:
“Yes. The Embassy people. A pretty lot, ain’t they! Before a week’s out I’ll make some of them wish themselves twenty feet underground. Eh? What?”
“Yes. The Embassy folks. Quite a crowd, right? Before the week’s over, I’ll make some of them wish they were twenty feet underground. Huh? What?”
He glanced sideways, with his head down. Mrs Verloc gazed at the whitewashed wall. A blank wall—perfectly blank. A blankness to run at and dash your head against. Mrs Verloc remained immovably seated. She kept still as the population of half the globe would keep still in astonishment and despair, were the sun suddenly put out in the summer sky by the perfidy of a trusted providence.
He looked to the side with his head down. Mrs. Verloc stared at the white wall. A completely blank wall. A blankness you could run at and smash your head against. Mrs. Verloc stayed firmly seated. She remained as still as half the world's population would be in shock and despair if the sun were suddenly snuffed out in the summer sky by the betrayal of a trusted fate.
“The Embassy,” Mr Verloc began again, after a preliminary grimace which bared his teeth wolfishly. “I wish I could get loose in there with a cudgel for half-an-hour. I would keep on hitting till there wasn’t a single unbroken bone left amongst the whole lot. But never mind, I’ll teach them yet what it means trying to throw out a man like me to rot in the streets. I’ve a tongue in my head. All the world shall know what I’ve done for them. I am not afraid. I don’t care. Everything’ll come out. Every damned thing. Let them look out!”
“The Embassy,” Mr. Verloc started again, after a preliminary grimace that revealed his teeth in a wolfish grin. “I wish I could go in there with a club for half an hour. I would keep hitting until there wasn’t a single unbroken bone left among the whole lot. But never mind, I’ll show them what it means to try to throw a guy like me out to rot in the streets. I’ve got a voice. The whole world will know what I’ve done for them. I’m not scared. I don’t care. Everything will come out. Every damned thing. They better watch out!”
In these terms did Mr Verloc declare his thirst for revenge. It was a very appropriate revenge. It was in harmony with the promptings of Mr Verloc’s genius. It had also the advantage of being within the range of his powers and of adjusting itself easily to the practice of his life, which had consisted precisely in betraying the secret and unlawful proceedings of his fellow-men. Anarchists or diplomats were all one to him. Mr Verloc was temperamentally no respecter of persons. His scorn was equally distributed over the whole field of his operations. But as a member of a revolutionary proletariat—which he undoubtedly was—he nourished a rather inimical sentiment against social distinction.
In these terms, Mr. Verloc expressed his desire for revenge. It was a fitting revenge, in line with Mr. Verloc's natural instincts. It also had the benefit of being within his abilities and seamlessly fitting into his life, which was mainly about betraying the secret and illegal actions of others. To him, anarchists and diplomats were the same. Mr. Verloc had no particular respect for anyone. His disdain was evenly spread across everyone he dealt with. However, as a member of the revolutionary working class— which he definitely was—he harbored a certain hostility toward social distinctions.
“Nothing on earth can stop me now,” he added, and paused, looking fixedly at his wife, who was looking fixedly at a blank wall.
“Nothing can stop me now,” he said, pausing to stare at his wife, who was staring blankly at a wall.
The silence in the kitchen was prolonged, and Mr Verloc felt disappointed. He had expected his wife to say something. But Mrs Verloc’s lips, composed in their usual form, preserved a statuesque immobility like the rest of her face. And Mr Verloc was disappointed. Yet the occasion did not, he recognised, demand speech from her. She was a woman of very few words. For reasons involved in the very foundation of his psychology, Mr Verloc was inclined to put his trust in any woman who had given herself to him. Therefore he trusted his wife. Their accord was perfect, but it was not precise. It was a tacit accord, congenial to Mrs Verloc’s incuriosity and to Mr Verloc’s habits of mind, which were indolent and secret. They refrained from going to the bottom of facts and motives.
The silence in the kitchen dragged on, and Mr. Verloc felt let down. He had expected his wife to say something. But Mrs. Verloc's lips, set in their usual shape, remained completely still, just like the rest of her face. And Mr. Verloc was disappointed. However, he recognized that the moment didn't really require her to speak. She was a woman of very few words. For reasons tied to the core of his psychology, Mr. Verloc was inclined to trust any woman who had given herself to him. So he trusted his wife. Their understanding was perfect, but it wasn't exact. It was an unspoken agreement, one that suited Mrs. Verloc's lack of curiosity and Mr. Verloc's lazy, secretive way of thinking. They avoided digging deep into facts and motives.
This reserve, expressing, in a way, their profound confidence in each other, introduced at the same time a certain element of vagueness into their intimacy. No system of conjugal relations is perfect. Mr Verloc presumed that his wife had understood him, but he would have been glad to hear her say what she thought at the moment. It would have been a comfort.
This reserve, in a way, showed their deep trust in each other, but it also added a level of uncertainty to their closeness. No system of marriage is flawless. Mr. Verloc thought his wife understood him, but he would have liked to hear her express her thoughts at that moment. It would have been reassuring.
There were several reasons why this comfort was denied him. There was a physical obstacle: Mrs Verloc had no sufficient command over her voice. She did not see any alternative between screaming and silence, and instinctively she chose the silence. Winnie Verloc was temperamentally a silent person. And there was the paralysing atrocity of the thought which occupied her. Her cheeks were blanched, her lips ashy, her immobility amazing. And she thought without looking at Mr Verloc: “This man took the boy away to murder him. He took the boy away from his home to murder him. He took the boy away from me to murder him!”
There were several reasons why he was denied this comfort. First, there was a physical barrier: Mrs. Verloc couldn't control her voice well enough. She thought her only options were to scream or stay silent, and she instinctively chose silence. Winnie Verloc was naturally a quiet person. Then there was the paralyzing horror of the thought that consumed her. Her cheeks were pale, her lips gray, and her stillness was striking. She thought without looking at Mr. Verloc: “This man took the boy away to kill him. He took the boy away from his home to kill him. He took the boy away from me to kill him!”
Mrs Verloc’s whole being was racked by that inconclusive and maddening thought. It was in her veins, in her bones, in the roots of her hair. Mentally she assumed the biblical attitude of mourning—the covered face, the rent garments; the sound of wailing and lamentation filled her head. But her teeth were violently clenched, and her tearless eyes were hot with rage, because she was not a submissive creature. The protection she had extended over her brother had been in its origin of a fierce and indignant complexion. She had to love him with a militant love. She had battled for him—even against herself. His loss had the bitterness of defeat, with the anguish of a baffled passion. It was not an ordinary stroke of death. Moreover, it was not death that took Stevie from her. It was Mr Verloc who took him away. She had seen him. She had watched him, without raising a hand, take the boy away. And she had let him go, like—like a fool—a blind fool. Then after he had murdered the boy he came home to her. Just came home like any other man would come home to his wife. . . .
Mrs. Verloc was consumed by that frustrating and unresolved thought. It was in her bloodstream, in her bones, in her hair. Mentally, she took on a biblical mourning stance—the covered face, the torn clothes; the sound of weeping and crying filled her mind. But her teeth were tightly clenched, and her tearless eyes burned with anger because she wasn’t someone who just accepted things. The protection she had over her brother initially came from a fierce and indignant place. She had to love him fiercely. She fought for him—even against herself. His loss felt like a bitter defeat, filled with the pain of unfulfilled love. It wasn’t just a regular death. Plus, it wasn’t death that took Stevie from her. It was Mr. Verloc who took him away. She had seen it happen. She had watched him, without lifting a finger, take the boy away. And she had let him go, like—like a fool—a blind fool. Then after he had killed the boy, he came home to her. Just walked in like any other man would when coming home to his wife...
Through her set teeth Mrs Verloc muttered at the wall:
Through her clenched teeth, Mrs. Verloc mumbled at the wall:
“And I thought he had caught a cold.”
“And I thought he had come down with a cold.”
Mr Verloc heard these words and appropriated them.
Mr. Verloc heard these words and took them as his own.
“It was nothing,” he said moodily. “I was upset. I was upset on your account.”
“It was nothing,” he said in a sulky tone. “I was just upset. I was upset because of you.”
Mrs Verloc, turning her head slowly, transferred her stare from the wall to her husband’s person. Mr Verloc, with the tips of his fingers between his lips, was looking on the ground.
Mrs. Verloc slowly turned her head, shifting her gaze from the wall to her husband. Mr. Verloc, with his fingertips against his lips, was looking down at the ground.
“Can’t be helped,” he mumbled, letting his hand fall. “You must pull yourself together. You’ll want all your wits about you. It is you who brought the police about our ears. Never mind, I won’t say anything more about it,” continued Mr Verloc magnanimously. “You couldn’t know.”
“Nothing you can do,” he mumbled, letting his hand drop. “You need to get it together. You’ll need all your wits. It’s you who got the police involved. But don’t worry, I won’t bring it up again,” Mr. Verloc added generously. “You couldn’t have known.”
“I couldn’t,” breathed out Mrs Verloc. It was as if a corpse had spoken. Mr Verloc took up the thread of his discourse.
“I couldn’t,” Mrs. Verloc breathed out. It was as if a corpse had spoken. Mr. Verloc continued with what he was saying.
“I don’t blame you. I’ll make them sit up. Once under lock and key it will be safe enough for me to talk—you understand. You must reckon on me being two years away from you,” he continued, in a tone of sincere concern. “It will be easier for you than for me. You’ll have something to do, while I—Look here, Winnie, what you must do is to keep this business going for two years. You know enough for that. You’ve a good head on you. I’ll send you word when it’s time to go about trying to sell. You’ll have to be extra careful. The comrades will be keeping an eye on you all the time. You’ll have to be as artful as you know how, and as close as the grave. No one must know what you are going to do. I have no mind to get a knock on the head or a stab in the back directly I am let out.”
“I don’t blame you. I’ll make them sit up. Once I'm locked away, it’ll be safe enough for me to talk—you get it. You need to prepare for me being two years away from you,” he said, with genuine concern in his voice. “It’ll be easier for you than for me. You’ll have things to occupy yourself with, while I—Listen, Winnie, what you need to do is keep this business running for two years. You know enough to handle that. You’re smart. I’ll let you know when it’s time to start selling. You’ll have to be extra careful. The others will be watching you closely. You need to be as clever as you can and keep things under wraps. No one can find out what you plan to do. I really don’t want to catch a blow to the head or a stab in the back as soon as I get out.”
Thus spoke Mr Verloc, applying his mind with ingenuity and forethought to the problems of the future. His voice was sombre, because he had a correct sentiment of the situation. Everything which he did not wish to pass had come to pass. The future had become precarious. His judgment, perhaps, had been momentarily obscured by his dread of Mr Vladimir’s truculent folly. A man somewhat over forty may be excusably thrown into considerable disorder by the prospect of losing his employment, especially if the man is a secret agent of political police, dwelling secure in the consciousness of his high value and in the esteem of high personages. He was excusable.
Thus spoke Mr. Verloc, thoughtfully considering the challenges ahead. His voice was grave because he accurately understood the situation. Everything he feared had come true. The future had become uncertain. His judgment might have been clouded by his fear of Mr. Vladimir’s aggressive foolishness. A man in his early forties can understandably feel quite unsettled by the possibility of losing his job, especially if he is a secret agent for the political police, accustomed to feeling valuable and respected by influential people. He was justified in feeling this way.
Now the thing had ended in a crash. Mr Verloc was cool; but he was not cheerful. A secret agent who throws his secrecy to the winds from desire of vengeance, and flaunts his achievements before the public eye, becomes the mark for desperate and bloodthirsty indignations. Without unduly exaggerating the danger, Mr Verloc tried to bring it clearly before his wife’s mind. He repeated that he had no intention to let the revolutionists do away with him.
Now the situation had ended in disaster. Mr. Verloc was calm, but he wasn’t happy. A secret agent who cares little for his secrecy out of a desire for revenge, and shows off his accomplishments to the public, becomes a target for desperate and violent outrage. Without overstating the threat, Mr. Verloc tried to make it clear to his wife. He insisted that he had no intention of letting the revolutionaries get rid of him.
He looked straight into his wife’s eyes. The enlarged pupils of the woman received his stare into their unfathomable depths.
He looked directly into his wife’s eyes. The enlarged pupils of the woman took in his gaze, reflecting their unfathomable depths.
“I am too fond of you for that,” he said, with a little nervous laugh.
"I care about you too much for that," he said, chuckling nervously.
A faint flush coloured Mrs Verloc’s ghastly and motionless face. Having done with the visions of the past, she had not only heard, but had also understood the words uttered by her husband. By their extreme disaccord with her mental condition these words produced on her a slightly suffocating effect. Mrs Verloc’s mental condition had the merit of simplicity; but it was not sound. It was governed too much by a fixed idea. Every nook and cranny of her brain was filled with the thought that this man, with whom she had lived without distaste for seven years, had taken the “poor boy” away from her in order to kill him—the man to whom she had grown accustomed in body and mind; the man whom she had trusted, took the boy away to kill him! In its form, in its substance, in its effect, which was universal, altering even the aspect of inanimate things, it was a thought to sit still and marvel at for ever and ever. Mrs Verloc sat still. And across that thought (not across the kitchen) the form of Mr Verloc went to and fro, familiarly in hat and overcoat, stamping with his boots upon her brain. He was probably talking too; but Mrs Verloc’s thought for the most part covered the voice.
A faint flush colored Mrs. Verloc's pale and still face. Having come to terms with the memories of the past, she not only heard but also understood the words spoken by her husband. Because these words were so out of sync with her mental state, they left her feeling somewhat suffocated. Mrs. Verloc's mental state had the advantage of being simple, but it wasn't healthy. It was overly dominated by a single idea. Every corner of her mind was filled with the belief that this man, with whom she had lived for seven years without any displeasure, had taken the "poor boy" away from her to kill him—the man she had grown used to both physically and mentally; the man she had trusted, took the boy away to kill him! In its form, in its substance, in the way it affected her—which was all-encompassing, even changing the appearance of inanimate things—it was a thought to marvel at forever. Mrs. Verloc remained still. And within that thought (not in the kitchen) the figure of Mr. Verloc moved back and forth, casually dressed in his hat and overcoat, stamping his boots on her mind. He was probably talking too; but Mrs. Verloc's thought mostly drowned out his voice.
Now and then, however, the voice would make itself heard. Several connected words emerged at times. Their purport was generally hopeful. On each of these occasions Mrs Verloc’s dilated pupils, losing their far-off fixity, followed her husband’s movements with the effect of black care and impenetrable attention. Well informed upon all matters relating to his secret calling, Mr Verloc augured well for the success of his plans and combinations. He really believed that it would be upon the whole easy for him to escape the knife of infuriated revolutionists. He had exaggerated the strength of their fury and the length of their arm (for professional purposes) too often to have many illusions one way or the other. For to exaggerate with judgment one must begin by measuring with nicety. He knew also how much virtue and how much infamy is forgotten in two years—two long years. His first really confidential discourse to his wife was optimistic from conviction. He also thought it good policy to display all the assurance he could muster. It would put heart into the poor woman. On his liberation, which, harmonising with the whole tenor of his life, would be secret, of course, they would vanish together without loss of time. As to covering up the tracks, he begged his wife to trust him for that. He knew how it was to be done so that the devil himself—
Now and then, however, the voice would make itself heard. Occasionally, a few connected words would come through. Generally, the message was hopeful. On each of these occasions, Mrs. Verloc's dilated pupils, losing their distant focus, followed her husband’s movements with deep concern and unwavering attention. Well informed about all matters related to his secret activities, Mr. Verloc felt confident about the success of his plans. He genuinely believed that it would be relatively easy for him to escape the wrath of the enraged revolutionaries. He had exaggerated their rage and their reach (for professional purposes) so often that he had few illusions in either direction. To exaggerate with a clear mind, one must start by measuring precisely. He also understood how much virtue and infamy get forgotten in two years—two long years. His first truly confidential conversation with his wife was optimistic from conviction. He also thought it wise to show as much confidence as he could muster. It would encourage the poor woman. When he was freed, which, in keeping with the overall pattern of his life, would be secret, of course, they would disappear together without wasting any time. As for covering his tracks, he asked his wife to trust him with that. He knew how to do it so well that not even the devil himself—
He waved his hand. He seemed to boast. He wished only to put heart into her. It was a benevolent intention, but Mr Verloc had the misfortune not to be in accord with his audience.
He waved his hand. He seemed to brag. He just wanted to encourage her. It was a good intention, but Mr. Verloc unfortunately didn't connect with his audience.
The self-confident tone grew upon Mrs Verloc’s ear which let most of the words go by; for what were words to her now? What could words do to her, for good or evil in the face of her fixed idea? Her black glance followed that man who was asserting his impunity—the man who had taken poor Stevie from home to kill him somewhere. Mrs Verloc could not remember exactly where, but her heart began to beat very perceptibly.
The self-assured tone started to sink in for Mrs. Verloc, who let most of the words wash over her; what did words mean to her now? What impact could words have on her, for better or worse, given her determined mindset? Her dark gaze tracked the man who was claiming he could do what he wanted—the man who had taken poor Stevie away from home to kill him somewhere. Mrs. Verloc couldn’t recall exactly where, but her heart began to race noticeably.
Mr Verloc, in a soft and conjugal tone, was now expressing his firm belief that there were yet a good few years of quiet life before them both. He did not go into the question of means. A quiet life it must be and, as it were, nestling in the shade, concealed among men whose flesh is grass; modest, like the life of violets. The words used by Mr Verloc were: “Lie low for a bit.” And far from England, of course. It was not clear whether Mr Verloc had in his mind Spain or South America; but at any rate somewhere abroad.
Mr. Verloc, with a soft and affectionate tone, was now expressing his strong belief that they still had several years of peaceful life ahead of them both. He didn’t get into the details about how they would manage it. It had to be a quiet life, somewhat hidden away, blending in with people who were as ordinary as grass; simple, like the life of violets. Mr. Verloc said, “Let’s keep a low profile for a while.” And definitely far from England, of course. It wasn’t clear if Mr. Verloc was thinking of Spain or South America, but it was definitely somewhere overseas.
This last word, falling into Mrs Verloc’s ear, produced a definite impression. This man was talking of going abroad. The impression was completely disconnected; and such is the force of mental habit that Mrs Verloc at once and automatically asked herself: “And what of Stevie?”
This last word, reaching Mrs. Verloc’s ear, made a clear impact. This man was talking about going overseas. The impression was totally unrelated; and so strong is the force of mental habit that Mrs. Verloc immediately and instinctively asked herself: “And what about Stevie?”
It was a sort of forgetfulness; but instantly she became aware that there was no longer any occasion for anxiety on that score. There would never be any occasion any more. The poor boy had been taken out and killed. The poor boy was dead.
It was a kind of forgetfulness; but suddenly she realized that there was no longer any reason to worry about that. There would never be a reason again. The poor boy had been taken out and killed. The poor boy was dead.
This shaking piece of forgetfulness stimulated Mrs Verloc’s intelligence. She began to perceive certain consequences which would have surprised Mr Verloc. There was no need for her now to stay there, in that kitchen, in that house, with that man—since the boy was gone for ever. No need whatever. And on that Mrs Verloc rose as if raised by a spring. But neither could she see what there was to keep her in the world at all. And this inability arrested her. Mr Verloc watched her with marital solicitude.
This jarring moment of forgetfulness sparked something in Mrs. Verloc. She started to realize certain outcomes that would have shocked Mr. Verloc. There was no reason for her to remain in that kitchen, in that house, with that man—now that the boy was gone forever. No reason at all. With that thought, Mrs. Verloc stood up as if propelled by a spring. Yet, she couldn't figure out what was left for her in the world. This uncertainty froze her in place. Mr. Verloc observed her with concerned husbandly care.
“You’re looking more like yourself,” he said uneasily. Something peculiar in the blackness of his wife’s eyes disturbed his optimism. At that precise moment Mrs Verloc began to look upon herself as released from all earthly ties.
“You're looking more like yourself,” he said, feeling uneasy. Something strange in the darkness of his wife’s eyes unsettled his optimism. At that exact moment, Mrs. Verloc started to see herself as free from all earthly connections.
She had her freedom. Her contract with existence, as represented by that man standing over there, was at an end. She was a free woman. Had this view become in some way perceptible to Mr Verloc he would have been extremely shocked. In his affairs of the heart Mr Verloc had been always carelessly generous, yet always with no other idea than that of being loved for himself. Upon this matter, his ethical notions being in agreement with his vanity, he was completely incorrigible. That this should be so in the case of his virtuous and legal connection he was perfectly certain. He had grown older, fatter, heavier, in the belief that he lacked no fascination for being loved for his own sake. When he saw Mrs Verloc starting to walk out of the kitchen without a word he was disappointed.
She had her freedom. Her contract with life, as represented by that man standing over there, was over. She was a free woman. If Mr. Verloc had somehow picked up on this feeling, he would have been very shocked. In matters of love, Mr. Verloc had always been carelessly generous, yet he always thought he was deserving of love just for being himself. On this issue, his moral beliefs aligned with his vanity, and he was completely unchangeable. He was absolutely sure this was true in the case of his virtuous and legal partnership. He had gotten older, heavier, and believed he had no shortage of charm that would make someone love him for who he was. When he saw Mrs. Verloc walking out of the kitchen without saying a word, he felt disappointed.
“Where are you going to?” he called out rather sharply. “Upstairs?”
“Where are you going?” he called out sharply. “Upstairs?”
Mrs Verloc in the doorway turned at the voice. An instinct of prudence born of fear, the excessive fear of being approached and touched by that man, induced her to nod at him slightly (from the height of two steps), with a stir of the lips which the conjugal optimism of Mr Verloc took for a wan and uncertain smile.
Mrs. Verloc turned at the sound of his voice from the doorway. A sense of caution driven by the intense fear of being approached and touched by that man made her nod slightly at him (from two steps up), with a slight movement of her lips that Mr. Verloc, with his marital optimism, mistook for a faint and unsure smile.
“That’s right,” he encouraged her gruffly. “Rest and quiet’s what you want. Go on. It won’t be long before I am with you.”
"That’s right," he said, encouraging her in a rough voice. "What you need is some rest and quiet. Go ahead. It won’t be long before I’m with you."
Mrs Verloc, the free woman who had had really no idea where she was going to, obeyed the suggestion with rigid steadiness.
Mrs. Verloc, the independent woman who had no real idea of where she was heading, followed the suggestion with steady determination.
Mr Verloc watched her. She disappeared up the stairs. He was disappointed. There was that within him which would have been more satisfied if she had been moved to throw herself upon his breast. But he was generous and indulgent. Winnie was always undemonstrative and silent. Neither was Mr Verloc himself prodigal of endearments and words as a rule. But this was not an ordinary evening. It was an occasion when a man wants to be fortified and strengthened by open proofs of sympathy and affection. Mr Verloc sighed, and put out the gas in the kitchen. Mr Verloc’s sympathy with his wife was genuine and intense. It almost brought tears into his eyes as he stood in the parlour reflecting on the loneliness hanging over her head. In this mood Mr Verloc missed Stevie very much out of a difficult world. He thought mournfully of his end. If only that lad had not stupidly destroyed himself!
Mr. Verloc watched her as she went up the stairs. He felt disappointed. Part of him would have felt more satisfied if she had thrown herself into his arms. But he was generous and understanding. Winnie was always reserved and quiet. Mr. Verloc wasn’t usually one to shower people with affection and words, either. But this wasn’t a regular evening. It was a moment when a man wants to feel supported and uplifted by clear signs of care and love. Mr. Verloc sighed and turned off the gas in the kitchen. His feelings for his wife were genuine and deep. It almost brought tears to his eyes as he stood in the living room, reflecting on the loneliness she felt. In this state of mind, Mr. Verloc really missed Stevie in a complicated world. He thought sadly about his end. If only that boy hadn’t so foolishly taken his own life!
The sensation of unappeasable hunger, not unknown after the strain of a hazardous enterprise to adventurers of tougher fibre than Mr Verloc, overcame him again. The piece of roast beef, laid out in the likeness of funereal baked meats for Stevie’s obsequies, offered itself largely to his notice. And Mr Verloc again partook. He partook ravenously, without restraint and decency, cutting thick slices with the sharp carving knife, and swallowing them without bread. In the course of that refection it occurred to Mr Verloc that he was not hearing his wife move about the bedroom as he should have done. The thought of finding her perhaps sitting on the bed in the dark not only cut Mr Verloc’s appetite, but also took from him the inclination to follow her upstairs just yet. Laying down the carving knife, Mr Verloc listened with careworn attention.
The overwhelming feeling of insatiable hunger, something adventurers tougher than Mr. Verloc often experience after a dangerous mission, hit him again. The piece of roast beef, arranged to resemble a sad feast for Stevie’s funeral, caught his eye. And Mr. Verloc indulged once more. He ate greedily, without any self-control or decorum, slicing thick pieces with the sharp carving knife and swallowing them without any bread. During that meal, it struck Mr. Verloc that he hadn’t heard his wife moving around in the bedroom like he usually did. The thought of possibly finding her sitting on the bed in the dark not only killed Mr. Verloc’s appetite but also made him hesitate to go upstairs just yet. Setting down the carving knife, Mr. Verloc listened intently, his expression weary.
He was comforted by hearing her move at last. She walked suddenly across the room, and threw the window up. After a period of stillness up there, during which he figured her to himself with her head out, he heard the sash being lowered slowly. Then she made a few steps, and sat down. Every resonance of his house was familiar to Mr Verloc, who was thoroughly domesticated. When next he heard his wife’s footsteps overhead he knew, as well as if he had seen her doing it, that she had been putting on her walking shoes. Mr Verloc wriggled his shoulders slightly at this ominous symptom, and moving away from the table, stood with his back to the fireplace, his head on one side, and gnawing perplexedly at the tips of his fingers. He kept track of her movements by the sound. She walked here and there violently, with abrupt stoppages, now before the chest of drawers, then in front of the wardrobe. An immense load of weariness, the harvest of a day of shocks and surprises, weighed Mr Verloc’s energies to the ground.
He felt better when he finally heard her moving. She suddenly crossed the room and threw the window open. After a moment of silence up there, during which he imagined her with her head out, he heard the window being slowly lowered. Then she took a few steps and sat down. Mr. Verloc was very much at home in his house and knew every sound. When he heard his wife’s footsteps above him next, he recognized, just as if he had seen her, that she was putting on her walking shoes. Mr. Verloc shifted his shoulders slightly at this worrying sign, moved away from the table, and stood with his back to the fireplace, head tilted to one side, chewing thoughtfully on the tips of his fingers. He kept track of her movements by the sound. She walked around vigorously with sudden stops, now in front of the chest of drawers, then in front of the wardrobe. An immense weight of fatigue, the result of a day full of shocks and surprises, dragged down Mr. Verloc’s energy.
He did not raise his eyes till he heard his wife descending the stairs. It was as he had guessed. She was dressed for going out.
He didn't look up until he heard his wife coming down the stairs. Just as he expected, she was dressed to go out.
Mrs Verloc was a free woman. She had thrown open the window of the bedroom either with the intention of screaming Murder! Help! or of throwing herself out. For she did not exactly know what use to make of her freedom. Her personality seemed to have been torn into two pieces, whose mental operations did not adjust themselves very well to each other. The street, silent and deserted from end to end, repelled her by taking sides with that man who was so certain of his impunity. She was afraid to shout lest no one should come. Obviously no one would come. Her instinct of self-preservation recoiled from the depth of the fall into that sort of slimy, deep trench. Mrs Verloc closed the window, and dressed herself to go out into the street by another way. She was a free woman. She had dressed herself thoroughly, down to the tying of a black veil over her face. As she appeared before him in the light of the parlour, Mr Verloc observed that she had even her little handbag hanging from her left wrist. . . . Flying off to her mother, of course.
Mrs. Verloc was a free woman. She had thrown open the bedroom window either to scream for help or to throw herself out. She didn't really know how to handle her freedom. It felt like her personality had split into two parts that didn't quite connect. The street, silent and deserted from one end to the other, disgusted her because it seemed to side with the man who was so sure he could get away with anything. She was scared to shout, fearing no one would come. Clearly, no one would come. Her instinct for self-preservation recoiled at the thought of falling into that slimy, deep trench. Mrs. Verloc closed the window and got dressed to leave the house by another route. She was a free woman now. She dressed thoroughly, even tying a black veil over her face. When she stepped into the light of the parlor, Mr. Verloc noticed she even had her little handbag hanging from her left wrist. . . . Off to her mother, of course.
The thought that women were wearisome creatures after all presented itself to his fatigued brain. But he was too generous to harbour it for more than an instant. This man, hurt cruelly in his vanity, remained magnanimous in his conduct, allowing himself no satisfaction of a bitter smile or of a contemptuous gesture. With true greatness of soul, he only glanced at the wooden clock on the wall, and said in a perfectly calm but forcible manner:
The idea that women were exhausting beings began to creep into his tired mind. Yet, he was too generous to hold onto it for long. This man, deeply wounded in his pride, maintained his dignity, denying himself the pleasure of a bitter smile or a scornful gesture. With real nobility, he simply glanced at the wooden clock on the wall and said in a calm but strong tone:
“Five and twenty minutes past eight, Winnie. There’s no sense in going over there so late. You will never manage to get back to-night.”
“Twenty-five minutes past eight, Winnie. There's no point in going over there this late. You won't be able to get back tonight.”
Before his extended hand Mrs Verloc had stopped short. He added heavily: “Your mother will be gone to bed before you get there. This is the sort of news that can wait.”
Before his outstretched hand, Mrs. Verloc halted abruptly. He added with weight: “Your mom will be in bed by the time you arrive. This kind of news can wait.”
Nothing was further from Mrs Verloc’s thoughts than going to her mother. She recoiled at the mere idea, and feeling a chair behind her, she obeyed the suggestion of the touch, and sat down. Her intention had been simply to get outside the door for ever. And if this feeling was correct, its mental form took an unrefined shape corresponding to her origin and station. “I would rather walk the streets all the days of my life,” she thought. But this creature, whose moral nature had been subjected to a shock of which, in the physical order, the most violent earthquake of history could only be a faint and languid rendering, was at the mercy of mere trifles, of casual contacts. She sat down. With her hat and veil she had the air of a visitor, of having looked in on Mr Verloc for a moment. Her instant docility encouraged him, whilst her aspect of only temporary and silent acquiescence provoked him a little.
Nothing was farther from Mrs. Verloc’s mind than going to see her mother. She flinched at the thought and, feeling a chair behind her, she obeyed the impulse and sat down. Her plan had simply been to go out the door for good. And if that feeling was accurate, its mental shape reflected her background and social status in a crude way. “I would rather walk the streets for the rest of my life,” she thought. But this person, whose moral compass had been shaken by an upheaval that, in the physical world, even the worst earthquake in history could only faintly resemble, was at the mercy of small, trivial things, of random encounters. She sat down. With her hat and veil, she looked like a visitor, someone who had just dropped in on Mr. Verloc for a moment. Her immediate compliance encouraged him, while her appearance of being only temporarily and quietly agreeable slightly annoyed him.
“Let me tell you, Winnie,” he said with authority, “that your place is here this evening. Hang it all! you brought the damned police high and low about my ears. I don’t blame you—but it’s your doing all the same. You’d better take this confounded hat off. I can’t let you go out, old girl,” he added in a softened voice.
“Listen, Winnie,” he said firmly, “your place is here tonight. Seriously! You’ve brought the damn police from everywhere down on me. I don’t hold it against you, but it’s still your fault. You should take off that annoying hat. I can’t let you go out, my dear,” he added in a gentler tone.
Mrs Verloc’s mind got hold of that declaration with morbid tenacity. The man who had taken Stevie out from under her very eyes to murder him in a locality whose name was at the moment not present to her memory would not allow her to go out. Of course he wouldn’t.
Mrs. Verloc couldn’t shake off that statement. The man who had taken Stevie right in front of her to kill him in a place she couldn’t currently remember wouldn’t let her leave. Of course he wouldn’t.
Now he had murdered Stevie he would never let her go. He would want to keep her for nothing. And on this characteristic reasoning, having all the force of insane logic, Mrs Verloc’s disconnected wits went to work practically. She could slip by him, open the door, run out. But he would dash out after her, seize her round the body, drag her back into the shop. She could scratch, kick, and bite—and stab too; but for stabbing she wanted a knife. Mrs Verloc sat still under her black veil, in her own house, like a masked and mysterious visitor of impenetrable intentions.
Now that he had killed Stevie, he would never let her go. He would want to keep her at any cost. With this twisted logic, Mrs. Verloc’s scattered thoughts kicked in practically. She could slip past him, open the door, and run outside. But he would rush after her, grab her around the waist, and pull her back into the shop. She could scratch, kick, and bite—and even stab too; but for that, she needed a knife. Mrs. Verloc sat still under her black veil in her own house, like a masked and mysterious visitor with unclear intentions.
Mr Verloc’s magnanimity was not more than human. She had exasperated him at last.
Mr. Verloc's generosity was just human. She had finally pushed him too far.
“Can’t you say something? You have your own dodges for vexing a man. Oh yes! I know your deaf-and-dumb trick. I’ve seen you at it before to-day. But just now it won’t do. And to begin with, take this damned thing off. One can’t tell whether one is talking to a dummy or to a live woman.”
“Can’t you say something? You have your own ways of annoying a guy. Oh yes! I know your silent act. I’ve seen you pull it before. But right now, it’s not going to work. First things first, take this damn thing off. It’s impossible to tell if I’m talking to a dummy or a real woman.”
He advanced, and stretching out his hand, dragged the veil off, unmasking a still, unreadable face, against which his nervous exasperation was shattered like a glass bubble flung against a rock. “That’s better,” he said, to cover his momentary uneasiness, and retreated back to his old station by the mantelpiece. It never entered his head that his wife could give him up. He felt a little ashamed of himself, for he was fond and generous. What could he do? Everything had been said already. He protested vehemently.
He moved forward, reached out, and pulled the veil away, revealing a calm, inscrutable face. His anxious frustration shattered against it like a glass bubble hitting a rock. “That’s better,” he said, trying to mask his brief discomfort, and stepped back to his usual spot by the mantelpiece. It never crossed his mind that his wife could leave him. He felt a bit ashamed of himself because he genuinely cared. What could he do? Everything had already been said. He protested passionately.
“By heavens! You know that I hunted high and low. I ran the risk of giving myself away to find somebody for that accursed job. And I tell you again I couldn’t find anyone crazy enough or hungry enough. What do you take me for—a murderer, or what? The boy is gone. Do you think I wanted him to blow himself up? He’s gone. His troubles are over. Ours are just going to begin, I tell you, precisely because he did blow himself. I don’t blame you. But just try to understand that it was a pure accident; as much an accident as if he had been run over by a ’bus while crossing the street.”
“By heaven! You know I searched everywhere. I risked exposing myself to find someone for that cursed job. And I tell you again, I couldn’t find anyone crazy enough or desperate enough. What do you think I am—a murderer or something? The boy is gone. Do you think I wanted him to blow himself up? He’s gone. His troubles are over. Ours are just starting, I’m telling you, exactly because he did blow himself up. I don’t blame you. But just try to understand that it was a pure accident; as much an accident as if he had been hit by a bus while crossing the street.”
His generosity was not infinite, because he was a human being—and not a monster, as Mrs Verloc believed him to be. He paused, and a snarl lifting his moustaches above a gleam of white teeth gave him the expression of a reflective beast, not very dangerous—a slow beast with a sleek head, gloomier than a seal, and with a husky voice.
His generosity wasn't limitless, because he was human—not a monster, as Mrs. Verloc thought he was. He paused, and the snarl that raised his mustache above a flash of white teeth gave him the look of a thoughtful animal, not very threatening—a slow creature with a smooth head, darker than a seal, and a husky voice.
“And when it comes to that, it’s as much your doing as mine. That’s so. You may glare as much as you like. I know what you can do in that way. Strike me dead if I ever would have thought of the lad for that purpose. It was you who kept on shoving him in my way when I was half distracted with the worry of keeping the lot of us out of trouble. What the devil made you? One would think you were doing it on purpose. And I am damned if I know that you didn’t. There’s no saying how much of what’s going on you have got hold of on the sly with your infernal don’t-care-a-damn way of looking nowhere in particular, and saying nothing at all. . . . ”
“And when it comes to that, it’s as much your doing as mine. That’s true. You can glare all you want. I know what you’re capable of in that regard. I’d be shocked if I ever thought of the guy for that purpose. It was you who kept putting him in my path when I was half distracted, trying to keep all of us out of trouble. What the hell made you do that? You’d think you were doing it on purpose. And I swear I don’t know if you weren’t. There’s no telling how much of what’s happening you’ve figured out on the sly with your damn indifferent way of not looking at anything in particular, and saying absolutely nothing…”
His husky domestic voice ceased for a while. Mrs Verloc made no reply. Before that silence he felt ashamed of what he had said. But as often happens to peaceful men in domestic tiffs, being ashamed he pushed another point.
His deep voice quieted for a moment. Mrs. Verloc didn’t respond. In that silence, he felt embarrassed about what he had just said. But as often happens to calm individuals during domestic arguments, feeling ashamed, he pressed another point.
“You have a devilish way of holding your tongue sometimes,” he began again, without raising his voice. “Enough to make some men go mad. It’s lucky for you that I am not so easily put out as some of them would be by your deaf-and-dumb sulks. I am fond of you. But don’t you go too far. This isn’t the time for it. We ought to be thinking of what we’ve got to do. And I can’t let you go out to-night, galloping off to your mother with some crazy tale or other about me. I won’t have it. Don’t you make any mistake about it: if you will have it that I killed the boy, then you’ve killed him as much as I.”
“You have a sneaky way of keeping quiet sometimes,” he started again, without raising his voice. “It could drive some men crazy. You're lucky I'm not as easily rattled as some of them would be by your silent sulking. I care about you. But don’t push it too far. This isn’t the right time for that. We should be focusing on what we need to do. And I can't let you go out tonight, rushing off to your mother with some wild story or the other about me. I won’t allow it. Don’t get it twisted: if you insist that I killed the boy, then you've played a part in his death just as much as I have.”
In sincerity of feeling and openness of statement, these words went far beyond anything that had ever been said in this home, kept up on the wages of a secret industry eked out by the sale of more or less secret wares: the poor expedients devised by a mediocre mankind for preserving an imperfect society from the dangers of moral and physical corruption, both secret too of their kind. They were spoken because Mr Verloc had felt himself really outraged; but the reticent decencies of this home life, nestling in a shady street behind a shop where the sun never shone, remained apparently undisturbed. Mrs Verloc heard him out with perfect propriety, and then rose from her chair in her hat and jacket like a visitor at the end of a call. She advanced towards her husband, one arm extended as if for a silent leave-taking. Her net veil dangling down by one end on the left side of her face gave an air of disorderly formality to her restrained movements. But when she arrived as far as the hearthrug, Mr Verloc was no longer standing there. He had moved off in the direction of the sofa, without raising his eyes to watch the effect of his tirade. He was tired, resigned in a truly marital spirit. But he felt hurt in the tender spot of his secret weakness. If she would go on sulking in that dreadful overcharged silence—why then she must. She was a master in that domestic art. Mr Verloc flung himself heavily upon the sofa, disregarding as usual the fate of his hat, which, as if accustomed to take care of itself, made for a safe shelter under the table.
In terms of genuine emotion and honesty, these words went well beyond anything that had ever been said in this home, which was maintained on the income from a secret business supported by the sale of more or less discreet products: the inadequate methods created by an average society to protect an imperfect world from the threats of moral and physical decay, both hidden in their own way. They were spoken because Mr. Verloc genuinely felt outraged; however, the quiet standards of their home life, tucked away in a shady street behind a shop where the sun never shone, seemed to remain undisturbed. Mrs. Verloc listened to him with perfect decorum and then got up from her chair, putting on her hat and jacket like a guest wrapping up a visit. She moved toward her husband, one arm outstretched as if to silently say goodbye. Her net veil, hanging down on one side of her face, added an air of messy formality to her controlled movements. But by the time she reached the area by the hearthrug, Mr. Verloc was no longer there. He had turned towards the sofa, without bothering to look back to see how his outburst had affected her. He felt tired and accepted in a genuinely marital way. Yet he felt a sting in the sensitive part of his secret vulnerability. If she wanted to keep sulking in that overwhelming silence—well, so be it. She was an expert at that domestic skill. Mr. Verloc flopped heavily onto the sofa, carelessly ignoring his hat, which, as if knowing how to fend for itself, found a safe spot under the table.
He was tired. The last particle of his nervous force had been expended in the wonders and agonies of this day full of surprising failures coming at the end of a harassing month of scheming and insomnia. He was tired. A man isn’t made of stone. Hang everything! Mr Verloc reposed characteristically, clad in his outdoor garments. One side of his open overcoat was lying partly on the ground. Mr Verloc wallowed on his back. But he longed for a more perfect rest—for sleep—for a few hours of delicious forgetfulness. That would come later. Provisionally he rested. And he thought: “I wish she would give over this damned nonsense. It’s exasperating.”
He was exhausted. Every last bit of his nervous energy had been spent on the surprises and struggles of this day, which had ended a grueling month of planning and sleepless nights. He was tired. A man isn’t made of stone. Forget it all! Mr. Verloc lay back comfortably, dressed in his outdoor clothes. One side of his open coat was partially on the ground. Mr. Verloc sprawled on his back. But he craved a more perfect rest—some sleep—a few hours of sweet forgetfulness. That would come later. For now, he rested. And he thought: “I wish she would stop this damn nonsense. It’s so frustrating.”
There must have been something imperfect in Mrs Verloc’s sentiment of regained freedom. Instead of taking the way of the door she leaned back, with her shoulders against the tablet of the mantelpiece, as a wayfarer rests against a fence. A tinge of wildness in her aspect was derived from the black veil hanging like a rag against her cheek, and from the fixity of her black gaze where the light of the room was absorbed and lost without the trace of a single gleam. This woman, capable of a bargain the mere suspicion of which would have been infinitely shocking to Mr Verloc’s idea of love, remained irresolute, as if scrupulously aware of something wanting on her part for the formal closing of the transaction.
There must have been something off in Mrs. Verloc’s feeling of newfound freedom. Instead of heading for the door, she leaned back against the mantelpiece, like a traveler resting against a fence. A hint of wildness in her appearance came from the black veil hanging like a rag against her cheek, and from the intensity of her black gaze, where the room's light was swallowed up without a hint of reflection. This woman, capable of a deal that would have horrified Mr. Verloc’s idea of love, remained uncertain, as if she was keenly aware that something was missing on her part for the official completion of the agreement.
On the sofa Mr Verloc wriggled his shoulders into perfect comfort, and from the fulness of his heart emitted a wish which was certainly as pious as anything likely to come from such a source.
On the sofa, Mr. Verloc shifted his shoulders into perfect comfort and, with all his heart, expressed a wish that was definitely as sincere as anything you might expect from someone like him.
“I wish to goodness,” he growled huskily, “I had never seen Greenwich Park or anything belonging to it.”
“I wish to goodness,” he muttered hoarsely, “I had never seen Greenwich Park or anything connected to it.”
The veiled sound filled the small room with its moderate volume, well adapted to the modest nature of the wish. The waves of air of the proper length, propagated in accordance with correct mathematical formulas, flowed around all the inanimate things in the room, lapped against Mrs Verloc’s head as if it had been a head of stone. And incredible as it may appear, the eyes of Mrs Verloc seemed to grow still larger. The audible wish of Mr Verloc’s overflowing heart flowed into an empty place in his wife’s memory. Greenwich Park. A park! That’s where the boy was killed. A park—smashed branches, torn leaves, gravel, bits of brotherly flesh and bone, all spouting up together in the manner of a firework. She remembered now what she had heard, and she remembered it pictorially. They had to gather him up with the shovel. Trembling all over with irrepressible shudders, she saw before her the very implement with its ghastly load scraped up from the ground. Mrs Verloc closed her eyes desperately, throwing upon that vision the night of her eyelids, where after a rainlike fall of mangled limbs the decapitated head of Stevie lingered suspended alone, and fading out slowly like the last star of a pyrotechnic display. Mrs Verloc opened her eyes.
The muffled sound filled the small room at a moderate volume, suited to the simple nature of the wish. The sound waves, perfectly timed and calculated, moved around all the objects in the room, brushed against Mrs. Verloc’s head as if it were made of stone. Incredible as it may seem, Mrs. Verloc's eyes appeared to grow even wider. The heartfelt wish of Mr. Verloc flowed into a blank spot in his wife’s memory. Greenwich Park. A park! That’s where the boy was killed. A park—broken branches, torn leaves, gravel, bits of his flesh and bone all erupting together like fireworks. Now she remembered what she had heard, and she saw it clearly. They had to collect him with a shovel. Trembling all over with uncontrollable shivers, she envisioned the very tool with its horrifying load scraped from the ground. Mrs. Verloc closed her eyes desperately, casting the night of her eyelids over that image, where after a rain of mangled limbs, the decapitated head of Stevie lingered in isolation, fading slowly like the last star of a fireworks display. Mrs. Verloc opened her eyes.
Her face was no longer stony. Anybody could have noted the subtle change on her features, in the stare of her eyes, giving her a new and startling expression; an expression seldom observed by competent persons under the conditions of leisure and security demanded for thorough analysis, but whose meaning could not be mistaken at a glance. Mrs Verloc’s doubts as to the end of the bargain no longer existed; her wits, no longer disconnected, were working under the control of her will. But Mr Verloc observed nothing. He was reposing in that pathetic condition of optimism induced by excess of fatigue. He did not want any more trouble—with his wife too—of all people in the world. He had been unanswerable in his vindication. He was loved for himself. The present phase of her silence he interpreted favourably. This was the time to make it up with her. The silence had lasted long enough. He broke it by calling to her in an undertone.
Her face was no longer expressionless. Anyone could see the slight change in her features, in the gaze of her eyes, giving her a new and striking look; a look rarely seen by keen observers in the calm and security needed for a thorough analysis, but whose meaning was clear at a glance. Mrs. Verloc’s doubts about the outcome of the deal were gone; her mind, now connected, was operating under the influence of her will. But Mr. Verloc noticed nothing. He was resting in that sad state of optimism brought on by too much fatigue. He didn’t want any more trouble—with his wife of all people. He had made a solid defense of himself. He was loved for who he was. He took her prolonged silence as a good sign. This was the moment to reconcile. The silence had gone on long enough. He broke it by calling her softly.
“Winnie.”
"Winnie."
“Yes,” answered obediently Mrs Verloc the free woman. She commanded her wits now, her vocal organs; she felt herself to be in an almost preternaturally perfect control of every fibre of her body. It was all her own, because the bargain was at an end. She was clear sighted. She had become cunning. She chose to answer him so readily for a purpose. She did not wish that man to change his position on the sofa which was very suitable to the circumstances. She succeeded. The man did not stir. But after answering him she remained leaning negligently against the mantelpiece in the attitude of a resting wayfarer. She was unhurried. Her brow was smooth. The head and shoulders of Mr Verloc were hidden from her by the high side of the sofa. She kept her eyes fixed on his feet.
“Yes,” Mrs. Verloc replied obediently, the independent woman she was now. She was fully in control of her thoughts and voice; she felt an almost extraordinary mastery over her entire body. It was all hers, because the agreement was over. She saw things clearly. She had become shrewd. She chose to respond to him so quickly for a reason. She didn’t want him to change his position on the sofa, which was very fitting for the situation. She succeeded. The man didn’t move. But after answering him, she leaned casually against the mantelpiece like a weary traveler taking a break. She was unhurried. Her forehead was smooth. Mr. Verloc’s head and shoulders were hidden from her by the high side of the sofa. She kept her eyes focused on his feet.
She remained thus mysteriously still and suddenly collected till Mr Verloc was heard with an accent of marital authority, and moving slightly to make room for her to sit on the edge of the sofa.
She stayed quietly mysterious and then suddenly composed until Mr. Verloc spoke with a tone of marital authority, shifting slightly to make space for her to sit at the edge of the sofa.
“Come here,” he said in a peculiar tone, which might have been the tone of brutality, but was intimately known to Mrs Verloc as the note of wooing.
“Come here,” he said in a strange tone, which might have sounded brutal, but was well-known to Mrs. Verloc as a tone of seduction.
She started forward at once, as if she were still a loyal woman bound to that man by an unbroken contract. Her right hand skimmed slightly the end of the table, and when she had passed on towards the sofa the carving knife had vanished without the slightest sound from the side of the dish. Mr Verloc heard the creaky plank in the floor, and was content. He waited. Mrs Verloc was coming. As if the homeless soul of Stevie had flown for shelter straight to the breast of his sister, guardian and protector, the resemblance of her face with that of her brother grew at every step, even to the droop of the lower lip, even to the slight divergence of the eyes. But Mr Verloc did not see that. He was lying on his back and staring upwards. He saw partly on the ceiling and partly on the wall the moving shadow of an arm with a clenched hand holding a carving knife. It flickered up and down. Its movements were leisurely. They were leisurely enough for Mr Verloc to recognise the limb and the weapon.
She moved forward immediately, as if she were still a devoted woman tied to that man by an unbroken promise. Her right hand brushed lightly against the edge of the table, and as she walked toward the sofa, the carving knife silently disappeared from beside the dish. Mr. Verloc heard the floorboard creaking and felt satisfied. He waited. Mrs. Verloc was approaching. As if the lost spirit of Stevie had sought refuge directly in the arms of his sister, guardian, and protector, her face started to resemble her brother's more with each step, right down to the droop of her lower lip and the slight difference in her eyes. But Mr. Verloc didn't notice that. He was lying on his back, staring up. He saw a moving shadow of an arm with a clenched hand holding a carving knife, partly on the ceiling and partly on the wall. It flickered up and down, moving slowly. Its movements were slow enough for Mr. Verloc to recognize both the limb and the weapon.
They were leisurely enough for him to take in the full meaning of the portent, and to taste the flavour of death rising in his gorge. His wife had gone raving mad—murdering mad. They were leisurely enough for the first paralysing effect of this discovery to pass away before a resolute determination to come out victorious from the ghastly struggle with that armed lunatic. They were leisurely enough for Mr Verloc to elaborate a plan of defence involving a dash behind the table, and the felling of the woman to the ground with a heavy wooden chair. But they were not leisurely enough to allow Mr Verloc the time to move either hand or foot. The knife was already planted in his breast. It met no resistance on its way. Hazard has such accuracies. Into that plunging blow, delivered over the side of the couch, Mrs Verloc had put all the inheritance of her immemorial and obscure descent, the simple ferocity of the age of caverns, and the unbalanced nervous fury of the age of bar-rooms. Mr Verloc, the Secret Agent, turning slightly on his side with the force of the blow, expired without stirring a limb, in the muttered sound of the word “Don’t” by way of protest.
They were slow enough for him to fully grasp the significance of the omen and to feel the taste of death rising in his throat. His wife had completely lost it—murderously insane. They were slow enough for the initial shock of this revelation to fade before he resolved to come out on top in the horrific struggle with that armed madwoman. They were slow enough for Mr. Verloc to come up with a defense plan that involved dashing behind the table and knocking her to the ground with a heavy wooden chair. But they weren't slow enough to give Mr. Verloc the chance to move a hand or foot. The knife was already stabbed into his chest. It faced no resistance on its way in. Fate has such precision. In that plunging strike, done from the side of the couch, Mrs. Verloc had channeled all the fury of her ancient and obscure lineage, the raw brutality of the caveman era, and the wild nervous rage of barroom brawls. Mr. Verloc, the Secret Agent, turned slightly on his side from the impact of the blow, and died without moving a muscle, muttering the word “Don’t” as his last protest.
Mrs Verloc had let go the knife, and her extraordinary resemblance to her late brother had faded, had become very ordinary now. She drew a deep breath, the first easy breath since Chief Inspector Heat had exhibited to her the labelled piece of Stevie’s overcoat. She leaned forward on her folded arms over the side of the sofa. She adopted that easy attitude not in order to watch or gloat over the body of Mr Verloc, but because of the undulatory and swinging movements of the parlour, which for some time behaved as though it were at sea in a tempest. She was giddy but calm. She had become a free woman with a perfection of freedom which left her nothing to desire and absolutely nothing to do, since Stevie’s urgent claim on her devotion no longer existed. Mrs Verloc, who thought in images, was not troubled now by visions, because she did not think at all. And she did not move. She was a woman enjoying her complete irresponsibility and endless leisure, almost in the manner of a corpse. She did not move, she did not think. Neither did the mortal envelope of the late Mr Verloc reposing on the sofa. Except for the fact that Mrs Verloc breathed these two would have been perfect in accord: that accord of prudent reserve without superfluous words, and sparing of signs, which had been the foundation of their respectable home life. For it had been respectable, covering by a decent reticence the problems that may arise in the practice of a secret profession and the commerce of shady wares. To the last its decorum had remained undisturbed by unseemly shrieks and other misplaced sincerities of conduct. And after the striking of the blow, this respectability was continued in immobility and silence.
Mrs. Verloc had dropped the knife, and her extraordinary resemblance to her late brother had faded, becoming very ordinary now. She took a deep breath, the first easy breath since Chief Inspector Heat had shown her the labeled piece of Stevie’s overcoat. She leaned forward on her folded arms over the side of the sofa. She adopted that relaxed posture not to watch or gloat over Mr. Verloc’s body, but because of the swaying movements of the parlor, which had been acting like it was at sea in a storm. She felt light-headed but calm. She had become a free woman with a perfect freedom that left her with nothing to desire and absolutely nothing to do, since Stevie’s urgent need for her devotion no longer existed. Mrs. Verloc, who thought in images, was not troubled now by visions, because she wasn’t thinking at all. And she didn’t move. She was a woman relishing her complete irresponsibility and endless free time, almost like a corpse. She didn’t move, she didn’t think. Neither did the lifeless body of the late Mr. Verloc resting on the sofa. Aside from the fact that Mrs. Verloc breathed, these two would have been perfectly in sync: that cautious reserve without unnecessary words and minimal gestures, which had been the foundation of their respectable home life. For it had been respectable, masking, with decent silence, the problems that could arise from practicing a secret profession and dealing in shady goods. Until the end, its decorum had remained undisturbed by inappropriate screams and other misplaced displays of emotion. And after the blow was struck, this respectability continued in immobility and silence.
Nothing moved in the parlour till Mrs Verloc raised her head slowly and looked at the clock with inquiring mistrust. She had become aware of a ticking sound in the room. It grew upon her ear, while she remembered clearly that the clock on the wall was silent, had no audible tick. What did it mean by beginning to tick so loudly all of a sudden? Its face indicated ten minutes to nine. Mrs Verloc cared nothing for time, and the ticking went on. She concluded it could not be the clock, and her sullen gaze moved along the walls, wavered, and became vague, while she strained her hearing to locate the sound. Tic, tic, tic.
Nothing moved in the parlor until Mrs. Verloc slowly lifted her head and looked at the clock with suspicious curiosity. She realized she could hear a ticking noise in the room. It became more noticeable to her as she clearly remembered that the clock on the wall was silent; it didn’t make any sound. Why was it suddenly ticking so loudly? The clock showed ten minutes to nine. Mrs. Verloc didn’t care about the time, and the ticking continued. She decided it couldn’t be the clock, and her brooding gaze drifted along the walls, faltered, and became unfocused while she strained to pinpoint the source of the sound. Tick, tick, tick.
After listening for some time Mrs Verloc lowered her gaze deliberately on her husband’s body. Its attitude of repose was so home-like and familiar that she could do so without feeling embarrassed by any pronounced novelty in the phenomena of her home life. Mr Verloc was taking his habitual ease. He looked comfortable.
After listening for a while, Mrs. Verloc deliberately lowered her gaze to her husband’s body. Its relaxed position felt so much like home and so familiar that she could do this without feeling awkward about any obvious changes in her home life. Mr. Verloc was in his usual state of comfort. He looked at ease.
By the position of the body the face of Mr Verloc was not visible to Mrs Verloc, his widow. Her fine, sleepy eyes, travelling downward on the track of the sound, became contemplative on meeting a flat object of bone which protruded a little beyond the edge of the sofa. It was the handle of the domestic carving knife with nothing strange about it but its position at right angles to Mr Verloc’s waistcoat and the fact that something dripped from it. Dark drops fell on the floorcloth one after another, with a sound of ticking growing fast and furious like the pulse of an insane clock. At its highest speed this ticking changed into a continuous sound of trickling. Mrs Verloc watched that transformation with shadows of anxiety coming and going on her face. It was a trickle, dark, swift, thin. . . . Blood!
By the way the body was positioned, Mrs. Verloc couldn't see her husband, Mr. Verloc. Her beautiful, sleepy eyes, following the sound, became thoughtful when they landed on a flat bone object slightly sticking out from the edge of the sofa. It was the handle of the carving knife, nothing unusual except for its sideways position next to Mr. Verloc's waistcoat and the fact that something was dripping from it. Dark drops fell onto the floorcloth, one after another, making a ticking sound that grew faster and more furious like the heartbeat of a crazed clock. At its peak, this ticking turned into a constant trickle. Mrs. Verloc observed that change, with flashes of anxiety crossing her face. It was a trickle, dark, quick, thin... Blood!
At this unforeseen circumstance Mrs Verloc abandoned her pose of idleness and irresponsibility.
At this unexpected situation, Mrs. Verloc dropped her act of laziness and carelessness.
With a sudden snatch at her skirts and a faint shriek she ran to the door, as if the trickle had been the first sign of a destroying flood. Finding the table in her way she gave it a push with both hands as though it had been alive, with such force that it went for some distance on its four legs, making a loud, scraping racket, whilst the big dish with the joint crashed heavily on the floor.
With a sudden grab at her dress and a soft scream, she rushed to the door, as if the small trickle were the first sign of a devastating flood. When she found the table in her way, she shoved it with both hands as if it were alive, pushing it so hard that it slid for a while on its four legs, creating a loud scraping noise, while the large dish with the meat fell heavily to the floor.
Then all became still. Mrs Verloc on reaching the door had stopped. A round hat disclosed in the middle of the floor by the moving of the table rocked slightly on its crown in the wind of her flight.
Then everything went quiet. Mrs. Verloc, when she reached the door, had paused. A round hat, revealed in the center of the floor by the table moving, swayed slightly on its top in the breeze created by her hurried exit.
CHAPTER XII
Winnie Verloc, the widow of Mr Verloc, the sister of the late faithful Stevie (blown to fragments in a state of innocence and in the conviction of being engaged in a humanitarian enterprise), did not run beyond the door of the parlour. She had indeed run away so far from a mere trickle of blood, but that was a movement of instinctive repulsion. And there she had paused, with staring eyes and lowered head. As though she had run through long years in her flight across the small parlour, Mrs Verloc by the door was quite a different person from the woman who had been leaning over the sofa, a little swimmy in her head, but otherwise free to enjoy the profound calm of idleness and irresponsibility. Mrs Verloc was no longer giddy. Her head was steady. On the other hand, she was no longer calm. She was afraid.
Winnie Verloc, the widow of Mr. Verloc and sister of the late loyal Stevie (who was blown to pieces in a moment of innocence, believing he was involved in a humanitarian mission), didn’t go past the door of the living room. She had indeed fled far from just a small amount of blood, but that was a reaction driven by instinct. And there she stopped, with wide eyes and her head down. It was as if she had been running for years while crossing the small living room; Mrs. Verloc by the door was a completely different person from the woman who had been leaning over the couch, a little dazed but otherwise able to appreciate the deep peace of idleness and lack of responsibility. Mrs. Verloc was no longer disoriented. Her head was clear. However, she was no longer at peace. She was scared.
If she avoided looking in the direction of her reposing husband it was not because she was afraid of him. Mr Verloc was not frightful to behold. He looked comfortable. Moreover, he was dead. Mrs Verloc entertained no vain delusions on the subject of the dead. Nothing brings them back, neither love nor hate. They can do nothing to you. They are as nothing. Her mental state was tinged by a sort of austere contempt for that man who had let himself be killed so easily. He had been the master of a house, the husband of a woman, and the murderer of her Stevie. And now he was of no account in every respect. He was of less practical account than the clothing on his body, than his overcoat, than his boots—than that hat lying on the floor. He was nothing. He was not worth looking at. He was even no longer the murderer of poor Stevie. The only murderer that would be found in the room when people came to look for Mr Verloc would be—herself!
If she avoided looking in the direction of her sleeping husband, it wasn't because she was afraid of him. Mr. Verloc wasn't frightening to look at. He seemed relaxed. Besides, he was dead. Mrs. Verloc had no illusions about the dead. Nothing brings them back, neither love nor hate. They can't do anything to you. They are as good as nothing. Her mindset was marked by a kind of harsh disdain for the man who had let himself be killed so easily. He had been the head of a household, the husband of a woman, and the murderer of her Stevie. And now he was insignificant in every way. He mattered less than the clothes on his body, less than his overcoat, less than his boots—less than that hat lying on the floor. He was nothing. He wasn't worth looking at. He wasn't even the murderer of poor Stevie anymore. The only murderer that would be found in the room when people came to look for Mr. Verloc would be—herself!
Her hands shook so that she failed twice in the task of refastening her veil. Mrs Verloc was no longer a person of leisure and responsibility. She was afraid. The stabbing of Mr Verloc had been only a blow. It had relieved the pent-up agony of shrieks strangled in her throat, of tears dried up in her hot eyes, of the maddening and indignant rage at the atrocious part played by that man, who was less than nothing now, in robbing her of the boy.
Her hands shook so much that she failed twice to fasten her veil. Mrs. Verloc was no longer someone with free time and responsibilities. She was scared. The stabbing of Mr. Verloc had been just a blow. It had released the pent-up agony of screams stuck in her throat, of tears dried up in her burning eyes, of the maddening and furious anger at the terrible role played by that man, who meant nothing to her now, in taking her boy away.
It had been an obscurely prompted blow. The blood trickling on the floor off the handle of the knife had turned it into an extremely plain case of murder. Mrs Verloc, who always refrained from looking deep into things, was compelled to look into the very bottom of this thing. She saw there no haunting face, no reproachful shade, no vision of remorse, no sort of ideal conception. She saw there an object. That object was the gallows. Mrs Verloc was afraid of the gallows.
It had been a somewhat unexpected blow. The blood dripping onto the floor from the knife's handle had turned it into a straightforward case of murder. Mrs. Verloc, who usually avoided looking too closely at things, was forced to confront the reality of the situation. She found no ghostly face, no accusing spirit, no image of guilt, no lofty idea. What she saw was an object. That object was the gallows. Mrs. Verloc was terrified of the gallows.
She was terrified of them ideally. Having never set eyes on that last argument of men’s justice except in illustrative woodcuts to a certain type of tales, she first saw them erect against a black and stormy background, festooned with chains and human bones, circled about by birds that peck at dead men’s eyes. This was frightful enough, but Mrs Verloc, though not a well-informed woman, had a sufficient knowledge of the institutions of her country to know that gallows are no longer erected romantically on the banks of dismal rivers or on wind-swept headlands, but in the yards of jails. There within four high walls, as if into a pit, at dawn of day, the murderer was brought out to be executed, with a horrible quietness and, as the reports in the newspapers always said, “in the presence of the authorities.” With her eyes staring on the floor, her nostrils quivering with anguish and shame, she imagined herself all alone amongst a lot of strange gentlemen in silk hats who were calmly proceeding about the business of hanging her by the neck. That—never! Never! And how was it done? The impossibility of imagining the details of such quiet execution added something maddening to her abstract terror. The newspapers never gave any details except one, but that one with some affectation was always there at the end of a meagre report. Mrs Verloc remembered its nature. It came with a cruel burning pain into her head, as if the words “The drop given was fourteen feet” had been scratched on her brain with a hot needle. “The drop given was fourteen feet.”
She was absolutely terrified of them. Having never seen that last symbol of men’s justice except in illustrated woodcuts for certain kinds of stories, she first saw them standing against a dark and stormy background, adorned with chains and human bones, surrounded by birds pecking at dead men’s eyes. This was scary enough, but Mrs. Verloc, though not very educated, had enough awareness of her country’s institutions to know that gallows aren’t romantically placed on the banks of gloomy rivers or on windy cliffs anymore, but in the yards of prisons. There, within four high walls, like being dropped into a pit, at dawn, the murderer would be brought out for execution, with a chilling silence and, as newspaper reports always stated, “in the presence of the authorities.” With her eyes fixed on the floor, her nostrils flaring with anguish and shame, she imagined herself alone among a group of strange gentlemen in silk hats who were calmly preparing to hang her by the neck. That—never! Never! And how did they do it? The sheer impossibility of picturing the details of such a quiet execution drove her abstract terror to madness. The newspapers never provided any details except one, but that one was always there at the end of a brief report, with some dramatic flair. Mrs. Verloc remembered what it was. It struck her mind with a painful intensity, as if the words “The drop given was fourteen feet” had been burned into her brain with a hot needle. “The drop given was fourteen feet.”
These words affected her physically too. Her throat became convulsed in waves to resist strangulation; and the apprehension of the jerk was so vivid that she seized her head in both hands as if to save it from being torn off her shoulders. “The drop given was fourteen feet.” No! that must never be. She could not stand that. The thought of it even was not bearable. She could not stand thinking of it. Therefore Mrs Verloc formed the resolution to go at once and throw herself into the river off one of the bridges.
These words affected her physically as well. Her throat tightened in waves to fight off the feeling of suffocation; and the anticipation of the jolt was so intense that she grabbed her head with both hands as if to prevent it from being ripped off her shoulders. “The drop was fourteen feet.” No! That could never happen. She couldn’t handle that. Just the thought of it was unbearable. She couldn’t stand thinking about it. So, Mrs. Verloc made the decision to go right away and jump into the river off one of the bridges.
This time she managed to refasten her veil. With her face as if masked, all black from head to foot except for some flowers in her hat, she looked up mechanically at the clock. She thought it must have stopped. She could not believe that only two minutes had passed since she had looked at it last. Of course not. It had been stopped all the time. As a matter of fact, only three minutes had elapsed from the moment she had drawn the first deep, easy breath after the blow, to this moment when Mrs Verloc formed the resolution to drown herself in the Thames. But Mrs Verloc could not believe that. She seemed to have heard or read that clocks and watches always stopped at the moment of murder for the undoing of the murderer. She did not care. “To the bridge—and over I go.” . . . But her movements were slow.
This time she was able to fix her veil again. With her face almost hidden, dressed completely in black except for a few flowers in her hat, she glanced up at the clock with a blank expression. She thought it must have stopped. She couldn’t believe that only two minutes had passed since she last checked it. Of course not. It had been stopped the whole time. In reality, only three minutes had gone by from the moment she took her first deep, calming breath after the incident to when Mrs. Verloc decided to drown herself in the Thames. But Mrs. Verloc couldn’t accept that. She remembered hearing or reading somewhere that clocks and watches always stopped at the moment of a murder, as if to betray the murderer. She didn’t care. “To the bridge—and over I go...” But her movements were slow.
She dragged herself painfully across the shop, and had to hold on to the handle of the door before she found the necessary fortitude to open it. The street frightened her, since it led either to the gallows or to the river. She floundered over the doorstep head forward, arms thrown out, like a person falling over the parapet of a bridge. This entrance into the open air had a foretaste of drowning; a slimy dampness enveloped her, entered her nostrils, clung to her hair. It was not actually raining, but each gas lamp had a rusty little halo of mist. The van and horses were gone, and in the black street the curtained window of the carters’ eating-house made a square patch of soiled blood-red light glowing faintly very near the level of the pavement. Mrs Verloc, dragging herself slowly towards it, thought that she was a very friendless woman. It was true. It was so true that, in a sudden longing to see some friendly face, she could think of no one else but of Mrs Neale, the charwoman. She had no acquaintances of her own. Nobody would miss her in a social way. It must not be imagined that the Widow Verloc had forgotten her mother. This was not so. Winnie had been a good daughter because she had been a devoted sister. Her mother had always leaned on her for support. No consolation or advice could be expected there. Now that Stevie was dead the bond seemed to be broken. She could not face the old woman with the horrible tale. Moreover, it was too far. The river was her present destination. Mrs Verloc tried to forget her mother.
She dragged herself painfully across the shop and had to grip the handle of the door before she found the strength to open it. The street scared her, as it led either to the gallows or to the river. She stumbled over the doorstep headfirst, arms outstretched, like someone falling over a bridge railing. Stepping into the open air felt like a taste of drowning; a slimy dampness surrounded her, filled her nostrils, and clung to her hair. It wasn't actually raining, but each gas lamp had a rusty little halo of mist. The van and horses were gone, and in the dark street, the curtained window of the carters' eating-house made a square patch of dirty blood-red light glowing faintly close to the pavement. Mrs. Verloc, slowly making her way toward it, thought of herself as a very friendless woman. It was true. It was so true that, in a sudden desire to see a friendly face, she could think of no one else but Mrs. Neale, the charwoman. She had no friends of her own. Nobody would miss her socially. It shouldn't be assumed that Widow Verloc had forgotten her mother. That wasn't the case. Winnie had been a good daughter because she had been a devoted sister. Her mother had always relied on her for support. No comfort or advice could be expected from her now. With Stevie gone, the bond seemed broken. She couldn't face the old woman with the dreadful story. Besides, it was too far. The river was her current destination. Mrs. Verloc tried to forget her mother.
Each step cost her an effort of will which seemed the last possible. Mrs Verloc had dragged herself past the red glow of the eating-house window. “To the bridge—and over I go,” she repeated to herself with fierce obstinacy. She put out her hand just in time to steady herself against a lamp-post. “I’ll never get there before morning,” she thought. The fear of death paralysed her efforts to escape the gallows. It seemed to her she had been staggering in that street for hours. “I’ll never get there,” she thought. “They’ll find me knocking about the streets. It’s too far.” She held on, panting under her black veil.
Each step felt like an exhausting effort that seemed impossible. Mrs. Verloc pushed herself past the red glow of the restaurant window. “To the bridge—and I’ll jump,” she kept telling herself stubbornly. She reached out just in time to steady herself against a streetlight. “I’ll never make it before morning,” she thought. The fear of dying froze her attempts to escape the hangman. It felt like she had been wandering that street for hours. “I’ll never make it,” she thought. “They’ll find me wandering the streets. It’s too far.” She kept going, gasping under her black veil.
“The drop given was fourteen feet.”
“The drop given was fourteen feet.”
She pushed the lamp-post away from her violently, and found herself walking. But another wave of faintness overtook her like a great sea, washing away her heart clean out of her breast. “I will never get there,” she muttered, suddenly arrested, swaying lightly where she stood. “Never.”
She shoved the lamp-post away from her aggressively and found herself walking. But another wave of dizziness hit her like a massive wave, sweeping her heart right out of her chest. “I will never get there,” she muttered, suddenly stopped, swaying lightly where she was. “Never.”
And perceiving the utter impossibility of walking as far as the nearest bridge, Mrs Verloc thought of a flight abroad.
And realizing that it was completely impossible to walk to the nearest bridge, Mrs. Verloc considered a trip abroad.
It came to her suddenly. Murderers escaped. They escaped abroad. Spain or California. Mere names. The vast world created for the glory of man was only a vast blank to Mrs Verloc. She did not know which way to turn. Murderers had friends, relations, helpers—they had knowledge. She had nothing. She was the most lonely of murderers that ever struck a mortal blow. She was alone in London: and the whole town of marvels and mud, with its maze of streets and its mass of lights, was sunk in a hopeless night, rested at the bottom of a black abyss from which no unaided woman could hope to scramble out.
It hit her all at once. Murderers had gotten away. They escaped to another country. Spain or California. Just names. The huge world made for human glory was only a big empty space to Mrs. Verloc. She didn’t know where to go. Murderers had friends, family, and support—they had resources. She had nothing. She was the most isolated murderer to ever take a life. She was alone in London, and the entire city of wonders and dirt, with its tangled streets and endless lights, felt like it was drowning in a hopeless night, trapped at the bottom of a dark abyss that no woman could hope to climb out of on her own.
She swayed forward, and made a fresh start blindly, with an awful dread of falling down; but at the end of a few steps, unexpectedly, she found a sensation of support, of security. Raising her head, she saw a man’s face peering closely at her veil. Comrade Ossipon was not afraid of strange women, and no feeling of false delicacy could prevent him from striking an acquaintance with a woman apparently very much intoxicated. Comrade Ossipon was interested in women. He held up this one between his two large palms, peering at her in a business-like way till he heard her say faintly “Mr Ossipon!” and then he very nearly let her drop to the ground.
She leaned forward and took a tentative step, feeling a deep fear of falling; but after a few steps, she unexpectedly felt a sense of support and safety. Lifting her head, she saw a man’s face closely examining her veil. Comrade Ossipon wasn’t intimidated by unfamiliar women, and no sense of false modesty would stop him from talking to a woman who seemed quite drunk. Comrade Ossipon was intrigued by women. He held her up between his large hands, inspecting her in a practical way until he heard her faintly say, “Mr. Ossipon!” At that moment, he nearly let her collapse to the ground.
“Mrs Verloc!” he exclaimed. “You here!”
“Mrs. Verloc!” he exclaimed. “You’re here!”
It seemed impossible to him that she should have been drinking. But one never knows. He did not go into that question, but attentive not to discourage kind fate surrendering to him the widow of Comrade Verloc, he tried to draw her to his breast. To his astonishment she came quite easily, and even rested on his arm for a moment before she attempted to disengage herself. Comrade Ossipon would not be brusque with kind fate. He withdrew his arm in a natural way.
It seemed unbelievable to him that she could have been drinking. But you never know. He didn't delve into that question, but wanting to make sure he didn't scare away his good luck of having the widow of Comrade Verloc near him, he tried to pull her closer. To his surprise, she came to him quite easily and even leaned on his arm for a moment before trying to pull away. Comrade Ossipon didn’t want to be abrupt with his good fortune. He removed his arm casually.
“You recognised me,” she faltered out, standing before him, fairly steady on her legs.
“You recognized me,” she stumbled, standing in front of him, pretty steady on her feet.
“Of course I did,” said Ossipon with perfect readiness. “I was afraid you were going to fall. I’ve thought of you too often lately not to recognise you anywhere, at any time. I’ve always thought of you—ever since I first set eyes on you.”
“Of course I did,” Ossipon said immediately. “I was worried you were going to fall. I’ve been thinking about you so much lately that I’d recognize you anywhere, anytime. I’ve always thought about you—ever since I first laid eyes on you.”
Mrs Verloc seemed not to hear. “You were coming to the shop?” she said nervously.
Mrs. Verloc didn't seem to hear. "You were coming to the shop?" she said anxiously.
“Yes; at once,” answered Ossipon. “Directly I read the paper.”
“Yes; right away,” answered Ossipon. “As soon as I read the paper.”
In fact, Comrade Ossipon had been skulking for a good two hours in the neighbourhood of Brett Street, unable to make up his mind for a bold move. The robust anarchist was not exactly a bold conqueror. He remembered that Mrs Verloc had never responded to his glances by the slightest sign of encouragement. Besides, he thought the shop might be watched by the police, and Comrade Ossipon did not wish the police to form an exaggerated notion of his revolutionary sympathies. Even now he did not know precisely what to do. In comparison with his usual amatory speculations this was a big and serious undertaking. He ignored how much there was in it and how far he would have to go in order to get hold of what there was to get—supposing there was a chance at all. These perplexities checking his elation imparted to his tone a soberness well in keeping with the circumstances.
In fact, Comrade Ossipon had been lurking around Brett Street for a good two hours, unable to decide on a daring move. The strong anarchist wasn't really a fearless conqueror. He remembered that Mrs. Verloc had never responded to his glances with even the slightest hint of encouragement. Besides, he thought the shop might be under police surveillance, and Comrade Ossipon didn’t want the police to get the wrong idea about his revolutionary sympathies. Even now, he wasn't sure what to do. Compared to his usual romantic musings, this was a big and serious undertaking. He had no idea how much was at stake or how far he’d need to go to get what he wanted—if there was even a chance to get it at all. These uncertainties dampening his excitement gave his tone a seriousness that matched the situation.
“May I ask you where you were going?” he inquired in a subdued voice.
“Can I ask you where you were headed?” he asked in a quiet voice.
“Don’t ask me!” cried Mrs Verloc with a shuddering, repressed violence. All her strong vitality recoiled from the idea of death. “Never mind where I was going. . . .”
“Don’t ask me!” Mrs. Verloc shouted, her voice trembling with suppressed intensity. The very thought of death made her strong spirit shrink back. “It doesn’t matter where I was going. . . .”
Ossipon concluded that she was very much excited but perfectly sober. She remained silent by his side for moment, then all at once she did something which he did not expect. She slipped her hand under his arm. He was startled by the act itself certainly, and quite as much too by the palpably resolute character of this movement. But this being a delicate affair, Comrade Ossipon behaved with delicacy. He contented himself by pressing the hand slightly against his robust ribs. At the same time he felt himself being impelled forward, and yielded to the impulse. At the end of Brett Street he became aware of being directed to the left. He submitted.
Ossipon realized that she was really excited but completely sober. She stayed quiet next to him for a moment, then suddenly did something he didn't see coming. She slipped her hand under his arm. He was definitely surprised by the gesture itself, and also by how determined it seemed. But since this was a sensitive situation, Comrade Ossipon handled it with care. He simply pressed her hand gently against his strong ribs. At the same time, he felt himself being nudged forward and went along with it. At the end of Brett Street, he noticed he was being guided to the left. He went along with it.
The fruiterer at the corner had put out the blazing glory of his oranges and lemons, and Brett Place was all darkness, interspersed with the misty halos of the few lamps defining its triangular shape, with a cluster of three lights on one stand in the middle. The dark forms of the man and woman glided slowly arm in arm along the walls with a loverlike and homeless aspect in the miserable night.
The fruit seller at the corner had displayed the bright beauty of his oranges and lemons, while Brett Place was shrouded in darkness, broken up by the faint glow of a few lamps outlining its triangular shape, with a cluster of three lights on one stand in the center. The shadowy figures of the man and woman moved slowly, arm in arm, along the walls, looking both romantic and lost in the gloomy night.
“What would you say if I were to tell you that I was going to find you?” Mrs Verloc asked, gripping his arm with force.
“What would you say if I told you I was going to find you?” Mrs. Verloc asked, gripping his arm tightly.
“I would say that you couldn’t find anyone more ready to help you in your trouble,” answered Ossipon, with a notion of making tremendous headway. In fact, the progress of this delicate affair was almost taking his breath away.
“I would say that you couldn’t find anyone more ready to help you with your problems,” answered Ossipon, feeling like he was making big strides. In fact, the progress of this delicate situation was almost taking his breath away.
“In my trouble!” Mrs Verloc repeated slowly.
“In my trouble!” Mrs. Verloc said slowly.
“Yes.”
“Yep.”
“And do you know what my trouble is?” she whispered with strange intensity.
“And do you know what my issue is?” she whispered with an unusual intensity.
“Ten minutes after seeing the evening paper,” explained Ossipon with ardour, “I met a fellow whom you may have seen once or twice at the shop perhaps, and I had a talk with him which left no doubt whatever in my mind. Then I started for here, wondering whether you—I’ve been fond of you beyond words ever since I set eyes on your face,” he cried, as if unable to command his feelings.
“Ten minutes after I saw the evening paper,” Ossipon explained passionately, “I ran into someone you might have seen at the shop once or twice, and we had a conversation that left me with no doubts at all. Then I headed over here, wondering if you—I’ve liked you more than I can say ever since I first saw your face,” he exclaimed, unable to hold back his emotions.
Comrade Ossipon assumed correctly that no woman was capable of wholly disbelieving such a statement. But he did not know that Mrs Verloc accepted it with all the fierceness the instinct of self-preservation puts into the grip of a drowning person. To the widow of Mr Verloc the robust anarchist was like a radiant messenger of life.
Comrade Ossipon was right in thinking that no woman could completely dismiss such a statement. But he didn’t realize that Mrs. Verloc accepted it with all the intensity that the instinct for self-preservation brings to a drowning person’s grasp. To the widow of Mr. Verloc, the strong anarchist felt like a shining symbol of life.
They walked slowly, in step. “I thought so,” Mrs Verloc murmured faintly.
They walked slowly, in sync. “I figured as much,” Mrs. Verloc said quietly.
“You’ve read it in my eyes,” suggested Ossipon with great assurance.
"You’ve seen it in my eyes," Ossipon confidently suggested.
“Yes,” she breathed out into his inclined ear.
“Yes,” she whispered into his leaned-in ear.
“A love like mine could not be concealed from a woman like you,” he went on, trying to detach his mind from material considerations such as the business value of the shop, and the amount of money Mr Verloc might have left in the bank. He applied himself to the sentimental side of the affair. In his heart of hearts he was a little shocked at his success. Verloc had been a good fellow, and certainly a very decent husband as far as one could see. However, Comrade Ossipon was not going to quarrel with his luck for the sake of a dead man. Resolutely he suppressed his sympathy for the ghost of Comrade Verloc, and went on.
“A love like mine couldn’t be hidden from a woman like you,” he continued, trying to push aside thoughts about the shop's business value and how much money Mr. Verloc might have had in the bank. He focused on the emotional aspect of the situation. Deep down, he was a bit taken aback by his success. Verloc had been a decent guy and a pretty good husband from what he could tell. Still, Comrade Ossipon wasn’t going to let a dead man ruin his good fortune. He firmly pushed aside any sympathy he felt for the ghost of Comrade Verloc and carried on.
“I could not conceal it. I was too full of you. I daresay you could not help seeing it in my eyes. But I could not guess it. You were always so distant. . . .”
“I couldn't hide it. I was too filled with you. I bet you could see it in my eyes. But I couldn't figure it out. You were always so distant. . . .”
“What else did you expect?” burst out Mrs Verloc. “I was a respectable woman—”
“What else did you expect?” Mrs. Verloc exclaimed. “I was a respectable woman—”
She paused, then added, as if speaking to herself, in sinister resentment: “Till he made me what I am.”
She paused, then added, almost to herself, with a dark bitterness: “Until he made me who I am.”
Ossipon let that pass, and took up his running. “He never did seem to me to be quite worthy of you,” he began, throwing loyalty to the winds. “You were worthy of a better fate.”
Ossipon let that slide and continued running. “He never really seemed worthy of you,” he started, disregarding loyalty. “You deserved a better outcome.”
Mrs Verloc interrupted bitterly:
Mrs. Verloc interrupted harshly:
“Better fate! He cheated me out of seven years of life.”
“Better fate! He robbed me of seven years of my life.”
“You seemed to live so happily with him.” Ossipon tried to exculpate the lukewarmness of his past conduct. “It’s that what’s made me timid. You seemed to love him. I was surprised—and jealous,” he added.
“You looked like you were really happy with him.” Ossipon tried to defend his previous lack of enthusiasm. “That’s what made me cautious. You seemed to love him. I was surprised—and jealous,” he added.
“Love him!” Mrs Verloc cried out in a whisper, full of scorn and rage. “Love him! I was a good wife to him. I am a respectable woman. You thought I loved him! You did! Look here, Tom—”
“Love him!” Mrs. Verloc exclaimed in a hushed voice, filled with contempt and anger. “Love him! I was a good wife to him. I’m a respectable woman. You thought I loved him! You really did! Look here, Tom—”
The sound of this name thrilled Comrade Ossipon with pride. For his name was Alexander, and he was called Tom by arrangement with the most familiar of his intimates. It was a name of friendship—of moments of expansion. He had no idea that she had ever heard it used by anybody. It was apparent that she had not only caught it, but had treasured it in her memory—perhaps in her heart.
The sound of this name filled Comrade Ossipon with pride. His name was Alexander, but his close friends called him Tom. It was a name associated with friendship—moments of openness. He had no idea that she had ever heard anyone use it. It was clear that she hadn’t just heard it, but had kept it in her memory—maybe even in her heart.
“Look here, Tom! I was a young girl. I was done up. I was tired. I had two people depending on what I could do, and it did seem as if I couldn’t do any more. Two people—mother and the boy. He was much more mine than mother’s. I sat up nights and nights with him on my lap, all alone upstairs, when I wasn’t more than eight years old myself. And then—He was mine, I tell you. . . . You can’t understand that. No man can understand it. What was I to do? There was a young fellow—”
“Listen, Tom! I was a young girl. I was all dressed up. I was exhausted. I had two people relying on me, and it felt like I couldn’t do any more. Two people—my mother and the boy. He felt much more like mine than my mother’s. I spent countless nights with him in my lap, all alone upstairs, when I was barely eight years old myself. And then—He was mine, I’m telling you. . . . You can’t grasp that. No man can understand it. What was I supposed to do? There was a young guy—”
The memory of the early romance with the young butcher survived, tenacious, like the image of a glimpsed ideal in that heart quailing before the fear of the gallows and full of revolt against death.
The memory of the early romance with the young butcher lingered, stubbornly, like the vision of an ideal caught in that heart trembling at the fear of the gallows and filled with a rebellion against death.
“That was the man I loved then,” went on the widow of Mr Verloc. “I suppose he could see it in my eyes too. Five and twenty shillings a week, and his father threatened to kick him out of the business if he made such a fool of himself as to marry a girl with a crippled mother and a crazy idiot of a boy on her hands. But he would hang about me, till one evening I found the courage to slam the door in his face. I had to do it. I loved him dearly. Five and twenty shillings a week! There was that other man—a good lodger. What is a girl to do? Could I’ve gone on the streets? He seemed kind. He wanted me, anyhow. What was I to do with mother and that poor boy? Eh? I said yes. He seemed good-natured, he was freehanded, he had money, he never said anything. Seven years—seven years a good wife to him, the kind, the good, the generous, the—And he loved me. Oh yes. He loved me till I sometimes wished myself—Seven years. Seven years a wife to him. And do you know what he was, that dear friend of yours? Do you know what he was? He was a devil!”
“That was the man I loved back then,” continued Mr. Verloc's widow. “I suppose he could see it in my eyes too. Twenty-five shillings a week, and his dad threatened to kick him out of the business if he made such a fool of himself by marrying a girl with a disabled mother and a crazy idiot of a brother to take care of. But he would hang around me until one evening I found the courage to slam the door in his face. I had to do it. I loved him dearly. Twenty-five shillings a week! There was that other guy—a decent lodger. What was a girl supposed to do? Could I have gone out on the streets? He seemed kind. He wanted me, anyway. What was I supposed to do about my mother and that poor boy? Right? I said yes. He seemed good-natured, he was generous, he had money, he never complained. Seven years—seven years as a good wife to him, the kind, the good, the generous, the—And he loved me. Oh yes. He loved me until I sometimes wished I were—Seven years. Seven years a wife to him. And do you know what he was, that dear friend of yours? Do you know what he was? He was a devil!”
The superhuman vehemence of that whispered statement completely stunned Comrade Ossipon. Winnie Verloc turning about held him by both arms, facing him under the falling mist in the darkness and solitude of Brett Place, in which all sounds of life seemed lost as if in a triangular well of asphalt and bricks, of blind houses and unfeeling stones.
The intense force of that whispered statement completely shocked Comrade Ossipon. Winnie Verloc turned to him and grabbed both of his arms, facing him under the falling mist in the darkness and isolation of Brett Place, where all sounds of life seemed to vanish as if they were trapped in a triangular well of asphalt and bricks, surrounded by blind houses and cold stones.
“No; I didn’t know,” he declared, with a sort of flabby stupidity, whose comical aspect was lost upon a woman haunted by the fear of the gallows, “but I do now. I—I understand,” he floundered on, his mind speculating as to what sort of atrocities Verloc could have practised under the sleepy, placid appearances of his married estate. It was positively awful. “I understand,” he repeated, and then by a sudden inspiration uttered an—“Unhappy woman!” of lofty commiseration instead of the more familiar “Poor darling!” of his usual practice. This was no usual case. He felt conscious of something abnormal going on, while he never lost sight of the greatness of the stake. “Unhappy, brave woman!”
“No; I didn't know,” he said, with a kind of cluelessness that seemed funny to anyone else but a woman who was terrified of the gallows. “But I do now. I—I get it,” he stumbled on, his mind racing with thoughts about what kind of terrible things Verloc might have done behind the calm, settled façade of his marriage. It was downright awful. “I get it,” he repeated, and then, inspired all of a sudden, he said “Unhappy woman!” with a tone of deep sympathy instead of his usual “Poor darling!” This was not a typical situation. He felt that something unusual was happening, but he never lost sight of how much was at stake. “Unhappy, brave woman!”
He was glad to have discovered that variation; but he could discover nothing else.
He was happy to have found that variation; but he couldn't find anything else.
“Ah, but he is dead now,” was the best he could do. And he put a remarkable amount of animosity into his guarded exclamation. Mrs Verloc caught at his arm with a sort of frenzy.
“Ah, but he’s dead now,” was the best he could do. And he infused a surprising amount of hostility into his cautious remark. Mrs. Verloc grabbed his arm with a kind of desperation.
“You guessed then he was dead,” she murmured, as if beside herself. “You! You guessed what I had to do. Had to!”
“You figured he was dead then,” she whispered, almost in disbelief. “You! You knew what I had to do. Had to!”
There were suggestions of triumph, relief, gratitude in the indefinable tone of these words. It engrossed the whole attention of Ossipon to the detriment of mere literal sense. He wondered what was up with her, why she had worked herself into this state of wild excitement. He even began to wonder whether the hidden causes of that Greenwich Park affair did not lie deep in the unhappy circumstances of the Verlocs’ married life. He went so far as to suspect Mr Verloc of having selected that extraordinary manner of committing suicide. By Jove! that would account for the utter inanity and wrong-headedness of the thing. No anarchist manifestation was required by the circumstances. Quite the contrary; and Verloc was as well aware of that as any other revolutionist of his standing. What an immense joke if Verloc had simply made fools of the whole of Europe, of the revolutionary world, of the police, of the press, and of the cocksure Professor as well. Indeed, thought Ossipon, in astonishment, it seemed almost certain that he did! Poor beggar! It struck him as very possible that of that household of two it wasn’t precisely the man who was the devil.
There were hints of victory, relief, and gratitude in the indescribable tone of those words. It completely captured Ossipon’s attention to the detriment of any literal meaning. He wondered what was going on with her, why she had worked herself into such a state of wild excitement. He even began to question whether the hidden reasons behind that Greenwich Park incident were deeply rooted in the unfortunate circumstances of the Verlocs' marriage. He went so far as to suspect Mr. Verloc of choosing that bizarre way to take his own life. Good grief! That would explain the utter absurdity and foolishness of the situation. No anarchist act was needed given the circumstances. Quite the opposite; Verloc was as aware of that as any other revolutionary of his stature. What a massive joke it would be if Verloc had simply fooled all of Europe, the revolutionary world, the police, the press, and the overconfident Professor as well. Indeed, Ossipon thought in shock, it seemed almost certain that he did! Poor guy! It struck him as very possible that, in that household of two, it wasn’t exactly the man who was the real problem.
Alexander Ossipon, nicknamed the Doctor, was naturally inclined to think indulgently of his men friends. He eyed Mrs Verloc hanging on his arm. Of his women friends he thought in a specially practical way. Why Mrs Verloc should exclaim at his knowledge of Mr Verloc’s death, which was no guess at all, did not disturb him beyond measure. They often talked like lunatics. But he was curious to know how she had been informed. The papers could tell her nothing beyond the mere fact: the man blown to pieces in Greenwich Park not having been identified. It was inconceivable on any theory that Verloc should have given her an inkling of his intention—whatever it was. This problem interested Comrade Ossipon immensely. He stopped short. They had gone then along the three sides of Brett Place, and were near the end of Brett Street again.
Alexander Ossipon, known as the Doctor, naturally tended to think fondly of his male friends. He looked at Mrs. Verloc leaning on his arm. He considered his female friends in a particularly practical way. He wasn't too bothered by Mrs. Verloc's surprise at how he knew about Mr. Verloc's death, which was really no guess at all. They often spoke like they were out of their minds. But he was curious about how she had found out. The news articles wouldn't have shared anything beyond the simple fact that the man blown to pieces in Greenwich Park hadn't been identified. It was unimaginable by any reasoning that Verloc would have hinted to her about his plans—whatever they were. This puzzle intrigued Comrade Ossipon a lot. He suddenly stopped. They had then walked along the three sides of Brett Place and were nearing the end of Brett Street again.
“How did you first come to hear of it?” he asked in a tone he tried to render appropriate to the character of the revelations which had been made to him by the woman at his side.
“How did you first hear about it?” he asked in a tone he tried to make fitting for the nature of the revelations that the woman beside him had shared.
She shook violently for a while before she answered in a listless voice.
She shook violently for a while before she replied in a lifeless voice.
“From the police. A chief inspector came, Chief Inspector Heat he said he was. He showed me—”
“From the police. A chief inspector came, Chief Inspector Heat, he said he was. He showed me—”
Mrs Verloc choked. “Oh, Tom, they had to gather him up with a shovel.”
Mrs. Verloc gasped. “Oh, Tom, they had to scoop him up with a shovel.”
Her breast heaved with dry sobs. In a moment Ossipon found his tongue.
Her chest shook with silent sobs. In a moment, Ossipon found his voice.
“The police! Do you mean to say the police came already? That Chief Inspector Heat himself actually came to tell you.”
“The police! Are you saying the police came already? That Chief Inspector Heat himself actually showed up to tell you.”
“Yes,” she confirmed in the same listless tone. “He came just like this. He came. I didn’t know. He showed me a piece of overcoat, and—just like that. Do you know this? he says.”
“Yes,” she confirmed in the same flat tone. “He showed up just like this. He came. I didn’t know. He showed me a part of his overcoat, and—just like that. Do you know this? he says.”
“Heat! Heat! And what did he do?”
“Heat! Heat! And what did he do?”
Mrs Verloc’s head dropped. “Nothing. He did nothing. He went away. The police were on that man’s side,” she murmured tragically. “Another one came too.”
Mrs. Verloc’s head fell. “Nothing. He did nothing. He just left. The police were on that man’s side,” she murmured tragically. “Another one came too.”
“Another—another inspector, do you mean?” asked Ossipon, in great excitement, and very much in the tone of a scared child.
“Another—another inspector, you mean?” asked Ossipon, excited and sounding very much like a scared child.
“I don’t know. He came. He looked like a foreigner. He may have been one of them Embassy people.”
“I don’t know. He showed up. He looked like a foreigner. He might have been one of those embassy people.”
Comrade Ossipon nearly collapsed under this new shock.
Comrade Ossipon almost fell apart from this new shock.
“Embassy! Are you aware what you are saying? What Embassy? What on earth do you mean by Embassy?”
“Embassy! Do you even know what you’re talking about? What Embassy? What do you mean by Embassy?”
“It’s that place in Chesham Square. The people he cursed so. I don’t know. What does it matter!”
“It’s that spot in Chesham Square. The people he cursed so much. I don’t know. What difference does it make!”
“And that fellow, what did he do or say to you?”
“And that guy, what did he do or say to you?”
“I don’t remember. . . . Nothing . . . . I don’t care. Don’t ask me,” she pleaded in a weary voice.
“I don’t remember… Nothing… I don’t care. Don’t ask me,” she pleaded in a tired voice.
“All right. I won’t,” assented Ossipon tenderly. And he meant it too, not because he was touched by the pathos of the pleading voice, but because he felt himself losing his footing in the depths of this tenebrous affair. Police! Embassy! Phew! For fear of adventuring his intelligence into ways where its natural lights might fail to guide it safely he dismissed resolutely all suppositions, surmises, and theories out of his mind. He had the woman there, absolutely flinging herself at him, and that was the principal consideration. But after what he had heard nothing could astonish him any more. And when Mrs Verloc, as if startled suddenly out of a dream of safety, began to urge upon him wildly the necessity of an immediate flight on the Continent, he did not exclaim in the least. He simply said with unaffected regret that there was no train till the morning, and stood looking thoughtfully at her face, veiled in black net, in the light of a gas lamp veiled in a gauze of mist.
“All right. I won’t,” Ossipon agreed softly. And he truly meant it, not because he was moved by the emotion in her voice, but because he felt he was losing his grip in this dark situation. Police! Embassy! Yikes! Afraid to let his mind wander into areas where it might not be able to find its way back, he firmly pushed aside all guesses, suspicions, and theories. He had the woman right there, completely throwing herself at him, and that was the main thing. But after what he had heard, nothing could surprise him anymore. And when Mrs. Verloc, as if suddenly jolted from a dream of safety, began to frantically urge him to flee immediately to the Continent, he didn’t shout in shock. He simply stated, with genuine regret, that there was no train until morning, and he stood there, contemplating her face, covered in black netting, illuminated by a gas lamp shrouded in mist.
Near him, her black form merged in the night, like a figure half chiselled out of a block of black stone. It was impossible to say what she knew, how deep she was involved with policemen and Embassies. But if she wanted to get away, it was not for him to object. He was anxious to be off himself. He felt that the business, the shop so strangely familiar to chief inspectors and members of foreign Embassies, was not the place for him. That must be dropped. But there was the rest. These savings. The money!
Near him, her dark silhouette blended into the night, like a figure partially carved out of a block of black stone. It was hard to tell what she understood, or how involved she was with the police and Embassies. But if she wanted to leave, he had no right to stop her. He was eager to get away himself. He sensed that the situation—the shop so oddly known to chief inspectors and members of foreign Embassies—was not the right place for him. That needed to be left behind. But there was the rest to consider. These savings. The money!
“You must hide me till the morning somewhere,” she said in a dismayed voice.
“You have to hide me somewhere until morning,” she said with a worried tone.
“Fact is, my dear, I can’t take you where I live. I share the room with a friend.”
“Honestly, my dear, I can’t take you to where I live. I share a room with a friend.”
He was somewhat dismayed himself. In the morning the blessed ’tecs will be out in all the stations, no doubt. And if they once got hold of her, for one reason or another she would be lost to him indeed.
He felt a bit disheartened. In the morning, the damn cops would be out at all the stations, no doubt. And if they ever caught her, for any reason, she would really be gone from him.
“But you must. Don’t you care for me at all—at all? What are you thinking of?”
“But you have to. Don’t you care about me—at all? What’s on your mind?”
She said this violently, but she let her clasped hands fall in discouragement. There was a silence, while the mist fell, and darkness reigned undisturbed over Brett Place. Not a soul, not even the vagabond, lawless, and amorous soul of a cat, came near the man and the woman facing each other.
She said this angrily, but then she let her clasped hands drop in disappointment. There was a silence as the mist fell, and darkness settled quietly over Brett Place. Not a single soul, not even the wandering, reckless, and passionate spirit of a cat, approached the man and woman standing in front of each other.
“It would be possible perhaps to find a safe lodging somewhere,” Ossipon spoke at last. “But the truth is, my dear, I have not enough money to go and try with—only a few pence. We revolutionists are not rich.”
“It might be possible to find a safe place to stay somewhere,” Ossipon finally said. “But the truth is, my dear, I don’t have enough money to even try—just a few cents. We revolutionaries aren’t wealthy.”
He had fifteen shillings in his pocket. He added:
He had fifteen shillings in his pocket. He added:
“And there’s the journey before us, too—first thing in the morning at that.”
“And there’s the journey ahead of us, too—first thing in the morning at that.”
She did not move, made no sound, and Comrade Ossipon’s heart sank a little. Apparently she had no suggestion to offer. Suddenly she clutched at her breast, as if she had felt a sharp pain there.
She stayed still, made no noise, and Comrade Ossipon felt a little disappointed. It seemed she didn't have any advice to give. Then, out of nowhere, she grabbed her chest, as if she had suddenly experienced a sharp pain there.
“But I have,” she gasped. “I have the money. I have enough money. Tom! Let us go from here.”
“But I have,” she gasped. “I have the money. I have enough money. Tom! Let’s get out of here.”
“How much have you got?” he inquired, without stirring to her tug; for he was a cautious man.
“How much do you have?” he asked, not moving despite her tug; he was a careful man.
“I have the money, I tell you. All the money.”
"I have the money, I'm telling you. All of it."
“What do you mean by it? All the money there was in the bank, or what?” he asked incredulously, but ready not to be surprised at anything in the way of luck.
“What do you mean by that? Is it about all the money that was in the bank, or what?” he asked in disbelief, but prepared not to be shocked by any kind of luck.
“Yes, yes!” she said nervously. “All there was. I’ve it all.”
“Yes, yes!” she said anxiously. “That’s everything. I have it all.”
“How on earth did you manage to get hold of it already?” he marvelled.
“How on earth did you get it already?” he marveled.
“He gave it to me,” she murmured, suddenly subdued and trembling. Comrade Ossipon put down his rising surprise with a firm hand.
“He gave it to me,” she whispered, suddenly quiet and shaking. Comrade Ossipon managed his growing surprise with a steady hand.
“Why, then—we are saved,” he uttered slowly.
“Why, then—we're saved,” he said slowly.
She leaned forward, and sank against his breast. He welcomed her there. She had all the money. Her hat was in the way of very marked effusion; her veil too. He was adequate in his manifestations, but no more. She received them without resistance and without abandonment, passively, as if only half-sensible. She freed herself from his lax embraces without difficulty.
She leaned in and rested against his chest. He welcomed her there. She had all the money. Her hat blocked any real affection, and her veil did too. He showed some emotion, but that was about it. She accepted it without pushing back or completely giving in, passively, as if only partly aware. She easily slipped out of his loose hold.
“You will save me, Tom,” she broke out, recoiling, but still keeping her hold on him by the two lapels of his damp coat. “Save me. Hide me. Don’t let them have me. You must kill me first. I couldn’t do it myself—I couldn’t, I couldn’t—not even for what I am afraid of.”
“You will save me, Tom,” she exclaimed, pulling back, but still gripping the two lapels of his wet coat. “Save me. Hide me. Don’t let them take me. You have to kill me first. I couldn’t do it myself—I couldn’t, I couldn’t—not even for what I’m scared of.”
She was confoundedly bizarre, he thought. She was beginning to inspire him with an indefinite uneasiness. He said surlily, for he was busy with important thoughts:
She was incredibly strange, he thought. She was starting to fill him with a vague sense of unease. He said grumpily, since he was preoccupied with important thoughts:
“What the devil are you afraid of?”
“What the heck are you afraid of?”
“Haven’t you guessed what I was driven to do!” cried the woman. Distracted by the vividness of her dreadful apprehensions, her head ringing with forceful words, that kept the horror of her position before her mind, she had imagined her incoherence to be clearness itself. She had no conscience of how little she had audibly said in the disjointed phrases completed only in her thought. She had felt the relief of a full confession, and she gave a special meaning to every sentence spoken by Comrade Ossipon, whose knowledge did not in the least resemble her own. “Haven’t you guessed what I was driven to do!” Her voice fell. “You needn’t be long in guessing then what I am afraid of,” she continued, in a bitter and sombre murmur. “I won’t have it. I won’t. I won’t. I won’t. You must promise to kill me first!” She shook the lapels of his coat. “It must never be!”
“Haven’t you figured out what I was pushed to do!” the woman cried. Overwhelmed by the intensity of her awful fears, her head buzzing with powerful words that constantly reminded her of the horror of her situation, she thought her confusion was actually clarity. She didn’t realize how little she had actually said in those scattered phrases, which were only complete in her mind. She felt the relief of a full confession and attached special meaning to every word spoken by Comrade Ossipon, whose understanding was completely different from hers. “Haven’t you guessed what I was driven to do!” Her voice dropped. “You won’t need to think for long about what I'm afraid of,” she continued, bitterly and somberly. “I won’t allow it. I won’t. I won’t. I won’t. You have to promise to kill me first!” She shook the lapels of his coat. “It must never happen!”
He assured her curtly that no promises on his part were necessary, but he took good care not to contradict her in set terms, because he had had much to do with excited women, and he was inclined in general to let his experience guide his conduct in preference to applying his sagacity to each special case. His sagacity in this case was busy in other directions. Women’s words fell into water, but the shortcomings of time-tables remained. The insular nature of Great Britain obtruded itself upon his notice in an odious form. “Might just as well be put under lock and key every night,” he thought irritably, as nonplussed as though he had a wall to scale with the woman on his back. Suddenly he slapped his forehead. He had by dint of cudgelling his brains just thought of the Southampton—St Malo service. The boat left about midnight. There was a train at 10.30. He became cheery and ready to act.
He curtly assured her that he didn’t need to make any promises, but he was careful not to outright contradict her because he had dealt with emotional women before, and he generally preferred to rely on his experience rather than analyze each situation individually. His judgment was focused elsewhere this time. Women’s words seemed to vanish, but issues with schedules remained. The isolation of Great Britain was starting to annoy him. “Might as well be locked up every night,” he thought, feeling frustrated, as if he had to climb a wall with the woman on his back. Suddenly, he smacked his forehead. After thinking hard, he remembered the Southampton-St Malo service. The boat left around midnight. There was a train at 10:30. He felt cheerful and ready to take action.
“From Waterloo. Plenty of time. We are all right after all. . . . What’s the matter now? This isn’t the way,” he protested.
“From Waterloo. We have plenty of time. We're going to be fine after all. . . . What's wrong now? This isn’t the right way,” he protested.
Mrs Verloc, having hooked her arm into his, was trying to drag him into Brett Street again.
Mrs. Verloc, hooking her arm into his, was trying to pull him back into Brett Street again.
“I’ve forgotten to shut the shop door as I went out,” she whispered, terribly agitated.
“I forgot to close the shop door when I went out,” she whispered, feeling really anxious.
The shop and all that was in it had ceased to interest Comrade Ossipon. He knew how to limit his desires. He was on the point of saying “What of that? Let it be,” but he refrained. He disliked argument about trifles. He even mended his pace considerably on the thought that she might have left the money in the drawer. But his willingness lagged behind her feverish impatience.
The shop and everything in it had lost its appeal for Comrade Ossipon. He knew how to control his desires. He was about to say, “What’s the big deal? Let it go,” but he held back. He hated arguing over small stuff. He even picked up his pace at the thought that she might have left the money in the drawer. But his eagerness didn’t keep up with her restless impatience.
The shop seemed to be quite dark at first. The door stood ajar. Mrs Verloc, leaning against the front, gasped out:
The shop seemed really dark at first. The door was slightly open. Mrs. Verloc, leaning against the front, gasped out:
“Nobody has been in. Look! The light—the light in the parlour.”
“Nobody has been here. Look! The light—the light in the living room.”
Ossipon, stretching his head forward, saw a faint gleam in the darkness of the shop.
Ossipon, leaning his head forward, caught a faint glimmer in the darkness of the shop.
“There is,” he said.
“Yeah,” he said.
“I forgot it.” Mrs Verloc’s voice came from behind her veil faintly. And as he stood waiting for her to enter first, she said louder: “Go in and put it out—or I’ll go mad.”
“I forgot it.” Mrs. Verloc's voice came from behind her veil, sounding faint. As he stood there waiting for her to go in first, she said louder, “Go in and put it out—or I’ll go crazy.”
He made no immediate objection to this proposal, so strangely motived. “Where’s all that money?” he asked.
He didn't immediately oppose this oddly motivated proposal. "Where's all that money?" he asked.
“On me! Go, Tom. Quick! Put it out. . . . Go in!” she cried, seizing him by both shoulders from behind.
“On me! Go, Tom. Hurry! Put it out. . . . Go inside!” she shouted, grabbing him by both shoulders from behind.
Not prepared for a display of physical force, Comrade Ossipon stumbled far into the shop before her push. He was astonished at the strength of the woman and scandalised by her proceedings. But he did not retrace his steps in order to remonstrate with her severely in the street. He was beginning to be disagreeably impressed by her fantastic behaviour. Moreover, this or never was the time to humour the woman. Comrade Ossipon avoided easily the end of the counter, and approached calmly the glazed door of the parlour. The curtain over the panes being drawn back a little he, by a very natural impulse, looked in, just as he made ready to turn the handle. He looked in without a thought, without intention, without curiosity of any sort. He looked in because he could not help looking in. He looked in, and discovered Mr Verloc reposing quietly on the sofa.
Not expecting a show of physical force, Comrade Ossipon stumbled deep into the shop after her push. He was shocked by the woman's strength and appalled by her actions. However, he didn’t go back to confront her harshly outside. He was starting to feel uncomfortable with her bizarre behavior. Besides, this was hardly the time to indulge the woman. Comrade Ossipon easily dodged the end of the counter and calmly approached the glazed door of the parlor. With the curtain over the panes slightly pulled back, he, on impulse, looked inside just as he was about to turn the handle. He peered in without thinking, without intent, and without any curiosity whatsoever. He looked in simply because he couldn’t help it. He looked in and found Mr. Verloc lounging peacefully on the sofa.
A yell coming from the innermost depths of his chest died out unheard and transformed into a sort of greasy, sickly taste on his lips. At the same time the mental personality of Comrade Ossipon executed a frantic leap backward. But his body, left thus without intellectual guidance, held on to the door handle with the unthinking force of an instinct. The robust anarchist did not even totter. And he stared, his face close to the glass, his eyes protruding out of his head. He would have given anything to get away, but his returning reason informed him that it would not do to let go the door handle. What was it—madness, a nightmare, or a trap into which he had been decoyed with fiendish artfulness? Why—what for? He did not know. Without any sense of guilt in his breast, in the full peace of his conscience as far as these people were concerned, the idea that he would be murdered for mysterious reasons by the couple Verloc passed not so much across his mind as across the pit of his stomach, and went out, leaving behind a trail of sickly faintness—an indisposition. Comrade Ossipon did not feel very well in a very special way for a moment—a long moment. And he stared. Mr Verloc lay very still meanwhile, simulating sleep for reasons of his own, while that savage woman of his was guarding the door—invisible and silent in the dark and deserted street. Was all this a some sort of terrifying arrangement invented by the police for his especial benefit? His modesty shrank from that explanation.
A scream deep within him faded away unheard and turned into a nasty, sickly taste on his lips. At the same time, Comrade Ossipon's mind took a frantic leap backward. But his body, left without any mental direction, clung to the door handle with the mindless strength of instinct. The strong anarchist didn't even waver. He stared, his face pressed against the glass, his eyes bulging. He would have given anything to escape, but his returning senses told him it wasn't wise to let go of the door handle. What was happening—madness, a nightmare, or a trap he had been lured into with wicked cunning? Why—what for? He didn't know. Without any guilt in his heart, fully at peace with his conscience regarding these people, the thought that he might be murdered for unknown reasons by the Verlocs flashed not so much through his mind as surged through his gut, leaving a lingering feeling of nausea. For a moment—a long moment—Comrade Ossipon felt unwell in a truly peculiar way. And he continued to stare. Mr. Verloc lay very still, pretending to be asleep for his own reasons, while his savage wife guarded the door—unseen and silent in the dark, empty street. Was all this some terrifying scheme created by the police specifically for him? He recoiled from that thought.
But the true sense of the scene he was beholding came to Ossipon through the contemplation of the hat. It seemed an extraordinary thing, an ominous object, a sign. Black, and rim upward, it lay on the floor before the couch as if prepared to receive the contributions of pence from people who would come presently to behold Mr Verloc in the fullness of his domestic ease reposing on a sofa. From the hat the eyes of the robust anarchist wandered to the displaced table, gazed at the broken dish for a time, received a kind of optical shock from observing a white gleam under the imperfectly closed eyelids of the man on the couch. Mr Verloc did not seem so much asleep now as lying down with a bent head and looking insistently at his left breast. And when Comrade Ossipon had made out the handle of the knife he turned away from the glazed door, and retched violently.
But the true meaning of the scene he was witnessing hit Ossipon as he focused on the hat. It looked strange, like an ominous object or a sign. Black and brim-up, it lay on the floor in front of the couch as if waiting for the coins of those who would come soon to see Mr. Verloc comfortably resting on a sofa. From the hat, the sturdy anarchist's gaze shifted to the overturned table, lingered on the broken dish for a moment, and was jolted by the sight of a white gleam under the half-closed eyelids of the man on the couch. Mr. Verloc didn't seem so much asleep anymore as lying there with his head bent, staring intently at his left breast. And when Comrade Ossipon recognized the handle of the knife, he turned away from the glass door and retched violently.
The crash of the street door flung to made his very soul leap in a panic. This house with its harmless tenant could still be made a trap of—a trap of a terrible kind. Comrade Ossipon had no settled conception now of what was happening to him. Catching his thigh against the end of the counter, he spun round, staggered with a cry of pain, felt in the distracting clatter of the bell his arms pinned to his side by a convulsive hug, while the cold lips of a woman moved creepily on his very ear to form the words:
The crash of the front door slamming shut made his heart race in a panic. This house, with its innocent occupant, could easily become a trap—a dangerous one. Comrade Ossipon had no clear idea of what was happening to him anymore. As he caught his thigh against the end of the counter, he spun around, staggered with a gasp of pain, and felt his arms pinned to his sides in a frantic hug while the cold lips of a woman moved eerily close to his ear to whisper the words:
“Policeman! He has seen me!”
"Cop! He saw me!"
He ceased to struggle; she never let him go. Her hands had locked themselves with an inseparable twist of fingers on his robust back. While the footsteps approached, they breathed quickly, breast to breast, with hard, laboured breaths, as if theirs had been the attitude of a deadly struggle, while, in fact, it was the attitude of deadly fear. And the time was long.
He stopped fighting; she never released him. Her hands were tightly intertwined on his strong back. As the footsteps got closer, they breathed quickly, chest to chest, with heavy, labored breaths, as if they were in a life-or-death struggle, but in reality, they were simply frozen in fear. And the moment felt endless.
The constable on the beat had in truth seen something of Mrs Verloc; only coming from the lighted thoroughfare at the other end of Brett Street, she had been no more to him than a flutter in the darkness. And he was not even quite sure that there had been a flutter. He had no reason to hurry up. On coming abreast of the shop he observed that it had been closed early. There was nothing very unusual in that. The men on duty had special instructions about that shop: what went on about there was not to be meddled with unless absolutely disorderly, but any observations made were to be reported. There were no observations to make; but from a sense of duty and for the peace of his conscience, owing also to that doubtful flutter of the darkness, the constable crossed the road, and tried the door. The spring latch, whose key was reposing for ever off duty in the late Mr Verloc’s waistcoat pocket, held as well as usual. While the conscientious officer was shaking the handle, Ossipon felt the cold lips of the woman stirring again creepily against his very ear:
The constable on his beat had indeed seen Mrs. Verloc; however, coming from the lit street at the other end of Brett Street, she had been nothing more to him than a flicker in the dark. And he wasn’t even completely sure there had been a flicker. He had no reason to rush. As he passed the shop, he noticed it had closed early. That wasn’t particularly unusual. The officers on duty had specific instructions regarding that shop: anything happening there wasn’t to be interfered with unless it was truly chaotic, but any observations were to be reported. There were no observations to make, but out of a sense of duty and to ease his conscience, and also because of that uncertain flicker in the dark, the constable crossed the street and tried the door. The spring latch, whose key was eternally off-duty in the late Mr. Verloc's waistcoat pocket, held firm as usual. While the diligent officer was shaking the handle, Ossipon felt the cold lips of the woman stirring again creepily against his ear:
“If he comes in kill me—kill me, Tom.”
“If he comes in, just kill me—kill me, Tom.”
The constable moved away, flashing as he passed the light of his dark lantern, merely for form’s sake, at the shop window. For a moment longer the man and the woman inside stood motionless, panting, breast to breast; then her fingers came unlocked, her arms fell by her side slowly. Ossipon leaned against the counter. The robust anarchist wanted support badly. This was awful. He was almost too disgusted for speech. Yet he managed to utter a plaintive thought, showing at least that he realised his position.
The constable walked away, briefly shining the light from his dark lantern at the shop window just to go through the motions. For a moment longer, the man and the woman inside remained frozen, breathing heavily, chest to chest; then her fingers unclasped, and her arms fell quietly to her sides. Ossipon leaned against the counter, desperately needing something to lean on. This was terrible. He was so disgusted he could barely speak. Still, he managed to voice a sad thought, at least showing he understood his situation.
“Only a couple of minutes later and you’d have made me blunder against the fellow poking about here with his damned dark lantern.”
“Just a couple of minutes later and you would have got me to bump into the guy messing around here with his damn dark lantern.”
The widow of Mr Verloc, motionless in the middle of the shop, said insistently:
The widow of Mr. Verloc, standing still in the middle of the shop, said firmly:
“Go in and put that light out, Tom. It will drive me crazy.”
“Go in and turn off that light, Tom. It’s driving me crazy.”
She saw vaguely his vehement gesture of refusal. Nothing in the world would have induced Ossipon to go into the parlour. He was not superstitious, but there was too much blood on the floor; a beastly pool of it all round the hat. He judged he had been already far too near that corpse for his peace of mind—for the safety of his neck, perhaps!
She vaguely saw his intense gesture of refusal. Nothing in the world could have convinced Ossipon to enter the parlor. He wasn't superstitious, but there was too much blood on the floor; a disgusting pool of it all around the hat. He felt he had already been way too close to that corpse for his peace of mind—maybe even for the safety of his neck!
“At the meter then! There. Look. In that corner.”
“At the meter then! There. Look. In that corner.”
The robust form of Comrade Ossipon, striding brusque and shadowy across the shop, squatted in a corner obediently; but this obedience was without grace. He fumbled nervously—and suddenly in the sound of a muttered curse the light behind the glazed door flicked out to a gasping, hysterical sigh of a woman. Night, the inevitable reward of men’s faithful labours on this earth, night had fallen on Mr Verloc, the tried revolutionist—“one of the old lot”—the humble guardian of society; the invaluable Secret Agent [delta] of Baron Stott-Wartenheim’s despatches; a servant of law and order, faithful, trusted, accurate, admirable, with perhaps one single amiable weakness: the idealistic belief in being loved for himself.
The sturdy figure of Comrade Ossipon strode briskly and mysteriously across the shop, then settled into a corner obediently; but this obedience lacked elegance. He fumbled nervously—and suddenly, with a muttered curse, the light behind the glass door went out to the sound of a woman gasping and sobbing. Night, the inevitable reward for people’s hard work on this earth, had fallen on Mr. Verloc, the seasoned revolutionary—“one of the old crowd”—the humble protector of society; the priceless Secret Agent [delta] of Baron Stott-Wartenheim’s communications; a servant of law and order, reliable, trusted, precise, admirable, with perhaps just one charming flaw: the idealistic belief in being loved for who he is.
Ossipon groped his way back through the stuffy atmosphere, as black as ink now, to the counter. The voice of Mrs Verloc, standing in the middle of the shop, vibrated after him in that blackness with a desperate protest.
Ossipon made his way back through the heavy, pitch-black atmosphere to the counter. Mrs. Verloc's voice, standing in the middle of the shop, echoed behind him in that darkness with a desperate objection.
“I will not be hanged, Tom. I will not—”
“I won’t be hanged, Tom. I refuse—”
She broke off. Ossipon from the counter issued a warning: “Don’t shout like this,” then seemed to reflect profoundly. “You did this thing quite by yourself?” he inquired in a hollow voice, but with an appearance of masterful calmness which filled Mrs Verloc’s heart with grateful confidence in his protecting strength.
She stopped talking. Ossipon from the counter gave a warning: “Don't yell like that,” then seemed to think deeply. “Did you do this all on your own?” he asked in a flat voice, but with an air of confident calm that filled Mrs. Verloc's heart with grateful trust in his protective strength.
“Yes,” she whispered, invisible.
“Yes,” she whispered, unseen.
“I wouldn’t have believed it possible,” he muttered. “Nobody would.” She heard him move about and the snapping of a lock in the parlour door. Comrade Ossipon had turned the key on Mr Verloc’s repose; and this he did not from reverence for its eternal nature or any other obscurely sentimental consideration, but for the precise reason that he was not at all sure that there was not someone else hiding somewhere in the house. He did not believe the woman, or rather he was incapable by now of judging what could be true, possible, or even probable in this astounding universe. He was terrified out of all capacity for belief or disbelief in regard of this extraordinary affair, which began with police inspectors and Embassies and would end goodness knows where—on the scaffold for someone. He was terrified at the thought that he could not prove the use he made of his time ever since seven o’clock, for he had been skulking about Brett Street. He was terrified at this savage woman who had brought him in there, and would probably saddle him with complicity, at least if he were not careful. He was terrified at the rapidity with which he had been involved in such dangers—decoyed into it. It was some twenty minutes since he had met her—not more.
"I never thought this could happen," he muttered. "No one would." She heard him moving around and the sound of a lock being turned in the parlor door. Comrade Ossipon had locked the door on Mr. Verloc’s rest; he did this not out of respect for its permanence or any other sentimental reason, but because he wasn’t sure if someone else was hiding in the house. He didn’t trust the woman, or rather, he was now unable to determine what could be true, possible, or even likely in this bizarre world. He was terrified to the point of losing any ability to believe or disbelieve in this strange situation, which had started with police inspectors and embassies and could end who knows where—maybe on the scaffold for someone. He was frightened by the thought that he couldn’t account for how he had spent his time since seven o'clock, as he had been lurking around Brett Street. He was scared of this fierce woman who had brought him there and would likely implicate him if he wasn’t careful. He was alarmed by how quickly he had gotten caught up in such dangers—lured into it. It had only been about twenty minutes since he had met her—not more.
The voice of Mrs Verloc rose subdued, pleading piteously: “Don’t let them hang me, Tom! Take me out of the country. I’ll work for you. I’ll slave for you. I’ll love you. I’ve no one in the world. . . . Who would look at me if you don’t!” She ceased for a moment; then in the depths of the loneliness made round her by an insignificant thread of blood trickling off the handle of a knife, she found a dreadful inspiration to her—who had been the respectable girl of the Belgravian mansion, the loyal, respectable wife of Mr Verloc. “I won’t ask you to marry me,” she breathed out in shame-faced accents.
The voice of Mrs. Verloc grew quiet, begging desperately: “Don’t let them hang me, Tom! Get me out of the country. I’ll work for you. I’ll do anything for you. I’ll love you. I have no one in the world... Who would even look at me if you don’t!” She paused for a moment; then, amidst the loneliness brought on by a small trickle of blood from the knife handle, she came up with a shocking idea—she who used to be the respectable girl from the Belgravian mansion, the loyal, respectable wife of Mr. Verloc. “I won’t ask you to marry me,” she said in a shamefaced voice.
She moved a step forward in the darkness. He was terrified at her. He would not have been surprised if she had suddenly produced another knife destined for his breast. He certainly would have made no resistance. He had really not enough fortitude in him just then to tell her to keep back. But he inquired in a cavernous, strange tone: “Was he asleep?”
She stepped forward into the darkness. He was afraid of her. It wouldn’t have shocked him if she suddenly pulled out another knife aimed at his chest. He definitely wouldn’t have fought back. He just didn’t have the strength at that moment to tell her to stay away. But he asked in a deep, unusual voice, “Was he asleep?”
“No,” she cried, and went on rapidly. “He wasn’t. Not he. He had been telling me that nothing could touch him. After taking the boy away from under my very eyes to kill him—the loving, innocent, harmless lad. My own, I tell you. He was lying on the couch quite easy—after killing the boy—my boy. I would have gone on the streets to get out of his sight. And he says to me like this: ‘Come here,’ after telling me I had helped to kill the boy. You hear, Tom? He says like this: ‘Come here,’ after taking my very heart out of me along with the boy to smash in the dirt.”
“No,” she cried, and continued quickly. “He wasn’t. Not him. He had been telling me that nothing could hurt him. After taking the boy right in front of me to kill him—the loving, innocent, harmless kid. My own, I tell you. He was lying on the couch so peacefully—after killing the boy—my boy. I would have gone out on the streets to escape his sight. And he says to me like this: ‘Come here,’ after telling me I had helped kill the boy. You hear, Tom? He says like this: ‘Come here,’ after taking my very heart out along with the boy to crush it in the dirt.”
She ceased, then dreamily repeated twice: “Blood and dirt. Blood and dirt.” A great light broke upon Comrade Ossipon. It was that half-witted lad then who had perished in the park. And the fooling of everybody all round appeared more complete than ever—colossal. He exclaimed scientifically, in the extremity of his astonishment: “The degenerate—by heavens!”
She stopped and then dreamily repeated twice: “Blood and dirt. Blood and dirt.” A great realization hit Comrade Ossipon. It was that dimwitted kid who had died in the park. And the trickery of everyone around seemed more absolute than ever—huge. He exclaimed, almost scientifically, in his utter astonishment: “The degenerate—by heaven!”
“Come here.” The voice of Mrs Verloc rose again. “What did he think I was made of? Tell me, Tom. Come here! Me! Like this! I had been looking at the knife, and I thought I would come then if he wanted me so much. Oh yes! I came—for the last time. . . . With the knife.”
“Come here.” Mrs. Verloc's voice rose again. “What did he think I was made of? Tell me, Tom. Come here! Me! Like this! I had been looking at the knife, and I thought I would come then if he wanted me so much. Oh yes! I came—for the last time. . . . With the knife.”
He was excessively terrified at her—the sister of the degenerate—a degenerate herself of a murdering type . . . or else of the lying type. Comrade Ossipon might have been said to be terrified scientifically in addition to all other kinds of fear. It was an immeasurable and composite funk, which from its very excess gave him in the dark a false appearance of calm and thoughtful deliberation. For he moved and spoke with difficulty, being as if half frozen in his will and mind—and no one could see his ghastly face. He felt half dead.
He was extremely scared of her—the sister of the degenerate—who was a degenerate herself of a murderous kind... or maybe just a liar. Comrade Ossipon could be said to be scientifically terrified, on top of all other kinds of fear. It was an overwhelming and complex anxiety that, because of its intensity, gave him a false sense of calm and deep thought in the dark. He moved and spoke with difficulty, as if he were half frozen in his will and mind—and no one could see his pale face. He felt half alive.
He leaped a foot high. Unexpectedly Mrs Verloc had desecrated the unbroken reserved decency of her home by a shrill and terrible shriek.
He jumped a foot in the air. Unexpectedly, Mrs. Verloc had violated the untouched, reserved decency of her home with a loud and horrifying scream.
“Help, Tom! Save me. I won’t be hanged!”
“Help, Tom! Save me. I can’t be hanged!”
He rushed forward, groping for her mouth with a silencing hand, and the shriek died out. But in his rush he had knocked her over. He felt her now clinging round his legs, and his terror reached its culminating point, became a sort of intoxication, entertained delusions, acquired the characteristics of delirium tremens. He positively saw snakes now. He saw the woman twined round him like a snake, not to be shaken off. She was not deadly. She was death itself—the companion of life.
He pushed ahead, searching for her mouth with a hand to silence her, and her scream faded away. But in his haste, he had knocked her down. He felt her clinging to his legs, and his fear peaked, turning into a kind of intoxication, feeding hallucinations, taking on the traits of severe delirium. He was definitely seeing snakes now. He saw the woman wrapped around him like a snake, impossible to shake off. She wasn’t dangerous. She was death itself—life’s constant companion.
Mrs Verloc, as if relieved by the outburst, was very far from behaving noisily now. She was pitiful.
Mrs. Verloc, seeming relieved by the outburst, was nowhere near acting loudly now. She was unfortunate.
“Tom, you can’t throw me off now,” she murmured from the floor. “Not unless you crush my head under your heel. I won’t leave you.”
“Tom, you can’t get rid of me now,” she murmured from the floor. “Not unless you squash my head under your heel. I’m not going anywhere.”
“Get up,” said Ossipon.
“Get up,” Ossipon said.
His face was so pale as to be quite visible in the profound black darkness of the shop; while Mrs Verloc, veiled, had no face, almost no discernible form. The trembling of something small and white, a flower in her hat, marked her place, her movements.
His face was so pale that it stood out in the deep black darkness of the shop, while Mrs. Verloc, wearing a veil, seemed to have no face and hardly any shape at all. The slight trembling of something small and white, a flower in her hat, indicated where she was and showed her movements.
It rose in the blackness. She had got up from the floor, and Ossipon regretted not having run out at once into the street. But he perceived easily that it would not do. It would not do. She would run after him. She would pursue him shrieking till she sent every policeman within hearing in chase. And then goodness only knew what she would say of him. He was so frightened that for a moment the insane notion of strangling her in the dark passed through his mind. And he became more frightened than ever! She had him! He saw himself living in abject terror in some obscure hamlet in Spain or Italy; till some fine morning they found him dead too, with a knife in his breast—like Mr Verloc. He sighed deeply. He dared not move. And Mrs Verloc waited in silence the good pleasure of her saviour, deriving comfort from his reflective silence.
It rose in the darkness. She had gotten up from the floor, and Ossipon wished he had just run out into the street right away. But he realized quickly that wouldn’t work. It wouldn’t work. She would chase after him. She would scream until every cop within earshot ran after him. And then God only knew what she would say about him. He was so scared that for a moment, the crazy idea of strangling her in the dark crossed his mind. And that made him even more terrified! She had him! He imagined himself living in constant fear in some remote village in Spain or Italy; until one fine morning they found him dead too, with a knife in his chest—like Mr. Verloc. He sighed deeply. He didn’t dare move. And Mrs. Verloc waited in silence for the good pleasure of her savior, finding comfort in his thoughtful silence.
Suddenly he spoke up in an almost natural voice. His reflections had come to an end.
Suddenly, he spoke in a nearly normal voice. His thoughts had come to a close.
“Let’s get out, or we will lose the train.”
“Let’s go, or we’ll miss the train.”
“Where are we going to, Tom?” she asked timidly. Mrs Verloc was no longer a free woman.
“Where are we going, Tom?” she asked nervously. Mrs. Verloc was no longer a free woman.
“Let’s get to Paris first, the best way we can. . . . Go out first, and see if the way’s clear.”
“Let’s head to Paris first, using the best route we have. . . . Go out first and check if the path is clear.”
She obeyed. Her voice came subdued through the cautiously opened door.
She agreed. Her voice was soft as it came through the carefully opened door.
“It’s all right.”
“It's okay.”
Ossipon came out. Notwithstanding his endeavours to be gentle, the cracked bell clattered behind the closed door in the empty shop, as if trying in vain to warn the reposing Mr Verloc of the final departure of his wife—accompanied by his friend.
Ossipon stepped outside. Despite his efforts to be gentle, the cracked bell rattled behind the closed door in the empty shop, as if it were futilely trying to alert the resting Mr. Verloc about the departure of his wife—along with his friend.
In the hansom they presently picked up, the robust anarchist became explanatory. He was still awfully pale, with eyes that seemed to have sunk a whole half-inch into his tense face. But he seemed to have thought of everything with extraordinary method.
In the cab they just got into, the strong anarchist started explaining things. He still looked really pale, with eyes that seemed to have sunk a full half-inch into his tense face. But he appeared to have considered everything with remarkable organization.
“When we arrive,” he discoursed in a queer, monotonous tone, “you must go into the station ahead of me, as if we did not know each other. I will take the tickets, and slip in yours into your hand as I pass you. Then you will go into the first-class ladies’ waiting-room, and sit there till ten minutes before the train starts. Then you come out. I will be outside. You go in first on the platform, as if you did not know me. There may be eyes watching there that know what’s what. Alone you are only a woman going off by train. I am known. With me, you may be guessed at as Mrs Verloc running away. Do you understand, my dear?” he added, with an effort.
“When we get there,” he said in a strange, emotionless tone, “you need to go into the station before me, as if we don’t know each other. I’ll take care of the tickets and slip yours into your hand as I pass by. Then you’ll head to the first-class ladies’ waiting room and stay there until ten minutes before the train leaves. After that, you come out. I’ll be outside. You go onto the platform first, acting like you don’t know me. There might be people watching who know what’s going on. Alone, you’re just a woman taking a train. People recognize me. With me, you might be seen as Mrs. Verloc running away. Do you understand, my dear?” he added, with some effort.
“Yes,” said Mrs Verloc, sitting there against him in the hansom all rigid with the dread of the gallows and the fear of death. “Yes, Tom.” And she added to herself, like an awful refrain: “The drop given was fourteen feet.”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Verloc, sitting there next to him in the cab, all tense with the fear of the gallows and the fear of dying. “Yes, Tom.” And she added to herself, like a terrible refrain: “The drop they gave was fourteen feet.”
Ossipon, not looking at her, and with a face like a fresh plaster cast of himself after a wasting illness, said: “By-the-by, I ought to have the money for the tickets now.”
Ossipon, not looking at her, and with a face like a fresh plaster cast of himself after a wasting illness, said: “By the way, I should have the money for the tickets now.”
Mrs Verloc, undoing some hooks of her bodice, while she went on staring ahead beyond the splashboard, handed over to him the new pigskin pocket-book. He received it without a word, and seemed to plunge it deep somewhere into his very breast. Then he slapped his coat on the outside.
Mrs. Verloc, unhooking some fasteners on her bodice while continuing to gaze ahead beyond the splashboard, handed him the new pigskin wallet. He took it silently and looked like he buried it deep in his chest. Then he patted his coat on the outside.
All this was done without the exchange of a single glance; they were like two people looking out for the first sight of a desired goal. It was not till the hansom swung round a corner and towards the bridge that Ossipon opened his lips again.
All this happened without exchanging a single glance; they were like two people waiting for the first sight of a desired goal. It wasn't until the cab turned a corner and headed towards the bridge that Ossipon spoke again.
“Do you know how much money there is in that thing?” he asked, as if addressing slowly some hobgoblin sitting between the ears of the horse.
“Do you have any idea how much money is in that thing?” he asked, as if he were slowly talking to some goblin sitting inside the horse’s head.
“No,” said Mrs Verloc. “He gave it to me. I didn’t count. I thought nothing of it at the time. Afterwards—”
“No,” said Mrs. Verloc. “He gave it to me. I didn’t count it. I didn’t think much of it at the time. Later—”
She moved her right hand a little. It was so expressive that little movement of that right hand which had struck the deadly blow into a man’s heart less than an hour before that Ossipon could not repress a shudder. He exaggerated it then purposely, and muttered:
She moved her right hand slightly. That little movement was so expressive, especially since that same hand had dealt the fatal blow to a man’s heart less than an hour ago, that Ossipon couldn't help but shudder. He then exaggerated it on purpose and muttered:
“I am cold. I got chilled through.”
“I’m cold. I got completely chilled.”
Mrs Verloc looked straight ahead at the perspective of her escape. Now and then, like a sable streamer blown across a road, the words “The drop given was fourteen feet” got in the way of her tense stare. Through her black veil the whites of her big eyes gleamed lustrously like the eyes of a masked woman.
Mrs. Verloc looked straight ahead at the prospect of her escape. Every now and then, like a dark ribbon blowing across the road, the words “The drop given was fourteen feet” interrupted her intense gaze. Through her black veil, the whites of her large eyes shone brightly like those of a masked woman.
Ossipon’s rigidity had something business-like, a queer official expression. He was heard again all of a sudden, as though he had released a catch in order to speak.
Ossipon’s stiffness had a sort of business vibe, a strange formal look. He was suddenly heard again, as if he had unlatched something to start talking.
“Look here! Do you know whether your—whether he kept his account at the bank in his own name or in some other name.”
“Hey! Do you know if he kept his bank account in his own name or under a different name?”
Mrs Verloc turned upon him her masked face and the big white gleam of her eyes.
Mrs. Verloc turned to him with her masked face and the bright white sparkle of her eyes.
“Other name?” she said thoughtfully.
“Alternative name?” she said thoughtfully.
“Be exact in what you say,” Ossipon lectured in the swift motion of the hansom. “It’s extremely important. I will explain to you. The bank has the numbers of these notes. If they were paid to him in his own name, then when his—his death becomes known, the notes may serve to track us since we have no other money. You have no other money on you?”
“Be precise in what you say,” Ossipon explained quickly as the hansom moved. “It’s really important. Let me break it down for you. The bank has records of these notes. If they were issued to him in his name, then once his—his death is made known, the notes could be used to trace us since we don’t have any other money. You don’t have any other money on you, do you?”
She shook her head negatively.
She shook her head no.
“None whatever?” he insisted.
“None at all?” he insisted.
“A few coppers.”
“A few coins.”
“It would be dangerous in that case. The money would have then to be dealt specially with. Very specially. We’d have perhaps to lose more than half the amount in order to get these notes changed in a certain safe place I know of in Paris. In the other case I mean if he had his account and got paid out under some other name—say Smith, for instance—the money is perfectly safe to use. You understand? The bank has no means of knowing that Mr Verloc and, say, Smith are one and the same person. Do you see how important it is that you should make no mistake in answering me? Can you answer that query at all? Perhaps not. Eh?”
“It would be risky in that case. The money would need to be handled very carefully. We might have to lose more than half the amount just to get these notes exchanged at a certain safe place I know in Paris. In the other scenario, I mean if he had his account and got paid out under a different name—like Smith, for example—the money is completely safe to use. Do you understand? The bank has no way of knowing that Mr. Verloc and, say, Smith are the same person. Do you see how crucial it is that you don't make a mistake in answering me? Can you respond to that question at all? Maybe not. Right?”
She said composedly:
She said calmly:
“I remember now! He didn’t bank in his own name. He told me once that it was on deposit in the name of Prozor.”
“I remember now! He didn’t bank under his own name. He once told me that it was deposited in the name of Prozor.”
“You are sure?”
"Are you sure?"
“Certain.”
"Sure."
“You don’t think the bank had any knowledge of his real name? Or anybody in the bank or—”
“You don’t think the bank knew his real name? Or anyone else there—or—”
She shrugged her shoulders.
She shrugged.
“How can I know? Is it likely, Tom?
“How can I know? Is that likely, Tom?
“No. I suppose it’s not likely. It would have been more comfortable to know. . . . Here we are. Get out first, and walk straight in. Move smartly.”
“No. I guess it’s not very likely. It would have been easier to know… Here we are. Get out first and walk straight in. Move quickly.”
He remained behind, and paid the cabman out of his own loose silver. The programme traced by his minute foresight was carried out. When Mrs Verloc, with her ticket for St Malo in her hand, entered the ladies’ waiting-room, Comrade Ossipon walked into the bar, and in seven minutes absorbed three goes of hot brandy and water.
He stayed behind and paid the cab driver with his spare change. The plan he had carefully laid out was executed perfectly. When Mrs. Verloc, holding her ticket for St. Malo, entered the ladies' waiting room, Comrade Ossipon walked into the bar and quickly knocked back three servings of hot brandy and water in seven minutes.
“Trying to drive out a cold,” he explained to the barmaid, with a friendly nod and a grimacing smile. Then he came out, bringing out from that festive interlude the face of a man who had drunk at the very Fountain of Sorrow. He raised his eyes to the clock. It was time. He waited.
“Trying to shake off a cold,” he told the barmaid, giving her a friendly nod and a grim smile. Then he stepped outside, emerging from that cheerful moment with the expression of a man who had drunk from the very Fountain of Sorrow. He glanced up at the clock. It was time. He waited.
Punctual, Mrs Verloc came out, with her veil down, and all black—black as commonplace death itself, crowned with a few cheap and pale flowers. She passed close to a little group of men who were laughing, but whose laughter could have been struck dead by a single word. Her walk was indolent, but her back was straight, and Comrade Ossipon looked after it in terror before making a start himself.
Punctual as ever, Mrs. Verloc stepped out, her veil down, dressed entirely in black—black as ordinary death itself, topped with a few cheap, pale flowers. She walked past a small group of men who were laughing, but their laughter could have been silenced by a single word. Her stride was leisurely, but her posture was straight, and Comrade Ossipon watched her in fear before finally making his move.
The train was drawn up, with hardly anybody about its row of open doors. Owing to the time of the year and to the abominable weather there were hardly any passengers. Mrs Verloc walked slowly along the line of empty compartments till Ossipon touched her elbow from behind.
The train was pulled in, with hardly anyone around its row of open doors. Because of the time of year and the terrible weather, there were almost no passengers. Mrs. Verloc walked slowly along the row of empty compartments until Ossipon touched her elbow from behind.
“In here.”
"Right here."
She got in, and he remained on the platform looking about. She bent forward, and in a whisper:
She got in, and he stayed on the platform, looking around. She leaned forward and whispered:
“What is it, Tom? Is there any danger? Wait a moment. There’s the guard.”
“What’s going on, Tom? Is there any danger? Hold on a second. There’s the guard.”
She saw him accost the man in uniform. They talked for a while. She heard the guard say “Very well, sir,” and saw him touch his cap. Then Ossipon came back, saying: “I told him not to let anybody get into our compartment.”
She watched him approach the man in uniform. They chatted for a bit. She heard the guard say, “Okay, sir,” and saw him touch his cap. Then Ossipon returned, saying, “I told him not to let anyone into our compartment.”
She was leaning forward on her seat. “You think of everything. . . . You’ll get me off, Tom?” she asked in a gust of anguish, lifting her veil brusquely to look at her saviour.
She was leaning forward in her seat. “You think of everything... You’ll help me out, Tom?” she asked in a rush of despair, lifting her veil abruptly to see her savior.
She had uncovered a face like adamant. And out of this face the eyes looked on, big, dry, enlarged, lightless, burnt out like two black holes in the white, shining globes.
She had revealed a face that was unyielding. And from this face, the eyes stared out, large, dry, swollen, devoid of light, burnt out like two black holes in the bright, shining globes.
“There is no danger,” he said, gazing into them with an earnestness almost rapt, which to Mrs Verloc, flying from the gallows, seemed to be full of force and tenderness. This devotion deeply moved her—and the adamantine face lost the stern rigidity of its terror. Comrade Ossipon gazed at it as no lover ever gazed at his mistress’s face. Alexander Ossipon, anarchist, nicknamed the Doctor, author of a medical (and improper) pamphlet, late lecturer on the social aspects of hygiene to working men’s clubs, was free from the trammels of conventional morality—but he submitted to the rule of science. He was scientific, and he gazed scientifically at that woman, the sister of a degenerate, a degenerate herself—of a murdering type. He gazed at her, and invoked Lombroso, as an Italian peasant recommends himself to his favourite saint. He gazed scientifically. He gazed at her cheeks, at her nose, at her eyes, at her ears. . . . Bad! . . . Fatal! Mrs Verloc’s pale lips parting, slightly relaxed under his passionately attentive gaze, he gazed also at her teeth. . . . Not a doubt remained . . . a murdering type. . . . If Comrade Ossipon did not recommend his terrified soul to Lombroso, it was only because on scientific grounds he could not believe that he carried about him such a thing as a soul. But he had in him the scientific spirit, which moved him to testify on the platform of a railway station in nervous jerky phrases.
“There’s no danger,” he said, looking into her eyes with an intensity that almost seemed entranced, which to Mrs. Verloc, escaping the gallows, felt both powerful and tender. This devotion touched her deeply—and the hard lines of his face eased from its previous terror. Comrade Ossipon looked at her as no lover ever looked at his partner. Alexander Ossipon, an anarchist known as the Doctor, who had written a medical (and questionable) pamphlet and recently lectured on the social aspects of hygiene at workers' clubs, was free from the constraints of traditional morality—but he adhered to the principles of science. He was scientific, and he examined that woman, the sister of a degenerate and a degenerate herself—of a murderous kind. He studied her, calling on Lombroso as an Italian peasant might seek his favorite saint. He looked at her scientifically. He focused on her cheeks, her nose, her eyes, her ears. . . . Bad! . . . Fatal! Mrs. Verloc’s pale lips parted slightly, relaxing under his intensely attentive gaze, and he also examined her teeth. . . . No doubt remained . . . a murderous type. . . . If Comrade Ossipon didn’t entrust his scared soul to Lombroso, it was only because, on scientific grounds, he couldn’t believe he possessed something like a soul. But he carried the scientific spirit within him, which compelled him to speak nervously and jerkily on the platform of a railway station.
“He was an extraordinary lad, that brother of yours. Most interesting to study. A perfect type in a way. Perfect!”
“He was an amazing kid, that brother of yours. Really interesting to study. In a way, he’s a perfect example. Perfect!”
He spoke scientifically in his secret fear. And Mrs Verloc, hearing these words of commendation vouchsafed to her beloved dead, swayed forward with a flicker of light in her sombre eyes, like a ray of sunshine heralding a tempest of rain.
He spoke with a scientific tone revealing his hidden fear. And Mrs. Verloc, hearing these words of praise given to her dearly departed, leaned forward with a spark of light in her dark eyes, like a beam of sunlight announcing a storm of rain.
“He was that indeed,” she whispered softly, with quivering lips. “You took a lot of notice of him, Tom. I loved you for it.”
“He really was,” she whispered gently, her lips trembling. “You paid a lot of attention to him, Tom. I loved you for that.”
“It’s almost incredible the resemblance there was between you two,” pursued Ossipon, giving a voice to his abiding dread, and trying to conceal his nervous, sickening impatience for the train to start. “Yes; he resembled you.”
“It’s almost amazing how much you two looked alike,” Ossipon said, voicing his lingering fear and trying to hide his nervous, queasy impatience for the train to leave. “Yeah; he looked like you.”
These words were not especially touching or sympathetic. But the fact of that resemblance insisted upon was enough in itself to act upon her emotions powerfully. With a little faint cry, and throwing her arms out, Mrs Verloc burst into tears at last.
These words weren't particularly touching or kind. But the emphasis on that resemblance was enough to deeply affect her emotions. With a small, soft cry, and throwing her arms out, Mrs. Verloc finally broke down in tears.
Ossipon entered the carriage, hastily closed the door and looked out to see the time by the station clock. Eight minutes more. For the first three of these Mrs Verloc wept violently and helplessly without pause or interruption. Then she recovered somewhat, and sobbed gently in an abundant fall of tears. She tried to talk to her saviour, to the man who was the messenger of life.
Ossipon got into the carriage, quickly shut the door, and looked out to check the time on the station clock. Eight minutes left. For the first three of those minutes, Mrs. Verloc cried loudly and uncontrollably without stopping. Then she calmed down a bit and sobbed softly, tears streaming down her face. She attempted to talk to her savior, the man who was bringing her a chance at life.
“Oh, Tom! How could I fear to die after he was taken away from me so cruelly! How could I! How could I be such a coward!”
“Oh, Tom! How could I be afraid to die after he was taken away from me so heartlessly! How could I! How could I be such a coward!”
She lamented aloud her love of life, that life without grace or charm, and almost without decency, but of an exalted faithfulness of purpose, even unto murder. And, as often happens in the lament of poor humanity, rich in suffering but indigent in words, the truth—the very cry of truth—was found in a worn and artificial shape picked up somewhere among the phrases of sham sentiment.
She expressed her sadness about her love of life, a life lacking grace or charm, and almost devoid of decency, yet driven by a strong sense of purpose, even to the point of murder. And, as often occurs in the sorrow of humanity, full of suffering but short on words, the truth—the raw cry of truth—was discovered in a tired and fake form borrowed from the phrases of insincere emotion.
“How could I be so afraid of death! Tom, I tried. But I am afraid. I tried to do away with myself. And I couldn’t. Am I hard? I suppose the cup of horrors was not full enough for such as me. Then when you came. . . . ”
“How could I be so afraid of death? Tom, I tried. But I'm scared. I tried to end it all. And I couldn’t. Am I tough? I guess the cup of horrors just wasn't full enough for someone like me. Then when you came…”
She paused. Then in a gust of confidence and gratitude, “I will live all my days for you, Tom!” she sobbed out.
She paused. Then, with a rush of confidence and gratitude, “I’ll live every day for you, Tom!” she cried out.
“Go over into the other corner of the carriage, away from the platform,” said Ossipon solicitously. She let her saviour settle her comfortably, and he watched the coming on of another crisis of weeping, still more violent than the first. He watched the symptoms with a sort of medical air, as if counting seconds. He heard the guard’s whistle at last. An involuntary contraction of the upper lip bared his teeth with all the aspect of savage resolution as he felt the train beginning to move. Mrs Verloc heard and felt nothing, and Ossipon, her saviour, stood still. He felt the train roll quicker, rumbling heavily to the sound of the woman’s loud sobs, and then crossing the carriage in two long strides he opened the door deliberately, and leaped out.
“Move to the other corner of the carriage, away from the platform,” Ossipon said kindly. She allowed her rescuer to make her comfortable, and he observed the onset of another wave of tears, even more intense than the first. He watched the signs with a clinical detachment, as if timing the moments. Finally, he heard the guard’s whistle. An involuntary tightening of his upper lip revealed his teeth, reflecting a fierce determination as he sensed the train starting to go. Mrs. Verloc was oblivious to everything, and Ossipon, her rescuer, remained still. He felt the train picking up speed, rumbling heavily beneath the sound of the woman’s loud sobs, then with two long strides he crossed the carriage, opened the door deliberately, and jumped out.
He had leaped out at the very end of the platform; and such was his determination in sticking to his desperate plan that he managed by a sort of miracle, performed almost in the air, to slam to the door of the carriage. Only then did he find himself rolling head over heels like a shot rabbit. He was bruised, shaken, pale as death, and out of breath when he got up. But he was calm, and perfectly able to meet the excited crowd of railway men who had gathered round him in a moment. He explained, in gentle and convincing tones, that his wife had started at a moment’s notice for Brittany to her dying mother; that, of course, she was greatly up-set, and he considerably concerned at her state; that he was trying to cheer her up, and had absolutely failed to notice at first that the train was moving out. To the general exclamation, “Why didn’t you go on to Southampton, then, sir?” he objected the inexperience of a young sister-in-law left alone in the house with three small children, and her alarm at his absence, the telegraph offices being closed. He had acted on impulse. “But I don’t think I’ll ever try that again,” he concluded; smiled all round; distributed some small change, and marched without a limp out of the station.
He jumped off at the very end of the platform; and his determination to stick to his desperate plan was so strong that he managed, almost miraculously in mid-air, to slam the carriage door shut. Only then did he find himself tumbling head over heels like a shot rabbit. He was bruised, shaken, pale as a ghost, and out of breath when he got up. But he was calm and perfectly able to face the excited crowd of railway workers that had gathered around him in an instant. He explained, in gentle and convincing tones, that his wife had rushed off to Brittany at a moment’s notice to see her dying mother; that, of course, she was really upset, and he was quite worried about her state; that he was trying to cheer her up and had completely failed to notice at first that the train was leaving. To the general shout of, “Why didn’t you go on to Southampton, then, sir?” he pointed out his inexperienced young sister-in-law who was left alone at home with three small children, and her worry about his absence, especially since the telegraph offices were closed. He had acted on impulse. “But I don’t think I’ll ever try that again,” he concluded; smiled all around; handed out some small change, and walked out of the station without a limp.
Outside, Comrade Ossipon, flush of safe banknotes as never before in his life, refused the offer of a cab.
Outside, Comrade Ossipon, feeling richer than ever with stacks of cash, turned down the offer of a taxi.
“I can walk,” he said, with a little friendly laugh to the civil driver.
“I can walk,” he said, with a friendly laugh to the polite driver.
He could walk. He walked. He crossed the bridge. Later on the towers of the Abbey saw in their massive immobility the yellow bush of his hair passing under the lamps. The lights of Victoria saw him too, and Sloane Square, and the railings of the park. And Comrade Ossipon once more found himself on a bridge. The river, a sinister marvel of still shadows and flowing gleams mingling below in a black silence, arrested his attention. He stood looking over the parapet for a long time. The clock tower boomed a brazen blast above his drooping head. He looked up at the dial. . . . Half-past twelve of a wild night in the Channel.
He could walk. He walked. He crossed the bridge. Later, the towers of the Abbey noticed his yellow hair passing under the lights in their massive stillness. The lights of Victoria saw him too, along with Sloane Square and the park's railings. Once again, Comrade Ossipon found himself on a bridge. The river, a dark wonder of still shadows and flowing glimmers mixed together in black silence, caught his attention. He stood there looking over the railing for a long time. The clock tower rang loudly above his drooping head. He glanced up at the dial... Half-past twelve on a wild night in the Channel.
And again Comrade Ossipon walked. His robust form was seen that night in distant parts of the enormous town slumbering monstrously on a carpet of mud under a veil of raw mist. It was seen crossing the streets without life and sound, or diminishing in the interminable straight perspectives of shadowy houses bordering empty roadways lined by strings of gas lamps. He walked through Squares, Places, Ovals, Commons, through monotonous streets with unknown names where the dust of humanity settles inert and hopeless out of the stream of life. He walked. And suddenly turning into a strip of a front garden with a mangy grass plot, he let himself into a small grimy house with a latch-key he took out of his pocket.
And once again, Comrade Ossipon walked. His strong figure was visible that night in the far parts of the vast city, which lay sluggishly on a layer of mud under a blanket of thick fog. He was seen crossing the lifeless, silent streets, or fading into the endless straight lines of shadowy buildings along vacant roads lined with strings of gas lamps. He moved through squares, plazas, ovals, commons, and through monotonous streets with unfamiliar names where the dust of humanity settles, motionless and hopeless, away from the stream of life. He walked. And suddenly, turning into a patch of a front yard with scraggly grass, he used a key he pulled from his pocket to let himself into a small, grimy house.
He threw himself down on his bed all dressed, and lay still for a whole quarter of an hour. Then he sat up suddenly, drawing up his knees, and clasping his legs. The first dawn found him open-eyed, in that same posture. This man who could walk so long, so far, so aimlessly, without showing a sign of fatigue, could also remain sitting still for hours without stirring a limb or an eyelid. But when the late sun sent its rays into the room he unclasped his hands, and fell back on the pillow. His eyes stared at the ceiling. And suddenly they closed. Comrade Ossipon slept in the sunlight.
He flopped down on his bed still dressed and lay there for a solid fifteen minutes. Then he suddenly sat up, pulling his knees up and wrapping his arms around his legs. The first light of dawn found him wide awake in that same position. This guy, who could walk for so long, so far, and so aimlessly without showing any signs of tiredness, could also sit completely still for hours without moving a muscle or blinking. But when the late sun poured into the room, he unclasped his hands and fell back onto the pillow. His eyes fixed on the ceiling. And then, all of a sudden, they closed. Comrade Ossipon slept in the sunlight.
CHAPTER XIII
The enormous iron padlock on the doors of the wall cupboard was the only object in the room on which the eye could rest without becoming afflicted by the miserable unloveliness of forms and the poverty of material. Unsaleable in the ordinary course of business on account of its noble proportions, it had been ceded to the Professor for a few pence by a marine dealer in the east of London. The room was large, clean, respectable, and poor with that poverty suggesting the starvation of every human need except mere bread. There was nothing on the walls but the paper, an expanse of arsenical green, soiled with indelible smudges here and there, and with stains resembling faded maps of uninhabited continents.
The huge iron padlock on the cupboard doors was the only thing in the room that didn’t make your eyes hurt from the awful shapes and shoddy materials. Unmarketable due to its elegant design, it was sold to the Professor for a few coins by a marine dealer from east London. The room was big, clean, respectable, and poor, with a kind of poverty that hinted at the lack of every human necessity except for basic food. The walls were bare except for the wallpaper—a dull green color, stained with permanent smudges here and there, and marked with spots that looked like faded maps of deserted land.
At a deal table near a window sat Comrade Ossipon, holding his head between his fists. The Professor, dressed in his only suit of shoddy tweeds, but flapping to and fro on the bare boards a pair of incredibly dilapidated slippers, had thrust his hands deep into the overstrained pockets of his jacket. He was relating to his robust guest a visit he had lately been paying to the Apostle Michaelis. The Perfect Anarchist had even been unbending a little.
At a deal table by a window sat Comrade Ossipon, holding his head in his hands. The Professor, wearing his only suit made of cheap tweed, but shuffling around in a pair of incredibly worn-out slippers on the bare floor, had stuffed his hands deep into the overstretched pockets of his jacket. He was telling his sturdy guest about a recent visit he had to the Apostle Michaelis. The Perfect Anarchist had even loosened up a bit.
“The fellow didn’t know anything of Verloc’s death. Of course! He never looks at the newspapers. They make him too sad, he says. But never mind. I walked into his cottage. Not a soul anywhere. I had to shout half-a-dozen times before he answered me. I thought he was fast asleep yet, in bed. But not at all. He had been writing his book for four hours already. He sat in that tiny cage in a litter of manuscript. There was a half-eaten raw carrot on the table near him. His breakfast. He lives on a diet of raw carrots and a little milk now.”
The guy had no idea about Verloc’s death. Of course! He never reads the newspapers. They make him too sad, he says. But whatever. I walked into his cottage. Not a single person around. I had to yell half a dozen times before he finally responded. I thought he was still fast asleep in bed. But not at all. He had been writing his book for four hours already. He was sitting in that tiny space surrounded by a mess of manuscripts. There was a half-eaten raw carrot on the table next to him. His breakfast. He’s living on a diet of raw carrots and a little milk now.
“How does he look on it?” asked Comrade Ossipon listlessly.
“How does he look on it?” asked Comrade Ossipon casually.
“Angelic. . . . I picked up a handful of his pages from the floor. The poverty of reasoning is astonishing. He has no logic. He can’t think consecutively. But that’s nothing. He has divided his biography into three parts, entitled—‘Faith, Hope, Charity.’ He is elaborating now the idea of a world planned out like an immense and nice hospital, with gardens and flowers, in which the strong are to devote themselves to the nursing of the weak.”
“Angelic... I picked up a handful of his pages from the floor. The lack of reasoning is shocking. He has no logic. He can’t think logically. But that’s not the worst part. He has split his biography into three sections, titled—‘Faith, Hope, Charity.’ He is currently developing the idea of a world designed like a huge, beautiful hospital, with gardens and flowers, where the strong dedicate themselves to caring for the weak.”
The Professor paused.
The professor stopped.
“Conceive you this folly, Ossipon? The weak! The source of all evil on this earth!” he continued with his grim assurance. “I told him that I dreamt of a world like shambles, where the weak would be taken in hand for utter extermination.”
“Can you believe this nonsense, Ossipon? The weak! The root of all evil on this earth!” he went on with his grim confidence. “I told him I dreamed of a world in ruins, where the weak would be dealt with for complete destruction.”
“Do you understand, Ossipon? The source of all evil! They are our sinister masters—the weak, the flabby, the silly, the cowardly, the faint of heart, and the slavish of mind. They have power. They are the multitude. Theirs is the kingdom of the earth. Exterminate, exterminate! That is the only way of progress. It is! Follow me, Ossipon. First the great multitude of the weak must go, then the only relatively strong. You see? First the blind, then the deaf and the dumb, then the halt and the lame—and so on. Every taint, every vice, every prejudice, every convention must meet its doom.”
“Do you get it, Ossipon? The root of all evil! They are our dark overlords—the weak, the soft, the foolish, the fearful, the timid, and the submissive. They have power. They are the masses. The earth belongs to them. Exterminate, exterminate! That’s the only way to make progress. It is! Follow me, Ossipon. First, we need to get rid of the vast number of weak people, then the ones who are only somewhat strong. You see? First the blind, then the deaf and mute, then the halt and limp—and so on. Every flaw, every vice, every prejudice, every social norm must face its end.”
“And what remains?” asked Ossipon in a stifled voice.
“And what’s left?” asked Ossipon in a muffled voice.
“I remain—if I am strong enough,” asserted the sallow little Professor, whose large ears, thin like membranes, and standing far out from the sides of his frail skull, took on suddenly a deep red tint.
“I’ll stick around—if I’m strong enough,” declared the pale little Professor, whose large ears, thin like membranes, and sticking out from the sides of his fragile skull, suddenly turned a deep red color.
“Haven’t I suffered enough from this oppression of the weak?” he continued forcibly. Then tapping the breast-pocket of his jacket: “And yet I am the force,” he went on. “But the time! The time! Give me time! Ah! that multitude, too stupid to feel either pity or fear. Sometimes I think they have everything on their side. Everything—even death—my own weapon.”
“Haven’t I suffered enough from this oppression of the weak?” he continued emphatically. Then tapping the breast pocket of his jacket: “And yet I am the force,” he went on. “But the time! The time! Give me time! Ah! that crowd, too clueless to feel either pity or fear. Sometimes I think they have everything on their side. Everything—even death—my own weapon.”
“Come and drink some beer with me at the Silenus,” said the robust Ossipon after an interval of silence pervaded by the rapid flap, flap of the slippers on the feet of the Perfect Anarchist. This last accepted. He was jovial that day in his own peculiar way. He slapped Ossipon’s shoulder.
“Come grab a beer with me at the Silenus,” said the sturdy Ossipon after a moment of silence filled with the quick flap, flap of the Perfect Anarchist’s slippers. The latter agreed. He was cheerful that day in his own unique way. He gave Ossipon a friendly slap on the shoulder.
“Beer! So be it! Let us drink and be merry, for we are strong, and to-morrow we die.”
“Beer! So be it! Let's drink and celebrate, because we're strong, and tomorrow we die.”
He busied himself with putting on his boots, and talked meanwhile in his curt, resolute tones.
He focused on putting on his boots while talking in his short, determined tones.
“What’s the matter with you, Ossipon? You look glum and seek even my company. I hear that you are seen constantly in places where men utter foolish things over glasses of liquor. Why? Have you abandoned your collection of women? They are the weak who feed the strong—eh?”
“What's wrong with you, Ossipon? You look down and even want to hang out with me. I've heard you're always in spots where guys say stupid things over drinks. Why? Have you given up on your collection of women? They're the ones who support the strong—right?”
He stamped one foot, and picked up his other laced boot, heavy, thick-soled, unblacked, mended many times. He smiled to himself grimly.
He stamped one foot and picked up his other laced boot, heavy, thick-soled, unpolished, patched up many times. He smiled to himself grimly.
“Tell me, Ossipon, terrible man, has ever one of your victims killed herself for you—or are your triumphs so far incomplete—for blood alone puts a seal on greatness? Blood. Death. Look at history.”
“Tell me, Ossipon, terrible man, has any of your victims ever taken her own life for you—or are your victories still lacking—for only blood can mark true greatness? Blood. Death. Look at history.”
“You be damned,” said Ossipon, without turning his head.
“You're damned,” said Ossipon, without turning his head.
“Why? Let that be the hope of the weak, whose theology has invented hell for the strong. Ossipon, my feeling for you is amicable contempt. You couldn’t kill a fly.”
“Why? Let that be the hope of the weak, whose beliefs have created hell for the strong. Ossipon, I feel a friendly disdain for you. You couldn’t even kill a fly.”
But rolling to the feast on the top of the omnibus the Professor lost his high spirits. The contemplation of the multitudes thronging the pavements extinguished his assurance under a load of doubt and uneasiness which he could only shake off after a period of seclusion in the room with the large cupboard closed by an enormous padlock.
But as he traveled to the feast on top of the bus, the Professor lost his excitement. Watching the crowds on the sidewalks dimmed his confidence, leaving him with doubt and restlessness that he could only shake off after spending some time alone in the room with the large cupboard secured by a massive padlock.
“And so,” said over his shoulder Comrade Ossipon, who sat on the seat behind. “And so Michaelis dreams of a world like a beautiful and cheery hospital.”
“And so,” said Comrade Ossipon, looking back over his shoulder from the seat behind. “And so Michaelis dreams of a world like a beautiful and cheerful hospital.”
“Just so. An immense charity for the healing of the weak,” assented the Professor sardonically.
“Exactly. A huge kindness for helping the weak,” the Professor replied sarcastically.
“That’s silly,” admitted Ossipon. “You can’t heal weakness. But after all Michaelis may not be so far wrong. In two hundred years doctors will rule the world. Science reigns already. It reigns in the shade maybe—but it reigns. And all science must culminate at last in the science of healing—not the weak, but the strong. Mankind wants to live—to live.”
"That's ridiculous," Ossipon admitted. "You can't fix weakness. But then again, Michaelis might not be completely off base. In two hundred years, doctors will control the world. Science is already in charge. It might be in the background, but it's still in charge. And all science will ultimately lead to the science of healing—not for the weak, but for the strong. Humanity just wants to live—to live."
“Mankind,” asserted the Professor with a self-confident glitter of his iron-rimmed spectacles, “does not know what it wants.”
“Mankind,” the Professor confidently declared, his iron-rimmed glasses gleaming, “does not know what it wants.”
“But you do,” growled Ossipon. “Just now you’ve been crying for time—time. Well. The doctors will serve you out your time—if you are good. You profess yourself to be one of the strong—because you carry in your pocket enough stuff to send yourself and, say, twenty other people into eternity. But eternity is a damned hole. It’s time that you need. You—if you met a man who could give you for certain ten years of time, you would call him your master.”
“But you do,” Ossipon muttered. “Just now, you’ve been begging for time—time. Well, the doctors will give you your time—if you behave. You say you’re one of the strong—because you have enough in your pocket to send yourself and, let’s say, twenty other people to their end. But eternity is a damnable void. It’s time you need. If you met someone who could definitely give you ten years of time, you would call him your master.”
“My device is: No God! No Master,” said the Professor sententiously as he rose to get off the ’bus.
“My motto is: No God! No Master,” the Professor declared with a serious tone as he stood up to get off the bus.
Ossipon followed. “Wait till you are lying flat on your back at the end of your time,” he retorted, jumping off the footboard after the other. “Your scurvy, shabby, mangy little bit of time,” he continued across the street, and hopping on to the curbstone.
Ossipon followed. “Just wait until you’re lying flat on your back at the end of your life,” he shot back, jumping off the footboard after the other. “Your filthy, pathetic, scruffy little life,” he continued as he crossed the street and hopped onto the curb.
“Ossipon, I think that you are a humbug,” the Professor said, opening masterfully the doors of the renowned Silenus. And when they had established themselves at a little table he developed further this gracious thought. “You are not even a doctor. But you are funny. Your notion of a humanity universally putting out the tongue and taking the pill from pole to pole at the bidding of a few solemn jokers is worthy of the prophet. Prophecy! What’s the good of thinking of what will be!” He raised his glass. “To the destruction of what is,” he said calmly.
“Ossipon, I think you’re a fraud,” the Professor said, skillfully opening the doors of the famous Silenus. Once they’d settled at a small table, he elaborated on this amusing thought. “You’re not even a doctor. But you’re entertaining. Your idea that all of humanity is sticking out its tongue and taking a pill on command from a few serious jokers is almost prophetic. Prophecy! What’s the point of worrying about what’s to come?” He raised his glass. “To the destruction of what is,” he said calmly.
He drank and relapsed into his peculiarly close manner of silence. The thought of a mankind as numerous as the sands of the sea-shore, as indestructible, as difficult to handle, oppressed him. The sound of exploding bombs was lost in their immensity of passive grains without an echo. For instance, this Verloc affair. Who thought of it now?
He drank and fell back into his usual quietness. The idea of humanity being as plentiful as the grains of sand on the beach, as unbreakable, as hard to manage, weighed heavily on him. The sound of exploding bombs disappeared in their vastness, leaving no trace. Take this Verloc situation, for example. Who even thinks about it anymore?
Ossipon, as if suddenly compelled by some mysterious force, pulled a much-folded newspaper out of his pocket. The Professor raised his head at the rustle.
Ossipon, as if suddenly driven by some unknown force, pulled a wrinkled newspaper out of his pocket. The Professor lifted his head at the sound.
“What’s that paper? Anything in it?” he asked.
“What’s that paper? Is there anything in it?” he asked.
Ossipon started like a scared somnambulist.
Ossipon began like a frightened sleepwalker.
“Nothing. Nothing whatever. The thing’s ten days old. I forgot it in my pocket, I suppose.”
“Nothing. Absolutely nothing. It’s ten days old. I guess I just forgot it in my pocket.”
But he did not throw the old thing away. Before returning it to his pocket he stole a glance at the last lines of a paragraph. They ran thus: “An impenetrable mystery seems destined to hang for ever over this act of madness or despair.”
But he didn’t throw the old thing away. Before putting it back in his pocket, he took a quick look at the last lines of a paragraph. They read: “An impenetrable mystery seems destined to hang forever over this act of madness or despair.”
Such were the end words of an item of news headed: “Suicide of Lady Passenger from a cross-Channel Boat.” Comrade Ossipon was familiar with the beauties of its journalistic style. “An impenetrable mystery seems destined to hang for ever. . . . ” He knew every word by heart. “An impenetrable mystery. . . . ”
Such were the final words of a news article titled: “Suicide of Lady Passenger from a cross-Channel Boat.” Comrade Ossipon was well-versed in the elegance of its journalistic style. “An impenetrable mystery seems destined to hang forever. . . . ” He knew every word by heart. “An impenetrable mystery. . . . ”
And the robust anarchist, hanging his head on his breast, fell into a long reverie.
And the strong anarchist, with his head bowed, fell into a deep thought.
He was menaced by this thing in the very sources of his existence. He could not issue forth to meet his various conquests, those that he courted on benches in Kensington Gardens, and those he met near area railings, without the dread of beginning to talk to them of an impenetrable mystery destined. . . . He was becoming scientifically afraid of insanity lying in wait for him amongst these lines. “To hang for ever over.” It was an obsession, a torture. He had lately failed to keep several of these appointments, whose note used to be an unbounded trustfulness in the language of sentiment and manly tenderness. The confiding disposition of various classes of women satisfied the needs of his self-love, and put some material means into his hand. He needed it to live. It was there. But if he could no longer make use of it, he ran the risk of starving his ideals and his body . . . “This act of madness or despair.”
He felt threatened by this thing at the very core of his existence. He couldn't go out to meet his various conquests—those he flirted with on benches in Kensington Gardens, and those he encountered by the railings—without the fear of discussing an incomprehensible mystery that loomed over him. He was becoming scientifically afraid that insanity was lurking among these interactions. “To hang forever over.” It was an obsession, a torment. Recently, he had failed to keep several of these appointments, which had once been filled with boundless trust in the language of love and masculine care. The open-hearted nature of various women satisfied his ego and provided him with some financial support. He needed it to survive. It was available. But if he could no longer utilize it, he risked starving both his ideals and his body... “This act of madness or despair.”
“An impenetrable mystery” was sure “to hang for ever” as far as all mankind was concerned. But what of that if he alone of all men could never get rid of the cursed knowledge? And Comrade Ossipon’s knowledge was as precise as the newspaper man could make it—up to the very threshold of the “mystery destined to hang for ever. . . .”
“An impenetrable mystery” was sure “to hang forever” as far as all of humanity was concerned. But what did that matter if he alone could never escape the cursed knowledge? Comrade Ossipon’s knowledge was as precise as the journalist could make it—up to the very threshold of the “mystery destined to hang forever. . . .”
Comrade Ossipon was well informed. He knew what the gangway man of the steamer had seen: “A lady in a black dress and a black veil, wandering at midnight alongside, on the quay. ‘Are you going by the boat, ma’am,’ he had asked her encouragingly. ‘This way.’ She seemed not to know what to do. He helped her on board. She seemed weak.”
Comrade Ossipon was well-informed. He knew what the gangway man of the steamer had seen: “A lady in a black dress and a black veil, wandering at midnight along the quay. ‘Are you going by the boat, ma’am?’ he had asked her encouragingly. ‘This way.’ She seemed unsure of what to do. He helped her on board. She seemed weak.”
And he knew also what the stewardess had seen: A lady in black with a white face standing in the middle of the empty ladies’ cabin. The stewardess induced her to lie down there. The lady seemed quite unwilling to speak, and as if she were in some awful trouble. The next the stewardess knew she was gone from the ladies’ cabin. The stewardess then went on deck to look for her, and Comrade Ossipon was informed that the good woman found the unhappy lady lying down in one of the hooded seats. Her eyes were open, but she would not answer anything that was said to her. She seemed very ill. The stewardess fetched the chief steward, and those two people stood by the side of the hooded seat consulting over their extraordinary and tragic passenger. They talked in audible whispers (for she seemed past hearing) of St Malo and the Consul there, of communicating with her people in England. Then they went away to arrange for her removal down below, for indeed by what they could see of her face she seemed to them to be dying. But Comrade Ossipon knew that behind that white mask of despair there was struggling against terror and despair a vigour of vitality, a love of life that could resist the furious anguish which drives to murder and the fear, the blind, mad fear of the gallows. He knew. But the stewardess and the chief steward knew nothing, except that when they came back for her in less than five minutes the lady in black was no longer in the hooded seat. She was nowhere. She was gone. It was then five o’clock in the morning, and it was no accident either. An hour afterwards one of the steamer’s hands found a wedding ring left lying on the seat. It had stuck to the wood in a bit of wet, and its glitter caught the man’s eye. There was a date, 24th June 1879, engraved inside. “An impenetrable mystery is destined to hang for ever. . . . ”
And he also understood what the stewardess had seen: a woman in black with a pale face standing in the middle of the empty ladies’ cabin. The stewardess persuaded her to lie down there. The woman seemed very reluctant to speak and appeared to be in some terrible distress. Before the stewardess realized it, the woman had vanished from the ladies’ cabin. The stewardess then went on deck to search for her, and Comrade Ossipon was informed that the kind woman found the distressed lady lying down in one of the hooded seats. Her eyes were open, but she wouldn’t respond to anything said to her. She looked very ill. The stewardess called the chief steward, and the two of them stood beside the hooded seat, discussing their extraordinary and tragic passenger. They spoke in hushed tones (because she seemed beyond hearing) about St Malo and the Consul there, and about contacting her family in England. Then they left to make arrangements for her to be moved below deck, as from what they could see of her face, she appeared to be dying. But Comrade Ossipon knew that behind that pale mask of despair, there was a struggle against fear and hopelessness, a fierce will to live that could withstand the deep anguish that drives someone to murder and the blind, frantic fear of the gallows. He understood. But the stewardess and the chief steward knew nothing, except that when they returned for her in less than five minutes, the woman in black was no longer in the hooded seat. She was gone. It was five o’clock in the morning, and it was no coincidence. An hour later, one of the crew found a wedding ring left on the seat. It had stuck to the wood a bit, and its shine caught the man's eye. There was a date, June 24, 1879, engraved inside. "An impenetrable mystery is destined to hang forever..."
And Comrade Ossipon raised his bowed head, beloved of various humble women of these isles, Apollo-like in the sunniness of its bush of hair.
And Comrade Ossipon lifted his head, admired by various humble women of these islands, looking like Apollo with the brightness of his tousled hair.
The Professor had grown restless meantime. He rose.
The Professor had become restless in the meantime. He stood up.
“Stay,” said Ossipon hurriedly. “Here, what do you know of madness and despair?”
“Wait,” said Ossipon quickly. “Tell me, what do you know about madness and despair?”
The Professor passed the tip of his tongue on his dry, thin lips, and said doctorally:
The Professor ran the tip of his tongue over his dry, thin lips and said in a scholarly tone:
“There are no such things. All passion is lost now. The world is mediocre, limp, without force. And madness and despair are a force. And force is a crime in the eyes of the fools, the weak and the silly who rule the roost. You are mediocre. Verloc, whose affair the police has managed to smother so nicely, was mediocre. And the police murdered him. He was mediocre. Everybody is mediocre. Madness and despair! Give me that for a lever, and I’ll move the world. Ossipon, you have my cordial scorn. You are incapable of conceiving even what the fat-fed citizen would call a crime. You have no force.” He paused, smiling sardonically under the fierce glitter of his thick glasses.
“There are no such things. All passion is gone now. The world is average, weak, and without power. And madness and despair are a kind of force. But that force is seen as a crime by the fools, the weak, and the petty who are in charge. You are average. Verloc, whose situation the police have managed to cover up so well, was average. And the police killed him. He was average. Everyone is average. Madness and despair! Give me that as a tool, and I’ll change the world. Ossipon, you have my full contempt. You can’t even imagine what the pampered citizen would call a crime. You have no power.” He paused, smiling sarcastically behind the fierce shine of his thick glasses.
“And let me tell you that this little legacy they say you’ve come into has not improved your intelligence. You sit at your beer like a dummy. Good-bye.”
“And let me tell you that this little inheritance they say you’ve received hasn’t made you any smarter. You just sit there with your beer like an idiot. Goodbye.”
“Will you have it?” said Ossipon, looking up with an idiotic grin.
“Will you have it?” said Ossipon, looking up with a goofy grin.
“Have what?”
"What do you have?"
“The legacy. All of it.”
"The legacy. All of it."
The incorruptible Professor only smiled. His clothes were all but falling off him, his boots, shapeless with repairs, heavy like lead, let water in at every step. He said:
The unyielding Professor just smiled. His clothes were practically falling off him, his boots, worn out from repairs, weighed him down like lead, letting water in with every step. He said:
“I will send you by-and-by a small bill for certain chemicals which I shall order to-morrow. I need them badly. Understood—eh?”
“I'll send you a small bill later for some chemicals I'm going to order tomorrow. I really need them. Got it?”
Ossipon lowered his head slowly. He was alone. “An impenetrable mystery. . . . ” It seemed to him that suspended in the air before him he saw his own brain pulsating to the rhythm of an impenetrable mystery. It was diseased clearly. . . . “This act of madness or despair.”
Ossipon lowered his head slowly. He was alone. “An impenetrable mystery. . . . ” It seemed to him that hanging in the air before him he saw his own brain pulsing to the rhythm of an impenetrable mystery. It was clearly sick. . . . “This act of madness or despair.”
The mechanical piano near the door played through a valse cheekily, then fell silent all at once, as if gone grumpy.
The mechanical piano by the door played a waltz playfully, then suddenly went quiet, as if it had become moody.
Comrade Ossipon, nicknamed the Doctor, went out of the Silenus beer-hall. At the door he hesitated, blinking at a not too splendid sunlight—and the paper with the report of the suicide of a lady was in his pocket. His heart was beating against it. The suicide of a lady—this act of madness or despair.
Comrade Ossipon, known as the Doctor, stepped out of the Silenus beer hall. At the door, he paused, squinting at the not-so-glorious sunlight—and the paper with the report of a woman’s suicide was in his pocket. His heart was pounding against it. The suicide of a woman—this act of madness or despair.
He walked along the street without looking where he put his feet; and he walked in a direction which would not bring him to the place of appointment with another lady (an elderly nursery governess putting her trust in an Apollo-like ambrosial head). He was walking away from it. He could face no woman. It was ruin. He could neither think, work, sleep, nor eat. But he was beginning to drink with pleasure, with anticipation, with hope. It was ruin. His revolutionary career, sustained by the sentiment and trustfulness of many women, was menaced by an impenetrable mystery—the mystery of a human brain pulsating wrongfully to the rhythm of journalistic phrases. “ . . . Will hang for ever over this act. . . . It was inclining towards the gutter . . . of madness or despair.”
He walked down the street without paying attention to where he stepped, heading in a direction that would take him away from his meeting with another woman (an older nanny who had faith in a charming, god-like demeanor). He was walking further from it. He couldn’t face any woman. It was a disaster. He couldn’t think, work, sleep, or eat. But he was starting to drink with enjoyment, with expectation, with hope. It was a disaster. His revolutionary journey, supported by the feelings and trust of many women, was threatened by an unfathomable mystery—the mystery of a human mind beating wrongly to the rhythm of news headlines. “ . . . Will hang for ever over this act . . . It was leaning towards the gutter . . . of madness or despair.”
“I am seriously ill,” he muttered to himself with scientific insight. Already his robust form, with an Embassy’s secret-service money (inherited from Mr Verloc) in his pockets, was marching in the gutter as if in training for the task of an inevitable future. Already he bowed his broad shoulders, his head of ambrosial locks, as if ready to receive the leather yoke of the sandwich board. As on that night, more than a week ago, Comrade Ossipon walked without looking where he put his feet, feeling no fatigue, feeling nothing, seeing nothing, hearing not a sound. “An impenetrable mystery. . . .” He walked disregarded. . . . “This act of madness or despair.”
“I’m seriously sick,” he muttered to himself with a scientific understanding. His strong body, with secret-service money from the Embassy (inherited from Mr. Verloc) in his pockets, was already striding through the gutter as if preparing for an unavoidable future. He already hunched his broad shoulders and his head of golden hair, as if ready to take on the heavy burden of a sandwich board. Just like that night from more than a week ago, Comrade Ossipon walked without paying attention to where he placed his feet, feeling no exhaustion, feeling nothing, seeing nothing, hearing no sound. “An impenetrable mystery . . .” He walked unnoticed . . . “This act of madness or despair.”
And the incorruptible Professor walked too, averting his eyes from the odious multitude of mankind. He had no future. He disdained it. He was a force. His thoughts caressed the images of ruin and destruction. He walked frail, insignificant, shabby, miserable—and terrible in the simplicity of his idea calling madness and despair to the regeneration of the world. Nobody looked at him. He passed on unsuspected and deadly, like a pest in the street full of men.
And the unyielding Professor walked as well, turning his gaze away from the disgusting crowd of humanity. He had no future. He looked down on it. He was a force. His thoughts embraced the visions of decay and devastation. He walked weak, unremarkable, ragged, wretched—and frightening in the clarity of his idea that summoned madness and despair for the world's renewal. Nobody noticed him. He moved on unnoticed and deadly, like a plague in the street full of people.
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